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katana hasnt seen hyperlaser for awhile, or heard from him. he was worried for him so he decided to go check up on him.
he walked down the dark, cold street of crossroads, heading over to hyperlasers apartment. he knocked on his door, when he didnt answer, he used hyperlaser's extra key, since hyperlaser trusted him with it, to go inside. he went to look for hyperlaser in his home.
he eventually got to hyperlasers room, gently opening the door. (doki doki ref)
"hyperlaser?"
katana muttered, opening the door. he took a step inside, searching the room for his friend. the room was dark - almost pitch black, the only light coming through the windows. he then caught a glimpse of something.
there he was, his dear, hyperlaser. on his bed with his head blown off with his lasergun in his hand, (obviously) lifeless and dead.
he stared in shock for a few moments, his eyes wide- almost popping out, you could probably see it through his mask, this wasn't supposed to happen- this wasn't supposed to happen. not after everything that was going on between them. this couldnt have happened. it just couldn't.. not to hyper.. not his dear..
"..oh, no…."
katana slowly stepped further inside the room, staring down at the body, tears welling up in his eyes as he looked at his now dead beloved.
"no- no, no, no, hell no- this isnt happening- this cant be happening.."
katanas voice sounded broken and panicked, his hands starting to shake. as he realized fully what was going on, tears were starting to build up in his eyes even more now.
"oh god.. please respawn.. please.."
he slowly dropped to his knees, reaching out but hesitating to grab hyperlaser, he didnt wanna see him like this.. not his dear..
"no, please.. not hyper.. not you, no- no, you cant.."
he finally reached out and grabbed him. well, his body. he held it closer to him, and slowly, tears started to spill down his face. He buried his face in hyperlasers shirt, letting out broken sobs while sniffling slightly, he could still smell his faint scent through his mask, making him cry harder knowing he will never smell that scent again..
"p-please- not like this- you can't be gone- oh god- please-.."
his voice was trembling, he didnt want to believe it. even if he already did, it didnt seem real. he held hyperlasers body tighter, letting out another sob.
"you just can't be gone, d-dont be.. please.. dont be.."
his voice was desperate, almost pleading. He continued letting out sobs, his tears staining hyperlasers shirt. he continued holding onto his body, refusing to let go- not yet.
"why- why can't you just be awake- why cant you be okay- why did this have to happen- i don't want this- you cant be gone- please no.."
more tears spilled down his face as he spoke in a broken tone, his voice cracking slightly with every word. holding on to hyperlasers lifeless body, he just wanted him to be okay- he wanted him to be okay.. like this was all just a dream and he would wake up to see hyperlaser sleeping in his arms.. just like almost everyday.
he finally let out a broken cry, his arms wrapping around hyperlasers torso, he could only do that since he couldnt kiss hyperlaser on his forehead since his head was blown off, his helmet layed on the floor. his body trembled with each broken sob, his tears continuing to fall down. katanas breath was shaky, and it felt like a hole was being carved in his chest.
"im so sorry- i should have been there for you- i-.."
he let out another broken sob, not even sure what to say. nothing would bring hyperlaser back alive. nothing could change what happened.. and now, he was gone. forever, the love of his life is now gone, forever.
katana continued to cry, holding onto hyperlaser even tighter. he buried his face in his chest, his sobs almost muffled. In that moment, he felt like his world was falling apart. hyperlaser was gone, and he wouldnt be coming back, never coming back. despite everything that happened between them.. he didnt want him to go.. infact, he wouldve wanted to spend the rest of his life with hyperlaser..
his grip didnt loosen, he couldnt let go. he just couldn't let him go. not like this. he sat there for what felt like an eternity, holding onto hyperlasers body and crying into his shirt. katanas world had just shattered, and he had no idea how to pick up the pieces.. how would he even recover from the love of his life dying?
his sobs slowly started to die down, turning into soft hiccups, like when he used to drink with hyper, as katana slowly pulled away. his face was wet with tears, his mask soaked by his tears and heavy breathing of crying, and his eyes were red and puffy. he then slowly stood up, gently laying hyperlasers body back down on the ground, he couldn't take his eyes off of him, even in death, he looked beautiful, even if it was just his body, even if was without his head.
katana slowly backed up towards the wall, then slid down it. he buried his face in his hands, his eyes still on hyperlasers body. his heart ached, and it felt like a hole was being carved into his chest. he wanted to scream, to cry, to do anything to express his pain and grief, but the thing he wanted to do the most was to just hold hyperlaser and see him smile at him for the last time..
but he would never see his smile or face again, never.