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It was already late as we arrived at a small town in Sapporo, we walked slowly towards the nearest building while trying to resist the strong winds of the upcoming storm. Sugimoto made it to the small wooden hut first, opening the door to reveal an already running fireplace.
“Keep going!” Sugimoto screamed at us, the storm muffled his shout until we almost couldn’t hear it.
I kept striving on forward, the snow almost up to my knees, and the cold - unbearable. I faintly saw Shiraishi and asirpa make it to the wooden steps, leading them to the warm abode.
I looked up ahead, seeing nothing but snow and A vague shape that was Ogatas’ back. We weren’t really close or anything, since I only joined the group a couple of months ago. Yet it seemed that he’s warmed up to me quite a bit, Even suspiciously so, at least in relation to his cold behavior with the rest of the group. I didn’t mind it tho, I liked that he treated me differently - it somehow made me feel special.
The snow kept pilling quickly, making it harder and harder to walk these last 20 meters. My teeth were shaking from the cold and my brain was starting to get foggy. I started to lose feel of my legs, I reached in front of me as a last resort, hoping to cling on to Ogata. Somehow I was hoping it’ll help - although I knew it won’t.
That’s when I lost my consciousness.
I slowly woke up, my head still fuzzy and dizzy. I looked around, trying to understand the situation, when I saw a vague human form sitting at the corner of the room. it was Ogata - cleaning his weapon while sitting on a small plush couch at the other side of the abode.
“Where are we?” I asked while sitting up, feeling like my head is about to explode. When I get no answer, i call out his name - “Ogata?”
He then turned around to face me, a cloth in one hand and his sniper in the other. His black eyes motionless, and his hair slicked back neatly as always. He sighed before answering, “you fainted yesterday. The storm. Remember?”
I looked at him, trying to remember the events of yesterday. “….wheres everyone ?” I asked, looking around the room for a trace of them.
“Went out to resupply” he said sternly before approaching the bed. “You should rest. We’re gonna head out soon.” Maybe it was my imagination, but for a second I could sense Ogata’s concern.
“I’ve rested enough haven’t I?” I swiftly got up from the bed, as if nothing happened “i think i might go restock my supplies as well.. wanna join me?” A few seconds pass before he noded “yeah, after all I didn’t have much time to do that till now.” He looked at me with a slightly accusing look. I rolled my eyes and started packing my stuff silently, feeling the awkward tension between us*
As I started packing my remaining supplies , I heard Ogata’s footsteps growing near from behind me. I swiftly looked behind my shoulder and saw him reaching his arm towards me - a small silver hairpin laid upon his rough hand. I looked slightly confused, after all, his expression was blank and I couldn’t read his intentions - as per usual. I looked up at him, perplexed, waiting for him to say something.
What was nearly a minute of silence felt like eternity. He didn’t say a work, and I started to get suspicious. after all, Ogata is one of the most unexpected people I’ve ever met. “….what is it?” I finally break the silence, hoping I’m not getting myself into anything dangerous.
Ogata looked at me coldly as his mouth slowly opened to speak - “it’s your birthday”. That’s all he said. I was taken aback. After all, I completely forgot about my own birthday. I reached my hand towards his, to take the pin before I thanked him.
“H…how did you even know?” I asked with a genuinely surprised look on my face. After all, I lost track of time, so much so that I completely forgot about the one day a year that I actually look forward to. “Sugimoto told us. Said it’d be nice of us to bring you something..to build trust… but I’m just bribing you I guess..” he said with that same look in his eyes, but he slightly grinned. A sight that I never would have thought I’d see.
I chuckled, looking at the small pin that I now hold. “trust huh?…” of course it was Sugimoto..! His attempts to make all of us closer are starting to annoy me, but for some reason, this time it didn’t bother me as much. “Well.. I appreciate the effort..” i tried to sound nonchalant, knowing deep down that it meant a lot to me - especially coming from Ogata.
We both finished packing our things before heading outside. The moment we opened the door a wave of devastating cold hit us, the freezing breeze making it even worse. “It’s better than yesterday at least” I yelled from the top of my lungs, the wind muffling me. I than followed Ogata into a nearby weapon shop, hoping they’ll have the right ammo for us.
“Y/N!” I suddenly heared a familiar voice. I looked to my right and saw both Asirpa and Sugimoto. “Are you feeling better? After all, you did faint like some little kid.” Sugimoto scoffed, with a tone of concern. “Yeah…” a slight blush appeared on my cheeks, embarrassed by my inability to tolerate the weather conditions - it really hurt my ego.
“Thank you guys for taking care of me, I owe you one, really”. Sugimoto and Asirpa looked at each other, when a sudden smile carved through their faces. “You know..” Asirpa couldn’t help but chuckle - “it was mostly Ogata that looked after you.. he really insisted on staying with you” asirpa smirked knowingly, unable to hide her amusement. “Did he?” I sighed, getting tired of trying to figure out that man. “Anyways, where’s Shiraishi and Tanigaki? Did you guys split up?”
Sugimoto quickly replied “yeah, they both went to buy some medicine while we stock on some ammo, we decided to meet back at the local bar at around 20:00”. I looked slightly confused, “at the local bar? Why?” We were already behind schedule, a night at the bar would only waste our much needed time.
Sugimoto looked at me, a huge smile across his face, “It’s your birthday isn’t it?, we always try to celebrate birthdays together.. it’s one of the few things that we can celebrate right now.. and it’s a good bonding opportunity isn’t it?” a moment of silence passed before I sighed, “sure.. why not, should I bring my nice set of clothes?” Asirpa nodded saying “yeah, a birthday is a birthday after all” while smiling from ear to ear. She honestly looked more excited than I did.
I looked around the shop, searching for fitting ammo for my shotgun. The store was quite spacious yet a bit messy and maze like. I walked around for a couple of minutes before spotting Ogata in one of the messy aisles. I approached him slowly, not wanting to alert him
“Found what you need?”. He then turned around to face me, his expression unreadable as always. “Yeah.” A moment of awkward silence passed before I tried to speak again, “thank you for staying with me yesterday… I feel a lot better now, i appreciate it”. Not mentioning that Asirpa told me he insisted on staying with me, knowing he’ll deny it or just get embarrassed.
“Well.. I already bought everything I need, So I think I’m gonna head back to the hut. see you at the bar at 20:00?” I asked Ogata, not knowing if he knows about the meet up. He nodded and turned back around without adding a single word.
I walked back to the hut, most of the snow already melted by the afternoon sun, the weather suddenly feels nice and warm. As I arrived the hut was empty, everyone were probably still restocking on everything they needed.
I looked up at the worn out wooden clock, acknowledging it was already an hour before our supposed meeting time. I changed into my “evening” attire - a nicer set of clothes that each of us owns in case we’ll need a disguise.
It was a nice yet not too expensive blue yukata, adorned with a black obi belt. It was the first time I got to wear it, and it made me kinda happy - finally being able to dress up for my birthday.
As I packed all my scruffy clothes back into my backpack I noticed the small silver hair pin that Ogata gifted me. My mind went blank for a second before picking it up, wandering how he’ll react to me wearing it. Without a second thought I decided to wear it, knowing he’ll probably won’t even notice.
An hour passed as I started heading towards the towns’ bar. It was a brisk 5 minute walk from our hut, given that it was a fairly small town. As the sun set and I arrived outside of the scruffy looking old wooden bar, I spotted Sugimoto and Asirpa heading inside. “Asirpa! Sugimoto!” I called out while picking up the pace and running towards them - catching the door just before it closed.
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” Everyone inside of the bar yelled, and by everyone I mean the entire group and one other random person who was just hanging out there. And by yelled I mean YELLED. Except for Ogata of course - who just spoke in his usual monotone voice.
I looked around in a slight shock, I was not expecting them to actually treat my birthday as a special occasion, it kinda felt like a suprise party.. one of those things I never got to experience considering my past. Without even noticing I grinned from ear to ear, their thought of me getting me slightly emotional.
”Thank you guys” I smiled and looked at everyone, starting to feel a bit embarrassed by the situation. Therefore I took the chance to go and order a drink. After all, we’re gonna spend another night in this town, so why the heck not.
I went towards the bartender, asking for a few beers to hand out to everyone. I then took them and served them to our table. “Here you go guys.. it’s on me this time” I say while putting the glasses down carefully, only to then sit by Ogata - the only sit that was vacant.
As the evening progressed I could sometimes sense Ogata staring at me, wondering if it’s just normal Ogata behavior and he’s lost in though or if he’s noticed the hairpin I wore… although why would he even care if I put it on? I got slightly excited at the thought of him noticing that I wore it, My heart beating faster with every second.
It was a long night, I already lost count of my drinks and I started to feel lightheaded. My mind went blank for a second before I stood up and mumbled - “I’m heading back.. I think I’m gonna throw up”,
I waited for an answer before noticing everyone were already passed out drunk on the table, even Asirpa. But Ogata was no where to be found.. he probably went to the bathroom or outside to sit alone, I briskly though to myself, almost paying it no mind in my intoxicated state.
He does that a lot when we all go out, I sometimes think being near so many people makes him anxious, since he can’t notice everything that’s happening and thus he has less control over the situation.. he’s always been a bit paranoid and untrusting so it’s nothing new.. but I sometimes wonder why that is..
I stepped outside, the weather getting cold again - but it was nothing compared to yesterday. I started walking towards our shared hut when I noticed the lights were on. I started to get suspicious, thinking someone might be inside - maybe trying to ambush us.
I tip toed to the nearest window and looked inside. At first, I couldn’t exactly figure out what I was seeing, my eyes a bit unfocused from all the drinking. But before a second passes the sight was no longer vague. My jaw dropped and I immediately ducked so he wouldn’t see me, trying to comprehend what I just saw.
It was Ogata. He was sitting on the nearest bed, naked - slowly stroking himself. The face he made carved into my memory, the slight twitching of his eyes and the almost silent hiss that came out of him with each stroke were mesmerizing.
I could feel myself turning red with embarrassment.. or.. excitement? I tried to steady my breath before looking once more through the window, making sure I’m not hallucinating. But when I did, Ogata was no where to be found. Was I dreaming? It felt so real.. did he maybe go somewhere? The bathroom? The shower?
My heart pounded and my mind was racing, with an impulsive decision, I made up my mind. I’m gonna head in and check for myself.
I slowly walked towards the door, making sure I’m not being spotted. I hesitate before opening the door slowly. There was no one - the room looked exactly as we left it. I stepped inside, trying to investigate further before the door shut behind me violently. “You saw me didn’t you?” Ogata asked with his low and raspy voice, his hand pulling on my hair from behind, only to make me look upwards at him.
I could feel his hot breath against my skin, his already hardened cock pressing against my back, pulsing at the feel of skin. I was quiet for a moment, overwhelmed by the situation and extremely flustered. He then came closer to my ear and whispered so quietly I could barely hear. My heart pounded, I looked him in the eyes before he reached towards my hair with his other hand, removing the pin he gave me.
”You slut”, He whispered almost teasingly. “You knew this was gonna happen… you WANTED this to happen didn’t you? That’s why you wore that pin? He smirked, his nose touching my sensitive earlobe. His other hand reached towards the door, locking it behind us.
”What are you talking about?” I ask after what felt like eternity, it was a bad way to try and deny the situation, I knew there’s no way he’d believe I didn’t see him beforehand, but my denial only fueled him further.
Ogata smirked, knowing well enough I saw everything - yet he let me off the hook this once, changing the topic back to the little silver hairpin.“you wore it just for me didn’t you? The pin.” He said with that same smirk on his face. For the first time in a while I saw his eyes sparkle. Not from happiness or excitement, no. But from hunger.
I couldn’t help but gulp, my body betrayed me under Ogata’s hot breath. He didn’t break eye contact, making sure I’m feeling his need, while his free hand started mapping my every curve, gliding from my neck to the small of my back.
”I want you to tell me exactly what you saw.” He whispered teasingly, his grasp on my hair still relentless. My body was burning up, for some reason I felt… excited. I could feel my core getting hotter by the second, starting to get embarrassed by the mess down there.
I didn’t want to answer. I knew very well I saw everything he did, but I couldn’t admit it for the life of me. He then released his grasp on my hair, turning me around to face him. I could now see his whole bare body - his reddened face, his hooded eyes and his fully erected cock. But before I could even form a thought he pushed me back, quite gently, and I landed on the small plush couch that was behind me
I could sense his hunger, his eyes roaming over my body relentlessly. His cock pulsing without a touch - the view was addicting, so much so that I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. For a moment it was so quiet that I could almost hear his heart beat.
he took a step towards me, looming over me with that hungry look, I gulped again, my body acting on his own. “Don’t be shy…” he took another step forward, bending slowly to meet my gaze, “tell me what you saw. Now.” I knew I’d be getting in trouble if I didn’t say it, but I was still so shocked that I couldn’t let a single word out.
Ogata hummed, acknowledging my silence before he grabbed my chin and made me look at him, his face growing closer until I could feel his breath on my face, my heart kept racing. “Tell. Me.”. That’s all he said, his grasp on my chin almost bruising.
A second passed before I muttered “You, I saw you”, my mouth acted on its own, Ogata’s smirk disappeared and was replaced by a satisfied look, accompanied by an agreeable hum. “Me?” He scoffed, ”and what was I doing?” He asked, the grip on my chin loosened, yet his eyes never leave mine.
”Y-you were.. t-touching yourself” I mumbled, my body still in shock from the situation. He smirked once again before nodding “mhm. And since someone here interrupted me..”, his grip on my chin strengthened once again while he’s face got closer to mine, “how about you’ll help me out?” He whispered in a quiet yet raspy tone.
I couldn’t answer. I’m not usually like that, but the suddenness of the situation got the best of me. He slowly dropped to his knees, his hands now resting on my knees, and his look… needy and intimidating.
he started slowly circling the flesh just above my knees, his hard body resting between them. He hummed before stating “just give me a nod and I’m all yours, I know you want it.” He said with an almost demanding voice. I knew I should’ve probably said no, Ogata is a dangerous man, and this could make our everyday life in the group awkward.. but I couldn’t resist it anymore and I knew he was right, my body was already so hot and sweaty from need..
Before I even finished thinking this through I nodded, letting my body speak for myself. Ogata wasted no time before pushing my knees apart, tracing his tongue over the sensitive flesh just beneath my core.
His hands held me by the waist, before he sled them down further, to get rid of my panties and toss them away. I gasped at the sudden move, my legs already weak from the touch of his slick tongue
As he witnessed my damp core a slight look of satisfaction painted his face, his hooded eyes meeting mine once again - just before he went back to teasing the sensitive flesh.
I could feel my heartbeat getting faster, blood rushing to my face as I try not make a noise. I started unconsciously pushing Ogata’s head towards my heat, he groans into my skin as a result - a shudder runs through my spine.
With a final lock of our eyes he finally started circling my clit, coaxing me to release soft moans and whimpers as I could feel myself melting into his touch. He circled his tongue around my folds just before he delved his tongue into me, with persistent strokes.
his tongue was soft and hot, and on top of that - he knew exactly what he was doing. Does he actually have experience with women? That’s seems unlikely since.. well… he’s not an outgoing person.
As his tongue flicked and rolled inside of me, one of his hands hovered from my thigh and onto my clit, circling it gently while his tongue works without rest. I could feel the impending climax, my core tightening with each stroke, closing in on his tongue.
My entire body was tightening like a coil, Ogata’s look every couple of seconds made me feel even hotter inside, I was so close, so so close… but just as I felt like I’m gonna come there was a sudden knock on the door.
I could feel my heart racing yet again, my cheeks flushed from the though of being caught. Ogata’s mouth stoped moving as he asked with his usual cold tone - “who’s there?”.
“It’s Sugimoto! Is Y/N inside?, she wasn’t at the bar when I woke up?”. A second of silence passed as we stared at each other, my anxious eyes met his hooded cold ones. But then he finally answered.. “why won’t you come check for yourself?”