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It was remarkably easy to navigate the facility at night, at least on the upper floors. He'd been lucky to have such a clear shot for the lift, helped by the fact the staff were always pre-occupied with the other patients. They seemed to have decided he wasn't high-risk, despite his file listing him as a stage 3 case. He was trusted to be of no risk to himself and he was always kept away from the other patients anyway. It was just a matter of slipping out the door while the coast was clear. Once he was on the first floor, the security was non-existent. The doors may as well have been wide open, beckoning him to escape while he had the chance.
But he had no reason to escape. Just like he had no reason to hate himself or to attack the other patients. He had a reason to be here. Things were better here than they ever were outside. He was here because of killed people and he didn't regret that. Whether it was the illness or the fact he could be here was irrelevant.
Right now, there was only one person he desired; who's flesh he longed to taste.
The door clicked shut behind him, the beep on the lock control panel chiming through the thin walls.
"Tsugino," Doctor Maeno greeted him. He didn't seem surprised to see him, though he wasn't jumping to meet him either. He spoke as if rousing him from a daydream.
Tsugino took Doctor Maeno's face in his hands. It was slightly soft, still round with remaining baby fat in a way Tsugino's own had lost even though Doctor Maeno was meant to be his elder. Maybe he truly was a prodigy, and he just lied to be humble. But that notion was always lost when he spoke. When they talked, it became obvious which of them was truly the adult.
But that drew him in all the more. He leaned in, pressing a feather light kiss to Doctor Maeno's lips. He could feel the corners of Doctor Maeno's mouth turn up, a small laugh brushing against his lips as Doctor Maeno kissed back. Then again and again. Every time they kissed, Doctor Maeno seemed quick to become intoxicated by it, losing himself as he pulled their faces closer together until it felt like bone was hitting against bone. His teeth sunk into Tsugino's lip in a play bite, pulling away to put a centimetre of distance between them as he laughed and caught his breath.
Tsugino's heart drummed in his chest. It would have been so nice if Doctor Maeno hadn't let go before pulling away. To drag him along by his lip, teeth piercing it and moving with enough force to beg the flesh to be torn away.
If Doctor Maeno wanted to eat him, he wouldn't resist.
Tsugino leaned back in, pushing harder as he stole the laugh from Doctor Maeno's lips. Doctor Maeno's fists balled in Tsugino's shirt, pulling him down with him. He collapsed on the bed under him, hair sprawled out around him in a spray of red as he let go of the shirt to wrap his arms around Tsugino's neck, holding him tight against him.
He didn't flinch as Tsugino returned the play bite. His mouth fell open as he moaned, letting the sound be captured by Tsugino's mouth. Consuming those sweet sounds as he felt the veins in Doctor Maeno's lip pop from between his teeth, like bubbles that if he could only catch would burst and allow sweet juice to coat his tongue.
Fingers slid under his shirt, sliding up his back as he pushed Doctor Maeno deeper into the mattress. He felt them following the curves and gaps between his ribs, hesitation every few seconds as they caught themselves pushing deeper. Tsugino could feel them, cycling through wanting to hold him, wanting to consume him, to dip inside him and wash with his blood until it stained, making him eternally a part of them. Then remembering who they were meant to be and snapping back to reality only to repeat themselves.
Doctor Maeno longed for him the same way he did for Doctor Maeno. That's why this was perfect. They were perfect. He could almost convince himself he'd finally found the one. The one person who could truly understand and welcome his love and offer the same in return. He'd convinced himself of it many times, but then something would crop up like this and he'd convince himself all over again.
He followed Doctor Maeno's lead, running his hands under his shirt, feeling the soft layer of fat that lined his stomach and following the curve of it up to his chest. Massaging along the muscle and feeling where it joined to his ribs. His fingers naturally copied Doctor Maeno's motion, diving between the grooves and finding they were an almost perfect match.
Made to be held by him. His Doctor Maeno. The one he slotted into perfectly. A match that couldn't be separated. He wouldn't allow it. If anyone tried, he'd find his way back. He'd never leave him alone.
And he was sure Doctor Maeno would be the same. He would chase after him and do anything to get him back, right?
His Doctor Maeno.
His fingers pressed deeper between the ribs. He could snap them. Rip them out and chew them. Taste the tender flesh. He could grab him by his sternum, pull it up and hear the cracks of the ribs, opening his chest like a box to chew the heart tucked safely underneath. Hear the gargling moans from Doctor Maeno's mouth as he could confess to the deepest parts of him. Sink his teeth into that heart and make it a part of him.
Would he love him then? Wouldn't it be love to have your heart consumed by another?
Tsugino kissed his neck, hearing the little laugh reverberate through it as he did. Unsuspecting. Or maybe knowing. Maybe Doctor Maeno knew every thought he had and had them as well. He sunk his teeth in to check, letting the moan that followed wash over him. Others had had the same response, but they weren't like Doctor Maeno. They didn't know what it meant or what to expect. They'd have pushed him away if they knew what thoughts surged through his brain when he sunk his teeth into them. They might have lived if they'd ran at the first bite. Yet Doctor Maeno did what many of them had done, pulling him closer, encouraging him to cover their neck in marks. He would happily leave a collar of marks on Doctor Maeno's neck. He'd lend him one of his turtlenecks to hide it so only he'd know.
Doctor Maeno tugged at his shirt, forcing him to let go of the skin he'd fashioned into a nice red mark so he could sit up, pulling it off over his head and tossing it aside.
"What are those?" Doctor Maeno asked, making Tsugino pause and follow his line of sight to his chest.
"I pierced them." Tsugino cupped his chest, thumbs brushing against the piercings on each of his nipples. He'd got so used to them; he'd almost forgotten he had them.
His hands were brushed aside as Doctor Maeno sat up, running his thumbs over them. A jolt ran through Tsugino as his cold thumbs flicked over his nipples, tugging the piercings gently as they caught on his thumbs. He couldn't help but moan as it hit his cock, feeling himself twitching against the fabric of his pants.
"Are they still sensitive?"
"Yes."
"Did it hurt?"
"Yes."
"Did you get them done at a shop?"
"I... did them myself," Tsugino panted as Doctor Maeno continued to play with them, turning the piercings and pulling on them as he brought his face to Tsugino's chest as if trying to peer around them.
"That musta been hard."
He was.
And that was only made worse as Doctor Maeno latched onto his nipple, fangs sliding between skin and piercing, pulling on them as his tongue flicked over his nipple.
"Doc," Tsugino moaned, pressing closer into his mouth and closing his eyes to avoid looking into the wide red ones peering up at him. Doctor Maeno held him still, hands once again pressing into his ribs.
Maybe Doctor Maeno would rip it off. Maybe he'd eat it to keep a part of him. He glanced down, catching Doctor Maeno's pupils dilate as he looked down toward his target, giving it a shake that forced Tsugino to close his eyes again.
It was still there. He knew it.
Would you mind if we destroyed each other?
He could feel something starting buzz deep in his heart, making it tighten and choke as he threaded his fingers in Doctor Maeno's hair. If Doctor Maeno wanted to eat him, it would only be right to do the same in return.
He loved him. He loved him so much.
Doctor Maeno let go of his nipple, quickly kissing it a few times in quick succession before nuzzling against Tsugino's chest, peering up at him. He didn't say anything, but his hand started to run down Tsugino's side, fingers trailing along the band of Tsugino's trousers. They followed until they reached the front, Doctor Maeno still looking up at him as the smile grew bigger, his eyes slowly narrowing like a cat's. They slipped around the button trying to wiggle it free as he nuzzled against Tsugino's chest and Tsugino fingers brushed along his jawline, faux scratching it in approval of his actions.
"Fuck," Doctor Maeno finally mumbled, pulling his head away to stare down at the unforgiving button. "Why's this thing so damn complicated.
Tsugino couldn't suppress the laugh, only hide it behind his fist as it forced its way out around it. He slid his hands down between them, undoing it with what an apparently practiced talent, before pulling away to peel them off and let them join his shirt on the floor.
Doctor Maeno was still staring.
"Is something wrong?"
"I, uh, no, I just..." Doctor Maeno trailed off as he rapidly looked around the room, seemingly trying to find anything else to focus on.
Which meant his guard was down.
Tsugino pounced him, pushing him back against his pillow with a kiss as Doctor Maeno's limbs lashed out. They quickly settled, arms wrapping back around his shoulders, but legs splayed under him. Tsugino held him down with his mouth, licking along his teeth and taking in the unique shape of each of them. His pointed snaggletooth sent a shiver through him as he felt its surface, the outline of it something beautiful - something that made his heart race. Feeling the way, it misaligned with the rest of Doctor Maeno's mouth, he couldn't help but focus on it until he went back to tracing along the aged cavities his beloved Doctor's sugar diet had produced. If he could suck each of them into his mouth the way he did Doctor Maeno's tongue, he would. He'd love to be able to feel them in his own and hold them as close as he could. When he ate Doctor Maeno, he'd be sure to savour each of them and to swirl his tongue between the roots.
But with Doctor Maeno distracted trying to keep up with his tongue, he failed to resist the hand that slipped under his own waistbands. Tsugino ran his fingers through the small patch of hair, petting it down knowing he'd only ruffle it again in a few minutes, and let it lead him lower to his actual goal. His hand wrapped around Doctor Maeno's cock, feeling it strain against even that containment, the fabric around it already dotted with wet patches. Cute. Needy. It was shaking, as if a single stroke was all it would take for him to cum. Tsugino loosened his grip, trying to give it a chance to calm down from the delight of actually receiving contact. Yet he ghosted the motion, pulling a ring around the entire length.
The entire length...
Tsugino peeled himself off Doctor Maeno, readjusting to sit between his legs and giving a few courtesy kisses to the stretch of stomach that had come exposed. He formed a trail to the waistband as his fingers hooked back under them and he pressed his face close, blocking Doctor Maeno's view as he yanked them out of the way.
Doctor Maeno's cock.
It was so cute.
Every thought he'd had before seemed to vanish the second he saw it. It was glistening wet and straining against the cold air, twitching just for him. He took it all in his mouth immediately, burying his nose at the base and taking it all in. The familiar salty flavour but otherwise incomparable taste. The thick precum that coated the head rubbing against his tongue as he gulped around it. All mixed with the familiar smell of Doctor Maeno, only more concentrated than he'd ever believed he'd experience. His tongue pressed against the juicy vein, massaging it in small flexed to feel it move with the pressure.
No teeth. He'd always been so good about no teeth before. It wasn't his fault. He just seemed trapped in a loop of wanting to consume Doctor Maeno piece by piece, so he'd never lose him. His. His his his.
He was pried off by Doctor Maeno's fingers tangling in his hair, his cock escaping its tomb with a satisfying wet pop. His face was completely red, his mouth hanging open and drooling almost as much as his cock.
"Everything alright, Doc?"
"Just... just give me a second."
Tsugino lay down, nuzzling into his pubes, trying to keep his breath from tickling Doctor Maeno's struggling cock.
"Was I that good, Doc?"
"I... don't know."
Tsugino glanced up, seeing that beloved snaggletooth caught on Doctor Maeno's lip as he looked anywhere else.
"Well, I've never had one before," Doctor Maeno mumbled tilting his head away as if it would hide his face.
"Never?"
"You're... the first."
He was the first? How? When he looked like that? No one had?
"Have you..." Tsugino trailed off, letting Doctor Maeno fill in the blanks on his own, watching as he grew a deeper shade of red.
"No, I've been too busy for... stuff like that..."
So, he was special? The first and only? He'd never really thought about the virginity of his previous boyfriends - a lot of them either claimed to have been sex machines he'd have never got a true answer from or older enough that he assumed they had. None of them were ever going to admit to a lack of experience.
But that probably meant he should be gentle. For Doctor Maeno's sake.
Gentle. Gentle. He could do gentle.
He just had to take it slow. Nice and slow.
Tsugino took a deep breath, pressing a quick kiss at the base of Doctor Maeno's cock as he got back up. He slipped his hands up Doctor Maeno's shirts, pulling them up and over his head before leaning in to kiss him again. Gentle. Just a small gentle kiss. No teeth stealing. Just a press of the lips. Mouth only open a tiny gap, but not enough to get tempted.
But Doctor Maeno's tongue darted out, slipping in that tiny gap and graced over this own. He'd probably given him too much to then ask him to go back. At least he hadn't flung him in completely at the deep end, but still, he would have to live with the consequences. Doctor Maeno's fingers dug into his cheeks and ears, holding him tight to him as he pried Maeno's mouth open enough to get his tongue in fully. He was doing his best to copy Tsugino from earlier; his tongue ran over all of Tsugino's teeth but seemed to get distracted sliding against his tongue. Tsugino let himself be pulled along, his tongue being dragged to Doctor Maeno's mouth for him to suck on and sending a shiver through Tsugino as he accepted it. Feeling Doctor Maeno's tongue run along the underside of his own sent the feeling straight to his cock, feeling as though it had been the one to receive such a desperate loving touch. For someone so in experienced, he took to sucking Tsugino's tongue so naturally. It would just be a matter of training him for something bigger.
"Have you ever had anything inside before?" Tsugino asked when they finally broke apart. Doctor Maeno looked away for a second, grip still firm on Tsugino's ears as his lips shook. They were swollen. It made him want to lean in again.
"I practiced since... I," he kept stammering over his words, stopping and restarting until he finally settled. "I started practicing before asking you to come to my room."
So Tsugino had been right about his intent with inviting him.
"Do you have something you practice with?"
"I mean, my fingers? I tried looking around for something but there wasn't anything that seemed particularly safe to put inside, and all our packages get scanned before they enter the facility."
Well, it was better than nothing. At least he'd thought about it. That was more than Tsugino had the first time.
Tsugino nuzzled against one of Doctor Maeno's hands, humming lightly until his grip slipped enough to let him free. He took the chance, kissing his way back down Doctor Maeno's chest, all the way down his torso and through the hairs before finally placing one on the head of his cock.
"I love this," he whispered, not meaning for it to slip out, but knowing Doctor Maeno heard by the way he collapsed against the pillows. "Put it inside me next time."
"I could this time," Doctor Maeno mumbled from behind his arm.
"I don't think I can hold back this time." Tsugino continued his trail of kisses down the underside, finally nipping at the base. He truly couldn't. If he could, he'd have it inside him already. He'd thought about how he'd like to fuck Doctor Maeno so many times; he'd never considered how badly he'd want to be on the receiving end. He had to make the first time about living out on of those fantasies. If he let him in now, he might never convince him to bottom. First timers could be fickle. If they got to top the first time, they might kick off about ever having to bottom. If he never got to top Doctor Maeno again, whether it be that he prefers topping him or he's eaten by him, he would at least have this memory of this time.
Tsugino gently ran his fingers up and down Doctor Maeno's shaft, keeping his touch feather light as he stared up at him.
"You do have lube, right?"
Doctor Maeno wriggled out of his grasp and leaned over the side of the bed, fishing under it until he pulled out the bottle. It was the same brand as the ones they had for using on patients, though it was impossible to know how much of it had been used on patients and how much had been used from Doctor Maeno. Either way, it was still running close to empty, though there would be enough to do them. Doctor Maeno hesitated as he handed him the bottle.
"Hand me a pillow and roll over for me," Tsugino directed, and Doctor Maeno did as he was told. Tsugino slipped the pillow under him, propping his hips up, though it wasn't a lot. It would be less embarrassing for him than having to get on his knees and it was enough to give Tsugino easier access.
Tsugino spread a drop of lube over his hands before grabbing Doctor Maeno's waist, gentle massaging the top of his hip muscle.
"Relax, Doc," Tsugino whispered, leaning in to kiss his shoulders as he did. He didn't have a lot of experience with massages, but it felt nice to feel the muscle shifting under his thumbs. Slowly working it down, going from tense to tender as Doctor Maeno relaxed and moaned under the touch, only occasionally flinching at Tsugino's no doubt poor technique. He started to work his way lower, his touch quickly becoming more grope than massage as he felt Doctor Maeno's ass, trying to imitate the motions he'd made on his hips to spread his cheeks.
He looked so inviting.
Had he really got so mushy that he'd call this beautiful?
"Are you ready?" Doctor Maeno nodded into the pillow he'd buried his face in, subtly shifting his legs further apart. Tsugino recoated his fingers with fresh lube, wiping the excess off on Doctor Maeno's hole directly and watching him shiver under the touch. "It's going in."
He only got his fingertip in before Doctor Maeno tensed again, gripping it firmly inside him. Even with the muscle clutching so tightly around him, his insides were so soft. Tsugino ran his fingertip along the muscle, trying to reassure him that it was alright. Sure enough, Doctor Maeno started to relax, letting him push his finger deeper inside, giving gentle strokes as he went to discourage him from tightening up again. Doctor Maeno moaned in return, his hips falling slightly when he reached the base, relaxing as he adjusted to the intrusion. Tsugino pressed another kiss to his back as he continued to gently stroke his insides, slowly starting to move his finger in and out in millimetre thrusts. With each thrust, he adjusted slightly, trying to gently search for where felt best for Doctor Maeno. It was hard with his face buried in the pillow, but the moans that did make it past that barrier were a good indicator of where to continue pressing. Running lazy lines between every sweet spot; building a constellation inside him.
With him finally relaxed, Tsugino took to playing more with the rim, stretching it slowly to try and build up enough space. Pulling on one side and feeling the muscle relax to let him as the gap started to form. Then moving back as he thrust a little more, going between the two movements to keep either from wearing him out. When he finally started to appear lose enough, Tsugino poured a little more lube on, working it around him before starting to push the next finger in along with the first.
Doctor Maeno's head fell back as he moaned, the pillow no longer in the way to dampen the sound as he pushed back against Tsugino's fingers, forcing them in deeper himself.
"Tsugino," Doctor Maeno moaned his name, sounding breathless. He'd had his face buried for so long, maybe he really needed this to remind him he still needed to breathe.
"Doc." Tsugino kissed his shoulder as he thrust the fingers as deep as they'd go, feeling his inside compress around the intrusion. Holding him so tight once again, only deeper now. Not that it would help, as Tsugino started to spread his fingers, going as slow as he could to encourage it open. The deeper tissue was more lenient than his entrance, but it felt nice to feel how accepting it was of Tsugino's notions, bending to meet his movements and follow the shape his fingers created. Doctor Maeno was so accepting of him; he'd make a home for him within these walls.
He pulled them back out, returning to working the rim, gently massaging it open. Opening and closing his fingers, turning them slightly with each movement to make sure he got him from every angle. He had to take his time, make sure he wasn't tearing anything even if he wouldn't mind seeing a little of Doctor Maeno's blood. He wouldn't mind if Doctor Maeno had to take a few days off to recover from this. If he did, Tsugino would be sure to come check on him every night, though whether he'd just make it worse would be something they'd decide at the time.
He pushed the thought from his mind. He had to make this good. If he didn't, Doctor Maeno might not give him another chance. He wouldn't want to be assigned a new doctor because he tore this one open - at least not this way.
When the muscle finally relaxed enough, he slipped the third finger in, though with the way Doctor Maeno was humming between each moan it seemed he was perfectly content without it. He'd relaxed so much and Tsugino had spent so long on it that there was almost no resistance as he spread them. Watching the muscle give way to his fingers, then follow them back as they came back together.
"Do you think you're ready?"
Doctor Maeno nodded into the pillow in response.
Tsugino removed his fingers, wiping them on Doctor Maeno's leg before flipping him over.
He was a mess. His face was completely red, his lips glistening with spit and his eyes starting to cloud over. He naturally arched his back, puffing out his chest as it rose and fell with each breath. His nipples stuck out into the air, begging for Tsugino to return the treatment his own had received.
But Tsugino couldn't focus on those. Doctor Maeno's cock was right in front of him once more, begging for him to give it his full attention again. Tsugino ran his fingers over the base once more, tracing the line where it joined his balls and feeling every movement it made for him. He looped his fingers around the base, letting his fingers move naturally as he positioned himself at Doctor Maeno's entrance. Doctor Maeno moaned as he pressed against it, his head drooping back even deeper into the pillow.
Doc, do you know how vulnerable you are?
Someday, he was going to sink his teeth into every inch of this body. No part would be untouched. Nothing he wouldn't kiss. No part of him undeserving of love.
Tsugino pushed inside as he engulfed Doctor Maeno's cock in his fist. He slid in with relative ease, though he kept his trusts shallow.
It was so nice inside him. It was so much nicer around his cock than his fingers. It felt like Doctor Maeno was trying to pull him in every time he thrust in, clinging to him every time he pulled out.
"Tsugino," Doctor Maeno kept moaning his name over and over again.
Tsugino leaned over him, pushing in deeper and giving a slow stroke of Doctor Maeno's cock as he kissed him. Doctor Maeno's arms locked around him, kissing him back as hard as he could. All sense of technique had been lost. He was just cramming his mouth as close to Tsugino's as he could, teeth nipping at Tsugino's lip to pull him along.
He felt so nice. Tsugino's own muscles relaxed as he took every bite. This was it. This was the Doctor Maeno that he wanted. The Doctor Maeno that was squeezing his cock so much that he could barely keep his thoughts straight; could barely keep himself from slamming in to the hilt just to be as close to him as possible. To feel him holding him and wanting him so badly.
Tsugino bit Doctor Maeno's neck, starting to set a steady pace as he thrust. Each one seemed to reverberate through Doctor Maeno's entire body until it made its way out as a moan. He picked up the pace of his strokes, letting his fingers loop under the head of his cock to run them around the underside and drag his thumb along the slit. Doctor Maeno dug his nails into his back, pulling him closer, sinking his teeth in deeper as his legs twitched around Tsugino. An accidental kick from them was enough to have him drive his cock all the way in, his own hips shuddering as he took in the sensation.
He was finally in Doctor Maeno. He was as deep in as he could get, and Doctor Maeno was holding him there with all his strength. He couldn't get any closer short of cutting him open but perhaps this was just as good. This way, Doctor Maeno could keep whispering those his name in every moan. This way, his body was still malleable. It wanted him inside. It wanted Tsugino to be a part of him.
"I love you," he whispered the words against Doctor Maeno's neck, not sure if he heard them as his legs crossed around Tsugino, pushing him back in when he started to pull out. Perhaps it was for the best that he was too lost in pleasure to hear it.
In only a few more strokes, Doctor Maeno shuddered, trying to pull Tsugino even closer to him as he came. Their bodies crushed together; Doctor Maeno's cock only saved by the cage of the hand around it.
Cute.
How was it fair for him to be so cute.
Doctor Maeno's grip loosened as he fell back against the mattress, eyes falling closed, mouth hanging open, and head lulling back. He was completely limp save for the few aftershocks that gave him small shudders.
Tsugino let go of his cock as he sat up, readjusting himself to get a firm grip on Doctor Maeno's hips. With the resistance gone, he pulled out in full before slamming in again. And again. And again. He settled the rhythm to one that worked for him, quickly going from long hard thrusts to quick short bursts, barely pulling out as he longed to stay within him.
If only. If only...
He realised how close he was just in time to pull out, giving himself a final stroke before his cum mixed with Doctor Maeno's. Ah, he shouldn't have done that. He could has curled up under him and helped him clean it out. He could have had a vulnerable Doctor Maeno accepting treatment from him.
One more thing. One more thing for the list. One more time they'd have to do this before he could eat Doctor Maeno. He needed to make a list of all the things he wanted them to do together so he'd have all the memories he could ever need.
Tsugino curled up at Doctor Maeno's side, resting his head on his arm as he nuzzled into the side of his chest. He was nice and cool. After all that, he was nice to lie on.
"You'll need to be back in your room before anyone notices," Doctor Maeno finally said as he drew something on Tsugino's back with his finger.
"They won't check on me until the morning. I'll be back before then."
Doctor Maeno made a small noise in agreement before seeming to drift off.
Doc, I truly hope, someday, you'll tell me you love me.
