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Hyuntak was lying on the couch browsing the Netflix catalog without really looking for anything to watch. He'd already eaten dinner and had absolutely nothing to do at home. No online friends to play games with or available to hang out with. I mean, what were they doing that was so important on a friday night? It wasn't like Baku was worried about exams. Juntae maybe was, and Sieun definitely was.
He had already played four ranked League of Legends matches and lost them all. Hyuntak was so stressed about it that he even went to take a second shower that night.
His mother would be spending the night on duty at the hospital and usually returned around 6AM. It would be the perfect opportunity for a get-together with friends over soju. Hyuntak leans his head back on the sofa and groans in boredom. He leaves the Netflix app and goes to Prime Video. The first movie recommended on his profile is Red, White & Royal Blue.
He puts the remote down to play the trailer. He knew what it was about and had already seen some TikTok clips from the movie. Just in case, even knowing nothing would happen, he turns and looks at the living room door. It wasn't like his mother was arriving now; it was still 1 AM.
He had begun to feel, shall we say, different from the other boys during puberty. At first, he attributed the heat and nervousness he felt when entering the shared shower to training and fatigue. The turning point for him came when, after one of the basketball practices, a teammate, one of the strongest and with one of the best-built bodies Hyuntak had ever seen, took off his shirt, threw it over his shoulder, and stretched his arms upwards to stretch.
Hyuntak swallowed hard when he saw the black tufts of hair under his armpit, drops of sweat running down his chest, and especially the trail of hair under his navel that disappeared into his shorts.
He starts coughing and turns to Baku, who was gently patting him on the back.
"Are you okay?"
"I choked on some spit... Nothing serious."
He never had the courage to open up to Baku. Not that he would judge him or distance himself, but Hyuntak never felt secure enough to talk about it with other people. Besides, he has a slight feeling that Baku suspects something, so it's only a matter of time before Baku comes to talk to him; maybe he himself is gathering the courage to talk to Hyuntak about it. I mean, Baku was popular with the girls, and kind of by osmosis, he was too.
It got to the point where Hyuntak felt embarrassed to reject the letters and occasional declarations he received, and allowed himself to go on a few dates. His first kiss at 15 was far less exciting than he thought it would be, but it wasn't worse than the time Baku set him up and left him alone in a room with a girl from their class.
He tried. Luckily for him, the girl was nice enough to understand that he wasn't interested and didn't spread the word that he couldn't get it up.
To this day, Hyuntak doesn't know – and doesn't want to find out – if Baku bought his excuse that he had a migraine.
The first – and only – time he was with a boy was shortly after he turned 17, during the week of an intercollegiate basketball tournament, and it was with a player from a team at a rural school. He was even kind of cute, so why not?
It was from him that Hyuntak got the tip about this male dating app.
The idea of flirting with a stranger doesn't sound very appealing to Hyuntak, but just having the assurance that the other person also dates men and won't punch him in the face is a little more reassuring.
Well, Hyuntak was about to do what was probably the most irresponsible thing in his life: let a stranger into his house. He thought it might be less dangerous than going to some stranger's house or something. He'd watched too much True Crime to let this pass, but it was worth taking the risk considering the pent-up lust he'd been feeling for the past few days.
He had a plan, at least: meet the person at the convenience store near his house and see if the guy has strange vibes or not.
Creating a profile is easy, but he's too embarrassed to put in certain information. He'd never tried for any position, so what did he put? He could imagine himself in both positions, even though he had no experience in either. My God. Thinking about it, Hyuntak realizes that this is probably the most irresponsible thing he's done in YEARS.
At first, the idea of losing his virginity to a stranger sounds SO inappropriate in his head, but then he remembers the time Baku said that "virginity" was just a status and didn't really mean anything.
Hyuntak still doesn't know if he agrees, but he's an adult now, right? He has every right to explore his sexual freedom, so he finishes filling in the gaps with the information.
Display Name :
gohoneybj
About Me :
nothing special just bored n looking for smth casual
Age:
18
Height:
6'
Weight:
183lb
Position:
Switch
Relationship Status:
Single
Looking at all those men excites Hyuntak. He keeps looking at their profiles to get an idea of what kind of photo he should put on his own.
He went to the gallery and opened a private folder. All his good photos were there. He thought was best not to show his face on his profile, so as his first photo he chose one where he was facing away from the mirror, shirtless, with his pants slightly lowered and the logo of his underwear showing. That was his best photo. His back looked good and the dim light flattered his muscles.
Hyuntak chooses three more photos. Another of his bare torso, one with a black compression shirt at the gym taken from an angle above, without his face showing, and finally another photo at the gym, but this time focusing on his legs.
Hyuntak also really liked this one. He was wearing shorts and you could clearly see the outline of his butt. The pump from leg day is always wonderful.
He updates the account and suddenly becomes incredibly nervous.
In less than half an hour, he receives some of the most explicit messages he's ever read. Many of them didn't even type anything and just sent pictures of their dicks. Some are the most beautiful dicks Hyuntak has ever seen, making him drool. Others commented on how they wanted to squeeze his ass. Three or four sent pictures of their own asses, and one of them had an anal plug in. My God, that would be the death of Hyuntak.
He doesn't even know what to answer. Should he thank him? Return the photo? By this point, Hyuntak is already completely hard and his pants are stained.
Just as he was about to reply to the guy with the plug, a notification of a new message arrived, and Hyuntak accidentally clicked on it. He didn't even intend to properly look at that new message and return to the conversation with the previous guy, but the photo Hyuntak received mesmerized him, and he felt his penis twitching.
The photo didn't show his face either. The man was apparently sitting in a gaming chair, and the photo was illuminated by the colorful lights of the setup. His shirt was lifted, revealing a dragon tattoo on his ribcage that slid down his side. My God, Hyuntak needed to scratch that man urgently. But nothing compares to that guy's dick.
It was by far the most beautiful he had seen on that app. He was holding it by the base, and his thumb and the glans's opening were connected by a string of pre-ejaculate. Hyuntak thinks he stared at that photo for at least three minutes, and he snaps out of his trance when he receives a new message from that user.
[ge1wolf]
did you like it, puppy?
im almost cumming for a second time for u
you're so fucking hot
need to see that back underneath me
So it was really happening. Hyuntak bit his lip, excited by the idea of someone masturbating to him, but that photo could be old. It's not fair for someone to take such a good photo in real time just to send it immediately.
[gohoneybj]
yh? show me
if I like it, maybe Ill pay back.
[ge1wolf]
im not worried abt that pretty im sure u will
Hyuntak waits two minutes and still hasn't received anything. He realizes he's still in the living room and gets up from the sofa to go to his bedroom. He's embarrassingly hard for that man.
In his room, he makes sure he's locked the door and opens the closet to get some bath oil. Just as he lies down on the bed and pulls down his pants, a new notification arrives.
[ge1wolf]
;)
[video]
The video is only ten seconds long. The ten most delicious seconds of Hyuntak's life. He squeezes his own oily penis while watching the video of that stranger moaning and squeezing the head of his penis, swollen and covered in cum.
[ge1wolf]
im waiting, babe.
[gohoneybj]
dont be so full of yourself u dont even know what i thiught abt that
[ge1wolf]
full of myself? yiur ass that will be full of my cum later
xD
now send me a photo of your mouth
w three fingers in it
A picture of your mouth? That guy really wanted to mess with Hyuntak.
He runs his teeth across his lips to make them swell slightly and looks for a lip balm.
Taking that picture is more embarrassing than he thought it would be, but the result is good. His mouth looks nice. He cuts out his nose from the photo and sends it.
[gohoneybj]
[photo]
like this? is it good?
[ge1wolf]
thats perfect, babe.
we should go together to the gym sometime
im hard again just imagining u on yiur knees at the bathroom sucking my sweaty dick
would you like that?
would u let me cum on your face? or would u prefer i shove it all down your throat
[gohoneybj]
atp i would do anything u ask me tbh
u have thehottest cock ive ever seen
[ge1wolf]
anything uh
then i want to heat up my dick on your ass.
im so cold today :( dont u feel sorry for me?
I want to see your ass
need to see whats waiting for me
be a good puppy to your hyung ><
[gohoneybj]
uh what the hell sure
Hyuntak didn't have any pictures of his butt in his gallery, but that was easy to fix. He lay on his stomach, finished taking off his pants, put his phone over his shoulder, and took the picture.
The photo captures the back of Hyuntak's head and cuts slightly below his thighs.
[gohoneybj]
[photo]
i think ur hands can encircle my waits
[ge1wolf]
ur so cute
so fucking hot
omfg
its like I won the lottery.
im almost hard again wtf did u do to me
are u home alone?
[gohoneybj]
yes
but ill pick u up at the grocery store near the basketball court
ill be there in 20 minutes at most
[ge1wolf]
see you there, babe ;)
ill take care of you
—
Twenty minutes? Hyuntak must have lost track of time. When he came out of the bathroom, fifteen minutes had already passed. He grabs his best cologne and sprays it on his head, arms, and thighs, puts on casual clothes so as not to give the impression that he was dressing up too much for the stranger, and combs his hair haphazardly.
Hyuntak puts two mints in his mouth and leaves the house.
He was a few minutes late, but the stranger would probably be a little late too. Cut Hyuntak some slack, he was nervous… and nobody is that punctual.
Even though it was friday night, the street wasn't very busy, and Hyuntak lived in a quiet part of town. According to ge1wolf's profile, he was two kilometers away from Hyuntak's house. The street was lit by yellowish streetlights, and as Hyuntak got closer to the convenience store, he became more nervous, so much so that he even slowed his pace.
He clenched his hands in his coat pockets. That guy seemed to have more sexual experience than Hyuntak. Would it be too obvious that this was his first time? It would be easier to lie and say it was only his first time as a bottom…
He checks his phone and hasn't received any new messages yet. Then he realizes he doesn't know the guy's face or even his name. But it's not a big deal, Hyuntak thinks. If there were more than three people in the store at 3 AM, it would be a lot. It would be easy to find that man.
When he enters the establishment, the sound of the door bell catches the cashier's attention. He simply raises his hand to greet her and walks inside.
No one who matched the profile of the man from the app had arrived yet. There were two young women sitting eating ramen and an older man looking at the alcoholic drinks. It wasn't him.
To kill time, he goes to the cookie section and feigns interest in the products, but for goodness sake, Hyuntak was so anxious that it seemed like time was dragging on.
As soon as Hyuntak glances at his phone's clock to check the time, he hears the doorbell ring. When he looks up, he sees Seongje.
What the fuck is he doing there?
He doesn't seem to have seen Hyuntak yet. He's talking to the woman at the checkout and pointing to a pack of cigarettes on the shelf. Hyuntak waits for him to leave, but he just turns around and walks towards the refrigerator to get an energy drink.
Hyuntak turns his head in the opposite direction to avoid being seen by him.
My God, what a perfect time for him to show up. It could only be a sign from the universe to Hyuntak that this was a bad idea, to cancel and go back home.
Seongje opens the can, puts the money on the table, and leaves without worrying about the change.
Hyuntak waits five minutes inside the store. He also buys an energy drink and leaves.
As soon as he closes the door and looks to the side, he sees Seongje leaning against the wall with a cigarette between his smiling lips.
"What a lovely coincidence, Gotakkie."
“What the fuck are you doing here?” Hyuntak asks, stepping back, but it doesn’t do much good because Seongje follows Hyuntak’s every move to prevent him from increasing the distance between them.
“The cigarettes I like were out of stock at the store near my house. Nothing special. Want to try one?” He takes the cigarette out of his mouth and places it between his fingers to bring it closer to Hyuntak’s mouth. When the smell of the smoke reaches Hyuntak’s nose, he grimaces and pushes Seongje’s hand away.
"Then you can leave now." Seongje stares at him for a few seconds and leans against the wall.
He seemed to be in a good mood, considering he hadn't made any jokes or tried to hit Hyuntak.
"And what are you doing awake at this hour? Doesn't the star of the basketball team have a regulated sleep schedule?"
"It's none of your fucking business, you asshole." Hyuntak turns around, still leaning against the wall, to distance himself, but Seongje follows him again.
"Is it just me, or are you nervous?" Seongje comes up behind him and whispers in Hyuntak's ear. He shivers when he feels her warm breath on the back of his neck.
Hyuntak suddenly turns around and faces Seongje, searching for a word to respond, but nothing comes to mind. He smiles and blows smoke from his mouth onto Hyuntak's face.
“Cuttie.” Seongje laughs as Hyuntak starts coughing and waving away the smoke. He steps back and pulls his phone out of his pocket to send a message.
[ge1wolf]
where ru
Nothing had prepared Seongje for what was to come next. The fucking Grindr notification sound coming from Hyuntak's phone. His eyes widened. It was so, so obvious. What would he be doing standing there if it weren't for that?
My God. He had come twice for fucking Go Hyuntak.
Seongje opens Hyuntak's profile to look at the photos again. The one of him with his back to the mirror, his pants slightly low and his muscles flexed, had driven Seongje crazy. And that photo of his butt was something else entirely. Was that what Hyuntak was hiding under those awful sweatshirts?
Seongje bites his lip as he remembers Hyuntak's taekwondo days. He could still kick high. Was he still flexible? He licks his lips at the thought of pushing Hyuntak's leg up to his head and licking him all over.
This accident had truly been a watershed moment for Seongje. He would never see Hyuntak in the same way again.
He snaps out of his own thoughts when he receives a message.
[gohoneybj]
I'm here
u?
Seongje's notifications were turned off, so it didn't make the app's characteristic sound. Seongje thinks it's the first time in his life that he truly doesn't know what to do.
[ge1wolf]
a
a
a
a
Seongje looks at Hyuntak and notices his confused expression as he stares at his phone. Oh my God, wasn't he really going to turn off that notification sound?
[gohoneybj]
??
"I didn't expect you were a fag, Takkie." Seongje had never seen Hyuntak react so quickly. He raises his head as if he'd seen a ghost, but then his expression changes to anger.
“What the fuck are you talking about, you asshole?” Seongje resumed walking towards Hyuntak, and as he got closer, Hyuntak seemed more nervous, but still tried to maintain his composure.
Are you running away from me?
"Fuck off, Seongje."
He quickens his pace toward Hyuntak and pulls him by the arm into the alley next to the market. It's the first time since they met that Hyuntak hasn't reacted.
It seemed like the penny had dropped for him. Leaning against the alley wall, Hyuntak ran his hands over his face.
“You must be fucking kidding me”.
“What’s wrong, pretty?” Seongje smiled, approaching Hyuntak and pinning him against the wall. The alley was dark, lit only by a streetlamp about ten meters away. They wouldn’t be in danger of being caught. Would Hyuntak remain obedient and let Seongje subdue him right there in the middle of the street?
"Are you disappointed?"
"What do you think?"
"I think you have the nicest ass I've ever seen." He grabs Hyuntak's waist and slips his thumb under his shirt to make small circles on his skin. He feels Hyuntak shiver. “You were right. I can involve your waist with my hands”.
Hyuntak places his hands on Seongje's shoulders, but doesn't have the strength to push him away. "What? You don't need to be scared, puppy. Remember that hyung said he would take care of you?" He stares at Hyuntak and reaches for the zipper of his jacket, which was zipped up to the collar, and opens it just enough to expose his neck.
He squeezes Hyuntak's neck with just one hand, just enough for him to open his mouth and gasp for breath. He forces Hyuntak's head to tilt to the side, exposing the skin of his neck.
Before bringing his mouth to it, he looks at Hyuntak. His eyes are slightly wide as he stares at Seongje, almost like a frightened, abandoned puppy. That mixed look of fear, anxiety, and expectation goes straight to Seongje's penis.
He presses his hips against Hyuntak's and hears him gasp. That served as a stimulus, and he brings his mouth to his neck and licks before biting. Hyuntak's heavy breathing along with his low moans is Seongje's new favorite sound.
They were both hard. Hyuntak scratches Seongje's stomach under his shirt and hears him groan.
"I didn't know you had a tattoo."
“Yeah? Did you like it?”
Hyuntak doesn't respond. He can't even look Seongje directly in the eyes. Seongje tightens his grip on the two for being ignored.
"At least you like my dick, right?"
“Shut the fuck up, Seongje.” Hyuntak tries to pull away, but Seongje pushes harder and thrusts his hips against Hyuntak’s. They groan from the friction between their penises. Seongje leans in to kiss him, but Hyuntak turns his head away.
Seongje grimaces at being rejected.
"You're so stubborn... you lied to me? You said you'd let me do whatever I wanted with you." He gives Hyuntak that macabre smile, who just swallows hard.
"I-I..." Hyuntak can't finish the sentence.
"How about we do as I suggest and you suck my dick? Or would you prefer I fuck you right here?" He rubs his hips against Hyuntak's and squeezes his ass.
That seemed to have turned on a lightbulb in Hyuntak's head, and he pushed Seongje with all his might. He lost his balance and almost fell to the ground. This seemed to have caught Seongje by surprise, because he looked almost startled by Hyuntak's sudden action.
Hyuntak must have lost his mind. It hadn't even been four days since they'd fought. He'd almost beaten up poor Juntae, for God's sake, not to mention the times he himself ended up in the hospital because of Seongje.
He gathers all the courage he has and makes his voice as intimidating as he can.
"You better forget this ever happened, you son of a bitch, or I'll kill you." He growls at Seongje, who stares at him silently. He looks to the side and laughs.
"You don't seem so intimidating after drooling on your fingers thinking about my cock in your throat, you know?"
That was the last straw for Hyuntak. He runs towards Seongje and tries to kick him, but is easily blocked.
“Too slow.” He smiles. Before waiting for Hyuntak’s second strike, Seongje throws a jab to Hyuntak’s face. He manages to block but staggers backward. Seongje takes the opportunity to deliver a low kick to Hyuntak’s leg, who groans in pain but doesn’t back down.
He advances towards Seongje again but only manages to land a single punch, which didn't seem very effective. When he tries to punch from above, Seongje grabs his arm and kicks him in the stomach.
Without even having time to react, Seongje grabs Hyuntak by the neck and pushes him against the rough wall of the alley. He groans as his head hits the concrete.
“Fuck, Hyuntak. That just turned me on even more.” He smiles. “Is this what you do when you want to have sex but can’t? Go fight Na Baekjin’s boys?”
Seongje pushes a thigh against Hyuntak's semi-hard penis. "That's what you like, isn't it? Getting spanked." He brings his mouth back to Hyuntak's neck and sucks on the exposed skin while squeezing his buttocks.
"Is that why you always come crawling back to me? Did you ever imagine me eating you while you were getting beaten up?" Hyuntak groaned from the squeeze. A mix of pain from the bruises from the fight and the pressure Seongje was putting on his cock.
"Fuck off, asshole." Hyuntak tried to push Seongje away again, but this time he held on tighter.
"Fuck it. I'm dying to lick your hole." When Seongje tried to stick his hand inside Hyuntak's underwear to directly squeeze the skin of his butt, Hyuntak, even with his legs trembling from the heat of his cock, gathers his strength and kicks Seongje in the balls.
“A-are you fucking crazy?!” Seongje groans in pain on the floor and closes his eyes. Hyuntak looks at him, startled, almost as if he regrets it.
“Don’t… don’t talk about this with anyone.” He pauses and stares at Seongje, who is still on the ground. He opens his eyes to look at him, but remains silent. “Please.”
He turns around and straightens his pants, fixes his hair, and zips up his jacket to the collar. "This never happened." He looks at Seongje one last time, turns around, and walks out of the alley.