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The motel sign lights flicker in the dark. The sound of cars passing by and drunk lovers echoes outside. In room 333, Lorraine sleeps peacefully, the clock beside her marking 3:00 a.m. It has been a long day. A violent one. A crack of light escapes from the bathroom door; you are sitting on the cold floor, crying.
The memories of your reflection in that mirror are hunting you. It wasnt you—what you saw. It was an evil double, a horrible one. The demon had tormented you so much that when Lorraine tried to help, you screamed and pushed her so hard that she fell to the floor.
“It wasn’t true. It wasn’t me,” you whisper, holding onto your rosary.
Your body trembles, a new memory flashing through your mind. You let out a soft sob, murmuring the prayers Lorraine taught you. From the other side of the door, Lorraine’s eyes flutter open. Her hand moves to your side of the bed; when she doesn’t feel you, she sits up.
She notices the bathroom light is on and walks barefoot toward it. The creak of the door slowly opening makes you look up. You meet Lorraine’s sleepy eyes.
“Y/N?” Lorraine says, worry immediately in her voice. “Darling, what’s wrong?” She kneels beside you.
“Lor—go back to bed,” you say, pushing yourself farther from her.
Lorraine notices you’re clutching the rosary she gifted you. “I won’t go back until you tell me what’s wrong,” she explains softly.
At this, Lorraine stretches out her hand, touching your hair.
“Damn it, Lorraine, I said go,” you snap, pushing her hand away.
Lorraine’s hand pulls back, slowly curling her fingers. Her brows draw together just slightly—not in anger, but in concern so deep it hurts to look at. The sleep is gone from her eyes now, replaced by a sharp, aching awareness. She swallows once, steadying herself, and you can see the way she forces her breathing to slow.
“I’m sorry,” you say, ashamed, remembering the way you pushed her earlier. A tear rolls down your cheek.
“No, it’s okay,” Lorraine says, sitting beside you.
You shake your head. “No, it’s not. It’s not! I can’t get its words out of my head.”
Lorraine’s eyes soften further, glassy now—not with tears, but with understanding. She doesn’t reach for you again. She stays exactly where she is—close enough to protect, far enough to respect the space you’re clawing for.
“What words?” she asks carefully.
You look at her again, fear written all over your face. Your lips part, then press together, like the words themselves are dangerous.
“It said my name,” you whisper finally. “Not the way you say it. Not the way I say it.”
Your grip tightens around the rosary until your knuckles ache. “It sounded like me, Lor. Like it learned my voice. My thoughts.” Your breath stutters. “It kept telling me how all my worst fears were going to come true. It told me how I had the power to hurt people.”
Lorraine’s jaw tightens, just for a second. Her eyes don’t leave your face, but something shifts behind them—alert, calculating, protective. She nods slowly, not to agree with the words, but to acknowledge the fear they carve into you.
“Hurt people?” Lorraine asks.
You swallow anxiously, wiping a tear away.
“Hurt you,” you whisper.
You break.
Your shoulders fold inward as if your body finally gives up the fight it’s been holding all night. A sob tears out of you, sharp and helpless, and suddenly you’re crying in a way you can’t control—like something inside you has split open. Your grip on the rosary loosens, beads clattering softly against the tile as your hands fly up to cover your face.
“Then—then you tried to get me out of the trance and I—” you sob.
“It wasn’t your fault,” Lorraine says, her voice steady.
“But it was! I pushed you so hard that you injured your elbow,” you cry, trying not to look at the giant bruise it left on her.
“You know my past. That demon knew it. It reminded me of what I am, and I don’t know how to protect you from me.” Your voice cracks completely on the last word, breaking down into quiet, wrecked sounds as you struggle to breathe through it.
Lorraine is silent beside you. Then you feel her warmth moving closer.
“No, Lor, don’t,” you say, trying to escape from her arms as they softly try to hold you.
When you try to pull away, her hands follow—not tightening, not forcing, just staying with you. One arm slides carefully around your back, warm and solid, while the other comes up to cradle your shoulder, her touch deliberate and controlled, like she’s afraid of startling you.
“Hey,” she murmurs, low and steady. Not a command. An anchor.
You shake your head, breath hitching as you press your palms against her chest in a weak attempt to keep distance.
“Lor, please—”
“I’ve got you,” she says quietly, over you, through you.
She gathers you in despite your trembling, pulling you against her with a firmness that leaves no room for doubt but never crosses into force. Your forehead presses into her collarbone, your tears soaking into her shirt as your body continues to resist even while it seeks the safety she offers.
Her arms close fully around you. Strong. Your struggle falters, turning into shaking breaths and broken sobs as the warmth of her body bleeds through the panic. She tucks your head beneath her chin, one hand spreading over your back, pressing you close, the other cradling the base of your skull so you can’t pull away even if you try.
“I’m not afraid of you,” she whispers, rocking you just slightly.
Your hands clutch at her clothes, fingers curling like you’re afraid she’ll disappear if you let go.
“You didn’t hurt me because you’re dangerous,” she continues softly. “You hurt me because you were terrified. And I’m still here.”
Her thumb moves in slow, grounding circles between your shoulder blades, her breathing deep and even against your ear—something solid to match yourself to.
“You are not what it says you are,” Lorraine murmurs, voice firm now. “And you could never hurt me like that.”
“I’m scared,” you whisper. “I’m scared that what it said will become true.”
Lorraine doesn’t loosen her hold.
If anything, her arms draw you in just a little closer, like she’s bracing herself between you and the future you’re afraid of.
“I know,” she says quietly, without hesitation. “Of course you’re scared.”
Her thumb keeps moving, slow and steady, the same small circle over and over—something real, something now. Her cheek rests lightly against your hair, and you feel the warmth of her breath each time she exhales.
“But listen to me,” she murmurs, pulling back just enough to speak against your temple, her voice low and sure. “Fear doesn’t make prophecies come true. It makes noise. That’s all.”
You shake slightly in her arms.
“What it said wasn’t truth,” she continues, firmer now. “It was bait. It took pieces of you—your past, your guilt, your love for me—and twisted them. That’s what it does. That’s all it knows how to do.”
Her hand slides up your back, fingers spreading, grounding you to her, to the moment.
“You are afraid because you care,” Lorraine says. “Because you would rather hurt yourself a thousand times than ever see me in pain. That isn’t corruption. That’s humanity.”
She shifts so she can look at you, just barely, her forehead touching yours. Her eyes are steady—tired, yes, but unwavering.
“And if fear ever tries to turn into something else,” she adds softly, “you won’t face it alone.”
You take a breath in and exhale as Lorraine strokes your cheek slowly.
“Let’s go back to the bed,” Lorraine suggests.
You nod tiredly. She helps you stand slowly, giving you time, never rushing. Her palm stays warm and steady against your side as she guides you out of the bathroom, her body close enough for you to lean into if you need to.
Each step back to the bed feels deliberate, grounded. The motel room is dim, the neon from the sign outside bleeding softly through the curtains. Lorraine pauses just long enough to pull the covers back, then eases you down onto the mattress like you’re something fragile, something precious. She follows you in, lying down and turning toward you, one arm draping protectively around your middle.
“Sleep,” she murmurs, brushing her lips against yours. “I’m right here.”
Her breathing evens out first—slow, steady, anchoring. You curl closer without thinking, your forehead resting against her shoulder, her hand smoothing over your back in the same gentle rhythm as before. You tangle your legs with hers, feeling the softness of her skin.
Lorraine starts to hum softly, making you close your eyes. And this time, when you close your eyes, the darkness doesn’t feel threatening.