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you and a few friends would end up at your shared house with wine and a fruity paper-rolled joint each for everyone while talking about the book you all read over the last three weeks before meeting every saturday at the end of the month to gush about the characters and plot.
it was only once a month seeing that everyone had jobs and lives that demanded all of your attention and this was a way for you to finally relax and let go of all your responsibilities, forget everything, and laugh with your friends.
there were only six of you, but mostly only three would come.
“i’m not sure where to even begin with this book, the male main character to die for, kaleb is dreamy, and the way he treats anna makes me want to rip my hair out and eat it, i need a man like that, i hate you for that,” mai whined as soon as she settled on the loveseat next to amy.
the four of you sat on your patio couch under the orange and red streaked sky as a warm summer breeze blew by bringing all the season's smells, someone's pool, a bbq happening at the end of the road, and fresh-cut grass.
all eyes shifted to you as you poured a glass of sweet white wine. “what?” your voice came out high-pitched knowing exactly why the other women were looking at you, because they knew you were living a main character lifestyle with your husband toji.
hana whose job was to roll the joints sat next to you and elbowed you gently making you sputter on your wine. “we have no choice but to live vicariously through you and the books, but this one is maybe even something you haven’t done,” mai told you with a silly grin as she grabbed her purse.
you watched as she dug through the tote until she finally found what she was looking for. “ah! so this book is on the darker side, and since it was my turn to choose i picked this one up for everyone.” she announced proudly handing out the books to everyone as her curly burnt orange hair fell in her face.
everyone looked at each other and then at mai skeptically. “dark how?” amy asked skeptically once she helped finish the last joint, it was set up beforehand that everyone would get their own so there wasn’t a puff puff pass rule or anything like that and no one ended with burnt fingers or the joint going out.
“well,” mai cleared her throat with a coy smile as she took the cherry-flavored joint and leaned back, “the male mc is obsessed with the female lead but they had an awful breakup and he doesn’t accept it so he breaks into their old shared apartment while she gets ready for a date and he fucks the life out of her then it follows the roller coaster of their relationship.”
silence filled the patio minus the soft breeze that blew by ruffling up the pages of the books that sat on the coffee table. “he just breaks in and fucks her?” amy questioned with a scrunched-up nose, her skin glowing under the lamps that mai hung up for you as she leaned in to look at mai with incredulous eyes.
amy and hana were pretty vanilla which is something you never hold against them but mai will gladly let her freak flag fly and has not a problem with it, nor do you have an issue matching her freak.
“she does want it at first, have you two never heard of dubious consent?” mai shot back rolling her eyes as she tucked her slender legs under her glancing at you for backup.
“yes, it’s borderline noncon though mai.” amy sighed and tucked a piece of blonde hair behind her ear glancing at hana and then you.
you sighed not wanting to get in the middle of it. “how about we just read it and see?” hana suggested surprising the rest of the group as she lit her joint.
amy wanted to scoff, you could see it in her eyes but she remained silent. “you know if you pulled that stick out of your ass you’d enjoy things more,” mai told amy pushing her buttons wanting to get a reaction out of the controlled woman.
“stop it. we only meet once a month and we’re going to fight over what our preferences are in bed? we are adult women with different wants and needs, so stop bristling her mai, and amy, i love you honey but you do need to relax a bit and i’m not saying you have to read it, do some reviews on it then see.”
mai looked at you conveying her thanks with a wet smooch on the cheek and a tight hug. “this is why we keep you around, you tell us how it is without being too much of a bitch.” she cooed playfully and took the lighter from hana to light the end of her cherry-flavored joint.
“somehow i was dubbed the mother of the group when you are all older than me and i have no children, but maybe you three. now thank mommy.” you told them with a grin grabbing your strawberry-flavored joint and the new book settling it in your lap opening to the first chapter.
amy was the last one to grab the book after she looked up a few reviews dubbing it okay to read, the scent of marijuana lingered about relaxing your body further onto the patio couch as did the wine that made you giggle as you read the third page reminding you of toji the other night who was teasing you.
hana leaned over making sure that her page matched yours when her glassy eyes met yours. “what’s so funny?” she asked curiously as to why you were grinning as the male character was thinking about the female lead and envisioning her in front of him as he jerked off.
“nothing, just thinking of what my husband told me last night, he was something…he reminds me of this guy, kaleb.” you hummed taking a sip of your wine and settling next to hana resting your head on her shoulder.
mai made sure to slide a bookmark between the pages listening to you intently. “what did he say?” she asked wiggling her eyebrows with a grin.
you rolled your eyes. “just keep reading, we have an hour to finish a chapter or two and we got to call it a night, toji will be home soon.” you told them excited for your husband's arrival earning collective head nods from your friends.
“it’s almost like your husband doesn’t like us or something.” mai sing-songed, her blue eyes almost shut as she laid back resting her head on amy’s lap forging the reason that she was even here.
“it’s not that, he just likes our alone time is all, and i love you three but mai you yap way too much, amy you’re so wound up sometimes, and hana you are too quiet, he thinks you’re scared of him.” you hummed still following the lines on the paper.
hana’s jaw dropped as her face flushed red which you knew was partially due to her crushing on toji, but it seemed like a lot of women do but you knew that your friends would never try to hurt you in any way and you were very comfortable and confident in your love and relationship with toji.
mai and amy shared a look before glancing at you. “i’m not scared of him but he is scary-looking, and he doesn’t smile unless you’re around,” hana told you with a high-pitched giggle happy for you more than anything, the other women knew of your life before toji and how he helped you flourish.
you couldn’t help but feel a flush of warmth at that, your entire face burned as you hid it in between the pages of your book listening to your friends hoot and howl while teasing you about your teddybear husband. “you three need to start joining dating sites instead of focusing on fictional men you know.”
“says the only married one in our group who gets dicked down whenever she wants! do you know the last time i got laid? if i open my legs you will hear my hips squeaking and i’m sure the spider that made a home there will be upset.” mai cried as she tossed herself back on the patio couch with a whine.
all of you busted out in a chorus of laughter as you squeezed hana’s hand before leaning back with your almost-finished joint, the books were forgotten now as you all waited for hana to roll another one while amy refilled the wine glasses. “you sure did get lucky with toji,” hana told you with a soft smile.
“he’s not going to leave her so stop acting like it,” mai told her friend with a warning look causing the air to shift from playful to something thicker with tension.
hana rolled her eyes and excused herself to your kitchen to help amy. “she wants your man, why is she still here if she wants to fuck him?” mai asked with an irritated huff. you knew that she wanted only the best for you, she’s been your best friend since pre-school and toji was her brother-in-law.
you lit your second joint and rested your feet on the coffee table letting your eyes shift to the lights that twinkled and gently swayed with the wind knowing mai was right in a way. “she can fantasize about him all she wants because i know i’m the only woman my husband wants.” you replied with a shrug.
“could never be me, if you wanted my man i’d break your kneecaps.”
her lips split in a wicked grin as she broke out into giggles. “well, we both know that you don’t even like men that much, you’re into women.”
mai shrugged and pulled her phone out to show you a picture of someone's dating profile. “she’s very pretty, did you message her?” you asked scrolling through her pictures hoping your best friend finds the love she deserves.
she snatched her phone back and shook her head. “oh, no. i’m nervous too, this woman is way out of my league.”
“have you looked in the mirror lately? i promise you that she will want you and about hana, leave her alone. i trust her fully and i know she’d never ever hurt me in that way, plus toji would tell her to fuck off.” you told her with a shrug of your shoulders feeling your body melt further into the cushions.
“how do you become so confident like that?” mai asked batting her eyelashes as she placed both linked hands over her heart as she sat up and leaned in.
you laughed and pushed her face away softly and gently so as not to hurt her just in time for hana and amy to join you two with new glasses of wine. “what’s so funny?” hana asked, her curiosity sometimes got the best of her.
mai shook her head when the front door creaked open and then shut followed by toji’s heavy footsteps into the kitchen where he saw the four of you huddled outside on the patio. his eyes instantly found you with a smile.
all of the other women watched as you scrambled up off the couch to hurry inside and over to your husband wrapping him in a hug the best you could. “smokin’ and drinkin’ are we? i’m in for it tonight.” toji teased rubbing your shoulders then back keeping you close to him as he kissed the crown of your head.
he knew that when you got a hold of either one or both that his dick wouldn’t have any rest, and your sexual appetite for him seemed to grow making you into a feral woman that wanted to mate with her lover over and over again.
“they are so cute.” hana sighed resting her chin in her palm as she watched you and toji kiss and hold each other close while talking about your days.
mai rolled her eyes and cleaned up the table before gathering her stuff and leaving your book on the patio couch. “it’s time for us to go before she rips his clothes off.” she teased leading the other two into the kitchen causing you to pull away from toji stammering when you got caught in a deep liplock.
amy was the first one to hug you and bid a goodnight followed by hana then mai. “i’m watching hana, i’ll call you tomorrow. i love you!” she kissed your cheek then looked at toji and rolled her eyes waving at him.
toji chuckled and made sure they all got to their cars safely from the front door as you stood behind him. “i’m so glad you’re home, i missed you so much.” you whispered standing up your tippy-toes to kiss him when he turned to shut the door and face you.
his hands swooped down to your ass as you jumped up letting him hold you in his arms as you wrapped your legs around him the best you could while you bumped your nose against him inhaling his scent. “i missed you too baby.”
you sighed in contentment and let him carry you straight to the bedroom where he lay on top of the blankets with a heavy sigh as you straddled him resting your hands on his broad shoulders and massaging the tense muscles.
“what are you thinkin’ about darlin’?” he asked hooking his finger under your chin softly pulling your head up to meet his gaze. years later he could still fill your belly with that soft tug of butterflies and make your heart clench like you were falling in love with him all over again.
toji tucked one hand behind his head to look at you as you moved down between his legs that he spread. “it was mai’s turn to pick a book time and it’s very interesting, to say the least, but it gave me an idea.” you hummed with a slight slur as your fingers tugged his pants off tossing them on the floor.
his eyes watched as your hands moved to remove his shirt and yours then your shorts then panties before settling on your side next to toji leaving you both stark naked and skin to skin letting his heat fuse into you as you traced the tattoo of your name on his chest. “idea?” he asked wanting to know more.
you couldn’t look him in the eye even though he’s tasted every single inch of your skin. “so—promise not to laugh or anything?” you asked quietly and muffled feeling the weed and wine loosen your tongue.
“have i ever?” toji questioned.
“fair point.” you mumbled.
his fingers traced your spine as silence filled the bedroom for a moment. “the main male character is with the female lead and they broke up but he’s obsessed with her so when she breaks up with him he breaks into her apartment which they shared and he fucks her before her date.”
“and…you want me to do that?” he asked raising an eyebrow and chuckling when you nodded your head that was stuffed between his ribs and arm when you rolled to your stomach feeling his hand travel further down to your ass.
“well, i want to do a roleplay of sorts, we pretend to break up in a public place to make it feel real then you follow me home.” you murmured finally picking your head up to look at him as your toes curled when his hand cupped your jaw gently leaning in to press a tender kiss to your head.
toji pulled away to trace your upper lip with his thumb gazing into your eyes intently making the air shrink around you both, everything else faded away as he talked in a low voice making your pussy wet. “so you want me to follow you home and break in and fuck you rough while you try and “fight” me off?”
you nodded feeling your face heat up in embarrassment as you bit your bottom lip. “yes, i trust you, and it’s something new. we’ve done a lot, but never something like that and it would be fun i think, also we will have a safe word in case something happens, but i give you my complete permission to be rough, call me sweet or dirty names, and use me as nothing but a toy.”
toji felt his blood simmer as he envisioned the many ways he could have you folded. “i agree, the safe word can be peach because you taste like one and smell like it too, also if we do it at a restaurant or something you can throw your water on me, i know that’s something you’ve always wanted to do to someone.” he leaned in stealing your breath with a deep kiss.
“you are so trying to get sucked and fucked tonight, but i’m so sleepy.” you murmured with a soft giggle as toji moved you both to cover you and him up with the comforter tucking you in his side and making sure you were resting your head on his chest letting his heartbeat lull you into a deep sleep.
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morning came all too quickly.
sun filtered through the open curtains spilling into the room bathing it in a warm golden light waking you up and snuggling back in toji’s arms. you knew that during the night you and him ended up back to back fighting for the covers, and then in the morning he pulled you back on his warm chest.
“good morning darlin’,” toji murmured with a smile in his voice as he gave your ass a good squeeze making you squeal and roll out of his arms rolling your eyes playfully as you picked up his shirt from the floor pulling it on.
toji followed after you clad in his boxers sure to grab you again pulling you into his chest and kissing you before letting go watching as you started on the coffee while he pulled out leftovers for breakfast. “when do you want to do your little roleplay?” he asked heating the food as you made both cups.
you hummed softly curling your toes. “i’m not sure, maybe next weekend? i need to read the book some more.”
“i have it off and you’ll need to recover from friday night.” he told you with a grin as you turned around to look at him with love and adoration.
both of you ate together, letting him feed you here and there before he went outside to work on the shed for the background while you cleaned up and joined him shortly after with your book curling up on the couch reaching for your joint from last night lighting it while leaning back picking up from your spot.
toji couldn’t help but glance at you, nearly cutting off a digit when you turned on your side which caused his shirt to slide up exposing the curve of your bare ass that caused his cock to swell forgetting the whole reason why he was out here, unbeknownst to you he stalked quietly up to you when you laid on your belly.
your eyes were trained intently on the words, you and toji replacing the actions the characters were doing. currently, the male lead was stalking his ex after the encounter, something he wasn’t able to forget but it seemed she could and that ignited him to go to plan b, kidnapping her.
“oh!” you gasped when you felt toji slide his hands under your hips lifting high in the air and pushing the shirt down to pool at your head while he kneeled behind you kissing the curve of your ass making you moan and shudder feeling his tongue glide over your pussylips like a ghost.
toji spread your cheeks open pulling away to watch your holes clench simultaneously making him chuckle, he ran his finger up the seam of your pussy playing lightly with your slick entrance. “read out loud sweetheart, you stop what you’re doing and i stop and i think we both don’t want that, do we?”
“‘his adam's apple bobbed as his eyes followed anna, her hair swished back and forth mostly from her forgetting a hair tie this morning before her run. the black strands were just wrapped around his fist last night remembering how she sucked his cock—toji!” you whined pushing back in his face panting.
his tongue rimmed your cunt before sucking on your clit as his fingers massaged the fat of your ass pulling you closer trying to suffocate himself in your essence as you tried your best to stutter out another sentence feeling the tingles deep in your gut spreading into your veins making you hazy.
thick fingers slid inside your wet cunt with a loud squelch as toji tongued your pussy while pumping in and out in quick succession moaning softly while feeling his cock throb and pulse at how good you tasted, like the sweetest candy he’s ever had.
you gripped the couch cushion letting your eyes flutter shut as pleasure took over feeling your orgasm rise and crash over you while moaning your husband's name over and over like a soft prayer to your salvation.
his addiction to you and yours to him made it hard to finish the rest of the book as you found yourself between his legs while he sat man-spread where you just were while gagging on the length of his dick, slurping and licking the tip before kissing your way down to his sack sucking on it gently.
toji felt like he was in heaven when you deepthroated him not breaking eye contact as his cock pulsed sending jets of thick and warm cum over your face when you pulled him out of your mouth letting him coat you in his essence.
it didn’t take long for you to both get in the shower cleaning each other off before making your way into the kitchen for some lunch enjoying your days off before going to work tomorrow.
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each day passed by and you texted mai, hana, and amy in your group chat asking if the four of you could meet up knowing the other two had left the bookclub and friend group.
you wanted to tell them all about your dirty secret because it felt like you were heating up from the inside out and during work, you finished the book unable to help yourself.
it wasn't something that happened often, only when the words pulled you in and between staying up after toji went to bed knowing he’d want you to get some rest but it was difficult to put it down when you got to a good part.
an hour after work you found yourself nestled next to mai while you and her sat across from hana and amy sharing a plate of food. “so, i finished the book.” you announced with a small grin earning a collective gasp from them.
“it’s only been three days! it’s a seven-hundred-and-something-page book!” amy squealed gathering the attention of nearby tables, she apologized and sucked on her straw keeping her head down.
mai snorted with laughter and rolled her eyes. “i’m not surprised, let me guess you and mr. perfect are going to play something out in there?” she asked already knowing how the gears turn in your head.
hana’s face burned a bright pink as you told them in a pg-thirteen rating of what you and toji had planned this weekend. “are you going to break up in public? what if someone you know sees?” she questioned.
“it’s none of their business even if they do, and again it sounds like you want them to break up. you do know that is her husband?” mai shot back glaring at hana who sputtered as all three of you looked at her.
she nodded her head and blushed, her creamy complexion was a dark red. “i don’t mean it like that, i don’t want people to start rumors. you know how people can be.” hana defended herself before taking a sip of her drink.
mai glanced at you with a skeptical look on her face and a slight i told you so when amy cleared her throat. you leaned in to gaze at hana. “i don’t care if they do or not, and i don’t know why you care so much. i hope you know that toji would never break out vows nor does he even like you like that.”
“i don’t want him! i want you!” hana cried out, her hazel eyes were wild as they widened when her mind caught up with what she just said out loud.
mai’s jaw dropped as she tried to process the bomb hana dropped. “is that why you stared at her when she was wearing shorts? you want to fuck her!?” she asked and threw her head back howling with laughter at the situation.
you sat there letting the news sink in for a moment unsure how to respond. “i—i got to go home, i’ll see you later.” everyone watched as you scrambled out of the booth and to your car all but peeling out of the parking lot to go home.
toji was sprawled out on the couch when you slipped inside the living room setting your purse down. “hana wants to fuck me.” his head snapped toward you as you stood by the couch looking back at him.
the look on his face as he took in everything made you wince as you sat next to him. “did she say that?” he asked cocking an eyebrow while taking hold of your hand and kissing it gently.
“she did, mai thought she wanted you but she blurted it out tonight that she wants me….and how am i supposed to take that?” you asked exasperated.
to be honest you weren’t sure if it was better if she liked your husband.
“i don’t blame her, but i don’t share, and trust me i already had a few coworkers who had their lips busted for even joking about sharing you.”
your mouth opened as you stared at your husband playfully slapping and shoving his shoulder, but the mountain of a man barely even moved. “is that why you came home with sore knuckles?” you asked moving to curl in his lap.
toji wrapped you in a tight hug kissing the top of your head. “you’re my baby, i ain’t goin’ to let anyone talk about you like that, but me.” he husked kissing your jaw when you tilted your head up, his tongue tracing down your neck where he sucked on the soft flesh heating your body.
“my sweet slut who will do anything for her husband, won’t you?” toji cooed in your ear as his fingers played with the hem of your shirt making you shiver when his tongue traced the shell before nipping the lobe softly making you cry out as you bucked your hips rubbing against his bulge with a moan.
his words made your face burn with want and you knew toji would never mean anything of that, he knew what you liked and he wanted to keep you happy. you nodded looking at him with low-lidded eyes as you moved to kneel between his legs palming his bulge before rubbing your face against it.
the soft material of his sweatpants felt nice against your cheek while you hooked one finger into the band of his pants and boxers to tug it down revealing his cock that slapped against his stomach, heavy and taut.
he smelled like musk with a hint of sweat and all male, potent too.
it made your mouth water as you wrapped your finger around the thick shaft unable to touch your tips. “i love seeing you on your knees for me.” toji groaned watching you while he spread his legs wider to make more room for you.
you rose on your knees and leaned in to kiss the sticky tip of his cock lapping up the pre-cum that reminded you of a pearl, shimmery and a creamy white that tasted like toji urging you to suck more of him into your mouth hollowing your cheeks out making sure to pleasure your husband the best you can.
his head laid back on the back of the couch hearing you gag wetly around his length that choked you when you reached as far as you could go. your eyes stung with tears as you stuffed more of him feeling your spit bubble thickly around the corner of your lips that dripped down his cock making a mess.
toji wanted to see you with a mouthful of his dick so he sat up a little more to look down at you through dark lashes as you jerked off the rest that you weren’t drooling on. “so pretty ‘f me like that, my cute cocksleeve.”
you moaned letting your eyes flutter shut when you felt toji slip his hands under your armpits to lift you with ease pulling his cock free from your mouth with a wet pop. “what are you doing?!” you squealed as he laid you on the couch.
“i’m going to fuck you.” he answered like it was self-explanatory.
your mouth opened then closed when you felt your cunt clench around nothing, his fingers danced over your slick heat before using it to lube up his dick. toji gripped the base of it softly slapping it against your pussy with a smirk watching your face screw up and pout when he barely thrust halfway in.
with your legs spread obscenely wide toji pushed them further back until your knees were almost touching your ears as he gripped the back of your thigh huffing and puffing as your warm and wet heat sucked him in.
he dropped down on his elbows grazing his lips against yours mingling your breaths together as he kissed you deeply, one hand slid under your head and the other went under your ass giving a cheek a soft squeeze as he slowly stroked in and out of you making your head hazy and body soft as putty.
toji knew the right spots to hit and what to do to make you cream, so his thumb skated along your hip and soft belly to make tight circles around your clit making you tighten around him and push your chest out more. “t—ohji!”
your mouth parted in a small when his mushroom tip kissed your cervix, it was an intoxicating blend of pain and bliss that made you cling tighter to him falling into the throes of pure pleasure as you succumbed to your orgasm.
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ever since that night with your friends, you haven’t talked to hana, and amy really but you called mai every day. “i had no idea that she had the hots for you, do you think she touches herself thinking about you? oh! when you talked about toji eating you out do you wonder if she wanted to be him?”
“why must you ask me those questions? i texted her but i don’t how to feel, i don’t want to lose our friendship because i do love her but i also didn’t want her to fall more in love with me. i don’t even know.” you sighed and scrubbed at your face as you leaned against the counter friday morning.
mai cackled in the background followed by a loud bong rip. “sorry, wake and bake. i have to before work or i’ll go apeshit crazy on someone, anyway, i know how you feel. talk to her and let her know that babe.” she hummed followed by a loud hacking sound in your ear making you roll your eyes as you walked out of the kitchen and into the hallway.
“how can you be so silly more times than not but know the right thing to say? and it’s not only his dick that i love, i also love toji for who he is, i love how he makes me feel, and when i’m having a bad day he just knows.” you gushed cleaning up the mess you made for tonight’s preparation in your bedroom.
mai made a fake gagging sound, the same noise she made when you two got married. “sounds like you love me too. call her. i’ll see you later because i want all the deets on how he made you his cum slut!” before you got the chance to say anything else she hung up making you laugh.
toji was in the shower when you picked your outfit to wear for breaking up with him, it was a sundress that you knew would drive him nuts. once you got dressed you stepped into the steamy bathroom just in time for him to get out wrapping his towel around his waist and stopping your movements.
“you are so sexy and so handsome, i’m not sure how you haven’t gotten sick of me yet with me loving on you all the time.” you told him with a warm genuine smile that made his chest tighten while he stood behind you watching as you styled your hair and put on lip gloss and mascara.
he couldn’t help himself and rest his hands on your hips popping your ass out a little so he could grind lazily against you. “because i like it, especially when you’re so needy for me, i love how obsessed you are with me because i feel the same way.” you watched in the mirror as he snaked one arm around your waist.
his lips trailed up your neck not breaking eye contact as he kissed up your throat and shoulder fingering the strap to your dress. “you’re a minx.” he groaned deeply inhaling your natural musk feeling his cock grow and swell.
you did too as he pulled you impossibly closer leaving a trail of open-mouthed kisses that left you a quivering and shivering mess as he pulled away with a chuckle.
“why are you breakin’ up with me? i fucked your sister or somethin’?” toji asked as you followed him to the bedroom for your shoes and to spray on his favorite perfume. he wanted to know what the fake reason was.
you laughed and rolled your eyes as you grabbed your shoes and sat on the edge of the bed watching him get dressed in shorts and a loose t-shirt that showcased his corded muscles and bulging biceps you wanted to bite.
“i don’t even have a sister, besides mai and she likes women more than men. what if you don’t pay enough attention to me? i could be the one fucking your best friend or something?” you suggested leaning back propping yourself up by your hands as he fixed his hair in the mirror before turning to look at you.
his lips were set in a straight line thinking about you and shiu. “i think i pay plenty of attention to my pretty girl, am i right?” he asked stepping forward and planting his fists on either side of you to bend down until his face was inches from yours.
your eyes searched his feeling your breath hitch in your throat as he smirked pulling away once more making you reach out and slap his ass before scrambling off the bed and toward the living room grabbing your purse and following toji to the car letting him open your door for you.
“remember the safe word? you say that at any time and we stop, i don’t care what it is. you’re breaking up with me because i’m too suffocating and you need a break from me, you get up from the table and get in the car, i’ll call a taxi home to make it feel really real, you’re going on a date with shiu.”
toji explained sounding like he already had this planned out before you even brought it up. “i agree, i think it’s so sexy and hot when you take charge like that.” you cooed leaning over to kiss his jaw tracing his scar before pulling away.
by the time you both made it to the cafe that you’d never visited before which was a bit out of town your nerves were a bit jumbled as you were seated in a populated area. the waiter sat the drinks down when you inhaled deeply gathering up the courage as you looked at toji who was leaning back.
the both of you got into character letting your real selves slip away for a moment.
his eyes were trained on you and more than anything you wanted to lean in and kiss him, tell him how much you love him and how thankful you are that he’s your husband. “we need to break up.” you murmured holding your glass.
toji leaned in, his face darkening as he absorbed your sentence. “no.”
you furrowed your eyebrows feeling a stinging sensation deep in your gut, but you knew it wasn’t real, however, even the thought of losing him made you want to cry and lash out. “yes, you are way too suffocating me. i can’t even have friends over without you getting jealous and i like someone else.”
your voice rose a little as you stared back at him reminding you of the fights you had. “who do you like?” toji asked completely in character now as his thick fingers drummed atop the table waiting for your answer.
“shiu.”
his eyebrows rose as he whistled low and slow. “my best friend?”
“yes, it’s over.” you stated again watching him give the smallest of nods hinting that it was okay for you to throw the water on him. your hand shook a little as you grabbed the glass which was slippery from the condensation while you pulled your arm back tossing the ice-cold liquid on your husband.
he stood up quickly knocking over his chair as his grey shirt soaked up the water leaving a dark patch that clung to his abs, this time he gathered everyone's attention. “sir, is everything okay?” the waiter came up to toji with a shocked look on his face as he glanced at you watching you stand up fast.
without another word and a heart beating way too fast, you scurried to your car, the keys shaking too much for you to get the car unlocked forgetting you could hit the key fob instead, it felt so real and even though you slipped your wedding rings off before heading out you wished you had it with you.
it took you only twenty minutes to get home and in the door searching for your phone in your purse as you rooted around it checking for a text from toji.
nothing.
it was growing darker but in the summer months, the sky didn’t turn black until well into the evening and now you had no choice but to wait feeling anxious and excitement build up as you took a shower and ended up in your bedroom sitting in front of your vanity as the minutes ticked by stretching into hours.
you weren’t sure what toji was doing to kill his time but it made you restless.
with no choice but to wait you applied your makeup at your vanity like you were getting ready for a date as you listened to your playlist, the thought of toji waiting and stalking you made your pussy burn with something new, and the blood in your veins felt thicker and hotter as you shut your eyes hearing the window.
too wrapped up in your head you had no idea how much time had passed by when the pane slid open to reveal toji in a mask, only his eyes and mouth visible which sported a smirk. “now darlin’, it’s not nice to break a man’s heart and leave him there hanging. you owe me.” he muttered pushing the rest of the window open and climbing through gracefully before towering above you.
your mouth dropped open as you stood up from your chair and frowned staying in character. “what are you doing here?! i told you that we’re over!” you all but shouted thankful that you didn’t have any neighbors.
toji chuckled darkly and took another step toward you watching as you quickly dodged him and hopped on the bed to bypass him and get out of the bedroom but he was much faster grabbing onto you and tossing you back onto the mattress reaching for his duffle bag you didn’t even pay attention to.
he sat it on the edge of the bed and unzipped it slowly pulling out pink silk ropes, easy on the skin and in your favorite color too. you lay there frozen in faux fear and real-life desire that made your blood boil. toji grabbed your ankles suddenly drawing you down the bed causing you to fight him off.
“keep struggling, it just makes me want you that much more.” he whispered in your ear as he pinned you to the bed on your belly with your arms behind your back, you felt the soft silk rope weave between your wrists that toji tied not too tight to hurt but enough that you had to wriggle a bit to take them off.
his fingers trailed down your thighs lifting your skirt a bit to look at the thong you slid on making him groan. “oh, princess. you really know how to spoil a man.” toji moaned, the sound gurgling in his throat as he pushed your legs together and bent your knees at a ninety-degree angle tying you in a hogtie.
toji was sure to offset your feet slightly so your ankle bones wouldn’t rub against each other causing you pain, it seemed that he did his research.
you mewled when he stroked your barely clad-pussy for a moment before pulling away.
with your face buried in the sheets you couldn’t see anything but you could hear toji digging around in his bag for something, a surprise until the soft hum of the hitachi wand, one of his favorite things to use on you.
he tossed it by your head making sure you could see the pink body.
“no one will ever be able to make you feel as good as i do darlin’, it hurts me that you think you can.” he grunted in your ear as he grabbed the wand moving to kneel behind you, his rough hands lifted your hips before he stuffed a pillow under you keeping your ass high in the air.
a little maneuvering and you could feel the rubberized head of the toy press against you when suddenly it turned off making you jerk and moan. “going to make you nice and dumb before i give you what you really want.”
you tried to buck up and get him off but it was fruitless when his free hand was pinning your shoulder down making it impossible to get up. toji drug the head between your slick pussylips pressing it more into your clit.
he kept this up, teasing you by dragging it up and down sometimes pushing it against your quivering hole. “if you want it so bad all you have to do is use your big girl words, can you do that?” toji asked spread your cheeks open.
feeling so exposed you gasped even though he’s fucked every hole he could.
“i hate you! we’re broken up!” you cried with faux tears that caught toji’s attention making his dick pulse, his hand came down to swipe away your tears.
he chuckled and pulled the toy away tossing it on the bed before he untied you, as soon as the last knot was undone you attempted to wiggle up the bed. “look so pretty while you’re cryin’ for me. if you hated me so much why are you letting me play with you?” toji husked delivering a soft smack to your rump.
toji took his mask off and that was it, keeping himself completely dressed while he ripped your clothes off at the seams making you shriek, the loud sound of fibers being torn filled your ears as you watched him toss the tattered bits to the floor before he untied your hands and ankles.
he grabbed you again laying you flat on your back as he hovered above you with a crazy smirk. you could read it in his face he didn’t want to hurt you.
you nodded letting him know you were okay, little checkins to make sure you still wanted this. “i don’t have a choice, you take and take.” you whined trying to push him off you but it was pointless when he pinned your hands above your head.
using his free hand he trailed it down your chest groping each breast and tweaking both nipples until he reached your pussy. “holy hell, you’re so fuckin’ wet.” he was thrown off by how much slick your cunt had produced, making between your thighs a wet mess.
toji groaned spreading the wetness before sliding two fingers knuckle deep in making you cry out and lay your head back on the pillow he found a slow pace as his mouth latched around your nipple suckling on it slowly, gently scraping his teeth along the bud while his thumb circled your clit.
your mind grew fuzzy at the edges as your lover submerged you in a puddle of pleasure reminding you of spending all day under the hot sun and coming inside to an air-conditioned room feeling instantly at ease. he moved to your other nipple as you threaded your fingers through his hair whining softly.
everything about the plan slowly trickled from your brain and out your ear forgetting that it was your idea to begin with, all you wanted was toji.
“please want you so bad, oh please baby just fuck me already, i need to feel you inside me!” you babbled with a teary gaze looking at your husband who met your gaze with your nipple still in his mouth, he pulled away with a wet pop and licked his lips.
he squeezed your cheeks gently and chuckled watching your lips squish together. “my needy baby, did you forget about our breakup? you broke my heart so now i’m going to break you.” he growled and spread your legs making you gasp at how quickly he was able to move and have you folded.
toji groaned palming himself as he kneeled between your thighs and freed his cock with one hand while the other grabbed your ankle gently lifting it for him, the polish on your toes matched you perfectly and so did he.
you watched with bated breath as he sucked on your big toe, swirling his tongue around it before moving to each toe kissing each one showing his love to each one before kissing the arch of your foot and putting it on his shoulder.
“do you know how much i love you?” toji asked breaking character for a moment as he stared down at you, his massive body blocked most of the light and from where you lay he looked bigger and more imposing.
you nodded again.
toji leaned in with a chuckle gripping your cheeks again gently. “good, because i’m going to fuck you like i hate you.” he muttered and pulled away to jerk himself off for a few seconds while you wiggled down the bed to catch the head of his cock on the hood of your cunt.
your gazes clashed together as he grabbed your hips dragging you on his cock filling you in one thrust making your toes curl hard in his shirt, the other dangled around his waist as he fucked you hard and fast making the bed creak, the headboard hitting the wall with each powerful drive of his hips.
with each stroke toji fanned the fire in your belly, your fingers clawed at his back moaning and whining while lifting your hips to meet his thrusts feeling him go deeper that made you gasp stealing away your breath.
sweat beaded along his hairline and dripped down on your bare chest, the heat and friction between you both created an inferno of lust and love for each other as he rocked into you wanting to reach your womb almost.
toji bent down to capture your lips in a deep kiss claiming your mouth with his tongue sucking on it before nibbling on your bottom lip and pulling away to rest his forehead against yours feeling his orgasm tingle at the bottom of his spine.
he pulled away and out of your wet cunt with a squelch before toji was taking your spot then he pulled you back onto the bed and his lap sliding his hands on the back of your sweat-slicked legs to raise them in the air, his fingers rested on the back of your knees as you reached down to hold his arms.
with immense strength, toji lifted you and then sat you back down on his cock, in this position your cunt was tighter making his head swim. “you feel so good, i ain’t ever gonna leave my pretty princess alone, why would i when you’re the perfect little slut for me?” he huffed biting your shoulder gently.
your head lolled back as he fucked you from below, his sack patting against you wetly which filled the room along with the heavy perfume of sex, a blend of yours and his musk, something that can never be recreated.
his cock bullied your puffy cunt that sucked him in deeper coating his shaft in a creamy white feeling your orgasm crash over you hard and fast, your eyes fluttered shut as your mind frayed putting you in a trance-like state, this climax felt a lot different as toji chased his high until he was pumping you full.
you both stayed like that for several minutes panting and coming down from your high basking in the soft sex glow. “i love you…thank you, baby, that was everything and more than what i wanted.” you husked looking at him.
he kissed you gently and pulled away to help you off his lap wincing when he pulled out leaving you empty and the sheets a mess. “i love you too, always and forever.” he told you and stepped into the bathroom to draw a bath.
“let’s take a bath, order dinner in and i’ll get you a joint.” toji knew all the ways to make your day and life easier, but after this whole scene, you felt more connected to him than you ever have with anyone else.