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PERFECT.
You had to be perfect.
That was the only truth murmured in your ear since the moment you were born into the Zenin Household. A mantra, a command, a cage wrapped in the illusion of expectation.
You were not of the main branch—an initial relief, perhaps—but in the Zenin family, that meant servitude. A life where your worth was dictated by power, and your existence was a shadow cast beneath the towering presence of those deemed superior.
The Zenins never cared for women, least of all those born into the side family. Daughters were burdens, commodities, tools sharpened for convenience but discarded when dull. The weight of that indifference crushed many, suffocated the light from their eyes before they ever had a chance to burn.
Your mother—bless her heart—had been married into the family not for love, not even for alliance, but simply because your father needed a bride. Her bloodline was of little consequence; she hailed from an obscure lineage of sorcerers with no notable name, no legacy worth speaking of.
But the Zenins only truly hoped for one thing.
A child. A worthy one. A son who would inherit the Ten Shadows Technique—the sacred power that had not graced their bloodline in far too long. It was their golden ticket, their chance to claw their way into the main house, to elevate themselves beyond mediocrity and into legend.
You were not that child.
Your father—strict but not wholly cruel—had at least acknowledged you. That was more than many could say. But your mother had seen the rot within the family, the horrors festering beneath its name. If you were not strong, you were trash. That was the unspoken law. Women who tried to flee were dragged back, beaten, shattered into submission. There was no freedom here, only survival.
So she made a choice.
She would raise you to be perfect—flawless beyond reproach. If they could not find weakness in you, they could not destroy you.
You were born just days before the Gojo heir.
His arrival was an earthquake, a phenomenon that sent ripples through the world. Yours? A whisper in an empty hall. A few murmured congratulations from the women of the household, but the men—those who mattered—did not so much as look in your father's direction. You were a girl. A footnote in their legacy.
Still, you bore the unmistakable mark of your lineage. Dark hair—the Zenin signature. But your eyes... those were not theirs.
They were sharp, clever, unmistakably your mother's. That, perhaps, was the first and greatest warning that you were not meant to break as easily as they expected.
Zenin [Name], the name given to you by the clan's head. He named every child born into the family, claiming he was blessed with an understanding of fate, that the names he chose carried a deeper meaning. Yours was unique, meant to stand apart, but names alone held no power in a house that did not want you.
You were the firstborn of Zenin Masamune. A year later, your younger brother, Kenji, came into the world, and unlike you, his birth was met with louder congratulations. But even as a boy, he was still from a side branch, and the Zenins had no use for those who would never stand at the top.
Perfection was drilled into you from the moment you could walk, a rigid standard that left no room for weakness. You were raised to hold your head high, to never falter, to be a flawless reflection of discipline. And because of that, you believed you were perfect. It made you unbearable at times, forced to act above others, because the moment you looked lesser, they would tear you apart.
You were four years old when you first met him.
The Gojo family had come to the Zenin estate for a clan gathering, their arrival shifting the air in the household. You weren't supposed to be outside, but that never stopped you. You had made a habit of sneaking away to the koi pond in the backyard, the only place where the weight of your family's expectations felt a little lighter.
The fabric of your yukata was stiff and slightly oversized, making it difficult to walk, but you had long since learned to move carefully in restrictive clothing. Women were forbidden from wearing Western attire, so you had no choice but to grow used to the discomfort.
You sat by the water's edge, scattering small bits of food for the koi, watching the ripples distort their golden scales. It was a peaceful moment, one that shattered the second you felt a pair of eyes boring into you.
You turned, meeting a gaze that was almost unnatural in its brilliance—icy blue, startlingly vivid, the kind of eyes that demanded attention. White hair, almost too pristine, stood in stark contrast to the darkness of his uniform. There was a weight in his presence, something suffocating, something expectant. Behind him stood a servant, lingering at a respectful distance, but it was clear who held the real authority.
You recognized him immediately.
Gojo Satoru.
His name had been burned into your mind from the countless times your family spoke of him. The child of both divine techniques, the prodigy, the one meant to be untouchable. And yet, despite all that importance, he was just a boy standing in front of you, his expression twisted with disdain.
"Are you a servant too?" he asked, his voice carrying that unmistakable arrogance that only came from being told he was better than everyone else. "You're doing a horrible job maintaining the carp. The ones at my house are far better."
You blinked at him, carefully smoothing out the front of your yukata before standing. Your back straightened, chin lifting just enough to hold the kind of quiet confidence your mother had taught you. The hairpins in your dark hair jingled softly as you moved, but your expression remained neutral, measured, unwilling to let his words hold any weight.
"These are merely old," you said, your tone perfectly even. "That is why they appear this way. I assure you, I take great care of them."
Then, with a slight tilt of your head, you added, "Or perhaps, there's something wrong with your eyes."
A sharp silence followed. The servant behind him stiffened, but Gojo only stared, his expression unreadable. No one ever spoke to him like that. He had been spoiled since birth, revered as something greater, his name alone enough to make people bow. And yet, you—a girl from a lesser Zenin bloodline—had dared to insult him.
His lips pressed into a thin line, his small hands balling into fists. "My father will hear about this."
You gave a small, polite bow. "Good for you."
With that, you turned on your heel and walked away, careful not to let your steps falter, knowing any hesitation would invite trouble. But even as you left, you could still feel his eyes on you, burning into your back, watching, memorizing.
Gojo Satoru had never met someone he truly disliked before.
UNTIL NOW.