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Trafalgar Law is good at many things…medicine, battlefields, human behavior. He prides himself on seeing the whole picture before anyone else does. So the fact that this sneaks up on him feels like a personal failure.
It starts with silence.
Not the comfortable kind. The wrong kind.
You’re on the Polar Tang, bent over your work, muttering under your breath. Law pauses outside the doorway longer than necessary.
He tells himself it’s tactical.
Curiosity.
Making sure no one’s bothering you.
Except no one ever is.
You glance up suddenly. “If this is one of those times where you’re silently making sure I don’t blow something up, I just want you to know I really appreciate the faith.”
He clicks his tongue. “I don’t need to supervise you.”
“That’s a relief,” you say brightly. “I was worried this was a performance review.”
His gaze flicks away a fraction too late.
He should leave.
He doesn’t.
You notice.
Of course you do.
“—Oh,” you say, softer now. “Was that a smile?”
“It wasn’t,” he answers immediately.
You grin. “That was fast. Straight to denial.”
He narrows his eyes.
Annoying.
Later, Bepo unintentionally cracks a joke. You laugh—unfiltered, easy—and Law’s focus slips. Just for a second.
Enough to irritate him.
He tightens his grip on Kikoku and forces his attention back to the map. This is nothing. A distraction. He’s dealt with worse.
Then there’s the reflex.
The ship shifts. You lose your footing.
Law moves before he thinks—hand out, fingers closing around your wrist. Too fast. Too precise.
He doesn’t let go.
He’s already running through possibilities. Balance lost. Impact. Injury. None of them happen.
You steady yourself and look up at him.
Not startled. Not joking.
Just quiet.
“Hey,” you say softly. “I’m okay.”
His grip is still there.
His heart rate isn’t where it should be.
That’s when it hits him.
Not dramatically. Not romantically.
Clinically.
Reaction time exceeded necessity. Continued contact without reason. His attention fully on you when it shouldn’t be.
Your expression doesn’t change. No teasing. Just understanding. Gratitude. It unsettles him more than the joke ever did.
He lets go too suddenly.
“I know,” he snaps, sharper than intended.
You blink—not hurt, just surprised. “Right,” you say quietly. “Sorry.”
You turn back to your work, giving him space without being asked.
Law stays where he is a moment longer than necessary, jaw tight, pulse still off, staring at the place where his hand had been.
Annoying.
After that, he starts avoiding you.
Not obviously. Not in a way anyone else would notice.
He adjusts his routes by minutes instead of distance. Schedules briefings when you’re usually below deck. Leaves rooms just before you enter them. Efficient. Clean. Sensible.
It doesn’t work.
You notice him not noticing you.
At first, you give him space. You don’t seek him out. You don’t joke. You keep your tone neutral, your presence careful—as if you’ve understood something shifted and decided not to press it.
That makes it worse.
When he passes you in the hallway and you only nod instead of smiling, it registers. When you don’t comment on his mood, don’t fill the silence on purpose, the absence weighs heavier than your voice ever did.
He still watches.
From across the room.
From the edge of his vision.
From reflections he shouldn’t be checking.
You laugh less around him now…not because you’re upset, but because you’re being considerate.
He hates it.
One night, he stays in the infirmary long after everyone else turns in, reorganizing supplies that don’t need it. He tells himself it’s productive. Necessary.
You poke your head in anyway.
“Hey,” you say quietly. “Did I miss something, or are we doing insomnia rounds together now?”
He stiffens. “You shouldn’t be here.”
You pause. Not offended. Just thinking.
“Oh,” you say. “Okay.”
You don’t argue. You don’t joke. You turn to leave.
Something tightens sharply in his chest.
“—Wait.”
The word is out before he can stop it.
You look back, brows knitting slightly. Open. Attentive.
“Yes?”
He hesitates…briefly, irritably.
“…Are you hurt?” he asks.
The question is controlled. Unnecessary. You’re clearly fine.
You glance down at yourself, then back at him. “No,” you say gently. “I’m okay.”
A beat.
His shoulders ease despite himself.
You notice.
“I promise,” you add, quieter. “I’d tell you.”
He looks away.
“Good,” he says. “See that you do.”
You nod once, understanding without pushing. “I will.”
You leave him there.
Law stands alone, irritation simmering hot and unproductive, fully aware of the truth now:
Avoiding you doesn’t make it better. It just makes him more aware of you.
That night, he lies awake staring at the ceiling of his quarters, dissecting a situation he doesn’t want to confirm.
You affect his decision-making.
Your presence alters his baseline.
Your safety ranks too high.
That’s not attraction.
That’s liability.
It irritates him deeply, this attachment forming in places he keeps controlled for a reason. He’s survived by distance. By precision. By never needing more than he can afford to lose.
And yet…
When he considers the possibility of you not being here tomorrow, his breathing goes shallow. His focus narrows.
Law exhales through his nose.
“Tch.”
Falling in love isn’t poetic.
It’s inefficient.
It’s dangerous.
And the worst part?
He knows…absolutely knows…that once something like this takes hold, there’s no clean way to remove it.
That realization doesn’t soften him.
It makes him angry.