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Chapter One
Sunlight lay thick and heavy across the porch, heat pressing in everywhere. The air sitting as still and unmoving as an invading army laying in wait for its time to strike, while from every tree the cicadas scream—as if the swarm itself insists on being heard above all. The porch boards answer each and every step with a complaint, old wood stretching awake beneath unfamiliar feet.
And yet, despite the onslaught of summers wrath, she hums as she passes by him with an easy smile. Sweet tea, and sunshine, and all things bright.
“Are you going to pout all day?”
Charlie waddling past the propped-open screen door, pauses only long enough to select from the pre-approved stack of boxes her wife had arranged with careful symmetry. She moves with purpose, with cheer, with the unstoppable momentum of someone who knows she is getting exactly what she wants.
“This place is beautiful.”
Her laughter is warmer than the air, lighter than the glare bouncing off the windows. It fills the porch, lingering there, as though reluctant to leave.
For a father whose favorite pastime is doting on his only child, staying annoyed is a losing battle. Still, he makes the effort. If he doesn’t, she’ll see through him. Again. He hides his surprise behind a careful neutrality as she dismantles his resistance with alarming speed—an impressive feat, considering her condition.
Unsettling, even.
“Oh yeah, beautiful. Just like the first five minutes of a horror movie pretending its a family film.”
She cut him off with a look.
It was the kind of look a lioness might give an overly confident cub creeping too close to her tail. He ducked his head, pretending sudden interest in the nearest box. Carrying on with a smile and a spring in her step. Moving quick he snatches the box and turns, following just closely enough to intervene if she drops hers—though the ones in her stack are, thankfully, much lighter.
“A horror movie, really dad?” she says while adjusting the box. “Please don’t start that again. I let you talk your way out of the last few places, but keep this up and you’ll be house-hunting right up until I pop.”
She punctuates the declaration by setting the box on the white tile counter and patting her stomach—firm, affectionate, resolute. Lucifer’s mouth betrays him, curving upward as her belly answers with a small, unmistakable movement. A determined little fist, perhaps. Or a foot.
It is difficult not to melt, irritation softening into fondness. Her hand tracing the motion, slow and habitual, grounding herself in the moment. Being eight months pregnant might have slowed most people down.
But not her, not his duckling.
His voice followed suit, shedding its edge as he laid his hand over hers. “I didn’t say I didn’t like it. I just… don’t know if this is the place.” As far as last ditch efforts go its pretty bad—and he knows it is—but he owes it to himself to try anyways.
Through the silence their eyes meet, and in that instant he knows—truly knows—that the battle had already been decided. Charlie wore the same expression her mother once had: composed, resolved, quietly victorious. Her words are tender, her tone soft, but unwavering.
“You said that about the last five.”
The words cut cleanly through his defenses. Through his grief. Like paper.
His cheeks burn with embarrsement of being called out by your child. The birthmarks there threatening to go from pink to crimson. “I—didn’t—I mean, not in those exact words.” He pauses, then adds, helplessly, “Is it possible to be mortified and proud at the same time?”
For a second there is almost a trace of pity in her gaze, but a blink and a sigh chase it away. Her hand lifts and takes his with it away from her stomach. He lets it fall away, watching as she makes her way back to the front door.
“They are actually,” she replies. “I had Vaggie start keeping score after the third deal fell through.”
Charlie is already halfway there when she stops, yielding the doorway to Vaggie, who passes with three boxes stacked precariously in her arms. Vaggie pauses just inside to press a kiss to her cheek, and only then is she allowed to continue.
“It was after the sixth, hon,” Vaggie adds. “There was Jefferson Street, Sixth Avenue, Adirondack Way, Mountain Vista, Pratchett Drive, and the cute corner house three cities over that was the perfect shade of duck-bill yellow—until someone decided it looked more dandelion up close.”
Charlie beams at her wife, triumph sharp and sweet, as Vaggie disappears further into the house. It was the same look that had won debates and earned second desserts with surgical precision. Lucifer tries once again for annoyance.
It doesn’t take. Deflating, he follows after her.
“That many, huh?” he mutteres, voice low enough that the noise of the cicadas nearly swallow it. “Guess Maggie’s more observant than I give her credit for.”
“Yes she is, Which is why I knew you’d try something here, too. So I thought ahead and took care of the paperwork already.”
She sets the box down and, with a flourish that feels rehearsed, produces a stack of papers as if from nowhere. Without waiting she presses them into his hands, smiling like someone who’s already won the game and is waiting for the other player to realize it.
“Congratulations, Dad!” Charlie declares, hands fluttering chaotically in a way that makes jazz hands look tame. “You’re now the proud owner of your very own house!”
Lucifer barely manages not to drop the box as he scans the signatures. It hits the floor with a dull, forgiving thud—but his attention is elsewhere now. On ink. On permanence. On the way the house seems suddenly very still.
“You tricky little—” He stops, stares, then laughs, helpless and surprised by the ease of it. “Alright. You win.”
“I love you, Dad,” she says, already turning away. “I’m going to dig out the cocoa and cups. Vaggie says the furniture should be here by the end of the week, so you’ll have to improvise.” She pauses, glancing back. “Oh—and you really do have to stop pretending you don’t know her name.”
He smiles with exaggerated innocence, the sort perfected by toddlers and troublemakers alike. “I don’t know what you mean.”
“Sure,” she says lightly her smile fading into something soft and private. A knowing look taking hold as she scans him and the porch. “Why dont you take a minute. Let it sink in. I’ll call for you when the cocoa’s ready.”
Lucifer watches her disappear into the kitchen.
“Sure thing,” he murmurs. “I’ll just…”
The words dry up as he stands there, the porch suddenly quieter than it was moments before—not empty of sound, but waiting. The cicadas still hum, yet even they seem to hold their breath between pulses.
The sunset lingers, bright and indulgent in its oranges and pinks, the sun dragging itself along the horizon like molasses on a cold day. Lucifer takes in the neighborhood as though seeing it through glass: brightly painted houses, their gardens bursting with color too well-tended to be accidental. White fences stand neat and unbroken, trees heavy with green leaves that look as though they have never known a storm. Grass lies thick and soft, inviting bare feet, picnics, the easy sprawl of summer afternoons.
It is the sort of place that should feel warm, inviting. A place for families and little feet.
The thought brings with it a faint, unwelcome prickle beneath his ribs. He dismisses it at once. Ridiculous. Greif and unease have no business here. This is the dream he and Lilith once spoke of in quiet moments—safe streets, laughter drifting through open windows, a place where nothing terrible ever seems to happen. The memory of her wistful smile stings, sharp and sudden, like touching a bruise he forgot was there.
“No,” he mutters under his breath, clutching the papers as if they could ground him. Keep him here and not… “Not here. Not now.”
The porch doesn’t argue with him, but its soft old creaks don't comfort him either.
He draws in a breath, then another, schooling himself as he always does. This is a new beginning. He will not stain it with old ghosts. He forces the past, the memories back into the back of his mind. Charlie has worked too hard—has loved too fiercely—to give him this fresh start. He will not unravel on the threshold like some tired old man haunted by his own shadow.
Eventually, the sting dulls. The cicadas swell again, reclaiming the silence. From inside the house, Charlie calls his name, bright and insistent, and Lucifer turns toward the sound like a man reaching for a handrail in the dark.
The house doesn’t feel like home yet.
But perhaps—given time—it will.
He steps inside, leaving the porch behind him.