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Headmaster Dumbledore
Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
Hermione Jean Granger
Alexandria Orphanage
Maitland Park Road, Haverstock Hill, NW3
Dear Miss Granger,
It is my sincere pleasure to extend to you a formal welcome to Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Each year, this castle opens its ancient doors to new minds, and with them arrives a renewal of curiosity, courage, and possibility. You will soon discover that Hogwarts is not merely a place of instruction, but a living tapestry of thought and tradition, shaped as much by those who walk its corridors as by the stones themselves. You may find, in time, that the lessons learned here extend far beyond parchment and wandwork. Knowledge, after all, is not solely the memorization of spells, but the cultivation of judgment, empathy, and the quiet understanding of one’s place in a world both wondrous and complex. The years ahead will present you with opportunities to grow not only in skill, but in perspective, and it is my hope that you will embrace both with equal enthusiasm. Remember that every witch or wizard who has passed through these halls began in precisely the same position: standing at the threshold of the unknown, uncertain perhaps, yet filled with potential. Hogwarts exists to nurture that potential, and you will find that the castle has a way of guiding those willing to listen.
You will encounter many disciplines during your studies, some that come naturally and others that may challenge you in unexpected ways. I encourage you to approach each with patience and curiosity. There is a particular magic in persistence, one that often proves more powerful than brilliance alone. It is also worth noting that wisdom frequently reveals itself in unlikely moments. A conversation shared in the Great Hall, a quiet walk along the lake, or a puzzling problem that refuses to be solved—these, too, are part of your education. Hogwarts has long believed that learning thrives when the mind is allowed to wander as well as focus, and I would gently advise you to allow yourself both. You may, at times, feel the weight of expectation, whether from yourself or from the challenges before you. When that occurs, remember that growth is rarely a straight path. Even the most accomplished witches and wizards have stumbled, questioned, and begun again. There is no shame in uncertainty; indeed, it is often the birthplace of insight.
Finally, I would offer a thought that I hope you carry with you throughout your time here. While knowledge sharpens the mind, it is kindness that shapes the heart. The choices you make, particularly in small and quiet moments, will define your character far more than any examination. You will meet individuals from many backgrounds and with many perspectives. Some will become close companions, others passing acquaintances, yet each interaction offers an opportunity to practice understanding. Courage, too, is not always found in grand gestures. More often, it appears in the willingness to stand by one’s principles, to offer compassion, or to continue forward when doubt lingers. Hogwarts will challenge you, but it will also support you. Within these walls, you will find guidance, friendship, and perhaps even a sense of belonging that grows stronger with time. Should you ever feel uncertain, remember that you are part of a long and enduring tradition, one that values both intellect and integrity in equal measure. I look forward to welcoming you to the castle, and I trust that your years here will be filled with discovery, growth, and the quiet joy that comes from learning something new each day.
With warm regards
Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore
Headmaster, Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
You will encounter many disciplines during your studies, some that come naturally and others that may challenge you in unexpected ways. I encourage you to approach each with patience and curiosity. There is a particular magic in persistence, one that often proves more powerful than brilliance alone.
It is also worth noting that wisdom frequently reveals itself in unlikely moments. A conversation shared in the Great Hall, a quiet walk along the lake, or a puzzling problem that refuses to be solved—these, too, are part of your education. Hogwarts has long believed that learning thrives when the mind is allowed to wander as well as focus, and I would gently advise you to allow yourself both.
You may, at times, feel the weight of expectation, whether from yourself or from the challenges before you. When that occurs, remember that growth is rarely a straight path. Even the most accomplished witches and wizards have stumbled, questioned, and begun again. There is no shame in uncertainty; indeed, it is often the birthplace of insight. I look forward to welcoming you to the castle, and I trust that your years here will be filled with discovery, growth, and the quiet joy that comes from learning something new each day.
With warm regards,
Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore
Headmaster, Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
Eighteen years later...
Presenting.
Today was indeed the day for that...
I, Hermione Jean Granger, was to present and find out what my dynamic was.
All of Hogwarts had to present when they turned eighteen years of age.
And I was now eighteen.
My actual age was closer to twenty-one because of the time turner, but dynamic magic knew the truth of the matter.
But I digress…
When you first got to this dreadful school, you were sorted into four houses: Ravenclaw, Hufflepuff, Gryffindor, or Slytherin.
It was a sordid affair.
When I put on the grimy, old, hat it spoke to me of untold power, lost lineages, and untapped potential. The hat never named me by name, but I was smart enough to know it was speaking about me.
I wasn’t a daft moron like the Weasley boy.
I was intelligent, a smarmy know-it-all to some, the Horror of Hogwarts to others, but I refused to believe I was something special.
I wasn’t.
I was an orphan whose Mother and Father died in a house fire.
That was why I dreaded this day.
Half my body was covered in burns, my hair on the right side wasn’t able to regrow, and I looked grotesque in the face because of the angry marks that marred it. My fellow classmates would cringe when I looked in their general direction, avoid me when I walked through the halls, and even some first years screamed when they first got a glimpse of my visage.
It was horrid...
Absolutely horrid.
They were all arseholes and gits.
I got treated even worse than Luna Lovegood who talked of made up creatures and had her head in clouds most days. I personally had nothing against her. I quite liked the Ravenclaw. I had talked with her for a short period, her tongue flapping as she told me of the sun, the ocean, and pigs in that dreamy voice of hers…
Pigs?
Salazar, it baffled me because it made no sense, but Luna told me how excited she was to meet me like I was someone important…
But…
When people treat you worse than someone they deem crazy, that means there really is no hope for you at all.
I mentally sighed, my boots slowly thumping against the stone.
Every part of my body ached just walking.
I had magically imbued clothes so the rubbing against my skin didn't further my pain. I had large, magically imbued, black boots that encased my feet and most of my legs so they could soothe the burns. They made me look like some muggle goth woman who was against the man, but I embraced them like everything else.
More material for the masses…
So I wasn't in agonizing pain at every waking moment, but my body still hurt in a way that wasn't normal. It frustrated me most days. I had magic, could do magic, but it seemed to only do so much for me. When I asked why, Nurse Pomfrey told me that the burns on my person were just too severe.
I scoffed at that.
Potions could heal broken bones, but not my burns?
It seemed like another cruel twist of fate.
I had researched the issue, gone to my favorite place in the world, the library, not believing that nurse for one bloody second, and found that there was something that could potentially help.
Burn-Healing-Paste.
It was such a silly name, lacked no creativity, but the information was a balm to me. I went back to Nurse Pomfrey to tell the incompetent that there was something to help, but she just shook her head at me. She told me she had tried the orange paste, but it did no good.
Did no good?
My face went pale at the Beta Nurses words then, my body swaying where I had stood, and I felt nauseous.
I just didn't understand.
Nurse Pomfrey didn't want to stir up any more trauma since I had been through enough, but she said the only thing the paste didn't heal was the Protego Diabolicas blue fire and its effect on the skin. She went on to explain that it was a vile charm used by those who reveled in the Dark.
My mind spun at the Beta nurses words and I suddenly left as she had called my name.
That day, that new information, had given me plenty to think about.
Was there more to the tragedy I was a part of?
That was the question...
I gently shook my head and cleared my thoughts.
I didn't have time to indulge in this line of thought today.
I needed to be ready.
Needed to fortify my mind.
Put my shields up so the loud thoughts of my classmates didn't make it to my mind.
I was naturally gifted at magic, could do spells others here at Hogwarts wouldn’t be able to do until their later years, but…
But my magical core was broken.
Three cracks that made me all but a normal Muggle.
My talent went to waste and I struggled to unleash my full potential.
My thoughts began to swim again and I harshly breathed out of my nose to stop from spiraling.
But a certain noise grated on my ears and I knew this day had just gone from terrible to horrendous…
"Ah! There's the bloody Horror of Hogwarts! " An annoyingly loud voice yelled, the noise ringing out and bouncing off the walls of the old school.
I was right in front of the large wooden door that led to the Great Hall, but of course this minging twit had to cause a scene.
I slowly turned around and faced my bully.
Ronald Weasley.
The worst Weasley who was shite at magic and blamed his failures on anything that wasn't himself.
No accountability.
I actually felt bad for his Mother because she had to deal with such a horrible son such as him..
"Ronald." I gruffed out, my vocal cords vibrating with anger.
"The monster spoke!" Ronald sneered, his stride fast as he headed towards my person. "I didn't think you could bloody do that!"
"And I didn't think you could get any shorter, but here we are..." I huffed back, my hands clenching and desperately wanting to grab a hold of my wand.
“Just you wait, cunt.” Ronald spat as he got into my personal face, his spittle flying all which way. “You present today… Everyone knows the Ministry played favorites and bloody gave you a time-turner to use. But today we’ll see!” He accused, his crooked teeth gritted.
“And?” I replied, sighing, students passing us by as they watched Ronald's temper-tantrum unfold. “We’re in our sixth year now, Ronald. When will you ever grow up?”
“You- You!” Ronald tried to say, his face red with anger.
“Are you acting this way because Miss Chang rejected you?” I postured. “It was quite the spectacle and it spectacularly blew up in your face.”
“Don’t you dare talk about that you bitch!” Ronald yelled, his face now looking like a tomato.
I rolled my eyes.
Gaia, will he ever stop yelling?
“If that's all, Ronald?” I asked, ignoring the insult. “I have places to be and it isn’t here with you.”
I didn’t wait for the moron to answer and spun my heels to face the Great Hall’s doors once again.
“EXPILLI-” Ronald screamed, his voice ringing out and bouncing off the corridor's walls.
I knew what was coming, braced for the spell's impact, but it never came.
“PROTEGO!” A very angry, familiar female voice yelled.
The familiar voice had cast a shield charm, protecting me from Ronald’s rudimentary Expeillarmus, and a warm feeling enveloped me as I basked in this older witch’s magic.
I had closed my eyes to accept my fate, but now I slowly opened them to see an irate Professor McGonagall looking like she wanted to strangle one Ronald Weasley.
“Are you daft, boy?!” Professor McGonagall yelled, her tone admonishing. “Casting such a spell? In these Halls? On this day?! A'd have half a mind tae suspend ye an send ye home tae yer mother!” She scolded, her Omega pheromones thick with anger.
The older witch had slipped back into her Scottish accent and all who were witnessing the sight knew she was beyond livid. She seemed to take a breath, reign in her temper, reign in her pheromones that had leaked out, but she still pressed on with interrogation.
“I- I- I just-” Ronald sputtered, sweat appearing on his brow as Professor McGonagall stomped towards the frightened boy.
“You better hold your tongue Ronald Bilius Weasley! An Expillarmus! On school grounds! Aimed at your fellow classmate!” Professor McGonagall pointed out, her voice scathing and shiver-inducing. “Do you have anything to say for yourself? Anything at all?”
“She!” Ronald said as he spun to me. “That wretch attacked me first!” He cried, his finger pointing at me accusingly.
“Is this true, Miss Granger?” Professor McGonagall asked, her face unbelieving that I would do such a stupid thing.
“No, Professor.” I replied, huffing in indignation at the blatant lie. “I did no such thing. Ronald was the aggrieved, the one who deemed it pertinent to incapacitate me while my back was turned. He was the one to start this nonsense first. I wanted no part in it, but my walking away only angered him more.” I finished with a small shrug.
Professor McGonagall sighed and started to rub her temples.
“Does any one of you want to back Miss Granger's story?” Professor McGonagall said to the crowd of students who surrounded us.
Merlin, you are doomed, Hermione Granger…
At first, no one dared to make a sound, my fellow classmates all awkwardly standing around, but one melodious voice stood out from the rest and I recognized it almost immediately.
“Hermione was not the one who attacked Ron. I saw it all.” Luna replied as she walked through the crowd, apologizing for bumping into people and finally stopping when she made it through.
Ronald spun to her with a putrid expression that mirrored his previous one when he was looking at me.
“You loony cunt! You didn’t see anything! Stop lying!” Ronald spat, but Luna seemed unaffected.
“ENOUGH!” Professor McGonagall yelled, her eyes blazing bright as she now looked at Ronald. “That is quite enough. I have grown tired of your foul mouth. 20 points deducted from House Gryffindor.”
I know that pained Professor McGonagall to do…
“WHAT?!” Ronald screamed at the declaration.
“And you have detention for a week's time.” Professor McGonagall replied, her emerald-green eyes stony and cold as she looked upon the weasel. “Take that time to think about what you have done today, Mr. Weasley. Now run along and start preparing. I will contact your mother so she knows about your behavior today.” She said, her words holding a finality to them.
Ronald gaped like a fish, his mouth flapping in the wind, but he didn’t protest. The defeated weasel slumped his shoulders, avoided eye contact with anyone who was around, and quickly fled the scene.
“That was something!” Luna said after a tense silence.
Professor McGongagall chuckled at Luna’s words.
“Well then!” Professor McGonagall said, loud enough so the people gathered heard her. “That was enough excitement for one day. All of you who have come to the Great Hall to present should hurry along inside and those of you who gathered here for the show… You all should move along to wherever you should be.”
At Professor McGonagall's words, people started to scatter in different directions. I saw some move to go inside the Great Halls, some going into the opposite direction where some classes were, and Luna dreamily looking off into the distance.
“Morgana, what a disaster…” I mumbled, moving towards the door so I could meet my demise, but a gentle hand laid on my shoulder.
I waited for the pain to course through my body, my skin not receptive to anything but the clothes on my person, but it never came. The hand felt warm and soothing which startled me just as much as the pain. I quickly turned around to see who this mystery person was and found it was my savior.
“Is there anything I can do for you, Professor McGongagall?” I asked, the warm hand on my shoulder making me feel fuzzy.
“No, Miss Granger… I- I just wanted to make sure you are all right. I know… I know… things have been difficult to say the least, but you are bright. You are the brightest witch of her age and have preserved through the hardships you have endured. I… admire that. I know we have not interacted much, but I just wanted you to know that you always can talk to me if need arise. And…” Professor McGongall said, pausing as a pensive look made its way onto her face. “Anche tu hai un amico in me, cara.” She added warmly.
(You also have a friend me as well, dear)
My eyes widened at the Italian words coming out of the older witch’s mouth.
She knows Italian?
“You- You know Italian?” I blurted out, very confused on just why Professor McGonagall switched to Italian.
“I know it, yes, and used it because I saw you studying the language in the library last year.” Professor McGonagall answered, chuckling, and patted my shoulder before removing the hand. “I wanted to say that, but not give away that I am playing favorites.”
I snorted at that and felt my body relax even further.
Talking with the Professor is so effortless…
“I… I should probably go… I have to- to present today.” I said with a grimace, my nose scrunched up in distaste and a frown on my face.
“Truly? You are eighteen, Miss Granger?” Professor McGonagall asked.
“I am.” I replied. “Professor Snape petitioned for me to have a time turner in my third year when he saw how bored I was in his potions class. My age is technically twenty-one but my true age is eighteen.”
Professor Snape was always so cold, but once she saw me brewing a Polyjuice Potion perfectly, the witch practically took me under her wing.
“Hmmmm…” Professor McGonagall hummed. “I would not expect that from Professor Snape, for her to go out of her way like that, but I understand why she felt the need to do so. You are special, Miss Granger.” She warmly said. “You may be Slytherin, but I care for all the students. Never forget that you can do great things and compete with the rest. Your disability does not make you lesser.”
I felt like I wanted to cry, but I held my head up high and gave the Professor a slight nod.
“Understood, Professor McGonagall.” I replied.
“Now why don’t we head inside and see if Headmaster Dumbledore has started with the presenting?” Professor McGonagall offered, the doors opening effortlessly as she waved her wand in the air.
Here goes nothing…
Chapter 2: Chapter 2
Summary:
Hermione presents and i shocked to found out what her dynamic is...
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The Great Hall.
It was filled with students.
Thousands of them.
The hall was large, very large, and lined with tables. Those tables were sectioned off into each respective house and there sat the students who wore the colours of said house on his or her robe. The tops of those tables had more food than the students could eat and it would feed the students until all their bellies were full.
The house-elves cooked the food.
I had found that tidbit of information out when I had stumbled into the kitchen one evening. I had wanted to escape the relentless bullying of my house, of Malfoy who spouted slurs at me, so I ran. That incident was what made me want to fight for house-elf rights. It spurred me on to create S.P.E.W., which fantastically failed, but I wanted to make a difference and finally set them free of their eternal chains.
It might’ve not worked, but it was still one of my long term goals.
The hand that made me feel warm and fuzzy was back on my shoulder, gently patting, and I turned to see Professor McGonagall smiling at me.
“Go sit down, Miss Granger. I will personally deduct points from House Slytherin if I see any one of them bullying you.” Professor McGonagall said with one last pat and then made her way to where the other Professors were sitting which was at the other end of the hall at the High Table.
I didn't respond since the older witch had walked away, but I did take a deep breath and then started to walk in the direction of the others who were in House Slytherin. I could see them all laughing, cheering when one of them did something positively daft, and it made my stomach roll.
Salazar snakes, they were all arses and gits.
Pompous, rich, witches and wizards who all felt they were more important than they were.
It was pure nonsense.
Pure-blood ideology ran thick in House Slytherin and I had felt the brunt of it for the past five years.
Being a muggle, a “magic stealer”, made me their top enemy.
I was a mudblood, muddy, mudpup, and tainted in their eyes.
And this muggleborn they viewed as less was sorted into Slytherin House?
It was the Fates playing games with my life yet again.
It wasn’t enough to be an orphan.
It wasn’t enough to be disabled.
It wasn’t enough that I had a preference for women…
Then, on top of all that, I was sorted into the House that hated anything that involved Muggles.
It was the cruelest joke in the universe.
That is indeed my life…
So, with a heavy heart, I finally limped the rest of the way toward the Slytherin table and sat as far away from the others as one could be. I didn’t want to be on the receiving end of their bullying - the Ronald incident still fresh in my mind - but as soon as I sat down their attention turned to me. The one person I absolutely did not want to notice me, had indeed noticed me, and I kept my eyes down on the table's wood grain hoping he thought I wasn’t worth his time this go around.
My hopes were dashed, of course, and I cursed Salazar himself for the misfortune that begot my person.
Malfoy got up from his seat, the table cheering him on while he had a sly smile on his face and hovered right next to me. He didn't dare sit next to me because that would’ve been beneath him, so he opted to invade my personal space just like another I knew who also was a pure-blood twit.
“Look who it is… The Horror of Hogwarts! Are you ready, mudblood? The rumor mill has been spinning its web and us snakes have caught the spider at its source. Is it true that the tainted one is presenting today?” Draco sneered, his grip on my shoulder hard and painful, not at all like Professor McGonagalls. “Salazar, you are an ugly witch! How anyone could stand to be in your presence is beyond me.”
“Yes, I am presenting.” I answered, teeth gritted in pain. “And why are you gazing at me so thoroughly? Is there something you need to tell me, little dragon?” I added, teasing the pure-blood boy who now looked like he wanted to thrash me.
“Don’t call me that you stupid mudblood! Know your place!” Draco spat back at me.
I was thankful the Great Hall housed so many students because none were the wiser that yet another spoiled prat was throwing a temper-tantrum.
I wondered how exactly I was so lucky to have this happen twice in one singular day…
“I will do no such thing.” I replied, my voice even as I stared back at him. “You don’t scare me, Malfoy. You are a scared little boy who is playing at being someone important. The only magnificent thing about you is that you have Daddy’s money and your Mother’s backing as a member of the ‘most Noble and Most Ancient House of Black’. You are nothing special.”
At my words, Malfoy looked about ready to whip out his wand and use an Unforgivable, his other hand open and raised like he was going to give me a smack across my face…
…but I was saved by a booming voice that got all of the students' attention.
It was a voice I had become familiar with, the older baritone vibrations a calming balm in the raging storm that was my current situation, and I turned my attention to where it was coming from so I could pay attention to the man I respected.
He did a lot for the wizarding world in the First Wizarding War.
He founded the Order of the Phoenix, trail-blazed Omega rights, and felled Gellert Grindelwald. Grindelwald wanted to rule over muggles.
He believed witches and wizards were superior to muggles, believed in the archaic old ways of Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamics, and despised anything that wasn’t…
Pure.
He raised an army of supporters right here in Britain that consisted most of the Sacred 28 and those of pure-blood who supported his cause.
But he, the wizard who was deemed a war hero, was the final line that was drawn in the sand that stopped Grindelwald's madness…
Albus Dumbledore.
“Welcome. Welcome!” Headmaster Dumbledore boomed out as he stepped up to the owl-shaped podium, all eyes turning to the High Table and looking at him. “I welcome you all to another year at Hogwarts! This special occasion is like no other. You all first sorted into your houses and now some of you will present on this special day. As you all know, when one presents they will be given a dynamic. This dynamic is a founding principle of our society. In the olden days, it was used as a social hierarchy to determine who was superior. But today… The dynamics we hold in our heart-of-hearts show others just what kind of witch or wizard we are…” He said, pausing for dramatic effect. “...the Alpha!” He yelled out, fireworks shooting out behind him in a great display to show the symbol of the Alpha as students cheered loudly. “The Alpha is brave and strong. They are the ones who are at the forefront of society, who run head first into danger, but don’t be fooled. This dynamic can be nurturing. They take care of those they care for. You will find no one better than a caring Alpha.”
“ALPHA’S FOR EQUALITY!” Someone yelled out.
“Indeed young one!” Headmaster Dumbledore responded. “Now onto the next dynamic…” He said, pausing again for dramatic effect. “The Beta!” He yelled out, fireworks shooting out from behind him to show the Beta symbol, and students cheering for their dynamic that was just introduced. “The Beta is calm and collected. Our Betas are the glue. They are mostly your lawmaker or healer. They are the ones that can make the tough decisions that no one else wants to make when the time comes. Some may say that Betas are unextraordinary, but I say that they are just as important as the other dynamics! Any of you would be lucky to get this dynamic today and should feel proud of yourself for being the only one who holds our society together.”
“BETAS ARE BADASS!” Someone different yelled and many agreed with the sentiment.
“Very true! Very true, indeed! But mind the language!” Headmaster Dumbledore yelled back and everyone chuckled. “Now we have the last dynamic, but certainly not the least of the three…” He said, pausing one last time for dramatic effect. “The Omega!” He yelled, fireworks once again shooting out from behind him to form the Omega signal above all our heads, and everyone cheered. “Omegas are kind and compassionate. We would be unmade without them and society would collapse in on itself, They are jewel who should be cherished and revered. Omegas can also be fierce in the same way Alphas can. When protecting something they care about, they can become stronger than even the most powerful Alpha. If you present as an Omega… Do not be afraid. You are a gift upon this world and should be delighted in your new dynamic.”
“OMEGAS ARE NOT PROPERTY!” Another voice yelled and many agreed, but the pure-blood students looked uncomfortable at the declaration.
“Right you are…” Headmaster Dumbledore replied, agreeing with the sentiment because he was an Omega himself. “All of this, my dear student body, may seem overwhelming, but this event is a joyous occasion! Do not fear this change. Embrace it. When your name is called, walk up here with your held up high and leave the just the same. Is that clear?”
“YES, HEADMASTER!” We all yelled back, the voices of thousands of students ringing out through the Great Hall, even myself.
I’ll try Albus...
“Wonderful!” Headmaster Dumbledore said. “I am so very glad we are in agreement! Shall we get this year's presenting under way?”
All of the students cheered at this and I felt that nauseousness come back in full-swing now that it was finally starting. Many started to eat the delicious food on the table while the first name was called, thank Merlin himself it wasn’t me, but I couldn’t eat.
The little dragon had left me to my own devices, which I was also thankful for, but I was alone in my suffering.
I always felt alone being in House Slytherin.
As the students chattered and whispered, my eyes wandered the hall and I found a pair of pale-silver eyes that were filled with understanding.
Who…
Ah.
Luna Lovegood was the one behind those eyes and I felt like that incident had connected us.
The Ravenclaw had stood up for me when no one else would.
Dare I even think that Luna wants to be my friend?
It would be my first among my peers…
Luna just smiled at my person and even threw a cheeky wink my way.
I was gobsmacked, but quickly smiled widely for the eccentric witch.
A Ravenclaw and a Slytherin…
Gaia, who would’ve thought?
My thoughts were interrupted by Headmaster Dumbledore's voice booming through the halls once again, but this time it chilled me to my core. It was the dreaded time that I never wanted to come to fruition.
“Hermione Granger! Hermione Granger, please come to the front!” Headmaster Dumbledore called out, all eyes instantly looking at where I sat.
The whole Slytherin table started to boo and hiss at me.
I wanted to shrink into non-existence or cross the veil.
“The Horror of Hogwarts is up!” Blaise Zabini loudly said.
I flinched.
“The mudblood is actually presenting?” Pansy Parkinson asked with a scoff.
I winced.
“Well go on then, freakshow!’ Draco spat at me. “Go make a fool of yourself!”
I felt as if all the air in my lungs had been siphoned from my person.
I was rooted to my seat, feeling worse than ever, but a voice interrupted the constant badgering and I felt that warmth seep into my very bones again.
Headmaster Dumbledore, face stormy, went to speak once more, but was interrupted.
“THAT IS QUITE ENOUGH!” Professor McGonagall yelled, quitting the ruckus of the hall.
Everyone gasped.
They couldn’t believe the Gryffindor Professor was standing up for a student from House Slytherin.
I saw it in their eyes.
Especially the ones who were doing the bullying and badgering.
I couldn’t believe it either.
She said she would, but I didn’t think…
“Professor McGonagall…” Headmaster Dumbledore tried to say, but the older witch was having none of it, and moved right ahead with her tongue lashing.
“Nonsense! One-hundred points deducted from House Slytherin for their behavior toward a fellow classmate!” Professor McGonagall yelled. “Ye aw shoud be ashamit o yourselves!” She coldly said, her accent coming in with her anger, but she then took a calming breath to steady herself. “Miss Granger! If you would so kindly come up to the front? Ignore the fools. Keep your head up like Headmaster Dumbledore said in his speech.”
All eyes were on my person, but I slowly got out of my seat, and started to walk towards the front with my head held up high like both my superiors said. I could feel the staring, the judging of my scarred appearance, the muttering about what had just transpired, but I was focused on Professor McGonagall as I got closer to where the others had sat for their presenting. The floating candles that lit up the Great Hall cast a warm glow, but Professor the older witch’s eyes were even warmer as she followed my movements.
I tried not to show the pain I was in, that my burns didn’t affect me, because I wanted to prove to everyone here that I was more than just my disability.
You can do this…
Finally, I got to the front, limped up the stairs with some effort, and headed to the chair that was in the middle of the stage. The hat that had sorted me, and was now going to unlock my dynamic, was sitting right beside the chair on an elevated podium. Professor McGonagall looked to be whispering in Headmaster Dumbledore's ear and he nodded his head while stroking his beard at whatever she had said. She then strutted to me with purpose and had a smile on her face instead of the stoicism she was known for.
“È quel momento, cara. Non avere paura.” Professor McGonagall whispered in Italian.
(It is that time, dear. Don't be afraid,)
“Tapadh leat. Tha mi a’ cur luach air an taic...” I replied, sporting my use of the older witch’s mother tongue.
(Thank you. I appreciate the support...)
Professor McGonagall’s emerald-green eyes widened into saucers, feeling slightly smug, and I took my seat on the chair.
I faced my fellow students, daring any one of them to say something to me at this moment, but no sound came from them as they awaited for what was to come from my presenting.
The Fates will surely make me an Omega…
I internally sighed at the thought.
“Before Hermione Granger puts on the hat, I would like to remind you all that presenting unlocks ones dynamic from within. A student will come of age when they are eighteen and have the opportunity to step into the world anew. All of you attending here today will go through such a process, but I say again that this is something to embrace.” Headmaster Dumbledore proclaimed. “Now… Professor McGonagall will do the honours of putting the hat on Hermione Granger here and we will see what her dynamic is.”
With a subtle nod of acknowledgement from the older witch, she picked up the hat that had previously sorted me into House Slytherin and gently lowered it onto my head. I was thankful that she took care of my state of being because I was already in enough agony as it was.
“Hermione Jean Granger… Welcome back to this auspicious stage.” The Hat whispered so only I could hear.
“Hello…” I greeted back, wary of what was to come.
“I had difficulty with sorting you… So many different traits flowing through that body of yours… So much potential… So many different paths you could take dear girl…” The Hat said ominously. “Let all who hear me know Hermione Granger’s dynamic!” The Hat yelled into the Great Hall and continued talking...
"In a chamber dim, where whispers weave,
The Sorting Hat sat, with secrets to cleave.
A patchwork of tales from the wizarding realm,
With wisdom amassed, it took up the helm.
Listen well now…” The hat hummed,
“In this world of wands and spells that come,
Are souls who align in a dance most divine -
The Alphas and Betas and Omegas entwine.
First the Alphas bold, with their regal grace,
Leaders of magic in an ambitious race.
With power like thunder and visions so grand,
They carve out their kingdoms with a steady hand.
Yet beneath that strong surface lies often a plea -
For love’s gentle touch; do they long to be free?
To share in the burden of strength that they bear;
A heart filled with longing for those who would care.
Then there are Betas with hearts open wide -
Steady companions who stand by your side.
With wisdom and kindness that light up the night,
They balance the chaos with quiet delight.
They’re nurturers true in this magical game;
While some seek glory or long for fame.
They build bridges of bonds both tender and deep;
In friendship's embrace, their loyalty keeps.
And let us not forget our dear Omegas rare -
In shadows they dwell, but possess strength to spare.
With intuition keen as they wander alone -
Their hearts hold a magic that's uniquely their own.
Sometimes misunderstood or lost in despair -
Yet resilient like phoenixes rising from air!
They weave through emotions like threads on a loom;
Creating connections that banish all gloom.
So here in this hall where destinies clash,
Remember these roles can shift like a flash.
For labels are fickle; what matters is heart -
Each soul plays its part… A wondrous fine art!
As echoes subsided within castle walls’ might,
All will smile through the blight.
For alpha or beta or omega’s sweet grace,
It’s love that unites us - all beings embrace.
So ponder these truths as you enter your fate,
In Hogwarts' great halls where friendships await.
Embrace every facet of what makes you whole -
Magic flows deeper when rooted in the soul…"
The Great Hall went silent, the students paid attention to what the hat was about to porcelain, and I could feel my anxiety sour into the clouds. The suspense was slowly killing me and I wanted to be done with this farce already.
I knew I was no doubt an Omega.
I was doomed in this life so why would my presenting be any different?
“Which is?” I whispered to it.
“Do not rush me, Hermione Jean Granger.” The Hat whispered back. “Hermione Granger is… an Alpha!” The hat proclaimed for all to hear.
An Alpha?!
Chapter 3: Chapter 3
Summary:
Hermione meets Luna and Longbottom after getting her dynamic as an Alpha
Chapter Text
An Alpha?
Salazar, there- there has to be some mistake or…
The noise was deafening as the Hat presented me as an Alpha.
Sound didn’t simply reach my ears…
It crashed into them.
Every voice in the Great Hall seemed to separately arrive and all at once…
The sharp hiss of outrage from the Slytherin table…
The scrape of benches across stone…
The frantic rustle of robes…
And above it all a bright cheer I distinctly recognized as Luna’s.
My newly heightened senses seized upon everything with merciless clarity. I could hear individual heartbeats beneath the din, the uneven breaths of students whispering to one another, even the distant flutter of owls shifting in the rafters far above the enchanted ceiling. Scent followed a heartbeat later, flooding in so abruptly it made my head spin - candle smoke from the floating candles, polished wood, roasted meat from the feast, parchment, ink, sweat, perfume, the sharp metallic tang of magic itself - it was as if the world had been muted my entire life and someone had suddenly torn away the veil.
Yet even as the hall erupted around me, I could barely focus on any of it.
Magic coursed through my veins in hot, relentless waves as the Hat finished unlocking my dynamic, something ancient and instinctive stirring in the back of my mind, my hindbrain awakening whether I wished it to or not. All I could do was sit perfectly still beneath the brim of the Sorting Hat, gripping the stool with white knuckles and waiting for the moment it would finally lift away so this overwhelming, heart-pounding nightmare of a presenting could end.
“There is no way the Horror is an Alpha!” Draco yelled, his face as red as a tomato.
“Are you joking? That weak mudblood is the same dynamic as me?” A random Slytherin said, whinging.
“She can’t be! an Alpha! That freaky cunt is not an Alpha!” Ronald screeched, also whinging because he was an Omega.
That made me chuckle.
Ronald’s temper-tantrum, for the second time today, was drowned out when I deeply breathed in and caught a combination of scents that had my mouth watering. It focused me, put out all other sensory amalgamations, and was unlike anything I had ever smelled before.
Old parchment, lavender, and the dew of the morning..
It was making my head spin and I felt my lower half throb…
Throb?
Why am I throbbing????
A feather-light touch to my shoulder had a spark of electricity shooting down my spine which made me want to jolt out of my seat. It took everything in my person to sit still, I wanted to turn around and see who it was, but I recognized the warmth.
It was the same warmth I had felt before, but multiplied by a thousand…
But the touch was gone just as quickly as it had appeared.
And all the noise filtered back through my ears and a loud growl reverberated from my chest that stopped all the noise.
You could hear a pin drop in these expansive halls…
“You go, Hermione!” Luna exclaimed, loudly clapping, expression as giddy as can be.
I huffed, but stood up from the chair and left the chair without a word.
“Well then!” Headmaster Dumbledore said as I found my way toward Ravenclaw. “That was certainly exciting! Very much so! Give a hand to our own, Hermione Granger who now boasts a very powerful Alpha dynamic!”
Everyone was hesitant, but they lightly clapped and awkwardly laughed.
Once I sat down near Luna, not caring about the other Ravenclaws who were giving me scathing looks, my eyes tried to find Professor McGonagall, but she was nowhere to be seen.
Where-?
My charred heart hurt that the older witch had left and it felt like I was hollower than before.
I sighed and repeatedly clenched my hands.
“Amazing…” I scoffed, which drew some winces from the Ravenclaw Beta and Omegas who were sitting near me. “I’m even more of an outcast now, aren’t I?” I asked my new friend, a perpetual glare on my face.
“Oh! I wouldn’t worry about that so much, you know?” Luna replied, a dreamy smile on her face. “Things that are meant to happen will happen, but… We will be busy.” She added with a giggle.
“Busy? What do you mean by that? And we? Whose we?” I lowly growled, feeling very much so out of my comfort zone.
“We, as in you, Neville, and I, silly!” Luna answered with another round of giggles and awkward glances from those around us.
“Neville?” I repeated, my stomach rumbling, so I decided to eat some and filled the plate the Ravenclaw had given me. “I’ve never had the pleasure of meeting him.” I said, ungracefully shoveling food into my mouth because I felt like I was starving.
Sweet rolls…
Why must you tempt me so?
And then I shoved some of those into my mouth as well.
“Neville? Neville Longbottom? The one who is fantastically awful at Potions and receives Professor Snape's glare daily?” Luna said, trying to dredge up any memory of this Neville.
“Hmmmm…” I hummed, my mind searching for this Neville. “The one who is shi- adequate at magic and whose parents fought in the war?” I asked.
“That’s the one!” Luna happily replied while clapping her hands like she had just done an incredible achievement.
“And why will the three of us be busy?” I asked, trying to get a straight answer out of Luna.
“Spoilers! Can’t have those, you know?” Luna answered with a smile. “Also the nargles have disappeared and are no longer around you… Are you feeling better, Hermione?”
I raised the brow that wasn’t burnt off at the Ravenclaw.
“Nargles? What are you talking about? What are nargles?” I asked, genuinely curious because I’ve never heard of such a creature before.
“Odd little creatures they are. They seem to gravitate toward negativity and it seems only I can see them.” Luna explained with a little shrug. “Well my Father and I!” She brightly added.
So only Luna and her father can see them?
Maybe it's hereditary?
Or can it be some magic that's doing it?
A trait that the gods bestowed?
“Odd indeed, but I know better than to doubt things like this since I’ve been opened to the world of magic.” I replied with a shrug of my own. “And do you know where Professor McGonagall disappeared to? She was on the stage when I presented, but then she suddenly wasn’t…”
Luna had a big smile on her face as I kept talking, but I didn’t understand why she was happy.
“The Professor… looked a little panicked and then quickly skittered off the stage.” Luna replied with a torrent of giggles. “Everyone so loved seeing her cat form again!”
“Panicked? Why in the world was she panicked?” I asked, now very confused about what was going on.
“Hmmmm…” Luna hummed, her pale-silver eyes searching my own for… something. “Spoilers!” She finally said, that smile now turned into a cheeky grin.
“Smarmy little git aren’t you?” I said aloud, rumbling low in my belly at Luna’s answer.
“Is the newly presented Alpha Slytherin mad at me?” Luna teasingly shot back, her lower lip jutted out in fake worry.
I sighed, my head throbbing because of the conversation, my nose twitching at every scent to try and catch what I had smelled while on the stage.
“So? Longbottom?” I said, diverting the topic of conversation so this could at least go somewhere.
“Oh! Yes! Neville!” Luna exclaimed, her eyes brightening. “Would you like to meet him? He's a Gryffindor, but I think you would make wonderful friends!”
“I… Perhaps?” I replied, unsure if I wanted to meet some random stranger who was having things blow up in his face on a consistent basis. “And what are you Luna? If you don’t mind me asking.”
“I’m a Beta! Dad was so happy that I took after him. I think he even cried a little and said we could go hunting for wrackspurts! It was great fun!” Luna answered, her excitement palpable from where I was sitting.
So that’s why I didn’t smell much from her…
But when did she present?
Odd…
But not as odd as a would-be twenty-one year old, who is technically eighteen, presenting today as an Alpha…
Anyways…
I had read about pheromones.
I knew Omega’s could pump there’s out to soothe or to entice.
That Betas were, more likely than not, the ones who had a level head and brokered peace.
I also knew Alpha’s could expunge there’s when they were angry or trying to make another submit to their will, which I found rather horrid and vile.
“And it doesn’t at all bother you? Me, I mean? I have read that Beta’s can still be affected by an Alpha’s pheromones, not more than Omega, but still enough to where a sensitive Beta could be taken advantage of if an Alpha was devious enough.” I asked, nose scrunched in distaste picked at my plate.
And it was truly horrific.
I had read about this incredibly awful incident from the Daily Prophet.
It was a case the Wizengamot was ruling over that had witches and wizards alike in an uproar when I was a second-year. A Beta, Danica Barracus, had been walking down a rather deserted part of Diagon Alley when an aggressive Alpha came upon her. The arse of an Alpha used his pheromones to make her submit and did his worst. It was a rather big case in the wizarding world since it involved a Beta and an Alpha, but she had gotten her revenge in the end. Danica’s father used an unforgivable, the Avada Kedavra killing curse, to end the Alpha’s life when he accosted the Alpha outside of court. It was a just end and the Wizengamot ruled that the father acted accordingly due to the situation. It was jarring to read about, especially when I was young, but it showed me that the wizarding world was at least slightly better than the muggle one in this regard.
“Not at all!” Luna replied, as the ghosts scared the other students who weren’t aware they existed until now. “Your scent…” She started to say as she breathed in. “...is like a raging fire mixed with parchment. It certainly smells good, me being a Ravenclaw and all, but it doesn’t affect me.” She continued with a shrug. “And you’re not a mate! No three scents.” She added with a little sniff to the air.
I shivered at Luna’s words, but I was grateful my identity still was a part of my being.
But does she find me-
“Disgusting?” Luna finished and I negatively growled in response.
“Are you reading my mind? Are you using Legilimency?” I asked, my temper flaring. “I don’t like my privacy intruded upon, Luna Lovegood.”
“No, no I didn’t read your mind.” Luna slowly and calmly replied, her hands coming up in a placating manner. “Your face just showed your thoughts and the nargles suddenly multiplied when you stopped talking for just a moment.”
I huffed, but didn’t reply to that and turned to the stage to sit through the rest of the presenting…
It was all so inane and I zoned through the rest of it…
Though I did perk up and hear Longbottom’s name and dynamic being called out.
The Gryffindor was Omega.
After that, Headmaster Dumbledore had left his seat and was standing at the owl podium no doubt ready to give another speech like he had done in years previous. He cleared his throat to get the students' attention and raised his famous wand to his throat so he could project to all of us that were in the Great Hall.
“I thank you all, the brilliant minds of Hogwarts, for attending yet another presenting. Many of you have stepped into the world of dynamics and unlocked your true self. Do not be swayed by those who say you are less than you are. Each dynamic is special, is integral, and important for the society we’ve built. Just like the Houses, we may be different, but we all are in this together. Community, fellowship, and most importantly love, are our core truths. You all should hold onto these truths because they are the strongest thing we have to fight the darkness that lurks where the light does not shine. Hate, greed, and envy make themselves known, evil hiding in the shadows, but if we stick together then nothing will ever be able to destroy us.” Headmaster Dumbledore professed, his words filled with hidden meanings, but piercing those that heard them, and the students gathered here listened with rapt attention.
Not one student was eating.
Not one ghost was flying.
Only Headmaster Dumbledore’s words flitted to my ears and it reverberated deep within my charred heart.
“Why…” I softly whispered, confusion making itself known in my mind.
The Beta Ravenclaw gently grasped my hand, a knowing look in her pale-silver eyes, and I let the touch linger.
I was a Slytherin, a witch who was supposed to be aloof and cold, but I couldn’t rip my hand away like I would have done in the past.
I needed that touch at this moment in time to quell the uncertain emotions swirling within my person.
“We all have a part to play and we all will play it well.” Headmaster Dumbledore continued. “Continue with your studies, make friends, and enjoy your time here at Hogwarts, my dear students. Your destiny is what you make it. That will be all. Head off to your classes if you still have any today… May Godric, Salazar, Rowena, and Helga guide you down your fated path while you are here.”
After that sendoff, the chittering started back up once again and the mood shifted back to its original state.
“Oh!” Luna excitedly gasped, her head turning towards my person now. “We have Potions together, Hermione! I always knew you were in several of my classes, but you always kept to yourself… Now we can go together! Maybe you could get acquainted with Neville when we get there. We always sit together, but now you're the new addition!”
Before I could respond, Luna took her hand in mine, gently, and pulled me from the Ravenclaw table. Everyone was doing the same, the little dragon and the weasel still glared in my direction, but one piercing glare from me had them looking away.
I could feel the air start to change, the Beta Ravenclaw slightly stiffening as my anger at the two made itself known, her thumb rubbing soothing circles on the rough skin.
I thought this type of touch wouldn’t be in my future, but Luna knew exactly how to handle my leathery skin type and acted accordingly.
Not too gentle, but not too rough either…
“Your pheromones are leaking…” Luna whispered to me and I stopped my glaring.
“I…” I started to say, my nose scrunched up. “I didn’t know until you just told me. Will that happen often?” I asked, trying to calm myself as the others around me resumed what they were doing before I lost complete control of my new dynamic.
“It will, Hermione.” Luna answered as she led me through the throng of students trying to make their way out of the Great Hall. “You're an Alpha now and changes will be par for the course. Bouts of emotional distress will cause your pheromones to leak out and… other changes will make themselves known, but… I’m sure you know that already.” She added, throwing a small smile back at me before resuming walking again.
“I don’t know what you’re blabbering about, Luna.” I huffed, but thought back to the… hardness between my thighs.
The Beta Ravenclaw giggled at my answer, but I refused to admit what had happened because of that warm touch from Professor McGonagall.
Luna and I meandered through Hogwarts. We both took the winding stairs that always confused the first years. The stairs were solid stone like everything else, magically imbued by the founders who built the wizarding school, and went perpetually up. Students chartered as they were being shown around by their prefects, the paintings on the walls moved in different ways, and the torches on the wall lit the way.
The Beta Ravenclaw and I had almost made it to Potions, but a certain awkward, new Omega Gryffindor blocked our path.
“Neville!” Luna exclaimed, her smile widening at the sight of Longbottom. “I was just talking about you too, Hermione!”
Neville Longbottom looked worse for wear, but when he turned around, his eyes went wide at the sight of me. His frazzled, green eyes took on a large dosing of fear and he cowered in my presence. The Omega looked like he wanted to disappear as his stature shrunk in on itself.
I looked over at Luna who sadly smiled at Longbottom, but encouragingly squeezed my hand.
Do you want friends or not?
I wanted to curl up and read a good book or tome, but this will have to do, I suppose…
I sighed, let go of the Beta Ravenclaw’s hand, and stepped up to Longbottom.
“Alpha Hermione Jean Granger.” I stated, my hand stuck out in greeting.
Announcing oneself with the dynamic in front of their name was the polite thing to do once you had presented, were in a social setting, or were introducing yourself to someone new. Luna hadn’t done that with me because she undoubtedly didn’t care for such formalities.
I once remember her calling her own father Xeno in the past…
I had been minding my own business in the library, studying well beyond what students my age should be learning, but she was talking excitedly about The Quibbler and what was being talked about in said newspaper that week. Something about how they had stumbled upon some hippogriff eggs. An adventure to return them ensued and they earned the mother hippogriff's favor. How in Salazar's name you do that I had no idea. I found the whole conversation silly at the time, but her disregard for what was socially acceptable intrigued me…
“I- I… uh…” Longbottom stuttered, his brow forming some sweat, his green eyes darting from Luna to me.
“It’s okay, Neville.” Luna soothed as she walked towards him, letting some of her own Beta pheromones out to calm the anxiety-ridden Omega. “Hermione is a friend! She is quite lovely once you get to know her!” She said, a hand now on Longbottom’s back. “Besides, didn’t you say that Hermione. the brightest witch of her age, was so cool? You went on and on about how brilliant she was.” She teased.
Neville’s cheeks went bright red and a pitiful whining sound burst forth from him.
“Luna!” Longbottom squeaked, his shooting up to cover his face, embarrassment in the air.
“It’s fine.” Luna said back, waving away his worry and then turned back to me. “Isn’t it?”
Was it?
Longbottom wasn’t spouting slurs or shaming me for things I couldn’t control…
“I guess it is.” I said with a subtle nod Longbottom's way.
The Omega Gryffindor seemed to release a long sigh in relief and looked farther away from having a meltdown right in front of Professor Snape’s class. I didn’t think that would’ve been acceptable in any capacity and was thankful it didn’t happen. This was the Beta Ravenclaw’s friend and I wanted to try with another person.
I had been alone for the last five years and it was tiring.
I was turning over a new leaf…
Just slowly…
Slowly and delicately so as to not overexert my fragile existence.
“That’s- That’s good…” Longbottom whispered as he gently took my hand in his. “And you… you don’t have to worry yourself sick about me judging you. You are amazing and I- Well… I think a lot of the students here admire you… And even more so now that you're an Alpha, I think… You're practically famous in Hogwarts!”
I scoffed at that.
“Admire me?” I replied, releasing his hand and pointing at myself, my robes fluttering at the jerky movement. “Admire this? Are you daft?” I said, my eyes narrowing at the Omega. “And famous? Gellert Grindelwald, Albus Dumbledore, Alastor Moody, and even that arsehole Lockhart are famous.” I said with a shake of my head. “I’m just the Horror of Hogwarts.” I spat the nickname with concealed anger.
Neville gasped at my words and Luna looked dejected that I had felt that way.
“But- But!” Longbottom tried to say, but no more words came out and his shoulders sagged. “D-Do you regret coming here? I heard Beaxbaton and Drumstrang are always looking for talented students…”
“I know.” I shortly answered with a small rumble. “I had researched those schools once I had gotten my Hogwarts letter, even sent them a finely-tuned letter of my own to see if I was eligible, but they both rejected me. I had such a difficult time even entering this world, soaking in any information I could get my hands on, and they rejected me because I wasn’t worth the trouble… So no Longbottom, I’m positively sure no one in this soul-sucking school admires me.”
“People can surprise you, Hermione.” Luna butted in and my eyes snapped to her.
“Surprise me? I don’t think I need any more surprises in my life.” I responded, shaking my head.
“Hmmmmm… I think you can handle a couple more…” Luna cryptically said and I knew to not even pry because I wouldn't get any more information. “Being open to things can be hard, but I guarantee it will be worth it in the end.”
Would it be worth it?
Worth the trouble of being open?
Perhaps…
Perhaps I could try again…
Chapter 4: Chapter 4
Summary:
Hermione deal with many challenges that comes from her past and the new dynamic from the presenting...
Chapter Text
I roughly swallowed and felt my burn scars start to throb in pain.
Before I could respond to that in a fashion I knew was suitable for the mystifying Beta, the Potions classroom door flew open to reveal Professor Snape.
Severnia Snape was the Potions Professor and had a mastery in the subject. She had been vying for the Defense Against Dark Arts position for ages, but Headmaster Dumbledore seemed to want Professor Snape to teach Potions. It vexed her to no end, but she always acquiesced.
“You foolish sixth-years.” Professor Snape sneered. “Are you going to just loiter in front of my classroom door or are you going to grace us with your presence?”
“S-Sorry Professor!” Longbottom stuttered in a high-pitched voice.
“It was my fault, Professor Snape.” I said, speaking up.
Professor Snape’s void-like eyes snapped to mine and she seemed to soften those hard edges she was known for. We were close, closer than what a Professor and student should be, but she was the only one who I could rely on when I had first come to the lovely school. She was my Head of House and instantly took me under her wing when she saw how I was being treated by my classmates. She had told me she wasn’t the most popular witch when she had gone here when she was younger and felt compelled to help me in any way she could.
It was quite odd because I had only heard rumors about Professor Snape when I was a first-year, but she was nothing like what those rumors had described…
“Miss Granger…” Professor Snape drawled. “I see you have finally presented… An Alpha no less! Ha! Do you think you are larger than life now?”
I snorted at this and stood taller, my back ram-rod straight.
“Maybe we could duel and see who is better?” I shot back, a wry grin now plastered on my face. “Or I can brew any potion you desire, Professor.”
Professor Snape’s eye twitched at that rebuttal and challenge.
“Just get in the classroom!” Professor Snape hissed back. “Now! All of you!”
I internally chuckled at ruffling the Potion Professor's feathers and we all made our way into the potions classroom.
Luna, Longbottom, and I sat in close proximity to one another near the back of the said classroom. We watched as Professor Snape strode into the classroom with a purpose, black robe billowing in the wind, door still wide open, and looking just as angry as ever. The need to be devious crawled under my skin, the desire to see my Head of House even more out of sorts strong, but I held myself back…
…for now.
“I am Alpha Severnia Snape and since this is a new year… Salazar help me to retain a shred of sanity while teaching you chits… I will explain once again my expectations for this class.” Professor Snape snapped. “This is the Potions class you know, the one you have been coming to, but at the same time also different. There will be no foolish wand-waving or silly incantations in this class. You all know this or you should know this. I have no hope for some of you. As such, I don’t expect many of you to appreciate the subtly and exact art of potion-making. However, for those select few…” She said, her eyes drifting to where I was sitting, her hands closing her cloak. “...who possesses the predisposition…” She said and I could feel Malfoy’s anger at being overlooked by the Alpha Slytherin Professor. “... I can and will teach you many advanced techniques that will build upon the fundamentals you have already learned.”
“But- I’m the best! The horror is just a stupid mud-blood who gets lucky!” Draco sneered as his anger was unleashed, his outrage exploding in a moronic way that was sure to get him in trouble.
“Mr. Malfoy…” Professor Snape responded, her voice colder than Antarctica “...The boy who acts above his station.”
“Boy? Above my station?!” Draco yelled, the students in class eyes widening at his tone. “I am a pure-blood! A Malfoy! My Mother is a Black and our two families are a part of the Sacred Twenty-Eight! How dare you say such dim-witted things!”
With those words from the soon-to-be dead little dragon, you could hear a quill drop…
The Alpha Slytherin Professor irritatedly sighed as if this was the worst situation he could imagine being in.
“Your Mother, Narcissa Black Malfoy, was one of the best… Besides me, of course. She also has a Mastery in Potions just like I and yet her progeny is so… untalented.” Professor Snape replied, calm and collected as ever, but her eyes bore venom that could turn witches and wizards alike to stone. “You may think yourself as important, that your lineage and family gives you the right to do and say whatever you desire, but… It. Does. Not.”
“I am still better than that- that thing!” Draco hissed back, not backing down even though his better was on the other end of this confrontation.
Gaia, Malfoy keeps talking…
“Are you, Mr. Malfoy?” Professor Snape asked, her lips turning into a sly smirk that reminded me of the cat who caught the canary. “Tell me, what potion would I brew if I added: Ashwinder eggs, Murtlap tentacles, Occamy eggshells, Horseradish, Squill bulbs, Tincture of thyme, and Rue?”
“I… I don’t know…” Draco answered, his teeth clearly gritted, his pheromones leaking from his person because of the situation.
No talent and no control…
Pity.
But I can’t quite tell what his dynamic is because of all the new scents…
“How about if I added: Powdered asphodel root, Wormwood infusion, Valerian root, a Sopophorous bean, and Sloth brain? What would that make, Mr. Malfoy?” Professor Snape posed, one eyebrow lifted and waiting for an answer from the unprepared Malfoy heir.
This time the Beta Ravenclaw raised her hand, a gleeful expression on her face, and the Omega Gryffindor sank lower in his seat at the attention she was drawing.
Everyone looked at Luna like she was mad, but she genuinely seemed excited to answer Professor Snape’s question.
I didn’t care though.
I was used to the attention.
“I don’t know!” Draco spat back, his pheromones leaking even more at the continued distress, my nose scrunching up in disgust.
Beta, perhaps?
Or perhaps I just dislike him in general…
“Pity.” Professor Snape huffed, clear disdain in her eyes as he stared at Malfoy. “Clearly your blood status isn’t everything… Loathe as I am to do this, Ten points deducted from House Slytherin. And get those blasted pheromones under control, boy. I can already feel the young Alpha’s in here shifting uncomfortably.”
Young inexperienced Alpha’s…
The twit doesn’t affect me at all…
“That was… intense…” Longbottom whispered as he leaned over so no one would hear him.
I nodded in agreement, but when was Professor Snape not intense?
“Now, if that will be all?” Professor Snape cooly said in Malfoy’s direction. “I would like to get on with this class so I can start imbuing you all with the knowledge you will need to pass this class…” She continued, tapering off, her eyes now looking at Luna. “...Miss Lovegood. You have continually had your hand up while I was disciplining Mr. Malfoy, so I assume you know the answer to those two questions?”
The Beta Ravenclaw perked up at this.
“I do!” Luna exclaimed with a wide smile. “The ingredients for the first potion will make Liquid Luck and the ingredients for the second potion will make Draught of Living Death!”
“That is… correct.” Professor Snape drawled, not surprised at all that Luna had answered correctly. “A Ravenclaw will always be a Ravenclaw, I suppose. Ten points to Ravenclaw for Miss Lovegood’s correct answers.”
The Ravenclaws in the room clapped and I patted Luna’s knee in acknowledgement for the well-deserved points.
The Alpha Slytherin Professor was about to open her mouth to no doubt unload more information on us, but the magical chime that signaled the end of classes rang and everyone started to get out of their seats to head for the door.
“Just because the chime rings does not mean I have dismissed you from class!” Professor Snaped snapped sharply and everyone froze. “Do. I. Make. Myself. Clear?”
All of the students in the class nodded their heads at a stern-looking Professor Snape and she huffed at them, waving her hand for them to vacate the class now. I had remained in my seat, as well as Luna and the Omega Gryffindor, so I assumed the reminder wasn’t directed at us.
But now that the Alpha Slytherin Professor has given us permission…
...I slowly rose from my seat, head held high - what was left of my coppery curls bouncing in the wind - and strolled to the door so I could get to my next class in time.
This was a large school and students were late on a number of occasions because they easily get led astray.
Especially overachieving first-years.
The Beta Ravenclaw and Longbottom were right behind me, making sure to keep in line with my limped stride, and I appreciated the consideration.
“Are we going to History of Magic now?” Luna asked, the sound of shoes clicking on the stone apparent in the vast space of the hall adjacent to the Potions classroom.
“It should be our last class of the day because of the presenting ceremony right?” Longbottom added, his breathing labored, but his form was still beside us.
“We are and it is.” I confirmed as we rounded the corner, just a few steps away from Professor Binn’s class now.
“I don’t know why we’re still taking this class… Godric, we’re sixth years now!” Longbottom whined.
“That is because if the wizarding world doesn’t learn from our history, then we will be doomed to repeat it.” I replied a little more coolly than I intended, but his words were daft.
“The wrackspurts said you stole that.” Luna said, giggling.
“I didn’t steal it… I just borrowed it from the good Mr. Churchill.” I tutted, rolling my eyes. “I’m sure he won’t mind.”
“Why won’t he mind?” Longbottom asked, none the wiser to what we were talking about.
“Because he’s long dead, Longbottom.” I answered, scoffing at the Omega. “It seems Hogwarts needs a Muggle History class. The wizarding world could learn many things from our history.”
“Muggle History class?” Luna repeated, her voice flitting like she was in thought. “That might not be a bad idea, you know? Maybe you can talk to Headmaster Dumbledore about it. The two of you are fairly close right?”
We were fairly close…
Professor Snape might’ve taken me under her wing, but Headmaster Dumbledore had gifted me the opportunity to be at this school. He told me that he had personally sent me my letter because he knew I had potential. He said he knew what it was like to lose someone close to him. He told me of his sister, confided in me that her death left a hole in heart, and that he didn’t want a girl like me to go through life alone. He wasn’t a moron and knew what would’ve happened to me if I didn’t attend Hogwarts. The Muggle world wasn’t kind to orphans so he begged me to accept and I did so without much thought. I was one to overanalyze any situation, but his plea won over my charred heart. He checked in on me regularly and treated me like family. He tried to minimize the bullying, comforted me in private like a grandfather would his granddaughter, and was one of the most genuine people I had ever met at the time. It was very harrowing at first, letting anyone in because of my parents' deaths, but the old wizard was persistent…
“We… are.” I answered and left it at that as we continued to walk the distance to Professor Binns class.
“You’re… close with the Headmaster?” Longbottom asked, his Omega pheromones making it known that this question was asked in apprehension.
I breathed in and out to steady myself before answering.
“He’s… like a grandfather to me, Longbottom.” I answered, my eyes flicking to the door that was the History of Magic classroom.
“But… the b-bullying?” Longbottom stuttered.
“The bullying… was inevitable. I know how I look, I know what I am, and his interference would’ve added petrol to the fire that had started with my coming to Hogwarts. I asked him to not do anything to avoid that scenario entirely and endured the bullying.” I replied, my voice even, but my Slytherin tendencies made me want to hex those who had ever wronged me.
I had even looked into blood magic, but…
Well, my magic core wasn’t sufficient because of its state, so I put those ideas aside…
“Pet-rol?” Luna repeated, her tone making her confusion at the foreign words clear. “Is that where you try to pet a rollie pollie?”
I chuckled a bit at Luna’s guess and stopped in front of Professor Binns' class.
“Why not?” I replied and then opened the door so we could all go in.
I didn’t want to be caught by Professor Binns too.
“Welcome! Welcome!” Professor Binns said, her ghostly eyes trailing us as we found our seats. “I was formerly Beta Professor Binns. We are missing a few students, but no matter. In today's lesson, we will cover a truly thrilling event. The Witch Trials of 1692…”
The ghostly Beta Professor started on this specific topic, but my eyes swiveled around the classroom. It wasn’t as dark and brooding as the Alpha Slytherin Professors. It had windows that actually let in light and didn’t feel like a dungeon. It also smelt of parchment and ink whereas Professor Snape’s classroom chamber smelt of pungent ingredients she often used in the potions brewed.
“...And what did the Muggles do?” Luna asked, her voice and question drawing me back into the lesson.
“The Muggles hunted witches and wizards alike in the New World. The Salem Witch trials were a very traumatic event for the wizarding world. Many Muggles who were either religious or thought of magic as evil sought out those who had magical capabilities and held a trial for them. I say trials my dear students, but it was nothing of the sort. The Wizengamot holds trials for those they deem to have broken the law, but these Muggles declared witches and wizards guilty without real proof of any wrongdoing. Or they used antiquated and misguided measures for detecting who was a witch. Witches and wizards, but mostly witches because Muggle men had the power, were burned at the stake in alarming amounts. We had to go into hiding, something we hadn't done in ages, and still feel the effects of that horrendous event till this day.”
“Is that why Gellert Grindelwald did what he did?” A classmate asked.
“In part, Grindelwald may have done what he did because of these trials, but he and his acolytes also held the belief that those who held magic within themselves were better than Muggles. He wanted to rule over them, build a hierarchy so Muggles were put in their place, and bring magic to the forefront. We can only hope that these sentiments are washed away with history…” Professor Binns answered, but his ghostly eyes told a story that he didn’t believe that would be possible.
History repeats itself if we don’t learn from it…
With those words, I could see a few students who had pure blood in their veins look uncomfortable. I reveled in their current states because the views they held were nonsensical.
Their family and their forefathers held the belief that they were pure because of their family line, but where did that line come from?
Did they descend from the likes of Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, or Circe?
The gods themselves?
What made them so pure?!
If it was none of those options, then the pure-blood nonsense they so desperately clung to was nothing but nonsensical hierarchical and patriarchal shite.
Family magic made pure-bloods stand out from half-bloods and muggleborns - many citing this as the reason why pure-bloods are at the top of the food chain in the wizarding world - but who's to say we can’t learn that magic?
Has anyone tried?
“Calm down, Hermione.” Luna whispered, her calming presence behind me. “You're leaking Alpha pheromones again.”
“Salazar's snakes…” I cursed, shaking my head and taking a deep breath so I could calm myself.
The Omega’s - and some Beta’s - in the classroom wearily looked my way, but I was calming down from my bout of anger so they all turned back to what the ghostly Beta Professor was saying for which I was thankful. Usually this only happened a week or so after the day of presenting, new dynamics still figuring themselves out, but I didn’t want to make them uncomfortable. I didn’t want to be like the haughty and self-righteous Alpha’s who thought themselves better than the other dynamics. This too was nonsense and I would have no part in the stone-age ideologies those types still held.
The chime once again sounded, signaling the end of the class, and I let out the air I was holding.
“That seems to be the end for today.” Professor Binns said. “I would advise you all to read a few passages of, ‘The Scars of Salem: essays of the Witch trials of 1692.’ You will have to write your own essay on the topic and having extra information at your disposal will only help your overall final grade for the assignment.”
With that, the three of us got up so we could leave the class. It was the last class of the day because of the presenting and I was delighted that the day was finally over. I had been so frazzled about what dynamic I would get, the bullying from the two morons, and the sinister feeling I felt from Professor Quirrell…
The older wizard was our D.A.D.A. Professor, but he had grown even more abnormal and mad than usual…
Speaking of the Professor…
The twitchy Professor was down the hall, mumbling to himself, as our group filed out of the class and our eyes met. His eyes that were usually a dull green flashed a brighter green that seemed to swirl with malicious intent.
Merlin, what-?
As soon as that transpired, my burn scars began to throb, my head started to pound, and I stopped in my tracks in the middle of the hall because of the pain. Fellow students and classmates were looking on at me like I had a second head, but I couldn’t think about them right now.
I glared at Professor Quirrell and he shortly scurried off after, but the agonizing pain still coursed through me and my robes, currently unhelpful.
“Hermione?” Luna said, concern radiating from her voice. “Are you all right?”
“No.” I snarled, the urge to rip someone's throat out in the forefront of my mind. “B-But I will be…”
“Was that, Professor Quirrell?” Longbottom asked, the Omega pheromones pumping out of him instinctually because I was in distress, and that was helpful.
“It was…” I answered through labored breaths, the pain slowly receding. “He’s even more of an oddball this year than he was the previous years.”
“I did notice more nargles swimming around him and they looked positively sinuous…” Luna added, a worried look on her face that had me on edge.
“Wonderful…” I rumbled, huffing through my nose.
Luna never seemed to be distressed about much so her being this way was something to take into account.
“Shouldn’t we all be heading to our respective common rooms?” Longbottom asked. “The last time I was late I got detention for a whole week…”
“You’re right. We should get going.” I replied and then turned to the two. “I don’t say this often, and don’t expect it, but thank you two for being by my side. I don't do… friends, but I will put up with you two.”
The Beta Ravenclaw beamed at my person and the Omega Gryffindor looked positively gobsmacked.
“I knew we would be friends!” Lune replied, clapping softly in excitement.
“I- I… S-Sounds good!” Longbottom stuttered out.
“With that, I bid you both a good day.” I said, inclining my head, and started the journey to the Slytherin common room.
Why was the “Brightest Witch of her Age” not going to the prefects rooms?
Because I turned down the role when Professor Snape offered it to me.
I knew what the role entailed.
How could someone like me greet new students?
How could I be the face of House Slytherin?
It was foolish of me to even think that I could, so I politely declined.
“Stick to the shadows, Hermione…” I mumbled, as I limped up the marble staircase and to my destination. “Just like always…”
When I got to the Slytherin common room, I stood in front of the door that was guarded by a snake. The animated snake was the guardian of the entrance and would only uncoil when the right password was spoken. The password changed every fortnight and the password was…
“Pure-blood.” I deeply intoned with a slight growl, grimacing at the word.
The carved serpent stirred at once, its emerald eyes glinting as its stone coils slowly loosened. With a soft grinding sound of ancient mechanisms and magic working together, the door slid aside and admitted me into the Slytherin common room.
Would be wondrously beautiful if it wasn’t built upon supremacy, discrimination, and systemic bigotry…
The chamber opened before me in a long, low-ceilinged expanse of dark green stone, its walls curved in the fashion of a subterranean hall. Lamps suspended in wrought-iron brackets burned with a steady, greenish light that reflected off polished black tables and deep leather armchairs clustered around the hearth. Banners bearing the silver serpent of House Slytherin hung between the tall windows, their fabric faintly stirring in the cool underground air. Those windows were the room’s most unusual feature: thick panes of enchanted glass set into the stone, looking directly out into the shadowy depths of the Black Lake, where dim waterlight rippled across the ceiling like shifting green silk. The effect gave the entire room a hushed, aquatic gloom, as though we studied and lived at the bottom of the lake itself…
It was a setting that suited the reputation of the house founded by Salazar Slytherin rather perfectly.
It was cold, unfeeling, but that was exactly what Slytherins enjoyed.
I just wanted to head to my bed and decompress, but I was stopped.
And who was it…
It was none other than Pansy Parkinson and Millicent Bulstrode.
My eyes roamed over my fellow Housemates and I couldn't help but appreciate their style even though they both were complete shites. The predominant black wardrobe Pansy always sported matched my own garments, but her shirt was slightly open this evening, her tie loosely hanging around her neck, and it took everything in me to not blush. Milicent was more masculine in her attire, her sleeves rolled up to show her larger arms which sent a twinge within me.
They both narrowed their eyes at my limping form, but I didn’t flinch under their gazes.
I tiredly sighed.
Today of all Merlin-be-damned days…
“And what would the both you… like from me?” I rumbled, my spine straightening as the question flowed from my lips.
“I still don’t know how a muddy shite like you is a Slytherin.” Pansy spat.
“Pansy… We talked about this…” Millicent harshly whispered to an upset Pansy.
Morgana, how were the three of us ever together…
“You weren’t spouting such vileness when we were…” I started to say and Pansy quickly moved in front of me, gently covering my mouth.
“Will you shut up?” Pansy hissed while Millicent strolled up to us.
“Maybe we should go somewhere else to… talk.” Millicent offered, her eyes searching if anyone was watching us.
I sighed again.
Louder this time.
I roughly took Pany’s hand off my mouth and glared at the now Alpha.
I could scent them when I titled my nose to the air, Alpha and Omega, two who also just gained their dynamics.
Pansy the Alpha.
Millicent the Omega.
“I don’t have the energy for this tonight.” I snarled, baring my now sharp teeth at the pair. “I’m tired and I hurt. You both are the ones that made a mess of this. Not me. Now if you would excuse me…” I finished while walking away and not bothering to look back as Pansy yelled at me.
I needed sleep.
And I wouldn’t lower myself to those who didn’t respect me.
But…
There were holes in my heart, two to be exact, and I longed for something that smelled of…
…Parchment?
Lavender…
And something more specific in nature, but my Alpha hindbrain couldn’t quite grasp it.
In my research on dynamics, I had read that the hindbrain was the most primitive stratum of our dynamic. It was a vestigial but potent layer of instinct that existed alongside ordinary thought rather than beneath it. It was not a separate consciousness, as some sensational books liked to imply, but neither was it merely emotion. The hindbrain was closer to a biological imperative given voice. An Alpha’s hindbrain governed territoriality, protective drive, and the instinctive calibration of dominance and restraint in the presence of others, particularly Betas and Omegas. When it stirred, it did so with the immediacy of an animal’s reflex - quick to bristle, quicker still to guard - yet it remained inseparable from the mind that housed it. One did not battle one’s hindbrain - one integrated it and moderated it - and, ideally, educated it through reason and experience. In essence, it was the ancient, evolutionary echo of what a dynamic once needed to survive, persisting inconveniently within the thoroughly civilized architecture of modern society of both Muggle and magical human beings.
Nevertheless, I could feel that throb once again as my mind lingered on incorporeal scents and I would have to just take care of myself tonight.
“An Alpha…” I whispered. “Who would’ve thought?”
Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Summary:
Hermione confronts Professor McGonagall and things progress...
Chapter Text
It was a new day.
A new dawn.
But I was still the same Hermione I was yesterday.
In the deepest, most fragile corner of my blackened and broken heart, I had always clung to the impossible hope that the horror of that night had been nothing more than a nightmare I had somehow fallen into. Perhaps, a cruel dream sent by the Fates I simply hadn’t yet woken from. Sometimes, in quiet moments, I would imagine opening my eyes to the warm smell of tea in our kitchen, to Father absently humming over the morning paper, to Mother brushing flour from her hands as she smiled at me. I wanted - desperately and achingly - for them to still be alive.
Losing them hadn’t simply left an absence…
…it had hollowed something out of the very center of me.
Father was attentive and caring.
Mother was loving and nurturing.
Mother may have not been of my blood, but she loved me like I was. She never made me feel less than in the time we got to spend together before she crossed the veil with Father.
It was more than I could say of my mother by blood because she abandoned Father and I. Father said she was magnificent, but mysterious. She roped him in, charmed him, and he fell in love. He said it happened quickly, but she was gone just as quick. He did mention that she was magical just like my step-mother was, and that it was a shock to his Muggle mind at the time, but he never mentioned her last name. Father never mentioned his last name either, his preference for his married last name apparent, saying he was disowned by his family. He explained that it was too painful for him to talk about - and I remember seeing that pained glint in his chocolate eyes that mirrored my own - but he was happy to have taken my step-mothers last name. He said their love fueled him to make peace with his past and that was all that mattered to him at the time.
Sometimes…
Sometimes I wish I was with them…
“I hope they're still happy across the veil…” I muttered as I stalked Hogwarts halls early this morning.
Today started with Transfiguration and I decided to limp to class alone. The memories that had returned when I slept had soured my mood. My burn scars hurt because of them, the robes and clothing not helping as much as it would any other day, and I didn’t want to subject my new…
…friends to this version of me.
“At least I’ll get to see Professor McGonagall…” I whispered, my charred heart beating faster at the name.
Professor McGonagall’s absence yesterday was odd and I didn’t know why I longed to see those emerald-green eyes of hers. I didn’t know why I couldn’t stop my heart from beating faster because I was just thinking about the older witch. It was a conundrum that also plagued me and I had no answers for any of the questions I asked in my mind.
Do I…
Do I have a crush?
I couldn’t…
I…
So lost in my thoughts, I didn’t notice that Luna and Longbottom had found me. The Beta Ravenclaw gently tapped me on my shoulder to get my attention and I spun around to face whoever was trying to bother me.
I was lowly growling, nerves on end because of the night I had and caught the two by surprise.
Both of their eyes widened at my current state and backed up a little to give my person space.
We were… friends, but they still didn’t know me well.
“Luna… Longbottom…” I drawled, my inner Professor Snape coming forth, as I wrap my robes around myself. “I advise you to not sneak up on me like that again. I’m not having the best of days… Nor night… and I’m going to be on edge…”
“Memories?” Luna guessed, her power of perception once again hitting the mark.
“That and some…” I shortly replied.
“We should probably get to class… Professor McGonagall will make a bloody example out of us if we are.” Longbottom suggested.
The Omega Gryffindor’s pheromones had started to pour out from his person because of my state, Alphas in the classroom momentarily turned their heads to the scented commotion, but Luna had rested her hand on his back and comforted him until he had calmed down. The Beta Ravenclaw had let out some of her own Beta pheromones, which also helped me a great deal at the moment, and I let out a long, suffering sigh.
I felt remorseful for causing the Omega to be tense and full of anxiety, but I couldn’t reverse time - at least at the moment - and all I had to do was put my best foot forward.
“I suppose you’re right, Longbottom…” I said, apprehension in my voice.
Seeing Professor McGonagall felt like a need, but my Alpha hindbrain was telling me that I had done something wrong. She quickly left the stage and I hadn’t seen her since, so I had been overthinking.
Overthinking led to assumptions.
Assumptions led to anxiety.
And anxiety led to unending dread based on all of the above.
Thank Merlin for calming potions…
Those I had swiped from the Alpha Slytherin Professor’s classroom and had come in handy late last night.
I looked like death, felt like death, but I had at least gotten a smidgen of sleep because of my sly resourcefulness.
Maybe it does pay to be Slytherin…
With one last look back at Luna and Longbottom, I purposefully strode towards the older witch’s classroom door, wrapped my fingers around the cool metal handle, and opened it. The class was mostly filled, torches lit to give the classroom a warm glow, and a one tabby cat sat on the desk that was Professor McGonagall's.
I was no fool and neither were my…
…friends.
The three of us had been at Hogwarts long enough to know who the cat really was, but kept silent for those who were daft enough to believe the illusion.
Crabbe and Goyle would certainly still be none the wiser…
“Where is the Professor?” One idiot Hufflepuff classmate asked, looking around as if he was a deer in headlights.
Salazar, I guess there are still morons in sixth-year…
I didn’t bother to point it out and just shook my head in disappointment.
As the three of us took our seats, the cat, in one smooth movement, leaped off the desk and turned into Professor McGonagall. The transformation looked effortless - had a red, green, white, and gold sheen to it that felt like her warmth - and was a sight to behold. I was taken back when she stood there in all her grace, her robes accentuating everything that was the Transfiguration Professor, and inhaled to catch her scent.
But…
When the scent or scents hit my nose…
My eyes widened and snapped to the older witch’s emerald-green ones.
Professor McGonagall was already looking at me, her eyes shining with something I didn’t understand, but looked away when the moment was held in suspended space for too long.
I didn’t understand what this meant…
I didn’t understand why I was so addicted to the older witch’s scent…
I didn’t understand why Professor McGonagall made me feel things I have never felt before…
“I- I would like to welcome you all to another year at Hogwarts and another year in my class.” Professor McGonagall said, slightly stumbling at the beginning of her introduction, my eyes following her every movement like a snake who was watching its prey. “As you know, I am Omega Professor Minerva McGonagall, Master of Transfiguration, and we will be learning the sixth year curriculum. What you just saw was human transfiguration and that will be on the docket for this year.” She stated, her legs carrying her over to her desk. “We will be learning a great many things and I am delighted to teach you talented witches and wizards in the making. But… I do not tolerate much in this class. You have seen, in years past, the consequences of breaking my rules. Lost house points. Detentions in varying degrees. And finally suspension or even expulsion based on the severity of what you have done. I know you all, have faith this will be a wonderful year, and hope that there will not be even one student who fails this class.”
The Omega Gryffindor had his hand raised and I wondered what question he had already.
“Will- Will there be any consequences for… accidents?” Longbottom asked, his voice quivering.
The students all around us chuckled, laughed, and giggled - my hands coming to silently drag down my face at the question - and the older Omega raised an eyebrow in his direction.
“Accidents… will not be a punishable offence, Mr. Longbottom, but I advise you to listen to what I have to say and study the materials so accidents do not happen.” Professor McGonagall answered, her glasses now making an appearance on her face as she levitated a book in front of her. “Do I make myself clear, young man?”
Longbottom profusely nodded his head at Professor McGonagall, which seemed to ease her worries about possible explosions happening in her class.
“Now then… Open your ‘A Guide to Advanced Transfiguration’ book to page three…” Professor McGonagall said, but I was having a hard time listening when my own body didn’t want to cooperate with me.
After that, the class went…
Well…
I still slogged through the Merlin-be-damned book while the older Omega was teaching and gritted my teeth every time those alluring scents wafted to my nose. It was most distracting and, for the first time since coming here, my studies were not at all what I focused on.
And when the chime signaled that the class was now over…
I stayed, my butt rooted to my desk chair, waiting for Professor McGonagall to speak.
I told the Beta Ravenclaw and Longbottom to go without me, but they lingered for a moment.
I looked to the older Omega who was entirely ignoring us, me, and said I needed to talk with Professor McGonagall.
“All right…” Luna replied, her pale-silver eyes darting to the older Omega and then back to my person. “We’ll be at Herbology.”
“We’ll uh… cover for you if you’re late!” Longbottom whispered, the sentiment very not Gryffindor like, but it made me smirk at him.
And with those parting words the two left for the next class.
Professor McGonagall was sitting at her desk, eyes boring into assignments students had done, and she still hadn’t looked up. The heat radiating from within me burned brighter, my Alpha hindbrain demanded attention, and I was privy to the moment when her cheeks turned a bright shade of red. I was sure my pheromones were leaking, calling to her, and I did nothing to stop it.
“What- What did you want to discuss, Miss Granger?” Professor McGonagall asked, her eyes still glued to the parchment in front of her, her glasses having slightly fallen to the tip of her nose.
I slowly stood from where I was sitting and limped over to where the older Omega was sitting. Each step felt like I was getting closer to my prize, the heat in my chest expanding with every breath I took, and the warmth of Professor McGonagall's magic surrounded me whether she intended to do that or not.
When I stopped, my body was now standing just centimeters away from the older Omega and I huffed at her words.
She knows…
She has to know…
Gaia, doesn’t she feel this all-encompassing, enigmatic pull?
“You know exactly why I’m here, Professor.” I growled, not caring about who was who at this moment. “Don’t be obtuse. I’m here for answers. I know you feel what I feel. I didn’t know who I smelt when I had presented, but I now know it's you…”
Professor McGonagall's enticing emerald-green eyes snapped to mine, the assignments forgotten as they slipped from her fingers and the quill THUNKED down onto the desk below, and I reveled in the intensity of her eyes.
“I…” Professor McGonagall said, her throat bobbing as if the words were stuck. “I do not know how to tell you this… I think- I think it would be best if we discussed this later. This topic… It will be in-depth and… intimate.” She said with a slight grimace.
“Intimate?” I repeated, my own eyebrow going into my halved hairline.
“Aye…” Professor McGonagall confirmed. “You are a smart lass, Miss Granger, but sometimes one needs to learn things in-person and not from a book. This is one of those times, so I suggest you hurry on to your next class. You can come to my quarters after nightfall and I promise you you will get the answers you seek. Tha mo fhacail agad, a ghràidh.”
(You have my word, dear.)
With those words, I settled my Alpha hindbrain who had been raging since I had stepped into this classroom. The older Omega was no longer avoiding me, but willing to discuss what this was and that was enough for me.
“Tha mi a' freagairt gu bheil mi a' dol a chì thu an uairsin, Phròf Dòmhnall McGonagall...” I shot back, a confidant smirk plastered on my face
(I guess I will see you then, Professor McGonagall…)
Chapter 6: Chapter 6
Summary:
The fated meeting between Hermione and Minerva comes to a head... Hermione learns of something that's life-changing and the two discuss the implications...
Chapter Text
The moon had taken the sun's place.
Classes had ended.
And it was time for me to head to Professor McGonagall's private chambers.
Right now, the air was chilly in Hogwarts halls, the stone cool to the touch, and the torches had dimmed from their original brightness. Headmaster Dumbledore tried to keep the castle temperature controlled with weather-modifying charms, but he said he liked to have a ‘natural feel’ in the castle once in a while.
I replied that he was a sentimental old fool and that he would make himself sick since we were in the Scottish Highlands.
It was generally cool and damp here, but at least it wasn’t in a constant state of rainfall like the Britain.
The old fool replied back that warming charms were his way of life and he would be fine.
We were both stubborn gits.
Sev is also stubborn…
I’ve surrounded myself with like-minded people…
I had walked to the older Omega’s office, trying my very best to avoid the caretakers and prefects who patrolled Hogwarts grounds every night, and found myself on the first floor of this old wizarding school. I had never been on the first floor, not ever needing to be this far up before now, but this was necessary so we could both finally clear the air. I didn’t necessarily know where the professor laid her head at night, but I did know where her office was so that was why I found myself here and in front of her door.
I was nervous.
Merlin, I was quite really nervous.
I felt like an anxious school girl.
I wrung my hands together, the pain from the action grounding me, and my breathing slightly picked up.
“What I would kill to have some Gryffindor courage at the moment… Would it be sacrilegious to say their oath?” I mumbled, the words coming from my traitorous mind, but never something I would admit to anyone.
Lest I would have to kill them…
When I stopped wringing my hands and feeling nauseous, I slowly brought my left hand up to the surface of the wooden door and planted my knuckles on its exterior. I took a deep breath and wrapped on the door distinctly three times to show that this wasn’t some fellow professor showing up in the middle of the night. I didn’t know if she had trysts after the sun had gone low, but I wanted to make sure she knew it was me.
I growled to myself at the superfluous thought.
Salazar’s snakes…
What in the world was that?
Moronic Alpha hindbrain…
I shook my head and waited for the door to open.
It didn’t take a considerable amount of time.
The door slowly opened…
…and Professor McGonagall was standing there, but…
The the older witch looked…
Different.
I ignored the tantalizing red robes the older Omega was wearing, ignored the skin that was showing, even ignored the scents wafting to my nose, and focused more on that she looked younger.
Considerably younger.
“Professor?” I asked, confused.
My mind couldn't process that Professor McGonagall looked like she was forty instead of seventy. She was beautiful in all respects, but now she looked like a Muggle CEO who put all their money into keeping themselves young.
Except…
Except the the older Omega standing before me didn’t look unnatural.
Professor McGonagall looked like she had rewound time.
I couldn’t stop staring and I must’ve been drooling somewhat.
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
I blinked and then made the mistake of finally breathing in, which had those enticing scents tickle my nose.
“Aye, Come inside, Miss Granger.” Professor McGonagall said with a sigh. “We have a many things to talk about.” She finished, not waiting for me to come inside, but turning around to walk in the other direction, her robe fluttering behind her.
I assumed that the older Omega wanted me to follow her inside so I indeed did.
When I walked into Professor McGonagall’s office, I wondered how we were going to get to her chambers from here, but my curiosity was instantly sated when a hidden door was revealed. It surprised me, but it shouldn’t have because this was her and she was one of the most powerful witches in Europe.
“Beautifully done, Professor.” I said somewhat breathlessly as I watched the bookcase seamlessly turn into a door.
It really was a beautiful piece of magic, done with a wave of the older Omega’s hand, and showed how proficient she was with Transfiguration.
It was also wandless magic.
“Thank you very much, Hermione.” Professor McGonagall replied, her head looking back at me, her mouth turning upward into a shy smile. “My private chamber is sufficiently warded so no one will be able to interrupt us.”
I nodded my head at Professor McGonagall’s words and I limped through the door after she went in.
Professor McGonagall's private chamber was warm just like her. The walls were covered in paintings that depicted various things, but I assumed the ones that featured people were her family. Red and gold were the dominant colours while silver and black were the accent colours. She had Gryffindor memorabilia from when they had won the Quidditch Cup over her long tenure as the Transfiguration Professor, which made me chuckle. Comfortable furniture was spruced throughout the private chamber, but no less intricate. The wood furniture looked ornate, but still functional. Intricate patterns flowed with the woods grain and I was impressed with whoever had done the work. My eyes moved onto the bed, which was large, and had a lace canopy overhead. It looked to be the most comfortable bed I had ever seen and I cursed Professor Snape for not giving me one.
“Wow…” I daftly blurted as I took it all in.
The older Omega turned to me, her emerald-green eyes filled with anxiety, but I could tell she was trying.
“This… This is my nest. It is where I find the most comfort.” Professor McGonagall said, thumbs twiddling in front of her. “Would you like some tea? You can sit in the armchair while you wait…”
“That sounds wonderful, Professor. Thank you.” I replied, my voice unnaturally husky.
“I will do so then.” Professor McGonagall replied as she scurried off to the kitchen.
The inside is surely bigger than the dimensions of this space.
It was fascinating.
With Professor McGonagall making tea for the both of us, I took her offer and sat in the armchair that was near the sofa. It was comfortable on my skin and not at all painful which was new. Usually, these types of furniture chaffed my burn scars and were painful to sit in, but all I felt was warmth.
Being here…
With the older Omega in her nest…
It felt…
It felt right.
The sound of the teapot whistle sounded and Professor McGonagall came back with two cups in her hand. I was impressed that the tea finished that fast, but I had probably dozed some since I was so comfortable in this armchair.
“Thank you, Professor.” I said as the older Omega handed me my cup and primly sat down on the sofa opposite of me.
“You are very welcome, Hermione.” Professor McGonagall warmly replied, her eyes taking in my every atom. “And for this conversation you can call me Minerva.”
“Minerva…” I repeated, tasting the name on my lips. “I very much like the name and am honoured to call you it.” I added with a genuine smile.
I didn’t smile a lot, but the Minerva seemed to bring it out of me.
“Aye. I am glad you like it. Truly.” Minerva replied, but then sighed. “What questions would you like to ask? I have promised to answer them and I will.”
“What’s happening?” I asked without hesitation as I sat up straight. “I’ve researched some, but I haven’t gotten very far… Perhaps mentions of the feelings I’m experiencing, but not any farther. What's happening to me or… us?” I asked again, my tongue darting out to taste the lingering tea on my lips.
The older Omega nodded in understanding and, before answering, took a sip of her own tea.
“Have you ever smelled Amortentia?” Minerva asked while setting her tea down on the table in front of us.
“No…” I answered with a shake of my head. “Sev- Professor Snape said it was a useless potion so I haven’t gotten the pleasure. I was intrigued some, but I never had hope for a partner so I left that particular potion alone.”
“Then this will be a surprise to you, Hermione, as it was a surprise to me…” Minerva said as her Omega pheromones leaked out and drove me wild. She noticed this and controlled herself, but I was all ready on edge. “We are… mates. Soulmates to be precise. One usually notices only a scent or two from others, but when you notice more than two that is an indicator that you have found a match.”
At Minerva’s words, my eyes widened and I was stunned speechless. My Slytherin tendencies flew out the window and I fumbled to reply to what she had just said. My mouth was like a flopping fish that fumbled on a peer, but no words came out. The beat of my heart painfully thumped against my chest and I had droplets of sweat running down my back. I didn’t know if this was because of the revelation or because of the Omega pheromones she was producing that made my mind a mess.
“Mate?” I lowly whined like a small puppy, my Alpha hindbrain responding to words with a husky rumble that came from my stomach. “You’re- You're my soulmate?”
Mate.
Mate…
Soulmate…
“You may not have encountered Amortentia, but I have Hermione. It was only once, but…” Minerva said with a nod of her head, her red robe rustling as she crossed one shapely leg over the other. My eyes were drawn to them, to her exposed breasts, to her toned arms, and to her gorgeous face. It was all so much and so hard to focus on what we were discussing. “When I smelled it…” She started off, a wistful look on her face. “... It smelled of many scents… Bitter tea… Almonds… But the most prominent? Fresh parchment, mint, and the scent of a fire that burns brightly. What do you think I smelled when I was up on that stage? What scents do you think emanate from you when you presented?”
I roughly swallowed and knew the older Omega wasn’t lying to me.
The conviction in Minerva's voice and the expression in her eyes…
“Is…” I started to say, arranging my thoughts so I don’t look like a fool. “Is there any way that someone has done this artificially? To meddle in our lives? Or specifically me? I have plenty of enemies here…” I snarled, thinking of all who would want to see me crumble and fall into a pathetic heap.
Morgana, I swear if someone has done this then I will-
“Always the Slytherin, Hermione.” Minerva stated with a chuckle. “No, we are soulmates. You can trust that. I know you might have some… difficulty in that regard, my sly snake, but this is real.” She explained, her body leaning over so she could place a hand on my clenched ones. “You feel the warmth, do you not? The energy that courses through you when we touch? The bond between us…”
“I…” I tried to say, my heart beating fast at Minerva’s touch. “I believe you. Salazar, I shouldn’t. I know I shouldn’t because of past experiences, but…”
“But you want to?” Minerva finished, her thumb stroking soft circles on my damaged skin.
“I do. Truly, I do. But… What are we supposed to do?” I asked, unsure of how to proceed.
I was of age, but the older Omega was still my Transfiguration Professor…
“That was what I wished to discuss after I had revealed what we are.” Minerva responded as she removed her hand off my own and leaned back so she was sitting like before. “I have lived a long life, Hermione. I know what we are, but… but moving forward with this is difficult for me. I do not know you very well, yet, but I will tell you I have lost three partners in my lifetime. I am so very… weary about love now. It has shattered me on numerous occasions. And not just romantic love, but familial love as well… A bheil thu a' tuigsinn?”
(Do you understand?)
I took a moment to process that.
The clock that was hanging on the wall in the background was the only thing that made a noise as I pondered Minerva’s words.
Three…
Minerva has lost three partners?
And what she said about her family…
My one good eye moved away from my twiddling fingers and to the portraits that were on Minerva’s wall.
I felt a pang in my heart at the smiling faces.
It was her Father, Mother, and what looked like two brothers.
They looked close…
…although the older Omega looked to be distancing herself from her Father.
I could relate to the loss of family.
“Tha, mo leòmhann ghràdhach.” I responded, my eyes finding Minerva’s once again. “So would you like to take it slow? Or would you like to get to know me as a person first? We both have fragile hearts, tragic pasts, and future hardships to endure. Being with me, it wouldn’t be easy. I would have… limitations.” I finished explaining, my eyes looking past her as to not see her expression.
(I do, my lovely lion)
“First of all Hermione Jean Granger, you are perfect just as you are. Those who ridicule you for how you look are foolish.” Minerva replied back passionately. “That would not be the reason our bonding failed.”
“No? You would be fine with walking side-by-side with the Horror of Hogwarts?” I hissed, my voice cold and detached as the memories of being called that vile name cropped back into my mind. “Look at me Minerva! I’m as hideous as they come. There is no one as ugly as me in all of Hogwarts.” I defeatedly explained, my voice cracking.
“Dae NO say thon aboot yourself!” Minerva shot back, her voice rising, and her accent freely flowing for a moment until it receded. “You are not the ‘Horror of Hogwarts.’ Ronald Weasley is a simpleton and buffoon who is clinging to his declining blood status. He sees you as an obstacle that is always outshining him in all that you two do and he cannot stand it. I am a Professor, and surely should not favor one student over another, but what I say in confidence is true. So… I do not think you should judge yourself based on the Weasley’s sixth youngest.”
I huffed, but didn’t say anything back for a long moment.
Minerva and I just sat in comfortable silence, our scents mingling like they longed for one another, and I realized that she meant those words she had passionately said. She meant them and that opened something within my charred heart that I thought I had lost.
Hope.
I looked into Minerva’s emerald-green eyes and I hoped that she didn’t view me as the horrid freak I viewed myself as.
I hoped the older Omega wasn't disgusted with how I looked.
Gaia, I hoped she wanted to actually get to know me!
I hoped.
And that brought tears to my eyes.
They burned, the feeling so familiar, but I let them fall onto my robes.
“I…” I started to say, my mouth feeling drier than a desert. “I… believe you Minerva.”
Minerva seemed to let go of the breath she was holding and smiled at me like she had just won a lifetime supply up Felix Felicis.
“It warms my old, Gryffindor heart to hear you say that, Hermione.” Minerva replied. “And I think getting to know one another would be best, would you not agree?” She posed.
“I agree. We barely know anything about one another so starting from the beginning would be best. I… I don’t think it will be easy. This pull… It's strong and makes me want to do… things… with you… to you… but I will try because I finally have some hope for the future.” I said, standing from the armchair, and seeing Minerva’s cheeks go red just like her robes.
I think I adore those rosy cheeks of hers and very much enjoy putting them there…
I got up from where I was sitting, limped closer to the older Omega - our eyes never leaving one another's - and set my hand on her cheek when I was right in front of her. Her cheeks were warm, so warm, and she leaned into the touch. My scarred thumb gently rubbed her cheek and she purred contentedly. I could just feel her Omega calming, melting, at my touch and I wondered how I would ever restrain myself.
“Godric, whit are ye doin tae me?” Minerva asked, her eyes closed, her body still leaning into the touch, and her accent slipping out once again.
“I don’t know, but…” I said, sighing and pulling my hand back. “...this feels right. Wouldn’t you agree, my lioness?”
Minerva’s eyes fluttered open and they were dazed like she was in another plane of existence.
“I want you very much right now…” Minerva purred, her voice silky and smooth.
Merlin-be-damned hindbrains…
I groaned and felt myself twitch at the tone the older Omega used, but tried to ground myself.
I knew neither of us were ready for any of what that pertained, so I took another step back, focused on breathing through the lust, and controlling my pheromones.
“I… understand the feeling of wanting, but we both need to calm down before we go too far.” I rationally replied.
Minerva whined at my words and her lips turned into a pout.
“I thought you were an Alpha, dear? Do you not want to be coupled with me? Show me your prowess?” Minerva purred once again, her eyelashes fluttering as she innocently smiled at me.
I loudly growled, the noise coming from the back of my throat, but I knew this wasn’t fully Minerva. Her Omega hindbrain was somewhat in control, pushing the boundaries to get what her baser instincts wanted, and I wouldn’t cross that line until we were ready.
I hadn’t dealt with this type of behavior before, but my instincts were screaming at me to reprimand our Omega.
Absolutely not…
I will not be like other arrogant Alphas who abuse their dynamic…
I will do this my way.
A softer way…
So, I limped over to the older Omega again, her eyes lighting up as if she had won, but I took her chin with my fingers and gently forced her to meet my eyes.
“Not yet, my devious Omega.” I husked, my tongue darting out to lick my lips that felt chapped. “I want to. Salazar’s snakes, I really want to, but you need time. I need time. Can you do that for me? Can you wait until we’re both ready, my beautiful lioness?” I asked, my thumb lightly rubbing her cheek.
Minerva instantly nodded at my words and rumbled approvingly.
“Aye, I can wait.” Minerva said, her voice trembling a tad, but the stern and stubborn Professor was still present even now.
“Good. Very good.” I replied and the older Omega preened at the praise. “Now, can you be more you, Minerva? We need to finish discussing all that encompasses this bond.”
The older Omega nodded again and I could see the glaze that was over her eyes begin to un-glaze back to those emerald-greens I was so enchanted by. She fluttered her eyelashes again, took a moment to re-orient herself, and her cheeks bloomed an even darker hue of red than before.
“I… I- I apologize f-for the unsightly display…” Minerva stumbled as she looked away from me, my fingers slipping off of her chin, and she shied away from my gaze.
“Minerva.” I said, trying to get the older witch to look at me. “Minerva… please look at me.” I stressed, my words seeming to get Minerva’s attention and she finally looked my way. I didn’t say that word often, but I needed her to know that this was important. “I don’t know much about how these things work, and I promise to do some reading on it, but I’m very sure you have nothing to be ashamed about.”
“But I-” Minerva tried to say, but I put up my hand to immediately stop that line of thinking.
“No. It seemed like a natural reaction.” I said softly, but sternly. “And If you have to apologize for your baser desires then I should as well. But that shouldn't be because I can’t control it, yes?”
The older Omega processed my words and nodded her head in resignation.
“Of course, Hermione. Our instincts are tied to our dynamics and quadrupled when in close proximity with our soulmate…” Minerva rambled off, a look of understanding flashing before her eyes, and I smirked in response.
“Indeed, Minerva. So everything is all right.” I said, my mind calculating that taking a chance in this moment would be beneficial, so I leaned forward and brushed my lips against her forehead.
I pulled back just as quick as I had kissed Minerva’s forehead and I saw a myriad of emotions play through her eyes.
“You are going to be trouble…” Minerva finally said with a sigh.
I chuckled at that.
“And you aren’t?” I shot back.
“I will have you know I am a consummate professional and am always at my best!” Minerva huffed as she crossed her arms over her chest. “And I am still your Professor, dear, so do not get cheeky with me!”
“I’m a Slytherin Minerva…” I said as I started to make my way to her door. “...You’re asking for too much of me.”
With a genuine smile thrown the older Omega’s way, I left her chambers, her eyes boring into my person, and I felt lighter than I had in years. I had a soulmate, who was Professor McGonagall, and she actually wanted to move forward with getting to know me…
It was all too good to be true, but I was going to immensely enjoy this dream before I woke up…
Chapter 7: Chapter 7
Summary:
Hermione, Luna, and Neville go to class, but get confronted by none other than Draco Malfoy...
Chapter Text
“Salazar's snakes…” I groaned, feeling the sun's light on my face.
It was a new dawn and I didn’t curse Merlin himself for being awake another day.
For the first time in what felt like ages, I had slept straight through the night. No violent jolting awake, no cold sweat clinging to my skin, no phantom echoes of screams or fire clawing their way through my dreams. Ever since my parents died, sleep had been a fractured thing - a battlefield of nightmares and broken memories that refused to stay buried - yet this night had passed in complete, unbroken silence. No dreams came for me, not even the gentler ones that usually dissolved before morning. When I woke, the agonizing pain I had come to expect was simply absent. In its place lingered a strange, unfamiliar sensation, as though some tightly wound knot inside my chest had loosened during the night - leaving me feeling lighter - wary of it, certainly, but undeniably…
…rejuvenated.
Gaia, I should get out of bed…
Shouldn’t I?
I groaned once again, but left the comfort of my bed, and started to get ready for the day.
No one bothered me this morning while I got ready for the day, some avoided me because of my grizzly state, and some only threw glares at my person. It was tolerable as I limped through the shared space and to the bathrooms so I could make myself clean from the previous night. Some say that you could use a Scourify charm, but those fools still smelled rancid and like they had been sent to Azkaban for decades. Millicent was there in our shared bathrooms, a look of sadness plastered on her face when she saw me, but I entirely ignored her presence. Pansy and her used to be a source of comfort, balms in this world that cursed my very existence, but they too fell to pure-blood shite that their family and friends poured into their heads.
The audacity…
But…
I strangely didn’t mind as I once did.
As a Slytherin, one must not show too much emotion lest another uses that to their advantage, but I always mourned the loss of them in my heart. I might not have loved them, but it was the closest I had ever gotten.
Emphasis on was…
Now, I have my mate.
My soulmate.
I didn’t love Minerva at the moment, but it felt like I could in the future…
The hope was there, an ember amongst the ash, and that drove me to want more.
“Hermione please-” Millicent tried to say again as I finished my routine, but I ignored the larger woman and strode right back out of the bathroom.
I truly didn’t have time for annoying Alpha or the ornate Omega and held my head up high.
After that migraine-inducing encounter, I walked back to where my bed was, enduring the looks once again, and changed my clothes in a flash with my wand. It was my prized possession. When Hagrid had taken me to Ollivander’s in my first year, I had just walked through the door, the magic bell ringing that there was a potential customer, and the wand quite literally flew at me. A flurry of magic had flashed before my eyes, red, white, green and gold sparks fired off of the wand's tip in every direction as if it was a Muggle fireworks show and halted in mid-air right before it had reached me.
It was made of ebony wood, was ten and three-quarters long, and had…
Three cores.
Mr. Ollivander had not spoken of my wand the way he described ordinary ones - with neat little statements of wood and core - but with the quiet gravity of a wizard recounting a piece of his family’s history. Turning the wand slowly between long, pale fingers, he explained that it hadn’t been crafted by him at all, but by one of his ancestors during the early experimental centuries of the Ollivander family.
According to the records preserved in the shop, the wandmaker had attempted something unprecedented…
A composite core.
It was the first success of its kind and hadn’t been repeated even now.
At its center lay a basilisk horn, an exceptionally rare and volatile magical substance that modern wandlore avoided almost entirely due to the creature’s lethal properties. Tightly bound around the horn was a single strand of dragon heartstring - the most powerful and temperamental of the established wand cores - wound deliberately so that the dragon magic would both amplify and restrain the darker potency of the basilisk material. Alongside these were several strands of unicorn tail hair, included to temper the wand’s nature with the stabilizing, consistent magic for which unicorn hair was known.
They coiled together ‘like serpents guarding its treasure’ Mr Olivander had said.
The result, Mr. Ollivander had admitted, was both brilliant and controversial. Three magical cores that rarely coexisted in wandmaking, each embodying a different magical temperament - the bold ferocity of dragon heartstring, the lethal intensity of basilisk magic, and the steadfast purity of unicorn hair.
For centuries the wand had remained in the shop, unmoving on its shelf, rejecting every witch and wizard who attempted to claim it. Some of his ancestors had even debated entirely dismantling it, believing the competing magical forces too unstable to be safely wielded.
Yet it had endured.
The and gathered dust and whispered speculation - until the moment I had picked it up - and the wand had responded with a surge of magic so immediate that Mr. Ollivander had watched me with something very close to astonishment. When he finally handed it back, he warned me in a thoughtful voice that a wand constructed from such contradictory powers would almost certainly possess extraordinary potential…
…but it would demand an equally extraordinary measure of discipline from the witch who carried it.
Till this day I had never mentioned that my wand having three entwined cores to anyone other than the Headmaster and Professor Snape, but Mr. Ollivander was right in his assumption that it was to be handled with caution…
In a duel with Malfoy, observed by Professor Snape and that fraud Professor Lockhart, I had blasted him back across the room and had given him a concussion.
It was a fierce duel when we were first-years and I indeed did not handle the wand with caution.
The little dragon had to go home for the week to recover…
Malfoy’s hatred for me had quadrupled, and when he came back, the bullying got worse.
Moronic, malicious little arse…
Sliding my wand into my wand holder I had made, I gently patted my robes down so I looked presentable and walked to the commonrooms door so I could make my way to my first class of the day. Schedule in hand, I looked at it as the snake uncoiled from inside and let me through.
It seemed I had Herbology with Professor Sprout for my first class of the day.
I had no qualms with the Herbology Professor, so I found myself in quite a good mood.
I had just limped down the steps, and was about to step into the hall, when I ran into two faces I knew.
“Good morning, Hermione!” Luna said, that dreamy smile still present. “I have to say you seem to be in better spirits! The nargles have all but gone away!”
I blinked at that and let myself smirk a bit.
“I do feel better today, Luna.” I answered. “Yesterday was… precarious, but the ending wasn’t so terrible…”
Luna giggled at my answer and I was confused on why she was giggling, but she just wiggled her pointer finger at me so I dropped the topic.
“G-Good morning!” Longbottom squealed and my eyes shifted to him.
“And a good morning to you too, Longbottom.” I replied with a slight tilt of my head in acknowledgement of his presence. “Do the both of you have Herbology for your first class?” I asked, my good mood making me more prone to tolerate conversation.
Merlin, I would’ve never wanted to interact with humans if I didn’t get my eight hours everyday…
“Oh, yes, we do.” Luna answered as we started to walk toward the very same class we were talking about. “And I’m sure Neville here is absolutely thrilled this morning!”
“Luna!” Longbottom whined, his cheeks taking on a pink hue.
“What?” Luna said back, her expression filled with fake innocence. “You love Herbology so don’t even try to deny it silly.”
Some students who were passing by looked at the embarrassed Omega Gryffindor and snickered as they passed by. Longbottom’s cheeks darkened some and he tried to hide his face in the Beta Ravenclaw's neck - as if he was a Niffler - but she just kept on giggling at his unfortunate state.
“Will the both of you be like this all the time?” I asked as I rolled my eyes.
“Why of course!” Luna replied, her hand rubbing comfortable circles on Longbottom's back. “It’s no fun if life is boring, you know?”
“Boring?” I repeated. “My life is far from monotonous as it is. I don’t think I need any more excitement thrown into the mix…”
“Ron Weasley and Draco Malfoy?” Luna guessed. “Why don’t you do anything about those two? I could send the particularly nasty wrackspurts after them for you. I befriended that nest Xeno and I found. Remember? The ones I told you about? They’re my friends!”
“As much as I would love you to, and I would let you do it, I need to find a way to repair my damaged magic core. As loath as I am to admit it, I would have trouble dealing with them as I am now, but… that doesn’t mean I haven’t made plans for them.” I answered, my mind making calculations for said plans to see what percentage of success they would have in the future.
If I stayed as I was?
I could use my intelligence and outsmart them, but I wouldn’t be able to keep that up all of the time, and for years at that…
I planned to continue my education here until I had Mastery’s in multiple subjects
I am a witch, after all…
But if I somehow found a way to restore my magic core to the way it was before the fire?
Then they would see just how much of a Slytherin I really was.
I could see Longbottom, from the corner of my one good eye, shutter at my words and I could only guess the look on my face wasn’t particularly warm at the moment.
I could understand how one would feel fear while looking at my scarred person, the milky white eye, and the look of malicious glee that was no doubt on my face.
I schooled my features into impassivity and limped along with them.
Lucky for the Gryffindor Omega, the three of us had made it to Professor Sprout's greenhouse that was located behind the castle in no time at all. It was a rather decent ways away from everything else, but the Herbology Professor needed the space so she could grow what she needed for her class and the ingredients one used when making a multitude of things. I know for a fact that Professor Snape used what Professor Sprout grew in her potions because they were the foremost ingredients one could get their hands on in wizarding Britain.
One does not teach at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry and be mediocre in their craft…
The Alpha Slytherin Professor had drawled that some time ago and I had believed that, but…
Well…
That usually applied, but Professor Lockhart taught the Dueling class. The class was formed because the dueling club was so popular years ago and Headmaster Dumbledore thought it prudent for such a class to be made. He personally told me that if there were a D.A.D.A. class, then there should also be a class to show young witches and wizards how to properly protect themselves in normal situations that didn’t involve the Dark Arts.
But he picked Lockhart out of all the talented witches and wizards available…
The Dueling Professor was a daft moron of a man and an even worse wizard.
Truly a horrid cretin of the times that even Rowena Ravenclaw would despise. The founder would feel unending revulsion that this man belonged to her house. He flirted with the students he taught and had an ego that was much larger than the small package that was between his legs…
I huffed a laugh at my own quip, but the two I was walking with looked at me like I was mad.
“Shall we then?” Luna said as she looped her arms through my own and Longbottom's.
The Omega Gryffindor and I didn’t have time to answer because the Beta Ravenclaw was pulling us, albeit it gently, into the greenhouse.
I hadn’t stepped into this magical plant-filled space since presenting, and the moment I crossed the threshold the air struck me like a physical force. The place was saturated with unique scent - damp soil, crushed leaves, bitter sap, sweet pollen, sharp vegetal bitterness - all layered together so densely it was as though the greenhouse itself had a pulse.
My head spun at the sheer intensity of it.
I had read, of course, that once one presented their senses sharpened considerably, particularly for Alphas whose hindbrains relied upon scent as much as sight or sound, but no textbook had adequately prepared me for the sheer magnitude of it. Every plant seemed to possess its own distinct fragrance, and worse still, many of them were actively releasing magical compounds into the humid air. The result was a bewildering assault upon my newly heightened senses, a riot of botanical signatures pressing against my mind all at once. Professor Snape’s dungeon classroom, by contrast, had never produced such chaos. Potions ingredients were meticulously stored, dried, bottled, or preserved in stasis jars specifically to prevent contamination between brews. The air there was cool, controlled, and deliberately neutral so that students could identify individual ingredients with precision.
Here in this greenhouse - however - everything was alive, growing, breathing, and apparently quite eager to announce itself to my person.
But the floral scent flitted around the room was the most overpowering.
My nose twitched and scrunched up at the scent, but there wasn't much I could do.
I sighed and grew annoyed with my new enhanced sense of smell.
Unfortunately, matters worsened the moment I noticed who else occupied the greenhouse. Malfoy stood several rows away, and the instant I stepped fully into the humid air his cold grey eyes snapped toward my person with predatory quickness. Under ordinary circumstances the look would have been irritating enough, but my newly awakened Alpha senses complicated matters significantly.
Little shite…
Before my rational mind could intervene, I had already catalogued the dynamics around him with startling clarity.
I hadn’t done so in Potions because I didn’t care and there were many new dynamics that day…
I guessed Beta, but Omega…
I bet his Father is horrified…
Malfoy himself carried the unmistakable scent signature of an Omega - sharper now that my senses were heightened, smelling of bitterness that made my nose scrunch up - though masked beneath expensive cologne and the sort of cultivated arrogance that clearly served as a social shield.
Flanking him, however, were Crabbe and Goyle, and there was nothing subtle about them at all. Even without looking I could have identified them as Alphas, their presence pressed outward in a blunt, territorial way that my hindbrain immediately registered as competition.
Malfoy’s gaze flicked between the three of us before he slightly leaned toward his goons, whispering something that made them snicker like particularly dim trolls.
The sound grated on my frazzled nerves.
For a fleeting, entirely satisfying moment I imagined hexing the lot of them into oblivion. My magic core might not yet allow me to cast anything terribly complex without consequence, but I was quite certain I could still make the Omega Slytherin’s life profoundly miserable if I chose to apply myself to the task.
“Uh oh…” Luna whispered to me, her grip on my person slightly tightening. “I forgot those three had Herbology too…”
“Why is it always Draco…” Longbottom whined, his voice quivering some.
“Because he’s a git and his two goons are large tubs of lard.” I answered, not bothering to lower my tone.
“What was that, Granger?” Draco sneered from across the greenhouse. “Do you have something to say to me?”
I narrowed my eyes at Malfoy, spine straightening to my full height, and scoffed at him.
I didn’t get to make my rebuttal because Professor Sprout finished what she was doing and started the class.
The three of us took our spots, the sun beautifully shining on the plants, and I wondered what it was that we were doing today.
“All right, you rowdy bunch!” Professor Sprout said, getting everyone's attention. “Hello, hello! Introductions are in order. Remember to always be polite when introducing yourself. I’m Omega Professor Pomona Sprout and I’m your Herbology Professor! Notice any particularly enticing smells today? And I’m not talking about those who just presented. It’s hard to miss! I know what you're thinking though… I'm not trying out a new perfume today. What you're smelling is the subject of today's lesson... the Flutterby Bush! Let's start with a practical overview of caring for the Flutterby bush.”
Salazar, that's why the floral scent was so strong…
In front of me was the Flutterby Bush, the magical plant just now starting to bloom its flowers that looked like a certain type of butterfly I had seen in the Muggle world. It intrigued me, pushed my need to learn, and I paid attention to what the Omega Hufflepuff Professor said.
“My poor allergies…” Longbottom whispered as he sniffled next to me.
“As you can see, today is a very special day indeed! The Flutterby Bushes in front of you are blooming with their flowers.” Professor Sprout explained, walking while she talked, the tip of her want pointed to the flowers in question. “This only happens once a century, an event witches and wizards only long to see, and it just so happened that I had some ready to bloom this year. I thought it would be eye-opening for you sixth-years to witness and hope you all pay special attention to today's lesson.”
Luna had raised her hand right after Professor Sprout's introduction.
“And what do we do with the plants, Professor?” Luna asked.
“An excellent question, Miss Lovegood!” Professor Sprout said, a warm smile on her face. “Here in Herbology, we prune the Flutterby Bush because of its many uses in potion making. The bushes' leaves, and especially its flowers, are used in a number of recipes such as: Armontentia and can be used to make potions void if one used too much of the leaves from this specific magical plant.”
At this, the Omega Gryffindor spoke out.
“So someone can sabotage potions with this?” Longbottom asked, voice quivering and suspiciously eyeing the plant.
“Ah... Mr. Longbottom. Good to see you again, but yes you are correct.” Professor Sprout replied, plucking a leaf from the plant that was in front of her. “The Flutterby Bush has cancellative qualities and… can ruin perfectly good potions…” She continued while picking up a potion off the table, opening it, and putting the Flutterby bush leaf into it. She let it dissolve and showed us the lilac potion turning a grayish colour that signified that it has been corrupted by the leaf. “...just like that. That was the draught of living death, a potion Professor Snape so kindly provided for this demonstration, and as you just saw, the leaf did as I said. Someone with nefarious intent could use this for the wrong reasons, but rest assured, the Flutterby bush is relatively expensive and hard to get your hands on… But can someone tell me if we prune the flowers and buds?”
I raised my hand at the Omega Hufflepuff Professor's question.
“Yes, Miss Granger?” Professor Sprout said, her eyes now on me.
“No. One should not prune the buds or flowers because then it will wilt almost instantaneously.” I answered with confidence.
I may not have been an Herbology specialist like Longbottom, but I did know a thing or two about the subject.
“Correct!” Professor Sprout replied, her wand waving in the air and producing a thumbs up made out of light. “Five points to Slytherin! That is indeed what would happen if one of you today were to prune the bud or flowers that have sprouted.”
I smirked at Malfoy who was glaring daggers at me.
Shouldn’t the little dragon be happy that our House got points?
Oh…
Of course not because those points came from the Horror of Hogwarts…
I gritted my teeth and scowled in the Omega Slytherin’s direction.
“Don’t let him get to you, Hermione.” Luna whispered in my ear, her hand on my thigh, her presence a calming one. “He’s just jealous of you. Everyone knows Draco isn’t doing well.”
The Beta Ravenclaw’s words had their intended effect, stopped gritting my teeth, and turned my attention back to the Professor Sprout who had moved on to actually pruning the bush.
“Now, I will teach you today how to prune the Flutterby Bush.” Professor Sprout said, her own bush tight in front of her and her hands at the ready. “Does anyone want to tell me how one would start the process?”
Longbottom’s hand shot up and everyone giggled or laughed.
The Omega Gryffindor’s enthusiasm for the subject was quite honestly endearing and his cheeks went bright red at the attention.
“You- uh… Pruning starts with looking for dead, diseased, or damaged parts of the plant by casting Deprehendere Morbus.” Longbottom answered, his words confident and clear while talking about his preferred subject.
“Correct! Five points to Gryffindor!” Professor Sprout said. “Diagnosing the plant before pruning it is essential. Magical plants such as the Flutterby Bush may not be susceptible to muggle diseases, but the wizarding world has its own variants and our flora and fauna are susceptible to them. So all of you take out your wands and start the detecting process…”
At the Omega Hufflepuff Professor's words, I took out my wand and cast Deprehendere Morbus that diagnosed the magical plant in front of me. The spell was quite ingenious and filtered the information directly into my mind. It told me that the plant was healthy, was a fast grower, and had potent leaves.
I was very impressed with it all and was delighted to have added another spell to my repertoire.
“Well done!” Professor Sprout praised as we all finished running our diagnostic spells. “I know that all of these plants are healthy, but it is critical for you all to do this before handling magical plants of any kind.”
After diagnosing the Flutterby Bush, Professor Sprout taught us how to prune it. It was a fairly easy process, a flick of one's wand to snap the leaves off from the collar, and the process was essentially done. She also mentioned that pruning the plant this way doesn’t kill the plant and allows for further growth in the future.
“So I don’t have to spend more galleons on another plant?” A classmate asked and everyone laughed.
“No, you do not.” Professor Sprout confirmed with a chuckle of her own. “This is why pruning is vital if you want to have a healthy supply of ingredients for all your potion making needs. Keep your plants healthy and they will bear the fruits of your labor.”
As soon as the Omega Hufflepuff Professor finished her answer, the chime signaled - even out here in the greenhouse - that the first class of the day was over and everyone started to leave the classroom. We only had fifteen minutes between classes and were expected to run for our lives through Hogwarts halls to get to where we needed to go.
Unfortunately for Luna, Longbottom, and I, someone bumped into me which made me stumble…
It hurt, the pain coursing throughout my body because of my injuries, and I gritted my teeth.
I already knew who the Merlin-be-damned git was.
“You…” I snarled as I recovered from the stumble, whirling to the person who bumped me. “Malfoy…”
Malfoy looked smug, the two Alpha’s protecting him, and I wanted nothing more than to kick him where it counted.
“Something wrong, Granger?” Draco taunted as he crossed his arms over his chest. “If you have something to say, then say it mudblood.”
My left eye twitched and my snarl became deeper.
More potent.
I stepped up to the three, my mind hazy with anger, but the Omega Gryffindor’s hand on my shoulder stopped me in my tracts. I didn’t want to be stopped, Longbottom’s hand not affecting my angered fueled state, but I took a deep breath and could smell Beta pheromones.
They were the Beta Ravenclaw’s and it helped calm me down so I could focus without being clouded by anger.
“I…” Longbottom whispered, his body now right next to mine. “I’m going to do something… Crabbe and Goyle seem like they need some… sleep... Luna’s on board.”
I side-eyed Longbottom and subtly nodded at him.
“FASCINAVIT SOMNUM!” Luna and Longbottom said, their wands pointed at the goons, and the charm instantly put them to sleep.
Humpty and Dumpty were now snoring on the grassy ground while the Omega Slytherin looked pale in the face.
Didn’t expect that, hm?
“Salazar! W-What did you just do?!” Draco squeaked as he backed into the wall of the greenhouse.
The moron no doubt was trying to escape, but he had put himself into this situation…
“They're just asleep, little dragon.” I replied, rolling my eyes and slowly walking up to him.
Luna and the Omega Gryffindor stayed where they were, but I could feel that they would help if needed.
“Don’t call me that, mudblood!” Draco yelled, the fire in his cold-grey eyes coming back. “And stay away from me!”
Not listening to a word Malfoy said, I got right in front of his person and stared him down.
My Alpha pheromones were leaking from my every pore, the action by design, and I could see that it had the little dragon shrinking into himself.
I didn’t want to use them like this, to be like all the other Alpha’s who thought they could control Omega’s, but he needed to learn that there are consequences for one's actions.
I wouldn’t do anything to Malfoy, but I would show him that he can’t bully me into submission anymore.
“You don’t have power over me anymore, Malfoy.” I snarled. “You should leave me be from now on. I may be muggleborn, but… I am also a Slytherin. Just. Like. You.” I punctuated as I pushed my finger into his chest. “I have grown tired of being the Horror of Hogwarts. And I have grown tired of you.” I finished as I stepped back to where I was originally, and huffed at the Omega Slytherin.
“You- You!” Draco stutter-yelled, his face red with anger and now looking like a tomato. “My Father will hear about this!” He screamed and then ran off towards Hogwarts, leaving poor Crabbe and Goyle on the floor, with his tail between his legs.
“Well… One could say that the dragon ran out of steam!” Luna exclaimed while giggling.
I couldn’t help it.
I laughed.
I laughed and I felt so light.
Morgana, today has already been such a delight…
Chapter 8: Chapter 8
Summary:
Hermione. Luna, and Neville stumble upon something while exploring the castle...
Chapter Text
I wonder what Minerva is doing…
It was still odd to call the older Omega by her first name and even odder to know that she was my soulmate…
That’s where my thoughts were at the moment though.
Minerva McGonagall…
I had been yearning to see the older Omega all day, the feeling settling somewhere deep in my chest like a quiet ache I couldn’t quite reason away. Ever since we had left the greenhouse, my Alpha hindbrain had been restless, softly stirring beneath my thoughts, drawn toward her with a gentle but persistent pull.
It wasn’t anything so crude as infatuation, rather, it felt like a kind of gravity.
Minerva possessed that rare, composed sort of beauty that made the room subtly seem altered when she entered it.
The sweep of the older Omega’s robes…
The calm certainty in Minerva’s Professor-like posture…
The sharp intelligence behind my- my soulmate's emerald-green eyes…
More than once I caught myself glancing down corridors or pausing at staircases, hoping - rather foolishly, perhaps - that I might glimpse the older Omega passing by. The thought of her presence brought with it a warmth that settled through my newly awakened senses, and I instinctively responded to it, like an unseen thread turning toward the sun.
I tried to tell myself it was merely instinct, a dynamic reacting to someone it admired, but…
Yet the truth lingered beneath the explanation.
I simply wanted to see Minerva again.
Ah…
Merlin, I’m doomed…
Doomed to Tartarus…
…or perhaps Elysium?
Luna, Longbottom, and I had gone back into Hogwarts after that titillating event. We woke Crabbe and Goyle up before we left, but didn’t stay so as to not get into another altercation. There was nothing more dangerous than two daft twits who used their strength instead of their minds.
I didn’t much care if they hurt me, but I knew the two bumbling idiots wouldn’t care if they hurt the Beta or Omega who walked beside my person.
Maybe I can go visit her chambers later?
It was late enough to where I could move furtively through Hogwarts halls to get to her chambers…
As of now though, the three of us were walking up the stone staircase, having just finished the last class for today, when it suddenly moved and jolted us to the side. Luna and I were fine because we had expected it.
But…
It seemed Longbottom forgot for a moment that they did indeed move because he squeaked.
Oh, Longbottom…
I internally and exasperatedly sighed at the Omega Gryffindor’s actions.
“I forgot they bloody moved…” Longottom muttered as he held onto the staircase for dear life.
“And you’re supposed to be a sixth-year?” I replied, my tone slightly teasing, my head looking back at him and raising an eyebrow in his direction.
“People can forget things!” Longbottom whined and the Beta Ravenclaw giggled.
While we were speaking, the staircase beside us softly groaned and pivoted away from the wall, its stone steps gliding through the air until they locked onto a different landing. It wasn’t the route we had intended to take, yet my attention drifted - pulled, almost unwillingly - toward a door set into the newly revealed corridor.
I was certain I had never seen it before.
The longer I looked at it, the more an unpleasant sensation curled in my stomach.
Something about the door felt…
…wrong.
Not obviously dangerous - not even particularly remarkable - and yet it exerted a quiet, insidious pull, like a distant melody just on the edge of hearing. My hindbrain reacted before my thoughts could properly form, every instinct in me stiffened, warning bells ringing somewhere deep and primal. The corridor seemed to slightly tilt, and a wave of nausea rolled through me as a faint vertigo set in, as though Hogwarts itself had shifted beneath my feet.
It reminded me, absurdly, of the descriptions I had once read of sailors hearing a siren’s song…
An irresistible lure wrapped around something deadly.
Like a snake that had coiled around its prey and…
SQUEEZED.
My skin prickled and my senses tightened with unending unease.
Whatever lay beyond that door, my instincts were very clear about one thing…
Ignoring the feeling would be a horrid mistake.
“We… should go this way…” I cryptically said to both of them.
“Before the staircase moves again?” Luna teased, bumping her shoulder against Longbottoms.
I didn’t see the Omega Gryffindor’s expression, but I was sure his cheeks had a pink hue to them.
I rolled my eyes and stepped onto the stone platform that the door was on.
The doors handle was cold to the touch, my spine tingling at the sensation, and I carefully opened the door to see what was on the other side. I didn’t have a death wish, I was a Slytherin after all, but this feeling deep in my chest coupled with what my instincts were loudly expressing was what made my body continue to limp forward into the unknown.
“Hermione?” Longbottom whispered, but I ignored him and his questioning tone.
The room was dark, no torches were lit to lead those who should walk here, and it was even colder than the handle I had touched.
A separate cooling charm?
Or something malicious?
The statue of Gunhilda of Gorsemoore stood tall, webs draped over its stony form, and the two behind me finally stepped into the room.
“Does anyone feel like we shouldn’t be here?” Longbottom piped up again.
“The space does seem to be… darker in nature.” Luna added, her voice all but a whisper. “I suppose Heliopaths might like it here… Bring light to the darkness… Wouldn’t you agree, Hermione?”
“Perhaps… But we’re not supposed to be here.” I answered as we started to walk forward with cautious steps. “You both know this. This is the third floor. Headmaster Dumbledore told me it would be forbidden this year for all students to be here…”
“Then we really shouldn’t-” Longbottom started to say, but a fire beside us lit and illuminated the room.
It spooked Longbottom, but Luna and I remained unaffected.
“Hmmmm…” I hummed as I inspected the stone construct with my wand. “Curious… It seems to be charmed to light whenever someone enters.”
“Like the torches?” Luna asked as she leaned in to look.
“It would seem so.” I replied as I stopped back and looked around the space. “It doesn’t seem like anything of value is here so I say we delve deeper.”
“Deeper?” Longbottom repeated.
“Where is that Gryffindor courage, Longbottom?” I asked as I started to limp deeper despite his hesitance.
The Beta Ravenclaw was right behind me and I eventually heard the Omega Gryffindor’s own feet pitter-patter against the stone. I could smell his Omega pheromones wafting closer, the tell-tale sign that he was stressed, but he still followed us.
“I’m courageous!” Longbottom argued. “But… I just don’t like the unknown!”
I chuckled at Longbottom’s response.
“He does like to play with dangerous plants.” Luna added, her dreamy voice echoing through the empty space.
“Ah… I should’ve known.” I replied, my eyes spotting another door that was meters away from us.
“I just like Herbology…” Longottom muttered while awkwardly shuffling behind my person.
When the three of us went to the door, I noticed it was locked and branded my wand. I held it up to the rusted lock, cast Alohomora, and the lock opened. Luna seemed pleased and Longbottom congratulated me for the fluid spellwork.
“It’s a spell we learned in our first year.” I said with a roll of my eyes as we walked through the door. “It isn’t substantial compared to what we’ve learned.”
A warmth bloomed in my chest at the praise.
But…
A noise caught my attention as I closed the door and I stuck my ear to it so I could listen.
“Anyone here… Better not be any kids running in here…” A gruff voice mumbled and I recognized it as Filch’s.
Argus Filch was the Hogwart’s caretaker, a perpetually sour older man who was a Squib and whose duties seemed to primarily consist of prowling the corridors in search of students to reprimand. He was an odd fixture of the castle, made stranger still by the constant presence of his cat, Mrs Norris. The two shared such an unnervingly synchronized awareness of the castle that I had long suspected they communicated in ways that went far beyond the ordinary bond between wizard and animal. It was difficult to tell which of them was truly conducting the patrols. If the braziers that had lit were visible from the door, then Mr. Filch would have immediately noticed and come stomping along to investigate who had dared disturb the mandate of students not being able to be on this floor this year.
Acting quickly, I lifted my wand and, while still keeping one eye on the approaching corridor, cast a less potent disillusionment charm over the three of us. My broken magic core protested at once, a sharp burning pain blooming across my chest as though my magic itself resented being forced into shape, but the spell held. A faint shimmer passed over us before settling into invisibility so subtle it drew Luna’s attention at once, her head tilting slightly as she realized what I had done.
The Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor both tried to say something in response while I was focusing, so I shushed them and waited until I couldn’t hear the groundskeeper any longer.
“Is whatever you were listening for gone?” Longbottom whispered.
I turned to look at the both of them and sighed.
“Yes… It was just Mr. Filch.” I answered as we started to walk again. “I assumed that he had come in shortly after us and saw that there was light when there shouldn’t have been.”
“Ah… He was checking for intruders then?” Luna asked.
“Mhm.” I hummed in acknowledgement. “I’m sure he won’t follow because the door was locked. He is a squib after all and couldn’t unlock the door with magic… unless Headmaster Dumbledore gave him keys, but I highly doubt he would do that-”
What in Salazar's name?
All of us had stopped in our tracts, our eyes - my one good eye - adjusted to the stark darkness, and currently were looking at a three-headed cerberus that was soundly sleeping. It was snoring and then stopped when one of the heads sniffed the air.
I cursed knowing that Longbottom wasn't suppressing his pheromones and.
If it wafted over to my person, then this magical beast certainly could smell the panicked Omega.
“Longbottom…” I harshly whisper-hissed, teeth gritted, but it was too late.
“Oh dear…” Luna softly said, her pale-silver eyes a little wide at the sight of such a large beast centimeters away from us.
The three-headed Cerberus, now waking from its slumber, began to stir. One massive head shifted first, then another, their thick necks slowly rolling as the magical creature roused itself from the heavy sleep of something that knew it had nothing in the world to fear. Its enormous body followed, rising with a dreadful, languid inevitability from the stone floor where it had been sleeping. Even half-awake it was immense, but as it pushed itself fully upright the true scale of the beast became horrifyingly clear. Each paw was the size of a small table, claws scraping against the flagstones with a sound that seemed far too loud in the suffocating quiet of the chamber. Its shoulders brushed the shadowed ceiling, and the heat of its breath rolled across the room in damp, animal waves.
We stood perfectly still, stock-still, as though even the smallest movement might shatter the fragile illusion that we were not there at all. My heart pounded so violently I was certain the creature must hear it. Somewhere in the back of my mind I found myself praying - quite sincerely - to Merlin himself that the beast would simply settle back down and return to sleep.
But the moment stretched too long.
One of the Cerberus’s heads blinked, slowly, its heavy eyelids dragging open.
Then another pair of yellow eyes followed.
All six fully eyes opened, glinting with a dull, predatory intelligence as they adjusted to the dim light.
For one terrible second the enormous heads tilted in eerie unison, sniffing the air, and listening.
And then the beast’s gaze sharpened.
And they saw us.
Then…
…it growled.
But even though I was horridly terrified, my logical mind telling me to run, my Alpha hindbrain pushed to the front…
And…
I growled back.
My voice reverberated through the creature's hovel, his own sounds mixing with mine, but our eyes held each other's as we assessed who would win this battle of wills.
I could feel Luna and the Omega Gryffindor eyeing me like I was mad, but this Cerberus was challenging me.
Me.
Hermione Jean Granger.
Brightest Witch of her Age.
And Hermione Granger doesn’t back down from a challenge.
The creature lowered his head, his bright yellow eyes narrowing as he started to snarl, but I still didn’t relent. I kept the eye contact, snarled back, and even took a step towards it. I wasn’t going to let this Cerberus get the better of me even if I had to go toe-to-toe with it.
“Hermione…” Longbottom whispered, his voice quivering.
The creature also took a step forward and was now right in front of my face.
I could feel its breath on my skin, the huffs of air like pins and needles, but it hadn’t attacked me yet.
And eventually…
Gaia, it relented.
The Cerberus bowed its head to me, its intelligent eyes now carrying some form of respect for me, and backed away from my person. It laid back down and closed its six eyes like it hadn’t ever been awake in the first place.
I let out the breath I was holding and so did the others who were behind me.
The Beta Ravenclaw, Longbottom, and I were now no longer in danger, so we all slowly backed out of the creatures room until the door was fully closed shut once again.
“Merlin's bloody beard…” Longbottom muttered, his hands shaking, his chest quickly rising and falling as he took a moment to recompose himself, his Omega pheromones slowly receding.
Luna took the honours of re-locking the room and we all silently walked back to the door that led us here. It was a quick, brisk walk that had us back to where the moving stairs were. I was the last one to leave and I shut the door, but that feeling deep in my chest didn’t go away. I felt like there was more to this, to why the Cerberus was there in the dark, but I had enough excitement for one day.
“A Cerberus?” Luna questioned, her curious mind spinning away as she tapped a finger to her chin, her body emitting Beta pheromones to calm all of our nerves. “Why would they have such a creature locked away? Dad has only encountered one before on his travels and that was purely an accident because he stumbled into its den, while hunting for gromlings”
Why, indeed…
By that point, the three of us had resumed walking, putting as much distance as possible between ourselves and the chamber where the Cerberus had been guarding its mysterious charge. The corridors gradually became more familiar as we moved closer to the central passages of Hogwarts, where staircases branched in several directions and students normally dispersed toward their respective Houses.
Salazar’s snakes, I was almost dog food….
When we reached one of these junctions, we slowed and finally came to a stop, the silent understanding settling between us that this was where we would need to part ways. The castle had grown properly dark by then, the torches burning low along the stone walls, and the quiet carried the unmistakable tension of after-hours rule breaking. Prefects would almost certainly be making their patrols by now, prowling the corridors in search of unfortunate students foolish enough to be caught wandering the castle long after curfew, along with Mr. Filch and Mrs. Norris who we had seen earlier.
“Hmmmm… Neither of you saw what it was laying on?” I asked, remembering what lay at its feet.
“I… No- I uh… I was too focused on its sharp teeth militimeters from your face, Hermione!” Longbottom harshly whispered.
“It was guarding something, right?” Luna guessed and I smirked at her.
“Indeed it was, Luna.” I replied, satisfied by the answer from the Ravenclaw. “A trap door to be precise. I was lost in thought, my mind whirling to think why a Cerberus was in Hogwarts, when I remembered a glinting handle beneath its large feet. I had seen such a handle before and it always led downwards.”
“Very curious!” Luna exclaimed. “We seem to have a mystery on our hands!”
“A mystery?” Longbottom repeated, sighing. “Wonderful… Gran will kill me if she finds out I encountered a Cerberus…”
“Augusta Longbottom?” I presumed, my head turning to look at him. “She is known to many to be very strict so I don’t doubt that sentiment at all.”
“A mystery?” Longbottom repeated, sighing. “Wonderful… Gran will kill me if she finds out I encountered a Cerberus…”
“Augusta Longbottom?” I presumed, my head turning to look at him. “She is known to many to be very strict so I don’t doubt that sentiment at all.”
From what little I had gathered through passing remarks from Headmaster Dumbledore and the occasional, surprisingly respectful aside from Professor Snape, Augusta Longbottom wasn’t merely strict but rather…
…formidable.
Mrs. Longbottom’s name seemed to carry with it the quiet weight of an older generation of witches who had endured far more turbulent years in the wizarding world. There was always the impression that she held her family’s legacy with an iron grip, shaping the the Omega Gryffindor beneath the steady pressure of expectation, whether he fully understood the history behind it or not.
“And I’ll be on the receiving end of it…” Longbottom grumbled, his hands rubbing up and down his face.
“Do you think we should all head to bed?” Luna asked, getting Longbottom and I’s attention. “It’s gotten quite late.”
“Wonderful idea, Luna.” I replied, her smile beaming at me. “We should all do just that because I fear we’ll need our energy.”
“Don’t say that!” Longbottom responded in a high-pitched voice.
“Don’t say what?” I responded, my good eyebrow raised in Longbottom’s direction. “I was just speaking of tomorrow’s classes… I didn’t peg you as the type of wizard to cling to Muggle superstitions.”
Luna giggled at my words, bid them goodbye, and left it at that.
I had somewhere to be and, after a long day, it was just the thing I needed…
Chapter 9: Chapter 9
Summary:
Hermione finds herself in Minerva's chambers once again and spends time getting to know the larger-than-life Transfiguration professor...
Chapter Text
I was nervous.
But I suppose that was par for the course because I was, yet again, in front of Minerva’s door…
My body felt as if it was anxiety itself and I shifted my stance every second. I was in control, but I was slipping. The air on the first floor felt hotter, sweat dripped down my back, and I was surly expelling nervous Alpha pheromones. It was daft to not control them because one could figure out that I had been here when I shouldn’t have.
I was supposed to be the ‘Brightest Witch of her Age’ and yet this simple thing slipped my silly mind…
Merlin, get yourself together!
A sigh escaped my lips and I almost dropped what was under my left arm.
It was a certain book I had been reading.
I made sure to flit back to the Slytherin common rooms and procure it from my private stockpile because I thought the older Omega might be interested.
Although, I wondered if it was moronic to bring this book to an Omega like Minerva McGonagall.
The title read: ‘Omega’s: Bottom or Top of the Hierarchy?’
The book was written by a forward thinking Beta named Eli Rosewood. It was research done on a number of willing Omega’s that showed results that went against the grain of the dynamic hierarchy. He talked about how Omega’s were the ones who were at the top. That, without them, we would crumble into a desolate and sad society. He cited that an Omega’s pheromones, if used correctly, could be even more overpowering than an Alpha’s. It made sense to me and my inner Alpha seemed to agree. It was Omega’s that held the reins and we were at their mercy. They only were turned to heel because of what society dictated as the one who was dominant and the one who was dominated. I had even done my own research of a Muggle practice called BDSM where there were the dominants and submissives, but all of what I found said that the submissives were the ones who were in control. They were the ones who dictated the pace, the scenes, and who ultimately had the last say in whatever they did. The submissives had all the control while the dominants watched for cues and read body language.
It was all quite interesting…
Fascinating really…
Enough of your theory and ramblings…
“Stalling will do you no good…” I mumbled, huffing through my nose.
Raising my hand, my knuckles wrapped on the older Omega’s door like it had the first time and I waited for the door to open. It was three knocks to signify who I was. Three was always an important, centrifugal number, that I kept close to my very being. Three wand cores, three important adults, three… friends, and three splinters in my magic core. It had first started with my wand core, my mind clinging to the importance of it all, but soon carried to other areas of my life before I even knew it. I was never the superstitious type, my mind was too logical to take the concept seriously, but I did open myself to other ways of thinking when I found out magic existed.
You thought to small you daft moron-
My thoughts were interrupted when the door creaked open and revealed an even more tantalizing older Omega who looked like Morgana herself. She was wearing a green, silk robe that hugged all of her curves this time, but this robe showed even more skin than the red one. My one good eye moved on from the robe and raked over her person. Her hair was down, her face glowed, and the scent that poured off of her made me like a wild animal.
I had to keep my jaw firmly closed, if only to maintain a semblance of composure. My attention lingered on Minerva far longer than was strictly proper. The graceful steadiness of her posture, the quiet confidence in her gaze, and the effortless way she seemed to command the room simply by existing within it. It was the sort of presence that drew the eye without permission, and I suspected she knew it. The faintest suggestion of a smirk tugged at the corner of her mouth, as though she had noticed the effect she had on me, leaving my heart unhelpfully fluttering in my chest while I attempted, with limited success, to remember how to behave like a rational witch in her presence.
“Are you all right, Hermione?” Minerva asked, a teasing glint in those emerald-green eyes of hers.
“I…” I started to say, then shook myself out of my stupor. “Yes, my apologies Minerva, but you just took me by surprise.” I finished, readjusting my own robes, making sure not to drop the books under my arm, and noting that my crotch area had indeed gotten tighter.
That was one of the bigger changes with my presenting.
I had wanted to do some research on the subject, but I couldn’t find the time since it seemed there was no rest for the wicked.
I could’ve asked the older Omega about how it came to be, but this visit was supposed to be about getting to know one another, not droning on about why my genitalia was different…
“Everyday you seem to have more control over your Alpha pheromones.” Minerva noted as she sniffed the air. “I can still smell them, but it was not as potent as last time. That is good. No one else needs to know you are visiting me. But… You must be talented in controlling them. Most can only push or pull if they focus hard enough within a week of their presenting, but you my dear… The Brightest Witch of her Age indeed.”
My Alpha hindbrain and I stuck out our chest at the praise, basking in my soulmate's approval, and I felt less nervous than before.
“Thank you, Minerva.” I replied, a soft smile now on my face. “May I come inside? A gentlewoman is nothing without their manners and I wouldn’t want to force you into something you're uncomfortable with. I only came here because I…”
“Because you wanted to see me? Felt the ache building in your very bones?” Minerva finished. “I feel the same as you, so do not worry. And of course you may come in. I was just making some tea and reading a good book from my private library.”
Minerva then did something I never expected and gently kissed my cheek before she signaled me to follow her inside. I had never felt such soft lips in all of my twenty-one- eighteen years. I wanted to chase the feeling, drown in it, but I calmed myself because I wasn’t here for that.
That didn’t stop my cheeks from heating though and I felt a need building within me at the contact.
Lips…
So soft…
Dazed somewhat, I followed the older Omega inside, my Alpha hindbrain wagging a proverbial tail, and we walked through her office to once again get to her chambers. It wasn’t any less magnificent than before when she revealed the hidden door and we stepped into the chamber that she called her den.
“I… I brought this book…” I started out as we walked to the seats we had sat in before. “It might’ve been a daft idea, but I had done some… light… reading on Omega’s and came across this book by Eli Rosewood.” I said, handing her the book and sitting down in the armchair. “I’m sure you’ve read it before, but in case you haven’t, I brought it and thought you might find it interesting…”
Minerva took the book from my hands, her eyes scanning the cover, her hands holding it reverently, and her eyes shone with something I couldn’t quite place.
“You really are trying…” Minerva whispered, her fingers tracing the title, and then her eyes found mine once again. “You are not like other Alphas… Are you, Hermione?”
I was taken aback by the question, but I recovered some and sat straighter.
“When I went up to sit in that chair for my presenting, I, in all honesty, thought I would be an Omega. It was such a sure thing in my mind, but I was flabbergasted when the hat announced I was an Alpha.” I replied, shaking my head. “I had thought that my life up until now was a roadmap for how it would continue to be in the future, but… it seems the Fates had other plans even Salazar himself wouldn’t have predicted. But once I knew what dynamic sat in my soul, I vowed to not be like them. Alpha’s who prey upon the weak, throw around their power, and act like they are at the top of the hierarchy. I was used to being at the bottom, bullied for things I couldn't control, and I knew it would’ve been easy to just… give in to the power.”
The older Omega intently listened, poised as ever, and raised an eyebrow my way.
“So why did you not? You would have had just cause and no repercussions because this is how society is.” Minerva shot back, but not unkindly.
“Because I wanted to be better.” I answered, the truth flowing from my very lips. “Change has to start somewhere. I may be a broken witch, a Slytherin who is an orphan, but I am done letting others stomp on those lesser.” I growled, my words passionate and full of promises.
“Cùramach... Tha thu a' fuaimeachadh mar Gryffindor, mo ghràidh…” Minerva said in her mother tongue, her voice taking on a teasing tone.
(Careful... You are sounding like a true Gryffindor, my dear…)
“Dh’fhaodadh sin a bhith fìor gu math, ach... chan eil mi an dùil a dhèanamh ann an dòigh iomchaidh do Ghrìofindor.” I seriously responded as I leaned toward Minerva and switched back to English. “I always found the Houses a bunch of Merline-be-damned nonsense. Witches and wizards aren’t linear. We are fluid, we can change if we want to, so placing students in Houses based on one’s baser qualities always irked me. Someone could have a capacity for evil, but does that mean they are going to be evil? What about someone who lives in the grey? Should the D.M.L.E. watch those witches or wizards less closely? More closely? The world isn’t black and white. One cannot predict what a witch or wizard will do based on insufficient and inaccurate data.” I passionately explained, finishing my ramblings and huffing all the while.
(That may very well be true, but... I don't plan to go about it in a way befitting of a Gryffindor…)
Minerva didn't say anything for what seemed like ages, the crackling flames in the fireplace the only noise to be heard, but her emerald-green eyes intensely held mine until a twitch of her mouth turned into a full blown smile.
It made the older Omega look radiant and I was entranced.
I rumbled low in my belly and the need in my belly rose at the look Minerva was currently giving me.
“Brilliant. Absolutely brilliant.” Minerva finally said, her hands clasping together in excitement. “Your mind works wonders, my sweet snake, and you will surely go far. Yes, the Houses are outdated. The founders had incomplete ideas about one's values and personality. They based the Four Houses off themselves. Gryffindor for bravery, Hufflepuff for hard work and loyalty, Ravenclaw for wit and intelligence, and Slytherin for ambition and cunning. Core values, yes, but incomplete for the whole of a witch or wizard to be correctly sorted into their preferred House. Just take Slytherin for example… You are the first muggleborn witch to be sorted into House Slytherin. I know not why the Sorting Hat decided to break tradition, but Salazar was known for his purist views on one’s blood-status and wanted his House to follow said views to the letter.”
Another burst of pride sprouted from my chest at the older Omega’s appreciation for my mind, but I thought on the latter half of what she had said.
“Thank you once again, Minerva. You are also a brilliant witch who can just about hold a candle to anyone I know… Even the old fool that runs this school.” I said with a sly smirk and Minerva looked scandalized at my words, but I waved her off. “I’m sure you of all people know that Albus and I have been close ever since my Hogwarts letter arrived to me at the orphanage. And the same applies to Severnia. Gaia, that felt good to say out loud to another soul… But what you said about Salazar and the hat sorting me into Slytherin has always rattled me to my very core. Why me? Why me, a damaged and orphaned mudblood, who isn’t even worth her weight in galleons?”
Minerva gasped in outrage at me words and her eyes grew as wide as saucers.
“Hermione Jean Granger! A forbid ye from sayin thon again! Are ye daft woman?” Minerva said, her voice vibrating with anger, her accent coming back out to play, but she tried to calm herself almost instantly. “Do not think I have not seen that wand holster you made. If you patented that with the Wizengamot, I am sure you would be worth more than your weight in galleons. Students these days put their wands in their back pockets like buffoons and break them. If one would have a holster to hold your wand, then witches and wizards alike would stop having to pay for wand repairs like they do now.”
“I… I had thought of that. Using my invention to my advantage, but I didn’t want to bring more attention to myself.” I replied sadly, my fingers starting to twiddle once again. “I had hoped after I graduated from Hogwarts that people would let me fade into the background and live my life. Which, in turn, would allow my person more freedom to do as I please.” I answered, explaining my thought process.
“Come to me, Hermione.” Minerva softly said as she patted the seat next to her, her voice pleading, and I couldn’t disobey the plea.
I slowly stood up from the armchair and made my way over to where the older Omega was sitting and sat where her hand was patting, I turned my head to look at her and what I saw in her eyes was understanding of what I’ve had to go through and my struggles that I’ve endured these past five years.
“Yes?” I said just as softly.
I could only ever be this soft with my soulmate…
“I have said it before, but I will say it again as many times as needed, my dear.” Minerva started, her hand coming up to gently caress the burned side of my face. It didn’t hurt and filled me with that familiar warmth that came with her touch. “You are more than what Draco Malfoy and Ronald Weasley say you are. You have an intelligence that has not been seen in decades and are only limited in your magic capabilities because of factors you can not control… Hermione, you got all O’s on your O.W.L.S and are no doubt going to get outstanding marks on your N.E.W.T.S. Is that a witch who is struggling at the bottom or a witch who has risen to the occasion with resounding success?”
“I would’ve thought you’d have wanted a Gryffindor to have the record.” I said, trying to maneuver around this conversation.
Minerva shot my person a pointed look and knew what I had tried to do.
“I am a fervent Gryffindor supporter, that is true and I will never deny that I have House pride, but you are my soulmate. That supersedes my House devotion, Hermione… And do not think you are squirming your way out of answering my question.” Minerva replied, her hand gently patting my cheek like I had lost the battle and the war.
I sighed and rolled the question around in my mind.
Did I believe what she said?
Did I rise from the ashes of my family's undoing?
Was I at the top instead of the bottom?
“Morgana, maybe I understand logically Minerva, but…” I said, trying to formulate this the best way I could. “...I don’t understand it emotionally. I can see the grades, the accomplishments, but I don’t feel like they put me on par with others. Does- Does that make sense to you?”
The older Omega nodded, moved her hand from my cheek to my knee, and softly rubbed to comfort my raging mind.
“Aye, I do. I understand too well.” Minerva replied, her voice slightly bitter and her eyes gazed at the fire. She looked to be reminiscing about the past, eyes glazed, but I didn’t want to rush the her. “I hazard that you would have never guessed I was born to a Presbyterian minister… Am I right in this regard?”
“Yes, you are.” I answered, eyes slightly wide. “I don’t know much about the Scottish Highlands, but I would assume most of the population followed the Christian God.” I added.
“Aye, you would be correct, my dear.” Minerva replied. “The Church of Scotland was what everyone clung to during my early years. My Athair was a prominent figure in our local church… He had so many expectations of me. Women then, especially witches, were perceived as… lesser. Men, Alpha’s or wizards it did not matter, the ones who held the power were at the top and those who did not were on the bottom. I had not presented yet, but it was expected of me to be the faithful housewife who took care of the home and carried pups. He did not think I would be anything but an Omega and he turned out to be right. I was filled with an unquenchable rage when I got my dynamic, you see. By that time, I had found that I was not like other people in two ways. One, I was a witch. I had received a letter from Hogwarts, informing me of what I was, and my mother later told me it was true when she found me reading it in my room. And the second way was that I was into girls. I was only twelve at the time, but I was an early bloomer. I had always been smart since a young age, so I could piece together things others could not. Do you see how I could relate to you, Hermione? Do you see where this story is going?”
I let out a loud breath, Minerva’s words tumbling through my mind, and I had to control myself from the anger that was trying to surge forth.
My Alpha hindbrain certainly wanted to wage a warpath to wherever the older Omega had once called home…
“I do. Unfortunately, I do.” I answered, my hands clenched at my slides, pain shooting through my body, but it didn’t matter when I was about to hear the suffering of my soulmate.
“Athair found out.” Minerva blurted out, her eyes closed, tears slowly falling down her face, her Omega pheromones started to leak out, and the scent was filled with anguish. “It was a small town called Caithness that we lived in. I had found a like minded girl and it felt as if the Fates were shining down upon me. She was my first kiss. Everything was coming up daisies. The McGonagall family was thriving, I was going to Hogwarts to learn about magic, and I had found someone who was just like me…”
Finding Minerva’s hand, I slipped my hand into her own and entwined my fingers with hers. I wanted to provide her with some comfort and banished my own trauma to the back of my mind; The orphanage had not been kind and beatings were a part of one’s existence there. Human contact was hard, but Luna had shown me gentleness and I felt safe enough with the older Omega that she was worth overcoming my past.
I had let others initiate contact.
I never was one to initiate unless absolutely necessary.
But…
Minerva deserved someone to be there for her at this moment and I would be that person.
“You don’t have to talk about it if it's too difficult, Minerva.” I softly offered as I tried to use my presence as a comfort to the struggling Omega. “We barely know each other and I would understand if you wanted to wait for something so personal.”
But the older Omega just squeezed my hand that much harder and leaned into my body.
Warmth bloomed between our persons and we both let out a contented sigh.
“I want to tell you.” Minerva answered. “We might be trying to get to know each other, but my past is long and you deserve to know it. Our dynamics call to each other and it feels like we already know one another… If I asked, you would you tell me of your time at the orphanage?”
I opened my mouth to immediately say no, but the words never left my mouth.
Instead…
I found myself answering differently…
“Yes.” I answered, the singular word said with confidence. “Merlin, I… I would. It doesn’t feel right to keep anything from you. I wanted to say no, to be closed off so I can’t be hurt, but my soul tells me you would never hurt me and my Alpha is in agreement with that sentiment.”
“So you see? I want you to know me. All of me. Even if it will be hard to speak of the past.” Minerva said.
Gathering a quiet sort of courage, that was in no way that of a Gryffindor, I leaned forward until my lips brushed the crown of Minerva’s dark hair. The kiss was light, almost reverent, meant more as a promise than a gesture. I hoped she would understand what words could not quite manage - that the warmth in my chest, the steady pull I felt toward her - was simply my way of telling her I was there beside her, wholly and without hesitation.
Was that the right thi-
Was what I started to think, but a noise silenced my thoughts.
A purr emanated from the older Omega and I sighed in relief that what I had done was the right response.
“Do you feel like continuing then?” I asked, hope in my tone.
I felt Minerva nod her head and she burrowed deeper into my person.
“Like I had said… My Athair found out about the other girl and I. He had no clue about my magic because Màthair had been suppressing it, not something someone of any age should lest they want terrible consequences to follow, but someone had seen us and the gossip got back to him.” Minerva explained, her voice quivering with every word. “It was as if I was seeing another person when I got back home. His face was red with anger… His voice loud enough to instill fear… and his fists raised in the air… He did not even let me speak before he laid his hands on me. I was his twelve year old daughter and he started to severely beat me. Did he even know if what he had heard was true? What if it was not? What if his source just did not like me? Did he have faith in his so-called ‘flock’? It was madness… Fortunately, Mother had come home just minutes after he had started, but the damage was already done. I had laid there, black and blue, in awful pain, wailing, while Màthair threw Athair into the wall with her magic. He had been knocked unconscious, no doubt laden with a concussion, but Mother did not seem to care. She scooped up my little battered body and whisked me away to somewhere far away. Somewhere safe from that vile man… I had lost my Athair that day and my innocence...”
The older Omega fell silent after she finished telling her truth and I was shaking with anger.
A savage, helpless fury surged through me so violently it made my hands tremble. Some dark, wounded part of me wanted nothing more than to tear backward through time and erase the man responsible for her pain entirely. My Alpha hindbrain reacted first - raw, protective instinct rising like a beast at the edge of a cage - claws raking against my restraint, demanding retribution.
Salazar’s snake, how could he…
How could they?
Merlin-be damned Pindown…
The anger burned hot and familiar, dragging old memories up with it…
The sharp crack of a belt against my skin…
The cold stone floors beneath my knees when they sent my smaller person into solitary confinement…
The sickening certainty that no one was coming to help.
That was until I received my Hogwarts letter…
Pain like that didn’t simply vanish because years had passed, it lingered in the bones, waiting for moments like this to resurface.
My magic flared in response, and I realized too late that Alpha pheromones were beginning to leak from my person, thick with that anger and the bitter ache of remembered helplessness.
Control yourself…
Gaia, Don’t make this about you!
Be there for your soulmate.
I forced myself to breathe, to pull the storm back inside my chest, because this moment wasn’t about my rage.
Minerva had entrusted me with something fragile, something that clearly still hurt to carry.
What she needed now was not the sharp edge of my fury, but steadiness, comfort, and the quiet assurance that she was safe with me…
So I sat with Minerva.
Not saying a word, but being an unshakeable presence the older Omega could lean on.
It didn’t feel to be the right course of action…
But it was enough.
It was enough and we sat in companionable silence…
Chapter 10: Chapter 10
Summary:
Hermione talks with Minerva, goes to class, and gets an ominous warning...
Chapter Text
Light stirred me from sleep again, and I softly groaned in protest at its persistent annoyance.
My eyes opened in slow, reluctant blinks, the world around me arriving in fragments rather than clarity.
For several long seconds my one good eye simply stared upward, trying to piece together where I was, my thoughts moving with the thick, sluggish quality of someone waking far too soon.
The early bird gets the worm as they say…
Groggily, I turned my head, the sheets scraping my leathery skin, and let my gaze wander across the unfamiliar room. Shapes resolved themselves one by one - unfamiliar stone walls, worn armchairs, the dull glow of embers in a hearth and then my one good eye fixed upon the fireplace itself. Recognition came not all at once but in a quiet, creeping realization. The mantle was crowded with unmistakable House Gryffindor memorabilia: scarlet banners, a small brass lion, the sort of proud display that would never, under any circumstances, be permitted within House Slytherin chambers.
The understanding slowly settled over my person, like cold water seeping through fabric, and with it came a heavy sense of dread that spread through my chest as the last traces of sleep slipped away.
I knew exactly where I was and cursed Salazar himself while reliving the previous night in my mind.
I wasn’t in my own bed, but…
I looked over and saw a familiar older Omega who was still sleeping on my arm…
I was in Minerva McGonagall's chambers…
I internally sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose.
How could you be so daft, Hermione?
My eyes drifted over to where the old looking clock was and I saw that it was still relatively early. Light had indeed filtered through the windows in her chambers, but classes wouldn’t start for another hour or so. It was a relief that I wouldn’t have to hurry myself along for the sake of not being late to class, but I was still in a bloody difficult situation.
Rumors would no doubt spread.
My fellow Slytherins would surely notice that I hadn’t been in my bed this morning and start gossiping about where the ‘Horror of Hogwarts’ spent her night.
And that was fine.
They could talk all they wanted.
I just didn’t want to be found with the older Omega.
Our budding relationship was something beautiful, but new.
I had no idea what would happen if Albus got wind of a Professor and student being soulmates.
It would be the scandal of the century, Rita Skeeter would run my name through the proverbial dirt, and the old fool would probably split us up until I graduated.
But that wasn’t what I wanted.
It wasn’t what I wanted at all…
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe I have finally found some semblance of happiness.
The Fates will surely not take this from me as well?
I didn’t want that taken away before I could explore this in its entirety…
Minerva softly groaned in her sleep and shifted her body.
I turned my head from the chamber to watch the older Omega softly snore and I was enamored with her
Utterly.
Enamored.
I couldn’t even go one singular night without coming to see Minerva and it's only been a few days since I found out the Transfiguration Professor was my soulmate.
I gave a small, careful shake of my head, and the movement must have disturbed the slumbering older Omega beside me. Minerva softly stirred, her emerald-green eyes blinking open with the slow confusion of someone waking somewhere unfamiliar. Her lashes fluttered as she tried to gather her bearings, and for a moment she simply looked around the room much as I had done minutes earlier, clearly piecing together where she was. The sight was unexpectedly endearing and there was something disarmingly gentle about her half-awake expression, so different from the composed authority she carried through Hogwarts.
I suspected the older Omega didn’t often sleep on her sofa.
After a moment, Minerva seemed to realize she was leaning against something solid and warm. Turning her head, she found me watching her. Her eyes widened in quiet surprise at the discovery that I was still there in her chambers, and her plump lips slightly parted in that adorably bewildered way people sometimes had when their mind hadn’t quite caught up with the morning.
“Hermione?” Minerva said, her tone making it seem like a question.
“Indeed, Minerva.” I replied with a sigh. “We must’ve fallen asleep after all the passionate discussions we had last night.”
“Hmmmm…” Minerva thoughtfully hummed. “This will add even more to your already growing plate…” She added with a small frown, though there was an unmistakable note of approval beneath the concern. She folded her hands together with her usual precise composure before continuing, her tone warming slightly. “Though I must confess, I found last evening’s discussions rather… stimulating. Quite intellectually titillating, if I may be so bold.” She continued, a faint glimmer of amusement touching her eyes. “Your observations regarding the deficiencies in interdepartmental communication within the magical community were particularly incisive. The comparison you drew between our methods and those employed in Muggle information networks.. Postal standardization, electrical telecommunications, and the beginnings of digital data exchange… It was most enlightening. Wizarding Britain has relied on tradition and localized magical solutions for centuries, but you argued rather persuasively that such insularity may be hindering broader coordination.” She praised, studying my person with quiet interest. “I especially enjoyed the portion where you proposed adapting enchanted relay systems modeled on Muggle signal infrastructure. It is not often one encounters a student willing to critically evaluate magical society through such a… interdisciplinary lens.”
“I appreciate the scholarly praise and, yes, it probably will. I’ve already had that thought early this morning and know for a fact that rumors will be floating around the castle about where I was.” I said as I patted her arm.
This time the older Omega sighed, but burrowed deeper into my body, not wanting the contact to wane.
“This may be a wizarding school for young witches and wizards, but it is still a school.” Minerva responded. “Children will be children and that will not change any time soon.”
“Are you calming me a child, my lioness?” I asked, my good eyebrow raised.
Minerva stiffened and looked up at me from where she laid.
“Och… you are not.” Minerva slowly answered. “We have a large age gap, but you are an adult in the wizarding world. You cheated to be twenty-one, your use of a time-turner extensive, but you are my equal, Hermione. We, as witches and wizards, age slower than Muggles. It is why I only look to be no more than forty.”
“So then why does Albus look so old? And does that mean wizarding society wouldn’t frown upon our relationship?” I asked while looking at the clock again and seeing I had some time to conversate with the older Omega before my first class of the day.
“That’s because we do age. The Headmaster is just shy of over one-hundred and fifty years old.” Minerva answered with a small chuckle. “We are not immortal beings like vampires or faeries. Our magic sustains our bodies, but we are still human at our core. And to answer your second question… No, wizarding society will not frown upon our relationship. If you were not of age then yes I would be thrown in Azkaban and would have the book thrown at me. Just because we are not as scientifically advanced as Muggles does not mean we allow witches and wizards to do as they please. But you are of age and we are soulmates, which no one can contest.”
“What if you found your soulmate and they weren't of age?” I asked, my curious mind wanting to know more.
“That is where our dynamics come in. I hear it is the same for Muggles in this regard, but the younger soulmate would not smell right to their older counterpart. It is a defense mechanism built into us to prevent anything untoward from happening. The soulmate would instinctively become a guiding presence who acts as more of a mentor until they become of age.” Minerva answered.
“That still seems quite preparatory…” I replied, my lips forming a tight line. “And if that is the case then did I smell off to you?”
“We cannot control when our soulmate comes into our lives, only the Fates know that answer, so we do our best with the hand we are dealt.” Minerva said. “And you did not… I have a theory on why that is and I think it has something to do with your broken magic core. I should have had some suspicion when my eyes first landed on you… When you came to Hogwarts… but I did not sense nor scent you as anything other than another student. It was why I was so shaken on the stage at your presenting. Your scent washed over me, flooded my very being, and I.. It…”
“It what?” I pressed and saw that Minerva’s cheeks were now heated.
“The sudden appearance of my soulmate brought on a… mini heat.” Minerva softly answered, her eyes no longer looking at mine.
I shivered at those words and closed my legs to prevent anything from being overtly visible.
“Is that why you avoided me?” I asked with a slight frown on my face as I remembered that time.
“Aye, just being in your presence had me utterly dim-witted and not thinking clearly. My hindbrain was wanting and I wanted to not overwhelm you with the news.” Minerva answered, her body squirming a bit.
“Salazar's snakes, I thought I had done something wrong, said something I wasn’t supposed to say, when we had that conversation after Ronald’s temper-tantrum.” I said, my body relaxing some at the admission. “I’m glad it wasn’t for any other reason. I understand the thought process and agree with that assessment. I wouldn't have wanted us to do something because of our dynamics… needs.”
“I am glad we agree.” Minerva said, nodding her head. “But we have another problem that needs a solution, Hermione. No one can see you coming from my office. My chambers are hidden inside said office, but you leaving here after not being found in your own bed last night will not bode any better for the rumors you are so worried about.”
My Alpha pheromones flared, anxiety seeped into the air, but Minerva started to rub circles on my arm once again and I calmed to my previous state.
“...Could you apparate me to a place where no eyes would see us? But not too far away because I still need to head to class. And I know there is an anti-apparition ward covering Hogwarts, but I also know Professors can be keyed into those wards.” I offered, the idea not terrible, but not perfect in any way.
There’s always a chance some nosey annoyance sees us…
“And how do you know of apparition, Hermione Jean Granger?” Minerva asked, her emerald-green eyes that sparkled in the sunlight, now narrowed at me. “The twelve-week course on apparation is this year, at the end of the year, for sixth-years if I am not mistaken.”
I didn’t falter, but I did look a bit…
…abashed.
“I… read ahead?” I weakly offered, my Slytherin qualities failing me in the face of Minerva McGonagall.
The older Omega shook her head, but there was a small upturned smile on that stunning face of hers.
“You are always reading, Hermione.” Minerva shot back. “And I think that idea holds merit. You are indeed right about apparition for Professor’s here at Hogwarts. It was implemented as a safety measure by the Ministry.” She added as her own eyes looked at the clock on the wall. “It seems our little chat has taken up all of our extra time.” She continued, disentangling herself from me, wordlessly accioing her wand, and waving it. In the blink of an eye and a show of incredible magic, she was dressed in rich, green robes that matched her eyes and her glamor was back in place. “Are you all set to go?” She asked, looking the part of the stern Professor students knew her as.
“Go?” I repeated, a little stunned by Minerva’s exquisite use of magic, but confused because I wasn’t ready.
Minerva chuckled and pointed at me.
I followed the finger down, now looking at my person, and saw I was wearing a fresh set of robes.
“Your use of magic is extraordinary, Minerva.” I replied with my own chuckle and stood from the sofa. “If you took care of everything, then I’m indeed ready.”
The older Omega stuck her arm out for me to take, the gesture one I wouldn't ever turn down going forward, and my arm linked into hers. I stepped to her side, having full confidence that she could side apparate with ease, and we left with a pop not a moment later.
The sensation was…
Unpleasant.
It felt like my Merlin-be-damned body was being forced through a tight tube and, with my injured state, had my fingers digging into Minerva’s flesh because I was in so much pain. The pressure, the distortion of what was natural, reacted so negatively to my body that I felt like fainting into oblivion and never waking. Black spots danced in my vision, but then we were on solid ground and my legs felt like jelly and gave out underneath my person.
My Alpha hindbrain screamed danger, preservation, but there was no threat to vanquish.
I could smell all of the scents that came with being outside…
The dew on the grass…
The earthy scent prevailing from the soil and trees…
The smell of petrichor in the air…
And…
My soulmate.
I deeply breathed in the older Omega, the scents that smelled like home, and tried to steady myself once again.
“Hermione? Are you all right?” Minerva asked, her voice filled with anxiety, her Omega pheromones flaring and adding to what I was smelling.
I stumbled back from Minerva’s comforting embrace and took a singular deep breath.
In…
And out…
Morgana, what just happened…
I didn’t want to worry the older Omega even if my body felt like it was collapsing in on itself.
“I forgot that I’m not like normal witches or wizards.” I mumbled after a moment, an aggravated and aggrieved snarl leaving my mouth, my fingers coming to my sleeves to expose the leathery skin, and with the skin exposed I could see it was a deeper shade of red. It seemed to be agitated by apparating. “Gaia… You see? I should’ve thought about it before we apparated, but it slipped my mind. I just felt so… normal around you, the pain I face day in and day out in the far corners of my mind, but I will remember this incident for future reference.” I finished, her eyes glued to my burn scars as I rolled my sleeve up.
“Hermione…” Minerva whispered, her eyes filling with unshed tears, her body moving closer to my own.
“It’s-” I said, trying to respond, but Minerva’s eyes turned hard and I knew I was in for a lecture.
I’m in trouble, aren’t I?
“Och, dae no.” Minerva interrupted, her voice hard as steel, her body tense. “Dae no e'en think tae say thon it is fine. It is no e'en remotely fine!” She whisper-yelled harshly in her heavy accent, her body so close I could feel her breath on my face, her Omega pheromones making it very clear she was angry at the moment.
Very angry.
My Alpha hindbrain internally whined at this and I almost let the sound slip from my lips.
“I… I’m sorry, Minerva.” I apologized, meeting the older witches stare, my head slightly tipped up because of her height. “This was a mistake, a painful mistake, but I promise it won’t happen again. I was a daft moron, but that is a promise I won’t forsake.”
Minerva narrowed her eyes at me, taking a moment to see if I was telling the truth, and she finally subtly nodded her head at my words.
“Good.” Minerva replied, a tired sigh leaving her lips. “I do not want to be mad at you, This was not your fault, but seeing you in so much and then seeing your scars…”
I understood.
I may have been new to this, but I could emotionally and logically understand why seeing your soulmate in pain would elicit a negative reaction. I didn’t even want to think about the older Omega being hurt, a small growl leaving my lips at the thought of such a thing happening.
I knew Minerva could take care of herself, her prowess only being second to Albus himself, but I wanted to protect her.
“I know.” I replied, a little more base to my voice. “I understand and it’s fine. You’ll eventually have to see the rest of my tattered person and it’s not pretty, Minerva. The fire… It did a lot of damage, but I’m usually not in this much pain… We’ll just have to walk or limp in my case, take the Night Bus, or… ride on a broom if it comes to it.” I said with a grimace. “Or perhaps swipe Mr. Weasley’s flying car?” I added with a small smirk and the comment got Minerva to titter.
“I do not even want to recall that incident…” Minerva said with a shake of her head. “Who in Godric’s name thinks it is a good idea to steal their parents' flying car?”
“Only Ronald Weasley, the biggest git in Hogwarts.” I scoffed, baring my teeth at the memory of the weasel.
It was a scandal at the time.
Ronald Weasley, the only one of his siblings to be late to the train, decided it was a good idea to steal the magical flying car and use it to catch up with the already moving train. He was flying right beside it, all of us inside watching on in horror, as he jerked the wheel back and forth. He had come close to knocking into the train and potentially killing all of us, but thank Salazar, the twit veered away from us and flew to Hogwarts. He wasn’t well received, earning a substantial suspension from Albus for two weeks, and a thorough lashing from his mother via howler.
“Indeed.” Minerva said with a huff of her own.
“I surmise I should probably go before I am late…” I said, not wanting to leave the older Omega who now looked sad at my words.
“I suppose you should…” Minerva replied, our eyes fixed onto one another, her body now incredibly close to my own once again.
“Minerva?” I rumbled, my Alpha hindbrain delighted to have Minerva so close.
“Bi làn deagh là agus bi math dhomh, mo ghràidh.” Minerva whispered as she leaned over and lightly kissed my forehead.
(Have a good day and be good for me, my dear)
With that, the older Omega offered me one last measured look before vanishing with the soft crack of Apparition. The space she left behind seemed momentarily quieter for her absence.
I lingered there for a heartbeat longer, gathering my thoughts, before turning my attention to the day ahead.
“Merlin, how am I supposed to focus when I can still feel her plump lips on my skin…” I grumbled, walking towards Hogwarts with a pep in my step that wasn’t there before.
The limped walk wasn’t overtly long.
Astronomy was the first class I had today and the location of said class was in the Astronomy tower. Some would question why you would host an Astronomy class during the day, but magic is a wonderfully convenient thing and allows us to see the stars at any time of the day. One would use a modified version of the Revelio charm called Stella Revelio and it would turn day to night in a limited capacity. It was intended for teaching and can only be used as such.
But before I went up the steps that would lead me to the Astronomy tower…
Luna and Longbottom were waiting for me.
I shook my head, but allowed a small smile to appear on my face.
My body hurt, but the memory of Minerva’s lips batted away the physical pain,
“Good morning, Hermione!” Luna greeted, my eyes instantly drawn to her feet that were shoeless. “Oh, yes…” She said, following my eyes to her shoeless feet. “The wrackspurts seem to have stolen my shoes!”
“Not the wrackspurts…” Longbottom muttered, but the Beta Ravenclaw didn’t seem to have heard the Omega.
“Luna… You can’t just go around barefoot.” I replied, slightly exasperated, but knowing this wasn’t her fault.
I vowed to kill whoever was bullying Luna.
Students that passed us to go up the stairs softly giggled, but the glare and angry growl I threw their way was enough to make them quickly scurry up the stairs.
Serves them right…
It was odd to get reactions like that now, but there was power in one's dynamic and I was going to use it - for the right reason - to stand up for the people I cared about.
“Can the angry doggy stop growling?” Luna asked, her voice full of playfulness.
I immediately stopped and looked at the Beta Ravenclaw wide-eyed.
Luna didn’t look abashed and even giggled which had me frowning.
“I’m no dog, Luna Lovegood.” I grumbled, my growl dying in the back of my throat.
“Then don’t act like one.” Luna shot back, lightly bumping into my person.
Cheeky Beta…
“How about we just head up the stairs?” I offered with an eye roll.
“Hey… isn’t Astronomy one of your favorite classes, Luna? Shouldn’t you be the most excited to learn more about… the stars?” Longbottom said, but posed his sentence like a question.
“It is and I am, Neville!” Luna answered as she gently looped her arms in our own. “We should get up there before it's too late. Professor Sinistra is very particular about these things”
“Not very much like Professor Trelawney then…” Longbottom muttered as we took the stairs one by one.
I internally chuckled at the Omega Gryffindor’s words.
I didn’t remember much of Longbottom - although I knew some of his family's history - before Luna introduced us, but what I did remember was him getting a reading by Professor Trelawney saying he was marked for death. She saw the grim in his tea leaves and I thoroughly remember it spooking the pants off of him.
But it didn’t truly matter.
Professor Trelawney ‘predicted’ student deaths every year…
It was a load of nonsense.
Divination was for fools.
At least Astronomy was something tangible.
The stars were there and all you had to do was know how to read them.
But I was in a similar situation as the Omega Gryffindor when class had finally started.
Professor Sinistra introduced herself as a Beta Professor Aurora Sinistra and started to read students through her natal chart…
“It looks like struggles and danger are in your future, Miss Granger.” Professor Sinistra said, her eyes holding pity for the future she had just read. “The 8th House.” She continued, tapping to the house in question. “Pluto and Mars. So it is, it shall be…”
I scoffed.
“Isn’t it always, Professor Sinistra?” I bitterly responded. “I’m sure I’ll be fine.” I added, waving a dismissive hand in the air.
The Beta Astronomy Professor looked at my person for a long moment before talking again.
“Before careful, Miss Granger…” Professor Sinistra started, her tone serious. “The stars do not lie. There is great power in knowing one's future. Be wary of those who were once close to you and things thought long forgotten.”
I studied Professor Sinistra for a long moment, uncertain how much credence I ought to assign to what she was saying. The explanation carried a tone that felt uncomfortably reminiscent of Professor Trelawney’s more interpretive readings, which did little to inspire confidence in its academic rigor. While the Beta Astronomy Professor was undeniably a competent astronomer, the speculative quality of her statement made my mind instinctively search for a more empirical framework before accepting it outright…
“I will be sure to be very careful of those vague concepts, Professor.” I replied, some sass to my voice.
“Be careful, Miss Ganger…” Professor Sinistra repeated as she started to move on to other students. “Be very careful…”
Salazar’s snakes, just what I needed…
Another bad omen…
That’s two for three…
Now only Luna needs one!
I internally scoffed this time, my skin feeling itchy, and my hair feeling frizzy.
What a load of shite.
Chapter 11: Chapter 11
Summary:
Hermione goes up against a troll and gets in trouble with Minerva...
Chapter Text
Ominous thunder boomed through the Great Hall.
Looking up, my gaze drifted to the enchanted ceiling of the hall, which tonight reflected a sky choked with heavy, roiling dark clouds. The magic woven into the ceiling mirrored the weather beyond the castle walls with unnerving fidelity; dark masses of storm-cloud slowly drifted overhead, occasionally splitting open with brief flashes of distant lightning that rippled across the enchanted firmament. Each flicker cast the long house tables in pale, momentary illumination before the gloom settled again, the effect lending the entire hall an uneasy, almost foreboding atmosphere.
I knew, of course, that the ceiling merely reproduced the conditions outside - a remarkable piece of atmospheric charmwork rather than an omen - but the rational explanation did very little to quiet the restless tension stirring beneath my thoughts.
My Alpha hindbrain had been on edge since entering the Great Hall, responding to the thoughts stirring in my mind, the murmured conversations happening all round my person, and the faint electric pressure that always seemed to accompany an approaching storm.
The result was a constant, low thrum of unease in my chest…
I despised rain and thunder with my very being.
It was the weather conditions of that day…
The day that I had lost everything…
I didn’t like to think about those Merlin-be-damned events that transpired, but the weather above was causing those horrid memories to resurface.
My eyes closed and I was brought back…
Back…
Lightning flashed.
Blue flames ran rampant.
I was outside…
Or was I?
No, I was in our house.
I rubbed my tired eyes with my small hands and made my way to the stairs.
I was small.
Just a child…
I had heard adults arguing downstairs, but it wasn’t just my parents.
There was another voice, but…
I didn’t recognize them.
It was…
Another woman?
I couldn’t be sure.
I was crouched at the top of the stairs, clinging to the banister with the quiet determination only a terribly nosy child could possess. The railing pressed cold against my palms as I leaned forward just enough to listen without revealing myself. From where I hid, the overhang of the first-floor ceiling blocked my view of whatever was happening below, leaving me suspended in a tense sort of ignorance that made the sounds drifting upward all the more unsettling.
I held my breath and slowly closed my eyes, forcing my attention inward so that the rest of the house - the creak of boards, the faint whistle of the wind against the windows- faded away.
All that remained was the muffled noise rising from downstairs.
Voices.
Movement.
My heart began to beat faster as I strained to separate the sounds from one another.
This was new.
It was scary.
My parents had never argued like this so I was awoken by the raised voices.
The noise continued to grow…
And grow…
And grow….
Until…
My eyes shot back open at the loud bang that came from the front of the Great Hall, disoriented from slinking back into the darkness of my past, and turned my head to see what the commotion was about. My heart was thumping, my skin burned, but I tried to focus on the present. The other Slytherins did as well, the regret in my stomach palpable that I couldn’t sit with my friends, but we all watched as a certain Defense Against the Dark Arts Professor came running down between the tables where we sat.
Professor Quirrell.
“Troll in the dungeon!” Professor Quirrell yelled. “Troll in the dungeon!” He yelled again as he stopped midway in the hall, all eyes on his person. “Thought you ought to know.” He added before falling to the floor and passing out.
What?
A troll?
Merlin, the trolls should be in the mountains or forests…
No one should’ve let a troll-
At the D.A.D.A. Professor's words, the Great Hall erupted into mindless panic. The younger students screamed with unbidden terror while the older students did their best to calm them down. It was pure chaos and scores of students, of all houses, tried to flee through the only two doors that offered escape. Pheromones were heavy, coming from every scared student of every dynamic, but I tried to not breathe through my nose and be affected by the almost debilitating scents swirling around.
My eyes met Albus's as he started to stand from his seat at the High Table and I did so as well. A troll in Hogwarts walls was worrying and the old fool trusted me to see what was going on while he tried to calm the students. No one noticed me as I started to slink my way to the door, using the cover of darkness by the hall’s walls, but all activity stopped once a voice reverberated through the hall.
“Silence!” Albus yelled, the wand that was to his throat making it so his voice was heard by all. “Everyone… will you please not panic?” Albus said, the students' movements now stilled and all eyes now on him, everyone's scents receding. “Now… prefects will lead their house back to the dormitories. Teachers will follow me to the dungeons.”
But I wouldn’t go with Malfoy and his merry band of daft gits.
There was a darkness wafting in the air and I was going to follow it.
I was drawn to it.
But I didn’t want to be.
Salazar himself surely knew that, but darkness seemed to follow me at every turn. It stalked me like a predator of the night and made sure it was always one step behind me. I was connected to the happenings and I knew someone who wasn’t me wouldn’t fare well if they tried to fix this particular problem…
Slipping out of the Great Hall like a shadow, I started my brisk limped walk to the dungeons.
It was a familiar walk because Severnia’s classroom was in the dungeons, but the corridors were deserted - only lit by the torches on the walls per usual - and the portraits remained quiet…
I felt eyes on me.
It was a skill I had developed from the…
Attention I got over the years.
My eyes caught two figures who had hastily hid behind a stone wall when I took a look back.
I knew exactly who the troublesome duo was.
I desperately wanted to be annoyed with them.
Properly annoyed.
The sort of irritation that justified snapping at them, perhaps even baring a bit of temper for their sheer lack of caution, and baring my sharp canines for good measure.
There was, after all, a Troll loose somewhere in the dungeons, and they apparently had decided that the most sensible course of action was to trail after me as though this were some casual evening stroll.
The sheer absurdity of it made my teeth clench.
Yet the anger refused to comfortably settle where it ought to have.
Beneath the annoyance lurked something far more complicated, a restless instinct stirring just behind my thoughts. Instead of wanting to send the two marching straight back to the safety of their dormitories, I found myself watching them instead.
Counting where they stood.
How close they were.
Whether they were keeping pace.
It was infuriating.
I should’ve been furious with them for their recklessness, yet some stubborn part of my being seemed far more concerned with ensuring they remained within sight while we navigated the increasingly dangerous corridors of Hogwarts.
I stopped in the middle of the corridor, lowly growled so they could hear me, and the sound bounced off the stone walls
It was the type of growl one uses when they are chastising an individual for being utterly moronic.
But the two didn’t move from their current hiding spot.
Like children, I swear…
“I know you both are there.” I rumbled out, scoffing as I turned with my arms crossed. “So you might as well come out. Now.”
At my menacing voice, the two peaked their heads out, dread written all over their faces, and slowly walked toward me. Their steps weren’t at all hurried and I was getting impatient. I had a troll to hunt down and I was here babysitting because they couldn’t leave well enough alone.
And when the two were right in front of me…
Their faces were now clear as day.
Luna and Longbottom.
“Hello, Hermione. Wonderful weather we’re having…” Luna awkwardly said, her feet shifting where she stood.
“We uh- We thought…. Well… Uh…” Longbottom stumbled out, his green eyes looking anywhere, but on my person, his Omega pheromones expressing his uneasiness at the situation.
“You didn’t think! You absolute twits!” I growled, my temper flaring. “Why in Salazar's name are you following me?!” I added, my voice a whisper and hiss at the same time, but my tone clear.
“Is that what we were doing?” Luna replied, an airiness now to her voice. “I was just floating in my mind palace and seemed to… end up here!”
My face deadpanned at the Beta Ravenclaw’s words and the Omega Gryffindor pathetically whined.
“I…” I started to say, my teeth gritted and gnashing. “Shite... Control your pheromones, Longbottom. We wouldn’t want the troll to rampage because of an Omega’s panicked state… Now would we? Magical creatures might not have dynamics, but they can still be lured by our scents… And why in the wizarding world did neither of you think to use a Disillusionment Charm?”
Longbottom's eyes widened at my words and he rapidly nodded his head. He tried to reign them back in - it was a slow process - but he achieved the feat and I let out a long sigh.
Luna looked equally as shocked, but for other reasons that made my very blood boil.
“Oh! That is an easy question to answer! We didn’t think of it!” Luna airily answered, a dopey and dreamy smile on his face.
“You…” I growled, my frustration mounting. “We learned that spell last year!” I whisper-yelled.
“But you’re not using it Hermione!” Longbottom shot back.
I was stunned for a moment.
The Omega Gryffindor had just talked back to me.
I would’ve been proud of Longbottom's showing of that Gryffindor courage, but his response was utterly daft.
“That. Is. Because. My. Magic. Core. Is. BROKEN!” I enunciated, my nostrils flaring. “I can only do simple spells that don’t put a strain on my magic core, Longbottom! Do you really think me of all the witches and wizards in Hogwarts would forget to use a legendary charm that turns one invisible while sneaking around?”
Longbottom’s expression was one of embarrassment as he realized what he had just said and his face was now a deep shade of scarlet.
“Sorry…” Longbottom apologized.
“It is ever so lovely talking here since there is a nice cool draft, but I think we should go to the girls bathroom that is on this floor.” Luna said with a cock of her head, her pale-silver eyes full of knowing.
“What?” I replied, confusion rolling through me, but something in me was telling me to trust what the Beta Ravenclaw said. “...Alright. I won’t question you, Luna.”
“What about uh- me?” Longbottom squealed. “I’m not… Well… You know!”
“We’re hunting for a troll, Longbottom. I doubt you’ll have the time to be embarrassed when fending off the giant.” I replied with a roll of my eyes.
“Oh! Is that- Is that why we’re going there?” Longbottom asked as we started our journey to the girls bathroom.
“Yes. Isn’t that right, Luna?” I asked.
“Hmmmm… My favorite Crumple-Horned Snorkack told me it was important that we go there.” Luna responded, her lithe form right behind me.
“Of course it did…” Longbottom muttered.
“See? There we go. Astonishing evidence to go, Longbottom.” I snarked, my booted feet thumping on the stone floor.
After that riveting conversation, the three of us all fell quiet and proceeded to our destination. Thunder was still rolling as we hurried through the corridors. Hogwarts was under the cover of night and it felt more like Dracula's abode than Arthur's mighty fortress. It might’ve spooked others, but it felt like a second skin to me. I thrived in the darkness. It was how I moved so unnoticed without a Disillusionment Charm, although I did cast silencing charms on my feet, and made use of what was at my disposal.
It was because of the weather that one of my hands was over my wand holster.
I was ready to use magic if necessary.
As the three of us came to the end of the corridor, Luna grabbed our arms and made us stop short. I wanted to growl at her for the interruption, but we heard loud footsteps thudding against stone. Those weren’t the sounds of any student at Hogwarts, so the Beta Ravenclaw quickly pulled us to the left so we could watch in the safety of cover.
It was then we heard a loud rumble reverberate off the walls and watched as the troll came into view.
The giant was huge, almost as tall as the corridor's ceiling, and dragged a large club behind it.
Gaia, it really escaped from the dungeons…
Wait a moment…
Why was Professor Quirrell-
Unfortunately, my thoughts were interrupted and that line of thinking disappeared into the void…
“It… It's heading into the girls bathroom…” Longbottom brilliantly pointed out.
“So it is.” I drawled.
“Do you think we should follow it?” Luna proposed, her keen eyes following the troll's movements.
“Are you…” Longbottom started to say, then shook his head in bewilderment. “Are you actually crazy, Luna? It's a troll! You said you wanted to follow Hermione, but going up against that thing is crazy. We should wait for the professors who are also looking for it.”
While Luna and the Omega Gryffindor were talking in hushed whispers with one another, I slinked off back into the shadows and followed the troll who had indeed entered the girls bathrooms.
I had told Albus, through signals in the Great Hall, that I would handle this and I would.
I wasn’t about to be a liar.
A troll was superbly strong, but dull in nature.
It was prone to fits of rage, but outsmarting it was as easy as taking candy from a Muggle baby.
I was the Brightest Witch of her Age.
Outsmarting things dafter than me was my forte.
“Maybe I should've asked if Longbottom had some Puffapods in his robes…” I mumbled as I slowly and jerkily stepped into the bathroom.
My steps were cautious, still hindered by my persons state, and my eyes found the troll huffing at the end of the bathroom corridor. I assumed it was angry that it found itself at a dead end. My mind was whirling with ideas of how to dispatch the displaced giant, but I didn’t get the pleasure of settling on one. It turned around, presumably to leave the same way it came, and its eyes found me. I was standing stock still and now silently cursing myself for not doing anything earlier.
“Shite.” I cursed.
I didn’t have any time to do anything else because the lumbering thing was coming my way. I somehow found myself backed up against the stalls in my attempt to maneuver around it. I watched as the troll lifted its club, its ghastly face sneering at me, and got ready to swing the long piece of wood right at me.
Frontal attack?
I swiftly ducked, my body protesting at the sudden action, and felt the club soar over my head as it completely destroyed the stalls behind me.
Pieces of wood flew in every direction.
None of it damaged my person because of my quick thinking, but I was still in a predicament.
In a brink of genius, I decided to use what the fates gave me.
Meeting the troll's eyes, I focused and pushed out my Alpha pheromones and my Alpha hindbrain agreed on the action. I watched as the troll staggered back from the force of my potent scent, its body taking a knee on the bathroom floor, and continued to watch as it shook its head like it was dazed.
It’s partially down, but what to do now…
If I was normal I could’ve easily dealt with the troll at this point, but if I used any advanced magic I risked damaging my core further. My mind spun as it tried to think of a spell that would fend off the troll until others got here, but I was saved by a red jet of light that flew past me and hit the troll center mass.
“Stupify!” A voice I recognized yelled.
The troll that was still on its knee flew back into the bathroom wall, mirrors shattering under the impact, and was rendered unconscious by the spell. It was a strong stunning spell and was aptly picked to deal with a troll. They tended to have spell resistance so dealing with them quickly was the way to go.
I was also on the floor, but I felt arms gently lift me upwards so I stood on two feet.
And when I turned back…
I saw that it was Longbottom who was now facing me and the Beta Ravenclaw who had her wand out.
“Bloody hell…” Longbottom cursed, a shiver wracking his body. “I’m glad you're all right Hermione. When we finally noticed you were gone after we were done bickering…” He continued with a shake of his head.
“...And we knew you probably had followed the troll.” Luna finished, her legs carrying her the rest of the way to us. “I usually wouldn’t want to use force on a magical creature, but your pheromones were going to make him even angrier when he got out of his dazed state.”
The Omega Gryffindor scrunched up his nose at the mention of my pheromones.
“Did you release them all, Hermione?” Longbottom asked, his hands quivering some. “It smells awf-” He was about to say, but I glared at the Omega. “I- I mean it smells lovely! Like a… flower in… bloom?”
I scoffed at Longbottom, but of course Luna giggled.
Before any of us could speak even one more word, three Professors came rushing into the bathrooms. Severnia, Professor Quirrell, and Minerva were surveying the scene that they had just run into. They all had shocked expressions on their faces, but one set of eyes was boring into my person.
My soulmate.
Minerva gasped, a hand on her heart, emerald-green eyes wide as she inhaled and took in the scene.
The Beta D.A.D.A Professor’s nose twitched as he sniffed the air while the Alpha Slytherin Professor shook her head and took deep breaths.
I could see Severnia was trying to keep calm, her own dynamic in flux with the pheromones she was smelling, while the older Omega was rigid in her stance.
I knew my soulmate was also having a hard time controlling herself, but for entirely another reason.
“What- whit i the world happenit here?” Minerva got out, her voice angry and accent freely flowing, but also tinged with worry.
“I… We… Troll- W-What I mean is-” Longbottom stuttered, clearly intimidated by the three Professors.
The Alpha Slytherin Professor glared at the Omega Gryffindor and seemed not at all in the mood to put up with the stuttering mess that was Neville Longbottom.
“Spit it out you dithering chit!” Severnia hissed, her void-like eyes blazing with fury.
“This was my fault, Professors.” I calmly said, straightening my spine as all their gazes snapped to my person.
“How so, Miss Granger?” Minerva asked, her worry about to burst from her proverbial seems, but she was a professional.
“Headmaster Dumbledore.” I replied, the name being enough of an answer.
My eyes moved towards Severnia’s leg and it looked like it was…
Bleeding.
I carefully studied the Alpha Slytherin Professor, as one might in the D.M.L.E study case file laid bare before their keen eye.
Questions formed themselves in my mind, precise and deliberate…
How could someone as meticulous and poised as Sev have come to be injured in such a way?
The blood - though small in quantity - demanded an explanation, but my scrutiny was abruptly curtailed. Severnia let her robes fall with a practiced flourish, the injured leg now fully concealed, and fixed me with a single raised eyebrow. Her expression was…
…unmistakably instructive.
It plainly said, Do not waste your intellect chasing this particular answer.
And yet, even as the Alpha Slytherin Professor redirected my attention, I could feel the gears in my mind turning, cataloging every subtle gesture, every carefully controlled movement, storing them as clues for the next time the puzzle might demand solving.
“Hmmmm….” Minerva hummed as she released a sigh. “Be that as it may, Miss Granger… A student looking for trouble, even on the Headmasters orders, is unacceptable. I will be taking twenty points from House Slytherin for the incident.”
“P-Professor McGonagall?” Longbottom stumbled, gaining the attention of Minerva.
“Yes, Mr. Longbottom?” Minerva replied, leveling Longbottom with a look.
“It… It wasn’t just Hermione… We should take some responsibility as we were also involved…” Longbottom answered, his cheeks dawning a pinkish hue.
“Indeed, Professor.” Luna added. “I was the one to cast the spell that incapacitated the troll, so we should be punished as well.”
The older Omega sighed again, but this time it was louder.
“Right you are. Five points from both Gryffindor and Ravenclaw respectively.” Minerva said as she flattened her rumpled robes. “I hope you all know that luck was on your side today. A mountain troll is no trifle. You may be sixth-years, but…” She continued while she turned to me. “Miss Granger, you need to be aware of your limitations. I do not want to say you are not capable, but be more cautious, yes?” She finished, the worry in her eyes making my heart painfully clench.
I knew Minerva wasn’t trying to shame me because of my broken magic core.
I could see, as plain as day, that this incident had shaken the older Omega.
I could smell Minerva’s Omega pheromones.
It set my Alpha hindbrain humming with restless energy, a low, insistent pulse that threaded through my thoughts and muscles alike. Perhaps it was the fact that the older Omega was my soulmate - her presence always carried an undercurrent of gravity I couldn’t ignore - but the worry radiating off her, subtle and insistent, hit me like a tangible scent. I felt a flush of guilt rise in my chest, a sharp, undeniable ache at my own recklessness, as if my instincts were scolding me in a language older than words. Every nerve seemed alive, attuned to her even when I tried to turn my attention elsewhere, and I couldn’t shake the sense that my misstep had endangered what was new.
“Now that this pitiful charade is over…” Severnia sneered, her face directed at the troll, but her eyes quickly darted to Professor Quirrell. “Shall we dispose of this disturbance?”
The Beta D.A.D.A. Professor blubbered, but vomited out some words in response to Severnia while the lightning still raged outside.
“Per- Perhaps the students ought to go…” Professor Quirrell said as his gaze shifted away from the Alpha Slytherin Professor and over to the troll. “...before it wakes up.” He finished with an awkward laugh as we all started to leave the bathroom.
The last noise I heard before entirely leaving the bathroom was the troll snorting and Professor Quirrell screaming in fright which made my night all the better…
Chapter 12: Chapter 12
Summary:
Hermione receives some gifts, puts assholes in there place, and finds out she might not be alone as she thought...
Chapter Text
Flying.
Merlin, I detested flying.
The wizarding world was vast and truly magical, but hoisting oneself into the air on a broom…
It was quite frankly ludicrous.
So why in Salazar's name was there a broomstick now covering my food?
I was sitting at the far end of House Slytherins table, eating my share of food, when my owl flew straight through the students and dropped it off right in front of me.
It was early morning, my mind reeling from the previous day's events, but there was now clearly a broomstick right in front of my person.
Dagney, a Oriental-bay owl, was fierce and scared off onlookers just like her owner as she soared out of the Great Hall. She had incredibly dark eyes that looked like voids and many found her off putting.
But not I.
The poor girl was captured by poachers in Southeast Asia and was relocated to Eyelops Owl Emporium in Diagon Alley in hopes of fetching a high price. The manager there said no one wanted to buy the scary looking menace and handed me the owl for free.
I wasn’t about to look a gift horse in the mouth and liberated the owl from its gilded cage.
But now…
Now, Dagney has betrayed me in the worst of ways and put this foul piece of wood in my dear departed food…
“Who in the world would get a broom for you, mudblood?” Draco sneered, my eyes finding his own cold-grey ones.
I…
I didn’t know because I never had gotten any mail.
No family to speak of to send me any, so I was always the odd witch out when it came time for there to be mail.
“Shut that insufferable mouth of yours, little dragon.” I growled, my nostrils flaring as I glared at him and his friends.
That seemed to do the trick.
The pure-blood Omega Slytherin broke eye contact first, his gaze dropping as a faint flush crept across his cheeks. It was an expression of embarrassment that Salazar Slytherin himself would likely have found deeply unimpressive. Watching it unfold, I couldn’t help but slightly straighten in my seat, my posture sharpening with quiet, instinctive satisfaction.
The bullying had always made me feel lesser than, like I was an amoeba for others to stomp on, but that event in the greenhouse made me grow in confidence.
My Alpha hindbrain agreed with the sentiment.
There was also the fact that I could feel Minerva’s gaze glaring holes into the Malfoy heir.
The older Omega and I hadn’t talked since the troll incident last night. I was avoiding her because I knew she would metaphorically skin me alive and I was frankly scared to bits of the older witch. I also knew she was just worried for me and I was in the wrong for avoiding her, so I made a mental note to talk to her. I would take whatever punishment she deemed fit and try to get back into her good graces.
My eyes went back to the broom on the table, but voices flitted to my ears from behind me.
“Mail, Hermione?” Luna said, her voice sounding like she already knew I had gotten some, and her face came to look over my shoulder at the packaged broom.
“Already?” Longbottom added. “Isn’t it too early for mail?” He asked, his own body just behind me, but a respectable distance away.
“I thought so as well, but…” I replied, my words trailing off. “...here lies this blasted broom.” I added, a scoff escaping my lips.
The entirety of House Slytherin glared at my two friends, but I ignored them and continued on with what I was currently doing. I didn’t have time for daft ideology about blood and houses. The broom was nicely wrapped, the parchment smooth to the touch, and the ties silk.
I could’ve used my wand to unwrap it, show all here that I’m not incapable or a magical invalid, but my fingers were already delicately doing the job and revealing what lay underneath.
“Bloody hell…” Longbottom whispered, his tone filled with awe and wonder.
It was…
…a Firebolt.
The broom was sleek, the handle made of ebony, the bundle of twigs composed of both hazel and birch, while the iron was unmistakably goblin-forged. I had never heard of goblins making anything for wizards or witches, but the magical signature radiating off the metal was undoubtedly goblin made. It was widely known that goblins despised us wizarding folk, for good reason, so seeing their work with my own one good eye was a privilege. Others of my House would look down on the goblins, the ones who take care of our money I might add, but I never subscribed to any of that nonsense. It was the same as thinking one was better because of their blood or thinking house-elves deserved to be subservient to wizarding kind.
“Is this broom good?” Luna airily asked, head tilted in introspection.
“Its a- Its a Firebolt, Luna!” Longbottom squeaked, his hands gravitating toward the broom, but pulling away as if his very hands would sully it..
Loudly.
Longbottom’s words got the attention of everyone around us and they all started to whisper about the broom in front of my seated person. I could see some envy and disdain - in equal measure - in their eyes, but I could honestly care less about what they thought.
Severnia tried to instill in me House pride, but…
Why should I feel pride in a House that promotes the wretched values I see everyday?
So I declined and filed that away for a day when House Slytherin was like the other three Houses.
“It is.” I finally replied, pulling myself from my thoughts. “Who in Salazar’s name sent me it?” I added, my voice filled with disgust.
“Are… Are you sure you don’t have any more family?” Longbottom asked, his voice but a whisper, his Omega pheromones subtly leaking because of the question.
“No…” I started, my lips pressed together in a tight line. “The Grangers are well and truly dead. My Mother said it was just her and her parents, but when her parents passed then that only left her. And my father… My Father kept his family close to his chest and refused to speak about them so…” I continued with a shake of my head. “And even if there was a family member out there… The Grangers weren’t rich. My parents were dentists. We lived comfortably, but would never have been able to afford something like a Firebolt.”
“Are you sure? Your Father never said anything?” Luna asked and I felt there was more to her words.
“No. Not one word.” I answered, the growl of frustration that seeped out ending that line of conversation.
“But they were magical?” Longbottom asked, confused. “Then why do those bloody Slytherins call you that infernal slur?”
“My Mother was. I’m not sure about my Father.” I answered with a heavy sigh. “My family is shrouded in darkness, Longbottom. No one seems to know my Mother and no one seems to care about my Father. In my eyes, I’m muggleborn and proud of it. And in their eyes? I’m a mudblood.”
“And… And you never wanted to take a heritage test?” Longbottom asked cautiously.
I sighed and rubbed my hand over the broom.
“Headmaster Dumbledore asked me the same question, but…” I replied, my words trailing off and my eyes trailed over to where Minerva was sitting.
Did she get this broom for me?
I raised a subtle eyebrow Minerva’s way, jutting my chin at the broom, but the older Omega shook her head no.
“But?” Luna prodded.
“But… I was…” I said, teeth gritted. “...scared. Scared to know the truth if there was one and scared that I had family, but that family would end up not wanting anything to do with me.”
Luna’s hand came to my shoulder and she gently patted it.
“It’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.” Luna said, her voice dreamy and light.
I was about to reply, but the sound of flapping wings caught my attention and my eyes saw Dagney once again flying to my person with a package in her talons.
“Another one?” Longbottom asked, his eyes wide as he tracked my owls movements.
It was indeed though Dagney chose a rather theatrical method of confirmation. My owl swooped down with impeccable timing and released the rectangular package directly onto the crown of my head. The parcel bounced once, inelegantly slid down my head thanks to its own momentum, and plopped onto the table in front of me with a soft thunk. For a moment I simply stared at it, blinking in dignified disbelief, while the students around us broke into quiet, poorly suppressed laughter at the spectacle.
“Shite…” I cursed under my breath and glared at Dagney who was making a quick escape.
“Your owl is as temperamental as you are, Hermione.” Luna said with a giggle.
“Should’ve never adopted the cheeky twit.” I grumbled as I looked at the new package.
“Hmmmm…” Longbottom hummed. “What do you think it is?”
“I have no earthly idea, but…” I replied, eyeing a card on the front of the brown package. “We can see who sent it.”
Taking the notes in my hands, I carefully unsealed it and let my one good eye roam over the text. I could feel the Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor also curiously looking at it, so I whispered the words loud enough so they could hear, but soft enough to where nosy Slytherins couldn’t.
Hermione
Dear Hermione,
You Father left this in my possession before he left. It’s time it was returned to you. Use it well, kiddo.
“You Father left this in my possession before he left. It’s time it was returned to you. Use it well, kiddo.” I lowly read, my voice wavering at the words neatly scribbled on the parchment between my fingers.
“Oh, Hermione…” Longbottom said sadly, but there was a hint of hope in the Omega’s voice.
“It seems there is a certain somebody out there who is tied to you.” Luna added, her voice warm and soothing.
A family friend?
Actual family?
My fingers set the note to the side and they took the package instead.
I hesitated.
“Should I… Should I open it here?” I asked, the tips of my fingers skimming over it gently.
“Maybe not.” Luna answered, her mouth now near my ear, her voice a soft whisper. “There’s always someone watching. Best not to show them your cards. I have seen it in my mind palace and mote it shall be.”
Luna’s words were cryptic, but I listened to her per usual.
But I could feel a certain daft moron’s eyes burning into my person.
I knew who it was.
I could feel their jealousy from kilometers away.
“Ron is… seething.” Longbottom whispered, his green eyes flicking from the weasel and then back to myself.
Ronald always put up a good front, but their pure-blood familial wealth had been squandered into nothingness. Mr. and Mrs. Weasley could barely afford to keep their family afloat, but I wouldn’t pity the fools who dug their own grave.
I say that, but I do find Mrs. Weasley's situation was unfortunate.
Through my reading on the family, Mrs. Weasley - formerly Miss Prewett - was arranged to marry Arthur Weasley when they were young. The two had been friends when they both went to Hogwarts and had her entire life planned out for her, but it had all come crumbling down when her husband became a chronic gambler. The pitiful excuse for a wizard gambled on illegal creature fighting. Everyone knew this, had spotted him at The Pits in Knockturn Alley, but since he worked in the Ministry he got certain…
…privileges.
It was just another example of corruption in the wizarding world that made my very blood boil.
Without looking at the other Omega Gryffindor, I stood up from my seat, package in hand, and walked to the doors of the Great Hall. The Beta Ravenclaw and Longbottom were right behind me and the annoyance’s Omega pheromones wafted to my nose. I could smell the intense jealousy and anger coming off of him, but he mattered not to me anymore. I wanted so badly to see what was wrapped in my hands and even his actions couldn’t slow me.
Someone, somewhere, had put thought and effort into sending me a package.
The Firebolt had already blown my mind, but this was the icing on the proverbial cake.
“Are we going to your common room?” Longbottom asked nervously.
Luna chuckled at our Omega Gryffindor’s question.
“No, she knows not to bring a mouse to a den of snakes.” Luna answered as we walked side-by-side, our gaits long and purposeful, the two’s steps matching my limping. “I’m sure we’re going to the one place that can offer us some privacy, yes?”
I nodded at the Beta Ravenclaw’s words.
“Yes, the library. It has alcoves of sequestered space that offers some peace and quiet.” I answered, the thumping of my boots against the stone resounding through the corridors we were walking down. “It’s ideal for a situation such as this.”
“Can I also say that your infestation of nargles is non-existent today, Hermione.” Luna said, her voice bright and full of happiness. “It is a good thing, you know?”
“Yes, it is good.” I replied. “I wasn’t in so much pain this morning and getting two gifts does wonders for one's soul.”
My Gringotts account suddenly filling up with millions of galleons would work to-
“I’m sure some galleons would do wonders as well.” Luna interrupted with a conspiratorial grin on her face and my eyebrows lifted up into my hairline.
“You must be using Legilimency…” I huffed. “Always knowing things…”
“Maybe…” Luna teased and Longbottom giggled.
I scoffed this time and shook my head.
I said nothing further as we continued toward the library. It lay just off one of the castle’s long corridors a short distance from the route that led to the Great Hall, tucked into a quieter stretch of the lower floors where the constant bustle of students thinned into murmurs. It was a path I knew intimately and one I had traced countless times through the stone passages during my years at Hogwarts. When we reached the doors, I pushed one of the heavy wooden panels open, my strengthened muscles making short work of what used to require a bit of effort. Beyond it stretched the familiar sanctuary, shelf after towering shelf of tomes and books beneath high ceilings, enchanted chandeliers floating in the air to cast steady light, and the comforting scent of aged parchment and ink settling over the room like a welcome.
It was like coming home.
Books don’t have feelings, never judged me, and offered me knowledge…
Well non-spelled or charmed tomes or books don’t have feelings…
Salazar’s snakes, Hagrid's Care of Magical Creatures book certainly has some feelings…
I allowed for a small smile to appear on my face and deeply breathed in the air.
“Let’s go.” I said to the two who were behind me. “The alcove isn’t far from here.”
The library was rather full, and the stares of the students followed our every step, but I paid them no mind and limped without shame. I held my head up high and allowed them to see the damage my body has endured. I had always covered my scars with my unruly, curly, brown hair, but I had others who genuinely wanted to be in my life. They were still getting to know me as an individual, and I knew there would be challenges in the near-future, but I had hope that I would be less lonely in this life.
“Very good, Hermione.” Luna said, her steps matching my own as we weaved through old tomes. “Your new temperament will be useful for the future.”
“Did… Did this ‘new you’ start with you standing up to Draco?” Longbottom tentatively asked.
I chuckled, a deep rumble coming from my chest, and smirked.
“I believe so.” I replied as we made the final turn toward our destination. “I did speak with Headmaster Dumbledore and even Professor Snape, but there was only so much either of them could realistically do. The Headmaster can intervene when something becomes truly dangerous or disruptive to the school, and Professor Snape did make it quite clear to our House that certain lines would not be crossed under her watch. But prejudice isn’t something that can be neatly punished away, especially in Slytherin, where many of those ideas are practically woven into the House’s traditions. They both did what they could within those limits, yet having fellow students stand beside me instead of merely being protected from above… that has done far more for my self-confidence than I expected. And being Alpha has helped as well…”
“And we’re glad to be your friends, Hermione.” Luna said and the Omega Gryffindor agreed.
I hummed at Luna’s and Longbottom’s words.
All three of us had finally made it to our destination, the quiet whispering dulling to non-existence, and I felt like I could breathe once again. The alcove was secluded in an unseen section of the library and only accessible by saying a password to the portrait of Beedle the Bard. He was the wizarding world's equivalent to Aesop and renowned for his lessons taught through his writing. What was more extravagant was that he was an Omega and a muggleborn wizard. Historians' detailed description of the hardships he went through to get his works recognized was awe inspiring. A Wizengamot who was composed of only Alphas, a society who deemed him lesser, and a dynamic that undermined his very existence in that day and age. He also went against the grain when marrying an Omega man and truly stuck his proverbial finger up at the ideals this society was built on.
“Fatum Perditor.” I said, a slight raspyness to my voice and the portrait bowed his head.
(Destiny Destroyer)
“Welcome child of choice.” Beedle the Bard said with a smile on his face.
The Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor both stared as the portrait creaked open on reluctant hinges. Beyond it was not the lavish hidden study one might expect in a castle like Hogwarts, but a stark, almost monastic chamber. The stone room was nearly bare and only a handful of simple chairs scattered across the floor. Iron torches were fixed to the walls, their flames licking upward and casting long, restless shadows across the stone. It felt less like a secret lounge and more like a forgotten antechamber, the sort of place meant for quiet conversations that were never meant to leave the walls. It was the opposite of what you would find in a pure-blood home. I never had the pleasure, but the Daily Prophet always had a section in their paper dedicated to the latest style the Sacred 28 touted in their homes.
I had no love for Rita Skeeter, that slimy popper, and wrote her name down in my ‘list of witches and wizards to torture.’
The ‘journalist’ was on the list because of her nasty comments about me and my dearly departed parents.
The binty witch somehow dug up some gossip about Severnia and my Mother Lily some years ago. She had written that they were in love when they had gone to school with one another, but my Mother apparently broke the Alpha Slytherin Professor's heart and eventually ended up marrying my Father. She went on to say that Severnia was so aggrieved that the Potions Professor was the one who set fire to my home and killed my parents. I had only been in my second year, pliable and gullible in what I believed, and I confronted the Alpha Slytherin Professor.
The confrontation…
It was…
Heart-wrenching.
I didn’t think my blackened heart could be moved, but Severnia did that day. She had loved my mother and was in a relationship with her when they went to Hogwarts, but ended said relationship because they both had grown apart through the years. Alpha Slytherin Professor had told me that she had never stopped loving my mother and that she had grieved immensely when she heard of her passing. There were tears streaming down the usually cold professor's face as she said she had lost the ability to cast a patronus because of my mothers death. That she also had lost the ability to love another. That she would do anything to have mother be alive once more.
That was why that vile witch was on my list.
Rita Skeeter had made a mockery of my parent’s deaths and made the Alpha Slytherin Professor cry.
And no one made Severnia cry.
“Hermione?” Luna called, her voice bringing me out of my thoughts.
I shook my head and took a seat in one of the chairs.
“I’m fine.” I answered. “Just lost in thought. Now… How about I open this mysterious package and see what is in it?”
Luna and Longbottom sat on either side of my person as they looked eager to see what I had gotten. Our eyes were transfixed on the rectangular, brown package that was on my lap and I began to delicately unwrap it piece by piece.
I made short work of the thick parchment that encapsulated the mystery gift and was surprised to see…
A coat.
A cloak?
The fabric was impossibly smooth beneath my fingertips, cool and light as though it were spun from liquid moonlight. When I lifted it, the silvery material shimmered faintly in the torchlight, flowing through my hands without a single visible seam or stitch, and I held the cloak up so the others could see the strange, almost ethereal sheen that marked it as no ordinary garment.
“Godric's bloody galleons…” Longbottom whispered, his voice taking on a tone of awe.
“It’s beautiful, Hermione.” Luna added, her smile warm. “Maybe not to your personal, practical tastes, but you should still try it on and see if you like it.”
The suggestion from the Beta Ravenclaw was welcomed and I promptly stood up.
I walked a few paces away from the two, my feet stopping to the middle of the room, and did my best Professor Snape impression. The cloak sliced through the air in one fluid movement and was clasped around my shoulders in the next. I then enclosed myself fully, but was met with wide eyes when I fully donned the cloak.
“Hermione… You- you-” Longbottom stuttered, my brows furrowing at his words.
“What? Does it not… flatter me?” I bitterly replied, my mouth flattening into a straight line.
“Hermione… Neville here is just surprised.” Luna said, my eyes moving over to her. “You’re… invisible.”
Invisible-
“I’m… what?” I responded, my eyes looking down to see everything below my neck now no longer visible to the naked eye.
“I presume that what you’ve been gifted is an invisibility cloak, Hermione.” Luna said, her head tilted to the side in thought.
“They’re- They’re very rare.” Longbottom added. “My gran had one, but she said she had gotten it from her Father who paid a fortune for it in a magical item auction the Ministry held.”
“Morgana…” I cursed, my mind thinking about how I now had two very expensive magical items.
“I wonder who would’ve sent such a thing to you?” Luna airily asked, but her tone made it seem like she knew who exactly the sender was. “Maybe it was a Blibbering Humdinger.” She added with a giggle.
The Omega Gryffindor laughed which was promptly covered up with a cough and was countered with my hardened glare.
Who really could have sent this?
Something so rare…
Maybe…
Maybe I do still have family after all…
Chapter 13: Chapter 13
Summary:
Hermione spy's on Severnia's conversation with Professor Quirrell and grows closer to Minerva...
Chapter Text
Sneaking.
I was, once again, sneaking through Hogwarts corridors.
The day had been rather uneventful after the opening of my package. It had been classes upon classes and glares from my soulmate. I had Transfiguration today and I thought that we had a modicum of understanding after this morning, but everyone felt the weight of Minerva’s wrath today. She had been harder on me than usual and we all could sense the agitation that rolled off the Transfiguration Professor throughout her class. Her pheromones, usually locked down tighter than the gates of Azkaban, had been cracked open like my magic core. She hadn’t opened the floodgates per say, but it was enough for me to shrink into my seat. The other students in the class didn’t dare to speak out or act out in fear of what the angry Professor would do as punishment for any behavior that was out of line.
My charred heart had hurt, my head throbbed with the beat of my heart, and my very skin had throbbed with renewed agony.
I needed to see Minerva and my Alpha hindbrain agreed.
I needed to tell the older Omega that I was sorry for being so rash in my decision making with the troll and explain why I was there.
I wanted to thrash myself.
My Alpha hindbrain certainly wanted to rip me to pieces.
I may have used the old fool's name as my answer to her question, but Minerva didn’t know the ins and outs of our relationship. We had rather kept it all close to the chest, fearing the students would cry favoritism, and decided to only show our bond behind doors. She was his friend, bonded through mentorship and turmoil, and she should know the extent of how close we are.
Gaia, I hope she doesn't turn me away…
And I now had the quintessential way to see Minerva after curfew.
The invisibility cloak.
I’ll only use it this one time…
It’s for my soulmate…
The cloak was drawn close around my shoulders, its enchanted fabric swallowing my form until I vanished from sight. Wrapped in its quiet magic, I moved through the corridors of Hogwarts with careful, unhurried steps. Prefects passed within arm’s reach, their lanterns swaying as they searched for wandering students, and I even slipped by the castle’s perpetually sour caretaker, Mr. Filch, as he prowled the halls with the dedication of a bloodhound.
None of them so much as paused.
I had expected the night to remain uneventful - a simple, secret walk beneath the protection of the Invisibility Cloak - but by Salazar Slytherin’s sanctimonious shite, clearly the Fates had other plans.
Just as I rounded a bend in the corridor, voices reached my person…
Low and urgent.
Two figures stood further down the hall, half-consumed by shadow. They had positioned themselves with deliberate care: their backs turned to the nearest torch, their bodies angled away from the pale moonlight spilling through the tall windows. Whoever they were, they had no intention of being seen. Their whispers threaded through the stillness of the corridor, tense and conspiratorial, and I instinctively slowed my steps, every sense sharpening as I realized I had stumbled upon something I was never meant to hear.
My Alpha hindbrain screamed that this was suspicious.
I slowly, carefully, limped closer to the two obstructed persons and realized I knew them.
It was…
Severnia and Professor Quirrell.
The Alpha Slytherin Professor had the Beta D.A.D.A. Professor up against a wall, her hands fisted in his lapel, his robes ruffled by the action, and I could see her expression was one that she used for intimidation. It currently seemed like the two were involved in a tense conversation and I used my newfound gift to spy on said conversation.
I was sorted into House Slytherin after all…
My feet carried me closer, my ears more privy to the words being whispered, and my nose more sensitive to the scents coming from the two professors. I was so new to my dynamic and the dynamic of others, but the Professors here impressed me with their control of their pheromones.
But I was not impressed with Professor Quirrell.
Not at all.
“You don’t want me as your enemy, Quirrell.” Severnia hissed, her cold, void-like eyes boring into the ever shrinking Omega that was in her tight grasp.
“I… I d-don't know what you mean.” Professor Quirrell stuttered, denying whatever it was Severnia was talking about, his Omega pheromones leaking out in waves, his distress palpable in the air.
I silently moved, my body stepping to the side as I viewed this confrontation from all sides.
It was rather…
Amusing.
I very much liked the squirrely Beta D.A.D.A. Professor to be squirming like a slippery chocolate frog.
“You know perfectly well what I mean… flobberworm.” Severnia shot back, her face snarling, and her upper lip curled.
“You- I- You!” Professor Quirrell stumbled.
But…
Severnia’s questioning came to an abrupt halt.
The silence that followed felt deliberate and heavy, like the moment before a storm breaks. Slowly, with unnerving precision, the Alpha Slytherin Professor turned her head toward the exact place where I stood concealed.
My lungs locked in my chest and my blackened heart roared to life.
I had no earthly idea how Severnia could possibly know I was there. The Invisibility Cloak hid me perfectly from sight, yet her gaze settled with terrible certainty upon the empty stretch of corridor where I stood frozen. Perhaps she could feel it, the subtle disturbance of magic in the air, the way a presence alters a room no matter how carefully it tries to disappear. Whatever the reason, her dark eyes remained fixed in my direction as I held my breath and prayed the silence would swallow me whole.
I had attempted before to draw the Alpha Slytherin Professor into conversations about certain subjects - ancient matters, dangerous ones, the sort that shaped history but were rarely spoken aloud within the halls of Hogwarts.
Each time, Severnia had refused with absolute finality.
Not a word.
Not even the barest of a hint.
The only moment I had ever come close to breaching that wall had been during the unfortunate debacle involving Rita Skeeter’s article, and even then the truth had slipped away before I could grasp it.
Since then, the past had firmly remained buried.
Until now.
And as the Alpha Slytherin Professor’s sharp gaze lingered on the place where I stood hidden, I realized I had stumbled upon something far more dangerous than idle gossip, a conversation that was never meant to be overheard, and one that might finally expose the very secrets she had spent so long keeping in the dark.
Without filter.
But Severnia was smart and she was on to me so I started my retreat.
The Alpha Slytherin Professor’s hand slowly reached out…
Extending towards my person…
Inching ever so closer…
But Severnia fingers found nothing but air.
The Alpha Slytherin Professor’s grasp swiping at nullity.
I could see the furrow in Severnia’s brow as she pondered what had just happened or…
What had just not happened.
The Alpha Slytherin Professor was perplexed, but her head whipped around, facing Professor Quirrell once more, and stuck a finger into his face. The Beta D.A.D.A. Professor jerked back, his head bumping into the stone behind him, and looked like he would soil himself at any moment. He sucked in a breath while Severnia’s wild gaze was holding him in place.
“We’ll have another little chat soon.” Severnia growled. “When you’ve had time to… decide where your loyalties lie.”
I was close to the door that was behind me, ready to slip into the darkness once more, but Mr. Filch rounded the corner with a scowl on his face. He had his lantern in his hand and the other two Professors stopped there squabbling to face him.
“Professors! Professor!” He said, a little out of breath. “I found this in the restricted section.” He pronounced while holding up the lantern. “It’s still hot, that means there’s a student out of bed.”
Severnia and Professor Quirrell looked alarmed at Mr. Filch's words. All three of them disappeared around the corner, no doubt to catch whoever was daft enough to leave evidence of their escapades behind, which gave me my opening to continue my journey to Minerva’s chambers.
Fortune favors the bold, but the Fates don’t take kindly to fools…
My steps led me true and I was soon in front of the older Omega’s door once more.
By Merlin’s opulent robes, I wasn’t a nervous mess and actually felt quite calm as I took off the invisibility cloak. I didn’t want to scare Minerva half to death with just my floating head and opted to save me the trouble of being in more trouble than I already was. I was here to prostrate myself in front of my soulmate, beg for forgiveness even if it pained me to do so, and ask what I could possibly do to gain her favor again.
But…
Before I could even knock, the door swung open and a very angry Minerva McGonagall was now facing me. Her Omega pheromones violently crashed into my person which made me stagger back some from where she was standing and a nauseous feeling cropped up in the pit of my stomach. My Alpha hindbrain and I pitifully whined in unison, the feelings she was pushing at me making me properly cowed, and I dared to raise my eyes to her face.
“Hou dare ye? are ye oot o yer mind, lass? A have niver, i ma entire life, have seen somethin sae moronic!” Minerva whisper-yelled, her accent thick with anger, her face drawn and tight, and her cheeks were flushed red.
“I…” I tried to reply, steadying my body that now felt horrid. “I know it was daft of me. I know. But… Can we speak in your chambers? I’d rather not anyone overhear us, Minerva.” I whispered back, my throat dry as a desert.
The older Omega looked at me, her eyes blazing, but jerkily nodded at my proposal and walked back into her office.
I followed, of course, and we both were silent until we reached her private chamber.
There was no offer of tea.
No kind words.
Or warmth in the air.
I sat down in the armchair, my body in pain for the first time since being around Minerva, and took a deep breath before any superfluous words left my lips.
“I… I am so very sorry.” I finally said, my eyes locked onto the rigid form of the older witch who was sitting across from me. “You- You have to understand that… that I’m… Well, that I’m not used to someone caring for me in this way. Slytherins are supposed to keep their emotions close, bottled up in the depths of their very person, and that was what I had been doing since I was sorted. Albus… Severnia… they all knew parts of me, but not the whole of me. I kept those parts hidden, my mind telling me they were a weakness, but- but I don’t want to be that way with you.” I continued, hoping to Merlin himself that my words rang true in the depths of her heart. “Emotions, feelings, these complex experiences were known to me before my parents death, but after? After they became intangible. Abstract. Incorporeal. I no longer had a concept for them and didn’t dare to hope that I would in the future. My life became filled with pain and I was a dull husk wandering about in a sea of despair. I’m a daft fool. I’m a moron of epic proportions. But- But I hope, truly hope, you can forgive this broken, misguided git of a witch…” I poured out, my voice choking with each word I was uttering toward the end of my explanation, my hand reaching for my wand and conjuring a bountiful bouquet of flowers that were teeming with life.
I had used a discarded glass on the table, transfigured it into the lovely flowers that were now floating in the air, and slowly drifted them over to the older Omega with the wand. It hurt me to do this, hurt me to show my care for Minerva, but I wanted those flowers to be an olive branch of peace and a symbol that I would do better.
Be better.
I was from House Slytherin, but I was also Hermione Jean Granger.
And it was time I returned to form.
“Thèid an duine seo a mharbhadh leis…” Minerva muttered as the flowers seamlessly slipped into her hand and lone tear drifted down her otherwise pristine cheek.
(This woman will death of me…)
Minerva was absolutely stunning.
Beautiful beyond compare, but…
Right now…
Right now, I felt so many emotions broiling within me, my control on my pheromones slipping, because I had caused that tear to fall from those enchanting emerald-green eyes of the older Omega’s. It was like my soul was being ripped out of my very being, my heart squeezed by an invisible force oh so slowly until it splattered into nothingness, but her eyes coming to meet my own from the flowers in her hand made my thoughts come to a halt.
“Salazar’s snakes, Minerva I-” I started to say, but Minerva got from her seat and walked to where I was currently sitting.
The older Omega was walking with a purpose.
Minerva walked toward my seated person until she ended up right in front of me, bent at an angle, her exquisite face mere millimeters from my own and her scent deliciously wafted to my nose because of said closeness.
Gaia, it carried so many conflicting emotions, but I could see the depth of longing in the older Omega’s eyes as she continued her path closer.
Closer…
Closer…
So close now that our noses were rubbing and I was rumbling in content.
My Alpha hindbrain no longer angry at my actions.
Minerva was purring, her body now situating itself in my lap, the sensations running through my crotch distracting, and I could only blame myself for this precarious situation. Her touch was like the sun, her fingertips running up and down my forearms, and my hindbrain roared inside to take our Omega right then. The biological need to claim, to shag, and to breed her was overwhelming. I didn’t think I could fight these feelings that swirled inside my primal mind, but her hands that were now on my cheek, forced me to meet her gaze.
It was heated and filled with promises.
It was the type of gaze that one received when lust had won the war.
I wasn’t sure if I was prepared for this monumental moment, but the older Omega instinctively seemed to know this.
It was my soulmate's lips that softly pressed against my own that told me she understood. Those soft, plump lips that caused an unrivaled explosion of heat to flare in my chest told me this was the next step for the moment. This kiss, the oh so lovely kiss, continued to tell me that everything would be alright.
And…
Something in me…
In a vital part of me…
Clicked.
I could feel a crack - one of the many fractures splintering through my magic core - begin to mend.
The sensation was subtle at first, like the faint warmth that seeps into frozen fingers after too long in the cold. Then it deepened, slowly spreading through the hollow ache that had lived in my chest for as long as I could remember. The jagged edge of the break softened, the painful tension easing as something ancient and right stitched the wound together from the inside out.
For years my magic had felt wrong - fractured, unstable, like a shattered mirror that could never quite reflect the whole of me - and I had learned to live around it, to move carefully with the pieces, but I had never imagined what it might feel like for even a single crack to be restored.
I didn’t dare.
And yet there it was.
Mending.
Minerva - my Omega, my lioness, the brilliant witch who stood at the head of the Transfiguration classroom - was healing something inside me that I had long believed would remain broken forever. The realization settled over me with a quiet, overwhelming weight. It wasn’t just the relief of pain easing, but the dawning understanding that the cracks which had shaped so much of my life might not define me after all.
My soulmate was healing me.
And for the first time since my parents died…
I cried.
I was home.
Minerva McGonagall was my home.
Chapter 14: Chapter 14
Summary:
Minerva, Hermione, and Dumbledore talk about secrets kept...
Chapter Text
“I am very much still angry with you, Hermione Jean Granger.” Minerva said, our foreheads leaning against one another as we tried to catch our breaths.
She hasn’t reverted to her accent so I might be all right…
The kiss had solidified our bond and we were basking in the afterglow.
Some might think of it only as a locking of lips, a snog, but…
That moment meant the world to me.
“I know. I’m a git, my lioness. But… You… understand?” I asked as I slightly pulled back. “Don’t answer that. It was a moronic question. Of course you don’t understand. Not fully. To understand why I went after the troll… you have to know what Albus and I’s relationship is like.”
“Your… relationship?” Minerva asked, confused.
“Aye.” I cheekily replied which earned me a slap on the arm. “We are… close. The old fool is like my grandfather. He has consistently been there for me since I was a first-year and has mentored me through the difficulties I have faced up until now.” I answered, kissing Minerva’s cheek and lingering.
Minerva huffed and a whine came from her lips when my own were removed from her forehead.
“Bh knew mi gu robh an duine shligheach sin a' fhalach rudeigin…” Minerva grumbled. “He had been more reserved, more drawn into his office your first year, and it concerned me greatly. I had just assumed he had more on his plate, but… It was you all along. Is that right?”
(I knew that sly man was hiding something…)
“That is correct.” I answered, my body feeling better than it had in ages as I relaxed. “Albus and I grew close because of my circumstances. He came to rely on me for certain situations. I had grown so much, in so little time, and he felt a… kinship with me.”
“And what of me? Was I not good enough to lend an ear? To rely on?” Minerva responded, hurt lacing her voice.
“No.” I replied, my voice firm and a growl reverberating through her chambers. “You are an amazing witch and friend. Albus knows this. He just…” I tried to say with a sigh. “I won’t be able to explain it until we talk to him. I suggest we wait, go to his office together, and then you can ask all the questions that are swirling through that brilliant mind of yours.”
“Then that is what we shall do, my sumptuous snake, but will we…” Minerva replied, but then trailed off, her gaze asking a silent question.
“If you want to, Minerva.” I said, finishing her sentence. “He has no doubt felt the change and already knows that we are soulmates.”
“But… we have not bonded?” Minerva asked, her brows knitted in confusion.
“We aren’t. That is true. But the kiss we just shared… Minerva you have started to heal one of my cracks in my magic core.” I answered, the words making the older Omega halt all movement, her eyebrows going into her forehead, and her eyes widening to a comical extent. “Not even Albus could do that. He tried, but with little success. He had a habit of minging about that, but I never held it against him. Even from where he is, I’m sure he has felt the shift in my magic.”
“You… You are not lying…” Minerva said, her voice but a whisper as she put a hand to my core and tenderly caressed the spot with her fingertips. “I feel it. You are stronger than you were before. You are not at all healed, but you should be able to cast spells and charms easier. I am not a mediwitch, and we should have you checked by a professional, but this is astounding, Hermione. I have never heard of one being able to heal a broken magic core. It is just not possible. Our cores are our very being. As essential as our souls and brains. One could heal the magical conduits that act as veins and are connected to the magic core, but not the core itself. Is this… is this because we are soulmates? Because if it is… Le Merlin, dh’fhaodadh seo a bhith na thoraidhean a dh’fhaodadh atharrachadh beatha…” She added.
(By Merlin, this could be a life-changing discovery…)
“...And could help others who are broken?” I finished, hope that my being alive might benefit others who are like myself.
“Aye, it could. Damaged magic cores like yours are very very rare, but… the world is large and there are others out there like you. We sometimes forget that our community here in Britain is not all there is. It is what helped us in our battle against Grindelwald. Other magical communities offered their aid and we were able to defeat the Dark wizard and his acolytes.” Minerva said, a sad, but warm smile on her face. “And you are not broken. Something tragic happened to you, Hermione. That makes you a survivor. Never broken. Thriving with the hand you were dealt and continuing on with purpose.”
“Seasmhachd, foighidinn agus teannas a dh'ionnsaigh a h-uile duilgheadas, innse na th' ann an inntinn dhìreach. 'S e seo, a tha ann an a h-uile rud, a tha a' toirt eadar-dhealachadh eadar an anam làidir agus an anam laidir.” I mumbled with a sniff.
(Permanence, perseverance and persistence in spite of all obstacles, discouragements, and impossibilities: It is this, that in all things distinguishes the strong soul from the weak.)
“Thomas Carlyle?” Minerva said, surprised.
I nodded my head while carefully wrapping my arms around the older Omega.
“I was fascinated by Victorian era Muggle writings.” I said with a sigh of contentment once Minerva rested her head in the crook of my neck. “I was fascinated, oh yes, but I delved into certain persons because of a certain Transfiguration Professor.”
“Hmmm… I wonder who that could be…” Minerva hummed, a satisfied purr in her tone.
“It will remain a mystery for all time, I suppose.” I replied, a smirk plastered on my face and Minerva whined.
“Don’t you start whinging.” I rumbled as I rolled my eyes.
Minerva’s expression shifted at the roll of my eyes and something quieter replacing the faint amusement that had been there before. Her gaze lingered on my face longer than usual, searching in that careful, perceptive way she had when she believed something important was being left unsaid. A soft sadness touched her features then, subtle but unmistakable, as though she were seeing not just what stood before her now, but the long trail of hardship that had shaped it. Her lips briefly pressed together and clearly weighed her thoughts before letting them escape.
“Does it trouble you so?” Minerva asked, the question taking me off guard, her hand drifting up to my milky white eye.
I sighed and patted the older Omega’s hand.
“Yes, I can’t see out of it.” I huffed. “It’s hard to function with only one peripheral view of the world. Nurse Pomfrey tried healing it to when she first saw me, the same as the burns on half of my body, but it had the same result as you can clearly see.”
“And you never went to St. Mungo’s?” Minerva asked.
“I’m poor, Minerva. I could never afford to pay that many galleons for the type of care I would’ve needed. And… it wouldn’t have mattered anyway.” I replied with a wave of my hand. “Nurse Pomfrey told me nothing could heal me and Albus came to the same conclusion. The fire wasn’t… normal after all.”
“Not a normal fire? What do you mean?” Minerva said, eyes narrowing onto my own, her mind whirring.
“Nurse Pomfrey noticed the signs. Not being able to heal the burns that littered my person and the pain I constantly feel because of them. She could heal most anything, but when the paste didn’t work, she knew that someone had used something… dark.” I explained, a shiver wracking my body.
Minerva’s thoughts were plain as day and I could tell she had arrived at the answer.
“Protego Diabolica.” Minerva whispered, her face now pale, her Omega pheromones starting to leak out.
The anger and sadness wafting through the air was potent.
Potent enough that a protective rumble went through my chest, but I calmed myself.
I knew the older Omega wasn’t in any danger and it was just her reaction to what I had said.
“10 points to Gryffindor.” I replied, trying to lighten the mood, but Minerva’s face told me she was not amused, so I sighed and continued. “Yes, you are exactly right, my lioness. Someone had used that dark spell, the same one Grindelwald used in the Lestrange Mausoleum.”
“But… But the spell is for protection. I should know! I have a Charms Mastery!” Minerva shot back, her anger starting to bleed into her tone. “The charm is dark, aye, but it is a modifiit version o the Protego charm... Someone modifiit it once more an usit it tae harm yer family?!” She continued, her accent now blooming with said anger. “Gun chreidsinn! Tha sin- Tha sin…” She tried to say, now speaking her mother tongue.
(Unbelievable! That is- That is…)
“It’s all right, Minerva.” I murmured, gently taking Minerva’s hand and lifting it to my lips. The simple contact seemed to steady her somewhat, the warmth passing between us grounding in a way words alone rarely managed. “I understand your anger. In truth, it mirrors my own rather closely. After my parents were murdered, I devoted an embarrassing amount of intellectual and emotional energy to imagining what I might do if I ever discovered who was responsible. The desire for retribution was… comprehensive. All-consuming. Gaia, I was eleven and contemplating murder. I wanted to utterly dismantle them and return the harm tenfold. But anger, when left unchecked, becomes rather inefficient. It consumes time, clarity, and judgment. I eventually realized I had allowed it to reshape me into someone deeply unpleasant to be around. Sharp, suspicious, and quite alone. At the time, the only people who tolerated me were Albus and Severnia. That doesn’t mean I have abandoned the matter entirely. Justice, properly pursued, still holds value. What I have done is learn to regulate the anger so that it serves me rather than governs me. It’s still very much a work in progress… Particularly now, given the additional instincts that come with being an Alpha… But progress, I’ve found, is usually a matter of persistence rather than perfection.” I finished with a sad smile.
With that, Minerva’s breathing gradually steadied, the tension easing from her shoulders as the storm within her settled. The sharp brilliance of her emerald-green eyes softened, their intensity melting into something warmer, more vulnerable. I could feel the quiet resonance of our bond humming between us. It was an unspoken current that carried reassurance where words would only falter. Bit by bit, her body relaxed beneath my touch, the furious blaze of her anger dimming from a scorching inferno to a low, controlled flame.
Still, I remained careful - mindful of the delicate balance between us - some fires were meant to warm, not be provoked into burning once more.
“A bheil thu ceart gu leòr a-nis, Minerva?” I said in her mother tongue, my words whispered and sweet.
(Are you all right now, Minerva?)
“I… Aye, lass, I am all right.” Minerva replied as she took a steadying breath.
“Do you think you might be up to having that discussion with Albus?” I asked. “It’s late, but I would assume you would want your answers now rather than later.”
“You would assume correctly.” Minerva said, a determined glint in her eyes. “I think it is time my old friend comes clean about the secrets he has been holding…”
Albus…
I hope you are ready to receive Minerva McGonagall…
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POV: Minerva
Processing.
I was still very much processing Hermione’s words.
The secrets…
Her pain…
And the healing of her magic core…
It was a lot for one night such as this.
Hearing my soulmate recount how she found out why she could never be healed made my blood white-hot with undulating fury. My Scottish anger flared in my soul as I looked upon the state of her and I so badly wanted to find whoever hurt her. I had survived a war, but most of my wounds were on the inside. She had to live with them, bear them each day, and my Omega hindbrain could not bear it. I felt her whine within my own mind, her tone taking on one of misery, and I felt the same.
I had waited an eternity for our fated one and to see how they had been wronged by the world around them…
It made me want to weep in spades.
But, right at this moment, I was due some answers and Albus was going to recompense me for all of these years.
I had removed myself from Hermione’s lap, stood on my own two feet, and flattened out my ruffled robes. It would not be proper for us to show up to Albus’s office in this way. I doubt he would be comfortable to see Hermione and I, disheveled, like we just had a quick romp. He was more than likely to tease me about it and I could not suffer the embarrassment. I had been telling him for years that I would not find another to love. He had always said I needed to keep my mind open, but I was a stubborn witch and I would not budge on the subject when he brought it up. My many failed relationships made me jaded, closed off to the idea altogether, but once I stared into Hermione’s sun-kissed eyes…
I knew my ill-fated battle with love would be lost…
I had reservations.
We were Professor and student.
We had an age gap that put us into different worlds.
And we both had scars from the past.
But…
I was so very tired of not pursuing my wants and needs.
My students were my children, my cubs, but I yearned to have a partner who would give me cubs of our own. I wanted a partner who could be there for me in all things, protect me when my back was turned, and pick me up when I could no longer go on.
“My lioness?” Hermione asked, her voice rough and low. “Are you absolutely sure you are fit to do this tonight?”
Hermione’s words brought me out of my thoughts and I smiled warmly at her.
“I am.” I answered while gently wrapping an arm around the younger Alpha’s waist. “I aim to collect what I am due and nothing will stop me, my sagacious snake. You know this.” I added, turning my head to look at her and raising an eyebrow in her direction.
“I do.” Hermione said with a raspy chuckle and a rumble.
“Well then… Let us be off.” I said, making sure to cast a Protego Corpus around Hermione’s body so that she was not hurt like last time.
The charm wrapped around her body, an invisible shield coating her person, and would ward off unwanted interferences like the side effects of apparating.
Once that was done, a pop resounded through the space we were in and I apparated us to Albus’s chambers. His office and chambers were in the turret of Hogwarts. One would usually have to take the spiral, stone staircase that was guarded by a stone gargoyle, but I did not have the time nor the patience to walk that far.
Nor would I subject Hermione to limping that far.
And another pop resounded in my ears when we made it to our destination.
I felt the younger Alpha’s fingers digging into my side, her eyes shut tight, but they snapped open and looked down at her body.
“I… don’t hurt?” Hermione blurted out, her voice tinged with confusion. “Why doesn’t my body feel like it’s being simultaneously crushed and burned?”
“That’s because I cast Protego Corpus before apparating us.” I answered, a warm smile plastered on my face. “I vividly remember how your body reacted before and wanted to prevent that from happening again.”
Hermione looked at me warmly as well, her rough features smoothing out, and reached out so she could entwine her fingers in my own. The warmth of her touch radiated through my body and I felt at peace.
“My radiant, intelligent, Gryffindor.” Hermione whispered, a low growl to her voice that sent a tingle down my spine. I was an old witch, and had not felt like lovestruck schoolgirl since my teens, but this sly lass had me wrapped around her finger and practically begging for her attention. “I adore that your mind pays attention and retains that kind of information. So… for the bottom of my blackened heart… thank you.”
I brought our entwined hands up to my lips and kissed the back of the younger Alpha’s hand.
“You are very welcome.” I answered. “Now, how about we see what the old fool has to say?”
Hermione smirked, a low rumble of approval slipping from her lips before she turned toward the large oak door that announced the office of Albus Dumbledore long before one ever stepped inside. The entrance was a curious thing and was almost alive in its design. It was widely known that the Headmaster of Hogwarts was attuned to the castle itself, and the ancient magic of the building reshaped the headmaster’s turret to reflect the witch or wizard who held the position.
The older Omega’s door was a perfect example of that strange harmony.
The oak surface was crowded with intricate carvings that seemed to shift if one watched them too closely: little sherbet lemons twirling in place, proud Gryffindor lions stretching through curling patterns, musical insignias that swayed as though caught in an unheard melody, and a graceful Phoenix whose wings rippled along the grain of the wood. Near the top, however, sat the most unsettling detail. There was a pair of mismatched eyes worked into the carving, their subtle movements sending an unpleasant shiver down my spine whenever my gaze lingered too long, and I cursed Albus for the past.
At the center of it all rested a polished brass knocker. The younger Alpha reached for it without hesitation and rapped it firmly against the door, signaling that visitors had arrived.
It was not even a second later that the door opened and a tired looking Albus Dumbledore, clad in his night robes, stood before us…
“Minny and… ‘Mione? Albus said, his voice telling of his tiredness.
Hermione stiffened, scoffed, and then growled at the nickname.
“Albus.” Hermione drawled, snarling all the while. “As you can see… There’s another witch right next to me. Let’s not be too familiar, yes?”
Instead of looking abashed, the older Omega waved the younger Alpha’s concerns away with his hand and a warm smile was now plastered onto his face. He always seemed to be in deep thought, never giving away his views on any given subject, but this night seemed to be a turning point.
Aye, it indeed was…
“And that is the question of the hour… is it not?” I added, my voice flat. “That the both of you are familiar. And I did not know.”
Albus turned those ever twinkling eyes to me and I saw them dim a tad bit at my words.
“How about you both come inside and we can discuss this.” Albus replied, his Omega pheromones flaring, his scent calming.
I slightly turned my head to look at Hermione and saw that it had affected her as well. The rigid tension that usually defined her posture had eased; her shoulders had sagged a fraction, and her back - normally held as straight as a drawn wand - had softened into something more natural. Even the faint grinding of her teeth, a telltale sign that her mind was racing faster than the moment allowed, had finally stilled. For once, the relentless engine of her thoughts seemed to have quieted, leaving her standing there in a rare moment of calm.
“That’s…” Hermione started to say then sighed. “Alright then…” She said in resignation.
The older Omega motioned for us to follow him, a small smile on his usually haggard face, and proceeded to walk back into his office. Much like my own office, his was littered with trinkets and baubles that spoke of his personality. The three of us strode to his desk in silence and took our respective seats. Albus then flourished his hand and, in an instant, he was dressed in more company appropriate robes. The sight startled me not because of his use of wandless magic, but because of the colours. The robe looked expensive, well-cared for, and had colours that resemble his lost love. Icy blues, dark greens, and the blackest of blacks made up the robes colours. The eyes magically carved into the door was startling enough, but seeing his care for the Dark wizard even now made my chest painfully restrict.
But I understood.
I fully understood now.
The younger Alpha must have noticed something was amiss because I felt her hand on my knee and, the comforting warmth I associated with her, flowed through my body. Her own Alpha pheromones were in the air, my keen nose almost missing the scent, but I could tell she had done both actions to soothe me.
“It is done then?” Albus said, a larger smile now on his face as he looked between Hermione and I. “No… No you have not yet sealed your bond, but you both have started down that path.” He continued, his gaze focusing on the younger Alpha. “I can feel it. One of the three cracks in your magic core have begun to heal. Not yet fully healed, no, but if you complete the bond it will be.”
“I am delighted, overjoyed even, to hear that, but…” I started to say, my anger flaring, and my Omega pheromones pushing at Albus. “Why i the world did ye hide this from ma, Albus?! A thoucht we sharit awthing, were ilka other's shoulder tae cry on, but ye hid this from me?” I angrily blurted out.
“Minerva…” Hermione lowly rumbled, trying to intervene, but I was having none of it at the moment.
Some may think this an overreaction, maybe even Hermione herself, but Albus was my confidant. He was the wizard I looked up to, the one who kept me alive during the war, and the one who always had faith in me when no others did. It was not about the act itself, but more about the rationale behind the act. Him keeping this secret meant he thought I was not worthy enough to be told.
I did not know what had changed, but this…
This wounded me.
“Minny…” Albus said, his words tapering off as we looked at one another. “I am sure you are having some preposterous thoughts in that brilliant mind of yours, but rest assured, it was not because I did not trust you. Reign in that Gryffindor anger and let us explain. Please, my old friend?”
“Us?” I replied.
“Yes, us, my lioness.” Hermione interjected, her fingers running simple patterns on my knee. “I’m here because I could shed some light on Albus’s decision. He could build the foundation, but I could provide the integral parts to this story.” She continued, her attention now fully on me. “But let me say that you are important, you will always be important, and that is the indisputable truth. Salazar-be-damned… I trust you.”
The younger Alpha’s words calmed me once again and I relaxed back into the chair.
“So why the secret? Why not tell me you had grown fond of Hermione?” I asked.
“Hermione was an unseen variable.” Albus started. “It was her first year that we had crossed paths. I had… felt a bond with the girl. It was a familial bond, but… I was… wary. I looked at this broken girl who was as skittish as a cat and saw how closed off she was. I had seen into her mind and saw that she would react poorly to the mention of our familial bond, so I took our tenuous relationship one step at a time.”
“He kept this a secret for my sake, Minerva.” Hermione added as she looked at me. “It might seem like we have known each other for epochs, but our relationship is new. Keep that in mine, yes? That ache in your chest is warranted, but we didn’t deliberately do this to wound you. Albus may be a twittering twit, but he is your friend and I’m you’re soulmate.”
“What the sly Slytherin says is true.” Albus added, my attention now turning to him. “We originally kept this close because we did not want Hermione’s situation to get worse.”
“I told you that. Remember?” Hermione said. “The bullying was horrific and informing the whole school that I was close with Albus would’ve made the situation that much worse. Not even Severnia knows and I’m sure that vexes her to no end. I had rarely, if ever, eaten at the Great Hall and decided to spend my time here in his office.”
“And, might I add, Hermione is also a set of my eyes and ears.” Albus added. “I have ways outside of this school, and even inside of it, but Hermione is… infallible. Dependable. I trust her to report the whole truth and not embellish her words like some have done in the past…”
He was must talking about-
“Infallible?” I repeated, interrupting my own thoughts, and shaking my head, not understanding the gravity of that word in this conversation. “And I find that absolutely deplorable, Albus. You may have a familial bond with Hermione, but she is still just a sixth-year. A student. You yourself said you found my involvement, children's involvement, in the war revolting. So why bring Hermione into the fold?” I asked, trying to remain calm.
It was incomprehensible to think that Albus had Hermione doing his bidding…
After everything?
“I did say that, yes. But I also did not force Hermione into this.” Albus answered as he stroked his long, white beard. “Her involvement was only to be my eyes and ears. The troll incident was the first time that she had gotten directly involved. Merlin, I never want to endanger children Minny, but Hermione has a set of skills that were particularly useful. The Professors would not have gotten there in time and I had faith she would not imperil herself. We have a cacophony of children, the same children we both very much care for, here at Hogwarts and Hermione was the best fit to handle the threat at the time.”
“That is also true.” Hermione added, her hand finding my own, entwining our fingers together, and the familiar warmth seeped into me. “I slipped by most everyone in the Great Hall by using the shadows and would’ve gotten there quicker if I hadn’t run into the annoying duo.” She finished with a playful roll of her eyes.
“With those words of yours Hermione, I must congratulate you on making your first friends!” Albus said with a cheeky smile. “It only took you five whole years, but thank Godric Gryffindor himself, I can finally rest in peace knowing you are capable of socializing like a proper witch.”
“Sod off, Albus.” Hermione simultaneously hissed and growled, angry pheromones leaking in the air.
The older Omega just chuckled at Hermione’s harsh words and even seemed tickled by the response.
“You only get angry when you know I am right.” Albus smugly replied, his own pheromones pushing back in a battle of wills.
“You-” Hermione started, but I interrupted.
“Am faod sibh clann an seo a chuir stop gu bàs?” I said in my mother tongue, my tone laced with finality.
(Can you children stop this at once?)
The younger Alpha and Albus looked at me, the bickering between the two coming to a screeching halt, and the office was silent.
“I’m…” Hermiome started to say, her face scrunching up. “...Sorry.”
“Ha! I never thought I would see the day that Hermione Jean Granger uttered an apology of all things to someone.” Albus said, not unkindly. “And I am sorry as well, Minny. Our bickering is a common enough thing, but we should not do it in front of you.”
“If you are both quite done…” I said, waiting for the two to look at me. “This has been an insightful talk, but it is late. It was late and now it is even later. I would like to get some rest before classes tomorrow.” I finished as I started to get up.
“Right you are.” Albus replied and then turned to Hermione. “You should rest as well. You also have classes, knowledge to learn, and practical skills to do. You need to be at your utmost best so you can do your foremost.”
“Salazar’s snakes…” Hermione rumbled, her hands gently rubbing at her face. “You’re… correct and I despise that you are.” She added as she also got up.
“But before you go…” Albus said. “I am overjoyed for both of you. There will be many challenges, and many more joyful moments, but only three will heal the test of time.” He ominously finished as I apparated Hermione and I away.
Only three?
Heal the test of time…
What in the world was Albus talking about?
And now Hermione and I have to think about completing the bond if she wants to fully heal one of the cracks in her magic core…
But what about the other two?
You are missing something, Minerva McGonagall…
Chapter 15: Chapter 15
Summary:
Hermione, Luna, and Neville do some brainstorming and come to some realizations...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Reading.
That was what I was currently partaking in.
I was in the library, trying to unravel the mystery of what the cerberus had been guarding, and I was having trouble focusing. Students had been around my person when trying to look for this particular book, but I paid them no mind and directly headed for the alcove I enjoyed. Once I was there, now surrounded by quiet bliss, all my mind could ponder on was Minerva, my fiery Gryffindor, and it was driving me to the brink of insanity.
Minerva.
Minerva…
Minerva….
It didn’t at all help that the new appendage I now had announced itself every time I thought of the older Omega…
“Shite.” I cursed under my breath as I flipped another page.
My nostrils flared, recognizing the scents that wafted up to my nose, and my head lifted from the intriguing words on the parchment to find the two who had become my friends. My one good eye followed there every step as they headed towards me, the portrait closing behind them, and I allowed for a small smirk to display on my face.
“Why was the password Hermione is a genius?” Longbottom whined, as they both sat down across from my person.
Some pride in one's self is needed every once in a while…
“I think it is wonderful!” Luna exclaimed, that airy look still in her eyes. “I see the faeries are more plentiful around you today, Hermione. I assume it went well?”
For a moment, I was startled by Luna’s words and my eyes hardened as they gazed at my fellow classmate. I knew, with certainty, that the Beta Ravenclaw was alluding to the started process of healing one of the cracks in my magic core. Her keen mind was sharp as a whip and I never had bought that she was ‘loony’.
But…
What I didn’t know for certain was her seer abilities. I’ve thought and formulated before that Luna possibly had the ability of foresight, but this is the most damnable evidence to date. No one should know that one of the cracks has started to heal.
Only Albus and Minerva have that information.
Hmmmm…
“Yes, things are going accordingly, thank the Fates themselves, and we’re to have a discussion about the topic soon.” I answered, my answer vague enough to not reveal what I was talking about.
“What?” Longbottom uttered, bewilderment and confusion written all over his pouty face. “Is this some type of joke I’m not in on?”
The Beta Ravenclaw put a hand on his knee and warmly smiled at Longbottom.
“All will be revealed in the future.” Luna answered and Longbottom whined even louder at the vague answer she gave him.
“Whatever…” Longbottom grumbled, his green eyes finding the old tome I was reading. “Is this the ‘light reading’ you said you were doing?”
To be fair…
It was a five thousand page tome from the 14th century.
Researching this particular topic had been a pain in my arse and I had to delve deep into the abyss that was the restricted section, the library more like an armory, to find what I was pursuing. Madam Pince got the tome for me in the end - which is standard practice for sixth and seventh-years - and I was grateful to the librarian.
“Yes, I’ve been thoroughly scouring each piece of parchment that has ink on it.” I started, my hands hovering over said parchment. “I think I’ve found what I was looking for. It might very well be the key to our question.”
“You’ve found what the cute puppy was guarding?” Luna surmised, with a wide smile.
Cute puppy…
The creature was a three-headed hellhound said to be guarding Hades gates in Muggle Greek mythology…
The Omega Gryffindor sputtered at Luna’s comment and I felt that we were finally on the same wavelength.
“Yes… I may have found what the Cerberus was guarding.” I answered, my hands turning the large book to face the two and tapping a particular rendition with my finger. “The Philosopher’s Stone. As it was written here, Nicholas Flammel, a French wizard, was the only known maker of said stone. Of course, he was in House Slytherin, pursued ways to extend his life, and finally found the secret to immortality.”
“Godric’s bloody galleons…” Longbottom whispered, his eyes wide as he stared at the parchment.
“And you think the puppy is guarding the Philosopher’s stone?” Luna airily asked, her hands twiddling with her robes.
“I’ve been researching the stone and the Cerberus.” I started to explain, putting my knowledge on the matter into words. “And I’ve found that Muggle’s also have the concept of a Cerberus and it comes from Greek Mythology. The Cerberus in their tales guards the gates of Hades, a type of metaphysical space that houses the souls of the damned, and keeps out intruders. So I thought on the why. Why the Cerberus? There are numerous other ways to house and protect an object of importance in the wizarding world, but the Cerberus is what is guarding that latch.” I continued, the two listening to me with rapt attention. “I was… perplexed until my mind focused on where the Cerberus was stationed. Hades. Hades, the underworld, the space where souls are housed, and I finally found the connection…”
“And that is?” Longbottom asked, roughly swallowing.
“Life… and Death.” I answered. “The Philosopher's stone cheats death. Who better to guard something that goes against the very principles of Hades than the beast that guards its gates?”
“Brilliant!” Luna responded, her hands softly clapping as if she were giving me a standing ovation. “Brightest Witch of her Age, indeed!”
“I get it, but… is one stone worth guarding?” Longbottom asked.
“It is.” I answered, turning my attention to the Longbottom. “The stone could be used correctly by a wizard like Flammel, but it also could be used incorrectly. Hades is about housing souls after death, housing all souls, but what if someone with evil intentions, someone who was bound to go to Tartarus, took ahold of the Philosopher's stone? Then said witch or wizard would be immortal. Immortal and now unbound by death to do as they pleased. And… if they had the same capability as Nicholas Flammel… could create more stones. More immortal, evil persons, and more imbalance. That is ultimately the why. And I’m certain if we get past the Cerberus, then we will find the Philosopher’s stone at the end of the yellow brick road.”
“The yellow brick… what?” Longbottom said, confusion in his stone, his face scrunched up.
“I think it's some Muggle… path?” Luna guessed, her head tilted to the side. “A gold road doesn’t seem very practical though…”
I shook my head and wanted to bang my head against the table.
How is it that Muggle and wizarding culture is so divided?
We both live on the same planet for Salazar’s sake!
Muggle’s are ignorant because we want them to be, but wizarding society is very much aware of Muggles…
Maybe it's arrogance…
Ignorance?
A mix of the two?
“It’s from the Wizard of Oz…” I replied and huffed in annoyance. “The wizarding world is sorely lacking in the arts department.”
“Wizard?” Longbottom repeated, his mind locking onto the magical aspect of the name. “Was this wizard also famous in the Muggle world? I haven’t heard of Oz before…” He moronically added, eyebrows furrowed in thought.
“Just… It's of no importance.” I replied, waving my hand in the air so we could move this conversation along. “What is of importance is the Philosopher’s stone. I’ve reason to believe that a particular Professor is after it.”
Two sets of eyes widened at my words and I was pleased by the reaction.
It showed the Beta Ravenclaw and Longbottom understood this was paramount.
Merlin himself would use everything in his power to keep the stone from anyone’s hands and we were going to do the same.
“Who?” Longbottom asked, his voice frazzled, his pheromones leaking and showing that he was anxious, Luna had to comfort him, but the anxiety in the air on the ebbed and receded some. “It’s Professor Snape… isn’t it? I always thought she was bloody suspicious. Who wants the D.A.D.A. position that badly?”
“Someone who enjoys being dark and broody, Longbottom.” I answered, my voice laced with humor. “And no it isn’t Professor Snape. I partially know this because of a conversation I overheard when using the invisibility cloak. I was… out after our curfew and came upon two Professors. One was filling the air with their Omega pheromones and the other was growling lowly. I knew from the scent that the Omega was Professor Quirrell and recognized the voice… It was Professor Snape’s. They were arguing. Professor Snape said not to cross her. That might sound incriminating, but… I’m going to reveal something to you two. This needs to be kept secret. Swear on both Godric and Rowea’s name that you won’t tell a soul about what I say next.”
Luna and the Omega Gryffindor look at one another, eyes determined, and then look back at my person.
“We swear.” They both instantly replied, their tone of voice serious.
“The conversation was only one factor. The other? I have a familial bond with Headmaster Dumbledore. And… I am also close with Professor Snape. I know Severnia and Albus does as well. She has his confidence. She was the only one to extend a hand to me when no one else would. She had no reason to entertain a wayward orphan, but she did. She continues to do so until this very day. People say many things about Severnia, but under all that inclemency… She cares. She would never undermine Albus like this. Just as you have sworn on your House's founders' names, I swear it on the Fates themselves and all the other important figures who would strike me down if I was lying.”
“Alright… Okay… So if it isn’t, Professor Snape then-” Longbottom started to say then got interrupted.
“Then it's Professor Quirrell.” Luna finished, a knowing twinkle in her eyes.
I nodded at the Beta Ravenclaw’s words.
“I don’t know why he’s after the Philosopher’s stone, but the answer is all the same. He is and we have to retrieve it before him.” I replied while drawing in a large breath, my body starting to ache from the prolonged seated position, but my robes' protections made it manageable.
“Why us?” Longbottom asked. “Surely, Headmaster Dumbledore or even Professor Snape could handle this… Right?”
“Did I forget to mention I am now Albus’s hands and feet?” I responded, ignoring the confused looks from the two.
“Hands and feet?” Longbottom repeated, his current expression one of confusion. “What does that mean?”
“I think what Hermione is saying is that she can act with his authority, you know? Like she herself is an extension of his hands and feet.” Luna answered, her Ravenclaw intellect shining through the Gryffindors confusion.
“You are indeed correct, Luna.” I replied, a small smirk making its way onto my face. “I wasn’t before. I was only his eyes and ears, but the troll incident changed my role.”
“And you can do this? We can do this?” Longbottom asked while shaking his head, his need for affirmation evident in his tone.
“We can, but…” I started, drawling my words. “There is one rather large wizard who can help us with this matter…”
“Large wizard…” Luna muttered, her pale-silver eyes alight with thought. “Ah! Hagrid! He’s always caring for magical creatures and such. I very much like him!”
“Hagrid? Does he have something to do with the Philosopher's stone?” Longbottom asked, more to himself than to me. “He is pretty close to Headmaster Dumbledore… But why not go to Professor Snape? She could help us more than Hagrid could, couldn’t she?”
“We shouldn't.” Luna answered, before I could reply. “She has her own problems to deal with, so asking Hagrid would be wiser.”
“But-” Longbottom started to say, but his mouth remained open before it shut. “Alright. If you say so, Luna.”
I chuckled, a low rumble flowing through the space, and slowly stood up from where I had been sitting.
“That should about cover this discussion.” I said. “The three of us should meet at Hagrid’s hut that's right on the edge of the Forbidden Forest. It’s a small little thing, but it’s distinct and you two shouldn’t be able to miss it… Fino ad allora, amici miei.”
(Until then my friends)
With those parting words, I turned on my heel and walked off away from the two. I could hear Longbottom asking what I had just said and the Beta Ravenclaw answering that I called him a scaredy cat. He seemed aggrieved by this, but I found Luna’s little lie humorous and decided to not bother with it.
All I knew was that we were one step closer to getting the Philosopher’s Stone…
Notes:
Hope you guys are still enjoying the story! I know we're still in the first movie, and will be for some more chapters yet, and I appreciate you all sticking around and reading! I have had a lot on my play recently and haven't gotten to write, but I luckily have a couple chapters finished. Hurray! I will try to write some next week when I'm not as busy!
Chapter 16: Chapter 16
Summary:
Hermione, Luna, and Neville make there way to Hagrid to confront him about the Philosophers Stone...
Chapter Text
Night had fallen…
And with it came my limped but hurried steps towards Hagrid’s hut.
My boots pressed into the grass-laden earth with dull, sodden thuds as I crossed the grounds of Hogwarts, the scent of damp soil and cool night air filling my lungs. A breeze moved across the grounds, gentle and persistent, but the protective spells and runes woven into my robes dulled its bite until all that reached my skin was a soft, placating warmth. Each step slightly dragged in the muck, the effort leaving a quiet ache in my limbs, yet whenever my thoughts drifted to the older Omega ahead of my person - my lovely lioness - the discomfort seemed to fade into irrelevance.
For a moment, my gaze lifted skyward.
The moon hung high above the castle grounds, vast and luminous among the scattered stars. Its pale glow washed over the landscape, painting the grass, the towers, and the winding paths in silver light that felt almost reverent, as though the night itself had paused to admire the view. Normally, such a sight would have drawn me into deeper contemplation, my mind turning toward difficult questions and half-formed theories.
But tonight, I didn’t linger.
My feet kept moving, steady and purposeful, carrying me forward toward the objective that waited somewhere ahead in the dark.
“Shite…” I cursed under my breath as mud littered my boots. “Hagrid and his need to be close to magical creatures… Arsehole.” I added, but didn’t really put any weight on the second curse that left my lips.
It was just unfortunate circumstance that the Scottish Highlands had gotten some rain in the evening and the terrain became muddy when I needed to cross this certain path. I planned to Scourgify and purge myself of the filth that now was on my person, well everything, before anyone saw the state I was in.
This plan was doomed to fail, my face no doubt paler than my already pale complexion, because I had just spotted two other persons who were seemingly waiting for me…
Luna and Longbottom.
The two of them waved at me as their eyes followed my movements and I hurried to them so we could move this along. The last thing we needed was for someone from Hogwarts to catch us out here and punish us to the nth degree. I wasn’t above serving a bit of time in detention, more time to pursue old times and let my mind soak in knowledge, but time was of the essence and that would give Professor Quirrell an advantage over us.
“Lumos.” Luna whispered, a soft light encapsulating us so the area wasn’t as dark and then turned to me with a warm smile. “I’m surprised the Brightest Witch of her Age is late for anything…” She teasingly added.
“Bones are achy because of the damnable rain...” I responded grumbling and growling all the while. “Let’s just get on with it for Salazar's sake, yes?”
The Beta Ravenclaw didn’t seem the least bit offended by my harsh words and the Omega Gryffindor frantically nodded without saying a word. He also didn’t seem to omit as many Omega pheromones around my person, which meant that he was acclimating to me. It attested to my growing apathy for keeping up my social walls, but another part of my very being screamed out that I should always be vigilant.
That I should always keep those walls up…
That I should always show strength instead of weakness.
It was very Slytherin of me to have these thoughts, for my inner psyche and Alpha hindbrain to repeat these thoughts like a mantra, but I wanted to change for the better.
I could still be vigilant and hold true to the friendships I was forming.
Those in House Slytherin were known for being frigid, but I had only known that same frigidity for the past five years, and I yearned for warmth that wouldn’t hurt me so…
“And nothing else wrong?” Luna asked as they briskly walked to the hut. “The faeries seem to be in a tizzy around you.”
“Tizzy?” I repeated, a disgruntled grunt coming from the depths of my soul. “I tried accioing my wand, but I had a bit of accidental magic and decimated my favorite pair of boots!” I hissed. “Then when I tried to reverse the effects of said accidental magic… the now repaired boots turned into miniature lions! For Merlin’s sake, I have no idea why my magic is acting like this.”
The three of us were within reach of the hut now, but Luna left me with some parting words before I knocked on the door.
“You should remember to take things slow, Hermione.” Luna advised, her words taking on a serious and dreamy tone. “One doesn't simply fly on their broom after they have injured themselves. Caution must be implemented, my dear Slytherin friend. Magic is a wonderful thing, but one must remember to work with the flow and not against it.”
Was I working against it?
I had already been peeved because of the rain, my joints, the stress of being here at Hogwarts…
Did I push instead of pull?
I huffed and shook my head.
“I will take your words into advisement, Luna.” I replied.
And that was all I was going to say on that matter.
My hand came up to the door, fingers curling into a fist, before I knocked on the door of Hagrid’s hut. I wrapped my knuckles on the wooden door three times and waited for the large wizard to come open it. The Beta Ravenclaw stood to my right, picturesque under the moonlight, and Longbottom stood to my left. He was fidgeting a tad while trying to shield himself for the night’s cool winds. As with his pheromones, I was also starting to adapt to his presence and could see us having a healthy respect for one another. He needed to prove himself first and show some of those Gryffindor qualities of his. I could see how he had been overlooked and trodden on by his fellow Housemates, but it was always the quiet ones you had to be careful of…
He could be of use if someone built up that confidence of his…
Maybe I could whip him into shape, bea- metaphorically beat knowledge into that mind of his, and watch to see if he rose to the occasion when it mattered most…
Or maybe him and Luna could fornicate already so he could build that confidence other ways…
My thoughts were interrupted, my very Slytherin thoughts, and we were now witness to Hagrid in his night robes. He had opened the door, shock written all over his very rugged face as he looked at us, and his cheeks turned a deep shade of red. I thought such a large man blushing like a blithering school girl was rather adorable and smirked at him.
“Hagrid.” I said in a polite greeting.
“Oh… Hullo…” Hagrid muttered, eyes still a tad wide. “Beta Hagrid, at yer service, but… an’ I’m sorry ‘bout this… I ain’t in no fit state ter be entertainin’ terday…” He finished, his hand already starting to close the door.
But I wasn’t easily deterred.
My hand caught the wooden door just before it closed and I winced in pain, but I soldiered on. I could’ve used my pheromones to subdue Hagrid and, it was likely what others would’ve done, but I wanted to be a different kind of Alpha.
I was used to witches and wizards abusing their status.
My Alpha hindbrain agreed with the sentiment.
Even though my Slytherin tendencies demanded it, I was not about to abuse my dynamic for my own gain. I wasn’t like others in my House and refused to become that which I despised. I sometimes wondered why the Salazar-be-damned hat sorted me into that festering House of pure-blooded gits. I knew logically that I demonstrated some of the qualities that a Slytherin would have, but was it my experiences that made me so or was I born this way?
Nevermind that…
I have a large wizard to talk to…
“We know about the Philosopher’s stone, Hagrid.” I said, coldness seeping into my tone. “We should have a chat.”
“Oh…” Hagrid replied, his face falling and considerably paling. “Tha’s a problem…” He added while walking back into his hut and leaving the door open so we could follow.
And follow we did.
“We have come to the conclusion that Professor Quirrell is trying to steal said stone.” I bluntly said, matching Hargid’s footsteps as he fed more wood to the fireplace. “We don’t know why he is after it, one might assume he could want immortality, but a squirrely wizard like him must have another motivation.”
Odd that he doesn’t use magic to stoke the flames…
The Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor settled themselves on the bench while I remained standing with my arms crossed. I had rather not sit on unfamiliar things and dirty myself with his germs. I knew that magic could fix a cold or even mend broken bones, but there was still Muggle in me yet and I wouldn’t take any chances. I’m sure Luna would outright call me a hypocrite if I told her I had no problem sitting on Minerva’s armchair, but she was my soulmate and Hagrid wasn’t.
Plus, Minerva was a woman and smelled lovely while Hagrid…
I scrunched up my nose and wondered how a Beta could smell even more horrid than Alpha’s.
“Not Professor Snape?” Hagrid gruffed, his gravelly voice taking me out of my thoughts. “Most’d suspect her if yeh were in yer shoes.”
“Hermione has vouched for the Professor…” Luna butted in and Hagrid swung his large frame to look at the other Beta. “... And we trust Hermione.”
“We do.” Longbottom added. “If Hermione says it isn’t Professor Snape then we believe her. I… suspected the Professor, but my bias against Slytherins runs deep…” He continued, his Adam's apple bobbing as he roughly swallowed. “Hermione has shown me that not everyone from House Slytherin is the same.”
“Well, yeh’d all be righ’.” Hagrid responded, his voice softening some. “Professor Snape’s not after the Stone, but protectin’ it. An’ Professor Quirrell, hm?” He added while stroking his bushy beard. “More trouble…”
So he didn’t know about Quirrell?
Did Albus?
Surely the old fool did…
“But… What I do know is that there is a cacophony of spells and enchantments that are protecting the stone along with the Cerberus. There has to be. I’m no fool and neither is Headmaster Dumbledore.” I said, leveling Hagrid with a hard stare. “Morgana, Hagrid… A Cerberus? On school grounds?”
“Fluffy?” Hagrid said, his eyes now as wide as saucers. “Yeh know abou’ him? Well… the spells an’ enchantments are a waste o’ bloody time if yeh ask me, but Fluffy? Ain’ a soul knows how ter get past Fluffy ‘cept me an’ Dumbledore.” He confidently said and then cursed under his breath. “Shouldn’ have told yeh tha’. Should not have told yeh tha’.”
“The truth sets one free, you know?” Luna added from where she sat, her eyes alight with mischief, and beside her was Longbottom trying to hold in his laughter.
“Never much ‘ad a problem with tellin’ it anyway…” Hagrid mumbled as he turned back to the fireplace when there was a clattering noise coming from the cauldron. “Oh! Ooh! Oh! Ooh!” He excitedly yelled, an egg now in his mittened hands, his person quickly coming to the table and setting said egg down.
The Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor also joined us in looking at the egg.
“Hagrid…” I warily said, my eyes narrowed on the egg that now sat on the small table.
My Alpha hindbrain was sounding the proverbial alarm at the moment.
“Wow…” Luna dreamily added, her eyes sparkling with excitement.
“Uh… What is it?” Longbottom dumbly asked, his face filled with confusion.
Hagrid’s eyes snapped away from the egg he had been studying with near-reverent fascination and squarely landed on Longbottom. The change was immediate and color drained from his face as the question settled over the room like a curse finally spoken aloud.
The fire behind the large Beta crackled and popped in the hearth, far too loud in the sudden silence.
Hagrid’s breath caught in his chest, stumbling in uneven starts, and the enormous groundskeeper looked for all the world as though someone had just hexed him in the arse. His wide eyes flicked from the Omega Gryffindor to the egg and back again, guilt and panic warring across his features as the warm, flickering light of the hut threw his expression into sharp, uneasy relief.
“That? Tha’s a…” Hagrid stumbled, his eyes periodically darting from the egg and to us three as he tried to form a complete sentence. “It’s, er…”
“I know!” Luna interrupted, hands excitedly clapping together. “It’s a dragon egg… Isn’t it! Oh, how lovely! Dad and I have always wanted to see a dragon up close, but we haven’t had the pleasure yet… But… How did you procure the cute egg?”
There she goes again…
Calling pernicious creatures…
…cute once again…
“I… I won it, off a stranger I met down at ‘ogsmeade…” Hagrid answered, his eyebrows furrowing as he spoke. “Seemed quite glad to be rid o’ it, as a matter o’ fact…” He continued, but was interrupted when the egg started to shake and crack.
The shell shook some more…
And cracked…
And jolted the table until…
Pieces of the shell splintered in every direction, embedding themselves into the wooden walls of the hut, a shriek pierced our ears that had all of our hands protecting our precious eardrums, and, by Merlin, a miniscule dragon lay in the center. The baby dragon stretched its wings and blinked owlishly at us, but seemed to be calculating who now surrounded it, who was now observing its first moments of life. My gaze lingered on its form and I was intrigued to see a dragon up close. It had ridges down its back while brown scales rippled in the moonlight that was coming from the window behind it. The dragon’s head seemed disproportionate to its body and its demeanor was positive in nature.
“What…” Longbottom sputtered, his Omega pheromones flaring as he backed away from the table.
“A Norwegian Ridgeback!” Luna helpfully offered while leaning to get a closer look at the newly born dragon. It nipped the air, but then chirped at Luna who beamed back at it. “I read an older tome that described how a Norwegian Ridgeback carried off a whale near the coast of Norway. It caused quite a stir and many Muggles had to be Obliviated because of the incident.” She explained, her child-like wonder prominent as she cooed at the dragon.
“Isn’ he a beaut?” Hagrid added as the dragon looked at him and chirped once again. “Ahh! Bless the little blighter! He knows his mum.” He added with a hearty chuckle, his hand reaching out the pet the dragon, and him nuzzling Hagrid’s hand. “Hullo, Norbert!”
“Norbert?” I parroted, my face screwed up in disgust at the odd name.
“Well… it’s a fine name…” Longbottom replied, still some centimeters away from the table. “I think…”
“Exactly! A dragon like ‘im’s gotta ‘ave a name, don’t ‘e?” Hagrid said with a huff and more scratches to… Norbert’s chin. “Don’ you?” He cooed. “Eh? Dee-dee-dee!”
But it seemed…
Norbert got to stimulated by his eventful hatching and spit flames directly at Hagrid
The large Beta jerked backward as flames burst from the minuscule dragon’s mouth with startling force. Fire roared outward in a sudden, violent plume, the heat striking my skin like a physical blow. I instantly felt it. The dry, blistering warmth that stole the breath from my lungs. Behind the creature, Hagrid yelped as the blast caught the edge of his beard, the thick hair curling and smoking where the fire licked across it. The half-giant frantically swatted at the singed strands, embers drifting down around him as the hearthlight and dragonfire merged into a single, furious glow.
But my body had already begun to betray me.
The heat locked my muscles in place, my chest tightening until every breath felt shallow and wrong. My throat constricted as if invisible hands were closing around it, and the room blurred at the edges of my vision. Sweat trickled down my spine despite the chill that had suddenly taken hold of my limbs.
And then the past came rushing back.
For a terribly horrid moment, the small burst of flame before me was no longer contained within the walls of a hut on the grounds of Hogwarts. Instead, I saw blue fire. It was unnatural and the hungry flames were greedily licking at the walls of the home I had once known. I could almost feel them again, searing against my skin, devouring everything they touched. The scent of smoke thickened in my lungs, choking and suffocating, and somewhere in the distance I heard screaming.
My parents.
Their voices twisted through the roar of the fire, raw with terror as the flames consumed the house around them. Past and present folded together until I could no longer separate the two. All I remembered was dragging my useless body across the floor, desperate and helpless, hauling myself toward the door while my whole world burned behind me.
I was a coward.
You’re a coward…
I was a worthless peon who did nothing when faced with a life-or-death decision…
Nothing…
My parents crossed the veil because of me…
Yes…
Something in me, something truly vile, pushed that narrative with resounding force until I felt my knees buckle. My burn scars burned even hotter, my mind screaming out into the void, and my charred heart painfully clenched at the words.
But I felt gentle hands encircling my body and felt them steady me before I fell to the floor of this hut.
I could smell their scent and another scent that I recognized.
Both of their scents brought my senses and mind back to the present.
My eyes fluttered open, a pained rumble coming from deep within my person, and I was greeted by three gazes who looked at me with varying degrees of worry…
“Salazar's snakes…” I growled, my voice reverberating off the walls of the hut.
The miniscule dragon had been subdued by Longbottom’s and I’s pheromones, now forgotten in the grand scheme of things that had just transpired, but I was becoming increasingly uncomfortable with all the attention.
I had these…
…flashbacks before, these thoughts before, and dreams that had plagued me since my parents death, but they had never been in the presence of others like this.
The voice in my head that said these horrid things had waned over the years and seemingly came back with a damnable vengeance because of this puissant flashback.
“I’m fine.” I rumbled, my voice rough and scratchy, but my words didn’t seem to alleviate their worry. “Merlin, I said I’m fine!” I hissed, my nostrils flaring, my pheromones pumping out my distress into the air at an alarming rate.
The silence that preceded my outburst was deafening.
Luna was the one who had kept me from falling, but decided her touch wasn’t welcome at the moment.
It was the Omega Gryffindor that cautiously approached me from the other side of the room, his pheromones stronger than they ever had been before, and cut through that silence.
“Hermione…” Longbottom shakily said, his hands reaching out for me, but stopping at my rigid reaction. “Respectfully… You aren’t fine. None of us…” he started to say, gulping some air down and breathing heavily. “None of us gave a second thought to how you would react to a fire-breathing dragon. It may have been a shock to all of us that Hagrid had a dragon, but we should have thought ahead about the implications. And for that… I’m sorry, but you need someone right now-” He tried to explain, but Hagrid interrupted him.
“I’m sorry to interrupt lad, but who is that?” Hagrid said, his finger pointing over to the frosted window behind us.
All of us turned to see who was at the window and it was…
Draco Malfoy!
Moronic git is spying on us…
The arse is dead if I catch him…
He will regret poking his nose into my affairs…
Chapter 17: Chapter 17
Summary:
Hermione, led by Luna's words, ventures into the Forbidden Forest to meet a mysterious stranger, but happens upon a dangerous scene that has her boiling with rage...
And...
Hermione sees her first glimpse of the one who had slain the Unicorn and comes face-to-face with death itself...
Chapter Text
I was just millimeters away from the huts door.
My breath fanned out and covered its woody exterior, my enraged panting loud enough for all to hear, but I could move no further.
Hagrid, Luna, and Longbottom had my person in their grasp.
The larger Beta alone should’ve proven enough, but my Alpha hindbrain had surged my body with strength because of my white-hot anger.
It was proven, by a renowned dynamic philosopher named Marley Lacework, that emotions could strengthen or weaken one when a dynamic was involved. I had compared it to adrenaline when one was strengthened, like a mother lifting a car off her child, but more potent because of the magic running in a witch or wizard's veins. The magic served to boost this magical variation of adrenaline and gave a witch or wizard enhanced strength for a time. It was also true of the opposite that one’s dynamic could weaken a witch or wizard in a multitude of ways. It was more typical in Omega’s because of their horrid mistreatment, but Alpha’s were most known to undergo this phenomenon when losing their soulmate.
All three of them did this until I calmed myself down to a point where I was manageable once again.
But…
The anger coursing through me was still a simmering, feverish warmth that made my very bones ache…
My body had already felt like it was on the brink of collapse because of my daft reaction to the fire, but now as I as I harshly breath into the open air, I felt fatigued beyond compare and wanted nothing more than to feel the cool, silk sheets of my bed.
“It’s all right.” Luna said, her hand gently rubbing soothing circles on my back. “I know you’re tired, but there is something you must do. Someone you must meet or you won’t see them for a very long time.”
“What?” I dumbly replied, my feet stopping in the middle of the grassy field we had been traversing on. “What in Salazar's name are you talking about, Luna?”
The Omega Gryffindor looked equally confused, his own body just a ways away from my own, but the Beta Ravenclaw was looking at the stars that brightly glittered in the night sky with a wondrous smile on her face.
“You will know in time.” Luna dreamily said, still looking away from my person. “We’ll wait here while you find that someone in the Forbidden Forest. They need some help. The faeries are practically screeching at you to run there now.”
“Luna-” I tried to say, but Luna was having none of my back talk.
“Enough.” Luna shot back, her body quickly facing mine. “You will go. Now. And remember… Three is the key to everything, Hermione. Everything!” She added as she stalked up to me and pushed me in the direction of the Forbidden Forest.
I slightly stumbled like a newborn centaur and rumbled disapprovingly at the situation I now found myself in.
“Luna and her indistinct words…” I scoffed, my nostrils flaring, as I stomped into the forest's muddy floor. “And again with the mud…”
Who am I supposed to meet?
And why in the world are they in Forbidden Forest?
The forest was alive, filled with dangerous creatures that could very well be my own demise at any given moment, but I still aimlessly trudged along. The dense fog was low to the ground and the tension was palpable. My ears were tuned into every noise, my eyes keen to see every slight movement, and my mind spinning me mad. My enhanced senses that were allotted to me by my dynamic served useful to me in a situation such as this.
My Alpha hindbrain was on high alert.
I had to be prudent when walking through these magical woods.
Centaurs, Acromantula, Unicorns, Trolls, and quite possibly a number of other magical creatures could be waiting for their chance to dispose of the Alpha witch that had trespassed into the forest. Albus had always stressed that no students who attended Hogwarts should wander into the Forbidden Forest, at least without a Professor, but the Beta Ravenclaw had expressed for me to do so and here I was.
Gaia…
This mysterious someone had better be worth this trouble…
A crunching of leaves drew my attention, sharp in the stillness, and the stench of blood slid into my nostrils. It wasn’t a scent I was unfamiliar with, yet this time something about it felt different. It was compelling in a way that made my stomach tighten even as my instincts urged me closer. Two distinct scents tangled together in the air, twisting and blending, and I drew in a slow breath to separate them.
The stronger one pulled at me.
It carried strange notes that did not belong in the forest. They were a sweet perfume I didn’t recognize, something soft and floral, undercut by a faintly nutty scent that reminded me of almonds. Beneath it all lingered iron and a cloying richness that brought cacao to mind, thick and almost suffocating. At first, I assumed the iron was simply the blood saturating the ground, but as I focused on that single note - isolating it and tasting it in the air - I realized with a creeping chill that it was something else entirely.
It was the smell of death.
Blood lingered in the air, but death lingered in this someone’s blood…
Their death?
Were they dying?
Or were they dealing death?
I didn’t have time to think about the conundrum any longer because a clamorous, pained whine filled my ears and I immediately bounded for said noise…
Body be damned.
It was like I was under some sort of compulsion.
My mind, my person, and my very atoms were screaming at me to protect.
It was a need rather than a want.
It was like nuclear fission.
My very neutrons struck the nucleus of my heavy atoms, causing them to split into two smaller nuclei, releasing a significant amount of energy and additional neutrons which then triggered further fission reactions in a chain reaction that had me cresting into unseen territories.
I soared over fallen trees that were in my path like a wild gazelle and felt myself align with my Alpha hindbrain. We were in perfect harmony as I sprinted through the forest and focused on the goal that had consumed my very being.
Quickly…
Quickly!
After my frantic sprinting, my feet carrying me in a direct line to my goal, I saw two persons.
One was a wizard who had their wand out…
And another was a magnificent witch, one who wore a glittering black dress that clung to her form that shimmered in the moonlight and had furs draped over her shoulders, who was on the forest floor. The fog partially covered her body, but I could see the pained look plastered on her face. I realized the two blood scents I had smelled were coming off of them, my mind spinning with the implication of the scene I had just stumbled upon, and my hand quickly released my wand from its holder that was on my leg.
This disgusting wizard, who looked to be enjoying what he was doing, had hurt the witch on the floor.
He.
Hurt.
HER!
“SECTUMSEMPRA!” I inhumanly growled, my magic core humming and my wand tip glowing a bright green.
This was a…
…spell…
Severnia and I had come up with as a last resort, but my mouth blurted out the words and my stiff hand waved the wand movements. My broken magic core shouldn’t have been able to handle this type of spell, but the healing of one of the cracks was why I hadn’t dropped dead. I, for some unforeseen reason, held a deep hatred for the wizard standing before me and deemed him worthy of the pain that still coursed through my person.
I watched, as a jet of green light that formed an X, crashed with precision into the wizard who was caught unaware and a vile, nauseating… squelch made it to my ears. The… spell… severed the wizard in multiple places, his insides spilling onto the forest floor below him, blood flowing like a river from his gut, and his face was one of pure horror as his hands fumbled with said intestines. His fingers sifted through blood and guts, but they served useless in his endeavor. It was even more horrifying because half of his face had been removed from his head. I could see his brain thumping with the last vestiges of his weakening heart. The neural oscillations were one of a dead man and, a second later, he fell to the floor with a loud thud. He was reunited with his blood and intestines, his mouth uttering a terrifying sound that Muggles attributed to as a ‘death rattle.’ but all was silent after that chill-inducing sound.
Merlin, Salazar, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
What…
What have I done?
My breathing was heavy, my mouth retching at the stench that permeated from the now dead wizard, but I was…
Pleased?
My Alpha hindbrain rumbled within the back of my mind and I felt jo- joy at protecting the woman.
My eyes found the older witch who was on the floor, but who was now lithely standing up in one consecutive motion. Her facial expression changed to that of the Cheshire cat from Alice in Wonderland and I felt even more nauseous if that was possible. She had begun to walk toward my person, but my own body remained rigid and my feet planted firmly where I stood. I watched, with bated breath, as her body rhythmically swayed and intuitively with each cat-like step. She no longer looked like an injured witch, but a woman who was instead the predator.
And…
Her pheromones.
Gaia, her pheromones…
This woman was an Alpha.
Her and I’s pheromones mingled in the air as if they were dancing.
Our scents combined as if that was what they were meant to do.
Her body was now close, but a few paces away.
The other witch was eyeing me up and down, her tongue dashing out to lick those bright red and very plump lips of hers…
“Oh… You are truly… magnifica…” She purred, her voice silky and titillating to my thudding ears.
(Magnificient)
“I…” I tried to reply, but the words just came out as strangled nonsense from my very dry mouth.
The older witch hummed, a rumble that made my very spine shiver, and she started to advance on me with measured steps, her feet unapologetically crunching twigs and leaves under her heeled feet. Her luscious locks swayed, the brown shimmering just as her dress did, and I felt severely outmatched by this goddess of a woman.
I didn’t even understand how she was walking in those heels, but she made it look…
Effortless.
“Does a cat have your tongue, amore?” The witch asked, once again purring as her hand drifted up to the scarred part of my face, the back of her hand sensually caressing the textured skin.
Warmth…
All I felt was a more than pleasant warmth with her touch…
It wasn’t the type of warmth I had felt in Hagrid’s hut or the agonizing heat when my very skin burned, but a sensation that was oh so similar to when Minerva touched me…
A low growl slipped from my lips and I leaned into the scant touch.
“Why?” I said, my voice rough and scratchy, my eyes closed as I reveled in the familiar warmth.
“You are oh so lovely…” She replied smoothly. “Forged from the fires of Pompeii themselves… A strapping Alpha witch who, no doubt, is as intelligent as she is powerful…” She added, her lips so very close to my ear, her words a sweet whisper that constricted my very soul.
“Why?” I asked again, my eyes now open and narrowed at the smaller woman before me, my voice tight. “I… I killed him. I killed him… For… you. Why?”
The older witch chuckled.
“A question for another time, my stella.” The witch replied, her lips brushing the corner of my mouth. “We will meet again, but I will not leave you wanting. I will give you a name. My name.”
(star)
“And it is?” I asked, my breathing heavy as I stayed in this woman's presence.
“Anathema…” Anathema whispered, her name heavy on her lips, her body leaving my personal space and slowly backing away into the fog that seemed to swallow her person whole.
The warmth from Anathema’s touch had ebbed away and a sense of longing replaced the sensation. She had also felt oddly familiar, my mind meticulously trying to dredge up memories of why she had felt so familiar, but I couldn’t quite place the feeling.
My eyes swiveled to where the body was supposed to be, but…
It was no longer there.
“What in the-” I tried to say, but a hand on my shoulder had me jumping out of my skin and spinning to see who would dare touch me.
When I turned around, I was met with the face of a concerned Hagrid who was holding up a lantern and three others who were behind him. Luna and Longbottom were, of course, here, but Malfoy was looking at me with a smug smile. My euphoria from Anathema’s touch was all but forgotten and a simmering rage started to build within me at the sight of the Omega Malfoy.
“Hello, little dragon.” I growled, my jaw clenched.
The experience with Anathema left me more frazzled than when Merlin had to deal with twentyfour men's egos and the control I would usually have over my pheromones was lessened by a significant amount. The twit of a Slytherin felt the full force of them. He staggered back, whimpered, and started to shake at the intensity of an Alpha who was angry.
I was lost in the haze that was my negative emotions, but another gentler hand replaced Hagrid’s larger hand on my shoulder.
“Don’t become them, Hermione.” Luna whispered, my eyes focusing on Longbottom who was also shaking and I immediately felt dread course through me. “You’re better than those Alpha’s who use their pheromones to dominate. Fight the flames. Extinguish them and let your brilliance shine through…”
That's…
That's right…
Be better you daft bint.
You wanted to be better!
My eyes screwed shut and I focused on reining my Alpha pheromones in. I could taste my anger, it suffused the air I breathed, filled my lungs, but I didn’t stop. It had been so easy to control them before and now it seemed I was fighting for that same control.
I was exhausted.
I was aching from head to toe.
My magic core had been strained by the spell I had used on that man and it to ached.
Droplets of sweat dropped from my face, the strain of today's events weighing heavy on my soul, but I preserved.
I had to.
I was better than them.
All of them.
I was not the Horror of Hogwarts.
I was not the same as all the other Slytherins in my house.
And I was not an Alpha who abused their dynamic.
You are…
Stop LYING to yourself…
I had to push the horrid thoughts to the back of my mind.
And push through I did.
I found the strength I had left and smelled a less commanding presence in the air.
My pheromones had slowly started to stop pouring out my person and, by Salazar's mind, I eventually felt that the air around us had shifted entirely. I could no longer smell the anger or feel the commanding presence that was thick and speculated that I had done what I set out to do.
They had receded.
And I was painfully panting as I clutched my robes.
“Bloody hell, Hermione…” Longbottom mumbled, a shiver wracking his lanky body.
“If yer done throwin’ a fit…” Hagrid said, his eyes narrowed at me. “Why in Dumbledore’s name were ye out ‘ere by yerself, missy?”
“I was…” I tried to say, my breathing still ragged. “Investigating… A disturbance…”
The larger Beta huffed and crossed his arms over his chest.
“Right…” Hagrid lowly replied, his eyes scanning the forest behind me. “Ye’re comin’ with us. These lot behind me are bein’ punished, an’ so are ye now. Ye know th’ rules… No students allowed in th’ Forbidden Forest.”
“Never would’ve taken you for a rule breaker, mudblood.” Draco spat as he tried to steady himself, his voice quivering and betraying his true emotions at the moment.
I ground my teeth together and was just about to spit venom back at the twat, but Hagrid interrupted before I could get a singular word out.
“That’s enough outta ye, Mr. Malfoy.” Hagrid rumbled as he walked a few paces and looked at all of us. “There’ll be no slurs used in me presence. All o’ ye will listen t’ me, or I’ll be forced t’ report yer continued bad behavior t’ Headmaster Dumbledore.”
No words were spoken, but all of our heads nodded at Hagrid's words.
I felt like a chastised child.
But I deserved the chastisement.
And at least the git got what he deserved…
“We’re here because Draco, the bloody prat, tattled on us…” Longbottom whispered as he made his way over to me, a small huff coming from his lips.
My Alpha hindbrain flared at the news.
“Of course the little he did…” I snarled, the noise tone filled with displeasure.
“There are more Nargles flitting around your head, Hermione…” Luna said with a tiny giggle.
I sighed and rubbed the bridge of my nose.
I just really couldn’t deal with this nonsense anymore.
I just…
I just killed someone for Salazar's sake!
The spell Severnia and I developed was used to slaughter some wizard!
I wanted to wrap myself in Minerva’s arms and forget what transpired here…
No…
No, that isn’t right, Hermione.
You don’t want to forget…
Her…
“Everything will be alright.” Luna soothingly and airily whispered, her hand gently rubbing lulling circles on my back. “She has made sure of that.”
“Was the Grim meant for me? Or for her?” I whispered back, thinking back to Professor Trelawney’s words about the Omega Gryffindor and I.
“I doubt she would’ve met an untimely end to a wizard like that.” Luna replied, more giggling coming from her mouth.
“You and your knowings, my little seer.” I said, a rumble following those bemused words.
“Finally admitting that I may not be… Loony?” Luna replied, her voice clearer and a seriousness to her tone that wasn’t there just a moment ago, but still a whisper.
“I would’ve never called you that horrid nickname, but I decided to stop waltzing around the topic.” I responded.
The Beta Ravenclaw knowing…
Her…
Where Anathema was going to be, and the importance of meeting her tonight, had all but made this decision a straightforward one. It was time to stop hiding this secret in the dark and allow Luna to be her true self. Being a true seer in the Wizarding world was a revered position. Even though I thought she was full of nonsense, witches like Professor Trelawney held the respect of even Albus. He had told me before that her ramblings could prove useful in the future, but I failed to see the merit when all she did was make a fool of herself and foretell students' deaths.
Unfortunately, Hagrid interrupted our discussion and loudly coughed to get our attention.
“Enough chatter.” Hagrid said, his eyes settling on Luna, Longbottom, and I. “We need t’ move, an’ move quick.”
The larger Beta didn’t give us enough time to respond to his statement and turned around to stalk deeper into the woods.
“Hagrid isn’t too happy right now because they took away Norbert…” Longbottom whispered as the four of us started to follow in his wake. “Draco didn’t just tattle on us, but told Headmaster Dumbledore about the baby dragon and looked smug about being an absolute git.” He finished, huffing a bit at the end of his explanation.
“They… They what?” I growled, my voice quiet enough to not be heard by Hagrid and the Omega Slytherin, but aggravated enough for the two walking beside me to know what state I was in.
I swear to Merlin I’m going to wring his pure-blood neck!
“Draco came back with Professor McGonagall, who scolded us for being out after curfew, and Headmaster Dumbledore. We all walked back in silence to his hut where Headmaster Dumbledore and Hagrid got into a verbal shouting match… It ended with Headmaster Dumbledore apparating away with Norbert and Professor McGonagall depositing us with Hagrid for our punishment.” Longbottom explained in more detail.
“Poor Norbert…” Luna sniffed sadly. “He was screeching for Hagrid until the very end…”
An uncomfortable silence settled between us until Longbottom quietly spoke up again.
“And… Somehow Professor McGonagall knew you were still out here, Hermione. I have no idea… I swear to Godric Gryffindor himself! She looked… pale? Worried? She said she wanted you to come back to her chambers after this punishment was over. She kind of jumbled her words, but that was the jist of them…” Longbottom added in a whisper, his eyes darting to me nervously and then back to the woods that surrounded us.
“I wonder why Professor McGonagall was acting in such a way…” Luna added, her voice full of mischief.
“I’ll-” I started to say, but cleared my throat. “I’ll make sure to see what the Professor wants when we get back to Hogwarts.”
Saying the unadulterated truth…
It was right on the tip of my damnable tongue, but I couldn’t spit it out…
I wasn’t fearful of their judgment.
I wasn’t untrusting of them either…
I was still a coward who clung to my own self-preservation.
Truths…
They could be devastating when told to the erroneous witch or wizard…
I’ll tell them…
In time, I’ll tell them…
My conflicting thoughts were interrupted by our group halting and the larger Beta bent down to the forest’s floor. The fog wasn’t as thick the deeper we delved, but it still hid what Hagrid had found. It wasn’t until he stood back up, a silvery liquid coating his finger, that I knew now exactly why we were here…
“Some say th’ gods bleed gold…” Hagrid started, the silvery liquid dripping off his finger. “But silver? Silver’s for th’ pure. Alchemists can bend gold t’ their will, shape it from th’ very dirt we’re standin’ on… Potioneer’s can brew it in th’ form o’ Liquid Luck… But gold… gold can spoil somethin’ nasty, while silver… silver can’t. So what d’you reckon that means fer th’ liquid I jus’ found?” He asked, a sad glint in his eyes.
“Unicorn blood…” I answered, my voice tinged with danger.
My Alpha hindbrain at attention and the alarm bells started to ring once again.
“True, that’s unicorn blood, that is,” Hagrid replied, his bushy eyebrows furrowed. “Found one dead a few weeks ago an’ now… now, this one’s been hurt real bad by somethin’.”
My body became alive and felt like that…
Something was watching us at this very moment.
My head swiveled to the dense forest around us, the darkness concealing movement that my one good eye followed, and I knew we weren’t alone. This forest was filled with magical life, but the stench of death filled my nose.
It was…
Familiar.
My mind spun with the implications of that thought while a howl pierced our very ears.
“Salazar, we are going to be eaten by a bloody rabid mutt…” Draco mumbled, his voice filled with fear.
“A witch or wizard needs a bit o’ excitement to grow hair on their chest…” Hagrid commented, chuckling softly. “Anyways, this is why we’re here. We’ll find the poor beast an’ see what made it bleed.”
“Why would a witch need hair on her chest…” Draco muttered and I rolled my eyes at the comment.
“Of course… Why wouldn’t we hunt something dangerous in the Forbidden Forest? This is where I’m going to die. The Grim… Professor Trelawney… My fate is sealed…” Longbottom whined, his and Malfoys Omega pheromones flaring at the potential risk these woods posed, while Luna moved to pat him on the shoulder.
“Miss Luna an’ Mr. Longbottom, you’re with me,” Hagrid said, glancing at the pair before turning his eyes to the remaining two. “An’, Miss Hermione, you’ll be goin’ with Mr. Malfoy.”
Then Omega Slytherin whined about being paired with me while my good eye started to twitch.
“Of course, Hagrid.” I replied while giving Hagrid a short, curt nod and then turning fully to Draco. “Seems like we’re now paired together, little dragon.” I sarcastically rumbled.”
“Let’s just get this over with.” Draco replied as he snatched the lantern out of Hagrid’s hand, a sneer on his face, his feet stomping off into the distance as I followed the tantrum-throwing Slytherin.
I take one last glance at the three who throw me their looks of pity, the sounds of Malfoy’s cursing getting more and more distant, and then proceed to follow the git once again…
“Hagrid is a very very petty man for this…” I whispered, a scoff leaving my lips.
I didn’t have to walk far, even with my labored state, and…
…bumped into the ever-whinging Omega Slytherin.
Accidentally…
“You wait till my Father hears about this, Granger.” Draco hissed my way as he regained his footing.
“Why would I care about your spineless Father?” I growled back, our feet continuing to move forward. “I would be more afraid if you enacted your Mother’s name, then his.” I huffed, a chuckle escaping my lips.
“Keep my Mother’s name out of that dirty mouth of yours, mudblood!” Draco replied, his voice going up a few octaves.
I looked around, the forest eerily serene, and glared at the moron.
“Salazar’s snakes! You bumbling twit… Keep that trap shut!” I angrily whispered back. “Or do you actually want to meet your end in this dreary forest?”
I was exhausted, running on fumes, while the memories of her and the incident were still fresh in my mind.
At the moment…
I had no patience for a spoiled brat.
Another howl reached our ears and the two of us stopped walking. Malfoy looked around in a frenzy, his control on his Omega pheromones slipping once again, and his hands trembled as he held up the lantern to shine light into the murky darkness.
I softly snarled and my Alpha hindbrain was ready for a clash between beasts.
Werewolves were different from those who had dynamics.
The Omega Slytherin was right to fear them.
The majority, those who have a dynamic, were susceptible to their dynamics desires, but held the metaphorical reigns. We didn’t transform nor did we have another consciousness in our person. One’s dynamic was a feeling, an inherent part of one’s person that was unlocked, and was an extension of one's personality. Werewolves were two people in one. The wolf and the person. Yin and Yang. It is similar to one who had multiple personality disorder. I had read an article on the topic and found it fascinating. The wolf is equivalent to an alter and is a separate entity. When the full moon blooms, the wolf is brought to the forefront and is broken free of their cage.
Primal desires unleashed…
Useless…
It is not to say that werewolves were inherently dangerous…
It was that the wolf was a predator…
Plague…
And one should never interfere with the prey of a predator…
Because that howl?
That was the call of a predator who was hunting.
Horror…
“Salazar’s bloody basilisk…” Draco cursed, his hand wildly swinging the lantern to see in every-which direction.
“Scared, Malfoy?” I teased, my lip curling upward to reveal a wolfish grin that showed my sharp incisors.
“I. Am. Not!” Draco scoffed, his teeth gritted in annoyance.
I didn’t dignify that childish answer with a rebuttal and continued walking. The tree's roots were more elongated, more robust the further we went, and I could feel the hum of magic in the air. It wasn’t the pleasantness of Minerva’s warmth or the excitement I felt around her, but the same darkness that seemed to follow us through this dreaded forest.
My burn scars thrummed painfully and my feet came to halt while I clutched my body in pain.
I made no noise, but Malfoy noticed that there was something amiss with me. His words reached my ears, but I didn’t understand what he was saying.I couldn’t focus on him. I could only focus on the mounting pain. It felt like my skin was burning once again, my mind cursing that this was happening once again, but there was nothing there like always.
There were no triggers.
No cause for this sudden agony…
Nothing is-
BLOOD-TRAITOR!
The Omega Slytherin and I’s head snapped to a slurping sound that was coming from right in front of us. He quickly lifted his lantern, the light illuminating where the vile noise was coming from, but what we saw was something truly horrid…
I saw…
I saw….
A hooded figure with glowing red eyes, mouth covered in silver blood, and their skin…
I squinted my eyes, at least the one eye that still had sight, and could see a bit of flesh drop from their face…
Their body was rotten.
“AAAAHHHH!!!” Draco screamed, his Omega pheromones pushing out violently and staggering the being in front of us.
The absolute git didn’t wait a moment longer and ran in the other direction while screaming like a small witchling.
My body was stock-still.
My eyes darted from the poor, lifeless unicorn to the cloaked figure that was now growling over it.
The cloaked figure swayed, almost reminiscent of a snake’s movements, their body coming closer and closer to where I was. My hand gripped the holster that housed my wand, but I doubted I could cast even one spell with how currently drained I was. I had just started on the path to recovery, some hope flaring in my soul, but I was now facing the second threat to my life only just this night…
The closer the cloaked figure got the more my burn scars painfully thrummed…
My mind was a cacophony of unending agony, my breath ragged, and my feet refused to move…
Move!
MOVE!
My stunted mind seemed to register the panicked thought, the singular word I screamed into the void that was my panicked brain, and I started to stumble back away from the haunting, cloaked figure that had now closed in on my person.
I stumbled and stumbled…
My feet tripped over the thick roots that lay on the ground…
And my arse met the forest’s floor…
My Alpha hindbrain whimpered in utter fear.
All the while, the cloaked figure and I’s eyes were still locked onto each other…
BLOOD-TRAITOR!
HORROR!
CURSE!
UNWANTED!
DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!DIE!
DIE!!!!!!!!!
It was like looking into the eyes of death itself, one who had given up everything in pursuit of power, and I truly believed this was how I would pass the veil and be reunited with my parents.
The sight of the cloaked figure felt familiar, but I couldn’t place where in Salazar's name I would’ve encountered this…
…this evil.
My thoughts swirled back to Professor Trelawney, Longbottom’s own words he spoke earlier resonating within me now, and I couldn't help but wonder if the old witch truly saw my death.
You survived almost being burned alive and now some rotten corpse is going to be the death of me…
Shakily, my hand quickly fumbled with my wand that was in its holster, un-holstered it, and started to point it at the cloaked figure. I knew casting a spell would most likely kill me also, but I was a Slytherin, and I wouldn’t die in some ditch. Luckily, a noise thudded through the forest and it got both of our attention. It was getting closer and closer, the sound reminiscent of hooves clopping, and the cloaked figure startled back as something large soared over my head, Wide-eyes, I looked on at the centaur who now stood before me, protecting me, it front legs rearing in the air as it kicked at the hooded figure.
“BEGONE WITH YOU FOUL, CIRIHTOR!” The centaur boomed, his voice seemingly reaching all.
(Reaper)
The cloaked figure seemed to let out a terrifying screech that chilled my aching bones and fled to the dense fog that was behind it. The centaur stood guard, watching as the being vanished from our sight, and relaxed there broad shoulders when they could no longer see the threat. My body, although worn to the nth degree, felt the oppressive, vile magic recede now that the cloaked figure had gone and I took a few deep breaths that replenished the air that was lacking in my lungs.
The voice…
The voice stopped…
To live another day, I suppose…
Cautiously, and on uneven legs, I stood up from the ground I had been sitting on. The centaur trotted toward me, his spine straight and fur glistening, but his facial expressions were not one who seemed to be in an amicable mood. Those features were drawn tight and I could see that they held great worry for what had just transpired. I was cautious in approaching them, my Slytherin ways tickling the back of my mind, but they had just liberated me from an early grave, so I tried to be less hesitant with my trust.
“Hermione Jean Granger…” The centaur started, their face grimacing as their eyes roamed over my person. “You must leave at once.” They firmly added.
“I would usually be quite stubborn, but I have almost met death twice tonight…” I replied, a tired sigh leaving my lips. “But may I ask why? And also could I ask for your name? You are my savior and it is only polite…”
“The forest is not safe…. Especially for you.” The centaur said, their hooves stomping anxiously. “That was… I am not sure exactly who they were, but I know that the stars have foretold that a great evil will plague the world once more.” The centaur explained with an irritated huff. “And I am called Firenze. Alpha Firenze.”
“Interesting…” I hummed, intrigued about a centaur having a dynamic. “And this great evil has been hunting unicorns?”
“Indeed…” Firenze answered, their lips now downturned and his tone one of sadness. “It is a terrible crime to slay such a pure being such as a unicorn…” They continued, looking back at the dead beast. “This death makes two. The first looked as if someone had bitten into its flesh and it seems this one is the same. Drinking the blood of a unicorn.. It is- is unthinkable. Unicorns blood will keep one alive, even if they are on the brink of death, but… at a terrible price… For you to obtain this blood, you have to slay something pure, so pure, that from the moment the blood touches your lips you will have a half-life. A cursed life.”
“So this… being… wanted to extend its life? This prophesied evil?” I surmised, my mind spinning with the implications of such a thing.
“Ineed and if this being wants to extend its life… Can you think of the one thing that could grant that, Hermione Jean Granger?” Firenze asked, leaning closer and conveying the importance of what they were asking in their tone.
“Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…” I cursed, my own pheromones flaring at the realization. “The Philosopher’s Stone…”
“You again correct, young witchling.” Firenze replied as they backed away at my rising anger.
“Does Albus know?” I asked, my head snapping up, my fiery eyes finding Firenze’s. “Is that why he is having the cerberus guard it? Does he know who is after it?”
“I am not sure.” Firenze responded, their own pheromones tightly locked within themselves. I would’ve been impressed by Firenze’s control, their ability to remain composed when presented with an irate Alpha, but I was spiraling with that one simple question.”But what I do know is you are important. Keep asking questions, Hermione. I can only read the stars and trust the Fates, but if there is one thing I can do…. One thing you can take away from this meeting… It is to question everything…” They added, a seriousness to their voice that made me take the advice thoughtfully.
A rustling caught both of our attention and we saw a group of four crest a hill that was some ways away.
“Hermione!” Neville squeaked, his eyes wide as he stared at Firenze.
Luna had a bright smile on her face, her hand waving at Firenze, while Malfoy scowled at the centaur and stood further away than the rest of the group. I could smell two sets of Omega pheromones in the air, but one was defensive while the other smelled like fear. I could guess who belonged to who, but Longbottom did his best not to show his emotions and for that I felt something akin to pride for the Gryffindor.
“Hullo there, Firenze.” Hagrid said warmly. “I see ye’ve met our bright Miss Granger.” He then turned to me. “Ye alright?”
“I’m perfectly fine, Hagrid.” I answered, my eyes flitting from Firenze to the large wizard.
I wasn’t fine, but I would not show weakness in front of so many people.
You can crumble into tiny pieces when you get to Minerva’s chambers.
Well…
That is if my soulmate doesn’t kill me first…
“Well, Hermione Jean Granger…” Firenze started out, their voice pulling me back to look at them. “... this is where I leave you. You are safe now. My duty is done, but… remember what I have said. Ask questions. Never stop being the creator of your own destiny. The Fates and the stars may know of the paths you may take, but you, you are the one who chooses those paths…” They explained, their eyes lingering on my own for but a moment until they turned around and stalked back into the forest. “You are more than you know…”
All was silent after Firenze’s departure.
We all could only look at the dead unicorn, its pure life slain carelessly, and wonder about the future of the wizarding world…
Chapter 18: Chapter 18
Summary:
Hermione faces the music and is carried to Minerva's chambers after her actions in the Forbidden Forest...
Chapter Text
The walk back to Hogwarts was torturous.
Absolutely.
Torturous.
I had bemoaned previously that my body was on its last legs, but once the adrenaline had worn off, it was even worse than I feared…
I felt like my whole body was shutting down.
Luna and Longbottom wanted to discuss what had just happened and what this all meant for this school year, but I couldn’t keep my eyes open long enough. It was like I was fading in and out of consciousness, the spine tingling words of two women tickling my proverbial ear, and I was obliged to follow those sweet nothings into the void forever…
“Hermione?” Luna asked, her voice sounding so far away, but oh so very worried. “Neville… I think she’s being swept away by a Heliopath… They are notorious for dragging souls into the veil…”
“What?!” Longbottom shouted, his tone one of alarm. “What do you-” He tried to say, but my legs had finally given their all and I crumpled down onto the earth below.
My breathing grew heavy, each inhale dragging through my chest as though the air itself had thickened around me. The world at the edges of my vision began to drift, the forest and everything within it seeming to float farther and farther away, as if I were slowly slipping beneath dark water. It took more and more effort to pull breath into my lungs, every gasp shallow and unsatisfying - while my eyelids grew unbearably heavy - traitorous things that wanted nothing more than to fall shut and surrender me to the creeping dark…
“We need Professor McGonagall.” Luna seriously professed, her voice wobbling.
“Why would we need the Professor?” Longbottom asked and it seemed like Malfoy was in agreement with his fellow Omega for the first time in his life.
“I… can’t tell you.” Luna answered as she sighed. “She just needs to be here… Draco, since you got the Professor last time, can you get her again?”
“Why should I help the blithering mudblood?” Draco grumbled while stomping his feet like a child.
“Tha’s enough o’ that, Mr. Malfoy.” Hagrid firmly said. “I’ll come along wit’ yeh so we can fetch Professor McGonagall an’ put in a good word that yeh were a great help… How’s tha’ sound, lad?”
“Not a boy…” Draco sneered under his breath. “...but that will do just fine, I suppose.”
“Brilliant!” Hagrid said, his hands clapping together with a thump. “Let’s get a move on so Miss Hermione here can get some proper help.”
I was barely able to pay attention to the words being exchanged anymore, time seeming to be inconsequential, but felt lithe arms wrapping around my person, gently picking me up off the ground and off the muddy dirt my still person had been laying in. It was like a cocoon of warmth had enveloped me and my battered body was instantly soothed. Now that I was picked up, I could tell we were walking, that I was being moved, while people worriedly talked all around me.
It wasn’t until I was placed on a soft bed, a groan slipping from my lips, that I heard but not a sound…
“Oh, ma silly witch, ma radiant Slytherin... Hou coud ye dae this tae me?” A woman said, her broguish voice familiar, the words angry yet sadness seeped into her tone. “Ma heart feels like it it is bein torn from ma chest, lass…”
With great effort, my eyes fluttered open, and I bore witness to Minerva McGonagall who was at my side. Tears streamed down her face, those emerald-green eyes of hers now red and puffy, her Omega pheromones coated the entirety of her chambers to the point where I could only smell her. It wasn’t unpleasant, not unpleasant at all, but I could see that I had caused a mess. I could see that I had caused my soulmate to worry about my well-being and deserved her ire.
Frankly…
I was the biggest arse in the wizarding world at the moment…
And my Alpha hindbrain agreed.
We were not at all in sync at the moment.
“I…” I tried to say, my throat dry, my face contorting into a grimace “I’m so sorry…”
“And what, pray tell, are you sorry for?” Minerva replied, her voice now seemingly cool and calm, but the storm still raged in her eyes. Her head sat in her lap, clenched, her knuckles turning white from the force of her restrained anger. “Dè rinn thu, hm? Innis dhomh, mo ghràidh.”
(What did you do, hm? Tell me, my dear.)
I flinched at the older Omega’s enunciation of the endearment and groaned at the pain that shot up my spine because of the harsh movement.
Salazar’s snakes…
This moronic body…
I roughly swallowed before answering, my tongue flicking out to lick my dry lips, and I felt my own Alpha pheromones leaking out to try to soothe Minerva’s potent ones.
“Shall I start- start from the beginning?” I responded, my body aching for Minerva’s warm touch, but the older Omega witch remained just out of grasp, her rigid form sitting in one of the chairs that were in her chambers.
“Aye, that would be smart of you to do at this moment.” Minerva replied, her features tight, her lips pulled inward. “Do not leave a single detail out.”
“I won’t, my lioness.” I answered. “I promise I won’t leave not even one iota of information out of my retelling.” Minerva’s features softened at the endearment, but she remained at a distance. “It all started with us walking towards Hagrid’s hut. We were… following a lead on a matter we were researching…” I saw Minerva opening her mouth, but shakily held up a hand. “And before you say anything… Yes, we were out after curfew. I’m sorry for that, but that is neither here nor there at the moment. Once the three of us finished up at Hagrid’s, we all started to walk back to Hogwarts, but Luna stopped me. She told me I needed to go into the woods. I believe her specific words were… ‘I know you’re tired, but there is something you must do. Someone you must meet.’ At the time, I didn’t understand what she was talking about, but it was all made clear in the Fobidden Forest. You must know what I’m talking about, don’t you Minerva?”
The older Omega’s own tongue darted out to lick her plump lips.
“I…” Minerva started out, her words coming out in a strangled noise and she huffed. “I think I do. I am not at all versed in Divination, nor am I a fabled seer, but I had a dream last night. A dream about the Forbidden Forest, you, and a woman with the voice of a siren. I had felt an ache in my chest at the sight of this woman, felt my heart beat quicker at the sound of her voice, and I felt that same ache earlier. Is that what you speak of, Hermione? Did my dream come true?”
“I believe so…” I replied, shifting in the bed so I was more comfortable. “I did indeed meet a woman out in the woods. She was being attacked, or what I assumed was an attack, and I… I decided to interfere and save the woman. It was instinctual. It confused me. Emotions bubbled up in my chest and I acted without thinking, cast a spell without thinking of the consequences. The man who once held a wand at the woman had been… incapacitated by my spell and laid motionless on the forest’s floor. I had killed him. In the blink of an eye, I had killed the wizard.” I explained, my breathing coming in ragged gasps, my mind replacing the moment his organs spilled out of his stomach. “I- I hope you know that I wouldn’t intentionally kill someone, Minerva. I… I didn’t mean to…” I added, my whole body quaking at the surreal experience I had endured. “You have to believe me! I- I don’t want to go to Azkaban!”
Minerva, witnessing my mental deterioration, quickly stood up from where she was seated, and climbed up onto the soft bed. Her body got as close to my own as it could and she gently coaxed my head into her chest as her fingers started to comb through my mess of hair. I began to sob in earnest at the gentle touch, my body quivering and gasping at the painful mourning of what I had lost, and I was glad that the older witch was the only one here to see this pathetic side of me. She cooed in nothing words, the sound of her voice gentle to my ears, and released more calming Omega pheromones that seemed to ease my overall suffering.
“Tha fios agam nach dèan thu. Tha fios agam air òran do nèamh agus chan e an t-òran a th’ ann a tha dèidheil air cron a dhèanamh. Ach... feumaidh mi do chrann a sgrùdadh agus an draoidheachd sin a thoirt air falbh. Tuigidh tu, tha? Cha leig mi leat falbh gu Azkaban. Thèid mi a thoirt air falbh an draoidheachd bho chuimhne do chrannaidh mar nach do thog thu e a-riamh. Bu chòir sin an duilgheadas seo a fhreagairt.” Minerva explained in her mother tongue as she continued her ministrations.
(I know you would not. I know the song of your soul and it is not one that likes to cause harm. But... I am going to have to check your wand and erase that spell. You understand, yes? I will not allow you to go to Azkaban. I will erase the spell from your wand's memory like you never even casted it. That should solve this issue.)
“Dhèanadh tu sin dhomh?” I replied, my voice filled my emotion.
(You would do that for me?)
“Thugainn dhomhsa an saoghal ma tha thu ag iarraidh e, mo ghràidh.” Minerva answered, her own voice filled with determination and I felt like crumbling apart once more.
(I would give you the world if you so wished for it, my dear.)
“You’re a fool.” I said, not meaning the words, but stunned by Minerva’s declaration.
“But I am your fool.” Minerva shot back and a pleased rumble passed through my chest at her words.
“My wand… It’s in the holster on my hip.” I said, sighing as I felt Minerva’s hand fumbling under my robes to get to my wand
Once the older Omega got ahold of it, she pulled back some from my person to cast the spell needed to check my wand for the spell that felled the wizard. A reddish-gold glow emanated from her wand's tip and I watched as she meticulously checked the spell list.
“Is it this spell I do not know? This Sectumsempra?” Minerva asked, eyebrows furrowing at the unusual name.
“It is. It’s a spell Severnia and I created. It was supposed to be a last resort, something only cast when you had no other options. I likened it to a nuclear bomb, but it's not as… explosive as that. It only renders flesh from bone in multiple areas, severs others if the cut is deep enough.” I explained.
“I have no earthly idea what a… nuclear bomb is, but this spell seems Dark in nature, Hermione.” Minerva replied, her voice stern with a touch of disapproval. “Rending flesh? Severing flesh? What were the two of you thinking?”
“We were thinking about incapacitating the spell's target that was right in front of the caster.” I answered, my tone becoming more confident as I found Minerva’s emerald-green eyes. “I know you understand magic, Minerva. The spell itself isn’t evil… It’s the one who is casting the spell that is. Regulations of these spells are needed, the Unforgivables being good examples, but the world isn’t black and white. You know this. You are no fool. You can do just as much harm with a Reducto. Hypothetically, one could wait until your opponent was under some rocks and cast Reducto so the rocks fall onto said opponent. It is about intention. So yes, Severnia and I created a lethal spell, but it could do a great deal of good in the right hands.”
Minerva was silent for a moment until letting out a long sigh.
“Aye, you may be right…” Minerva replied while she removed the spell from my wand's memory and set it down on the bed, her eyes looking away from me. “I remember the first Wizarding War. The lengths we had to go to. The lines that were crossed. So I understand that the world is grey. That there are things one must do when forced to make a decision.” She continued, fully turning to me and meeting my eyes, the haze of memories overlapping those beautiful emerald-green eyes of hers. “I understand. I do, lass. More than you know. If you had no choice, if your hand was forced, then that is the end of this conversation. But tell me… Do we need to ask Hagrid for a favor? The body-” She started to say, but I interrupted her.
“-Is gone. It vanished along with the woman.” I answered, shaking my head in disbelief even now while taking Minerva’s hand in mine. “Are there any more questions you would like to ask?” I asked, opening up this dialogue for more truths to be spoken,
“It… vanished? But how…” Minerva mumbled, her face taking on a pensive look at the perplexing answer she had just received. “Well… The Forbidden Forest has always been known to do things that are not ordinary… And questions? Aye, I have questions. Two to be exact.”
“And those two are?” I prompted, the warmth from our joined hands flowing through me, healing my battered body, and more pleased rumbles spilled from my lips.
“Firstly, why does your wand have three cores?” Minerva asked and I felt my heart thump harder. “I am sorry for looking, but I noticed the oddity when checking your spells.”
“I… I don’t really quite know.” I answered with a sigh. “It never really made sense to me considering the state of my body. Having so many cores, some more volatile than others, made casting spells even more difficult than it already was. My wand seemed to fight me at every turn, my body rejecting the power, and it infuriated me to no end. It made me feel daft… But…”
“But?” Minerva pushed, her voice lilting a tad bit.
“But… It has gotten easier to use. The spell I cast, Sectumsempra, flowed more easily. I felt more… connected to my wand. My magic less inhibited as it coursed through my magic conduits. The change happened with you Minerva, with the healing of one of the cracks in my magic core, but it also… I don’t want to assume. I don’t want to cause issues, Salazar knows I have enough, but it also seemed to flow more easily when I was in the presence of that woman in the Forbidden Forest.” I explained, roughly swallowing at the tug in my blackened heart and the words that came out of my mouth.
“Alright… Was she a witch? What was her dynamic?” Minerva asked, her analytical mind seemingly trying to pry more information out of me.
“I think she was a witch, yes. And she announced herself as a fellow Alpha. She radiated power, but also a carnality that bored down on me and made my person feel like I was drowning in only her.” I answered, the cacophony of emotions I was feeling in the moment confusing me.
“Were you… attracted to her?” Minerva asked, her voice more calm than I would’ve thought for a situation such as this.
“...I was.” I answered, my eyes shutting so I couldn’t see her reaction, the memory of what her touch did to me seared into my mind.
“I believe… I was as well.” Minerva said, her statement reaching my unbelieving ears.
“And what does that mean for Salazar’s sake… For us? For our relationship? For our budding bond?" I asked, my mind spinning with the implications this could have on it all.
“Well… Did leaving her proximity make you feel… less whole? Like a part of you had drifted away, my salacious snake?” Minerva asked, her body inching closer to my person.
“And if I answered that I felt exactly like that?” I shot back, my eyes narrowed on the older Omega in front of me, who now had her body flush with my own, the ache in my bones temporarily forgotten.
“Then…” Minerva started, her hand coming up to gently trace my cheekbone, shivers wracking my body at the delicate touch. My body responded in such a way that I was quickly becoming hard, my pants tightening painfully, and started to breathe harder. “...Tha mi ag ràdh gum faodadh sinn a bhith againn leannan inntinn eile anns an draoidheachd dhìomhair sin.” She purred, her Omega pheromones making my head light as a feather.
(I say we might have another soulmate in that mysterious witch.)
Minerva switching back to her mother tongue at this moment was unfair and I groaned at her sinful tone.
“Really?” I whispered, our lips just millimeters apart.
“It would make the most sense, would it not?” Minerva replied, her voice just as soft.
“I didn’t want to assume, but as the Brightest Witch of my Age, it was hard not to come to that conclusion based on the circumstantial evidence I was witness to…” I answered.
The older Omega’s other hand started to drift lower and lower, the feeling of her nails prominent even over my robes, and I growled low in the back of my throat at the feel of said hand cupping my crotch. My hardened cock twitched in her palm and I loathed the constrictive pants I was wearing. We had not taken this next step in our relationship, feeling that what we shared was too new, but Minerva clearly felt that this changed energy was too much to bear at the moment and was charging full steam ahead. The feel of her hand touching my length, and what was below it, had me expelling my own Alpha pheromones that were addled with lust.
I very much had the mind to breed this Omega in front of me, but we needed to talk…
“Minerva…” I said, my voice strangled, and a bit of a warning tinged my tone.
“It is not very proper that this mystery witch riled the both of us up and left us in this terrible state…” Minerva purred. “...Do you not think we should do something about it, mo ghràdh?”
“If that is what you wish, but…” I replied, trailing off as I tried to close my robes to avoid Minerva seeing more of my skin.
Seeing this, Minerva’s gaze softened, the lust receding some, and tentatively reached out for my hands that were clinging to said robes. They were scrunched up, my knuckles white, but she gently unfurled them, one finger at a time, and took my hands in hers. This lack of control, this openness of what had happened to me, was making me wildly anxious. Sweat dripped down my back, my throat dry, but she still didn’t relent in her gaze. It was as if she was looking into my soul through my damaged body and I slowly became relaxed.
“We do not have to engage in… sexual activities until you are ready, Hermione.” Minerva sincerely said, her warmth helping me stabilize my fluctuating emotions. “I would never rush you into something that you are not ready for. Do you understand? I am the older of us and I should lead with my experience. I need you to understand that- that you are important, so very important to me.” She explained, taking a breath before she continued.” Some witches or wizards who find their soulmates do not easily assimilate with one another. I have seen this happen right in front of my very eyes because of me being a professor at Hogwarts. Guinevere from King Arthur’s story is also a good example. She loved another, but was tied to Arthur. The Fates may tie us together, but that does not mean we are not our own people. Finding your soulmate does not guarantee one a happy life, but with you? With you… Our connection is deep. We have only known each other, in a short span of time, as soulmates, but it feels like I have known you throughout the ages. My body yearns for you, dear, but I will not tarnish what we are building because of biology.”
Silence.
Silence pervaded the space as I thought on the older Omega's impassioned words.
But my Alpha hindbrain was screaming.
“And if we have another?” I asked, settling on this question out of the numerous ones swimming in my mind.
“If we have another…” Minerva started, her face taking on a pensive look.”...then we will cross that bridge when we see her again.”
“I guess we’ll have to…” I responded, sighing in exasperation. “Are you still angry at me for the stunt I pulled, my gracious Gryffindor? It got us some valuable information even if my body isn’t up to par at the moment.”
“You still have not told me what else you got up to after your meeting the mystery witch.” Minerva shot back, an eyebrow arched my way.
It reminded me of the look the older Omega wore when she waited for an answer from a student who had been foolish enough to break one of her rules within her sight - silent, patient, and utterly immovable until the truth was given.
“I was about to, but you decided to stimulate me and it derailed our productive conversation.” I deadpanned.
Minerva rolled her eyes at me and huffed at my words.
“Blaming it on me now, are we?” Minerva playfully hummed as she lightly slapped my arm. “Very well…” She added with a small pout.
“Pouting doesn’t suit you, Minerva.” I said with a small smirk of my own. “That's not the stern Transfiguration Professor I know…”
The older Omega theatrically gasped at my words and pretended to look like she had just been hit with an offended hex.
“Just get on with the explanation, Hermione” Minerva good-naturedly huffed.
“As you wish…” I replied, still smirking all the while, but immediately sobering before I started with my explanation. “After my encounter with her, I was found by the three you sent with Hagrid. I had been caught red handed, or so I thought, and looked back to see the body had disappeared. It confused me beyond comprehension, but we were quickly delving deeper into the Forbidden Forest and stumbled upon our objective. Unicorn blood. Hagrid wanted to find the source. I was paired with the daft moron that is Malfoy and we split up into two separate groups. The twit and I argued every second of every moment until we heard a howl. The howl scared Malfoy, but still we kept moving. It wasn’t until we found a… being feasting on a Unicorn's body that the situation we found ourselves in became dire. Malfoy was a coward and abandoned me to deal with the threat alone. I escaped by the skin of my hide because of my centaur savior, Firenze. They intimidated the being and it disappeared back into the forest. Firenze told me to be careful, explained that the being was looking to prolong its life, and asked me where else it could look to achieve that goal…”
“The Philosopher’s stone…” Minerva surmised, eyes wide and pace suddenly now very pale.
“Indeed…” I said, my mouth in a tight line. “We will have to talk about how you know about the stone and why Albus orchestrated these events this way, but I will acquiesce the point. For now. Firenze is worried about this new threat looming over our heads and said the stars had prophesied a new evil. They guessed this being was the new evil. They also said I need to be asking questions and looking deeper at what was happening. The conversation ended there when Hagrid and the others appeared.”
“Merlin…” Minerva cursed as she shook her head in disbelief. “That is… quite a lot to process. But… I am grateful you are alright, mo ghràidh.” She added, her hand coming up to stroke my cheek almost as if she were checking if I was real. “And you are right… I do know about the stone and I am privy to Albus’s plans, but I can assure you he is not using you as a chess piece in said plans. It also seems you have been doing some research of your own, hm?”
I contentedly rumbled and my Alpha hindbrain seemed to forgive its other half…
…for the moment.
“Research and reading is my forte, Minerva, you know that well.” I replied, leaning into the touch. I craved the warmth, the type of warmth the older Omega willingly gave me, and the flames of the past seemed to dissipate when I was in this Omega’s presence. A pleased rumble left my lips when her nails gently caressed my skin. “And it pleases me to know that Albus isn’t scheming with my life. I had been worrying about that, the thought repeating itself in my head ever since Firenze said I should be asking questions, but this gives me some assurance against those thoughts. …Thank you, Minerva.” I added, a tired sigh coming from my lips.
“You have nothing to thank me for.” Minerva replied as she placed a chaste kiss on my chapped lips. “I should have asked Albus if you were researching anything of importance. You used to be his eyes and ears for any dangerous happenings within Hogwarts walls, but he is not so incompetent that he does not know of the constant ongoings without you. I am sure he knows and has placed his faith in you.”
“Yes, the old fool did mention that he isn’t totally useless when we last talked with him.” I acknowledged. “It fills me with… pride to know Albus has faith in me. Everyone expects me to do well, but would they count on me if I was their only option? Would they see me, battered and broken, and think that I could rise to the occasion? I severely doubt that they would look to me for anything, but knowing Albus would and continuously does? The feeling is indescribable…”
“Like a family member acknowledging you? It fills you with warmth and an emotion you have not felt since you were young… That warmth sprouts in your chest every time you hear him talk positively about you?” Minerva theorized and I subtly nodded at her accurate words. “I felt much the same when I was a naive teen. Albus was also my mentor, so I understand your feelings.”
“My moniker for him is very accurate, don’t you agree?” I asked with a low chuckle.
“Yes, Albus is quite… old.” Minerva agreed, her body betraying her as she allowed a small smirk to appear on her face, her eyes darting to the burn scar that covered half of my face. I knew what was coming, the question she was bound to ask, and I felt unequivocal in the answer I was bound to give. “Why dae ye no use a glamour?” She finally asked, her voice full of emotion, her accent thick and heavy, but tinged with an emotion that was even heavier.
If anyone else were asking me this question…
I would’ve thought they were positively disgusted with how I looked and would’ve told them to sod off, but this was Minerva.
I knew the older Omega in front of me, the one who was laying beside my person, was asking because it came from a place of care.
“The first reason is quite obvious. My cracked magic core. I couldn’t cast a glamour that would cover all of the wounds that cover my body. A spell like that would have drained me until I was a weak and pitiful thing. I doubt I could’ve even kept up such a spell for even one iota of a minute. It would have to be intricate. Precise. Your glamour, although more marvelous than Morgana’s own spellwork, is inherently easier to cast. You age your body with the spell, add features to what is already there, but my spell would have to rework my body. And don’t even wind me up about my eye… My eye would be trickiest since it is no longer functional. It would need the glamour as well if I wanted to be a ‘normal’ version of myself.” I explained as I pointed to my milky-white eye. “As you know, the human body is complex and replicating an eye with a glamour would be nigh impossible for me even now. I am sure it is the same for Auror Moody. Replacing the eye is the preferred method for many who have lost theirs, but I haven’t had the courage… His magical prosthetic also looks… horrid to be honest.”
“And the second reason?” Minerva asked, her mind soaking in the information I gave her, her emerald-green eyes telling me she understood what I had explained. “Because I assume there is a second reason if there is a first, yes?”
“Yes, my impatient Gryffindor, there is a second reason and it is not quite so complicated.” I replied, heaving in a breath before I answered. “Pride.”
“Pride?” Minerva repeated.
“Indeed… I’m from House Slytherin, Minerva. You should know how we are. Even if I hypothetically could cast the glamour… I wouldn’t. I would refuse the very thought.” I rumbled.
“You may be a Slytherin, but you are braver than me, mo ghràidh.” Minerva replied, her soothing Omega pheromones still wafting in the air. I was impressed by the sheer will to expunge them for so long. “‘"Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall’ is what my Màthair used to say. I do not like quoting scripture and this is no different, but authentic pride can do so much for oneself. Your pride is authentic, Hermione. You have been bullied, battered, but your sense of pride in yourself never truly went away did it? The names they called you lowered your confidence in yourself, but your grades never slipped, did they? Your pride smoldered in your soul, but the spark was there and that is not a bad thing.”
“Maybe…” I responded, thinking over her explanation on my pride. “And I see you’re getting more comfortable with talking in your mother tongue… Your words are slipping, your accent too at times, and I am thrilled that you feel comfortable enough with me to do so.”
“The more time we spend together, and apart, has me either yearning for you or sinking into the abyss that is, Hermione Jean Granger.” Minerva purred, her body shifting so my knee was now placed in a precarious position, her head closer to my own.
“Maybe I should show you the depths of said abyss.” I growled, her slick tickling my nose and making my mind hazy with lust.
My Alpha hindbrain thrashed to take.
“Is that something you are comfortable with doing? It would… solidify our bond…” Minerva replied, her voice wavering some, her tone one filled with anxiety.
“I want you, Minerva McGonagall. I feel the need pulsing through my very bones. I may be young, we may have not known each other for long, but these feelings? They’re my own and I choose you. I will always choose you.” I answered, my eyes staring into her own, conveying that my words were true. “Is tu mo ghràdh agus b' e mo mhòr urraim a bh' ann a bhith ceangailte riut...”
(You are my soulmate and it would be my greatest honour to be bound to you…)
And after those words left my lips…
Minerva’s own lips were attached to mine, a kiss so passionate that it had me soaring into the stars, and we melted into one another as if we were one…
Chapter 19: Chapter 19
Summary:
Minerva enters a light heat and Hermione is taken by surprise. Hermione and Minerva decide to take things further, strengthening the bond they share, and they both ascend to heights unknown...
Chapter Text
Marvelous.
It was so marvelous.
I was one with the universe, my wounds long forgotten, and I focused on the present.
Our mouths moved with perfect synchronicity that would make even the most skilled magical clock makers green with envy…
Words had been said and received.
Thoughts that were unspoken, spoken.
Assurances given and taken.
And after it all…
Minerva and I decided to take the next step.
I didn’t care if the masses would look upon us with utter disdain.
They were unimportant.
What I did care about?
It was the older Omega witch, a Gryffindor who was as stern as she was brave, who my heart sang for.
It called to her every time I left her chambers.
I knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that I wanted to cement this bond.
We were Experience and Inexperience.
Gryffindor and Slytherin.
Planning and Conniving.
Omega and Alpha.
Two very different witches, but we worked in the most wonderful of ways…
“Stuck in that beautiful mind of yours, Hermione?” Minerva asked as she pulled away from lips, her words a hushed whisper that dripped with lust.
“I was thinking of you… Us.” I rumbled as I leaned up, peppering Minerva’s face in light kisses that started from the corner of her mouth and ended at the tip of her nose.
I deeply breathed in our combined scents that were pumping out of us and knew we wouldn’t be able to control ourselves due to our raging libidos.
My Alpha hindbrain agreed with this sentiment and acted like the devil on my shoulder in this moment.
“Why think when you have me here? Right in front of you?” Minerva purred, her hand snaking its way to find my crotch once more and this time I didn’t intend to stop Minerva.
When older Omega’s hand gently cupped me, I let out a low groan that seemed to reverberate through us both, sending shivers through our bodies, and was more aware of how… constrained I was in these pants I wore.
“Morgana, I can’t think of much at the moment…” I hissed, sharply exhaling through my nose as her lithe fingers deftly caress my hardened cock through my pants.
It was a sensual dance, foreplay, and I was already drowning in all that was Minerva McGonagall.
“Let me take care of you, Hermione.” Minerva sensually said as her hands started to slowly pull my pants down from my waist. “You are the Alpha, aye, but I am the older of us two. I should take control of the situation. Guide you in this delectable dance. Do you not agree, mo ghràidh?”
“I do…” I answered, watching in rapt fascination as my pants were discarded along with my underwear.
All that was left was my cock now jutting into the air. It was throbbing and begging for the attention of my Omega. I could see the hefty vein pulsing on the side, a testament to the blood pumping through my veins, and felt my Alpha hindbrain reaching its limits. I wanted so badly to take her in a way I hadn’t taken others before her, but my will was great and I waited. The combined pheromones of the older Omega and I wafted to my nose, the scents heavy, which spurred on my arousal.
I was painfully hard, but still I waited.
Minerva’s hands slowly, ever so slowly, reached for my hardened cock.
My breathing was weighty as my one good eye tracked the older Omega’s movements and I let out a low growl as her fingers wrapped around my length.
“So thick… So long…” Minerva husked, a purr to end all purrs leaving her lips. Her tongue darted out to lick said lips as her eyes flicked between my hardened length and my eyes which were glued to the scene before me. “Is this aw for me? Is this whit ye want?” She asked, her accent slipping, the words thick as they fell from those sinful lips of hers.
“It is.” I answered breathily. “All for you. I want this, Minerva. I need this… Need you.” I confidently added as my hands came to brush aside some of her black hair that had fallen into Minerva’s line of sight.
“An uairsin nì mi cinnteach gu bheil thu air do chùram gu ceart…” Minerva said, eyes lidded, words slithering out like a snake that is poised to kill, and a confidence that had me wondering if this older witch in front of me was the Alpha instead of me.
(Then I will make sure you are properly cared for…)
The older Omega’s hand was like the smoothest of silks as she began to pump me. Her eyes never left mine and the pleasure from her movements had my body vibrating. She was taking it slow, her hand moving up and down, but the sensuality of the scene had me aching to claim her.
“Minerva…” I growled, my voice riddled with lust.
“Aye, mo ghràidh?” Minerva replied, a smirk plastered on her face as her face inched closer to my throbbing cock. “I said I would take care of you, but I did not say it would be quick. I want to draw this out and bring you the utmost pleasure. Can you handle that?” She added, her tone challenging as her hot breath made my cock twitch in anticipation.
“By Merlin, I can and will handle it, my generous Gryffindor.” I shot back, my nostrils flaring at the challenge, my Alpha pheromones secreting, making Minerva deeply breathe in and savoring my wavering willpower.
My Alpha hindbrain rose to the challenge from my soulmate.
“We will see now, won’t we?” Minerva purred, her tongue darting out to lick the head of my cock, a look of euphoria crossing her features as she savored the taste of me.
Minerva was a true Omega at this moment, her emerald-green eyes filled with unfettered lust, and she had caught her prey.
My own confidence balked at the definite lick and I groaned out into the older Omega’s chamber, the noise bouncing off the stone walls.
“Minerva…” I repeated, the sound of my voice a growl just moments ago, but now I was at Minerva’s mercy.
“Hmmmm?” Minerva drawled, her plump lips now pressed against my cockhead, her eyes still locked on mine. “Is my big… bad… Alpha, a Slytherin tried and true, not able to handle her Omega? An e do thoil leam a làimhseachadh, mo ghràidh?” She added, her voice purring as she started to lightly pressed kisses to my sensitive head.
(Or do you want me to handle you, my dear?)
“Handle me.” I answered, my breathing rough, but my tone was sure.
I wanted everything the older Omega was willing to give.
Others would call me daft.
An Omega in charge of an Alpha…
I was willing to surrender to Minerva.
I wanted to be handled.
I had read the books, studied the ancient tomes that told of an Omega’s place, but this was my soulmate.
The older Omega was more than her dynamic…
Minerva was more than a professor…
More than a womb…
The stern Transfiguration Professor was my goddess.
“Very well…” Minerva replied, her eyes twinkling with newfound passion. “... I will thoroughly handle you, Hermione Jean Granger.”
The older Omega’s mouth opened wide and she took in my cock, starting with the tip, her eyes never leaving mine. She moved with the grace of a Gryffindor knight, taking her time as she took me in. Her warm breath hit my cock, causing me to quiver in anticipation. She took her time, savoring the moment, her eyes sparkling with mischief and a hint of challenge.
I was Minerva’s to do with as she pleased.
The older Omega’s velvet and plump lips wrapped around my cock, moving down with torturous slowness, until she had half of my length in her mouth. She paused, looking up at me through her lashes, her cheeks hollowed out as she took me in. Her throat bobbed once, twice, as she adjusted to the size, and I couldn’t help but let out a low groan at the sight of it. Her tongue flickered out, swirling around my cock like a serpent, tasting, teasing, and worshipping every inch. Her mouth was like a warm, wet heaven, and she was the angel I had never known I needed.
My Alpha hindbrain basked in the wet heat that was Minerva’s mouth.
The room was filled with the wet, sloppy sounds of the older Omega’s saliva and my pre-cum mixing together as she moved her head, her cheeks bulging with my length. She took me deep, so deep that I could feel her throat tightening around my cock, the pressure building and driving me closer to the edge.
But Minerva wasn’t done yet.
With a twinkle in the older Omega’s eye, she pulled back, letting me fall out of her mouth with a pop that echoed in the quiet space.
“So big, so beautiful, my Alpha. Tell me, does this feel good?” Minerva cooed, her eyes gleaming as she stroked my cock with her hand, the other hand playing with her own clit.
Minerva’s words were like a spell, sending waves of pleasure through me that I hadn’t felt before. She was worshipping me, and I was more than ready to let her. The feeling of her hand around my cock was nothing compared to the warmth of her mouth, but it was enough to keep me on the edge.
It reminded me of when the older Omega kept knowledge from…
Right within my grasp, but I couldn’t reach it…
“It’s heaven, Minerva.” I gasped, my hips slightly bucking. "Your heaven." I groaned, unfettered truth spilling from my lips.
“Mm, heaven indeed. And now, let’s see if I can bring you closer to it, shall we?” Minerva murmured, her hand moving faster as she leaned in to kiss me once more, her tongue darting out to lick the precum from my slit before she took me in again, deeper this time.
Minerva’s mouth was a cavern of pleasure, and she knew it. She took me to the hilt, her throat tightening around the base of my cock, making me growl with desire. The way she looked at me, with those emerald eyes filled with a mix of lust and love, was enough to make me come right there. But I didn’t. I held on, my fingers tangling in her hair as she began to move up and down, her head bobbing in a rhythm that had my eyes rolling back into my head.
Each time the older Omega came up for air, she’d whisper sweet nothings in my ear, telling me how much she enjoyed pleasuring me, her breath hot and ragged. Her teeth grazed my cock, just enough to make me shiver, but not enough to cause pain.
It was a delicate dance, and Minerva was the one leading it.
And as the older Omega went back down, I knew that I was utterly and completely at her mercy. She was in control, and I had never felt so alive. My cock was her wand, and she was casting the most powerful of spells on me. I could feel the tension building in my balls, the pressure rising with every stroke of her tongue, every suck of her mouth, every flick of her hand.
This was more than just a sexual act.
It was a declaration of dominance, a claiming of what Minerva knew belonged to her. And as she took me deep, her throat tightening around me like a vice, I knew that I never wanted to leave this moment.
The older Omega was worshipping my cock, bringing me to the brink, and I was worshipping her in turn with my eyes, the room spinning around us as our breaths grew heavier, our bodies moving in tandem, our pheromones thick in the air. We were lost in a world of our own, where nothing else mattered but the pleasure we shared.
But I was close...
I was close and oh so warm...
The connection we shared had deepened with the salacious act, our bodies becoming more in time with one another and Minerva in front of me knew I was at the precipice...
My eyes snapped open, a fiery hunger burning in them, my Alpha hindbrain at the forefront.
“Salazar’s snakes! I’m close. So. Close...” I growled, my hips jerking involuntarily upward.
The older Omega’s eyes glinted with a predatory light, her teeth scraping against the sensitive flesh of my cock, sending sparks of pleasure through me. Her nails dug into my thighs, gently at first, but then she applied more pressure, leaving half-moon indents in my skin as she scraped them upwards in a way that was both painful and exquisitely pleasurable. The sensation was like a lightning bolt to my core, and I could feel my orgasm building.
Minerva’s movements grew more urgent, her mouth a frenzied delight that was bringing me closer and closer to the edge. The pressure in my balls grew, a delicious ache that begged for release, and my breath grew ragged as I panted.
My Alpha hindbrain whined for release.
The older Omega could feel it too, the change in the air, the stiffening of my cock in her mouth, the tightness of my balls. She redoubled her efforts, her tongue swirling around the head of my cock, her cheeks hollowed out as she took me deeper than ever before. It was as if she could feel the storm brewing within me, and she wanted to ride it out, to claim it as her own.
Minerva’s other hand reached up to play with my testicles, rolling them gently in her palm before squeezing them firmly, and it was that final touch that sent me over the edge. I roared out her name, my hips bucking as I came, my hot seed spurting into her mouth. My hand, now not gripping the sheets that were underneath my person, had found purchase in Minerva’s brown locks. I was overcome with pleasure and I gently held her head down, my length sliding further down her throat. Thick rope after thick rope of my semen spurted from my tip and into her warm throat. She swallowed every drop, her eyes never leaving mine, the expression on her face one of pure, unbridled pleasure. It was a moment of raw, primal connection, and I knew that I would never forget it.
The orgasm ripped through me like a tornado, my body arching off the bed as wave after wave of pleasure crashed over me. It was as if every nerve ending in my body was on fire, and Minerva’s mouth was the source of the inferno. Her throat contracted around me, milking every drop of semen from my cock, and I could feel her swallowing, her eyes still locked on mine, still worshipping me as she brought me to the most intense climax of my life.
The aftermath left me panting and trembling, my eyes glazed over with the intensity of it all.
Merlin. Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
Minerva’s cheeks were flushed, her plump lips swollen and shiny with my cum. She sat up, her chest heaving with her own arousal, and licked her lips with a wicked smile.
“You taste like power, dearheart…” Minerva murmured, her eyes still gleaming with mischief. "...Salty power with a dash of red."
“Minerva...” I breathed, my voice hoarse from the growls and moans that had escaped me. “That was... indescribable. I... I've never felt anything of that magnitude before..."
The older Omega chuckled, a low, throaty purr that resonated through my chest as she scooted up to rest her head on my sternum. Her hand remained wrapped around my now semi-hard cock, stroking it gently, her thumb swiping over the sensitive slit to gather the last of my seed.
“Being an Alpha, especially as a woman, is a terrifying journey. The power, the changes, the expectations... It can be overwhelming, aye?” She posed, her emerald eyes searched mine, a warmth in their depths that was as comforting as a warm cup of tea on a cold winter’s day. “But fear not, my dear Hermione, for I shall be with you every step of the way. I shall be your anchor in the storm, your guiding star in the darkness of the night sky, and your warm embrace in the frosty morning light of dawn. Ye shall never be alone in this, mo ghràidh." She added, her voice but a whisper, her accent thick, but her tone ever so sincere.
Minerva’s words were a balm to my soul, soothing the fears and uncertainties that had plagued me since my presenting. The gentle strokes of her hand on my cock sent aftershocks of pleasure through me, and I found myself growing hard again, eager for more. But this wasn’t just about sex; it was about comfort, about trust, about the bond we shared as Alpha and Omega.
This was about the connection we shared and the how the Fates had crossed our stars…
The older Omega’s hand slowed, and she gave my cock a final squeeze before she leaned in to kiss me, our mouths moving with the familiarity of lovers who had been together for eons. The taste of myself on her lips was surprisingly erotic, and I couldn’t help but deepen the kiss, my tongue sliding against hers as I savored the intimacy of the moment. We battled for dominance, my inner Alpha hindbrain wanting to claim my Omega, but I held back and let Minerva take the lead in this sanctimonious dance of our tongues.
A few moments passed and the both of us pulled back, saliva connecting us, our breathing ragged.
"I... I understand." I replied, trying to catch my breath from the exertion I had just experienced in the past minutes. "I trust you, Minerva. And... You thoroughly handled me indeed." I added with a weighty chuckle that came from deep in my chest.
Minerva’s smirk grew into a smile, her eyes never leaving mine as she continued to stroke me.
"Good. Now tell me… Would you like to go… further?" Minerva seriously asked.
Minerva’s question hung in the air, thick with desire and anticipation.
I felt my heart race as the prospect of what 'further' meant with the older Omega and it was thrilling.
"Further?" I echoed, my voice a mere whisper, but husky.
Further with Pansy and Millicent meant making love with our cunts, but I was an Alpha now…
My Alpha hindbrain soared at the idea.
"Aye." Minerva's voice was low and seductive. "To the place where our souls intertwine and our bodies become one. The place where only we exist." She answered as she leaned in closer, her breath warm and sweet against my skin. "I am not just your anchor, but your everything. We are soulmates, are we not? We will take the next step, together, and heal what was once broken. Our forming of a connection started to heal one of three cracks, but our bonding will heal the crack entirely and start our life anew.”
Minerva’s words were a siren's song and I was lost at sea..
I nodded, unable to form coherent words like the daft moron I was.
The older Omega took this as an affirmative and leaned down to kiss me once more, her hand still wrapped around my cock. The kiss grew deeper, more urgent, as she pushed me back down onto the bed, her body covering mine like a warm blanket on a cold night. Her legs straddled me, her wetness pressing against my stomach, leaving a sticky trail as she moved. Her hips jirated, trying to get friction, but her clothes made it impossible to feel skin-on-skin.
Minerva’s hand left my cock to trace down my body, her fingertips leaving a trail of fire in their wake. The warmth was longer a smoulder, but a crackling fire that burned through my very being. She reached my chest and pinched my nipples, rolling them between her thumbs and forefingers.
I hissed at the older Omega’s touch, the sudden sensation that combined pleasure and pain, and arched into the older witches touch.
"Yes…" I murmured against her lips, my voice thick with desire. "Merlin, yes, but you don't want me to return the favor for what you just did?" I asked, my need to satiate the Omega palpable.
My Alpha hindbrain wanted to please and so did I.
I won’t think…
I will only do…
Minerva's eyes searched mine, a smoldering intensity burning in their emerald depths.
"Ah, but that is the beauty of it all, is it not?" Minerva whispered, her breath tickling my neck. "The give and take, the dance of power and submission. But for now, let us focus on you, my slippery Slytherin… Bhiodh tu ag iarraidh sin, aye?” She asked, her Omega pheromones growing more potent by the second, her mother tongue sinful in my ear.
(You would like that, yes?)
“I would… I’m yours.” I answered, the weighty confession sitting any movements made by either one of us and a brilliant smile made its way onto Minerva's face.
“Strip me bare, Hermione.” Minerva husked, her lips moving away from my ear, her body going back to its original position, her finger tips slipping under the fabric of my shirt to tease the muscles that were underneath. “I ache for you. You smell my need, do you not? It is a need that is… unbearable.”
And by Merlin I could smell that sickly sweet scent that permeated the air I now breathed.
It was mixed with my own need, my own scent of arousal, and I ached for the older Omega as well.
My cock had hardened under touch just moments ago and I longed to join our bodies together…
With a flick of Minerva’s fingers, she had pulled back the curtain, undoing my buttons on my shirt one by one, and revealed my torso to her hungry eyes. After that, my pants were pulled off of me, my boxers disappearing into the night and I was laid bare in front of Minerva McGonagall. All my scars, the hideous burns that marred my body, she could see them all.
But instead of pity…
That hunger remained, the older Omega eyes fixated on my toned core and the perk of my breasts. I wasn’t as big as most women my age, the topic a sore subject amongst friends, but again she only looked on with an unquenchable hunger that devoured my person.
“Minerva…” I choked, the raw emotion intoned in my voice clear as the blue sky above.
“I see you, dearheart… Now see me. See all of me.” Minerva replied, her hands finding my own and bringing them to her clothed body.
“How- How are you not scared?” I stuttered, our conjoined hands starting at her side and slowly moving up until we reached her breasts.
“Aye, I am scared, Hermione.” Minerva responded, her hands positioning me so I would start undoing her own blouse. “I am deathly afraid. I have loved many a time and have been left broken-hearted because of said love. Each time I fell. Each time was a risk into the unknown. I took that risk for them so why would I not take that risk for the one the Fates have given me? A precious gift bestowed… I shall not let my fear dictate me in this. Not love. Never love. I had to learn this truth, break free of my fear of love, and now I willingly submit myself to you.”
“Love?” I croaked out, tears welling in my eyes, my fingers shaking as I undid Minerva’s buttons just as she had done to me.
No one had ever deigned to love me.
Albus cared for me.
Severnia tolerated me.
Pansy and Millicent used me.
But no one had loved me.
Not since…
Not since my parents…
“Aye, love.” Minerva repeated, the words louder in my ears than a mandrake's scream. “I love you, Hermione. Tha thu na sholas na beatha, an duine a thèid a-steach dhomh, duilleag air clòbhair ceithir duilleag, agus cha bhithinn ag iarraidh e ann an dòigh eile, a ghràidh.”
(You are the light of my life, the one who fulfills me, a leaf on a four leaf clover, and I would have it no other way, dearheart.)
“My lovely lion…” I whispered, a positive rumble coming forth from my lips as I finished unbuttoning her blouse.
“My salacious snake…” Minerva purred, her blouse falling to the wayside to reveal creamy skin and tantalizing breasts.
Sweat had marred Minerva’s naked chest, but her chambers were not sweltering. No, her sweat was dripping off her delicious skin because she wanted, because she needed, not because of heat. She was sweating off of pure need, her body going into a light heat, and my eyes widened. I had read about this when doing my due diligence on Omega’s and their needs. Although rare, Omega’s could go into light heats based on certain factors.
And I assume our first time, the thought of mating with a soulmate, had spurred it on…
Am I ready for such raw need?
Could I, a broken little twit of a thing, satisfy her ?
“Minerva I don’t-” I tried to say, but her lips on mine silenced my words.
“It is you I want.” Minerva said eventually, our lips bruised from the heated kiss we shared. “Do not doubt yourself, Hermione. Do you not feel my want? I am dripping even through my undergarments… I am slick with desire… For you. All for you.” She hummed, her wrist flicking once more, another display of wandless magic, and the rest of her clothes disappeared. “Better… But not quite right.” She said with a sigh.
I had trouble replying, my mouth as dry as a desert, locked onto the nude witch who was straddling my stomach.
Minerva was otherworldly.
A woman older than I, but her age did not belly in any way, shape, or form.
Creamy skin that looked good enough to consume, brown hair that shimmered in the candlelight, a toned body that showed a care for one's self, a lithe form that was no doubt capable of any maneuver, breasts fuller than mine that sported pink nipples, supple thighs that made me drool, and a face I could fall in love with in any lifetime.
The older Omega was Morgana reborn and I was praying at her altar.
“Not… Not quite right?” I repeated, my words stumbling.
Minerva, as graceful as a feline, slid down my body. Her slick continued to coat my torso, her scent wafting to my nose, and her bum bumped into my hardened cock as she reached her destination. The older witch smiled at me in the most salacious way that made my spine tingle. The smile reminded me of Cheshire from Alice in Wonderland. The fat, purple cat always had an unnerving smile and now that same smile was directed at me.
I thought I was a snake, but in this situation?
I was the canary.
And the older Omega was the cat
My Alpha hindbrain tried to refute that, but in this moment, it was so..
“Indeed, Hermione…” Minerva started out, her rump starting to grind on my length that was directly behind her. My cock throbbed and pleaded with me to sink it into her, but she just teased me. “All will be made right when your… phallus is buried deep inside me…”
I groaned out at Minerva’s words and I felt the truth in naughty Gryffindors words.
“Then I will oblige you-” I started to say, but a shushing from Minerva stopped me in my tracks.
“You will, you certainly will, but there is something I must divulge to you.” Minerva replied, the grinding never stopping, our arousal only growing by the minute. “I am an Omega and, as you have no doubt deduced, have gone into a light heat because of an appetizing Alpha that is right in front of me, but this one will not be normal. I am an animagus… That much you know, aye? Feline traits carry over into my human form and female feline’s also go into heat. This ‘light heat’ will be twice as strong because of this…”
Minerva’s words had, yet again, pushed my insecurities to the forefront of my mind.
Twice as strong…
Shite…
How can I-
“Ye can an ye will.” Minerva said sternly, her eyes narrowed onto my person, interrupting my spiraling thoughts. “I did not say this so you would doubt yourself.” She said, her hands sensually gliding over my torso and chest, the gesture soothing me of my debilitating thoughts. “I just wanted you to know, so you would not be blindsided, Hermione. We will be held up in my chambers for a little while longer because of this, but I know you can satisfy and satiate me, mo ghràidh.”
“Thank… you for telling me, Minerva… I-I appreciate your words a great deal…” I replied, my words quivering because of the emotions coursing through my body. “Again… No has taken the time to supplant my worries, my fears… And you have done it twice in the span of mere moments.”
“As a good partner should.” Minerva responded, her head tilted out, chin tilted up, and chest puffed out in pride. “I am your Omega. Why should I not care for you?”
“You should… Just as I care for you.” I replied, my hands finding their way to hers and interlocking our fingers.
Minerva’s smile turned more warm and her body started to lift from my person.
“And now I will take care of you and you will take care of me.” Minerva said, like she was reciting something. “So mote it be.” She finished.
So lost in my soulmate's emerald-green eyes, I hadn’t realized the intention behind the older Omega’s actions until I felt the tip of my cock nudge at her wet core. Minerva had positioned herself in just a way that she could sink down on my cock. Our hands were still interlocked, our eyes still held one another, and the tension in our bodies was coiled tight. Our labored breathing was synced and, I watched in rapt fascination, as she started to descend.
The pleasure was intense.
Inside my mind, I cursed the Fates themselves for making me no better than a male…
Inch by painstaking inch…
Minerva sunk and sunk, more of my cock disappearing into her inviting depths, and I could feel my Alpha hindbrain eager to claim our Omega. I was eager. It was so difficult to not move as she hilted me inside her depths, my cockhead brushing against her cervix, but I stayed still and waited for the older witch to talk once more.
By Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
I was determined to let Minerva lead this magical dance we were now in.
“Such a guid Alpha... ma Alpha... Strong enouch tae no give intae temptation. Wise enouch tae wait for ma words... Aye, me thinks the witch daes no protest at aw sae she deserves a reward, hm?” Minerva cooed, her accent thick as she sinks her teeth into her lips, her weight shifting as she acclimates to my cock.
(Such a good Alpha... my Alpha... Strong enough to not give into temptation. Wise enough to wait for my words... Aye, me thinks the witch does not protest at all so she deserves a reward, hm?)
Ah…
Shakespeare…
A witch after my own heart…
I didn't know if the older Omega’s accent slipped out because of the pleasure or if she wanted to use her tantalizing voice to torture me even more…
But my soulmate had just said I deserved a reward and my blackened heart sang at them…
I wanted that reward…
My Alpha hindbrain wanted that reward.
I was indeed like a daft dog who wanted for their owners approval…
But we were one…
Alpha and Omega.
And our bodies danced in a beautiful symphony until we were both howling out our pleasures without a care in the world…
I no longer thought of my parents.
I no longer thought of the miserable life I had lived.
Or this new threat called Cirihtor…
All that was and would be was Minerva McGonagall.
The Gryffindor Omega consumed my every waking thought, filling my very soul with so much love that I was close to bursting, and I reveled in the connection of a pair who finally consummate their bond…
Chapter 20: Chapter 20
Summary:
Minerva's POV of the aftermath of there bonding...
Chapter Text
POV: Minerva
Sunlight.
It filtered through the curtains of my chamber as my eyes fluttered open.
The memories of the previous evening came to the surface of my mind as the haze of sleep lifted from me.
The combined pheromones…
The loving words that were exchanged…
The unbounded pleasure…
My Omega and Hermione’s Alpha wanting…
And then the solidifying of the bond as we piqued into unmitigated bliss…
I could feel it nestled deep within my heart…
It thumped, thrummed with life and it was unlike anything I had ever felt before…
The connection bound us together, the Fates recognizing our union, and all felt right in the world.
But that was not the only thing that thrummed in me…
I subtly reached down, my fingertips skating my nude skin, until I finally reached the sore, but still wet heat between my thighs. I ran a delicate finger, from bottom to top, my fingers having to skirt around Hermione’s length and knot that was still hilted in me, and I felt a thick, viscous liquid coat my fingertip.
I did not need to perceive with my eyes what I had just skimmed and knew it was the younger Alpha’s essence.
More memories rose to the surface, my eyes fluttering closed, as I remembered Hermione’s length hilting into me, her desperate growls music to my attuned ears, her knot filling me to an almost painful degree, and the moment she deposited her seed deep within me was one I would never forget.
The younger Alpha rustled beside me, her arms squeezing me tighter, and I sighed in utter satisfaction.
“Mine…” Hermione muttered as she started to nose the length of my neck, our pheromones we had secreted from our night of passion still lingering in the air, and my dearheart could no doubt smell our completed bond.
“Yours, dearheart…” I whispered back as her eyes fluttered open and I met with her intense gaze, her Alpha at the surface, and I shivered in her grasp.
My eyes locked with Hermione’s, her chocolate and milky white eye taking me in like a predator, but the dynamic haze was slowly lifting from her and she was slowly returning to her less feral state. More light peaked in from the curtains and made the Slytherin look ethereal in nature. Her scars were more visible, but they did not take away from the witch she was. Her injuries did not deter her from receiving an education or pursuing her passions. I admired this woman who lay in my bed with my whole heart and prayed that the Fates let me have a lifetime with her.
“Minerva... Duine freagair…” Hermione whispered, her voice a staccato that reverberated through my very being, her words uttered in my mother tongue. The words were said as if she did not believe what she was saying and I could scarcely believe it myself.
(Minerva... Soulmate…)
“Aye, tha mi nad fhear agus tha thu nad bhean.” I whispered back as I placed a delicate kiss to the side of her lips.
(Yes, I am yours and you are mine)
The younger Alpha blinked, the last vestiges of sleep leaving her, and a smile started to work itself on her face as her hands came up to my own rosy cheeks. Her hands were like fire against my heated skin, but they spread a calming warmth through me that had me sighing in pleasure.
“Did… Did yesterday evening truly happen?” Hermione asked, her thumb stroking my cheek, her expression one of hopeful longing. “It wasn’t a dream? I thought- I thought it was just a wistful dream of mine… Something I conjured to contest the horridness that swirls in my mind in the dead of night.”
“Hermione…” I started out, my own hand coming to cup hers that were on my cheeks still. “Does this feel like a dream? I am here. You are here. And we are bound together as one. You have nothing to worry over. I love, dearheart, and I always will.” I proclaimed, pushing out some of my Omega pheromones so I could calm the anxiety warring within my Alpha.
Hermione sniffed, a single tear falling down her unmarred cheek, and she scoffed.
“I’m the Alpha. I shouldn’t be whinging and crying like this…” Hermione whined.
My Omega hindbrain did not enjoy seeing our soulmate cry, but I was here to comfort her.
“But you are.” I responded while wiping away the tear. “One cannot fit into a box. Witches and wizards, human beings, are complex. Your vexation with the four Houses holds true with dynamics. But… that is not why you cry at the moment. Who hurt you so? I can feel it. Heartbreak and loss. Old scars beat within me as it does with you now.” I continued softly, removing my hands from hers and placing them over her heart.
Hermione had only let a tear fall before, but now they had started to fall in droves.
“I…” Hermione started to say, her face forming a strained grimace, a frustrated growl coming from her chest. “I… never informed anyone of this… I thought- I thought admitting this- this weakness would show that I was who they said I was. Broken. Unloved. Worthless. I wanted to love and be loved, but my lack of foresight into who I have my heart was my undoing. It indeed broke me. I was broken. For the first time in my miserable life, I had truly felt fragmented and shattered. And it had nothing to do with my past, but my present at the time.”
“Wha, mo ghràdh? Wha hurt ye?” I repeated, my accent becoming thick as a surge of anger pulsed through me, but I tried to remain calm for the younger Alpha’s sake.
But my Omega hindbrain was jumping at the bit for this information…
“Pansy and… Millicent…” Hermione answered, her nose scrunched up as the words oozed out of her mouth. Her jaw was clenched tight, her breathing started to pick up, and her hands found their way back to my waist, squeezing me slightly tighter than before, as her face buried itself into my neck. “They were the first in my own House who treated me with a shred of kindness, but… only in the shadows. Always in the shadows. Never in the light… Why was it that the light had hurt me before, but the shadows did me no better? Hurt by everything and loved by no one. I had Albus and Severnia, but I was blinded by the excruciating pain inflicted upon my blackened heart. I truly don’t know if they cared for me or my person, but they were my first taste at love. Not familial love. Love for a partner that made my heart pick up and my soul surge with joy every time I laid eyes on the two fellow Slytherins. We were a triad, three made into one, but it felt like I was the odd one out. I now realize I was the new bobble, the playtoy, and was never going to be there equal.” She explained, her breathing now rough and coming out in pained gasps.
I could smell Hermione’s pain in the air.
It prickled my very skin, the younger Alpha’s pheromones tickling my nose, and my anger at the two who had hurt her knew no bounds.
“Oh, Hermione…” I whined, gently wrapping my own hands around her waist and letting the weathered Alpha cry out her pain. “I am not like them. I will never be them. There may be storms, and we may have to brave them, but we will do it together. Always together. You are healing now, building yourself back up, moving towards the future and putting the past where it belongs. You have me and, when she is ready, you will have her too. You will have more than a taste of love, dearheart… You will be filled to the brim with it, overflowing, your cup bountiful forever.” I passionately replied, my words coming from the depths of my soul.
Hermione tears started to subside by the time I had finished my impromptu speech and a possessive growl was humming through the air. Her body squeezed me even tighter, her sharp nails digging into my sweat-slicked skin, but I endured.
I endured for the younger Alpha’s sake, my soulmate’s sake, as she processed what had been said.
“I love you…” Hermione rumbled, her voice cracking with tantamount emotion. “I… would burn the world to ash if I ever lost you to the veil…”
My Omega hindbrain preened at the statement and it made my old and weary heart flutter.
“Very Slytherin of you, dearheart.” I responded with a throaty chuckle, my hand now sifting through her parted hair. “But I also love you, mind, body, and soul, Hermione Jean Granger. We will be happy. I will make sure of that fact even if I have to cast out all I have previously known…”
And I meant it.
Every single word…
Chapter 21: Chapter 21
Summary:
Truths are revealed and tough conversations are had...
Chapter Text
I was stupendously tired and mardy.
I unfortunately had to leave the warm embrace of my soulmate, while also exiting her warm depths as my knot deflated, and started to make way to my own dormitories.
Gaia, why in the world did I have to leave…
With one last lingering kiss on Minerva’s bruised and plump lips, neither of us wanting to leave the other, I closed her chamber door and made my exit.
“Scourgify.” I whispered as I waved my wand and cleansed myself of the scents that clung to me because of recent events.
I drew in a careful breath and tested the air, my senses sharpening as I searched for any lingering trace of impropriety. Finding none - no scent of sex clinging to my person or robes - I gave a sharp and stiff, but satisfied nod.
Closing my eyes, I centered myself and focused on the slow rhythm of my breathing. Bit by bit, I wrested control of my pheromones back from my Alpha hindbrain, reining them in with the same discipline I applied to wandwork and study. They had been louder than usual in the presence of my soulmate, the quiet pull of that bond stirring instincts that were still new to me.
But control returned, steady and deliberate.
And once it did, I finally opened my eyes…
…and took the first step away from Minerva’s chambers.
The ache was powerful as I moved further away, but I still had responsibilities that I needed to attend to. I would have loved to spend eternity with my Omega, not caring about the world around us, but I was studious if nothing else. My grades mattered to me and I would not abandon them. I was sure Minerva understood and would be the first one to scold me if I let myself ruin my hard work.
But…
All my mind could think of, as I snuck around the castle halls, was the joining of Minerva and I.
How the older Omega professed her love.
How I professed my love.
How the two of us came together, now bound as one, and experienced overwhelming pleasure and love as we ascended to cloud nine.
I had foolishly allowed the ghosts of a relationship once kept in shadow to lay bare my own naïveté, yet Minerva had once again promised that she would be better than those who had come before her.
How could Minerva be better when she has already superseded the past by many many prodigious parsecs?
I was so distracted I didn’t see the light peeking through the glass windows, my mind flowing in the sea that was Minerva McGonagall, and I just so happened to collide into someone…
“Watch where you’re going, freak!” The voice spat and it was one I unfortunately recognized.
Ronald Weasley.
The pain in my body from the collision, the pain I expected, seemed to be lessened and not at all what it had been previously. Jolts of pain did indeed run throughout my body, making me grit my teeth, but it was not unbearable nor detrimental in keeping my person upright. I wobbled some, reeling back slightly because of Ronald’s vile breath, but my feet remained planted on the stone floor beneath me.
I drew strength from my newly cemented bond and I was stronger for it.
I wasn’t healed, but the older Omega had not only started to heal one of the cracks in my magic core, but seemed to also be healing my battered and broken body.
The encounter with Cirihtor, the fragmented state of my body, was nothing but the past and I stood taller in the face of this petulant pest.
Love does indeed heal all wounds…
I had half a mind to draw my wand from where it was holstered and hex the weasel into next week, but I instead narrowed my eyes and took slow, measured steps towards him.
I negatively growled, my Alpha pheromones filling the space around us, and alerting anyone who was in our vicinity that I was very displeased at the moment.
“Freak?” I repeated, my growling growing in intensity as I neared the weasel. “I may be a ‘freak’, but you?” I continued, now so close to the boy, because that was what he was, that our faces were millimeters apart. “You’re an insecure little git who will amount to nothing. Your Father hasn’t amounted to anything, only riding off the coattails of Molly Weasley’s elevated status, and even then he could do nothing with it in the end. You will never amount to me, you parasitic arsehole. I have an innate talent for magic… You, a ‘pure-blood’ will be the one scrounging for galleons in the mud for the rest of your pathetically long life.” I finished, snarling the last of my words, moving around the frozen and pale-faced Gryffindor, not waiting for his answer to my rant.
I needed to be elsewhere.
Ronald Weasley no longer had any power over me.
The boy's spiteful words were no match for the venom hidden in my gums…
I had given him a taste…
And he would see the full extent of my wrath if he continued to act foolishly as he has done in the past…
Morgana, that felt wonderful…
My purposeful steps echoed through the stone halls, my mood rising to even higher heights because of the tongue lashing I gave the weasel, and I felt pride well within my breast. My Alpha hindbrain was proud to stand tall, to show those who have trampled on us, that we were no longer at the bottom of the barrel.
Maybe I should show Hogwarts just what pointy teeth I have…
But…
That would go against the old fools' words…
I sighed, not bothering to look at the eyes that were glued to my person as I walked by, and continued by train of thought.
I’ll have to talk to him about this new…
…want that is growing inside me…
Ah…
I’ll also have to officially inform him about Minerva and I’s completed bond.
Hopefully Albus isn’t too exasperating…
The man can be spritely when he wants to be…
“Hello… Hello? Can you all hear me?” Albus said, his voice seemingly coming out of thin air, but I knew he did this when he wanted to announce something to the whole of the school. “Classes, and all extracurriculars, are canceled. I repeat… Classes, and all extracurriculars are canceled for today. You may all do as you wish, but the Forbidden Forest is closed to those of you who previously had access. I will inform you all when it will be open to students once again, but it is closed for now. That is all. Have a good day young witches and wizards.”
And as sudden as Albus’s voice appeared…
It disappeared and I was left reeling at the implications of his words.
“Shite…” I cursed under my breath while slightly shaking my head, my steps hurried as I picked up the pace to find my two compatriots. “How in the world did Albus find out this quickly? Firenze? Hagrid? I know it isn’t Minerva because she was with me… Maybe Malfoy tattled again…” I theorized and rumbled dangerously at the thought of the lizard who spit pitiful flames.
I shook my head and huffed.
I needed to find Luna and Longbottom.
I can focus on this mystery later.
I didn’t know where they were at this moment, but I had an inkling where they could be.
The Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor shared their love of nature, but in separate ways. Longbottom enjoyed the flora aspect of nature while Luna enjoyed the fauna of the world we called home. More specifically, Luna enjoyed topics such as insects and the long extinct clade Dinosauria. They both enjoyed Hogwarts' immense library, specifically the art collection that depicted these interests in detail, so that was where my feet took me.
The sun was now in full view.
The windows let in the annoying light that made me squint my one good eye.
It was officially a new day and I internally groaned about not picking up some runed sunglasses. I knew they could potentially come in handy one day, but Merlin-be-damned, I was poor and prideful so I never did.
I was sorely regretting that daft decision at the moment.
I was fascinated with runes, had studied everything there was to know about the subject that Hogwarts had in its walls, but anything that had runes inscribed in it was expensive. I had heard Ronald whine about it, saying he always got hand-me-downs that never quite worked right, and it was the first time I was jealous of something he had. That comment was in my first year, when I didn’t have my spelled and runed robes, so my pain dictated my thoughts. The Weasley’s may have been poor, but Arthur and Molly worked to provide for their family. My thoughts were dark at the time, thinking how much I would love to slaughter the weasel right then and there so I could replace him and have his life. I no longer had my parents, but here he was, complaining about his situation.
Complaining about his loving parents.
Complaining about the family I so desperately craved.
Ronald Weasley didn’t know what he had and it made seethe.
But I had grown while the little man-child didn’t.
My current thoughts were interrupted as I was now right in front of the Hogwarts library. The big wooden doors loomed before me, the intricate design carved in its bulk moving as if they had a life of their own, my eyes focusing on a phoenix who soared high above me, and I pushed them open with a bellied grace. I may have struggled with simple tasks in the past, before my completed bonding with Minerva, but now I found myself with more strength in my arms and didn’t struggle as I did once before. Eyes were on my person like I was Merlin himself as I calmly walked through the corridors of the library. Noses sniffed the air as I passed by and confused faces were left in my wake. I knew my scent was different, my fellow classmates knew as well, but only I knew why it was different.
Alphas.
Betas.
Omegas.
They all were confused, but I continued toward my goal.
My feet carried me to the Library Annex, another sequestered part of the library that housed the artwork, but it was locked behind an Arithmancy door. Hogwarts was a school and it liked to challenge its students. There was never an easy path, but these doors had come easy to me. Symbols lined the detailed archway and these symbols corresponded with the numbers that were nearby. These patterns changed once a student solved the arithmetic puzzle, so as to not be monotonous, but I quickly input the correct code into the two blank slates with my wand and the door chimed.
If the chime rang thrice, then you succeeded, but if it rang four times…
Then you had failed and you had to try again.
I, of course, got the three chimes one needed to pass and the door opened.
When the door fully opened, I fluidly holstered my wand and walked into the room. The space was illuminated by ambient, orange lights that were inherently magic. They had been cast all about the room, equal space in between them, and they roared as I entered, then dimmed some as the door closed behind me. My eyes took in the space and everywhere I looked there was a piece of art. The art didn’t resemble the portraits that lined the walls of Hogwarts, but were detailed depictions of everything magical that pertained to flora and fauna. This initial space was for learning about magical botany and zoology.
I was grateful that these topics came first and found the two I was looking for.
The Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor looked to be in front of glumbumble, but Longbottom specifically looked a little pale in the face as he stared at the painting…
“Not a consummate fan of magical flying insects, Longbottom?” I called out, an amused lilt to my tone of voice.
Longbottom yelped at my voice, his Omega pheromones slightly flaring, but receding as they both turned to look at my person as I limped towards them.
“Oh! Hermione!” Luna exclaimed, her voice airy, but taking on such a soft tone that it made me falter slightly. “No nargles and you trusted your heart! This is a wonderful day!”
“It… is….” I replied as I finished my walk towards the two of them. “Exactly as you said Luna… Today is a wonderful day.” I repeated, a small, genuine smile making its way onto my face.
“Hermione? Smiling?” Longbottom said, his voice filled with confusion and wonder. “What’s going on?”
A silence pervaded the Omega Gryffindor’s words and I found that this was a pivotal moment for me.
To tell or not to tell…
That was the question…
“Hermione?” Luna said, her voice getting my attention, her eyes soft and warm. They were full of understanding, knowing, and I felt her support of the secret I held. “It’s okay, you know? We will understand. Neville and I won’t judge… We’ll be happy for you!”
“Huh?” Longbottom dumbly said, his eyes flitting between Luna and I. “Can one of you tell me what is going on!” He squeaked, his nervous energy radiating from him in waves the longer he wasn’t clued into what was happening.
Longbottom made the mistake of meeting eyes with the painting of the glumbumble, in his frazzled state, again and loudly squealed as his bum met the cold stone that was the floor. The sight broke any tension that was flowing through the space and the Beta Ravenclaw started to giggle at the wizard that was Neville Longbottom.
And…
I was feeling so wondrous that I actually…
Laughed.
And I laughed loudly.
The Omega Gryffindor, who was groaning on the floor, snapped his head up at the sound and his eyes went wide when he saw me laughing. Luna looked at me like I was a butterfly who just came out of its chrysalis or a flower that had just bloomed. Their looks were both one of astonishment at the sight of me, but they both started to laugh along with me at the situation that had just occurred.
My laughing died down to a chuckle and I stuck my hand out for Longbottom to grab and hoisted him off the ground.
But…
Before either the Beta Ravenclaw or Longbottom could say another word…
I decided to drop the bomb, a bomb similar in size to when I learned Albus had loved Grindelwald.
“My soulmate is Minerva McGonagall.” I blurted out, my voice wavering slightly, but my chest was stuck out in pride, my Alpha hindbrain preening at the name of our Omega, and I waited for the response.
“...WHAT?!” Longbottom screamed, his eyes like saucers, his body swaying slightly from the information he had just received.
“YES!” Luna squealed as she excitedly clapped her hands. “I wasn’t positive, but I was ppprrreeetttyyy sure… I am so happy for you, Hermione!” She said as she came up to my person and gently hugged me.
I slowly reciprocated the hug, my thoughts flitting to a time when I was all alone, and I appreciated the budding friendship I now shared with the two of them.
Even Longbottom…
“What… But- But… What?” Longbottom sputtered, his confusion clear, but I could see this had taken him aback.
“It’s just as I said, Longbottom.” I replied as Luna released me from the hug. “Professor McGonagall is my soulmate and we completed the bond. I didn’t expect to be mated to her, but she has brought light into the void that is my life. I assume this is how Merlin felt when he first saw Guendoloena. It was… instantaneous. When I peered into those emerald-green eyes of hers… It was like coming home… A piece of me that was missing had slotted into place and I… I had fallen into the depths that was Minerva McGonagall.”
“I…” Longbottom said, his face comically scrunching up as he processed my words. “I… I mean n-no offense Hermione, b-but isn’t Professor McGonagall really old? I understand she’s your o-other half, but…” He started to say, but his mind seemed to latch onto another thought. “And she’s also a professor! And you're a student!”
“And?” I replied, not impressed with the alarmed words flowing from his mouth. “In the grand scheme of the wizarding world, why does any of what you said hold importance? We are soulmates. That’s all that matters.”
“No truer words have been said, Hermione!” Luna said, her voice excited as she stepped closer to Longbottom and put a comforting hand on his shoulder, her own Beta pheromones wrapping around him to calm his newest anxiety.
I was thankful for Luna because my Alpha hindbrain would’ve come to the forefront and snapped at the Omega Gryffindor for even insinuating that me being mated to Minerva was a horrid thing.
Longbottom was being moronic, but I was continually learning to be patient with him…
“I… I don’t get it…” Longbottom muttered as his mind soaked in Luna and I’s words, his anxiety ridden pheromones calming some. “But… But I’ll try to be accepting. It just might take a- a bit to wrap my head around you and… Professor McGonagall. Together…” He said, his nose scrunching up some at the words he just tasted. “Bloody hell…” He whispered.
“You do know Professor McGonagall isn’t the age she shows the masses here at Hogwarts?” Luna supplied with a mischievous grin as she bounced on the balls of her feet.
The Omega Gryffindor quickly spun from me to the Beta Ravenclaw, his eyes now wide once again.
“Huh?! What does that mean, Luna?” Longbottom asked, surprised.
“Hermione? Minerva is your soulmate. I don’t want to reveal her secrets. They aren’t mine to share.” Luna said, her head tilted to the side in questions as her eyes looked at my contemplative form.
“I shouldn’t either.” I said with a low rumble. “But… it would make this… change more painless if Longbottom knew…” I continued while rubbing my temples. “I’ll ask Minerva, but Longbottom?”
“Uh, yes?” Longbottom replied.
“There is a reason that Luna and I have no issue with this. Trust me when I say that we aren’t breaking any Wizengamot rules regarding dynamics and soulmates.” I explained with a slight huff. “I am Hermione Jean Granger, Brightest Witch of Her Age, I should know and do know that we aren’t breaking any rules for Salazar’s sake. You know Professor McGonagall, Longbottom. Does she seem like a woman, a witch, who breaks rules and would even entertain something with me if there was even an iota of wrongdoing with our mating?”
“I… I trust you, Hermione. I do, truly… I just…” Longbottom said, his bottom lips between his teeth and I sensed that his next words were important.
I needed to hear them.
Luna’s hand drifted to his back and she started to rub soothing circles to coax the words from him.
“You just…” Luna softly repeated, the orange light less prevalent in my impaired vision as I waited.
“I just…c-care about you…” Longbottom whispered with a sniff. “If- If Professor McGonagall had somehow done something horrid… I just wanted to- to make sure you were alright… Your m-my friend. It’s what friends do for each o-other… Right?”
And there it was.
The light in my vision brightened and my eyes truly saw Longbottom for the first time.
I took a step.
Then I took another.
I closed the gap between us…
And I offered my hand.
The Omega Gryffindor stared at it, then flicked his eyes to mine, and then back again to my outstretched hand.
And…
Longbottom gently took it and we shook hands.
“You are indeed my friend… Neville.” I answered, a please rumbled spreading throughout the space, a toothy grin on my face.
Neville’s face was comical as his first name left my lips. It was like a witch or wizard seeing a Thestral for the very first time. His eyes held a glint of amazement at what had just happened, but he was - in equal parts - horrified that I had done it.
I eyed Luna who was trying her very best to not giggle at the scene playing out in front of her and she looked as if she was the cat that got the cream.
I playfully rolled my eyes, slipped my hand out of a shocked Omega Gryffindor’s grip and stepped back.
“Godric, You- YOU JUST SAID MY BLOODY NAME?!?!?!” Neville squealed, his body vibrating from the frequency his voice was producing.
“She really did…” Luna dreamily said, a wide smile on her face as she eyed me with an affectionate glint in those pale-silver eyes of hers.
“I did…” I confirmed as I crossed my arms over my chest. “...because you’re worthy of the honour. You’re a true Gryffindor Neville Longbottom. You don’t think I’ve heard what they say about you? About all of us? Luna is deemed ‘Looney,’ I’m deemed the ‘Horror of Hogwarts,’ and you? You’re deemed ‘Nestling Neville.’ It’s just as vile as our nicknames. I’m sure you understand why they call you that, but you are worth a thousand more than any of your peers. They are daft as a doorknob to not see that you’re a diamond in the rough.”
“You…” Nevile started out, his throat bobbing, his lungs taking a long drag of air. “You think… You think I’m worthy? Me?” He asked, his voice sounding timid and self-conscious. He was no doubt thinking back to all the times he was made fun of, all the times he couldn’t quite get something right, all the times he broke into pieces because he couldn’t understand why he was the way he was…
The Beta Ravenclaw understood his pain.
I understood his pain.
“You are. Luna is. I am.” I responded, my answer firm and unwavering. “We may be different, but we are not unworthy.” I growled, teeth gritted at all the injustice done to similar people like us.
“I feel the truth in your words, daughter of the sun.” Luna wispily said, her eyes glazed over, but they turned back to their normal pale-silver. “Huh? It’s rude to stare, you know? Do I have wrackspurts nipping at my hair?”
Neville and I were both rendered dullards at Luna’s words.
“No… No you don’t have any wrackspurts, Luna” Neville answered as he eyed our mysterious friend, his hand patting her forearm.
“Well…” I drawled, coughing a bit to cover the awkwardness that swamped the room. “I came to this section of the library for a specific reason. I wanted to find the two of you and speak about what happened in the Forbidden Forest. This new information will affect all of us going forward and we need a concrete plan of action.”
“What did happen, Hermione?” Neville asked as he licked his lips, his voice strained and wary.
The Beta Ravenclaw looked much the same as she always looked, knowing and inquisitive, but even her face was slightly strained as she stared at me.
They both waited for an answer.
My answer to what happened in those shite woods.
“I was on the precipice… Or my very bones felt the weight of something… something vile. Draco and I had been walking, following the tracks left behind by whatever injured the poor Unicorn. It was a fairly easy ordeal since it was silver, but since I was with the daft little dragon, I was distracted from the purpose at hand. But… It was that same weight that had me focused once more. The further we went… The more my very skin burned… The voice…” I explained, my lips up-turning into a vicious snarl, my pheromones exploding in an angry haze, my very body trembling as I remembered just what those words said.
Useless…
Plague…
Horror…
Blood-traitor…
Blood-traitor?
But-
“The… voice?” Neville asked, his form slightly vibrating with fear at the state of me, but he remained.
The Omega Gryffindor remained and his presence brought me back to the present.
I blinked, my body slightly shivering at the memories that were now at the forefront of my mind, and took a deep, steadying breath.
“It’s… nothing.” I growled, my own Alpha pheromones minimally leaking from my person and the two in front of me obviously knew that my words were erroneous.
“Your words just now hold as much weight as Professor Lockhart's teachings, you know?” Luna replied with a cheeky grin.
I huffed at Luna’s words, but didn't retort because she was indeed right…
But would I admit that…
No.
“It really is nothing, Luna.” I reinforced, my eyes darting over to a nervous Neville who looked equally as worried for my well being. “We should get back to the topic at hand. Evil is in our midsts and we need to be alert. After the git fled, I saw with my very own eye something feasting on the Unicorn we had been meticulously tracking. It was, quite literally, feasting on it as I happened upon the gruesome scene. Fear, fear like I hadn’t known since I was a little witchling, suffused into my bones along with the immense pain I was feeling at the moment and I couldn’t limp any further. I was rooted in place, my breathing quickening as I tried to intake small, shaky breaths, but my eyes remained fixed on this incomprehensible evil. Unfortunately, it noticed me, perceived me as a threat, and flew at me. Its meal was long forgotten and I quickly found myself backpedaling to escape my own demise. I tripped over a root, my back splintering in more unbearable pain as I thudded into a large ditch, and I thought Professor Trelawney had predicted correctly. Death personified had come and it was my end. My being stunned by this evils appearance in the Forbidden Forest almost cost me my life. If it hadn't been for Firenze soaring above my head and scaring the being away in my time of need…” I trailed, my words grave, as Luna and Neville took in what I had said.
A heavy silence pervaded the space, the flicker of flame dancing in my periphery, and I now knew I had their full attention.
“I should enhance the runes that are on your robes.” Luna said softly and thoughtfully. “Professor Babbling says I am a genius and a prodigy in the subject. I know you also have a proficiency in runes Hermione, but… but I would like it if you allowed me to take a look at them for my own piece of mind. If you don’t mind, that is.”
“Luna is right, Hermione.” Neville interjected before I could respond, his thumbs twiddling in front of him, his body unsteady as his words quickly flowed from his mouth. “If you're in danger… If this-this evil being targeted you - because that's what it sounds like - it targeted you… Then you need more protection. Safety first and safety always… And all that.” He finished as he gestured around his person with his hands.
“If either of you had suggested this before the attack, my Slytherin pride would’ve said that I could protect myself, but new factors have shown that more protection is indeed needed if I were to face this being again.” I conceded, my mind whirling with ideas of what this evil could be and how it could be defeated.
I need to do more research…
“Thank Merlin for a Slytherins self-preservation…” Neville mumbled, his hands coming up to rub his face.
The Beta Ravenclaw giggled.
“Hermione only has a teeny tiny bit of that Slytherin trait.” Luna said, still softly giggling. “She’s a magnet for trouble and can’t help but look deeper until a troll is swinging its club at her!”
I scoffed at Luna’s words.
“Luna does have a point…” Neville muttered.
I scoffed even louder this time and started to growl.
“See! Neville agrees!” Luna happily exclaimed as she threw an arm over his shoulder in friendly camaraderie.
I lowered my growl to a rumble and rubbed the bridge of my nose.
“That doesn’t matter at the moment.” I responded. “What does matter, in the grand scheme of our mad magic-filled lives, is that this evil was consuming unicorns' blood. Why would that be? Firenze said that consuming the blood of a unicorn can grant temporary life, but it comes with a cured existence. There is a keyword in that previous sentence… Temporary. So where, oh where, will that evil being go next in its search for life?”
The Beta Ravenclaw looked pensive, her eyes knowing, but Neville’s eyes were wide as he stared at me.
“Godric… Bloody hell…” Neville whispered while shaking his head. “It’s the Philosopher’s Stone, isn’t it?” He guessed, his Omega pheromones flaring at this new revelation, anxiety thick in the air. “This thing that attacked you, who feasted on a Unicorn, is going to go after the Philosopher’s stone next. It’s the logical next step. This thing has knowledge about unicorns and a Cerberus is guarding the entrance to the stone, so it’s not unreasonable to make that conclusion… The Headmaster must be aware of the threat since it’s being guarded.”
“I know Albus is.” I replied as I let out a sigh. “I assume he has a plan, but I am his eyes and ears. Minerva and I were going to talk to him about this very subject. Soon. And now the time has come.”
“You should be safe inside Hogwarts, Hermione.” Luna interjected, her pale brows slightly furrowed. “Headmaster Dumbledore is one of the most powerful wizards in the world. This evil… it won’t be the death of you this year.”
But will it be the death of me next year?
Or the year after that?
I wanted to ask those pertinent questions, but the door of the Library Annex opened and we all turned to see who it was…
And when my sight landed on said person…
It was none other than…
Hagrid?
Chapter 22: Chapter 22
Summary:
More tough conversations are had and more truths revealed, but will some truths cause hurt?
Chapter Text
“Hagrid?” Neville supplied for me in a very surprised tone.
The flames flickered brighter for just a moment, a rush of cool air rushing into the space, but Hagrid quickly lumbered into the room and the door shut behind him. It was a surprise to see the large wizard here, but I had a suspicion about how he was connected and why he was here now.
There had been a question in the back of my mind ever since we happened upon Hagrid and his dragon egg.
Who really handed him the egg?
I didn’t have time to ponder on it, to use my wit to deduce that some stranger handing him the egg in an alley was an oddity beyond belief, but with him standing here…
The question burrowed itself to the forefront of my mind.
“It’s the dragon egg, isn’t it?” I asked, my good eye burrowing into Hagrid's own glinting beetle-black eyes. “You got suspicious, didn’t you? And since we asked about the Philosopher’s stone, the death of Unicorns, and the attack on my person in the Forbidden Forest… It had you questioning about your own encounter with a mysterious benefactor who just so happened to give you exactly what your heart desired.” I stated, the sound of my voice being the only sound heard in the room. “For Salazar’s sake, what did you exchange for that egg, Hagrid?”
The large Beta’s form was as still as an Aragogg at my question.
“I… I dunno,” Hagrid started, shaking his head as he stepped closer to the three of us. “It was jus’ talk mostly. We both had an interest in magical creatures, see. We were happy jus’ talkin’ about ’em. But… when I mentioned Fluffy… they got interested, they did. Right interested…”
“Did they… Did they ask questions about… Fluffy?” Neville asked, the room's atmosphere suddenly shifting with the Omega’s question.
“’Course they did!” Hagrid replied, his tone making it sound like the question was a daft one. “Who wouldn’ be interested in a three-headed magical creature?” He continued, letting out a single, great huff. “But… but I prattled, prattled like a pixie I did… They asked how I managed the beast. Can yeh believe tha’? I wasn’ no beginner an’ told ’em the trick was knowin’ how ter calm a magical creature.”
“And did you, Mr. Hagrid?” Luna asked, her voice light and airy, but my ears heard the slight tremble in the question. “Did you tell this mysterious person your tricks?”
“That I did, Miss Luna… tha’ I did…” Hagrid answered - his tone sad and self-deprecating - and his hands rubbed his face as he let out a long sigh. “Told ’em a tune was all they needed ter make Fluffy sleep like a hibernatin’ troll.”
“Hagrid…” Neville said, groaning at the answer we were given.
“I… shouldn’ ’ave told yeh that either…” Hagrid mumbled as he slapped his forehead.
I narrowed my eyes at Hagrid.
The large Beta may not be academically gifted, but he was no gormless wizard.
Was he acting on Ablus’s orders?
He and I haven’t discussed what to do about this escalating situation…
It made some sense…
Minerva knew about the stone and Albus’s machinations…
“Minerva… I need to see, Minerva…” I whispered, my feet quickly carrying past Hagrid, my limp still prevalent - who looked panicked - and to the door we had previously come through.
“What?” Hagrid replied, his head following her movements as Luna and Neville followed behind her. “Where’re yeh lot goin’?!” He called out, not hearing my use of a certain Professor's name and no doubt worried, seemingly worried, about what we would do with this newfound information.
I didn’t answer the question that had been thrown toward us.
Instead, I turned and began making my way toward Minerva’s classroom.
There were no lessons scheduled for the day, but that hardly meant the room would be empty. I knew the older Omega would be there regardless, seated behind her desk, surrounded by precarious towers of parchment, methodically grading assignments and refining answers to the endless questions her students brought her about Transfiguration. She was, in many ways, a perfectly tuned machine. She was tireless, precise, and wholly devoted to the craft she had mastered.
Minerva’s dedication had always commanded my respect. Long before I had discovered that the Fates had bound us together, I had admired the way she approached her discipline - with rigor, with intellect - and with an unmistakable passion that few witches or wizards could rival.
But admiration would have to wait.
Time was marching forward, indifferent to sentiment, and somewhere beyond these castle walls an evil presence moved with purpose. Whoever - or whatever - it possessed the resources to pursue what it sought.
Which meant we had to be five steps ahead of it.
The walk to the Library Annex was soothing to my soul, like a babe on their mothers breast, but…
“I’m glad you’re better, but I’m sorry the bond didn’t fix the outer damage, Hermione.” Luna commented, her tone filled with sadness for me.
I was a tad disappointed too, but this form was wholly me.
I had come to terms with it.
A gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a man perfected without trials.
“My body must be settling into the bond and the newly healed crack in my magic core. The injuries to my person had felt more… reversed when I was around, Minerva. I no longer limped, the pain had been nearly nonexistent, and I was whole once again. But… That must’ve been because the bond was new. Freshly conceived. I do feel less pain radiating throughout my body and magic conduits, but I seem to have kept the limp and the scars.” I explained as we continued to walk, the clip-clopping of shoes pounding on stone resounding in my ears as students filed down the paths they wanted to take. “At least I don’t feel pain with every minute movement I make.” I added, gratitude shining through my tone.
“Oh, you see, the body may bleed, like a worn-out Quibbler page whipping in the wind, but it’s the soul that truly twinkles with the radiance of one's being. The body is only a sort of shell, like a Crumple-Horned Snorkack’s hide, but the soul is what shimmers softly beneath, the real keeper of all the curious wonders. So, even if your knees scrape or your heart feels all tangled, remember… It’s the soul’s light that never truly fades, Hermione.” Luna replied, her soft voice like a whisper, but her words no less powerful. “You understand now, don’t you? Because of a certain older witch we’re going to see?” She added, no judgement in her tone.
“Perhaps…” I responded with a huff.
I didn’t say another word, letting silence surround the three of us, but we quickly found ourselves in front of my soulmate's classroom. Even with my limp, the three of us had made good time, the Library Annex also on the first-floor of Hogwarts, but they were down different corridors. The corridors were convoluted if you were a first-year student, but we were experienced and knew our way around the ancient, magic-filled castle. One also had to ignore the portraits on the walls and the occasional ghost who tried to converse with you.
Luckily, the portraits and the ghosts knew who I was, who I was affiliated with, and stayed out of my path.
But now Luna, Neville, and I were standing in front of Minerva’s door and I was…
Worried.
Anxious.
Troubled.
Bothered.
Overwrought.
Agitated.
Uneasy.
I was all of those synonyms because my two worlds were colliding.
I had no Muggle parents that needed to acclimate to a magical world because their daughter was magical…
But I did have two friends who now knew I was bound to our Transfiguration Professor.
And now the Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor were going to meet Minerva and all that came with us being soulmates.
What if seeing was believing?
What if they abandoned me?
What if they thought I was a freak?
What if this was just…
Too much?
A broken horror who was now bound, mated for Salazar’s sake, to a Professor who was quite older than me…
Luna’s pheromones, although only a Beta’s and not my soulmates, still wafted to my nose and my demeanor slightly calmed. Her hand came up to my shoulder, softly grasping it in solidarity, and I pushed all of the horrid thoughts from my mind.
My eyes closed, I took a deep breath, drew on the strength of the two beside me, and then pushed Minerva’s classroom doors open.
Faint heart never won fair lady…
She who dares, wins…
The doors swung open, and there Minerva was. She was seated at her desk, parchment spread before her like a river of ink and knowledge. Her hair was perfectly sculpted, her posture unyielding, every line of her body poised with the precision of someone who commanded respect without uttering a word, and her glamour was firmly in place.
I found myself staring at the stern Professor, the one who demanded excellence in every assignment, courage in every decision, and unflinching integrity in every action. She was brilliant, exacting, and yet beneath it all, boundless in her care for the students - the pups and cubs - entrusted to her guidance.
The older Omega’s standards were exacting, unyielding, relentless even, but my love for her soared far above them all. I admired her in ways that left my chest tight, my mind spinning, and my very soul aching with the quiet fire of longing. I yearned, in secret and in whispers to myself, to embody even a fraction of her poise, her intellect, her unshakable strength. And yet, by some improbable blessing of the Fates, I had the honor - and the exquisite, suffocating joy - of sharing my elongated life with her, feeling the pull of her presence in every heartbeat, in every quiet breath.
Perfect…
As Minerva drew in a slow breath, her nose subtly lifted, turning toward us with an almost imperceptible grace. Her emerald-green eyes swept over the group hesitantly standing in the doorway, lingering until they found mine. The moment our gazes met, her expression softened, and I felt it. I felt the way she had caught the subtle trace of my presence, how her senses had attuned to me. There was a depth in her look that no words could capture, an incalculable, quiet love that wrapped around me, warm and fierce all at once, leaving my chest fluttering and my blackened heart taut with longing.
“I assume, Hermione Jean Granger, that Mr. Longbottom and Miss Lovegood know about our… closeness?” Minerva said, her voice soft, but nonetheless powerful in the classroom she resided in.
The focusing on the word closeness wasn’t lost on my person or the two who were beside my person.
Shite…
Why, oh why, did you think the experienced witch wouldn't notice the two’s changed demeanors…
Oh you are a daft one, Hermione…
I didn’t answer right away, but stepped into the older Omega’s domain, and heard the door close behind us. She had minutely waved her hand and displayed her impeccable control of wordless and wandless magic. She had closed the door as the three of us stepped inside and the air changed around us as our feet carried us towards Minerva McGonagall.
“Yes, Minerva…” I replied, anxiousness bubbling its way back to the front of my mind and body. “Luna and Neville know about our bonding, but I haven’t divulged your secrets. Those were for you to tell or not to tell. I would never betray your trust.” I passionately added.
The older Omega, graded parchments abandoned, had set down her quill and was eyeing the three of us. Her skin was older, adorned with wrinkles, her hair was gray, but framed her face in an elegant way, her lips were thin, but she had applied a shade of red that made them stand out against the pale pallor of her skin, and her eyes… Her eyes, adored by glasses that primly sat on her nose, were still that shimmering emerald-green that drew in my very soul.
Minerva may have had her glamour applied, but she was still the most beautiful woman to me.
The older Omega was my everything and I waited for her judgment.
But judgement didn’t come.
Only…
…understanding.
Myself and my Alpha hindbrain were relieved beyond belief for that understanding.
Minerva started to drop that glamour of hers, baring her true self to us, and I felt a surge of indomitable love come over my person for my gratuitous Gryffindor. She knew these two were important to me, had become vital to me, and she was willing to drop down one of her barriers and show them how she truly looked without the disguise she wore day in and day out. The glamour shimmered with hints of gold, red, white, and green, its glow reminding me of how my wand first reacted to me back in Mr. Ollivander’s shop. The magic, her magic that could’ve been undone in but a moment, was making a show of this reveal until all that was left was who Minerva McGonagall really was.
“This... This is the real me. This is wha a really am. Ane has tae tak precautions i this life whan one's magic decides tae reduce the agin process more than normal.” Minerva explained, her accent thick and voice filled with emotion, her magic disappearing in the wind as if it had never been there at all.
“Wha- How- How in the-” Neville stuttered, green eyes wide, as he took in the older Omega that was about thirty years younger now.
Minerva cleared her throat, aware she had let her accent slip.
“I am a witch, of many years, who has specialized in Transfiguration, Mr. Longbottom. Of course I have control over my form and a detailed glamour as the one you have been seeing since your first year.” Minerva answered.
“I… Right… Sorry, Professor McGonagall.” Neville muttered with a little wince at the daftness of his question.
“I, for one, think it is absolutely wonderful that the Fates brought you two together!” Luna dreamily said, a small sigh on her lips. “You two are a perfect match and I’m so very excited to see where it all leads!”
“And you would know, wouldn’t you?” I said with a derisive snort.
Luna looked over at me and innocently grinned at me.
“I’m just an inquisitive witch, you know? So I’m afraid I have no idea what you’re implying.” Luna shit back.
“Aye, an inquisitive witch indeed.” Minerva said with her own chuckle.
I rumbled, low in my throat at what the older Omega said, and she raised an eyebrow at the noise.
The Beta Ravenclaw, who was to the right of my person, seemed to understand my rumble and the situation. She put a hand on my shoulder, which had me stiffening almost immediately, but her words made me calm just as quickly…
“She’s yours, Hermione.” Luna said in a light whisper. “All yours. Only yours…”
“Mine.” I repeated with a growl that tapered off as I got ahold of my emotions and my pheromones that were making Neville pump out his own in turn.
“Yours.” Luna agreed as Minerva looked between the two of us, but then Luna leaned in to whisper into my ear and her eyes looked like clouds. “At least for now… They are out there.” She said with a small giggle. “And they will come after the sly otter and the brave cat to make the four leaf clover complete, to reunite what was once lost, so don’t worry too much, daughter of the sun.”
And then the Beta Ravenclaw pulled back and left me feeling off center.
The otter?
The cat?
Four leaf clover?
Daughter of the sun?
I had only heard Luna say one of those things before and it left me feeling like the weasel in Potions.
I was very…
…Befuddled.
“Dearheart?” Minerva called, her body now right in front of me, and I wondered when in the world that happened. “Are you all calm now?” She asked, her hand coming up to gently rub my scarred cheek in a loving manner.
The warmth, the warmth of my soulmates, it did indeed calm me down into a tolerable level of emotion where I felt more myself once again. Minerva’s touch warmed the embers of my charred heart, controlled the uncontrollable rage that my soul hid underneath my broken body, and made me want to be a better version of myself that I could tolerate.
“I’m… in a more preferable state now, thank you Minerva.” I replied with a weary sigh. “I apologize for my outburst and ask that you give some lenience in this matter.”
The older Omega chuckled again and gently patted my cheek tenderly as she fondly looked into my eyes.
“I have no qualms with my Alpha claiming me, mo ghràidh.” Minerva replied, as she stepped back one more, the warmth leaving my cheek, but remaining around my person. “And I will reintroduce myself properly in front of your friends…” She continued as her eyes flitted from Luna to Neville and back again. “My name is Omega Minerva McGonagall, Professor of Transfiguration at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry…. And I am Hermione Jean Granger’s soulmate. It is a pleasure to meet you both without the guise of deception.”
Luna looked positively giddy at the introduction and the younger Omega Gryffindor…
…looked gobsmacked and wide eyed at my soulmate.
“Merlin’s balls… Bloody hell…” Neville muttered as he owlishly blinked. “Hearing it from Hermione is one thing, but having you say it as well, Professor? Feels like my whole world has been turned upside down. I’m… happy for you both, don’t get me wrong, but this is Professor McGonagall we’re talking about!” He squeaked, slightly exasperated at the situation.
“Language, Mr. Longbottom.” Minerva chided and Neville sheepishly apologized for said language. “I am still your professor no matter who I am bonded to.” She said with a raised brow and thinned lips.
“Of course Professor McGonagall.” Neville replied, thoroughly chastised. “My apologies!”
I let out an amused huff and smirked at the ‘stern Professor act’.
“It’s not a big deal to me, you know?” Luna added with a dreamy smile and eyes alight with happiness. “Love is love.” She said, her eyes looking directly at me.
I immediately sobered.
“Salazar’s snakes…” I said with a sigh, knowing this was the time to reveal my sexuality, to come out of the proverbial closet. “I was… concerned about revealing my homosexuality…. I’m a lesbian, soul from lesbos and filled with sapphic wonder, and I hope you both are quite alright with that.” I added, looking between Luna and Neville.
The Beta Ravenclaw shook her head like I was a daft moron and Neville was looking at me strangely.
“Why would we care?” Neville asked, eyebrows raised.
“Well…” I tried to say, but Minerva interrupted instead and talked in a soft tone.
“Hermione, dearheart, the wizarding world is not the same as the Muggle one. Prejudice and injustice certainly are present in our magical society, but homophobia is non-existent. It is not a problem you will encounter. Witches and wizards hold soulmates, fated ones, mates, in the highest esteem. Being bigoted against queer couples would be going against the Fates themselves and no one would be foolish enough to do that.” Minerva explained, a prideful glint in her eye as she looked at me with love.
I let out a breath and was so very relieved to hear this.
“Now that Hermione had her big reveal….” Luna said with a giggle. “Should we talk to Professor McGonagall about what we learned from Hagrid?”
Minerva’s eyes snapped to Luna at her words.
“Hagrid? Ah… This is about the stone, correct?” She guessed, her eyes now moving to my person, a guilty look twinkling in her irises.
“I wanted to finally air out this secret with Albus, with you, about this particular subject since we’ve just learned some disconcerting news.” I replied, a small growl leaving my lips, but I snapped my jaw closed to silence the unneeded sound.
“Headmaster Dumbledore is unfortunately out at the moment - Ministry business. He received an owl from the Minister himself actually and left posthaste. I am sorry Hermione, but the talk will have to wait until he comes back from his trip.” Minerva said, letting out a small sigh of her own.
“Bollocks…” Neville muttered as the Omega shook his head.
“Mr. Longbottom…” Minerva warned and the younger Omega Gryffindor squeaked out another apology.
“Then that is truly unfortunate because this is important.” I responded with a displeased rumble.
“I understand, mo ghràidh, trust me I do, but the Philosopher's stone is guarded and protected.” Minerva explained, trying to calm the anxiety that was bubbling in the pit of my stomach. “There is no need for concern or to worry.” She added with a wave of her hand.
“Not for long.” Neville commented, his Omega pheromones flaring, and the older Omega’s emerald-green eyes were now looking at him. “Hagrid babbled to some suspicious character in an alley that just so happened to give him a dragon egg.”
My nose twitched at the scent that wafted to my nose and I subtly sniffed the air.
Minerva’s own anxiety was barely noticeable, but the scent of worry was there. She was good at controlling her pheromones, but this situation was dire and I was going to give her even worse news.
“We discussed this and we think this character was the same being that attacked me in the Forbidden Forest. It was actively hunting and drinking unicorn blood, but that won’t sustain it for long.” I explained, a feral growl rising from my chest, the sound reverberating off the walls of the classroom. “Why would there be protection for the stone in the first place if Albus didn’t think it was necessary? Why put it somewhere so obvious if the old fool wasn’t setting a trap for the thief? Don’t take me for a fool Minerva… You said we would discuss the lies about this situation, about the plans you both have made, but it seems you are still trying to spin a tale.”
The older Omega blanched, paler in the face at my words, and her Omega pheromones thicker with each passing second.
Minerva, my soulmate, was anxiety ridden and her scent was tinged with guilt.
“Hermione…” Luna tried to say, but a low rumble pervaded from me, too emotional about this situation.
I should’ve calmed myself, but I was too hurt and did nothing to stop the emotions spilling forth from my person.
“If it was the Fates that were manipulating me then I would understand… But the people who supposedly care for me? Is this why we put off this talk, this discussion, Minerva? Because I’m being manipulated? I thought I was Albus’s hands and feet, his most trusted, but is that actually the case? Or am I some daft orphaned girl clinging to affection given and doing another's dirty work?” I hissed, anger seeping in my tone the more the words flowed from my mouth.
Hurt flashed across the older Omega’s face, more guilt in her scent, and finally a pained look thrown my way.
“It is a delicate situation, dearhea-” Minerva tried to say, but I put up a hand to stop her for the moment.
“Hermione. Just Hermione right now, Minerva.” I coolly responded.
More hurt.
Deeper this time that carved into Minerva’s face.
“Hermione then…” Minerva acquiesced with a despondent tone, her head slightly bowed, shoulders hunched, her form now looking smaller in the chair she sat in. “The situation is delicate. Albus often has plans, backup plans, and backup plans for his backup plans. He keeps things close. We have known each other for a very long time and he saw my proven prowess with the First Wizarding War. We- We both want to let you in on this, to let you bloom into your full potential, but you need to unearth hidden truths. The Fates have indeed carved a path out for you and your friends, but something interfered… Tha gaol agam ort, Hermione... Tha gaol agam ort mar nach eil duine sam bith eile, ach tha do chiad deuchainn ri tòiseachadh. Bu chòir dhut ullachadh, ullachadh gu math, agus an uairsin faodaidh mi duilich a ràdh dhut. Dèan do mhiann làidir, mo ghràidh. Ged a tha còmhstri ann... Tha fios agam gum biodh tu a’ toirt air ais an t-sùim a thachair ort, nighean na grèine…” She finished as she quickly looked at Luna, a knowing glint in both of their eyes, before she waved her hand and had us all levitating.
(I love you Hermione... I love you like no other, but your first trial is to begin. You should prepare, prepare well, and then I can apologize to you. Steel you mind, my love. Though a battle rages... I know it will be you that will reverse the fate that has befell you, daughter of the sun…)
Stunned, I parted my lips to speak, but the words never came.
With the barest flick of Minerva’s hand, the world lurched.
Magic seized us - swift and unyielding - and in less than a heartbeat we were wrenched across the room, through the threshold of her classroom as though distance itself had been discarded. The sudden displacement stole the breath from my lungs, and the next thing I knew, we were unceremoniously deposited onto the cold stone floor.
The impact jolted through me, my thoughts still struggling to catch up, confusion no doubt written plainly across my face.
Behind us, the door slammed shut with a thunderous bang.
The sound reverberated through the ancient halls of Hogwarts, echoing along the stone like a crack of thunder. It was loud enough to draw attention - heads turned and movement stilled - and in the wake of it all, we were left sprawled there, the aftermath of her magic lingering thick in the air.
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
What in the world just happened?
Chapter 23: Chapter 23
Summary:
Hermione's soul hurts, but our trio will persevere...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“When did Professor Minerva get more seer’er than me?” Luna asked, her pale-silver eyes blinking a few times, before she got off her bum and dusted her robes off. She then turned to look at me, pitying and hopeful at the same time, which also confused me. “And the nargles have returned above your head, Hermione. A large infestation unfortunately.”
I didn’t answer, but my soul throbbed and my body ached once again.
The robes I was wearing to mitigate the pain no longer seemed effective and a sharp pain - that stung like knives - sank into my skin where the burn scars were…
Was it because of what had just happened?
Maybe…
So the pain is linked to our bond?
It was satisfying - on some level - to finally understand why the pain had lessened, to have an answer where there had only been uncertainty before. But the how of it, the way that knowledge had been wrested into my hands, left a bitter, metallic taste lingering on my tongue.
My Alpha hindbrain recoiled at it, bristling with displeasure, my pheromones still erratically flaring even beyond the threshold of Minerva’s classroom. They refused to settle, as though they, too, rejected the circumstances. My thoughts felt thick, clouded, tangled between anger and something far more treacherous.
Because I didn’t understand.
I didn’t understand how she could look at me with such warmth - such certainty - and still lie. How she could guide my actions, nudge me into place like a piece on a chessboard alongside that old fool, and then expect me to walk into a trial with a clear and unburdened mind. The contradiction scraped against me, sharp and unrelenting.
And still - worse than the anger, worse than the betrayal - I could feel the pull of her. That relentless, aching tether that refused to fray, no matter how much I wanted to retreat from it. It left me caught between fury and longing, between the instinct to confront and the desperate, humiliating desire to understand her reasoning…
Was I overreacting?
One could say Albus was always manipulating me as his eyes and ears, but I was willfully doing the duty that was bestowed upon me…
I’m a Slytherin…
I do and should expect this…
How horrid…
I was willfully doing it now as the old fool’s hands and feet but…
But this also involved my soulmate, my mate, and how she was keeping things from me…
Maybe I’m too immature for Minerva…
Imperfect.
I angrily growled, frustrated at the situation and thoughts swirling inside my mind, but shakily stood up from the stone and tried to calm myself.
Luna and Neville had done the same, but one of the other Hogwarts students must’ve told someone about the incident because Severnia was strolling right to us. Her cape billowed in the wind, her face scrunched up like she had eaten something rotten, and a small frown marred her face. All of the students in this particular corridor stopped to the sides, afraid of the Slytherin Alpha Professor, and all I could do was follow her movements until she was in front of us.
The Beta Ravenclaw had seemed nonplused at Severnia’s appearance, but the Omega Gryffindor of our group reeled back like he had seen a foul-looking troll.
It would’ve been the height of hilarity, Merlin-be-damned, but I was in no laughing mood and the Alpha Slytherin Professor seems to be of the same mindset.
Severnia took us in, but her void-like eyes landed on my rigid person.
The look the Alpha Slytherin Professor gave me was grave and I knew I was in trouble…
What for someone might ask…
Well, I used the unregistered spell we created together without Severnia’s permission for starters. She had no doubt got the alert on her wand that it had been cast and was furious with me. Not to mention, I was almost killed in the Forbidden Forest by some unknown evil wraith-like being, was now bound to my Transfiguration Professor, and caused a scene because of my multiplying issues.
The Alpha Slytherin Professor was no fool and I was sure she knew all of this in its entirety.
“What… do we… have… here….” Severnia drawled, raven-black locks cascading over shoulders, eyes glaring at the three of us. “Chits making trouble once again? United forces messing with things beyond them?” She asked in quick succession. “Just because you are sixth-years does not mean you can do as you please.”
“Se- Professor Snape we were just-” I tried to say, but Severnia tittered at me, clicking her tongue in disapproval.
“You ought to be careful Miss Granger…” Severnia slowly rumbled. “Danger lurks around every corner and you best remember where your loyalties lie.”
Merlin…
Severnia was fuming…
What a shite I am…
First Minerva…
Now Severnia?
Who else will I upset?
The Fates themselves?
“I am positive Hermione will do her best going forward, Professor Snape.” Luna interjected, a white-toothed smile aimed at the grouchy professor. “We will be… vigilant.”
The Alpha Slytherin Professor grunted, eyed all of us for a tense moment, then huffed.
“You all best be off. I neither have the time nor the patience to continue this conversation.” Severnia drawled, tittering as she does, but then focuses on my person. “And Miss Granger? I expect you to be in my classroom to explain everything. If you do not… I will personally have you in detention for a month’s time, do you understand me?”
This is corruption at its finest for Salazar’s sake…
But I do owe her explanations for my actions.
“Yes, Professor Snape.” All three of us replied in unison.
After our answer had quelled Severnia’s anger, she turned around, black cape swirling in the air, and began to stomp her way back down the hall with unrefined grace. The students around us, who were avoiding the Alpha Slytherin Professor like the bubonic plague, resumed what they were doing before her arrival and the underlying tension - from her sudden presence - drained from my shoulders.
“Bloody hell…” Neville muttered as he shivered. “Professor Snape always gives me the shivers…”
“Are you sure it's not because the good Potions Professor is always announcing your mistakes in front of her class? Maybe that's why you shiver… Your mind is remembering the embarrassment and your body is responding to the memories, Neville.” I added with a chuckle, subjecting humor into the air - wincing at the action - hoping this conversation would distract me from the horrid altercation I had with Minerva.
Luna elbowed me in the side and I grunted at the blow…
Another wince of pain.
“Be nice, Hermione.” Luna said with a regretful look on her face because of the pain she had unwittingly caused. “Don’t make me call some gulping plimpies after you!” She threatened with a glare to match her tone, but her look was more of a pout than outright anger.
I rumbled, humored by the threat, but a thoughtful expression drifted to my face.
“Since Albus is conveniently indisposed… What should we do now about this problem of ours? Luna? Neville?” I asked while looking at the two of them, open to suggestions from the two of them.
“I… don’t really like confrontation, but Godric…” Neville started, running a hand through his short brown hair. “I think we need to get the stone before this evil does.”
“Hmmmm…” I hummed once again, my mind whirring with thoughts about securing the magical relic. “Should we return to the trap door, to Fluffy, as as soon as possible then? I would be prudent to do so knowing that being… Cirihtor… has the means to get past the Cerberus now because of Hagrid’s lapse in judgement.”
“Agreed.” Luna replied, her body fidgeting with nervous energy, her own Beta pheromones scenting the air. “I may be a Ravenclaw and a Beta, but I don’t think I can stand by when a magical creature is in danger and the philosopher's stone is being targeted.”
“And I have a broken magical core and am a Slytherin Luna, but this is bigger than trivial labels.” I responded with a sniff. “If we let this- this abomination run amok with a philosopher's stone, then we are potentially harming the entire magical world. I vividly remember how its magic felt, how it coiled around me like a snake, how it wanted to devour. That hunger… It was never-ending…” I gravely explained as I momentarily closed my eyes, a nightmare of my own demise flashing to the forefront of my mind, and a painful tingle shot down the length of my spine. “Can either of you imagine? Another Wizarding War? Either one of you might think I am being absolutely mad about this at the moment, but I swear to you that Cirihtor will be the end of all magic if we do nothing.”
“We should go tonight.” Neville said, the Beta Ravenclaw’s and I’s heads turning to him, his pheromones surprisingly not in the air. “If… If you say this thing is bad then I’m inclined to believe you, Hermione. You're smart, really smart, and have experienced this Cirihtor first hand.” He explained, a passionate glint in his eye. “So we should go tonight, under the cover of darkness, and get the stone before it does.”
“That sounds like a wonderful plan, Neville!” Luna replied as she clapped her hands together once.
Worriedly, I looked around us to see if anyone had looked this way at the loud clap, but no one was. I assumed they all thought we were truly mad and ignored what we did.
That was fine with me because it gave us leniency in our endeavors.
“It is, isn’t it?” Neville said out loud, a proud look on his face, a dimpled smile working it way up and up and up.
“Right now…. All of us should probably vacate this hallway and prepare for tonight.” I suggested, my eyes still scanning the students passing by to see if any took an interest in our conversation.
I wasn’t deluded enough to think that all the students here would be upstanding witches and wizards.
Children would take sides.
Bridges would be burned.
The real magical world would consume some and loft others into heights unknown.
But one thing was for certain…
Either Cirihtor or us would be getting the Philosopher’s Stone tonight…
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POV: Minerva
I felt…
Incomplete.
Shattered?
A homesickness had burrowed itself into my very being after I had slammed my classroom doors and my Omega hindbrain whined in outrage…
I was the portrait of righteous anger as I sat in my chair with pristine posture, a permanent scowl on my glamoured face, but I doubted the validity of my actions.
I had promised Hermione, my sly Slytherin Alpha, a discussion about the ongoings of Albus and I’s plans…
But time deluded us…
Or maybe I was pushing back time…
All actions have consequences…
And Hermione needed to be in the dark…
Butterflies go hand-in-hand with affects after all…
“Ó, mo ghràidh... Tha mi an dòchas gun tèid thu seachad air an deuchainn seo agus gun seall thu don t-saoghal cho soilleir a tha do anam a' losgadh... Seall dhaibh, Hermione... Seall an olc nach bow an nighean na grèine do na feachdan na saoghal... do na feachdan nan dia a-rithist…” I whispered, my words like a prayer drifting along the wind.
(Oh, my dear... I hope you pass this test and show the world how bright your soul burns... Show them, Hermione... Show the evil that the daughter of the sun will not bow to the forces of the world... to the forces of the gods once again…)
A witch to rule them all…
A sorceress…
My love…
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The day had been arduous since being thrown out of Minerva’ classroom.
My body ached, my thoughts swirled anxiously inside my mind, but I had a task that focused me.
The Philosopher's Stone.
Luna, Neville, and I had to retrieve it before this evil being could procure it.
The three of us had waited until nightfall, mucking about Hogwarts until the time to strike was nigh, and prepared ourselves for the confrontation that was inevitable.
The Omega Gryffindor was anxiety manifest and his pheromones were thick around his person.
The Beta Ravenclaw was like calm waters, stillness and confidence wrapped into one person, and I figured she had insight into how the situation would fare.
I…
I was the broken Alpha, the muggleborn Slytherin, the Horror of Hogwarts, but…
But I was organized and prepared for what lay ahead.
I was no coward and my pride bolstered what nerves trembled beneath my rigid exterior.
I had to be the indomitable Alpha.
I had to protect those I cared about.
I had…
I had to not fail…
My Alpha hindbrain agreed.
“Not again…” I whispered as I painstakingly put on my robes and holstered my wand with an audible click.
“Not ever again.” Luna whispered, her presence startling me for a moment, my ears not hearing her enter this space. “It won’t be like last time, Hermione Jean Granger.” She said, an airness to her voice, my eyes seeing her person through the mirror that was in front of me. Her eyes were a milky white, something I had seen before, and I knew something else was talking to me at that moment. “Let go of the past, let go of the thing you could not control, let go of the chains you bear on those tired shoulders of yours, and face your destiny. Face it with your chin held high because you have worth… Never doubt yourself in the face of adversity because… You. Have. Worth.”
My hand began to tremble…
My breathing started to accelerate…
What was happening to me?
My body began to tremble…
My breathing accelerated even further…
Flashes.
Flashes of death.
My parents' death.
My death.
My soulmate’s death…
It no longer felt like I could breathe.
Just…
Chasing breaths that wouldn’t come.
The ache in my soul was blinding.
I crumpled.
I crumpled to the floor below.
Black spots crept into my vision.
The void trying to swallow me whole…
“-mione…” A voice called out behind me, but it was like hearing under water.
Who was behind me again?
I couldn’t think…
Why couldn’t I think?
Where am I?
What was I doing?
Oh how it hurts so…
It hurts…
It hurts….
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IT HURTS!
I….
“HERMIONE!” Two voices yelled, a hand now on each of my shoulders.
I gasped, a terrible noise that sounded like a corpse trying to breathe, but breathe I did.
One breath…
Two…
It was taxing, my mind foggy, but the black spots were receding and I was no longer being swallowed.
Another breath…
Then another…
My body started to tremble less.
A big inhale…
Greedy, but needed…
Reality came back into focus.
I was kneeling on the floor, my one good eye found my reflection in the mirror, and blood-filled tears were streaming out my non-injured eye.
I looked quite a sight.
Destroyed to the nth degree.
“Hermione…” A masculine voice said, soft and kind, but it trembled as if my name would blow away in the wind.
My eyes moved off my person and upward.
Luna and Neville.
They were the voice I had heard, was hearing, and the sight of them had me freezing.
They looked…
Terrified.
Utterly and absolutely terrified.
The Beta Ravenclaw was like calm waters, but now the waters rippled as if a catastrophe was nearing…
The Omega Gryffindor was anxiety personified, but now he looked like calm…
Like the calm before the storm…
“What- “ I started to say, mouth dry as a desert, body soaked as if I had stood under rain. “What happened?”
“You… We…” Neville stumbled and then crumbled, fresh tears streaming down his as he cried.
Luna’s hand trembled on my shoulder.
“I… I didn’t see this happening…” Luna muttered, a faraway look in her eyes, her own tears sliding silently down her pale cheeks. “You wouldn’t respond, h-had a hard time breathing, and… and we didn’t know what to do…”
Ah…
I had an anxiety attack…
“It… It was nothing, Luna.” I replied in a monotone voice that I didn’t recognize.
The pheromones were thick and dense in this space, in the Beta Ravenclaw’s room, but I had a hard time focusing on that.
My mind was still foggy.
“Nothing?!” Neville angrily squealed angrily, his cheeks and eyes red, and I winced at the very loud noise. “Bloody hell! That wasn’t nothing, Hermione!”
I blinked.
I was a bit stunned by Neville’s outburst, but Merlin…
I felt emotionally drained.
Gaia, and I’m supposed to go ahead with the plan like this?
We’re just children, adults in the eye of the wizarding world, but children nonetheless…
And we’re going to fight some great unknown evil for a sacred magical artifact?
“This was nothing.” I growled as I stood up on wobbly legs, their hands falling from my shoulders, my own trembling ones dusting off my robes. “We have work to do, don’t you remember? Saving this blighted world from some potential evil?”
“And you’re no good in this state, you- you twit!” Neville shot back, his backbone showing one again as he stared into my eyes. “You’re the brightest witch of her age, but you just went through some- some medical trauma! For Godric's sake Hermione!”
The Luna’s rooms felt suffocating at the Omega Gryffindor’s words, but he didn’t make an incorrect statement.
My pride wanted me to continue.
I should continue.
I had to bear through the pain, my pain, so I could forge a better future.
“Hermione…” Luna said, her voice grabbing my attention, and her gaze was remorseful. “I… I’m sorry for my part in this… I don’t know what I said, but it had an effect on you… A terrible, awful effect… But Neville isn't wrong. How can you face this Cirihtor if you’re not well?”
“Like I’ve done since my parents burned to ash!” I loudly snarled, barring my teeth in anger. “Like I’ve done for most of my dreadful existence! BECAUSE I HAVE TO! THAT IS HOW I WILL DO IT!” I screamed, my hoarse voice thundering off the wall, my vocal chords burning like fire, my chest rising and falling rapidly.
No one said a word after my loud outburst.
“But… But is that what you have to do now…” Luna quietly responded, her voice brimming with emotion. “...now that you have us?”
“Please…” Neville begged as he stopped closer, his hand wringing in front of his person. “Please lean on us. We- We know you're hurting, we know you have so bloody much going on in that head of yours, but we can be that support when times are tough. Hope… Hope is shrouded in darkness, shrouded by those that wish you to fail, but can be revealed through the bonds that bind us. We are stronger together than alone. So please… trust us, trust your friends who care about you.”
Neville’s words had truly stunned me.
Can two people who I’ve not known that long truly care about me this much?
The thought came unbidden in my mind and I knew it was about two situations.
This one with the Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor…
But also having to do with Minerva…
It was the doubt that had made itself known after our disagreement in the older Omega’s classroom.
Our bonds were forged in love and passion, but we were still human…
Were we not…
There was only so much the Fates could do and I’m afraid regulating one emotions was not in their repertoire.
But I cast the doubt aside because I truly did want that better future.
I wanted friends.
I wanted a family.
I wanted to be loved.
So I would trust in those people that cared about me…
Albus…
Severnia…
Luna…
Neville…
Minerva…
And I would not let them down.
I looked into both Luna’s and Neville’ distraught eyes and felt the trembling in my hands stop.
My mind was clear.
My focus sharp as Aesop.
“I will.” I replied, my voice steady, my chin held high. “I’ll trust and lean on you both… If the offer still stands…”
Luna and Neville beamed at me like they had won the lottery.
It wasn’t so bad having friends…
Notes:
Listened to Placing the Blame by Self on repeat to finish this chapter. It just fit so well with Hermione's thoughts and feelings that it motivated me! So feel free to listen to that song for this chapter!
Chapter 24: Chapter 24
Summary:
Hermione, Luna, and Neville go onward to the confrontation with Cirihtor, but don't know the inner workings of all that is happening...
Chapter Text
It might not have been bad per say to have friends, but for Salazar’s sake, it made it impossible to sneak about the castle…
The invisibility cloak wasn’t an option because it was too small for all of us to get under. We weren’t first-years after all. The broom I had mysteriously gotten for a present was as quick as can be, but Luna and Neville would have a hard time keeping up. It would be a sight to see three Hogwarts students flying around in the castle like a bunch of mad gits.
Besides, I was terrified of flying and heights, so that was out of the equation on principle.
That only left walking on what Gaia had given us.
Our own two feet.
Our shoes were charmed to be silent, and Luna had cast Silencio but we had still run into a particular witch on the way out of the Ravenclaw dormitories.
Cho Chang.
It was our luck, but we were in Ravenclaw tower…
These witches and wizards would forgo sleep to acquire more knowledge…
Not that I haven’t pulled a…
…few all-nighters because I couldn’t put down a good book or tome…
But it just made things quite complicated at the moment…
“Merlin's bloody beard…” Neville whispered as a narrow-eyed, calculating Cho Chang looked at us three who were in front of her.
“Hmmmm…” Chang hummed, eyes darting all around the three of us, her mind processing the information to put two and two together. “Not only have you snuck a Gryffindor and a Slytherin into Ravenclaw tower Luna, but you also are sneaking out? You’re not going to get yourselves into trouble… Are you?”
“Of course not!” Luna playfully huffed, batting her eyelashes at the other Ravenclaw. “Who do you think I am Cho? Fred and George?”
Chang rolled her eyes, but then they fully landed on me.
“I’m not going to reply to that Luna because you know how you can be sometimes, but it is a pleasure to make your acquaintance, Miss Granger.” Change said, hand stretched out in greeting. “Alpha Cho Chang.”
“A pleasure as well, Miss Chang.” I responded, my own wary hand outstretching in greeting and clasping hers. “Alpha Hermione Granger.”
The Alpha Ravenclaw tilted her head as she inspected my person.
“Cho these are my friends, you know?” Luna added. “No need to be the big bad Alpha right now.”
Chang moved her eyes from me to Luna and I saw them soften.
Oh?
“I want to protect you. I need to, Luna.” Cho responded, a rumble coming from her stomach that signaled the Ravenclaw Alphas displeasure. “Everone always picks on you, so I needed to see for myself if they were worthy of you.” She explained as she moved close to the Beta Ravenclaw, wrapping her hands around her waist and putting her nose into Luna's pale neck. “You’re mine, Luna Lovegood. I will always try to protect you… House Ravenclaw be damned.”
Then they were bonded…
Soulmates…
“But- But!” Neville puttered, his face bright red at the display of love in front of him, his green eyes wide at the admission.
The Beta Ravenclaw dreamily smiled at Neville’s bumbling and fumbling.
“I assume you want to know when this happened, Neville?” Luna guessed, nodding along with the words that flowed from her mouth as she stroked Chang's raven-coloured hair, a pleased rumble coming from the Alpha Ravenclaw. “It had been before the presenting… You see… I actually had presented early. I was… caught unawares by my bullies. I thought the sky looked soooo pretty and I just wanted to stare at it for a while… But they saw me, sitting on the grass by Black Lake. It was Lelah Cross, Lilly Persimmon, and Adelini Colibiri as always. But… Lelah, the leader of the group, messed with a spell she shouldn’t have…” She explained, swallowing hard before continuing. “The Cruciatus Curse. She wanted to hurt me, really hurt me, and I later learned she had been taught the spell by a fellow Upperclassman who hated me. I don’t know how the Upperclassman learned it, but I heard they were from a pure-blood family who followed Grindlewald. Anyways, I thought I would endure unending pain, but nothing happened. Instead, a bright white light enveloped us all, protected me from the curse, and the three Ravenclaw girls crumpled because of my overwhelming Beta scent that had pushed itself onto them. I was stunned. Utterly stunned. But something else happened. The Fates knew I wouldn’t be protected for a second time, so it drew my soulmate near. Isn’t that right, lovely?”
Chang removed herself from Luna, albeit reluctantly, and nodded in confirmation at us.
“Yes, it was like a bolt of lightning struck me.” Chang explained, a shiver wracking her body at the memory. “And then the sweetest scent I had ever smelled made its way to my nose and it was like I was possessed. I ran. I ran and ran and ran until I came across Luna. Those three…” She explained, a dangerous growl leaving the Alpha Ravenclaw’s lips. “...they had gotten back up, stunned a bit, but Luna said they were even angrier because of what happened. But I was there.” She said, her chest puffing up a bit, her tone filled with pride. “I knew Luna was my mine, my fated one, my soulmate, so I defended her with my life. It wasn’t even really a fight and I easily dispatched those arseholes."
“Wow…” Neville whispered, awe in his voice, his eyes looking at Chang like she was a knight of the round table.
“I had presented early.” Luna added. “If imminent danger is posed to one's body, in rare cases someone can present early to counteract the danger. That's what happened. I really, actually, presented early as a Beta and my scent protected me.”
“I wondered why you introduced yourself to me as Beta.” I thoughtfully added.
“Yup!” Luna giggled. “Got early access to my dynamic, so that means I’m special!”
“You certainly are, goddess.” Chang replied as she stole a kiss from Luna who squealed a bit, but relaxed into Chang's warm embrace.
The Omega Gryffindor’s cheeks went an even brighter shade of pink and he covered his eyes.
The Alpha Ravenclaw slowly pulled back, her hands rising to cradle the Beta Ravenclaw’s cheeks with a gentleness that bordered on reverence. Their eyes met - and held - as though the world beyond them had entirely fallen away, leaving only the quiet gravity of that moment, where nothing existed but the two of them suspended in each other’s gaze.
“Stay safe.” Change whispered as she chastely kissed Luna one last time.
“The Fates are on our side.” Luna whispered back airily. “Don’t forget that, my lovely.”
Chang stepped back again, giving us some space, but she glared at Neville and I.
“You had better protect my other half.” Chang growled, her anxiety showing in her Alpha pheromone that started to permeate the air. “If even a scratch is on her skin then I’ll make sure to pay you back for her hurt.”
“Why- Why don’t you just come with us instead of leaving it up to two people you barely know?” Neville stuttered, but asked the question that was on the tip of my tongue.
“Because Luna said it had to be this way.” Change grumbled and pouted. “Just you three.”
“And we talked about why it had to be that way.” Luna interjected, a loving look thrown the Alpha Ravenclaw’s way.
Chang nodded in understanding.
“Rowena I know, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it.” Change negatively rumbled.
“We’ll be safe.” Luna replied. “Trust us. Trust me.”
“I do…” Change said with a sigh, confirming her trust in Luna, but a noise grabbed all of our attention.
A loud chime, different from the one that signaled that a class was over, but same in the fact that it signaled another event.
Everyone at Hogwarts knew that sound.
The magical clock struck twelve.
It was midnight…
And it was time.
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POV: Albus
“Merlin damned, Cornelius!” I thundered, my voice booming off the walls of this office space, the letter I had thrown onto the Ministers desk landing with a loud thud. “This was trickery, targeted trickery, and all you do is apologize?!”
Cornelius Fudge, the Minister of Magic, looked scared at my anger.
Good!
I expended some of my Hogwarts magic just by being at this farce of a meeting!
“H-How could we know, Albus?” Cornelius stumbled, not daring to look at the letter. “How could we know what that letter was? The words changed as soon as you touched it! It didn’t do that for me! Or my secretary! Or anyone else who touched it!”
“Because this was a trap you fool!” I thundered, my words louder and angrier than before. “A trap for me! You may not believe that Dark forces are returning to the magical world, but they are you blubbering buffoon! I have to be at the school, to protect the children, and see that they are safe from those that would harm our future! So why else do you think someone would waste my time and bring me away from Hogwarts!”
“The children are safe-” Cornelius tried to argue, but he did not understand.
The Minister's eyes were metaphorically closed and they had been that way for quite some time.
How could he not see?
“Right now…” I started off darkly. “...there are three children, eighteen in age, but children who are being lured into the depths of Hogwarts. Minerva has told me of what they know, of the ongoings and the happenings recently, and they are in grave danger. I planned to talk to the one I consider my granddaughter, the light of my life since I lost my sister and my love, but now she is going in blind! With no guidance! To face said evil!” I yelled, my Omega pheromones so thick in the air that it was quite literally choking the Minister. “I was supposed to be there! By their side! TO PROTECT THEM! TO PROTECT HERMIONE!”
Cornelius could not talk, so I tried to calm my raging anger.
“A-A-Albus…” Cornelius stuttered, regret in his eyes, but I knew the fool was not really to blame.
The Minister was a pawn.
Just like the rest of us…
But the queen was ripe for the taking and checkmate was within reach for-
I would not let her do this.
I failed once, failed in a horrible way, but not again…
Never again…
“I must return.” I said, panicked, my mind twisting memories into a horrid future that could come to pass. “I must quickly return. Good day, Minister.” I spat, venom lacing my old voice and tone.
It was all Cornelius heard before I apparated away with a…
POP
I hoped I would not be too late this time…
Fates please let me not be late…
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POV: Professor Quirrell
I let out a content sigh and a pleased shiver wracked my body…
But these feelings weren’t my own…
I had been captured, like a tailless whip scorpion who was scooped up into a jar, and my mind hadn't been my own for a very very long time…
I was an Omega.
Always the runt of the pack, but coveted for what I could do for others…
Times had indeed changed—but not nearly enough since the days I had roamed the corridors of Hogwarts as a student. I had been just a boy then. A quiet, earnest boy who wanted nothing more than to do well, to be enough.
But the home he came from did not nurture that desire.
It refined it into something sharp and suffocating. Raised in a traditional Punjabi household, where expectations were not merely encouraged but inherited, he had been taught that excellence was not a goal but an obligation. Respect for one’s elders was absolute, achievement was a reflection of familial honor, and failure was not simply personal…
It was communal.
The weight of that legacy pressed heavily upon him, shaping every thought, every hesitation, every desperate attempt to succeed.
His mappe were strict and unyielding in a way that twisted care into something unrecognizable. What they offered was called love, but it was not warmth. It was discipline sharpened into control, affection measured in results, pride given sparingly and withdrawn all too easily. It settled around him like a collar, tightening with every misstep, every perceived inadequacy, until it threatened to choke the very breath from him.
(mappe - parents)
And still, he endured.
He carried the marks of disappointment quietly, etched not always on his skin but deep within, in the way he held himself, in the way he spoke, in the way he feared falling short.
And yet, despite it all, he tried.
He always held out hope…
Always read the stories of the knight in shining armor that saved the princess…
He longed for his knight.
I was and still am that boy.
Times may have changed, but I remained the same.
I was always looking for something, someone to cling to, like an imprinting animal. It was pounded into my very being that I was nothing without a strong Alpha, that I would be cast away like filth or used as a whore if I didn’t bind myself to someone, and my rundown mind eventually believed that drivel.
I had always held out hope and I always looked for my knight.
My soul and Omega cried out for that hope when I presented, that a knight in shining armor would sweep me away to my very own happy ending, but all I found was…
A dragon and forced servitude.
“O-Oh, how naive you a-are Quirrell…” I stuttered, whispered, as I stared at my reflection in my Professor's chambers.
My existence was, and always will be, a pitiful one…
I am fated to be used…
I understand that now…
“H-Have to get ready… Have t-to be perfect..” I muttered as I delicately styled my turban, a sign of my lineage, the Sikh in me always close to my bleeding heart, and looked over my appearance one last time, my eyes dulled and glazed.
No one besides my Mataji and Papaji had known, but my skin used to be a deep earth-toned colour that contrasted beautifully with the clothes I wore, but…
(Mataji - Mother and Papaji - Father)
The corruption, her corruption, had dulled that pigment into a vile palness…
And had also dulled my eye colour…
If one were to look into my eyes they would see that they were olive-green, dark and brooding and filled with nothing but lifelessness, but they used to be a warm brown…
Truly trapped…
I was truly and utterly trapped…
I had long since stopped banging on my restraints.
Today was the day though.
Where she…
My someone…
My captor…
My everything…
The one who consumed me and uses me…
Today was the day that she would gain her rightful place back into the material plane…
No longer having to feed on blood like a savage animal…
And…
“Not even the s-sun can stop this oncoming d-darkness…” I strangled out with a manic laugh that was not my own and turned away from my disgusting reflection.
I started to make my way to where the blood-red stone was, like the good pawn I was, because I had a part to play this night.
And play it I would, willingly or unwillingly, until the end.
I craved it…
The end.
I wanted to be free.
Would the Fates finally hear my pleas?
Would Circe?
Or would they turn their backs on me again?
Would she, Mohini, avatar of Vishnu, really do that?
“The elephant and the rope…” I sang, my voice but a whisper. “An elephant and the rope… I’m just stuck or so I feel… This rope of mine feels all too real… I won’t try, I can’t try, so I’ll just say… Maybe I’ll break free and spread my wings someday…” I continued somberly, a moment of clarity, my mind fighting the compulsion back, but it wasn't enough…
And I continued to walk, to dream, of my knight and someday…
“ਮੇਰੀ ਨਾਈਟ ... ਮੇਰੇ ਲਈ ਪਰਦੇ ਦੇ ਪਾਰ ਇੰਤਜ਼ਾਰ ਕਰੋ …” I pushed out with the last of my strength until I succumbed completely to the dragons, to the ਡਰੈਗਨ, domination.
(My knight... Wait for me across the veil…)
(dragons)
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Once the three of us said goodbye - another shared kiss between Luna and Chang before the confrontation - we headed back to where the Cerberus was.
It was night, midnight to be exact, and stalking the halls of Hogwarts had become like second nature for the Beta Ravenclaw and Neville. I had experience before, pilfering information for the old fool and listening to conversations from the shadows, as the hands and feet of the Headmaster of Hogwarts, but the two of them had been staunchly against rule breaking.
They had told me as such, but in this instance, the ends justified the means.
I could understand why one would want to be an upstanding student…
Hogwarts paid for its students' tuition fees.
One still had to pay for school supplies and the like, Salazar knows anything of the magical variety is expensive, but the base fee was waived.
For someone like myself, who was an orphan and a muggle-born, it was a boon.
No other magical school did this, the four founders of Hogwarts wanted this school to be about teaching the youth and not about making a profit off of our future, so too many infractions on one's record could earn an outright expulsion. An expulsion would be horrendous because Hogwarts is the most famous of the magical schools in Europe. The other magical schools with notoriety such as Beauxbatons Academy or Drumstrang Institute would outright deny one who got expelled from Hogwarts. Other magical schools with less notoriety such as Waltzeburg College of Fine Magic, Sedjgard Skole, Pegthorpe Boarding Form for the Magically Enlightened, and Koldovstoretz would need thousands of galleons to be admitted.
So I inherently and logically understand the stance…
But now they were like thieves in the night.
And I was a very proud Slytherin.
The three of us quietly slipped from the Ravenclaw dormitories, descending from the tower and into the winding staircases of Hogwarts. The castle shifted as it always did - staircases groaning, corridors stretching into shadow - but we moved with purpose, cutting through familiar passages and slipping down toward the lower floors. Prefects patrolled near the more traveled routes, yet we kept to the quieter corridors, timing our movements to avoid their lantern light. Even Mr. Filch and his cat were easily bypassed, their search confined to the main hallways while we took lesser-used turns.
From there, we made our way toward the third-floor corridor once again…
The castle seemed to grow quieter the closer we drew, the air heavier, as though it too knew what lay ahead.
And without interruption, we arrived at the door behind which the Cerberus kept its silent, monstrous vigil over the hatch below.
My hand found my wand, unholstered it, and I cast…
“Alohomora.” I whispered, my magic core thrumming as my magical conduits sent my magic to where it needed to go, my fingertips slightly sparking in a vibrant show of colour, and finally my wand accepting said energy and unleashing the spell.
The lock unlocked and the three of us let out a sigh of relief.
My body wasn’t in pain because of the spell I had cast, but the limping had done a number on my person.
Moronic, daft, and a dullard I am…
Not cunning like a snake, but as dim as a troll…
Why, oh why in Merlin's name, did I pick a fight with my soulmate right before a momentous occasion?
The familiar door opened, my thoughts coming to a halt, and we all saw the large creature…
“Snoring?” Neville whispered as we quietly, very quietly, made our way into the dark chamber.
Once we closed the door, we could hear a faint song in the air, the voice familiar, but it was no doubt the cause of why the cerberus was asleep.
“Somone has spelled their voice to be here long after they left the space.” I said, my one good eye surveying the space for any other oddities. “Vox Permanens. It was created for the sole purpose of tricking the goblins in the Goblin Rebellion of 1752. You see…” I whispered and continued to explain as I stepped up to the cerberus carefully. “...Goblins despise the sound of Gobbledegook when spoken by someone who is an outsider. Professor Fig had the brilliant idea to project his voice, encapsulating a wide area, and distract the goblins with the irritating sound. It was a brilliant tactic for the time and it helped with the rebellion. I in no way endorse the treatment of goblins, then and now, but that is simply the history of the spell that was used to put the cerberus to sleep.” I finished, inspecting the sleeping cerberus.
Luna was beside me and the Omega Gryffindor grimaced at the Cerberus’s breath.
“It stinks…” Neville muttered, his hand coming up to block his sensitive sense of smell.
“Its paw is also right on top of the trap door…” Luna added, one finger tapping her chin as she looked at the huge furry paw. “I wonder if a Zouwu could lift it…”
Like a gigantic cat would take orders from us puny humans…
“Well there are no Zouwu around, so you two will just have to move it yourselves.” I calmly intoned as I took a few paces back.
Neville whipped his head around and looked at me like I was the one with three heads.
“Us?” Neville harshly whispered. “Why us and not you?”
“Because I’d rather not get my hands dirty at the moment.” I responded, a smirk on my face.
The Beta Ravenclaw, who hadn’t said anything, appraised my non-pulsed person and knowingly nodded.
Shite…
“It's because of her body, Neville.” Luna whispered to Neville. “She’s hurting, but trying to act tough.”
The Omega Gryffindor’s eyes widened and he shot me an apologetic look, but I waved it away.
“Don’t dilly dally you two.” I said in instead, pointing to where the creature lay. “We don’t want the overgrown puppy waking up, now do we?”
Luna looked a little excited at the prospect, her expression touched with that familiar, dreamy curiosity that never quite dulled, even in the face of danger. But Neville didn’t share in that excitement. His nerves were written plainly in the set of his shoulders as he crouched down, carefully positioning himself to move the massive paw off the trapdoor, but he kept his Omega pheromones from leaking.
The Beta Ravenclaw softly giggled at the Omega Gryffindor, the sound oddly light in the heavy, oppressive silence of the corridor, before she too bent down to help. For a brief moment, the three of us moved in quiet synchrony, the tension coiling tighter with every passing second.
Together, they carefully lifted and shifted the enormous paw, inch by painstaking inch, until it no longer rested atop the trapdoor.
Then…
…they opened it.
It creaked some…
Its age showed with the rusted hinges movement…
But the Cerberus didn’t wake and our path was clear.
I limped over just as Nevile and Luna were standing back up.
I patted the Omega Gryffindor on the back.
“Good job on controlling your pheromones, Neville.” I congratulated, making a leap of faith, coined by Søren Kierkegaard, and landing with a thud on the vines below.
I groaned, pain lancing up my spine, but I gritted my teeth and pushed through the agony.
How very un-Slytherin of me…
The Beta Ravenclaw was the next to follow and then Neville finally thudded into the vines with a soft grunt.
“At least…” Neville started to say, but his eyes scanned just what we had fallen on and he turned paler than he already was. “Devils snare…” He muttered, his Adam's apple bobbing as he anxiously gulped.
“As long as we don’t-” Luna tried, but the vines started to move, slithered with a wet squelching.
“Blood hell!” Neville squealed as the vines started to entrap our persons and I felt the Omega Gryffindors sentiment.
Completely.
“Fellow friends!” Luna called out, the portrait of calm. “You have to remain-”
“Calm.” Neville and I both said at the same time, but in different tones.
“Yes, calm!” Luna repeated with a relaxed smile.
“Yes, yes, we know Luna, but it's not exactly easy in the moment to remain calm!” Neville whined, his Omega pheromones starting to leak from his person the more the vines constricted around him.
“Well, you’ll have to. Use that Herbology knowledge in this real world scenario.” I replied, my agony increasing twofold with each vine that slithered to my person and tightly wrapped appendages. “We’ll die slower at least if we relax.” I bluntly added with a low growl. “Silver linings and all that…”
Luna, as relaxed as can be, started to sink into the vines and was out of our view for a moment.
“Alright… Alright…” Neville murmured as he tried to relax. “Relax… Relax…”
And when Neville finally did relax he sunk into the vines just like the Beta Ravenclaw did.
I had known to relax, but I wanted to make sure Luna and the Omega Gryffindor got out of this predicament first. It wasn’t that I didn’t trust the Beta Ravenclaw with her innate wisdom or Neville’s extensive Herbology knowledge…
But I had just gained these friends and I didn’t want them to perish because of this…
Destiny we were all bound to or my selfishness in wanting them to accompany me to protect the Philosophers Stone.
So I relaxed after they both were out of view…
And followed them into the depths and our future…
Chapter 25: Chapter 25
Summary:
Hermione, Luna, and Neville get to there first test...
How will they do?
Chapter Text
Dropping through the vines, my body was no longer taut, but relaxed…
And my feet hit solid stone as my body fell…
A horrid shock ran through me, a painful full-body shiver coursed through my person as I landed, but I remained standing.
Merlin, give me strength…
I will not let this pain obstruct me from protecting the stone…
Or protecting those that I care about…
I so wished these robes and clothes would do their job, but it seemed the spelled protections and runes could not mitigate what ailed me…
“Is… Is everyone fine?” I asked through gritted teeth, trying with all my might to stop the horrid trembling in my hands.
“I… am very much alright!” Luna replied while giving two thumbs up.
“I’m… alright…” Neville said as he shook his head and stood up from off the floor. “Godric… I’m glad we didn’t have to use Lumus Solem.”
“That’s because none of us are dull first-years.” I deadpanned as I took my final, needed deep breath.
“Or dull sixth-years…” Neville snarked back. “Cough… the weasel… Cough…”
Luna giggled at the comment and I smirked as well.
“Ronald Billius Weasley would’ve been stuck there until the end of time” I responded as I took stock of our surroundings.
It was dark, but not too dark and I could hear something…
“Does anyone else hear the flapping?” Neville asked and that confirmed what I was hearing.
“Indeed I do.” I answered and thought about what the old fool would set up that involved flapping wings.
“Ooooohhh!” Luna excitedly said. “Maybe it's a nest of pixies…”
Neville shivered and I huffed out a laugh while remembering the incident that made him afraid of the small magical creatures.
“Of course it's bloody pixies…” Neville pitifully whined back. “Not enough to traumatize me once, but the little arseholes want another go at me…” He added, some of his Omega pheromones leaking from his person and filling this same hallway-like space, but he was doing a swell job at keeping himself under control.
“But we’re going to go toward that sound anyway.” I bluntly said.
“Right!” Luna agreed. “Because I’m a knowledge-seeking Ravenclaw, Hermione’s a prideful and ambitious Slytherin and Neville is…”
“A Gryffindor…” Neville supplied, his chin raised a little higher at the words. “I’m a Gryffindor for Godric's sake and I will move forward…
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I swear upon my honour as a student of Hogwarts,
and by the name of Godric Gryffindor,
to walk the path of courage, even when fear stands before me.
I will defend the innocent,
speak the truth though it may be hard,
and stand for what is right, not what is easy.
In the face of danger, I will hold my ground.
In the face of injustice, I will raise my voice.
And in the face of darkness, I will be a light.
With loyalty in my heart,
bravery in my actions,
and a fierce spirit unbroken by doubt,
I pledge myself to the legacy of Gryffindor -
bold of heart, daring in deed,
and true to my friends until the very end.
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The Beta Ravenclaw and I looked at the Omega Gryffindor, smiles spreading across our faces at his words, and together we stepped forward into the damp, stone corridor we had fallen into. The air was cold and heavy, the walls slick with moisture, and each footstep echoed just a little too loudly as we moved deeper into the unknown.
As the three of us walked, I found my thoughts returning to Neville’s words. The quiet conviction behind them and the steady resolve that had replaced his usual hesitance. It wasn’t that Luna and I shared the same pride he held for the Gryffindor Oath. Our loyalties lay elsewhere, shaped by our own Houses and the values they instilled.
I knew that much without question.
But what struck me - what lingered - was that the Omega Gryffindor was choosing to rise above that. To step beyond the expectations of his nature, beyond the safety of what he knew, and follow us down a path that was both untrodden and undeniably treacherous.
Essentially…
We were proud.
I could see it in the Beta Ravenclaw's pale-silver eyes…
Luna could see it in mine…
And the three of us move forward.
Neville moved forward just as he said he would, head held high, and determination in those green eyes of his.
A cub growing into his own?
An Omega finding more worth in himself than just his nature?
I truly hoped so…
Continuing down the stone corridor, vines crept along the walls and ceiling in tangled, living patterns, their shadows faintly shifting in the dim light. The air grew thicker the farther we went - heavy with damp earth and something other - something expectant. It didn’t take us long to reach a set of doors. We descended a short flight of worn stone steps, each footfall echoing softly, until we stood before them.
The sound was clearer now.
A frantic, rhythmic flapping - like wings beating against the air - desperate and unceasing. It filled the narrow space, pressing in on my senses and I found my hand lifting almost of its own accord to grasp the handles. The metal was cold beneath my palm, solid, deceptively ordinary. They felt like any other doors within Hogwarts.
And that, more than anything, gave me pause.
One needed to be careful when dealing with magical oddities. Appearances, in a place like this, were often deliberate misdirection. A door could look harmless and yet be layered with enchantments meant to maim, repel, or worse.
The thought wasn’t an abstract one.
When I was a first-year, before I had learned the subtler rules of survival within the castle’s social hierarchy, there had been…
…incidents.
A group of pure-blood students - careless, entitled, and far too comfortable with their magic - had decided I made for an amusing target. One afternoon, I had reached for a book left conspicuously unattended in the library, only for the cover to snap shut on my fingers with unnatural force, a minor Jinx woven into its spine. The pain had been sharp enough to draw blood, the laughter sharper still. It hadn’t been a dangerous spell, not truly, but it had been enough. Enough to teach me that magic, in the wrong hands, could be wielded with quiet cruelty. Enough to teach me to question everything.
So I didn’t immediately open the door.
Instead, I lingered there for a breath longer, my grip tightening slightly against the cold metal, my mind turning over possibilities - calculating and assessing - before deciding whether this was simply a threshold…
Or a trap waiting to be sprung.
And this situation was an oddity in and of itself, but the old, moldy wooden doors didn’t do my person harm and I escaped more pain for now.
And then I pushed the doors open…
To reveal…
Flying…
Keys…
“Flying…” Neville started to say.
“Keys!” Luna excitedly finished for the Omega Gryffindor, her pale-silver eyes wide and looking up in wonder at all the fluttering keys.
Moonlight filtered through the high windows along the left side of the vast chamber, spilling in pale ribbons that caught against the swarm of winged keys and set them glittering like a constellation in motion. Their metallic bodies flashed and vanished in the shifting light, the soft clatter of their wings faintly echoing through the space as we stepped inside.
To my left, the familiar architecture of Hogwarts revealed itself. There were carved stone walls, structured and deliberate, as though this portion of the room had been claimed and shaped by the castle above. But to my right, that order dissolved entirely. Rough, unhewn rock jutted outward, jagged and untouched, as if the space had been abandoned midway through its creation.
The transition was jarring.
Civilized structure giving way to something far older, far more natural.
History left by the Founders.
It lent the chamber an uncanny atmosphere, like standing at the threshold of something submerged and ancient, a forgotten cavern caught between intention and neglect, where magic had settled into the stone and refused to leave.
“Albus had mentioned that Professor Flitwick was working on a project for him and that was why he couldn’t head the Dueling Class that Professor Lockhart was awarded.” I absently explained as we closed in on the middle of the room. “I would bet all the knuts in my vault that this was said project. Professor Flitwick is known for his astounding dueling prowess, but he also is the Charms professor so it would make sense the old fool would turn to him for this.”
“Winged keys…” Luna giddily said as she twirled around to grasp all the keys around us.
“Why is a broom in the middle of the room?” Neville asked, confusion lacing his tone as we all made it to the center where a broom indeed hovered, almost as if it were waiting for a witch or wizard, and we all now stared at it.
I looked at the boom and then looked up at the flying keys…
And then looked back at the hovering broom…
For Salazar’s sake…
I wasn’t called the Brightest Witch of her Age for no reason and I knew what this was…
“It’s a test.” I blurted out with a huff. “Albus loves the tomes Greville Twiddle published and the 16th century wizard was obsessed with puzzles. This is a puzzle, one I’m sure the old fool devised on his own, but a test nonetheless for someone who is seeking the Philosopher's stone.”
“And… what kind of test involves… flying keys?” Neville asked, not understanding what we were supposed to do.
“A fun one obviously!” Luna answered, her fingers splaying out as she did what the muggles would call ‘jazz hands’.
“An annoying one.” I corrected with a negative rumble and then a tired sigh, my eyes still looking at the broom. “Is either one of you proficient in flying a broom?” I asked as I turned my attention to the two behind me.
Merlin knows I have no interest in flying or Quidditch.
“Oh, me!” Luna answered as she put her hand up. “I know how to do the Tailrek Twirl, you know? Xeno and I needed to be really good at flying so we could keep up with Hippogriffs and reach dragon nests that were on mountain cliffs.” She proudly explained as she moved toward the broom and ran her hand over the stagnant wood.
“Hmmmm…” I hummed, eyes narrowed in thought.
Albus is a Gryffindor through and through so what in Salazar's name would this test promote…
Unity?
Strength?
A combination of both?
Will there be more tests after we complete this one?
Will they get more difficult with each passing one?
“What am I Odysseus?” I mumbled with another displeased rumble. “That would make Minerva Penelope… I have gone off on an arduous journey to defeat a foe while she rules as queen of a castle…”
Gaia, Minerva will skin me alive, make sure I’ve passed the veil, then drag me back to kill me again if this takes us ten years…
“Hermione?” Neville whispered to me, a worried look in his eyes. “Are you having a fit? Why are you mumbling to yourself?”
I glared at Neville and softly growled at him.
“Oh, sod off.” I good-naturedly shot back with a scoff. “You always mumble to yourself, so are you always having a conniption fit, Omega Neville Francis Longbottom?” I asked, daring him to say anything else, the use of his full name and a title a deadly weapon in my arsenal.
The Omega Gryffindor opened his mouth, but no intelligible words came out.
Our light-hearted banter was cut short by the Beta Ravenclaw saddling and straddling the levitating broom which made the all flying keys dive for Luna. It was like watching a butterfly swarm, but the butterflies jingled and annoyed their target. Neville seemed to immediately secrete anxiety ridden Omega pheromones, but my eyes were taking in the keys.
I looked at the door that was across from us, past the broom and a few meters away, and then looked at the keys flying in the air…
The door must be locked then…
And I’m sure an Alohamora wouldn't do the trick knowing Albus…
“…Tests, ’Mione, are not to measure what you know, but to help you discover what you are capable of. And puzzles... Ah, those delightful tangles... are the universe’s way of making sure our minds stay curious, our wits stay sharp, and our pride stays humble…”
Is what the old fool said to me once…
And I didn’t need to confirm my astute observations because it was so blaringly obvious so I focused on the keys once more.
Humble…
HAH!
I was the Brightest Witch of her Age…
“Luna!” Neville squeaked in alarm as Luna kept getting knocked around like a ragdoll by the keys, her broom slowly ascending into the air, but she was as calm as ever.
“Lunas fine, Neville. Trust her.” I rumbled, arms crossed over my chest as I watched the Beta Ravenclaw fly, trying to comfort Neville’s worries about our friend. “Luna! Look for an older key! One as old as Albus Dumbledore himself! We need it to unlock the door!” I boomed to Luna, my voice reverberating off the stone walls of this space, and she gave me a lackadaisical thumbs up.
Luna giggled, but her control over the broom was still in place.
The Beta Ravenclaw offered no answer, at least, not in words. Instead, she twisted the broom beneath her in a wide, controlled arc, the motion smooth and precise as she narrowly avoided a brass key that tore free from the flock and dive-bombed toward her with startling aggression. It missed her by mere millimeters, the rush of displaced air whispering past as it rejoined the chaotic swarm.
There was nothing frantic in Luna’s movements.
Every adjustment was measured - intentional - each shift of the Beta Ravenclaw’s weight and angle of the broom executed with quiet confidence, as though she were solving a problem in motion rather than reacting to it. And yet, the tension lingered all the same, coiling tighter with every passing second as the keys grew more erratic, their metallic bodies flashing like blades in the dim, flickering light.
I was the grace of a witch who’d spent years gliding between cliffs, chasing sky-serpents believed long forgotten, and swooping after faeries in the woods.
Luna wasn’t flying like someone under attack.
The Beta Ravenclaw was herding the flying keys.
I watched as Luna’s pale-silver eyes darted from key to key, scanning.
Not for colour…
Not for size…
For behavior.
The Beta Ravenclaw, at my words, had changed just how she perceived the keys.
At first, I saw that Luna was looking at them in wonder, but now she had a calculating gaze. She was looking for the oldest key and knew it would be the irregularity.
The Beta Ravenclaw didn’t just spot creatures.
Luna understood them.
She understands quite a lot of things…
Even I knew that from the countless times the Beta Ravenclaw had rambled on about her adventures with her Father.
“There…” I mumbled, my eyes following Luna’s quick movements, but also something that was different.
One winged backward against the flow.
Old bronze, larger, battered at the edges.
Flying just slightly slower than the rest.
Lagging, hesitating, like it had a different prerogative than the others.
That was the one.
Continuing to look on, the Beta Ravenclaw tucked into a steep dive, no doubt noticing the different key as well, her knees gripping the broom like a professional Quidditch player. The swarm instantly reacted, spinning downward with her, a spiral of shrieking wings and glinting metal that knew the jig was up. She weaved between them, hands forward, fingers twitching at the magical wood that was underneath.
A dip left.
A sudden burst upward.
A shriek from the Omega Gryffindor.
“LUNA!” Neville yelled, boundless worry in his panicked tone, his Omega pheromones so thick that I scrunched my nose and considered knocking him out until this was over.
But…
Luna wrenched the broom into a tight corkscrew, her body seamlessly folding into the motion as she spiraled through the air. A cluster of silver keys slashed past her in a blur, so close their sharpened edges whispered through the ends of her hair, severing a few pale strands that drifted weightlessly in her wake.
The Beta Ravenclaw was baiting them.
Outflying them.
I had never been a fan of Quidditch, but I was rooting for Luna.
“Come on, Luna…” I whispered, my one good eye boring into the Beta Ravenclaw, and my fists clenched at my sides.
Then, like snatching a butterfly mid-flight, Luna reached - in one smooth movement - and snagged the key out of the air just as she almost splattered into the stone Neville and I were standing on just a ways away.
It struggled in the Beta Ravenclaw's grasp, violently flapping, but she sharply turned the broom and shot back toward us. A dozen other keys gave chase, but she ducked and rolled, throwing them off with a swerve that looked more like dance than escape.
Luna was having fun.
The Beta Ravenclaw descended at last, her boots meeting the stone with a soft, decisive tap, blue-lined robes settling behind her in a slow, comet-like sweep. For a single suspended heartbeat, the room seemed to hold its breath.
Then, as if bound to her triumph, the keys fell.
One by one - no, all at once - the swarm lost its frantic life and dropped from the air in a metallic chorus, clattering against the stone floor in perfect, unnatural unison. The echo rang through the chamber as she stepped forward to join Neville and I, the silence that followed far heavier than the chaos that had come before.
Luna's face was flushed but delighted at what had just occurred.
“I got it.” Luna said, holding up the old, rusted key. “Little guy was slower than the rest, but was different just like you said, Hermione. Maybe they need to go on a diet?” She added with a cheeky smile, her hands showing off her catch.
The Omega Gryffindor looked at the Beta Ravenclaw in awe.
I nodded because I knew Luna wasn’t replaceable.
Our Beta Ravenclaw was something exceptionally remarkable.
Luna didn’t need Alpha strength, didn’t need Omega intuition - but had Beta neutrality, subtlety, patience - and a predator’s eye for what didn’t belong.
The Beta Ravenclaw didn’t overpower the puzzle.
Luna outthought it.
As the door clicked open from, the Beta Ravenclaw had just finished turning the key in the keyhole, her body jumping up and down excitedly…
I wolfishly smirked.
There were many ways to win a chase.
Mine was the unparalleled ferocity I poured into my work.
Neville’s was the passion he brought to anything he did.
Luna’s…
…was wisdom born from the solitude she previously basked in.
And sometimes, those qualities one has, the ones made better by the people around them…
Make all the difference in situations such as this.
The old fool was promoting team-work…
Did he tailor this task to Luna?
Will the other be tailored to Neville and I?
Merlin only knew what Albus was thinking, but there was only one thing to do…
Move forward.
And that is exactly what the three of us did.
My body throbbed in pain with each limped step I took…
The Omega Gryffindor was anxious about what lay ahead…
And the Beta Ravenclaw was tired from the test she just underwent…
But we stepped through the now open door and presumably onto the next test that was in tone for us…
Chapter 26: Chapter 26
Summary:
Minerva and Albus worry, while the trio continue the with tests...
Chapter Text
POV: Minerva
I tried to sleep.
Key word.
Tried.
I tried so very hard, but…
But…
I felt Hermione’s pain like it was my own.
My Omega hindbrain keening and whining all the while.
The younger Alpha had not left my classroom in the best state, but I did not know it would have this much effect on the both of us. I have extensively read about bondings, poured through tomes of the history on bondings and soulmates, and have experienced bonded couples firsthand numerous times, but…
But this was not a part of any of that experience…
Was this how Hermione felt before fixing one of the cracks in her magic core?
All the time?
Right at this very moment?
Did my words hurt her so much that she is now feeling that pain once again?
I internally asked myself those worrying questions and I could no longer take it.
I ripped the red and gold themed sheets off of my body, quickly removed myself from the bed, and started to pace the length of my chambers.
“Neit tae dae somethin... anythin... Neit tae fix this before it aw comes crumblin doun an a lose ma sun…” I mumbled angrily, my accent coming in thick, my hands tightly scrunching the green see-though gown that was on my body at the moment, my Omega pheromones coating this space with the one prominent feeling coursing through my very being.
Dread.
But what could I do?
Albus was clear-
My thoughts, the ramblings going on in my worried mind, came to a stop as a loud POP rang through my ears. Years of battle experience, of having gone through one war already, came flooding back and I wordlessly summoned my wand to my hand. I had the wooden extension of myself pointed at the intruder who dared to apparate into my chambers.
I was ready to erase them with my volatile magic…
But my eyes widened and standing before me was…
Albus Dumbledore himself.
My long time friend and the wizard who I was angry at.
“Hello, Minerva…” Albus started out, eyeing me warily, his tone one of forced calmness. “I would offer you a lemon drop, but we are not in my office and I have something of importance to talk to you about. It simply cannot wait, my old friend…”
“Aye, a agree, but a very much want tae hex ye intae oblivion, Albus Dumbledore!” I replied through gritted teeth, my pheromones scent turning from one of anxiousness to one of unbridled anger.
The older Omega dropped his strained smile and slowly put his hands in the air.
Albus was communicating to me that I was the one in control.
The older Omega was saying my anger was justified and he would not raise arms against me.
It was utterly infuriating.
“I would gladly take the verbal and physical lashes you would give me for my actions Minerva, but I come to you with a matter of great importance,” Albus stressed, worry etched into his wizened face, more wrinkles present than I had seen before.
“You said the other matter was of importance to and now my soulmate is going against an evil force.” I responded back, a hiss thrown in at the end, as I tried to calm myself.
“It was… it is important.” Albus repeated, conviction in his tone, his body straightening some at the words flowing out of his mouth. I could tell he had started to secrete some of his own calming Omega pheromone and I at least appreciated that. “Everything to do with ‘Mione is important. You know who she is, who she represents, and what she will do in the future.”
“Aye, I know Albus, but I thought I would be able to help.” I stressed as I finally lowered my wand and wordlessly returned it to where it once was. “While she is down there, we are sitting here with our thumbs up our arses! Brightest witch of her age…” I continued, pointing to myself at the nickname. “...And the many lauded titles you bare, but we both are condemned as spectators? Tha sin cruaidh agus mì-fhortanach! Mallachd na h-adhbharan! Feumaidh mi cuideachadh mo Alpha!”
(That is cruel and unfair! Fuck the fates! I need to help my Alpha!)
Albus sadly sighed and his face contorted into what looked like pain.
I looked closer…
Saw the minimal threads of magic around his person…
What caused him to use so much?
The older Omega trotted over to the armchair Hermione had sat on - that just so happened to be Gryffindor red - and gingerly sat down in it. He didn’t say a word, just observing my chamber like he had not been here before, but then he finally spoke.
“I wish there was another way. I wish I could do something, use my vast experience and power, but I cannot.” Albus responded, now looking far older than he was. “You know why. You know I am tied-” He started to say, but I interrupted the words.
“Aye, I know.” I said with a sigh of my own as I walked to the chair across from his and sat down in it. “I know…” I defeatedly repeated. “What was this important matter you needed to discuss with me?”
Albus’s face turned serious and he looked straight into my eyes.
“The Ministry was a diversion. It was a trap and I really am a fool.” Albus explained as he rubbed his hands over his face. “We may not be able to interfere, but we will be there for them. Minerva, Fates-be-damned, we will be there for them this night.”
But an irksome question wiggled itself to the forefront of my mind…
My Omega hindbrain echoing the sentiment.
What if that was not enough?
What then?
I did not have the answer…
I did not have the answer?
Godric…
“Och, I do not have the answer…” I brokenly whispered, lip quivering, Albus looking at me with concern, and my Omega pheromone finally making my worry known.
And that innate realization made me crumple into my seat and weep at my own uselessness…
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When the three of us stepped through the door, the world changed.
The chamber beyond was not merely dim, but it was swallowed whole by darkness. A thick, oppressive blackness clung to the space, heavy and absolute, devouring the faint light that trailed in behind us as though it had no right to exist there. It was nothing like the previous room. There was no glint of motion, no echo of life, only a suffocating stillness that pressed in from all sides.
Even as a witch, I couldn’t see.
The darkness wasn’t the simple absence of light, it was something deeper, something that felt almost deliberate, as though the room itself rejected illumination. It curled at the edges of my vision, swallowing depth and distance until the space around us felt endless and claustrophobic all at once.
And it was familiar.
The realization struck with quiet, creeping dread. It reminded me of the void I had once been trapped within, that endless, hollow nothing, where time lost meaning and thought echoed back upon itself. The memory surfaced unbidden, cold and invasive, and a bone-deep chill traced its way down my spine…
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
I pray to the Fates themselves that this doesn’t last…
And seemingly the Fates did hear my prayer…
Because the torches that were close to us flickered to life and bloomed into an otherworldly blue flame tinged with white at the flames edge.
It gave the chamber some light and I was grateful for it.
I also noticed that there were other torches, but they were not lit.
“We need to move forward.” I loudly rumbled. “My educated guess is that movement triggers the flame to life.”
“Makes sense to me.” Neville agreed.
Luna just nodded her head at my words, so we cautiously started to move forward from the entrance we were still standing in front of.
One by one, the torches lit, emitting the blue-white flame until they all revealed the mammoth chess board that was in the center of the chamber.
I didn’t like how the pieces looked at my person.
The innately magical stone chess set stretched across the room like a battlefield locked in anticipation, and the life inside each marble figure stirred with ancient magic…
Watching.
Waiting.
Not even Mr. Filch or a rage-filled troll made my skin crawl the way they did.
This game wasn’t going to be symbolic.
It was going to be real.
“We’ll need to take the place of the…” I said, my voice sharper than I meant it to be. “...missing pieces that aren’t on the board.” I added as I pointed to where said pieces were indeed missing.
The far side of the board loomed before us, waiting.
Gleaming black pieces stood in rigid formation, their polished surfaces catching the dim light as though drinking it in. Swords were raised in silent challenge, each figure towering - some nearly my height, others surpassing it - casting long, jagged shadows across the stone. They didn’t move, didn’t breathe, and yet there was a horrid and dreadful sense of awareness about them, as though they watched us all the same.
Encircling the chamber, braziers burned with that same unnatural blue fire, their flames steady and cold, casting a spectral glow that transformed the entire space into something ritualistic…
…something staged.
And just beyond the board…
There.
A single door stood waiting, set plainly behind the opposing side, almost too obvious in its placement. It was unguarded, unobstructed… conspicuous in a way that felt deliberate. An invitation.
Or a promise.
Our way forward.
But…
The air around the pieces thrummed with danger.
I glanced at the Beta Ravenclaw, who serenely stood beside me, dreamy as ever, her pheromones calm as rain that pitter-pattered against my bedside window. The Omega Gryffindor stood a few meters back, fidgeting with the sleeve of his red and gold lined robes. His own pheromones were faint, but anxious, like sunlight behind a fog.
I was still proud of Neville, for the progress he made, but he had this look in his eyes that made me wary.
We might have been witches and wizards - thinking, autonomous, entirely capable of making our own choices - but the instinct to protect the Omega Gryffindor thrummed beneath it all, undeniable and fiercely alive. It wasn’t something I had consciously chosen, nor something I could easily ignore.
My Alpha hindbrain had already risen to meet it, alert and coiled with purpose, ready to confront and vanquish anything that dared stand in our way.
“I’ll do it.” Neville quietly whispered, his eyes lingering on the large game of wizards chess, specifically on the black pieces that were at the ready.
I blinked at that.
“Do what?” I asked, slightly confused by Neville’s declaration.
“I’ll play too.” Neville repeated, still not looking up. “Gran properly taught me wizards chess. I’m… I’m actually kind of good at it...” He admitted.
“You?” I said in response.
I didn’t mean to sound surprised, but I’d never heard the Omega Gryffindor raise his voice in class, let alone offer to take charge in a perilous situation.
It was one thing to make a conscious decision to move forward, but another to act.
Neville nodded at the word that flowed from my lips.
“I know it’s strange. Everyone expects me to be bloody terrible at things, but… I always liked wizards chess. It makes sense. No one's yelling, no one's expecting me to blow something up… It's just me and my brain engaged in a game. Just rules, outwitting the other side, and battling to win without an incantation or wand.”
I hummed in consideration.
There was a steadiness in the Omega Gryffindor’s voice that made me pause. I studied him - really and truly studied him - since he had reavowed the Gryffindor oath. He still looked soft, hesitant, and he still stuttered when he got too anxious, but those green eyes of his were tracking every piece on the board, measuring their weight, their range, their possible behavior. He was playing the game before the game had even started, moving the pieces in his mind, countering imagined moves, and I was impressed.
I looked back at the board, then at Luna.
The Beta Ravenclaw tilted her head, catching my gaze, and it seemed like we were in agreement.
“Neville is more than most witches or wizards give him credit for, you know?” Luna murmured as she looked at me. “And… I think the pieces will like him more than us.”
Luna said it like a secret only she was allowed to know.
That means this is Neville’s test then…
“…Alright,” I said, a confidence in my voice that was bolstered by the two’s actions. “You lead, Neville. Tell us where you need us. This is clearly a test that will utilize your skills, so we will leave it up to your discretion.”
Neville’s head jerked up.
“Really?” Neville asked, surprise in his tone.
“Yes. If you’re sure you can do it.” I replied, folding my arm across my chest, the pain still lingering in my body, but I continued to push through it for the sake of my friends.
The Omega Gryffindor smiled, small but certain.
“I’ll be the knight.” Neville said, turning toward the mount. “Hermione, I think you should take the queen-side castle. It fits your style. Formidable and strong. Luna, you’re the bishop. They move diagonally, and you’re good at finding paths, seeing things, other people miss.”
The Beta Ravenclaw nodded as if Neville had just told her something she already knew.
I mounted my rook that was by the Queens side square, deeply inhaled while letting the heavy magic wrap around my person, and tried to be one with my Alpha hindbrain.
The moment all three of us took our places…
The opposing pieces sprang to life.
Swords clanged against shields.
Horses pawed at the marble.
The match had begun.
The Omega Gryffindor called the moves, calm but commanding.
“Pawn to E5. Luna, one diagonal left. Hermione, hold position. You’re covering our queen’s flank.” Neville commanded, a tremble to his voice, but his posture was straight and his eyes scanning the board.
I obeyed, faintly surprised by how readily I fell into the rhythm of Neville’s strategy. He wasn’t a flashy player. There was no unnecessary flourish and no dramatic sacrifices made for spectacle alone. Every move he made was precise, deliberate, and carefully considered, as though he were thinking several steps ahead while the rest of us were still catching up.
It wasn’t about an Alpha's domination.
It was about flow.
Anticipation.
Control without arrogance.
I wasn’t used to letting anyone else lead, let alone a male Omega…
But this…
This was different.
The Omega Gryffindor did not merely see the board, he understood it, as though every move had already been written and he alone possessed the key to reading it. His gaze flicked across the pieces with quiet intensity, tracking patterns and possibilities that lay far beyond the present moment. He wasn’t reacting, but orchestrating. Each command he gave was precise, inevitable - guiding us along a path only he could perceive - as though we were moving through a story whose ending he had already calculated.
Luna moved like mist at his direction - silent, fluid - and impossible to predict. She slipped across the board in ways that defied expectation, bypassing threats before they could fully form, her presence a quiet disruption to the enemy’s rigid formation.
And I…
I became the force he needed.
I held my ground and struck when he told me to, channeling every ounce of strength into a single, devastating blow that shattered an opposing bishop into rubble. The impact reverberated through my arms, magic surging up through bone and muscle alike, as though the board itself acknowledged our unity.
It was…
Seamless.
And strangely, I felt no pain.
The usual, gnawing fracture within my core - the instability that had plagued me - was absent, held at bay by the ancient magic woven into the board. For this fleeting moment, whatever force governed the game had suspended my horrid suffering, allowing me to move without hesitation, without weakness.
But then the black queen advanced.
“She’s baiting us!” Neville yelled from the knight’s square, gripping the saddle’s edge. “She wants me to move. She’s hoping to expose the bishop’s line.
“She’s very vain, that one. She always overreaches and will always resort to evil deeds… But will she win the war? Or just the battle?” Luna whispered, her voice taking on a different tone.
I had no earthly idea what the Beta Ravenclaw was talking about, but if I had to guess…
I would say that Luna's eyes were a milk-white at the moment.
Neville exhaled, but his lips were moving not even a moment after the sound.
“Okay. Hermione… When I give the signal… take her out.” Neville yelled out.
“That I can do.” I responded as I looked at the unnerving black queen, looked into those sickly green eyes, and it sent a shiver throughout my person. “But you’re not sacrificing yourself. Godric Gryffindor himself be damned, but you’re not doing that today, Neville.” I commanded, ferocity lacing every word that spilled out of my mouth.
“I’m not. I won’t.” Neville quickly said. “We’re not doing that. We don’t need to. But we do need to lure her one square closer.”
The Omega Gryffindor made the move himself, deliberately clumsy, as if he were a daft novice. The black queen surged forward, striking down his knight’s pawn with a crash of stone and vicious magic. She had taken the bait, moved that one square, but my own anxiety flared at the thought of him being hurt.
My Alpha hindbrain screamed to be his shield, my pheromones secreting from my person in thick waves, and I helplessly looked on at the scene playing out.
The scent of dust and rock filled the air….
But it finally cleared and revealed an unharmed Omega Gryffindor.
Neville winced but remained upright.
Not hurt…
For Salazar’s sake…
Thank the gods themselves…
The enemy queen was now perfectly exposed.
“Now!” Neville shouted as his green eyes snapping to my own.
I surged forward.
My rook collided with the black queen in a storm of shattered marble and shrieking metal.
It was like a battle of wills for a split moment, my own magic against hers, and I got a flash of my own body crumbling under her weight…
But…
The flash, that odd moment disappeared and…
The black queen collapsed in pieces at my feet.
The black king raised his sword and laid it at his side.
Checkmate.
The pieces stilled.
Then, one by one, they bowed, the magic holding them dissolving into a gold mist.
At the far end of the chamber, beyond the towering wizarding chessboard, a door stirred.
It didn’t simply open, it groaned - the sound deep and ancient - as though the very stone resented being moved after so long. The hinges protested in a low, drawn-out creak that echoed through the room, lingering in the air like the final note of a warning.
Slowly, deliberately, the door gave way.
Beyond it lay a corridor swallowed in darkness, its depths unreadable, the shadows within seeming thicker than they had any right to be.
It didn’t invite entry.
It waited for us.
Gaia, we’ve done it.
Together.
The Omega Gryffindor shakily dismounted and dropped to one knee.
The Beta Ravenclaw was already beside him, checking his arm.
“Are you alright?” I asked, crouching beside Neville, worried about the state of his person.
“I’m fine.” Neville replied, breathless but smiling. “It worked. It actually bloody worked.”
I stared at the Omega Gryffindor and allowed a small wolfish smirk to appear on my face.
“That was… brilliant, Neville. Utterly mad, but… You were brilliant.” I said, meaning every word.
Neville flushed red at the compliment and was biting his lip in contemplation.
“Y-You really mean that?” Neville asked, a slight stutter to his words, and bewilderment in his tone.
“Of course I mean it. You commanded that board like a general who had fought a thousand battles” I answered, nothing but sincerity in my answer.
“Gran always says Omegas shouldn’t lead…” Neville mumbled and sniffled at his words. “Says we’re supposed to support their Alpha, raise the young, and obey. Be… quiet.”
I frowned at that and my Alpha hindbrain also made my displeasure known.
“That’s complete shite and nonsense.” I said with a low growl.
The Omega Gryffindor's smile turned faint and watery.
“Didn’t feel like it when I was one and I had just bloody lost everything...” Neville softly whispered, his gaze looking out at nothing as he no doubt remembered some horrid memory.
“Well…” Luna said, pulling out her wand to wrap a cloth around his hand that had been cut “You’re not one anymore. You’re a wizard, a brilliant wizard no matter what anyone says, and someone who is blooming into themselves.”
Neville blinked at her and was stunned into silence.
“T-Thanks Luna…” Neville responded, the pink in his cheeks growing darker, his pheromone communicating his lack of experience in procuring compliments.
I helped Neville to his feet.
“Come on. The stone isn’t going to guard itself from this evil.” I said as I looked over to the now open door.
“Right. Let’s finish this. Together.” Neville said, nodding his head.
“Together.” Luna repeated as she entwined her hands in ours and started to walk to the door.
Together…
Chapter 27: Chapter 27
Summary:
The trio deal with the last test and face what lies at the end of this journey...
Chapter Text
Stairs.
It was always stairs.
But…
After the stairs…
The corridor narrowed and no noise filtered to any of our ears.
It was silent.
No more frantic charges into danger.
No collapsing ceilings.
No ravenous, grasping magical plants.
The world seemed to…
…pause.
The air grew unnaturally still, thick with age, with something watching, and something waiting. It pressed against my skin, heavy and deliberate, as though the very space had been holding its breath for centuries and had only now decided to acknowledge our presence.
There was nothing here but a single, towering archway.
The door set within it was wrought of smooth, lightless obsidian, its surface drinking in what little illumination dared exist in the chamber.
There was no handle.
No hinges.
No keyhole.
No Merline-be-damned visible means of entry at all.
Just a presence.
And above it - etched into the stone in thin, delicate lines of golden light - was an inscription.
To proceed, you must master the impossible.
What am I?
Neville let out a low breath beside me, but I could see and scent that this message had him nervous.
“Sounds… promising…” Neville said, shifting from one foot to the other.
Luna’s fingers brushed the frame of the door.
“It’s watching us. It’s… curious. Maybe it's waiting for an answer? A reply?” Luna airily proposed.
I stared at the words and frowned.
They reminded me of something Minerva once said about Transfiguration…
“Real understanding is not memorization, Miss Granger. It is the act of being willing to be wrong until you are not…”
Behind me, the Omega Gryffindor restlessly shifted on his feet, the subtle change in his scent carrying a thread of anxiety that had grown more potent despite his effort to remain composed. I felt it instinctively, like noticing a shift in the air before a storm, and knew he was trying, quite valiantly, to keep himself calm. To my left, the Beta Ravenclaw stood in quiet contrast, a calm presence radiating from her like a still lake untouched by wind, steady and grounding.
And I…
…was the Alpha.
A dynamic I hadn’t expected to bear at my presenting.
The others, the ones who looked at me with disdain and disgust, thought me to be a pliant Omega…
But I wasn't a 1950's Muggle housewife.
I was the Brightest Witch of her Age and I was spectacularly brilliant.
I was the one who was supposed to find the answers.
I could find the answers.
So I stepped forward, lifting my chin with quiet certainty, the poised composure of Slytherin settling over my person like a second skin.
“Paradox.” I confidently said aloud, answering the riddle. “I am a paradox.”
The door immediately opened and without a sound.
I was correct…
Of course, I was correct!
“Merlin's bloody beard!” Neville squealed while Luna looked proud. “One try? You got it one try? I didn’t even know it was a riddle!” He groaned, slightly glaring at the now opened doors.
“That’s because you’re horrible at riddles.” Luna responded, a teasing lilt to her voice as she started to walk forward. “You can’t think when you have so many nargles in your ears, Neville!”
I glanced at Neville, a flicker of pity softening my expression, before offering my explanation as we resumed our slow, deliberate steps forward.
“It was simple… At least to me it was simple.” I said. “The impossible… can be loosely defined. Is anything truly impossible, Neville? I thought magic was impossible, but here we are. And if it is impossible… That means we just haven’t figured out the answer to make it possible. So, a paradox. A paradox is something that defies logical resolution. It exists in a space between truth and contradiction respectively, but also in conjunction with one another. One simply cannot solve a paradox, something that is impossible, but embracing it as it is. Once you embrace the impossible, the structure of what is possible becomes improbable, but the improbability becomes the truth. The truth… it then changes the impossible into something probable, the very foundation of the question changes, and it becomes solvable. So that is how you solve the impossible.” I nonchalantly explained.
The Omega Gryffindor stopped walking for a moment right before the door, face scrunched up in confusion, and then shook his head in disbelief.
“I have no bloody idea what you just said Hermione, but if you're saying it then it must be true.” Neville replied with another shake of his head and a giggle from the Beta Ravenclaw who had stopped with us.
But with the riddle solved and the explanation complete…
The three of us walked inside.
The room was enormous, round, and white…
Blindingly white.
The chamber rose around us in a smooth, enclosing arc, its walls curving upward like the hollowed interior of some colossal, ancient egg. There were no doors to mark an exit, no shelves or windows to suggest purpose or design.
At the center stood a wide platform, stark and deliberate in its placement, as though the entire room had been shaped around it. And above it, suspended in defiance of all natural law, burned a white flame. It gave off no smoke, no heat, and yet it radiated a quiet, otherworldly brilliance, its light steady and unwavering.
And beneath the flame sat three chairs, three podiums, and one stone console with three runes carved into it…
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆
Mind
ᛗ
Heart
ᛟ
Will
ᛊ
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆
Who sat in those chairs…
What was the console for…
Why always three?
All I had were questions.
But I do love riddles, questions, and mysteries…
And as if in answer to that quiet fascination, as the three of us stepped closer to the center of the chamber where the runes glowed, the white flame surged.
A voice filled the room.
Not spoken aloud, but inside my mind.
Old…
Quiet…
Affectionate?
‘Hermione Jean Granger. This is your final trial. Created for you. And for those you trust most. I know that you know I tailored these trials to you. Forgive an old fool for more secrets, but I have faith in you ‘Mione.’
Old fool…
Not the Headmaster from the Great Hall or the Chief Warlock of the Wizengamot…
But a wizard who knew and was prepared for this, prepared for us, and had deliberately made these trials.
I felt it in my bones now…
Albus knew I’d come this far.
The old fool expected it.
‘This test will measure your mind, not just its strength, but its reach… Its limit… Prove evil wrong ‘Mione… Prove to them that you are the daughter of the sun…’
The voice faded into nothing and left me utterly speechless.
But I didn’t have time to ponder on Albus’s words…
The white flame dimmed.
And suddenly the room changed…
A hum filled the air like rising tension.
Three walls shimmered into view and they all each had a different structure to them…
The first wall was a labyrinth of motion and mechanism, wrought entirely of interlocking gears, rotating columns, and spinning rings inscribed with runes. Some of the symbols were familiar, etched in scripts I recognized from my studies, while others were older, more ancient, their meanings obscured by time yet humming faintly with power as they turned.
It pulsed with rhythm and demanded decoding.
The second wall gleamed like polished crystal.
Behind it, a dozen magical creatures, realistic yet illusory, moved through shifting environments that changed with quiet, seamless grace. One moment they wandered through dense, shadowed forests, the next across open skies or mist-laden fields, each scene dissolving into another as though the boundary between them did not truly exist.
I caught sight of a Bowtruckle clinging to the bark of a tree, a Phoenix wreathed in soft, flickering light, a Boggart shifting restlessly between forms, and even a newborn Thestral, unsteady on its legs, taking its first uncertain steps into a world it could not yet understand.
The third wall was blank stone…
Until words slowly burned across it:
To make one choice is to erase another…
Which future will you destroy?
Each wall had a stone console of its own.
I realized what this was.
A puzzle.
But not just one.
Three Salazar-be-damned tests.
All impossible.
All interlocked.
I realized it in but a moment…
Each one reflected back a piece of me, the core of who I was…
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆
Logic
Empathy
Ambition
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆
“The challenge is meant for all three of us.” Luna softly said, walking to the glass-like wall. “I can feel it. As if it was always meant to be… Odd that there are no centaurs here…”
Neville drifted toward the stone wall and I noticed a prominent crease in his brow.
“Godric, this one’s about sacrifice…” Neville murmured. “About choosing between people you love.”
Morgana, of course it is…
I stepped toward the wall of gears and runes.
Up close, it was a masterpiece of motion and meaning, every rotating column and spinning ring inscribed with symbols that shifted just enough to evade easy comprehension. It was written in old Arithmancy, the kind that predated modern notation, where numbers weren’t merely counted but interpreted. They were woven into magical law, bound by ancient logic, and layered with permutations so complex they defied simple calculation.
It wasn’t meant to be solved quickly.
This was the sort of work that would demand decades of study with quill and parchment, careful notation, and relentless patience…
…and yet here it stood, alive and turning, as though daring a witch or wizard to understand it in a single moment.
But there were no tools here…
Just time and the truth…
At the center of the gear wall was a glowing lock and its design unmistakably reminiscent of a Time-Turner.
But it wasn’t the same.
I knew that with absolute certainty. I had handled one before, had felt the delicate precision of its magic as a third-year, when time itself had been placed - quite literally - in my hands. A true Time-Turner was elegant in its restraint, its rotations smooth, its purpose singular.
This, however…
This intricate magical anomaly was something else entirely.
The rings didn’t move with gentle, measured turns. They shifted with intent, erratic yet purposeful, as though time here wasn’t being traveled but manipulated, stretched and folded into something far less predictable. The glow it emitted was sharper, almost intrusive, and the magic humming from it lacked the quiet balance I remembered.
This wasn’t a tool.
It was a lock built from the very concept of time and it didn’t at all feel safe.
And then three other runes blinked…
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆
Time
ᛃ
Truth
ᚫ
Thought
ᚲ
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆
And a line above it read…
Only when all three trials are completed will the path to the Philosopher's Stone open.
Choose your roles.
I didn’t hesitate.
Not even a moment's thought about which of the trials would suit me…
“I’ll take this one.” I said, hand already brushing across the carved runes. “The logical one. This is meant for me.”
The Omega Gryffindor looked hesitant, his green eyes peering at the one he stood in front of, and there was a slight shake to his hands that hung limply at his sides.
“The sacrifice one… It- it scares me.” Neville admitted, his body shivering at the words, his Omega pheromones flaring and telling of his anxious state.
My Alpha hindbrain wanted to do all of them so no harm came to either of them, but I needed to step back and trust them.
Perhaps I could finish mine early and help them?
Slip them answers…
No, no…
“You’re the only one who can do it.” I said gently, a comforting rumble coming from my lips, my hand coming to rest on his shoulder “Your heart… it’s the strongest.”
Neville blinked and his eyes went as wide as saucers.
“You think so? I don’t know…” Neville replied, doubt creeping in his tone, the fidgeting back
“Salazar, of course I do. You’re the one who always sees the people behind the problem.” I said with a singular nod of my head.
The Beta Ravenclaw nodded as well.
“I’ll take the creatures. They want understanding. Not just study. Nor fear. Nor someone who will use them for potion ingredients. I think they’ll listen to what I have to say.” Luna dreamily said with a bright smile.
Roles accepted.
And then…
The timer began
The true final test had begun
Above the white flame, an hourglass hung suspended in the air. With a soft, deliberate motion, it flipped, and golden sands began to fall in a steady, luminous stream, each grain catching the light as it tumbled into the waiting chamber below, marking time with quiet, inescapable precision.
Luna, Neville, and I each took our places.
Mine…
The wall of logic, memory, and thought.
It was like playing four games of wizard’s chess at once, while translating ancient languages and unraveling a riddle whose answer refused to remain constant for more than a few seconds. The symbols relentlessly shifted, slipping in and out of meaning as though they were alive, resisting any attempt to fix them in place. Some resolved into basic numerical scripts, familiar and almost comforting, while others unraveled into philosophical constructs that bent and twisted the moment I reached for the wrong interpretation, reshaping themselves into something far more treacherous.
“Time is not a constant.” One set of runes whispered.
“Truth is a mirror that breaks when handled.” Said another.
Sweat trickled down my spine.
A growl slipped from my lips.
My Alpha hindbrain agreed with the sentiment.
Pain once again radiated through my person, through my magic circuits, through my damaged magic core…
I pushed harder.
I had to push harder.
Beside me, the Beta Ravenclaw had begun to sing.
Not in words, not in anything so structured or ordinary, but in tones. It wasn’t horrid but soft at first, then rising into something high and lilting, strange in a way that felt almost otherworldly. The sound didn’t entirely belong to this space. It seemed to weave through it instead, slipping between the illusions behind the glass as though it understood them, as though it had always known how to speak their language.
And the creatures answered.
A Bowtruckle inclined its delicate form in a slow, deliberate bow, its twig-like fingers curling inward in recognition. The Phoenix lifted its head, releasing a long, resonant call that echoed through the chamber, rich and haunting, as if it were harmonizing with her rather than responding.
I glanced at Luna.
The Beta Ravenclaw stood utterly at ease, her expression distant and serene, as though she were only half-present in the room with us. Her hands slowly moved over the surface, never quite touching it, guiding rather than commanding, tracing invisible paths through the air with a gentleness that suggested she was not directing the magic, but listening to it…
…and being answered in kind.
Before the Omega Gryffindor’s wall, he stood utterly still, as though the very air had turned to stone around him. Two options glowed before him, their light shimmering and shifting like reflections on troubled water. They were not mere words or symbols, but living projections, each one unfolding into a possible future.
On one side, Hogwarts stood victorious. The castle endured, its towers unbroken, its grounds intact. Yet the triumph was hollow, shadowed by the unmistakable absence of a friend fallen in the fight.
On the other, the vision twisted. Hogwarts crumbled, its defenses shattered, the stone splintered and smoking. Some escaped the devastation, their lives spared, but the cost remained the same.
Another friend lost.
Another absence carved into the aftermath.
There was no clean choice.
No path without grief.
Neville’s hands began to tremble at his sides, the movement small but unmistakable. His shoulders tightened, and the steady resolve he had shown before wavered beneath the weight of the decision. I caught the shift instinctively, the scent of his distress blooming in the air, bitter and warm all at once, sharp enough to sting at the back of my throat.
The Omega Gryffindor was spiraling, caught between courage and compassion, between sacrifice and survival, and the cruel simplicity of the choice threatened to undo him.
My Alpha hindbrain wanted to immediately comfort Neville and choose for him.
“NEVILLE!” I yelled, trying to focus on my own test, the pain worsening as I weaved magics I hadn’t dreamed of wielding. “It’s not real.” I added with a comforting rumble. “It’s a test. It’s just a test.”
“I know.” Neville choked, the shaking getting worse, his eyes glued to the choices that lay before him, his Omega pheromones broadcasting his anxiety and fear. “I know! B-But it feels real. And I-I can’t choose. I j-just can’t! How can I bloody choose?!”
“It’s not about us, Neville…” Luna gently and airily said, her focus on both her test and Neville. “It’s about what you value most.”
The Omega Gryffindor’s lips trembled as his green eyes stared at the two choices.
“What I value you most is you two…” Neville mumbled, a pitiful whine escaping his throat, but the Omega Gryffindor then placed his palm on the console and whispered. “Hogwarts… wins…”
The projection - the two horrid choices - before Neville faltered, its shifting imagery dissolving as though the future itself had been rewritten. The light folded inward, collapsing upon itself until it condensed into a warm, steady gold that spread across the surface of his wall.
A swell of unending pride rose within me, sudden and fierce. My Alpha hindbrain responded in kind, steady and approving, recognizing the courage it had taken for the Omega Gryffindor to choose at all. There was no hesitation in that instinct, no doubt, only a quiet certainty that he had done something profoundly right.
The motion ceased.
The shimmering possibilities vanished.
Silence settled where turmoil had been.
Neville had passed.
Then, with my one good eye, I watched in my periphery as the golden light twisted above the white flame - the hourglass still present - once again and reshaped itself, the glow narrowing into deliberate strokes until words began to form across the air…
One complete…
Two tests remaining…
I forced myself through the final section of my wall, the pain sharpening with every passing second, yet I and my Alpha hindbrain refused to yield. The gears spun faster, rings sliding over one another, equations scattering and reforming before I could fully grasp them. It wasn’t enough to solve the puzzle laid before me. I had to understand the principle beneath it, the connective tissue binding each shifting element together.
Gaia, what tied time, truth, and thought together?
The question circled in my mind, analytical instinct battling the haze of discomfort.
I sifted through the permutations, rejecting surface-level answers, searching for something fundamental. Then it struck me with startling clarity, so simple that I nearly winced at my own oversight.
“Memory…” I whispered, my voice hoarse and my lips curling upward.
Memory, indeed…
It was all about how the past shaped belief, how recollection informed decision, how perception was never truly divorced from what had come before.
Time lives in memory.
It’s how we recall the past and project the future.
Thought arises from and shapes memory.
It’s the mental act of accessing and interpreting what is remembered.
Truth is often reconstructed or preserved through memory.
It holds what a witch or wizard or person believes.
The moment the reasoning aligned, the chaotic motion slowed. The symbols settled into coherence, no longer resisting interpretation.
I reached forward, steady despite the lingering ache, and twisted the final gear.
The lock slid open.
Heat rushed outward as the entire construct dissolved, the spinning rings collapsing into nothingness as though comprehension itself had undone the magic. My wall vanished, leaving only stillness in its wake.
I had passed.
Above the white flame, the suspended hourglass glowed brighter - still counting down - and a ribbon of golden light unfurled into the air once again.
Two complete…
One test remaining…
Luna’s eyes glowed white now, the familiar pale-silver entirely gone, replaced by something luminous and distant. It was as though she were no longer seeing the chamber as we did, but peering into a deeper layer of meaning beneath it. Her Beta scent sharpened into something crystalline and focused, not tense but clear, like frozen air on a winter morning.
The Beta Ravenclaw wasn’t speaking.
Luna was empathizing.
And my Alpha hindbrain basked in the Beta Ravenclaw’s brilliance.
Luna’s hands drifted just above the glass, never touching, her fingers moving in slow, thoughtful arcs as though she were feeling currents invisible to anyone else. It was not a spell, nor a command.
It was connection.
A quiet reaching outward that was guided by belief rather than force.
Behind the glass, a Bowtruckle crept forward along a slender branch, its twig-like fingers curling as it tilted its head toward her. Slowly, almost reverently, it bowed, as though acknowledging something it recognized in her presence.
The Beta Ravenclaw’s lips faintly curved and her expression softened further.
Then the newborn Thestral stepped closer, its fragile, skeletal form uncertain as it pressed its illusory head gently against the barrier. Tears gathered in Luna’s eyes, her smile trembling with quiet tenderness, as though she felt the creature’s loneliness as keenly as if it stood beside her.
“They’re not monsters…” Luna whispered to herself, her arms tightly wrapping around her body. “They’re not imaginary… They just need us to believe… I’m not looney… and you’re… You’re all beautiful.”
The words lingered in the stillness.
Then the Phoenix stirred.
It lifted its head, feathers shimmering with growing intensity, and its wings spread wide in a sudden flare of radiant fire. The light that erupted from it was not harsh, but warm and consuming, the kind that suggested endings and beginnings intertwined. For a fleeting moment, I was struck by a future of my own death - death at the hands of the blue flames, deaths at the hand of Cirihtor, death at the hands of a jet of green - while that vile, suffocating void threatened to swallow my person whole, and the impossible return that had followed.
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
The Grim still lives…
Shite.
Ashes to flame.
Silence to breath.
The phoenix’s cry rang out, clear and haunting, and the chamber seemed to resonate with it. The note carried something ancient within it, a promise that destruction was not always final, that rebirth could follow even the deepest darkness. Fire curled around the illusions without harming them, illuminating the Thestral’s delicate form and making it appear almost solid.
Above us, the hourglass dissolved into motes of light.
The white flame suspended in the air below the hourglass burst upward, no longer white but blazing gold, radiant like the sun and bright as the stars themselves. Its glow washed across the room, warm and triumphant, and the three walls shuddered before entirely dissolving, the illusions falling away like mist burned off by dawn.
Luna had passed.
All three tests have been completed..
May the sun guide you out of the darkness…
The platform the three of us stood on began to rise.
And at the top…
…a staircase.
More words.
They were carved into the stone this time, so all of us read them to see what was to come.
Together, you have truly mastered the impossible.
Now face what you fear most.
For Salazar’s sake…
“Face…” Neville started, his Adams apple bobbing as he roughly swallowed. “...what we fear most?”
“That is what the words carved into the stone say.” Luna replied, her head tilting this way and that as she inspected the words.
“Don’t be afraid, Neville.” I said as I took a deep breath to steady my hurried thoughts, my body aching and sore, but my head was still held high. “We’ll do this together. Remember? This may be horrid, but we do this together.” I repeated.
The Omega Gryffindor’s head whipped toward me, his green eyes wide with apprehension, raw and searching. For a heartbeat, I saw every flicker of doubt and hesitation etched across his features, the kind that set an Alpha hindbrain on edge. But then his gaze met mine, steady and unflinching, and something unspoken passed between us, trust beginning to root, a quiet recognition that we were not alone in this. Slowly, the tension in his shoulders eased, his wariness melting into the subtle warmth of shared purpose, and I felt my own Alpha hindbrain settle in response, relieved and quietly proud once again.
Maybe…
Maybe we can be pa-
No, no I won’t get ahead of myself…
Be wary.
Be vigilant.
Be cunning.
Merlin knows I need to protect myself, but maybe…
“A-Alright… Together.” Neville agreed, nodding his head once.
The Beta Ravenclaw saddled up beside the anxious Neville, started to rub soothing circles on his back, and let out her calming Beta pheromones.
“Together.” Luna softly whispered. “They want us to be scared, to be afraid and flee like a terrified Zouwu, but show them you are more than your fears, Neville. Show them a Gryffindors true courage.”
“Show them… Support your friends you daft bugger… Get the stone…” Neville softly murmured to himself and then drew himself back up to his full height. “Right. I’ll bloody well show them and we’ll make it out of this. Together.” He repeated again, but with more conviction this time around.
“If you are alright now Neville, then we should start moving again and determine what’s up these stairs.” I said and both of them agreed.
So…
Luna, the Omega Gryffindor, and I climbed the spiral stone staircase together…
One last ascent.
Each footfall echoed through the ancient steps like the relentless tick of a clock, marking time that could never be reclaimed. Every step deepened the weight pressing down on my chest. Shadows clung to the walls, pooling in the corners like dark water, as if the castle itself were holding its breath, waiting for us to reach the summit. My Alpha hindbrain hummed, alert to every vibration, every whisper of movement, tethering my instincts to theirs, to this fragile alliance that had somehow formed between us.
I calculated each step, my Slytherin traits guiding my person along with my dynamics instincts, and lived experience.
There was absolutely no room for misjudgment.
One wrong footfall, one hesitation, and the enemy we would face could exploit it. My mind ran through contingencies. Escape routes, traps, magical detection, the possible ways a foe could strike, and how we could counter. Planning in advance was instinct, ambition sharpening my focus as I ascended.
I swear on Merlin’s name I won’t trip or freeze this time.
The Beta Ravenclaw moved like mist, her steps light but deliberate, eyes distant yet piercing, as though she could already see what lay beyond the next threshold. Neville’s shoulders were tight with tension, every muscle coiled, but when his gaze flicked to mine, there was a flicker of trust and a silent acknowledgment that we faced this together. My chest swelled with pride and protective impulse, but also with the satisfaction of control, of foresight, of knowing that we were stepping into the unknown prepared.
At last, the staircase ended, spilling us into a narrow landing. There it was, an archway framed in obsidian-black, faintly pulsing with a light that was neither wholly magical nor entirely natural. The hum beneath it thrummed through the stone, through my bones, a vibration that resonated with something older, darker.
Dread settled over me like a living thing, curling around my spine. Yet beneath it ran a current of determination, sharpened by strategy, by cunning, by every lesson the House of Slytherin had ever taught me…
Again…
Why do I feel like I’ve felt this emotion recently?
Inscribed above the archway in curling letters that seemed to shimmer and squirm…
Here, what you fear shall know your name.
The Omega Gryffindor hesitated, just a slight step back, his Omega scent tightened into a more prominent worry as his eyes scanned the inscription.
“Merlin's bloody beard… Maybe this is like the Boggart lesson?” Neville asked, his eyes darting to us and then back to the daunting words.
“No…” Luna softly said, eyeing Neville with softness. “This is worse.”
Salazar’s snakes, Albus, what in the wizarding world are you thinking?
Why make us, me, go through this you arsehole!
“Yes, but we need to move forward all the same.” I said, my feet taking me farther from the two.
And…
I limped through first.
Because that’s what Alphas do.
Because my mad Alpha hindbrain demanded it, sharp and insistent.
Because hesitation, now, felt like death.
The moment my foot crossed the threshold, the world vanished.
The chamber stretched outward into infinity. Not merely large, not cavernous, but endless in a way that defied structure. A void swallowed everything. There were no stone walls, no ceiling, no floor beyond the faint suggestion beneath my boots.
No Merlin-be-damned torches.
No braziers.
No glow of magic.
No source of light at all.
Nothing at all.
And yet we could see one another.
Luna and Neville stepped through behind me, and my body instinctively drew strength from their closeness. Their presence anchored me, tethered me to something real in this suffocating emptiness.
But even that comfort faltered.
Their outlines seemed…
…wrong.
Not blurred, not distorted, but subtly misaligned, as if the void were struggling to understand the concept of them.
The sensation crawled into my bones.
A deep, aching wrongness.
Then the sound began.
A heartbeat.
Slow.
Heavy.
Deliberate.
It didn’t echo, it didn’t come from any direction, but simply existed - pressing into my ears, into my chest - into the hollow spaces between breaths. Each beat felt closer than the last, as though something enormous were breathing just beyond perception.
Thump-thump.
Thump-thump.
Thump-thump.
With the next pulse, shapes bled from the darkness. Three projections emerged, forming with unnatural clarity, their edges sharpening until they were unmistakable.
They were us.
But broken.
Afraid…
The Omega Gryffindor’s projection lay curled into itself, his body violently shaking, face smeared with ash and tears. His shoulders jerked with silent sobs, fingers clawing at the ground as though trying to hold together a world that had already shattered. The sight struck something deep in my chest, my Alpha hindbrain recoiling, then rising with a protective snarl.
The Beta Ravenclaw’s image stood bound in chains made of shimmering spells. Each link faintly pulsed, humming with restrained power. She was seated in a dungeon carved from shadow, her pale-silver eyes wide, terrified. The dreamy calm that always softened her expression was gone, replaced with a silent, hollow fear that made my stomach twist.
My instincts surged, furious and defensive.
And mine…
Mine was on her knees.
Clutching a body.
I squinted.
No.
Two bodies.
My parents.
Burnt.
Still smoking.
The faint blue flames visible on their crisp skin.
The charred remains of our old house flickered behind them, walls blackened, collapsing inward, memories of warmth and laughter dragged cruelly into this grotesque present. It was wrong, the proportions were wrong, and I was too old, too tall. This wasn’t how it had happened.
But the void didn’t care for truth.
It only cared for pain.
For fear.
The smell of smoke filled my lungs though none existed.
I choked on a scream.
Luna gasped, stepping back, her eyes glassy with shock.
Neville stood rigid, his hands trembling, his fearful scent thick in the air, sharp and bitter.
The heartbeat grew louder.
THUMP-THUMP.
THUMP-THUMP.
THUMP-THUMP.
Then the void shifted.
Three paths split open before us, the darkness parting like torn fabric. Each corridor stretched forward into deeper shadow, swallowing distance, promising nothing but more of the same suffocating unknown. The darkness within them seemed thicker, alive, waiting.
More darkness.
Morgana, why was it always more darkness?
Above the three paths, words began to carve themselves into the air in a sickly, phosphorescent green, each letter etched by an invisible blade that split the darkness like a wound. The strokes slowly appeared , accompanied by a faint scraping sound, the glowing cuts raw and uneven as though the void itself were being injured. Thick, dark droplets gathered along the carved lines, stretching and falling in heavy strands that dripped downward like blood into the endless nothing below.
When all three names finished forming, they hovered above the paths, trembling faintly as the letters continued to weep, their diseased glow painting us in corpse-light…
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆
Neville Longbottom
Luna Lovegood
Hermione
⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆
The three of us had to walk them…
Separately.
We couldn’t do this together
My Alpha hindbrain was very displeased by that notion.
“Shite…Don’t go alone-” I harshly whispered, trying to promote togetherness in spite of the truth, but the path beneath our feet shifted.
Magic forced us forward.
The Omega Gryffindor nodded.
“We’ll find each other on the other side.” Neville proclaimed, his tone wobbling, his eyes unsure.
“Always…” Luna said, her eyes alight with untamed fury that I hadn’t seen before.
Then the Beta Ravenclaw turned to her path
Neville stepped to his path.
And so did I.
Face my fears…
Face the darkness…
My path was smoke.
I limped forward, each step dragging me deeper, not into illusion, but into memory.
Real memory.
My childhood home in Hampstead rose around my person, recreated brick by brick, ember by ember, as if the void had reached into my past and rebuilt it only to destroy it again. The familiar narrow hallway stretched ahead, warped by heat, the wallpaper peeling and curling like dying leaves. The kitchen sat to my right, Mother’s herb jars still lined along the windowsill, their glass cracked, their contents reduced to blackened dust.
Photographs along the hallway wall had melted in their frames, faces warped and unrecognizable, smiles twisted into something grotesque. The air smelled of smoke and memory, thick enough to choke on, each breath scraping my throat raw.
At the end of the corridor, the nursery I had long since outgrown stood open, its small bed collapsed inward, toys half-buried beneath ash. It was not simply ruined. It was devastation preserved, a portrait of loss frozen in the moment everything had burned away.
And then the stairs.
I didn’t want to go up to them.
My skin tingled.
My Alpha hindbrain whined in obstination.
But I did.
I reached the bedroom door, my body shaking, and it easily opened for me.
They were there.
My Mother was on the floor and her skin was scorched black.
My Father’s glasses shattered near the bedpost.
The horrid blue fire had spared nothing.
A child's scream echoed, but it wasn’t mine.
It was me…
…watching now.
Watching a younger version of myself in the mirror beyond them.
A little girl with soot on her skin - not noticing the flames licking at her person - crawling away with wide, burning eyes.
And then the whisper started…
It was a familiar whisper…
At first, I thought it was part of the scene.
But it wasn't.
It was inside me.
Taunting me.
You let them burn.
“No.” I negatively rumbled, my jaw clenching at the words.
You saved yourself, but not them
“That’s not true! I was a child!” I loudly growled, lips pulled back in a snarl.
What are you, Hermione Jean Granger?
A horror?
A tool?
A plague that kills everything that it touches?
My breath hitched.
My fingers trembled.
Sweat dripped down my back…
“I was a child-” I tried to say again, the words dying on my tongue as the voice spoke again.
Exactly.
Useless.
Even now, you cling to your uselessness and hope others do the work for you. You cling onto those around you like a parasite, like an unwanted thing that knows it should not exist, like an enigma that corrupts absolutely.
Admit it.
Admit. It.
“Stop.” I whined, my body shaking and throbbing in pain.
Unwanted.
“Stop.” I repeated, a soft whisper that spoke of so much agony.
Horror!
“Please for Salazar’s sake… Stop…” I begged, my face contorting with every word, my mind drowning in the void.
Blood-traitor…
End the suffering…
End it…
Give up…
END THE SUFFERING!!!!!!
I dropped to my knees, my hands flying to my head, fingers tangling in my hair and head as my nails dug into my scalp. The pain was indescribable, a throbbing that pulsed both inside my skull and behind my eyes, splintering thought into useless fragments. I couldn’t focus, couldn’t breathe properly, could not separate what was real from what the Merlin-be-damned chamber wanted me to see. The whisper was no longer around me. It was inside me, threading itself through my shame, my grief, my deepest and most carefully buried fears.
It wasn’t a Boggart.
It wasn’t even the test.
It was me.
And not me.
The thought twisted, horrifying in its familiarity.
Gaia, is this truly what lay beneath my carefully constructed composure?
Is this the truth my mind hid from itself?
Then the image shifted.
My hands fell away from my head, trembling, and I looked up. The charred remains of my parents were gone. In their place lay Minerva. Her black hair spilled across the floor like ink, stark against the ash. Her throat was blackened, the skin marred and ruined, and her Omega scent, that gentle blend of dew on morning grass, lavender, and parchment, was wrong.
Twisted.
Sour with the unmistakable rot of death.
Something inside me snapped.
My Alpha hindbrain didn’t merely bristle, but it went feral. A raw, animalistic sound tore from my throat before I could stop it, grief and rage colliding into something wild and uncontained. Every instinct screamed at the sight, protective and possessive and utterly shattered.
This was my mate.
My soulmate.
Mine to protect.
Mine to keep safe.
And the older Omega lay broken before my person.
I crawled toward Minerva, hands scraping against the ground, sobs ripping from my chest, uncontrolled and ugly. My vision blurred, but I kept moving, drawn forward by instinct stronger than reason, stronger than fear.
“No.” I choked, the word breaking apart. “No, please… please-” I tried to say, but another else appeared beside the older Omega.
Laughing.
The grating noise made my Alpha hindbrain think of ripping their throat out with my bare teeth.
It was Ronald.
Minerva was no longer on the ground, but lovingly looking at the weasel.
It made my stomach churn and bile rise to my throat.
Ronald was holding the older Omega’s hand, whispering something soft, and being gentle. They looked so in love and I hurt, but what made me crumple was when I saw her stomach.
Minerva was pregnant.
“Oh no… No no no…” I whispered as I covered my mouth, stopping myself from vomiting up the contents of my stomach.
The weasel turned toward my person with a vile smirk plastered on his face.
“She chose someone who wasn’t some bloody disgusting thing like you." Ronald hissed, triumph in his eyes “Someone who wasn’t broken. Oh… my Omega knows I’m anything but. You left, I comforted her… The next thing you know I was in her chambers and plunging my cock into her greedy cunt!” He vilely explained with a maniacal laugh. “I spilled my seed into her fertile womb and now she’s mine, you bint! Not yours horror. You lost!”
Ronald’s words made me white-hot with unrivaled anger, but I also felt defeated.
But before I could do anything…
The voice returned.
Even your soulmate sees what you are.
A mistake.
I couldn’t speak.
I couldn't breathe.
Then…
A hand found mine.
Warm.
Real.
I inhaled and instantly knew who it was.
Neville.
“Neville?” I asked, voice devoid of any emotion
The Omega Gryffindor pulled me up with trembling hands, his grip gentle despite the urgency behind it. His green eyes were wet, lashes clumped together as though he had been fighting tears of his own, and there was a quiet determination beneath the fear. His sleeves were torn, and his forearms were scraped, thin lines of blood trailing down to his wrists, but he didn’t seem to notice, too focused on steadying my person as I struggled to stand.
“You're not alone.” Neville said, voice shaking. “We’re not alone. These are lies, all lies, so don’t give up. We’re supposed to do this together. Remember?”
How…
How in the wizarding world was Neville here?
I thought…
Behind Neville, Luna emerged from the thinning mist, broken chains trailing from her wrists and dissolving into motes of light with each quiet step. Tear tracks glistened along her cheeks, silver against pale skin, yet her gaze was steady, lucid in a way that cut cleanly through the lingering dread.
Somewhere in the fading darkness, a shrill, unhinged cackle echoed once, sharp as shattered glass. It sent a dreadful shiver down my spine before abruptly warping into a ragged scream that was swallowed by the void.
The Beta Ravenclaw didn’t flinch.
Luna simply came to stand beside us, the last fragments of her chains falling away as if her calm alone had undone them, and she was…
Fierce.
They hadn’t broken her.
“They tried to bind me.” Luna said, eyes a blinding white, voice like thunder. “But I am not something to be leashed.”
The Beta Ravenclaw’s pheromones, usually calm, crackled now with pure electric clarity.
Stabilizing us both.
Luna was the glue that held us together and I could sob at how grateful I was for her presence.
The Omega Gryffindor reached out with trembling fingers and touched the image of Minerva.
It vanished like smoke.
“You fear loss…” Neville said to me, his eyes full of pity. “Because you bloody love harder than anyone I’ve ever known. That doesn’t make you weak. That makes you strong. You’ve survived, endured, so let go of that weight and look to the future, Hermione.”
Luna stepped beside Neville, gently, tenderly cupping my cheek.
“You think death is the end.” Luna said, her voice like a soft melody that soothed my aching soul. “But it’s only a door. The fear behind it is not yours to carry alone. The veil welcomes all, but it's thin.” She explained with a knowing smile. “Everyone you have lost… They watch you, listen, and protect you. Daughter of the sun, Hermione, you are loved even beyond the stars.”
The flood gates opened…
I felt love.
I felt the anxiety and fear wash away…
Then the chamber pulsed…
The illusions flickered…
And the voice, that voice, screamed in rage.
YOU WILL BREAK.
YOU WILL NEVER BE WHOLE.
YOU ARE MISSTAKE!
A CHILD THAT WAS NEVER WANTED!
YOU ARE-
But I didn’t listen to the horrid words.
I didn’t fall for the illusions.
I pushed and moved forward.
I moved forward because of the ones that loved me.
I straightened to my full height, held my head high, and let out a small huff as I looked at the two in front of me.
I opened my arms.
My Alpha hindbrain offered comfort to them.
I pulled the Omega Gryffindor and the Beta Ravenclaw into my chest for a much needed hug and I rumbled low in my throat.
“You can’t break what we built. You can’t break what was willingly given. Gaia, I won’t give in. The Fates are on my side and you will not break me.” I whispered.
The darkness shattered.
The space was no longer a void.
Light poured in.
And the door ahead bloomed open.
The test of fear…
…was done.
We had passed.
And the three of us had done it together…
The door splintered open like it had been holding its breath for a century.
Beyond it, the chamber fell into an eerie stillness, the kind that pressed against the ears and swallowed even the sound of breathing. The stone walls faintly shimmered in the flicker of a white-blue fire that burned without fuel, its cold light washing the room in something pale and unnatural.
At the center stood a tall mirror, older than the castle stones themselves, its ornate frame climbing upward in curling, time-worn carvings. Faded runes traced the border in a language that seemed to shift when looked at too closely, and the glass, though slightly cracked, gleamed with a depth that felt far too vast for its surface. It softly hummed, not with sound, but with presence, as though it patiently waited, ready to show not what was, but what the heart most desperately longed to see.
The Mirror of Erised.
I had read about it in a book, ‘Arcane Relics and Enchanted Objects of the Wizarding World.’ It was a book that detailed magical artifacts, their uses, and where they were located. It was a useful book for a student who was taking their N.E.W.T.S. Magical Artifacts was indeed a subject of study at Hogwarts, but most thought they were boring. I, connoisseur of knowledge, had seen the value in knowing about these magical artifacts. There were no detailings of the darker relic and artifacts, but I had gone into the restricted section of the library to obtain that knowledge.
It’s not the firearm that hurts, but the people that use them…
But another…
Another was already there before the Mirror of Erised…
Professor Quirrell.
Luna gasped and Neville recoiled away from the Omega Slytherin Professor.
But Professor Quirrell wasn’t as we knew him.
The timid stutter was gone. The perpetual tremble in Professor Quirrell’s shoulders had vanished as though it had never existed. His posture stood rigid, coiled with tension, and his head was bare, the turban removed to reveal a crown of ink-dark curls plastered to his scalp with sweat.
The Omega Slytherin Professor looked…
…alive.
Alive in a way I had never seen the Omega Slytherin professor, vitality sharpened into something brittle and wrong. Not himself. Or perhaps, more unsettling still, this was the self he had always been beneath the trembling façade.
Professor Quirrell’s skin gleamed with a fevered sheen, his jaw clenched so tightly the muscle ticked. His hands did not twitch as they once had. They jerked, abrupt and mechanical, as though pulled by invisible strings.
The Omega Slytherin Professor’s eyes were glossy, far more than before, reflecting the cold firelight in a way that made them seem almost wet. The sight drew all three of us taut with instinctive unease.
Controlled…
“Godric… P-Professor Quirrell is Imperiused…” Neville whispered, dread and disgust in his tone as he turned away from the D.A.D.A. Professor.
…but held for how long?
The Beta Ravenclaw discreetly stepped behind my person.
“Hermione...” Luna whispered, her tone asking a question.
“Yes.” I whispered back with a slight growl. “And he’s not alone.”
From the shadows beyond the mirror, a shape emerged, and it scraped when it moved.
Hunched.
Cloaked.
The scent of rot and silver blood thickened in the air.
My Alpha hindbrain recoiled.
I felt colder.
My lungs clenched and it felt like the air had been siphoned out of my person.
I felt Luna reach for me, grounding me, but I was still tense.
The evil before us shambled into full view.
Flesh like wet parchment, veins like worms beneath skin, and the rot easy to see. Its hands were blackened with unicorn blood, half-melted. And over its shoulders hung a heavy, tattered cloak - hood drawn over a face we couldn’t fully see - only hinted at through flashes of bone and mold.
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
The wraith.
The evil.
Cirihtor.
I hadn’t seen its body, but I knew this was the same evil.
Its magic was the same, the oppressiveness of its Dark magic made it so it was difficult to pull air back into my lungs, and it seemed like the Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor felt the same.
“You smell of power…” Cirihtor rasped, in a voice that oozed the dark. “You’ve come, Θυγάτριον…”
My knees locked, my mind spiraling, and my body became rigid.
A flicker of the whisper, of the vile voice, began in my mind again.
Useless.
Horror.
Unwanted.
But I shoved it down deep into the depths of my soul and took a step forward.
“Professor…” I clearly said aloud. “You don’t want this. Fight it.”
Professor Quirrell slowly turned towards my person.
The Omega Slytherin Professor's dull forest-green eyes were glassy and sweat rolled down his face.
But Professor Quirrell opened his mouth…
The Omega Slytherin Professor said nothing.
Nothing at all.
No stammer.
No words at all.
Professor Quirrell's Omega pheromones were buried beneath layers of foreign magic that seemed to corrupt his very soul.
The Omega Slytherin Professor’s gaze met mine and I saw it.
The pain.
The prison.
The Imperius had been there for…
Who Salazar knows how long…
Just there beneath the surface and controlling Professor Quirrell's actions…
And suddenly…
I was positively enraged.
My Alpha hindbrain came to the forefront and my lips pulled back into a snarl.
“Merlin, you’re using him.” I said, my voice sharper than I intended but steadier than I felt. “You’re not even acting directly. You’re manipulating him, bending his will to serve yours.” I explained as I took a breath, my mind whirring, the logic assembling itself even as anger burned beneath it. “You don’t possess a body of your own anymore, do you? Not truly. You’re sustained by something parasitic, something incomplete, and yet you persist, forcing yourself into existence through him.” I continued, disgust curling in my throat, cold and precise. “It isn’t survival. It’s desperation. You’re desperate. You’re clinging to a fractured imitation of life and you’re willing to destroy him to maintain it.”
Cirihtor laughed, a crumbling sound like leaves on fire, and it drew a harsh growl from my throat.
My own Alpha pheromones were furious, filling this space, battling this evil that was standing behind the Omega Slytherin Professor.
“Unnatural…” Luna whispered, her pale-silver eyes full of sadness. “Like a princess trapped in a tower…” She added which made Professor Quirrell body twitch.
A reaction?
Hope?
“Your empathy is wasted!” Cirihtor hissed, its rotted hand curling around the Omega Slytherin Professor’s throat as it hid behind him. “The Omega served his purpose. He wanted love and I gave him purpose. The mirror will yield the Philosopher’s Stone. And you, all of you, your lives will increase my knowledge and my power.”
I stepped in front of Luna and Neville, my Alpha hindbrain roaring to protect them, and I agreed that I wouldn’t let this thing touch even a hair on their head.
“No.” I loudly growled, my voice booming off the surrounding walls of this chamber
The creature slightly recoiled, its form shuddering as though my words had struck something deeper than flesh.
Then it lifted its other hand.
Professor Quirrell’s body moved with it, unnatural and jerking, like a puppet dragged by invisible strings. His arm extended toward my person, fingers splayed, and magic surged outward.
Not the Omega Slytherin Professor’s magic.
This wraith’s, this evils, magic.
Cold and invasive, it pressed against my very skin like frost creeping across glass.
I braced for an attack.
It never came.
Instead, the tall mirror behind Professor Quirrell pulsed, its surface rippling like disturbed water. A reflection slowly formed, drawing itself together with deliberate clarity.
It was me.
But not just me.
Minerva stood beside my person, her hand clasped in mine. We were older, wiser, and there were more lines of experience at the corners of her eyes, but she wasn’t wearing her glamour. My posture held a quiet confidence I had yet to earn and I wholly looked as if I could face the wizarding world.
We looked…
Peaceful.
Whole…
The stone in my other palm warmly glowed, and in that reflection, everything felt complete. I had everything I had ever wanted, everything I had fought for, and no one could take it from me-
Fire.
So.
Much.
Fire.
Blue flames erupted without warning, devouring the image, devouring us, devouring everything until the world became ash and smoke. The older Omega’s body crumbled in my arms, fragile as burnt parchment, slipping through my fingers.
The whisper returned, coiling around my thoughts.
You will never keep her.
She will choose another.
She will be happy.
She will be happy without you…
…or she will die with you.
You will lose everything you love.
I clenched my fists, nails biting into my palms, and something inside my soul cracked under the pressure.
And then something else…
Awakened.
A gold thread, thin and luminous, wrapped itself around my fractured magic core. It stirred, pushing through the unending pain, steadying the chaos.
It felt ancient.
Deep.
Not mine, not entirely, and yet…
Meant for me.
As though it had been waiting.
I raised my hand.
Not to cast a spell.
But to speak a single word.
“Dimittere.” I snarled and put every ounce of magic I had into that one foreign word.
(Release)
The magic burst out of me in a pulse that knocked the Beta Ravenclaw and the Omega Gryffindor back half a step, but passed through them like wind. The Omega Slytherin Professor gasped and collapsed as the magic pushed into him. The tension left his limbs, his hands dropped, and his Omega scent exploded into the air, no longer muted but wild and confused.
Professor Quirrell rapidly blinked as if he was coming out of a haze, his body shuddering, and sweat dripping from his brow.
“I-I’m... where...?” Professor Quirrell stumbled, looking so very confused at what was happening at the moment.
Cirihtor screamed.
A sound like death choking on itself, but filled with so much rage.
The wraith lashed out toward the Omega Slytherin Professor, but this time, he moved first.
Professor Quirrell turned to me, eyes wide with fear, but filled to the brim with fanatical resolve.
“Mohini…. Forgive me Vhisnu…” Professor Quirrell whispered, his gaze knowing, and seemingly confident. “Get the stone… Finally free… Truly free from the rope…”
But Cirihtor wanted power and the reaper wanted death.
The evil being raised its hand towards me, bolts of green lightning magic coursing along its rotted arm and gliding to its gnarled fingertips. Its lips curled in a vicious snarl and it screamed a spell I hadn’t studied or heard yet.
“AVADA KADAVRA!!!!” Cirihtor screamed, its voice reminiscent of a harpy, and my eyes widened in fear.
I…
I’m going to die.
Professor Trelawney…
The second Grim…
“NO!” Professor Quirrell screamed, the sound ripped raw from his throat, filled with anguish so sharp it seemed to fracture the air itself.
The Omega Slytherin Professor stepped forward without hesitation, placing himself between us and the darkness, his body shaking as though every instinct screamed at him to flee. He didn’t lift his wand or shape the magic with precision. Instead, something inside him broke open, and light poured from him, blinding and white, blooming outward like a living shield. It wrapped around us with fierce warmth, the air humming with the unmistakable weight of sacrifice, as though he was not casting magic at all, but giving himself to it.
I didn’t see, couldn’t see because of the light, but I last saw Professor Quirrell looking back at me and broadly smiling.
The Omega Slytherin Professor was free in that moment…
And he was also the professor he was always meant to be…
A protector of children.
A testament of Omega strength.
Silver fire erupted along with the blinding white light
Screams echoed in my ears.
And then…
Silence.
Complete Silence.
I had closed my eyes so I wouldn’t lose another eye and go blind, so I slowly opened them - fluttering them with care - and became rigid at what I saw in front of my person.
The wraith, the horrid evil, Cirihtor was gone.
But so was Professor Quirrell…
Only one emotion, one scent remained in the air…
Love.
I knew then that the Omega Slytherin Professor loved his students and gave his all to protect us with his newfound freedom.
A lone tear fell down my face and I could hear Neville’s sobs behind me.
THhs wasn’t at all like a fairytale…
This was a tragedy…
And Professor Quirrell was the knight who sacrificed himself for the people he cared about…
Did Professor Quirrell ever dream of being rescued?
How long did he wait?
I felt like a disgustingly daft failure.
This was no game, there were consequences, and the cost was an innocent life.
I was…
Dull.
The world felt grey and my glazed eyes upward from where Professor Quirrell had been.
The mirror had gone still.
The room now quiet.
The Beta Ravenclaw stepped forward first.
“The stone is gone.” Luna pointed out in a shaky voice, with a shaky finger pointed at the mirror, and it sent an emotion coursing through me.
Confusion.
The Omega Gryffindor looked up at me.
“Did you take it?” Neville asked, face scrunched up in that same confusion I was feeling at the moment, his eyes bloodshot, his cheeks tear stained.
I shook my head.
“No. I just… I wanted to stop Cirihtor and free Professor Quirrell.” I answered in a lifeless tone.
“But it’s not here anymore.” Luna intoned, fingers still pointed at the mirror.
Then a voice, one I knew, echoed above us.
‘Very good, Hermione.’
Albus Dumbledore appeared at the far side of the chamber, descending the steps like he’d always been watching.
But that was utter shite.
I could tell the old fool had done his all to get here, probably knowing what awaited us, so I felt no anger rise to the surface.
“The mirror shows the truest desire of your heart, this is true, but only those who seek the Philosopher's Stone without wanting to use it can obtain it.” Albus explained, stopping as he stepped off the last step, his nose twitching at the scent in the air.
Albus let out a resigned sigh and looked distraught, but I couldn’t focus on the older Omega right now.
Then does no one have it?
But…
Then suddenly I felt something…
Felt it…
Warm.
Heavy.
This something was in my right pocket.
With a shaky hand, unending pain still coursing through my body, I dug into my pocket, gripped what was in it, and pulled out to see exactly what it was…
I slowly held it up in front of my face…
The Philosopher’s Stone.
Albus smiled at me, grandfatherly and grave.
“You passed the final test.” Albus congratulated, but his voice was devoid of the tone that came with such a achievement.
I looked back at the nothingness.
“…Is- Is he really gone?” I asked, my voice shaky, my eyes shining away from where Professor Quirrel stood.
Albus paused.
“Professor Quirrell wanted to be free, chose to protect the three of you, and chose that to be his end.” Albus answered, looking like he tasted something sour in his mouth.
Luna tilted her head and didn’t radiate happiness, but anger
“That wasn’t fair.” Luna said, her hands tightly clenching at her sides. “That wasn’t fair at all. He was supposed to be saved… He was supposed to get his knight not be the knight!”
The old fool’s gaze briefly flicked toward the mirror, toward where the life-saving magic happened, and he shook his head.
“No. It is not.” Albus gravely agreed, his gaze becoming unfocused for a moment until he continued. “The world rarely is… And there are so few knights willing to go the lengths for those that are in need of saving…”
At that moment…
A fire roared inside me then, rising from the pit of my stomach, my teeth sinking into my lips as something hardened and blazed in my chest. I vowed, there and then, with every shred of my fractured magic and my Alpha hindbrain agreed, that I wouldn’t allow another to cross the veil for me.
But for Salazar’s sake could I make that a reality?
Or will more dead lie at my feet as my heart continues to pump…
Chapter 28: Chapter 28
Summary:
Hermione reunites with Minerva after her the perilous situation she was in and it is intense...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
I was exhausted.
Utterly exhausted.
Agony flared with every limping step I forced myself to take, each movement sending sharp pulses of horrid pain up my leg and through my ribs. I clenched my teeth and cursed Merlin under my breath, the words brittle and hollow against the exhaustion weighing down my limbs. I had no earthly idea what I had done, what ancient thread of magic I had pulled from within myself, only that something had surged through my person and then receded just as quickly. The faint wisp of gold that had once wrapped around my person was gone now, leaving behind nothing but trembling muscles and the lingering sense that I had brushed against something far older than my own power.
It aided me, but retreated in but a moment.
There was a dissonance between my thoughts as I reflected on our….
…victory.
We kept the Philosopher's Stone safe, out of an evil’s hands, but we had lost Professor Quirrell.
We defeated Ciritor, but why do I feel so hollow?
I didn’t have an answer to that particular question and prayed to the Fates themselves that they would guide me to the answers I seek and down the correct path.
I needed those answers…
And…
I needed to be on that path.
Because if I had no path, if I didn’t have the answers, then for Salazar’s sake what use was I?
Big bad Alpha Hermione Jean Granger clearly couldn’t save a life…
I was beyond fatigued and feeling purposeless.
It had only been a paltry amount of time into our sixth-year, but it had felt like an eternity.
An eternity of sneaking, learning, love, and grief.
Albus had promoted me to his hands and feet - a station I prided myself in - but I was rethinking if I was really worthy of this newfound position.
Could I handle this weight?
I didn’t have the answer to that question either.
I need to see Minerva…
The thought was in a pitiful whine and in equal measure my Alpha hindbrain’s fault.
The older Omega was all my mind could think about as the old fool led us out of the final chamber where a cacophony of trauma had just been born. He had tried to be cheerful and cheeky, tried to explain to me that we did our best, but our best involved an innocent death…
I couldn’t reconcile it.
I just couldn't.
Brightest Witch of her Age my arse…
When the four of us finally made our way out of the stone corridor with the devil's snare, we climbed the wooden ladder that Albus had revealed and were now face-to-face with the Cerberus who was supposed to be guarding the stone.
The old fool walked up to the creature, extended his hand, and it nuzzled against him in a show of affection.
“If I understand the situation correctly, then you did your best.” Albus said in an affectionate voice. “Do not bear the blame for others' deception and trickery, Fluffy. Rest, recover, and enjoy your time with Hagrid once more.”
Albus was many things, but caring was his most prominent feature.
“Fluffy seems to like that idea.” Luna added, with a tired smile, her own body moving toward the Cerberus and offering the creature some more comfort.
“Albus?” I called out, voice raw, my emotional state depleted beyond what was healthy.
“Yes, Hermione?” Albus answered as he turned around and waited for my request.
But it wasn’t a request.
It was a statement.
“I’m going to see Minerva.” I bluntly answered - but leaving out the finer details of what I needed to do - my tone biting. My Alpha pheromones hadn’t calmed since the confrontation, my Alpha hindbrain in disarray, and I didn’t know how to reign them back into myself. “You don’t need me for anything else? I assume you can handle the rest of this situation?”
Albus looked incredibly sad at my words, but negatively shook his head.
“Then if that will be all.” I quickly said and turned around to leave this all behind.
I could hear the three of them talking, whispering, but I was dazed.
My departure may have been blunt, but I clearly still had some growing to do.
I was a daft twit at the moment - and I would profusely apologize at a later date - but my sole focus now was Minerva.
It was late, but not early enough for the next day to start, so the path to the older Omega's chambers was clear. This was very fortuitous for me, my mind solely focusing on this purpose, and I deftly maneuvered through Hogwarts. I passed by familiar portraits, torches that were alight with red flame with orange hues, armor that came alive but remained motionless at the moment, and I stepped up a moving staircase to get to the first floor where my destination was.
Minerva’s chambers were higher up in the castle than I remembered or maybe the arsehole stairs just disliked me more today.
I reached the door with burning lungs and a roaring mind.
I didn’t knock.
I shoved the door open.
I swiftly limped through the office and also through the door that was already transfigured.
The older Omega was there - Professors robes off, hair undone, standing barefoot by the fire with a book in hand. Her Omega pheromones were warm and layered in the air…
Lavender, the dew of a fresh morning, and parchment.
The scents, Minervas scents, were home.
The older Omega looked up, emerald-green eyes filled with worry, and froze when she spotted my person.
“Mo ghràidh-” Minerva started to say, but then she saw the expression on my face.
I must’ve been a sight because the book hit the table with a soft thud and Minerva crossed the chamber in hurried steps.
I expected a scolding for barging in, for our fight in her classroom, but…
The older Omega didn’t.
Minerva took one look at my eyes, one look at the state of my person, and wrapped me in her comforting arms.
My body didn’t know how to process it at first.
I felt the warmth, the sign of my soulmate's comfort, but my body still responded with a flinch because of the pain I was still experiencing.
I stayed stiff, like a soldier who was in formation, but my Alpha hindbrain whined out to embrace my mate.
“Hermione… you are shaking.” Minerva whispered, a worried lilt to her tone, her Omega pheromones coating the air around with her anxiety and worry.
I tried.
I tried so very hard…
Desperate to be and embody that strength, but I couldn’t bear the weight any longer…
And I collapsed.
I collapsed like a newborn mooncalf down onto the older Omega's floor and she followed.
Neither of us spoke for several minutes.
I didn’t weep.
I felt numb to the emotions that supposedly stirred in my chest.
Minerva held me close as we sank to the floor together, her arms steady despite the faint tremor I could feel beneath her composure. After a moment, she gently guided my person to her bed, not with urgency or desire, but with a quiet tenderness that spoke of care deeper than words. She settled beside me, drawing me into her warmth, the silence between us heavy yet comforting, like a shared breath neither of us wished to break.
The older Omega’s fingers slipped into the curls that were still on the unscarred side of my head, slowly moving, deliberately, as though memorizing each strand. The touch was soft, reverent even, and it grounded me more surely than any spell. I instinctively leaned into her, drawn by the steady rhythm of her breathing, by the familiar scent of parchment and lavender that wrapped around me like a promise, and the warmth of our bond. There was longing in the quiet, unspoken and fragile, but it rested beneath something deeper - trust, devotion, and the aching certainty that simply being held by her - here and now, was enough to keep my whole world from falling apart.
Then Minerva finally spoke.
“You came back….” Minerva whispered, choking on those three words that left her lips.
…alive.
Alive was the older Omega’s unspoken word.
“You kept secrets.” I hoarsely replied, not even daring to look at Minerva.
“I did.” Minerva confirmed, guilt ringing in her voice.
“Gaia, you let us walk into that- that horrid situation without letting us be truly prepared. You and Albus.” I hissed and followed the hiss up with an angry growl, venom in my tone and the sounds I inherently made.
The older Omega nodded against my crown.
“Aye, I did. We did.” Minerva hoarsely confirmed, my own Alpha pheromone still leaking with my anger.
“You don’t even deny it” I muttered, disgusted, the dull numbness inside me fracturing into a cacophony of emotions I couldn’t untangle.
“Aye… I do not deny it because I was wrong. I know that Albus and I were wrong, but truly understood the situation at hand when he earlier visited me in my chambers.” Minerva explained.
My mouth snapped shut, curiosity sparking through the haze.
Was that why the old fool had arrived at the end?
Had something changed?
He had looked…
…unsettled.
Minerva pulled back just enough to meet my eyes, her emerald gaze bright with unshed tears.
“I thought we were protecting you. That if you knew, your instincts would push you to go anyway and put you in even greater danger. You were proud of being Albus’s hands and feet… I just- I just wanted to protect you…” Minerva reaffirmed with a whine and sniffle.
“I did go anyway…” I bitterly rumbled “...and the one who protected me was Professor Quirrell.”
“I know.” Minerva sadly replied, regret seeping in her tone.
“Professor Quirrell is dead, killed by Cirihtor, and passed through the veil. An innocent life, Minerva.” I growled, anger once again rising in my chest.
The older Omega winced at my harsh words.
“Aye.” Minerva confirmed.
“I freed him,” I said, the confession like venom on my tongue. “I broke the Imperius he was under. I don’t even know how it happened. One moment he was under the Imperius Curse and the next… He was free. It was a swipe of some kind of magic that burst out of me and-”
“Old magic…” Minerva whispered, interrupting my rambling. “Not taught or wielded. Just… intuitively used when the moment called for it.”
“Why now?” I asked, confused about the timing.
Morgana, what about my parents?
What about all the harm and suffering I’ve endured?
Is this shite because of the Fates…
…or another's machinations.
“I do not know.” Minerva answered, the uncertainty in her words like a weight in the air, and I knew it ate at her very being.
I covered my face, buried it more into the older Omega’s warmth that suffused into my person with every second that passed, and kept the words flowing.
“He was an Omega.” I blurted out, grief warring with the anger, but I focused on the scents that calmed me. “Luna said that he was waiting, hoping for a knight, but he had to be a knight in the end… No one was there for Professor Quirrell and no one noticed the cavernous void that was his suffering.”
Minerva hands went still.
“Hermione-” Minerva tried to say, but I interrupted her.
“Och. No. I should’ve felt it.” I choked out like the words were poisonous to my soul. “I should’ve known something wasn’t right. That he wasn’t whole… That he was locked in a cage. He was suffering and no one saw him. Least of all me…”
I inherently and logically knew that Professor Quirrell’s death wasn’t my fault, that his situation wasn’t of my doing, but I just couldn't reconcile it.
The death of my parents overlapped with the D.A.D.A. Professor's death and I only found blame with myself.
Why did I survive?
Why didn’t I move?
Why couldn’t I have thought of something to tip the tides in our favor?
The older Omega gently pulled my head away from her body and her emerald-green eyes looked at my own.
“Grief will always try to tell you that you failed.” Minerva softly explained. “That if you had just been better, stronger, quicker, someone else would have lived. Dh’ fhaodadh bròn an anam a thionndadh, ach 's ann ann an mairsinn le co-fhaireachdainn a tha sinn a’ sealltainn ar neart gu fìrinneach.” She added in her mother tongue.
(Grief may temper the soul, but it is in surviving with compassion that we truly show our strength.)
I stared at Minerva, took in the wisdom of her words, and tried to process them.
“Is that how you survived through it all?” I asked, roughly swallowing, my gaze searching the older witch’s face as I tried to measure myself against the quiet resilience of a woman who clearly had weathered far more storms than I had, and lived long enough to draw wisdom from each one.
The older Omega gave a small, knowing nod before carefully rising from the bed we had been sharing, the mattress softly shifting as her warmth slipped away from my person.
“Come.” Minerva commanded.
“What?” I asked, confused at what the older Omega wanted from me at the moment.
Minerva walked toward the bathroom that was located just a ways away and beckoned me to follow.
“You stink of sweat and bayle. Come, Hermione.” Minerva said over her shoulder, her feet having stopped moving.
“I don’t-” I started to say, but the older Omega interrupted me.
I was trying to be stubborn, those pesky Slytherin traits popping up, but the older Omega wouldn’t allow it.
“If you like, you will argue later.” Minerva said, her voice firmer now. “For now, let your Omega take care of you.”
Those words, your Omega, settled somewhere deep within my person and my Alpha hindbrain.
Not a claim of power.
It was a claim of comfort for me.
Minerva wanted to soothe me after this horrid trauma and I was all too willing to do as my generous Gryffindor asked.
Shite…
I stood as well and followed after the older Omega who had continued walking.
Once the two of us both crossed the threshold, Minerva ran the bath by hand, with natural oils in the water, soft cloth draped over the tub's metal railing, and soothing water that was perfect to the touch. She waited for me to undress, never looking away but never pushing as I shed my dirtied robes and clothes. She was also pushing her Omega pheromones out in this space, the rigidness of my person relaxing even further, and I appreciated the care she put into her every action.
“Tha an amar deiseil dhut, Alpha.” Minerva informed me as she slipped back into her mother tongue and motioned me to come forward.
(The bath is ready for you, Alpha.)
I nodded at Minerva’s words and my Alpha hindbrain couldn’t have possibly been happier.
“Tapadh leat, Minerva.” I gratefully responded.
(Thank you, Minerva.)
When my leg dipped into the steaming water, and I lowered myself into the tub, I nearly collapsed again, not from pain but from the sudden, overwhelming relief that seeped into my bones. The heat wrapped around my person, loosening muscles that had been locked tight for hours, the strain of the day beginning to unravel all at once. My Alpha pheromones considerably calmed, the sharpness bleeding away until they were like a slow drip from a tap, the steady tension finally easing into something quieter, softer.
The older Omega stepped in behind me, the water shifting with her presence as she eased my shoulders down, her touch firm but gentle - my skin feeling the warmth of both the water and our bond - grounding me before I could tip forward. She sank into the steaming water as well, close and steady at my back, and began to bathe me with deliberate care.
Gently.
Slowly.
As though I might fall apart at any given moment…
My head rested against Minerva’s collarbone, the position instinctive, as though my body had simply chosen the safest place to settle. Her Omega pheromones rolled over my person like a balm, soft notes of her scent wrapping around me in gentle waves. The scents were grounding, steadying, easing the last sharp edges of tension still clinging to my thoughts.
For the first time since the end of the test, my mind no longer felt like it was drowning in noise and grief. The chaos slowly receded, the way tides withdrew under the moon’s gravitational pull, leaving behind a quiet shoreline where I could finally breathe.
Minerva was what I gravitated to…
And for the first time, I didn’t think…
I just breathed and tempered myself while the older Omega broke the silence.
“When I was your age…” Minerva began, her voice sounding kilometers away, our bodies listlessly drifting in the water that surrounded us. “I had a friend. Isla Ross. She was my second chance after I escaped my home… My Athair.”
I blinked up at Minerva’s words, but listened and didn’t interrupt her story.
I listened because I cared for this strong and beautiful witch who consumed my every thought.
“She was brilliant. Loud. Brash in a way that reminded me of home, but not with the constrictive pressure that made me ultimately leave. She was an amazing Gryffindor and braver than I ever was. She believed in peace more than anything else. She advocated for the werewolves, the vampires, and held a one-woman show right near Hogwarts entrance. She had put her wand to her neck, enhanced her vocal chords, and proclaimed that trolls were people too. That they deserved to be treated with respect and not made out to be mindless rage-filled monsters. So when the war with Grindelwald began… She went to negotiate. It- It was a trap… Bòidhnichean gòrach agus a cridhe mòr...” Minerva croaked, her voice shaky and filled with sadness.
(Stupid woman and her large heart…)
My stomach twisted, and my thoughts drifted to the innocent Omega D.A.D.A. Professor who had dreamed of a knight - a hope that sounded so much like Minerva’s old friend - and who never walked back out of the chamber where the Philosopher’s Stone was kept.
They had both passed through the veil.
And the older Omega and I felt that loss.
We bonded over our grief in this moment and Minerva curled her arms over my midsection.
The touch was welcome.
And I put my own hands over the older Omegas…
“...She never came back. Not whole. He let her live, but her magic… Her mind… was burned away. She could not even speak. Too much time under the Cruciatus Curse.” I finished for my mate, thinking back to the Longbottom’s and the state they were left in because of Bellatrix Lestrange.
“Aye, nothing was left…. And I hated myself for a very long time. For not stopping her. For not going with her. For not being enough.” Minerva responded, her voice shaking at this confession. “A lashit oot at everyone an awthing. A wis an still get sae very angry at myself…” She added, her accent coming in thick with her anger.
I closed my eyes.
Oh, Minerva…
“And Albus told me what I told you.” Minerva whispered as she calmed herself, forgoing to get angry, and continuing with comforting me. “Grief lies. But it lies in the shape of truth. That is how it keeps us. It will mold, harden us to the world around us, but we have to remember that there is more than grief. There is life, this life that Gaia gave us, and we should be thankful for the time we have with one another.”
I didn’t reply, but basked in Minerva’s words.
Merlin, why does she have to be so persuasive and logical…
I soaked in the older Omega’s words just as my leathery skin soaked in the water.
And…
My blackened heart soaked in Minerva’s love.
When the water cooled, the older Omega lifted me from the bath herself, her movements careful and unhurried, as though I were something fragile she refused to mishandle. She wrapped a towel around my nude form, the fabric softer than Pufferskin fur, and gently dried me with deliberate strokes. The last remnants of that unending agony had faded, leaving behind a quiet contentment that settled deep in my bones.
Minerva could have levitated me with magic, just as Albus could have simply apparated us away from everything, but there was something profoundly comforting in the harder road - the more personal one - when dealing with an intimate situation such as this. Magic made tasks effortless, a flick of the wrist and the world obeyed, but using one’s own hands carried intention, care, and presence. It was easy to wave a wand and be done; it was far harder, and far more meaningful, to choose to remain and tend to someone yourself.
Albus understood that he had to take the harder road.
The old fool cared about me, knew my body was in no state for that type of travel, and bore the brunt of my anger as we walked.
The Fates themselves knew how wrathful I was…
The older Omega was of the same mind.
Minerva was taking the harder road because she wanted to.
The older Omega walked with a slow gait, water droplets every so often dropping to the floor below with each of her steps. It took no time at all before we reached the large bed, her chamber emitting a warm glow because of the torches and her windows letting in the moonlight that foretold sleep and dreams.
Minerva gently put my person on the bed and she followed suit shortly after.
Our bodies closed the distance and our scents mixed as we tried to fuse into one being.
I wanted to be close.
I needed to be close.
“You do not have to be strong tonight.” Minerva murmured as her lips trailed the expanse of my muscled neck. “You can let go. Let go and let your Omega love you. You deserve it. You deserve love and you deserve me.”
And so, for the first time in what felt like forever…
I let go.
My body melted into the older Omega’s, even more than it already was, and the warmth of her embrace soothed the ache in my heart. Her scent - that comforting blend of lavender, dew, and parchment - was a blanket around my person, a shield against the coldness of the world outside.
Just for tonight…
Just for tonight I’ll not let my Salazar-be-damned mind rule…
Minerva hands, gentle as a whisper, traced the lines of my spine. Every touch sent a shiver down my body, a soft reminder that I was indeed alive. That despite the weight of what had transpired, I was still here - in this moment - with her.
Gaia…
I shivered, not from some cold draft, but out of pleasure.
The older Omega touch was like fire, not the type that destroys, but the type that soothes and suffuses one with warmth.
Minerva’s breathing was a steady rhythm, lulling me toward sleep, but my mind rebelled.
I wanted so desperately to let go, but one doesn't always get what one wants.
Images of Professor Quirrell’s desperate eyes, the stone’s heavy weight in my pocket, and the evils horrid words swirled like a dark dance in my thoughts.
But Minerva was there, grounding my person.
I could see that the older Omega knew how my own mind was treating me.
Minerva's thumbs brushed over my back in soothing circles, her breath warm against my neck, the warmth of her body seeping into my own.
I focused on the older Omega.
My thoughts narrowed until they centered entirely on Minerva, her body curled around my person like a strand of DNA, intertwined and inseparable.
Slowly…
Ever so slowly…
My breathing finally evened out…
The storm in my mind, the thoughts that seemed to cling to my very being, at long last began to subside.
“You’re safe now, Hermione.” Minerva whispered, her hand stilling on my lower back.
I turned to face the older Omega, our eyes locking in the dim torchlight of her chamber. Her gaze was filled with an intensity that made my stomach flip. It was as if we were seeing each other for the first time, like we were once again at my presenting, and feeling the full force of our bond.
Minerva's eyes searched my own, looking for something unspoken.
For a moment, I didn’t know what the older Omega wanted. Intimacy was a difficult subject for me, my body only being used and not loved, the two Slytherins having done their damage when we were in a ‘relationship’.
But Minerva then made her intentions very clear and my Alpha hindbrain read those intentions.
The now purring older Omega leaned in, pressing her forehead against mine. And it was as though she were sharing her strength with me, a silent pledge of support that resonated deep within my core. Our breaths mingled, and I felt something unfurling within me, a softness and a vulnerability that I welcomed. I had kept these feelings buried beneath layers of logic and duty that had been most prevalent on this harrowing day.
Minerva had pleasured me, lay with me, but the trial of fear had made me doubt.
It showed me foul and revolting images that made me crumble.
Minerva's fingertips grazed the soft skin of my shoulder that was just a whisper of a touch, but it had a profound effect on my person. A jolt of sensation shot through me, and my heart stuttered in my chest.
“Hermione…” Minerva whispered again, her emerald-green eyes never leaving my own.
I knew what the older Omega was offering - what she had always offered - a haven and her love. An escape from the world that had just tried to snuff out my very existence, to snuff out the existence of the people I cared about, and succeeded in ending an innocent life.
And for a moment…
I wanted to lean into it.
To let the warmth of Minerva’ love and care overwhelm the coldness of guilt that had seeped into every part of me.
Maybe it was what I needed right now…
To join with Minerva, to show our love for one another, and let go for just a while...
Minerva’s hand slid from my shoulder, down my arm, and paused at my elbow. The heat of her palm was a stark contrast to the chill of the silk sheets beneath our bodies, and it was as if she were peeling back the layers of numbness that had wrapped around me since the chamber.
“Minerva…” I lowly rumbled, an edge to my tone.
The older Omega ignored me and her touch grew bolder, tracing the curve of my waist and then the swell of my hip. My breath hitched as she continued her exploration, her fingertips brushing against the fabric of the robe that was the only barrier between us.
“Hermione…” Minerva purred, my name sounding sinful on her tongue. “Mo ghràdh… Mo ghrèin… Mo chridhe…”
(My dear/love… My sun… My heart…)
Minerva's eyes searched my face for any sign of hesitation, but all I felt was a deep, aching need to be closer to her. My body responded in kind, my cock swelling to life, pressing against her thigh.
I groaned, the warmth of the older Omega's skin on my cock making me shudder.
For Salazar’s sake…
Minerva smirked, but offered nothing else.
The older Omega’s gaze fell to my mouth, and I could see the question in her eyes. I answered it by leaning in, my own hand coming up to cradle her tender cheek as our lips met. It was a soft kiss at first, a gentle exploration filled with unspoken comfort. But as the moments stretched, the kiss grew more urgent, more desperate. Our tongues tangled together, tasting the salt of tears past and the sweetness of our combined emotion.
With trembling fingers, as we continued our meshing of mouths, Minerva’s hand moved to caress my chest, her fingertips dancing over my pert nipples until they stood at attention, tight and sensitive.
My own hands weren’t idle, either.
I reached down to cup the older Omega’s arse, feeling the firmness of her flesh.
I pulled her closer, pressing my hardening cock against the older Minerva’s belly, some precum dribbling onto her perfect skin
The kiss grew deeper, our breaths mingling as our bodies began to move in a slow, sensual dance. The older Omega’s hand slipped down to my crotch, her fingers deftly wrapped around my length and the heat of her palm made my body shiver. Her touch was gentle at first, almost reverent. But as the kiss grew more intense, so did her grip, stroking me with a rhythm that matched the racing beat of my heart.
I moaned into Minerva’s mouth and my hips rose to meet her hand.
No words were spoken.
Our bodies spoke for us.
The weight of the day - of this year that had just began- was forgotten at that moment. All that mattered was the feel of the older Omega against my person, the smell of her lavender scent, and the sound of her breathy gasps as I began my descent to give her pleasure.
I slid my hand down to the juncture of Minerva's thighs, finding her already wet and ready. I teased her folds, her legs parting to give me better access. My thumb found her clit, and she jolted at the contact, her hips rolling against my fingers. Her hand on my cock grew more urgent, her strokes matching the tempo of my thumb. I could feel her getting closer, her breaths turning to pants, her body tightening around me.
My Alpha hindbrain egged me on and I complied.
With a low growl, I pulled back from the kiss and quickly maneuvered myself so I was above the older Omega. The torchlight - low and warm - flickered over her bare skin, painting shadows and highlights on her curves.
Minerva was beautiful, and in that moment, she was mine.
My Alpha hindbrain roared out at the singular word.
“Need you…” I growled, my Alpha hindbrain coming to the forefront of my mind.
My hand slid down the older Omega’s body, coming to rest between her thighs. I stroked her snatch, her wetness coating my fingers. Her eyes never left mine as I slipped one inside her, feeling her warmth and tightness.
This wasn’t just about me.
If I don’t also freely give Minerva pleasure then what kind of Alpha was I?
Minerva’s legs began to tremble as she fisted the silk shits beneath her person. I leaned in, my eyes locked onto her own emerald-green orbs, and captured her nipple in my mouth as I worked my hand between her legs.
Minerva moaned, her back arching as I teased, and tormented her clit.
“Hermione…” Minerva whined, a sheen sweat covering her form. “Tha thu a' cur dragh orm... Mas e do thoil e... Mas e do thoil e…” She groaned and begged, looking for more, wanting more.
(You are maddening... Please... Please…)
I knew older Omega needed more and my own need to be inside her was overwhelming. I released her nipple with a pop and lightly stroked her delicious thighs. With a firm grip, I positioned the tip of my engorged cock at her entrance and pushed in slowly.
“Ooohhhhh…” Minerva loudly moaned, a purr following the noise.
Minerva’s walls clamped down around me, tight and hot.
The older Omega was so wet, so ready.
I groaned as I completely filled Minerva and felt as if her snatch gripped me like a fist.
“Love you…” I muttered, my mind lost in all that was my mate. “Love you with all my heart…”
Our eyes met, and I knew the older Omega could see the desire in mine, the need to claim her, to make her mine in this moment of shared pain and passion.
Minerva heard my please, my declaration of love, and gazed back at me with that same ethnicity that my words had.
Our hindbrains were in sync.
With a gentle push, I began to move, my hips rocking in a steady rhythm that sent waves of pleasure crashing through me. The older Omega matched my movements and her legs wrapped around my waist to pull me deeper.
Minerva’s nails dug into my back and had sharp claws like a cat's that no doubt drew blood.
I didn’t feel the pain at the moment.
“Shag me, Hermione.” Minerva purred, the expletive like a drug to my being. “Claim me. Fill me. Tak me ower an ower until ma voice is raw from screamin yer name. Show me juist why the Fates bound us together…” She said, her accent thick and her voice flowing like honey.
The words were a spell in and of itself…
…and Merlin-be-damned it spurred me into action.
The command resonated through my person like a low bass note. I thrust deeper, feeling the older Omega’s warmth, her wetness, her need. The connection between us was more than physical, it was a bond formed through the stars, and I would never let go.
“If that is what you want…” I loudly rumbled, my lips curling to show my wolfish teeth, accentuating my words with a harsh thrust, and the lewd sound reverberating throughout the chamber. “...then that's what you’ll get, Minerva McGonagall.”
Our bodies moved in unison, the sound of our flesh meeting was a counterpoint to the crackling fire that warmed Minerva's chambers. Her breaths grew ragged, her hips rising to meet each of my strokes. I was like a beast, a beast driven to meet my soulmates needs, and it was my sole focus.
The older Omega's walls tightened around me and I knew she was close.
My thumb found Minerva’s clit again, flicking, quickly rubbing it, pinching it in time with my thrusts. Her eyes rolled back in her head, throwing her head back, exposing the long line of her neck.
I couldn’t resist the temptation…
My Alpha hindbrain didn’t even try to.
I leaned in while thrusting, the bed loud creaking to the tune of our lovemaking, and kissed the tender skin there, feeling the older Omega’s pulse race beneath my lips.
My Omega...
"Mine." I growled out, possessiveness in my tone, the word making my hindbrain deliciously tingle.
Mine.
Mine.
Mine.
The word was another declaration and a claim that resonated through us both.
Minerva's emerald-green eyes snapped back to my own, pupils dilated with lust and something deeper. I could see the Omega in her responding to the command in my voice. Her pheromones grew even thicker and my own responded.
“Aye, yours…” MInerva responded in a purr. “M-Merlin, aye… y-yours…” She stuttered, my thrusts reaching deep as she responded to my declaration.
Our movements grew more frantic, our breaths melding into a symphony of desire. I slammed into the older Omega, each thrust a silent promise of protection, of dominance, and of love. The sound of our bodies slapping together was a counterpoint to the quiet whispers of the fireplace. Her walls clenched around me, a sweet, tight embrace that made me want to roar. I could feel her climbing, her body tightening like a spring ready to snap. And when she did, it was beautiful - a symphony of pleasure that crashed over the older Omega - her muscles spasming around my cock as she came with a guttural cry. Her nails dug even deeper into my back and I realized this kind
But I held myself back.
My face scrunched up with the monumental effort, my knot forming and pulsing at the base of my throbbing cock…
But I wasn't done with my Omega.
With a snarl, I flipped Minerva over, pushing her onto all fours. The sight of her presented to me like that, her bum in the air, her snatch glistening with arousal, was enough to make me want to come on the spot.
But I once again held back, my control shaky, but steadfast.
“A bheil thu a’ smaoineachadh gum faod thu mo thoirt dhomh fear eile? Tha thu cho math mar Omega... Tha fios agam gu bheil thu comasach air, ach feumaidh mi ort a ràdh... No an bu chòir dhomh stad a chur air an àm seo?” I rumbled, the timber of my voice low and rough, as my hands trailed along the expanse of her pert bum.
(Do you think you can give me another? You're such a good Omega... I know you can, but I need you to tell me... Or should I stop at this very moment?
Minerva shivered at my voice, my questions, and whined with need.
“Please…” Minerva whined, the noise prominent in that one word.
“Cleachd do fhaclan, Omega.” I commanded as my nostrils flared and hands tightened around her pert bum.
(Use your words, Omega.)
Not to hurt.
But to warn and reprimand.
The older Omega was lost in her own hindbrain and I needed to bring Minerva back to the forefront.
Our dynamics were an intrinsic part of us, shaping how we moved and responded to one another, but I wanted Minerva and me to remain fully present - conscious participants - in our lovemaking, rather than surrendering entirely to instinct.
My Alpha hindbrain wasn’t partial to these thoughts, but acquiesced.
“Aye, aye a can tak another, give ye another gin ye sae wish, Hermione. Och, dae no stop. Please keep goin!” Minerva whined, obeying my command, my grip lessening.
“Oh. what a wonderful witch you are, Minerva McGonagall.” I cooed as my hands rubbed soothing circles on the older Omega’s skin. “You’re a good witch and a very good Omega.” I praised. “And what, exactly, does that goodness earn you? A reward.”
I positioned myself behind Minerva and my cock nudged at her slick entrance. She pushed back into me, begging for more, and I gave it to her. I slammed into her, filling her to the hilt. My cock sunk into her waiting depths, my knot nudged at her folds and the older Omega keened at the fullness she was experiencing at the moment.
“Tha, tha, THA!” Minerva loudly moaned with a pleasurable sob.
(Yes, yes, YES!)
Minerva's moans grew even louder, more desperate, as I claimed her from behind. I reached around to play with her clit, feeling her shiver as I rubbed the sensitive bundle of nerves. Her snatch was tight, a vice around my cock. Merlin, the pleasure was so intense, it was almost agonizing, but in the finest way. The kind of pain that makes you crave more, that makes you want to lose yourself in the partner you're with.
The older Omega's scent grew even stronger, a siren's call that had me on the edge. Her Omega pheromones swirled around us, thick and heady, making my head spin. I knew she was close again, her body shaking with the force of her second climax.
My strokes grew more erratic, my hips slapping against Minerva’s bum as I chased my own release, my knot aching and pulsing with need.
The sound filled the room and it was testament to our need for each one another.
And then it hit me…
A wave of pleasure so intense, it felt like I was being torn apart from the inside.
I came with a roar, filling the older Omega with my hot seed as my knot tied us together. Her walls clamped down around me, milking every last drop from me as she purred loudly.
Bliss.
It was pure bliss…
Minerva and I collapsed onto the bed, our limbs tangled together. I could feel her heart racing against my chest, our breaths coming in ragged pants. The warmth of her body was like a blanket, a cocoon that shielded me from the harsh reality of the world outside.
For a moment, we just lay there, our bodies still joined.
Our hearts beating as one.
Our bond indestructible.
I couldn’t pull myself out because of my knot, so I rolled us over so she was on top of me, her cheek resting against my bare chest. My arms cradled her and I listened to the beat of her heart - the quickness of her breathing. As the older Omega lightly lifted her head, her emerald-green eyes searched my own, and I knew she saw the love that emanated from my very person at the moment, the fierce protectiveness that had been there since the day of my presenting and will continue to be there for all eternity.
"I'm here, my gentle Gryffindor" I whispered, my voice rough and low, but the words flowing out with inherent meaning that came from the depths of my soul. "Always."
"Aye." Minerva murmured, her head burying itself between my breasts once again as she started to succumb to sleep, her voice muffled against my skin. “Always.”
Minerva and I didn't speak anymore because words were entirely unnecessary.
Our bodies had said enough.
Our hearts had felt enough.
We knew what we meant to each other, what we would do for each other.
The room grew quiet, the only sound our mingled breaths.
The fire crackled in the background, casting flickering shadows on the walls.
The older Omega’s eyes grew heavy, and I knew she was drifting off to sleep. I wrapped my arms around her, holding her close. The warmth of her body, the scent of our shared pleasure, and the comfort of her presence lulled me into a deep, peaceful sleep.
As the torches burned low and the night stretched on into an early morning, our breaths grew even.
Two bodies, two souls, bound by fate and love.
The world outside was forgotten, lost in the haze of our shared passion and grief.
We had both faced a great evil, and though we had lost an innocent who deserved more, we had each other in this moment. And in the quiet of the night, as we lay entwined in each other's arms, we found a strength that not even the darkest of magic could destroy.
Our bond, forged in the fires of battle and tempered by our love, grew ever so stronger with every beat of our tempered hearts.
And as the first light of dawn began to creep into the chamber…
We slept.
We slept and dreamed of two others…
Two others who needed us.
Who called out to us.
One I had already met.
A sly panther stalking the night and feasting on its prey…
And the other I would meet..
A magnificent dove trapped in a cage…
Notes:
With this chapter, the first movie's plot is officially over. There will be a couple more chapters dealing with the aftermath, but I should be moving into the second movie's plot soon. I hope you all are still enjoying the story and the differences!
I also wanted to say I have no Beta reader. The Beta reader is me and I am the Beta reader. lol. So all mistakes are mine and I'm sorry if I don't catch them. Additionally, I don't speak any of these languages (except English), so if you do, then I apologize for mistakes in the translations in the present and the future.
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Chapter 29: Chapter 29
Summary:
The morning starts calm and introspective because of a shared dream, Hermione offers her apologies, and Ronald gets put into his place...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
POV: Minerva
Dawn had arrived.
My eyes flustered open at the rude intrusion.
The light crept into the chamber like a quiet secret, soft against the stone walls lined in red and gold, slipping through the worn velvet curtains and stretching across the floor. It reached the bed before it reached me, tracing her first, outlining the gentle slope of her shoulder, the elegant line of her neck, and the subtle curve of her spine.
Hermione.
My mate.
My soulmate.
The younger Alpha Slytherin’s name rose in my thoughts like a cool whisper.
I did not speak it aloud.
I did not need to.
Hermione lay facing the window, one hand tucked beneath the pillow she rested on, the other draped over mine, which still lay where it had settled during the night - across her belly, just beneath her navel - warm and reassuring in the quiet stillness of morning.
Godric, she is enrapturing…
Positively enrapturing…
The younger Alpha Slytherin’s skin was warm beneath my palm and I paid no mind to the past that lay littered over her body.
All I cared for was that Hermione was…
Alive.
Anchoring.
And though I had been awake for some time now, I had not moved.
Not even a singular twitch.
Because I knew if I did…
The moment might end.
The truth of the matter was…
I had not expected last night.
Not in that way.
My expectation was that our bond would fracture into something that was not repairable.
But…
Hermione had come to me raw - eyes red with grief, voice tight with guilt and fury - reeking of sweat and shattered innocence. She had touched me not to take, but to give, to pour something of herself into the world again, and to cling to meaning when everything else made little sense.
And I had responded…
Not with hesitation, but with the weight of all the years I had spent denying myself the smallest joys.
My Omega hindbrain thrilled beyond belief at our coupling.
I knew Albus and I played a part in the three’s - Hermione, Miss Lovegood, and Mr. Longbottom’ - misfortune.
I was just grateful for the grace and understanding the younger Alpha Slytherin imparted unto me.
We had made love with the intensity of people who did not know if tomorrow would come.
And now…
Dawn was here.
And we were still breathing.
Still together.
Still…
…more than what either of us had been before.
I slightly leaned forward and pressed my forehead to the back of Hermione’s muscled shoulder. She stirred at the contact and softly exhaled as her body shifted beneath the sheets.
“Mmmmm…” Hermione mumbled, a scratchy rumble to her voice that spoke of a deep sleep. “You’re still here.”
“Where else would I be, mo ghràidh?” I whispered, voice deliciously spent and raw.
The younger Alpha Slytherin’s hand found mine and twined our fingers beneath the covers as she rolled over to face me directly.
“Salazar, I half-thought you’d vanish like a dream. Leave me wondering if last night happened at all.” Hermione confessed with a sigh.
I sweetly smiled and pressed a kiss to the tip of Hermione’s nose.
“I rarely vanish, Hermione.” I huffed, a small smirk on my face. “I am no coward and I will face the new day with my soulmate by my side.”
Hermione softly chuckled, then yawned which showed her sharpened incisors.
The sight sent a shiver through my body, my mind ready for more, but my body lacking in energy at the moment.
“Is it ridiculous…” Hermione said after a pause, a thoughtful expression on her face as she let out a sigh.“...that I feel… different?”
“No.” I murmured. “Because you are. You have gone through so much-” I tried to say, but younger Alpha Slytherin interrupted me.
“Different… I’m different because of you.” Hermione said, her chocolate and milky white eyes looking at me earnestly.
Now it was my turn to be still.
Because I was no longer used to being someone’s turning point.
Hermione shifted onto her back, turning fully toward me. Her eyes remained half-lidded with sleep, yet even in that softened state, she watched me with quiet attentiveness, as though assessing me with the same thoughtful care she brought to everything else.
I hope it is not the same as when you study a book or tome…
“I’ve never… you’re the first to make me feel like a partner and not something to be used,” Hermione said softly. “Last night… It wasn't just lust.”
“No.” I replied. “It was many things.”
“It was everything,” Hermione whispered, cheeks flushed - and not from shame - but certainty. “To me it was everything…”
I reached up and tucked a stray curl behind the younger Alpha Slytherin’s unscarred ear.
“You gave me something I did not believe I would feel again.” I whispered back, unbelieving of the words that were leaving my lips.
“What’s that?” Hermione asked.
“Love.” I firmly answered, having that love personified right in front of me.
Hermione blinked once.
Then twice…
“I always perceived you to never lack in that area.” Hermione admitted while looking a little abashed at her words.
“Godric…” I huffed, giving a quiet laugh that was only matched by chirping outside my chambers windows. “Then I have kept my masks in good order.”
The younger Alpha Slytherin brushed her fingers down my neck.
“I don’t want masks between us. I want you to be wholly yourself with me.” Hermione said, the admission quiet but resolute, the sentiment grounded firmly in the love we shared.
“Aye, I do not want to wear my masks either… It is why I do not wear my glamour in front of you.” I responded, my fingertips trailing the burnt scars on her face and followed them down to her hip. “And I do not want us to live and love in a cage.” I admitted, but knowing it was not a possibility at the moment.
Hermione paused.
Then the younger Alpha Slytherin’s breath caught.
“The dream.” Hermione blurted out, eyes wide with recognition.
My own eyes went wide, not meaning to bridge the gap between reality and dreams, but I nodded nonetheless at Hermione's words.
“The dream… Did you also have that peculiar experience? I’ve dreamed before, but…” Hermione whispered, her arms gripping my waist tighter, her Alpha pheromones flaring with a cacophony of emotions that I could not decipher. “...but for Salazar sake… this? This dream was unlike those dreams or should I say shite nightmares.”
“Aye, I did experience a peculiar dream.” I replied, thoughtfully parsing out the details of the dream in my mind. “I listlessly dreamt of a panther that had a sleek black coat that shone in the moonlight, an elegance to the creature that had me enraptured, and bright gold eyes that peered into your soul…”
The younger Alpha Slytherin and I settled into silence then - soft, not cold - as if the dream itself hovered in the room with us.
“The panther…” Hermione said at last. “...was alone. It wasn’t just fierce in its disposition… It was scarred. It had survived by killing. And it didn’t see any other way to live. Just death and blood and survival.”
“It was exhausted.” I considerately added. “But it could not stop moving. Like stillness would mean death. A lone predator afraid of turning into prey.”
“The deadly creature reminded me of her.” Hermione admitted, the roughness coming back to her voice and she swallowed. “And the dove. You saw it too?”
I inclined my head in quiet acknowledgment, a familiar sadness settling into my gaze and weighing upon my entire being.
“Caged. Beautiful. Cold. But not emotionless. Och, numb because feeling too much would break the poor thing.” I responded.
“I thought the cage was a metaphor at first. My mind swirled with thoughts of you and I…” Hermione said. “..but last night… I felt something else.”
“Aye, So did I.” I whispered as I exhaled a shaky breath and kissed the underside of Hermione’s jaw.
“It wasn’t us.” Hermione guessed, her own mind whirring.
My eyes locked with the younger Alpha Slytherin’s.
“Och, no it was not, my intelligent Alpha.” I replied.
“It was someone else…” Hermione murmured, a rumble coming from her lips. “The dove… Both the panther and the dove are based in our reality.”
“The two are calling out to us.” I replied as my head moved from Hermione's jaw to her neck, nosing at the flesh there, and inhaling her scent. “Both seeking something that would succor them in their time of need.”
The younger Alpha Slytherin slightly shifted, drawing me up with her as she wrapped the sheets around us. Her brow furrowed in that familiar way, the telltale sign that her mind was racing and calculating, thinking too quickly for comfort.
“The dove was a child once…” Hermione started, not looking at me but past me as she spoke. “But something happened. Something… horrid. She lives in that cage to keep someone safe. A child? The dove was backdropped by dawn. A dove in conjunction with dawn could possibly mean youth, beginning, and promises… Shite, Luna would be better at deciphering this…”
“The dove gave up her own happiness and made a promise because of the new dawn.” I added, the words feeling harsh as they spilled out of my mouth. “She lives only for that child now… Cèite, ach fhathast làidir ann an cruth... Màthair, bean, ach chan e sin a h-uile rud a tha i...”
(Caged, but still inherently strong... A mother, a wife, but that is not all she is…)
Hermione’s eyes filled with a fierce kind of sorrow and my Omega hindbrain whined at the words I said aloud.
“But she still wants happiness. She craves it. I could feel it, even through the bars. She’s terrified to reach for it again. It's like reaching for the stars… So far away, so enticingly bright, but always out of reach…” Hermione passionately explained as she growled out in outrage, her own face coming to the top of my head and inhaling my scent.
I released some of my Omega pheromones to soothe the younger Alpha Slytherin’s righteous anger.
“And the panther…” I softly said. “...has already taken lives to survive. She does not believe she deserves happiness at all. Only death. Only running. Only survival in the dangerous game she is forced to play.”
“And yet…” Hermione whispered. “...they both looked at us.”
“Aye.” I responded, the weight of Hermione's words settling onto my tumultuous mind.
A silence settled between the younger Alpha Slytherin and I…
Then…
“Minerva.” Hermione said, voice trembling just slightly. “Do you think… do you know… if we’re meant to find them?”
“I believe…” I carefully replied. “...that one of us already has. Somewhere. Sometime. Or… we will meet them. It seems the Fates have given us more than each other, my strong Slytherin.”
Hermione looked away, and her scent sharpened faintly, self-doubt blooming like a heavy mint.
“Salazar snakes…” Hermione cursed. “You- You don’t feel… less? Now that we’ve possibly learned-” She started to say, but I cut that thought off by taking the younger Alpha Slytherin’s hand and entwining our fingers together, the warmth of our bond spreading through us.
“Hermione. There is no less. Only more. Love is not a single flame. It is a hearth built for many kinds of fire. What we have does not dim what might come. It makes room for it.” I said, my voice taking on a no-nonsense tone that I used when dealing with rowdy cubs as a Professor.
The younger Alpha Slytherin looked at me like I had just given her a language she had forgotten she spoke.
“I refuse to let them endure that.” Hermione growled, her voice sharp with conviction. “I won’t allow that dove to believe she must sacrifice herself endlessly, nor let that panther think she is unworthy of happiness.”
“Aye… Then we will find them.” I agreed while bringing up our entwined hands and kissing the back of Hermione's softly. “We will find them, mo ghràidh. We will find the both of them, free them from their chains, and show them where true happiness lies.”
“Together?” Hermione asked.
“Always.” I affirmed, no doubt in my answer, only surreal confidence that coursed through me at this very moment in time.
Hermione smiled then, soft and real.
It lit up the chamber more than the rising sun and my stomach fluttered in response.
My Omega hindbrain keened to be taken right then and there.
And I partially got my wish…
The younger Alpha Slytherin leaned in and kissed me, slow and deliberate, the contact grounding rather than urgent, as though she meant to steady us both and anchor the moment before it could slip away.
It was a kiss that I very much needed and asserted our bond.
“You have Charms this morning.” I said as we pulled apart, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear
Hermione groaned, a pitiful sound that had me chuckling.
“I don’t want to leave you. I would rather knot you over and over again…” Hermione growled, her voice filled with lust.
I pleasurably sighed at the younger Alpha Slytherin's words, my tongue snaking out to lick my lips, my crotch dampening slightly.
My Omega hindbrain practically jumped to the forefront of my mind to fulfill those words.
Would that not be wonderful?
Truly, but alas…
“And I want to keep you here and let you do all sorts of salacious things to me…” I admitted, pink tinging my pale cheeks. “But the world awaits for you, my Alpha.”
Hermione paused, then wolfishly smirked.
“At least tell me you’ll think of me, my paramour, my muse.” Hermione pouted.
“Every time I breathe.” I truthfully answered with a sweet smile of my own.
And I meant it.
“I might not have time to make love to you…” Hermione started, eyes mischievous, a glint in them that made me roughly swallow. “...but I do have time to have you orgasm on my lengthy tongue…” She huskily rumbled and proclaimed, opening her mouth, and demonstrating just how long her tongue really was. “...Once, twice, mayhaps even thrice…”
Merlin, help me…
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I wistfully sighed, my mind thinking back to just a few moments ago, and replaying Minerva's multiple orgasms.
Salazar’s sakes, what a wonderful way to start the day…
“Now I have to hurry to Charms…” I muttered as I rubbed my achy leg - not because of agonizing pain - but because I was sore from the older Omega and I’s lovemaking.
Truly wonderful indeed…
As I limped, I regarded Hogwarts in the early morning. It was a phenomenon I cherished, if not for its visual serenity, then for its symbolic resonance. Each corridor seemed to hold the echo of ancient footfalls, the quiet murmur of spells not yet conceived, and the faint shiver of memories that were not my own, yet clung to the stones like ivy, persistent and alive.
I found myself slowly meandering, each step an exercise in admiring Hogwarts for what it was, but hurried along when I noticed students panicking about being late.
Late was not my forte.
My mind, however, wasn’t here at the moment.
I wanted to be like calm water, but the shared dream Minerva and I had…
The dream still lingered at the edges of my awareness, not like a memory but like a pulse, a silent rhythm pressing steadily against my consciousness.
She had always dawdled in the back of my mind, but now the dove was beside her.
The panther menacingly stared at my person in my mind's eyes, while the dove sat atop its head.
It was slightly maddening.
I felt like a crazy bint, but my mind couldn’t help but review the dream while I limped…
The panther had returned - alone as ever, deadly in its poise - yet no longer snarling. There was resignation in her eyes, the bitter acceptance of a creature who had long since forfeited the idea of softness.
She had killed to live.
And she would continue to do so.
And the dove - the powerful but fearful dove - watched from behind spindled bars.
She didn’t try to sing.
She didn’t cry out.
Her stillness spoke in a language of its own. She reminded me, painfully, of a child forced into motherhood far too soon, shaped by responsibility before she had ever been allowed the freedom of youth. I didn’t wish to dwell on the implications of that thought, yet the possibility lingered all the same. Atrocity wasn’t confined to one world or another - whether magical or Muggle - cruelty found its way into both with equal ease.
There were too many explanations for her cage, and my mind turned through them with restless precision. I found myself considering the likelihood of a pure-blood witch, perhaps from one of the Twenty-Eight families, reduced to a pariah within her own society, bound by expectation, reputation, or punishment. The more I thought on it, the more the image seemed to settle uncomfortably into place.
That could be it…
Or perhaps she was simply trapped.
The thought shifted, darker now, and I recoiled from it even as it formed.
Perhaps she was a…
…slave?
Reduced to something less than a witch, less than a person.
As though she were nothing more than a Merlin-be-damned house-elf, bound to serve without recognition, without choice.
No.
My Alpha hindbrain revolted against the idea, a visceral rejection that tightened my chest. The notion filled me with equal parts anger and dread, because if it were true, then the cruelty behind it wasn’t abstract.
It was deliberate.
Systematic.
Chosen.
It didn’t matter.
Speculation alone would lead me nowhere, no matter how my thoughts circled the possibilities.
What did matter was that the dove was caged all the same. The bars weren’t visible to others, yet I could feel them in the dream, cold and unyielding, pressing inward like iron.
They were no longer metaphors.
They were real.
I knew it with the same certainty I reserved for the First Law of Thermodynamics, an immutable truth that required no further proof.
They were ours.
Minerva’s and mine.
Soulmates waiting in silence, casting their hope toward us through the fragile bridge of shared dreams. The realization settled heavily in my chest, equal parts awe and responsibility.
Professor Quirrell had been one of many who suffered quietly, unseen until it was far too late.
The memory of him tightened my throat, sharpening the urgency beneath my thoughts.
How could we prevent their suffering?
The question felt audacious, even presumptuous, and yet I couldn’t abandon it.
If they were reaching for us, then ignoring that call would be its own form of horrid cruelty.
It was arrogant, perhaps, to believe I could change anything. But if they truly needed something from me, if hope had been placed in my hands, then I would reach for the impossible without hesitation. I would pull the stars from the sky itself, if only to prove the sincerity of my resolve.
And though I had only left Minerva’s arms an hour prior - my Alpha hindbrain momentarily sated - I already longed to return.
The older Omega had pushed my person out of bed while she drank a contraceptive potion and forced me to get ready for the day.
It was very difficult to leave…
But I also knew I had obligations as a student of Hogwarts.
Professor Flitwick’s Charms class wouldn’t wait for a lovesick Alpha, no matter how transformative my night had been.
As I turned a corner near the fourth-floor archway, I paused.
There they were.
Shite…
Luna and Neville stood in quiet conversation just outside the classroom entrance. The sight of them filled my chest with something that hovered between an ache and shame. They didn’t deserve my putrid ire, my righteous anger, and seeing them now filled my body with anxiety.
Why am I such an arsehole…
In my grief and panic after the defeating Cirihtor - after obtaining the Philosophers Stone - I had abandoned propriety, decency, and even the friendships I had formed.
My pack.
My Alpha hindbrain resonated with the word and I found that it was true.
I deliberately limped forward, preparing my words inside my mind, and trying to find
Luna spotted me first and gave me a little wave and her signature dreamy smile.
“There you are. You’ve absolutely no nargles this morning!” Luna proclaimed, that smile getting a little wider at her words.
“Hi, Hermione.” Neville added, beaming.
For Salazar’s sake, why are they so happy?
I stopped in front of them and studied their expressions.
No suspicion.
No resentment.
Just…
An aura of welcome.
It radiated off of them like solar wind radiates off of the sun.
“I… I was hoping I’d run into you both.” I began, smoothing a wrinkle from my robe’s hem that wasn’t there. “There’s something I must say. Rather urgently if the both of you can spare some time.”
“It’s about your aura, isn’t it?” Luna asked as she tilted her head.
I blinked.
“My… aura?” I repeated, slightly confused by the Beta Ravenclaw’s words.
“It’s much less brittle now.” Luna explained. “Your anger has unraveled. Your heart isn’t clenched like a fist anymore and your Alpha seems to be fully sated.” She said, pale eyebrows wiggling all the while.
Cheeky witch…
The Omega Gryffindor laughed under his breath at Luna’s word and I good-naturedly huffed in indignation.
“I suppose… that might be the truth…” I responded, a slight pink blush to my cheeks.
“Go on, Hermione.” Neville gently and encouragingly said, ignoring my slight embarrassment.. “We’re listening.”
I straightened, locking my spine, choosing to be honest and truthful.
“After we faced the Cirihtor and lost Professor Quirrell… after everything- I… I regretfully allowed my emotional state to override my logical mind. I was abrupt. Dismissive. To the both of you. My behavior conveyed that your contributions and emotions were secondary to my own, when in fact, they were essential and were valid. And for that, I offer my deepest and most sincere apology for how I acted. Luna… Neville… I’m so very sorry..”
They both stared at me, slightly wide-eyed.
Then…
Neville stepped forward and gently hugged me.
Not hesitantly, not politely, but wholly.
“I accept your apology.” Neville said into my shoulder. “But more than that… I understand.” He whispered, his Omega pheromones comforting and reassuring.
Luna joined the embrace without waiting.
And the three of us were all engaging in the emotional hug.
“And I forgive you.” Luna earnestly said, her pale-silver eyes intently looking at me.
I swallowed against the sudden pressure in my throat.
“Thank you. I was so focused on survival… I failed to think about the bond we forged.” I hoarsely admitted.
“You were in pain.” Neville murmured, his green eyes looking at the students passing us by and then continuing. “We all were. But you carried it in your chest, in your heart, and you hurt in a different way than what was normal for you.”
“And you hurt us without meaning to.” Luna added without judgment.
I exhaled, tension leaking out of me like ink onto parchment.
“Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe… I never wanted to hurt you.” I responded, my face tight, my lips pulled inwards. “I just…”
“You were just hurting too.” Neville said, nodding. “You closed yourself off. But you’re here now. And that counts. It bloody has to count for something.”
“I care about you both.” I whispered. “You’re not just my classmates. You’re… part of my circle…”
“Your pack.” Luna finished as she pulled back and looked around my head. “Still no nargles at all, you know? That's good. Very good. With how your aura is at the moment, you’re aligned.”
“Aligned?” I repeated.
The Beta Ravenclaw nodded.
“Your soul’s been brushed clean by love. Professor McGonagall’s, I presume?” Luna bluntly assumed with mischief in her eyes.
I felt a faint flush rise to my cheeks, my thoughts straying unbidden to the previous night. The memory only deepened the warmth in my face, and I suspected my already rosy complexion had darkened considerably, likely leaving me quite unmistakably flushed.
“That’s- Yes, that’s… accurate.” I acquiesced after some stumbling.
“Your glow is brighter today,” Luna dreamily said, her voice somewhere between delight and reverence. “And not just because of last night.”
The Omega Gryffidnor looked from Luna to my person then back to the Beta Ravenclaw and then finally to my person again.
“What happened last night?” Neville asked, eyebrows scrunched up in confusion.
“Minerva and I… We reaffirmed our bond after the fight we had. And we dreamed . Of… Two others….” I hesitated, then softly confessed.
Luna’s gaze sharpened, but didn’t turn that milky white.
“The panther and the dove.” Luna airily finished. “You dreamt of them? The daughter of the sun is reuniting with her moons…” She added, her voice but a whisper.
Neville blinked at that.
“Huh? What?” Neville asked, completely lost.
“Soulmates…” I said, voice low, a rumble accompanying the words. “Two others. Not metaphors. Not allegories. Real witches. Ones we haven’t met yet, at least as far as we know, but who exist somewhere. Perhaps suffering… Perhaps waiting…”
The Omega Gryffindor took this with an impressive amount of equanimity.
“You really believe you have two other soulmates?” Nevile asked, his fingers fidgeting in front of him.
“I know it.” I firmly answered. “The bond with Minerva is strong… Undeniable. But this? This dream showed us people we need to find. Not to complete ourselves, but to fulfill something inside of Minerva and I we don’t yet fully understand.”
“I think I understand…” Neville sheepishly replied while scratching the back of his neck. “Even if I don’t bloody feel it yet. Up here.” He added while tapping the side of his head.
“You will. Everyone does at some point in time.” Luna said, smiling. “The world has a rhythm and its melody finds you when you stop chasing the chorus.”
I gave the Beta Ravenclaw a look.
“That sounds both profound and completely opaque.” I deadpanned.
“It’s from Cho’s poetry journal.” Lune cheerfully replied. “She thinks in half-rhymes and dreams in watercolour. Isn’t she just the most dreamy Alpha?” She said with a pleased sigh.
“I’m glad you found her.” I sincerely responded. “You two complement one another.”
“In this reality, Cho grounds me. ” Luna started to explain. “When I drift too far from the ground beneath my feet, she pulls me back down like gravity and reminds me to be more present.”
“That's good… Really good…” Neville replied and then went quiet for a moment. “I used to think maybe…” He hesitated, his Omega pheromones flaring with anxiety. “I m-mean when we first met… Maybe one of you was my soulmate. But it never quite… clicked.”
“You love easily.” I deduced, tilting my head and appraising Neville. “And are the epitome of loyalty in and of itself. It’s not a flaw. Your mate will see that as your greatest strength… But it never would’ve been me.” I added with a wolfish smirk, my arms crossed over my chest.
“Yes, Hermione is quite unmistakably fond of witches,” Luna dreamily said, a soft giggle slipping free.
The Omega Gryffindor turned even redder than I previously was at Luna’s words.
“Yes, I know that you prat!” Neville squeaked, but the words held no animosity. “ I just… I hope…” He continued, his voice a quiet murmur. “Godric, sometimes I just worry I won’t be enough for someone else.”
“You confronted the evil within that chamber with nothing but your mind and your heart.” I stated with quiet conviction. “You’re more than sufficient for any potential soulmate.”
“Thanks, Hermione.” Neville responded, slightly pink at my words.
The Beta Ravenclaw suddenly looked up, her eyes widening, a glassy sheen forming over top of them.
“You’re being watched.” Luna bluntly stated and I sharply glanced behind us.
“What?” I hissed as I scanned the corridor for prying eyes.
“Not here.” Luna clarified. “But in a larger and grander sense. The path ahead is under scrutiny. But don’t worry. You have the upper hand.”
“You make fate sound like a Merlin-be-damned card game.” I muttered with a displeased growl as I looked back at the two.
“It is indeed.” Luna breezily replied with a sweet smile, her pale-silver eyes returning. “But we’re cheating.” She added in a low whisper as if the words were sacrilegious.
I snorted and noticed the corridor now had significantly less students milling about.
“We ought to get inside. Professor Flitwick won’t dock points, but he’s probably noticed our absence.” I pointed out.
“He’ll forgive us… Hopefully.” Neville said. “You said he enchanted the flying key chamber, so I’m sure he knows what we endured.”
“Do you think he knows about it all?” I asked, suddenly uneasy, my own emotions roiling through me, but I had control over my pheromone at the least.
“I think… since Professor Flitwick enchanted the keys and seems to be close to Headmaster Dumbledore… It’s definitely a possibility.” Neville replied as he thought over my question. “But… our he’s kind, so I think he’ll be proud of us.”
I deeply breathed in, processed Neville's words, and nodded my head.
“Lets not keep him waiting any longer then.” I said and the two of them agreed
The Beta Ravenclaw, Neville and I walked toward the classroom together.
My steps were lighter…
My heartbeat steadier…
For all the mysteries still unspoken - the panther, the dove, the future we hadn’t yet found - I felt aligned, as Luna had said. My internal compass had recalibrated. My soul was no longer limping, even though I still was, and my thoughts had settled. I knew healing would take time, but I was logically thinking instead of emotionally raging out my emotions.
I had been held in the arms of my Omega.
I had dreamed of more.
And I had faced my friends, asked for forgiveness, and been granted it without condition.
No nargles, indeed…
As the door to the Charms classroom opened before us, I steeled myself and held my head high. The morning air of the Charm classroom felt crisp and meaningful, and every step I took with Luna and Neville reminded me how far we’d come together.
The three of us weren’t just students walking into a lesson.
We were now survivors.
Friends.
Pack.
And emerging with wounds both seen and unseen.
Inside, the classroom glowed with its usual warmth. Charms first-years would often find the floating candles and tinkling cupboards captivating, but now, what drew my attention most was the wizard behind the dais.
A familiar figure stood, short but with his own head held high.
“...And finally, I am Beta Professor Filius Flitwick and I will continue to be your Charms professor for another wondrous year. I hope we all can get along and enjoy delving into complex enchantments that will challenge your young minds.” Professor Flitwick announced, finishing his speech we had just come at the tail end of, a beaming smile on his lips.
As Professor Flitwick greeted the students that were already sitting, his small frame seemed to expand with quiet pride as the Beta professor locked eyes with the three of us.
“Good morning, Miss Granger, Miss Lovegood, Mr. Longbottom.” Professor Flitwick said, paused, and lifted his wand lightly. “I will repeat what I just said for those that have just arrived. For those newly acquainted: I’m Beta Professor Filus Flitwick. In Hogwarts and around the world, we introduce ourselves by name and dynamic. It's customary at each term’s outset. Why do we do this? First of all, it's polite. One can never have too many manners! Secondly, I will pose a question to all of you. If you were an Omega, or are an Omega, would you like it if an Alpha didn’t mention their dynamic? Do you think that is predatory and could turn volatile if the Alpha had dreadful intentions for said Omega? Omegas are held in high esteem for the part they play in our world and it's our duty to protect those that cannot protect themselves. The wizarding world hasn’t quite made the leaps in this regard, even with this protocol, so always be mindful that you can do and be better young witchlings and wizards.”
My sharpened mind processed the elasticity of that, nudged by the roles I carried in this universe named and known, like threads woven into our souls. It was the kind of formality that lent weight to the world we lived in. It wasn’t that Omegas were inherently weak, but their dynamic lent them to be in more danger because of disgusting Alphas.
It wasn’t the fault of an Omega, but the Alpha.
Much as men historically positioned themselves in authority over women, Alphas, too, had come to occupy a similar hierarchy over Omegas, not through inherent moral superiority, but through social structures that elevated strength and dominance into measures of worth.
I lowly growled at the thought and my Alpha hindbrain was enraged at all who abused their dynamic.
It’s a horridly dreadful thought, but I’m glad the Fates weaved the little dragon as an Omega because he would’ve been a horrendous Alpha…
…just like his Father.
Just like all the heads of House Malfoy…
Awful pure-blood ponces.
The Beta Charms Professor looked directly at my person, his brown eyes bright with kindness and something deeper still, an understanding that seemed to run quietly beneath the surface.
Finally seated, I tucked my satchel - that had an extension charm on it - beneath the desk. The Beta Ravenclaw arranged her notebooks and wand, while our Omega Gryffindor checked his quill.
I felt immense gratitude for their presence.
They were both solid, constant anchors in a world that seemed to change at a moment's notice.
I gave Professor Flitwick a small nod and he started his lesson.
“Today’s lesson is in intermediate wandwork… The Vinegar to Wine charm. This is a Sixth-year proficiency charm, so be prepared.” Professor Flitwick saif as the pages of A Comprehensive Guide to Charms and spells Volume 3 fluttered with the wave of his wand. “Please turn to page eleven and read about this charm…”
Professor Flitwick shifted the class’s usual levitation charms to techniques requiring nuance, not just lifting objects, but charms and spells that were suitable for sixth-years.
“Is this charm really even necessary?” A familiar voice asked, daft arrogance ringing in their tone. “Turning vinegar to wine? What bloody use does a charm like that have?”
I sniffed the air and I negatively rumbled at the scent.
The weasel…
I hadn’t even noticed the moronic Omega Gyffindor, but I was now aware of him.
My Alpha hindbrain even more so…
Hearing and seeing Ronald Weasley in the flesh felt like someone had siphoned all of the air from my lungs. The memory from the test, the trial of fear, had come back to the forefront of my mind. Seeing him with Minerva, seeing him violate my Omega, that image had come back violently but quickly dispersed.
In its place…
…was now Minerva and I.
The two of us were making love, reaffirming our bond, and all was right with the world.
Ronald Weasley can never have Minerva…
I would tear off his small-
My attention was brought back to the class with Professor Flitwick's words and my Alpha hindbrain calmed.
I was grateful for the distraction.
“Mr. Weasley…” Professor Flitwick started, his intelligent brown eyes flicking from the pages to Ronald. “If you think this charm isn’t necessary and has no use, then I would assume you could quite easily say the incantation and do the wand movements?” He asked, one eyebrow raised at the man-child.
“Of course I can!” Ronald replied, chin jutted out, cheeks rosy, and no shame to his tone.
“Then you will read the page on the Vinegar to Wine charm, say the incantation, and do the wand movement.” Professor Flitwick said, floating a goblet of vinegar so it sat in front of Ronald, and waited for the Omega Gryffindor to do as he said.
The Omega Gryffindor huffed, but did as he was asked and confirmed that he was ready after only skimming the page.
Oh for the love of Morgana…
I softly groaned at the academically challenged weasel and resigned myself to watching the inevitable unfold. There was a certain grim predictability to it, like observing a poorly constructed experiment teeter toward failure before the first reagent had even settled.
Quite Literally…
“ACE-TAM VI-KRUM!” Ronald yelled, his voice loud, squeaky, and annoying, but the vinegar didn’t turn into wine…
A heartbeat later, the mixture detonated.
Ice burst outward in a crystalline flurry, spreading across the desk and up Ronald’s robes, freezing the unfortunate git exactly where he sat. In seconds, he was encased from shoulders to knees, rigid and wide-eyed, as though some overzealous sculptor had decided to immortalize him mid-blunder.
The class was silent for a moment after it happened, but then roared in laughter at the Omega Gryffindor’s spectacular failure.
Luna, Neville, and I even joined in because we despised the arsehole.
The Beta Charms Professor sighed and he now wore a disappointed expression on his face.
“Quiet down! Quiet down please!” Professor Flitwick said, his wand pointed at his throat to accentuate and pronounce his word to the class over the thunderous noise. “As you all have seen…” He started, the Ronsicle eye darting to and fro. “That is how you do this charm incorrectly. A student will earn ten housepoints if they take Mr. Weasley to Nurse Pomfrey.”
Rollin Mullbery, from House Gryffdinor, stood up from his seat and levitated the weasel out of the classroom.
“What did he do wrong, Professor Flitwick?” A student asked, her hand raised.
“A very good question, young lady.” Professor Flitwick responded, then scanned the assembled students. “Does anyone have the answer? What did Mr. Weasley do wrong?”
“Be shite at magic?” Dawn Rooks answered which earned another round of cheeky laughs.
Professor Flitwick chuckled at the humorous answer, but shook his head.
“No, Miss Rooks, but good… observational skills…” Professor Flitwick replied, trying his best to be polite. “Anyone else?”
I raised my hand.
“Mr. Weasley said the incantation wrong and butchered the wand movement.” I answered, confidence coursing through me, my voice low but steady.
“Ah, Miss Granger… That is correct, young Alpha! Correct indeed!” Professor Flitwick responded with a light clap of his hands. “Five points to Slytherin and another five points if you can execute the charm correctly… If you please, Miss Granger?” He asked as he slightly titled his head my way.
“Of course, Professor Flitwick.” I said and the room went silent as the Beta professor levitated a goblet in front of me like he did with Ronald. “AH-keh-tum VEE-num!” I rumbled, my wand doing a slow clockwise spiral followed by a sharp upward flick which signaled the end of the movement.”
(Spell name - Acetum Vinum)
The whole class buzzed with expectation.
They wanted the brighter witch of her age to fail like Ronald had, but I wasn’t incompetent like him.
Nothing happened for a moment, but then…
The vinegar rose to the top of the goblet, but had spilled a different colour…
A deep red…
I had succeeded.
It spilled and spilled…
And it was clearly wine not vinegar…
The students in the class didn’t make a noise, but the Beta Ravenclaw and our Omega Gryffindor clapped for my charm well done.
“Well done! Well done, Miss Granger!” Professor Flitwick said, pride in his voice, his wandhand making a quick motion so the wine would stop overflowing. “Another five points to Slytherin for the incredible display of magical ability!”
Because it was indeed incredible…
For me…
I wouldn’t have been able to do that spell - although quite simple in my opinion - before Minerva and I was grateful for my soulmate being in my life.
The rest of the class continued in a murmur of motion.
The Beta Charms Professor taught the history behind the Vinegar to Wine charm.
"So! The Vinegar to Wine charm!" Professor Flitwick said, beaming as shifted his weight, the stack of books beneath his feet ominously wobbling. "A rather elegant bit of transfigurational charmwork, and one with a fascinating history, I must say! The earliest known use of this spell dates back to Roman wizarding households around the 1st century. Yes, there were witches and wizards using magic in Rome! Positively titillating piece of information! Magical hosts of the time considered it both a practical and social necessity - after all, it was considered quite the faux pas to offer sour vinegar when enchanted wine could be conjured in an instant. The Romans did love their vinegar! Of course, this was long before the International Statute of Secrecy, so the line between magical and Muggle culinary arts was rather blurred at the time… The charm evolved from early potion-enhancement spells and minor alchemical rites. It derived from turning iron into gold… Although that particular brand of Alchemy would later branch off into Transfiguartion… Anyhoot, it was Apollonius the Red, a noted Roman charmwright, who codified the incantation into the form we use today. His original manuscript, which includes alternate wand motions involving a ladle, is stored in the Vatican’s restricted magical archives. Quite the treasure trove, if you ask me!" He twirled his wand absentmindedly, a glimmer of nostalgic pride in his eyes. "Now, over the centuries, the spell fell somewhat out of favor - not because it was ineffective, mind you, but because it was occasionally misused at feasts and duels alike. In the 15th century, a particularly cheeky young wizard named Balthazar Hume turned an entire vat of vinegar into wine at a diplomatic banquet between Goblins and humans - without asking, of course - which nearly caused a trade war. The Goblins preferred vinegar for ceremonial purposes, you see. Since then, the Ministry added the charm to the Registry of Contextually Sensitive Spells, meaning it’s subject to etiquette and event-specific guidelines, particularly when cast in shared spaces. Nowadays, it’s mostly taught as a theoretical exercise in magical transmutation, though I always include a demonstration like what Mr. Weasley and Miss Granger did. Nothing like a bit of charmwork with a culinary twist to keep young minds alert, yes?" He finished, his historical rambling coming to an end.
Half of the students had gone mad with boredom and the other half seemed to write down every word Professor Flitwick had said.
The explanation was certainly illuminating, but I could see how one could zone out.
A hand went up.
It was Neville’s.
“Professor Flitwick?” Neville asked, his demeanor timid, but his green eyes alight with intellectual curiosity.
“Yes, Mr. Longbottom?” Professor Flitwick responded, his eyes moving to Neville.
“With this Vinegar to Wine charm, is it limited to just vinegar? What would happen if you used this charm on pumpkin juice?” Neville asked and I was impressed with the question from our Omega Gryffindor.
But I would’ve asked if the charm could be used to clean up oil from the ocean if tweaked enough.
Professor Flitwick's eyes twinkled with delight as he clapped his hands together.
"Ah! An excellent question! An excellent question indeed, Mr. Longbottom! You see, the Vinegar to Wine Charm, Acetum Vinum, is a very specific transmutational spell. It targets the chemical composition of vinegar, specifically the acetic acid base, and restructures it into the complex ethanol and sugar compounds found in most wines. That’s why it works so seamlessly on vinegar. It was quite literally designed to use that as its base ingredient. Some charms, runes, and spells have a more broad scope to them, but this specific charm was tailored for a specific purpose.” He explained, his head nodding along to his own words. “I hope that answers your question, Mr. Longbottom?”
“It does. Thank you, Professor Flitwick.” Neville answered with a satisfied nod.
With that question answered, the Beta Charms Professor continued to talk about the intricacies of the charm until the end of class. I could see a glint in some students' eyes, no doubt scheming to get their hands on some vinegar, and I internally scoffed.
It would just be Muggle wine…
Witches and wizards magic dampens the effects of alcohol on the body…
That is why we create our own…
Have they not read Professor Lazuli Juneberry’s book?
Magic Under the Influence: A Cross-Species Analysis was an enlightening read…
Since the charm is attuned to the alchemical components of both liquids, it would be a substandard alcoholic beverage and they would be better off just sticking to Firewhiskey or Elvish Icewine…
The magical chime that signaled the end of the class interrupted my thoughts.
“Well! That is all for today!” Professor Flitwick said as students started to stand up from their seats. “I want you all to write a five-hundred word essay on the Vinegar to Wine charm in W.A.I.T format! That means, for those that forgot, that you must write without a Quick-Quotes Quill! I know you bright-minded young students have figured out how to write essays with this particular quill, but your professors will know if you use it, thanks to the quill's specific magical signature, and you will receive a zero on your essay if you use it anyways. Have a marvelous day!” He explained and students started to leave the classroom, but just as we made our way to leave, he called out to the three of us. “If you three have a moment, may I speak with you?”
(W.A.I.T - Wizarding Academic Instructional Template)
I stopped just short of the door, exhaled and glanced at the Beta Ravenclaw and Neville.
They nodded as if we all needed this moment with Professor Flitwick.
The three of us remained behind.
The other students filed out, chattering, leaving us alone with the Beta Charms Professor.
Professor Flitwick had moved from his wooden podium to his desk and motioned for us to come closer.
“I wanted to say something very important. You three…. What you accomplished yesterday, what you achieved, was nothing short of extraordinary.” Professor Flitwick admitted, his hands steepled on his desk.
A sudden flush of emotion coursed through my person.
Too many to keep track of.
But my Alpha hindbrain was content with the praise.
Gaia, I’m truly a Professor’s pet…
“Pride stems from love, not vanity. You each carried strength because you believed in each other. The world above is loud with power, but love that stills your soul… that is rarer and more potent.” He looked directly at me as he continued. “Minerva has informed me that Albus would like to speak with both of you. Privately. He wishes to hear all that transpired. Some truths are heavy, but the weight lessens when lifted together, yes?”
My breath caught and I roughly swallowed.
The mention of Albus sent a flicker of adrenaline through me, sharp and immediate, yet it was accompanied by an unexpected sense of steadiness. This confrontation had always been inevitable, merely postponed by circumstance and fatigue. I had received answers from the older Omega and it was only logical that I now seek them from the old fool as well.
The Omega Gryffindors expression smoothed from the tense one he had just worn and smiled
“That sounds… good. Necessary.” Neville said while eyeing me from his periphery. “Right?”
Luna beamed at Neville and I hesitantly nodded at him.
“One cannot escape destiny, but meet it with their head held high.” Luna dreamily said while gently patting my shoulder in support.
The Beta Charms Professor kindly smiled at the Beta Ravenclaw's crypticism.
“He means well, Miss Granger.” Professor Flitwick added, a seriousness to his tone. “You might not agree with his methods or the secrets he keeps, Rowena knows it's sometimes maddening, but he’ll guide you well. He hasn’t led you astray so far. Trust in your bonds and trust in your pack. Albus, Minerva, Severnia, your friends… They all care for you and will do their best to aid you in your endeavors. That is not to say that they’re playing favorites with the students here at Hogwarts, because they give their all with everyone here, but the bond with you runs deeper. Albus told me as such one evening while Minerva, him, and I were enjoying a bit of leisure. He doesn’t know the extent of your relationship with Severnia, but he recognizes that you are close with her as well. So… follow your heart, keep your head held high, and be the best version of yourself you can be, hm?”
I nodded at Professor Flitwick's words and allowed gratitude to find its way to the surface.
It wasn’t the Beta Charms Professor’s fault that my emotions were a jumbled mess…
But his words were deeply impactful.
“Thank you, Professor. And thank you… for everything. For seeing more than just my mind.” I replied, dipping slightly to show my respect.
Professor Flitwick did the same and bowed his head slightly.
“Love works best when it is shared and recognized.” Professor Flitwick said with a smile and Luna nodded her head in agreement. “Now have a good rest of your day, you three!”
With Professor Flitwick's sendoff, the three of us made our way out of the Charms classroom. We left the classroom in silence, the residual power of his words settling into us.
The Beta Ravenclaw, our Omega Gryffindor, and I descended the steps to the courtyard after navigating some stairs.
The day had brightened; a breeze seemed to move with us.
“It helps, doesn’t it?” Luna whispered, her pale- silver eyes focused on the white clouds high above our heads.
Neville also seemed content to feel the breeze on his skin and breathe in the fresh air.
“In what way?” I asked, slightly confused by Luna’s words.
“To be acknowledged by all of them, you know?” Luna replied.
And I knew who they were…
My soulmates.
I searched for the right words as I too looked at the clouds.
“Yes… significantly. It’s validating in a way that’s hard to articulate. Not just pride, but connection in the purest sense… Even if I only saw two in a dream…” I answered with a melancholic sigh and a rumble that was filled with longing.
The Beta Ravenclaw understood and the Omega Gryffindor nodded.
Neither of them said another word.
We just…
…looked at the clouds above…
And enjoyed the moment…
Notes:
Everyone still liking it? This chapter was long but - as you know - I like to write long chapters... lol... Anywho! If there is anything you'd like to discuss about the story, then I'm all for it! Also, I know it seems like I'm dragging it a bit, but all of this is important. I don't do filler chapters, so all these chapters are integral to Hermione, her friend and loved one, and the overarching story. So don't skip!
Chapter 30: Chapter 30
Summary:
Hermione has another tough conversation with Pansy and Millicent, Ronald is a disgusting asshole, and plots move forward in the darkness...
Chapter Text
The corridor outside the Charms classroom glowed with the last light of morning, gold filtering through the high windows, their glass so meticulously maintained that not a trace of dust dulled the brightness. The illumination softened the ancient stone, lending the castle a quiet warmth that sharply contrasted with the tension still coiled beneath my ribs.
Luna, Neville, and I walked side by side, our footsteps echoing gently along the corridor. Around us, students bustled in small clusters, conversations overlapping in a low, lively hum, while the occasional flicker of casual magic sparked and faded in passing. It was an ordinary scene, almost painfully so, and I found myself studying it with unusual care.
There was another anxiety-inducing conversation to be had in the near future, but I would face that with unbounded confidence.
My Alpha hindbrain was chomping at the bit.
I hadn’t been the one who had done wrong, but had been wronged.
The old fool will have to do some groveling…
The Beta Ravenclaw, the Omega Gryffindor, and I were headed to the library - our habitual retreat for study and recuperation when we had some time to spare - where Luna would disappear into obscure volumes on magical taxonomy and Neville would quietly read old tomes on Herbology.
I planned to revise some Transfiguration theory that didn’t sit quite right with me.
The old tome was in my satchel and ready to be poured over by my sharp eye.
I had planned on talking to Minerva about it, but I wanted to see how I would fare studying the old scholars' research.
The quiet, structured pursuit of knowledge felt more like home than ever before.
But then the air shifted.
Down the corridor, near the shadowed curve that led toward the Greenhouse stairwell, two familiar figures leaned against the wall…
Pansy Parkinson and Millicent Bulstrode.
Both Slytherins.
Both…
…former entanglements of mine.
Their forms filled my very soul with unwanted anxiety.
My Alpha hindbrain’s focus now turned to the two and I negatively growled under my breath…
Pansy stood with her arms crossed, black robes immaculate as ever that spoke of the Parkinson wealth, her eyes following our group with calculated stillness. Millicent beside her looked more uncertain, chewing the inside of her cheek, but also looking put together.
I looked over the both of them with a critical eye, seeing two witches who I had cared for, and shook my head.
In theory…
The three of us had worked.
Pansy the misfit.
Millicent the unwanted.
And myself…
I was the horror.
We didn’t quite fit in the pure-blood hierarchy with House Slytherin, me more than them, but we were supposed to be perfect for each other.
That was until I found out that it was all a lie.
Their presence wasn’t incidental.
Pansy and Millicent had no doubt wanted to corner me.
Luna stopped first.
The Beta Ravenclaw’s hand ghosted near mine and her voice was light but unblinking.
"Nargles are plentiful around those two… The shadows are shivering today. Perhaps it's the scent of old decisions." Luna said airily.
Neville stepped a little in front of my person, an instinctive motion I noted with deep appreciation, and I felt protected in time I hadn’t been in the past.
"Godric, what do they bloody want?" Neville asked, unmasked anger in his voice, his Omega pheromones broadcasting at the possible threat in front of us.
I knew.
I continued forward, making no effort to conceal the unevenness in my gait, until we drew level with them. Only then did Pansy speak, while Millicent remained at her side, silent and watchful.
I breathed in their scents and my Alpha hindbrain whined at once was.
I hadn’t been able to focus on what dynamics they had gained, since they had also presented that day, but now I could clearly scent them.
Pansy’s pheromones were rough, so she was an Alpha, and Millicent’s were sweet, so she was an Omega.
Their binty mothers are no doubt thrilled about how their presenting played out…
"Granger." Pany said, her voice too even. "Can we talk? Alone." She drawled, eyes narrowed at the two beside my person.
I paused.
My fingers itched to retrieve my wand from its holster.
I turned, meeting the Alpha Slytherin’s gaze, then the Omega Slytherin’s.
I didn’t reply right away nor did I growl or rumble negatively.
The Omega Gryffindor stepped closer to the both of them, that Gryffindor bravery and bravado on display.
"You two don’t get to ask for anything. Not anymore." Neville huffed as he crossed his arms over his chest.
“Unless you’ve come to apologize for your actions, it might be best if you simply continue on your way.” Luna added, her voice soft, though there was a quiet firmness beneath it that didn’t waver.
Pansy narrowed her eyes on Luna.
"This is none of your business, Luny." Pansy growled, her hackles rising at my friend's words, her Alpha pheromones drifting towards us.
Already a horrid brute.
The Beta Ravenclaw slowly blinked and tilted her head.
"Your business used to be Hermione’s heart, but now it's someone else's.” Luna replied with an innocent smile. “So technically it's not any of your business."
“You little-” Pansy hissed, stepping forward, but I raised a hand before the fellow Alpha could do anything unsavory.
"Enough." I interrupted, a low rumbled to my voice, my words harsh.
I looked at my friends, gently touched Neville's elbow, and put that raised hand on Luna's shoulder.
“Hermione-” Neville tried to say, but I shook my head.
"Wait for me in the library." I said.
The Omega Gryffindor hesitated, eyes wary, his pheromones briefly flared before they settled.
"Are you sure?" Neville asked, his green eyes wary as he looked at Alpha and Omega Slytherin.
I nodded.
"Yes." I replied.
"Don’t let them confuse the silence between apologies and accountability." Luna murmured in my ear, giving me a ghost of a smile as she leaned back, and let out her own Beta pheromones to calm the situation before us.
Then they left us alone
I stood facing Pansy Parkinson and Millicent Bulstrode, my arms crossed over my chest as I mirrored the Alpha Slytherin’s earlier posture, waiting for their next words.
"You’ve precisely three minutes before I decide this was a mistake." I huffed.
Pansy opened her mouth, but no noise came out, so her jaw clamped shut.
Surprisingly, the Omega Slytherin spoke first.
"We’re… we’re sorry." Millicent stumbled out, roughly swallowing after the admission.
I arched my singular brow at Millicent's words and the lack of words from the other Alpha Slytherin who looked as if she consumed Hagrid’s cooking.
I was at least grateful for the Beta Ravenclaw’s foresight in releasing her pheromones to temper Pansy’s more volatile emotions.
"For what, specifically?" I coolly responded.
The Omega Slytherin flushed, her round cheeks aflame, her own pheromones making it clear that she was embarrassed.
Embarrassed by what?
That was the question, wasn’t it?
"For… for what happened last term. For how we treated you." Millicent admitted, her voice small, her weight shifting ever so often, but I could see her eyes darting to the passerbys ever so often. “Everything… All of it… None of what happened was supposed to happen… At least in that way…”
"To true…” Pansy said with a sigh. “And we’re also sorry for not being brave enough to make it right sooner." She stiffly added.
I didn’t move.
Didn’t blink.
"You mean for pretending I didn’t exist the moment it became inconvenient to be seen with me in daylight? For making me your secret?" I responded, my tone devoid of emotion. “Or are you talking about the both of you sleeping with Daphne Greengrass? Make it clear for my mudblood ears, Pansy Parkinson.”
The other Alpha Slytherin’s face twitched at my words.
"It wasn’t like that-” Pansy tried to say, but a growl from me made her become quiet.
"It was precisely like that." I snapped, my control over my Alpha slipping the longer this farce continued, wandering eyes that belonged to fellow students turning toward the three of us at my change in attitude.
It was exactly like that…
My mind wandered at the truth or truths behind the matter and I found myself slipping back into the memory…
It was late.
A Thursday evening, the corridors of the dungeons unusually quiet, as if the stones themselves were holding their breath.
I had left the Arithmancy classroom early.
Professor Vector had praised my latest treatise on ancient numerical layering in European spell architecture. I remember the exact phrasing she used: “A mind that weaves precision with creativity.”
I smiled at that.
It wasn’t often I felt seen for more than raw output.
And I’d wanted to share it - with Pansy and Millicent
In retrospect, the desire now feels laughably naïve
I took the shortcut to our meeting spot, an old, disused storage room just past the statue of Salazar Slytherin holding a snake with two heads. The room smelled of old wood, dust, and citrus, a scent charm Pansy claimed she used because it reminded her of Parkinson Manor.
I never knocked.
It had become a small intimacy between us…
The…
…assumption that all three of us were welcome
So when I opened the door…
What I witnessed was less a shock and more a betrayal layered in cruel inevitability.
Pansy’s robes were half-off her shoulders.
Her mouth was on Daphne Greengrass’s throat, her teeth grazing skin with the familiarity of muscle memory. Millicent Bulstrode was behind Daphne, fingers tangled in the blonde’s hair, whispering something low and intimate into her ear.
There were no candles lit.
Just wandlight hovering in the corner like a complicit moon.
None of them heard me at first.
Then Pansy turned her head…
Slow, languid, and feline.
Our eyes met.
And she didn’t flinch.
There was no shame, no alarm, not even guilt.
Just the faintest flicker of inconvenience.
“Oh, Hermione.” Pansy said, like one might acknowledge a draft entering the room.
That was what broke me.
Not the act.
Not the kissing or the intimacy or even the betrayal.
It was that my name sounded like an afterthought.
Something surplus.
Millicent shifted, stepping away from Daphne, and Daphne herself rolled her eyes.
“Well…” Daphne flatly said. “...this is uncomfortable.”
“I could leave.” I heard myself say, it feeling like I was no longer in my own body. “That way you can return to your rehearsal of moral failure uninterrupted.”
“Don’t be dramatic.” Pansy muttered, pulling her robe back over one shoulder.
“I excel at dramatics according to you.” I said, my tone clipped. “Apparently, I just lack the flair for deception that Slytherins are known for.”
“We didn’t plan this, Hermione.” Millicent quickly added. “You have to believe us!”
“That line would be far more convincing…” I coldly replied. “...if your lipstick wasn’t smeared across her jawline.”
Daphne smirked.
“Relax. You’re not the only one with needs.” Daphne added as she made herself more presentable.
“Ah.” I said, turning to Pansy. “So I was... what? A starter course? A placeholder? Amusement to the pure-blood couple?”
“You were mine.” Pansy snapped. “But you wanted more than I could give.”
“You mean honesty.” I clarified. “Visibility. The audacity of being acknowledged in public. How could you possibly be seen with the Horror of Hogwarts?”
“You know what it would mean.” Pansy responded, stepping closer to my person. “You know what people would say.”
“Yes.” I said. “They would say the truth. That we were together. That I mattered to you both.”
Millicent looked away.
Daphne didn’t bother to hide her boredom.
“You mattered…” Pansy said after a beat. “You still matter.”
“No, Parkinson.” I said, voice trembling from the force of my control. “I mattered only when it was convenient. When no one was looking. When I could be your secret plaything.”
“You don’t understand how complicated-” Millicent tried to add, her voice but a whisper.
“I understand exactly how simple it is, Bulstrode.” I snapped and Millient flinched at the use of her last name. “Because love… Real and true love… Doesn’t hide. It doesn’t divide itself among dimly-lit rooms and whispered lies. It doesn’t make you feel invisible.”
They didn’t say anything.
And maybe that silence told me everything I needed to know.
“I won an academic medal today.” I quietly admitted. “Professor Vector said my mind was exceptional. She said I think with integrity. I came here to tell you both. To celebrate.”
Millicent closed her eyes.
Pany clenched her jaw.
Daphne seemed to find my words amusing now.
“I wanted to share something.” I continued, my body wracked with pain, but that pain was nothing in comparison to how I emotionally felt. “Instead, I walked into something vile.”
“Hermione-” Pansy tried to say, but I was done.
“No.” I said. “I won’t play this game any longer.”
Daphne started to clap and Millicent sent her a deadly glare, but the homewrecking witch was unperturbed.
“All so very touching, mudblood!” Daphne said as she rolled her eyes. “Did you really think anyone could love you?” She asked as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
“Maybe… Maybe not…” I lowly admitted. “But all three of you have just made an enemy of me and I promise you will pay for toying with my heart.” I darkly added, looking in all of their eyes, but stopping to stare at Daphne whose smirk diminished at my look. “It might not be today… Or tomorrow… Or even months from now, but you will pay.”
“You- You won’t do anything, Horror.” Daphne scoffed as she shook her head.
“Will you shut your bloody mouth?!” Millicent hissed as she slapped Daphne across the face.
Daphne was stunned.
Pansy turned her attention to the two.
Then the bickering and yelling started between the three.
And I turned, leaving the door open behind me, and didn’t look back.
I walked through the corridor in silence.
My steps were steady, even as my body was in agony, my chest burned and my throat ached with unshed grief.
I didn’t cry…
Not then.
Not until I reached the library.
Because the library, ironically, is where we had first kissed.
Between the sections on binding runes and protective enchantments.
Pansy had told me she admired my focus and touched my cheek like I mattered.
Millicent held my hand and told me I was beautiful despite my scars.
And now…
Now I was reduced to the footnote in someone else's story.
I don’t know how long I sat there that night.
But I remember thinking about semantics.
About how cheating isn’t just an action - it’s a category of violence.
A deliberate and willful deviation from love that destroys a relationship.
I was the witch they only loved behind doors.
I was the witch who was never talked about in family functions.
Always the secret…
Drawing my thoughts back from their restless drift, I straightened my shoulders and lifted my chin, settling once more into a posture of quiet, deliberate composure.
"Let’s not revise history merely because the ink has dried." I drawled, eyes narrowed at the two of them.
Millicent looked at me with wide, pained eyes, her Omega pheromones worsening and filling the air around us.
"We loved you." Millicent lowly whined.
I chuckled at the words.
It was short.
Hollow.
It was the kind of chuckle one did when someone was in absolute disbelief.
"No. You didn’t and you still don’t.” I responded after calming myself, but my jaw was now clenched impossibly tight.
How dare they…
How dare they…
The sheer audacity of these two…
"Don’t tell us how we felt." Pansy snapped, her nostrils flaring
"I will." I said, voice low, a negative rumble coming from deep within my person. "Because I know now what love is."
They both stared.
“What?” Millicent whispered, her face scrunched up in confusion.
I let the truth roll forth, deliberate and unflinching, just how Pansy was when their cheating was unsurfaced.
"Love is not clandestine kisses in closets or hurried touches behind closed doors. It’s not bruises disguised as passion or whispered promises never meant for the light of day. Love does not cower in shadows, nor does it flinch when seen. Love is… a witch holding me through a panic attack at an inconvenient time, love is a hand steadying my own before a terrifying challenge, and love is… love is being known, entirely, and still wanted."
The Alpha and Omega Slytherin both looked stricken at my words.
I stepped closer.
"You liked the idea of me. The cleverness. The thrill of defining your families. But when it mattered… When I wanted you both to be proud of me for my achievements… I found you both sleeping with another witch!" I growled, anger in the noise and my voice. Millicent looked away, her face deathly pale, while Pansy was as rigid as a stone statue. I continued, my tone controlled now but cutting nonetheless. "You called it love, but it was selfish indulgence. Possession in its most vile form. Lust masquerading as affection because of cowardly motivations. And you wanted me to bend around your secrets. To contort myself into something palatable enough to keep hidden." I finished.
The Alpha Slytherin’s lip trembled, her pheromones now thick, exuding all of her ladened emotions.
"We didn’t know how to be better." Pansy replied, her voice raw at the emotional words spilling forth from her thinned lips.
"And that’s not my fault." I said, harshness at the edges of my tone. "You had the choice to grow, you still do, but you don’t get to beg for forgiveness because you understand your actions and what you lost."
"We miss you." Millicent whined a oh so pitiful whine, her voice cracking with each of the three words.
"You miss the control you had over my person." I corrected. "You miss the convenience of having a pliant witch in your bed."
The silence between us stretched, taut as spell-thread.
I took a step back.
"If you truly care about me, even as a memory, you will respect that I am done with the both of you." I said while trying to recenter myself. “I still owe you for what you did and I owe Daphne her dues. The next time any of you see me… You will know I've come to collect.”
Pansy looked like she wanted to argue, but something in my eyes must have stopped her.
The other Alpha Slytherin roughly swallowed.
The Omega Slytherin said nothing.
I turned, robes swishing behind my person, and ignored the oppressive weight of their stares.
The corridor felt less stuffy the farther I left their vicinity.
And for the first time since those two shattered my blackened heart…
It beat without flinching at the distant memory that was Pany and Millicent.
Whatever they had tried to rekindle had already turned to ash…
And I arrived at my own destination.
The library loomed ahead…
Serene.
Timeless.
Orderly.
I had always found solace in its echoing silence and the geometric certainty of its shelves. It offered something human emotions rarely did - predictability. The scent of worn parchment and enchanted ink wrapped around me as I pushed the large wooden doors open.
The ambient hush welcomed me like an old friend.
I found Luna and Neville where I knew they’d be…
Our usual alcove.
The password for the portrait of Beedle the Bard this time was…
“Messor Fati.” I said and Beedle the Bard bowed to me and the portrait opened.
(Fate Reaper)
Neville glanced up towards the entrance first, spotting me, and stood up from the table we had added. Kindness radiated from the Omega Gryffindor's eyes and concern etched in the downturn of his mouth.
Luna looked at me as one might study a constellation in the night sky.
“You’re back.” Neville said, the relief in his voice palpable. “We were starting to worry.”
“I apologize.” I evenly responded. “Merlin himself knows I tried to make the conversation as brief as possible.”
“You’re glowing less.” Luna noted, her lips slightly downturned. “Not extinguished… just... muted.”
“I suppose emotional fallout doesn’t pair well with solar metaphors.” I replied, sliding into my usual seat as Neville sat back down as well.
I unclasped my satchel, set it beside my person, my hands a little too deliberate in their movements.
“Did they say anything?” Neville asked, voice pitched low, eyes filled with worry.
“They said everything.” I folded my hands in my lap. “All the perfunctory phrases. They miss me. They’re not the same. They love me. And yet… their words fell on deaf ears.”
“Sometimes words that come from the heart are not the same as words that come from one's very soul.” Luna replied, frowning, her lips pursing like she’d tasted something bitter.
“They haven’t changed.” I continued, sharper than I meant. “They wanted to be absolved without ever stepping into accountability. I suppose they assumed their presence would be enough to earn forgiveness…” I bitterly added with a growl to go along with it.
“Did you give it?” Neville asked gently. “Forgiveness?”
“No.” I looked down at my unburnt palm, tracing the lines that were still there. “I gave them the truth. Cold, precise, and wholly unfiltered.”
The Beta Ravenclaw leaned forward, her pale-silver eyes soft.
“Then you gave them a gift. Even if they don’t recognize it as such.” Luna responded in a sad tone.
“I’m not sure it was a gift.” I admitted, my nose scrunched and my teeth biting the inside of my cheek. “It felt surgical. I enumerated their transgressions like it was coded wizarding law. There was no catharsis in the words I said to the two of them. Just… finality.”
The Omega Gryffindor reached out and placed a comforting hand over mine.
“You deserved to speak. And they needed to hear it.” Neville added as I drew comfort from my friend.
Drew comfort from my pack.
I nodded, but words continued to spill from my mouth.
“They said they loved me.” I said with a negative rumble. “And for the first time in my life, I knew with unshakable certainty that they didn’t. At least, not in the way I now understand love.”
“Because of Minerva.” Luna murmured as she knowingly looked at me.
“Yes.” I said, voice almost a whisper. “Because when she touches me, she doesn’t flinch. She doesn’t hide. She offers me her whole self, not pieces doled out behind locked doors. With her, I am seen and not hidden.”
“That’s how it should be.” Neville said, a genuine smile on his face.
“In a way, the conversation made the past feel foreign.” I replied. “Alien. I once thought what Pansy and Millicent gave me was affection. But it was a poor imitation of love.”
The Beta Ravenclaw thoughtfully tilted her head and remained silent for a moment.
“They were chasing heat… thinking it was heart.” Luna finally said. “They wrapped their longing for you in the language that is love and thought that was enough.”
“And I accepted it.” I whispered. “I excused it. Diminished my own needs to fit the constraints they offered because I thought I wasn’t worthy of love..”
“You’re not in that cage anymore.” Neville seriously said.
“No.” I agreed. “But I still see the ghost of the bars…”
The dove…
And even the panther.
Morgana…
My heart constricted just thinking about them and their plights.
The three of us sat in silence for a few moments.
The kind of silence that wasn’t awkward, but reverent as I rearranged my thoughts.
“Maybe it's because of the dream…” I softly continued. “The panther. The dove.”
Neville looked at me and both of his eyebrows reached his hairline.
“The ones from you and Professor McGonagall's shared vision?” Neville asked.
“Yes.” I replied as I thought back to the specifics of the dream. “Poetic…” I murmured. “...and apt for the earlier situation.”
A heavy silence filled the space for a moment.
“Sometimes- Sometimes I worry I’ll never have something like that. A dream. A soulmate.” Neville admitted as he glanced between Luna and I with a sad smile.
If the Fates deemed Neville unworthy then we’d all be unworthy…
“You will.” I said immediately, confidence ringing in my tone, my eyes glued to Neville’s person. “The universe does not withhold what is written into your marrow. You simply haven’t collided with your other half or other halves yet and that is fine.”
“You’re still unfolding. Like a night-blooming flower. The scent hasn’t reached them yet, but it will.” Luna added with a dreamy smile. “It will be more than Amortentia and it will brighten your world.”
The Omega Gryffindor chuckled, clearly used to Luna’s metaphors.
“You always make it sound like fate’s a patient gardener.” Neville said, a small smile now on his face.
“It is.” Luna said with a mischievous smile of her own. “And some blooms are worth the wait.” She added as the Beta Ravenclaw looked knowingly at us both.
I sighed and leaned back in my chair.
“I’m exhausted.” I said as I rubbed my hands over my face.
“You bloody should be.” Neville said. “You confronted people who hurt you. That’s not easy, Hermione.”
“I keep thinking about how many hours I spent wondering if I was the problem,” I confessed. “If I was too needy. Too public. Too emotional.”
“You were, and are, human. I think… I think the magical community, our magical community, loses sight of that most of the time, you know?” Luna responded as she tilted her head. “And… they didn’t want that. Someone who shows that they don’t go with the flow of the river. They wanted something you weren’t.”
“And now I know better.” I said. “...But knowing and healing aren’t always simultaneous.”
Merlin, that’s been my problem since my younger years…
…hasn’t it?
“No.” Luna agreed as she nodded along with my words. “But they’re consecutive, intertwined, and everyone has to understand how they go hand-in-hand at their own pace.”
I looked at both of them, my blackened heart swelling with something close to reverence.
“I’m grateful for you two.” I blurted out.
“We’re grateful for you,” Neville replied.
“You anchor us…” Luna said as she let out some of her pheromones, the scent filled with friendship and love. “Even when you feel adrift, you anchor us, Hermione.”
“Let’s get our Herbology books.” I suggested after a moment. “We’ve earned a productive distraction and Neville’s paramours await.” I added with a sly smirk.
The Beta Ravenclaw giggled at my words and the Omega Gryffindor went slightly pink, but it was all in good fun.
We stood together…
Unified.
Whatever the remnants of the past still lingered, they no longer defined me.
I wasn’t Hermione the secret, Hermione the compromise, Hermione the horror.
I was Hermione Granger….
Alpha, Slytherin, bonded, brilliant, and becoming.
And this time…
I didn’t walk alone with my heart shattered, but…
…I walked with those who would never ask me to hide.
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TW: Very disturbing Ron (Skip if you want to)
POV: Ronald
I was back in my common room, face red as can be, and bloody embarrassed!
I was in bed and trying to block out all the laughing…
Laughing at me.
ME!
Ron Weasley!
As I looked at nothing, my brain thought back to what had just happened earlier that day.
I had been levitated like some first-year to Pomfrey and unfrozen like some tosser!
I had come back here, in disgrace, and felt really angry at that mingy bint.
Hermione Granger.
I gnashed my teeth as I thought of her name.
The Horror of Hogwarts…
“She thinks she can have friends? Thinks she can be better than me?” I muttered as I lost control of my- my pheromones. “Well, Whoremione had got another thing coming…”
I had a plan.
Mum had a book all about O… Omegas and how they can use their pheromones to their advantage. Mum said it came from the Prewett vault, which had barely anything in it…
Merlin, mum can be such a useless cow sometimes…
…but she found that book in there.
She had given it to me just after I presented, but I wanted nothing to do with it.
I bloody hated my dynamic.
I was a bloke and blokes weren’t Omegas!
I wasn’t like that faggot Neville…
I was supposed to be an Alpha!
Supposed to be an Alpha…
I sighed.
But maybe…
Maybe, I could use it.
I could use whatever was in there and hurt the whore or someone she cared about…
“But who?” I whispered to myself.
I thought about it as I took off my pants and started to stroke my prick.
Who…
“Looney?” I said aloud.
No, that doesn’t make me hard…
A few more strokes…
And then a bloody brilliant thought came to my head…
“Professor McGonagall?” I asked, my brain picturing the old coot.
The whore seemed close to the old professor, so it made some sense…
My prick grew as I imagined bending Professor McGonagall to my will and I groaned.
Yes, the old bitch would do nicely…
I kept going.
I pictured cornering her…
Bending her over a desk…
Pounding into her…
And then finally dumping my load into her well-shagged snatch…
At that thought, I came hard on my hand…
I laid there, panting as I wiped my cum on my sheets, with a feral grin on my face.
“I’ll hurt her.” I said. “I’ll bloody hurt her, alright…”
I vowed it.
I vowed it over and over in my brain as I started to fall asleep, drool already on my pillow, but I swore I could hear a voice maniacally laughing as I dreamt of my revenge…
Chapter 31: Chapter 31
Summary:
Hermione, Minerva, and Severnia all sit infront of Albus who tells them a tale which hopefully will reveal some truths....
But Albus Dumbledore loves riddles...
Chapter Text
The sun had begun its slow descent by the time the castle finally settled into quiet, shadows stretching long and deliberate across the stone like careful brushstrokes. Through the green-hued glass of the Slytherin common room windows, the Black Lake shimmered with an almost dreamlike restlessness, its shifting light casting rippling patterns that softly moved along the ceiling above my person.
Evening at Hogwarts had always felt significant to me, not merely for its beauty, but for what it represented, a transition, a pause suspended between one state and the next, much like the space between an inhale and an exhale, where everything seems to hold its breath.
I was seated open-legged in one of the oversized plush velvet armchairs, not reading for once, not annotating any books or tomes, and not rearranging my schedule into impossible shapes to accommodate my busy workload.
Although, I could always ask for the time-turner again…
No others of House Slytherin bothered me.
Silence reigned supreme in this space.
My fingers rested lightly against the edge of a closed tome - a collection of translated enchantments from eighth-century Byzantine Greece - but I hadn’t turned a page in nearly forty-five minutes.
There was something different about tonight.
Not oppressive.
Not hollow.
No, Merlin no, this wasn’t like my sorting in first-year.
It was a silence that held my person, as if the castle itself were exhaling in tandem with me, content for the first time in weeks to simply…
Be.
Today had been long.
Brutal, in its own way…
But necessary.
My confrontation with Pansy and Millicent had severed whatever fragile thread of possibility remained in their minds.
I had seen it in their eyes just before I left.
Resignation and grief.
Perhaps I should have felt more in response.
Grief of my own.
Anger at the circumstances.
Even a measure of nostalgia for what I had once believed we might become.
But in truth…
I only felt release.
Release from two chains that binded my soul.
My own words freed me.
There was no longer any ambiguity.
No lingering fantasy in my mind that what we’d shared had ever been what I’d so desperately tried to name as love.
Because I knew what love was now.
Not just as a word, but as a Gaia-given truth that lived in the marrow of the world itself.
And that truth was currently curled up on the other armchair across from my person, her furred feet tucked beneath her furred body, her head rested on the cushion below.
Minerva had told me she had been reading something handwritten, older than even her time at Hogwarts - perhaps one of her field journals from when she was but a child drug into an adult war or a war log itself from the old fool - when she was in her classroom. Her expression, though serious, had been relaxed, but an underlying tension remained in her person.
So the older Omega had transformed, before any of the other Slytherin’s could see, into her animagus form.
A grey tabby cat.
The flickering firelight of the magical fireplace painted Minerva's coat in amber and gold, and the sight of her like this made something in my chest ease, as if a lock I didn’t know was there had quietly unlatched.
A perfect animagus form for Minerva…
I had watched the cat for several minutes in silence and was comforted by her presence in the Slytherin common room.
But there was a question that had been burrowing through me like a vine, subtle and persistent, and it refused to quietly die.
“Minerva…” I softly said, my voice barely louder than the crackle of the fire. “Can you please change back?”
As the cat removed its head from its comfortable position at my voice, its body rippling slightly with the movement, she looked my way and gave me a subtle nod. The cat slowly stood up, arched its back, and then lithely jumped to the floor below.
But the cat's paw never reached the floor…
No, the transformation skillfully started in between the jump and the landing. It was very reminiscent of when she had sat on her desk in my first-year at Hogwarts, my enlightened mind curious as to why a cat would’ve replaced our professor, but the cat jumped and turned into that very professor.
The magic of the transformation from cat to human was instantaneous.
Swirls of red, green, white, and gold encapsulated Minerva's person.
It reminded me of my first bit of magic at Ollivanders.
I blinked.
One blink and then Minerva McGonagall, in all her glory, was standing before me.
Clothed, of course…
Truly unfortunate, but I would have to kil- hex anyone who wasn’t myself and saw Minerva’s naked body…
“Yes, mo ghràidh?” Minerva replied, her voice a lilting purr, her emerald-green eyes focused on my seated person and her expression warm.
I hesitated as I took in my soulmate.
A question…
A very specific question had been on my mind…
“Why do you and Luna keep calling me daughter of the sun?” I asked after a moment of silence.
I wasn’t daft..
I knew the title had importance.
I just shelved the question until a later date.
The older Omega’s expression changed at my question.
The warmth didn’t vanish, but it shifted and deepened, complicated by something more difficult for me to name in that moment.
Grief, perhaps.
Or guilt.
Or simply the weight of something that was wholly different.
Minerva smoothed the wrinkles in her robes while trying to avoid my prying gaze. She didn’t answer the question straight away and her eyes looked at her feet. She was prolonging answering and quiet anxiety built in the pit of my stomach.
Salazar, what do I not know?
“Hermione…” Minerva began, and the way she said my name - so deliberate and so full - made me straighten in my seat. “I… want to answer that question. More than anything. But I can not. Not yet.”
“Why?” I rumbled, my brow furrowed, the corners of my mouth dipping in the smallest of frowns.
Minerva’s emerald-green eyes finally met my own.
“Because- Because it would put you in danger. Because knowing too much, too soon, will attract the wrong kind of attention.” Minerva replied with an audible sigh.
“Cirihtor?” I rebutted immediately.
But that evil is gone…
But evil, in and of itself, isn't truly gone…
Not forever.
I’m not that naive.
“Aye.” Minerva answered. “And other things… You are… not ready. And I do not mean that in the condescending way some Professors dismiss precocious students. I mean you have not yet become what you must, what you are destined to. The truth would either break you or bind you to aspects of yourself you do not understand.”
It was the careful weight of the older Omega’s words - not the vagueness but the precision - that startled me into stillness.
“Morgana, That’s awfully melodramatic, Minerva.” I said as I roughly swallowed.
Minerva's lips twitched.
“Is it? Or are you finally beginning to understand that you are not, in fact, a mere anomaly of cleverness, but something much more?” Minerva supplied along with a sad smile.
My pulse thudded uncomfortably.
“I… thought the idea of being chosen was self-aggrandizing nonsense. A way of turning trauma into a narrative that made this life more bearable.” I replied with a small shrug. “It was enough to be recognized by Albus and to not be anything more. It was for that very reason that I never patented the holsters I made.”
“In most cases, I would agree..,” Minerva said as she walked closer to my person. “...But Hermione… you were not simply chosen. You were born into something that was spun into a grand tale. Something the wizarding world tried to erase because they feared true power..”
I looked away at my soulmate's words.
“Why call me the daughter of the sun, then? What does the sun mean?” I growled, my frustration evident.
“Och, a cannae answer thon either. No i fou.” Minerva softly said, her accent coming in thick and full of emotion, a trickle of her anxiety ridden Omega pheromones reaching my nose. “Nae yit. A'm sorry”
A flare of irritation rose in me.
And not just because I disliked puzzles left unsolved…
…it was the patronizing echo of a lifetime of adults keeping me in the dark and believing they were protecting me.
But then I looked at Minerva again, truly looked, and the anger in me fell away.
This wasn’t Minerva trying to withhold power.
This was the Older Omega, my mate, trying to keep me alive.
I felt that in my marrow.
With my near-death experience involving Cirihtor, that distinction mattered more than the information itself.
So I exhaled…
Slowly.
And gave a single nod.
“Very well.” I responded while gently rubbing my face with my hands. “But one day, you will tell me. And you will do so entirely.”
I can’t be in the dark forever lest that darkness fester like a rotting wound.
It needed to be treated.
Hopefully one day…
“Tha mi a' gealltainn air mo anam fhèin, mo ghràidh.” Minerva whispered, voice aching as her own hands replaced mine and I felt the warmth of her palms on my cheeks. “Nuair a thig an t-àm, bidh fios agad air a h-uile càil.”
(I promise upon my very soul, my dear. When it is time, you will know everything.)
That seemed to settle something between us.
An agreement built not on forced compliance, but on trust and the bond we shared.
Minerva took a step back, the warmth fading, but she outstretched her hand to me.
“Come, we should not keep Albus waiting.” Minerva said as she recomposed herself. “This talk is long overdue and you are owed answers.”
I found the older Omega’s words slightly ironic, but half-truths were better than lies.
I took Minerva’s hand without hesitation and our fingers weaved together like the pages of a long-forgotten tome snapping closed.
“Disillusiono!” Minerva whispered, her hand twirling in the air and the charm set into place.
I was once again awed by the older Omega's use of wandless magic.
Why did Minerva not do the charm wordlessly?
That was a question I had in the back of my mind as Minerva cast the charm, but the question had a simple answer.
Precision.
The older Omega could no doubt do a disillusionment charm wandlessly and wordlessly quite easily, but we were going to walk through Hogwarts halls.
Together.
Any students or Professor who still lingered would see us.
Minerva was practicing caution and making sure the charm was an invariable success so we weren’t seen together with linked hands.
The solution could be to just unlink our hands, but neither of us wanted to.
Gaia, the action shouldn’t have affected me so profoundly, but I found it endearing and it warmed me to my core.
My Alpha hindbrain particularly liked the action as well…
The older Omega and I left the common room in silence, the disillusionment charm firmly in effect, though it was a silence laden with mutual understanding.
The corridors were beginning to dim.
The torches flared to life one by one, casting long shadows that stretched ahead of us like waiting roads. Occasionally, I spotted a student hurrying to their dormitory or a ghost drifting silently through a wall. Peeves cackled faintly several floors above, but the mischief felt muted now, like a child playing at rebellion rather than enacting it.
“I always found the evenings at Hogwarts to be the most honest.” Minerva quietly admitted. “Daylight is for pretense. Night is for truth.”
I tilted my head and considered Minerva's words as we walked.
The older Omega accommodated my limp, her gait matching my own, and it warmed my blackened heart even further.
“I’d argue that twilight is where the truest things live. Neither fully hidden nor fully revealed. Just… suspended in possibility.” I whispered back, pondering if I sounded a little too much like Luna.
“You continue to astonish me.” Minerva said while looking at me, smiling faintly, and quietly laughing.
“That’s rather the goal.” I murmured with upturned lips of my own.
Minerva and I finally reached the corridor that housed the spiral staircase to the Headmaster’s office. As we approached, the guardian gargoyle leapt aside without a need for a password - apparently expecting us.
The stone steps spiraled upward, already unfurling in a slow, graceful dance.
I briefly stopped before the first step.
“Hermione?” Minerva said, now standing in front of my person, her hands coming up to my cheeks.
The warmth of our bond grounded me before I could release any pheromones.
“I… I’m fine.” I responded, my jaw clenched.
“Och, you are not.” Minerva scoffed as she started to release her own Omega pheromones to combat my raging emotions.
I’m a Slytherin for Merlin's sake…
Why am I afraid to speak with Albus?
I should hold my head high and be cold fury…
Talk with a sly tongue that twists words for my own advantage…
I can handle this…
I can handle this…
“I will handle this…” I whispered, eyes averted from the older Omega.
“Alone?” Minerva supplied, her tone filled with sadness. “Because you do not have to face the unknown alone anymore, Hermione. Albus and Severnia will be there for you. Miss Lovegood and Mr. Longbottom will be there for you. I am here and will continue to be here. For you, mo ghràidh.”
My body slightly trembled, but I gave Minerva a small smile.
“No… Not alone…” I breathily replied as I moved my eyes to look at the spiral staircase.
Minerva went back to my side, entwined our fingers once again, and I felt more than ready to move forward.
Both of us ascended the stairs…
One by one…
And we reached the wooden door.
It opened without either of us lifting a hand.
Warm light spilled into the stairwell, accompanied by the faint scent of cinnamon, parchment, and the old fools signature lemon drops.
The last time I’d felt this nervous, I’d been preparing to fight something truly evil.
Now, I was only preparing for a conversation.
And yet I felt more vulnerable.
Was it because I cared about what Albus thought of me?
Or is it because I view him as…
As family?
I shook my head and lowly rumbled at my thoughts.
Before stepping inside, I turned to the older Omega once more.
“If this conversation changes Albus and I’s relationship…” I said. “I want you to know that nothing will change between us, my loving lioness.”
Minerva reached out and gently brushed a curl behind my unburnt ear.
The gesture was intimate and made my heart soar with unending love for my soulmate.
“Nor will it. Not ever.” Minerva replied, lips parted, and emerald-green eyes shining. “This I will promise, my sensational Slytherin.”
And together, Minerva and I stepped into Albus’s office to face him together.
But what awaited us were two people…
Albus stood behind his desk, the weight of the day evident in the dark circles beneath his eyes, his features drawn in a way that revealed his age more plainly than usual.
Yet the old fool wasn’t alone.
Someone else occupied one of the three chairs arranged before him.
They sat in the rightmost seat, their presence quiet yet unmistakable, raven hair spilling over the back of the chair in a dark cascade. The sight of it alone was enough to send a sharp stillness through me.
As the door softly closed behind us, the sound sealing the room, my body went rigid, the moment stretching taut with sudden, unspoken recognition.
“Sev…” I whispered and saw the other Alpha's body stiffen at her name flowing out of my mouth.
The portraits of former Headmasters and Headmistresses lining the circular walls did not remain still for long. Even in moments of imposed quiet, they murmured among themselves in low, curious whispers, painted eyes following us with varying degrees of interest, concern, and thinly veiled scrutiny.
For a brief moment, silence settled between the four of us in the room, but it was not a true silence. It was the kind that stretched too tightly, filled with unspoken tension, the air itself seeming to hold its breath.
From the corner of my hearing, I caught the soft rustle of painted fabric and the quiet exchange of voices drifting from one frame to another. Elizabeth Burke slightly leaned within her portrait, her expression composed yet intent, as she murmured something to Niamh Fitzgerald across the wall. Their voices were hushed, but not enough to escape notice entirely.
“The atmosphere is rather tense, wouldn’t you say?” Burke observed, her tone measured.
“Quite.” Fitzgerald replied, her gaze sharp despite the centuries that separated her from the present. “One might even call it inevitable.”
I found, despite myself, that I agreed entirely.
“Hello, Min and ‘Mione.” Albus finally said with a smile, his hands steepled on his desk. “It’s truly good to see you both.”
Oh?
Nicknames…
Is that how the old fool wants to play this?
“Is it really?” I rebutted, regaining the movement of my person and moving forward with Minerva by my side. “And I see you cajoled Sev to come to this discussion… Did you think you needed something more than a Protego to protect you from me?”
“I thought it prudent that Severnia also be present for this discussion since the two of you are close.” Albus responded, undisturbed by my barbed words.
It infuriated me to no end.
It was verbal chess.
Oh, how I wish Neville was in my place…
“Just for your information…” Severnia drawled as we came to stand just in front of the chairs and seat ourselves. “I told Albus that this was a horrid idea, but here we are.”
I now sat in the middle chair, the older Omega sat to the left of my person, and the Alpha Slytherin Professor was to my right.
I looked to my right and saw Severnia’s blank face as the Alpha stared forward.
“But you came anyway?” I asked with my only eyebrow raised high.
“Do not think yourself special chit.” Severnia answered with a huff. “I came to witness a wondrous disaster with my own eyes.”
“Do not play coy, Severnia.” Albus said with a small chuckle. “You were all but panicking about this just as I was. You do not have to keep up the charade because Min is here. They are, after all, truly bonded to one another now.” He added, unfettered glee in his bright-green eyes.
“You can tell?” I asked, slightly surprised by the old fool’s admission.
Of course he can you daft git…
Albus chuckled while Minerva and Severnia rolled their eyes in unison.
“Do not inflate Albus’s already inflated ego, mo ghràidh.” Minerva said with an exaggerated sigh.
“I agree with Minerva’s statement.” Severnia added. “The old coot’s head is already much too large.”
“I did indeed notice and I am very happy for you both.” Albus replied, ignoring Minerva's and Severina's words. “But I know that isn’t what we have gathered here to discuss. I will forgo all formality and state that, while I am sad to have lied to you ‘Mione, it was necessary in the grand scheme of things…” He explained, but put his hand up as I was opening my mouth. “If you could hold your words, I would like to tell you three a story. May I?”
I had little inclination to temper my frustration, but experience had taught me that the old fool rarely acted without deliberate purpose.
I looked to the older Omega and then to the Alpha Slytherin Professor - both of whom looked hesitant - but we all decided to let Albus go on.
“Go on then, Albus.” Severnia said with a wave of her hand. “Tell your story. It will no doubt be insufferable and dull, but the whelp will explode in a flurry of expletives in but a moment if you don’t offer any explanation.” She finished, clicking her tongue while simultaneously shifting in her seat.
I wouldn’t say it out loud but I was thankful for Severnia’s bluntness…
At times.
Albus sighed, but nodded his head.
The other Omega Gryffindor didn’t begin with facts.
Or apologies.
The old fool indeed did really begin with a story.
“Min, ‘Mione, and Severnia… I will ask for your patience.” Albus seriously said. “For what I am about to share has no index, no clean entries, and no single author. It is an inheritance, not of blood, but of myth.”
Minerva made a faint sound, somewhere between a breath and a scoff.
“Of course.” Severnia muttered.
But I waited.
I had learned the rhythm of Albus Dumbledore’s truths…
They never arrived directly, but always arrived eventually.
“There is a tale…” Albus began. “...so old its language has died and yet its meaning has not.” He continued, his voice softening, pulling the silence closer. “It tells of a figure. A sorceress. Or not a sorceress. Perhaps a being before sorcery had a name. She was neither goddess nor ghost, but something in between, an entity shaped by magic, or that shaped magic around her.” He explained as he leaned back in his chair slightly, eyes gleaming in the firelight. “She came from nowhere. Or everywhere. The records disagree. Some say she walked out of the forest, hair like smokey cole… Or red… Perhaps, even purple.” He rambled, mischief in his words. “…barefoot and smiling for the world to see. Others say she fell from the sky in a storm of feathers and flame. Some stories call her an orphan. Others, a child of sunlight and brine. All agree she was… wrong… But beautifully so.”
“Is this going somewhere?” Minerva interjected, arching a brow.
“It’s gone and going many places.” Albus gently replied. “And it keeps returning.” He mysteriously added. “She didn’t belong…” He continued. “...but she stayed. At the edge of a great river, in a place with no name. The land was wild and full of old things. Rivers that remembered voices and trees that bent only for blood. She built no home, but the earth shifted to shelter her. Animals came. Spirits stilled. Magic… listened.”
There was reverence in the other Omega Gryffindor’s voice, but no certainty.
“Magic… listened for her?” Severnia repeated, eyes narrowed.
“Ineed. The people who found her were cautious, but drawn in. They gave her gifts. Wild honey, sun-dried roots, stories woven in rope. She gave back protection. Healing. Song. A way to speak to the rain.” He paused, eyes distant now. “Over time, they called her guardian. Then mother. Then more. ”
“Let me guess. The sniveling imbeciles betrayed her.” Severnia arms scoffed with arms now crossed.
A tale as old as time…
Albus gave a thin smile in response to the Alpha Slytherin Professor.
“No. Not exactly. They grew used to her. And when she began to fade from weariness, when her hands could no longer bind the cracks in the world, they demanded more. Don’t they always? Not with anger, no. With need. With entitlement.” He exhaled, pausing for a moment. “They didn’t mean to harm her. But they forgot to care for her. They asked, and asked, and asked. And she… she gave.”
Merlin, she gave too much…
My heart ached, felt like it was pumping at an alarming rate, all because of the old fool’s story.
But I remained seated in my chair, body stiff, and continued to listen.
The fire in the fireplace flickering seemed to dim, as if the flames, too, were listening to this tragic tale.
“What happened, Albus?” I breathily asked, my fingers digging into the flesh of my thighs, my Alpha hindbrain raging, and my control weakening by the second. “What happened after- after she continued to give?”
“They say the earth around her blackened. That the air became heavy with spells too young to walk alone. The balance she had maintained, through blood and bone and whisper, broke.” Albus answered.
The older Omega’s lips parted, barely, but she noticed my distressed state and put her hand over my own.
The warmth made my fingers uncurl, but I could see residue on my fingernails.
I had drawn blood.
This tale, this story, was affecting me in a way I didn’t understand.
“Still, she stayed on the oasis she called home, continuing to be the sun for all those that craved her warmth.” Albus continued with a weary sigh. “She tried to fix it. To bleed herself into the soil even though she had already given so much. To mend what had been frayed.” His voice quieted. “And when that failed, she went to the river’s edge… To her home. Witnesses say a ship landed on the oasis’s shores and the men wandered too close to her home… too close to the sun. And neither the men nor her were seen for seven nights.”
“And on the eighth?” I whispered.
“She rose.” Albus simply answered. “She rose and the men fled the oasis, but were irrevocably changed.”
Silence swallowed the room.
“She came back… not as she once was. Just as the men who invaded her home changed. She was crowned in lightless fire. Eyes like dying stars. Her skin glowed with something… wrong. Or maybe ancient. They say she didn’t scream. She didn’t curse. She only moved her hands and the world remembered what it meant to burn.”
Fawkes shifted on his perch behind the desk, tail feathers trailing softly like a fire nipping at the edges of a piece of parchment.
“What… What did she do, Albus?” Minerva asked, our fingers now entwined, the warmth feeling even warmer than before.
“She brought retribution, Min. Not all died.” Albus explained, my chest tight, each breath I took feeling more arduous than the last. “But all who lived remembered. And they told the story with their eyes hollowed out and their tongues reluctant to speak it.”
Severnia leaned forward, skeptical.
“What was she? A weapon? A goddess?” Severnia asked, her tone skeptical, her body leaning forward.
“No one truly knows.” Albus answered. “The tale never names her, but…” He paused, then warily added. “...but some say she was the one witch to rule them all. ”
And who is all?
I wanted to ask that specific question, but my mouth didn’t move nor did any sound make its way out of my lips.
“Of course… of course…” Severnia responded with an audible sigh. “Very self-important then? A dark witch with delusions of grandeur? Or something else? Stop with the mystery and riddle. Plainly spit it out, Albus.” She spat, her voice laced with venom.
“A bird. She supposedly was a great bird.” Albus clarified, not at all disturbed by the Alpha Slytherin Professor’s attitude. “ She had feathers like ash and fire and wind. She flew… Not away, but through. Through time. Through people. Through magic. Leaving pieces of herself along the way.” He continued as he once again steepled his fingers. “And some say those pieces, tiny fragments, sleep in the world still. That they wake when the world begins to crack again.”
How many pieces are there?
I felt like I knew, or should’ve known, but the answer was foggy.
“And what are we to learn from this story?” Minerva said, voice low.
“That power, Min…” Albus answered, his own voice matching Minerva's “...is not always a gift. That love cannot be demanded. That silence is not safety.”
Albus looked at me then - not to accuse, not to imply - but as though I were a library in which he’d just shelved something important.
I met the old fools gaze, even though a strange pressure coiled beneath my ribs that had been increasing since I stepped through Albus’s door.
“And this story?” I asked, my voice wobbling. “You tell it now because…?”
“I tell it because the winds are shifting,” Albus replied, his bright and piercing blue eyes looking into my very soul. “And when the winds shift? The old stories begin to stir.”
The Alpha Slytherin Professor rose from her seat abruptly, as if the very atmosphere had turned sour, and I knew that story time had ended.
“You called us here for that?” Severnia hissed, her tone scalding and my hackles raised.
“I called you all here to remember.” Albus said evenly. “You wanted answers and this is how I chose to give you those answers.”
The older Omega remained silent, her warmth still suffusing and calming me, but my mind was whirring.
“There’s more to this.” I said, eyes narrowed at the other Omega Gryffindor. “I’m not daft. You want me to read between the lines, to connect the dots, but I’m missing pieces for this puzzle.”
“There always is, ‘Mione.” Albus said not unkindly. “But not tonight.”
I felt something in Albus Dumbledore’s gaze.
Not accusation.
Not warning.
Recognition?
No, perhaps not even that.
Perhaps…
It was simply acknowledgment of some kind.
I stood, the older Omega by my side following suite, and turned toward the fire.
Albus said nothing and I was thankful for the reprieve.
The story still hung in the air like smoke.
I could feel it settling into my skin.
Severnia strode ahead towards the door, robe fluttering behind her, already dismissing the tale as symbolic nonsense.
But I remained still for a moment longer.
Because while the others heard a myth, I felt a memory.
And though I didn’t know her name…
…I thought I knew her voice.
Chapter 32: Chapter 32
Summary:
Hermione and Minerva spend some quality time together...
Chapter Text
The conversation was…
Difficult...
My relationship with Albus rippled…
But it wasn’t drastically impacted.
Severnia had left, not believing in any of “Albus’s nonsensical drivel”, and I honestly couldn’t blame her for thinking that way.
But…
The Alpha Slytherin Professor supported me by showing up to that discussion and that mattered.
Albus, the old fool, didn’t give me any real answers to my questions…
Questions upon questions upon maddening questions…
Just a story interwoven with riddles and unneeded mystery.
Again, for Gaia’s sake, I wasn’t daft.
I knew that the story pertained to my person in some way.
And I continued to think about that story…
Thinking and thinking and thinking…
And two weeks drifted by in that liminal space of uncertainty. Two weeks of normalcy tinged with paradox, where I held steady in the routines of academic life and in the quiet sanctuary I shared with Minerva.
I realized that my greatest progress hadn’t come from study or confrontation, but from being at peace beside the older Omega.
Tonight, this cloudless night, found Minerva and I in her cozy chambers once more.
A gentle fog curled outside the windows - ruining the perfect view of the constellations - merging towers and spires into silver mist. Inside, only the fire snapped behind the grate. Its warmth bathed us both, turning the walls and the chessboard between us into golden silence.
The older Omega and I sat across from one another, poised for a rematch.
“You’re cornered, mo ghràidh” Minerva teased as she moved her bishop.
I studied the board, calculating.
I was no Neville, but I could try and outsmart Minerva.
The older Omega’s knights were in position and my rook teetered on the brink.
“Oh, my gifted Gryffindor, I like to call it waiting.” I countered as I gracefully slid a pawn forward. “Time, after all, is the one thing even magic is limited in. Eventually we’ll all fall to time.”
“Severnia was correct when she gave you that time-turner. I prefer to think time is a tool.” Minerva replied, emerald-green eyes piercing my soul behind that judging bishop. “Careful wielders accept the cost.”
Minerva and I laughed, gently, without urgency.
The older Omega was mine and I was hers…
And I trusted Minerva McGonagall wholly.
My knight fell soon after, Minerva’s scent mingling with the cinders of the raging fire in the fireplace, and my Alpha hindbrain rumbled in contentment.
“Two wins each.” I announced as I cleared my throat and conceded to my soulmates' prowess this round.
“Best of five?” Minerva purred, smiling all the while.
I nodded, reached for my cuppa, and noticed it was empty.
After a brief pause, I set it back down.
“Yes, though I propose a challenge.” I said, tapping the wizarding chess board that was in front of us both. “Continue until one of us can quote a full chapter from The Bellum Lexicon while trying to win."
“That is the challenge of madness, my sly Slytherin.” Minerva teased, then stood, her grace filling the room, my eyes roving over her magnificent body. “But first… tea.” She said, hips sashaying away, her legs carrying her to another part of the chamber.
My cock reacted and my mind filled with lewd thoughts, but I calmed myself down.
Salazar's Snakes…
Not the time…
I also rose, stretching my stiff body, and fetched the Lexicon from a side table. The leather cover looked worn and foreboding in the twilight that shone from the window that was behind it. The silver filigree on its spine seeped into age; half its margins were crossed out as though the parchment itself had tried to hide its most dangerous ideas.
The older Omega wordlessly and wandlessly floated some tea back into the space where the wizarding chessboard was, her own footfall a few steps behind, and I returned with the old tome.
Minerva flicked her wrist and, in but a moment, both of our cups were refilled.
I watched the steam coil above my cup as I sat back down and the older Omega did the same.
I admired my soulmate for a moment before I spoke and positively rumbled as I got comfortable.
“I didn’t think you would have something like this...” I said as I reached for my tea, curled my fingers in the handle, and brought to my lips to sip. “This tome is still under binding restrictions.”
“For good reason.” Minerva responded as she took a dainty sip of her own tea. “Merlin, Its contents upset the magical status quo. Magic as a living entity. Chaos-sourced conjuration. Ethics before regulation. Its theory and ideas from the old ways before magical beings were lorded over by magical governments.”
I inhaled Minerva's heady scent that filled the chamber and relaxed even more..
“Yes, it confirms things I’ve felt… Magic that breathes and that reacts emotionally. That pattern of improvisation… it resonates with what we endured with the Philosophers Stone.” I said. “Magic itself is more than just spells and silly wand movements.”
The older Omega set the cup aside.
“With you reading that particular tome, my concern is not your intellect, it is your heart. Tomes, books, and prpphecies do not rule destinies. People do.” Minerva said as reached over to brush her thumb over my knuckles. “Do not delve into unknown waters, mo ghràidh.”
“I read it with care.” I murmured, my tone slightly petulant, but I knew Minerva’s words held weight.
The older Omega squeezed my hand and leaned back into her own chair.
“You are wise, Hermione. But wisdom without care… can still burn.” Minerva whispered, her words making my blackened heart stutter. “Tha fios agad, mo ghràidh, gu bheil seo fìor, mar sin, mas e do thoil e. Bi faiceallach.”
(You, my love, know this to be true. So please be careful.)
I closed my eyes, one surrendering to darkness while the other lingered in that endless void, and deliberately turned my thoughts toward what was good rather than the shadows that continued to coil through my ever-unfolding life.
So much good has happened with the bad…
Focus on the good…
When I opened my eyes again, Minerva was now standing and crooked a singular finger towards my person and headed towards the bedroom door. It was past midnight, the moon high in the night sky, and we both had no doubt grown weary from the day's events.
The older Omega had spent most of the morning and early afternoon in her study, grading a particularly large batch of essays for her seventh-year Transfiguration students. Their topic had been one she took seriously: the ethical boundaries of self-Transfiguration, especially as it related to magical identity and biological manipulation. This topic was one that towed the line, melded with Metamorphmagus abilities, and gender identity as a whole. Minerva had brought up that she wanted to see her students push the boundary of their conventional thinking. Her brow had remained furrowed for nearly an hour - the early morning sun bathing the older Omega in its rays - as she flipped through parchment after parchment, muttering to herself about half-baked theories and misattributed citations of barmy scholars and daft philosophers. One poor student had confused the Animagus Registry with the infamous 1743 case of Wilhelmina Dross, a dark witch who attempted to become a dragon. Minerva, ever exacting, left sharp quill-marks along the margins of essays in W.A.I.T format, her neat cursive occasionally giving way to terse exclamations that had me chuckling.
Still, I could see the older Omega’s pride faintly bloom when she encountered a well-reasoned argument or an innovative comparison. One essay in particular, that Minerva read aloud, made a compelling case for the differences between innate shapeshifting abilities and magical self-reconstruction, citing both lycanthropy and the ancient art of bodywrought alchemy. That earned a rare, approving nod from my brilliant Omega. I admired the way she gave each student the full breadth of her attention, as if their efforts mattered deeply to her - not just as their professor - but as a guardian of academic discipline itself. Minerva believed Transfiguration was the heart of magical mastery: the act of turning one thing into another, without losing the essence of either.
I was beginning to understand what the older Omega meant.
The longer I delved into Transfiguration, the more I inherently knew that it took a great witch or wizard to master the subject…
…and I just so happened to be bonded to a master.
And I will be eternally grateful to the Fates…
Meanwhile, my own day had been steeped in a different kind of magic…
One I had once dismissed entirely.
I had ascended the winding, incense-rich staircase of the Divination Tower for what I had anticipated would be another vague and performative session with Professor Trelawney. In years past, I might’ve approached it with skepticism bordering on contempt, viewing her dramatic pronouncements and mist-laden predictions as little more than theatrical detours from more empirical disciplines.
Even with Albus’s praise, I did that with the Omega Divination Professors' Grim predictions regarding Neville and I…
But after my confrontation with Cirihtor - after walking through the shrouded veil between what was real and what should not be - I found myself reluctant to dismiss anything that dealt in foreboding. My conversation with Professor Trelawney was quieter than usual, more grounded than I expected. She didn't launch into a trance or clutch at my robes with wide, glazed eyes.
It was…
Different…
Instead, the Omega Divination professor gestured for me to sit and simply asked what I had seen. I told her, with hesitation at first, about the dreams I had from past to present, the sensations that had preceded each test and trial while trying to protect the Philosopher's Stone, the gut-deep certainty I'd felt in the presence of the Stone and in the Forbidden Forest where unicorn blood had been spilled.
Professor Trelawney just…
…listened.
For once, truly listened.
And when the Omega Divination Professor spoke, it wasn’t with riddles, but with caution and care. She said I had begun to walk paths older than Divination itself - something called the deeper sight. That those who had faced death so directly often returned with what she called “echoes of the loom,” the tangled threads of fate briefly laid bare.
I couldn’t say I believed her, not fully, but I found I didn’t want to mock her, either.
Merlin, the things I’d seen…
The things I’d felt…
My life as a whole was one mystery or disaster to another…
None of it was easily dismissed anymore.
My rational mind, forged in logic and reinforced with tomes, books, and scrolls, was still the anchor of my identity. But there was something now - some crack or aperture - that made me wonder whether prophecy wasn’t just superstition wearing old robes, but a different kind of language entirely. Perhaps one I was beginning to understand, in fragments. That realization stayed with me long after I left the tower, long after the scent of Divination had clung to my robes, and the torch guttered low.
And when I returned to Minerva’s chambers, to the scent of my Omega, and to the sound of a quill whispering across a piece of parchment…
I wasn’t just tired.
I was invigorated.
A melancholy sigh escaped from my lips and I followed the older Omega.
Minerva and I both walked through the door.
I braced against the cold stone of the older Omega's bedroom walls.
“What do you think the future holds?” Minerva asked as she continued to walk towards her wardrobe.
“Morgana, I don’t know.” I admitted with a low and frustrated growl. “I want answers…but I’m not sure what I’ll do with them.”
Minerva’s gaze found what she wanted to change into, and found some nightclothes for me as well, and twirled her hand in the air.
In but a moment…
Minerva and I’s clothes were both changed.
I looked at Minerva and my eyes went wide.
I looked down at my own body and my eyes went even wider.
We were…
Naked…
I playfully growled at my Omega, but she didn’t look the least bit repentant at what she had just done.
“Oh, stop the growling puppy.” Minerva teased, a purr to her tone, her lithe body moving towards the large bed. “The future is presence, not prophecy. You are here. You have done the impossible. Whatever comes, we will face it together, Hermione.”
I swallowed, gratitude welling in my chest.
“Even though the Fates bound us… Thank you… for choosing me, Minerva.” I replied as I also moved towards the bed.
Minerva and I met halfway, our bodies in front of the bed, and she tucked a curl behind my ear.
“Cha do roghnaich mi thu, mar a thuirt thu, oir bha na h-ìrean ag iarraidh sin.” Minerva replied as she leaned in, her voice a whisper, and her lips touched the corner of my lips. Warmth suffused me, I reveled in it, but she retreated so she could look into my eyes.. “Och, roc a thagh mi thu air sgàth thu.”
(I did not choose you, as you say, because that Fates bound us. I chose you because of you.)
“Agus tha mi- bidh sinn gu leòr?” I asked in Minerva’s mother tongue.
(And I'm- we'll be enough?)
“Aye, wi' mah soulmates by mah side, ah wull be th' luckiest witch in th' entire wizarding world, mah special slytherin.” Minerva answered, her accent thick and full of emotion.
The love we shared, that bound our souls, was potent and real.
Alpha and Omega.
Gryffindor and Slytherin.
The beginning and the end.
Minerva and I were of one mind…
And love erupted from my very being.
I closed the gap that lingered between us.
An inhale from Minerva as I rumbled lowly and looked into those sparkling emerald-green eyes of hers…
An exhale from myself as the older Omega purred at the intensity of my stare…
Them…
I wrapped my arms around Minerva’ waist, pulled her flush with my own body, and planted a soft, delicate kiss upon the older Omega’s lips. I tried to convey the emotion roiling through my person at this very moment.
I positively rumbled as Minerva responded to the kiss and our lips danced.
Our distinct scents filled the space, intermingled as if they were Yin and Yang, and we each basked in another's love-filled pheromones.
Our kiss grew fervent.
A meshing of mouths that was fevered and lacked any sort of decorum.
I tasted Minerva and she tasted me.
Our tongues entangled, my hands slowly drifted down to my Omega’s pert bum, and my cock was growing stiffer by the second…
And…
I could also sniff out Minerva’s arousal.
I respond by growling into the older Omega's mouth and trying to push more into her body.
The heat between us was palatable.
Salazar, I’m so horridly horny…
We’re both so exhausted, but…
My Alpha hindbrain cried out to take our soulmate no matter my body's state.
To worship.
To love.
To shag like rabid bunnies.
“Are you thinking what I am thinking, Hermione…” Minerva purred, slightly pulling back from my person while licking her plump lips, her essence permeating through all my senses.
“Do you perceive to know what I’m thinking, Minerva?” I asked in a challenging tone, but not unkindly.
One of Minerva’s hands slowly drifted to my crotch, her fingers gently wrapping around my throbbing cock, and a pleasure-filled tingle shot up my spine.
“I think this…” Minerva started, voice low, a small smirk plastered on her face. “...is enough to know exactly what you are thinking about, mo ghràidh.” She finished with a delectable purr, her hands starting to glide up my length, but with a featherlight touch that had me wanton.
I growled at the older Omega’s tone, but didn’t respond.
My own hand traveled up Minerva’s side as she teased me, caressing the softness of her skin, feeling the warmth of her body under my fingertips, and her breath hitched. She had a direct line to my soul but so did I, and we both knew just what to do to make either of us crave…
More.
The room was thick with desire, the air practically pulsing with it.
Our eyes met again - the older Omega’s filled with a hunger that mirrored my own in this moment and I knew her own Omega hindbrain was desiring the same - and she squeezed my cock, sending a jolt of pleasure straight to my core.
I couldn’t bear it anymore.
With a swift movement, I picked Minerva up, her legs wrapping around my waist instinctively as I carefully carried her to the bed that was behind us. She was so light in my arms, and I felt her that same warmth - that our bond provided - all over my person as our bodies once again pressed tightly together.
The scent of the older Omega’s arousal grew stronger at the blatant display of my inner strength and it took all of my willpower to not devour her right then and there.
My Alpha hindbrain growled in delight and I was of the same mind.
Merlin…
Be patient…
The fruit will be sweeter…
Minerva’s pupils dilated as I laid her down on the large bed, her hands tracing the lines of my toned stomach, her nails scraping lightly against my heated skin.
A thrill of pleasure shot through my person and I knew the older Omega was marking me, claiming me.
I didn’t struggle against the action.
Others wouldn’t know, but I would and that was what Minerva needed.
I needed my Omega…
Right.
Now.
My Alpha hindbrain - this aggressive dynamic within my very soul - was wholly insistent, but I wanted to delve into all that was Minerva McGonagall.
Our kisses grew more desperate, our teeth clashing as we tried to deepen it.
Yes.
Yes…
Our tongues battled and I could feel my cock twitch with every gasp and moan the older Omega let out.
I broke away, leaving Minerva panting, and trailed kisses down her neck, feeling her pulse race beneath my lips.
I was in tune with every movement, knew just where to touch, and felt the raw need undulate through our bond.
How can one witch be so perfect…
My hands found the older Omega’s breasts, and I squeezed them, rolling her hardened nipples between my fingers. She moaned, her back arching like a cat's, and I took one in my mouth, sucking the nub with force. The taste of her was intoxicating, and I felt my cock twitch once again.
I knew what Minerva needed, what I needed, and I was all too eager to sate both of our needs.
“You’re mine, Minerva.” I rumbled, moving my mouth down to her stomach, placing kisses along the way. “You’re going to take all of what I give, yes?”
“Oh, yes, Hermione, yes.” Minerva breathed out, her voice thick with need. “Merlin, I need you. Your tongue, your cock, your knot… All of it… deep inside me. Lick me… fill me up… Make me feel alive!”
The older Omega’s words sent a shiver down my spine, and I could feel the precum leaking from the tip of my cock. I licked the trail from her navel to her inner thigh, savoring the salty sweetness of her skin.
Then…
I kissed her clit, and Minerva jolted, her hips bucking.
“Feck, aye, juist lik' that .” Minerva hissed, her accent thick, her lithe legs tightening around my head.
I lowly chuckled against the older Omega, the vibration sending another shockwave through her person.
I lapped at Minerva’s folds, savoring her delectable juices, and she was very delectable. I could feel her getting wetter with each stroke of my tongue, her body responding to my touch and tongue. Her Omega pheromones grew stronger and I knew she was ready for me.
The older Omega’s hands found my head and her nails dug into my scalp as she pushed me closer to her.
“Please, Hermione… I need more.” Minerva begged, her voice a whine that was music to my ears.
I wanted to give my Omega what she wanted…
But not all of what she wanted.
Not yet.
Slowly, I inserted a finger into her, focusing on the feeling of her walls around my digit. I kept my nails short so I wouldn’t accidentally hurt her and focused on pleasuring her with abandon. She was so tight - so wet - that I thought I might come right then and there. I reveled in her wet warmth and growled out at the feeling I was experiencing at the moment. I pumped my finger in and out, teasingly, and she loudly moaned, her hips rising to meet me.
“Salazar, you’re so bloody tight, my glamorous Gryffindor.” I whispered against her clit, and she moaned louder. “You’re going to take my knot, aren’t you?”
“Aye, aye, I will take it all,” Minerva panted. “I want you to breed me, Hermione. I want to feel your knot swell inside me. I want your seed to fill me up!” She begged, wanton and ever so lovely.
The older Omega’s words spurred me on, and I added another finger, curling it up to hit that sweet spot deep inside her. She cried out, her body trembling, and I knew she was close.
Not yet…
Give her what she truly needs…
Make love to your soulmate, Hermione…
Finally, I couldn’t bide anymore time. I removed my fingers from Minerva’s wet heat, a whine escaping her throat at the action, but positioned my throbbing cock at her entrance. The head quickly became slick with her arousal and my precum. I slowly pushed in, and she was so tight, so warm, that I had to grit my teeth to keep from coming.
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
“Shite, you’re so wet for me, Minerva” I roughly growled, sliding in further.
“Hermione, please, I cannot wait.” Minerva begged, her hips moving in a silent plea for more.
My Omega wants more?
Then I will give her more…
I obliged, pushing in until I was fully seated inside the Omega Gryffindor. The feeling was indescribable, her walls gripping me like a vice, her heat surrounding me like a warm embrace.
"You feel so good, Minerva," I groaned, burying my face in the crook of her neck, our pheromones reaching a crescendo. "So bloody good."
Minerva’s nails raked down my back, leaving a trail of fire in their wake, as she purred and whispered sweet nothings in my ear, her breath hot against my heated skin. We moved together in a rhythm as old as time, our bodies speaking a language that words could never capture.
Minerva’s legs that were once around my head were now wrapped around my midsection and they tightened around me, her heels digging into my lower back as she urged me to go deeper, faster. Our hips slapped together, the sound echoing in the room, and she moaned my name like a prayer.
“Aye, hermione, juist lik' that, don’t stoap, don’t ever stoap.” Minerva breathed, her accent thick once again, her voice a desperate chant that fueled my passion, and her body shuddering at the force of my thrusts.
Our bodies moved as one, our pheromones reaching a crescendo that painted the room with our desire. The air was electric with the intensity of our need for each other. Her walls quivered around me, and I could feel her getting closer to her peak.
“You’re going to come for me, aren’t you, Minerva?” I whispered, my voice gruff with need, and deep with untamed desire for this Omega below me. “You’re my good Omega, yes?”
“Och, aye, aye! I'm aff tae come a' ower yer boaby, 'n' then a'm waantin' yer knot tae fill me up, tae tie us th'gither, forever. Please, please, gie it tae me! ” She panted, her accent deepening as she was lost to the pleasure, her eyes rolling back in her head as I hit that magical spot inside her again…
And again…
And again…
The scent of the older Omega’s arousal grew even more powerful, mixing with the musk of our mating, and it was all I could do not to let go and flood her snatch with my cum.
But I held back, savoring every second…
Every sensation…
As our rhythm grew more frenzied, Minerva’s breathing became shallower, her whimpers more desperate. I knew she was getting close to the precipice of pleasure once again, and the thought of her coming apart around me was almost too much.
I quickened my pace, pushing into the Omega Gryffindor with everything I had to give.
Minerva’s hands gripped the bedsheets tightly, her knuckles turning white as she tried to hold on. Her legs were trembling around me, and she started to babble incoherently, her pheromones swirling around us like a potent aphrodisiac. They were driving me absolutely mad, pushing me closer and closer to the edge.
“Och, Hermione, ah kin cop it… ah kin cop it building… Och Merlin, aye, richt thare! Och Gaia, aye, don’t stoap, please, don’t stoap! ” Minerva rambled, her eyes were glazed over, and she was lost in a haze of pleasure now. Her words were a jumble of gasps and moans, and yet each one was like a spell, casting a deeper enchantment over me like a potent charm.
My cock was thick and throbbing, the knot at the base of my cock - that had just recently formed - was begging to be buried deep within her. I could feel it swelling, eager to lock us together in the most primal of unions. Minerva’s walls tightly clenched around me in anticipation, and I knew the end was near.
I picked up my pace, my thrusts now swiftness personified, and I slammed into the Omega Gryffindor’s snatch with an urgency that was bordering on unquantifiable desperation.
Minerva and I were both lost in our lovemaking.
Our dynamics were at the forefront and no longer lingering in our hindbrains.
Please mate…
Give Omega pleasure…
Give her pleasure now.
Minerva’s ramblings grew more intense, and her nails dug into my back, drawing blood. It stung, but the pain only added to the pleasure.
“I’m aff tae come, Hermione! I'm aff tae come a' ower yer boaby, please, please, please let me cop yer knot, a'm needin' it. A'm needin' it noo! a'm bin a guid omega, sae gimme mah reward, Alpha... ” Minerva cried in exigency.
“Of course you’ve been good, Omega…” I cooed, my nostrils flaring, my person preparing for the conclusion of this dance.
Minerva’s pleas were my command, and I gave her what she needed.
With one final, powerful thrust, I seated my knot within her - finding no difficulty in the action because my Omega was very receptive to me - and I felt it swell until it was too big to pull out. Minerva screamed in ecstasy, her body convulsing around me as she reached her peak. Her orgasm washed over us both, a wave of pleasure so intense that it seemed to shake our very souls.
Warmth was all we knew.
Warmth was what bound us.
As Minerva rode the crest of her climax, I to let myself go, my own orgasm ripping through me with the force of a tempest. I filled my Omega with my thick rope after thick rope of my seed, our bodies locked together in the most intimate dance two beings could share. Her snatch milked me greedily, and I could feel every pulse of her release against my cock and knot. We lay there, panting and sweaty, our hearts racing in unison. The room was a cocoon of sensuality, and for a moment, the world outside ceased to exist.
My Omega’s eyes fluttered open, and she looked up at me with a soft smile.
“Thank you, mo ghràidh.” Minerva softly purred, her voice still trembling with aftershocks of pleasure.
I kissed Minerva’s forehead gently, my own smile full of tenderness.
“Always, Minerva. Always.” I whispered back, my own voice rough and raw, but full of endless love.
Minerve and I found comfort in one another's soul - our bodies tied together in every conceivable way - and we both drifted into a deep sleep…
But our dream showed us the dove once more…
The dove was indeed in a gilded cage, bound by those who had no right to its profound existence, but…
A chaotic darkness swirled around the dove…
It was anxiety.
It was fear.
It was anger.
And it wanted…
OUT.
Chapter 33: Chapter 33
Summary:
Hermione finally unpacks everything with Severnia...
Chapter Text
POV: Severnia
Two weeks and a day.
That is how much blasted time has passed since…
Well…
Since…
All of it, I suppose…
Hermione…
Cirihtor…
Albus and his nonsense…
I sat in my high-backed chair and contemplated.
I irritably sighed and growled at it all.
“Hermione is special, that I know, but just how special?” I murmured to myself as I leaned back and looked at the stone ceiling of my classroom.
Sound reached my ears as I contemplated my thoughts and my narrowed eyes looked from the ceiling to the door of my classroom.
Hermione Jean Granger was here.
The younger Alpha knocked on the door and silence reigned for a moment.
“Come.” I drawled, my voice low and authoritative.
The door opened and closed behind Hermione with a muted click, too quiet to comfort and far too definitive to ignore. The classroom seemed to draw inward at once, its dimness settling like a second skin, familiar, suffocating, controlled. Shelves bowed under the weight of bottled concoctions, their contents catching the faintest glimmers of light, while parchment gathered in precarious, deliberate stacks across my desk, a testament to order maintained through will alone. A single candle burned nearby, its flame thin and unsteady, guttering in the still air as though it, too, felt the pressure of the moment and dared not burn too brightly.
No fire or warmth to be felt.
Just the hushed space where honesty had grudgingly earned its wages.
I was Severnia Thyia Snape.
The Half-Blood Princess.
The one who had loved and lost.
The one who had overcome harsh adversity.
The one who hides, who radiates, but burns bright in the cover of darkness.
My will is fire.
My strength is like a clawing ember that refuses to be snuffed out.
How does my fire compare to Hermerione herself?
Am I blotted out by the sun?
Or is she just too bright to compare?
I sat behind my desk, my usual haven of reasoned authority, ink-stained hands and pitch-black robes a part of my revolving state of being.
I observed Hermione.
The younger Alpha held herself upright with her chin slightly tilted upward in defiance. She looked as if she had a glow about her - and I could tell who exactly had this effect on her - but in this moment her eyes betrayed her.
They were haunted…
Shadows behind one chocolate iris and a ghost drifting in the milky white one.
Hermione had dark thoughts swirling in that brilliant mind of hers.
“Hermione.” I said, voice even, knife-edge controlled. “Sit.”
The younger Alpha obeyed and limped toward my desk.
The single chair across from mine groaned beneath Hermione’s weight. Her hands neatly folded in her lap and her thumb rapped once against her thigh in nervous repetition. I looked over the witch in front of me, no longer a witchling, and indeed saw the sun anew.
The younger Alpha may have been burned by searing flame, but she didn’t crumble into ashes and yet still was reborn.
Perhaps…
Perhaps the whelp is too bright…
I allowed silence to bloom, giving her space to breathe.
Then I spoke, my voice a low rumble, my eyes directly on her rigid form.
“Tell me about our spell.” I said with a tired sigh, rubbing the bridge of my crooked nose.” Tell me why you used the Sectumsempra. I assume you’re here to talk, yes? About a great many things? So speak and answer this first question.”
The breath Hermione took was small, tremulous, and I waited.
“Sev, I… I… used it.” Hermione answered, admitting the act through a clenched jaw, her one good eye looking not at me but entirely past me as she delved into a memory. “Luna told me, cryptically, that I needed to go into the Forbidden Forest. I may be a Slytherin but I trusted in Luna’s… capabilities. I did so, followed scents that lured me in, and happened upon an older Italian witch. Her being called out to me, but something was very wrong. I had smelled blood, that wasn’t the unicorns we were looking for, and found the source. She was on the forest floor… Some- Some wizard was standing over her, had harmed her, and my reaction was… instinctual."
My lips thinned at the younger Alphas…
…passionate answer and explanation.
Of course….
Hermione was an intellectual being, but her Alpha hindbrain was fused to her very soul because of this…
…Italian witch.
I could see it perfectly clear in my mind.
The unspoken emotion at seeing this witch - who Hermione somehow had a connection to - hurt, the errant wand movement that followed, and the brutal effectiveness of a curse not meant for healing.
I allowed a beat to pass.
“And you chose… Sectumsempra.” I coldly drawled. “You chose our spell we created together, the spell meant to be used as a last resort, and assumingly cast it at this unknown wizard?”
The younger Alpha’s eye blazed with furry, still caught in the memory, but she nodded her head in confirmation.
“Yes.” Hermione replied as she roughly exhaled some air through her nose.
“The killing curse is very dark, but very simple. Sectumsempra skirts that line, but is dangerously close. It is cruelty designed to maim and decimate whoever is at the end of the casters wand. A. Last. Resort.” I growled, my voice hard and sharply edged like a warrior's blade, my own Alpha hindbrain furious at the pup before me. “Why did you choose that action specifically? Why did you not opt for the litany of other spells in your arsenal? Why the blade? Why use a spell, a spell you knew you couldn’t use at the time, and use it anyway? ” I hissed, my anger showing in my tone.
Hermione’s hands clenched, her knuckles white, lips parted, but closed again without an answer.
But finally…
“I…I let my anger consume me.” Hermione answered.
“A natural reaction…” I acknowledged, my anger softening, but not softening completely. “But it was a choice.”
The younger Alpha blinked and her lips turned inward.
“I did it to stop the wizard, Sev.” Hermione answered, a growl of her own coming from the pit of her stomach. “Truly, I wanted him to stop… and this- this anger bubbled up from within my soul.. I didn’t think-”
“That’s right.” I interrupted, my voice making Hermione snap her mouth shut. “You didn’t think, chit. You acted on emotion and killed a wizard. I’m assuming he’s dead? If you fueled the spell with your raw, pent-up anger, then I would conclude that he has crossed the veil.”
Hermione didn't immediately reply - as she collected herself - but she did and it was short.
“I’m sorry.” Hermione whispered, voice raw, her eyes holding a myriad of emotion that almost made me falter, but I…
I could not.
I need not…
…less the sun will fall from the very sky itself
I leaned forward, chair creaking, as I abysmally sighed.
“I will not grant forgiveness…” I bluntly told Hermione. “...not yet.”
The younger Alpha Slytherin’s eyes widened at my statement.
“But-” Hermione tried to, but I held up a hand for her silence.
“No.” I cut in, eyes narrowed upon Hermione. “My office is not the hall of absolution. It is the forge of reckoning. Your actions have consequences, no matter what your reason for such actions, and you need to be reminded of that.”
Hermione’s breath caught at my harshly said words.
Regret flickered in the younger Alpha Slytherin’s expression.
“Sectumsempra…” I continued, voice softening some. “...is not a tool. You don’t wave that silly wand around will-nilly whenever you desire and expect there to not be ramifications. The spell we created is a weapon forged from our accumulated pain.” I paused, letting the weight of my words befall Hermione. “You used it in service, but… that gives you no immunity. You must understand the blade’s weight… You must, Hermione.” I finished, my mind wandering to the worst moment of my entire life…
Lily…
My beloved…
Even though she doesn’t have your blood, your daughter is very much like you, but I’m not enough…
You should be here, mentoring her, and mothering her like you did me…
Was I too harsh?
Was I harsh enough?
Am I projecting my own emotion onto your daughter?
You would have the answers…
Hermione roughly swallowed and her Alpha pheromones finally started to leak from her person.
I subtly sniffed the air.
Anger.
Fear.
Disappointment.
Shame.
All of these emotions were aimed at herself.
“One moment it cuts. Not to heal, not to seal, but to expose - to destroy tissue and the body it is attached to.” I lowly growled, adding a click of my tongue for good measure. “You ended that wizard's life and you’re marked. The gods, the fates, and all of those who came before us know it. What are you marked by? By intention. By consequence. By death. Those marks are ingrained in your soul and the stain will not wash away with a simple Scougify.” I explained, trying to emphasize this lesson's importance.
Angry tears pooled in the younger Alpha Slytherin’s eyes.
“Salazar, I grieve for what I did, Sev. I… I immensely regret it, but I… also don’t.” Hermione responded, her eyes no longer willing to meet my own.”
Regret isn’t weakness…
It’s recognition of our human condition…
We all have things we regret…
…things we can’t or won’t change, but still grieve for what we lost…
Isn’t that right, Lily?
It’s still why my Patronus is still a doe, isn’t it?
I let the lone candle burn long - its flame flickering in the silence that overcame us - as I weighed my response.
“That is… a beginning.” I finally rumbled. “A start… It’s start, Hermione.” I observed the younger Alpha Slytherin's features - set jaw, trembling lips, tear-worn resolve. “You inherently know this, but I will repeat it for your sake. Wounds do not entirely heal. They leave scars - some barely visible, some etched deep in one’s soul, but they also tell a story of survival. Yours is only beginning. Hermione Jean Granger. You will reach great heights or fall into the abyss because of your hubris.”
Hermione nodded and her eyes met mine once again.
“I’ll carry these scars… I’ll carry them with the others and learn from them, Sev” Hermione rumbled, conviction in her tone, doubt washed away with the tides. “I swear this to you.”
“Good.” I leaned forward some more, voice lowering. “Carry it like armor. Not chains.”
The younger Alpha inhaled and nodded.
“I will.” Hermione answered, but then muttered something under her breath that my ears had trouble deciphering. “No… chains… No… cages… Free… her… Do… better…” Her words seemed small, but they seemed to mean more than any spell to her at that moment.
Silence returned to my office after the last echoes of our discussion on Sectumsempra faded into the stone walls of my classroom. It was not an awkward quiet but a necessary one, like the space left between movements in a symphony. The witch across from me - a witch who now understood the blade’s weight - sat composed but still restless. The candle caught the weariness in her eyes, a thread of trauma stitched tight behind each blink. She waited for my permission, and although I despised dramatics, I let the silence linger a few heartbeats more.
Hermione had wielded a spell that sliced open flesh.
Now…
Now, the younger Alpha would unravel another memory.
“Tell me.” I said finally, my voice low and direct. “I can clearly see in your mind what it is you want to talk about. The walls you’ve erected, under my direct tutelage, are indeed strong, but you still have much to learn in the ways of Occulmency. I, and a few others, see you. Start with the first test.”
The younger Alpha’s hands curled together tightly in her lap, then relaxed.
Hermione took a steadying breath before speaking and I waited.
“The winged keys…” Hermione began, her voice smooth but worn thin. “It was the first door just after the Devil's Snare we fell into, just past the cold stone hallway we walked down… When we stepped in… I remember the noise. There was this unnatural buzzing when the three of us walked down that hallway… And when we opened the door? Salazar snakes… There were dozens of keys, maybe hundreds, all of them winged and alive… Like a trollcleg made of iron…”
Hermione described the room with a tactician’s clarity: an enchanted broom floating in the middle of the room, great vaulting ceilings, the door ahead locked with a bronze keyhole. The moment she realized what they were meant to do, she asked the other two if they were good at riding a broom and Luna Lovegood volunteered. She said Luna mounted the broom. Her hands were trembling, but she forced them to grip with purpose. Neville and her watched from the ground, trusting in Luna to pass this first test. Hermione shouted to not chase the fastest key. She studied the flight patterns, the hesitations, the weight each one gave off when their wings flapped in uneven rhythm while Luna herded them and focused on the singular brass key…
“One of them was slower…” Hermione explained. “...not clumsy per say, but… heavy. Weighted with importance and age. I knew it had to be the one. Luna matched its rhythm, climbed high, made unfathomable maneuvers, and when she finally caught it? Had it in her grasp? The key didn’t resist. It just stopped. Like it had been waiting for someone to catch it. Exactly like a snitch. The whole Quidditch theme was very on the nose”
I nodded once.
A test of trust, discernment, team-work, and courage…
Not just one’s confidence in their own skills…
The correct choice among many distractions.
An intellectual trial clothed in physical danger.
A situation that required the minds of many.
Miss Lovegood had passed by knowing what not to pursue and trusted her friends to help her when she could’ve easily succumbed to her own hubris.
None of the three are imbecile’s, so it’s no surprise they procured the key…
“And then?” I asked, an eyebrow raised. “I assumed once you had the correct key in hand, you could open the door, and passed the first test. So? What did Albus have you do next?”
“The chessboard…” Hermione answered as she cracked her stiff neck. “Or wizarding chess according to Neville…”
The younger Alpha exhaled as if the memory itself was itself present. The next room was vast and cold. A great stone chessboard boarding by blue flames, every piece larger than a witch or wizard. The torches along the wall flickered in time with the game’s silence, the waiting energy before the first move. Hermione recounted how the pieces reacted not to wandwork, but to knowledge of the game. There was no charm to override them just like the winged keys door, no spell to predict their next move - only strategy. The door behind the chessboard was locked, so the only option was to play.
“Neville volunteered to lead us…,” Hermione started to explain and I continued to listen. “I was surprised, very much so, but his eyes told no lies. His pheromones were, for once. were steady. He had a mind for patterns, was strategically gifted, so I placed my faith in him. I took the Rook’s position, he was the Knight, and Luna was the Bishop. It all felt very appropriate. I had the most freedom to move, Luna specialized in attacking from a distance, and Neville was our knightly protector who led us in the deadly game…”
Hermione detailed each command: sending a pawn forward to lure the bishop, sacrificing a rook so her knight could break the left flank. The pieces responded as though animated by ancient magic. When Neville' s strategy came to a final crescendo, Hermione made the move - checkmate - and the entire board seemed to bow, just slightly, acknowledging his mind. She said that Neville, the ungainly Omega Gryffindor that seemed to flounder his way through classes, was…
“Neville was injured.” Hermione added, lips pulled tight consternation. “He had a horrid cut on his arm. Gaia, I was so focused on felling the Queen that I didn’t notice the injury. I should've protected him, protected a member of my pack, but I was a daft arsehole!” She angrily growled, palming my desk with a loud thud. “But it was… necessary… And, if I could travel back in time to that momentous moment, I would make the same decision…” She added, self-loathing dripping off her tongue.
I stared at Hermione and leveled her with a serious stare.
“Leadership leaves bruises.” I said. “No matter if it's Mr. Longbottom leading or you… Mistakes will be made. That you regret those mistakes makes you human, whelp. That you would do it again, should the situation demand it, makes you something else entirely.”
The younger Alpha didn’t respond aloud, but her eyes told me she understood.
“And the third test?” I asked with a tilt of my head, but my tone was more careful.
Hermione hesitated.
The younger Alpha’s teeth grinded together and her eyes were once again lost in memory.
“The chamber of walls…” Hermione answered, all but mumbled, but my ears caught the words that spilled from her lips. “It first started with a riddle upon an obsidian door…”
“And you answered correctly?” I followed up, my tone expectant.
“Of course, I did Sev.” Hermione tittered while rolling her eyes.
The younger Alpha’s tone was brevity itself, but her rigid posture exposed her true state of being.
Hermione did indeed tell me of the riddle…
In detail.
The younger Alpha rambled to me about the white room that had no edge, the room that had but only three chairs, three podiums in the center, one stone console that had three runes written upon them, and a white flame that brightly burned with intensity. The first podium, made of intricate gears, rotating columns, and spinning rings ticked to the left. It was an unsolvable problem that was meant to be solved. The wall to the right was a mirror that had no smudges on its surface. It reflected magical creatures. The third wall, the one standing tall in the middle, was blank stone. It was imposing, but words were upon its surface.
“To make one choice is to erase another…” Hermione recited while shaking her head. “...which future will you destroy?”
“These walls…” I replied, prolonging my words. “...they were the challenge, yes?”
“Yes. Gaia, these walls… They reflected truths, potentialities, and unimaginable challenges. Three walls for three persons.” Hermione whispered. “There was one console, a device or interface used for interacting with and controlling a system, but also consoles for the three walls. Each was tailored to one of us. We peered at the challenge that lay before us, but the walls peered back.”
“And what challenge was yours? The magical creatures, the decision, or the unsolvable problem?” I asked, the lone candle flickering for but a moment and then stabilizing.
The younger Alpha’s pheromones flared at the question.
But…
Hermione snorted and all went back to how it was.
“Severnia Thyia Snape… which do you think was for me?” Hermione shot back with an irritated, but not unkindly growl. “I, of course, had to solve the unsolvable. Merlin, it was plainly obvious, one would have to be completely daft to not come to this conclusion, and was foreshadowed by the first riddle. A Paradox is an unsolvable riddle. I explained it, fundamentally understood what it would take to solve such a conundrum, and it was plopped right into my lap.”
“And you obviously solved it.” I drawled, the words a foregone conclusion. “Otherwise you wouldn’t be here… whinging at me.” I added, my poor attempt at a joke making the younger Alpha Slytherin huff in exasperation.
“Yes, I did indeed live up to my ‘Brightest Witch of her Age’ title and solved the unsolvable…” Hermione replied with a sigh.
“But?” I prompted when Hermione lulled into silence.
“But, even when we passed all of the three trials…” Hermione said, a low violent growl tumbling from her, her lips curling back to show her sharpened incisors. “Albus, the old arse, had more in store for us.”
“That erroneous elderly egomaniac…” I hissed while clicking my tongue and shaking my head, my own Alpha pheromones flaring for just a moment. “When will he learn that the simple solution can be the correct solution?” I asked - to no one in particular - perhaps the Fates themselves, but no one in the classroom at the present moment.
“Albus does love his riddles and tests…” Hermione nonetheless replied, an exasperated sigh leaving her lips.
“So a fear trial…” I murmured while raking a hand through my hair. “He must’ve wanted you three to face your subconscious weaknesses before facing that… evil.” I explained, my thoughts swirling into a detailed and satisfactory answer for the whelp who now looked deathly pale.”Facing your fears, not succumbing to selfish panic, accelerated growth before the oncoming storm, an inherent defense to protect the stone… These are all logical conclusions as to why that trial existed, Hermione. Albus Dumbledore is a Gryffindor through-and-through. You should keep that in mind when those darker thoughts start to whirl in that large head of yours. He isn’t a Slytherin like the two of us and he is also an Omega. Those two aspects of himself colour his actions. With those tests and trials, he measured your worth. Were you three worthy to defend the stone? Would you strive to think beyond what is commonplace in wizarding society and do what needs to be done? Did you three have the inherent strength to go past your limits? Did Mr. Longbottom have the courage to look past his anxiety and fear? Did Miss Lovegood have the capacity to step up if needed? Did you have the heart to truly face your proverbial demons? These were the more important overarching questions Albus wanted answered.”
“How…” Hermione started to say, shock written all over her face.
“How did I know your weaknesses?” I finished for her and the younger Alpha Slytherin nodded her head. “I may be who I am, but I still have regard for those under my care. I am a Professor first and foremost. You should remember that I will always prioritize the students at Hogwarts.” I passionately added, my eyes no doubt blazing with an intense ferocity.
My Alpha hindbrain agreed and I knew I would do anything for those I secretly cared about.
“But why…” Hermione started once again, but stopped as her nose wrinkled in what looked like disgust. “...why did it have to be that way? The other tests and trials I could understand… But the fear trial? It showed me… truly horrid things, Sev…”
“Beacsue Albus needed to see you overcome the fear you hold deep within your soul.” I stoically answered. “I wouldn’t have put you through that. You’re of age, but still young. A witchy whelp wet under her ears. The word is harsh, but why quicken the youth to see that harshness? Isn’t it our responsibility, as the older generations, to protect our young? Our future? To give them the tools so they one day can go out into the world and be prepared for that harshness? You’ve seen how the world can be vile and no doubt understand how fear, greed, and even love can warp minds. I inherently trust you Hermione Jean Granger, but we have truly failed you…” I explained with a pitiful growl. “And for that… I am sorry…”
Failed you…
Failed your Mother…
The younger Alpha stared at my rigid form, discerning eyes scanning me, and silence descended upon us once more as her thoughts raged.
“Then how would you have protected the stone?” Hermione finally asked, her voice low as if she was speaking words that were not supposed to be spoken. “Albus… I care greatly for him, but we are vastly different people. I have more in common with you, Sev, so in lieu of what you just said… How would you have gone about all of this if you were tasked with protecting the Philosopher's Stone?”
“Well… Instead of having you three go through all of that grandiose nonsense…” I started with a derisive sniff. “I would choose one of three options. Firstly, the Noctis Domus or House of Night. This protective measure would be a sub-dimensional vault. It would be similar to the Fidelius Charm or the idea of dimensional displacement. The dimensional displacement would be tethered to a concept. What concept you ask? The concept of greed. To enter? One would need to have no noticeable trace of greed in their heart.”
“How do you tie something to a concept?” Hermione asked, confusion written on her face, but then her face changed into one of understanding. “Ah… You used the concept of the Mirror of Erised. You would use something like a conceptual ward that would inherently sense the emotion of greed in a witch or wizard's heart.”
A tangible smile bloomed on my face.
I may not show emotion to most, but for Hermione…
My walls crumbled and I let myself feel again.
“Ten points to House Slytherin for that answer, Hermione.” I responded, a smirk on my face as I nodded, pride welling within my chest.
Hermione mirrored my smirk.
“But why something so similar to what already protected the stone?” Hermione asked as she tilted her head, waiting for my answer.
“Because desire, as an emotional tether, is too broad. Greed is a more focused emotion that would work well in sorting out those who were unworthy of the stone.” I smoothly answered.
“And the second option?” Hermione asked, furthering the discussion of my methods.
“Mors Per Aurum or Death by Gold.” I answered. “Simply said, it would be an alchemical lock, beautifully golden and enchanting, but deadly to those who wish to tamper with it. And what would happen to those who tamper with it you ask? Decay. Accelerated entropy. Any who dare to break or pick the lock will feel the negative effects built into said lock. I would use the rune ᛦ or Yr and tie it to the law of entropy. Yr is the rune of death and will work on metaphysical inevitability. Whether it be, a bumbling fool or a greedy, self-important prig… If they try to tamper with the lock? Their life is undoubtedly forfeit.” I explained, but then my voice grew low. “Everything decays. Everything seeps back into Gaia herself, Hermione. That is the price of time, of matter, of existence itself. The stone negates this, so my alchemical lock wouldn’t test morality… It enforces equilibrium.”
“Hmmmm…” Hermione thoughtfully hummed at my second option. “There must be a counter to that… The Philosopher’s Stone exists, so…” She started to say, but I put up a hand to silence the younger Alpha Slytherin.
“There is.” I bluntly interrupted, the countermeasures already in my mind. “You’re not that witless wonder Ronald Weasley or an incompetent fool, so what are they? There are three counters for this option.”
“Three…” Hermione pondered, eyes scrunching into thought, her mind searching for their countermeasures.
I watched.
I waited.
And it took no time at all for the younger Alpha to answer.
“The countermeasures would have to be… some form of temporal stasis… Perhaps, on a magical creature or someone disposable… You could do this in a number of ways. A stasis charm, chronomantic transfixing, or infusing dragon-glass with temporal runes… A familiar or your disposable figure would be placed in stasis and sent through the lock. Entropy cannot act on something outside time, so it will pass through unaffected.”
“Another ten points for House Slytherin.” I replied, my smile growing wider, my incisors showing. “Wonderfully thought out and explained, Hermione.”
“What is the last option, Sev?” Hermione asked, her cheeks now sporting a light blush because of my praise which had me internally chuckling.
“The third option would be blood-fused warding glyphs tied to my very being.” I plainly answer, my tone sounding bored.
“Thats…” Hermione started to say, her mouth slightly parted and her eyebrow raised high. “Salazar’s snakes, that would classify as blood magic…”
“It would, but you know a spell is only light or dark depending on the witch or wizard.” I shot back with a raised eyebrow. “You might think it hypocritical since I dressed you down for the use of Sectumsempra, but you fed your raw, undiluted anger into the spell. That is a very different scenario. If you maintain a clear mind, you should be able to use any spell without ‘falling to the dark.’ The Unforgivables are in a different category because, very much like what you did, they feed off the darker emotions one possesses. The curses are different because they inherently feed off your darker emotions. These spells will only ever be dark. You have to want to hurt, want to do harm, want to kill whoever you are using these curses on. You wanted to do all three, but Sectumsempra can be used without these emotions. Needless to say, even Alohomora can be used for nefarious purposes, so always make sure your state of mind is unimpeded by irrational and dangerous thoughts.”
“So you would truly use blood magic? This… alchemical lock as your last option?” Hermione asked, her tone curious and not at all filled with suspicion or disappointment.
“Yes, if need be.” I briskly answered. “The Philosopher’s Stone is too dangerous. You know this, I know this, and even Muggles know this. If the stone’s immortality was used by a witch or wizard who wished to do harm? It would be catastrophic to the wizarding world.”
The younger Alpha deeply breathed in and then breathed out.
And then…
Hermione thunked something upon my desk…
I lowered my gaze and found a red gemstone resting against the dark wood of my desk, its surface catching the lone candlelight in sharp crimson flashes, like embers refusing to die. For a brief moment, the sight of it hollowed the breath from my lungs.
My eyes widened ever so slightly before my attention snapped upward to the younger Alpha standing before me. Hermione met my gaze with resolute steadiness, her expression composed, though there was something immovable beneath it, a conviction tempered by fire rather than softened by it.
“Then it’s yours.” Hermione confidently said. “Not yours to use, but yours to protect. I didn’t give it to Albus after it ended up in my robe pocket, in fear of it being sought out by evil once more, but you’ve proved time and time again that you’re precinct and forward-thinking, Sev. You will be able to protect the Philosopher’s Stone… this I know deep within my soul.”
Hermione was…
…choosing me?
Not Albus.
Not Minerva.
Not even her newly found friends, but me?
“Why?” I asked, my mouth moving before my mind. “I’m untrustworthy. Everyone is of that opinion and you would be a fool to not think the same…” I bitterly said, lips pulled back in a snarl.
Not even Albus inherently trusted me…
Minerva clearly knew what the old fool was talking about in regards to his story, but I was utterly perplexed by it.
“I know.” Hermione replied, her face blank. “I saw you accosting Professor Quirrell. I was… suspicious of your motivations at the time. I won’t ask why you were having that conversation, but I know it was undoubtedly for a very good reason. I do trust you, Sev. Others may not, others may calm me mad, but I do. That won’t change.”
I clicked my tongue.
Insufferable whelp…
I knew there was someone there…
Of course it was Hermione…
I sighed, but it was one of relief that the younger Alpha’s opinions of me hadn’t changed.
“I will graciously accept the role of the stones protector, Hermione Jean Granger.” I formally replied, bowing my head slightly, taking the stone within my hands.
I reached down with my other hand - to my wand holster that was strapped to my thigh - and unholstered my wand. My wand was black, made of yew wood, 13.5 centimeters, and had a phoenix feather core. It was rigid, and not as grandiose as Hermione’s, but it served me well. I placed the tip directly on the red stones surface and immediately began my role as the stones protector.
The room inhaled with me as it waited for an action.
“Noctus Domus.” I intoned and rumbled, my voice low but resonant, the syllables vibrating through the classroom like the beat of a distant drum.
The effect was immediate.
Magic flared from the tip of my wand - first a sharp gleam of silver - then a swelling pulse of obsidian light that expanded outward in a sudden shockwave.
Hermione instinctively leaned back where she sat, her eyes wide, but didn’t run.
The younger Alpha was watching, absorbing what I was doing, but I couldn’t focus on her at the moment.
The expanding burst of energy stopped just short of the classroom walls and curved upward and downward, folding into itself, forming a vast dome of translucent silver and black. It wasn’t merely light…
It was space folding, cracking, and suturing.
A breath caught between worlds.
Within the magical sub-dimensional dome, the air grew weightless, dense, and strangely silent, as if we had been sealed beneath a great ocean. The red stone beneath my wand flared once - like a heartbeat - and then dissolved into thousands of molten threads of light, spiraling upward into the vaulting magic that surrounded Hermione and I.
It was incorporeal, but still present in this space at the same time.
“This is the vault.” I quietly said, sensing Hermione’s attention rooted on the spell that still surrounded us. “The moment of tethering. The vault exists now. Between here and nowhere. Not hidden in the traditional sense, but removed from this plane of existence.”
The threads spiraled faster - forming a shape above us - a mirrored helix and four spatial runes representing different aspects of space.
ᚱ
ᛉ
ᚲ
ᛃ
“Raido…” I whispered and the rune glowed a bright white. “Algiz…” I continued, the rune also glowing a bright white. “Kenaz…” I said, the rune to glowing a bright white like the last two. “Jera…” I finished, the rune glowing a bright white, but then all four blinked seven times and shined even brighter as it finished. “Protector the stone… Bind it near… No greed shall find its way here…” I lowly rumbled, potent magic coursing through my magical conduits.
Hermione covered her eyes.
The dome shuddered.
Then…
It began to contract.
The magic tightened like the drawstring of a satchel, pulling in the edges of the dome, compressing the force inward and downward around the point where the Stone had rested in my palm. The threads of helix disappeared, siphoned into the vanishing spell.
Hermione opened her eyes and owlishly blinked as the last glimmer of magic twisted like a strand of hair into the center of the now-vacant dais.
It snapped inward with a sound like tearing parchment - silent but sharp - and was gone.
No flash.
No thunder.
Just absence of what was.
As if the stone had never existed in this space at all.
I slowly lowered my wand and let out a long breath.
“Merlin… The vault is now sealed. No door and no key. Only those with no greed in their heart can access the space And even then, the vault may spit them back out if magic still deems them unworthy.”
Hermione was staring at where the stone was with curiosity gleaming in her eye.
“So if a witch or wizard were to somehow procure information about the stone… that it was sealed here… they would see nothing?” Hermione asked.
“They would see and feel nothing.” I corrected. “Not even residual magic. Because the stone isn’t just hidden. It has been severed from this plane and stored in another. Noctus Domus doesn’t obscure. It removes.” I fully turned my attention back to the younger Alpha, my voice weighted. “And unless you understand how to traverse sub-dimensional spaces through intent… you will never find it. Not even if you stand a breath away from where the spell was casted.”
“Brilliant.” Hermione whispered, awe lacing her tone. “Absolutley brilliant, Sev. This could rival magic that is stored in Bhutan!”
I smirked at the younger Alpha’s words, chin tilted high, and felt a different kind of pride well within my chest at her words.
“But… we still have more to discuss, don’t we?” I asked, keen eyes looking upon Hermione. “We haven’t discussed the chamber where the stone was held, Professor Quirrell, and Cirihtor… Those topics have significant weight. Although I appreciate your mind and our discussions, that weight you carry upon your shoulders? It needs to be lifted. Have you truly processed all that happened in that chamber? Is that weight lifted?”
Hermione sighed, heavily, and knew she wasn’t going to get out of this.
“The last chamber was… almost empty.” Hermione started, her voice thick with emotion. “The Philosopher’s Stone was nowhere to be seen, the room lit by white-blue flame and in the middle? The Mirror of Erised… but… There were two who were in the chamber before us.”
“And I assume the two were Professor Quirrell and Cirihtor?” I gathered, answering the unseen question and Hermione gave me an affirmative nod that I was correct.
“Yes, they were there…” Hermione responded, her body shivering, and an angry growl leaving her lips that could be heard from every corner of my classroom. “I thought… seeing Professor Quirrell there, in the flesh, that my fears about you two were indeed founded…”
“But they weren’t… His eyes were glassy, were they not?” I shot back, my own angry growl tumbling from my thinned lips. “A sign of control…”
“Yes, he was being controlled for- for Gaia knows how long…” Hermioned responded, her tone despondent and filled with an emptiness that resonated with me at this particular moment.
“I assume for a very long time…” I said, looking back on all my encounters I had with the fellow Slytherin professor. “I also assume that I never truly knew the Omega wizard…”
“That assumption is probably correct, Sev…” Hermione agreed, her hand coming up to rake through her hair. “When we came back to where the cerberus layed… It was his voice that was in the air… It was the epitome of sadness, of longing, of grief for what could be and what would never be. Can you imagine it? No bodily autonomy? For, what I assume was, years? YEARS!” She yelled, her fist coming down to slam on my desk.
My bits and bobs rattled, but I didn’t speak…
For I felt the very same potent anger.
It roiled and toiled in my chest like a bubbling cauldron and I couldn’t quell it with the correct ingredients.
My Alpha hindbrain raged to correct the situation for my pu- student.
All decent Alpha’s would be outraged at the treatment of Professor Quirrell and nipping at the chance to avenge the lovely Omega he seemed to be…
“I know.” I rumbled, my voice but a whisper. “I know.” I said, my tone rising like mammoth waves created by unknown winds. “A failure.” I continued, a hiss following the two words. “This was a colossal falling on my part and I’m ashamed to call myself an Alpha.” I admitted, my teeth grinding at the thought of my failure.
Failure.
No protect.
Failure.
“If you’re a failure, then I’m also a failure and to blame.” Hermione replied as she shook her head. “It hurts. I don’t care for the societal roles the wizarding world places on each of the dynamics, but his death? Failing an Omega that needed help? It hurts. His soul had been crying out into the ether and it was met with silence… I thought- I thought I made peace with his sacrifice, but that was naivety made manifest by my young mind. I don’t think I will ever make peace with it… will I?”
“No.” I immediately answered, my thought turning to Lily. “Death… Death lives with you wherever you go. It clings to you, desperately so, and will follow you until the Fates deem your journey over.”
“Professor Quirrell… protected us.” Hermione admitted with a sniff, but no tears fell from her eyes. “A… magical oddity happened when trying to cast magic, a spell coming to my mind at the need to free Professor Quirell from his prison, and what did he do with that freedom? Sacrifice. He forfeited his life, an act born out of love for his student, and repelled Cirihtor. He saved us and-” She choked, her chest heaving with the effort of speaking these words. “-and I didn’t get to say… thank you…”
I didn’t say a single word…
A lone tear fell from my eye and…
Hermione wept.
We grieved, in our own ways, but we grieved for the loss of a life that was stolen too soon…
It was decided - between the two of us - that we wanted something to remember Professor Quirrell by.
Hermione suggested a Muggle thing…
A tattoo…
Most things are easily done with magic and - once the younger Alpha Slytherin explained the concept - I agreed that it would be sufficient.
We discussed what it could be and we finally agreed on a concept.
A swan entangled by a serpent, but delicately so.
Hermione explained the significance.
According to Professor Quirrell’s religion, a swan - the vehicle of Brahma, and Saraswathi - symbolized purity, discernment, sattva, grace, beauty, artistic ability, and the individual Self. The serpents symbolize fertility, protection and the underworld. They are associated with Shiva and Vishnu and often depicted with their serpent canopy. Hermione thought these two animals encapsulated who the Omega professor truly was and I wholeheartedly agreed based on what information was available to me through the younger Alpha Slytherin.
Wands at the ready…
Standing in front of one another…
Hermione and I both pictured the image in our minds…
“Flagare.” We both said in unison, wand tips pointed at one another's shoulder.
The flame danced on our skin, ignoring our clothes and robes, and etched the image into our shoulder for all time. This might’ve been a more brutal way to go about this, but Hermione’s life was consumed by flame and she didn’t want it any other way.
The dancing flame quickly finished and we both revealed the ‘tattoo’.
It wasn’t traditional ink, but it was…
Magical.
The fire continued to dance as if celebrating Professor Quirrell's life. The image of a beautiful swan was clear and the serpent was coiled around the swan's body. One would think the serpent was strangling the defenseless swan, but they would be wrong. The serpent and the swan were two sides of the same coin. They basked in each other's presence, fed off of one another's very existence, and their heads softly laid against each others.
It was beautiful and it solidified Professor Quirrell in the material realm.
He may have passed the veil, but he would live on…
…through us.
Chapter 34: Chapter 34
Summary:
First look into Narcissa's life...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
POV: Narcissa
Silence pressed against the windowpane in my private sitting room, as heavy and gray as the sky outside.
Rain drummed a slow, deliberate rhythm on the dark glass.
I stood before the singular, narrow window, shoulders squared yet brittle, tracing rivulets of water sliding down to mingle with the droplets of my regret. The world beyond that pane was dull and encapsulated…
…just as mine had been for many many years now.
I thought of the canopy of black branches beyond the window, shearing into the gloom.
It felt appropriate…
Rooted permanence shading a sky that refused to shine.
I wrapped my arms across my midriff, as though embracing ghostly remnants of the self I once embodied.
I was surrounded by my life - the dour furnishings of Malfoy elegance: heavy drapes, silver frames of ancient portraits, polished wood furniture lined in ivory.
It ought to feel secure.
Instead, it felt like a mausoleum for the Narcissa who used to conjure brilliance.
The Narcissa that might have soared at Hogwarts, not wool‑stifled by tradition, but emboldened by quiet ambition.
Marriage arrived swiftly after school.
Fifteen, maybe sixteen years of age.
I cannot wholly remember.
I was full of life, young, vivaciously blonde, and breathtakingly beautiful.
My duty was pronounced.
I was to unite two influential pure-blood families and to advance pure‑blood ascendancy within our cult-like circles.
Lucius was everything I expected of a pure-blood male…
Refinement, wealth, power, and an eye always on influence.
But none of it invited love.
Instead it invited submission.
From the first day, our union was less a promise than a decree. My parents, sculptured in the old pure‑blood mindset, taught me that loyalty to blood meant believing even without affection. Our names bound us - Black and Malfoy - as if courage could be inherited through lineage alone.
Under the mantle of political maneuvering and years of mistreatment…
I began to mishandle magic.
Or perhaps it collapsed under the strain of my stressful life.
Without great drama and without explosion, my wandwork began to misfire. Spells would flicker mid‑air. I would whisper Wingardium Leviosa and the feather trembling on my desk would still not rise. I buried that failure under acceptable excuses - sleepless nights, exhaustion, emotional fatigue - but I felt its tingle in every failed wave of my wand.
And still no one saw.
The private abuse I endured each time I failed in my duties as a wife, the polite tutting at my domestic incompetence, the unending vitriol hissed at me because of my uselessness…
I was just a Beta.
I was just a Mother.
I was just a woman.
Lucius told me on numerous occasions that I failed at all three and that he only kept me around because of my family vault.
The silence after every insular insult and demeaning word was suffocating.
Yet the world outside kept turning like that tick-tock of a magical clock - pure‑blood politics, bargaining galleons for connection, for status, for the privilege of association to power. I was attending dinners where bloodline rankings nested in conversation, where old pure families murmured about the Black Matriarch’s latest benevolence. The pressure to perform - to pass as flawless - clenched my chest daily.
I was beautiful…
I was lusted after…
I was the prized possession…
But I was utterly alone…
This afternoon, golden rays started to peek out of the grey clouds before the rain inevitably returned, but my son arrived unannounced this day. He had always walked a more curious path in his earlier years, but my little dragon was falling into darkness. Draco, with his hair so like his fathers - these days my hair had a black streaks to subtly hint at the rot within my soul - and sharp brows so like mine, had been unnervingly perceptive even as a boy and continued to be even now. He offered me a small parcel that was wrapped in green parchment with a ribbon tied in loops that reminded me of Winter Solstice.
“I know I shouldn’t, Mother…” Draco said, eyes bright and unsettled, as he now stood before me in my private chamber. “But I wanted you to have it… Father- Father doesn’t need to know about this, so don’t worry and just- just accept it… please? Keep it here, away from him, and be reminded that I care about you.” He whispered, his face contorted in what looked like pain.
My son's words were sincere and hope bloomed in my chest that he hadn’t yet been completely devoured by the words of his Father.
I said no words back to my Draco, but my eyes conveyed the roiling emotions I felt at the moment.
I looked down at the parcel, took a steadying breath, and was prepared to see what Draco had gotten me.
I unwrapped the gift with careful fingers.
Inside lay a sculpted figurine…
Three creatures carved from a single piece of shining onyx that pulsed with magical energy. A graceful cat sitting poised, an otter curled into a loop, and a panther crouched as if ready to pounce. The figures were so skillful that my eyes traced their muscles, their posture, their silent narratives.
The statue breathed and I breathed with it.
“I remember your dreams.” Draco softly said with a rueful yet sad smile. “I chose to remember. I… had this commissioned in Paris when we went last year. I had a pouch of my own galleons on hand and stumbled across Atelier Vautrin. It was a discrete yet luxurious magical sculpture shop tucked away in Rue des Rêves Obscurs, a hidden wizarding street in the Montmartre district. Cléophée Vautrin was the witch who ran it and took my request after I explained my idea…” He explained, his weight shifting from one foot to the other as he spoke.
‘…and I’m so very glad she accepted.’
My throat clenched.
I was a natural Legilimens and to hear those types of thoughts from my little dragon?
To know they weren’t just flowery words?
To know Draco still cared after past interactions had me giving up hope entirely?
I pressed my lips together so as not to cry at the revelation.
“Thank you, Draco. Truly, thank you…” I said aloud, voice raw with emotion, and my son gave me a subtle nod of acknowledgement that he understood the deeper meaning of my words
The panther’s eyes seemed to gleam in the gloom, the otter’s curve invited movement, and the cat held regal stillness.
I could not name which shape meant what.
They felt like parts of me I’d lost.
When my little dragon left, shutting the room’s door gently behind him, I pressed the figurine into my palm and stared at it as the three figures moved in unison.
I wanted to believe it meant protection.
I hoped it did…
I moved to the writing desk and sat, the onyx gift between my palms.
I thought the otter shined with hope, was fluid, adaptable, and free…
The panther looked powerful and solitary…
The cat sat poised, observant, and intelligent.
Might those shape the future threads of me….
…if I could still shape anything at all?
Long after Draco left, the rain outside became a quiet procession. My mind spiraled inward. I remembered how political alliances - sometimes friendly, sometimes harsh - occupied my marriage until even present day. Lucius attended sleek gatherings of symphonic importance - gatherings where pure‑blood families tested loyalty with menacing conviviality.
Connection was power.
A union like ours was expected to cement alliances…
Not romance.
And yet I wondered…
In all those polished halls, how many looked at me and saw no threat, no value beyond blood that ran through my veins?
Because blood without magic - as a magical individual - meant deficiency.
They whispered that quietly, but just loud enough where I could hear them.
Discreet snorts after fanciful feasts...
Titters of pureblood puritans pitying Lucius’s defective wife…
I tightly shut my eyes and all my body went taut.
My tears tracked the same course as the rain that pitter-pattered against the window. My mind returned to the dream I had again last night…
Water under moonlight, an otter swimming between reeds, a cat perched by the shore, watching - not touching, not hissing, but still. They recognized each other as their eyes met and gravitated towards one another as if the Fates themselves ordained this meeting. The panther was deeper into the forest, watching, but distant.
Where did I fit in?
Did I soar above?
Or was I destined to be locked in a cage for all eternity?
Pure‑blood politics taught me that one's worth was often spoken in private ledger…
I once belonged to a house that valued strength and conformity.
Now I belonged to a family that prized spectacle and was wrought with debauchery.
My mind was dismissed.
My softness mistaken for weakness.
Yet I was not weak…
I had survived this long.
The three of us had in our own way…
I turned the figurine over in my hand again.
Perhaps my little dragon saw me not as weak, but fragmented and has taken pity on me. He had requested these three creatures together on purpose: the fluidity of the otter, the regality of the cat, and the fierce singularity of the panther.
A message, formed from my dream, that I was not one thing alone.
Yet I dared not hope…
Hope was a dangerous thing to witches like me…
I took the quill in hand and opened a fresh sheet of parchment. My inkpot was heavy with sorrow. I wrote…
- I do not know who I have become… I crave the light, but I delve deeper into darkness with each passing day… I am a fixture, a statue, and yet I can move. I have a mouth, but I cannot scream. I have ears but I shall not listen. I have appendages but I will not act. What use am I? My magic betrays me, my family is a lie, and I am drowning. Will someone save me?
I built a house beneath the tide,
With columns straight and spine unbent.
Its windows stared through salted glass
At ruins masked as ornament.
My blood was ink; I signed the pact -
A vow to rise, to serve, to shine.
But lineage is a leaden crown
That drags the neck down with the spine.
The halls were dressed in family names,
All carved in pearl, too pale to fight.
We dined on silence, silver-bound,
And passed down secrets out of spite.
I learned to breathe in compromise,
To curtsey where I ought to scream.
To trade in sons like gilded chess,
And tuck away each shattered dream.
The sea was calm. The walls stood proud.
But pride is built from brittle bone.
It cracks when truth comes knocking hard -
And leaves you drowning, not alone.
I failed the storm. I failed the blood.
I failed the child I bore to flame.
And still they praise my folded hands,
And never dare to speak my name.
Now ghosted rooms drift through the deep,
My legacy… A glassy doom.
A house beneath the waterline
Where roses drown before they bloom…
I paused, my quill hovering over words of truth.
I thought again of pure‑blood dynamics…
Alliances built on legacy, influence delivered at banquets, the Ministry’s favor measured in office titles and certain appointments. I had stood at that crossroads and was jostled between Black expectations and Malfoy ambition. I had played delicate diplomacy - listening, nodding, complimenting - only to feel overshadowed by wizards who were looked upon because they were men.
I sealed the parchment and hid it inside my desk drawer under other sheets.
A vow unread by any.
A silent pact.
I rose and went to collect some water that resided in a crystal goblet that shined with vile opulence.
I held it out to catch light from the window and saw kaleidoscopes in its clarity. If only my magic could bring such clarity back. Instead, I felt the tremor in my fingers, the magic slipping away. That knowledge haunted me. I had become - accidentally, invisibly, vulnerably - a witch who could no longer trust her own wand.
The darkness was consuming me…
“...but how long until I’m truly gone?” I asked aloud, but no one answered.
I drank the water, cold and clean, as though washing away the pleading and the sadness.
I tucked the figurine into a small velvet pouch and placed it beneath my nightstand, near the secret parchment that no soul would ever see.
As the storm drained beyond midnight, I returned to the window one final time. The sky remained leaden, but there was a slender ribbon of pale light on the horizon.
A promise of dawn.
“Even if magic fails me… I will not.” I defiantly whispered.
Night held its breath in reply and goosebumps appeared on my skin…
It has come once again…
The darkness…
The inky-black ooze that had covered my very being…
It swirled and swallowed me whole…
I closed my eyes….
And it rampaged.
Notes:
Hello! I hope you all enjoyed this chapter! Narcissa is a complicated woman and I really enjoy writing her. There is also a more stylized chapter 34 that I wrote. Would you all want that? Also I know my chapters have mistakes, so feel free to point them out. I try to fix most of them, but a few slip by. I just fixed Hagrid's dialogue to match what his accent sounds like in the movies. I also have cleaned up some plot things. Don't want to reveal for obvious reasons.
If you have any questions or want to discuss the story with me...
Don't hesitate!
Some points that might help or refresh your mind:
- Hermione's parents died in a magical fire.
- The worlds setting has no Voldemort... Or does it?
- There is no Harry and Hermione has taken his place.
- Dynamics are for Muggles and the magical.
- I haven't forgotten things mentioned in past chapters and they will return.
= The Old Ways are forgotten by most and have been stamped out by the Ministry (At least in Britain).
- There are many magical schools not just like a couple lol (Fixed the magical population that people always point out).
Chapter 35: Chapter 35
Summary:
Minerva and Hermione travel to Diagon Alley, disguised, and encounter a variety of issues along the way...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
I entered Minerva’s chambers just after dawn, skirting around early morning beams of light that pried between the stone mullions. The scents of lavender and leather-bound tomes greeted my person as the older Omega stood at the hearth, fingers gently apprehending a small Gryffindor emblem clasp pinned to her cloak. The green fabric cascaded around her in sharp, pristine folds. Her hair - usually pinned with scholastic precision - was soft today, a few blinded strands reflecting sunlight that came from the windows.
Our souls recognized each other instantly, as they always had after my presenting, and I deeply breathed in and was comforted by Minerva’s scent.
It had been a month since the Salazar-be-damned heated discussion with Miss Parkinson and Miss Bulstrode, the needed talk with Severnia, the handing over of the Philosopher’s Stone, and all that had happened regarding the prized magical artifact.
I was…
…decompressing.
My friendship with Luna and Neville deepened.
I was learning all that I could and even preparing for my N.E.W.T.S early.
Muggleborns often compared N.E.W.T.S to A-levels or International Baccalaureate (IB) since we were a private institution.
But…
They were next year - my seventh year - and I would be ready for them.
Seventh-year and eighth-years were equivalent to the Muggle collegiate level of education. We, the students, could still attend our magical school of choice for these two years, the process being quite seamless, and it had no effect on a witch or wizard's education if they decided to choose another school. There were dedicated colleges such as Waltzeburg College of Fine Magic which was a fine choice to continue one's learning if they chose to leave their original magical school. After these two years, one could start on their mastery of choice. Depending on the mastery level, only an initial two years could be required or ten if a student was a committed individual. You could also engage in a dual mastery which could potentially take an even longer time to complete, but many in the wizarding world were intellectuals who had a thirst for magical knowledge.
Zahra al-Muqri
Tiberius Masego
Mireille du Veyron…
Those names were synonymous with achieving dual masteries.
I shook my head and came back to the present.
I didn’t walk forward.
I limped, was pulled across the room by the gravity of the Minerva’s presence, and put up no resistance.
“Good morning, Minerva.” I whispered, but it felt like a vow on the tip of my tongue.
“Aye, it is a good morning, isn’t it?” Minerva responded, her voice a purr and tone melodious indeed.
The older Omega extended her hand towards my moving person, slender but firm, offering introduction and sanctuary in one breath.
The scent of earth and ancient parchment curled between us. Even in the stillness, it bound me. Her Omega nature was no longer quieted by procedure or propriety. Minerva let it unfurl - a scent mosaic that made every nerve in my body alight - seasoned with something that made it quite clear that she was eternally tethered to me.
“I… I need...” I tried to say, my voice breaking between us, my pride twisting my tone into something horrid.
I had debated with myself.
Over and over and over again…
My Alpha hindbrain warred with the logical part of me.
I felt like an arsehole for trying to use Minera, my Omega soulmate, and felt like a failure.
I might’ve not liked the ubiquitousness of dynamics, but the Alpha in my very soul made it clear that we derelict in our sanctimonious duties
Minerva didn’t flinch at my tone.
Instead the older Omega moved into my space, her hands wrapping around me as I fell into her arms and warmth suffused my being, but I didn’t pull away.
I leaned into it because I craved Minerva McGonagall.
“You need supplies.” Minerva guessed, composure impeccable, her tone free of judgement. “And not tomorrow. Today… if I had to guess.”
I looked at the Omega Gryffindor in surprise.
“But Hogwarts-” I started to say, ready to point out that we students weren’t allowed to leave in the middle of term, but she kindly interrupted me.
“Not when I’m with you, mo ghràidh.” Minerva punctuated, her smile signaling she was singularly triumphant with that statement.
The bond between us deepened at that, unspoken intention, and a shared defiance of expectation.
The tabby cat was mischievous and the otter couldn't help but be swept along by her antics…
“Is that what Professors do now?” I challenged, a smirk coming onto my face. “Break the rules? Headmaster Phineas Nigellus Black would roll in his grave and tremble in his portrait if he saw the now Deputy Headmistress.”
“Phineas was a by-the-book Alpha.” Minerva replied with a huff. “He was strict, cold, and had a wand up his arse since he came out of his Mothers womb.”
I couldn’t help it.
I loudly snorted and Minerva quirked an amused brow at me.
“What?” I scoffed back. “You rarely curse so it caught me off guard…” I defended as the older Omega kissed my cheek, more warmth spreading through me, and her lips lingered for a moment before being retracted.
“It was quite… adorable.” Minerva said with a wink.
Minerva pulled away from my person, a depressing rumble coming from the pit of my stomach, and approached the fireplace.
“Minerva?” I asked, confusion no doubt written on my features, and flowing through my tone.
I stepped close, trailing fingertips across the older Omega’s robe sleeve.
“You may be an Alpha, you may have your pride, but I will not stand for you having inadequate supplies.” Minerva answered, her head turning to look at me, her emerald-green eyes gazing at me and brokering no argument from me.
Minerva’s words warmed my charred heart.
I..
…struggled with acquiring supplies because of my lack of wealth.
I did indeed pride myself in receiving no aid.
If it was any other, I wouldn’t even consider allowing myself to entertain the thought of being helped, but this was my soulmate…
“Yes, Minerva.” I responded, a low rumble preceding my words, but the damage had been done.
The older Omega gave me a smile filled with love and I reciprocated with my own smile.
Morgana, help me…
I’m drowning in love…
My hand drifted from Minerva’s sleeve, to her hand, and our fingers intertwined.
It was invitation and acceptance swaddled in unbounded love.
“Will you tell me if you need help?” Minerva asked, her eyes trained on my person. “Will you come to me if you are struggling?”
“I will.” I immediately answered, truth and honesty abound in those two words.
“Good.” Minerva said as she nodded her head, leaned in close, and placed a chaste kiss on my lips. “I may not be using my glamour, but you should.”
I sighed.
“And I’m assuming my wonderful Omega will make my glamour perfect?” I replied. “One of the three cracks in my magic core may be healed, but I don’t think I will be able to perform that kind of magic without repercussions." I explained, my mind drifting back to when I used Sectumsempra.
“Aye, it will be flawless.” Minerva supplied, her tone filled with confidence. “We will also be using the Floo. I will not take any chances with your health. I am sure you clearly remember what happened last time.” She pointedly said.
“I do…” I answered with a shiver. “...and I appreciate the concern, my gracious Gryffindor.” I responded as I brought up our interlocked hands and kissed the back of hers.
“Then… Without further ado, my serendipitous Slytherin…” Minerva announced, her other hand twirling in the air, magic crackling around my person.
I briefly closed my eyes, took a steadying breath, and let the older Omega’s magic take its course.
My mind made me forcibly remember what had happened the first time I tried to glamour my person.
It was the reason I could explain to Minerva why I don’t use a glamour…
I did indeed have my pride now, but when I was in that dark pit of despair?
When I couldn’t bear to look at myself anymore?
I wanted the burns, the horrid scars, the damnable memories gone.
And so I tried…
The first time I tried to cast the glamour, it was in the dead of night.
It was when the corridors of Hogwarts were empty and even the castle’s portraits seemed to be sleeping…
I stood in front of the bathroom mirror, my wand trembling in my fingers like a guilty confession. The incantation was elegant and far beyond my level of physical stability at the time, but I was desperate to see what I might’ve looked like if that night hadn’t claimed half of me…
I whispered the spell with all the precision I could muster, every syllable slicing through my lungs like frost.
For a breathless moment, I felt the magic begin to rise, to gather at my fingertips…
Red, white, green, and gold light swirled all around my person and I thought the attempt successful…
But…
Then it shattered…
Violently and without mercy.
The backlash knocked me off my feet, a lance of white-hot agony stabbing through my already fractured core. My milky eye pulsed, and blood seeped from my nose, pooling onto the stone beneath my feet. My wand slipped from my fingers and rolled across the floor, lifeless.
The mirror mocked me, but…
It was only my reflection…
For a split second, before the spell collapsed, I saw it…
A ghost of myself…
Not the girl I once was, but some haunting in-between: smooth skin laid crudely over the ruined tissue that was my skin, a false symmetry on a broken canvas.
But the magic couldn’t hold.
It was too complex, too demanding, too cruel.
I lay there, curled in my own failure, trembling with fury and shame as the glamour fizzled into sparks around my person.
My magic, splintered and screaming, had made its answer clear.
I wasn’t whole enough to pretend.
I crawled back to my chambers with raw elbows and a sob buried so deep in my throat it might as well have been silence…
That was the first and last time I ever tried to cast a glamour on my person…
Not because I couldn’t - well, not just for that reason - but because the humiliation of even wanting to pretend was more unbearable than the pain itself of trying.
But Gaia…
…this time was different.
The magic was warm, but not unbearably so as it changed me - truly changed me - and not twisted my form into one of mockery that could have been. My hair dimmed from a curly and rich chestnut colour to dark to straight inky-black that lacked waves of any kind. My eyes changed to a subtle blue that spoke of a clear sky and were narrowed slightly. My nose enlarged and my lips felt plumper than before. My usual black and green robes were replaced by plum ones with a subtle Ministry insignia as the broach, but retained the runes and spells that were imbued into them.
My pain had lessened because of our bonding, but I appreciated the thought of keeping them for the pain I still endured.
“Clerical aide.” Minerva supplied before I even spoke a singular word, her emerald-green eyes perusing me, satisfied with her work.
“And you?” I asked, noticing Minerva was still cloaked in her glamour.
With a twist of the older Omega’s wand - she shed her glamour - the one she’d been wearing every day when she was the Transfiguration Professor. Before my eyes, Minerva McGonagall transformed into someone half-familiar: her true self. Lines faded, hair darkened, and the faint weariness around her eyes softened. Her cheekbones remained striking, but there was something more fluid about her now, less guarded.
Minerva looked like someone who could be mine.
The older witch was beautiful no matter the age, and I treasured her no matter what, but others wouldn’t question the two of us being partners now.
“Ready?” Minerva asked, stepping toward the Floo.
“Merlin, I feel like I should be condemning this kind of behavior.” I murmured. “You’re being rebellious, Minerva.”
“I have had good influence recently.” Minerva said, voice low, intimate. “Och, lean orm a-steach do na teine, mo ghràidh. Tha feum agad air agus tha mi ag iarraidh a thoirt. Tha riaghailtean aca an àite, ach tha thu nas cudromaiche.”
(Follow me into the flames, my dear. You need and I want to give. Rules have their place, but you are more important.)
“Aye, cha robh roghainn agam roimhe, ach tha roghainn agam a-nis gu cinnteach agus leanaidh mi thu a-steach don chadal fhèin ma dh'fheumas mi.” I answered, certainty in my tone.
(I didn't have a choice before, but I certainly do now and I will follow you into the veil itself if I have to.)
Without any other spoken words, Minerva and I stepped into the fireplace together. The older Omega retrieved the Floo powder from the small cauldron beside the fireplace and rolled the small bag around in her hand.
I had used the Floo before, but knew just how inherently dangerous the green powder was.
Despite its commonplace use across the wizarding world, Floo Powder remains a perilously under-examined method of magical transportation or at least it the Ministry wants Britain's magical populace to think that. Floo Powder efficacy hinges not only on the inherent instability of its primary component, Floo, but also on the obscure alchemical precision of its formulation, which is still, to this day, a proprietary secret guarded by the Floo Network Authority. Its manufacture is shrouded in such opacity that even the Department of Magical Transportation refrains from regulating it too heavily, presumably out of fear that overreach might destabilize public confidence in an already temperamental system. Those foolish enough to attempt a replication - colloquially known as ‘Faux Floo’ - often find themselves admitted to St. Mungo’s with severe combustion injuries, magical disfigurements, or, in more tragic cases, partial disintegration.
I recall an article in the Daily Prophet some years back…
It was of a rather grim case where a Muggle-born wizard in Cardiff attempted to brew a Floo substitute using sand dyed green, powdered doxy wings, and some form of illegal and potent goblin-forged sulfur. The poor wizard ignited not only his hearth but half his living room, and reappeared in Knockturn Alley missing three fingers and most of his left eyebrow. It’s hardly surprising. The spellcraft involved in safely displacing the human body through flame while tethering one’s destination to a spoken phrase is delicate enough when professionally manufactured powder is used and even then, an imprecise enunciation can lead to horrifying detours. The notion that an untrained witch or wizard could replicate such a volatile medium in their cauldron is not only laughable, it’s grotesquely irresponsible. I’ve often argued that the Department should issue a formal ban on non-certified Floo products - though, knowing the Ministry, they’ll only act after someone accidentally discovers the formula and threatens their control.
“No need to be nervous, Hermione.” Minerva chuckled, took some of the green powder out of the small sack and threw it down. “Diagon Alley!”
Emerald flames surged around us the moment the Floo activated, swallowing the world in a roaring burst of green fire that carried neither heat nor smoke. The sensation of travel came all at once afterward, rapid and disorienting, the world spinning past in a dizzying blur of fireplaces, iron grates, half-glimpsed rooms, and shouted destinations. It felt nothing like Apparition. Apparition was violent in its efficiency, a wrenching compression that squeezed the body unnaturally through space itself, leaving bruised muscles and fractured nerves screaming in protest afterward.
The Floo, by contrast, was disorienting rather than painful, a current carrying rather than tearing. My stomach still churned unpleasantly with each sharp turn through the network, but there was no splitting pressure in my ribs, no sensation of my injuries being forced open again by magic that cared little for human fragility.
Even so, the green flames unsettled me. They curled around us in vivid ribbons, beautiful and consuming all at once, and for one fleeting moment they reminded me far too much of the blue fire of Protego Diabolica, of cursed flames devouring stone and flesh alike within that chamber. My pulse stuttered at the memory.
But Minerva’s hand remained tightly wrapped around mine throughout the journey, steady and warm within the storm of green. Her presence anchored me firmly enough that I did not recoil from the flames this time. Instead, I stood my ground within them, allowing the magic to carry us onward.
I didn’t let go of the older Omega’s hand and we arrived in Diagon Alley.
Minerva reassuringly squeezed my hand as we gazed down the alley.
No one gave us a second glance.
Such a different world compared to the Muggle one…
The realization settled heavily within my person, equal parts comforting and bittersweet. In Britain, even now, two women openly affectionate with one another in many parts of the Muggle world would still invite scrutiny, ridicule, or hostility. There were laws changing, certainly, and progress creeping stubbornly forward, yet prejudice remained deeply rooted in ways both overt and insidious.
People tolerated difference only so long as it remained invisible.
And here…
Here it was simply allowed to exist.
The contrast filled my person with an unexpected ache.
Relief, certainly, but also sorrow for a world so determined to make love feel like something shameful when it deviated from expectation.
It was why I feared telling my newfound pack that I was a lesbian.
But the wizarding world cared not for such things but the purity of one's blood.
Because there just needed to be some form of discrimination or I would think humans with magic to be entirely alien….
Glamours in place - or in the older Omega’s case - not in place, presence shielded by anonymity - we walked hand-in-hand to our first destination, tapped the bricks with our shoes, and fully stepped through into Diagon Alley.
The alley positively buzzed with life.
Despite the early hour, wizards and witches crowded around shop windows, some with bundled cloaks and others with floating packages in their wake. I could smell roasted nuts and parchment, feel the familiar tug of magic beneath the cobblestones, and smelled so many different dynamics.
This place held memories…
Some good and some tinged with grief.
But this morning…
…it was simply a street again.
A street I walked beside Minerva.
Firstly, the two of us stopped at Slug & Jiggers.
The shop was established in 1207 and was known for its potions or potion ingredients that lined its shelves.
“Why not Mr. Mulpeppers shop?” I asked in a hushed whisper, just before Minerva opened the shop's door.
“Alpha Nicholas Mulpepper is a brute 'n' his ideals mak' me peely-wally tae mah tummy. ” Minerva answered in an equally hushed voice, but there was danger and venom laced in her tone as her accent became prevalent with the words tumbling out of her lips. “Och, ah wull nae spend an ounce o' mah gear wi' him or his wares.”
I nodded because I understood.
Understood that Alpha’s like Mr. Mulpepper were typical within society as a whole.
That line of conversation drifted off with the wind as Minerva opened the door to Slug & Jiggers.
Our hands were still interlocked, warmth freely flowing through my person, and the shopkeeper smiled at us when the chime alerted her to our presence.
My Alpha hindbrain was completely and utterly content.
Behind the counter stood a wiry, darker-skinned witch with a mess of steel-gray curls wrapped in a vibrant scarf. I could scent cinnamon in the air and smelled the Omega pheromones that covered every inch of this space. The other Omega witch, the one who wasn’t my Omega, peered over her spectacles as we entered, eyes narrowing with curiosity.
My Alpha hindbrain didn’t react.
“Welcome, welcome!” The shopkeeper warmly greeted. “Looking for something delicate or dangerous today?” She said, her gaze settled squarely on my person as Minerva and I walked further into the shop.
I, cloaked in the modest glamour of a Ministry clerical aide - my wild hair now tamed, my features sharpened but unassuming - offered a polite smile.
“A bit of both, actually. I’m doing a bit of window shopping for ingredients I’m running low on. Also, do you carry Lobalug venom?” I answered and asked a question in succession.
The shopkeeper’s eyebrows shot up.
I could understand why the shopkeeper would express that reaction upon hearing my request.
Lobalug venom is a highly toxic secretion harvested from the Lobalug, a marine magical creature found primarily in the North Sea. Contained within a flexible sac in the creature’s abdomen, the venom is ejected in self-defense and is prized for its use in powerful paralyzing potions and certain truth-inducing elixirs. Its corrosive nature and capacity to cause severe nerve damage make it an exceptionally dangerous ingredient, requiring strict handling protocols. Because of its potency and potential for misuse, the venom is heavily regulated by the Department of Magical Substances and only licensed potion masters are permitted to obtain, store, or work with it legally.
I assumed that a fine shop such as this would indeed have that permit for such an ingredient.
“Not many Ministry officials ask about Lobalug venom…” The shopkeeper said, impressed, stepping around the counter and towards us. “And certainly not in their Ministry issued robes…” She continued, a sly smirk now on her face. “Did you train at Durmstrang, dear?”
“Salazar’s snakes, hardly.” I evenly replied, lips twitching with amusement. “I graduated from Hogwarts.”
It was always preferable to tell some truth when lying.
Out of the corner of my one good eye I saw Minerva, standing just behind my person, her expression neutral, but her nostrils flaring the moment the other Omega witch’s eyes swept appreciatively down my figure. My soulmate's scent subtly shifted - less lavender, morning dew, parchment - and more sickly sweetness that rotted Muggles teeth and warm musk. It was an Omega’s subconscious claim making itself known to other interested parties who were praying upon their mate.
I noticed, slightly moved closer to my Omega, and my Alpha hindbrain let out a comforting rumble.
It was a subtle shift, but it was clear that I was Minerva’s and not interested in the other Omega shopkeeper.
The shopkeeper noticed the shift and glanced uncertainly at Minerva before turning back to me with a smile far too saccharine.
Not taking the hint, hm?
My Alpha hindbrain wanted to put this Omega in her place, but I wouldn’t be doing that…
..at least not in that way.
“If you’d like, I could show you my private stock. It’s not on display. Only for witches and wizards who… want… more.” The shopkeeper purred, her voice like manufactured honey, her fingertips now drifting down the length of my robed arm that Minerva wasn’t near.
The Omega shopkeeper’s innuendo wasn’t lost on me and it certainly wasn’t lost on Minerva who looked positively ready to scratch the shopkeeper's eyes out. She also tilted forward so her large breast would be more on display and in my line of sight. It reminded me of Miss Bultrode, the times she seduced me, and I tightly clenched my jaw before an angry growl left my throat.
“I’d like that…” I said, slightly stepping forward, gaze intent on the shopkeeper . “...but you don’t mind both of us seeing your stock, do you?”
The shopkeeper let a small frown appear on her face and quickly shot a glare Minerva’s way, but swiftly replaced the frown with a superficial smile.
“Of course! Of course!” The shopkeeper replied while laying another lingering touch on my arm, batting her eyelashes at me, and pushing raw Omega pheromones at my person. “Here at Slugs & Jiggers… we aim to please.”
I stiffened where I stood.
I felt Minerva glare even harder at the oblivious shopkeeper.
This situation was now very uncomfortable and the Omega shopkeeper was too obstreperous for her own good.
Trying to control me with your pheromones, Omega?
My nostrils flared and goosebumps spread along my skin.
That sickly sweet scent clogged my nose and I started to feel ill.
My Alpha hindbrain now tried to push to the forefront and take control of the spiraling situation.
Mr. Mulpepper was surely a typical Alpha, but it seemed that this Omega had her faults as well…
I had a thought of bisecting the shopkeeper's head from her body - the memory of me casting Sectumsempra for the first time in the Forbidden Forest coming to the forefront of my mind - but Minerva interlocked our hands and her warmth grounded me in the present.
The horrid and ghastly thought fled my mind just as quickly as it came.
Don’t let your emotions control you…
“Lead on then.” I briskly said with a wave of my hand.
“Eadhon an coineanach as àirde, faodaidh e duilgheadas a dhèanamh agus sealladh a thoirt dhut air a phàirt. Ignoraich i, mo ghràidh... Freagair ris a’ bhond againn agus freagair do dhuilgheadas. Tha an grian a’ losgadh as fheàrr nuair nach eil neòil ann a’ freagairt a seallaidh. Gheibh sinn dhut na tha thu a’ feumachdainn agus fàgamaid mus dèan i thu eadhon nas mì-chofhurtail.” Minerva whispered, her mouth near my ear as we followed the shopkeeper.
(Even the most tame bunny can deceive and show you their teeth. Ignore her, my dear... Focus on me, our bond, and push back her vile deception. The sun shines brightest when there are no clouds to obstruct its view. We will get you what you need and leave before she makes you even more uncomfortable.)
I visibly relaxed with my Omega’s reassuring words.
Minerva knew the state of me and wished to resolve the issue as quickly as possible.
“Tapadh leat, Minerva…” I whispered back, plentiful meaning overflowing with those two words.
(Thank you, Minerva…)
“Och, chan fheumar dhut taing a thoirt dhomh airson na tha ceart a dhèanamh. A bheil e Alpha, Beta, no Omega... Cailleach no draoidh... Duine fireann, boireann, no neo-bhinn... Tha sinn uile, mar dhaoine, comasach air milleadh agus airson sin… tha mi duilich, Hermione.” Minerva replied, her quiet voice trailing off as the three of us reached our destination.
(No, you do not have to thank me for doing what is right. Be it Alpha, Beta, or Omega... Witch or wizard... Male, female, or non-binary persons... We all, as human beings, are capable of harm and for that… I am sorry, Hermione.)
I didn’t get a chance to respond to that ethically sound statement as the Omega shopkeeper turned around.
My body was more relaxed because of my Omega’s presence.
Stress could heighten one's perception of pain, cause inflammation within damaged tissue, and lead to a host of horrid issues, but I had my altered robes and clothes which I was eternally grateful for.
“This is it!” The shopkeeper cheerily announced. “Would you like me to accompany you? I’m sure an Alpha Ministry official like you has many needs…”
“That will not be needed.” Minerva answered, eyes cold and predatory, tone more frigid than Antarctica itself. “I can assure you…” She continued as she took a few steps towards the Omega shopkeeper. “...my Alpha’s needs are being thoroughly met.” She purred, voice low and sultry, her Omega pheromones bursting forth from her person to easily overpower the shopkeeper's own pheromones.
The shopkeeper loudly keened at the powerful display of superiority and beared her neck for Minerva.
The hierarchy here was plain to see and my Omega was at the top.
Minerva brushed by the stunned and now submissive shopkeeper, but I didn’t enter the storeroom.
I took a few steps of my own toward the shopkeeper and hovered my lips near her ear.
“Your claws may be sharp… but hers are serrated.” I rumbled, a displeased growl tumbling from my lips. “It’s not you who gets my cock hard, but her. Not you. Never you. Your display back there was… Pathetic. Pitiful. Abhorrent. Repulsive. You would do well to remember that, shopkeep.”
I didn’t have to use my Alpha pheromones to show the shopkeeper the error of her ways.
My words did that just fine.
I left a now trembling Omega alone and stepped into the storeroom.
I wonder if Luna and Neville would think me cruel…
Would they admonish me?
Or would my words remind them that I am a Slytherin through and through…
Intelligent…
Sharp-tongued…
Devious…
And now willing to put importance on my wants or needs…
“Are you alright, mo ghràidh?” Minerva asked as I closed the door behind me. “That seductress didnae dae anythin' else, did she?” She added, anger tinging her tone as her accent became thicker.
I exhaled a long breath - breathed in the older Omega’s scent, steadied myself - and exhaled again.
“Yes, I’m fine… Now.” I answered while stepping closer to my soulmate.
“Aye, you are.” Minerva said as she reached for me with her hands and I outstretched my own to meet her. “You are such a good Alpha. So very good…” She purred as our bodies melded to one another.
I positively rumbled at Minerva's words.
Our scents intermingled, swirled around the both of us to become one, and I felt at peace.
“I should start looking for potion ingredients…” I mumbled while reluctantly pulling away from Minerva and staring into her emerald-green eyes.
“Aye, that would be a good idea.” Minerva replied while placing a delicate kiss upon my lips. “I do not think either of us want to stay here any longer than necessary.”
I nodded while my Omega let go and started to look for the things I needed.
Minerva waited patiently as I selected ingredients.
Dittany.
Powdered bicorn horn.
Bezoar.
Murtlap essence.
Knotgrass.
Valerian root.
Asphodel…
And the list went on and on…
Minerva was surprised I had so little and this was just one stop…
I explained that Severnia tried her best to help in this specific area, but the Potions Professor also wasn’t wealthy and did what she could when she could.
The older Omega also picked ingredients of her own that she thought I would need.
When Minerva and I left the storeroom, the shopkeeper had returned to the counter and looked abashed when the two of us meandered to where she was. The Omega Gryffindor said no more words to the shopkeeper, and didn’t bat an eye, as she used her wealth to purchase the ingredients for me.
“Tha thu a' cur fàilte orm, mo ghràdhach Gryffindor...” I whispered in Minerva’s mother tongue so nosey witches couldn’t hear.
(You're spoiling me, my generous Gryffindor...)
“Dè eile a th' ann an com-pàirtiche, mo shensational Slytherin?” Minerva whispered back as the shopkeeper put the ingredients into my satchel.
(What else is a soulmate for, my sensational Slytherin?)
My breath caught.
Neither of us acknowledged the word beyond that - soulmate - but it settled between us, thick as honey.
Afterward, Minerva and I wandered toward Scribbulus Writing Implements. My hand brushed hers more than once, and neither of us pulled away. Her fingers were long and calloused, not choosing to glamour the history of her work; mine trembled the first time they met, though I masked it quickly.
I picked up a journal in soft green leather, blank, but rife with possibility.
Minerva didn’t ask what I planned to write in it.
I also procured…
More parchment.
Ink bottles of several varieties.
And a runic template ruler.
Minerva was happy to pay for my supplies again and I squeezed her hand in thanks.
When Minerva and I stepped out into the street again, the clouds had opened overhead and the sun's light was in full view.
A soft rain began to fall.
Minerva lifted her wand, cast a swift umbrella charm, and made sure we were both kept dry as we continued walking.
“We should head to Gringott’s next.” Minerva supplied, her eyes looking straight ahead, but her teeth nibbled on her bottom lip in worry.
I sniffed the air and could also smell the older Omega’s anxiety.
It was very subtle, and I doubted any witch or wizard passing by us would notice, but I did.
“What's wrong?” I asked.
“We are bonded, mo ghràidh…” Minerva started out, her steps in tune with my limped ones, the pitter-patter of rain sloshing underneath our feet. “What is mine is yours. Bonding… Is the equivalent of marriage. I am sure you know this, but there are procedures we must now go through because of it. Our lives are intertwined in all ways.”
“And I’m assuming we will have to talk to someone about our names being added to each other's vaults, tapestries, etcetera?” I surmised with a knowing hum.
“Correct.” Minerva replied, tone even, but the anxiety was still prominent. “Are you… fine with that? I do not want you to feel like you no longer have any independence because of our bond.” She worrily added.
“I’m more than fine with that, Minerva.” I answered. “Don’t work yourself into a tizzy about this. My vault, my love, and my soul I freely give to thee.” I passionately said, no doubt in the words that flowed from my lips.
The older Omega stopped for but a moment in the middle of Diagon Alley, witches and wizards passing by us, rain falling from the sky, but her eyes were peering into my own.
“Howfur did ah git sae jammy tae hae ye as a soulmate, Hermione... A loue ye. A loue ye sae gey muckle.” Minerva whispered, her voice brimming with emotion, her accent so very thick, but I understood.
I would always understand Minerva McGonagall.
“And I love you.” I instantly replied as I lovingly gazed back.
For that singular moment, nothing else seemed to matter. The noise of Diagon Alley faded into irrelevance, conversations blurring into distant murmurs until it felt as though the world itself had paused around us.
Time did not truly still, of course. I knew that. Yet my perception of it altered all the same, narrowed entirely to the older Omega standing before me.
Minerva radiated warmth, beauty, and an almost overwhelming depth of affection that settled into me with startling force. It was not merely attraction, nor even the instinctive pull of our dynamics. It was something steadier, more profound, a feeling of being wholly seen and quietly cherished despite every fractured part of myself.
I found myself utterly enraptured, consumed so completely by the witch who had, against all logic, given my life a new axis upon which to turn.
And then…
The moment dissolved.
The world rushed back in around us as though released from suspension. Nearby witches and wizards resumed their conversations, footsteps quickening across rain-darkened cobblestones, and somewhere farther down the alley an owl screeched impatiently from within its cage.
The rain had ceased entirely now, leaving the air washed clean, and sunlight finally broke through the dreary cloud cover above. Golden rays spilled across the alley and touched Minerva first, illuminating her dark hair and emerald-green eyes with such quiet splendor that it nearly stole the breath from my lungs. Standing there beneath the sudden warmth felt almost unreal, like emerging from a long, relentless winter into something softer. Something hopeful.
Naturally, that was the precise moment the universe chose to interrupt it.
A haughty voice cut through the fragile euphoria with all the subtlety of shattered glass.
Sharp.
Familiar.
Deeply unwelcome.
My Alpha hindbrain turned from love to deep-rooted hate in a nanosecond.
I felt my entire body tense at once and very nearly cursed the Fates themselves for their abysmal sense of timing.
Merlin-be-damned…
It was Lucius Malfoy.
Father to Draco Malfoy.
I inwardly scoffed, forcing my Alpha pheromones back beneath the surface before they could surge free and betray the fury coiling tightly within my person.
Lucius Malfoy stood like an alabaster statue carved from entitlement and archaic lineage, his platinum hair swept back with almost unnatural precision, a symbol of his obsession with control and aesthetic dominance. Draped in tailored black robes with silver serpent embroidery - subtle but unmistakably tied to House Slytherin - he exuded the kind of curated menace that only old money and generational privilege could perfect. His cane, looking more ornamental than necessary, bore the head of a serpent, a not-so-subtle nod to his belief in blood superiority.
My lip curled imperceptibly as I observed him, noting the way his gaze roamed over Minerva and I like a predator cataloguing prey, utterly certain of his own supremacy. There was an odious - almost perfidious quality to his presence - an Alpha so steeped in his own power that the scent of it practically cloaked the room.
To me, he was the embodiment of everything rotten within the world as a whole…
Patriarchal.
Prejudiced.
And pathologically performative.
“Quaint.” Came the voice behind Minerva and I, silken and venomous. “The Alley’s standards have certainly… shifted, haven’t they? First the Weasels and now…”
My entire body froze, but not because of the dimwitted, pure-blood, asre.
I wanted to snarl at the wizard, to bare every sharpened edge of my temper without restraint, but the impulse abruptly died in my throat.
Because I smelled Lucius Malfoy’s wife before I ever saw her.
The realization struck me with terrifying immediacy.
Before thought could intervene, before reason could dissect what it meant, the scent reached my person and something deep within my very being responded.
It unraveled me instantly.
The sensation was horrifyingly familiar, reminiscent of my presentation, of instinct awakening beneath skin and bone with no regard for logic or preparedness. My body recognized what my mind hadn’t yet managed to articulate.
White gardenia.
Smoked vanilla.
The faint bitterness of black cuppa left steeping too long in porcelain.
The scent didn’t merely brush against my senses. It called to something ancient within my person, something instinctive and profound that tightened around my ribs with painful force, and awakened my Alpha hindbrain in a way that happened only twice before.
Merlin… Morgana… Nimue… Circe…
It’s happening again.
Minerva’s fingers twitched violently around mine before tightening altogether, her grip grounding and desperate all at once.
The older Omega had felt it too.
I could immediately sense the shift in Minerva, the subtle tremor that moved through her body, despite the composure she fought to maintain.
Both of us stood painfully still, every instinct straining beneath the surface as we struggled to conceal the realization threatening to fracture the moment apart. Yet despite myself, despite everything, I found my body yearning to step closer.
The dreams Minerva and I had shared suddenly felt pale in comparison to the unbearable authenticity of this. The dove had never truly been a fantasy.
She is real.
Breathing.
Standing only feet away a meter away from us.
The air around the four of us seemed to warp beneath the weight of it, tension thickening until it felt almost tangible, as though the world itself anticipated collapse. I could feel instinct pulling at me with frightening insistence, not merely at the mind, but at the marrow of my bones and the very shape of my soul.
Slowly, helplessly, Minerva and I followed that beguiling scent to its source.
And there she stood beside Lucius Malfoy, elegant and impossibly composed, pale hair gleaming beneath the filtered sunlight like silver spun into silk. Her blue eyes met ours with the same stunned recognition tightening inside my own chest.
Narcissa Black Malfoy.
A Beta, Mr. Malfoy’s wife, and our mate.
Narcissa Black Malfoy seemed like the kind of witch who was carved from alabaster and moonlight itself - flawless, cold, and utterly arresting. Her platinum hair - streaked with black - shimmered like spun silver, coiled into a chignon so precise it felt like an act of defiance. She wore robes of grey Acromantula silk lined with sapphire velvet, the kind of understated opulence that whispered wealth and tradition rather than shouted it. Every line of her body, every tilt of her chin, spoke of control - of someone who had learned long ago to wield silence like a blade.
And yet, as I stood there, the bond flickered to life, the golden strings of fate tugging harshly on my soul, with a cruel inevitability. Mrs. Malfoy’s scent reached Minerva and I like a forgotten melody. I, proud Alpha Slytherin who was both part orphan and Muggleborn besides, was not prepared to feel my equilibrium fracture in the presence of the older Beta she'd always believed to be a symbol of everything wrong with wizarding society and its brittle traditions. My mind replayed the memory of my parents death, the cruelness of that blue fire that consumes all, but my heart sang if the Beta gave that fiery warmth a new name.
But….
The bond didn’t care for my feeble and complicated emotions.
This new warmth coiled low in my stomach, ancient and unrelenting.
It made my heart pound, my mind freeze, and had my magic thrumming inside my person.
And I hated that part of me didn’t want to look away from Mrs. Malfoy.
The older Beta was radiance incarnate and her scent more wonderful than any perfume.
Salazar's snakes, I was so very conflicted, but I knew that our dove had just flown home…
No glamour in the world could protect me from the truth of what was happening. Not the softening illusion across my face or the muted scent that normally cloaked my identity. I could feel the spell fraying at the edges, peeling back under the force of this - of her.
Mrs. Malfoy stood next to her husband like a polished statue, but her eyes...
They dulled as if she’d seen something truly horrifying…
Minerva didn’t move a singular muscle.
Beside my person, the Omega Gryffindor’s whole body had stilled along with my own, shoulders square, lips barely thinned into a straight line.
I could feel the thrum of Minerva’s pulse just beneath her skin.
My Omega, my soulmate, was doing what I was doing…
Panicking.
Thankfully, Minerva was a very proficient witch and my glamour stayed in place, but…
The older Omega recognized what Mrs. Malfoy was to us too.
Lucius’s mouth curled upwards in a sly grin.
The pure-blood Alpha hadn’t caught it, hadn’t sensed the snap of unseen threads binding between the three of us. He wasn’t looking for it and was truly blind at this moment. I supposed he mistook our reactions for fear of who we were standing in front of, which had me grinding my teeth together in anger.
Pure-blood witches and wizards thought themselves about the Ministry, the insignia which I now bore because of the glamour, so of course Mr. Malfoy would look down upon the two of us.
But…
Mrs. Malfoy saw the reality of what was happening.
The older Beta blinked once….
Then again…
Mrs. Malfoy’s scent cracked like glass in the air, impossible to fully contain. Her gloved hand clenched imperceptibly clenched her husband's sleeve as if anchoring herself to avoid reacting to the situation at large.
Mr. Malfoy addressed us smoothly, unaware of the hurricane of emotions that brewed within the three of us.
“Ladies…” Mr. Malfoy said with a false courtesy sharpened into something resembling a threat. “I don’t believe we’ve met. I’m Alpha Lucius Malfoy and this is my wife Beta Narcissa Black Mafloy. Though I must say…” He continued, his gaze narrowed on Minerva. “You seem… familiar… Perhaps… we met somewhere?”
I could barely breathe.
Mrs. Malfoy’s gaze focused onto me as her husband spoke. Her eyes widened just a fraction, then darkened, as if a memory she couldn’t name was climbing its way up her throat.
The older Beta didn’t say a word.
She didn’t need to.
I felt Mrs. Malfoy.
Some deep, aching loneliness echoed inside my own chest, something buried, charred, and starved was awakening.
“I do not believe I have had the pleasure, Mr. Malfoy.” Minerva slowly replied as she politely nodded.
“Hmmmm… A pity then.” Mr. Malfoy continued, oblivious. “What brings two beautiful witches to Diagon Alley at this hour?”
“A quick trip for supplies.” Minerva responded, her voice smooth and careful as if she were in the presence of a dragon. “We have run low on potion ingredients and menial items we use daily.”
But the older Omega’ eyes - ever so often flitted to Mrs. Malfoy - couldn’t look away from Narcissa either.
Neither of us could.
Mr. Malfoy tilted his head, eyes sharp as an unsheathed blade as he noticed our connected hands.
“Curious…” Mr. Malfoy noted, though of course we weren’t hiding what we were to one another.” Bonded, I presume? Your connection is… a strong one. I am always interested in strong bonds…” He rumbled, his gaze turning more lustful as he perused the both of us
The urge to step in front of Minerva and snarl was nearly overwhelming.
But I didn’t.
The moment was too pivotal for me to take action.
It would ruin everything, so I stayed rooted in place.
Narcissa’s voice - when it finally came - was velvet and smoke.
It made Minerva and I slightly shiver where we stood.
“There are some connections you don’t find. They find you.” Mrs. Malfoy said, her voice emotionless and frigid as she sniffed derisively.
It was for us.
The older Beta wasn’t speaking to her husband, but her hauntingly glacial eyes were gazing at Minerva and I.
Minerva inhaled sharply beside me as if stabbed with truth and my lips thinned.
Mrs. Malfoy’s scent flared again, hot and trembling. She had no idea what was happening - or she knew too well, and had locked this revelation behind every pure-blood instinct she had at her disposal.
But…
The older Beta’s soul acknowledged us.
Her magic sang to ours in a symphony that rang true.
“To true… To true...” Mr. Malfoy hummed, but he took a sparse moment to glare at his wife and quickly returned his gaze to us, his artificial smile back in place.
“Come.” Narcissa said, eyes never leaving mine. “We’re due at Gringotts.”
Mr. Malfoy barely glanced at his wife, too caught up in his own arrogance to notice the way she trembled.
Still, the haughty Alpha offered us a thin smile and inclined his head.
“It was a pleasure ladies.” Mr. Malfoy rumbled, his eyes taking another disgustingly appreciative glance at our bodies.
Gaia, I wanted so badly to hex the pure-blood prick into next week.
My jaw was tightly clenched, but the older Omega squeezed my hand tighter and I tried to calm my incensed emotions.
Mrs. Mafloy’s fingers dug into her husband's sleeved arm as he turned. She followed, but just before she vanished into the crowd of witches and wizards that congested the alley…
…she looked back.
Straight at Minerva and I.
The older Beta’s lips parted slightly, a breath catching in her throat like she wanted to speak - wanted to beg, or confess something…
But the moment passed and Mr.s Malfoy disappeared into the alley fog like a ghost.
Silence bloomed around us.
I staggered a step back and pressed my palm flat against the side of a building. M
My stomach nauseously coiled, heat rising through my chest in waves as Mrs. Malfoy got farther and farther away from the two of us.
It immensely pained me, but there was nothing I could do.
Our dove had come home, but was still chained and forced to leave us.
Minerva didn’t speak for a long moment.
Finally, the Omega Gryffindor turned to me, her emerald-green eyes sparkling with unshed tears and wild with ferocious anger.
“Did yer feelin' it? Did yer feelin' howfur she cried tae us? Howfur th' strings o' fate thrummed?” Minerva asked, her voice tight and raw with emotion, her accent thick as her body radiated the rage I felt.
I nodded once, a growl piercing the air before words formed in my mouth.
“She’s-” I started to say a low growl escaping with the words, but the older Omega was quicker.
“Our soulmate” Minerva finished, her voice cracking. “Our dove…”
Minerva and I stood in the middle of Britain's busiest magical street as the revelation was spoken out loud.
I felt something tearing inside me - something old and hollow being filled.
The universe had shifted once more, but Mrs. Malfoy was out of reach.
Minerva took my hand and I leaned into my omega’s warmth like a lifeline.
“What do we do?” I sadly rumbled.
The Omega Gryffindor didn’t answer right away.
Minerva looked toward the scent trail Mrs. Malfoy left behind as if her heart had just walked on without her.
“We go home, mo ghràidh” Minerva said at last, her voice more steady. “And we prepare for what is to come. A new day has dawned and the sun shines bright upon us.”
The storm had passed…
…but something far more dangerous lurked in the darkness where the sun didn’t gleam.
Notes:
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Chapter 36: Chapter 36
Summary:
First look into Draco's mind and home life...
Chapter Text
POV: Draco
Sick…
I always felt so utterly sick.
Not the sort of nausea one gets before taking their O.W.L.S. or N.E.W.T.S., or the dizziness that follows too little sleep and too much pride. This was the sort of sickness that made the soul itch, the skin crawl, and the lungs feel as though the air was made of molten lead. That sense of wrongness came the moment I stepped through the wrought-iron gate of Malfoy Manor and let the blood wards of ancestors past recognize me. That moment of hesitation - where they paused and assessed, as if wondering whether they should allow this young wizard to pass.
It haunted me to think what they would do to one who was not worthy.
But…
They let me in and the pressure in my chest eased.
Of course they did…
I was a Malfoy after all.
But I felt unwelcome, even by the air itself.
Filthy…
Disgusting…
Ugly…
That is what you are, Draco…
My Omega hindbrain whined at the thoughts, but I pushed it into the back of my mind.
Malfoy manor stood cold and sprawling, its black decor and stone stark beneath a heavy overcast Britain sky that was par for the course. The gardens were manicured to perfection, my father sparing no expense, but lifeless nonetheless. Topiaries trimmed to impossible precision stood like silent sentries, but spelled to eliminate intruders.
Salazar, I half-expected them to whisper, begone filth, as I passed…
..but they didn’t.
They never had.
My fear remained unfounded and walked with a steady gate toward the front of the manor.
I stopped short, the unease bubbling and growing inside me, but my hand reached out all the same to open the door.
The grand front door groaned open without a sound, a spell long since installed to project silence. Of course a proper pure-blood door should close without a sound - silence is the hallmark of refinement, not some graceless bang like that exudes impropriety. Father ranted and raved, Uranus be, that the Weasley’s were a noisy bunch because of their fall from grace. Father always said that in a respectable wizarding household, even the architecture knows how to behave.
There was something symbolic about that.
Malfoys didn't creak, bemoan, or groan.
We glided into every space or chamber we entered.
We did not break.
We endured.
And we were always Slytherin pure-bloods.
After all, Sanctimonia Vincet Semper…
The words were embedded into the Malfoy crest and instilled in Mafloy young.
But, once upon a time, the Malfoy name could’ve crumbled into obscurity and lost its weight with the other pure-blood families…
Father had gotten drunk on elven icewine one dreadful night and spewed spittle all about the place because he was recounting how Mother almost destroyed our families reputation. A rumor had been spread by a reporter from the Daily Prophet, printed in the paper, that Mother was tainted. This reporter, Rita Skeeter, a jealous troll-brained bint, hooted and hollered through her writing that Mother had magical creature ancestry. Particularly, Veela blood from long ago. It was tied when Altair Black allegedly eloped with a Veela witch from the Delecour Clan. Rita Skeeter, that sniveling and conniving Beta didn’t have proof, but just the idea had Britain’s pure-blood community in an uproar.
In Father’s own words…
“Narcissa is lucky that her vaults are brimming with wealth or I would’ve made an example of her…” Father had angrily growled, his Alpha pheromones bursting forth from his person. as he downed another glass of elvin icewine.
Luckily for Mother, and the Malfoy name, she made the Black family tapestry public and put a stop to the ridiculous rumor.
Although…
Some still claim the Black lineage has creature blood because Altair Black was burned off the tapestry for his actions and betrayal.
But those whispers faded with time.
As my thoughts came back to the present and I stepped forward, the foyer welcomed me with a familiar scents. The manor reeked of lineage and lingering enchantments. Centuries-old wood laced with timeworn preservation charms, soot from ever-burning Floo hearths that stood the test of time, and the faint sting of lingering Amortentia residues spilled generations ago during courting rituals for the unwilling. Beneath it all was the unmistakable musk of house-elf polish and aging Thestral leather from the ancestral furniture that was littered in the copious rooms this manor had, the kind only a pure-blood could recognize since it was for those with ‘refined’ taste. It was the smell of tradition too stubborn to die - layered in more familial wards, Malfoy pride - and the kind of magic that didn’t ask for permission, only obedience, like always.
The temperature never changed in Malfoy Manor…
Not from season.
Nor sunlight.
Nor human comfort.
I could hear the ticking of the longcase clock.
“That bloody infernal clock.” I muttered under my breath.
Its brass pendulum swung with the precision of a guillotine.
Severing hours from days.
Silently judging those who had and will reside here.
I dropped my satchel by the door and didn't bother calling for a house-elf.
Mother was gone.
Father too, it seemed.
The emptiness of the manor swallowed everything - even my breathing - but it was relief that dominated my current emotions.
I walked deeper inside, past the twin staircases that coiled like stone serpents.
Portraits watched me.
Always watching.
Eyes that looked like mine.
Eyes that belonged to witches and wizards who had led Wizengamot rulings, served as Headmaster at Hogwarts, and those who had done their duty. These were my family who were upstanding, had done well, and were uplifted because of their actions in life.
The weight of their gazes sat heavy on my person, like a phantom chain that squeezed my very soul, and…
It made me sick.
These eyes long past consumed, wanted me to devour, but all I could be was…
…sick.
Filthy…
Digsuting…
Oh so very ugly…
How could I consume such rotten flesh?
Every footstep I took echoed too loud, as though I didn’t belong.
And perhaps, in some twisted way, I didn’t.
The library called to me first.
It always did…
I internally chuckled at that thought.
Who's an insufferable know-it-all now, Draco?
Books and tomes stretching high above the floor, spiral staircases winding like ivy, lanterns that flickered to life with each passing thought. Here was where I first read Wards of War and Wealth, and where I memorized the Index of Magical Grievances. Here was where I fell asleep at thirteen, curled in a velvet chair with a dragonhide volume of Bloodlines of Albion in my lap - and woke up with a stiff neck.
I was so young then…
I didn't understand.
Father, my ancestors, they all wanted me to devour, but I wanted to be wholly consumed.
Would one see my velvet-lined bones?
Would they be tempted by spoiled flesh?
Filthy…
Disguting…
Ugly me…
After my presenting, I so badly wanted to be appetizing…
That was the first time, when my dynamic filled my entire being, that I realized I might be something...
Else.
The dynamic in me had surfaced long before my mother dared say the word.
Not aloud.
Not to Father.
I wasn’t a masculine wizard.
I didn’t take to participating in those hunts…
The Sanguis Venatio.
Or the Blood Hunt.
It was a hunt my father did once a year on Beltane. Life was feasted upon and offered up to Uranus himself. He would kidnap a Muggle. They were usually homeless, had no family that would miss them, and were ripe for picking. Father would strip them of their minds in this manors basement until they were nothing more than instinct and then, and only then, would the hunt begin.
By Morgana’s bones, it was sickening and unbearably horrid.
The shame from being forced to participate every year boiled in my veins.
It never faded, but just aged into something more palatable, into an emotion that wasn’t as volatile in nature.
I let my soft fingers drift along the old railing that shimmered in the light of day, feeling the slight ridges of carved runes in the volute. Strength, lineage, and loyalty were etched into the wood like scars. As though the house itself needed to remember what was expected of it.
What was ultimately expected of me.
I made my way to the east wing after I was tired of knowledge’s company.
Fewer portraits were there.
Fewer memories.
Less of Father and more of Mother.
This chamber I now stood in was Mothers.
It was dustless and likely maintained by charms or house-elves.
But…
Some damage could not be fixed and the scars were visible.
I sat down in one of the plush green armchairs and stared out the tall, arched window.
The sky was still filled with dreadfully grey clouds, but the sun had begun to peak through them.
I used to adore this view.
When I was young, Mother would sit with me here after Father left for the Ministry. She would read aloud from The Tales of the Wandering Wyrm or tell me about the constellations that hung high in the sky. Her voice was a quiet counterpoint to the distant noise of their arguing.
But now, the view seemed…
…smaller.
Colder.
It struck me then how much the manor had changed or perhaps, how much of the curtain had been drawn back.
I didn’t notice the onyx statue and it made my throat tight with emotion.
Did Mother not like the present or was I too late?
In my backwards pursuit of being devoured, had she been consumed?
“Shite.” I hissed, my control of my Omega pheromones slipping and my grief slipping into the chambers cracks.
But I reigned in my emotions, my pheromones, and forced control.
I let out a small breath.
I was thankful that my slip had been in here and not in Fathers study.
I rose and walked toward the dining room, trailing fingers along the walls with graceful litheness. I passed the trophy case where Father’s dueling medals and trophies were kept beneath enchanted glass.
None of mine were there.
I’d once asked why my achievements were not visible.
Father told me they weren’t earned in “proper” competitions.
That a true Malfoy didn’t accept awards earned from frivolous studies.
I remember thinking, at the time, how heavy those medals looked.
Heavier still was the disdain in his voice.
Was there ever a time hauteur never graced his tone?
The dining room remained untouched and absolutely perfect in appearance.
The long obsidian table reflected my image…
Pale.
Lanky.
Sharp-eyed.
The chairs were all in their proper place.
No signs of a recent meal.
No warmth.
I closed my eyes and could still hear the clatter of cutlery, the measured tenor of Father’s lectures, the quiet discontent in Mother’s voice.
Mother tried to shield me when I was younger. She’d been a shelter from the worst of his moods, a calm Beta with oceanic restraint, and had a delicate touch. She never raised her voice, even when Father called her weak and useless, even when yelling turned into physical violence.
But my Mothers strength had always been in the way she endured.
That had been her gift and her curse.
Mother had endured her own family and still now endured the Malfoys.
I left the dining room behind and headed toward the foyer once more to retrieve my satchel.
The house had not changed.
Not really.
The same portraits
The same silence.
The same disappointment.
But now I was different.
I wasn’t the bloody son, the heir, he had wanted for.
I wasn’t even the wizard I thought I wanted to be.
And still…
I came back to this wretched residence.
Because the world outside is no easier for an Omega with a Malfoy name.
Omega’s were seen as something to be conquered and used.
The world outside sees only predator or prey and I am neither.
Or both.
I don’t know anymore.
But as I walked to the foyer alone…
I didn’t shed a tear.
Because Malfoys, pure-bloods, don’t cry.
But…
My heart cried out and I rued every decision I've ever made.
I begged the Fates for someone, anyone, who would devour me whole…
Someone to silence the noise.
Someone who might replace the ache in my bones with something warm…
But all that greeted me was the tapping of shoes and the clicking of polished heels on marble, echoing down the hallway, paired with the resonant thud of a walking stick I knew far too well. My spine went rigid. That particular cadence - click… click… tap - had been branded into my nervous system like a second heartbeat.
Lucius Malfoy, my father, had returned.
Behind the Alpha was my Beta mother, Narcissa Black Malfoy.
I immediately stopped walking as my eyes spotted them come through the large door.
I didn’t fix my posture or smooth the line of my robes, but just stared at their advancing forms.
Uranus help me…
It wouldn’t have bloody mattered anyway.
Father would’ve noticed every imperfection, regardless.
He always did.
‘Filthy, disgusting, and ugly, boy!’
I subtly shook my head of those inevitable and vile words.
My Mother’s softer steps followed, more hesitant, more graceful and not so masculine.
I strained to hear Mother’s voice as Father’s own rose, but she said nothing.
The scent of lilac and parchment drifted faintly toward me as she entered the foyer behind him.
I turned slowly.
My face wore the expression I’d practiced for years…
Neutral, unreadable, and utterly obedient.
Father swept into every chamber like a winter storm, cold, well-dressed, and prepared to leave absolute ruin in his wake. His long platinum hair was immaculate and his eyes sharp as daggers. His cane struck the floor again, harder this time, as his voice bounced off the walls of the manor.
“Why ruin my fun, Narcissa?” Father growled, his head looking behind him at my mother. “They would’ve wanted a pure-blood Alpha like me and undoubtedly would froth at the mouth for even a chance to be in my presence!” He angrily spat.
Father ranted and did not acknowledge me.
Typical.
Mother entered behind him, and my breath caught.
She looked…
…frayed.
Not outwardly, of course - Mother’s grey robes were pressed and elegant as always, her posture as refined as ever - but there was a tremble in her magic - an undercurrent of exhaustion beneath her Beta calm she always exuded.
At least in public…
And her scent…
It was off.
Not wrong, exactly, but not hers.
A faint trace of something else clung to Mother…
Familiar.
Maddeningly familiar.
My Omega hindbrain tried to surface at the scents, but I refused and it flowed to the back of my mind once again.
It was a scent that made the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end and soured my already horrid mood.
But I couldn’t place it since it was so faint.
It sparked something in my chest I didn’t know how to name…
And then it was gone as if it was the wind itself.
Father finally turned his attention to me, but I no longer wanted to be acknowledged since he was in a worse mood than I.
“I trust the manor has not been too disordered in our absence, yes?” Father said, eyeing me with disdain.
“No, Father.” I replied, my voice the perfect blend of bored and respectful. “Everything is as you left it.”
“As it should be.” Father said with a huff.
Mother moved toward the staircase without a word. Her eyes drifted toward me for a fleeting second. She looked like she wanted to say something - or perhaps scream something - but the moment passed, and she ascended the stairs like a ghost.
Father was still here and I roughly swallowed when his eyes narrowed further.
“You’re limping.”
I hadn’t realized I was.
“Quidditch.” I lied smoothly. “Slytherin versus Gryffindor. I was reckless.”
“Of course you were.” Father said with a sneer that made my stomach twist. “You’re a Malfoy. You’re meant to dominate. Not make a mockery of our family, boy.”
I nodded, saying nothing.
Father stepped closer, his cane now little more than a threat in motion, and he purposefully pushed his Alpha pheromones toward me.
The action made me avert my gaze and recognize his authority.
“You’ve grown…” Father said thoughtfully, almost distantly. “Taller…. but not at all stronger.”
That last word was pointed.
A trap.
I stayed silent.
Father’s pale fingers brushed the sleeve of my robe.
I flinched, barely.
He noticed.
Of course he noticed.
“You still fear me…” Father mused, a chuckle leaving his lips as he smirked at me, shrinking form.
I said nothing.
Because anything I said would be wrong.
Father’s cane lifted from the ground, drifted upward toward my arm and suddenly I was a young boy again. I was that young boy trembling in the west courtyard, trying to hold my wand steady, while he screamed about my lack of composure.
Trying to stop the tears that burned behind my eyes.
Trying to be strong enough.
Worthy enough.
Then, footsteps echoed from above - Mother’s - and I stepped back as naturally as I could manage.
Father followed my gaze.
Mother was standing halfway down the staircase now, one hand lightly on the railing.
“What is it?” Father asked her, voice clipped, a deep rumble following his words.
“I forgot something in the carriage.” Mother replied, her voice cool and distant. “I thought perhaps Draco might retrieve it for me.”
Mother was lying.
We both knew it.
Father stared at her for a long time, then gestured toward the door.
“Very well. Go.” Father said, his voice even cooler than Mothers. “Go and get your useless Mother's forgotten… fictitious thing before I change my mind.”
I turned toward Mother, hoping for even a sliver of warmth, but she didn’t acknowledge me.
Her silence was my pain.
And her pain was my silence.
As it was written, so it shall be…
With those very Mud- Muggle thoughts, I left, heart sinking into my stomach, and prayed to Uranus himself that her punishment wouldn’t be too severe.
Because Father always doled out punishment for disobedience and defiance.
When I returned from the carriage - having fetched nothing, of course - the air inside had shifted yet again. Father was angrier now, tense, his Alpha pheromones thick in the air and communicating his current emotions.
And Mother, her Beta pheromones nowhere to be found in the air, was waiting at the bottom of the stairs.
I watched as Father approached Mother quickly, his cane swinging dangerously.
I stood still.
Watching.
Dreading.
My feet were rooted to the floor, but the scene I was witness to was clear as day.
“You embarrassed me.” Father angrily growled, the swipe of his cane making a CRACK when it connected with my Mothers cheek.
Mother’s head snapped to the right, but no sound nor whimper left her lips.
“I said I forgot something.” Mother replied, her Beta calm fraying at the edges, but not because she was afraid. “Do you know why I did that, Lucius? Because I couldn’t bear to see you hurt our son again.”
“You dare tell me how-” Father dangerously rumbled, his voice dropping another octave.
“I dare nothing.” Mother interrupted, eyes locked with my Fathers. “I do what I must, listen to your nonsensical drivel, keep up the charade in front of others, because no one knows how the real you, Lucius. I dare because I won’t allow you to scar our son again-” She tried to say, but…
…another sound came sharp and sudden with Mother’s retort.
Father’s hand met Mothers other cheek with another loud CRACK that echoed through the manor.
Mother staggered this time but didn’t fall. Her head snapped to the side once again, and for a moment I saw the ghost of the woman she used to be - proud, unshakable, regal. Her cheeks were reddened, fire flickered in her oceanic eyes, but they dimmed.
Now…
Now, Mother looked broken.
My chest tightened, heat blooming behind my eyes, but no tears spilled onto my cheeks.
But I didn’t dare move.
I was a bloody coward.
Because…
Because I remembered.
I remembered all too well…
I remembered the last time I had stepped forward when Father lost his temper. I was seven. Mother had interrupted a meeting and Father had dragged her into the drawing room. I had followed because I saw how hard he was gripping her forearm. When he raised his voice, I barged in, and I yelled at him to stop. When he raised his hand, I stepped in front of her.
Father hadn’t even said a word.
In Father’s fury, he’d conjured flame - cold, flickering blue flame - and lashed it across my arm with a hex I still couldn’t name. It seared into my skin and left spirals of pain I hadn’t known could exist. For days, I couldn’t move it. The healers were called, and they were told I’d injured myself by practicing fire charms unsupervised.
The healers didn’t question it even though the burn-healing-paste didn’t do as it was intended.
I still have the scars.
They spiraled up my arm like a snake and still pulsed till this day.
Mother cried that night.
Quietly.
While Father slept soundly in their bed, she remained with me, held my hand, and didn’t say a word as her haunted eyes remained fixed on my injury.
But the next day, Mother sat beside Father again at breakfast.
And I understood.
I was not to interfere.
Not ever again.
So I stood there, paralyzed.
A living Malfoy statue.
Unmoving and utterly useless.
Father turned away from Mother and glanced at me.
“You will do well to remember where your loyalties lie, boy.” Father said as he smoothed out creases in his robes, as if nothing had happened. “Stay obedient, stay loyal, and all will be well.”
“I… understand, Father.” I answered, the lie burning more than any scar.
Father left with those words.
Just like that.
As though he hadn’t just raised a hand to his wife in front of his son and threatened him with worse if he stepped out of line.
Mother stood there for another moment, her hands gently resting against her face, and I could see just how used to this she was.
Then, without a sound, Mother turned and walked away in the opposite direction.
I couldn’t breathe.
The house was too quiet again.
Too still.
I stared at the large door I had just walked through a moment ago, willing myself to move, for what felt like an eternity.
Eventually, I did, but I didn’t leave.
No, I climbed the stairs - slowly, deliberately - and returned to my chamber.
When the torches lit, I extinguished them with a flourish of my wand.
I sat in the dark.
Thinking.
Burning.
Yearning.
Those scents still lingered on my mother’s robes.
Those foreign, but familiar scents…
Like heady magic and sun-dappled parchment.
It clung to her like a secret…
Like a lifeline…
And I wondered, with a desperation I couldn’t voice…
Who does mother dream about now?
No answer came to me and I still felt so…
…sick.
Chapter 37: Chapter 37
Summary:
Another Narcissa chapter! Yay!
Chapter Text
POV: Narcissa
For Salazar’s sake…
I was shaken to my very core as Lucius and I made our way back to the manor…
Those two witches…
I knew them, felt them, and understood what they were to me.
The Fates were cruel to give me what I desired when I couldn’t have it.
I had to turn away, look at them with cold and unfeeling eyes, and push their memory into the box in my mind where all hope was stored.
My Beta hindbrain had whined in need of mates.
My magic, although calm in the presence of the two witches in Diagon Alley, undulated inside me and wanted to be free.
It raged, but through sheer will, I kept it contained within me until I could let it free in my private chambers.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t be allowed to do this simple thing because Lucius tested my patience and I dearly paid for it. My Alpha, my husband who was supposed to love me, hit me with not only his cane but his hand as well. I could still feel the sting on my cheeks. I only wanted to protect my son from the insufferable cur that was Lucius Malfoy. I so wished I could send him to Tarturus itself, but the circumstances weren’t in my favor at the moment. He was a pathetic little creature, but I was oh so very tired of it all. Draco, my precious little dragon, looked to me for reassurance but I could offer him none.
I turned away from my son's gaze and walked up the stairs.
My magic was wrathful now.
All I could do was enter my private chambers and submit to its will.
Black was all I knew and it took.
It destroyed without prejudice…
…and I fixed the damage.
This was the cycle I had endured, still dealt with, and had no idea when the seam would finally burst.
This was the end result of Lucius suppressing my will, my intellect, and my magic.
By all accounts, I should’ve passed through the veil, but I still yet lived…
Why?
Why am I a special case?
What worth do I have?
Do I embody ruin, or survival itself?
And still I stand, polished, poised, and far more dangerous than even I can quite fathom…
Dangerous, but wild and unsharpened.
I am broken and unbroken.
Caged, but bound by invisible chains.
I was Narcissa Black Malfoy and I was…
A paradox…
Now, I was lying in bed beside Lucius, as if nothing had ever happened.
I felt Lucius before I opened my eyes.
The steady heat of my husband beside me, the way his weight sinks the mattress just enough to let me know he’s there. His breathing is slow and deliberate - the rhythm of a man who believes nothing in his world can reach him while he sleeps.
That’s my first warning something is the matter.
Because I am not wholly here.
It is as though my body is rooted in the Malfoy bed - the acromantula silk sheets beneath my palms, the faint scent of our shared space - and yet part of me drifts elsewhere, drawn by a current I can’t see.
A voice threads through the dark.
‘Narcissa…’
Not loud, but low and resonant, as though it speaks directly into the hollow architecture of my bones. It is not Lucius. There is no mistaking his rough, familiar cadence, no fractured edge of command softened by sleep.
This voice does not simply speak my name.
It imprints it, like a pressure left behind on silk, like something warm pressed too briefly against skin and refusing to be forgotten.
I swallowed, but the air has altered. It is no longer neutral. It carries weight now, texture, memory that does not belong to me.
Green, white, red, and gold fracture across the mind’s eye in slow, deliberate flashes, like embers disturbed within an old hearth. They do not burn so much as hover, suspended between recognition and something far more dangerous. Then they dissolve, bleeding into shadow, into that deep, quiet place where every shape feels just out of reach, as though reality itself is holding its breath.
Lucius faintly shifts beside me, the sound of sleep barely disturbed, but he does not wake.
The Beta part of me, that quiet and practiced tether to Lucius’s dominance, registers the movement without urgency.
An observation.
A habit.
Something understood.
But instinct does not remain so orderly.
It fractures.
It pulls taut, straining toward the voice that does not belong here, toward the presence that should not exist at this distance, toward something that feels less like sound and more like inevitability.
‘Narcissa…’
Heat pools low in my belly at the way this voice rumbled my name.
My Beta hindbrain responded in a way it hadn’t for many many years.
It’s wrong, indecent, how quickly my body responds.
My thighs tense, slickness gathering between them before I even register that I’m wet.
Not for Lucius.
Not in this moment.
For her.
For this voice in my mind that's calling to me.
Whoever she is.
The dream swells.
My eyes remain closed, but I’m aware still.
One heartbeat I am lying in our bed, suspended in the thin, familiar safety of sleep.
The next, I am standing in the Forbidden Forest.
The transition is not gradual.
It is absolute.
It reminds me of a memory long forgotten, but I focus on the present.
The air here is heavier, denser, as though the world itself has thickened around me. It hums with an unspent pressure, like a storm that has not yet decided to break but is already inevitable in its arrival. Every breath I take is saturated with moss, damp earth, and ancient wood softened by centuries of shadow.
And beneath it all…
…a sharper scent.
Anger.
Pure, righteous, and unfiltered.
Whose?
I cannot say, but it has my mind swimming.
It dominates this space and has me flaring my nostrils.
It lashes at me invisibly, like heat shimmering from a forge, and my thighs involuntarily clench once again.
Betas aren’t meant to chase the flame - we temper it, mediate it - but this?
This made my pulse trip over itself.
Up ahead in this bewildering dream, a younger witch stumbles through the undergrowth. She moves like someone lost in her own head, but the way the air shifts around her…
There’s nothing aimless and familiar about her.
I keep my distance, following.
The damp leaves give under my steps and the world around us is too silent.
Some part of me knows this isn’t mine - it’s not my memory, not my experience - and yet it settles into my bones as if it always belonged there.
The first voice coils through me again.
‘Narcissa…’
Uranus, it makes the fine hairs on the back of my neck rise. There’s an edge to it, a drag, like a sharpened knife pulled slowly across skin. Whoever she is, she speaks my name like a secret she’s not supposed to have.
And then…
…a second voice.
‘Cissa…’
This one is different.
Low, warm, and almost amused in its familiarity.
My Beta hindbrain responds to this one in the same manner.
What in the world…
This voice is somewhat similar to the first, but purrs my name in a slow and foreign drawl…
There’s no question who it belongs to.
Anathema Zabini.
My breath stutters at the realization.
I had known Anathema Zabini since our school days at Hogwarts, drawn to her like a moth to flame, though hers was never the sort of light that promised warmth. It was darker than that - sharper, dangerous in the way forbidden things often are - the sort of brilliance most people admired only from a distance. Others whispered about her sharp tongue, her cunning smile, and the unsettling ease with which she seemed to inhabit the shadows, as though darkness itself were something she could drink like fine wine.
I, however, found those qualities intoxicating.
Anathema possessed a fearlessness I could never quite claim for myself. She wore ambition, cruelty, and desire openly, adorning herself in them like precious jewelry, utterly unapologetic for the space she occupied in the world.
And Merlin help me, I reveled in it.
Through her, I experienced freedoms I lacked the courage to seize with my own hands.
But then Wilkes violated her.
The shift afterward was immediate and irreversible. The thrill that had once existed between us curdled into something fractured, raw, and unbearably fragile.
And I failed her.
I said nothing.
Did nothing.
Cowardice rooted me in place, fear tightening around my throat at the thought of what speaking out might cost me, and in that silence, I abandoned her just as surely as everyone else did. Anathema began withdrawing soon after - not merely from me, but from the world entire - as though something essential within her had turned inward and locked itself away.
Before either of our dynamics had the chance to present at eighteen, she left Britain altogether and completed her education at Maravilla in Italy. Even from afar, whispers of her reached me. Stories of her flourishing beneath a different sky, becoming sharper, more elegant, and even more untouchable than she had ever been at Hogwarts.
She returned eventually, years later, but by then Lucius had already tightened his control around every facet of my life with quiet, practiced precision. I saw Anathema only at a distance after that, fleeting glimpses across crowded pure-blood gatherings, the occasional photograph buried within the pages of the Daily Prophet, and moments so brief they hardly felt real at all.
Never close enough to speak.
Never close enough to mend what had broken between us all those years ago.
I yearned for those golden eyes of hers, but was forced to stare at cold grey ones instead.
But here, in this shadow-laced dream, the intimacy of Anathema was sharper, more…
Dangerous.
Two voices.
One drawing me forward, one pulling me back.
‘Narcissa…’
‘Cissa…’
Scents tangled heavily in the air around me - iron-rich anticipation, the faint sweetness of gathering magic - and beneath it all, something darker that clung to the edges of my senses like smoke. My Beta instincts could not decide which direction to turn, whether to recoil from the danger or move toward it, and that uncertainty only tightened the heat pooling low within me.
The younger witch ahead slowed abruptly.
Only then did I notice there was someone else standing within the clearing now, a wizard looming over another figure sprawled upon the forest floor. His wand was drawn, posture sharpened with unmistakable threat, every line of him coiled for violence.
My attention snapped immediately to the woman beneath him.
Anathema Zabini.
Even bloodied and injured, Anathema’s beauty remained undeniable. Defiance lived within the sharp line of her jaw, within the way she held herself despite the clear strain in her shallow breathing. Yet it was her eyes that struck me most, they did not hold fear - they burned with fury, fierce and unrelenting - the sort that dared the world itself to try breaking her apart.
I inhaled sharply then, and the scent that reached me hollowed the breath from my lungs.
My eyes widened.
Alpha.
Anathema was an Alpha.
I could not distinguish the finer details of the Italian Alpha’s personal scent through the chaos of the forest, not fully, but her pheromones wrapped around me all the same, carrying that same impossible warmth I had felt from the two witches in Diagon Alley…
And from the younger witch my gaze had helplessly followed through the darkness moments earlier.
The realization struck with disorienting force.
Four mates?
My Beta hindbrain responded to them all like some cheap harlot.
Uranus be, my mind was a haze of confusion, but the younger witch reminded me of the Ministry Alpha. They didn’t look the same, but their aura felt the same. It furthered the confusion I felt and I cursed the Fates themselves for only allowing me to perceive this situation in a dream. I was a very talented Legilimens and could very well pry into the younger witches mind to find out why the two felt the same.
A relative?
Or something else…
The younger witch stepped forward, her own wand raised. I catch her scent more sharply now. It was raw determination and laced with the copper tang of imminent violence.
Somewhere in the back of my mind, the first voice murmurs again, deep and deliberate…
‘Narcissa…’
It sinks into me like a slow musical note, resonating until my bones hum.
Anathema’s voice expertly threads over the first and has my body shivering.
‘Cissa…’
Anathema’s voice within the dream is precisely as I remember it from the waking world - low, velvet-smooth - and edged with that same dangerous amusement that once left entire rooms hanging upon her every word.
Yet here, within this strange and terrible place, it affects me differently.
Now it glides across every exposed nerve like silk drawn over heated skin.
The sensation is agonizing in its intimacy. It feels as though the Italian Alpha stands directly behind me, lips poised near my ear, her voice slipping not through air but straight into the vulnerable architecture of my mind itself. Every syllable settles far too deeply and reverberates through me in ways I do not wish to examine too closely.
Ahead of us, the younger witch’s expression hardens as she takes in the scene before her.
The forest stills in response.
It is not metaphorical.
Not at all.
No, the very air seems to tighten, branches swaying less violently, creatures retreating into silence as though the Forbidden Forest itself has turned its attention toward her, waiting with ancient patience for what she will do next.
And then-
A growl.
Not entirely human in sound.
It rises from somewhere deep and instinctual, low enough that I feel it reverberate beneath my feet before I fully process it. The ground itself seemed to shiver in answer, trees faintly trembling as though recoiling from the force of it.
Whether the sound originated from the witch herself or from the shadows surrounding her ceases to matter entirely. It directly strikes against the most primal parts of me, the ancient instincts that recognize danger, dominance, and power before conscious thought can intervene.
And horrifyingly…
Some part of me still aches toward it.
The younger witch’s Alpha hindbrain had surfaced fully now, felt my own keening in response, begging to soothe the potent anger surging from her. There was nothing restrained or civilized left in the sound that tore from her throat. It carried the terrible certainty of something protective pushed beyond reason, something willing to become monstrous if it meant safeguarding what it considered its own.
Then, from the very depths of her soul, the younger witch snarled-
“SECTUMSEMPRA!” The younger witch screamed with spine-tingling anger.
The spell, a spell I had never seen before, leaves her wand and leaves me breathless as time seemed to slow. The spell's colour was a deep green and sharp enough to cut the night itself. It formed an X pattern and I could sense the innate lethality of the spell. A spell like this, a spell this powerful, was no doubt powered by the younger witches raw anger.
I had seen it done before by another Alpha, one who was angry at the world. and was sure of my hypothesis.
It strook the wizard, the blood that followed immediate and metallic in the air, searing my senses.
I watch as the wizards' innards fall to the ground below and he followed no to shortly after.
The threat had passed.
My Beta hindbrain quite glad the wizard was dead.
And silence once again reigns supreme in the Forbidden Forest.
The kind of silence that is filled with anticipation
My body is trembling, but not out of fear.
But out of want.
The younger witch radiated power in this moment, and my magic - my usually stubborn, unyielding magic that has turned against me - hums in answer.
The two voices speak over each other now, not fighting, but weaving.
‘Narcissa…’
‘Cissa…’
The roughness and sensuality seamlessly blend and I have to stifle a lewd moan from leaving my parted lips.
Even though I was in the dream, I was also still laying near Lucius and I had to be mindful of that.
The forest tilted and the dream started to shimmer.
Shadows drawing closer, the green-red-white-gold light bleeding back in at the edges of my vision.
And then my eyes open and I’m fully in the present.
The bed.
The bedroom.
The weight of Lucius still beside me.
My pulse wildly racing from the aftermath of such a vivid event.
The magic under my skin is still alive and simmering.
Obedient, for once, but I knew it wouldn’t last.
There is no destruction in the room.
No wild flares of energy, no shattering of glass, or broken trinkets.
Only raw desire and the need to sate it.
And the questions that coil tighter with every short breath.
Who was the younger witch?
Why was Anathema there?
Why did both voices feel like they could split me open?
And most importantly…
Why was my magic suddenly willing to serve when in the presence of those who turned my cold heart warm?
I close my eyes again, knowing I will not sleep.
The dream will return.
They will return.
I am sure of it.
And…
I’m not sure I want to resist…
Chapter 38: Chapter 38
Summary:
Memories and dueling. Will Hermione overcome both?
Chapter Text
Arguing.
Death.
Fire.
Arguing, death, fire…
I had heard adults arguing downstairs, but it wasn’t just my parents.
There was another voice, but…
I didn’t recognize them.
It was…
Another woman?
I couldn’t be sure.
I was at the top of the stairs, being a nosey child, and clinging to the railing so I wouldn’t be seen. My sight was blocked by the low hanging ceiling, but I continued to listen. I closed my eyes so I could filter in just the noise that was coming from downstairs and tried to shuffle just that much closer.
This was new.
It was scary.
But then my parents' voices dissolved and were replaced by new voices….
The arguing had changed.
A man and a woman.
I was still at the top of the stairs, but my heartbeat was rapidly increasing as I tried to focus on the woman's voice.
My hands were trembling and I flinched at the man's loud snarl.
The woman's voice was so…
…familiar.
The noise grew…
And grew…
And grew along with the beat of my heart until…
Blue.
Blue…
BLUE!
I jolted upright in bed as though dragged violently from the depths of the dream, my entire body damp with sweat that clung to me like an oppressive second skin. My breathing came in uneven, shallow bursts, each inhale painfully scraping through my lungs while my charred heart hammered against my ribs with frantic insistence.
My Alpha hindbrain tingled with unchecked fear.
My hands rested tightly clenched within my lap and my nails bit hard enough into my palms to leave aching crescents behind.
I scarcely noticed the pain.
It grounded me more effectively than thought did.
Blue fire.
Always the blue fire that had taken everything away from me.
But this time…
This time the all-consuming, Merlin-be-damned, fire consumed another instead of my parents…
Narcissa Black Malfoy.
The dove.
Our dove.
It wasn’t just dreams anymore.
Mrs. Malfoy was no longer intangible.
Minerva and I had met her…
Yesterday had been a cacophony of emotions I hadn’t fully unpacked, and now it had crept into my subconscious.
For Salazar's sake…
Of course it had.
That fire will give me no peace as long as I live…
I twisted to glance toward Minerva.
The older Omega’s side of the bed we frequently shared was empty, but I heard water running from the bathroom.
I let out a sigh of relief.
My dream was still haunting me, but I was getting a hold of my breathing and state of being.
I dragged a hand down my face, groaning softly.
“Shite. Brilliant.” I muttered, my mind swirling, my scars pulsing from the aftershocks of the dream. “Mrs. Malfoy, a pure-blood witch who’s married to one of the most elitist bigots in magical Britain, is our soulmate. The Fates continue to play cruel games with my life…” I angrily growled, my control slipping, and my Alpha pheromones pumping out of my person in waves.
Our dove is truly trapped…
My Alpha hindbrain revolted against the thoughts.
As if it would claw from my very being and rip Lucius Malfoy to shreds.
I fell back against the pillow, exhaling toward the ceiling above me, and felt drained of all my energy.
The bathroom door gently opened and Minerva stepped out in a velvet green robe that hugged her slim frame, her hand twirling in the air and her hair dried instantly.
“Hermione, are you awake?” Minerva softly said as she made her way to me.
I pushed myself upright once more, only for my heart to give a thoroughly traitorous stutter at the sight of the older Omega beside me. One would think repeated exposure might lessen the effect she had upon me.
Logically, familiarity ought to dull astonishment.
Yet Minerva in the quiet vulnerability of morning remained consistently devastating to behold.
The older Omega looked softened by sleep, warmth still lingering against her skin and woven through the lines of her posture, as though the dawn itself had chosen to settle upon her. The early light caught against the dark waves of her hair and the elegant slope of her throat, rendering her almost painfully radiant in a way no conscious effort ever could.
And Minerva’s scent…
Gaia, the older Omega’s scent was stronger within the privacy of her chambers, no longer restrained beneath the meticulous control she maintained before the rest of the world. Morning dew upon stone. Aged parchment softened by time. Lavender threaded delicately through it all. The combination drifted toward me with quiet inevitability, grounding and intoxicating in equal measure.
When Minerva taught, those Omega pheromones always lingered carefully beneath the surface, disciplined and contained behind years of practiced composure. Here, however, there was no true barrier between us.
Not anymore.
The older Omega could no longer conceal herself from me, no matter how instinctively she tried to temper her scent for the sake of others.
And, perhaps most terrifyingly of all, I could not hide from my Omega either.
“You left our bed.” I murmured, throat dry, skin damp.
“You were dreaming. I did not want to disturb you.” Minerva replied and sat on the edge of my side of the bed. “You said her name in your sleep.”
I froze at the latter half of Minerva’s words.
“Mrs. Malfoy?” I responded, my heart quickly beating at just those two words.
The older Omega’s eyes narrowed, but not with anger, just recognition and she softly smiled at me.
“Aye, you said Narcissa, then ours... After that… the only word you said was blue over and over. You clutched at your chest, writhed, and sounded like you were in so much pain… I did not know what to do… Hermione, your magic was rising, manifesting itself as a beautiful golden light. I felt it in my very bones, mo ghràidh.” She explained with a whine and a soft sniffle.
I looked down at my clenched hands, ashamed.
What kind of Alpha am I if I continue to worry my Omega?
“I didn’t mean to. The dream just… got away from me.” I said with a tired sigh.
Minerva reached over, brushing half-damp curls from my forehead, and warmth began to infuse into my person.
I leaned into the older Omega’s touch and she gently, lovingly, brushed my cheek with her thumb.
“Tell me.” Minerva adamantly said as she shifted closer to me. “What did you see this time, Hermione?”
I would give Minerva the world, so telling her my dreams was child’s play…
I told my everything, everything.
How the dream started, my parents voices, the change, the two new voices, the familiarity that tingled in the back of my brain, and then the ever-present fire that took all. The haunting way the flames had felt sentient and wholly destructive.
Malevolent.
Determined.
Purposeful.
“The blue flames, this version of Protego Diabolica, always ends in death.” I whispered, heavy grief lining my tone. “It was just- just Mrs. Malfoy this time instead of… my parents…” I hoarsley admitted.
The older Omega listened as her fingers drifted from my face, opened up my clenched hand, and threaded her fingers with my own.
“And why do you think it changed?” Minerva softly asked, her voice grounding.
“Perhaps… Do you think… Mrs. Malfoy was in it, in that horrid recurring nightmare, because of yesterday?” I asked. “We saw her. She saw us. We felt what she was to us and she felt it too.”
Minerva slowly nodded.
“Aye, I think our souls recognized hers. Our bond with her is raw. Newly uncovered.” Minerva formulated while bringing my head up to her lips and kissing the back of it softly. “It does not help that she is married to Lucius Malfoy. We have had dreams before of the panther and the dove. We have seen how the dove is trapped in a gilded cage. This new dream could be because of your negative emotions on the matter.
“She was so… untouchable when we saw her, Minerva.” I rawly whispered. “But not to us. Not in the dream. The sheer terror I felt when the blue flames consumed all…”
The older Omega didn’t say anything for a long time.
“I understand. Truly, I do” Minerva finally said, voice tight.
“Because she’s our soulmate, because of my… deleterious… adventures… or is this fear related to losing me?” I asked, the memory of the Omega shopkeeper bitter and harsh.
Minerva flushed, faint but unmistakable, at my last query.
“Aye, I will always worry about those that I love, my sagacious Slytherin.” Minerva started, but took a breath to pause before continuing her line of thought. “Bit... That wanton hussy blantly flirted wi' ye. She hud na idea wha wur, bit we wur clearly knew th' twa o' us wur bonded.” She said, her accent growing thicker as her anger surged forth.
I stiffened, but then sighed.
“And I responded. Merlin himself knows I did it not out of interest, but… because I was… uncomfortable. I wasn’t used to… that kind of attention from one who wasn’t you. Glamoured or no… I didn’t know how to handle the situation, especially because it was a public shop where a witch or wizard could walk in through the door at any time, but you should always know one thing, my glamorous Gryffindor… ”
“'N' whit's that? ” Minerva responded, emerald-green eyes narrowed upon my form.
“That you own me body and soul, Minerva McGonagall.” I seriously stated, meeting her gaze with unwavering confidence. “My heart is overflowing with love for you and anyone who gets to be in your presence will no doubt be better for it. I’m sorry if I made you doubt that, but the shopkeeper now knows not to flirt with me again.”
Heat rose to the older Omega’s cheeks, but she didn’t avert her gaze.
“And how does she know that, Hermione?” Minerva asked, her anger receding, but her voice now deeper than it was before.
I smirked at the question, brought my lips next to Minerva’’s ear, and saw how she prepared for my words.
“The shopkeeper knows that she could never make me hard.” I lowly rumbled, the words spilling out of my mouth in a raw whisper. “That is a right reserved for you. My Omega. Your Alpha worships at your altar and awaits your every command. You remember when we consummate our bond. You were in control and I was at your mercy.” I said as I nipped her ear and watched her body shiver at the action.
“I remember…” Minerva purred in response and my arms gently wrapped around her body. “I… I am sorry for doubting you, us, our bond. Hermione…” She added with a pitiful whimper that had me holding her tighter.
“Don’t apologize.” I whispered as Minerva buried her face into my neck and breathed in my scent. Our hindbrains were more present at the moment, but this was a tender moment and the both of us needed to let go. “We all have doubts. Gaia knows I continually doubt my every action, so just take comfort in me and know that all is well.”
The older Omega melted into the contact.
“Thank you…” Minerva whispered, her voice filled with emotion, warmth filling my very being.
Minerva and I stayed like that for a while, letting the quiet settle between us.
But we were never allowed silence for long…
A soft tapping came at the door.
The older Omega called a nonverbal spell to open it and a house-elf with rumpled clothes appeared, holding a sealed parchment.
The clothes were a new addition.
It disgusted me that sentient beings were only given rags or only loincloths to cover themselves.
If that was a sentient beings culture then that was fine, but house-elves were treated like slaves.
House-elf rights were still deeply held in my blackened heart and I never stopped fighting.
My S.P.E.W. efforts had failed publicly - mocked, dismissed, forgotten - but I knew the truth of the matter. House-elves lived dreadful lives and held no joy in their hearts. During the early days of S.P.E.W. I had conducted interviews with several house-elves, listened to their stories, and based my fight on them.
House-elves were conditioned to equate servitude with worth.
House-elves obeyed without question.
House-elves were the backbone of the wizarding world and were used without care.
In one of the interviews I had conducted, I had uncovered that some endured not only emotional but also brutal physical and sexual abuse at the hands of their so-called masters. One elf, scarcely taller than my knee, bore lash marks down his back so old and deep they had fused into rope-like ridges of scar tissue. Another flinched instinctively when I lifted my teacup, mistaking the gesture for a thrown object. He confessed his last owner hurled hot cutlery when displeased. They were punished for blinking out of turn, for speaking too loudly, for existing while inconvenient. Broken bones were mended by magic, not for mercy, but to keep them functional. There were stories of being starved for days or made to iron their own hands when they dropped a dish, or used as sexual relief as if they were an object. I could hardly believe the wizarding world I’d once admired had sanctioned such cruelty under the guise of "tradition." The systemic violence went unnoticed by most -hidden in cellars, behind silencing charms, excused in pure-blood drawing rooms as discipline. And all of it -every cut, every command, every scar - was bound into them by ancient enchantments we dared to call contracts. That was the moment I stopped seeing house-elf rights as a pet project and started treating it as a battle I couldn’t walk away from.
And I discussed this, at length, with the old fool on several occasions.
I used the words Albus taught me, wielded my knowledge like a wand - terms like ritualistic subordination and species-coded power dynamics - and I reminded him, gently but firmly, that house-elves and Omegas were shackled by the same lies. That society demanded their obedience, ignored their pain, and masked abuse as tradition. I spoke to him not just as a student of Hogwarts, but as someone who cared for him and refused to see another voiceless group sacrificed for the comfort of the powerful.
And…
Albus listened.
Perhaps because I reminded the old fool of the parts of himself or because I framed it in the language of justice he’d believed in. Within Hogwarts, things changed - quietly, discreetly, not sanctioned by the Ministry, but real nonetheless. The house-elves got rest, wages if they wanted, even the right to refuse tasks.
No statues erected for all of the injustices, no compensation for the centuries of mistreatment, no headlines in the Daily Prophet, but I saw the difference and could see it now.
It was a start and I vowed to continue fighting until house-elves everywhere got justice.
I may have been sorted into Slytherin House, but it seemed I had…
…some Gryffindor traits.
“For Professor McGonagalls.” The house-elf chirped. “Headmasters Albus says there’s an announcements at breakfastes. He wants the youngs Miss Granger and yous to bes present. Hes be admonishing Miss Granger for not beings ready!”
The elf vanished before I could question it.
Minerva stared down at the parchment.
“Albus rarely sends messages like this.” Minerva stated as she opened the letter and read it. “Aye, it corroborates what Toodey proclaimed just before he left. Albus wants us to come to the Great Hall.
“Indeed… Not unless the old fools needed me to handle a situation as eyes and ears…” I agreed.
I stood and crossed to the wardrobe, cast a Scourigify charm, and chose my robes for the day and paired it with a deep green cloak that flattered the pale skin of my that wasn’t scarred.
Minerva had all but forced me to have some clothes here.
I didn’t want to invade the older Omega’s privacy, but she insisted so I obliged the request.
I glanced over my shoulder at Minerva once I was done.
“Ready to face Hogwarts once more, Minerva?” I asked.
The older Omega raised a single, sharp brow.
“With you, Hermione? Always.” Minerva replied with a smile that could blind Merlin himself.
I smiled back at my soulmate, but my heart twisted.
The distance between Mrs. Malfoy and us - now that we had met - was already taking a toll.
“The old fool would not be happy if we missed this announcement in the Great Hall, would he?” I said with a displeased rumble, my voice low enough that only Minerva could hear.
“Och, Albus would not.” Minerva confirmed, her tone dry but carrying that faint warmth that was hers alone. She leaned in, brushing her lips lightly over my cheek - a fleeting kiss, chaste yet full of intent - that steadied me far more than my pride cared to admit. “So let us not disappoint him.”
With a decisive motion, the older Omega stepped back and let the subtle shimmer of magic roll through her. Bones shortened, limbs narrowed, and in less than a heartbeat the stern, elegant witch was gone. In her place stood the familiar silver tabby Animagus, tail flicking with her usual restrained impatience. She gave me a last flick of her emerald-green eyes - still sharp and knowing even in feline form - before padding swiftly toward the hidden side passage that would allow her to slip into the Great Hall unnoticed.
I exhaled, letting the small tension of our conversation ebb away, and turned to make my own way there.
The castle’s corridors were busy with the late-morning stirrings of students, and though I was used to this feeling, I felt eyes lingering on my form as I limped towards the Great Hall. Whispers flitted past like flitterbys - soft, half-heard, and often venomous - but I ignored them. My boots struck a steady rhythm against the flagstones, a beat that kept my mind from wandering too far into yesterday's events.
Before I reached the Great Hall’s grand double doors…
“Hermione!” A familiar voice called out which brought a smile to my face
I turned to see Neville Longbottom approaching, his usual slightly awkward gait tempered by a rare brightness in his expression.
The Omega wasn’t alone.
Luna Lovegood floated alongside him, her pale hair drifting around her face as though she moved through a softer current of air than the rest of us. The Beta looked positively happy and I found out why a moment later. Flanking her was Alpha Cho Chang - known for her composed demeanor and a skilled Ravenclaw seeker on the Quidditch pitch. Luna looked radiant because Cho was her soulmate, a bond that explained the almost imperceptible way they matched each other’s pace without thought.
“You’re just in time.” Neville said, falling into step beside me, his scent slightly nervous. “We were worried you might skip this impromptu announcement from Headmaster Dumbledore.”
“I’m not in the habit of skipping important gatherings.” I replied lightly, though I kept my tone measured.
The Beta Ravenclaw eyes were now fixed on me with that disarming directness she possessed.
“Important announcements can change the tides, you know?” Luna murmured. “And the currents at Hogwarts have been… unsettled. By the nargles around everyones heads… I can safely say that it could be a concern…”
Cho glanced at Luna with the faintest of smiles, then looked at me.
“Whatever Headmaster Dumbledore’s calling us here for… it must be serious. I heard two professors speaking in the corridor near the staff wing earlier. I had been helping Professor Flitwick carry some older tomes, but didn’t leave when I overheard what they were discussing. Their voices were low, but…” She hesitated, frowning slightly. “It didn’t at all sound like good news.”
Neville shifted uncomfortably - his anxiety-ridden Omega pheromones becoming more potent - and Luna released her Beta pheromones to calm him. I wanted to retort to Cho’s words, but before I could press for details, we reached the large wooden doors. The great expanse of the Great Hall opened before us - high enchanted ceiling mimicking a pale Autumn sky with dried leaves falling from the trees that lined the Hall, hundreds of candles floating lazily overhead, and the long House tables already filling with students who wore confused expressions.
The four of us broke apart naturally - Neville angling toward the Gryffindor table, Cho toward Ravenclaw with Luna drifting beside her like a tethered moon.
I made my way toward the Slytherin table, posture straight, every limped step deliberate.
Ronald Weasley was watching me before I even sat down. His eyes were sharp with that particular kind of petty malice he’d always reserved for me since first year, and his lips curled into a sneer before forming silent words.
“Horror of Hogwarts.” The weasel mouthed, his lips exaggerating each syllable as though carving them into the air for me alone.
I didn’t flinch.
The incompetent arse of an Omega’s opinion had always been a noisy bug buzzing around the edges of my awareness - annoying, but ultimately irrelevant.
The horrid words had seared into my very flesh before and made me feel hollow, but they seemed to slide off my psyche at this moment and washed away in the sea of voices.
Ronald sneered one final time and turned away.
Further down the table, Draco Malfoy sat - the surprising Omega - his gaze cast low over a plate he clearly hadn’t touched. For once, there was no sneer ready on his face, no cutting remark poised on his lips. He didn’t even acknowledge my arrival. But I noticed the pallor of his skin, the faint shadows smudged beneath his eyes. He hadn’t been sleeping - likely not for days. Questions stirred in me, but before I could so much as consider forming them, the murmurs in the Great Hall began to fade.
Omega Albus Dumbledore had risen from his seat at the head table. His bright robes - deep blue today, embroidered with faint silver constellations - caught the candlelight as he lifted a hand. The motion was small but it carried weight; the collective hum of the Hall died into silence.
“My dear students…” Albus began, his voice carrying that strange combination of gentle warmth and deep gravity as his wand was pointed at his throat. “I bring you together today with a heavy heart.” He turned slightly, and with a wave of his hand, the air behind him shimmered. A portrait took shape - a painted likeness so vivid it was almost jarring.
Quirinus Quirrell, captured in luminescent light, wearing his usual nervous half-smile was now there for all to see.
My breath caught and my Alpha pheromones became unstable as I stared at the professor who saved me.
Even though I had known, even though something in me had expected this…
…seeing the Omega Slytherin professor immortalized like this was different.
My shoulder tattoo throbbed and nausea bubbled in the pit of my stomach.
“It is my sad duty to inform you that Professor Quirinus Quirrell has passed away.” Albus said, voice sorrowful and his blue eyes glittering with grief. “An Omega of Slytherin House during his own school days, Professor Quirrell has been with us for many years here at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, though perhaps not always in this Hall. His loss is felt keenly - not only by those who called him colleague, but by all who value courage in its many forms.” He paused, his gaze sweeping over the crowd, lingering a moment on the Slytherin table before continuing. “For some time, Professor Quirrell had been engaged in a private battle. Many of you did not know this, for he preferred it that way. He was the victim of a terrible curse—one he acquired in his youth, shortly after graduating from Hogwarts, while dueling in defense of those who could not defend themselves. The curse was… relentless. He bore it with grace and discretion, even as it weakened him.”
The portrait seemed to shift subtly in the candlelight, the brushwork around Quirrell’s eyes capturing something fragile, almost tired.
“Quirinus Quirrell may have hailed from Slytherin House…” Albus said, eyes filled with determination as his words effortlessly flowed from his aged lips. “...but he was braver than many Gryffindors I have known over the course of my long life. His was a life of quiet, steadfast service, and his passing is a hard-fought tragedy. I ask that you honour his memory not with mourning alone, but with the pursuit of your own better selves.”
Silence hung heavy in the Great Hall that was filled with so many students.
Professor Quirrell…
I thought the Slytherin Professor's name like a prayer and my hand crept up to rub the tattoo.
Albus let the silence settle before he continued, his tone softening. “In the wake of this loss, the post of Defense Against the Dark Arts must, of course, be filled. I am pleased to introduce to you our new professor… former Auror. Beta William Savage.”
For a heartbeat, there was nothing. Then a ripple passed through the sea of students as a figure rose from the midst of the Gryffindor table. At first, this mysterious person was unremarkable - just another student, dressed plainly in Gryffindor House robes. But then magic pulsed around them and my eyes slightly widened. I knew what was happening because Minerva had undergone this process many times. The glamour fell away in a slow cascade of sparks, revealing a man in his early forties with weathered features, piercing gray eyes, and the kind of coiled poise that spoke of years in dangerous work.
Mr. Savage walked to the head table with measured steps, every movement efficient.
When the new Beta professor reached his place, he turned to address the Hall.
“I am Beta William Savage.” Professor Savage said, his voice firm, clear. “It is an honour to serve at Hogwarts as the new Defense Against the Dark Arts professor. I look forward to the challenges ahead and to helping you all face yours.”
There was something magnetic about the way he spoke—no theatrics, no flourishes, just a grounded confidence that made you want to listen.
Albus’s eyes twinkled faintly as he picked up the introduction. “Professor Savage comes to us from the Department of Magical Law Enforcement, where he served as head of M.I.S.T. - the Magical Infiltration and Subterfuge Team. It is a rare thing indeed for someone of his caliber to join our staff and I trust you will make him welcome.”
The reaction was immediate.
Whispers burst forth from the students all around me and I saw that Neville went wide-eyed at the old fools words. M.I.S.T. was legendary among those who paid attention to such things. The team operated deep undercover, dismantling dark networks and neutralizing threats before they ever reached the public eye.
I’d read about M.I.S.T. in the restricted section - a footnote in a dusty D.M.L.E. briefing file that had somehow been misfiled in Magical Theory - and the more I pieced together from scattered references, the more I realised how vital they’d been during the First Wizarding War against Grindelwald and his acolytes. The Magical Infiltration and Subterfuge Team, formed at the height of his rise, wasn’t like the Auror squads you read about in The Daily Prophet that performed meaningless tasks and were paraded around like heroes; they didn’t storm fortresses or duel acolytes in grand and made displays of magic. They moved in silence, planting themselves in wizarding communities across Europe under assumed identities, sometimes living their cover for years without contact from the Ministry. It was M.I.S.T. who uncovered Grindelwald’s diplomatic spies hidden in the International Confederation of Wizards, who disrupted enchanted arms shipments from Nurmengard’s sympathisers, who intercepted cursed treaties designed to bind whole countries to his cause, and who dismantled acolyte safehouses smuggling in illegally made Amortentia and Veritaserum. Their greatest victory - though it was never officially acknowledged I had found - was foiling his plan to corrupt the Floo Network in Paris, which would have allowed his followers to infiltrate and assassinate key leaders in theMinistère des Affaires Magiques de la France . But secrecy was their lifeblood, and in many cases, their curse. Some agents simply vanished, their fates unknown, though it was whispered they’d been caught and executed in ways too horrific to write down. After Grindelwald’s defeat, the unit was quietly downsized - officially for budgetary reasons, though I feel the Ministry feared keeping such a ghostlike force in peacetime.
And so M.I.S.T. faded from the limelight, but were still instrumental…
I exchanged a glance with Luna, who at first looked like her mind was in the clouds, but had twisted in her seat at the Ravenclaw table to look at me. There was a shared spark there - curiosity, excitement, and an understanding of why this new appointment would be harder on us three as individuals. Neville looked equally interested and still hadn’t closed his eyes as he continually stared at Professor Savage with unfiltered awe, while Cho’s usually composed face betrayed a flicker of anticipation.
D.A.D.A. was hopefully going to be a class where we learned to defend ourselves from those who wished to cause harm…
But first…
I had Dueling with Professor Lockheart…
As soon as the old fool dismissed us, all of the students filed out of the Great Hall and I met up with the three I called my friends - my pack.
Cho Chang - who was on my left side - had her arm around Luna’s shoulder, pulling the Beta Ravenclaw into her side, and they both looked blissful in appearance. Neville - who was on my right side - was the one who had his head in the clouds, which was uncharacteristic of the Omega Gryffindor. Gryffindor House lauded Professor Savage though, so it came to no surprise that Neville would be fawning over the new D.A.D.A professor.
“Godric, look!” Colin Creevey - a fifth-year student from Gryffindor House -said as he walked side-by-side Nigel Wolpert, pointing to a floating ghost seasoned Hogwarts students were used to seeing. “There’s Nearly Headless Nick!”
“Hello, Mr. Creevey Mr. Wolpert! A good day to you!” Nearly Headless Nick replied as the ghost tipped his head in greeting, showing all who were near the exposed flesh of his neck, and then putting it back where it once was.
It was horrid, brought Neville out of his day-dream, and he slightly gagged at the sight.
Cho chuckled and Luna giggled while I rolled my eyes.
“At least it isn’t, Peeves.” Cho said, her nose scrunching up in distaste as we continued to walk, their pace matching my slower one.
“He isn’t so bad, my lovely.” Luna airly responded. “Well… once you get used to his chaotic nature. Oh, Peeves is rather like a cross between a Crumple-Horned Snorkack and a particularly vindictive Heliopath - all mischief and fire, but you never quite know if he’ll sing to you or drop a bucket of dung on your head. He floats about the castle the way Wrackspurts drift into your ears - sudden, sly, and almost impossible to get rid of. Many a headmaster and Headmistress have tried to bind or purge him, but none were successful. Did you all know that? And, I would think, everyone here would rather endure one of Peeves’s tricks than Professor Lockhart’s lessons, no?” She asked, but her tone sounded as if she knew the answer to her own question.
Cho negatively rumbled at the Beta Ravenclaw’s words, but the usually soft-spoken Omega Gryffindor was the one who replied.
“Don’t even get me started on that bloody bastard Luna…” Neville groaned, his head shaking in time with his displeased words. “Dont get me wrong… I’m grateful, and thank Godric himself we haven’t run into that pesky poltergeist because of our… busy start, but Professor Lockhart is unbearable. And now- now we have to endure his lessons right after the announcement of Professor Quirrell’s death…” He shakily stressed, his tone lowering into a raw whisper that I felt in my soul.
I understood too well and put a hand on Neville’s shoulder in solidarity.
The Omega Gryffindor’s shoulders slightly sagged at my gentle touch, his pheromones receded, and he seemed to relax some with the physical reassurance.
“I wasn’t there with you all, but I agree with your words, Neville.” Cho said and Luna seemed to absently nod with the Alpha Ravenclaw’s words. “It leaves a bitter taste in your mouth.”
“Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe, it absolutely does.” I agreed with a rumble of my own. “Professor Quirrell… He was brave, courageous, and our protector when it mattered most. He greatly suffered, but didn’t let that suffering stifle the good in him. Professor Lockhart is one tenth of the wizard Quirinus Quirrell was and could never measure up in any capacity.” I fiercely added, the tattoo burning with my passionate words.
Neville’s head tilted slightly, his Omega scent faintly soothing in the air between us - grounding, gentle, without the sharp edges of Alpha dominance. It was a role Luna would’ve taken, but I was grateful for the Omega Gryffindors candor at this moment.
“I… I dream about him…” Neville murmured. “About that whole bloody situation, about how scared he must have been… and he still stood between us and…” His throat bobbed. “...it.”
Luna gave a faraway smile, the kind that always looked like she was halfway in another realm, but sadness edged its way into the look.
“He was, but he’s in a better place now. Somewhere that has given him peace. Brave people… they don’t just vanish. The magic remembers and we remember with it.” Luna knowingly responded, her tone steady, balanced, and calm - like she was holding the conversation in the middle so no one slipped too far into grief.
Cho radiated quiet Alpha confidence without being overbearing. She’d clearly caught the scents of our rising emotions but didn’t push, didn’t pry into the traumatic experience we all shared that night.
I was coming to understand that wholly and indubitably Cho Chang.
The Alpha Ravenclaw was self-contained, disciplined, watching the way a hippogriff eyes its prey.
The hallway the four of us were walking down narrowed before turning toward the side doors that led to the dueling chamber. The old stone underfoot had been worn by centuries of students - some of whom had probably thought the dueling club, and now dueling class - would be the height of adventure, not knowing they’d end up facing battle someday.
The dueling chamber itself was a space steeped in Hogwarts history. The high, arched ceiling was enchanted to keep spellfire from causing structural damage, and faint scorch marks - some as old as 700 hundred years - marred the dark stone. It had once been an old practice hall for Aurors during the 18th century when the castle doubled as a defensive outpost during the Goblin Rebellions. Minister Eldrich Diggory had worked with Headmaster Dilys Derwent to achieve this and defeat Urg the Unclean. Urg the ‘Unclean’ had gotten that name because he was dunked into a pond by a group of young wizards. This event became a catalyst for his activism and subsequent rebellions, but the wizarding community allied themselves with werewolves and the subsequent death of the goblin rebellion leader Vargot spelled the end of the rebellion.
The Fates themselves knew I could relate to the goblins' plight and I was disgusted by their mistreatment even now.
House-elves…
Goblins…
Werewolves…
Vampires…
Giants…
Merpeople…
Centaurs…
Veela…
These magical beings, beings who were unique and astounding in their own way, were treated in a foul way by this mad society made up of…
Bigotry.
Sexism.
Classism.
And a variety of prejudices…
Professor Flitwick was half-goblin, had diluted the noise of his split lineage over the years, but still faces these challenges even now…
Especially among the pure-blood elite…
My anger surged at the injustice of it all, my Alpha hindbrain rallying with me, but Luna was the one to gently put a hand on my shoulder and met my eyes with a knowing look.
I regained control and pushed down the embering anger…
For now.
The four of us stepped inside to find rows of benches along the walls and a long, polished dueling stage in the center. It was flanked by ornate iron sconces, each glowing with magical flame that shifted between gold and silver. The air was charged - quite literally - with a faint magical hum, the enchantments here tuned to dampen stray spells so they didn’t ricochet and take out an entire audience row.
Then, in a glittering burst of theatrical magic that had me scrunching up my nose, Professor Gilderoy Lockhart made his entrance.
If the doors hadn’t opened for Professor Lockhart, he might have blasted them apart just for dramatic effect. His robes were an aggressively rich shade of aquamarine, layered and tailored within an inch of their life, with gold piping tracing every seam. His hair, unnaturally perfect, caught the light in waves that were surely the result of more spellwork than a Ministry gala.
“Gather round, gather round, my dear young witches and wizards!” Professor Lockhart’s voice easily carried, buoyed by his unbounded confidence.
The students near the front leaned in without realizing it, drawn to the subtle pull in his scent, one that mixed confidence with the faintest trace of challenge.
“Today…” Professor Lockhart began, placing a hand to his chest in a gesture that made his jeweled cufflinks wink like tiny hexed stars. “...you will be privileged. Privileged, I say! To learn the noble art of dueling from none other than Alpha Gilderoy Lockhart, Order of Merlin, Third Class, Honourary Member of the Dark Force Defence League, and five-time winner of Witch Weekly’s Most-Charming-Smile Award.” He suavely said as he moved toward an enormous portrait of himself and they both smiled, their white teeth twinkling in time with one another.
Luna tilted her head, her wide eyes fixed on him like she was cataloguing him alongside the creatures she was so fond of describing. “He’s like a Crumple-Horned Snorkack.” She whispered to Neville. “They’ll strut, but they don’t always know why.” She added with a giggle.
The Alpha Professor’s smile broadened as if he’d heard her and taken it as a compliment.
“Now, some of you may know me from my exploits. My daring capture of the Wagga Wagga Werewolf, my triumph over the Bandon Banshee… These heroic deeds are what truly matter!” Professor Lockhart said as he continued to move onto the dueling stage, his movement and flare reminiscent of a peacock who was on the prowl for a mate. “I didn't get rid of these foul creatures by smiling at them.” He added and the witches swooned as he winked at Luna.
The witches yet again swooned at this and the wizards cheered for our Alpha Professor as he bowed like a performing stageman.
Cho’s eyes narrowed ever so slightly as Professor Lockhart’s gaze lingered on Luna, his Alpha attention hovering there just a fraction too long.
Salazar's snakes…
What is with his daft moron?
Surely he can tell that Luna is mated to Cho…
I caught the subtle scent-shift from the Alpha Ravenclaw - not outright possessive, but protective.
Luna, true to form, seemed entirely unfazed, her Beta balance deflecting his Alpha posturing like sunlight on a mirror.
Since the four of us had sat together, I put a hand on Cho’s shoulder, leaned into her personal space, and hovered my lips near her ear.
“Ignore him, Cho.” I whispered as the Alpha Ravenclaws rumble became slightly more prominent, her eyes intently trained on Professor Lockhart. “He is nothing. You’re Luna’s soulmate. He’s not. His words are hollow. He will never touch her. And if he tries… then we’ll tear him limb from limb, Albus-be-damned, no matter the consequences. He. Will. Not. Touch. Her.” I hissed, my voice low and taking on a dangerous tone. “I vow it, Alpha Cho Chang.”
Cho’s head quickly swiveled to meet my eyes and the same ferocity gleamed in her gaze. The haze of anger lifted and I could see my words had gained me some respect from the Alpha Ravenclaw. We both cared for Luna in our own ways and I made that apparently clear at this moment.
The Alpha Ravenclaw nodded her head, her posture still rigid but less so after my words, and returned her gaze to Professor Lockhart.
The Alpha Professor continued, gesturing all around him.
“Dueling is not merely about force - oh no - it’s about poise, precision, and flair.” Professor Lockhart flourished his wand - a wand made of cherry wood - like a maestro cuing an orchestra. I was not a master wandmaker like Mr. Ollivander, but even I knew that his wand reflected who Alpha Professor Lockhart was as a person. “A proper wizard does not simply throw spells at their opponent - one must command them.”
My attention, however, was already being pulled sideways now that I had reassured Cho.
Across the room, dutifully standing - and not sitting - in that familiar poised stance that was all too rehearsed, was…
Draco Malfoy.
A fellow Slytherin House classmate, an arse of a wizard, and an Omega.
But right now…
The little dragon didn’t look so mighty. He looked like an Omega with his hackles barely smoothed. His pale hair caught the light from the windows behind him, but there was tension coiled in his shoulders, in the set of his jaw. He was watching Professor Lockhart the way a startled stag might watch a predator - wary, measuring distance, ready to spring away at a moment's notice if needed.
Our eyes met briefly.
I caught it then…
The faint flinch.
It was slight, not obvious, but enough for my keen eye.
Draco looked away first, focusing on the dueling stage.
Lockhart clapped his hands once, the sound sharp.
“Now, I will need two to demonstrate the standard of dueling expected of the students at Hogwarts.” He said as his eyes surveyed all around him and stopped on my person.” Miss Granger?” He said, then scanned once again and directly looked at Draco who slightly shrunk under the Alpha professors star.” Mister Malfoy? Yes, yes, perfect! Our brightest minds, besides me of course… Our most promising young talents! Slytherin versus Slytherin!”
“Hermione…” Neville anxiously whispered, his Omega pheromones flaring, but I gave him a reassuring smirk.
The Beta Ravenclaw gave me an approving nod and Cho gently patted my shoulder.
I rose, feeling the weight of every limped step toward the stage, the eyes on my person - the Alpha among a group of mostly neutral gazes, though one in particular refused to meet mine again.
Draco climbed up opposite me, his wand already in hand, fingers tight enough that his knuckles showed pale even against his alabaster skin.
I breathed in and Mrs. Malfoy’s scent was subtle underneath the little dragons and it had my mind stuttering for just a moment.
My features softened and the Omega Slytherin gave me a confused expression.
“You will bow…” Professor Lockhart instructed, gesturing grandly. “...then assume the standard dueling posture. Wands at the ready, count of three, then disarm. Nothing dangerous, of course! We all are civilized duelists.”
I huffed through my nose, shook my head, and prepared myself.
We bowed.
Draco’s movement was crisp, formal, but his eyes darted up at me then he instantly lowered his head. My eyebrow scrunched and I could see his shoulders somewhat shaking as his nose twitched. My mind started to piece the puzzle of his strange behavior together and a lump formed in my throat.
“One… two… three!” Professor Lockhart grandiosely counted down…
…and the duel had begun at three.
Draco’s wand snapped up before mine, his spell fast and precise.
Expelliarmus!” Draco shouted.
The red light shot toward my person, sharp but not reckless.
I readied myself to counter.
I let my magic course from my heart, through my magic circuits, down my arm, and finally my fingertips fueled the spell heading towards me.
“Protego!” I growled and a see-through magical barrier appeared right in front of me to reflect the Omega Slytherin’s spell.
My cracked magic core protested the strain of using such a spell like Protego - that dull, deep ache that never quite left when I used anything beyond the spells that the years below me learned.
My growl resonated and reverberated off the dueling chambers walls as the spell reflected off the barrier I had erected.
The Omega Slytherin froze where he stood and looked as if he had been hit with a Petrificus Totalus.
I could have countered, could have pressed the advantage, and caught him off-balance.
But I didn’t.
Something was wrong with Draco…
Something had changed…
Or perhaps…
The cracks were showing…
I owed my vile bully nothing, but the Omega Slytherin’s eyes…
Draco’s body language…
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
My suspicion only grew and that lump grew with it.
So…
I did something utterly daft and mad and my Alpha hindbrain led me in this is matter
Instead, I let my guard slip in the subtlest way and the barrier began to burgeon holes. The little dragon regained his facilities and - in his panic - quickly cast another Expelliarmus. Instead of countering or reflecting the spell, I allowed this spell to go through one of the growing holes to connect and my wand spun from my hand.
It hit the dueling stage with a clatter.
Gasps came from the benches lining the stone walls.
Draco froze for half a heartbeat before lowering his wand. His expression should have been victorious - Malfoys liked to win - but it wasn’t. The corner of his mouth twitched, almost like he was holding something back. His scent shifted - not triumph, but discomfort and unease. He stared at me like I was going to flay him alive, like I would release my anger upon him in righteous fury, and it made me nauseous.
I should’ve wanted to.
I really bloody should’ve taught this arse a lesson in humility, but a choice had been made and I hoped I wouldn't regret it.
The Alpha Professor, oblivious, was clapping like he’d just witnessed the crowning duel of the century.
“Marvelous! Textbook technique, Mr. Malfoy! And Miss Granger… Splendid form and casting of Protego… Even if it ended in defeat!” Professor Lockhart loudly boomed. “Once again, not as skilled as me, but a good show nonetheless!”
I bent to retrieve my wand, catching the Omega Slyterin’s eyes again.
There was no gloating there.
Only a faint, unguarded flicker of something raw before he masked it.
Draco was still standing there on the dueling stage as I bowed again and made my exit, but I could see the shadow of some horrid trauma.
It simmered beneath the little dragon's eyes.
An undeniable tug related to Mrs. Malfoy had me wanting to help and comfort the dragon who looked oh so little, but he would have to come to me. Minerva and I were already working on a multitude of plans regarding our others.
Merlin himself knew the stress had us both frayed at edges.
The bond I now shared with Mrs. Malfoy was taut and insistent - an unyielding red string that pulled at every fiber of my being - leaving me restless, anxious, and perpetually attuned to her absence. Every moment apart felt like a subtle but unrelenting ache, a gnawing reminder of our newly formed connection and the inevitability woven into our fates.
Minerva, my Omega and her Alpha, felt the same…
In contrast, the pull I felt for Anathema - our panther - was different. It was sharp and immediate, a surge of raw protective instinct and curiosity when I found her in danger, but fleeting, confined to the urgency of the moment rather than the inexorable tether that Mrs. Malfoy imposed. Minerva had theorized that the red strings didn’t tautly pull as tight around our hearts because she hadn’t been there for the first meeting. Anathema captivated me in ways that stirred fascination and instinct, but she did not fray me with longing or absence; the tug was situational, ephemeral, and dependent on circumstance, whereas Mrs. Malfoy’s connection was enduring, inevitable, and omnipresent in my charred heart, shaping not just my actions but my very emotional state. The contrast between them was a constant study in intensity…
One was a blaze that flared and faded into the background of my life…
… and the other a persistent, gravitational pull that dictated the rhythm of my heart and the cadence of my thoughts…
Chapter 39: Chapter 39
Summary:
Hermione, Luna, Cho, and Neville get up to some mischief on the Quidditch pitch. They all have to head to Hagrid's to get Neville some help for his new... problem.
Chapter Text
The sun was now lower in the sky - a faint orange hue emanating from our galaxy’s most prominent star - and the memory of Dueling class prominent in our minds. The four of us made our way toward the Quidditch pitch, Cho striding confidently at the front, broom over her shoulder like a banner of blue and black. The late-afternoon light slanted golden across the castle grounds and with each step the murmur of voices and the distant crack of bludgers grew louder.
Neville walked at my side, quiet for a few beats.
“Hermione… why did you lose the duel? I mean… you could’ve easily beat the bloody bastard.” Neville finally ventured, his voice was soft, almost hesitant, but there was curiosity - and something else - in the way he asked it.
Cho glanced back at me, eyes sharp…
Alpha to Alpha.
“He’s right.” Cho said, her tone skeptical, her eyes searching mine before returning to look in front of her once again. “You let your Protego dissolve. The barrier sprouted holes. I could see it from the stands and I’m sure everyone else noticed too, so… Why?”
I sighed, pushing an errant curl behind my ear, my mind retracing the scene as if in slow motion: Draco’s posture too rigid, his sneer cracked at the edges, his Omega aura flickering with something dangerously close to panic.
“Because…” I said carefully, “Draco was… peculiar today. There was a peculiar dissonance to him and his performance was all façade. His stance was rigid, his movements erratic. It was as though the duel wasn’t happening on the platform at all but somewhere far more perilous, somewhere only he could see. He flinched at my growl and couldn’t stand the sight of either Professor Lockhart or me. He didn’t gloat, froze on the dueling stage, and scurried off as if he wanted to be anywhere else.”
The Omega Gryffindor frowned, worry shadowing his features, a battle of emotions splaying on his face as he processed my words.
“That… admittedly doesn’t sound like him. Still… He’s an Omega now whether he wants to be or not.. And Omegas…” Neville said, trailing off, struggling for words. “We bruise easily. I don’t mean to pander to societal norms, but it’s true and even worse for new Omegas who have just recently gained their dynamic. We bruise and not just on the outside. My gran… She’s said awful things about Lucius Malfoy. Controlling. Cruel. The kind of Alpha who treats his own like property.” He continued, his mouth tightening as he shook his head. “Doesn’t excuse anything Draco’s done, but… I can’t help thinking about it now that you’ve pointed out his different behavior, Hermione…”
Luna, who had been skipping slightly ahead, turned back then with her wand tucked behind her ear, her wide gaze unblinking.
“Draco isn’t what he pretends to be.” Luna said serenely and airily, as if the thought had been waiting all along. “He shows you his sneers because that’s the mask that keeps his bones from rattling. If he ever stopped sneering, if he let it all drop, you’d hear the sound of glass breaking and his soul crying. He’s kind of like a Thestral at the moment, you know?”
The Omega Gryffindor shifted uneasily, glancing between us.
“That’s… bleak, Luna.” Neville whispered while roughly swallowing.
The Beta Ravenclaw tilted her head, smiling faintly.
“Truth usually is. But it’s also why Hermione pulled her Protego…. Because she heard the glass beginning to crack.” Luna responded with a sad smile that didn’t sit well on her usually joyful face.
Cho’s Alpha pheromones pulsed with sharp skepticism…
…though I caught the faintest flicker of approval beneath it.
“Still doesn’t mean the git should get away with being insufferable. He humiliated half the school, humiliated all of us because he thought he was untouchable.... Rowena, if anything, he deserved a lesson in humility.” Cho negatively rumbled, her steps a little more forceful as her angry words flowed from her lips.
I stayed silent for a moment, lips pursed, my mind also going to the horrific bullying I endured at the hands of the Omega Slytherin.
“Perhaps… But what does it prove to annihilate someone already standing on a precipice? There’s no honor in demolishing the brittle. To wield power responsibly is to know when not to exercise it. Sev- Professor Snape recently reminded me of that particular lesson.” I explained.
The words left me before I could stop myself, grandiose, professorial…
Yet utterly true.
The Omega Gryffindor gave me a look that was equal parts admiration and bewilderment.
“Godric, Professor Snape? Really? Wow… And sometimes I forget you’re our age…” Neville muttered as the four of us could now hear yelling in the direction we were heading.
“Most times she isn’t.” Cho agreed with a mutter of her own, though there was no malice in it, only grudging respect.
Luna giggled and glued herself to the Alpha Ravenclaw.
I chuckled at their words and felt a different kind of warmth fill my person.
It wasn’t like the touches of my soulmates, but the fulfillment of friends who understood me when most wouldn’t bother fraternizing with the ‘Horror of Hogwarts’.
Gaia…
I still can’t believe I have friends…
The four of us reached the pitch then, the tall goalposts looming above us like sentinels. Ravenclaw blue was already scattered across the grass, players stretching, laughing, broomsticks in hand. Cho’s entire demeanor shifted, her Alpha pheromones sharpening into competitive focus as she slipped from friend to captain in a heartbeat.
“You’ll see why we’re going to crush Slytherin this year.” Cho said with a glint in her eye before jogging ahead to join her teammates.
Neville, Luna, and I were about to take another step, but we heard a grating voice behind us that stopped us in our tracks…
“What are you doing here, Davies?” The voice sneered as we were pushed to the side.
The four of us stumbled, but I could clearly see who it was now.
“We’re here for Quidditch practice, Flint.” Davies supplied, looking rather unbothered as he continued to stretch. “I booked the pitch for Ravenclaw today if you haven’t already noticed.” He said as the other Ravenclaws and Slytherin players converged on their two captains.
My teeth grinded together as I righted myself and stepped in front of my two friends who looked startled by the sudden appearance of the Slytherin team.
Roger Davies and Marcus Flint were two typical Alpha’s. They were now vying for the same pitch and pushing their thick pheromones at one another as they stood just centimeters apart. Cho was behind the Alpha Ravenclaw captain, while Adrian Pucey - a Beta - was just behind the Alpha Slytherin captain.
Dynamics, pheromones, and puffed-up egos were abound just as they were every other day on the Quidditch pitch…
Even through all the combined scents, I could smell the anxiety-ridden pheromones coming from Neville, but his scent soon calmed when Luna pumped her own Beta pheromones out. She not only soothed the anxious Omega Gryffindor, but also calmed the sharper emotions between the two Quidditch teams.
Shoulders became less tense…
Hackles dropped…
Angry expressions morphed into annoyance…
And the atmosphere - the mood very reminiscent of a frayed rope being held only by a singular strand that would snap at a moment's notice - was no longer taut…
“Easy, Davies…” Flint said with a mischievous, wolfish grin appearing on his face. “I’ve got a note.” He said as he pulled said note out from his Quidditch robes and handed it to Davies.
Davies looked at the note, unraveled it, and his eyebrows furrowed.
I already knew who exactly wrote that note…
“I, Professor Severnia Snape…” Davies read, his posture rigid as his eyes scanned each line. “...do hereby give the Slytherin team permission…” He continued and the Ravenclaw team groaned at the word permission. “...to practice today, owing the need to re-train their seeker.”
“Salazar’s snakes, Sev…” I muttered under my breath as Davies finished reading the note.
I heard another groan that came from Neville and I agreed wholeheartedly with the noise.
“Re-train your seeker?” Davies said, a confused expression now on his face.
“Draco!” Flint barked. “Front and center.” He rumbled and the Slytherin team parted to reveal the Omega Slytherin.
Draco cautiously stepped up to face the Ravenclaw team, broom in hand, and quickly put his cold mask back in place. There was no trace of the discomfort he had shown, had let slip in Dueling class, and now jutted his chin out in defiance. He glared at the Ravenclaw team, his signature sneer making a few take a two steps back, and finally a smirk to round out the show.
The little dragon was now a gaudy peacock.
Merlin, it was textbook pure-blood nonsense.
“Of course it's you, Malfoy.” Cho growled as she showed off her sharp canines.
“That’s right.” Draco said with a little huff. “Professor Snape has seen the… value in investing in me…” He said, that smirk growing even wider. “And so has my Father… See these?” he continued as he held up his sleek black broom and all eyes were drawn to it. “These will be your doom.”
“Bloody hell…” Neville blurted out, his eyes going wide, his jaw proverbially dropping to the grassy floor. “Those are Nimbus 2001s!
“A gift from Draco’s Father.” Flint added as the Slytherin team all held up identical brooms.
“But-But…” Neville stuttered and my one working eye was glaring daggers at Draco.
I was having a difficult time controlling my Alpha pheromones at the moment because of the insufferable twat.
What happened at Dueling class was forgotten and a primal rage had started to simmer in the pit of my stomach.
My Alpha hindbrain battled for dominance - the need to protect my pack all-consuming - but Luna’s hand on my shoulder kept me grounded and present.
“BuT-BuT…” Draco sarcastically mimicked, a horrid expression on his face as the Slytherin team all laughed. “You see Nestling Neville… Unlike some…” He gloated, his eyes moving to me and then back to Neville. “...my Father can afford the best.”
“At least no one on the Ravenclaw team had to buy their way in using Fathers galleons, little dragon.” I growled as my lip curled up to show my sharp incisors and the Ravenclaw team all ‘ooo’d’. “They have talent. And you? You have nothing. Just a boy playing at being whatever his Father wants him to be.” I added with a snarl.
The Omega Slytherin looked truly baffled and at a loss of words.
Draco’s team members looked at him to say something, anything back and the mask he had put back on was already starting to crack once again. My eyes looked to see his hand that was holding his broom was now tightly clenched around the handle and had white knuckles. My eyes discreetly swept to the other one at his side and it was slightly trembling.
What I was impressed by - even thought the bar was in Tartarus - was the Omega Slytherins control on his pheromones. He had previously shown that his control was lacking, so one would think - because of this situation - that the Omega would be broadcasting every emotion he cycled through to the others who were surrounding him.
But…
Draco didn’t secrete them at this moment, which meant the cracks were only superficial…
But how long could the little dragon last?
How long until even the Fates themselves know about who Draco Malfoy really is?
“You- You!” Draco finally said, his voice higher-pitched than normal, his feet carrying him closer to me. “No one asked for your opinion, Mudblood!” He whinged, his face morphing into a horrid sneer.
The growl that came from the depths of my soul after Draco called me that slur had everyone within three meters of me backing up yet again.
I fiercely glared at the Omega Slytherin and when he started to cower…
…Neville stepped up.
The Omega Gryffindor had his wand in his hand and quickly pointed it at Draco.
“You’ll b-bloody pay for that one, Malfoy!” Neville yelled, his cherry wood wand pointed at the Omega Slytherin. “Eat slugs!”
But the hex never hit its target…
Instead, the hex Neville had cast completely backfired in a green light and sent him flying four meters. His back hit the grass of the Quidditch pitch with a THUMP and he groaned in pain. I was sure the Omega Gryffindor let his concentration slip - in his irate state - and had let his magic flow inward instead of outward. This magical loop would then cause a rebound effect and hurt the caster of said spell or hex.
“Oh, no!” Luna gaped as she covered her mouth with her hands.
The Beta Ravenclaw and I sprang into action and immediately were by his side - as fast as my damaged body allowed for - as the Slytherin Quidditch team laughed at his failed attempt at casting a hex.
I heard Cho barking at the Slytherin team and it seemed like a scuffle ensued.
But all my focus was on my packmate.
“Neville? Are you alright?” I asked, concern bleeding through my tone as Luna helped Neville into a sitting position.
The Omega Gryffindor was looking a bit green around the gills and I knew what would happen next.
Neville doubled over with a strangled gag, and to my simultaneous horror and scientific fascination, an iridescent, mucous-coated slug splattered onto the grass. His whole frame shook, anxiety-saturated Omega pheromones pouring off him in a suffocating cloud so thick it made my Alpha instincts bristle with an almost protective compulsion. His eyes watered as more grotesque convulsions wracked his stomach, producing slug after slug in hideous succession, while his trembling hands clutched at the earth as if grounding himself would stop the indignity. Luna, ever ethereal yet profoundly grounded, slid in beside him yet again, her presence no doubt grounding but her Beta pheromones doing far more than words. Soft tendrils of neutral, stabilizing comfort gently tangled with Neville’s storm of panic, dulling the edges of his fear like balm against burned skin.
Oh, Neville…
I forced myself to analyze rather than recoil, the sheer thaumaturgical misalignment of the hex fascinating even in the midst of my friend’s agony, but beneath every lofty consideration - misfiring incantations, unstable magical matrices, improper resonance between intent and execution - there pulsed something simpler…
Primal.
Neville was an Omega in distress, and every cell rooted in my being as an Alpha ached to fix it, my hindbrain trying to push itself to the forefront, though Luna’s quiet strength was already anchoring him with a grace I could only envy.
I looked at Beta Ravenclaw and nodded to Neville.
“I think it would be best if we took Neville to Hagrid.” I suggested as Luna helped the Omega Gryffindor to stand while he started to gag again.
“I think that is a fine idea, Hermione.” Luna responded as I took a hold of Neville's other side. “Hargid would know what to do and we don’t want to get in trouble with the other professors for Neville’s… accident.”
I nodded at Luna’s words.
Hagrid was excellent with these kinds of issues.
And I hadn’t forgotten about my reliably gifted Gryffindor.
Minerva was an option that first popped into my mind - a skilled witch we could turn to - but she was still Deputy Headmistress and a professor bound by her duties. The older Omega had broken enough Hogwarts rules for me, so we would handle this situation with a large wizard who always seemingly toed the line…
But just before we left, I looked back at Cho and the others who were still being brutish.
The situation seemed to evolve and the two Quidditch teams were going at it.
Snapping, growling, puffed up chests, and thick emotion-filled pheromones were prevalent.
Gaia, we don’t need to be swept up in that daft madness…
“Should we let them know we’re leaving?” I asked, raising an eyebrow at the Beta Ravenclaw and securing Neville’s left arm around my shoulder.
This action had a lance of pain coursing down my spine, but I gritted my teeth and bared it for my friend.
“Cho will always know where to find me.” Luna knowingly replied with a small smile, her pale silver-grey eyes fixed on her soulmate who was now snarling in the face of Flint. “She’s so very dreamy, isn’t she? Alpha after my own heart…”
I chuckled and shook my head.
“I think it's you who has lovebugs swirling about your head, Luna.” I teased with a smirk as we started to make our way towards Hagrid's hut.
“Lovebugs?” Luna repeated, eyes now wide, head on a swivel as if she was trying to look for the lovebugs. “Where?!”
“Godric's bloody galleons…” Neville groaned and heaved in that sickly way. “Is now really the time to be all lovey-dovey? I practically-” He tried to continue, heaving again. “-practically have one foot in the veil.”
“Oh, dear…” Luna sadly said. “We’ll have to have your portrait made… Calculate the funeral costs…”
“Don’t forget Neville here will have to put quill to parchment and draft up Wizarding Testament of Legacy.” I continued, overtly faking my sad tone. “We will be in it, right? Of course we will. We’re friends now so I think Luna and I should get an even split of your assets.”
Neville whined at our words while Luna and I laughed.
“Merlin's pants… Might as well bloody be in the veil with how you two are talking…” Neville mumbled as we walked and limped.
After our banter ended, the Omega Gryffindor leaned heavily against Luna and I as we put the Quidditch pitch behind us, his steps unsteady, the remnants of the backfired hex making him gag with every movement. His Omega scent was still sharp with embarrassment and anxiety, curling around him in a way that made me want to shield him all the more fiercely. I kept a steady hold on his person, my Alpha scent pressed close, grounding him with the kind of certainty he could cling to. On his other side, Luna moved like a gentle current, her Beta pheromones spilling out soft and warm, wrapping around Neville until I could feel some of the tension in him ease and ease and ease with each step we took. She whispered odd little comforts that somehow worked, her calm blending seamlessly with my firm support, and together we steadied him as we crossed the grass toward the glow of Hagrid’s hut.
The smell of woodsmoke drifted to us and I knew we were close to our destination.
A few more limped steps…
A few more close slug calls…
And the three of us had finally made it to Hagrid's front door.
I knocked on the door, clanking and clinking reaching my ears, and the shoddy wood door opened wide.
“You three? Again?” Hagrid gruffed, letting out a heavy sigh as his beetle-black eyes landed on a sickly-looking Neville and huffed louder as the Omega gryffindor gagged again. “Well… don’ jus’ stand there… bring the lad in, then…”
Luna and I did as the large Beta said and followed him into his home.
Hagrid’s hut looked the same, but I noticed some more cages hanging from his roof.
I just hope it’s not another baby dragon…
Luna and I sat Neville down on the large wooden furniture that was near the fireplace.
The large Beta had trailed off in a different direction, but my eyes drifted to the fireplace and noticed that no new dragon egg was in the cauldron.
I was thankful, but my eyes got lost in the fires dancing flames and I had to wrench them away.
Not blue…
They're not blue…
Don’t go mad over red flames, Hermione…
I didn’t hyperventilate or break out into a cold sweat, but my leathery skin did tingle because of the flames' closeness…
“Tha’ calls fer a specialist’s kit, tha’ does,” Hagrid rumbled, pulling me out of my muddled thoughts. The large’ Beta handed the sickly-looking Omega Gryffindor a pail and dropped himself into the chair across from us. “Nothin’ ter do but wait till it stops, I’m ‘fraid.” He added with a sigh and watched with concern as Neville threw up another slug.
Luna was still comforting the Omega Gryffindor while my hand was gently patting him on the back.
"It' s better to get it all out than keep it in, you know?” Luna airily said as he wretched again. “Good, good… You’re doing very good, Neville.”
“An’ who was Neville tryin’ ter hex, then?” Hagrid asked, his beetle-black eyes shifting over to my person.
“Draco Malfoy.” I growled, my body becoming rigid as I uttered his name. “He hissed some… unsavory things and Neville tried to protect my honor.”
“He called you a horrid slur, Hermione.” Luna chimed in, leaning over so we were staring at each other. “No matter what he might be going through, no matter how hard his battle is, his trauma is no excuse for hurting others and yet he continually does so.” She calmly stated and continued in a voice that wasn’t quite hers, her eyes going slightly white. “The moon will try to blot out the sun, but the sun will always rise in the east… Daughter of the sun… Do not allow the night to snuff out your light.”
The Beta Ravenclaw’s eyes returned to their normal pale-silver, but her words took root in my very soul.
My body felt hotter.
My fingertips flickered with golden light.
Daughter of the sun…
An ominous title that keeps popping up…
“Wise words from our very own Luna Lovegood.” Hagrid gruffed, but a smile was on his face. “Spooky, but wise, tha’ is.”
“Thats- Thats our, Luna.” Neville mumbled, looking up from the pail to give Hagrid a small smile.
“’Ear, ’ear!” Hagrid boomed, raising an imaginary tankard of butterbeer, then his eyes settled back on my person and turned serious again. “Don’ yeh go takin’ what Mr. Malfoy says ter heart. Pure-bloods… well… they reckon they’re better’n the lot of us. But who’s ter say if any of ’em are really still ‘pure’? Funny thought, tha’.” He said while letting out a low chuckle before carrying on. “An’ he isn’ even right! He don’ know it, but those who knew yer mum sure know. Those who cared ter remember Lily Granger. Half-blood, she was, an’ she didn’ give a lick ’bout any o’ tha’ blood-supremacist rubbish. A real amazin’ witch, yer mum was.”
“I know you’ve talked about it before with us Hermione…” Neville started, the backfired slug hex haven almost completely worn off, his hands still gripping the pail. “...but why does no one know? Isn’t that a bit mad?”
“Hagrid?” I said, nodding to the large Beta to answer.
Hagrid nodded with a smile.
“Miss Granger don’ advertise, so tha’ plays a part, but think.” Hagrid said while tapping his head. “Use yer noggin. Loads an’ loads o’ witches an’ wizards graduate Hogwarts every year. Lily Granger was jus’ one witch - one half-blood witch - outta many. Can yeh remember every single name o’ the witches an’ wizards even a year ahead o’ yeh?” He explained, posing a well thought out question for my friends and I.
“That… That makes sense.” Neville replied and Luna nodded along with his words.
“I’m a half-blood, but a Muggleborn at heart.” I confidently said, my chest puffed out in pride, the memory of saying these exact words to Luna and Neville pushing to the forefront of my mind. “I’m from House Slytherin and I’m proud of my Muggle heritage. The Grangers' will is strong. Innumerabilis. Retendo. Continuus.”
(Unbowed. Unbent. Unbroken.)
Salazar Slytherin would no doubt roll in his grave and rage in his portrait if he heard my sacrilegious words…
The large Beta let out a very loud, bellied laugh.
“Fancy yerself a pure-blood, Miss Granger?” Hagrid said as his laugh tapered off. “Come up with a House motto on the spot, did yeh?” He asked, a mischievous grin now on his face.
Neville coughed and Luna giggled, while I now sported a wolfish grin of my own.
“Who knows?” I responded with a light shrug. “Gaia, maybe the Fates will make me one of them just to spite the right gits.”
The four of us all roared into laughter at my joke and I felt lighter for it.
But…
My mind clung to the golden light I had produced.
I myself had done it twice now - albeit at different strengths - and I wondered how everything connected…
Nausea bloomed in the pit of my stomach and I feared danger lurked around the corner…
It always did…
Always around me, myself, and I…
Chapter 40: Chapter 40
Summary:
Ginny gets some alone time with this new and peculiar journal...
Chapter Text
POV: Ginny
The sun had just set, night was just around the corner, and I was in my bed.
But…
My brain kept going back to what happened in Diagon Alley…
I was frankly…
…embarrassed.
My twit of a brother is always embarrassing me!
“UGH!” I yelled into my pillow, hoping none of my fellow Gryffindors heard me.
Stupid family…
Stupid Ron…
It was already bad enough that Daddy had insisted on taking us to Diagon Alley while we were still in school, making us trudge along like we were little children being paraded around for the neighbors. But no, he just had to pick a fight with Mr. Malfoy, right there in Flourish & Blotts. All the bookshop's goods glittered with promise, and there I was, listening to my father bellow about ‘standing his ground’ while Malfoy smirked like a snake who’d caught his canary for the day.
Morgana’s tits, they're all moronic, the lot of them…
“Mr. Malfoy.” I whispered, the name sending a shiver down my spine.
The man was terrifying, all pale disdain and cutting words, the kind of Alpha who carried danger in his stillness. Standing there in the bookshop, the air had practically hummed with his authority, even before he sneered at Daddy. The memory made me flinch now, pressing the pillow tighter to my face.
Daddy had puffed himself up, Ron had sputtered like an idiot, and I - Merlin help me - I had stood there frozen, cheeks burning, wishing I could vanish right into the veil.
“At least the twins aren’t prats…” I mumbled while shaking my head.
My family was truly disastrous, but...
I still couldn’t get over the way Daddy had acted.
Even though we were poor because of his gambling addiction, he had this delusional idea that we were better than everyone else. That the Weasley name still meant something. He treated everyone with disdain, always sneering at someone’s coat or broom or the way they carried themselves.
It was why he fought Mr. Malfoy.
He was jealous.
Plain and simple.
He was jealous of the Malfoy name and how they were still a prominent House in the Sacred Twenty-Eight.
It made Daddy angry…
And when he was angry…
He’d come home and yell at Mummy for the smallest things, like she wasn’t good enough to clean properly or cook well enough or that she didn’t raise us kids right…
I hated seeing Mummy like that.
She was an amazing Mummy, amazing Omega, and was always there for me even when I didn’t think I needed her help.
She tried to smile through it all, tried to make the house feel safe, but I could see the exhaustion in her eyes.
And I didn’t know what to do.
How could I help her when - every day that I wasn’t at Hogwarts - felt like a fight just to survive Daddy’s temper?
Screaming…
Broken things…
Bruises…
I never did want to go back home for the summer and I felt awful for it…
And then there was…
“...Hermione.” I whispered, her name rolling off my tongue as if I was speaking the gods' names themselves.
The witch who was always rattling around in my stupid brain…
My eyes always followed after her.
She had scars but still looked like a sculpted goddess, the green of her Slytherin tie was always vivid against her pitch-black robes, my hands itching to run though her thick brown curls, and I would do anything to get a peek at her nude body…
“Merlin’s balls…” I grumbled, my brain to damn horny right now. “Too much pining…”
Everyone shunned Hermione at school though.
Everyone whispered about the ‘Horror of Hogwarts’.
But I couldn’t take my eyes off her when she was near.
The dreamy Alpha had metaphorically stood taller than Daddy and literally was taller than Ron. She was brave and unyielding even when Ron was screeching insults at her. She now fought back against Draco’s wankerness and I swooned at the protective growl she makes when people try to hurt her new friends.
Why couldn’t I be her friend…
It was like- like she’d been forged in fire and refused to break.
Not bloody at all like me…
She was…
Enticing.
Taboo.
I turned on my side, curling my knees up to my chest, ashamed of the warmth that crept over me at all of these thoughts.
It wasn’t normal to think of a girl like that.
Especially not her.
A Slytherin Alpha, the kind of witch my family spat on.
And yet…
…I admired her.
I wanted to know what it was like to stand near her, to hear her rumbly voice directed at me instead of at Loon- Luna and Neville.
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to shove the thought away.
Daddy would lose his mind if he knew.
Ron would mock me endlessly, call me a freak, and maybe do worse.
And Mummy…
Poor Mummy…
She already had so much to bloody bear.
I didn’t want to add more to her burdens.
A sound rustled at the foot of my bed.
I sat up, heart jumping, only to see the small pile of my school things where I had dropped them after Diagon Alley. My cauldron sat half-spilled open, ragged books and tomes leaning against one another.
Something had slid loose from between them.
Frowning, I leaned over and picked it up.
A book?
No…
Not quite a book.
It looked more like a journal.
It was slim, leather-bound, worn smooth as though countless hands had passed over it.
But there was no title.
No author’s name.
Just a dark cover, faintly warm beneath my fingertips.
But there was a…
Crest?
There was something on the cover.
Small and unassuming in the top right corner.
My eyes squinted to see it, but it looked like two G’s?
I couldn’t really tell because it was so worn.
Curiosity prickled through me.
I flipped it open.
Blank pages.
All of them.
I thumbed through the whole thing twice, even shook it, half-expecting something to slip out.
Nothing.
Just empty parchment.
My brows knit together.
Where did this come from?
I remembered Mr. Malfoy.
His hand brushing the rim of my cauldron and that faint smirk on his face.
Had he?
A shiver ran down my spine.
It felt wrong to even hold it.
But at the same time…
…the weight of it drew me in.
It was just a journal, wasn’t it?
And yet my hand wouldn’t let go.
I set it on my lap and stared at the first page.
The parchment gleamed faintly in the candlelight.
Waiting.
My quill was still on my bedside table, along with a half-empty bottle of ink.
Almost without thinking, I dipped the nib and pressed it to the page and wrote my name.
- Ginevra Molly Weasley
I waited and waited and waited like a stupid moron for something to happen, but nothing did.
I was just about to close the journal…
Until…
Two words sprouted underneath mine and my heart beat faster against my chest.
- Hello, darling.
The words beautifully scribbled into the parchment, black strokes standing bold.
Great steaming cauldron of piss…
My eyes widened and my body froze.
And then…
The letters faded.
As though drunk down into the page…
My breath caught.
The parchment was blank again…
No name.
No words.
Just…
…blank.
Chapter 41: Chapter 41
Summary:
Minerva and Hermione decide to have some fun in the Muggle world, but of course, trouble finds them and a fun night out turns into a test for survival...
Chapter Text
TW: Blood, gore, murder, attempted rape.
Night had already draped its moonlight over Muggle London, the rain turning streets into mirrors reflecting the kaleidoscope of neon signs, streetlamps, and shop windows.
I had forgotten the sight and I lulled into a nostalgic state.
The city thrummed with energy…
The distant roar of buses…
The low hum of traffic…
And the occasional laughter of Muggles whose sociological hierarchy seemed dictated by attire, posture, and gait. A subtle Alpha-Beta-Omega dynamic existed even among them, visible in subtle gestures - the way one person deferred to another at a bar, or how groups naturally sorted themselves around perceived authority.
I instinctively noted it.
Minerva walked beside me, her auburn-hued hair - Polyjuice-transformed - shimmering in the dim streetlights that flickered every so often.
My own disguise, the features of a Muggle acquaintance my parents had known and conjured from my memory of the past, felt slightly alien against my face…
…but effective all the same.
Polyjuice potion, as always, remained a marvel of the wizarding world. It replicated not only physical appearance but even voice and mannerisms. Most importantly, it allowed us to exist invisibly within the technological framework of the Muggle world. Cameras, scanners, and sensors - rudimentary by magical standards - simply read our altered forms as ordinary humans.
Muggle technology operated on physical parameters…
Visible spectrum.
Auditory perception.
Basic biometrics.
Magic, however, interferes with Muggle technology by creating patterns their systems cannot interpret.
It’s as if a corrupted software update rewrote the operating system, turning programs into nonsensical gibberish. Therefore, while spells like Disillusionment or Silencing work in magical contexts, Muggle devices remain oblivious to magical concealment - usually ending up in injury of both the caster and the technology that was nearby - and are incompatible because of their respective natures.
One is made by the hands of man…
…and the other was given to us by the gods above.
Even though most spit upon the old ways…
Polyjuice, by fundamentally altering physical reality, renders us compatible with both worlds.
Potions were a gateway to the Muggle word if a witch or wizard desired to experience a culture that was a mirror of our own…
I glanced at Minerva, sensing a tension beneath her innate composure.
“Are you certain we should be doing this?” I asked, my Alpha instincts tingling, my voice carrying the cadence of authority, but softened as I fully looked at my soulmate.
Minerva’s shoulders lifted in a faint shrug, her hand brushing mine in a tentative, almost shy gesture.
Warmth splayed across my skin and I positively rumbled at the light touch.
“Hermione, mo ghràidh, our respective obligations have ensnared us both. You said as much in my chambers. You with your relentless intellectual pursuits and hard fought battles, I with… my duties to Hogwarts and its students. It does not help that we are aware of our doves, of Mrs. Malfoy’s circumstances, and can do nothing about it. Merlin kens howfur absolutely infuriated we baith are… howfur gey crabbit at th' Fates fur playing thair pure nasty games… But… ” She said, calming herself, her thick accent receding. “The strain is mutual, and tonight, we require a temporary respite from our stress and duties.”
I hesitated.
My mind catalogued every potential risk…
Violating the Muggle Protection Act…
Infracting on the International Statute of Wizarding Secrecy law…
Or compromising our Polyjuice identities…
Yet the argument still resonated within me.
As Minerva’s Alpha, the one who was supposed to be in tune with her needs, I recognized the necessity of facilitating an Omega’s comfort and emotional equilibrium.
And even recognized the same for me as well.
The trip to Diagon Alley had been out of necessity not leisure.
“Salazar, alright.” I conceded. “But if even one daft moron touches you…” I growled, my protective instinct in perfect form as we walked and limped along.
The older Omega allowed herself a faint, almost imperceptible smile at my words.
“Cuimhnich, is mise do Omega, mo ghràidh... “ Minerva said in her mother tongue. “I am sure nothing will happen, my savage Slytherin.” She confidently continued as she patted my clothed arm. “Or have you forgotten who I am? Forgotten who you are to me?” She continued, her voice now a low purr. “It will be fine. We are merely to experience the Muggle world and partake for a night. Narcissa remains beyond our immediate reach… that is undeniable. Too many moving parts. Too many risks to either people we care about or our dove herself. We wait for the opportune moment to strike. We have that in common, do we not? Lion and snake…”
(Remember, I am your Omega, my dear.)
I inclined my head, acquiescing.
“Indeed, my glorious Gryffindor.” I agreed, my mind quickly going to Mrs. Malfoy, but then I shook my head to clear the rage building in me. “Still… I’ve harbored a… small curiosity regarding Muggle nightclubs. I’ve wanted to see one firsthand.” I inconspicuously explained, my eyes no longer meeting hers and my cheeks now slightly red.
Minerva’s eyes narrowed in mock suspicion, but the corners of her lips betrayed amusement at my admission.
A lesbian at heart I will always be…
“A den of sensual rhythmic movement, overstimulation, no doubt many many different types of Muggle drugs and… you wish to enter willingly?” Minerva huffed as she raised one eyebrow at me.
“Yes?” I replied, my words wavering, but I coughed to cover up uncertainty. “It's just curiosity. I’m an intellectual afterall…”
The older Omega regarded me thoughtfully.
The pause stretched and I roughly swallowed.
Shite…
Am I in trouble, danger, or both?
“Hellfire and brimstone… Very well, Hermione.” Minerva finally said, nodding as she laced our fingers together, and that warmth from earlier reached my very soul. “I will satisfy your curiosity, but no funny business tonight.”
I mirrored the older Omega’s posture as we ventured further into London’s nocturnal labyrinth.
The rain-washed streets glimmered with the reflections of neon signs casting fractal patterns across cobblestones.
The city was alive with a thousand Muggle cues that played out in real time.
I observed them and my mind quietly cataloged everything my one good eye could see.
The smell of cigarette smoke in the air.
The red, double-decker night buses I had briefly seen before.
Neon signs that flashed in vibrant colors.
Taxis that dutifully bustled and picked up passengers on the side of the road that had whistled for them.
Pubs that were busy and full with roaring life.
And street performers that were varied, but entertaining nonetheless.
So many years…
So many versions of Muggle London seen only through pages in a book…
…but Minerva and I were here now.
We were here and I planned to enjoy the city my parents loved.
And the older Omega and I did so.
We took our time.
Enjoyed one another's company.
And basked our unified love.
Then we arrived.
The line outside the nightclub stretched around the corner, a serpentine display of anticipation and performative hierarchy.
Neon lettering flickered…
The End.
Beneath it, smaller letters delineated the address…
18 West Central Street, West End, London.
Even from this distance, the music vibrated against my ribcage: heavy bass, relentless percussion, the acoustic signal of a Muggle cultural epicenter.
“It appears… influential…” Minerva observed, her voice a blend of curiosity and reticence
I wolfishly grinned and gently squeezed the older Omega’s hand.
“Indeed. From my research - and yes that means that copious amounts of reading were involved - it’s a booming business for Muggles that want to let go. But… We have to be vigilant. Homophobia is rampant and you know the injustices our community has faced and still faces around the globe, Muggle or not.” I whispered, my voice low as I leaned so my lips were at Minerva’s ear.
“Aye, that I do, Hermione.” Minerva whispered, her voice now thick with emotion, her mind no doubt occupied with memories of her past. “That I do…”
Cautiously, Minerva and I got into the long line and started to wait to get into the new place we had found ourselves at. All sorts of people were in front and behind us, the line slowly moving forward, and I found myself looking forward to letting go of my worries for the night.
This was indeed my idea, but my trepidation had won out for a moment.
But, as always, the older Omega who I loved, had been there to soothe my nerves.
Minutes passed in line.
The music’s vibrations transmitted through the soles of our shoes, the noise getting louder and louder, a physical reminder of the Muggle club’s distance closing in. Patrons jostled for position, their dynamics and hindbrains coming to the forefront, small packs getting antsy at the wait, but excitement and anticipation were the strongest scents in the air.
Polyjuice ensured we were perceived as ordinary humans, our magical identities cloaked beneath a convincing Muggle veneer, and no one seemed to notice anything out of the ordinary.
Thank Gaia for small favors…
Finally, Minerva and I reached the front. A burly, Muggle Alpha - a bouncer - peered down at us with practiced scrutiny. Minerva straightened, her Omega aura subtly suppressed, radiating calm compliance rather than fear. I mirrored her composure, my Alpha confidence projecting authority tempered with social tact.
“ID.” The man demanded, hand extended, his eyes drifting toward my Omega’s cleavage.
I snarled at the action and the Alpha bouncer's eyes snapped to mine.
I gave the bouncer a deathly glare and pushed my Alpha pheromones out.
He stiffened in response, but didn’t act.
Instead, the Alpha bouncer sniffed the air and his posture relaxed.
He nodded at me, recognizing our intermingled scents, and I knew he realized his mistake.
Minerva was mine.
Claimed.
Not for the taking no matter what laws were in place.
Minerva retrieved her carefully forged credentials and I did the same.
The bouncer's eyes flicked over our persons, this time in accordance with his job, and nodded once more.
The End was open to Minerva and I.
We both crossed the entrance and were assaulted by the ongoings of the nightclub.
Inside, the music surged, a tidal wave of rhythm and amplified energy that flowed through my very bones. Multicolored lights cut through the dim interior, illuminating faces and shifting shadows that danced to the beat of the song. The crowd moved in synchrony, bodies swaying as if in a trance.
It was a fluid ecosystem that was a polar opposite to our Yule Ball.
I allowed a small laugh, rare and unburdened, to escape.
Minerva’s lips twitched at the corner.
“This place is… exhilarating.” I admitted, letting the cadence of the music envelop me, the physicality of the club’s chaos a salve against the relentless tension that I thought was permanent.
The old Omega nodded, scanning the room.
“Aye, but let us exercise caution, mo ghràidh. We are outsiders, despite appearances.” Minerva lowly said as we gravitated toward the walls of the nightclub.
Patience and lethality…
…right, Minerva?
I stepped closer, lowering my voice to match hers.
“A-nochd, Minerva, tha sinn an seo. Chan ann anns na craiceann againn fhèin, ach mar dhaoine air an toirt air falbh bhon t-saoghal draoidheil. Tha na riaghailtean air am fàgail, ged a-mhàin airson greis ghoirid. Leigamaid leinn an oidhche a mhealtainn mar gum biodh i ar n-uaire mu dheireadh.” I rumbled, my words in Minerva's mother tongue, voice lowered to match her own.
(Tonight, Minerva, we’re here. Not in our own skins, but as people removed from the wizarding world. The rules are suspended, if only briefly. Let's savor the night as if it's our last.)
The older Omega’s eyes met mine, sharp, calculating, then softened.
”One night.” Minerva rescinded, our bodies moving ever so close.
No one noticed.
No one cared…
…for the moment.
But the heat between us was exponentially rising.
“One night. Understood. But for now… we just… enjoy.” I responded, smirked, and wrapped my hands around Minerva’s waist so our bodies were flush.
“Och, I thought I said no funny business?” Minerva purred, our eyes interlocked. “Is this when the enjoyment starts?”
“This is when the fun starts.” I husked, my lips drifting their way to the older Omega’s neck and kissing her pulse point.
“And I am supposed to have fun…” Minerva whispered, her tone that of a siren calling to a sailor out at sea. “...with you?”
I growled, the sound coming from low in my stomach, and sent vibrations through our bodies..
“Always with me.” I replied, my tone brokering no argument.
“Then would you like to dance?” Minerva asked, her eyes flicking toward the mass of bodies that were doing just that.
“I would love to.” I answered.
The older Omega and I moved towards the dance floor with the intention to dance the night away.
The dancefloor of The End was nothing less than a chaotic symphony: bass thrummed like the heartbeat of some colossal beast, the DJ stitched together a mosaic of sound that collided and crashed and yet somehow made sense in my mind. The Muggle strobe lights were more prominent here and cut the dark into jagged shapes, illuminating sweat-slick skin, sharp cheekbones, strangers pressed against one another in a sort of desperate communion. The air itself reeked of pheromones, alcohol, and faint cigarette smoke that clung even here despite the club’s attempts to suppress it.
Maybe I can let go tonight…
As Minerva and I slipped into the throng, bodies brushed against us in accidental touches—elbows, shoulders, the occasional bold hand. But they melted away quickly, instinctively aware of my presence. Their senses whispered, eyes briefly looking over my person, even if they did not consciously recognize it.
And then there was Minerva….
The older Omega was beside me and was restrained elegance personified, yet something molten lurked beneath her composure.
The first beat dropped, and Minerva turned to face me fully. Her fingers, deceptively delicate, hooked into my belt as though tethering herself.
“You lead.” Minerva softly said, challenge tucked into the curve of her lips.
My breath caught.
Minerva had no idea what she was inviting….
…or perhaps she did.
I slid my palm along her waist, pulling her into my orbit, fitting the older Omega’s spine flush against my chest. The warmth we shared surged with the beat of our own hearts. She gasped softly - barely audible under the thrum of bass - but I felt it more than heard it. That sharp intake of breath was as much music to me as what pounded through the speakers. Her hips moved first, swaying in time with the rhythm, but I caught her tempo and deepened it, pressing her lower back into me, grounding her movements in my control. Together we began a dance that was not simply a dance, but a wordless dialogue between two mates who were no longer bound by the stress of life.
“Minerva…” I breathed into her hair, my lips grazing the delicate shell of her ear. “Do you realize you’re playing with fire?”
“Fire? Och, more like an ember, hm?” Minerva teased, her voice trembling with both mirth and arousal.
“Yes.” I rumbled as I tightened my grip on Minerva’s hip until she shuddered. “The inevitable pull toward chaos. You move, I follow. I move, you answer. Every system collapses, my Omega, and tonight… Tonight it collapses into me.”
The older Omega laughed, low and sinful, the sound threads wrapping around me and making my very skin tingle.
“Ever the scholar, even when seducing, handsome.” Minerva purred, my cock becoming hard with the grinding and new nickname.
“Handsome? No, mo ghràidh? Trying something new?” I murmured, my hands roaming her body as my lips nipped at her neck.
“I decided to venture into new territory…” Minerva answered, her own hands coming to rest on top of my own. “Do you enjoy the masculinity? Or would you rather something else?”
“I like it.” I growled in response and my Omega purred in delight.
Minerva drew me closer, anchoring me, while her body rolled sensually against mine. The Omega in her responded instinctively to my dominance, yet she wielded her own quiet form of control. Every flick of her hips was a test, every tilt of her head an unspoken dare. The crowd around us faded, blurred into irrelevance. There was only Minerva’s warmth, her scent - dew from an early morning rain and parchment, now spiked with the heady sweetness of Omega pheromones released under duress and desire. The fragrance cut through the acrid cocktail of sweat and smoke like truth through falsehood.
I pressed my lips to the bare curve of her shoulder and my sharp canines delicately pierced the skin.
Not enough to draw blood…
…but enough to draw pleasure.
“Do you feel that? Every Alpha in this room salivates for you. Every Beta covets you. Every Omega wants to be you. Yet you are here… with me. You’re mine and I’m yours. I have no issue with showing that to the bodies that surround us.” I husked, my hands roughly moving as the music increased.
“Arrogant Alpha.” Minerva whispered, though her voice wavered on the edge of a salacious moan.
“Absolute Alpha.” I corrected as I let my tongue slowly drag against the marks I had made. “Affectionate Alpha. Able Alpha…” I rasply drawled as I punctuated my words by letting her bottom feel just how able I was.
The older Omega experienced a full-body shiver at my action and I slyly smirk under the guise of shadow.
But…
Time blurred.
Time blurred the lines of what was and what is.
One piece of music bled into another.
We were no longer simply moving to the rhythm.
Minerva and I were the rhythm.
The older Omega’s body impossibly molded to mine, pliant yet resistant in the way only Minerva could be - yielding where she wished, iron where she chose. My hands roamed - down her arm, across her hip, curving along her thigh through the thin material of her dress. Every touch was met with a sharp intake of breath, every calculated pressure answered by a subtle shiver.
“OI, LET’S GET MOVIN’, YEAH? SHOW THE LADIES SOME RESPECT AN’ SOME PROPER LOVE!” The DJ bellowed while seamlessly transitioning into another song.
What is love~
At this song, Minerva spun to face me, her body flush against mine, our noses nearly touching. Her pupils were blown wide, her lips parted.
The older Omega tilted her chin up.
“Prove it.” Minerva purred, her emerald-green eyes sparkling in the nightclub light.
I didn’t kiss Minerva…
Not yet.
Instead, I cupped the Older Omega’ jaw firmly, tilting her head just so, forcing her to meet my eyes even as the strobes painted us in fractured light.
“Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe , Minerva McGonagall…” I said in a low growl. “...I love you so bloody much.”
What is love~
Baby don’t hurt~
Don’t hurt me~
No more~
“Godric… And I love you, Hermione Granger.” Minerva breathily replied, her eyes fluttering closed as our lips tentatively brushed one another's.
It wasn’t a grand gesture.
But…
Minerva and I sealed our love with a kiss that held our feelings for one another.
We inhaled one another's scents and basked in our union.
The spell broke only when the older Omega pulled back with a whine that I so desperately wanted to kiss away.
“Perhaps a drink?” Minerva murmured, her breathing labored not from lack of oxygen, but from the pure…
…want.
My ears, now taking in the nightclubs sounds once more, heard the music and the people around us.
What is love~
Baby don’t hurt~
Don’t hurt me~
No more~
Reluctantly, I let Minerva pull me from the trance of our dance, weaving through the crowd toward the bar.
But before we reached it…
A large shadow loomed.
A heavy hand tapped Minerva’s shoulder and she stiffened in response, her Omega instincts immediately prickling at the touch of another.
I turned sharply, baring my teeth in a primal growl.
The man towering before us was enormous - broad-shouldered, thick-necked, dressed in a pristine black suit that stretched taut across his frame.
His scent hit me first and the sound drowned out yet again.
Pungent.
Acrid.
Drenched in the unmistakable musk of an Alpha.
An aggressive one.
The Alpha was already pushing his pheromones towards us and it felt uncomfortably oppressive.
“You two, you kom wit’ mee… Now.” The burly man said, his Albanian accent thick, his voice carrying the weight of command meant to compel submission.
Minerva tilted her head subtly toward the lounge he gestured to. There, sprawled on a large piece of furniture like a grotesque parody of a king, sat a balding, portly man in a gaudy Muggle tracksuit. A white powder dusted the edges of his nostrils, and he laughed wetly as he snorted this powder from the glass table before him. Around him perched women in revealing dresses, their eyes glassy with substances or disinterest, and flanking them stood more suited men.
No doubt security like the stone gargoyles at Hogwarts.
Armed security.
The man in the tracksuit’s gaze was fixed, not on me, but on Minerva.
Hunger radiated from where the man sat, a predator’s interest cloaked in avarice.
I felt fury ignite in my chest, hot and immediate.
My hand twitched toward my holstered wand.
My actions were oh so very reminiscent of that night in the Forbidden Forest, but Severnia’s wise words didn’t reach me at this moment.
I didn’t care if there were Muggles all around.
I didn’t even care if I could magic because of the technology abound in this nightclub.
I wanted…
BLOOD.
I am going to burn this piece of shite to ash for looking at Minerva with those beady eyes of his!
I am going to rend his pathetic cock from his person and shove it down his throat!
I was about to…
But the older Omega’s hand slid into mine and she squeezed.
Minerva’s body pressed against mine in what looked like a lover’s gesture but was, in truth, a warning and her fingers traced a subtle pattern against my palm.
Weapons. Too many. Not here.
It was message that got my attention.
My jaw clenched and my nostrils flared.
Every fiber of me screamed to destroy this vile arse.
Yet I forced myself to breathe, to submit to Minerva’s wisdom…
…for now.
The older Omega leaned in and my fury cooled at her grounding voice.
“Och, chan ann an seo, mo ghràidh. Bidh sinn a’ feitheamh agus ag obair nuair a bhios barrachd fiosrachaidh againn. Feumaidh sinn a bhith dìomhair. Bi làidir dhomh, mas e do thoil e.” Minerva whispered in her mother tongue, her lips at my ear, as she pressed a featherlight kiss under my ear lobe and clarified the situation for me in my angry state.
(Och, not here, my dear. We will bide our time and act once we have more information. We need to be discreet. Be strong for me please.)
I nodded once, curtly, still glaring daggers at the slob who dared to even perceive Minerva.
“Air a thuigsinn.” I responded in kind through gritted teeth, my voice low but dangerous. “Cluichidh sinn còmhla.”
(Understood. We’ll play along.)
And together, hand in hand, we followed the brute through the oblivion crowd…
Toward the lounge…
Toward the portly man’s hungry gaze…
Gaia…
Lend me your strength…
The pulsating bass of the music seemed to seep into my very bones in a different way, vibrating through me with every step we took…
Minerva stepped.
I limped.
And on and on it went…
The nightclub club, a cavernous space lit with strobing violet and amber lights, obscured the lounge from most patrons, but I could just make out the figure in the middle flanked by his entourage. From here, he seemed larger than life and more grotesque than any man should be.
My Alpha instincts bristled and the scent of his arrogance hit me like a physical force.
Minerva’s hand in mine felt like a lifeline.
The older Omega’s warmth steadied me, even as I suppressed a growl of my own, a low vibration I allowed to shiver through both our bodies, a reminder that I was not powerless.
Yet, I could sense Minerva’s tension, subtle but undeniable, and I knew she felt trapped in her own way, a prey surrounded by predators.
Minerva and I were ushered forward, the brute’s hands on our elbows, firm and unyielding. Every muscle in my body screamed to resist, to launch forward and strike like the Slytherin I was, but the glance Minerva shot me was enough.
Discretion first.
Strategy first.
Survival first.
Magic was an undeniable gift, but humans tended to evolve in a way that scared the wizarding world.
Swords.
Technology.
Guns.
Atomic bombs.
Killing instruments that became more grand than the last.
Merlin…
Just how much can we destroy?
My magic angrily thrummed at the thought and my broken magic core throbbed in protest.
It pathetically puttered.
Merlin-be-damned!
Everything is working against me…
Three cracks, one mended by my Omega’s love, pulsed painfully at the attempt.
It was a stark reminder of where we were and my own limitations.
I cursed myself silently, imagining the Legilimency I would’ve had at my disposal if my core were whole.
It didn’t matter anyways…
Put it out of your mind, Hermione…
Magic was cleverness as much as raw power, but I was more than my magical capability.
I had proved that since my enrollment at Hogwarts.
I had proved that to those who mocked me.
I had proved that in the Forbidden Forest.
And I had proved that to Cirihtor.
As the music faded into the background, the lounge loomed ahead, elevated slightly from the dance floor, an invisible wall letting anyone outside see the predators within. Minerva’s emerald-green eyes flicked toward it, assessing, calculating, every subtle movement broadcast in silent communication. The man, the false king, sat at the center and on a very expensive looking piece of furniture as he sniffed some white powder on the glass table that was in front of him. Around him, a cluster of women laughed and leaned in, clearly uncomfortable with their own presence, while security scanned the crowd with predatory attention.
My senses flared…
They weren’t merely watching us, but testing us, sniffing for any sign of rebellion.
But the portly man's eyes…
His eyes were still fixed on her.
My Minerva.
Lustful.
Predatory.
Absolutely revolting.
This man saw her as a piece of meat he could hunt and have.
I wanted to tear his throat out with my teeth.
I could just deftly swipe one of their weapons…
My Alpha pheromones began to flare, thoughts of ending this dredge, but…
Minerva’s subtle squeeze and warmth grounded me, her thumb brushed the back of mine, and I understood.
Not yet.
The older Omega’s gaze flicked briefly and cataloged the weapons all of them had.
Taking a stand here, trying to fight toe-to-toe with trained Muggles, would end very badly for the both of us.
I saw what Minerva saw.
A knife tucked in one guard’s waistband.
A pistol gleamed under another’s jacket.
The brute in front of us carried a gun too, bulging beneath the fabric of his jacket, and in a holster similar to my own that held my wand.
My Omega was a strategist in her own right.
Minerva had lived through war before me and knew survival meant patience.
But oh, patience was a pyre inside me and it had been roaring since the Alpha guard had approached us as we danced…
The brute pushed aside the rope and we were ushered into the lion’s den.
The portly man leaned back where he sat, scratching one of the woman's exposed thighs, his lips curling around a grin that made my stomach roil.
“Vell, vell…” The man said, his accent Eastern European, dulled by too much white powder and alcohol he had been consuming before we entered. “Luk vhat ve haf here. A pretty leetle bird…” He continued, his eyes never leaving Minerva’s person. “…an’ her guard dog. Velcome! Velcome! I am Beta Bujar Çela… but ju can call me Bee-sha!
(Bisha - The Beast.)
I snarled before I could stop myself.
Low.
Guttural.
Savage.
Once again, my Alpha pheromones flared, but his guards suppressed me with their own pungent Alpha pheromones and I shrunk back. The onslaught was horrendous, my nose and dynamic violently reacting as if I was being burned alive, while Minerva imperceptibly stiffened beside me.
At this moment…
I felt like a failure.
Cirihtor’s words may have been to reduce me to feeble and weak witch, but I felt them deeply now.
The words carved themselves felt like they were being carved into my very soul each time I failed to act.
The portly Beta’s grin widened, amused.
“Feesty.” Bisha said, shifting forward, his belly straining against the table. “I like feesty. But I like delicate bettah.”
Bisha’s gaze slid back to Minerva and undressed my soulmate in front of me.
I was going to burn him alive…
…and I didn’t care if this entire nightclub burned down with him.
Shite, shite, SHITE!
Maybe I could push myself…
Conjure a spark…
Something…
I need something…
But again…
Minerva’s fingers tightened around my own and that warmth we shared replaced the guards' sharp scents.
The older Omega’s eyes caught mine, steady and unafraid.
Minerva was still telling me to wait.
Salazar’s snakes, this is mad…
I swallowed the fire, but it tasted like blood.
The Alpha brute motioned for us to sit.
The portly Beta leaned forward, white powder drifting from his nose, and smiled wide at us.
“You vill join me, yess? Drink, conssume, maybe morr.” Bisha said, his gaze raking over Minerva again, oily and obscene. “After all… de night is lonk, yess?”
My Alpha thrashed inside me now and my hindbrain sent every single signal to my brain that we needed to eliminate this horrid threat. The need pressed against the broken edges of my magic and begged to be unleashed. I wanted to hex or jinx him into oblivion, to incant every curse I’d ever studied, to see his blood paint the very piece of furniture he sat on.
But, at this moment, no wand would help me.
Then it happened.
The portly Beta lifted a hand - fat fingers jeweled with rings - gestured toward Minerva.
I could see a tattoo there, but was not familiar with the meaning.
Gaia, I need to read more about nuanced Muggle culture as a whole…
It appeared to be a bird, wings spread wide, and it had two heads that faced away from one another.
“Come closerr, beerrd. Lemme see dose beautiful grreen eyes of yourrs.” Bisha commanded, as his eyes twinkled in excitement.
The women around the portly Beta nervously giggled.
Minerva froze and her instincts seemed to scream to resist the Bisha’s advances.
I tensed beside my soulmate…
…anger and protectiveness at the forefront of my mind.
I clenched my jaw, my wand itching to be set free.
My mind raced through spells - Stupefy, Impedimenta, Expelliarmus, Sectumsempra - but each potential solution had to be weighed against the situation we now found ourselves in.
I couldn’t use magic.
I couldn’t overstrain myself.
And yet…
The thought of Bisha’s smug, cruel grin, the way he inhaled Minerva’s scent like a drunk fool, and it was maddening.
Rage sharpened my intellect.
Strategy crystallized.
I would kill this man.
It was a certainty.
The brute pushed Minerva forward and she stumbled, landing gracefully yet uncomfortably at his feet. The sensation of helplessness twisted my gut, and I finally let another growl slip into a whispered hiss of fury, my Alpha power subtly rattling the surrounding air.
It was a warning.
I could see the portly Beta notice, the smile broadening into something darker, his sniffing more deliberate.
But it seemed the warning had been ignored and the daft moron continued on.
“Ahh… How very delightfool!” Bisha drawled as he leaned forward and looked at Minerva carefully. “My fayvorrit pastime, you know, eez… breakín mated pairrs.”
My mind didn’t register the words that flowed out of Bisha’s mouth until it was too late.
The portly Beta lunged with grotesque swiftness, his thick hands clamping around Minerva’s waist before I could even draw breath. He yanked her into his lap as though she were nothing but a possession, his mouth crashing against hers in a kiss that was no kiss at all—brutal, devouring, obscene. The bond between us snapped taut, pain lancing through my chest as her fear bled into me, raw and unshielded. Minerva’s pheromones spilled out uncontrollably, sharp with terror, her Omega instincts screaming their panic into the air. Her hands pressed against his shoulders, trembling but firm in protest, yet he crushed forward, dismissing her resistance as though it were nothing. My own body burned with the bond’s fury; every heartbeat pounded with the demand to tear him away. My fingers curled tighter around my wand where it rested in its holster, the wood singing with my rising puttering magic, straining for release.
My pulse raced.
My hindbrain screamed.
My body jolted forward, but the security held me in place.
I breathed deeply, counting every heartbeat, listening to every vibration that passed through this lounge.
The kiss was quickly over and the putrid Beta looked even drunker than before.
Minerva fought harder to get away and he finally released her from his grasp.
Security finally released my person as well.
I was quickly scooping the older Omega in my arms, comforting warmth flooding both of our bodies, while snarling at anyone who dared to approach us.
“Tek dem to de bassment! Nau!” Bisha barked at his security. “Poot de Alpha wit de odders an’ hev dis Omega in my room. Ai’ll be down shorrtly to play wit mai new preetty leetl bird.”
I snarled Bisha’s way, but he seemed unperturbed by my aggression.
The group closed in with unnerving synchronicity, every step calculated, every movement suffocatingly exact. Minerva and I were hemmed in, driven forward like prey under watchful eyes, the portly Beta’s hungry gaze clinging to us until we reached a door that seemed to breathe menace. The battered grey surface was scarred with scrapes and dents, standing at the end of a corridor lit only by a single, faltering bulb that hummed as though on its last gasp. When the guards pulled it open, a sour draft seeped out, and they steered us down a narrow wooden stairwell that groaned underfoot. The music above faded into a muted, dissonant thrum - a vibration that crawled beneath my skin. The cloying haze of sweat and perfume gave way to the stench of damp stone and the subtle, stomach-turning whisper of decay.
When the grey basement door closed behind us, a collective silence fell, broken only by the echo of our own breathing.
The basement was a hellish tableau.
Cages lined the walls, filled with Omegas, all sickly, fearful, and dull-eyed.
My stomach twisted, bile rising, and a fierce, all-consuming anger ignited in me once again.
This was beyond cruelty.
It was a violation of the natural order and a perversion that demanded justice.
“Hermione…” Minerva softly whispered beside me, her own emerald-eyes scanning the cages in this space, her voice thick with emotion.
I didn’t respond with words.
Instead, I drew my wand, feeling the familiar weight, the hum of potential.
Every muscle coiled.
Every nerve alive.
Minerva mirrored me, her own hands faintly glowing with the magic that resided within her, and our eyes communicated our intention.
There was no technology down here.
We were surrounded by thick walls that seemed to block everything out.
The time for waiting was over.
We struck
Wandlessly and wordlessly the older Omega cast a Muffliato charm to dampen the noise we would make. It covered the entire basement in a low, thrumming hum, almost like the faint buzzing of invisible bees lingering just beyond hearing, a distortion that prickled faintly at the edges of my consciousness. I felt the magic slip over me, wrapping itself in layers, muting every creak of the floor and rustle of fabric until even our own breathing seemed oddly swallowed by the charm’s invisible veil. The silence wasn’t absolute though - seemingly only focusing on the others in the room - and I knew Minerva had masterfully chosen who was affected by her charm
I was also sure that any attempt at speech beyond Minerva’s barrier would bleed into nonsensical murmurs, meaningless to listening ears above.
Sound was now wielded as a weapon and we were its patrons.
I knew the spell by reputation…
A clever invention by Severnia.
Minerva’s power radiated in the way the magic clung to the stone walls, saturating the dank air with control so absolute that even fear seemed quieter in its wake.
And I…
I was already pointing at my first target.
The two that were closest to us were in my sights.
There were no partying Muggles to keep me at bay.
Broken magic core or no…
…I would make my move now.
“Stupefy!” I growled as I spun on them, a jet of red light flying from my wand, my magic painfully coursing through my body.
The large guard on the left flew several meters, body roughly clanging against a cage, and he slumped where he landed.
The Omega’s inside the cages quickly backed up as far as they could, eyes wide at this ‘unnatural’ display, but the only one who was hurt was the Alpha now laying unconscious on the stone floor.
My eyes and wand deftly moved to the other on the right.
I flicked my wand sharply, the incantation ‘Impedimenta’ leaving my lips like a whipcrack. The jinx hit the advancing Alpha guard squarely in the chest, halting his momentum so violently that his legs locked and he crashed to the floor with a grotesque crack that made my stomach twist. I held the jinx firm, fury coursing hot through me, until the sound of metal striking magic - like a bell struck inside my skull - made me snap my head around. A bullet, ricocheting off Minerva’s hastily conjured ‘Protego’, clattered harmlessly aside, the shimmering shield already fading from the air. She hadn’t stopped there - her hand darted again, wandlessly and wordlessly this time as well, unleashing a ‘Locomotor Wibbly’, which caught the gunman mid-stride. His knees buckled, sending him pitching forward, and he tumbled down the staircase in a graceless sprawl, the dull thud of unconsciousness following a heartbeat later.
Our spells were precise and our fury couldn’t be tamed.
Each movement was deliberate, every strike calculated, but the burning anger in me hadn’t yet been snuffed out.
Minerva swept her wand in a precise arc, a ripple of protective magic radiating outward as she layered ‘Protego Corpus’ over the cage of Omegas. The shimmering shield clung to the iron bars like molten glass, strengthening every weak point until the warped metal straightened beneath the force of her charms. She reinforced the lattice further with ‘Reparo’ and a ‘Fortis Ferro’, an old Transfiguration trick to harden the structure against both spell and steel.
Even as the Omega’s trembled, I could see the relief in their tear-filled eyes.
Although…
The basement was thick with tension as all of us waited.
The Omegas couldn't hear because of the 'Muffliato', but more were coming.
Bisha had no doubt come to collect his ‘pretty little bird.’
Destroy.
Kill.
Feed on the beast…
Horrid thoughts came unbidden, a feminine voice unlike mine calling me to do horrid and ghastly things, but my mind was too preoccupied to discern what it could mean.
Shadows danced against the walls as four more security guards began descending the stairs, boots clanging on the creaky wood.
I forced my trembling wand forward, feeling the familiar resistance in my chest.
My magic still flowed…
…but only in ragged, desperate spurts.
Every spell was a fight, every flick a strain on my damaged core, but the inevitable anguish was worth it.
Destroy.
Kill.
Feed on the beast…
I roughly snarled and tried to focus on the task at hand.
“Protego!” I shouted, dragging the nearest guard’s charging figure into a deflected wall of shimmering shield.
Blood splattered and pain disbursed.
The impact rattled my arm and pain shot up my burned side.
Even through the strain, I forced myself to maintain the barrier long enough to push him back, feeling my magic scream in protest.
Destroy.
Kill.
Feed on the beast…
The second man lunged, and I barely had time to react. ‘Expelliarmus!’ My wand flew in a trembling arc, and the man’s weapon skittered across the floor. He stumbled, unarmed, and I followed immediately with a hasty ‘Stupefy!’ The red jet hit him squarely in the chest; he crumpled unconscious, hitting the floor with a THUD that rattled the basement.
I sagged against the wall for a moment, my breathing harsh, muscles trembling.
My magic core throbbed with overuse, my leathery skin fiercely burned, but I still stood up and continued.
Minerva’s voice, though wordless, hummed in the air around me.
Guiding.
Shielding.
The older Omega protected while I attacked.
Another bolt of energy sprang from Minerva and one of the advancing guards was stopped mid-step, frozen as if caught in a moment of time. The look of confusion on his face was brief before he toppled, stumbling backward against the reinforced cage bars.
Two more guards reached the bottom, their movements coordinated.
I barely had time to raise my wand, casting ‘Reducto!’ against the nearest guard’s weapon. The bat splintered into shards, and I barely dodged the flying fragments as the older Omega moved again. This time, a subtle wave of her hand sent the second guard sprawling backward, arms flailing as if an invisible force had swept him off his feet.
My chest burned with effort.
I attempted a second ‘Stupefy!’ and felt the familiar backlash - magic surging, misfiring, splitting in odd directions - but it hit the nearest guard in the shoulder, sending him down in a heap.
Every movement cost me.
Every spell made my broken core scream, but there was no time to stop.
I endured.
I persevered.
And then he arrived.
Bisha stepped through the doorway, portly and ugly, a cruel smirk twisting his face. His eyes lingered on Minerva for just a fraction too long just as they had before, ignoring the bodies all around him, and my blood boiled.
Destroy.
Kill.
Feed on the beast…
The all-consuming rage I had been holding back…
…boiled over.
I could barely focus, my core threatening to explode in unending agony, but I raised my wand to…
…feed on the beast
“Petrificus Totalus!” I loudly snarled, sending the spell crashing toward the portly Beta.
Bisha jerked, limbs locking in place and I could see his eyes go wide. They were full of fear and I reveled in it. He tried to shift, to twist, but my magic refused to cooperate fully - the strain made the spell fragment.
The casted spell held enough to slow the portly Beta, enough to buy me a moment.
Minerva stepped forward, eyes glowing faintly red in the dim light of this basement.
The older Omega looked radiant and…
It seemed she was returning to form.
Without a wand, without a word, with so much experience and skill a master like Minerva possessed, a concentrated burst of red magic slammed into Bisha. The impact knocked him backward, his body skidding across the concrete floor, arms flailing, before he hit the wall with a sickening crack.
I fully released my Alpha pheromones towards Bisha and watched on in satisfaction.
The portly Beta’s legs twitched, his chest rose and fell unevenly, and I could see he was soiling himself.
Morgana, this is bloody satisfying.
The little shite of an arse deserves this…
Destroy.
Kill.
Feed on the beast…
I drew in a ragged breath, tears of exertion and rage stinging my eyes.
“Stupefy! Stupefy! STUPEFY!” I barked again and again, each spell leaking from me like blood from a wound.
The red jets of light struck Bisha repeatedly, staggering him, throwing him from one side of the room to the other.
My magic core threatened to shatter, but I pushed on, remembering every life he had hurt, every kiss stolen, every cruelty inflicted.
Minerva, serene and terrifying in her mastery, kept the remaining conscious guards at bay with precise blasts of protective red energy. She deflected their charges effortlessly, sending them stumbling into walls or back up the stairs with subtle flicks of her invisible wandless magic. Her control was flawless, her power exacting.
The caged Omegas remained safe under her shield, their wide eyes blinking in fear and hope.
Finally, I saw my opportunity.
Bisha had become a pitiful little thing.
The cumulative force of my attacks had rendered the pathetic arse a bloody mess.
I was mad with rage and used it as fuel.
Severnia’s words lingered in the back of mind, but my Alpha hindbrain was in control.
I raised my wand, muscles trembling with effort, and cast one final spell…
…but it sputtered.
Green light sputtered from the tip and disappeared in the blink of an eye.
Bisha laughed, a wild and mad look in his, and I ground my teeth.
The older Omega, my soulmate, had expertly finished dispatching the brutes and came up behind me.
My eyes flicked to Minerva, but her own emerald-green ones remained on the blood-soaked Beta.
That look…
That look made me undone.
I turned my back on Bisha, his laughing ringing in my ears, and crouched next to one of the brutes who lay unconscious. My eyes searched, perused, until I had found what I was looking for.
A weapon.
The guards gun.
It was still loosely wrapped in his large hand.
If the Fates will not give me justice
…then I will write his end.
I uncurled the guards fingers, snatched the gun, and made my way back to where Bisha lay.
“What? Had to take a breather, hm?” Bisha coughed as his swelling eyes met my own. “Thats okay. All okay. I was just thinking about your pretty birds lips-”
BANG.
…
BANG. BANG. BANG.
…
BANG. BANG. BANG. BANG. BANG…
…CLICK. CLICK. CLICK. CLICK. CLICK. CLICK.
A hand on my own, a warm hand, halted my action, and the haze of black receded from my vision.
I blinked.
I looked.
I saw.
I saw what I had done.
I processed.
Eight holes.
Eight seeping holes.
My hands chook and the gun clattered to the stone floor with a CLINK.
Bujar “The Beast” Çela was dead.
I had killed the Beta just as I said I would.
My breathing was ragged.
It only increased in speed.
I dropped to my knees, agonizing pain lancing through my spin, and every part of me shaking.
The basement was silent now, save for the shallow, frightened breaths of the Omegas and my own ragged gasps.
Minerva approached, her eyes scanning me with both concern and quiet pride.
The Older Omega knelt behind me and wrapped her hand around my mid-section.
That warmth bloomed yet again and I sighed into the embrace.
“You did it, mo ghràidh.” Minerva whispered, voice calm yet edged with awe. “You protected them. You protected me.”
I nodded, trying to catch my breath, trying to still the wild tremor in my arms.
My core ached, raw and battered, but I had done what I needed to do.
Bisha was gone.
Minerva was safe.
The Omegas were safe.
I let out a choked sob and the older Omega tightened her hold.
“You are okay.” Minerva cooed, her voice soothing, her scent grounding. “We are safe. You are safe. The threat is gone. We are okay.” She repeated, the words rumbling in my mind until my body was no longer rigid and sagged in on itself.
Minerva’s scents and Omega pheromones swirled around my person like a cocoon.
“This-” I started to horrendously articulate, my voice hitching. “This- S-Salazar… I j-just wanted to let g-g-go…” I choked out, my one good eye blurring with tears.
The older Omega didn’t respond, but comforted me nonetheless.
Sometimes one didn’t need words.
Just silence.
But one thought drowned out the rest…
Why does death always follow in my footsteps?
Chapter 42: Chapter 42
Summary:
The aftermath of the Muggle nightclub and a meeting with a certain pure-blood witch...
Chapter Text
Eventually I calmed enough to stand with Minerva’s help…
…although on wobbly feet.
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
The pain I felt when trying to articulate my body in any such way was unending.
Pain was truth.
It was the darkness that never saw the light.
It was…
It was the beginning of the end.
As the Older Omega checked my person for wounds, my eyes lingered on Bisha’s lifeless body. His dark red blood stained his tracksuit, pooled beneath him in a foul puddle, and I truly understood this was my reality. Unlike in the Forbidden Forest, there were no sentient vines to drag him into the earth below or deeper into the forest to never be seen again.
It was me that had made the portly Beta’s soul cross the veil…
Just eight bullets…
…and now he would know no peace.
Fed on the beast…
Why so despondent?
Pathetic…
I shivered for a multitude of reasons and wrapped my arms around my person.
But my arms weren’t the only pair my sensitive skin felt…
“Hermione, mo Slytherin taiceil, rinn thu an rud as fheàrr a smaoinich thu.” Minerva whispered as her arms encircled me and laid atop my own, her mother tongue distinct and clear. “Bròn. Pròiseas. Beò. Lean ort a’ fuireach agus a’ gluasad air adhart, mo ghràidh. ’S e seo a h-uile càil as urrainn dhuinn a dhèanamh, ach... Bidh mi an sin tron a h-uile càil. Tha mi a’ tuigsinn. Gu dearbh tha. Cha bhi thu nad aonar. Tha mi a’ gealltainn.”
(Hermione, my supportive Slytherin, you did what you thought best. Grieve. Process. Live. Continue to live and move forward, my dear. This is all we can do, but... I will be there through it all. I understand. I truly do. You will not be alone. I promise.)
I didn’t respond with words, my breathing coming out in shaky puffs, but I did nod my head in understanding.
I stepped back from Minerva, our eyes locked onto one another, the moment a crescendo of emotional turmoil that felt as if it was pouring out of my very pores.
I could scent both our pheromones in the air.
I could hear our labored breathing.
And I could see how the older Omega’s hands twitched every so often.
But the moment was interrupted as the lifeless body startled us both.
Then Bisha’s corpse twitched.
A grotesque death rattle shivered through him, lungs expelling the last foul breath of his existence. Blood bubbled at his lips, and a wet wheeze slipped out before his head lolled to the side.
That was the end.
Final.
Gloriously irrevocable.
Shite…
My mind had come back from the depths of despair and reveled in the man's demise.
Bisha had tried to forcefully take Minerva away from me…
Shouldn’t have taken what’s yours…
Kill…
Always kill…
Show them…
Show them all you aren’t a mistake…
I spat on the corpse, the venom of my contempt landing on his cooling cheek.
“Rot in Tartarus filth.” I snarled, my sharp teeth bared, my nose scrunched in utter contempt.
It was a hopeful damnation of the horrid Beta.
I knelt and searched Bisha for the items he might’ve had on his person.
From the folds of the now perished Beta’s tracksuit, I withdrew a bulky mobile phone, heavy in my hand, and a ring of keys jangling like stolen treasure.
Symbols of power, stripped from Bisha, and taken by myself.
“Scourgify.” Minerva breathed behind me, her voice cutting through the heavy air. The bloodstains and other liquids splattered across the space hissed softly before vanishing beneath the sweep of her cleansing spell. “Finite.” She followed, and the faint buzz of Muffliato melted away, sound rushing back into the basement like a held breath released. Her gaze then shifted to the surviving guards - cold, resolute - and with a flick of her hand, she did what had to be done. “Obliviate.” She said, the word bringing finality to this situation.
Soft, green light erased us from their minds, leaving them blinking and blank.
“Efficient.” I murmured, a small smirk on my face as the older Omega heavily sighed.
“Necessary.” Minerva whispered, her lips thin, her eyebrows creased.
“Necessary.” I repeated, nodding in agreement.
I was relieved that Minerva and I were of age…
…or we both would’ve had to submit to aurors, no doubt from the Improper Use of Magic Office, for breaking the Decree for the Reasonable Restriction of Underage Sorcery.
Always make sure your wrong doings can’t be traced back to you, Hermione…
Don’t want your wand snapped…
I shivered at the thought.
With the dove and panther, I devised a theory around why my wand was the way it is and I truly believed even Merlin himself wouldn’t know what would happen to me if I lost my wand…
I slightly shook my head and tried to focus on the task at hand.
With the guards obliviated, Minerva and I turned together to the cages that filled this space. Omegas, caged like animals. Their eyes wide, their scents muted by fear, anxiety, and despair.
I gripped the keys tighter, a low rumble leaving my lips, heart aching at this horrid affair.
Salazar's snakes…
Human beings.
Human beings who had a life…
Who had loved ones…
And were loved in return by those around them…
But they were stripped of that, their autonomy taken as if it never existed at all, and I was once again reaffirmed that I had taken the right course of action this night…
“You’re safe now.” I gently whispered, limping my way to those that looked at me with such hope in their eyes, and unlocked the first cage.
The lock clicked and the door creaked open.
A young boy stumbled out, thin and sickly, collapsing into me.
His Omega scent, broken and raw, clawed at my own Alpha instincts.
I held him steady, murmuring promises
Minerva worked swiftly, transfiguring blankets, healing wounds with Episkey and Vulnera Sanentur. She bent low, voice softer than I’d ever heard. Her own Omega pheromones were abound and they sang a calming tune to all those that had resided here…
To all those that had suffered here…
To all those who had been chained here…
To all those who had endured nights of terror with no promise of a dawn…
Together Minerva and I freed them all…
One by one.
Each cage opening felt like healing a cavernous scar that was carved into the very world itself.
When the last Omega stood trembling but free, I rose. My legs were still somewhat unsteady, my core throbbed with familiar pain that I had known for oh so long, but purpose carried my feet forward.
I’ll collapse when these Omega’s are safe…
When Minerva is safe…
We ushered them up the stairs and out the back exit.
The night air rushed in, cool and sharp, the thrum of The End still pounding above us as if nothing had happened.
The Omegas huddled together, wrapped in transfigured wool.
Gratitude flickered in their hollow eyes.
I raised the heavy phone and dialed 999.
“There’s been a bloody shite show at The End nightclub. Drugs. Trafficking. Armed men. You’ll find them in the basement.” I hissed into the receiver, thankful that my voice wasn’t my own at the moment.
The dispatcher asked questions.
I gave them little and cut the line.
“The Bill will handle it.” I scoffed, throwing the phone on the floor and crushing it with my foot.
The Omega’s startled and I gave them an apologetic look.
“The bizzies.” Minerva corrected with a sniff, a hint of steel softening into weariness. “And aye. They will.”
The Omega’s were safe.
Our job was complete.
The older Omega and I slipped away, cloaked in shadows, as we heard sirens off in the distance…
…but I couldn’t stop staring at the keys in my hand.
Heavy, gleaming, gaudy fobs.
“What mischief brews in that clever mind of yours, dearheart?” Minerva asked, voice wary as her emerald-green eyes peered at my person.
“That the Fates owe us this much.” I replied with an irritated huff, conviction brewing in my chest. “After all we endured tonight, after what we did… we deserve a fragment of reprieve.”
Minerva and I crossed the car park, our bodies still buzzing with adrenaline from the aftermath of the carnage we unleashed upon the bastards…
And there it was.
A very expensive looking sports car.
It crouched like a predator, low and gleaming under the streetlights. Silver bodywork curved with aerodynamic grace, smooth and lethal. The emblem winked from the bonnet, proud and untouchable. McLaren. The driver’s seat sat in the center like a throne, flanked by two smaller passenger seats - an engineer’s dream of symmetry and control.
“Gaia…” I whispered, brushing my fingers across the cool metal. “For all his depravity, he valued this? This- This was worth more than human lives?”
“Aye, everything he craved cam at th' expense o' ithers. ” Minerva scoffed, her brogish accent thick with anger, eyes flashing with bitter memories of the past. “Ah hae gawked empires fall 'n' families shattered fur men lik' him cuid nae see beyond thair ain hunger. His greed is hee haw new… it's th' identical evil ah hae fought a' mah life… ”
(Aye, everything he craved came at the expense of others. I have watched empires fall and families shattered because men like him could not see beyond their own hunger. His greed is nothing new… It is the same evil I have fought all my life…)
I undeniably knew the older Omega was right.
I stared at Minerva as her eyes glazed over, feeling the weight of her words settle in my chest, and realized how long humans - Muggle and wizard alike - had been capable of horrors in the name of power, wealth, or belief. The Muggles’ Crusades centuries ago, rivers of blood shed over holy lands, burned villages, and countless innocents sacrificed for gods and kings alike. The inquisitions, where fear of heresy justified torture, burning, and death. Even in the wizarding world, history was no kinder: the Goblin Rebellions; the First Wizarding War where families sacrificed children to duels, enchantments, and curses for the sake of pride or bloodline. Pureblood families hoarded influence, manipulating the Ministry, orchestrating conflicts that left countless lives in ruin. I thought of the darker corners of Hogwarts’ history too - the betrayals, duels, and secrets buried by founders whose ideals became warped with time, ambition, and fear.
And now, with the older Omega’s words drumming in my ears, I once again understood it all too clearly…
Greed and cruelty had always dictated history, worshipped by kings, clergy, and sorcerers alike, and I was just another witness to the legacy it left in its wake.
I gritted my teeth and felt a pulse of raw anger return from deep within my soul.
But…
A scent.
Then two…
Then three…
They drifted to my person as if destined to always find me.
It hit me like a clap of thunder and my entire body flooded with innate warmth.
Familiar.
Intoxicating.
Home.
I froze, nose tilted high, air catching in my lungs as I tried to devour the scents.
White gardenia, smoked vanilla, and bitter black tea…
My gaze snapped across the car park…
...and there was the source.
Narcissa Black Malfoy.
Alone.
Drenched.
The older Beta’s blonde - streaked with black - hair plastered to her face, her elegant clothes clinging in sodden folds. She stood beneath a broken lamp, shivering, misery carved into every line of her body.
My eyes went wide.
My breath caught.
Even drenched, Mrs. Malfoy’s poise was unmistakable.
Even with misery etched into the older Beta’s delicate features, her elegance shone through.
Mrs. Malfoy looked like a painting left out in a storm - colours bleeding, edges blurred, but beauty defiant still. Her hair truly clung in pale strands against her face as if they latched onto her very skin, her extravagant cloak hung heavy with water, and her hands trembled slightly at her sides.
But the most disarming part was not her appearance.
It was the scents that filled my nose.
A pull deep in my bones, threading into the marrow, unmistakable and consuming. That same tether I had felt before, in Diagon Alley, when the Fates had toyed with us under the disguise of glamorous.
Beside me, Minerva stirred. Her own nostrils flared, sharp as a hawk, and her entire frame stiffened. She caught the scent too. Her head snapped in the same direction as mine, and I knew the precise moment she saw Mrs. Malfoy because her usually steady pulse gave itself away in a sudden rush I could hear beneath her skin. Her skin alighted with goosebumps and her pupils dilated to push back that emerald-green I oh so loved.
The silence between us crackled with recognition.
Fate, binding again, weaving its cruelly beautiful threads.
And Mrs. Malfoy noticed.
Shite…
Of course she noticed us staring at her like mad baffoons…
The older Beta’s head turned sharply, water-slicked hair snapping against her cheek as her blue eyes locked onto us.
Confusion etched across her features almost immediately and her manicured brow furrowed, lips parting in surprise. She could not place us - not as Minerva and Hermione, not with Polyjuice still altering our appearances.
But she felt it.
That same magnetic pull.
She had felt it before in Diagon Alley.
Mrs. Malfoy’s confusion made sense because she had just met two soulmates and now she was meeting two more…
The older Beta no doubt thought she now had four soulmates in total…
Gaia, this is complicated…
A situation of our own making…
…but complicated nonetheless…
I stood frozen in place, blood pounding in my ears, but Minerva’s voice cut through the fog.
“Hermione.” Minerva murmured low, warning in her tone, her voice rougher than it usually was.
The older Omega’s hand brushed against mine, grounding, reminding me of presence, of reality.
Minerva’s warmth was unlike Mrs. Malfoy’s, though I felt for them both in ways words could scarcely capture; it was different because it was complete, anchored by the bond we had sealed, and thus it carried with it the profound gravity of inevitability. With Minerva, her very presence thrummed in my marrow, a tether pulled taut between us that made absence feel like suffocation, a constant reminder that completion had its cost. The older Beta’s, however, though equally bound by the Fate’s intricate design, remained unsealed, her presence still a delicate filament, beautiful but unstable, fragile and chaotic in its incompleteness.
But my gaze remained locked on Mrs. Malfoy’s and hers on my own.
Dark thoughts swirled inside my mind as my gaze raked over her perfect form.
Would she be disgusted with my real form?
Would she wretch at the sight of my burns?
Would she look away from my milky eye?
Would she think me worth loving at all?
Seconds stretched, taut as bowstrings…
Then, before I could move, before instinct overwhelmed me into crossing the space, the older Omega tugged me toward the McLaren.
“Inside.” Minerva softly whispered, her tone urgent.
I understood the need to flee.
Minerva and I were under the guise of being Muggle, but had just encountered another witch.
A pure-blood witch who was married to Mr. Malfoy.
It reeked of trouble and, if we stayed, would surely gravitate toward that trouble. We had done so well in Diagon Alley, reigned in our bubbling anger, but I had no doubt we wouldn’t be successful now. Mrs. Malfoy had clearly been abandoned by the right git, the arse of the century, and the need to help our soulmate was strong.
But Mr. Malfoy could be lurking around the corner.
There was no immediate plan in place, so this wasn’t the time to be playing hero.
It would be irresponsible of us.
The older Beta wasn’t a trinket or damsel whose life we could interrupt.
And yet, even as I reasoned with myself, responsibility and restraint clashing like dueling blades in my mind, the conflict gnawed at me. Every Alpha instinct of mine screamed to act, to step forward and shield Mrs. Malfoy from whatever shadow Mr. Malfoy might yet cast, but another part of me knew that swooping in without forethought would be reckless, perhaps catastrophic. She was not fragile, not some ornament for us to rescue and keep polished; she was a woman forged in the same crucible of war and expectation as Minerva, carrying her own agency even if the weight of it left scars. Still, the bond pulled - subtle, insistent, demanding - and I despised that logic faltered when desire whispered so persuasively.
Could I stand idle while fate dangled her so plainly before us?
Or would I be doomed to prove, once again, that my compassion was indistinguishable from my folly…
Nevertheless, I obeyed, legs trembling as I limped to the driver’s side.
The keys slid in, and the engine roared to life - a low, guttural purr that shivered through the metal and into my very chest.
The older Beta’s gaze followed the sound. She blinked, her lips curling faintly downward in distaste, and then, for the briefest moment, disappointment flashed across her features.
Mrs. Malfoy truly thought we were leaving her.
And for a breath…
…I almost did.
I familiarized myself with the car, shifted into gear, pulled the McLaren away, and tires screeched against wet asphalt. Her figure grew smaller in the mirrors, a pale ghost against the night.
But my charred heart screamed no.
“Morgana… I can’t…” I whispered, my tone pained, my fingers tightly wrapped around the car's wheel.
“Hermione…” Minerva sadly said, but I could see my own need reflected in her emerald-green eyes.
I could smell her Omega pheromones, the potent longing, in this confined space.
We both desperately wanted to go back.
Merlin damn the consequences…
Go back…
Take what's yours…
Kill Lucius…
I slammed on the brakes.
The car lurched to a stop barely twenty paces away and I was thankful it was the dead of night.
The engine growled in protest, but I barely noticed as I turned the car back toward where Mrs. Malfoy stood waiting. She betrayed no surprise when I stepped out and moved to open the passenger door, yet her nose twitched almost imperceptibly, and her hands - clasped tightly before her - twisted against each other with nervous precision. Her posture was rigid, every line of her body taut, and those cool blue eyes tracked my every motion with cautious calculation.
“Would you like a ride?” I called, my person next to the opened door, the older Beta’s eyes flitting between Minerva and I.
Narcissa hesitated.
The older Beta’s expression twisted at the sight of the vehicle - Muggle machinery, low and dangerous, its smell of petrol and smoke mixing with the air. Her lips curled with aristocratic disgust, and she sniffed, chin tilting high as if the very idea was an affront to her.
“Do you expect me to step into that contraption?” Mrs. Malfoy asked, voice clipped, and laced with disdain. “Filthy Muggle toys are hardly suited to a pure-blood like myself.”
“Suit yourself.” I shot back, voice cold but heart thundering. “But the alternative is you standing here, soaked to the bone, miserable and alone, mate.”
I didn’t want to fight.
I didn’t want my words to be laced with venom, but the pure-blood witch was…
…being to pure-blood at the moment.
Mrs. Malfoy’s nostrils flared. She seemed to loathe conceding, loathed needing anyone. But after a beat, she moved. With the smallest derisive sniff, she swept forward, gathering her wet skirts with precision, and slid inside. She carried herself as if the McLaren were a gilded carriage despite the sneer tugging at her lips.
“Pathetic…” Mrs. Malfoy muttered under her breath, though she angled her body away from mine, every line of her posture defensive.
Minerva, yet again settled in the other seat and raised a brow the older Beta’s way after the right-side door had fully closed.
Is she talking about us or herself?
Pathetic…
You know she’s talking about you…
I gritted my teeth, snapped my mouth shut before a response left my lips, and tried to clear my mind with a shake of my head.
“Hmmm… why did you not simply slink into the shadows and apparate to Malfoy Manor?” Minerva asked, her tone calming, but probing.
Mrs. Malfoy ignored the older Omega, but I could see that her eyebrows slightly raised in the reflection of the mirror.
Surprised that the Muggles are actually witches?
Maybe she will be less hostile…
The silence that followed was louder than any retort.
Or perhaps not…
Salazar’s snakes, fine.
Let our dove be proud.
I shifted the gear and pressed down on the accelerator. The car leapt forward, hungry for the road. I aimed for the A40, the motorway stretching long and straight, begging to be tested. The McLaren handled like a dream, sleek and eager beneath my touch. Every gear shift was a symphony of engineering, every vibration through the steering wheel a call to push harder.
I want to let go…
Just for a moment…
Let’s have some fun, Hermione…
Beside me, Minerva sat composed, her posture as regal as if she were still teaching in a classroom. Her calm only held because my hand found her thigh, fingers pressing rhythmically, grounding her, soothing her.
I could scent her unease, but also her trust.
The older Omega, my soulmate, knew I would not let harm come to them.
The speedometer climbed.
Fifty.
Sixty.
Seventy.
The road blurred.
The wind hissed against the windshield.
The roar of the engine filled the world as we knew it.
For the first time in hours, I felt alive. The weight of bloodshed, of Bisha’s corpse, of the cages - all of it slipped into the background beneath the adrenaline coursing through my veins.
But Mrs. Malfoy…
The older Beta gripped the door handle with white-knuckled hands, jaw tight, knuckles paling. Her usual mask of indifference cracked under the pressure.
“For Salazar’s sake! Slow down, half-wit! Do you intend to kill us all?!” Mrs. Malfoy snapped, voice sharp and commanding.
I didn’t.
I pressed harder, foot sinking deeper, the McLaren surging forward like a predator unleashed.
And all my attention fixed on her.
Mrs. Malfoy’s eyes locked with mine, fury and fear battling with something deeper. Our breaths came quicker, faster, drawn by something primal. The air thickened between us, charged with unspoken things. Her pheromones leaked - icy, sharp, yet intoxicating.
Beta, proud and untouchable, now forced vulnerable.
Mine answered, Alpha thrumming heavy, possessive.
The car filled with it, thick and heady, scents layering until it was suffocating.
We stared, locked in a contest neither of us intended to lose, as the speed climbed higher.
Eighty.
Ninety.
One-hundred.
The older Beta’s lips parted in something between a gasp and a snarl.
And then…
“Hermione!” Minerva’s voice cracked sharp, cutting through the fog. “We ur aboot tae crash!”
I tore my eyes away just in time.
The headlights flared against the hulking shape of a lorry dead ahead. My heart lurched as I jerked the wheel, the McLaren veering violently into the next lane. The tires shrieked in protest, rubber burning as the car fishtailed, skidding just shy of clipping the lorry’s bumper. For a suspended heartbeat, the world spun sideways - metal, glass, and adrenaline balanced on the knife’s edge of catastrophe - before the car shuddered, straightened, and grudgingly obeyed my grip on the wheel.
Breath ripped from my chest.
My heart hammered.
We survived.
“Sweet Circe…” Mrs. Malfoy muttered as she shook her head. “...preserve me from fools…”
“Urr ye dunderheided!? ” Minerva smacked my arm, sharp as a schoolmistress with a ruler. “Dae ye hae ony notion whit ye nearly did?”
I breathlessly chuckled.
The release of adrenaline was almost euphoric.
“Not funny!” Minerva snapped, her brogue sharper when frayed by fear. “You will give me grey hairs.”
“You technically already have them.” I shot back, though I softened the words with another squeeze of her thigh.
Mrs. Mafloy, meanwhile, had collapsed against her seat, still white-knuckled but breathing more evenly. Her mask was sliding back into place, composure returning as she smoothed her wet skirts and sniffed dismissively.
“Unbelievable…” Mrs. Malfoy muttered. “As you both are in Muggle London, but know about my family… I assume the two of you are witches?” She asked, eyes yet again flitting between the two of us, but settling on my person. “By that oafish stunt you just pulled, I assume you were sorted into House Gryffindor?”
I smirked, though my core still burned from the near miss, from the way her eyes had held mine, from the pheromone-thick air I still struggled to breathe.
“No.” I rumbled as I rolled my neck.
The older Beta looked at me as if I owed her more, but I didn’t continue.
Mrs. Malfoy’s jaw clenched at my silence and she looked positively peeved at the moment.
Narcissa Black Malfoy was Yin…
…while Hermione Jean Granger was Yang.
We were opposing forces who were at odds with one another, but neither wanted to bend to the other…
But that underlying spark was there…
It fueled my Alpha hindbrains need to bask in the older Beta’s presence.
Keep her angry…
Keep her preoccupied…
Maybe we can enjoy her company for just one second longer…
“Enough.” Minerva said at last, her voice carrying the weight of command. “We need to find a safe and discreet space to apparate. We have wasted enough time.”
The older Omega looked at me, daring me to argue, and I wisely didn’t.
I understood the meaning in Minerva’s words.
This had been mad, utterly moronic, and I would no doubt pay for it later.
But Merlin-be-damned it was very much worth it…
I eased the car to slow down, guiding it toward the quiet edge of a layby where hedges shadowed the road.
The engine hummed low as I cut the ignition.
The silence inside was heavier than the roar had been.
The older Omega closed her eyes and centered herself. Her scent steadied, calm and grounding once more.
The older Beta sat stiff and proud, staring out at the night sky as if it were beneath her, but her own Beta pheromones were abound and soothing us all.
So you do care dove…
Maybe just a tad bit…
Mrs. Malfoy, for some unknown reason, snapped her head toward mine and pierced me with a deadly glare.
My eyes widened and I felt immensely awkward.
Gaia, what did I do?
I internally sighed and tried to ignore the horrid feeling that was bobbing in my throat.
Pathetic…
She sees you for what you are…
I shook my head and tried my very best to focus on what mattered.
I looked at the two witches, the awe-inspiring women I didn’t deserve, and I knew we were coming unto another pivotal moment.
“Now what?” I whispered, leaning Minerva’s way, low enough so Mrs. Malfoy couldn’t hear.
“Out.” Minerva murmured softly, her voice returning to its habitual command as she opened her door, the click loud in the hush of the layby.
The three of us stepped into the cool night. The air was damp, hedges hemming in the gravel verge. The city sounds were muted here since it was quite late or early depending how you viewed this time, replaced by the whisper of wind through leaves and the faint hiss of passing cars far off.
Mrs. Malfoy sniffed, tugging her sodden cloak tighter around herself.
“Uranus-be, I cannot fathom why we are skulking like fugitives when apparition exists.” Mrs. Malfoy said disdainfully, her voice sharp enough to cut the dark. “This entire exercise is absurd.”
Neither Minerva nor I rose to the bait.
But I did pull out my wand from its holster and cast a hot-air charm on the older Beta to dry her clothes.
Another glare was sent my way for the action, but it was worth it.
We continued to simply walk - or limp in my case - steps crunching softly against gravel and then dirt as we sought a more discreet place to vanish from prying Muggle eyes.
Mrs. Malfoy’s complaints followed and they were laced with aristocratic irritation.
“At my age, to be herded into Muggle contraptions, driven like livestock, and now to tramp about in the wet like common strays… appalling. Utterly appalling.” Mrs. Malfoy negatively rumbled, huffing all the while.
The older Omega’s lips faintly quirked , though she didn’t respond.
I, too, held my tongue, though a sharp retort burned on it.
The older Beta was on the brink, that much was clear.
And people on the brink, when pressed, were like dormant volcanoes…
We came upon a small copse, trees arching into a shadowed hollow away from the road.
Thank Merlin….
This will do.
Minerva stopped, turned, and raised her chin toward the trees.
“Here.” Minerva simply said.
Mrs. Malfoy’s eyes narrowed, pale and cutting, flicking between us.
“Now…” Mrs. Malfoy drawled, voice dripping disdain. “...perhaps one of you might explain.”
I stiffened at the tone.
“Explain what?” I asked, though my voice was cautious and neutral.
The older Beta’s nostrils flared and her posture remained elegant, but I could feel the storm brewing beneath her skin.
“Do not toy with me…” Mrs. Malfoy growled, blue eyes glaring at my person. “First in Diagon Alley, then again tonight, and now here.” She continued, anger evident in every word she uttered, her hands curled into a fist at her side. “Four soulmates, in such a short span. Impossible. Insulting. I can be merciful… but not for long.” Her voice cracked on the last word, though she covered it swiftly with a sneer. “You expect me to believe the Fates play with the likes of me? That I-” She said, her voice growing sharper, higher “-I am to be dragged about like a common broodmare, tethered to-”
Mrs. Malfoy’s words broke, fury swallowing them.
The ground seemed to shift.
Magic crackled in the air, acrid and sharp.
I stiffened as I saw it - black smoke seeping from the older Beta’s very skin, curling from her shoulders like living shadows.
It writhed, coiled, and then snapped outward in a violent lash like a frenzied whip.
A nearby tree shuddered, bark exploding outward as the smoke struck. The trunk blackened, leaves shriveling instantly. The crack echoed through the hollow and the splintered wood reign down as if it were droplets of water.
Silence fell.
The older Omega and I froze, eyes wide, our faces considerably paling at the display.
The smell of scorched wood lingered in my nostrils and the scent of rot was thick.
The older Beta trembled where she stood.
My Alpha instincts screamed to comfort her, my hindbrain incessantly barked, but my feet wouldn’t move.
Mrs. Malfoy’s perfect mask fractured before my eyes. She swayed slightly, her breathing ragged. Her eyes - normally sharp and cold - shone wide, almost wild and were filled with…
…fear.
“I-” Mrs. Mafloy tried, but the words tangled. She backed up a step, then another, shaking her head as if to deny what we had just seen. “I didn’t- It wasn’t-”
The older Beta’s voice faltered.
The need to protect and to comfort heightened even further, Alpha instincts burning in my veins.
Mrs. Malfoy was spiraling.
Vulnerable and…
Terrified of her own unraveling…
An inking of an idea started to form in my mind on what that black smoke was.
The pieces were starting to fall in place and…
Every part of me screamed to close the distance, to shield her, to soothe her.
To do…
Anything…
Something…
But Minerva moved first.
The older Omega’s hands rose slowly, palms out, the universal gesture of peace.
“Mrs. Malfoy…” Minerva gently said, her voice soft and soothing. “Look at me.”
The older Beta’s head snapped toward her, a low, instinctive snarl spilling from her throat. It was soft but sharp enough to make me tense. My muscles coiled, ready to intercept, to drag Minerva back, to stand between them.
But Minerva didn’t falter.
The older Omega stepped forward, slow and deliberate, eyes never leaving Mrs. Malfoy’s. Her pheromones shifted - Omega calm flooding the clearing, low and steady, meant to soothe.
“Stay back!” Mrs. Malfoy hissed, voice breaking as the inkl-black smoke wavered around her shoulders, less certain now.
Minerva’s steps did not falter.
“I will not harm you. You know that. Deep down… you know this is true, mo chaoilean.” Minerva whispered, her voice soft but loud against the silence of this copse.
(My dove)
I stood taut and torn.
My Alpha screamed to insert myself between them, to be both a shield and a weapon.
But some deeper instinct held me back…
…and told me this was not mine to claim.
This was the older Omega’s moment.
The older Beta’s breaths came in ragged bursts as her body shook, trembling with fury, grief, and fear.
And then - finally - Mrs. Malfoy’s mask cracked fully.
Like a dam that no longer could hold the oppressive force it held back…
The disgust was wiped clean from the older Beta’s face and crumpled, etched with raw grief, longing, and utter exhaustion. Tears welled in her eyes though she blinked furiously against them. Minerva’s hand extended slowly, but she did not touch. She simply held it there, inches away, waiting.
An invitation…
Not a demand.
Never a demand with us.
The silence stretched taut and trembled.
And then Mrs. Malfoy…
…moved.
The older Beta’s hand shot out, shaking, and clasped Minerva’s.
Before either of us could speak again, before I could even exhale my relief at this turn of events, Mrs. Malfoy tugged sharply and…
…her lips crashed against the older Omega’s.
It was raw.
Unfiltered.
And filled with caged passion.
My breath stuttered, the world narrowing to the sight before me…
Narcissa Black Malfoy, flawless mask shattered, kissing Minerva with desperate hunger.
Heat flared through the bond.
My Alpha instincts roared, not with jealousy, but with fierce, consuming relief.
Our Beta had made the first move.
The joy I felt in this moment pushed back any negative thoughts my mind could’ve come up with and I enjoyed the sight of my two soulmates who were passionately engaged.
And…
I had become hard…
I could feel the strain on my trunks, but I tried to tamp down my lust and focus on the two before me…
The kiss was hot, heavy, the older Beta’s control fierce and unyielding. The older Omega let her have it, let her lead, surrendering to the storm with quiet grace. Their hands clutched at one another, mouths moving with need that was bursting at the seams.
I felt my knees weaken.
Relief washed through me like warmth, like belonging, and I hoped this was the pivotal turning point.
And then - suddenly - Minerva and Mrs. Malfoy broke apart.
Both women stumbled back, breathless.
Confused, I stepped forward, then froze as my eyes caught on the unmistakable.
A bulge pressed against the fine line of the older Beta’s skirts.
My mind reeled.
It was simple Beta biology, but only now had the information come to the forefront of my mind. Betas could adapt, matching their partner's needs. In heat, in rut, their bodies could give what was required. Instinct had taken her, and her arousal was written plainly, shamelessly, against her clothes.
Narcissa’s cheeks flamed scarlet.
Horror swept across her face.
“No-” Mrs. Malfoy gasped, voice strangled as her hand flew for her wand.
“Wai-” I started, stepping forward, trying to stop the inevitable.
But the older Beta was already gone.
A sharp CRACK split the night and the space where she had stood was empty.
The silence that followed was suffocating.
Minerva and I stood, stunned, our hearts still racing, the scent of her lingering heavy in the hollow.
For all our intellect, for all our cunning and wisdom, we were left in utter ignorance, two brilliant witches with no answers, only worry burning through our very souls.
Our dove had fled.
And we didn’t know how to call her back…
Chapter 43: Chapter 43
Summary:
Narcissa POV after the meeting. Feelings are very big.
Chapter Text
POV: Narcissa
The world tore apart around me.
The very air screamed.
Flesh split.
Light and shadow fractured into jagged shards.
Apparition was never meant to be done in panic - I knew that well enough - but panic had already sunk its cold fingers into my very bones and…
YANKED.
I could feel it, the way my Obscurus, the shadowed entity that felt as if it was always watching me, stirred beneath my skin like a serpent waking.
My breath hitched, my magic bucked, and before I could gather my composure…
Before my Beta hindbrain could take control…
The world folded and dragged me through it.
I landed wrong.
Something cracked - perhaps my wrist, perhaps a rib - and I found myself sprawled on the cold marble floor, gasping for breath. The air smelled of dust, age, and a faint, cloying sweetness that turned my stomach. My left leg screamed in protest. When I looked down, I saw the dark stain blooming through my robe.
A clean splinch.
The injury was just below the knee.
“Contemptible fool!” I hissed to myself, clutching the torn flesh with shaking fingers. “Foolish, weak-” I started to say, but clamped my mouth shut.
Blood slicked my palm, warm and slick and entirely too human.
I tried to summon my wand - Accio wand - but my magic fizzled. The Obscurus coiled in response, sensing my distress, feeding on it.
I shut my eyes, tried to breathe, tried to pretend I was not on the floor of Black Manor, of all places.
Uranus help me…
Why here?
The words came out like a gasp in my mind, a prayer too small for the cavernous dark that surrounded me.
The air of this supercilious and ostentatious place hadn’t changed. It was still thick with pure-blood secrets and suffering, still humming with the echo of my mother’s sharp voice, of my father’s booted steps, of Bellatrix’s laughter, of Dromedas-
I cut off that line of thought and clenched my jaw.
The memories here were the sort that left bruises behind.
I could almost hear her now at this very moment, flitting through the halls…
Unnaturally gleeful.
Cruel
Free.
But she was gone.
All of them were…
…in their own way.
I was the last one who still cared to remember this house for what it was, not just a monument to the Blacks’ arrogance, but a crucible that forged us into something brittle and dangerous.
And yet…
Here I was again.
I pressed my back against the nearest wall and tried to steady my breathing. My heart still hadn’t calmed from the moment outside that Muggle building. The air there had been thick with smoke, perfume, the pulse of low music.
I hadn’t meant to be there at all.
That place was chaos incarnate…
Laughter and sound and motion.
It made my very teeth ache.
And then those two were there…
Their scents drifted to my nose, our eyes locked onto one anothers, but then they had been whisked away by that noisy Muggle contraption.
I thought they had left me just as Lucious did…
…but then the noisy contraption turned back towards me and the younger one offered me a ride.
I wanted to refuse, bristled at the offer, but ultimately relented.
But…
That woman…
The one with the older eyes and the steadier hand, who’d reached out first, who’d looked at me, - truly looked - as if she saw something worth touching.
And I had let her.
Narcissa Black Malfoy - now pureblood wife, mother, paragon of poise - had kissed her.
The memory came back unbidden, as sharp and real as the splinch in my leg.
The warmth of the woman’s breath.
The way her lips had trembled against my own…
Not because of fear…
Something else…
Recognition?
Longing?
And oh how my heart, the traitorous thing, had answered.
Sweet Circe…
What had I done?
My throat burned.
“It meant nothing.” I said aloud as if words could make it true. “Merlin, It was confusion. It was- was the moment…”
But my voice betrayed me.
It wavered.
Because, Salazar bloody basilisk, I had felt something.
A pull, deep and immediate, like an echo of something half-remembered from a lifetime ago. It wasn’t lust — not entirely.
It was recognition.
It was longing.
It was something older…
Something that terrified me far more than desire ever could.
And so, of course, I’d run.
Not walked.
Not vanished with decorum…
…I’d fled.
Like a frightened witchling.
Apparating blind as if I was a some- some novice.
The Obscurus had punished me for it.
I could feel it pulsing now, an oily current beneath my skin, coiling and uncoiling, whispering things I dared not name.
It had appeared, born of the years of being silenced, and now threatened my very connection to magic itself.
But it wasn’t just Lucius’s hold on my magic that caused this…
The secrets, the shame, the endless swallowing of words that might have betrayed who I truly was.
I held back in every way.
Black daughters were not permitted to want.
Black wives were not permitted to feel.
And as a Malfoy…
Even with Black blood running through my veins…
I was a second-class witch
And so every unspoken wish, every forbidden affection, every soft thing that might have been love had turned inward, festering, until it grew teeth.
I had hidden it well enough.
Through the aftermath of my little dragon's birth.
Through Lucius’s cold, impeccable distance and Draco’s wary, quiet eyes.
I had learned to exist within the narrow corridors of expectation.
But tonight - that kiss - had cracked something real open.
I could feel the darkness stirring now, responding to memory like a beast scenting blood.
My breath fogged in the air, though the room was not cold.
Shadows crept along the corners, familiar, patient things.
“Not now.” I whispered. “Not again.”
But the Obscurus only shuddered, the faintest shimmer of light flickering beneath my skin…
…the colour of storm clouds caught in glass.
The walls of the old manor seemed to breathe with it. Portraits long since covered with sheets watched from beneath their veils. Somewhere upstairs, a door creaked open, and for one disoriented moment…
I thought I heard my Mother’s voice.
“Narcissa Ophelia Black! Straighten your shoulders. You are a Black, a pure-blood, not some trembling half-thing.” Mother hissed.
My laugh came out broken.
“Oh, Mother, you would adore what I’ve become.” I bitterly hissed, the sarcasm evident in my tone.
I was grateful Mother’s portrait was in her and Fathers bedroom, tucked away so she didn’t have to see the failing of the Black family, and that was fine by me.
I pulled my wand - finally - and tried to repair the splinch, but my hand was shaking too violently.
“Episkey.” I managed and the wound closed messily, leaving a pale scar. “Dromeda would have healed this and preserved the skin.” I muttered, voice tight at the mention of my older sister
My magic was erratic, faltering, as though my very core couldn’t decide what it was anymore.
Light or dark.
Control or collapse.
I forced myself to stand.
The foyer was vast, its chandelier still hanging like a spider’s nest above me. Dust coated everything, softening edges, hiding stains. I took one step forward, and my heel echoed sharply, the sound ricocheting down the empty corridors.
Morgana, I absolutely despise this place.
Every inch of it was soaked in the Black family’s legacy.
Power.
Custom.
Cruelty…
And that particular brand of love that strangled rather than nurtured.
I had bled for that love once.
I had carved myself into what they demanded.
And still, somehow, it wasn’t enough.
The memory came, unbidden: Bellatrix, wild-eyed, spinning through the hall, wand crackling, her laughter high and bright as she told me love was a lie.
That it was weakness.
That it made you forget who you were.
Perhaps she had been right.
Because I had forgotten myself tonight.
My mind went back to the memory.
That woman - the older one - she had looked at me not as Narcissa Malfoy, wife of Lucius Malfoy, mother of Draco Malfoy, but as someone else entirely. Her eyes - Merlin, her eyes - had been full of sorrow and longing, as if she, too, were mourning something she couldn’t name.
And then her lips had met mine, soft, deliberate, achingly human.
It had undone me.
Utterly and completely.
But…
It replayed in my mind over and over and over.
I negatively rumbled and squeezed my eyes shut.
I pressed a trembling hand to my lips.
I could still taste her…
The faint taste of lavender and regret.
I wanted to forget, to bury it beneath duty and shame and the cold armor of bloodline, but the Obscurus would not let me.
It remembered.
It fed on it just as it did my magic since it had appeared.
The air crackled again, and this time, blue-black light pulsed from my fingertips.
My reflection in the cracked mirror across the hall flickered…
Eyes ringed with darkness, veins lit faintly beneath pale skin, my very lifeblood soaking the manors floor.
I looked monstrous.
“Enough! I growled. “You are not real.”
But it was.
And now, in the ruins of my family’s manor, in the echo of a kiss I didn’t understand, it had returned to remind me what I’d lost.
Old memories before my presenting tried to resurface, but I staved them away.
I moved toward the old staircase, dragging my injured leg, each step deliberate, defiant.
I would not let it consume me again.
I refused.
But as I reached the landing…
I saw something that made my heart stop.
The family tapestry - the great sprawling one that had once marked every Black in existence - was hanging.
I’d thought it had been destroyed years ago.
Yet here it was, threadbare but whole enough to show my name.
Bellatrix’s name.
Not- Not hers…
Not Dromeda’s…
“Uranus…” I breathed out, anger in my tone, nostrils flared. “Still here you accursed thing…”
Even after all this time.
I stared at it for a long while.
In another life, perhaps I would have laughed.
The Fates did enjoy its cruel ironies.
“I am still a Black…” I softly said. “Even now.”
The Obscurus murmured in response.
Not words, but the suggestion of them.
It felt like my own magic whispering in reverse, reminding me of every suppression, every silence, every night I had bit my tongue until it bled to keep my family safe.
I sank onto the banister and pressed a hand to my chest, feeling the faint tremor beneath my ribs.
“Why her?” I whispered. “Why that woman? Why them?”
There was no answer.
Only the faint memory of soft lips and eyes that saw too much.
I closed my own, exhaustion overtaking me.
When I exhaled, the air left my lungs in a sigh that was half magic, half sorrow.
The chandelier above me flickered once, twice, and then went out completely.
The darkness felt familiar.
Safe…
…almost.
I drew my knees close and rested my head against the banister. For a moment, I allowed myself the smallest indulgence of vulnerability.
I was tired.
Tired of running from the things I wasn’t supposed to feel.
And somewhere in that exhaustion, my mind betrayed me again.
I saw the woman’s face…
Not her features, but something beneath it, something I couldn’t name.
Recognition tugged at my very soul.
Had I met her before?
Had I met either of them?
In another life perhaps…
The thought unsettled me.
So I pushed it down into the depths where it belonged.
But even as I told myself this, the magic around me pulsed again - one deep, resonant thrum - and the faintest trace of golden light, not black, shimmered across the floor.
I froze.
That light did not belong to me.
And yet, somehow, it felt as though it had followed me here.
“Perhaps from them?” I whispered, the words hopeful, but I knew hope was for imbeciles and fools.
How have you stumbled upon four soulmates, Narcissa…
“But it matters not…” I said, my voice hollow. “You will do your duty. You will crush such thoughts. You will be the perfect pure-blood wife…” I continued, the words a chant from the past, but I felt utterly pained as my lips recited them now…
The golden light faded.
The house, in contrast, seemed to sigh…
…an old, miserable creature settling into silence once more.
I was shaking.
My leg still ached from the splinch, and the bruise along my ribs - the one I had ignored and now saw as I pulled up my white blouse - had darkened.
Lucius would notice, of course…
If I returned tonight.
The Alpha Slytherin would see the wildness in my eyes, smell the ash of magic still clinging to my robes, and ask, in that soft, condescending tone he had perfected
“Where have you been, wife?”
And what would I say?
That I had lost control?
That I had kissed another woman and fled like a coward?
No.
I would not crawl home tonight.
I would not endure that brand of polished cruelty while my mind was in disarray…
Black Manor might have been a tomb of memories, but it was still mine.
At least here…
I could bleed in peace.
I could wallow in self-loathing with some decorum.
I pushed myself upright, the pain sharp but manageable.
The manor was unnervingly still.
My wand hummed faintly in my palm, reacting to the residual magic that saturated the air. Old wards, ancient and temperamental, sleeping beneath layers of neglect.
But my magic also fed off the encounter with the two women just as it did in Diagon Alley….
Two Alphas…
Two Omegas…
Four partners to please-
Uranus be, enough, Narcissa!
I lightly shook my head to rid my mind of the perverse thoughts that came unbidden and unwanted.
“I’ll stay the night.” I said aloud, the decision feeling strange on my tongue. “The lesser of two evils.”
My own voice echoed back from the dark hall.
I almost laughed.
The sound was brittle.
The chandelier above flickered again, a pulse of ghostly light before dying entirely.
I took it as permission - or perhaps warning - and began to walk.
Each step echoed through the empty house, a reminder of how cavernous it had once felt, even when filled with family. The air was cold, heavy with dust and the scent of old polish. The portraits along the corridor watched from beneath veils of grime and shadow.
I stopped at the first door on the right.
My Father’s study.
The handle was stiff, my pale fingers wrapping around the cold metal, but it turned nonetheless.
The chambers looked exactly as I remembered…
Meticulous.
Severe.
The curtains were still drawn, the decanter still half-full of elven icewine, and I could still scent him after all this time.
Parchment lay in neat piles across the desk…
…untouched since the day he’d died.
I stood in the doorway for a long while before stepping inside.
My mind drifted to when I was a witchling and Father bestowed upon me his knowledge on how a pure-blood witch should act.
“Stand straight, Narcissa. A lady does not slouch.” Father barked, his eyes cold as he stared down upon my smaller form.
“Yes, Father.” I responded, voice already devoid of emotion.
“And what does a pure-blood lady never do?” Father growled, his Alpha pheromones pushing down onto my smaller body, the weight of it crushing.
“Show emotion, Father.” I responded, offering no resistance to this lesson…
I remembered the sting of the cane on my palms…
The cool satisfaction in my Alpha Father’s eyes when I did not cry.
This particular chamber had always smelled of smoke and leather and the faint tang of ink. I could almost see Father there - tall, imposing, his dark hair neatly parted - his expression perpetually carved from stone. He had believed the world could be bent into order if only one were ruthless enough to hold it in place.
And I had believed him.
Once.
Until I learned that cruelty did not bring peace…
Only silence.
I brushed my fingers over the back of my Alpha Father’s chair.
The wood was smooth and the seat cold.
I wondered if Father would still call me his daughter now…
Knowing what I had done tonight.
Knowing who - what - I had kissed.
“Probably not…” I murmured, my eyes lingering over the chair. “You never forgave Dromeda either, did you?”
The silence answered me perfectly.
I turned away before memory could sink its claws in any deeper.
The next door was my mother’s drawing room.
I hesitated there longer.
The faint smell of lilac still lingered beneath the dust.
When I entered, the air seemed to shift - almost reverent - as though the house itself remembered her.
Druella Black had been both the most beautiful and the most terrifying witch I had ever known. Her love was sharp-edged, conditional, and its foundation was built upon the beliefs every pure-blood held in the wizarding world.
“You are the last chance of the Blacks, Narcissa. Bellatrix is brilliant but unrestrained, Andromeda is sentimental to the point of idiocy. You. Must. Be. Perfect. You will be perfect.” Mother said with a derisive sniff, her poise profound as she stressed this lesson with a SMACK of her wand against the front of my already reddened hands…
I had been thirteen then.
Terrified.
Confused.
Proud.
Wanting nothing more than to please her.
I walked toward the vanity my Omega Mother adored, tracing my reflection in the cracked mirror.
“Was I perfect enough for you, Mother?” I softly asked. “Even now, when I can no longer tell where duty ends and I begin?”
For a moment, I almost expected the mirror to answer.
Instead, I saw my own eyes looking back…
…bloodshot and rimmed with exhaustion.
The ghost of her voice seemed to echo through the stillness:
“Perfection is the cage, child. And you built yours beautifully.” Mother cooed, her hands had gripped my shoulders painfully, her nails had made crescents in my skin as we both looked at my reflection…
I had been sixteen then.
I exhaled shakily and left the room.
I was glad my mothers portrait was in her private chambers instead of her study…
The corridor stretched on and they were lined with closed doors.
I opened them, one by one, unable to stop myself.
The dining hall.
Where Bellatrix had once danced barefoot across the table after their Father’s funeral, drunk on freedom and his elven icewine…
Until Mother struck my dear deranged sister across the face.
The library.
Where Dromeda had taught me to read Muggle poetry in secret. She’d pressed a small book into my hand, whispering, “Don’t let them make you small, Cissy.” I’d burned it the next day, terrified our Alpha Father would find it.
The music room.
Where we had all played as witchlings. Bellatrix on the violin, wild and furious; Andromeda at the piano, soft and patient; and I, the obedient one, following their lead. I could still hear the dissonance of it, the way our Omega Mother’s applause was reserved only for precision, never for passion as if she were in front of the entire Sacred 28.
Each room was a mausoleum.
Each memory, a ghost.
By the time I reached the end of the corridor…
I was trembling.
The last door stood slightly ajar…
My old bedroom.
The moment I touched the handle, the smell hit me…
An earthy scent and something faintly metallic.
Like rain against iron.
Even as a child, it had always smelled this way…
Stepping into my old room at Black Manor was like stepping into a portrait…
Untouched.
Perfectly preserved.
And oppressive.
Oh so very oppressive.
The air carried the scent of polished wood and old incense, that peculiar blend of luxury and age that only ancient magic can maintain. Every surface gleamed faintly, the room unnaturally spotless despite decades of neglect; the manor’s wards had clearly kept dust and decay at bay. Deep emerald curtains framed the tall windows, their silver embroidery catching what little light dared to enter, casting serpentine patterns across the dark walnut floor. My four-poster bed still dominated the room, draped in rich green velvet trimmed with black lace, its carved headboard bearing the faint shimmer of protective enchantments. Even the marble hearth gleamed as if it had been cleaned that morning, its coals cold but ready to burn at a whispered command. The walls, lined with black wallpaper crafted by Basil Thorebourne who was a master textile designer and gilded sconces by Cassian Prymm, seemed to pulse faintly with restrained power.
It was beautiful…
Suffocatingly so…
The kind of beauty born from wealth and legacy.
Not warmth.
Everything here was immaculate, unchanging…
…as though time itself had bowed to the Black name.
For a long moment, I simply stood there.
Bellatrix laughed as she pinned me to the bed and painted dark sigils on my wrists with ink and candle soot.
“To make you strong, Cissy~” Bellatrix sing-songed, her voice grating on my ear. “To make you brave~”
I had believed my oldest Alpha sister…
…even when it hurt.
Especially when it hurt.
Dromeda snuck in later, wiped the marks away with a flick of her wrist and my second older Alpha sister's magic purged me of Bellatrix’s ‘work’ as she murmured apologies in the silence that had settled.
“You don’t have to be like them.” Dromeda finally growled, her face grimacing, her wandhand clenching around her wand, her voice ugly and raw. “For Salazar’s sake, you never have to be like them, Cissy. Our ways- Their ways are ugly. We just have to hold on. Just a bit longer, alright? You and I… We’ll escape all this shite. I promise.” She vowed, her tone confident as her hazel eyes looking into my own.
But I had been.
I still was.
And Dromeda?
Gone with the wind.
Without me.
I crossed to the bed and sat down.
The mattress sagged, springs creaking beneath my weight, but it was the perfect balance of firmness and comfort. I traced the stitching on the coverlet, the same one Mother had ordered embroidered with the family crest when I came of age.
“Perfect…” I murmured again. “Always perfect.”
But the word had lost its meaning.
I let my hair fall loose, the pale strands and black streaks catching faintly in the dim light.
I raised trembling fingers to my lips yet again.
How absurd, that a kiss could undo you so completely, Narcissa.
That the soft press of lips could dredge up every buried part of me I had spent decades trying to kill…
How their eyes, that looked at me so softly, could give me such dangerous thoughts…
I lay back and stared at the ceiling in a daze.
Outside, the night pressed close against the windows. The manor groaned softly, old wood shifting. Somewhere in the depths of the house, something - perhaps a door - slammed shut on its own.
I should have felt afraid.
Instead, I felt only weary.
The Obscurus had quieted, perhaps soothed by the familiarity of this place. I could still feel it beneath my skin - a shadow, a hum - but it no longer clawed to escape.
It knew these walls.
It would thrive here.
I turned onto my side, curling in on myself.
My leg throbbed faintly, the scar from the splinch pulling tight, but I ignored it.
My mind drifted to the past and to more of my Omega Mother’s words…
“Narcissa, you must always endure.” Mother had once told me. “The world will break weaker witches, but you are not weak, are you? You are Black. Toujours Pur, my dear. Toujours Pur…”
No, I thought.
I was something worse.
I was broken and aware of it.
My eyes burned, but I wouldn’t let the tears that gathered in the corner of my eyes fall.
I pressed my face into the pillow, breathing in the scent of dust and old memories.
What had that woman - the one I kissed - seen in me?
What had they both seen?
What did the witches in Diagon Alley see?
What did they recognize?
Did they see what kind of monster hid beneath this veneer of control?
Did they see how utterly weak I was?
Uranus be…
They had looked at me as though I was worth more than gold.
Even though I had given up.
And yet that woman - that contemptible witch - had touched me anyway.
I wanted to hate the Omega for it.
I wanted to thank her.
Why did the other one not intervene?
Did she also want me or did she think I was a vile woman not worth having?
Did my reputation, did the Fates, make sure my heart would be forever divided?
I shook my head to clear my spiraling thoughts.
Instead, I closed my eyes and tried to think different thoughts, but unfortunately this manor dredged up more insufferable memories from the past.
Bellatrix, spinning through the hall, wand sparking, hair wild.
“Love makes fools of us all, Cissy!” Bellatrix had screamed, and her laughter split the air like glass, her magic destruction incarnate.
Andromeda, her hand on my cheek, whispering that there was good in me.
Regulus ignoring me when I so desperately wanted familiar connection
Mother, cold and proud, saying she would rather have a dead daughter than a disobedient one.
Aunt Walburga screaming insults at me when I even dared to entertain “mud-smeared filth” when I had to do a collaborative project in Potions.
Father’s hand slapping my cheek after I had gotten in trouble at Hogwarts.
“Stop. It!” I hissed, shutting my eyes tight as I tried to purge these wretched memories from my mind.
I focused inward, forcing my Beta pheromones to seep outward- that faint, neutral musk meant to soothe myself, to quiet the chaos. But my hindbrain screamed for them, for the witches whose scents had tangled with mine in Diagon Alley - two Alphas, two Omegas - their presence a balm and a brand.
Rational thought clawed back...
Distance.
Duty.
Disgrace.
Pure-blood society didn’t tolerate divided hearts, especially not mine.
Black women bred heirs.
Not complacency.
That thought - sharp as Father’s slap - cut through the fog that had rolled through my mind.
I had done my duty...
My little dragon...
How much more did I need to give?
Was I just a mother?
Was I just a wife?
I pitied Molly Weasley, but I was just like her wasn't I?
Just a womb with legs…
Just a broodmare for a pure-blood Alpha.
A pretty thing with a full vault.
Would they view me the same as Lucius?
The question coiled like a serpent in my chest.
I rolled onto my back, fingers brushing the cold silk sheets...
Their faces surfaced again…
The Omega's chin tilted upward, defiantly soft.
The Alpha's brow furrowed, gaze sharp as a hawk's.
Both smelled like that Muggle building - drink, drug, and blood - but layered beneath, something else...
The twos scents, but they were muted...
Sweet Circe, they were familiar, but I could not for the life of me place them...
It frustrated me, but I always adored challenges...
"No!" I growled out loud. "Salazar's bloody basilisk Narcissa... Stop. Stop right this instant!" I hissed, my voice cracked against the oppressive silence of the room.
How dare I think of them - those muggleborn witches - with anything but disgust?
Their touch had been poison, their scent a violation.
Yet my skin tingled where her lips had brushed mine—a phantom warmth that mocked my resolve.
How could I crave such corruption?
Such- Such filth?
It was unnatural.
Unclean.
Pure-bloods didn't…
We didn't…
My fists clenched, knuckles pressing into the velvet bedspread.
Duty demanded mingling with other pure-bloods.
Not this... this perversion.
Father and Mother would have disowned me on the spot just as they had done with Dromeda.
But my mind flowed back to Diagon Alley...
Back to that dream...
Back those two I had met tonight and...
And all I could feel was affection and unending longing...
The Omega's kiss flooded back - not memory, but invasion. My own traitorous initiative: fingers tangling in her hair, pulling her mouth to mine like a drowning witch clutching driftwood. Heat erupted where our lips met and molten iron poured straight into my veins. My Beta biology twisted, surged, reshaped itself beneath silk robes: hips arching, flesh hardening into a rigid length pressing against satin underwear.
Adaptation.
Obedience.
For her.
For the Omega who tasted of lavender and defiance.
For them.
My body would adapt for them…
My hands moved without permission and slid beneath my expensive robes, fingers finding pale, bare skin. A moan escaped me, sharp and involuntary, as my palm brushed my sensitive bud that was covered by damp satin. The Omega’s phantom touch lingered - not gentle, but claiming and oh so arousing - and my hips lifted off silk sheets seeking friction that wasn't there.
The ache deepened and my core pulsed in time with my labored breaths.
I tore at the waistband, shoving my underthings down just enough.
‘This is filth!’ Hissed Mother’s voice in my skull.
But all I heard was their voices...
'Cissa...'
'Narcissa...'
'Mrs. Malfoy...'
The panther.
The tabby cat.
The otter.
I knew they were three women...
I could feel it in my very soul.
The confusion about who was my soulmates became ever so clearer, but their faces were still obstructed.
...and it was as if they were in the room with me.
The panther’s voice - sensual, smoky, predatory - whispered filthy encouragement against my ear, her phantom breath hot on my neck.
‘Such restraint, Cissa… Such a waste.’ The panther chuckled as I imagined her hands expertly gripping my hips, forcing my thighs wider apart.
The tabby cat’s purr vibrated against my ribs, a low rumble of approval as her claws - gentle, deliberate - raked down my stomach.
‘Let go…’ The cat murmured, her voice thick and hypnotic. ‘Yield, Narcissa.’
And the otter - agonizingly insistent - nuzzled the curve of my jaw, her teeth grazing my earlobe.
‘We see you… Salazar's snakes, we see you…’ The otter breathed, a low positive rumble coming from her lips. ‘...all of you, our divine dove.’
My fingers plunged deeper, slick and urgent, circling the swollen bud that throbbed beneath my touch. The friction was electric, sharpening every gasp into a ragged sob. I arched off the bed, velvet crumpling beneath me, chasing the pressure of phantom mouths…
The panther’s claiming bite at my throat.
The cat’s tongue tracing my collarbone and whispering words of encouragement.
The otter’s lips closing over a stiff nipple beneath silk.
My other hand fisted in the embroidered coverlet, knuckles white against the Black family crest. Their scents - amber and leather, parchment and thunderstorm, saltwater and ozone - overpowered the stale incense of the manor, filling my lungs until I choked on them.
“Uranus be, YES—” I hissed.
The word tore from me, raw and broken, as my hips bucked against my own hand. The fantasy tightened its hold: the panther pinning my wrists above my head, the cat’s knee pressing between my thighs, the otter’s clever fingers replacing mine…
Plunging faster…
Deeper…
Over and over…
Until…
The coil in my belly snapped.
Pleasure surged, hot and liquid, splintering thought. My back arched violently, heels digging into the mattress as my fingers kept working, circling the swollen, sensitive bud with relentless pressure. The phantom sensations intensified - the panther’s low growl vibrating against my throat, her imagined teeth scraping my pulse point; the cat’s claws digging possessively into my hips, holding me open for her inspection; the otter’s playful tongue flicking against my earlobe, whispering promises that tangled with my gasps. Their mingled scents drowned out Black Manor’s oppressive atmosphere, filling my lungs until I choked on their phantom musk. My climax tore through me, sharp and shuddering, leaving my body trembling and slick against the silk sheets.
Silence pervaded and the voices faded.
The only noise that could be heard was my incessant panting as my body lewdly twitched every so often...
The silence was thick, broken only by the frantic hammering of my heart against my ribs.
Sweat cooled on my skin, turning the air clammy against the lingering phantom warmth.
I lay sprawled across the silk twisted around my thighs, the Black family crest crumpled beneath my clenched fist.
Shame washed over me, cold and immediate, followed by a deeper, more terrifying emptiness.
What have I become?
A Beta writhing alone in her childhood bed, conjuring fantasies of muggleborn witches like some desperate, heat-addled Omega.
But there was. yet again, no answer.
Not even the Obscurus that had thrown a fit earlier.
All was silent, but a lone tear escaped and traced a hot path down my cheek.
This wasn't Black dignity.
This wasn't pure-blood control.
This was the frantic, messy thrashing of an animal caught in a trap, debasing itself in the filth of its own making.
Shame settled deep in my bones, colder than the Black Manor wards.
I had succumbed to base instinct, conjuring fantasies of them – those muggleborn witches – right here, in the heart of my family's legacy.
Disgust coiled in my stomach, sharp and acidic.
My skin felt contaminated, sticky with sweat and phantom touches that reeked of Diagon Alley grime and illicit longing.
Toujours Pur?
I scoffed.
I had desecrated the Black motto myself.
"Enough." I whispered, the word scraping my raw throat and my voice sounded alien, thick with unshed tears and spent desire.
Merlin, this weakness is intolerable.
A Black woman, a Malfoy matriarch, did not wallow in self-pity or indulge in such...
…perverse imaginings.
Duty demanded composure.
Legacy demanded purity.
I pushed myself upright, the silk sheets clinging unpleasantly to my damp thighs. The movement jarred my splinched leg, sending a fresh lance of pain through the scar, grounding me harshly in the present moment. The physical ache was preferable to the gnawing humiliation.
Bath.
I wanted a bath.
Even if there was no Black house-elf to draw up said bath.
I needed scalding water to scour away the phantom scents, to erase the lingering sensation of lips and claws and whispers, to purge myself of the stench of infidelity.
I needed to purify myself of that momentary weakness.
Momentary…
Uranus be, you are seemingly having quite a lot of those as of late, Narcissa…
My movements were stiff, automatic as quick-quotes quill, as I swung my legs off the bed and stood on trembling limbs. The embroidered Black crest mocked me from the crumpled coverlet. I avoided looking at the damp spot on the silk, focusing instead on the tall, dark wardrobe across the room, remembering the adjoining washroom my Omega Mother insisted every heir have. Its door was hidden within the carved panels, seamless unless you knew the trick.
I crossed the room, avoiding my reflection in the dark, polished wardrobe mirror.
The hidden seam in the wood paneling yielded to a press of my thumb against a carved serpent’s eye…
Black magic recognizes Black blood.
The washroom door swung inward silently, revealing gleaming obsidian tiles and a vast, claw-footed tub of white marble veined with grey. Mother had called it a "necessary indulgence" for breeding stock; cleanliness was next to blood purity. I twisted the heavy gold taps marked with runes for heating charms. Scalding water roared forth, filling the air with thick steam that smelled faintly of minerals and magic - clean, sterile, nothing like the phantom musk of ozone and saltwater still clinging to my skin.
"Disgraceful…" I muttered, my voice flat against the tile.
A Black heir didn't paw at herself like a Kneazle in heat, conjuring fantasies of muggleborn witches. Duty was a cold mantle I’d worn since childhood, woven from duty, legacy, and the unyielding expectation to produce pure heirs for Lucius. This weakness - this raw, aching need for witches whose names I didn’t even know - was a betrayal of everything. The steam condensed on my cheeks, mingling with the traitorous tear tracks.
I stripped off my silk robes with sharp, efficient movements, letting them pool on the floor like discarded skin.
The water hissed as I stepped in and the near-blistering heat was a welcome punishment.
I sank down until the waterline touched my chin, closing my eyes against the sting. The heat seeped into my bones, chasing the phantom chill of shame but doing nothing for the deeper ache—the hollow throb where their imagined touches had been.
Focus, Narcissa.
Pure-blood society offered no quarter for divided loyalties or deviant desires. Black women endured and they didn’t yearn. Yet, unbidden, the Omega’s defiant chin tilted upward in my mind’s eye, her kiss a brand I couldn’t scrub away. And the Alpha’s hawk-sharp gaze, seeing too much.
What had they truly wanted?
To corrupt?
To claim?
Or…
…something worse.
Perhaps…
Perhaps to offer what Lucius never had?
I closed my eyes and let myself drift...
Drift to a world with no worries...
Drift to a world with no pain...
Drift to a place where there was just...
...quiet.
Chapter 44: Chapter 44
Summary:
The Chamber is open and Hermione is plagued by a venomous voice...
Chapter Text
I eased my fork into the potatoes on my plate, but I couldn’t summon the energy to eat them. They were good - perfectly seasoned, buttery, steaming the way the house-elves always managed - but the food turned to ash on my tongue. My body was here, in the Great Hall, seated at a table alongside Luna, Cho, and Neville.
My mind…
…was fractured, wandering somewhere between memory and reality, trapped in the labyrinth of last night’s horrors.
I could still hear the thrum of music as if I was still at The End…
I could feel the rage inside me as I watched Bisha forcibly kiss Minerva…
I could still see Bisha take his last breath as blood seeped from his lips and wounds…
I could smell Mrs. Malfoy as if she were still standing in front of my person…
The enchanted ceiling above us projected heavy, iron-dark cumulonimbus clouds, hanging low as if pressing down upon the castle.
A storm threatening to rupture.
Somehow…
It mirrored me too well.
The chatter of my fellow classmates blurred into an indistinct cacophony.
The clink of cutlery and laughter might as well have been reverberations from another realm.
I had been too quiet all day, even by my own standards.
Usually, my silence slipped easily into the hum of Hogwarts…
But Luna noticed.
The Beta Ravenclaw always noticed.
“You've got an awful lot of nargels around your head today, Hermione.” Luna exclaimed as her head rested on Cho’s shoulder, her voice soft and dreamy, cutting through the fog.
I blinked and dragged my gaze from the ceiling to her pale-silver, knowing eyes.
There wasn't any mischief in them.
No whimsical detachment.
Just sorrow.
Luna’s observation pierced deeper than she knew.
The Beta Ravenclaw had sensed it, the turbulence of my emotions, and the agitation in my Alpha pheromones I was unwittingly letting out.
My control had waned because of where my mind was…
My throat rumbled with an involuntary negative growl, low and guttural.
Alpha instincts, irrepressible in this moment.
I pressed my tongue hard to the roof of my mouth, swallowed down the sound, and internally castigated myself.
Control, Hermione.
For Merlin’s sake, control.
I desperately wanted a cuppa.
No, that was inadequate.
I needed one.
Strong, scalding, and restorative.
And then…
…a cuppa appeared.
Right there, steaming, elegant porcelain, settled beside my untouched potatoes.
I froze, staring at it, heart thudding against my ribcage.
My body was still sore from the spells I had casted, pushing my cracked core to the limit, but that soreness faded.
This was such a miniscule thing, but it was exactly what I truly needed.
Normalcy.
Complacency.
Routine.
Then I chuckled, nearly let a few tears drop down onto the table below, as relief tore through me.
Gratitude can transform common days into thanksgivings, turn routine jobs into joy, and change ordinary opportunities into blessings…
Maybe you’re right, Mr. Ward…
“Thank you, Toodey…” I reverently whispered under my breath, grateful for the cuppa, and trying to shift my current perspective.
I guessed it was Toody, but it was an educated guess.
Toodey knew about the Older Omega and I since he had delivered Albus’s letter, so I guessed it was him who had given me the cuppa.
The scent of Kuding tea drifted to my nose.
It was a Chinese tea that had many health benefits, though I must admit it was not for the faint of heart. Kuding tea, or kǔ dīng chá, is traditionally made from the leaves of Ilex kudingcha or occasionally Ligustrum robustum, and its defining characteristic is an almost audacious bitterness. The dry leaves are dark, austere, and sometimes twisted or needle-like, yet when steeped, they yield a luminous amber to golden-brown infusion that belies the intensity within.
I saw that now as I looked down at the steaming liquid.
As I took the first sip, it was sharply astringent, almost confrontational, but gradually it unfurled into a subtle, lingering sweetness that is unexpectedly mellifluous. Beneath the overt bitterness lied a vegetal complexity reminiscent of freshly harvested greens, complemented by a faintly camphoraceous, almost menthol-like note that imparts a cooling, restorative sensation.
Hogwarts was known to accommodate guests with their own cuisine and always made sure to be stocked with a variety of foods and drinks for such an occasion.
I was grateful for that foresight at this moment.
My shoulders sagged as I cradled the warm cup with my hands.
I could feel a different kind of warmth seep into my person through my fingertips, as the bitter liquid flowed down my throat, as I enjoyed normalcy.
For the first time since I first faced Bisha’s horrid stare in that sea of dancing bodies, I felt a modicum of peace.
My eyes subtly moved to the Omega Gryffindor.
Neville, seated across from me, shifted uneasily.
I could tell the Omega Gryffindor was anxious as his brown eyes darted from me to his food and then back to me again. His Omega instincts were refined and sensitive to the people he cared about. It came with time as one grew close to their packmates. He had been quiet all day, granting me distance, but I could see my own silence was gnawing at him.
“Hermione…” Neville gently said, careful, as though testing the fragility of cracked glass. “What happened? You’ve been… different. Since this morning, I mean…”
As I took another sip of my tea, the liquid yet again burned its way down my throat, acrid and purifying.
I stared at the table, at the grooves carved into the ancient oak, oh so very long ago...
Neville deserved an answer.
The three of them did.
But my mind was a battlefield…
Memory colliding with memory…
They looped even when my eyelids were closed…
Minerva shoved forward into Bisha’s grotesque arms, her lips crushed against his, her body rigid with refusal.
The volcanic rage that consumed me even now when I pictured that piece of shite in my mind.
The deafening report of the gun as I fired again, and again, and again.
And Mrs. Malfoy - Gaia, Narcissa Black Malfoy, our dove - her mask of aristocratic disdain fracturing as she kissed Minerva with desperation before apparating away into the night.
“Not now.” I responded, my voice rough, scraped raw from disuse and restraint. “I can’t discuss it. Now now… please.”
Neville’s face faltered, wounded, but he masked it with a delicate nod.
Beside him, Luna’s hand slid onto his shoulder - the gesture ethereal yet grounding - her own Beta pheromones drifting out to soothe the both of us.
Cho had been reading while eating, but stopped when she heard my voice.
The Alpha Ravenclaw looked up, brown eyes staring at my person in a calculating way, and I felt naked under her gaze.
Silence fell.
Not comfortable silence.
Oppressive and suffocating.
I forced myself to eat, shoveling food into my mouth with mechanical precision, though every bite was an exercise in futility.
The pack worried when their Alphas weren’t at their best.
For their sake, I went through the motions of making sure my body had nutrition.
When the plates cleared themselves, I rose too quickly. Luna and Neville startled, their wide eyes searching my face, while Cho’s narrowed and followed my clunky movements.
“I need- I need to think.” I hissed, harsher than I meant, and Neville flinched; guilt lanced me as if I had cast the Sectumsempra once again. “I’ll… find you later.” I added, immediately softening.
Before they could protest, I limped away, boots striking sharp against familiar stone.
The doors of the Great Hall closed behind me with a resonant boom.
The noise of students vanished.
Only silence remained, punctuated by the torches fire, and I was subjected and left alone with my thoughts.
I leaned against the cold wall and forced air into my lungs.
Yesterday surged up once again…
Vivid.
Inescapable.
Just like the blue fire that irrevocably changed my life…
The nightclub’s pulsating music.
The brute’s hand shoving Minerva into Bisha’s grasp.
The wet, revolting sound of his kiss.
My incandescent fury.
My magic sparked in dangerous currents through the cracks of my core to bring about justice.
And then the recoil in the nightclub’s basement…
The unrelenting blast of Muggle gunfire, echoing again and again as his body collapsed.
I could still smell him.
Oily sweat.
Cheap cologne.
Hubris personified.
I should feel some semblance of guilt.
Horror, at the very least, at what I had done.
Instead, I felt grim satisfaction…
…and a flicker of disquiet at myself for once again taking a life.
And then there was Mrs. Malfoy…
Drenched with a permanent scowl on the older Beta’s face. Her eyes, pale as winter frost, had locked on mine in that roadside copse. Her mask fractured, if only for a heartbeat. She kissed Minerva as though drowning, then fled, cheeks flushed, eyes wide, wand raised to vanish into nothingness.
Our other soulmate.
Our dove.
How could the Fates be so exquisitely cruel?
I slammed my fist into the wall.
The stone bit my knuckles and tear-jerking pain grounded me.
How am I supposed to carry this weight?
When will life be painless…
My vision blurred.
I pressed the heel of my hand into my eyes.
I could feel my control slipping.
I wanted to scream.
To rend the heavens with rage.
But something stopped me…
Not reason.
Not even discipline.
Something far more…
Primitive.
That unmistakable sensation of being observed.
It slithered over my skin like a cool night's air, raising the hairs on the back of my neck, and creating goosebumps on my arms.
My Alpha instincts bristled.
I froze where I stood in the corridor, heart hammering far too loudly in my chest.
The air smelled of wax and stone, of a variety of dynamics and the faint remnants of meals carried through the halls.
But beneath all of that…
Subtle and unnerving…
Lingered something foreign.
Someone was watching.
Slowly, I lowered my hands, my wand - now deftly unholstered - instinctively found its way into my palm.
I scanned the dim hallway, my one good eye darting from one alcove to the next, from the shadows of the archways to the stairwells spiraling into darkness.
But there was nothing.
Empty air.
Unyielding stone.
I exhaled sharply through my nose.
“Get a hold of yourself…” I muttered, though even I didn’t believe the words flowing from my lips. “You’re just going mad…”
But that chill was still there…
That foreign scent…
I started forward again, my gait even more uneven than usual.
Each step sent sharp reminders of the tole my body took yesterday. The nightclub fight had left me battered and my body screamed with every movement.
But I was alive.
Alive and carrying the burden of two cracks still left in my magic core.
That reality alone should have demanded caution and restraint at this moment.
But I was from House Slytherin and cautiously pressed forward.
And then…
PAIN.
A sudden, sharp sting lanced into my calf.
I yelped, stumbled like a buffoon, and whirled about.
My wand arm snapped up in a perfect dueling stance, a dangerous growl reverberating low in my throat, primal and feral.
But it wasn’t a student.
Or a professor.
Or even some shadowy specter of Bisha come to haunt me…
It was a snake.
Its scales gleamed faintly green in the torchlight, sleek as water, eyes glinting. It hissed once - sharp, almost derisive as it bared its sharp fangs at me - before retreating, slithering with eerie speed into the cracks and unseen channels that honeycombed the ancient castle walls.
I stood there, heart galloping, wand still aimed at the stone.
My chest rose and fell in shallow bursts.
Salazar’s snakes…
You nearly hexed a serpent into oblivion, Hermione…
“Pathetic.” I hissed to myself, forcing my wand down.
My pride stung almost as much as the shallow bite on my calf.
But the unease didn’t leave me.
No…
…it coiled tighter.
The castle felt different tonight.
Alive.
Watching.
I limped forward again, faster this time, unwilling to be stationary prey.
My footsteps echoed in the long corridor, magnified by the vaulted ceilings, but something else pressed in on the edges of my perception.
A sound.
Faint at first.
Alien.
‘Come…’
‘Come to me…’
I froze once again.
My very blood burned out and dread filled my person.
That voice wasn’t human.
Nor was it merely auditory.
It resonated in my bones, slipping past language into something oh so unsettling.
I clutched my wand tighter.
Suspicion curled low in my stomach, but alongside it…
A compulsion.
What in the world-
I stopped thinking and looked down.
I felt it in my very fingertips, a strange but familiar warmth building until I noticed the faint glow of golden light seeping from them.
That same mysterious radiance that had manifested before.
And it wanted me to follow.
“No.” I rasped under my breath, trying to anchor myself.
But my feet moved anyway, dragging my sore body forward.
The voice came again, sharper, hungrier.
‘Blood…’
‘I smell blood.’
‘Let me kill you.’
‘Let me feast on you…’
I shuddered violently.
My Alpha instincts clamored, screaming danger, but I couldn’t stop.
My wand was raised, my body limping but determined.
The compulsion sang through my veins.
The castle’s shadows thickened as I turned corner after corner.
‘Kill…’
‘Kill…’
The slippery, in-human voice demanded.
Insistent.
Closer.
I followed the voice along the wall to my left, blank stone, cold and unforgiving. But the voice threaded through it, beckoning further. My hand pressed to the stone, trembling, fingers leaving smears of that same golden light.
It was as if I was a snake leaving a trail…
But who did I want to follow?
‘KILL!’
The word struck like a thunderclap in my skull.
And then…
Impact.
I collided with other persons
I nearly casted a spell on instinct, but stayed my hand when I recognized familiar scents.
Luna, Cho, and Neville.
“Bloody hell, Hermione!” Neville yelped as he stumbled back, his Omega pheromones flaring - sharp, anxious, and laced with fear.
My one working eye noticed the Omega Gryffindors hands trembling while he fumbled to adjust his grip on the satchel on his person.
“Hermione?” Luna’s voice was quiet, ethereal, and she blinked those pale-silver eyes at me as she tilted her head.
“Seems so.” Cho huffed, her arms crossed, posture changing as she assessed me.
Breathless, my eyes darted wildly between them and the corridor behind.
“Did you hear it?” I rasped, my voice ragged and desperate. “Tell me that at least one of you heard it?”
“Heard what?” Neville repealed, frowning all the while, his Adam's apple bobbing as he swallowed hard.
“That inhuman voice!” I hissed, spinning on my heel with my wand raised, shoulders heaving as though I’d run a meter. My gaze tore through every shadow, every flicker of movement, desperate for a shape that wasn’t there. Pain flared hot in my calf, but I shoved it down, refusing to yield. “There was a voice - it said, Morgana, it said it wanted blood-” I explained, but the words cracked, rage surging through me unchecked, my growl spilling low and dangerous from my throat. “Shite!” The snarl ripped free as my lips curled back, cursing viciously. “One blasted eye… Bloody useless!”
My control was slipping, my Alpha hindbrain trying to take over because of the situation, and my fear and anger filled pheromones mixed in the air with Neville’s own.
The concoction made the act of taking in air through my lungs even worse…
“Hermione…” Cho tried, voice low and cautious as she took a protective stance in front of Luna. “There’s nothing-”
“I heard it!” I snapped, cutting the Alpha Ravenclaw off, eyes wild as I searched all around us. “Persistent… It was persistent, but… It stopped only when I ran into you three.”
Silence stretched.
And then the Beta Ravenclaw, who had been quiet, lightly tapped on Cho’s shoulder.
The Alpha Ravenclaw was reluctant to step aside, but did so as her eyes remained on my person.
Luna carefully walked to the center of us all
“It’s time.” Luna admitted, her voice not her own, her eyes becoming milky white.
Cho, Neville, and I snapped our attention to the witch who could see now.
Neville’s panic sharpened.
Everyone could smell it in the air surrounding us.
“T-time for what?” Neville stuttered, his voice cracking, his Omega pheromones spiking higher, riddled with terror, and his hands clenched in fists at his sides.
The Seer turned those ancient, knowing eyes on him, unflinching.
She didn’t answer directly.
She didn’t need to.
My breathing steadied enough to speak again, even though my voice was like steel scraping on stone, and I tried to calm myself.
“I’ve felt this before. This- This all-consuming… fear.” I admitted, my voice oh so quiet, my own body trembling where I stood. “When death stood close enough to touch...”
“Death is always right around the corner…” The Seer murmured, serene as the moon. “...waiting for us to notice… But what about the anger, Hermione Jean Granger?” The Seer asked, her eyes slowly reverting to that pale-silver of my friends, but still staring into my very soul. “Will you let that scorching fire consume you? Will your soul turn to ash? Or will you rise up anew, daughter of the sun?”
I didn’t answer.
I couldn’t answer.
The Seer’s words were cryptic, but true.
I knew it in my marrow.
So I ignored the latter half of the Seer’s word and answered what I could.
“Yes…” I agreed, my voice low. “And tonight, it feels nearer than ever. It’s moving and it’s going to kill.”
I quickly turned away from those knowing eyes and forced my battered body into motion once more.
My leg throbbed, my head swam, my body protested, but still I limped forward.
Behind me, I could hear Neville’s hesitant footsteps, Luna’s silent glide, and Cho’s forceful strides.
My pack.
My friends.
They followed, though their worry hung thick in the air.
I could smell the Beta Ravenclaw trying to calm us with her pheromones and was thankful.
We were being pulled deeper into something vast and insidious…
The castle was unnervingly quiet, the shadows lengthened by torches guttering in unseen drafts. The voice had grown intermittent, vanishing and reappearing, like some spectral pendulum teasing me with fragments of horror.
My skin prickled.
I felt as though the stones themselves were listening and waiting.
Then…
Movement.
A tide of black scuttling across the base of the wall…
Spiders - hundreds of them - pouring out of cracks, abandoning their domiciles with frantic, uncoordinated haste. Their legs scratched at the stone, the sound like skeletal fingers on parchment, and the dread came back tenfold.
I stopped dead and my friends nearly collided with my person
“That’s… strange.” Cho declared, her breath hitching, timbre tight, her hand instinctively flexing as though reaching for a wand…
…though no overt threat had revealed itself at the moment.
But the Alpha Ravenclaw was ever vigilant.
Neville stared wide-eyed at the fleeing spiders.
“Godric's bloody galleons, I’ve never seen spiders do… that.” Neville whispered, his voice trembling, a mixture of astonishment and fear, his Omega pheromones calming slightly because Luna.
“The poor things know…” Luna whispered, her tone mournful, almost reverential.
The way the Beta Ravenclaw’s eyes followed the arachnid exodus made my chest ache.
Luna was right.
Animals often sensed calamity long before humans ever deigned to recognize the signs.
But I said nothing.
My silence was deliberate and heavy.
Although…
Something had caught my attention - not the spiders, not the inhuman voice - but the floor itself. The flagstones were polished, the ancient stonework gleaming faintly in the torchlight. And in that reflection - distorted yet undeniable - was something painted that should not have been there.
I turned, slowly, inexorably, my entire body rigid.
“W-What’s that?” Neville asked, confusion edging his voice.
The words seared into my very soul as my gaze locked onto the wall behind us, written in jagged strokes, still wet and glistening in places.
My throat constricted.
The letters were large, deliberate, every curve and line screaming menace.
The Chamber of Secrets has opened… Enemies of the Heir… Beware…
Silence fell among us.
Not even Luna breathed a singular breath.
It was Cho who first broke the stasis.
The Alpha Ravenclaw drew her wand with crisp precision, stepped forward, and murmured a diagnostic charm Diagnosio. Her wand glowed faintly orange, then dimmed, leaving behind the stark reality.
“It’s blood.” Cho grimly said, her words reverberating in the hollow quiet.
A nauseating chill twisted my low in my stomach.
Merlin, Morgana, Nimue, and Circe…
Our eyes, as if compelled by one singular force, slid to the left.
There - hanging from a torch bracket - was Mrs. Norris…
Mr. Filch’s cat…
The cat's body was stiff, eyes bulging, every line of her feline form arrested in terror.
Gasps rose behind us.
A crowd was forming.
Students and professors alike were drawn by the horror.
My pulse throbbed in my ears.
“Merlin…” Neville croaked as his hands came up to cover his mouth, his voice breaking, his Omega pheromones flaring instantly and erasing Luna’s progress at projecting calm.
Draco Malfoy shouldered his way to the front, his pale Omega face draining of what little colour it had. His pheromones also flared with fear, sour and sharp, but then his gaze caught mine. His lips twisted into a sneer, a shield for his terror.
“You’re next, mudblood.” Draco spat, his voice trembled yet kept its cruel nature, the mask already back in its place.
The word struck like a whip…
…though I didn’t flinch.
The Omega Slytherin reminded me so much of his mother and it pained me in a multitude of ways.
Cho stepped subtly in front of Luna and Neville, her stance widening protectively. Luna reached for Neville, wrapping her delicate fingers around his trembling shoulder, whispering soft nonsense trying to soother him yet again, her Beta pheromones even thicker than before.
Then…
Movement.
Magical movement.
Mrs. Norris shimmered.
Gasps turned to shrieks as her feline frame rippled, stretched, and transformed. Just as Minerva had done countless times, the Animagus shift reversed, the body elongating, limbs cracking, reshaping.
And where the stiff cat had been…
…an older woman collapsed.
Her age was written in her face - lined and weary, yet soft.
She crumpled onto the flagstones with sickening finality.
The crowd fell utterly silent.
Then came the wail.
“MY WIFE!” Mr. Flinch screamed, his voice blood-curdling. “WHERE IS MY WIFE?!”
Argus Filch forced his way through the assembly, eyes wild, hair disheveled. The moment he saw her - the instant recognition struck, the recognition of what his wife's fate was - his knees buckled. He fell beside her, hands shaking as he pulled her body into his arms.
“My love… Oh, my love…” Mr. Filch sobbed, raw and keening, as he held his deceased wife. “What have they done to you?” He howled, his grief thunderous and cataclysmic, a guttural tearing of sound that echoed across the hall and into all our ears.
The entire school seemed to hold its breath as his Beta pheromones thickly projected to anyone nearby.
We all could feel, smell, hear, and taste the anguish of the new widower.
Mr. Filch's blood-soaked tears streaked down his face, dripping onto her cold and motionless skin. He rocked her in his arms, his sobs breaking into incoherent gasps of pain.
Then his eyes lifted.
Briefly.
And they found me.
Hatred crystallized in the Beta caretaker’s expression, twisting his grief into something truly venomous. He surged forward on his knees, pointing a trembling, accusing finger.
“You!” Mr. Filch hissed, his voice ragged, but carrying to all who listened. “You MURDERED her! You’re the horror that brings death! I know you did it! I know it! MY WIFE IS DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU!”
The accusation slammed into me, though I kept my face impassive, stone against stone.
Inside, however, something fractured.
Another death.
Another life ended in my orbit.
And this time, love had been wrenched from someone else’s grasp.
I didn’t notice Minerva’s worried gaze cutting toward me from the edge of the crowd.
Didn’t register the faint tremor of her Omega pheromones, her instinct to soothe.
My eyes were locked on the body…
The wall…
The blood…
The stench of death…
But then authority descended.
“Enough.” A familiar voice boomed and my mind wrenched away from the descent into madness I was currently experiencing.
Albus Dumbledore stepped into the chaos, his presence calming to all who were here. His wand flicked in a complex motion, a lattice of silver light shimmering into existence. It expanded outward like a translucent curtain, shielding the students from the sight of the corpse, softening the horror.
“Back to your dormitories,” Albus said, his voice resonating calm yet commanding as the words flowed from his lips. “Follow your Heads of House. There is nothing more to be done here tonight.”
No one dared argue.
Professors surged forward to guide clusters of trembling students away, murmuring reassurances that sounded hollow in the oppressive air.
But Albus’s gaze lingered.
“Hermione. Luna. Cho. Neville.” Albus said, his tone shifting, softer yet firm. “Stay.”
I stood unmoving and I tried to control myself.
The words on the wall blaringly glared at me, each letter heavy with prophecy, and I glared back.
The Chamber of Secrets has opened… Enemies of the Heir… Beware…
I stared, unblinking, my blackened heart heavy with the certainty that death was not at all finished with me…
The torchlight wavered, shadows crawling over the crimson strokes, and I felt as though the wall itself had taken up the role of judge, jury, and executioner.
Cho shifted at my side, her Alpha presence a veritable shield I could sense but barely register.
Neville’s breath came shallow and fast, vulnerability pooling thick in the air.
Luna’s scent was calm, resolute - yet tinged with melancholy and sadness, as though she too could hear the slow toll of some invisible bell.
The silence shattered.
“Bring her back! BRING. HER. BACK! Please, Headmaster… bring her back…” Mr. Filch’s brokenly plead, his voice raw enough to flay skin from bone.
I tore my eyes from the wall only to witness something worse.
The Beta caretaker’s hands clung desperately to the bier Albus had conjured, shaking as though he could will the white sheet to stir…
To breathe…
To undo death’s cruel permanence…
Albus bent low, his Omega scent steady, anchoring.
“I cannot.” Albus admitted softly, his voice nearly breaking beneath the weight of truth. “Not even I… not even magic can reverse this, my friend.”
The words seemed to hollow out Mr. Filch from the inside.
The Beta caretaker’s grief curdled into pure unadulterated venom…
And when his gaze found my person?
It was sharp enough to pierce my very flesh.
“Ask her!” Mr. Filch hissed, spittle on his lips. “Ask the Horror of Hogwarts! She’s the one who did it!” He snarled, his finger, trembling but certain, stabbed the air in my direction once again. “Everyone sees! The words. Those mad words she undoubtedly wrote! She. Killed. My. WIFE!”
My chest constricted, not from guilt but from the blistering injustice of it all.
Again, I tried to remain calm amid this horrid situation…
“That’s not true.” I growled, my voice clipped, steel lacing each word.
“Rubbish!” Mr. Filch spat back, fury twisting his face into something grotesque. “Wherever you go, girl, death follows! You’re cursed. A horror, indeed!”
The accusation seared me.
And though my spine stiffened, though my pride forced me to stand unbowed, inside I was bleeding.
Minerva moved half a step forward, her lips parting as though she might unleash the full force of her defense, but stopped.
I saw it in the older Omega’s emerald-green eyes…
The calculation…
The restraint…
We could not risk the truth of our bond surfacing here, not now, not in this maelstrom of fear and grief.
Especially since Gilderoy Lockhart was present…
It was Severnia who intervened, her Alpha dominance steady and firm, not boastful like Lockhart’s but cutting and decisive.
“Perhaps Granger and her friends were merely in the wrong place at the wrong time.” Severnia said, her voice carrying with it a finality that dared anyone to argue.
Filch shook his head violently, eyes wet, but before he could summon another word…
Albus released a tide of his pheromones.
It was like standing beneath a tranquil waterfall, the force irresistible, drowning panic and rage alike.
Even my Alpha instincts softened under the weight of his Omega command.
“I am sure…” Albus said, every syllable slow and deliberate, “...that Hermione and her friends were only on their way to their dormitories.”
Filch trembled, caught between grief and the weight of Albus’s influence.
At last, the Beta caretaker’s body sagged, the venom stripped from his expression and the old fool saw his opportunity to act. Albus’s wand flicked in a complex but elegant motion. “Somnus placidus.” A soft haze of light enveloped Mr. Filch, and within seconds, his breathing evened. He slumped against the wall, finally granted the mercy of unconsciousness.
“Minerva.” Albus gently said as his despondent eyes remained on Mr. Filch and his deceased wife, though his words didn’t mirror his expression and resonated strength. “Will you handle the rest?”
“Aye.” Minerva answered immediately, her beautiful emerald-green eyes still flickering toward me, concern and duty warring within her.
“Good.” Albus’s gaze swept across us all, his expression sharpening with unspoken command, his eyes now looking at us. “Then let me be clear… Caution above all… We tread dark waters, and shadows lengthen faster than we know.”
With that, the old fool turned his full attention upon me and his eyes pinned me as surely as nails to wood.
‘Mione. When all is quiet, follow me to my office.’
Albus had said it in my mind and I gave him a small, subtle nod.
Dismissal followed…
Severnia striding off, her black robes billowing behind her, to patrol Hogwarts halls.
Lockhart puffing his chest in empty bravado and scurrying away while saying he will be justice incarnate from this day forth.
Minerva quietly moved and reverently apparated away with Mr. Filch’s wife.
One by one, they left until only Albus I lingered…
Silence settled like ash.
I stood frozen for a breath longer, the words on the wall still burning into me.
The Chamber of Secrets has opened… Enemies of the Heir… Beware…
And I wondered - not for the first time - if perhaps the writing was not a mad warning, but a sentence already passed…
Did Destiny already plot its course?
Or were the Fates weaving their intricate strings this grief-ridden night…
