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It was a week after Suho woke up from his coma and was discharged from the hospital. The doctor said everything looked good and miraculously, Suho doesn’t suffer from any brain damage. This was really good news to Sieun - he was worried Suho wasn’t going to remember him and that would’ve been absolutely devastating.
After Suho visited his grandma for a bit, he packed a bag of clothes and called Sieun. Sieun decided that Suho would stay with him at his apartment since he lived alone anyways - definitely not because he really missed Suho and wanted to see him as much as possible.
Sieun took a taxi to Suho and they took the same taxi back to Sieun’s place. Suho always needs help getting into taxis because he’s still in a wheelchair for at least another week. He’s been going to physical therapy to regain his ability to walk. Sieun goes to these appointments with him, of course. After Yeongi disappeared, Sieun is the only person Suho has. Not that he’s mad about that. He kind of misses having Yeongi as a friend but all he’s worried about is having Suho back.
“Hey Sieun-a, can you help me change clothes?” Suho asked as they sat in Sieun’s room. Suho was just sitting there watching Sieun study, which was a bit distracting to Sieun, but he didn’t mind. He was just happy to have Suho.
“You can’t change them yourself?” Sieun turned around in his chair to look at Suho. He was in a wheelchair but it looked pretty easy to change your clothes anyways.
“C’mon Sieun-a please~” Suho pouted. “I can but it’ll be easier for someone to help.”
“Whatever,” Sieun sighed as he got up to walk over to Suho. “Only because you’re going to keep nagging me until I agree.”
“You got that right, dearest friend,” Suho gave a cheeky grin and Sieun rolled his eyes before kneeling down to pull Suho’s pants off.
As Sieun was pulling Suho’s pants off, he couldn't help but stare at his legs. They were about the same colour as Sieun’s but they were so thin. Sieun always wanted to be thin but he was cursed with permanent baby fat. He wasn’t fat but he wasn’t tall and slender like Suho. Suho must’ve noticed him staring because he spoke up.
“Are you okay, Sieun? You’ve been staring at my legs,” Suho seemed genuinely concerned. “If you’re worried about me never walking again, don’t. My therapy is going perfect.”
“No…it’s not that- I mean, I sure hope you will walk again but I’m not worried about it. I’ve seen how well you’re doing at therapy,” Sieun blurted, a little flushed from getting caught.
Suho chuckled, a chuckle he does before he makes a stupid joke. Sieun knows it all too well.
“Are you worried about my dick not working anymore?” There it was.
Sieun yanked the pants the rest of the way off and quickly stood up, sputtering, “No! W-why would I have to worry about that? That’s none of my business.”
“Well… to be honest, I don’t know if it works properly or not. I am a little worried about it myself.”
Silence.
What was Sieun supposed to say to that? He just stared at Suho until he spoke again. But this time his tone was serious and the smile was gone from his face.
“Listen, Sieun-a, I think I love you more than as a friend,” Suho continued. “As soon as I woke up from my coma, you’re the first person I thought about. I can even remember you're the last person I thought about before going into my coma. Frankly, you’re on my mind 24/7. You’re even in my dreams, albeit dirty, but still. And you’re jus-”
“Wait a minute, stop,” Sieun cut Suho off, but he honestly didn’t know what to say. He never thought Suho would share the same feelings as him and he doesn’t know how to handle it. So instead of being a normal person and saying ‘i love you too’, he focuses on the last part of the sentence. “You have wet dreams about me?”
“I just confessed my love to you and that’s what you’re worried about?” Suho had an incredulous look on his face.
“I’m sorry, I don’t know how to handle this, honestly,” Sieun admitted, deflatedly. “But, I mean, I am curious about your dreams.”
This seemed to pique Suho’s interest. Did this mean Sieun wanted him to describe them or what?
“Oh? Do you want me to like, explain one?” Suho asked because he really wasn't sure and he didn’t want to make Sieun uncomfortable.
“I think I'd rather you show me what you mean,” Sieun said, those cute doe eyes filled with something Suho has never seen before. Lust ?
“Fuck, Sieun-a. Are you sure? You don’t have to do this, you know? You can act like I never said anything about liking you.”
“I want to do this, Suho. Not just because you like me but because I like you too. I want to feel you so bad. You’re all I thought about while you were in the hospital. I visited you every day just so you were in my presence.”
Suho wasted no more time after hearing the confession from Sieun. He pulled his shirt off and reached out for Sieun. Sieun grabbed his hand and was yanked closer. Suho wrapped his arms around Sieun’s waist and started playfully groping his ass through his sweats. Sieun bit his lip to hold back a moan.
“In one of my dreams, you stripped for me and you were so fucking sexy,” Suho said. “Think you can do that for me? I think watching you strip will get my dick working just fine.”
Sieun scoffed but walked back a few inches to start stripping. He went to pull off his shirt but stopped.
“What’s wrong?” Suho furrowed his brows and then smiled, “Are you shy?”
“No…I’ve just never done this before and I am a little self-conscious,” Sieun admitted. Suho wasn’t going to have any of that. Sieun was perfect in Suho’s eyes. Even though he’s never seen his naked body, he just knows it’s beautiful.
Suho rolled his chair so that he was right in front of Sieun again and grabbed his hands, holding them gently.
“Sieun-a, you are perfect. There is nothing to worry about when you’re with me. I would never judge you anyways. I don’t care if you’re skinny, fat, tall, short, blue, purple- you’re still my Sieun,” Suho sincerely affirmed.
Sieun’s face lit up at that and he went back to pulling his shirt off. He believed Suho 100 percent. Suho would never lie to him and of course Suho loved him just the way he was. It was stupid of him to be self-conscious around Suho.
“You’re fucking perfect, baby,” Suho groaned out, leaning back in his wheelchair to enjoy the view. Sieun was blushing and avoiding eye contact with Suho but he continued undressing. When he took his sweats off Suho almost died. “Oh my god, Sieun-a. Your thighs are heaven-sent. How could you keep these hidden?”
“I just don’t like them, but it seems you do…” Sieun trailed off. “Can you take your shirt off now?”
Suho just responded by pulling his shirt off. Sieun couldn’t do anything but stare. He’s never actually seen Suho without clothes on, including him being shirtless. Sieun crossed his arms over his stomach and Suho immediately noticed.
“Sieun-a, what did I tell you?” Suho tsked, once again grabbing Sieun. This time he wrapped his hands around Sieun’s arms and gently pulled them away from his stomach. “You’re perfect, baby. There’s no need to cover up.”
At that, he leaned closer and gave a gentle peck to Sieun’s stomach, right above his belly button. Sieun’s stomach tensed but he didn’t pull away or tell him to stop. So Suho continued.
He trailed his mouth up to Sieun’s chest, leaving light kisses on the way. He reached Sieun’s left nipple and lightly licked it while bringing his right hand up to grasp the right side of his chest in his hand and play with the nipple there. Sieun did have some fat on his chest and Suho was enjoying every second of it.
“So soft, Sieun-a…” Suho said in almost a whisper. He took the left nipple into his mouth and gently sucked on it, causing Sieun to moan and lean his head back. Suho liked that reaction. A lot. He did the same with the other nipple, raising his left hand to pinch his left nipple and suck on his right nipple.
“Suho…are you getting hard?” Sieun breathed out, looking down at Suho and trailing his eyes to his crotch that was still covered by black underwear. To answer, Suho let go of Sieun’s chest to grab Sieun’s hand and bring it to his dick that was definitely hard.
“What do you think, baby? Your body is so sexy, who wouldn’t get hard looking at it?” Suho kept his hand over Sieun’s and moved it over his dick, essentially guiding Sieun’s hand. Sieun looked away, blushing, but Suho continued his ministrations. He leaned his head back against the chair and sighed. It felt so good and Sieun looked so good.
“I think… I want to try something,” Sieun said, still letting Suho guide his hand and finally looking at Suho. Suho could've come right then and there. Those eyes were something else. They had a desperate look to them that Suho had never seen before. Almost like they were silently begging for something. Suho almost falls out of his wheelchair when Sieun says what he wants to try. “I want you to eat me out, like, you know…you know what I mean.” Sieun was so awkward, it was cute.
“What if I don’t know what you’re asking for? Will you show me so I can understand better?” Suho inquired, a mischievous grin on his face. He knows exactly what “eat me out” means but he wants to tease Sieun - push his buttons and see how far he can go. He wants to see how slutty little virgin Sieun can get for him.
At that, Sieun removed his hand from Suho’s dick and reached for his own underwear. Suho’s eyes were glued to his movements, not wanting to miss a single second of Sieun undressing all the way. Finally.
Sieun shyly pulled his underwear all the way off and kicked them to the side somewhere. He stood there in front of Suho with his arms awkwardly to his sides. It probably felt like Suho was burning holes into him.
“Oh my god Sieun-a, you’re going to be the death of me,” Suho started, bringing a hand to Sieun’s right thigh and gently caressing it. “Even your dick is perfect and I don’t even like dicks like that. It’s so cute.”
Sieun looked mortified and confused at the same time. Suho backtracked quickly, afraid that Sieun misunderstood the comment as “i dont even like guys.” And Suho couldn’t have that. Suho was definitely gay. Especially for Sieun.
“I mean, I like dicks but I’m more of an ass guy,” Suho saved himself. Sieun smiled a little and Suho couldn’t help but smile back. It was rare to see Sieun smile. He only ever smiled with Suho, though.
“Well, since you’re such an ass guy, let me show you what I meant,” Sieun stated, walking around to climb onto his bed. He sat on his knees on the bed, right in front of Suho. Suho moved as close as he could, locking the wheels on his chair. He had a feeling he was going to be here for a while.
“What did you want to show me, Sieun-a?”
Sieun didn’t say anything but he turned around and got into a doggy position on the edge of the bed. Oh yeah, Sieun was for sure going to be the death of Suho.
“Holy fuck, Sieun. I knew you had a nice ass but oh my god…” Suho groaned, running his hands slowly up Sieun’s thighs. His face probably looked stupid so he’s glad Sieun couldn’t see him. He was in pure awe. Sieun’s skin was a beautiful tan shade, his natural colour. It was marked with stretch marks on his ass cheeks and right where thigh met ass but Suho loved it. He took his time admiring, wanting the image engrained in his brain forever. But Sieun was getting impatient.
“Come on, Suho. Touch me more,” Sieun whined, pushing his ass back to get Suho to do something.
“Patience, baby. I need to admire this masterpiece of an ass you got back here,” Suho said, finally laying his hands on Sieun’s ass. The skin was so soft and supple. Suho could squeeze it and that’s exactly what he did. He gently squeezed the fat on his right cheek and fondled it. After a few moments of playing and teasing Sieun’s right cheek, he moved to the left cheek and did the same thing. But this time, he let go of the flesh and gave it a light slap, watching the cheek recoil even at the light hit.
“Jesus, Sieun. Your ass is so fat I barely have to touch it for it to move,” Suho stated, lightly slapping the other cheek. Sieun let out a short moan and Suho did it again, with a little more force. This pulled out a louder moan.
“Suho…stop teasing please,” Sieun whined out.
“Okay, okay. I’ll get to the real business here,” Suho joked before placing both hands on Sieun’s ass and pulling his cheeks apart. “Of course you’re perfect here too, Sieun-a.”
Despite Sieun’s tanned skin, his hole was a bright pink shade that contrasted perfectly. And Suho could tell it was so tight - untouched. That made Suho’s cock stir a bit. Knowing that no one else has ever touched Sieun. He wasn’t sure if it was a virginity kink or if he was just happy to be specifically Sieun’s first time. Probably the latter.
“Stop talking, you’re embarrassing me,” Sieun scolded.
“Never be embarrassed about this perfectly fat ass and tight little hole you got here,” Suho said and Sieun groaned but didn’t tell him to shut up. He just told him to get on with it already. And who was Suho to disobey?
It was a bit awkward because Suho had to lean forward far enough to reach Sieun but he made it work. He kept Sieun’s cheeks spread and abruptly ran his tongue along his crack. This made Sieun jerk forward but Suho grabbed his hips and pulled him back.
“Don’t move, Sieun-a. I don’t wanna have to tie your ankles down,” Suho warned and Sieun only let out a moan and a quick ‘sorry.’ He actually liked the sound of that but that’ll have to wait until Suho is out of his god forsaken wheelchair.
After Sieun stilled again, Suho spread his cheeks again and focused right on Sieun’s hole. He placed a few light kisses on it before laying his tongue flat over it and giving a few teasing licks. Suho could already tell Sieun was going to taste so good. Of course. Everything about Sieun’s body was just delicious and perfect.
Sieun started getting impatient and pushing his ass back onto Suho so Suho gave him what he was silently begging for. He stiffened his tongue and slowly intruded Sieun’s hole with it. Sieun wailed at the intrusion but it was a wail of pleasure, not pain. Suho continued. He got it half way in before pulling away and licking over the hole. He repeated this a couple times until Sieun was sobbing in pleasure.
“You’re so fucking hot, Sieun. And you taste so good,” Suho made this clear by diving back in between Sieun’s cheeks and sticking his tongue back into his hole. This time letting Sieun’s ass basically suffocate him as he just went to town, opening Sieun up with his tongue. His head was moving erratically, just moving his tongue every which way inside of Sieun. When he finally pulled away, Sieun was looking back at him with the most sinful look in his eyes. And he already looked fucked out despite not actually getting fucked.
“Oh my god, Suho. You’re insane,” he stated, an astonished look on his face as he said the words. Suho guesses he should’ve been more gentle and slow but he couldn’t help it.
“I told you I was an ass guy,” Suho replied. “Next time, you’re definitely sitting on my face and using me anyway you’d like.”
“Speaking of riding,” Sieun started, getting up from his doggy position and scooting on his knees over to Suho. “You really can’t fuck me on the bed but I want fucked so bad. You already stretched me out enough with your tongue. It’d be waste to not fuck me, don’t you think?”
What was Sieun thinking? Suho wasn’t sure. But… riding…wait a minute.
“You want to ride me in my wheelchair?!” Suho finally realised. Sieun just shrugged his shoulders.
“Why not? You don’t wanna fuck me?” Sieun made a small pout.
“Of course I wanna fuck you, Sieun-a. But are you really ready?” Suho wanted to make sure. “We don’t have to do this now.”
“I am ready. I’ve been ready ever since you picked up my pencil case for me and apologised for it. So polite despite just knocking that guy’s lights out,” Sieun admitted. He’s been in love with Suho for a long time. “I dreamt about you a lot after that day.”
“Well, what are you waiting for then? Come make your dreams a reality,” Suho smirked, finally pulling his underwear off. And Sieun was not expecting his dick to be so big. He felt it earlier through his underwear but he couldn’t actually picture it.
“Oh my…is that going to even fit?” Sieun was so serious about it but Suho couldn’t do anything but let out a laugh.
“Trust me, Sieun-a. It will fit. The human body is truly incredible,” Suho assured and Sieun moved to climb into the wheelchair. Luckily, Suho was so skinny that there was plenty of room on each side of him for Sieun to place his thighs. He sat comfortably on Suho’s lap and just let Suho admire him for a bit. He was kind of a whore for such sweet praise and worship, if he was being honest.
“So beautiful, baby. These thighs…” Suho praised, running his hands up and down Sieun’s thighs. “And this cute little cock…” He moved one hand from a thigh to wrap his hand around Sieun’s half hard cock. Sieun jumped a little at the contact and let out a light moan. “So perfect, Sieun-a. Look how small it looks compared to mine.”
Sieun looked down and his dick did look so much smaller compared to Suhos. He never really cared about his size. He always knew he was a gay bottom so he figured his size didn’t really matter. He wasn’t expecting to like having it be called small and little though. You learn something new everyday, he figures. He has a feeling he’s going to learn a lot about himself while he’s with Suho.
Suho seemed to notice that he liked it and took this moment to start jerking Sieun off and talk some more. “Yeah, you like that, baby? You like being smaller than me? Like knowing that this big cock is going to be fucking you while your little one just sits there, uselessly? It’s so small but it’s so cute and perfect even if you couldn’t use it properly.”
“Suho…” Sieun rasped out, throwing his head back as Suho picked up the pace while jerking him off. “If you don’t stop, I’m gonna come.”
“I want you to come,” Suho said, not slowing down his ministrations. “Come for me, baby. Make use of your tiny cock in some way at least. You can come now and then you can come again on my cock. I know you can do it, Sieun-a.”
At that, Sieun tensed up and came all over Suho’s hand, a loud moan from deep inside his chest escaping as he hit that high.
“Fuck, Sieun, you came so much,” Sieun barely registered Suho’s words before he saw Suho brining his hand up to his mouth and giving a tentative lick to the white substance on his fingers. Sieun made the most disgusted face and yanked Suho’s hand away.
“Suho! That’s so nasty,” he exclaimed but Suho pulled his hand back to his mouth. But this time he spit in his palm and used the mixture of spit and cum to lube up his own cock.
“I know you don’t have any lube and I don’t either so this is the best I can do,” Suho explained as he continued getting his dick wet.
“It’s okay. I would do it even with no lube, just for you,” Sieun replied, getting up on his knees to hover his hole over Suho’s cock. He moved Suho’s hands away and placed them on the arms of the wheelchair. “No touching until I say so.”
Suho groaned but agreed. Sieun slowly lowered himself on Suho’s cock, just taking the tip in and stopping for a moment to let him get a feel for it. It was a little painful because it wasn’t as wet as it should be and Sieun wasn’t stretched enough - despite what he said earlier. He just didn’t want to waste any more time.
After getting used to the stretch of the tip, he slowly sank down more, hissing at the very big intrusion.
“Are you okay, Sieun-a? Just take your time, baby,” Sieun said, looking at Sieun with so much love in his eyes, Sieun wanted to cry. But he’ll save that for later. Right now, what he really wanted to do was ride the fuck out of Suho.
“Fuck! You’re so fucking big, Suho,” Sieun practically yelled as he sank all the way down onto Suho’ cock in one motion.
“And you’re so fucking tight, oh my god. I’ve never felt something so good around my cock,” Suho said, leaning back in the chair, squeezing his eyes shut. Sieun really felt amazing, not that Suho expected anything different.
“I’m gonna move now,” Sieun announced before slowly moving off Suho’s cock until just the tip was left inside. He slowly moved back down and then moved back up. He took his time for a few moments but started to pick up the speed.
He moved off of Suho’s cock completely before finally slamming back down, causing a boisterous moan escape his throat. Suho was in no better condition. As soon as he felt Sieun slam down onto his cock, his head shot back up and a low growl came from him.
“Holy shit, Sieun. You feel so good, I don’t know if I’m gonna last long,” Suho let Sieun know and Sieun took that as a challenge, apparently.
He lifted himself off halfway and once again slammed back down so that Suho’s cock was buried deep inside him. He did this a few times before getting to a consistent movement. It was becoming a lot easier to ride Suho’s cock as it stretched him out more and more. It was so easy to pull all the way off and fuck back down all the way.
In one particular move, Sieun went to bounce back down onto Suho but Suho grinded up at the same time, fucking up into Sieun. That hit the spot perfectly .
“Oh! Fuck…keep doing that,” Sieun whined out, placing his hands on either side of Suho’s shoulders to get a good hold. “You can touch me now, by the way.” He forgot that he told Suho not to touch him until he said so.
At that permission, Suho tightly gripped Sieun’s waist, holding him just above his cock. As he held him, he fucked up into Sieun’s still tight hole. Sieun looked like he was losing his mind.
“Fuck, Sieun, you look so fucking good,” Suho said, roughly fucking up into Sieun, watching as Sieun’s head lolled back and his mouth hung wide open, letting out the most pornographic moans. Suho’s eyes trailed down his body and couldn’t help but stare at Sieun’s tummy that had just a little bit of fat to it. He looked so cute with his thick thighs, meaty chest and little stomach, Suho almost couldn’t hold back anymore.
“You’re so perfect, Sieun-a. Your little cock and beautiful, thick body. There’s not a single flaw to you, baby. And you fit around my cock so amazingly, like we were made for eachother,” Suho knew he was just rambling but he meant every word and he hoped Sieun wasn’t too out of it to not hear him. Actually…
Suho suddenly stopped his movements and pulled Sieun down to sit on his cock. Sieun looked at him, confused. He tried moving but Suho held him down by his hips.
“Sieun-a, say you’re mine and mine only. Say you’ll never let anyone touch you unless it’s me,” Suho commanded. He wasn’t asking Sieun to say it; he was telling him. He wanted to hear that Sieun belonged to him and him only. Sieun looked a little embarrassed and looked away but Suho grabbed his face and turned it back towards him. “Say it or we will stop right now.”
Sieun’s eyes widened in… disappointment? Desperation? Suho wasn’t sure. But what Suho said got Sieun talking.
“I-I’m yours, Suho, and only yours,” he started slowly grinding down on Sieun but Sieun didn’t stop him this time. “I won’t let anyone touch me, ever. Only you. Only you can make me feel this fucking good.”
Suho physically felt his balls tighten at that and he knew he was about to come.
“That’s right, baby. Only I can make you feel this good,” Suho said as he met Sieun’s movements, wrapping his hand around Sieun’s cock.
“Suho…” Sieun whined, fucking up into Suho’s hand while still riding his cock. Suho was going crazy, the feeling of Sieun’s cock in his hand and his hole around his cock brough him to the edge.
“Sieun-a, I’m gonna come, gonna come inside, okay? Can I? I wanna fill you up so badly, baby,” Suho practically begged and Sieun just nodded his head. “But, you come first. Hurry up and come for me again so I can fill you up.
At that, another orgasm ripped out of Sieun’s system and his vision went white for a moment. In that moment, he felt Suho still and his cock pulse inside his hole. Next thing he knew, there was a warm liquid filling his insides and Suho was silent, his head leaned back and his eyes tightly shut.
“Oh my…” Sieun breathed out, coming back to his senses. He didn’t wanna move until Suho gave him the okay. After what felt like five minutes, Suho finally sat back up and looked at Sieun.
“Fuck…that was amazing, Sieun,” he breathed out, still not moving. “You’re so amazing.”
“Thank you, Suho. And yes, that was amazing but my thighs aren’t built for sitting like this for too long,” Sieun deadpanned. “Can we get a move on here?”
Suho grabbed Sieun’s waist again and slowly pulled him off his sensitive cock. They were so close to the bed that Suho was able to set Sieun on the edge of it.
“Can you just do one more thing for me?”
“What?”
Suho leaned into Sieun’s space and pushed him back onto the bed. Sieun sat up on his elbows but stayed in the lying position. Suddenly, Suho got even closer and lifted Sieun’s legs up before diving his head between Sieun’s legs and licking at his hole again. But this time…
“Suho! Oh my god! Stop that right now,” Sieun exclaimed, another mortified look on his face as he realised what Suho was doing. But he didn’t actually make any movement to push Suho away.
Suho looked up and said the most foul thing that’s come from his mouth that night, “Gotta clean you out before this really gets into you and gets you pregnant, right?” And then dove right back in.
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“So…you like me?” Sieun asked as him and Suho lay cuddling on Sieun’s bed. They had cleaned up after their fun and Sieun helped Suho get into bed. He debated on leaving Suho to sleep in his wheelchair after that pregnancy comment but he decided that was a little too cruel.
“No, I don’t like you,” Suho looked at Sieun and said, seriously. Sieun physically deflated at that and tears instantly started swelling up in his eyes. But before one could fall, Suho grabbed his face and brought his lips to his. He left just a little peck on Sieun’s lips before pulling away and speaking further. “I fucking love you.”
Oh. Sieun wasn’t expecting that. He should have but he just wasn’t. He always thought he was incapable of being loved and incapable of loving. Nothing about him was special but he guesses even flaws can be seen as special to the person who loves you so deeply. And that person was Suho. And Sieun loved him just the same. Maybe even more.
“I love you too, Suho.”