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The sky stretched wide above Clarke—vast in a way she’d only seen in simulations and viewport glass.
Now it was real. Open. Raw.
Her boots sank slightly into the moss as she walked, every step springy and strange — like the Earth was still trying to remember her weight. She could still hear the others back at camp, shouting, fighting, organizing. But out here, a little deeper into the trees, it was quiet.
The wind brushed against her skin like a whisper, carrying the scent of soil, leaves, and something alive. She let herself breathe it in.
It was beautiful.
And it wasn’t supposed to be.
She stopped near a patch of blue flowers, petals trembling in the breeze, and let herself feel it: the shock, the wonder, the freedom. The ground had been a myth her whole life. Now it was under her feet. Stretching beyond the horizon.
Her fingers grazed a nearby tree, rough bark grounding her.
This was his dream, too. Her dad’s. He used to talk about Earth like it was still waiting for them — that they would come back wiser, kinder. Whole.
Clarke swallowed hard.
"Took our broken hearts, put them in a drawer."
The lyric had played once in a memory of the Ark’s music archive, a song from a time when people danced on the Earth like it would never disappear.
It echoed in her now.
She wanted to do that — tuck all the heartbreak away. Her dad’s execution, the betrayal, the lies... her mother's part in it all. She wanted to file it in some invisible drawer inside her chest and start over. No more rules. No more restraints.
Here on the ground, no one knew who they really were.
Or who they had to be.
That thought caught her as she reached a rise, where she could look out over the green wash of trees. Behind her, she heard Bellamy’s voice in her head — that cocky grin undercut by something darker:
“Whatever the hell we want,” he’d said. Inciting the others.
She’d hated him for saying it. Hated how reckless it sounded. But now... she wasn’t so sure.
Here, maybe people could be someone else. Maybe they didn’t have to be defined by the air-locked prisons they came from or the crimes that hung around their necks like oxygen tubes.
Maybe survival wasn’t about who you were—but who you chose to become.
Everybody here was someone else before, she thought.
She thought about Bellamy again — the fire in his voice, the challenge in his eyes. He didn’t trust her. Not yet. She didn’t trust him either.
But maybe trust wasn’t the point.
Maybe survival came first. And then — after the blood and the choices — maybe they’d find something like peace.
Clarke turned back toward camp.
The ground was dangerous. Alive. Terrifying.
But it was also free.
And for the first time in her life, so was she.