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An awkward silence had fallen between them. Est had accidentally spilled the water he had just drunk on the floor and was desperately trying to wipe his wet lips with his palm. William looked equally surprised, but more so because of Est's reaction. He watched with wide, surprised eyes as Est coughed and put his water glass back on the table.
"Wait, wait, wait... What did you just say?", Est asked confusedly.
William glanced at the wet floor and chuckled awkwardly, "Damn... I didn't expect this reaction."
"What did you say?", Est asked again, now looking the younger man closely in the eyes.
"I- I just said I'm a virgin...", William whispered.
There was silence.
Est tilted his head in confusion and frowned, "You are? Really?"
William scratched his neck in embarrassment, "Is that so hard to believe?"
Est suddenly shook his head and tried to lighten the mood with a laugh, "No, no, no! I'm just a little surprised because- Well... You're an idol. Idols are pretty famous for that, well... You know."
William sighed and rolled his eyes, "Believe it or not, I've been in a lot of those situations in my short life." He leaned deeper into the couch. "But I'm still young and since I started my career I haven't had time to date... And then you came along."
William's eyes slowly moved to Est.
William chuckled, "Who would want to get close to me when you're always with me. You're a really scary dude."
"I don't know if I should take that as a compliment?" Est raised an eyebrow.
William sighed "I'm just trying to say that I was too young and busy at the beginning and now I have a boyfriend."
As soon as William mentioned the word boyfriend Est felt his heart beat a little faster.
William threw his head back "you have it so damn easy... You're older than me and much more experienced. I have no doubt that you've had time to try things with different partners..."
William wasn't wrong. Est was older and more experienced. He was also right that Est had had tried pretty much everything. So Est was definitely not a virgin. Now that he thought about it more, he understood very well why William was one.
Just like William had said himself, he was still really young and started his career as a child. He had been committed to the idol life ever since and therefore didn't live a normal youth, when normally people would start trying things. And Est had basically just popped into his life out of nowhere. William hadn't had a moment where he could have experienced anything remotely sexual.
"So I'm your first...", Est mumbled.
"Huh?", William tilted his head.
The realization hit Est like a truck, "I'm your first. Right?"
William thought for a moment and then shrugged, "I've had some little childish crushes when I was a kid, but... Well... Yeah, you're my first relationship."
Est felt a strange pride well up in his chest. He had never been anyone's first before.
"What? I didn't expect you to react like this?", William was still confused.
Est had a hard time hiding his proud smile "no, no, no, everything is fine. I just realized that my pressure is increasing a little." "Why?"
"Because I'm your first. I don't know why I didn't think of it before, I'm sorry about that. I have to make sure you have a good first experience of everything," Est explained.
"Oh like what? First kiss? That ship sailed away ages ago," William huffed.
"Everything silly. Especially now that we're an official couple," Est offered him a smile.
"Are you surprised that I'm a virgin?", William asked cautiously.
“I have to be honest Willy, you’re the first virgin I’ve ever been with,” Est explained.
“Oh…”, William thought for a moment, “how on earth did you think you were going to make my first time special? We don’t often talk about sex.”
“I want you to be comfortable and have a good experience, if you want to do it with me? We don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to,” Est assured him.
William’s ears were starting to turn red, “no, no… Um… I want to! I trust you Phi. I believe you’d take care of me, I just don’t want you to treat me like a child.”
Est chuckled dryly, “I know, but I also can’t ignore the fact that you’re quite a bit younger than me.”
“Four years… You’re four years older than me,” William glared at him.
“And you aren't even be able to buy a beer in the US. Don’t argue back,” Est said.
William tried not to look him in the eye. In addition to his red ears, his cheeks were starting to turn red. “P’Est, what… Where do we even start?”
“With kissing, of course. We’ve done that many times before,” Est replied.
“So… Can you kiss me now?”, William looked at him, like a waiting puppy.
Est couldn’t resist the younger one’s wide eyes. He was so adorable.
“Aww… Of course puppy,” Est giggled. He leaned back from the couch and gently grabbed William’s cheek with his warm hand. He brought their lips together.
It wasn’t a lustful kiss, but it was warm and cozy. William melted into Est.
Est pulled away and stroked William’s cheek with his thumb, “you’ve gotten better at this.”
William hummed, but he clearly looked a little nervous.
“Do you want me to continue?”, Est asked.
William nodded. Est now climbed on top of William properly. He pressed the younger one against the couch, so that William’s head rested on the couch cushion. He looked at Est expectantly with his big eyes.
Est began to slide gentle kisses along William’s neck. Every time William moved, Est pressed him deeper into the couch.
He gave William a quick kiss on the chin before sliding his fingers into the hem of the younger one’s shirt. He waited a moment before pushing William’s shirt up, exposing the boy’s stomach.
William flinched.
“Would you hold the hem of your shirt for me, Willy?”, Est smiled.
William said nothing, but nodded. He carefully grabbed his shirt so that Est could have a better view of his bare stomach.
Est let his hands roam over William's bare skin. He occasionally placed kisses on William's stomach.
William had begun to shake. His legs were restless and he had pulled the hem of his shirt over his face.
Est gently patted William's shorts. William didn't react, though, so Est pushed his hand inside William's shorts.
That elicited a reaction. William yelped and bounced a little in surprise.
Now Est could see his face properly. William's eyes were wet and his face was red. He had clearly been biting his lower lip for a long time.
Est let his hand slide inside the boy's shorts for a moment before he pulled them down completely.
He stared at William's black boxers and the growing hardness inside them. Est licked his lips.
William was starting to get restless. He tried to squirm, but Est sat on top of him, so the younger one didn't have enough room.
Est grabbed William's boxers. William looked embarrassed, but didn't try to stop him. Est pulled his boxers down and William whimpered. He tried to cross his legs and bring his hands in front of his face. His t-shirt had already slid almost all the way back down.
"You don't have to hide. You're beautiful," Est tried to reassure.
William shook his head, "embarrassing..."
Est chuckled, "there's nothing embarrassing about this." He moved his fingers against William's hard cock. It made William tremble, like a leaf.
"Cute...", Est whispered before he wrapped his hands around the younger's cock and began to stroke it lazily.
William tried his best to keep quiet, but it was impossible.
"Does this feel good?", Est asked with a grin.
William gasped and nodded. He didn't seem to trust his voice at the moment.
“Do you want to see mine too? You might calm down if we both don’t have shorts on,” Est suggested.
William nodded immediately.
That made Est laugh. He knew he had been rock hard for a long time. He pushed his own shorts down and his cock slapped against his stomach.
William looked at it in surprise.
“What?”, Est asked.
William tilted his head “why are you bigger than me..?”
That made Est laugh brightly “you’re so silly. Because I’m bigger than you in all ways.”
William looked a little offended by his comment, but just turned his head away.
“But look,” Est whispered. He brought himself closer and now sat properly on William’s legs. He wrapped his long fingers around his and William’s hard cocks. “Don’t we look good together?”
William hummed calmly.
“You try it,” Est suggested and carefully removed his fingers.
William was a little shy and reached out with his hand carefully. He paused and then continued. He tried to bring his fingers around both of them, but unexpectedly he couldn’t. His fingers were too short.
That made Est giggle “aw baby… You’ll have to use both hands unfortunately. Your fingers are too small and cute.”
William whispered shut up, but did as Est suggested. He brought both hands up and wrapped his fingers around him and Est.
Est groaned. It was somehow really beautiful to see William trying to wrap his little fingers around their cocks.
“God you make me so hard”, Est bit his lower lip.
“I- I don’t know what I should do?”, William asked in a whisper.
“It’s okay Willy... Let me take care of everything, you just relax...”, Est gently pushed William’s hands back.
Est settled back until he was sitting on his own knees. He brought his strong hands to William’s waist and in one swift movement he pulled the younger man to sit up. William yelped a little as Est pulled him to sit on his lap. William automatically brought his hands to Est’s shoulders. He felt Est’s cock rubbing against his lower back.
“Do you have a comfortable position?”, Est asked.
William looked a little surprised, maybe more embarrassed “um... Yeah. Aren’t I too heavy?”
Est raised his eyebrow “Haven’t you seen my muscles? I carry you bride style everywhere.”
William shook his head, "Don't remind me of that!"
Est chuckled. He leaned over the couch to pull his shoulder bag closer. He fumbled with great difficulty in its side pocket for a moment before he pulled out what he was looking for. He leaned back and straightened his back. He showed William a small travel-sized bottle.
"Do you know what this is, Willy?"
William looked at it a little puzzled.
"It's lube. I accidentally bought the strawberry scented one, when I was supposed to buy the unscented one," Est hissed.
He opened the bottle with his thumb and spread the runny lube onto his fingers. He let William stare at his lube covered fingers for awhile.
"Wow, it really smells like strawberry," William marveled.
Est smiled and brought his fingers behind William's back, where he could no longer see them. As soon as his lube covered finger touched William's rim, William flinched.
"Oops. May I?", Est asked as politely as possible.
William was clearly tense, but he didn't want to say no either.
He thought for a moment before nodding.
Est did circular movements at William's entrance at first, before he pushed the first digit of his index finger inside. William gasped, but seemed fine.
"Are you okay?", Est confirmed.
"Yeah, I just- Um... It feels cold," William admitted.
Est smiled, "It feels cold at first, but trust me, you won't even notice it."
William tried not to tense his muscles too much, but by the time Est had pushed his entire finger inside, he was starting to feel a bit of a mess. He tried to stay upright, but his face kept sinking into Est's shoulder.
Est began to carefully move his finger in and out. The pace was slow, but Est wanted to do everything as slowly and safely as possible so he wouldn't scare William.
"Can you take another one?", Est asked.
William huffed against his ear and squeezed Est's shoulders. He nodded slightly, moaning.
Est suddenly pushed another finger in and William whimpered. He couldn't hold back his sounds any longer. He moaned against Est's shoulder as Est began to gently scissor him open.
"You're doing so well Willy...", Est encouraged.
"It feels strange...", William gasped.
"But it'll help us on the longer run," Est continued.
Suddenly William whined really loudly and threw his head back. It clearly surprised them both. William suddenly slapped his hand in front of his mouth. He was clearly surprised that he was even capable of such a sound.
Est looked at him in a trance. That was music to his ears.
“I think I found it,” Est chuckled smugly. He started to push his fingers into the same spot inside the younger one.
William started to squirm. He now pressed both hands to his mouth. He was wet with sweat and his thighs were shaking like crazy.
“P-P’Est..! N-no more... I- I can’t...!”, William tried to say. Threatening tears appeared in the corners of his eyes.
Est hummed and pulled his finger out.
“Do you still want to continue?”, Est asked softly.
William nodded, tears streaming down his cheeks, "I've gotten myself into this, don't even try to back down now."
Est chuckled. He grabbed William's thighs and then pulled the younger one under and placed his legs to rest against his waist.
William watched with interest as Est positioned himself against him, so that his cock rested against William's entrance.
Est waited a moment before he began to push himself in. William threw his head back in panic.
"Ouch! Ouch! Too big..!", he squeezed Est's arm.
"Honey, I haven't even gotten the tip of my cock in yet," Est purred calmly.
William's chest moved rapidly up and down.
"Breathe... Take big breaths in and out. Try to relax. I'm sorry, but the first time always hurts. I promise you'll feel better soon, though. Let's take it slow," Est stroked the younger's hair.
William wiped his tears with his hand and nodded shyly.
Est continued. He stopped after every inch and let William breathe. He gave encouraging kisses on William's cheeks and wiped his tears with his thumb. After half an hour, things got a little easier. The rest went faster and before long, Est had pushed himself all the way in.
He waited patiently for William to get used to the feeling. William didn't seem so shy anymore. He squirmed a little, but he seemed to be just trying to find a better position.
After a few minutes of silence, William gently patted Est on the arm, "you can move..."
Est smiled and started to pull himself out. When he was almost out, he calmly pushed himself back in. Willian whimpered and squeezed his eyes shut.
Est continued.
Slowly but surely.
He lifted William's thighs a little higher to get a better angle and quickened his pace just a little. He treated William like fragile glass. He didn't want William to break.
William had thrown his cheek against the pillow and was clutching the sheets tightly. He gasped and groaned after each thrust.
Then Est fastened a little. William's glossy eyes opened and he threw his arms around Est's neck.
"P-Phi!", he sobbed.
Est had never heard anything as beautiful as William's moans. It was like honey to his ears.
"Sing for me baby...", Est whispered in William's ear and picked up his pace.
William yelped. He scratched Est's back desperately. Est would surely have some serious marks tomorrow.
William was a blubbering mess. He was shaking uncontrollably. His sweaty skin felt hot. His hair was a mess and tears were running down his cheeks as he cried. His lips were red and shiny. He looked so fucked and Est loved it.
Est straightened up so he was on his knees. He threw William's legs over his shoulders and William saw stars. Est had the perfect angle and he hit the younger man's sweet spot with every thrust.
With his free hand, Est began to stroke William's neglected cock. It drove William crazy. He trashed around desperately, sobbing and whimpering.
Est knew that the younger one would probably be vocal in bed, but this was a pleasant surprise for him.
"P-Ph- P'Est! I- I can't-", William gasped.
Est knew what he meant, "it's okay Willy... Cum for me."
The knot in William's stomach broke, like an electric shock. His orgasm traveled like a wave through his body. His muscles trembled and he trashed, his eyes rolling back. He came onto his own stomach and into Est's hand.
"God, you're so good," Est bit his lower lip.
William was now completely limp and silent. He was like a rag doll in the grip of the older one. Est knew he was close too. He squeezed William's thigh and slammed himself in a couple more times before he painted the younger's walls completely white.
Est was sweaty, like he had just come back from a sports event. It took him a moment to catch his breath.
"Oh no darling... I forgot to pull out," he mumbled apologetically, as he pulled himself out of William as slowly and carefully as possible.
William still didn't move.
Est crawled next to him and used his fingers to brush the hair off William's sweaty forehead.
"Are you okay? Was I too rough?", Est asked, trying to understand William's expression.
William's tired eyes finally met Est's. He took a breath and smiled, "That was nice. Really nice. I think I might have blacked out for a moment."
Est chuckled in relief, "it was probably a bit too much for a first time."
William shook his head, "not at all. I've never experienced such euphoria. Although... I'm not sure how I'll get up tomorrow..."
"Sitting up might be a little difficult at first," Est stroked William's messy hair.
"And whose fault is that?", William pouted.
Est hummed, "it's okay. I'll take care of you. Like always."
William smiled softly, "I know. I can always count on you. Always."
Est gently pushed their foreheads together.
Oh to be in love.