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Keefers: Hey, quick question; will you forget me after 7 seconds?
LoverB0Y: Random but ok. No.
Keefers: 7 minutes?
LoverB0YI mean that's still a pretty short time so no.
Keefers: 7 hours?
LoverB0Y: No?
Keefers: How about 7 weeks or months?
LoverB0Y: Where is this going?
Keefers: Just answer the question.
LoverB0Y: Fine. weirdo. No.
Keefers: 7 Years?
LoverB0Y: See that question makes more sense. Still no, you're stuck with me forever mullito :p
Keefers: Knock knock
LoverB0Y: Who’s there?
Keefers: forgot about me hahaha!
LoverB0Y: OMG noooo!! I was not ready for that.
But, even if it’s forever, you’re kinda hard to forget ya know?
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Let's try forever.
Because 7 years is simply stupid.
Make it a challenge instead.
So the next promise you make, lets
Hope you can keep up with it.
A hypothesis that solely exist to trap us together for a specific amount of time,
It’s quite funny actually.
You swore on something you're not capable of.
Though It’s strange seeing that,
things won’t be the same.
It’s for the best since
I would rather embrace something real than waste away on foolish thoughts.
All this suffering.
All this time wasted.
Caring for me
Falling into you.
For it all to transform in an instant into
Hurting me
Leaving you.
The funny thing is, I don’t even know why we went through all this.
Clearly, our story was already planned for us
There’s no use in trying to deny it.
Because you don’t have even the slightest clue of how much I adore you
Or at least I used to.
I hate this
I have to stop doing this to myself.
I refuse to let any of it, not even the thought of it all affect me like it used to.
In a way, I am letting go.
Both of our burdens now lay to rest
All of the pain of the now past becoming a mere scar
Healing but never forgotten.
A reminder of a happy memory.
You and your shining promise.
Something that had suddenly appeared,
you became my burning light in this bleak landscape.
At least that’s what I used to believe that’s all there was.
The truth is, there lies nothing here but hate in the dark.
It’s deliciously comforting
A constant steady force
Powerful.
It’s trustworthy and never failing.
It might feel strange at first and difficult to comprehend but I understand it now.
The beautiful truth behind the lies we tell ourselves.
Here is what I learned from this mess;
The Apathy we carry
Is inexplicably stronger than
All we ever felt.