Work Text:
Nick loved ludwig–how couldn't he ? Ludwig was his best friend anyway.
Nick wasn't particularly nice to Ludwig. In all means but physically nick was a great friend but something about the testosterone that he had the honor of pumping his body full of awoke something within him. When him and lud used to fake argue which would usually end in nick hitting lud it wouldn't be a big deal but now. Now. Lud would whine, and yell for nick to back off. Nick tried his best he really did, but something about ludwig pissed him off. He was to tall , to handsome, to dumb, to fucking perfect. It was so unfair. Why did nick have to suffer and stab himself with a needle every Tuesday. Bullshit.
One particular morning, nick in all honesty stayed up way to late jerking off. Now that he had a T-dick and male libido he was basically a 13 year old boy. He was spaced out staring at his work on the computer that he probably wasn't gonna do. “Bro.” Lud was already struggling to contain his laughter “nickkkk” god. Nick just wanted to be left alone, he was so fucking tired. “What lud.”
“Look at this bro” Nick craned his head , squinting his eyes, he only realized now he forgot his glasses. It was a picture of a dog , literally just a normal picture of a dog. “What?” Lud broke out in laughter. Not normal laughter either. Bordering on tears.
“Bro what “ now lud was crying, coughing and holding his lungs in pain. Nick spaced out on the sight. Looked at the flush of luds cheeks , the tears sparkling in the sickly fluorescent lights. Nick reached his arm to his crying friend. Nick grabbed luds arm and shook him “dude stop acting retarded.” Lud flinched when nick gripped his arm “sorry sorry” nick couldn't help himself, he gripped slightly harder “ok you can let go now dude” nick felt himself getting lightheaded as his grip tightened more “nick. Nick, you're hurting me. Stop.” nick paused a second and let go “im sorry lud i'm sorry.”
An awkward silence hung the rest of the period.
At lunch lud was being a social whore and darting around like he knew how. Nick was losing in a chess game against slime. Again. Nick honestly felt miserable. All he wanted was to sleep. Nick suddenly felt hands on his shoulders, rubbing them gently “heyy buddy u need help?” nick looked up at Ludwig, so bright and glowy, each dot of acne looking perfectly placed. “Yeah, that'd be great “ lud pulled the office chair back and slipped onto nicks lap. Nick paused , not moving a muscle , what the fuck was Ludwig doing. Ludwig acted like this was perfectly normal , moving his hips back to get comfortable. Nick felt himself get hard, trying not to groan. God ludwigs ass was so soft. Nick focused on the back of luds neck, again, sprinkled in acne. He smelled nice , like cologne , powder,and some kind of flowers. He felt crazy, this shouldn't be happening, was this normal? No one in the room seemed to acknowledge what was happening, so Nick rationed he was the weird one, he was just a pervert. With every movement lud made, Nick braced , trying to not cum in his pants. He never understood before how guys could be so pathetic, cumming at a kiss , at a touch. “LETS FUCKING GO” lud bounced excitedly “ i just won you the fucking game falco” lud turned to look nick in the eyes “yeah . Ah, thank you. Good job lud” lud beamed and ran off, nick couldn't help but watch him leave in despair.
Nick sighed in relief as the bell rang, at last, he could go home, and hopefully jerk off and forget about whatever the fuck that day was. “NICK WAIT!!” nick walked slower “yah?” A hand grabbed his arm, softly. Nick looked up to meet luds eyes “hey man, can I i spend the night?”
Lud was spralled on nicks bed in a tank top, nicks shorts, which looked more like booty shorts on lud, and a x box controller sitting on his stomach “dude its so awesome ur parents are never home”
Nick sat on the edge of the bed , trying to lock his eyes on the screen, glasses reflecting the light.
“Yeah I guess. I don't know, its lonely most the time”
He felt the bed shift, lud putting a hand on his shoulder “you ain't lonely tonight” nick bit his tongue, this is nothing. Nothing at all. Why was his heart pounding “yeah–thanks lud”
“I got it bro don't worry”
“But my dad– he gave me money for it”
Lud put a finger to nicks lips
“Get yourself something nice let me pay..”
Nick stared mindlessly at lud slurping down pizza like a beast, enamored by the way his brows furrowed as he choked down half the pie.
“Dude your fat as shit.”
Lud gazed up, and for a moment, the way his eyes glint, the empty dumb eyes. Nick rather not let his mind wander on luds empty looks.
“Fight me.”
“What?”
Lud stood , walked to Nick and grabbed his arm, Nick following out his chair . Nick looked up at lud confused.
“If you think im fat ass shit fight me ,pussy.”
Nick shrugged and took off his glasses “alright” he tried to look cool, uncaring. But god, lud was taller, he looked stronger, nick was about to get his ass kicked.
Nick lunged , pushing lud against the wall, not at full force, but enough to get lud winded. Lud punched nick in the chest, nick surprisingly stood unwinded. Lud gripped the back of nicks head as nick blew a hit to luds side. The boys grunted as they fell to the floor. Lud got on top of nick gripping his waist with his thighs, slapping nick a couple times while nick gripped his hips. Pushing him off, onto his stomach. Before lud could get up nick put him in a headlock and as he flailed nick layed with lud in his arm. Nick, in a fit of rage and something else, clawed at ludwigs soft, plush, stomach. Lud whined as nicks nails dug into his gentle flesh. Nick tightened his arm , blocking luds airway. Lud held onto nicks arm hopelessly , as nick continued to dig his nails into luds tummy. Lud pressed his thighs together, hoping nick wouldn't notice his growing boner. But nick did, and when he realized something sick in his head took over. Nicks nails broke skin, luds skin beginning to ooze red.
“y–youre ripping… youre ripping into me fuck” lud whined in pain, slowly drifting into groans of pleasure.
“See you really are a stupid fat whore aren't you.” Nicks mouth was pressed into luds ear , warm , wet breath filling luds dizzy head. Luds eyes rolled as nick gently bit into luds cheek, oxygen deprivation making him beyond easy. As lud felt the warm blood dripping down his v line he couldn't help but arch his back, pressing his ass into nicks crotch, getting his friend's shorts sticky and wet. Lud went deadweight, flopping onto nick as he panted. Nick slowly released his arm, and softly swiped some blood off luds stomach, and bring it to his mouth. He wanted to live in this glory forever. Lud crawled to lay on the floor pathetically.
“Nick?” Nick was looking away, at the wall Solemnly.
“What dude. I won.” Lud scooted over to nick, bringing his knees to his chest.
“Nick what the fuck was that.” Nick shrugged, still looking away from his friend. Friend? At this point he wasn't sure.
“I. I don't know. Im sorry , I shouldn't have gone that far. Im sorry if i hurt you.” Lud gently touched nicks face, coaxing him to look into his eyes. Nick struggled, trying to avoid eye contact at all cost.
“You know what i mean.” Lud grazed his hand up nicks inner thigh. Nick again looked away,
“I don't know. You tell me.” Luds fingers edged towards nicks crotch and he couldn't help but flinch away .
“Im sorry nick, “ lud pulled away
“Why?” Lud blushed, mustering up the courage.
“You clearly didn't enjoy it, i mean your not even a little hard.” nick choked and flustered.
“No lud– no its not like that”
“Whats it like then.” Nick shyly stood in front of lud. He lifted his shirt, enough to reveal the chest binder that was constraining his chest, creating the illusion of flatness.
“Wha? whats that?” Nick looked at lud defeated and fell to his knees , crawling towards lud slowly “Ludwig. Im. Im trans, ok? im sorry for not telling you” luds mind jetlagged for a second before his face filled with realization.
“Oh– so you .. cant get hard.”
“No i mean. I can. I am. I just – its not a real dick.”
Lud looked at nick curiously.
“Do you” nick looked away “wanna see or something”
Nick sat back on the couch, trying to distract himself looking out the black window, ignoring lud unbuckling his belt. Nick shivered at luds cpld hands touching his thighs, thumbs playing with the fabric of his boxers.”You're hard nick” nick gazed at lud who was smirking and giving him the same eyes he god when lud wanted his lunch. “Its hard mlt to be when you're fucking teasing me dude.” Lud huffed, sneaking his fingers onto his boxers waistband. Nick threw his head back, trying to hide his bright red face “dude– you grew this? It’s like 3 inches–”
“Shut up Jesus Christ ,just blow me already.“
Nick's body remained tense as Ludwig softly sucked him off, biting his lip hard trying to stay as quiet as possible, if he bit any harder he'd draw blood.
“Nick you taste so fucking good, you actually wash yourself”
“What the fuck does that mean”
“Most guys don't” nick groaned loudly, he always thought he was delusional for believing his friend was a cocksucker but the way his mouth felt , licking his dick softly, the way his thumb pushed on the head, without even needing fingers to pleasure him, his fantasies were brought to truth.
Nick craved something more, don't get Nick wrong, lud was good at giving head, but still he stood and grabbed luds head roughly. Lud braced his hands on nicks thighs, without protest opening his mouth. Nick happily thrusted into luds mouth, dripping down luds chin. The feeling of luds tight mouth and puppy dog eyes driving nick insane. He couldn't help to slap luds face as hard as possible, lud paused, eyes watering but this only made nick grab ludwigs arm and throw him against the wall.
“Open your mouth.” Ludwig obliged, leaning his head forward, off the wall. Nick gripped luds hair, forcing his head back against the wall with a thump. Ludwigs tears flowed, down his cheeks , onto nicks wet cock.
“God lud why are you so good at this, you're such a faggot aren't you?” Nick pulled himself away from luds mouth, still gripping his hair. Nick crouched down, meeting ludwigs still teary eyes.
“Why are you such a good victim.” Nicks foot moved upon luds clothed boner, pressing down hard. Ludwig whined, pushing against Nicks grip, straining for a kiss. Nicks other hand held luds face , kissing him softly, pressing his foot more and more rougly onto Ludwigs cock. Nick bit and sucked on luds tongue and lips, so soft and sweetly plump. Nick couldn't help himself, slipping his hands under luds shirt, roughly grabbing his best friends soft pecs. Nick thought if he closed his eyes he could probably pretend it was a chicks chest. I mean Ludwig wasn't that far off from one to begin with, so what was the harm in treating him like one?
“Go lay on the couch.” Lud limped over, plopping himself down as nick climbed onto his stomach.
“What are you gonna do?” Lud looked up innocently as nick lifted hus shirt, squishing his tits together.
“Well, I've never gotten a titjob.” Lud flustered, wanting to say something in combat but the feeling of nick rubbing his nipples and prodding his hard enlarged clit between the space the hole in his chest caused made his throat close up.
Nick relentlessly fucked Ludwigs tits, groaning in pleasure “god You're such a good girl lud look at you you look like a fucking porn star”.
“Nick stop cheating” lud could feel his face getting hot from anger, he was down 5-1 vrs in cs and the precession of nick's aim screamed aimbot.
“Im not fucking cheating you just suck dude” lud stomped nicks foot under the table ”its so obvious your cheating right now fuck you.”
“If you're so sure im cheating why don't you fight me about it, pussy.”