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ve always loved Tom. But in a platonic way... until recently.
I'm not sure exactly what happened,we were having a conversation on top of his car,smoking and he turned to look at me and suddenly, it just hit me like a ton of bricks.
Let's start from the beginning. Tom and I became friends 2 years before him and his brother formed their band. We were in school together and we got paired together for some class work and we clicked.
We're the type of friends that can just keep talking and talking about anything and everything. It got to the point where Bill started calling us "Husband and Wife" but we always laughed it off.
I truly never saw him as anything else. I've had boyfriends and he's had many girls and there never once was jealously. If anything,we would give each other tips and tricks for our relationships and sexual encounters with other people.
Sometimes we would randomly start dancing and yelling random things and be hyper together. He was like the brother I never had.
So you can imagine the shock and confusion I felt when suddenly felt more than that.
"Hey I have to go,I'll see you tomorrow"
I said as I got off the hood of his car
"Well there's actually a reason why I wanted to talk to you in person today. Tomorrow we're leaving for tour... To Canada and America"
My jaw dropped,this is the first time they tour in those places.
"Oh my,Tom! That's a huge deal!" I pulled him into a hug. They're really making it big,it warms my heart.
"Thank you,I'm excited. Mostly for those American girls,I hear they are super slutty"
He smirked and usually I will smirk with him and make a joke but this time,it hurt to hear him say that.
Damn it.
I'm actually falling for Tom.
Without realizing it,I just straight up said it.
"Tom I don't want you to see other girls"
Tom and I have always been straight up with each other. We don't have secrets and we always tell each other the first things that come to mind. Aka we don't have filters so of course I would say that without thinking.
"Wha? What? Where did that come from?"
"Look, I don't know what happened but when we were sitting on top of your car,you looked at me and suddenly things changed."
My voice cracked. Man I feel so pathetic and weak right now. I never cry in front of him,especially because he has never given me a reason to. He's always been the one to make me smile and laugh,not cry.
I looked at him and he looked like he was focusing so hard on me,like everything else faded away.
"I want more. I don't want to just be friends Tom. And I know that you don't believe that true love will ever happen to you but I love you. And I know that I have always told you that but now it's a different love. I want to be with you and only you. I want to have sex with you and wake up next to you and I just want you."
Tom just looked down for a second and started to bite on his piercing. Then he looked up at me. In a way that looked disappointed. He's never looked at me that way before .
"I'm afraid that if we do this,that I'll lose you. And honestly I'm a little angry right now because it feels like no matter what happens tonight,There's now that chance of you leaving me. What do you expect me to say or do?"
I shouldn't have said anything but oh well. Can't take it back,just like this.
I threw myself into his arms and planted a kiss on his soft lips. At first he seemed shocked but then he kissed back and wrapped his arms tight around my waist and picked me up and put me on top of his car again and started to unzip my pants.
After a while,I helped him with putting my panties and jeans back on. We just had sex for the first time... on top of his car. And I have to say,it was the best time I've ever had with anyone. Not only that but it showed me that I meant what I said and that it wasn't lust talking. I never felt more connected to someone.
"What's on your mind?" Tom asked with a concerned look on his face.
"Like I said before that,I want you. Even more now"
"Promise?"
"Promise."