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Highschool was time management for Jayce, to finally pursue his athlete talent he signed up for the football team is what he planned in middle school, instead of just doing it as a hobby. This time, full time with a proper team.
He pushed it for so long because he was in the science club, with his childhood best friend Viktor. He loves science so much, and he also loves spending time with Viktor. Discovering, playing D&D on their down time, eating warm cookies Mrs. Talis baked for Jayce.
Now his football team friends are very different from Viktor, he tried to fit in. But the worst part was the locker room and showering where anybody can walk in? Take their shampoo bottle? While Jayce is butt naked? Changing in front of one another?
Jayce never did that before, but he shouldn’t be shy. As everyone in the team acts like this is truly normal. His new football team does that, he was aware but experiencing that first hand was totally different. Especially that he never changed in front of anyone, not even his best friend Viktor.
“Hey Talis.. What do you call yours?” his team captain voice took him out of zoning out a habit he does to distract himself from thinking of his naked body in the open locker rooms. He asked him while he was changing, still naked, facing his locker and making eye contact with no one. That’s how he always changed to trick his mind into believing he was alone. Until his team captain asked with a punch of his team mates right behind Jayce. “Call what?” Jayce asked, confused and embarrassed, still not facing them.
“Your…. Hammer? We were saying that giving acronyms for our gadgets sounds sick. Like mine.. BWC for Big White Cock. What's yours?” he asked with no shame at all like asking about the weather. Jayce never talked about his “hammer” to anyone, the size, the color or anything of that matter. He was turning red and why is he being asked that?
“C’mon captain he is a nerd in the science club, with nerd friends” one of his teammates sniggered. “Even nerds talk about their gadgets too.. Besides, he’s going to be the next captain isn’t he? Let’s see then” Jayce’s mind was going 200 miles a minute. What do you mean we talk about that? Is that really the norm now with the popular boys amongst his age? He only has one person he calls a friend, and they never talked about that!
“Uh .. uhm.. I called it BBC.. for big brown cock” he just rolled with it to get them off his back. Is his even big? He never compared it to anything, yes he watched porn like all the other teenagers but porn isn’t a depiction of reality; it never has. But he got his answer right away.
“Well.. sure yours is big as hell.. That’s why I said your hammer” and his team all broke into laughter. Jayce got the last piece of his clothing on and left immediately. What now? Should he be insecure about his “hammer”? Weren’t big dicks considered something to brag with? Or is it different now in their generation? He should know that. He is living with them!
Jayce went home deep in thought, feeling shame.. But why? He never felt less than, even when he got bullied for being a nerd, with his only friend Viktor. For his glasses and braces in middle school. But now it’s different. Removed glasses for lenses to play football, his teeth are all straight now. Girls are saying Hi to him everyday giggling.
He reached his home with his duffle bag on one shoulder, his packbag on both shoulders. Laid his stuff into his home desk, still deep in thought, when it was interpreted by “THERE YOU ARE! Why aren’t you answering my texts?” Jayce jumped at the voice. “Viktor!”
“You look like you’ve seen a ghost, you told me we’re playing D&D in your house today, did you forget?” Viktor rolled his eyes and sat on Jayce’s desk chair. “Oh I’m sorry…” Jayce is still in thought. Forgot that he texted Viktor this morning like he always did.
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Jayce 6:00AM “Good Morning Vik”
Viktor 6:01AM “Good Morning Jay.. How was your sleep?”
Jayce 6:01AM “Very good! :D How was yours?”
Viktor 6:02AM “Decent, my leg cramps in the winter so.. Yeah”
Jayce 6:02AM “oh.. Use some heat patches”
Viktor 6:05AM “I ran out of those. I just went to find my reusable one you gave me last year”
Jayce 6:05AM “I have some.. Come by after school?”
Viktor 6:05AM “sure”
Jayce 6:06AM “it’s been a week since we played D&D too! Ugh I miss the times we were together all the time like middle school”
Viktor 6:06AM “we’ll play some D&D then ;)”
Jayce 6:07AM “see you then :D”
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“You’re wearing my hoodie again” Jayce sighed and looked at Viktor who was sulking on his desk. “I always do in winter.. Besides, I return it when I leave. I’ve never stolen any of them” he replied non-chalantly. “Except the time you took one and went to school wearing it the next day and everyone thought we were dating” Jayce laughed.
“Yeah only because it had Talis written all over it, and at the time you didn’t care, you thought it was funny. I was the only one stressing out” Viktor smirked, sipping on his sweet milk that he just dipped cookies in, lips all glossy. “I don’t know why you were stressing” Jayce is very fond of that memory, when Viktor used to blush and get all sweaty trying to prove he wasn’t dating Jayce, it was so unlike him; as he was the calm and collected one between the two of them.
“Because you were not the one getting bullied by girls who have a crush on you.” Viktor smiled, then sighed lightly thinking back at it. “Who did that?” Jayce looked shocked. “I mean who cares, right?” Viktor brushed it off. “No, I’m serious, who did that?” Jayce might not do anything, right. But he would make sure anyone who bullies Viktor does not get a good morning or a smile from him.
To bully Viktor is to be a ghost, a zero on the left on Jayce’s records. no acknowledgement at all. These people deserve no friends or anything really, if not for school and not causing trouble for his mother. Jayce used to smack kids who picked on Viktor for having a disability when they were in elementary school, getting in all sorts of trouble just to defend his bestfriend. Teachers used to call Jayce’s mom for it, and he promised his mother and Viktor too, to not do it again. But that doesn’t mean he would let them off the hook easily, they are bullies and they need to be taught a lesson, Jayce has always stood for that.
“I don’t know them well. Some girls in your class. I don’t care, Jayce. Really” Viktor made eye contact with him intensely, he always does that to reassure Jayce. Like when he asks if the pain is bad, he wouldn’t stop worrying until Viktor reassures him it’s nothing serious. “But they’re bullies,” Jayce said, defeated. “I know, they’re not your friends, don't worry. You do have a lot of admirers now, especially now that you’ll be the captain of the football team. So I don’t wanna make enemies” Viktor said humorously.
“Your enemies are my enemies, Vik. Make no mistake” Jayce laughed and winked at him. Viktor coughed and spilled some of his milk on the hoodie. “H- how was your training today?” The question was too quick like trying to distract Jayce, or himself for that matter. “It was… weird. I don’t know.” he remembered the question they asked him about his “hammer” and for the first time he felt like he didn't fit in, he was the ‘nerd’ all over again.
“Weird how?” Viktor looked at him interested. “I mean.. I don’t know. Viktor, do you call your.. Down there.. I mean.. Do you have an acronym for.. your down there?” He didn't make any type of eye contact with Viktor. He needed to ask just to know that he isn’t the odd one out. He always was on the same wavelength as Viktor. To make sure that his bestfriend too doesn’t know about these genitals acronyms nonsense for him is a relief. He always fitted in with Viktor at least, and that is what matters to him.
“Huh?” that came out of nowhere, really. “I mean the team was asking today, and everyone has an acronym for theirs… ehm..they asked if my ‘hammer’ had an acronym too, I said BBC on the spot but like.. I never thought you should have one” Viktor pursued in laughter. He was laughing so hard holding his sides “Jayce that sounds like 5 year old kids” relief washed over Jayce, as always he fitted in with Viktor.
“Right? I was so confused and left out. Like Sccot called his, BWC, for big white cock.. Haha I mean are big cocks still in fashion these days?” he laughed back, still not sure if the insecurity that hit him when the team laughed at his cock being called a ‘hammer’ and for having a ‘big as hell cock’ is valid or just he was weirded out at how obnoxious the whole conversation was.
“Yeah.. big cocks never go out of fashion I guess. They were just trying to show off. I mean I’m sure more than half of them don't have them but it’s a good reputation to have one.” Chuckling, Viktor’s mug clicked on the table. Jayce was kind of shocked that Viktor had a clear opinion on that. Clearly would have the B on his acronym now.
“Oh really? What would you call yours then?” Jayce folded his arms on his chest ready to hear a B on his best friend’s acronym but surprised, Viktor blushed a little “I honestly think it’s silly. Why would I have an acronym? You know it’s silly, Jayce” he picked up his mug again trying to distract himself. “I know, just entertain me” Jayce acted chill and laughed when he said that but he was truly intrigued now, what would his best friend call his? Viktor is creative and never wants to fit in with people he doesn’t like no matter how much bullying he gets out of not agreeing with the popular kids. But also there was a hidden desire that he doesn’t want to dive deep into is pulling at him now.
“Hmmm..” Viktor was thinking. Jayce knew it, Viktor will not settle for a basic acronym even though he is just ‘entertaining’ Jayce. “I would call it.. PPP” he said that not looking at Jayce and suddenly Jayce’s posters on the wall looked so interesting to Viktor his eyes were glued on them. “As in?” Jayce couldn’t find anything in his head to match with PPP.
“Who cares? I prepared the D&D deck in the basement. Let's get going before it’s 9 o’clock and I have to leave.” Viktor’s hand got hold of his cane and he used it to make his way down to the basement not looking back at Jayce. Why is he embarrassed? But Jayce too was embarrassed when he made an acronym for his ‘hammer’ Jayce thought that he wouldn’t be, because he had a clear opinion on big cocks and all. But seriously what is a PPP?
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They always played a Duet D&D, some of Jayce’s neighbors kids sometimes joins, but they don’t have Viktor’s wit or creativity and the game wouldn’t be as entertaining or imaginative as it is when it’s just the two of them. They always matched intellectually, even in school. The two of them always had the highest grades. Viktor is 1 year ahead of Jayce so they don’t take the same classes but even when they did. It was equal Viktor had pulled out the highest score in one subject and Jayce had the highest on the other.
After that they never had classes together. “I miss when we had the same classes” Viktor sighed in the middle of roleplaying. “I mean.. I hated being second” Jayce replied not seriously. “Sore loser, you bested me on biology” he rolled his eyes smiling. Jayce loves their banter. “But chemistry is my favorite subject” Jayce laughed, continuing “I truly miss when the teachers hated when we corrected them. Having a smart-ass in class is enough. Imagine two of them. I’m sure they’re happy we never took the same classes”. Interpreting Jayce’s laugh, and train of thought. Viktor pulled off his hoodie. He knows he felt hotter than what their basement heating system can do.
His t-shirt sticking to the hoodie and revealing his beautiful tiny waist, his smooth skin, dotted with little moles that Jayce connects in his head to draw a map of constellations, something that he made a habit of when they were kids to help him fall asleep, space and stars always made Jayce fall asleep. He used to have a crush on his best friend when they were in elementary school.
Telling his mom that he will marry Viktor when he grows up. But now it’s just a memory they laugh about. This crush might still be there, as he dreads the day that Viktor will someday have a crush on someone that’s not him and he has never been okay with that thought. He doesn’t even want his bestfriend to have closer friends.
He always told Talia, a girl in their school who joined the science club, that Viktor is busy, when he showed up to the science club early or when Viktor wasn’t there. Whenever she asked about him. He would go the extra mile to help her instead of Viktor, to not have her spend a lot of time with Viktor when he is in football training.
It is selfish, Jayce has made peace with being selfish about Viktor. Especially when he has his football friends. But he only hangs out with them during training. He told himself that. Deep down he knows that he likes Viktor more than friends but telling Viktor that would mean the end of their decade long friendship, rejection he can handle. But to lose his friend is a big no no.
What is a PPP though? It popped again in his head. When Viktor went back home, during D&D, after class, during training. It was what he kept thinking about. Viktor told him off and he is not asking again, but seriously though what is a PPP? Prominent Pink Penis? Pretty Pink Penis? Petite Pink Penis? And why would he use penis instead of cock? To be different. Viktor sure as hell made it creatively him. But what is a PPP?
On second thought, Jayce has no recollection of them ever seeing each other naked. They swam together during summer break but they never saw each other’s genitals. Even when Jayce uses the urinals Viktor prefers the stalls. Saying he values privacy and Jayce never questioned that. He uses the stalls himself more now. So he has nothing in his memory at all of ever seeing Viktor even with an underwear on. Swimming shorts are the closest and they’re too baggy to form an idea about Viktor’s size.
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A month has passed since he had the conversation about the acronyms with Viktor, and he still is thinking about it. He thought that will lay it off, but somehow he didn’t. He needs to know at this point. But asking Viktor after a whole month doesn’t mean curiosity anymore. It also means that he is thinking about it. He needs to get creative if he is asking Viktor to not get him suspicious.
“Ugh.. the leg cramps today are totally on another level” Viktor sighed giving little massages to his leg laid on his side on Jayce’s couch playing elden ring while Jayce watched. It has been a habit of his since they were younger to watch Viktor play difficult games on the highest difficulty. Jayce loves video games but never enjoyed games that have a complex fighting system. It defeated the purpose of fun for him, he enjoys watching Viktor playing them more.
Jayce got up and sat down in front of Viktor, pulled his leg into his lap and started to massage it lightly, pushing firm to the muscles to ease the cramps. “So.. mac&cheese, or ham sandwiches?” Viktor asked. Jayce’s mother went out with her friends, told Jayce about the food in the fridge to have for dinner. “My mom prepared dinner, it’s in the fridge we don’t need your skills, chef” Jayce joked, his stomach in knots as he is still about to ask about the PPP.
“Oh she’s a life saver, I really don’t want to cook. Please thank her for me” Viktor sighed in relief at the big hands squeezing his muscles. “Oh My God! I forgot to tell you, I heard one of my teammates today, saying that his.. Down there.. Have the acronym of PPP! And I was like.. Oh my God, that's Viktor’s too! In my head off course” fuck… he fucked it up.
He wanted to sound surprised and funny, but it came out nervous. And now Viktor looked shocked and he is surely onto him now. “Which teammate?” he asked and Jayce didn’t think that would be the follow up question at all. Why does Viktor care about which teammate? “Uh… it was .. James” yeah, Viktor is now definitely onto him. “James Carter?” Viktor clearly was shocked. But Jayce doesn’t know why? And why does he know James? He didn’t even consider him a close teammate, he only said his name because he knew Viktor wouldn’t recognize him.
“Do you know him?” Jayce was taken aback “he takes math with me” Viktor said but seemed deep in thought. “But I’m sure his acronym is different from yours, right?” Jayce tried to laugh it off but he is too tense now. His hands lost their rhythm on Viktor's leg and he is massaging up his thigh now. Is Viktor interested in James? How did it fly off of his radar? And how is he going to ask about what PPP stands for now that the conversation steered towards James? It is all leaving him too tense.
“But James really didn’t say that, you just wanted to know what PPP stood for?” Jayce choked on his breath when Viktor sounded sultry saying that almost purring, smiling that beautiful knowing smile of his but his eyes were mischievous, like the times they broke into school at night to use the science club equipment. “I- uh..” that was the only thing that came out of Jayce’s mouth. He turned all red. He can feel it when his ears and the back of his neck go hot.
“Why don’t you see for yourself?” Viktor said and Jayce swore his legs spread a little. His heart skipped a beat and again he couldn’t mutter a coherent word. Is Viktor really asking that? Or was that his wishful thinking? Jayce’s hands are still on Viktor's thigh and he knew removing them would mean rejection now. Since he couldn’t speak a word back. He needs to give some sort of answer since Viktor looks like he needs confirmation.
Jayce isn’t going to waste a chance like that. He will do something even if his mind is frozen at this point and feels like an out of body experience. He stroked Viktor's thigh gently leaning inwards and giving Viktor puppy eyes. Just in case Viktor didn’t mean it really, he wouldn’t want to say something too eager like ‘please’. “Alright then” Viktor smiled but his smile was nervous, maybe?
His thumbs went into the waist band of his pants, pulling down slowly, he was hesitant. And Jayce prayed that it wasn’t a prank. Because his own cock is twitching at the thought of seeing Viktor’s PPP. He scooched back a little to give him some space to take off his pants. And to Jayce’s surprise. He was serious.
Jayce’s jaw went slack at the view in front of him, Viktor’s got his pants along with his underwear stopped just a little bit under his knees. Jayce hoped he would get them all off, or at least on his ankles. “Pretty Pink Pussy…” he muttered in awe, finally realizing. his body went forward by itself. He wanted to see clearly, more, smell, taste. He felt a hunger growing by the second, his eyes glued to what’s between Viktor’s legs. Viktor gave a tiny laugh covering his mouth with the back of his hand. “I meant it as in Puff Pink Pussy.. To sound big and all” he scratched the back of his neck looking nervous. “It was a joke really” his hands going down to pull back on his pants.
Jayce’s hand flew by themselves to hold Viktor's hands, a surge of need is running within him, masking the nerves almost completely. “Can I kiss it?” Jayce had to ask, knowing that Viktor wouldn’t offer to show him if he wasn’t comfortable, or didn’t feel safe. “I- do you want to?” Viktor looked at him unsure but also blushing more. “I need to” in a low deep voice Jayce said feeling that at this point he looked desperate.
Jayce helped Viktor take his pants completely off. Spread his legs a little, went closer, his heart beating so fast he felt hot all over his body. Oh the smell alone is getting him intoxicated. He looked up at Viktor to make sure he’s okay before he touched. Viktor gave him a small shy nod. His eyes are so big and shiny golden.
Jayce made sure his lips cover as much space as he could, he knows his hunger will not be satiated by a small peck. Kissing mostly his vulva he got a small taste of his little cock. His head went spinning at the feeling of how soft his lips were. Jayce never had any sexual experiences with anyone before. He masturbated thinking of Viktor once he felt guilty afterwards. The thought of him kissing Viktor’s cunt before his actual lips is a turn of events he never thought would happen. Not in his wildest dreams.
Saliva pooled in his mouth, begging for more than a kiss. The hunger increased in volume, and he wanted to cry at the thought of stopping now. His cock is in full erection just by one kiss poking at Viktor’s ankle. “More? .. please” his mind barely provided two words going dump with how much blood is rushing downwards his mind must have short circuited when that kiss happened.
Looking up at Viktor, trying to muster his best puppy eyes again, but to his surprise Viktor reflected what it looked like the same desperation, eyes going watery a little, breath heavy, blush creeping down his neck. “That door must be locked then, if you-” Jayce never stood faster in his life, his head spinning from the sudden movement. Locking the door twice. “-Want more” Viktor continued his sentence giggling.
Going back he must kiss Viktor first, really on his lips, the lips on his face like he always wanted to do, when Viktor fell asleep studying on his desk, or snoozed off hugging a plushy, or smiled at Jayce across the school halls, or said something stupid that he only finds funny, or even when he gets mad at trying robotics and failing at programming a robot to say something. But Jayce never kissed him. Until now.
His hand went to the back of Viktor's head, approaching his lips slowly it felt so magical. Viktor closed his eyes and his face got closer. Jayce’s stomach did a swoop when their lips met half way. He needs to feel Viktor approach too, wanting him back. Just as much as he wanted him. He never kissed anyone before, it's his first kiss at 16 and he couldn’t be happier. The kiss wasn’t chaste, between the two of them no experience whatsoever the kiss was perfect. A little bit of tongue Viktor licked his lips and he got ‘the butterflies’.
Viktor pushed his tongue a little firm on Jayce’s lips, he allowed him in by opening his mouth a little, the feel of Viktor’s tongue exploring his mouth slow, experimental. Jayce’s tongue met Viktor’s pushing and licking. And was messy, but theirs, their first kiss. Jayce knew in the depths of his heart that if they ever kiss it’s not going to be short and sweet. But Viktor taking the lead to this kiss exploring and passionately licking the roof of his mouth is making him sure that he is falling in love, even more.
Breaking the kiss however was the only disappointing thing about this kiss, if only his breath lasted longer… but Viktor panting out of breath so close to his face they’re basically breathing each other in, is so much worth it. Laughing in disbelief the two of them are equally infatuated with one another. He couldn’t be happier.
Jayce went down kneeling again, the urge to finally kiss the two moles on Viktor’s lower vulva growing deeply. He kissed each one of them separately open mouthed and hungry, moaning on the warm feeling of his soft cunt. Viktor’s hand went to stroke Jayce’s hair, his eyes are fully closed now.
His tongue went out giving experimental licks, completely indulgent, felt Viktor twitching the most when his tongue lingered or pushed harder on his clit nub. So he kept going back to it, sucking on his little cock made him finally vocal, instead of panting or gasping he audibly moaned. It made Jayce’s cock do a little jump. His flannel pants are ruined with precum. “Ah- Jayce” Viktor’s fingers that were stroking on Jayce’s hair are now tugging.
Jayce kept sucking and licking around the same spot and Viktor’s body grew more and more tense, throwing his head back and panting, covering his mouth with the back of his hand, his eyebrows frowned in what seemed like concentration. Jayce loved the taste, he’s not sure he could make Viktor come. But he is addicted now, wouldn’t mind spending his whole life between Viktor’s legs if it wasn’t for the straining member in his pants begging for release.
His hand went down to give some relief to his cock, giving it distracted strokes. “Jayce.. Jayce” Viktor was panting his name, which sounded like music to his ears. “Let me help?” Jayce looked up at him, only realized what he’s talking about when he noticed Viktor’s eyes on the hand inside his own pants. “You want….?” not sure what to ask.
“Yes”, and Viktor's hand went downwards, still making eye contact. Jayce made sure his tongue scooped all the pooling slick at Viktor’s entrance, the taste maddening before giving space to Viktor’s hand to go down.
Viktor gave two experimental strokes to his cock. His eyes went wide at the feeling of Jayce’s cock in his hand. “So that’s why they called it your ‘hammer’” giving a sly smile. Jayce blushed a little. “Is that a complement?” smiling back. “Is that fishing for a complement?” Viktor giggled, teasing. “You’ll never give me a free compliment, are you?” Jayce looked back at him unbelievably. “I’ll always make you work for it” Viktor whispered near his ear then kissed his neck. Jayce almost came at how sexy that sounded. “And working for it I’ll do” kissing Viktor on the lips.
He got up to join Viktor on the couch, their bodies flushed together. Viktor’s hand immediately went down under his pants, now pulling it off the waist band. Jayce is obsessed with the hungry gaze Viktor had looking at his cock. They proceeded to pleasure each other. Viktor stroking his cock tight and faster everytime. Jayce has his little nub between his middle and ring fingers giving firm rubbing and caressing across most of his vagina. Viktor buried his face in the crook of Jayce’s neck, his teeth grazing a little, muffling his moans. Legs shaking like being electrocuted.
His hand went slack for a few seconds on Jayce cock, then resumed their fast rhythm back. The knots in Jayce’s stomach are impossibly tighter now. “Ah- Yes Viktor.. Faster”. His face fell down nestling Viktor's hair, jaw going loose. Robes of hot cum came spilling all over his stomach and chest. “Ah this felt amazing.. Perfect” Jayce sighed looking at Viktor. But Viktor looked elsewhere.
His eyes were on the drops of cum, and then on the bead of cum spilling down Jayce’s tip. Without warning his head went down to collect the drop with his tongue pushing it back up to the tip and then sucking it with the head inside his mouth. Jayce’s eyes rolled back to the back of his head in …eye orgasm? He's never seen anything hotter than the tip of his cock on Viktor’s lips. “mhhmm.. musky” he said, smiling looking up from that position directly into Jayce’s eyes.
Jayce almost composted from the look alone. Cupping Viktor's jaw “you’re perfect, aren’t you?” eyes going glassy. Viktor smiled back and kissed the inside of his palm. “Come up here, let me return the favor” holding Viktor gently by the back of his head. “What favor?” Viktor asked. “Making you come, come here” Viktor looked at him confused, then giggled “I did”.
Jayce was shocked “you.. Did?” looking around in embarrassment. “Oh .. someone watches a lot of porn” laughing, pulling himself up to lay beside Jayce. “Why is porn related” asking confused and laughing. “Not everyone screams like a pig when they orgasm” he kissed Jayce’s cheek. “Well it’s the only source of ‘education’ I can get, and it sucks. Teach me how to pleasure you next time?” his heart jumped thinking of next time.
“Well. I think you’re well educated for a man who took porn as a form of education” Jayce didn’t know how he made Viktor come exactly, but he now knows that when his legs were shaking, his cunt fluttering around his fingers and he almost bit into his neck that that was an orgasm. “I’ll take that as a compliment” Jayce smiled sheepishly. “It is a compliment” Viktor said genuinely looking at Jayce softly. It made his heart flutter.
“You were so good, your tongue worked magic, your big calloused fingers.. Your words.. Your moans.. Your kisses..” Viktor said that near his ear his voice dark and deep. “Whoa you need to stop now Mister, if you don’t want another round” his face burning red. He didn’t know Viktor could sound so sexy. “Who said I wasn’t?”