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I wanna die
Couldn’t tell you why
Or maybe I could
But who knows
I could try
But words are hard
Death feels like the only escape I’ll ever get
An escape from what exactly I don’t know
Maybe the pain I feel
Or me just knowing that I’m no longer a burden to others
Why do I feel this pain?
What even is it?
I don’t know
Or maybe it could be me being tired
Tired of what tired of pretending to be fine when I want to cry
Why do I even feel like crying?
I can’t answer that
But I could tell you all about how I’m so used to the feeling of tears forming
The stinging is such a distinct feeling
That happens out of nowhere
And I hate it
But it doesn’t go away
So I’ll live with it
Until I die
And with some luck maybe that could be tomorrow
But with my luck I’ll be stuck in this world for longer than that