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Junghwan was truly doomed.
It's currently 2 a.m, his younger brother is sleeping soundly in the other room. Everything was silent, the night as calm as ever, but his mind didn't want to cooperate with this calmness. He lays there, wide awake, his bed is a mess, sheets almost on the floor as his body gladly welcomes the coldness of the air that this hour brought.
But why was he such a mess? Well, it's embarrassing to admit.
He's hiding his face in one of his pillows, trying to calm down his breathing, his face flushed and his body trembling slightly.
All of this, because he had a wet dream about his friend, and childhood crush, Kim Dohoon.
In the dream, Dohoon was sat on his legs, he was fully clothed, his button up shirt only having three buttons undone, making Junghwan desperate to grab and to undress him, but he stayed still, waiting, just looking at the man in front of him, who smiled sweetly. Then he felt it, a hand on his already hard dick, when he looks down, he noticed how he's completely naked, but he can't protest or ask why because a moan escaped his lips, loud and long, and the younger just laughs, squeezing his cock with more strength and moving his hand slowly.
But Junghwan was frozen in place, his head now rested on Dohoon’s shoulder, he cried and cursed, he started to kiss and suck Dohoon’s skin, desperate for more, but his pleasure suddenly stopped, a pained cry made Junghwan almost die of embarrassment.
And that's when Dohoon spoke.
“Nuhu, you know the rules hyung… Did I give you permission to kiss me or touch me?” He sounded warm, his hands slowly made their way to Junghwan’s face, moving his head so they were now face to face, and God, Dohoon looked stunning. “C’mon Junghwanie, did I?”
“N-No, you didn't.. I-Im sorry, please- M’sorry.”
“Aw, it's fine hyung, you're always so good so I'll let it slide, yes?” Dohoon’s fingers traced his jaw, then his neck and his chest, he gave it a light squeeze, Junghwan gasps, his face once again buried in the other’s neck. “So desperate, want me to touch you again hyung?”
Junghwan nodded, but he received no answer, no touch, so he whined, he wanted to move, to fuck into the little friction his dick had with Dohoon’s shirt, but he stayed still, because he was good, he was always good for Dohoon.
“Words, hyung, or do you want me to stop?”
“G-God, no! Dohoonie, p-please Dohonnie touch me- j-just touch me please, anything, anything you want I-I just need you- a-agh! ffuck-” He once again moaned loudly, because finally, finally Dohoon touched him again, this time, both of his hands were placed on Junghwan’s aching cock, he stroked it and moved his hands up and down, Junghwan couldn't help but let a few tears out, the pleasure overwhelmed him after being neglected for so long, but he knows he just has to ask nicely, to be good, and Dohoon would give him everything.
“T-Thank you, Dohoon thank you, g-god thank youthankyou-”
“So cute, Junghwanie… So lovely, you're the best, you know that right?” Dohoon gave him a quick kiss on his shoulder, the pace of his hands started to quicken. “The most beautiful, hyung, so handsome too, giving me just what I want… You’re so good, such a good boy for me, aren't you?”
“Yes- y-yes for you, o-only for you.”
“You can move, Hwanie, I know you want to.” Junghwan groans, his hips pathetically moved a little bit, still unsure if he truly could, he can hear the way Dohoon giggles, “I’m giving you permission, hyung, fuck my hands, you deserve it after being the best for me.”
And after the confirmation, Junghwan’s hips start to move desperately, he whines and moans uncontrollably, not caring about anything else than Dohoon and his pleasure, he chanted and whispered “thank you”s right against Dohoon’s neck, he fought the need to kiss and lick, the need to worship him, because he can't, because Dohoon didn't say it, but the praise he was given is enough for him to hold back. Dohoon’s hands felt amazing, Dohoon’s honey voice calling him a good boy. His good boy, because God. Yes. Junghwan was Dohoon’s good boy, he wanted to keep hearing those words endlessly, he wanted to do everything he was told so Dohoon would look at him sweetly and-
“Ugh, God… what is wrong with me?” Junghwan groans against his pillow, he feels his underwear sticky, because of fucking course he came, everything felt a little bit too real and he couldn't lie, even if it was fake, Dohoon saying those words to him did something .
It ignited something Junghwan didn't know about himself until now, and he wasn't sure how to deal with it.
He decides to get up and take a quick shower, maybe he jerks off again to the thought of Dohoon’s touch, or Dohoon’s mouth, but after a cold shower and staring at the mirror of the bathroom for a few minutes, he's back on his room, head in his hands as he tries to think how he’s going to face Dohoon tomorrow at the building, even if they didn't share class, and they were cursing different mayors, the younger always finds a way to go and be with Junghwan at least ten minutes everyday.
Sometimes it was at lunch time, or maybe he would slip into one of his classes, his charming personality and sweet talk letting him convince all the teachers.
He remembers one time, Junghwan was giving a presentation, a study about a random case his teacher assigned them, and right as it was his turn to speak, standing at the very back of the big classroom, was Dohoon, a pink duffel bag hangs from his shoulder, he was wearing a tank top, a black sweater was hurriedly wrapped around his shoulders and he had the biggest smile Junghwan’s ever seen.
Yes, he blushed and stuttered, he didn't get a perfect grade, but afterwards, the hug that Dohoon gave him, how he was ready with a strawberry latte and a bag of sweet potato chips, it was worth the small embarrassment. The praise was endless, Dohoon rambling about how good he looked, how amazing he explained everything that even he understood some of it! How he answered every question and stood there with such confidence. Junghwan had to shut him up by giving him a chip, he couldn't handle any more of that, not when Dohoon was looking at him like he was the brightest star.
Just like that one, Junghwan already lost the count of how many times Dohoon was with him, going out of his way to make time with his busy schedule, waiting after class, even if it was until 9 or 10 p.m, he would wait patiently, sometimes he would inevitably fall asleep, so Junghwan would carry him to his dorm, leave him at the care of Hanjin, and then go to his own.
The hours pass and Junghwan keeps recalling those small moments that made him slowly fall for Dohoon, and now, they also help him realize he always had a thing for praise, especially when it came to Dohoon. Usually, it only feels good , like he accomplished something and he can finally breathe again, a job well done, and someone recognizing it makes him feel alive and excited, sometimes it makes his whole week better.
But when it came to Dohoon, it was all of these things leveled up to 100, plus that feeling of sudden arousal that Junghwan wasn't used to.
Now, as his phone finally shows him that it's 8 a.m, he starts to get ready for the day. It shouldn't be a long one, exams were already done, he survived those awful days of not sleeping and reading 4 different books and 5 papers that all said different things, only for them to be mentioned once in some of his tests.
Kyungmin also seems to be getting ready, since he hears the shower and some soft music, a few minutes later the younger is singing in the shower as usual, Junghwan laughs softly as he starts getting dressed and put some of his thing in his bag, he takes his phone and headphones, as well as his charger to then get out of his room.
He walks to their small kitchen and starts the coffee machine, as well as putting some water to boil so Kyungmin can have his daily tea, he also makes some quick eggs, burning them only a little, so obviously he puts the ones that aren't burnt in a loaf of bread for his brother while he eats the burnt ones.
“Hyung! Good morning, how do you think you did in your tests? I think I aced all of them.” Kyungmin appears from his room, hair still a bit wet, so Junghwan grabs the small towel that hangs on his neck and starts to ruffle and dry his hair. “Hey! I-I was going to do that myself!”
“No you weren't, but you’re lucky it's not that cold outside.” Junghwan leaves Kyungmin alone for a few minutes when his coffee is ready, he brings the plate with Kyungmin’s bread to the table and places his mug on it as well. “Alright, eat up, what tea do you want today?”
“Oh! Mint please!”
Kyungmin starts to eat his quick breakfast as he watches Junhgwan make his tea, he brings the tea to Kyungmin once it's ready, and immediately the younger snatches it from his hands, drinking it and humming when the warmth flows through his body.
“Is it good?”
“Perfect as always hyung!” When Kyungmin is finally sat and happy with his breakfast, Junghwan sits, he scrolls through his phone, but he feels Kyungmin’s gaze, he was going to question it but his brother beats him to talk. “Is Dohoonie hyung coming over today?”
“Huh? W-Why would he?”
“You guys said you were going to order food and watch something, I already made plans with Ryo and Yujin, so you'll be alone!”
Right, I forgot. Junghwan bites his lip and thanks Kyungmin, drinking his coffee in one single go to then go back to ready himself. Kyungmin starts to shout at him to hurry up, but he just puts his headphones on and tidies his room a little bit, because if he did make that promise, Dohoon surely remembers it and he is most definitely going to appear at his door tonight.
Not the most ideal thing, but he is not going to cancel it, it would look weird, so just like always, he's going to act like he's not being overwhelmed by Dohoon’s presence.
“Hyung! I'm going to be late!”
“Not my fault you didn't wake up early!”
He hears the younger faintly complaining about not being used to waking up at this hours since his small break before university, and Junghwan does get it, it can be a bit tricky to get used to it, but it's still way more fun to tease Kyungmin and watch him get all angry.
When they were already on Junghwan’s car, with Kyungmin still drinking his tea but this time from a vacuum flask, he can feel his gaze on him, as if he has something else to say, so in the next red light he turns to him and gives him a soft smile.
“Hey, is there something else you need to say? Or ask?” At this, Kyungmin opens his eyes, looking at his brother and then at the window, he fidgets with his bottle and ends up letting out a long sigh. “C’mon tell me, I can drive and listen to you”
“Uh, well… It's just- You know I support you and Dohoonie hyung, right?”
Hearing those words made Junghwan choke with his own spit, coughing and trying to not lose focus of the road, but it was very hard when Kyungmin was giggling and he could feel his face burning.
“Hyung, I don't know why you haven't made a move!”
“I- That's not- Why would I even?-”
“Because Dohoon hyung likes you too!”
“Let's just stop talking now,” Junghwan mumbles as he picks up a bit of speed, surprising Kyungmin and successfully getting him to stop talking.
Dohoonie hyung likes you too.
It echoes in his head, repeating like a mantra, it's the only thing he can think about, even when he drops Kyungmin off and he parks his car in the university’s parking lot. When he gets to class, the information that the teacher is giving with that boring minimalist presentation at the front, he sees it, he hears it, but he can't process it because his mind is consumed by what Kyungmin said.
Because what if it's true ? He knows Kyungmin and Dohoon are close, Dohoon having taken care of his younger brother whenever Junghwan couldn't do it, countless times he has seen them cuddling on their couch or the youngest bed.
He keeps overthinking and wondering what to do until he gets a text, in the middle of his fourth class of the day, from Dohoon. Which makes his heart beat annoyingly faster.
ddoi: hyung! our meeting is still happening right?
(ㅅ´ ˘ `)
yu: of course, just tell me the time
that way i can be ready
you still have the keys right, just in case?
ddoi: yes! no worries hyung, ill let u know!
thank you for agreeing,,,
Its been a while and i was missing u a lot!
yu: dohoonie..
imy too
The conversation ends there, and Junghwan feels even more nervous than before.
He doesn't know if he's still thankful that Kyungmin is not going to be with them, he knows Dohoon will not let the atmosphere become awkward, yet he also knows that he will be as clingy as he can when he realizes Kyungmin is not there. Junghwan can already imagine how happy he's going to be, his eyes with that mischievous glint as he throws himself into Junghwan’s arms, Dohoon would either drag him to his room or the couch, they would talk for a few minutes, Dohoon comfortably sitting on his legs as he scrolls through his phone, searching for something he wants to show the older.
But Junghwan is blushing, hands frozen on his side, body tense because Dohoon is so close, like usual, but it feels different, after that dream everything will be different, and his stupid mind starts to wonder and fantasies about things that could happen, so he hears Dohoon’s voice in his head for the second time today.
“Hyung? Are you alright? Y-You seem… tense” Dohoon looks at him, head tilted to the side as he places his phone on the small table Junghwan had in his living room.
“I-I.. It's fine, it's just- I had a dream,” Junghwan blurts out without a second thought, he cursed himself after he realized what exactly he said, face even more red now as the younger hums. “We- We don't have to talk about it!”
“No, please tell me hyung… What was the dream about?” His voice sounded so sweet, so warm, like he could cover Junghwan in the most amazing hug, and the way gracefully hugged his neck, his fingers making their way through his hair, Junghwan had to suppress a whine. “Was I in the dream?”
“Well, uh- yes- but, I-I don't know if-”
“Oh! Was it a nightmare?” Dohoon said with a pout, this time one of his hands moved to Junghwan’s face, he caressed it softly, it was supposed to be cute, a comforting moment, but the older gaps, his body trembled visibly the moment Dohoon’s fingertips touched his cheek. “O-Oh… Was it a good dream, Hwanie?”
“W-Well- It was, kind of, I-I didn't really get to finish because-”
“Ow.. You didn't get to finish, what? The dream? Or do you mean another thing?”
“B…Both?”
“Both, hyung?” Now, Dohoon’s eyes had a different shine, his lips were curved in a grin, his hands went down on Junghwan’s neck, he played and passed his fingers through his adam’s apple and his clavicle, and it made Junghwan let out a moan, back arching slightly, “Mh… Hyung, wanna finish now? I can help you”
“D-Dohoon-” His words got caught up on his throat, since the feeling of Dohoon’s lips on his skin clouded his mind with fog, his hands shakily held onto the younger’s clothes weakly, he groaned and cursed, breath already uneven.
And then Dohoon grinds down, Junghwan whined loudly, he wrapped his arms around Dohoon’s waist, his own hips tried to match the sudden movement, his speech becoming slurred and soft, his hands shyly going under Dohoon’s shirt, he touched his warms skin and felt himself get even hotter, their movement increased in speed, but only Junghwan seemed to be affected, he moaned and drooled, head buried in Dohoon’s shoulder and then-
“Hey! Wake up, what the fuck are you still doing here?”
He's roughly woken up by a familiar voice, he looks up, sweat dripping from his forehead and a bit of drool coming out of his lips, and there, standing in front of him, was Youngjae, his friend, who's clearly not happy to see Junghwan here for some reason. He glances around, none of his classmates are there, and people he doesn't recognize, so he takes his phone and his eyes open when he sees the hour.
“Oh God.”
“Yeah, ‘oh God’! Did you seriously fall asleep here? A-And why are you so… red.”
“Ugh, just- thanks for waking me up, have you seen Dohoon?”
Youngjae squints his eyes, but still he nods, taking his phone as well and calling someone, while they wait Junghwan starts to pack up, he takes a single look down on himself and decides to close the coat he was wearing, and as he turns again to face his friend, the other person finally picks up the call.
“Dohoonie? Yes, I found him no worries, it seems he fell asleep in class… Yeah, I know, can you tell Jihoon to wait for me, yes?”
Youngjae smiles one last time to then end the call and looks at Junghwan, smiling fading a little bit as he starts dragging him outside of the classroom and down the hallways, clearly towards the parking lot. Junghwan decides to stay silent, letting his friend and Dohoons’s closest friend as well, drag him throughout the university, he also checks his phone again, feeling sad when he realizes he has a lot of text and class from Dohoon.
He was having a wet dream, for the second fucking time of the day, while Dohoon was probably looking for him and waiting for hours.
Junghwan feels like shit, so he makes a mental note of buying and giving everything Dohoon wants. Dohoon wants to watch some horror movies? Junghwan will not complain! Maybe he wants to have something expensive? Junghwan will go out and buy it for him! He tries to make a list of things he knows Dohoon likes, going over which things he can buy now in a convenience store.
“We’re getting there so stop sulking and start walking.”
“... Thanks.”
“Yeah… Next time try not to scare Dohoon to death.”
Junghwan nods and scratches his nape, Youngjae lets go of his arm and starts to walk faster, the older follows him quietly once again, noticing how they were already on the entrance of the parking lot, so, assuming that Dohoon was waiting for him in here, he actually surpasses Youngjae and speeds up to his car, looking everywhere, pressing the button that opens the car so he can hear the sound. And when he catches his car, he runs to it, he first sees Jihoon, leaning on it and smiling, flapping his arms around. The younger turns to him, his smile getting bigger as he shakes his hands to him.
“Hyung! You're finally here, we were starting to get so worried!!”
“Hyung?”
“Dohoon!” Junghwan walks to him, and with three long steps he has him in his arms, Dohoon hugs him back, laughing at how hard the older was holding him. “I-Im so sorry, please forgive me Dohoon-ah, I-I still want to hang out, are you going to my place? I’ll- I'll buy you anything!”
“Hyung, hey! It's fine, okay? I was just.. Worried.” Dohoon’s hands slowly patting Junghwan’s back, he lets out a long sigh and places a kiss on his cheek, “You're always so nice so I'll let this slide, mh? You probably had a bad sleep, so why don't we cuddle tonight?”
“Oh- Uh that's- well, I-It sounds good.”
“Then let's do that! No movies, no music, no loud things, just… Us, in your room, cuddling,” He whispers right against Junghwan’s ear, it was like his body was struck by lightning, shaking and taking a single step away from Dohoon, who smiles and gets into the passenger seat.
“Well, I guess you two will be busy, bye-bye hyung! Have fun!” Jihoon gives Junghwan a pat on his shoulder to then run towards Youngjae, who welcomes him with open arms, walking to their own car, holding hands.
Junghwan takes a deep breath and keeps telling himself that he will not fall asleep and have another dream like those, or else he’ll disappear forever, since this time Dohoon was going to actually be by his side. How embarrassing would it be if Dohoon finds out? Would he laugh? Would he feel weirded out? He doesn't even want to keep thinking about it, and when he's inside the car, he gets to the conclusion that he's been overthinking everything today.
Dohoon and him were only going to sleep and cuddle, maybe they'll order some food after a nap, they'll chat until the younger either leaves or stays for the night, like they always do. He may be dealing with new feelings, but it's not like he hasn't been hiding feelings before! He's been living with his undeniable love for Dohoon for a lot of years, a new one to the list was not going to ruin their friendship.
So he relaxes, he listens and let's Dohoon’s melodious voice push away all the bad thoughts he's had today, sometimes he would switch from talking about his day to singing a new song he likes, and Junghwan would feel himself ascend to heaven, because Dohoon’s singing was a blessing to his ears.
And he has to admit that the way he blushes and laughs every time he compliments his singing just makes it 100 times better.
“Right, hyung… Are you really alright with us cuddling? You were, like, very surprised earlier.”
“Yes! Please, just- just ignore me, the lack of sleep is getting to me is all.”
“Then, if you sleep better with me… Should we sleep together more often?” Junghwan tries his best not to lose track of the road, hands gripping the steering wheel with a bit more strength as he opens his mouth but no words come out, so Dohoon continues, “I-I mean, you don't have to agree! Maybe- m-maybe I don't help! Just… I was just…I thought it would be… uh, nice, to- you know.”
Neither of them say anything after that, Dohoon can feel his anxiety rise the longer Junghwan keeps quiet, his face burning with embarrassment, but then he takes a quick peek at the older, and he feels relief.
Because what he finds is an equally flustered Junghwan, his ears and face are as red as a strawberry, his hands are stuck to the steering wheel and his legs bounces when he's not accelerating or slowing down, he's also biting the inside of his cheek, a little habit Dohoon knows he does when he's nervous or doesn't know what to say.
It's cute.
His hyung is very cute, Dohoon has always thought that, ever since meeting him in school.
“Heh… So cute ” He whispers to himself, closing his eyes and enjoying the soft jazz music Junghwan was listening to, from time to time he opens one of his eyes and looks outside of the window, only fully opening them again when he notices they are close to arriving.
He stretches and yawns, feeling sleepy already, and he takes a final peek at Junghwan. The redness had disappeared only a little bit, since the tip of his ears and his cheeks were still very clearly red, so, being the little devil he is, he leans in, hands going to rest on Junghwan’s shoulder and gives him a loud kiss on his cheek.
Junghwan said nothing, a small sound not fully making it since he didn't want to keep embarrassing himself, but Dohoon hears it, clear as a sunny day, and he giggles, going back to his seat and clapping his hands when he looks out and sees the older’s place.
“Is Kyungminie here? It's been a while since I've seen him, oh I want to squish his cheeks and-”
“He- He’s not here, uh, he went out with some friends!”
“Oh.. Well, that’s good actually, that way we don't have to hide in your room all night.”
“W-Why-” Dohoon got out of the car before Junghwan could question him, calmly walking to the entrance, Junghwan groans, even if he tries to bury his feelings, this night will be long and tortuous.
But maybe, deep down, he likes when Dohoon is acts this way. There's no time to think too much a about that though, since the younger's voice calls him, something about going to the apartment first since he wasn't coming out, he quickly gets out of the car and runs behind him, finally getting to him right as he enters a elevator, he catches his breath while Dohoon’s little giggles break the silence again.
“You're fun, Junghwan hyung.”
“And you're a pain.”
“Sure, that's why every time I tease you instead of getting angry you blush and run away.” Junghwan was going to say something, to defend himself, but how could he? It was true, all of the times Dohoon teases him he can't get angry, he just feels different, weird.
A mix of joy, love and now, he guesses he can say lust.
So, he only huffs, crossing his arms on his chest and looking away, his foot taps the floor impatiently, the ride on the elevator being too long, he was going to check his phone, a way to hopefully pass the time quicker, but he was surprised by Dohoon one more time. He quietly slips his hands around his waist, to then rest his head on Junghwan’s shoulder, and he whines.
“... Dohoon-ah?”
“Hyung… You're still so red, when we met at uni you were also red, did something happen? You said you weren't sleeping well.”
“Weird dream, that's all.”
“Are you sure?” Dohoon this time whispers against Junghwan’s ear, he can feel the way the older shivers, his body tensing, he was going to keep talking, to push more buttons, but Junghwan turns to face him. “Hyung… I think I know what's wrong, you… You have not relieved yourself have you?
“How-”
“Oh, I'm right.” Junghwan shakes his head, tries to excuse himself, muttering words Dohoon didn't really care about, since he swiftly pushes Junghwan against the wall of the elevator, his hands are now on Junghwan’s nape, grabbing it with more strength than Junghwan’s used to, so he groans, making Dohoon smile. “Hyung… Ah, hyung, you look so pretty, can I kiss you?”
And just like that, Junghwan’s mind went blank, all of his overthinking went away the moment Dohoon said those words, because maybe his brother was right, maybe Dohoon did like him and this was his way of making a move. So he decides to just fuck it, he will let his hidden desires take control and if Dohoon is willing to accept him, to love him fully with his needs, then so be it.
He grabs Dohoon’s waist, his hands immediately making their way underneath his clothes, and Dohoon hisses.
“Please .. God, Dohoon please- p-please kiss m-”
Junghwan couldn't even finish the last word, since Dohoon’s lips crash into his, the kiss starts soft and slow, but it turns bolder when Junghwan presses Dohoon closer to him, and when Dohoon’s hands go down to Junghwan’s neck, caressing it sensually, he can't help but moan into the kiss, melting against the wall, if it wasn't for Dohoon’s legs holding him up he would have probably fallen into the floor. But Dohoon’s leg, especially his knee, was also grinding right against his dick, making his whole body tremble as he opens his mouth even more.
Dohoon takes the opportunity to press his tongue against the older’s, it was crazy how good of a kisser Dohoon was, Junghwan even feels a pang of jealous, thinking about how many people had tasted this before him, so he tries to fight back, to lick and bite his mouth, but he weakly stops when the younger gives a hard and quick rub to his boner, he tries breaks the kiss to catch his breath, but Dohoon wasn't letting him, kissing him deeply and roughly grabbing his chin, keeping him in place until he was satisfied.
Only when Dohoon finally feels like he did a good job, he lets go of Junghwan’s mouth, a string of spit connecting them, but Dohoon licks it clean, and Junghwan gets the need to feel that tongue against his own again, even if he has no breath, if he ends up passing out, he needs Dohoon, he needs more, so he lets his body fall onto the younger. He fully hugs his waist and he hides his face in his neck, he licks and kisses it, desperately wanting more of Dohoon, who only laughs, breathy and soft.
“Hwanie hyung… Did you dream of me? Did you dream of this, hyung?”
“Yes! Yess- I-I did, I'm sorry- I just need you.”
“Saying sorry for something so cute.. Hyung, thank you for telling me the truth.” Dohoon’s fingers get in between Junghwan’s hair, carefully playing with it and letting him lean on him as much as he wants, he tries to hold back his moans, but the way Junghwan was kissing him and biting his neck was a little too much, so he yanks his hair and makes him face him again.
The cry Junghwan lets out shouldn't be as hot as Dohoon hears it, his own dick rising slowly thanks to the continuous stimuli Junghwan was giving him. His big hands holding him, his soft lips against his skin, if he was more desperate he would definitely let Junghwan fuck him right here, but he holds back, he helps the older get back on his feet, ignoring his whines and hands still trying to bring their bodies closer.
“Hyung, let's wait until we are not in a public space okay? Can you do that for me?”
And there it was, that voice that made Junghwan nod and give into anything without a second thought, he enthusiastically says yes, his hands retracting to himself as he takes a single step away from Dohoon. He still looks at him attentively, waiting for his next task, the next thing he could do to make Dohoon say those words he’s been dreaming about since 1 a.m.
He plays with his fingers and with the neck of his shirt, he tugs his sleeves and rolls them up, his eyes going to the number that indicates the floor and then going back to Dohoon in less than three seconds.
They finally reach floor 20, Junghwan can't help but get excited as he sees the door open, but of course, he lets Dohoon go first, he then looks back and offers his hand to Junghwan who takes it and follows him out of the elevator.
“Good boy.”
Fuck, Junghwan curses in his head, his legs getting weaker and his cock twitching with interest inside of his pants. Two words. Two words was all it takes for him to go dumb, he obviously wasn't going to drop to his knees and stick to Dohoon’s leg, but he did follow him like a puppy until they were in front of his door, he clumsily looks for his keys and proceeds to open the door, but once again, he doesn't go in and makes himself to the side, head low as he gives Dohoon the space to step into his place.
“Such a gentleman, hyung, no need to make me fall even more for you.”
“S-So you do like me?” Junghwan asks quietly, closing the door and locking it, silently hoping that Kyungmin didn't bring his key with him.
“Junghwan, I love you,” Dohoon says, standing in the door of Junghwan’s room, he faces the older who's slowly making his way towards him. “I really do, you know? I'm guessing you also love me or, well, this is going to be a bit weird.”
“No! Of course, I-I love you too I… I love you, Dohoon.”
“And you love me so much that you want to be good for me? A good boy?”
“... I hate that you know me so well.”
“No, you love it.” He gives a short kiss to his lips, it last only a second, making Junghwan whimper at the loss, but he's silenced when Dohoon grabs his hand. “Lets have some fun now, yeah? I… I really need you to fuck me.”
“ O-Oh God.”
Just like that, with the lights off, only a small lamp giving them all they need, Dohoon and Junghwan have their time alone, their bodies as close as they can be, sweat covering their skins as they move in sync. Dohoon kisses Junghwan’s tears as he moves up and down on his cock, he can feel it twitch inside of him, urging him to go faster. Junghwan can only sob and moan, leaving messy and wet kisses anywhere he can on Dohoon’s body, his hands gripping his waist, afraid of losing the contact, and his hips try and match Dohoon’s rhythm, but when he feels himself getting closer he loses himself, eyes tightly closed as he hears Dohoon’s whines and whimpers, his velvet voice saying how good he was feeling, how amazing Junghwan fills him, and how much he loved him, his nails digging into his back, a scar that Junghwan hopes would never fade.
Or at least, that it could get renewed as fast as possible.
But it wasn't like they were going to just do it one time and be done, both have been waiting for this, so once Junghwan cums deep inside of Dohoon, he kneels in front of his crotch, his dick hard once again, red and leaking precum even if he didn't even touch it yet, Junghwan was just desperate, begging for anything, and Dohoon would give it to him.
Junghwan never saw the appeal in blowjobs, finding them too uncomfortable and messy, he couldn't comprehend the enjoyment of feeling one’s seed down their throat. But the way Dohoon was taking him, eyes tearing up every time he would hit the back of his throat, his small hands wrapping around his shaft when he would start licking the tip, sucking on it giving Junghwan a look that simply makes him crazy, cumming once again, this time on Dohoon’s mouth.
Dohoon was going to keep touching him, maybe let him take control and truly let the older fuck him as he wanted, but Junghwan begs to also take Dohoon into his mouth, so, after praising him and telling him some things he should avoid, Junghwan goes down.
He leaves a trail of kisses from his chest to his hip, his hands rubbing circles into his side, Dohoon lays on the bed, looking like an angles with the white sheets decorating his glowing skin, and with a final question, a final nod of permission, he takes Dohoon, loving the way his legs shake and his hand flies to his head, pushing it down so he can be fully inside of his mouth, and he takes it, he lets him guide him, bobbing his head and licking his whole length, one of his hands tries and teases his hole, he could still feel some cum and lube with his fingers, and when the response was positive, with Dohoon arching his back as he whimpers and chants Junghwan’s name, he also takes his time to finger him again.
Dohoon came on Junghwan’s face, pulling his hair right on time, surprising him a little bit, but he licks and cleans his face in seconds, crawling back on top of the bed and towering over Dohoon, his frame caging him fully, but still, he knows hes not in control. Junghwan keeps asking and begging, thriving in the praise he receives, he fucks Dohoon and fingers him again, he worships him and his body without even being asked too, sucking his nipples and passing his palms though his back and his abdomen, feeling every inch he could, taking in the beauty that was the men underneath him.
Their night ends up with Junghwan once again buried deep inside of Dohoon, begging to be able to cum inside again, but this time it's different, because before he can pull out and start cleaning, Dohoon hugs his torso, burying his head in his chest as he turns both of their bodies so they were laying together on the bed.
“Just- S-Stay inside, please… It feels good.”
“A-Are you sure?”
“Yes! I-Ill wake us up to clean after a nap, yes? M’ tired hyung, but you took such good care of me… you're amazing hyung, the best ever, my good boy.”
Junghwan hums, he grabs the covers and pulls them up until it reaches their shoulders, Dohoon face was hidden thanks to him resting on his chest, so he can probably hears the way Junghwan’s heart increased in speed thanks to his words.
“Thank you, Dohoon-ah….I-I love you.”
“Thank you, hyungie,” he whispers and places a kiss right in the middle of Junghwan’s chest, nuzzling against it afterwards and closing his eyes. “I love you more”