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The board is ready
Jungkook hated the silence that fell just before the first move.
It was thick, sticky, full of glances and expectations. The audience always believed that silence helped them concentrate. That it was the chess player's ally. Jungkook knew better. Silence was the enemy because in it everything became too clear: his breathing, his pulse, the tension in his neck, the awareness that every mistake would be visible like an ink stain on a white sheet of paper.
He sat upright, his hands folded in front of him, his fingers calm. From the outside, he looked the same as always: composed, cool, precise. Professional. One of the best chess players of his generation. A man whose games were analyzed in textbooks and whose moves were quoted like verses of poetry.
On the other side of the table sat Jimin.
Jungkook didn't know him before. The name appeared in the tournament bracket without fanfare, without a legend, without a history that could be analyzed beforehand. There were no interviews, no expert commentary. Just the bare facts: an unbroken series of victories. Zero losses.
It was... unsettling.
Jimin sat more relaxed, as if it weren't the final of a prestigious tournament, but a casual game in a cafe. He propped his cheek with one hand and played with a piece with the other, slowly turning it between his fingers. He didn't look at the audience. He didn't even look at the chessboard.
He was looking at Jungkook.
Without challenge. Without arrogance. With something that was hard to name, but that made Jungkook feel a slight twinge under his breastbone.
"You start," said the referee.
Jungkook reached for the king pawn and moved it two squares. A classic move. An opening move. A safe move.
Jimin smiled almost imperceptibly and reacted immediately. Without hesitation. Without thinking.
It was the first sign that this game would be different from all the others.
Jimin made each subsequent move with the same calm confidence. As if he knew the answer before Jungkook asked the question. As if the board was already written in his head, and they were simply replaying previously recorded moves.
After twenty minutes, Jungkook felt something he didn't know for the first time.
It wasn't fear.
It wasn't anger.
It was interest.
He looked up from the pieces and met Jimin's gaze. This time it was longer. More attentive. As if Jimin had been waiting for this moment.
Jungkook suddenly realized that he wasn't just playing to win.
He was playing to find the answer to a question he couldn't yet name.
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The opponent who never blinks
The analysis of the game took less time than Jungkook had expected.
A draw.
The audience accepted the result with a mixture of disappointment and respect, but Jungkook hardly noticed. His mind was preoccupied with one thought: Jimin hadn't made a single mistake.
Neither spectacular nor minor. Nor one that could be explained by fatigue or pressure.
Zero.
In the locker room, Jungkook sat silently, unbuttoning his shirt cuffs. Usually, after a match, he felt relief. Or satisfaction. Or irritation. This time, he only felt tension that refused to subside.
The door creaked softly.
"May I?" Jimin asked.
Jungkook looked up. Jimin was leaning against the doorframe, without his jacket, his shirt sleeves rolled up to his elbows. He looked... normal. And that was the most confusing thing.
"This is the players' locker room," Jungkook replied coldly.
"I know," Jimin shrugged. "I'm one of them too."
Jungkook didn't gesture for him to come in, but Jimin entered and closed the door behind him. They stood in silence for a moment. Then Jimin said calmly,
"You thought you would win."
It wasn't a question.
"I always think I'm going to win," Jungkook replied.
Jimin nodded as if that was what he expected.
"That's good," he said. "Otherwise, the game would be boring."
Jungkook felt something stir inside him. He took a step toward him.
"Why do you play as if you know the future?"
Jimin smiled slightly, but there was no trace of a joke in his eyes.
"Because I'm not interested in winning," he replied. "I'm interested in my opponent."
The words hung between them, heavy and unsettling.
For the first time in his life, Jungkook didn't know what to say.
Jimin turned toward the door as if the conversation was over, but before he left, he added:
"Next time, I won't play it safe."
When the door closed, Jungkook was left alone, his heart beating too fast and a thought that wouldn't leave him alone.
The next game would not be about chess.
They both knew that very well.
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The Space Between Moves
Jungkook learned early on that there is a space between one move and the next that must not be overlooked. That is where mistakes were born. Not on the board, not in the game record, but in that brief moment when a person allowed themselves to think about something other than the game.
The hotel lobby was just such a space.
The light was too bright in the morning, the smell of coffee hung heavy in the air, and the murmur of conversation never died down, even if no one was talking directly to you. Jungkook walked through it quickly, his bag slung over his shoulder, replaying yesterday's game in his mind for the hundredth time. He always found one more variation. One more "what if."
"Jungkook!"
He turned around reflexively. The coach was waving at him from the other end of the hall, already halfway through a conversation with someone from the federation. Jungkook nodded and quickened his pace, but before he could reach them, someone stepped in his way.
Literally.
"Excuse me," they said simultaneously.
Jungkook looked down, then up, and for a split second, he had the absurd feeling that the day was starting exactly the same as yesterday.
Jimin was holding a cup of coffee and a stack of papers that looked like notes, but they were written in such a chaotic manner that Jungkook couldn't read them even if his life depended on it.
"Do you always walk that fast?" Jimin asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Only in places I don't want to be," Jungkook replied before he could stop himself.
Jimin smiled to himself.
"That explains a lot."
The coach cleared his throat meaningfully, reminding them of his presence. Jungkook felt a familiar tension, that slight twinge between his shoulder blades that always appeared when he was being watched.
"Jimin, right?" The coach extended his hand with a smile that was too polite to be sincere. "Congratulations on yesterday."
"Thank you," Jimin replied, shaking his hand briefly. "A draw is sometimes the best victory."
Jungkook gave him a sharp look, but Jimin looked as if he hadn't said anything out of the ordinary.
The conversation continued, full of words Jungkook knew by heart. Potential. Form. Strategy. Future rounds. Everything was predictable, like an opening you've known since childhood. Only Jimin stood to the side, sipping his coffee and watching with slight amusement, as if he were watching a show he had seen many times before.
When they finally parted ways, Jungkook felt relieved, but also a kind of irritation.
"Don't you like talking about yourself?" Jimin asked, walking beside him toward the elevators.
"I like it when it makes sense."
"That's rare," Jimin said. "Especially here."
The elevator brought them together again. This time there was no silence. There was conversation, short, broken, lighthearted.
"Where are you from?" Jungkook asked.
"From a place where people don't ask about rankings when they first meet."
"That sounds suspicious."
"I thought so too," Jimin replied calmly.
The doors opened. Everyone went their separate ways, but Jungkook had the feeling all day that something was unfinished. As if the game was still going on, even though the board was already empty.
In the evening, sitting in his room, he looked at his phone. Notifications, analyses, messages. And yet his thoughts kept returning to one simple fact: Jimin wasn't trying to prove anything.
And that was the most confusing thing of all.
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Small Things That Refuse to Stay Small
If there was one thing Jungkook couldn't control, it was the tournament dinners.
They always ended the same way. Someone would tell an anecdote, someone else would laugh too loudly, and then the conversation would turn to the games that everyone had seen, analyzed, and evaluated. Jungkook usually disappeared after the first course, claiming he was tired.
This time, he didn't make it in time.
"Sit down," said one of the staff, pointing to a free seat at the long table.
Jungkook sat down mechanically and only after a moment noticed that Jimin was sitting next to him.
"This is starting to look suspicious," he muttered.
"The world has a strange sense of humor," Jimin replied, pouring himself some water. "Or very consistent."
Conversations flowed around them as if they were in the middle of a whirlwind. Someone complained about the clocks, someone else talked about the first tournament years ago, and someone else joked about the hotel pillows, which were always too soft or too hard, never just right.
Jungkook listened with one ear, watching Jimin with the other. He noticed that Jimin was listening attentively. He didn't dominate the conversation, but when he spoke, he did so accurately, sometimes with a humor so dry that only a few people picked up on it.
"I thought you were more..." someone across from him began and paused.
"What?" Jimin asked.
"Introverted. Or arrogant. Something like that."
"Did I disappoint you?" Jimin smiled gently.
"A little," came the honest reply.
Jungkook burst out laughing before he could stop himself. Jimin looked at him with curiosity.
"I didn't know that was possible," he said.
"What?"
"That you're laughing," Jimin replied. "At the board, you look like humor is forbidden."
"It's a matter of concentration."
"Or fear of making a mistake."
That sentence hit something Jungkook didn't want to touch at a table full of people. Instead of answering, he reached for a glass of water.
Dinner lasted a long time. Too long. And yet, when it was over, Jungkook felt a kind of disappointment. As if a conversation that was just beginning to make sense had been interrupted.
They left together. The hotel corridor was quiet, almost empty.
"We're playing tomorrow," Jungkook said.
"I know."
"Aren't you stressed?"
Jimin shrugged.
"I am. I just don't think you have to show it."
They stopped in front of the elevator. Neither of them spoke for a moment.
"It's nice talking to you," Jungkook said suddenly, more to himself than to Jimin.
Jimin looked at him intently, but didn't smile.
"That doesn't always mean the conversation is safe," he replied quietly.
The elevator doors closed. Jungkook was left alone in the hallway with a thought that wouldn't leave him.
That some things start very inconspicuously.
And that's why they're so hard to stop later.
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A Question That Should Not Exist
Jungkook hated events that were supposed to "warm up his image."
It always sounded as if his professional life was something that needed correction, as if the fact that he was good at what he did was not enough without an extra layer of smiles and politeness.
The room was bright, too bright, with a row of plastic chairs lined up against the wall and a stage that looked more like a podium than a place for conversation. The children sat in the front rows, fidgeting, whispering, someone dropped a water bottle. The adults looked more stressed than the young audience.
Jungkook sat at the table, his hands folded, his back straight. He spoke calmly, automatically, answering exactly as expected. He knew he was doing well. He also knew that his thoughts were already elsewhere.
The questions came one after another, predictable like the first moves in a well-known opening.
"How many hours a day do you train?"
"Does stress help or hinder you?"
"Can anyone become a champion?"
He smiled, answered, nodded. The audience was satisfied.
It was only when the microphone reached the boy in the third row that something shifted.
The boy had a crookedly buttoned sweatshirt, glasses sliding down his nose, and the look of someone who had not yet grasped the rules of the adult game.
"If you're so good," he began without preamble, "why do you sometimes lose?"
Laughter rippled through the room. The host was already opening his mouth to turn it into a joke, but Jungkook raised his hand.
He looked at the boy.
It wasn't a question he had an answer for. Not because it was difficult. Because it was too simple.
"Because..." he began and paused. "Because winning doesn't work that way."
The boy frowned.
"My dad says that if someone is the best, they always win."
Jungkook felt something break inside him. Quietly. Without pain. Like a taut string that finally snaps.
"Your dad is wrong," he said gently. "The best lose more often than others. Only no one talks about it."
The room fell silent. The boy looked at him for a moment, then shrugged.
"That doesn't make sense," he said.
This time, the laughter was real. Jungkook smiled sincerely, for the first time that day.
When the meeting was over, he left the stage with a strange feeling of lightness. As if someone had taken something off him, the weight of which he hadn't even noticed.
Jimin was standing in the corner of the room.
He didn't clap. He didn't talk. He watched.
Their eyes met for a brief moment, but Jungkook had the impression that this gaze was more attentive than anything that had happened before.
And that question.
Too simple.
Too true.
It wouldn't go away.
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Rules That Bend Quietly
The briefing was exactly as Jungkook had expected.
A long table, identical bottles of water, a presentation that said a lot without saying anything. People from the federation took turns at the microphone, each adding something of their own, each using the same words: responsibility, professionalism, image.
Jungkook sat up straight and listened. He knew how to do it. He had been doing it for years.
Jimin stood to the side.
He didn't sit down. He didn't pretend to be interested. He leaned against the wall, crossed his arms over his chest, and looked as if he had ended up here by accident.
"We must remember," said one of the activists, "that you are role models. Every gesture, every word..."
Jimin sighed.
Not quietly. Not discreetly. Loud enough to be heard.
Several heads turned in his direction. Jungkook felt a familiar pang of tension. It was the feeling that always came when someone broke the rules in a place where rules were everything.
"Is something unclear?" asked the activist, looking at Jimin coldly.
"Yes," Jimin replied without hesitation. "What's the point of all this?"
There was silence.
"Excuse me?" The man narrowed his eyes.
"You talk about being a role model," Jimin said calmly. "And I don't see anyone here who wants to be a human being. Only a representative."
Someone grunted. Someone else looked down. Jungkook felt his heart start to beat faster.
"This is no place for philosophy," came the reply.
"That's a shame," Jimin shrugged. "It usually helps to understand what you're doing."
And that was it.
There was no punishment. There was no reprimand. The meeting continued as if nothing had happened.
Jungkook couldn't stop thinking about it.
"Why are you doing this?" he asked later as they walked down the hallway.
"What exactly?" Jimin looked at him sideways.
"You say things that..." He hesitated. "That aren't said."
Jimin smiled slightly.
"Because someone has to."
That sentence stayed with Jungkook for a long time. Like a thought that can no longer be put aside.
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Laughter Without Strategy
Jungkook always believed that a night at a tournament hotel had its own rhythm.
First, there was silence, an artificial silence enforced by rules and fatigue. Then the sounds of elevators, footsteps in the hallway, doors slammed too loudly by people who had lost and couldn't lose quietly. And finally, that moment when everything slows down and all that's left is thinking, stubborn, going round and round like a horse on a carousel.
That evening, Jungkook couldn't stop.
He lay on the bed with his hands clasped on his stomach, staring at the ceiling, which looked identical to every other ceiling in every other hotel. He repeated variations of tomorrow's game in his head, corrected minor shortcomings, moved the pieces in his imagination with obsessive precision. He had been doing this for years. It always worked.
Not this time.
Every few minutes, his thoughts returned to completely different images: to a room full of children, to a question that had no right to disarm him, to Jimin's gaze, calm and attentive, as if he were observing not a master, but a man who had momentarily forgotten who he was supposed to be.
Jungkook stood up abruptly. He paced around the room a few times, then put on a sweatshirt as if he was going somewhere, though he didn't know where. He just wanted to get out of his own head.
The hallway was almost empty. The lights were dimmed, the carpet muffled his footsteps. He passed a few doors, turned toward the common area, more out of habit than plan. And then he heard it.
Laughter.
Not short, not controlled, not the polite kind that appears at banquets and disappears just as quickly. It was real, deep, broken laughter, the kind that didn't fit in a place where everyone carried the weight of expectations.
Jungkook stopped.
He stood motionless for a moment, wondering if he was imagining things. Then he took a few steps toward the TV room and peeked inside.
Jimin was sitting on the couch, leaning over his phone. One leg was tucked under him, the other resting on the table. He was laughing as if no one could see him, as if he had forgotten that tomorrow he would once again be "unbeatable," "enigmatic," "the other one."
There was a video playing on the phone screen. Something completely idiotic. Someone was falling on the ice, someone mispronounced a word, a cat fell off the couch. Jungkook wasn't sure. He only knew that it didn't matter.
"This is so stupid," he said before he could think.
Jimin jumped, clearly surprised. For a second, he looked like he wanted to hide his phone, but then he burst out laughing even louder.
"I know," he replied, trying to catch his breath. "That's why it's brilliant."
Jungkook stood in the doorway for a moment, as if he still wasn't sure he should be there. It was one of those small intersections where you usually turn back. Instead, he came inside and sat down at the other end of the couch.
"Show me," he said quietly.
Jimin looked at him with what could have been amusement or surprise and moved closer. The video played again. Jungkook didn't laugh right away. Instead, he felt the tension in his shoulders slowly ease.
"This is really pointless," he muttered.
"That's the biggest advantage," Jimin replied. "The world makes enough sense. Or rather, people who try to force it to make sense."
They watched another video. And then another. Jungkook caught himself starting to predict when something would go wrong. That he was reacting before he could stop himself. That he was laughing louder than he wanted to.
"Don't tell anyone," Jimin said after a moment. "It would ruin my reputation."
"What reputation?" Jungkook asked, raising an eyebrow.
Jimin looked at him sideways and smiled his calm, effortless smile.
"Exactly."
There was a silence, but it wasn't awkward. It was soft. As if they had both stopped playing their roles for a moment.
"You're always so..." Jungkook trailed off.
"What?"
"Normal," he finally replied. "Off the board."
Jimin shrugged.
"I'm normal on the board, too. It's just that everyone pretends they're not."
That sentence hit Jungkook harder than he expected. He thought about himself, about the years devoted to a single goal, about the conversations that always revolved around the same topic. About how rarely he allowed himself to be anything other than "the best."
"You never look like you're afraid," he said quietly.
Jimin looked at the screen of his phone, which had already gone dark.
"It only looks that way," he replied. "Everyone is afraid of something. I just don't see the point in pretending it's something special."
They sat in silence for a moment. Then Jimin got up and stretched lazily.
"We should go to sleep," he said. "Tomorrow we'll pretend to be adults again."
Jungkook smiled to himself.
When he returned to his room, he felt lighter, though he couldn't say why. Lying in bed, he realized one thing: what had happened that evening didn't matter in tables, rankings, or analyses.
And that's why it was important.
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The Weight of Unspoken Words
The second match was scheduled for Thursday afternoon, but Jungkook wasn't thinking about that on Wednesday night as he sat in the hotel bar at 11 p.m., trying not to look at the door every time someone walked in.
He wasn't waiting for Jimin.
He absolutely wasn't waiting.
He ordered a whiskey, drank it too quickly, and ordered another.
The bartender—an older man with gray hair and a calm gaze—placed a glass in front of him and asked, "Tough day?"
"You could say that."
"Let me guess. Chess player?"
Jungkook looked up, surprised.
"I often see you at tournaments," the bartender continued with a slight smile. "You always have the same expression on your face. As if you were trying to solve a puzzle that has no answer."
"What if there isn't one?"
"Then maybe the question was wrong."
Jungkook slowly turned the glass in his hands, watching the light reflect off the golden liquid. He thought of Jimin. Of his words at breakfast. Of how easily he had bypassed the defenses Jungkook had perfected over the years.
The door opened.
Jungkook didn't look up, but he knew. He felt it in a way he couldn't explain.
Jimin sat down next to him without asking and raised his hand toward the bartender.
"Same as him."
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
"I didn't expect to see you here," Jungkook finally said.
"I couldn't sleep."
"Are you nervous about tomorrow's game?"
Jimin chuckled softly. "No. I was thinking about what I said this morning. About how you don't really know me."
"And?"
"And I thought maybe I should do something about it."
The bartender placed the whiskey in front of Jimin and discreetly moved to the other end of the bar, leaving them in their own quiet bubble amid the soft murmur of voices and the gentle clink of glass.
"I started playing chess when I was eight," Jimin said, staring into his glass. "In the orphanage. Someone left an old chessboard there—half the pieces were missing, so we used buttons and pebbles instead."
Jungkook froze. He hadn't expected that. He hadn't expected the truth.
"I learned from a book I found in the library," Jimin continued. "It said that chess is a game of logic. That emotions are the enemy of a good player. I thought: perfect. Emotions have always been a problem.
"Why?"
"Because when you're eight years old and no one wants to adopt you, even though you behave well and get good grades, you start to think that there's something wrong with you. With what you feel. With how you show it." He paused. "So you try to stop feeling."
The words hung between them, heavy and immovable.
"Chess was safe," Jimin said quietly. "I didn't have to feel anything to win. The less I felt, the better I played."
Jungkook didn't know how to respond. In all these years—interviews, rivals, carefully chosen conversations—no one had ever said anything so raw, so painfully true.
"What about you?" Jimin asked, turning to him. "Why did you start?"
"My father was a master," Jungkook replied automatically, repeating words smoothed by repeated use. "He taught me when I was five."
"That explains how," Jimin said gently. "But not why."
Jungkook closed his eyes.
He could lie. He could reach for something vague—talent, passion, destiny. But in this moment, in this quiet space between them, lying seemed impossible.
"Because it was the only thing he was proud of me for," he said quietly. "The only thing that made him look at me."
"And now?"
"Now he's dead. He's been dead for three years."
"And you still play for him."
It wasn't a question.
"I don't know who I'm playing for," Jungkook admitted. "Maybe for him. Maybe for myself. Maybe to prove that those years meant something."
Jimin took a sip of whiskey and grimaced. "I don't like it. But everyone drinks after a hard day, so I thought I'd try it."
Jungkook smiled involuntarily. "You don't have to."
"I know. Lately, I've been doing a lot of things I don't have to do."
Their eyes met, and Jungkook felt that tension again, as if the air itself had held its breath.
"We're playing against each other tomorrow," Jimin said quietly.
"I know."
"And tonight we're sitting here as friends."
"Is that a problem?"
"I don't know," Jimin admitted. "I've never had a friend who was also my rival."
"I've never had a friend who understood how much this game really costs," Jungkook replied.
The silence that followed these words was neither tense nor awkward. It simply existed. Like the pause between heartbeats.
"There's something I should tell you," Jimin finally said. "And I don't want you to think I'm trying to influence your decisions before tomorrow."
"So?"
"The first game I lost, I was twelve. I was playing against the director of the orphanage. He was trying to help me get a scholarship." Jimin let out a short, bitter laugh. "He said I had to learn how to lose."
"And did you learn?"
"On purpose. I thought if I lost with dignity, he would believe I was ready." His voice grew quieter. "But he knew. He saw it. And he told me something I've never forgotten."
"What?"
"That cheating yourself is worse than losing."
Jungkook swallowed.
"I've never lost on purpose since then," Jimin said quietly. "But I've also never cared about the outcome as much as I do now."
"What changed?"
"You."
The word hung between them, heavy and inevitable.
"Jimin..."
"You don't have to say anything." Jimin stood up and put the money on the bar. "Tomorrow, I'm going to play the best game of my life. Not because I want to win. But because I want you to see me. Without masks. Without strategy. Without the armor we both wear."
He paused for a moment, his face a mixture of fear and hope.
"See you at the table," he said quietly.
When he left, Jungkook didn't try to stop the thoughts flooding his mind.
He stayed at the bar for another hour, staring at the empty glass in front of him and feeling the world he had so carefully built begin to crumble—quietly, inevitably—brick by brick.
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The Game That Never Ends
The tournament hall was full an hour before the start, which was unusual in itself. Usually, people arrived at the last minute, took their seats, and waited. This time, the atmosphere was different, filled with something Jungkook would have called anticipation—if he hadn’t known it was something more.
The news of the draw in the first game spread quickly. Two draws in a row between Jungkook, the unyielding champion, and Jimin, the unknown player who never loses, were no longer a coincidence. It was history in the making.
Jungkook entered the room exactly fifteen minutes before the start, as always, and sat down at the chessboard. He checked the pieces, made sure everything was in place, and adjusted his chair to the perfect angle. Everything had to be perfect.
Jimin showed up five minutes early, which was surprisingly punctual for him. He looked different than he had at breakfast—dressed in a simple white shirt and dark pants, his hair slicked back, more formal than usual. For a moment, Jungkook thought that maybe this game meant something to him after all. Maybe he wasn’t as indifferent as he pretended to be.
“Ready?” Jimin asked as he sat down across from him.
“I’m always ready,” Jungkook replied automatically.
Jimin smiled slightly. “Good. Because this time, I’m not going to play cautiously.”
Before Jungkook could ask what that meant, the referee announced the start of the game.
Jungkook reached for his king and moved it two squares forward—a classic opening. Safe. Proven. Just like always.
Jimin reacted immediately, but his move was different than before. More aggressive. More direct. It wasn’t a defense—it was a challenge.
For the first ten moves, they played in silence, each move growing heavier, more tense, more personal. Jungkook felt his pulse quicken, his fingers tremble slightly as he touched the pieces. It was strange. He never got nervous. He never felt pressure like this.
“I was thinking about what you said,” Jimin murmured, his eyes never leaving the board.
Jungkook frowned. “When?”
“At breakfast. About routine. About what you’re afraid of.”
Jungkook didn’t answer. He moved his bishop to a square that had seemed perfect two moves ago but now felt like a mistake.
“You’re afraid of losing control,” Jimin continued, making his move without hesitation. “But I’m afraid of something else.”
“What?”
“That nothing matters. That all these games, all these victories, all this perfection—it’s all empty if there’s no one to see it. To really see it. Not just the result.”
Jungkook froze with his hand hovering over a piece.
It was too much. Too honest. Too real for a place where everything was supposed to be based on calculation and restraint.
“Why are you telling me this?” he asked quietly.
Jimin finally looked up and met his gaze. “Because I think you can see it. And that scares me.”
For a moment, the world narrowed to that look, to the space between them, which suddenly felt too small. Jungkook’s breathing grew shallow. His heart beat too loudly.
The referee cleared his throat pointedly, reminding them that this was still an official match. That people were watching. That time was passing.
Jungkook pulled himself back to the board, but something had shifted. Every move carried a different weight. Every silence said something they shouldn’t be saying here, in this place, in front of all these people.
After forty minutes, they reached a position that could only end one way. They both saw it. They both knew it. Neither of them wanted to say it.
“Stalemate,” the referee finally announced when it became clear that neither would make the move that would end the game.
The audience reacted with disappointment. They wanted a winner. They wanted a decision. Instead, they got another draw. Another unanswered question.
Jungkook barely heard them.
He looked at Jimin, who was already looking at him, and between them lay a truth neither was ready to speak aloud.
“The next game is on Saturday,” Jimin said quietly.
“I know.”
“Maybe then we’ll find the answer.”
“The answer to what?”
Jimin smiled, sad and knowing. “To the question we’re both pretending not to ask.”
He stood and extended his hand—the official gesture at the end of a match. Jungkook took it. Their hands lingered a second too long. A second too tight.
Then Jimin turned and walked away.
Jungkook remained seated, alone with the chessboard, with pieces that offered no answers, and with a pressure in his chest he couldn’t name—only feel growing heavier by the minute.
He didn’t sleep that night.
He lay in the dark, staring at the ceiling, replaying not the moves, but the words. The looks. The moment Jimin’s hand touched his, when the world collapsed into a single point of contact.
“What am I doing?” he asked the empty room.
The room did not answer.
He knew only one thing.
It had long since stopped being about chess.
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A City That Didn't Know Their Names
The decision was made suddenly, as if it were just a minor adjustment to the plan, rather than something that would throw Jungkook off his stride more than any lost game.
"Change," said the coordinator, swiping her finger across the tablet screen. "Today you're going to Katowice. Tournament promotion, meeting with local media, one night's accommodation. You'll be back tomorrow afternoon."
She spoke quickly, in a neutral tone, as if she were reading the weather forecast. Jungkook nodded reflexively before realizing that another name had been mentioned in the sentence.
"Together?" he asked, even though the answer was obvious.
"Yes. We're sending you two. You sell well as a duo," she added, without looking at him.
Duo.
The word lingered in his head longer than it should have.
The train was leaving at 7:30 p.m. It was a regular regional train, with no business class compartments, no polished surfaces, and no silence, which was always tense in tournament hotels. Jungkook sat by the window, put his bag under the seat, and kept his back stiff, as if he were still sitting at the chessboard.
Jimin sat across from him, nonchalantly, with his backpack thrown at his feet.
"I like trains," he said after a moment. "They're honest. Either you're going or you're not."
Jungkook looked at his reflection in the window. The city lights moved slowly, blurred.
"I don't like situations without a plan," he replied.
"It shows," Jimin replied without malice.
They didn't talk for the first half hour. Jungkook pretended to read something on his phone, Jimin looked out the window. It wasn't until the train left the city that the silence began to change. It was no longer tense. Rather... empty. And in that emptiness, something appeared that Jungkook rarely allowed to speak.
Fatigue.
Not physical fatigue, not the kind that can be stretched out or slept off. Fatigue from always being ready, always focused, always judged. Fatigue from the awareness that every moment of inattention can be remembered longer than years of perfect play.
"I've never been on trips like this before," Jimin said suddenly.
"How come?" Jungkook looked up.
"I usually either play or go home. Everything else is... noise."
Jungkook nodded. He understood all too well.
The city greeted them with the smell of damp asphalt and cool air. The hotel was small, a little old-fashioned, with a reception desk that remembered other times. The receptionist handed over the keys without a single question, without a smile of recognition, without a look that said, "I know who you are."
It was... strange.
"No one recognizes us here," Jimin remarked as they rode the elevator.
"And no one's trying to," Jungkook added.
They left their things in their rooms and went downstairs without making any plans. They just went out onto the street.
The bar at the station was loud, warm, full of ordinary people. Someone was arguing about a game, someone was laughing too loudly, someone else was trying to order a beer for the third time, even though it was clear that it wasn't a good idea anymore. Jungkook felt uncomfortable, as if he had entered a space he didn't belong in.
They sat down at a small table. The food was greasy, simple, imperfect. Jungkook ate slowly, Jimin too quickly.
"No one here knows we're playing tomorrow," Jimin said.
"And no one will be disappointed if we lose," Jungkook added.
The sentence surprised him.
After dinner, they went for a short walk. The city was unfamiliar, but not hostile. The lights reflected in the puddles, and a tram passed by with a characteristic screech. They walked side by side, without the need to talk.
"Do you ever think about who you would be if you didn't play?" Jimin asked.
Jungkook stopped.
"No," he replied after a moment. "I don't have that version of myself."
Jimin nodded as if it made sense.
"I have too many," he said quietly.
At the hotel, everyone went to their rooms. Jungkook closed the door and leaned against it with his back. He stood there motionless for a moment, feeling something that was both relief and anxiety.
This city wanted nothing from him.
And that's why it was so dangerous.
Lying in bed, Jungkook didn't analyze tomorrow's game for the first time in a long time. He thought about the conversations, the silence, how easy it was for him to say things he usually didn't say to anyone.
He understood one thing: if he started coming back here in his thoughts, it wouldn't be because of chess.
And that was scary at first.
And then — surprisingly warm.
Chapter Text
Cracks that cannot be seen from the board
Jungkook woke up with a feeling that something was wrong.
It wasn't a nightmare or a sudden noise. Rather, it was the absence of something that was usually present. For a few seconds, he lay motionless, staring at the ceiling of the hotel room, trying to understand what exactly had changed. It took him a moment to realize that for the first time in a very long time, he hadn't woken up thinking about the game.
This worried him.
He sat up in bed, rubbed his face with his hand, and looked at his phone. A few messages, none of them urgent. The day's schedule looked familiar: breakfast, promotional meeting, return. Everything was organized. Safe. And yet something inside him protested.
In the bathroom, he looked in the mirror longer than usual. He saw the same face he saw every day: calm, focused, slightly tired. But underneath, something else lurked. A crack, barely visible, like scratches on glass that can only be seen when the light hits at the right angle.
At breakfast, Jimin was already sitting at the table with coffee and a plate whose contents looked completely random.
"Good morning," he said, looking up.
"Did you sleep well?" Jungkook asked.
"No," Jimin replied without hesitation. "But that's nothing new."
Jungkook sat down across from him. They ate in silence for a moment. It was different from mornings at the hotel during tournaments. Less tense. More human.
"Do you always react like this to a change of place?" Jimin asked.
"Like what?"
"Like you suddenly don't know where to put your feet."
Jungkook narrowed his eyes but didn't deny it.
"I like to know where I am," he said finally.
"And I like knowing that I can get lost," Jimin replied calmly.
The promotional meeting went exactly as Jungkook had expected. A small room, local journalists, questions asked in the hope that something "interesting" would come up. Jungkook answered automatically, as if someone had turned on a familiar mechanism inside him.
"How do you feel as the favorite?"
"Does the pressure help or hinder you?"
"Did you expect such a rival?"
He answered calmly, thoughtfully. Jimin sat next to him, sometimes adding a comment that was a little more honest, a little less polished. Jungkook noticed that people listened to Jimin differently. As if they didn't quite know what to expect from him.
"Are you friends outside of the tournament?" someone asked at the end.
There was a brief silence.
Jungkook felt a familiar tension. It was one of those questions that always required the right answer. Safe. Neutral.
"We respect each other," he said.
"We're getting to know each other," Jimin added.
Those two sentences sounded surprisingly true next to each other.
After the meeting, they went outside. The air was cool but fresh. Jungkook felt relieved, as if he had taken a heavy jacket off his shoulders.
"You don't like questions like that," Jimin remarked.
"I don't like it when someone tries to name something that doesn't exist yet," Jungkook replied.
"Or something that exists but doesn't want to be named," Jimin replied quietly.
The walk back to the station was slower than the day before. Jungkook walked, listening to the sounds of the city, the conversations of passersby, the laughter of children. He thought about how little of this world reached him.
"You know what's strange?" he asked suddenly.
"What?" Jimin asked.
"It's that when we're here, I feel like there are gaps in my life. And that I've always ignored them."
Jimin looked at him intently.
"Everyone has them," he said. "The difference is whether you look at them or hide them."
On the train back, Jungkook sat quietly, looking out the window. He didn't analyze the game. He didn't plan his next moves. Instead, he thought about questions he had never asked himself because he was afraid the answers would be impossible to sort out.
As the train entered the city, he felt the familiar weight of returning to his routine. But now he knew that something had changed.
And that this change could not be undone with a single well-executed move.
Chapter Text
Things that cannot be calculated
Returning to the tournament hotel was like putting on a suit that was too tight.
Jungkook felt it immediately, even before he crossed the threshold of the lobby. The air was heavier, saturated with a familiar mixture of coffee, perfume, and tension. People moved faster, spoke more quietly, as if every sound could betray something that should remain a secret. Everything here was calculable. Every gesture, every word, every moment of inattention.
He paused for a moment at the entrance, looking around the room. He saw several players hunched over their laptops, a coach gesturing nervously, a journalist talking to someone on the phone. A world he knew by heart.
And yet he felt like a stranger in it.
"We're in an aquarium again," said Jimin, standing next to him.
"What?" Jungkook looked at him in surprise.
"Everyone's watching us. They're just pretending not to look."
Jungkook snorted quietly. It was true. It had always been that way.
They parted ways at the elevators without making any specific plans. Jungkook returned to his room, threw his bag on a chair, and sat down on his bed, feeling a sudden heaviness in his shoulders. He sat motionless for a moment, listening to the sounds coming from the hallway. Footsteps. Doors. Voices. Everything was back to normal, as if the last two days had been nothing more than a break in transmission.
And yet something was wrong.
His phone vibrated on the nightstand. A message from his coach. Short. To the point. Analysis of tomorrow's game, suggestions, options. Jungkook read it once. Then again. The letters began to blur.
He put his phone down.
This was something new. And disturbing.
Instead of turning on his laptop, he put on a sweatshirt and went out into the hallway. He had no plan. He just walked. He passed a few doors, turned toward the stairs, and went down one floor. Only then did he realize he was standing in front of Jimin's door.
He hesitated.
It was a boundary he didn't usually cross without a clear reason. He didn't have a scheduled meeting or an appointment. And yet he knocked.
After a moment, the door opened. Jimin was standing there in sweatpants and a T-shirt, his hair wet, as if he had just stepped out of the shower.
"Are you lost?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I guess so," Jungkook replied honestly.
Jimin stepped back without a word, making room for him. The room was smaller than his and less tidy. There were scattered notes on the desk, a book with a dog-eared page, a teacup. It was a space where someone actually lived, even if only temporarily.
"Is something wrong?" Jimin asked, sitting down on the bed.
Jungkook leaned against the wall, crossing his arms.
"I don't know," he said after a moment. "And that's the problem."
Jimin nodded as if that was enough of an explanation.
"You always know everything," he remarked. "Or at least you pretend to."
"It's the only way I know."
There was silence. It wasn't an awkward silence, but a heavy one. Full of things waiting to be named.
"I've been thinking about what you said today," Jungkook finally said. "About those cracks."
"And?"
"And I think I've been filling them my whole life. With achievements. With control. With perfection." He smiled crookedly. "It sounds ridiculous when you say it out loud."
"Not at all," Jimin replied. "It sounds like someone who really didn't want to break down."
Those words hit him harder than he expected. Jungkook looked away.
"What about you?" he asked quietly. "Do you fill in the gaps too?"
Jimin was silent for a long time.
"I tend to avoid things," he said finally. "If I don't touch something, it can't hurt me."
"Does it work?"
"No," he replied without hesitation. "But it lets me function."
Jungkook smiled weakly. It was surprisingly familiar.
They sat across from each other, at opposite ends of the bed, as if exercising a caution that neither of them could logically explain anymore. They talked for a long time. About little things: childhood, fatigue, how hard it is to stop being someone everyone knows only from one side.
"You know what's the worst part?" Jungkook asked suddenly. "It's that I'm starting to wonder if I can even be someone else."
Jimin looked at him intently.
"And I'm starting to wonder if I would let anyone see that," he replied.
It was a confession. Not a big one. Not dramatic. But true.
When Jungkook returned to his room, it was already midnight. He lay down and turned off the light, but sleep did not come. He thought about the conversation, about the looks, about how close they were to crossing a line he couldn't yet name.
They were supposed to play the next day.
But that night, for the first time, he realized that the game that really moved him wasn't being played on the board.
And that it couldn't be won using only familiar strategies.
Chapter Text
What the body remembers
Jungkook woke up too early, as if his body had overtaken his mind.
For a moment, he lay motionless, staring into the semi-darkness of the room. The curtains were open, and the morning light filtered through a thin strip of the wall, stopping at the edge of the desk. Everything looked the same as always. The same hotel. The same smell of bedding. The same quiet hum of the air conditioning.
And yet something was different.
He wasn't thinking about his debut. He wasn't replaying scenarios. He wasn't planning his moves. Instead, his body remembered something completely different: the tone of Jimin's voice when he talked about avoiding things that couldn't be touched without pain; the weight of the silence in the room that neither of them tried to fill; that brief, almost imperceptible hesitation when they stood facing each other in the doorway.
Jungkook closed his eyes.
It was unpleasant. And disturbingly real.
He got up, took a shower, letting the water run down his neck longer than necessary. Usually, mornings before a game had a clear rhythm. Today, the morning didn't want to fit into any pattern. His thoughts kept returning to places they shouldn't. To conversations. To glances. To things that could no longer be undone.
The breakfast room was full of people. There were sounds of cutlery, quiet conversations, nervous laughter. Jungkook noticed Jimin immediately, even though he was sitting at a different table. They didn't look at each other. At least not openly. Yet Jungkook was sure that Jimin knew where he was.
It was a new awareness.
The match started on time. The tournament hall was quiet in that special way that always reminded Jungkook of chapels and concert halls. Every movement was a sound. Every move of the pieces mattered.
Jimin sat across from him calmly, almost motionless. His face showed no tension, but Jungkook noticed something else: a slight tension in his shoulders, a minimal delay in his breathing. Things he hadn't noticed before were now clear.
It was as if he had suddenly learned to read another language.
The first moves were cautious. Too cautious. Jungkook realized this after just a few minutes. He was playing correctly, but conservatively, as if trying to protect more than just his position on the board.
Jimin was the first to notice.
He didn't say anything. He just changed the pace. His moves became more decisive, more direct. Not aggressive. Sincere.
Jungkook felt his heart beat faster.
It wasn't a game about advantage. It was a game about presence.
Halfway through the game, Jungkook made a mistake. A small one, but a real one. One that he would have corrected immediately just a few days ago. Now he realized it too late. Before he could stop it, he saw the consequences.
Jimin looked up.
Their eyes met only for a moment, but it was enough. There was no triumph in his gaze. There was no satisfaction. There was attentiveness.
As if Jimin was asking, "Are you here with me, or are you still running away?"
Jungkook responded with a move that wasn't the best, but it was genuine. He didn't secure everything. He didn't close the position completely. He left space.
The game ended with Jimin's victory.
The audience reacted loudly. A murmur passed through the room, followed by applause. Someone sighed in disbelief. Someone else smiled broadly. History had just been made.
Jungkook sat motionless, staring at the board.
He didn't feel defeat in the way he had known before. There was no shame or anger. There was something much harder to bear.
Relief.
They shook hands. This time, Jimin's hand was warm. Strong. It remained on his fingers a fraction of a second longer than protocol required.
That evening, Jungkook didn't go straight to his room. He left the hotel without thinking about where he was going. The city was cool, the air crisp. The noise of the street was soothing.
Jimin found him in a park near the hotel, sitting on a bench with his jacket zipped up to his neck.
"Are you running away?" he asked.
"No," Jungkook replied after a moment. "I'm resting."
They sat down next to each other. For a long moment, neither of them spoke.
"You know," Jimin finally said, "I didn't win because you were weaker."
Jungkook nodded.
"I know. You won because I stopped defending myself."
"How does it feel?"
Jungkook looked at his hands.
"Scary," he said honestly. "And... strangely okay."
Jimin smiled slightly.
"The body always knows first," he said. "The mind just tries to keep up."
They sat like that until it got cold. When they got up, Jungkook knew one thing: what had happened was not the end of something.
It was the beginning. And his body already knew it.
Chapter Text
When perfection crumbles
Sungho won.
The room erupted in a roar that sounded like the end of the world. People jumped up from their seats, shouting and clapping as if they had witnessed something impossible. In a sense, they had, because a 16-year-old boy had just defeated Jimin Park—a man who had never lost.
Jungkook sat paralyzed. His heart was beating so loudly that it drowned out everything else. This couldn't be happening. Jimin didn't lose. It was one of the basic principles of reality, as obvious as gravity or the fact that the sun rises in the east.
Jimin sat motionless, staring at the chessboard as if trying to understand at what point the pieces had betrayed him. It lasted a long time, an unsettlingly long time. Then he slowly got up, reached out to Sungho, and said,
"Good game."
His voice sounded normal. Calm. Professional.
And that was the worst part.
Because Jungkook could see his eyes and knew that inside, Jimin was falling apart.
"Thank you, Mr. Park. It's an honor," Sungho shook his hand with both hands, trembling all over. "I've analyzed all your games. It's unbelievable that..."
"Congratulations," Jimin interrupted him, letting go of his hand.
He turned and headed for the exit, not looking at anyone, ignoring the reporters who were already rushing towards him with microphones held out like weapons.
Jungkook jumped up from his seat.
He pushed his way through the crowd of people hungry for the sensation of the day. He stepped on someone's foot, spilled coffee on another person's jacket, but he didn't stop to apologize. He kept running.
He caught up with Jimin at the elevators.
"Jimin, wait."
"Not now, Jungkook."
"Let's talk."
"There's nothing to talk about," Jimin stared stubbornly at the floor indicator above the elevator door. He clenched his jaw so tightly that the muscles under his skin began to work. "I lost. It's over. The end of the story."
"It's not the end of anything. It was one game. These things happen."
"Not to me."
Jimin turned away. There was an emptiness in his eyes that terrified Jungkook more than any scream.
"My whole life has been based on one thing," he said quietly. "That I don't lose. That I always win. And now who am I?"
The elevator opened with a cheerful sound that sounded obscene in this situation.
"Give me one day," Jimin stepped inside and reached out, blocking the door. "One day to process this. Then we'll talk. I promise."
"Jimin..."
"Please."
The door closed.
Jungkook stood alone in the hallway, feeling helpless and angry at himself for not knowing what to say, what to do, how to help.
He returned to his room and tried to focus on tomorrow's game, but he couldn't. His thoughts revolved around someone who had just seen his whole world fall apart.
The phone rang.
Seokjin.
"Did you see that?" the coach asked before Jungkook could say anything.
"Yes."
"Amazing. That kid played like a pro. Did you hear he was training with an AI program? Apparently, it's an experimental project..."
"Seokjin, not now."
"Sorry. How are you feeling?"
"I'm fine."
"You're lying. Is it because of Jimin?"
"Maybe."
"Look, I know you guys are close, but you need to focus. The semifinals are tomorrow at ten, Taehyung..."
"I know. I'm going to bed."
He didn't go.
He sat on his bed and looked through the messages he had sent to Jimin. Ten. All unread.
The next day, Jimin didn't show up for breakfast.
Or lunch.
Or anywhere else.
Jungkook played the semifinals as if in a trance. He won in thirty-eight minutes—a record. He felt nothing.
On the second day, he began to really worry. He asked everyone. No one knew anything.
"If he doesn't show up, we'll have to disqualify him," someone said in the hallway.
On the third day, at four in the morning, Jungkook was sitting on his bed when he suddenly remembered.
"I started playing chess when I was eight. In the orphanage."
An hour later, he was standing in front of an old building.
The orphanage.
He found the door ajar, went inside, and climbed the creaky stairs.
He looked into the room at the end of the hallway.
Jimin was sitting on the floor, and an older woman was standing next to him.
"I always thought I'd be ready," Jimin said. "But I wasn't."
"No one is," she replied gently. "But losing doesn't take away your value."
Jungkook quietly backed away.
He waited on the stairs until the sky brightened at dawn.
An hour later, Jimin came out.
"How long have you been here?"
"Since five."
They sat down next to each other.
"Perhaps being undefeated is a prison," Jungkook said. "Perhaps now you are free."
Jimin looked at him for a long time.
"I don't like it when you're right."
"Get used to it."
The final took place the next day.
Jimin lost.
But he played beautifully.
Jungkook knew that this was not the end—only the beginning of something much more difficult and real.
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An agreement that cannot be rejected
The woman who knocked on Jungkook's door at nine o'clock sharp looked like the epitome of success. Her Chanel suit fit her perfectly, her Louboutin heels tapped the floor with metronomic precision, and her Cartier watch sparkled discreetly on her wrist. Her smile was perfect, honed by years and money.
"Mr. Jeon Jungkook?" she asked in a voice as smooth as honey.
"Yes?"
"Victoria Shin. I represent a group of investors interested in tomorrow's finale. May I come in? A million dollars for ten minutes of conversation."
A million dollars.
Jungkook stood still for a moment, then stepped aside and let her in.
Victoria sat down without asking, crossed her legs, and took out her tablet.
"My clients invest significant amounts in chess tournaments," she began matter-of-factly. "You're playing in the final tomorrow. If you lose, they'll make twenty million. If you win, they'll lose forty. We're offering a million in exchange for your defeat."
"That's bribery."
"It's business. No one will find out. You lose, you say you had a bad day. One million dollars, immediate transfer."
"No."
"Two million."
"No."
"Three. Immediately."
Jungkook stood up and opened the door.
"Please leave."
Victoria slowly got up and adjusted her jacket.
"Too bad. I thought you were smarter than that. In that case, we have a plan B. See you tomorrow."
She disappeared into the hallway, leaving behind the scent of expensive perfume and something much heavier—a sense of impending danger.
Jungkook didn't sleep all night.
At six in the morning, the phone rang. Unknown number.
"Jeon Jungkook? I have a package for you. Someone paid for personal delivery. I'm in the lobby."
A few minutes later, he was standing in his pajamas with a small package in his hands. Inside was a USB drive and a note:
*Watch this before you think about reporting yesterday's conversation.*
There was one video file on the laptop.
The image showed an elegant office. Victoria Shin was sitting behind a desk talking to someone off-camera. The camera moved.
Jungkook felt as if the ground was slipping away from under his feet.
His mother.
Lee Minji. The woman he hadn't seen in ten years. Since the day after his father's funeral, when she said she was leaving and wanted nothing to do with chess or her son, who reminded her too much of her husband.
"Do we have a deal?" Victoria asked.
"Yes," his mother replied coldly. "I'll give you everything: routines, weaknesses, ways to destabilize him. Two hundred thousand."
"One hundred now. One hundred after you win the bet."
"Agreed."
"Are you sure this will work?"
Lee Minji smiled.
"I know my son. All I have to do is show up the day before the final and say a few words to him. He'll break down on his own. And then you can write whatever you want."
"What will you tell him?"
"The truth. About his father. About why he really died. About things that were too painful to tell a child. Now money is more important."
The recording stopped.
The phone rang almost immediately.
"Did you see that?" Victoria's voice was calm, almost polite. "You'll lose tomorrow, or the whole world will see this recording. The scandal will destroy you more effectively than defeat."
She hung up.
Jungkook sat in silence, feeling that he had only two options, both equally impossible.
A few hours later, he was sitting across from Jimin, telling him everything.
When he finished, Jimin was silent for a long time.
"If you lose on purpose," he finally said, "you'll know it. And that knowledge will stay with you forever."
"What if I win?"
"It will be loud. It will be painful. But you will be honest."
Jungkook closed his eyes.
"I'm afraid of both options."
"That's normal," Jimin put his hand on his shoulder. "But the question is: what can you live with?"
At seven in the morning, the phone rang again.
"Have you decided?" Victoria asked.
"Yes."
"And?"
"Play tomorrow and see."
He hung up the phone.
For the first time in many hours, he felt calm.
He knew one thing.
He would play fair.
And the rest would unfold as it was meant to.
Chapter Text
The Hero Nobody Asked For
The finale was supposed to start at ten in the morning, but at nine thirty, something happened in the hotel restaurant that irrevocably changed the course of the day.
Jungkook sat alone at a table in the corner, slowly sipping his coffee. He tried not to think about what was going to happen in half an hour. About Victoria, who was probably already preparing the recording for publication. About the fact that his life was about to become a public spectacle.
The restaurant was full. Players, coaches, fans, journalists—everyone was eating breakfast, talking, laughing, excited about the final.
At the next table sat a family: a mother, father, and a girl, maybe six years old, with black hair tied in two ponytails. She was eating pancakes with such joy that syrup was everywhere, even on the tip of her nose.
"Yuna, slow down, sweetie," her mother gently admonished her. "No one's going to take it away from you."
The girl giggled and took another huge bite.
Jungkook watched them, thinking about how simple life could be when you weren't burdened by other people's expectations or secrets that could destroy everything.
And then it happened.
At first, it was barely noticeable—Yuna started coughing. Then she put her hands on her throat, and her eyes widened with fear.
"Yuna!" her mother shouted, jumping up from her chair. "What's going on?!"
The girl couldn't breathe. Her face began to turn blue.
Her father tried to pat her on the back, but to no avail.
"Help!" her mother shouted. "She's choking!"
People got up from their chairs. Chaos, screams, panic. Everyone wanted to help, but no one knew how.
Jungkook also got up, feeling a sudden rush of adrenaline, but he was as helpless as the rest. He was a chess player. Not a lifeguard.
Then Jimin pushed his way through the crowd.
Without a word, without hesitation. He knelt behind the girl, wrapped his arms around her, and made a quick, decisive move.
Once.
Nothing.
A second time.
A piece of pancake fell out of Yuna's throat. The girl began to cough, cry—breathe.
There was absolute silence.
And then the restaurant exploded.
Applause, shouts of joy, sighs of relief. The girl's mother fell to her knees, hugging her daughter. Her father squeezed Jimin's hand so tightly, as if he was afraid to let go.
"Thank you... you saved her life," he repeated. "How can we repay you?"
"There's no need," Jimin replied calmly. "The most important thing is that everything is fine."
"Are you a doctor?"
"No. I used to be a paramedic," he replied briefly. "A long time ago."
Jungkook looked at him in surprise.
"You never mentioned that."
"There was no opportunity."
But it was too late for discretion.
Someone had recorded the entire incident. Someone else posted it on the Internet. Within minutes, the video went viral.
"Chess master saves child's life."
"Hero of the tournament."
"Jimin Park: more than just a player."
Jimin's phone wouldn't stop ringing. Journalists surrounded him in a tight circle.
"How are you feeling?"
"Is it true that you were a lifesaver?"
"Do you consider yourself a hero?"
Jimin was turning pale by the minute. His breathing became shallow and his pupils dilated. Jungkook recognized it immediately.
He pushed through the crowd and grabbed Jimin's hand.
"Sorry, we have to go. The final starts in ten minutes."
He pulled him out of the restaurant and led him to an empty hallway.
Jimin leaned against the wall, breathing heavily.
"It's too much..." he whispered. "Too many people."
"Breathe with me," Jungkook said calmly. "Look at me."
They synchronized their breathing until the tension began to subside.
"That's why I stopped being a lifeguard," Jimin admitted quietly. "Too many eyes. Too much responsibility."
"You're not alone now either," Jungkook replied.
They entered the tournament hall together.
It was worse than the restaurant.
Cameras, flashes, a crowd hungry for a hero.
Jimin stopped at the door.
"I can't do this."
"You can do it," Jungkook put his hand on his shoulder. "Just look at the board."
When the competition began, Jungkook noticed something he hadn't seen before — Jimin's strength, who, despite his fear, was able to switch off.
When someone in the audience shouted his name, Jimin flinched.
"Time out," he said in a trembling voice.
He ran out of the hall.
Jungkook followed him.
He found him in the bathroom, curled up, struggling to breathe.
"I'm here," he said quietly.
"I don't want to be a hero," Jimin whispered. "I want them to leave me alone."
"You don't have to be a hero," Jungkook replied. "Just be yourself."
They returned.
Jungkook won his match quickly and flawlessly.
Jimin lost.
But he played until the end. With dignity.
Jungkook knew that none of them left that room the same that day.
When the judge announced the result, the room exploded.
Not because of the winner.
Not because of Jisung, who won the game according to the rules.
People rose from their seats and began applauding Jimin.
The applause grew in waves, getting louder with every second, until it turned into something more like a tribute than congratulations. Someone shouted his name. Someone else repeated it. After a moment, the whole room was chanting.
Jimin sat motionless, stunned, as if he couldn't understand why he was the center of attention. He had lost. He could see it in black and white. The result was indisputable.
And yet everyone was applauding him.
He looked at the chessboard, then at his hands, which were still trembling slightly, as if he had only just realized that he was breathing, that he was here, that he had survived.
Jungkook approached him without a word and held out his hand.
"Come on," he said quietly. "Let's get out of here before they start asking for interviews."
Jimin nodded.
They left through the back exit, running through the corridors like two fugitives who didn't want to get caught. They reached Jimin's room, slammed the door shut, and leaned against it, breathing heavily.
For a moment, they looked at each other in complete silence.
And then they both started laughing.
Uncontrollably. Nervously. Hysterically. The laughter of relief that only comes when everything is over and nothing else can go wrong.
"What a morning," Jimin muttered, collapsing onto the bed.
"You saved a child, became an internet hero, had a panic attack, played in the finals, and lost in front of a full audience," Jungkook listed.
"And you won your match, even though someone tried to ruin your life yesterday."
There was silence.
"What about the video?" Jimin finally asked.
"I don't know," Jungkook replied honestly. "Maybe they'll post it today. Or maybe they already have."
"What about you? How are you feeling?"
Jungkook thought for a moment.
"Strangely calm. I played fair. It was the only thing I could do. The rest was beyond my control."
At that moment, his phone rang.
An unknown number.
He answered, prepared for anything.
"Jeon Jungkook?" asked a masculine, official voice. "My name is Park Junho. I'm a prosecutor in Seoul."
Jungkook's heart skipped a beat.
"I'm calling about Victoria Shin and the organization she represented. They were arrested this morning. We've been investigating for six months. Match fixing, blackmail, money laundering."
The world stopped for a moment.
"All the materials they had in their possession have been secured," the prosecutor continued. "They will not be published. You are safe."
"And... my mother?"
"She was questioned as a witness. I can't say anything more."
"Thank you," Jungkook whispered.
"Thank you. Your refusal to accept the bribe confirmed our suspicions."
He hung up.
Jungkook stood motionless, as if he were just learning to breathe again.
"What happened?" Jimin asked.
"They've been arrested. It's over. The recording won't be released."
Jimin collapsed onto the bed.
"You won," he said quietly. "You played fair and you won."
"Not everything," Jungkook replied. "There's one more final tomorrow."
The next day, he won.
He played as best he could. Without fear. Without burden.
When he lifted the cup and looked at the crowd, he saw Jimin standing at the back of the room. Calm. Present.
Then he realized that the real victory wasn't about winning the trophy.
It was about finding someone who saw him for who he really was.
Someone who knew that you could be a champion and a human being at the same time.
And he knew that no matter what the future held, he would never be alone again.
Because sometimes the most important victory isn't played out on the board.
It's played out in the heart.
Chapter Text
When the world is watching (and you don't know it)
The press conference after the final was exactly as awful as Jungkook had expected.
Twenty microphones pointed at his face, forty pairs of eyes waiting for him to slip up, and one reporter from Korea Sports Daily who asked for the third time:
"How does it feel to be the champion?"
"I feel good, thank you," Jungkook replied for the third time in the same neutral tone he had perfected over the years.
"And what do you think of your friend, Jimin Park, who became famous after saving a child?" asked the woman with a hairstyle more expensive than his suit.
"I think it's admirable and says a lot about the kind of person he is."
"Are you close?"
"We're friends and we respect each other as players."
Meaningless words. Sentences that revealed nothing. Professionalism that consisted of saying everything and nothing at the same time.
After forty-five minutes of this spectacle, Jungkook slipped out the back door, ignoring requests for "one more question." He felt like a squeezed sponge.
In his room, he took a quick shower, changed into sweatpants, and sat down on his bed. His phone vibrated.
Thirty-seven missed calls. Most from Seokjin. A few from the organizers. One from his mother—he deleted it without listening. And one message from Jimin:
*Can you come over? We need to talk.*
Jungkook got up, grabbed his keys, and left, not noticing that the Instagram app was still open. During the conference, someone had tried to show him "how to create stories for a younger audience." The Live feature remained on.
A red dot was lit up in the corner of the screen.
The phone was in his pocket.
He knocked on Jimin's door.
"Come in, it's open."
Jimin was sitting on the windowsill with his legs pulled up under his chin. He looked tired. Small. Completely different from the man the whole world had seen that morning.
"What's going on?" Jungkook asked.
"I've gotten a few offers," Jimin replied without preamble. "Three TV stations want to interview me. Five sports brands want me to be their ambassador. Two publishers want to publish my autobiography. A pharmaceutical company wants to hire me for a first aid campaign."
"And?"
"And I just want everyone to leave me alone."
Jungkook sat down opposite him.
"You can refuse."
"Everyone says it's the opportunity of a lifetime. Seokjin sent twenty emails marked 'urgent'. Even Mrs. Choi from the orphanage called and said I was an inspiration."
"What do you want?"
Jimin looked at him. There was pain in his eyes.
"I want to go back to before all this started. When I was just a player that no one knew."
"That's impossible now."
"I know." He sighed. "That's why I'm thinking about leaving professional chess."
"You can't."
"I can. Chess is what I do. It's not who I am. For years, I confused the two."
Jungkook moved closer.
"What would you do?"
"Maybe I'll go back to emergency medicine. Maybe I'll find something quiet. I want a place where no one is watching me."
"After today's conference, I feel like an exhibit at the zoo."
Jimin burst out laughing.
"That guy really asked you the same question three times."
"Four."
"Poor world champion."
Jungkook threw a pillow at him.
Jimin threw another one back.
They laughed long and loud, the laughter of people who had lived through too much in too little time.
"You know what's weird?" Jimin said when they finally calmed down. "If someone were listening to us right now, they'd think we were a couple."
Jungkook felt a lump in his throat.
"Maybe there's nothing wrong with that."
There was a silence.
"What do you mean?" Jimin asked.
Jungkook took a deep breath.
"Maybe I'm tired of pretending. Maybe you're my first thought every morning. Maybe my heart beats faster when you play. Maybe I've just stopped lying to myself."
"Jungkook..."
"You don't have to..."
"Shut up."
Jimin stood up and moved closer.
"You think you're the only one?"
At that moment, Jungkook's phone fell out of his pocket.
The screen was on.
Instagram Live.
243,000 viewers.
Comments were pouring in.
"This is..." Jungkook froze.
"How long?" Jimin whispered.
"Twenty-seven minutes."
He turned off the broadcast, but they both knew it wouldn't change anything.
The phone started ringing. Seokjin.
"Don't answer it," Jimin said. "If we start fixing this now, we're admitting it was a mistake."
"Was it?"
Jungkook looked at him.
"No."
Jimin nodded.
"Then we have a bigger problem."
He pointed to the window.
Broadcast trucks were gathering on the street in front of the hotel. Cameras. Lights.
The world had just found out.
And they had no idea what to do next.
Jimin pointed to the window.
Media vehicles began to gather on the street in front of the hotel. People with cameras jumped out of them and ran toward the entrance like ants that had smelled sugar.
"Oh no... they're already here. How did they get here so fast..." Jungkook went to the window and saw that the crowd was getting denser by the second.
"The internet," Jimin replied, looking at his phone. "We're number one in global trends. There's a hashtag with our names."
Jungkook's phone vibrated constantly. Seokjin. The tournament organizers. The federation. His agent. Sponsors. Everyone wanted explanations that Jungkook didn't have.
"We have to get out of here before they surround us," Jimin said, grabbing his jacket. "I have a friend who lives half an hour away. We can hide there."
"Good plan, but how do we get out of the building?"
"Through the kitchen. I know a guy who works there. Namjoon."
They ran down the back stairs. The hallway was empty, but there were noises coming from below: voices, screams, chaos.
Namjoon was indeed waiting in the kitchen — tall, with pink hair and a nose piercing, completely out of place in a five-star hotel.
"I saw your video," he said without preamble. "The internet is going crazy. Do you need help escaping?"
"More than ever," Jimin replied.
"Come on. I've watched too many TV shows to not know what to do."
He led them through the maze of back rooms, past the chefs who just raised their eyebrows, until they exited through the delivery door into the parking lot.
"My car is over there," he pointed to an old red Hyundai. "I'll take you wherever you want to go. I'm free anyway."
"Really?" Jungkook was surprised.
"Sure. Besides... we'll have something to talk about."
On the way, the radio broadcast the news. Namjoon immediately turned it off.
"I'm sorry. This must be weird."
"A little," Jungkook admitted.
"So... are you two together?" he asked cautiously.
Jimin looked at Jungkook.
"We don't know yet," he replied honestly. "The internet found out before we did."
"I see. I'm rooting for you guys."
Yoongi's apartment was small, cozy, full of musical equipment and cats that looked like they ruled the world.
"Media fugitives?" Yoongi greeted them. "Make yourselves at home. Beer is in the fridge. Better not tease the cats."
There was only one thing on TV.
Them.
"Turn it off," Jimin asked.
Silence fell.
"What now?" Jungkook asked.
"Now we have to decide if what we said was true," Jimin replied. "Or just the emotions of the moment."
"For me, it was true."
"For me too. But it complicates everything."
"Or maybe it simplifies things?" Jungkook looked at him. "Maybe instead of hiding, we can just be ourselves."
Jimin was silent for a long time.
"That sounds like the beginning of a disaster."
"Or the beginning of something sincere."
Yoongi stood up.
"I'll give you some privacy. I'll be back in three hours."
They were left alone.
"If we really do this," Jimin said quietly, "you need to know it won't be easy."
"I know."
"So... do you want to try?"
"Yes."
Two hours later, they entered the press conference together.
"Let's say it ourselves," Jimin said. "What you saw was an accident. We're close. Are we a couple? We're still thinking about it. And that's our business."
Jungkook added:
"For years, I played to meet the expectations of others. Today, I play for myself."
They walked out together.
The next day, it turned out that the world had accepted them.
Sometimes telling the truth is better than perfect silence.
Even if that truth is complicated.
Chapter Text
When the dead don't stay dead
The phone rang at three in the morning, and Jungkook woke up with his heart pounding like a hammer before he could answer it.
Unknown number. Foreign code. China.
"Hello?" His voice was hoarse from sleep.
"Jeon Jungkook?" said a male, older voice speaking Korean with a slight Chinese accent. "My name is Chen Wei, I'm calling from the Chinese consulate in Seoul. I have information for you regarding your father, Jeon Daeshima."
The world slowed down as if someone had turned off gravity.
"My father has been dead for three years."
"No, Mr. Jeon. Your father is alive. He has spent the last three years in prison in Shanghai. He was released a week ago and asked to contact you."
There was complete silence. Jungkook could only hear his own heartbeat.
"I was at his funeral..."
"What you buried was not your father. Please come to the consulate at 10 a.m. today. Everything will be explained."
The call ended.
Jungkook sat in the dark, holding the phone as if it were the only thing keeping him grounded in reality.
His father was alive.
Three years of mourning. Three years of playing "for his memory." Three years of building himself around a loss that never existed.
He called Jimin.
"My father is alive."
There was silence on the other end.
"I'll come," Jimin said. "Now."
Five minutes later, he was in the room. He hugged Jungkook without saying a word, and for the first time in years, Jungkook allowed himself to break down.
He cried for a long time. For the lie. For the funeral. For a life built on falsehood.
"What do you want to do?" Jimin asked quietly.
"I need to know the truth."
"You're not going alone."
At the consulate, Chen Wei spoke calmly and matter-of-factly.
"Your father was arrested for organizing illegal chess tournaments with betting. Your mother knew. The funeral was staged."
"She knew?" Jungkook felt anger mingling with pain.
"She wanted to protect you."
"She took away my right to the truth."
Chen Wei hesitated, then added,
"There's one more thing. Your father is in a relationship. With a man he met in prison."
Jungkook laughed briefly, without joy.
"Of course. Why not."
The flight to Shanghai took place the next day. The city was huge, unfamiliar, full of light.
In the hotel café, Jungkook saw the man he had buried.
Daeshim looked older. Thinner. But also... lighter.
"Jungkook..." his father whispered.
"No," Jungkook interrupted him. "You have no right to pretend nothing happened."
"I was a coward," Daeshim said. "My whole life. I wanted to disappear. To give you freedom."
"It wasn't your decision."
"I know."
They talked for a long time. For the first time without the roles of master and student. Without pressure. Without the board.
"I can't forgive you," Jungkook said finally. "But I can try to get to know you."
His father nodded, as if he had received more than he expected.
In the evening, Jungkook and Jimin walked along the Huangpu waterfront.
"How are you feeling?" Jimin asked.
"Like I buried my father a second time. The one I knew."
"And the real one?"
"He's just being born."
Jimin smiled slightly.
"You know... sometimes ghosts come back not to scare us. Just so we can finally say what we didn't say before."
Jungkook looked at the river, at the lights of the city.
"Maybe. But now I know one thing. I don't want to live with other people's lies anymore."
"And that's good," Jimin replied. "Because now you're really living."
They stood there in silence for a moment.
And the world, which had never been as simple as a chessboard, moved forward one quiet move.
When they left late in the evening, Daeshim hugged him—for the first time in years—and Jungkook let him, though he still felt a mixture of anger and relief.
"I'll be back in a month," Jungkook said. "I can't promise it will be easy, but I'll try."
"That's all I ask."
On the way back to the hotel, Jimin asked, "How are you feeling?"
"Like someone who just found out that half of his life was a lie, but I'll get through it somehow."
"You know what's good about this whole situation?"
"What?"
"That now you can start over, without the burden of your deceased father, without the guilt, just you and your life."
Jungkook stopped in the middle of the street and kissed Jimin in public for the first time, not caring who was watching.
"Thank you for being here."
"I always will be."
At that moment, Jungkook knew that whatever the future held, he wouldn't have to face it alone.
Chapter Text
When the walls come crashing down
The next day, they returned from Shanghai to Seoul, and for the first forty-eight hours, Jungkook functioned in a strange trance, mechanically performing the tasks he had to do—responding to emails, talking to Seokjin about the next tournament, eating meals—but not really feeling any of it.
On the third day, Jimin knocked on his door at six in the morning with two coffees and determination on his face.
"We're going somewhere," he said, not waiting for an invitation.
"Where?"
"You'll see, get dressed, wear something comfortable."
An hour later, they were sitting in a rental car heading north of Seoul, Jimin driving and Jungkook looking out the window, not asking where they were going because he didn't care.
After two hours, they arrived at a small mountain town, and Jimin parked next to an old traditional hanok.
"What is this?"
"Mrs. Choi's house from the orphanage. She has a summer cottage here and let me use it. I thought you needed to get away from the chaos for a few days."
The interior was beautifully simple—wooden floors, traditional futons, windows overlooking the mountains, silence broken only by birdsong.
"We'll stay here for three days," Jimin said, putting down the bags. "No phones, no internet, no outside world, just you and me and time to digest everything that's happened."
"Jimin, I have training, Seokjin..."
"Seokjin knows where we are. I told him you needed rest, he agreed, and practice can wait. Your mental health is more important than another game."
Jungkook sat down on the futon, feeling the tension of the last few days slowly begin to ease.
"Thank you."
"Don't thank me, just be here, now, with me."
They hardly spoke on the first day. Jimin cooked simple meals—kimchi jjigae, rice, vegetables—and Jungkook sat on the porch, looking at the mountains and letting his thoughts flow uncensored.
In the evening, they sat together by the small fireplace, the only sound the crackling of the wood.
"Can I ask you something?" Jimin finally said.
"Anything."
"How do you feel now after everything that happened with your father?"
Jungkook thought for a long time before answering.
"I feel like I've been building a house on sand my whole life, not knowing it was sand, and now the foundations have collapsed and I have to decide whether to rebuild it in the same place or look for new ground."
"That's a good comparison."
"For three years, I was the son of a deceased master. That defined me. Every match was for him. Every victory was proof that his efforts had paid off, even though he was dead. And now? Now I'm just the son of a guy who lied and ran away to China."
"You're not nothing," Jimin said, moving closer. "You're a champion who won because he's brilliant, a man who has the courage to feel, even if it hurts, someone who... makes me want to be a better version of myself."
Jungkook looked at him and saw something in Jimin's eyes that made his heart beat faster.
"How do you do it?"
"What?"
"You always know what to say, you're always there for me when I need you, you never ask for anything in return."
"Because I don't want anything in return, I just want to be with you, that's enough for me."
Their faces were very close now, Jungkook could feel the warmth of Jimin's breath.
"Jimin..."
"Yes?"
"Can I kiss you? Not because I'm sad or lonely, but because I want to, I really want to."
Jimin smiled.
"I thought you'd never ask."
The kiss was slow, gentle, completely different from the impulsive one in Shanghai, it was conscious, deliberate, real.
When they parted, Jimin rested his forehead against Jungkook's.
"You know what's funny?"
"What?"
"All my life, I thought I wasn't capable of love, that something in me was broken because of the orphanage, because of loneliness, because of all those years without anyone close to me, and then I met you and suddenly everything made sense."
"I felt the same way. My father always said that emotions are a weakness, that a true master must be like a machine, so I learned not to feel, but with you... with you, I want to feel everything."
They spent the night talking until dawn, sharing things they had never told anyone before — Jungkook talked about his first tournament when he was six and wet his pants from stress, but his father wouldn't let him leave until he finished the game, and Jimin talked about how he once stole food for a younger child in the orphanage and was punished with a week without dinner.
Little secrets, big secrets, they all built bridges between them.
On the second day, Jimin suggested a walk in the mountains.
They walked along a path through the forest to a small waterfall, not talking much, just being together.
At the waterfall, they sat on a rock, Jungkook took off his shoes and dipped his feet in the icy water.
"I used to want to be a dancer," Jimin said suddenly.
"Really?"
"Yes, there was a volunteer at the orphanage who taught the children contemporary dance, and I was really good at it. She said I should go to ballet school."
"What happened?"
"I was thirteen, too old to start a professional career, and the orphanage didn't have the money for lessons, so the dream died, but sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I had gone down that path."
"You'd be dancing in some theater in Seoul right now."
"Maybe, or maybe I'd be injured and unemployed, who knows. I don't regret chess, it gave me everything I have."
"It gave you me."
Jimin laughed.
"It's true, if I hadn't played chess, I would never have met you, so maybe everything happens for a reason."
"I don't believe in fate."
"Me neither, but I like to think that some things are just meant to happen, that the universe sometimes does something right."
They returned to the hanok as the sun began to set. Jimin prepared dinner and Jungkook made tea.
They ate in pleasant silence, and then Jimin took the guitar that was hanging on the wall.
"I didn't know you played."
"I'm learning, Ms. Choi showed me the basics, I'm terrible, but I like to try."
He played a few shaky chords, a melody that sounded familiar, but Jungkook couldn't recognize it.
"What is it?"
"Arirang, an old Korean folk song. Ms. Choi used to sing it to me when I couldn't sleep as a child."
"Can you sing it?"
Jimin hesitated, then began to sing softly, his voice raw but beautiful in its sincerity.
Jungkook listened, feeling something in his chest loosen, something that had been stuck there for years.
When Jimin finished, Jungkook asked,
"Will you teach me?"
"Play or sing?"
"Both."
They spent the next two hours with the guitar, and Jimin showed Jungkook how to hold his fingers on the strings. Jungkook was terrible, but they laughed at his attempts, and that was more important than perfection.
On the third day, they woke up together on the futon, having unknowingly moved closer to each other during the night.
Jungkook woke up first and just stared at Jimin sleeping for a moment, at his hair falling over his forehead, at the small scar on his chin that he had never noticed before.
He thought to himself that this was happiness, this simple moment, nothing big or dramatic, just being next to someone you love and who loves you.
Wait.
Loves?
Does he love Jimin?
The word seemed huge and scary, but also... true.
Jimin opened his eyes and caught him staring at him.
"Weirdo," he muttered sleepily.
"Your weirdo."
"My weirdo."
They kissed lazily, without haste, and Jungkook thought he could do this every morning for the rest of his life and never get tired of it.
"We have to go back today," Jimin said after a moment.
"I know."
"But you don't regret coming here?"
"Not at all, it was... necessary, you are necessary."
"I need you too, more than I ever thought I would need anyone."
They packed in silence, neither of them wanting to end the little bubble they had created.
"What will happen when we get back?" he asked.
"What do you mean?"
"This, us, what's between us, the media, the federation, the whole world that will have its opinion."
"I don't know," Jimin admitted. "But I know I want to try, I want to be with you publicly, privately, in every way possible, if you want that too."
"I want to, I'm scared, but I want to."
"Fear is a good thing, it means you care."
In the evening, they returned to Seoul, the city looked the same, but they felt different, as if those three days had changed something fundamental.
Jimin stopped the car in front of the hotel.
"So we're really doing this? We're together?"
"We're together," Jungkook confirmed.
"Officially?"
"Officially."
"Okay, then let's tell the world to back off, because it's our business."
Jungkook laughed sincerely and loudly for the first time in weeks.
"I love you," he said before he could stop himself.
Jimin froze.
"What?"
"I said I love you. I'm sorry if it's too soon, I just..."
Jimin silenced him with a kiss.
"I love you too, idiot, I've loved you since I lost to that 16-year-old and you were the only one who looked for me."
"That was two weeks ago."
"So what? Feelings don't have a calendar."
"Poetic."
"Shut up and kiss me again."
And so he did.
Chapter Text
When the world finds out
The day after returning from the mountains, Jungkook and Jimin sat in Jungkook's hotel room and stared at the phone on the table as if it were a bomb that could explode at any moment.
"We have to do this," Jimin said for the fifth time.
"I know."
"The longer we wait, the worse it will be."
"I know."
"So why are we still sitting here?"
"Because once we do this, there's no turning back. The whole world will have an opinion: families, the media, the federation, fans, haters, everyone."
Jimin took his hand.
"But we'll have each other, and that's more important than the opinions of strangers."
Jungkook took a deep breath, reached for his phone, opened Instagram, took a photo of their intertwined hands, and wrote a simple caption in Korean and English: "This is Jimin. I love him. End of story."
His finger hovered over the publish button.
"Ready?" Jimin asked.
"No, but let's do it."
He clicked.
For the first thirty seconds, nothing happened, the silence almost palpable.
Then the phone began to vibrate so hard that it fell off the table onto the carpet.
Hundreds of notifications began pouring in per second—comments, likes, shares, private messages from friends and strangers, all at once.
"Oh my God," Jungkook whispered, watching the counter rise at a crazy pace—five thousand likes, ten thousand, twenty thousand in three minutes.
"Don't read the comments," Jimin warned. "Reading comments is never a good idea."
But it was too late, Jungkook was scrolling through dozens of incoming messages.
"I LOVE YOU GUYS TOGETHER!!!"
"YOU'RE FINALLY ACTING LIKE KINGS."
"I'M CRYING, THIS IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I'VE EVER SEEN."
"Congratulations, you deserve happiness!!!"
Of course, there were other comments as well:
"This is disgusting and immoral."
"Sin will haunt you."
"I've lost respect for you."
"This is the end of your career, no normal person will accept this."
Jimin took the phone from his hand.
"I told you not to read it, both the good and bad comments, it's just noise from people who don't know you, the only thing that matters is us here in this room."
Jungkook's phone started ringing on the table - Seokjin.
"Should I answer it?"
"You have to."
Jungkook answered on speakerphone.
"Jungkook," Seokjin's voice sounded tired but warm. "I saw your Instagram post."
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier, I know I should have, but..."
"Don't apologize to me for being happy, it's your life and your decisions, but I have to warn you because it's part of my job – the federation has already called three times, the CEOs of the sponsors are calling non-stop, everyone wants meetings and explanations, it's going to be a very difficult few weeks."
"I understand and I'm ready."
"But Jungkook? I want you to know—I'm proud of you, really very proud, it takes tremendous courage to live according to your truth in public, especially in our conservative society."
After the conversation ended, Jungkook felt something warm spreading in his chest.
"Seokjin supports me."
"I knew he would, he loves you like his own son, you can see it in the way he looks at you."
The next call was much less pleasant—it was from the president of the chess federation, Park Jinsoo, and his voice was cold and formal.
"Mr. Jeon, we need to talk urgently about your latest social media post."
"I'm listening."
"Do you understand that as the current champion, you represent not only yourself but the entire chess community in Korea, and that you are accountable to sponsors and institutions?"
"I understand that perfectly."
"Do you also understand that some of our more... traditionally minded corporate sponsors may have a serious problem with your lifestyle and its public display?"
Jungkook felt anger begin to boil in his veins.
"My lifestyle? With all due respect, love is not a choice, it's who I am, it's as fundamental a part of me as my talent for chess."
"Of course, I absolutely did not mean to suggest otherwise. Listen, Jungkook, I personally have no problem with it, but there will be serious business consequences. Some sponsors are already threatening to withdraw their funding immediately. We need to meet urgently and discuss how we can mitigate the situation and minimize the damage."
"There is nothing to mitigate or minimize. I am gay, I am in a happy relationship with Jimin, and that will not change, no matter what the sponsors or anyone else says."
There was a long silence on the other end of the line.
"I understand your position, but we still need to meet officially tomorrow at 10 a.m. at the federation headquarters. Please be on time."
After a day filled with phone calls, hundreds of emails, and thousands of messages on social media, Jungkook and Jimin sat completely exhausted on the couch in their hotel room.
"That was the most intense 24 hours of my life," Jimin said.
"Even counting that match where you lost to a 16-year-old?"
"Even counting that match."
"Do you regret doing it?"
"Not for a second, do you?"
"Never, even if all the sponsors left and the federation kicked me out, I still wouldn't regret it."
The next day, the meeting at the federation was exactly as awful and uncomfortable as Jungkook had expected after yesterday's conversation.
President Park, three stern vice presidents, representatives of the five major sponsoring companies—they all sat at a long mahogany conference table with expressions ranging from slightly sympathetic to clearly angry and indignant.
"Gentlemen," President Park began in a formal tone. "We are gathered here today to discuss the serious situation that has arisen following Mr. Jeon's public post on social media yesterday."
"What situation exactly?" Jimin asked in a very sweet tone that Jungkook recognized as his passive-aggressive voice. "Is it about two responsible adults publicly confessing their love for each other?"
One of the sponsors, an older man in his mid-sixties, dressed in an extremely expensive Italian designer suit, cleared his throat loudly.
"This has absolutely nothing to do with love, young man, it's about your professional image, how people perceive you, our products are mainly aimed at families with traditional values..."
"Traditional values?" Jungkook couldn't hold back any longer, and the words came out of his mouth before he had time to think. "So you're talking about lying and hiding the truth about yourself? Are those your precious traditional values?"
"Jungkook," Seokjin, who was sitting next to him, put his hand on his shoulder, trying to calm him down.
But Jungkook wasn't calming down at all, all the frustration of the last few weeks poured out of him at once.
"All my life, I've done exactly what I was told to do, played chess the way my father wanted me to, behaved in public the way the federation wanted me to, smiled at sponsors I personally can't stand, and what came of it? My father lied to me for years, my mother lied to me, knowing the truth, everyone around me lied, and I lied to myself every day, but that's absolutely over now. I am gay, I am in a happy relationship with Jimin, and if anyone here finds that unacceptable, then frankly, perhaps the problem lies in your completely outdated views, and absolutely not in my love."
The entire conference room fell silent; you could hear a pin drop.
President Park was the first to speak after a long silence.
"Jungkook is absolutely right in every word," he said calmly but firmly. "Our federation has officially supported full diversity and absolute inclusivity in sports for years. If any of our current sponsors have a problem with the sexual orientation of our athletes, perhaps they are simply not the right long-term partner for our modern organization."
The senior sponsor stood up abruptly, his face red with anger.
"This is completely absurd and an insult to our values. We are withdrawing all our financial support immediately, with immediate effect!"
"Go ahead," President Park shrugged indifferently. "I am absolutely certain that we will have no problem finding younger, much more progressive companies that will be happy to take your place."
The sponsor left the room, slamming the door so loudly that the paintings on the walls shook.
The two remaining company representatives looked very concerned, but wisely remained silent, not wanting to be next.
"Does anyone else want to publicly withdraw their support?" asked President Park, slowly looking around at everyone at the table.
No one spoke, everyone avoided eye contact.
"Great, then I consider this meeting officially over. Jungkook, Jimin, do your thing, play your best, and we'll take care of the rest as a federation."
As they left the building and stepped out onto the sunny streets of Seoul, Jimin stopped and looked at Jungkook in disbelief.
"Did that really just happen?"
"I guess so, I still can't believe it."
"Your federation turned out to be way cooler than I ever thought an official organization could be."
"Mine too, to be honest," Jungkook admitted, still a little shocked.
Of course, not everyone in the world was as understanding and supportive as President Park.
Over the next few intense weeks, they received literally hundreds of different messages every day—some beautifully supportive and full of love, others filled with pure hatred.
Someone sent Jimin a thick letter filled with clippings from various passages in the Bible about sin and damnation.
Someone else sent Jungkook direct and very specific death threats.
The national and international media were completely divided—half the headlines were optimistic: "Chess masters boldly celebrate true love," while the other half were alarming: "The absolute end of traditional values in professional sports."
However, despite all the madness and chaos, Jungkook and Jimin stuck together as a team.
Every morning they ate quiet breakfasts together, in the afternoon they trained together, analyzing games, and in the evenings they sat cuddled on a comfortable couch, watching the silliest movies and eating huge amounts of popcorn.
These small, ordinary everyday things made everything else in the outside world seem less and less important.
Exactly one month after their big public coming out, they gave their first official interview as a couple.
A nice journalist from the very progressive LGBT magazine Rainbow Korea asked questions very carefully, clearly respecting their privacy and boundaries.
"How do you feel now, exactly one month after publicly revealing your relationship to the whole world?"
Jungkook looked at Jimin sitting next to him, who smiled warmly.
"We feel really free," Jungkook said honestly. "For the first time in my entire life, I can be completely myself, without constantly masking and hiding, it's a really amazing feeling."
"And how exactly did your families react to your relationship?"
Jimin laughed with a hint of bitterness.
"I have practically no biological family, except for the wonderful Mrs. Choi from my orphanage, who was absolutely delighted with our relationship and immediately sent us a huge, beautiful basket full of fresh fruit and a lovely handwritten note saying that she had always known about us and supported us."
"And my father..." Jungkook hesitated seriously for a moment. "My father recently came out as gay, so he's very supportive and proud of us, but with my mother... we're not talking at all right now, and I don't intend to change that."
"That must be very difficult emotionally."
"It is difficult, but I have Jimin, I have loyal friends who support me unconditionally, and that's enough to make me happy."
The interview was published exactly one week later, and the magazine cover featured a beautiful photo of the two sitting very close together, holding hands affectionately, looking happy and peaceful.
The main headline was poetic: "True love will always defeat any strategy - a candid conversation with the most famous couple in the chess world today."
Sales of this particular issue completely broke all previous records for the magazine.
"We are officially very famous," Jimin noted calmly as he read the printed article.
"We were famous long before that."
"Not like now. Before, we were just good chess masters, but now we are a living symbol, an inspiration to millions of people. Every day we receive letters from people who, thanks to our courage, have finally found the strength to come out publicly to their families."
"It's a big responsibility on our shoulders."
"But at the same time, it's a very good and valuable responsibility."
On that quiet evening, they lay comfortably together in a large bed, Jungkook reading a complicated book on chess theory, and Jimin mindlessly scrolling through his phone.
"Hey, look at this," Jimin suddenly showed him his phone screen with a smile. "Someone very talented created a beautiful fan art depicting us as epic anime heroes."
"That's a little weird."
"It's absolutely adorable, we're depicted as brave warriors fighting together against an evil dragon symbolizing homophobia."
"Okay, that's actually pretty cute."
Jimin put his phone on the nightstand and moved closer under the warm blanket.
"Jungkook?"
"Yes?"
"I'm incredibly happy that I met you, I'm glad you had the courage to tell the whole world the truth about us, I'm glad we're together, even if it really complicates absolutely everything in our lives."
"I'm incredibly happy too, even on the worst days, even when I receive disgusting threats from strangers, I'm still really happy because I have you with me."
They kissed very slowly and tenderly, without rushing, with a whole long night ahead of them just for themselves.
And somewhere far away in the background, beyond the tall windows of their cozy room, the vast world continued to spin, full of endless opinions and constant judgments.
But here, in this small, intimate space created just for the two of them, it didn't matter.
All that mattered was what was between them.
Chapter Text
When accusations are made
The letter arrived in a plain white envelope, with no stamp or return address. That alone should have raised concerns, but Jungkook opened it instinctively, before he even had time to take off his jacket.
The paper was thick and looked official. At the top was the FIDE logo.
"Dear Mr. Jeon Jungkook, in connection with an anonymous report submitted to the Ethics Committee, we hereby inform you of the initiation of formal proceedings regarding suspected match-fixing in the following competitions..."
Then there was a list. Short. Precise. Merciless.
Three draws with Jimin. Two "unusual strategic moves" at key moments in other competitions.
Jungkook felt as if someone had pulled the plug out of his spine. He sat down heavily on the edge of the sofa and continued reading until he reached the sentence that made his heart leap into his throat.
"Failure to appear will be considered an admission of guilt and will result in lifetime disqualification."
"No..." he whispered. "This can't be happening."
At that moment, the kitchen door opened. Jimin walked in with two cups of coffee, stopped when he saw Jungkook's face, and one of the cups slipped out of his hand and shattered on the floor.
"What happened?" he asked cautiously.
Jungkook handed him the letter.
Jimin quickly read it, his face growing more and more stern with each sentence.
"They're accusing us of match fixing..." he finally said quietly. "Officially."
"Do you have the same letter?"
Jimin nodded and pointed to the envelope on the table.
"Same date. Same commission."
"Someone wants to destroy us," Jungkook stood up and began pacing the room. "They know we're together. They know how this will look."
The phone rang almost immediately.
"Did you see the letter?" Seokjin's voice was tense.
"Yes."
"This is very serious. If the commission finds grounds, you could lose everything. A lawyer is on his way to you. The best I know."
Kang Dongmin arrived an hour later. Calm, composed, with the eyes of a man who had seen worse.
"First, the facts," he said, laying out the documents. "What exactly do they have against you?"
"Nothing," Jimin replied without hesitation. "We never fixed a single game."
"I know. Now we have to prove it."
For the next few days, they lived in a closed loop. Analyses, replays, move records, opinions from independent grandmasters. Every game was broken down into its constituent parts.
"This move only looks strange to someone who doesn't understand the context of the position," explained one of the experts. "It was the only way to maintain balance."
A week before the hearing, Dongmin received an anonymous message.
"Check Kim Taehyung's financial flows."
"He's one of your biggest rivals," said the lawyer, frowning. "And one of those who criticized your draws the most."
The detective hired by Dongmin returned after three days.
"A transfer of half a million dollars. A foreign account. Connections to Victoria Shin's people."
"He set us up," Jungkook said with quiet fury.
"One more thing," Dongmin added. "We need a confession."
Jimin stared out the window for a long time, then reached for his phone.
"I'll call him."
The conversation was short. And sufficient.
"You deserved it," Taehyung shouted on the other end. "Yes, I took the money. And I would do it again."
The recording was clear. There was no doubt about it.
In Zurich, the commission listened in silence. Analyses. Transfers. Recording.
After an hour, they returned.
"The charges are unfounded," announced the chairman. "You are completely cleared of all charges. We are initiating proceedings against the person who made the false report."
Outside, light snow was falling.
Jimin hugged Jungkook tightly.
"They tried to break us."
"And they failed."
They stood there in silence for a moment, knowing that this was not the last storm. But also knowing something even more important.
That they would never be alone in it again.
Chapter Text
When the past finds you
The first letter arrived two weeks after their victory in Zurich, in a plain beige envelope with no return address.
Jimin opened it without thinking, expecting another letter from a fan or hater.
Instead, he found a single photo and a short message.
The photo showed a young woman, probably 25 years old, holding two newborn babies, her face tired but happy.
On the back, someone had written in pencil: "Park Miyoung, 1997, Busan Hospital."
The message was short and written in neat handwriting:
"Dear Jimin, I know this sounds crazy, but I am your twin brother. Our mother, Park Miyoung, gave birth to us in Busan twenty-seven years ago. She gave us up for adoption because she couldn't support us. I was adopted by a wealthy family in Seoul, and you ended up in an orphanage. I've been looking for you for years and finally found you. Please give me a chance to get to know you. Your brother, Park Jihoon."
Jimin stared at the letter for a long time, feeling his hands begin to shake.
A twin brother?
That's impossible.
"Jungkook!" he called out loudly.
Jungkook came out of the bathroom with a towel on his head.
"What's wrong?"
Jimin handed him the letter without saying a word.
Jungkook read it quickly, his eyes growing wider and wider.
"Is... is it true?"
"I have no idea, I've never heard of any brother, Mrs. Choi never mentioned anything."
"Maybe she didn't know?"
"Or it's some kind of scam, people always try to take advantage of famous people."
But something about that photo, the way that woman was holding those two tiny children, made Jimin feel a strange twinge in his heart.
"I have to check this out."
First, they called Mrs. Choi.
"Jimin, dear," her warm voice came through the phone. "What a surprise!"
"Ms. Choi, I need to ask you something. Do you know anything about my biological mother? Did she ever mention that I might have a brother?"
A long silence.
"Why are you suddenly asking about this?"
"I received a strange letter from someone who claims to be my twin brother."
An even longer silence.
"Ms. Choi?"
"Jimin, what I'm about to tell you may be painful. When you came to us as a baby, your mother left a very short note saying only that she couldn't keep you, nothing more. She never mentioned a second child, but..."
"But what?"
"I always wondered why you looked bigger than the average newborn your age and had a strange little scar on your wrist, as if someone had separated you from something."
Jimin automatically looked at his left wrist, where there was indeed a small pale scar that he had always had.
"Do you think it's possible?"
"Anything is possible, dear, but be careful, people can be cruel when they know you have money."
The next day, Jimin hired a private investigator—the same one Dongmin had used in Taehyung's case.
The detective returned after a week with information.
"Park Jihoon does indeed exist. He is twenty-seven years old and was adopted as a baby by the Park family from Seoul, who are very wealthy—his father owns a chain of hotels and his mother comes from an old aristocratic family."
"And his biological mother?"
"Park Miyoung, I found her, she currently lives in a small town in the south, she is very poor, she works in a textile factory."
"Can we meet her?"
"We can try."
A week later, Jimin and Jungkook were sitting in a small, dingy cafe in a factory town, waiting for the woman who could be his mother.
She arrived on time—a petite woman, maybe fifty, looking sixty, worn out by life, her hands covered with scars from working on machines.
She sat down across from them, trembling.
"Are you Jimin?" she asked quietly.
"Yes."
"You look exactly like him, exactly like Jihoon, you have the same eyes, the same nose, it's amazing."
"So it's true? I have a twin brother?"
Miyoung began to cry softly.
"Yes, I gave birth to both of you on January 27, 1997, at a hospital in Busan. I was alone, young, scared, I had no money and no family."
"Why did you give us away?"
"Because I couldn't support you. I barely had enough money to feed myself, how could I feed two children? I thought I would give you both to the same orphanage so that you could at least be together, but the adoption agency said there were parents who only wanted one child and offered a lot of money, so I gave Jihoon to them and you to the orphanage."
"And you never tried to find us?"
"I thought about you every day, I regretted it every day, but I was so ashamed, so full of shame, that I thought you would have a better life without me."
Jimin felt a strange mixture of anger and compassion.
"How long has Jihoon known about me?"
"He contacted me a year ago, he was angry that I hadn't told him earlier, he started looking for you."
"Why now? Why now that I'm famous?"
Miyoung lowered her gaze.
"I don't know what his real intentions are, Jimin, but please be careful, his adoptive family is very... complicated."
The meeting with Jihoon was scheduled for a week later at an elegant restaurant in Gangnam.
Jimin entered with Jungkook for support and immediately spotted the man sitting at a table by the window.
It was like looking in a mirror.
Jihoon looked exactly like Jimin—he had the same black hair, the same large eyes, the same delicate nose—only he was dressed much more expensively, in a Gucci suit, a Rolex watch, and shoes that probably cost a fortune.
He stood up when he saw them, smiling broadly, but without a sparkle in his eyes.
"Jimin! We finally meet!"
The hug was too tight, too long, too enthusiastic.
"Hi, Jihoon."
"And this must be the famous Jungkook, I've heard a lot about you."
They sat down, and Jihoon immediately ordered the most expensive bottle of wine on the menu without asking if they were drinking at all.
"I can't believe I have a brother," he said quickly, constantly glancing at Jimin's face. "All my life, I felt like something was missing, and it turns out it was my other half."
"It must be strange to discover this after twenty-seven years."
"Strange, but exciting! We have so much to catch up on, so much to tell each other, like, where do you live now? Which bank do you use? What investments do you have?"
Jungkook kicked Jimin under the table—red flag.
"I rent an apartment in Seoul, why are you asking about the bank?"
"Oh, just out of curiosity, you know, as a family, maybe we should think about investing together, I have a great financial advisor who..."
"Jihoon," Jimin interrupted him. "We just met, maybe it's too early to talk about money?"
Something flashed in Jihoon's eyes—perhaps irritation—but he quickly hid it with a smile.
"Of course, you're right, I'm sorry, I'm just excited."
The rest of the dinner was strangely tense, with Jihoon asking more and more questions about Jimin's finances, his sponsorship contracts, and his tournament earnings.
On the way back, Jungkook said bluntly,
"I don't trust him at all."
"Me neither, something is very wrong."
"We should look into his past more thoroughly."
The detective they hired again returned a week later with shocking information.
"Park Jihoon has huge debts, almost a million dollars, mainly from gambling. His adoptive parents cut off his funds six months ago, and he is desperately in debt to dangerous people."
"So he's contacting me about money."
"It looks that way, but that's not all. I checked his phone calls from the last month, and he made numerous calls to a number registered to a person named Lee Sangwoo."
"Who is that?"
"A notorious con artist who specializes in swindling money from rich people by pretending to be a family member, forming an emotional bond with his victims, and then slowly robbing them."
Jimin felt nauseous.
"So Jihoon is working with a professional con artist?"
"It seems so, but there's something even stranger."
"What?"
"This Lee Sangwoo has a younger brother who is also named Park Jihoon, but his real name is Lee Jihoon, who was adopted by the Park family as a child."
Jungkook was the first to understand.
"Wait, so the guy we met isn't Jimin's real twin brother?"
"I can't say for sure without a DNA test, but it's very likely that he's a con artist who just looks similar."
"What about the photo of his mother? The meeting with Miyoung?"
"I'm looking into that."
A week later, they had their answer—Park Miyoung, whom they had met, was indeed Jimin's real mother and had two twin sons.
However, the "Jihoon" whom Jimin had met at the restaurant was not the second son.
The real Jihoon Park lived in Canada, was a teacher, led a modest life, and had no idea he had a twin brother.
The fake Jihoon was Lee Jihoon, a con artist who had learned the true story and decided to impersonate him for money.
"We have to confront him," Jungkook said.
"And notify the police."
The next day, they arranged to meet the fake Jihoon at a cafe.
Jimin came with a phone with a recording function in his pocket.
"Jihoon, we need to talk."
"About what?"
"About the fact that you're not my brother, that you're Lee Jihoon, a con artist who's working with Lee Sangwoo to rob me."
The fake Jihoon's face changed completely—the smile disappeared, replaced by cold calculation.
"Prove it."
"We have your phone calls, financial documents, everything, and I'm recording this conversation."
The fake Jihoon stood up abruptly.
"There's nothing you can do, you don't have hard evidence that I planned to rob you, talking is not a crime."
"But impersonating someone else is."
The police officers who were waiting outside entered at the agreed signal.
The fake Jihoon was arrested, shouting curses.
A week later, the real Jihoon Park flew in from Canada.
They met at the same cafe.
This time, when Jimin saw his real twin brother—a warm, shy teacher wearing glasses and a sweater from a sale—he knew right away that it was true.
Not because of their appearance, although they did look alike.
But because of the way Jihoon looked at him and said quietly,
"Hi, brother, I'm sorry it took us twenty-seven years."
And for the first time in his life, Jimin felt something he had never experienced before—family.
A real family.
Chapter Text
When the family betrays again
Jungkook's mother showed up unannounced in the lobby of his hotel three weeks after the incident with Jimin's fake brother.
Lee Minji looked different from the last time Jungkook had seen her—her hair was shorter and lighter, her makeup was more subtle, her clothes were more modest, and overall, she gave the impression of someone who had undergone a transformation.
"Jungkook," she said quietly as he approached cautiously. "I know you have no reason to trust me, I know I've let you down terribly, but please give me five minutes to explain everything."
Jungkook stared at her for a long moment, feeling a mixture of anger and curiosity.
"Five minutes, here in the lobby, not in a private place."
They sat down at a small table in the corner, and Minji nervously twisted a napkin.
"I've been going to therapy for six months," she began. "Real professional psychological therapy, not just talking, but really hard work on myself. My therapist helped me understand how much I've hurt you throughout my life."
"That's good for you."
"I know that an apology won't change anything, I know that I completely destroyed your trust, but I want to try to fix what can be fixed, I want to be a part of your life, if you let me, not as a controlling mother, but as a supportive person."
Jungkook hesitated, every instinct screaming for him to run away, but a small part of him, the part that still remembered the rare good moments from his childhood, wanted to believe.
"I need to think about it."
"Of course, I completely understand, I don't expect an immediate answer."
That evening, he talked to Jimin for a long time.
"How are you feeling?" Jimin asked, lying next to him on the bed.
"I don't know, part of me wants to give her a chance because she's still my mother, but part of me remembers everything she did."
"It's normal to have complicated feelings about your family."
"What would you do in my place?"
"Honestly? I'd give her a chance, but very cautiously, keeping my boundaries, not trusting her completely right away."
"That's wise."
Over the next few weeks, Jungkook met with his mother regularly—once a week for coffee, always in public places, always with Jimin waiting nearby.
Minji seemed genuinely changed, asking about his life instead of criticizing him, listening instead of lecturing, and even welcoming Jimin with warmth.
"I'm glad you have someone who loves you," she said during their third meeting. "You deserve the happiness I never gave you."
Jungkook slowly began to open up to the possibility of repairing their relationship.
But then strange things started to happen.
The first was subtle—someone tried to log into Jungkook's bank account from an unknown device, and the bank automatically blocked the attempt.
The second was more disturbing—his agent received a strange email, supposedly from Jungkook, asking him to transfer money to an unknown account.
The third was alarming—someone tried to take control of his social media accounts.
"This is no coincidence," Jungkook said to Jimin after the third incident. "Someone is deliberately trying to get into my finances and accounts."
"Do you think it's your mother?"
"I don't want to think it's her, but the timing is suspicious."
They hired the same detective again.
What he discovered was worse than Jungkook had expected.
Minji had been regularly meeting with a man named Choi Minsik, a notorious cybercriminal who specialized in identity theft and extorting money from wealthy victims.
They had photos from their meetings and recordings of their conversations.
"How long are you going to warm him up?" Minsik asked in one of the recordings.
"A little longer, he has to trust me completely before we try the main strike," Minji replied calmly. "He now has access to accounts worth nearly $5 million, including earnings, contracts, and sponsors."
"And that boy, Jimin?"
"He's collateral damage. If he gets in our way, we'll take care of him."
Jungkook listened to the recording and felt something in his chest break finally and irrevocably.
His own mother had planned to rob him, using his desire to have a family against him.
And she threatened Jimin.
"What do you want to do?" asked the detective.
"Notify the police immediately."
"We can also try to catch them in the act to have stronger evidence."
Jimin, who had been sitting next to Jungkook throughout the interrogation, put his hand on his shoulder.
"It's your decision, I support you no matter what you choose."
Jungkook thought about it for a long time.
Part of him just wanted to get it over with, notify the police, and never see his mother again.
But another part, the wounded part that still had deep hope, wanted to hear it from her personally.
"I'll set a trap," he finally said. "I want to hear her betray me with my own ears."
A week later, Jungkook invited his mother to dinner at his apartment for the first time.
"Really?" Minji sounded cheerful on the phone. "That's a huge step, I'm proud of your courage."
"I thought it was time for a more private conversation."
"I'll be there at seven sharp."
That evening, the apartment was equipped with hidden cameras and microphones, the police waited in an unmarked car downstairs, and Jimin hid in the bedroom, ready to intervene if necessary.
Minji came with a bottle of wine and flowers, and her smile was warm and sincere.
They ate dinner that Jungkook had ordered from a restaurant and talked about trivial matters; everything seemed normal.
Then Jungkook said deliberately:
"You know, Mom, I've been thinking about changing the way I manage my finances lately. My current advisor isn't the best."
Minji's eyes lit up.
"Really? That's interesting, I know someone who could help you, a great specialist, very discreet."
"Tell me more."
"His name is Choi Minsik, he's the best in the business, he could take over the management of all your accounts, make your life easier, and you could focus solely on playing."
"Sounds good, but is it safe to give someone full access?"
"Of course it's safe. I trust him completely, and besides, as your mother, I'll supervise everything and protect your interests."
"And how much will it cost?"
"Minsik charges a small commission, say ten percent of managed assets, which is very fair."
Jungkook quickly calculated — ten percent of five million is half a million dollars.
"And will you get a share of that commission?"
Minji laughed nervously.
"No, no, I'm doing this out of love for you, not for money."
"Really? Because I have recordings here of you telling Minsik exactly how much you intend to steal."
Minji's face immediately changed, the warmth disappearing, replaced by cold calculation.
"You recorded me?"
"Yes, and the police heard everything. They're waiting downstairs."
Minji stood up abruptly, trying to run to the door, but Jimin came out of the bedroom, blocking her way.
"Move away, boy!"
"No."
A moment later, the police entered, and Minji screamed and cursed as she was handcuffed.
"It's your fault, Jungkook, you forced me to do this. If you had been a better son, if your father had left us money instead of running away to China, I wouldn't have to live like this!"
"It's always someone else's fault, never yours," Jungkook said quietly. "Goodbye, Mom, this time for real."
When the police took her away, Jungkook slumped down on the couch, feeling completely exhausted.
Jimin sat down next to him and hugged him tightly.
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"For what you had to go through, for your mother..."
"Don't apologize for things you didn't do, it's not your fault, it's her choices, her consequences."
"How are you feeling?"
Jungkook thought for a moment.
"Strangely free. All my life, I carried a sense of guilt towards my parents, that I had let them down, that I wasn't good enough, but now I see that it never had anything to do with me."
"They were the problem, not you."
"Exactly, and for the first time in my life, I feel like I can just be myself, without the burden of their expectations and lies."
They sat in silence, holding hands.
"You know what the best part of all this is?" Jungkook finally asked.
"What?"
"That through all this madness—the fake brother, the FIDE accusations, my mother's betrayal—you were there for me, you never doubted me, you never ran away."
"Because I love you, silly, and that doesn't change because of circumstances."
"I love you too."
"I know."
"And I want us to be together forever, officially, for real, maybe even..."
Jungkook suddenly stood up, walked over to his bag, and pulled out a small box he had bought a month ago and was waiting for the right moment.
"Maybe even this."
He opened the box, revealing two simple silver rings.
Jimin stared with his mouth open.
"Did you just...".
"I'm asking if you want to marry me, not now, but someday, when we're ready, but I want to know that we're heading in that direction together."
Jimin started crying and laughing at the same time.
"Yes, of course, a thousand times yes."
They kissed long and deeply, and somewhere outside the window, Seoul shone with lights as always, the world still spinning with its problems and dramas, but here, in this small apartment, two people who had gone through hell had finally found their piece of heaven.
Together.
Always together.
Chapter Text
When time runs out
The first thing Jungkook thought when he looked at the chessboard that morning was that something was wrong, because the pieces he had seen every day for fifteen years suddenly lost their meaning, becoming black and white shapes without meaning or order.
"Your move," Jimin said for the third time.
Jungkook blinked, trying to focus on the chessboard. The Sicilian Defense, which he knew by heart, had disappeared from his mind as if it had been erased.
"Sorry, I was lost in thought."
"You've been sitting still for five minutes, are you okay?"
"Yes, just give me a moment."
But that moment dragged on for minutes, and finally Jungkook moved a random piece to end the torture.
Jimin won in ten moves, and the look on his face clearly suggested that something was wrong.
"That was the worst move I've ever seen."
"I'm just tired."
"Tired? You slept for ten hours."
"Maybe I'm sick, I don't know, please let me
rest today."
A week later, during an official tournament in Seoul, something worse happened. Jungkook reached for the bishop, and his right hand began to shake so violently that the piece almost fell from his fingers.
His opponent frowned, looking at him with concern.
"Are you okay, Mr. Jeon?"
"Yes, my hand went numb, I'm sorry."
He quickly moved the piece with his left hand and ended the game, winning by a small margin, but in the locker room, Seokjin grabbed his arm tightly.
"What was that on the board?"
"What do you mean?"
"Your hand was shaking for half the game, I saw it on the monitors, and those moves were chaotic, not yours."
"It's nothing, just nerves before the finals."
"You're lying, I've known you for years, it wasn't stage fright, what's really going on?"
"I said nothing!"
Jungkook broke free and left before Seokjin could ask any more questions. He locked himself in the bathroom and tried to cool his face with water, but his hands were shaking so much that the water spilled everywhere.
He looked at his reflection in the dirty mirror and thought for the first time that maybe something was really wrong.
The next day, he called a private neurologist without telling anyone, not even Jimin, lying that he was going to a business meeting with a sponsor.
Dr. Kim's office was on the top floor of a modern medical building, and the walls were covered with diplomas and certificates that were meant to be reassuring but only deepened his anxiety.
Dr. Kim was a man in his fifties with gray hair and a serious gaze that had seen it all.
"Mr. Jeon, please try to touch my finger and then your nose, quickly, several times."
Jungkook tried and missed every time.
"Now draw a spiral on this piece of paper."
The spiral looked like it had been drawn by a drunk child.
"Please list all the months of the year, starting from the end."
"December, November, October, September, August... which one is next?"
"July, Mr. Jeon."
"Yes, of course, July, June, May..."
The doctor took notes faster and faster, his face becoming more serious with each test.
"I need to do an MRI, preferably today."
"Is it something serious?"
"I don't want to speculate before getting the results, but the symptoms are concerning for someone your age."
The MRI was like lying in a metal coffin that rattled like a factory. Jungkook closed his eyes and tried not to panic during the forty-five minutes of torture.
The week of waiting for the results was an absolute nightmare. Jungkook played in a tournament, smiled at Jimin, planned his wedding, and at the same time felt a growing panic in his stomach.
When he returned to the office for the results, Dr. Kim wasn't smiling at all.
"Please have a seat, Mr. Jeon."
"It's bad news, isn't it?"
"Your MRI scan showed early neurodegenerative changes in several areas of the brain, consistent with a rare form of juvenile Parkinson's disease with a cognitive component, very unusual at your age, but unfortunately possible."
The room began to spin around Jungkook like a carousel.
"What does that mean in practical terms?"
"It means that your brain is gradually losing the neurons responsible for motor control and executive functions, strategic planning, sequential memory, everything that is crucial for professional chess playing."
"Can it be cured?"
"No, we can slow the progression of the disease with medication, physical therapy, cognitive training, but we cannot stop or reverse the process."
"How much time do I have left? How long will I be able to play?"
The doctor sighed heavily, took off his glasses, and slowly wiped them.
"It's very individual. Some patients function well for years, while others deteriorate more quickly. Looking at your current symptoms and the rate of their progression, realistically, I would say that in a year, maybe two, professional play will become impossible."
A year.
Two at most.
And then the end of everything he lived for.
Jungkook left the office in a strange trance, got into the first taxi he saw, and without thinking, gave the address of his hotel.
In his room, he sat on the edge of the bed and cried for the first time in years, not quietly and discreetly, but loudly and violently, releasing all the fear that had been building up inside him for weeks.
Jimin returned from training an hour later and found him still sitting in the same position, his eyes red and swollen.
"Jungkook, what happened?!"
"I went to the doctor."
"What doctor? You didn't say you..."
"A neurologist. I've been having strange symptoms for three weeks, I'm forgetting things, my hands are shaking, I thought it was stress, but..."
"But what? Jungkook, you're talking to me!"
"I have a degenerative brain disease, juvenile Parkinson's disease with dementia. In a year or two, I won't be able to play chess professionally. My career is over."
Jimin turned so pale that he looked like a ghost.
"That's impossible. They must have made a mistake. You're young, healthy..."
"I saw the MRI results, it's true."
"Why didn't you tell me earlier, when the first symptoms appeared?!"
"Because I was afraid that if I said it out loud, it would become true. I know it's stupid, but..."
"I'm your fiancé, you have to tell me everything, not protect me from the truth like I'm a child!"
"I know, I'm sorry, it's just..."
Jimin sat down heavily next to him and hugged him so tightly that Jungkook could barely breathe.
"Don't apologize, just promise me you won't keep any more secrets from now on. We're in this together, right?"
"Yes, I promise."
They sat like that for a long time in silence, interrupted only by the sounds of the city outside the window.
Finally, Jimin asked in a voice that tried to be calm but trembled slightly:
"What do you want to do? Announce it publicly? Retire from the sport?"
"No, absolutely not, I want to play as long as I can, I want to win one more big tournament before... before it takes everything away from me."
"It could be dangerous for your health, the stress will make your symptoms worse."
"I don't care, to be honest, chess is all I have besides you, I can't just give up and wait to die."
"You're not dying, it's not a terminal illness."
"Maybe not physically, but everything I am is dying. Who is a chess champion who can't play chess? Nobody."
"You're Jungkook, my Jungkook, the person I love, and that won't change because of an illness."
"It's easy for you to say now, but what if in a year I don't remember simple openings? What if in two years I forget your name? Will you still love me?"
Jimin cupped his face with his hands, forcing him to make eye contact.
"Yes, I will love you when you forget all the openings, all the games, all the tournaments, I will love you even if you forget me, because love is not a conditional transaction, do you understand?"
Jungkook began to cry quietly again.
"I don't deserve you."
"Stop talking nonsense and tell me what we need to do so you can participate in this last big tournament."
"The World Championships are in three months in Paris. It's the biggest tournament of the year. If I win, I'll be the absolute champion, the youngest in history."
"So we'll train, you'll take your medication, we'll do everything the doctor recommends, and you'll win those damn championships."
"What if I lose? What if my symptoms get worse during the tournament and I make a fool of myself in front of the whole world?"
"Then you'll lose with dignity, knowing you tried, but I'm not assuming defeat. We'll start training tomorrow."
The next day, Jungkook began an aggressive treatment program, taking medication in the morning and evening that made him drowsy and lethargic, physical therapy three times a week to strengthen his motor control, and daily cognitive exercises to maintain his memory.
It helped a little, but it wasn't enough. He still had bad days.
Days when he woke up and didn't remember where he was.
Days when his hand shook so much that he couldn't hold a fork.
Days when he looked at the chessboard and saw only chaos.
Seokjin noticed a change during the next training session two weeks later.
"You're playing differently, more desperately, less patiently, you're losing pieces unnecessarily, what's going on?"
Jungkook looked at Jimin, who nodded—tell him.
"I have a neurodegenerative disease, juvenile Parkinson's with cognitive dementia. I have maybe a year left before I can no longer play."
Seokjin looked as if someone had hit him over the head with a stick.
"What? You... that's impossible, you're the best player I've ever coached..."
"And I want to make the most of this year, I want to win the world championship in three months, it's my last chance."
"Jungkook, this is crazy, the pressure of such a tournament could significantly worsen your symptoms."
"I know, but I have to try, you understand? I need to know that I did everything I could before the disease takes it away from me."
Seokjin looked at him for a long moment, then slowly nodded.
"If that's your decision, I fully support you, but we train smart, not hard, we conserve our cognitive energy, we focus on quality, not quantity of sessions."
For the next eight weeks, Jungkook lived like a monk: medication at 6 a.m., a light breakfast, two hours of chess training, physical therapy, lunch, a nap, another hour of chess training, cognitive exercises, dinner, and bed at 10 p.m.
Jimin was with him the whole time, reminding him to take his medication, massaging his trembling hands, reading master games aloud to him when his eyes were too tired.
There were better days and worse days. On the better days, Jungkook played brilliantly, as always; on the worse days, he could barely remember basic openings.
A month before the championship, he had his worst episode yet, waking up in the middle of the night completely disoriented, not knowing where he was or who the person sleeping next to him was.
"Who are you?" Jimin asked, genuine fear in his voice.
Jimin woke up immediately and saw the panic in his eyes.
"I'm Jimin, your fiancé, remember?"
"No, I don't remember you, where am I?"
"In a hotel in Seoul, everything is fine, it's just a side effect of the medication, everything will be back to normal in a moment."
And indeed, after five terrifying minutes, the fog lifted, and Jungkook remembered everything and cried in Jimin's arms for half an hour.
"What if this happens during the tournament? What if I forget during the game?"
"It won't happen. The doctor said these nighttime episodes are normal. Your brain is more active during the day."
"What if it doesn't?"
"We'll deal with it, but don't worry about it in advance. Save your energy for the tournament."
A week before leaving for Paris, Jungkook played a test match with Jimin, a standard training match.
For twenty moves, everything went normally, but suddenly, in the middle of a combination, Jungkook completely lost his bearings, staring at the board and seeing no strategy.
"I can't do this," he whispered. "I can't see any moves, everything is chaos."
"Calm down, take a deep breath, it's just a temporary block."
But it wasn't a temporary block, it lasted ten minutes, during which Jungkook sat paralyzed with fear.
Finally, Jimin came up to him and hugged him from behind.
"Don't think about strategy, don't think about winning, just tell me what you see on the board right now, that's all."
"I see my king in the corner."
"OK, what else?"
"I see your rook attacking him."
"And what should you do naturally?"
"Move the king... or block the rook."
"Then do that, don't think, just do it."
Jungkook did that, move by move, not planning, just reacting, and ended the game in a draw, which was a small miracle.
"That's how you'll play in Paris if it happens again," Jimin said. "Don't think, just feel."
"Sounds like a stupid movie motto."
"A stupid motto that works."
On the plane to Paris, Jungkook held Jimin's hand the whole way, his own hand trembling slightly despite the medication.
"Are you scared?" Jimin asked.
"To death."
"Me too, but you know what? Regardless of the outcome, I'm proud of you for being here, for not giving up."
"What if it's a complete disaster?"
"It will be your disaster, with dignity, and I will still love you."
On the first day of the championship in Paris, Jungkook sat at the chessboard opposite Russian grandmaster Dmitry Ivanov. The room was full of cameras and journalists, and the pressure was immense.
His hand trembled as he made his first move.
Ivanov noticed.
"Are you feeling okay?"
"Yes, it's just nerves."
"I understand, it's a big tournament."
The game began, and for the first fifteen moves, Jungkook played perfectly. His mind was clear and focused, everything was working.
Suddenly, on the sixteenth move, his mind completely shut down and the planned sequence disappeared.
Don't think, just feel.
Jungkook closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and looked at the board with fresh eyes.
And then he saw it.
Not the entire strategy, but the next move, just one move, so he made it.
Then another.
And another.
He won in forty-three moves, playing the most intuitive game of his life.
After the game, he cried with relief in the locker room.
"I thought I would forget everything."
"But you didn't," Jimin hugged him tightly. "You learned to play differently, that's something."
Over the next two weeks, Jungkook went through the rounds of the tournament, there were good games and bad games, there were moments of panic and moments of clarity.
In the final, he faced the young Chinese champion Chen Wei, a brilliant and ruthless 22-year-old.
The match lasted six hours, the longest in Jungkook's life, his hand shaking more and more with each passing hour, his mind on the verge of collapse.
In the final phase of the match, he had another moment of blankness, completely forgetting his plan.
Don't think, just feel.
He looked at the board, trusted his instincts, and made a move that made no logical sense.
Chen Wei frowned, thought for twenty minutes, and gave up.
"That was a brilliant move, completely unexpected, congratulations."
The room erupted in applause, Jungkook became the world champion, the youngest in history.
Jimin ran onto the stage and hugged him, ignoring the cameras and protocol.
"You did it, you really did it!"
"We did it, I couldn't have done it without you."
That night, in their hotel room, they lay in bed, holding the trophy between them.
"It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," Jimin said.
"It's just metal and engraving."
"It's proof that you've beaten your illness, at least for today."
"That's enough for today."
Jungkook knew that tomorrow the illness would return, that in a month it would be worse, that in a year he might not remember how to play chess.
But today he was the world champion.
And that had to be enough.
Chapter Text
When love means letting go
The letter arrived a week after Jungkook's triumph in Paris. It was an elegant cream-colored envelope with the official seal of the Ministry of Culture and Sports of the Republic of Korea.
Jimin opened it during breakfast, not expecting anything special, maybe more congratulations for Jungkook, maybe an invitation to some boring gala.
Instead, he found an offer that took his breath away.
"Dear Mr. Park Jimin, we are pleased to inform you that you have been selected by a special committee to be the official chess ambassador of the Republic of Korea to international organizations in Geneva, Switzerland. This position involves representing the country at FIDE, UNESCO, and other cultural institutions. The annual salary is two hundred thousand dollars plus all expenses, the term of employment is three years with the possibility of extension, and the expected start date is two months...".
Jimin read the letter three times to make sure he understood it correctly.
Two hundred thousand a year.
Three years in Geneva.
Financial stability for life.
A career outside the gaming world that could last for decades.
"What are you reading so intently?" Jungkook asked, coming out of the bathroom with a towel on his wet hair.
Jimin handed him the letter without a word.
Jungkook read it, and several emotions flashed across his face—surprise, joy, and then something that looked like panic.
"That's amazing, Jimin, ambassador, two hundred thousand, that's..."
"Three years in Switzerland."
"Yes, I saw that, but it's the opportunity of a lifetime, a prestigious position, stability..."
"Three years away from you."
There was a thick and uncomfortable silence.
Jungkook slumped heavily into his chair.
"You can't refuse something like this for me."
"I didn't say I was refusing."
"But you're thinking about it, I can see it in your face."
"Of course I'm thinking about it, we're engaged, you're planning a wedding, you have a disease that will get worse, how can I leave you for three years?"
"I'll manage."
"Alone? When in a year you may forget basic things? When in two years you may need constant care?"
Jungkook stood up abruptly, knocking over his chair.
"So what, am I supposed to be your prisoner? The reason you're throwing away your chance at life?"
"No one's talking about prison, I'm saying I love you and I don't want to leave you when you need me most!"
"And I don't want to be the reason you regret your decision for the rest of your life!"
They argued for an hour, raising their voices for the first time and throwing words that hurt.
Finally, Jimin left, slamming the door behind him and leaving Jungkook alone with a letter that suddenly looked like a death sentence.
They didn't talk that night, sleeping with their backs turned to each other, the distance between them on the bed feeling like an ocean.
The next day, Jimin made an appointment to meet with a representative from the ministry without telling Jungkook.
Mr. Choi was an elderly official with gray hair and a professional smile.
"Mr. Park, we are very pleased that you are considering our offer. Did you know that you were our first and only choice?"
"I am honored, but I have a few questions about the practical details."
"Of course, please ask."
"Does the position require permanent residence in Geneva for the entire three-year period?"
"Yes, with the exception of scheduled visits to Korea twice a year, lasting a maximum of two weeks each, this is an international position that requires full attendance."
"And if someone close to me in Korea needed medical care, could we negotiate more visits?"
Mr. Choi frowned.
"It's a very rigid agreement, Mr. Park. Commitments to international organizations do not allow for flexibility. Is there a specific issue we should be aware of?"
Jimin hesitated, then shook his head.
"No, it's just a hypothetical question."
"I see, so can I tell the minister that you agree?"
"I need a week to think about it."
"Of course, but no more than a week, we have backup candidates in case of refusal."
That evening, Jimin spoke to Mrs. Choi on the phone, asking her for advice.
"Honey, it's a difficult decision," she said in a warm voice. "But you have to ask yourself this question: what will you regret more in ten years, that you went or that you didn't go?"
"I don't know. If I go and Jungkook gets worse without me, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. If I don't go, I might regret the missed opportunities."
"What does Jungkook say?"
"He says I should go, but I think he's only saying that because he doesn't want to be a burden."
"Maybe he really thinks so? Maybe he loves you enough to want the best for you, even if it hurts?"
Jimin had no answer.
On the third day after the argument, Jungkook finally spoke first during dinner.
"I'm sorry I yelled."
"I'm sorry too."
"I talked to Dr. Kim today and asked him for a realistic prognosis for the next three years."
"And?"
"He said that I'll probably function relatively normally for the first year thanks to medication, but in the second year, the symptoms will worsen significantly, and in the third year, I may need help with daily activities."
"So you see, I can't leave you."
"But you can. The doctor said professional home care is one option. Seokjin promised to check on me regularly. I have friends. I'm not alone."
"It's not the same as having a partner."
"I know, but Jimin, listen to me very carefully—if you turn down this offer for me and regret it in five years, you'll destroy both of us. I'll feel guilty for ruining your career, and you'll resent having sacrificed everything. That's not a healthy foundation for a relationship."
"And how is this relationship supposed to survive three years of separation?"
"I don't know, but maybe it's worth a try? People are in long-distance relationships, it's difficult, but possible."
"Maybe for normal couples, but you have a disease that..."
"That's my problem, not yours. I love you enough not to want to be your prisoner."
Jimin felt tears welling up in his eyes.
"And I love you enough not to want to leave you when you need me."
"So we're at an impasse."
They sat in silence, eating a cold dinner without appetite.
On the fifth day, Jimin received an unexpected call from a man named Laurent Dubois, a Swiss chess champion.
"Mr. Park? My name is Laurent. I hear you are considering taking up the position of ambassador in Geneva. I would like to introduce myself as a local player. Perhaps we could meet after your arrival?"
"Thank you for your call, but I haven't decided yet whether to accept the offer."
"I understand. Well, if you decide to come, I'd be happy to show you around the city. We have a great chess community and..." He hesitated. "I hear you're openly gay. I am too, so I understand how difficult it can be in a new place. I wanted you to know that you'll have support here."
After the conversation, Jimin felt strange. Laurent was nice, his intentions seemed sincere, but something about that phone call felt like a temptation, a suggestion that life in Geneva could be easy, comfortable, and maybe even happy.
And that scared him.
On the sixth day, Jungkook had a bad day. He woke up confused, his hands shaking so much that Jimin had to feed him breakfast. He forgot simple words throughout the day.
In the evening, when he finally fell asleep, exhausted by the medication, Jimin sat next to him, looking at his sleeping face and knowing that he couldn't leave, no matter the consequences.
But on the seventh day, when he woke up in the morning, he found Jungkook already dressed, sitting at the table with his laptop and notes.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm looking for professional home care in Seoul. I found a great agency with nurses who have neurological experience and are available 24/7. They can even live here if necessary."
"Jungkook..."
"I also talked to Seokjin, he promised to visit me every day, take me for walks, and make sure I take my medication."
"That's not..."
"We'll talk every day on video, morning and evening, you'll tell me about your work, and I'll tell you about my day, it'll be almost like being together."
"It's not the same, and we both know it."
Jungkook closed his laptop and looked at him with determination.
"Jimin, listen to me very carefully, because I'm only going to say this once — if you stay with me and my condition worsens, which is inevitable, in a year you'll be feeding me, in two years you'll be bathing me, and I'll look into your eyes and see regret for lost opportunities, and that will destroy me more than any disease."
"I will never blame you for that..."
"Perhaps not consciously, but subconsciously, over time, resentment builds up. I saw it in my parents. My father gave up his dreams for my mother, and in the end, it destroyed them."
"We are not your parents."
"You're right, we can be smarter, we can choose something difficult now to have a chance for the future."
Jimin sat down across from him, feeling his last resistance crumble.
"What if I come back in three years and you don't recognize me? What if you forget that you love me?"
"Then you'll have to remind me, make me fall in love with you again. Sounds like a good adventure."
"This isn't funny."
"I know, but if I don't joke around, I'll start crying and I won't be able to stop."
Jimin finally let the tears flow freely.
"I don't want to leave you."
"I know, I don't want you to leave either, but I want this for you, do you understand the difference?"
"I understand."
"Then go to Geneva, be a great ambassador, make Koreans proud of you, and I'll be here, fighting this damn disease, waiting for you."
"What if you meet someone else? Someone healthy who can give you a normal relationship?"
"I don't want a normal relationship, I want you, sick or healthy, remembering or not."
"Promise me one thing."
"What?"
"That if things really get bad, if you need me, you'll call, and I'll come back immediately, not giving a damn about this job."
"I promise, but only in a real emergency, not every bad day."
"Agreed."
Jimin called Mr. Choi that same day.
"I accept the offer."
"Great! When can you start?"
"In two months, as planned."
The two months passed like two days, filled with preparations, packing, and farewell dinners with friends.
They decided not to get married before Jimin's departure.
"We'll do it when I get back," Jimin said. "It will be something to look forward to."
"I'll be counting the days."
They spent their last evening in their favorite hotel room, holding hands, just being together in silence.
"I'll miss you every second," Jungkook whispered.
"Me too."
"Call me when you land."
"I will."
The next day at the airport, they stood in an embrace, ignoring the people who were staring and taking pictures.
"It's only three years," Jimin said, trying to be brave.
"Nineteen ninety-five days, I counted."
"Smart guy."
"Your smart guy."
The final boarding call was announced, and Jimin had to leave.
"I love you," Jimin said.
"I love you too, now go before I change my mind and don't let you go."
Jimin turned and headed for the gate without looking back, because he knew that if he did, he would break down.
It was only on the plane, when Seoul disappeared behind the clouds, that he allowed himself to cry.
Waiting for him in Geneva was Laurent Dubois, a handsome thirty-year-old with a warm smile and excellent English.
"Welcome to Geneva! Can I help you with your luggage?"
"Thank you, I'll be fine."
"I've prepared a little tour of the city, if you'd like, I'll show you the most interesting places."
Jimin wanted to refuse, he wanted to go straight to the hotel and call Jungkook.
But part of him, the practical part, knew that he had to start building his life here.
"Okay, a short tour."
Laurent was charming, funny, showed him beautiful places by the lake, recommended a great restaurant.
All the while, Jimin could only think of Jungkook, who was thousands of miles away.
In the evening, in his small rented apartment, he made a video call.
Jungkook answered immediately, his face filling the screen.
"Did you arrive safely?"
"Yes, the apartment is small but nice, with a view of the lake."
"Sounds beautiful."
"I miss you."
"You landed three hours ago."
"And I already miss you."
They talked for two hours about nothing and everything until Jungkook started yawning.
"Go to sleep, it's late in Seoul."
"I don't want to hang up."
"Me neither, but we have to. Shall we talk tomorrow?"
"Do you promise?"
"I promise."
After hanging up, Jimin lay in a strange bed in a strange city, listening to strange sounds and wondering if he had made the right decision.
His phone vibrated—a message from Jungkook.
"One thousand ninety-four days to go. I love you."
Jimin smiled through his tears.
"I love you too. See you tomorrow."
And so began the longest three years of their lives.
Separated, but together.
Apart, but connected.
Waiting.
Always waiting.
Chapter Text
When hope becomes a burden
The first thing Jungkook thought of when he woke up alone in an empty bed three months after Jimin left for Geneva was that this would be what the rest of his life would look like—waking up alone, falling asleep alone, slowly losing himself in loneliness.
He reached for the bottle of pills on the nightstand, holding it with a trembling hand, looking at the small white tablets that were supposed to slow down the inevitable.
Slow it down, not stop it.
Never stop it.
He opened the bottle, poured two pills into his hand, as he had done every morning for six months, and raised them to his mouth.
And then he stopped.
What for?
What was the point of prolonging it all, fighting for every extra month of consciousness, only for Jimin to come back in three years and find him a vegetable who could barely remember his own name?
Better quickly, better now, before he became a complete burden.
He put the pills back in the bottle, screwed the cap on, and hid it deep in a drawer.
"I'm sorry, Jimin," he whispered to the empty room. "But it'll be better for both of us."
For the first two weeks without medication, he didn't feel much difference, maybe his hands shook a little more, maybe his memory worked a little worse, but it was nothing dramatic.
The third week was worse, he forgot the name of the cafe he always went to, and his right leg began to drag slightly when he walked.
In the fourth week, he stopped leaving the house altogether.
Seokjin called every day.
"How are you feeling?"
"Fine."
"Are you taking your medication?"
"Yes."
It was easy to lie on the phone.
In the fifth week, Jungkook couldn't button his shirt, his fingers wouldn't listen to his brain, so he ended up just wearing a sweatshirt and sweatpants.
In the sixth week, he forgot the name of his favorite chess opening and sat over the chessboard for an hour, trying to remember something that used to be automatic for him.
In the seventh week, Seokjin showed up unannounced.
Jungkook opened the door, looking like a shadow of his former self from two months ago, unkempt, emaciated, with sunken eyes.
"Christ, Jungkook, what's going on with you?!"
"Nothing, just a bad week."
"Bad week? You look like you haven't eaten in weeks. When was the last time you went outside?"
"I don't remember."
Seokjin entered, ignoring the protests, and saw the mess—unwashed dishes, trash, clothes scattered everywhere.
"Where's the nurse we hired?"
"I sent her away."
"When?"
"A month ago, maybe? I don't need a nanny."
"Clearly you do, this is unacceptable."
Seokjin began cleaning energetically, despite Jungkook's protests. In the bathroom, he found a full bottle of medicine that he hadn't touched in six weeks.
He returned to the living room, holding the bottle like evidence of a crime.
"You stopped taking your medication."
It wasn't a question.
"It's my decision."
"It's slow suicide!"
"It's my life, I can do what I want!"
"Does Jimin know about this?"
Silence.
"Of course he doesn't, because he's thousands of miles away and trusts you to take care of yourself!"
"Don't tell him."
"Don't tell him?! Jungkook, he loves you, he has a right to know that you're deliberately killing yourself!"
"I'm not killing myself, I'm just giving up the fight, and that's the difference."
"It's exactly the same, just slower!"
Seokjin sat down heavily on the couch, holding his head in his hands.
"Why? Why are you doing this?"
Jungkook sat down next to him, speaking quietly but firmly.
"Because in a year, if I continue taking medication, I may find myself in a situation where I need help getting dressed, in two years with eating, and in three years I may not remember who Jimin is, and he'll come back from Geneva after all his successes and find me as a vegetable in bed and have to choose between his career and caring for someone who doesn't even recognize him."
"So you'd rather die now?"
"I'd rather die before I become a burden that can't be lifted."
"That's not a decision you can make on your own."
"It's my decision, it's my life, my brain, my illness."
Seokjin stared at him for a long time with a mixture of anger and despair.
"You've tried before, haven't you? Suicide?"
Jungkook didn't answer, which was an answer in itself.
"When?"
"Two weeks ago, sleeping pills, I took the whole bottle, sat there with them in my hand for an hour."
"What stopped you?"
"I thought about Jimin, that if he found out, he would feel guilty for the rest of his life, that it was his fault because he left, and it's not his fault, it's a disease, so if anything, it has to look like a natural course, not my choice."
"So you stopped taking your medication to speed it up."
"Yes."
"It's still suicide, Jungkook, just more cowardly because you can pretend it's not your fault."
Jungkook felt tears welling up in his eyes.
"You don't know what it's like to wake up every day and feel pieces of yourself disappearing, forgetting words, forgetting faces, looking in the mirror and not recognizing yourself. It's a horror you can't wake up from."
"I know it's hard..."
"You don't know! No one knows until they've been through it, and I don't want Jimin to see this, I don't want his last memories of me to be of a brainless idiot who can't wipe himself after using the toilet!"
Seokjin hugged him despite his resistance, and Jungkook finally gave in and cried in his arms like a child.
"I have to call Jimin," Seokjin said finally.
"No, please don't call him."
"I have to, I can't let you kill yourself in silence."
"I'll give you a week, one week to pull yourself together. I'll start taking my meds again, everything will go back to normal."
"You promise?"
"I promise."
It was a lie, but Seokjin wanted to believe it, so he did.
A week later, Jungkook still wasn't taking his medication, so Seokjin called Jimin, despite his promise.
It was 4 a.m. in Geneva when Jimin's phone rang.
"Seokjin? What's wrong?"
"It's Jungkook, you have to come back immediately."
"What? Why? What happened?!"
"Six weeks ago, he stopped taking his medication. He's deliberately accelerating his illness. I think he tried to commit suicide. You talked to him, didn't you? Didn't you notice anything?"
Jimin's world came to a complete standstill.
"Lately, he didn't want to talk on video chats. It made me wonder a little, but I didn't pursue it. And I'll never forgive myself for that," Jimin said.
"What... how... why didn't you tell me sooner?!"
"I promised I wouldn't say anything, but I can't take it anymore, Jimin. He's given up, completely given up. We have to intervene."
"I'm taking the next flight."
"Wait, there's something else."
"What else could there be?!"
"I found a note hidden in his desk, a will. He leaves everything to you, but at the end there's a passage where he asks you not to blame him for his decisions."
Jimin felt nauseous.
"Don't leave him alone for a moment until I arrive."
"I'm already here, I've moved into his room."
"Thank you."
Jimin packed his bag in a hurry, calling his boss.
"I have to return to Korea immediately, I have an urgent family matter."
"Jimin, you can't just leave like that, you have a meeting with UNESCO in two days..."
"Fuck UNESCO, my fiancé is dying!"
Fourteen hours later, he landed in Seoul after the longest flight of his life and went straight to Jungkook's hotel without even stopping to drop off his luggage.
Seokjin opened the door with a look that said it all.
"How is he?"
"He's sleeping now, I gave him sleeping pills so he could rest, but Jimin... it's bad, very bad."
Jimin entered the bedroom and saw Jungkook sleeping in bed, looking like a shadow of the man he had left three months ago.
Thin, pale, exhausted.
He sat down next to him on the bed and took his cold, trembling hand.
"What have you done to yourself?" he whispered.
Jungkook slowly opened his eyes, looking confused for a moment, not knowing where he was.
Then he saw Jimin and his eyes filled with tears.
"I'm sorry."
"Why did you stop taking your medication? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because I didn't want to be a burden to you, to anyone."
"You're an idiot, the biggest idiot I know!"
Jimin was crying too, feeling anger, relief, and love all at once.
"You can't just give up like that, you have no right to decide for me that I'll be better off without you!"
"But it will be, in a year, in two years, when you see what's left of me..."
"I'll love you, you stupid, thoughtless fool, I'll love you when you forget my name, when you forget how to talk, when you forget everything, do you understand?!"
"How can you promise that without knowing how it will be?"
"Because it's love, unconditional, foolish, irrational love!"
They hugged each other tightly, both crying.
"Will you start taking your medication again?" Jimin asked quietly.
"What if it doesn't make sense? What if it only prolongs the suffering?"
"We'll see, but we'll try, together, not alone."
"What about your job in Geneva?"
"I've already quit."
"What?! Jimin, no, it's your career..."
"You are my life, my career can wait."
"You can't do this to me."
"I just did, now either I'll start forcing you to take your medication, or you'll take it yourself, the choice is yours."
Jungkook smiled slightly through his tears.
"I think I'll take it myself."
"Wise decision."
Seokjin brought the medication and water, and Jungkook took his first dose in six weeks.
"How much damage have I already done?" he asked.
"We don't know," Seokjin admitted. "Maybe it's reversible, maybe it's not, we'll see in a few weeks."
For the next few days, Jimin didn't leave Jungkook's side, feeding him, bathing him, and giving him his medication on time.
Slowly, the color began to return to Jungkook's face, his tremors decreased, and his memory improved slightly.
However, he still felt worse than he had three months ago.
"I've done irreversible damage, haven't I?" he asked after a week.
"Maybe, but you're still here, still fighting."
"Only because you're here."
"That's enough."
On the tenth day, Jimin received a call from Laurent in Geneva.
"I heard you returned to Korea, is everything okay?"
"A family emergency."
"I see. Listen, I told my friend who works at an experimental clinic here about you. They deal with neurological diseases, stem cell therapy, and apparently have amazing results in treating Parkinson's disease."
Jimin felt his heart start to beat faster.
"Really? Tell me more."
And suddenly, hope appeared where there had only been darkness before.
Maybe there is a chance after all.
Maybe all is not lost.
Chapter Text
When hope comes at a price
Jimin sat in his small office in the FIDE building in Geneva, looking at the note Laurent had left on his desk, a phone number and a name: "Swiss Medica Regenerative Clinic – Dr. Hans Mueller – Parkinson's stem cells."
For the past two weeks, since returning from Korea, he had been flying between Geneva and Seoul every weekend, which was exhausting, but he had no choice. Jungkook needed him, and so did his job. The ministry had categorically refused to accept his resignation.
"Mr. Park, we understand your family situation," his superior, Ambassador Kim, said on the phone. "But your contract is binding, and besides, you're doing a great job, getting top marks at all your meetings. We can't let you go. We'll find a solution."
The solution turned out to be a flexible schedule: three weeks in Geneva, one week in Seoul, and so on.
It wasn't perfect, but it was better than nothing.
Now Jimin held that piece of paper, wondering if it was a scam or a ray of hope. There was conflicting information on the internet about stem cell therapy, with some calling it a miracle and others calling it quackery.
Finally, he made the call.
"Swiss Medica Clinic, how can I help you?" asked a professional female voice with a Swiss accent.
"Hello, my name is Park Jimin, I'm calling about a consultation regarding Parkinson's disease therapy."
"Of course, who will the treatment be for?"
"For my partner, a 28-year-old with early-onset Parkinson's disease with cognitive symptoms, diagnosed eight months ago."
"I see. Could you please send the medical records to our email address?"
"Yes, I have all the results."
"Great, Dr. Mueller will review the case and contact you within a week."
Three days later, the email arrived. Jimin opened it with a pounding heart, sitting in his hotel room in Seoul, where he was spending a week's vacation.
"Dear Mr. Park, after reviewing your partner's medical records, I believe he is a good candidate for our experimental stem cell therapy. Statistics show that 80% of patients with a similar diagnosis experience a significant improvement in symptoms, and in some cases, the disease stops progressing altogether. I invite you to a personal consultation at our clinic in Geneva. Sincerely, Dr. Hans Mueller."
Jimin read the email five times before he fully understood what it might mean.
Eighty percent.
Significant improvement.
Halting the progression of the disease.
It sounded like science fiction, but the email came from a real clinic with real references.
He showed it to Jungkook, who was lying on the bed reading a book, his hands still trembling slightly despite the medication, but much better than two weeks ago.
"What do you think?" Jimin asked, sitting down next to him.
Jungkook read it slowly, scanning the text twice before responding.
"It sounds too good to be true."
"But what if it is true? What if they can cure you?"
"They don't use the word 'cure,' they talk about improvement and stopping, it's not the same thing."
"But it's better than slowly getting worse. Give me five minutes to look into it."
Jimin opened his laptop and started searching for information about Swiss Medica. He found an official website that looked professional, scientific articles published in reputable journals, and patient reviews with names and photos.
One woman described how she couldn't walk on her own before the therapy, but after three series of injections, she was back to normal.
A man wrote that the tremors that had accompanied him for ten years completely disappeared after six months of treatment.
However, there were also warnings – the therapy was experimental, it had not been approved by most regulatory agencies, the results were unpredictable, and some patients did not respond to the treatment at all.
"How much does it cost?" Jungkook asked practically.
Jimin scrolled down to the pricing section and felt a tightening in his stomach.
"One hundred and fifty thousand euros for a full course of treatment, three series of injections spread over six months."
"That's an absurd amount."
"I have savings from the last few years of playing..."
"That's not even half of what we need."
They sat in silence, thinking about the impossible.
"How about I take out a loan from the bank?" Jimin suggested.
"With what collateral? You don't have a house or any property."
"Maybe the federation will help, after all, you are their champion..."
"The federation doesn't fund experimental therapies that aren't approved by the government, I've already checked."
"There must be some way."
Jimin's phone rang—Laurent.
"Hi, I'm calling to ask if you've heard back from Dr. Mueller?"
"Yes, we're reading the email right now, it looks promising, but..."
"But it costs a fortune, I know. Listen, let's meet for coffee when you get back to Geneva, I have an idea that might help you."
After the call ended, Jungkook looked suspicious.
"I don't trust him."
"Why? He's just trying to help."
"No one helps without ulterior motives, especially when it comes to that kind of money."
"Maybe he's just a good person."
"Or maybe he has intentions towards you that you don't see because you're too close to the situation."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that a handsome Swiss man who openly admits to being gay is spending a lot of time with my partner, who is thousands of miles away from me."
Jimin felt irritation rising in his stomach.
"You're jealous, that's ridiculous."
"I'm not jealous, I'm realistic. People don't offer financial help to strangers for no reason."
"Laurent isn't a stranger, he's a friend."
"Who you've known for three months."
"And you don't know him at all, so maybe hold off on judging."
For the first time in weeks, they argued, raising their voices and throwing hurtful words at each other too easily.
Finally, Jimin ran out, slamming the door behind him.
When he returned an hour later, the emotions had subsided and they resumed their conversation calmly.
After returning to Geneva, he met Laurent at an elegant café by the lake. The Swiss man looked perfect as always, dressed in a Ralph Lauren sweater and jeans that probably cost more than Jimin's monthly salary.
"You look tired," Laurent remarked.
"It's been a tough week, a lot of traveling, a lot of stress."
"How's Jungkook feeling?"
"Physically better, emotionally worse, he doesn't want to be a burden, he's struggling with guilt, the usual stuff."
"It must be difficult for both of you."
"Yes, but we're managing. You said you had an idea about the clinic?"
Laurent hesitated, which was unusual for someone who was usually so confident.
"Listen, this may sound strange, but hear me out before you say no."
"Okay?"
"My family is very wealthy, my father runs a chain of hotels, my mother comes from old aristocracy, I have a trust fund that I will receive in full when I turn thirty, which is in two years, but I already have access to some of those funds."
"Laurent..."
"Wait, let me finish. I want to lend you money for Jungkook's treatment, one hundred and fifty thousand euros. You can pay me back when you can, no interest, no rush."
Jimin looked at him in complete shock.
"Why? Why would you do something like that for strangers?"
"Because you're not strangers, you're my friends, and friends help each other."
"That's a huge amount, I can't..."
"You can and you should, think about Jungkook, this may be his only chance."
"But I don't even know when I'll be able to pay you back, my salary..."
"I don't care when you pay me back, I care that this boy gets the help he needs."
Jimin felt tears welling up in his eyes from gratitude, relief, and something else he couldn't name.
"I don't know what to say."
"Say yes, make an appointment at the clinic, give him a chance."
"But Jungkook doesn't trust you, he'll think you have ulterior motives."
Laurent smiled sadly.
"He's right not to trust me, I do have ulterior motives."
"What?"
"Jimin, I'm not blind, I see how you look at him, how you smile when you get a message from him, how your eyes dim when you talk about his illness, and yes, the selfish and stupid part of me thinks that maybe if I help him, you... I don't know, you'll look at me differently."
Jimin felt as if the world around them had stopped.
"Laurent..."
"But the bigger part of me, the better part, just wants to help because it's the right thing to do, regardless of whether it benefits me or not."
"I'm with Jungkook, I love him, and that's not going to change."
"I know, and I don't expect that to change. I'm offering this as a friend, nothing more. If you can't accept it on those terms, I understand."
Jimin thought long and hard about Jungkook slowly losing himself despite the medication, about the chance to stop this nightmare, about the price of pride compared to the price of love.
"I need to talk to Jungkook before I make a decision."
"Of course, think it over, talk to him, and let me know."
A week later, Jimin returned to Seoul with a heavy heart, knowing that the conversation would be difficult.
Jungkook listened silently as Jimin told him about Laurent's proposal, his face showing a range of emotions—disbelief, anger, resignation.
"I told you he had ulterior motives."
"He admitted it openly, but he's still offering his help without any conditions."
"Nothing is unconditional, Jimin. It may not be explicitly stated, but there will be conditions."
"What if this is our only chance? What if we refuse out of pride and regret it a year from now?"
"I'd rather regret it with pride than live with a debt to someone who wants my partner."
"He doesn't desire me, he made it clear that it's just friendly help."
"And you believed him?"
"Yes."
"You're naive."
They argued again, this time louder, saying things that couldn't be taken back.
Finally, Jungkook said in a tired voice:
"Do what you think is right. If you want to take money from a guy who desires you, that's your decision. I can't stop you."
"He doesn't desire me, he just..."
"Please leave. I need to be alone."
Jimin left the room, feeling worse than ever.
For the next three days, they barely spoke to each other. Jungkook closed himself off, and Jimin didn't know how to break through the wall that had formed between them.
On the fourth day, Seokjin entered the room and found them sitting on opposite sides of the room in icy silence.
"What's going on here?"
"Nothing," they said simultaneously.
"You're lying, I can see something's wrong, tell me."
Jimin told the whole story, and Seokjin listened with a frown.
"So you have a chance at treatment that could stop the disease, but you're not taking it because you're proud?"
"It's not that simple," Jungkook began.
"It is that simple, Jungkook. Your disease is getting worse despite treatment. I've seen the reports. In a year, it may be too late for any therapy. It's now or never."
"But this Laurent..."
"This Laurent is offering money that you can pay back when you're able to. In my opinion, it's a good deal."
"What if he has intentions toward Jimin?"
"It's Jimin's problem to reject him, not yours to control who helps him. Do you trust Jimin or not?"
Silence.
"I trust him."
"Then trust him to know what he's doing."
After Seokjin left, Jungkook looked at Jimin for the first time in many days.
"I'm sorry I was an asshole."
"I'm sorry I didn't listen to your concerns."
"Are you sure you want to take this money?"
"I'm sure I want to give you a chance at a better life, the rest will fall into place."
"Okay, so make an appointment at that clinic, and we'll see what they have to say."
For the first time in weeks, Jimin felt hope returning.
Maybe all is not lost after all.
Maybe science has finally caught up with the disease.
Maybe they have a future ahead of them.
Chapter Text
When Science Meets Desperation
The Swiss Medica clinic was housed in a modern glass and steel building on the outskirts of Geneva, overlooking the Alps, which glistened with snow in the morning sun. It looked more like a luxury hotel than a medical facility, which immediately aroused Jungkook's suspicions.
"Places that look this expensive usually sell hope, not treatment," he muttered as he got out of the taxi.
Jimin ignored the comment because for the past two weeks of traveling from Seoul to Geneva, Jungkook had been in a constant mood of pessimism and criticism, everything was bad, everything was suspicious, everything was doomed to failure before they even tried.
The reception area was white and sterile, smelling of something that was supposed to be calming but only increased their anxiety. A young woman in impeccable makeup and uniform smiled at them as if she were welcoming guests to a spa, not desperate people seeking salvation from an incurable disease.
"Mr. Park? Dr. Mueller is waiting, please follow me."
Dr. Mueller's office was surprisingly modest compared to the rest of the clinic, with a simple desk, a few diplomas on the walls, a model of the human brain on a shelf, and the doctor himself, a man in his sixties with gray hair and gentle eyes behind metal-rimmed glasses.
"Gentlemen, please sit down. Mr. Jeon, right?" He extended his hand to Jungkook, who shook it cautiously, his own hand trembling slightly despite his morning dose of medication.
"Yes, Jeon Jungkook."
"I have reviewed your records very carefully. Early-onset Parkinson's disease with elements of cognitive dementia, diagnosed nine months ago, current drug therapy is producing moderate results, progressive degeneration despite treatment."
"It sounds like a death sentence when you put it that way."
Dr. Mueller smiled sadly.
"I understand your frustration, but let me be honest—your case is difficult, but not hopeless. The mesenchymal stem cell therapy we offer has shown promising results in similar cases."
"Eighty percent of patients report improvement, as you wrote in your email," Jimin reminded him.
"Yes, but I need to explain the nuances of these statistics so that you have realistic expectations. Eighty percent of patients report SOME improvement in symptoms, which can mean anything from a slight reduction in tremors to a complete halt in the progression of the disease. We cannot guarantee specific results."
Jungkook crossed his arms over his chest.
"So you're selling hope without a guarantee for a hundred and fifty thousand euros."
"We're selling an opportunity based on the latest scientific research," Dr. Mueller corrected calmly. "I'll show you the data."
For the next hour, the doctor presented graphs, MRI images before and after treatment, testimonials from patients with documented improvement, and the mechanism of action of the therapy—stem cells taken from donor umbilical cord tissue, grown in a laboratory, injected into the bloodstream, where they theoretically migrate to damaged areas of the brain and help regenerate dopaminergic neurons.
"Theoretically?" Jungkook caught himself.
"The exact mechanism is not 100% understood, we know it works for most patients, but we don't know exactly why it works better for some than others."
"It's an experiment."
"It's an experimental therapy based on solid scientific foundations, there's a difference."
Jimin interjected before Jungkook could continue in a negative tone.
"And what are the risks? Side effects?"
"Good question, the main risk is an immune reaction—the body may reject foreign cells, causing fever, inflammation, and in extreme cases, anaphylactic shock."
"Good question, the main risk is an immune reaction—the body may reject foreign cells, causing fever, inflammation, and in extreme cases, anaphylactic shock. We have protocols to prevent this, but the risk is always there, we estimate it to be around twenty percent."
"One in five patients has serious complications?"
"One in five has SOME kind of immune response, most of which are mild and controlled with medication. Serious complications occur in less than five percent."
"What about cases where the therapy worsens the symptoms?" Jungkook asked. "I read about it on the internet."
Dr. Mueller sighed.
"Yes, there is a small group of patients—about ten percent—in whom the introduction of stem cells seems to accelerate the degenerative process. We don't understand exactly why, maybe it's genetics, maybe timing, maybe something else entirely."
"So I could end up worse than I started."
"It's possible, but unlikely. Statistically, most patients either improve or remain stable, with only a small percentage worsening."
The office fell silent as Jungkook and Jimin looked at each other, trying to convey their thoughts without words.
"Could we talk in private?" Jimin asked.
"Of course, I'll be out for ten minutes, please use this time."
When the doctor left, Jungkook started right away.
"It sounds like gambling with my life for an absurd price."
"Everything in medicine is a gamble, every drug has side effects, every operation involves risk."
"But normally you don't pay a hundred and fifty thousand for an untested experimental therapy."
"Proven in eighty percent of patients."
"With SOME improvement, maybe slight, maybe placebo."
"Or maybe significant, maybe it will completely stop your disease, we won't know until we try."
Jungkook got up and walked to the window, looking at the mountains in the distance.
"I'm afraid, Jimin, I'm afraid it won't work and we'll waste money we don't have, I'm afraid it will only work a little and I'll live in uncertainty about whether it was worth it, I'm afraid it will make everything worse and I'll die faster than if I did nothing."
Jimin walked over to him and hugged him from behind.
"I know you're scared, I'm scared too, but I'm more scared to watch you slowly disappear without trying to save yourself."
"What if Laurent has expectations he hasn't told you about? What if this financial help isn't as selfless as he claims?"
"We've already talked about this, do you trust me or not?"
"I trust you, I don't trust him."
"That's enough, I'll make it clear to him that it's just a loan that we'll pay back at the first opportunity."
Jungkook turned to him.
"If we do this, it's on my terms—I decide when we stop, if the side effects are unbearable, you don't try to convince me to continue despite the pain, okay?"
"Okay."
"And we talk to Laurent together, both of us, so that everything is clear and transparent."
"Of course."
They kissed briefly and returned to their chairs as Dr. Mueller came back in.
"Have we made a decision?"
"We want to try," Jimin said before Jungkook could change his mind. "But we have questions about the details of the process."
For the next hour, the doctor explained the protocol—three series of injections spread over six months, each series consisting of five days of hospitalization during which the patient receives a slow drip of stem cells, three months between series to assess the effects, weekly blood tests, monthly MRI scans, and observation of neurological symptoms.
"When could we start?" Jimin asked.
"I have to order the cells from our supplier, which takes about two weeks, and we also have to do preliminary tests to make sure Mr. Jeon is a good candidate, immune tests, detailed MRIs, genetic tests."
"How much do these preliminary tests cost?"
"Ten thousand euros, included in the final price if you decide to proceed, refundable if we exclude you as a candidate for medical reasons."
They left the clinic two hours later with their heads full of information and emotions, and Jimin immediately called Laurent.
"Can we meet? You, me, and Jungkook, we need to talk about finances."
They met in the evening at a neutral location—a small restaurant in the center of Geneva, where it was neither too loud nor too quiet. Laurent arrived on time, looking nervous, which was rare.
"Thank you for coming," Jimin began. "Jungkook wanted to talk to you in person about your offer."
Jungkook looked Laurent straight in the eye.
"Why do you really want to lend us this money?"
Laurent didn't look away.
"I told Jimin honestly—part of me hopes it will make him see me differently, but most of me just wants to help because it's the right thing to do."
"And you expect me to believe in the altruism of a guy who barely knows us?"
"I don't expect you to believe anything, I expect you to protect the person you love, I would do the same in your place."
"But you're not in my place, I'm sick, I'm losing my mind, and you're a healthy, rich guy who can have whoever he wants."
"Jungkook..." Jimin tried to interrupt, but Laurent raised his hand.
"No, it's a fair question, it deserves a fair answer," he looked at Jungkook. "You're right that I could have almost anyone I want, but I want someone who is taken, who looks at his fiancé as if he were the whole world, and instead of being bitter with jealousy, I prefer to help them stay together. Maybe it's stupid, maybe it's masochistic, but that's who I am."
Jungkook was silent for a long time, processing these words.
"If we accept your money, it's on clear terms—it's a loan, not a gift, we'll pay back every cent as soon as we can, you have no right to decide about my treatment or Jimin's life, you're just financial support, nothing more, clear?"
"Crystal clear."
"And if you ever try anything inappropriate with Jimin, anything that crosses the boundaries of friendship, we'll return the money immediately and you'll break off contact, agreed?"
"Agreed."
Jimin looked between them, feeling a strange mixture of relief and discomfort.
"So, we've agreed, Laurent lends us the money, we start treatment, everyone knows where they stand."
"Exactly," Laurent pulled out an envelope. "Here's a check for ten thousand for the initial tests, I'll transfer the rest when you're ready for the first round."
Jungkook took the envelope as if it weighed a ton.
"Thank you," he said with difficulty. "It's not easy for me to say this, but... thank you."
"You're welcome, really."
After leaving the restaurant, when Laurent was already gone, Jungkook stopped in the middle of the street.
"I feel awful taking money from a guy who wants my partner."
"He doesn't want me, he said he understands..."
"Saying he understands and accepting it are two different things. I saw the way he looked at you."
"How?"
"The way I look at you, with hope and pain at the same time."
Jimin hugged him tightly in the middle of the street in Geneva, while people passed them by indifferently.
"I love you, only you, no one else exists."
"I know, but that doesn't change the fact that we owe him something now."
"We owe him money, which we'll pay back, nothing more."
"I hope you're right."
A week later, Jungkook passed all the preliminary tests, and the results were encouraging—his immune profile was good, his genetics showed no contraindications, and an MRI confirmed that the disease was still in its early stages.
"You are a good candidate," Dr. Mueller said with satisfaction. "We can start the first round in two weeks."
The two weeks of waiting were exhausting. Jungkook was nervous and irritable, his symptoms seemed to worsen from pure stress, and he lay awake at night imagining all the ways the therapy could go wrong.
Jimin tried to calm him down, but he was just as scared, only better at hiding it.
Finally, the day arrived, the first day of the first round. Jungkook was admitted to a private room in the clinic that looked more like a hotel room than a hospital room, with a large bed, a TV, and a view of the mountains.
The nurse inserted an IV with professional ease and prepared a drip with a clear liquid that contained millions of stem cells to save his brain.
"It will take about three hours," she explained. "You may feel a little cold, sometimes nauseous, that's normal."
Jimin sat next to him, holding his hand as the fluid slowly began to flow into Jungkook's veins.
"How do you feel?"
"Strange, as if my future is flowing into me through a needle."
"Optimistically or pessimistically strange?"
"I don't know yet."
They sat in silence, watching the IV slowly empty drop by drop, time passing slowly, each minute feeling like an hour.
After two hours, Jungkook began to shiver.
"Cold, damn, how cold."
The nurse brought blankets, but the shaking intensified and his temperature began to rise.
"It's an immune response," she said calmly. "It's common, I'll give you something for it."
An injection of something brought the fever down, but Jungkook felt terrible—nauseous, dizzy, as if his body were fighting an internal war.
"Is this normal?" Jimin asked the nurse weakly.
"Absolutely, the body is adjusting to foreign cells, it should pass in a few hours."
And indeed, after five hours, Jungkook felt better, tired but stable, he fell into a deep sleep, and Jimin held his hand all night.
The next morning, he woke up feeling... different.
Not better, not worse, just different, as if something subtle had changed in his brain.
"How are you feeling?" Jimin asked immediately, getting up from the chair where he had been sleeping.
"I don't know, weird, like I'm somehow lighter."
"Is that good or bad?"
"I don't know yet."
Over the next four days, he received more infusions, each bringing a similar reaction—fever, chills, nausea, then a strange feeling of change.
On the fifth day, he left the clinic with instructions: rest, no alcohol, regular medication, observation of symptoms.
"The effects may be visible in two weeks or two months," Dr. Mueller explained. "Patience is key."
On the way back to the hotel, Jungkook said quietly,
"What if it doesn't work?"
"Then we'll try a second round, and then a third, we'll give it a chance."
"What if all three don't work?"
"Then at least we'll know we tried everything."
Jungkook nodded and looked out the window at the Alps, glistening in the sun, indifferent to the human dramas unfolding at their feet.
Hope and fear mingled in equal measure in his heart.
Now all that remained was to wait.
And pray that science would triumph over nature.
Chapter Text
When hope becomes reality
The first thing Jungkook noticed two weeks into his first round of therapy was that his right hand no longer shook when he reached for his coffee mug—a small, simple movement that used to be automatic but had required conscious effort and concentration for months.
He lifted the mug to his lips without spilling a drop.
He set it down on the table without his fingers shaking.
"Jimin," he called to the kitchen, where his fiancé was making breakfast. "Look at this."
Jimin came out with a frying pan in his hand, his eyes full of questions.
"What should I look at?"
Jungkook demonstratively lifted the cup, took a sip, put it down, lifted it again, and didn't flinch once.
Jimin dropped the frying pan on the floor.
"Your hand... it's not..."
"It's not shaking, it's been steady since I woke up two days ago. I thought it was a coincidence, but today is the third day in a row."
Jimin ran up and grabbed his hand, examining it like the most precious treasure, his own hands shaking with emotion, which he tried to control.
"It's working, damn it, Jungkook, it's really working!"
"I don't know if it's the therapy or a random remission..."
"It's the therapy, it has to be the therapy, the timing is too perfect to be a coincidence!"
Over the next few weeks, the changes were slow but consistent, the tremor in his left hand also decreased significantly, his gait became smoother, without the slight dragging of his right leg that had appeared in recent months, he slept better, waking up rested rather than exhausted.
But the most significant change was his memory.
A month after the first round, Jungkook sat over a chessboard, analyzing a game he had watched on the Internet, a complicated variation of the Sicilian Defense with many options and possibilities.
Everything came back to him naturally, sequences that had disappeared from his head months ago suddenly became fresh and accessible again, and his brain worked like a well-oiled machine for the first time since his diagnosis.
He called Seokjin in Seoul, despite the late hour.
"Jungkook? Is everything okay? It's 2 a.m. here."
"I'm sorry, but I had to tell you that my memory is coming back, I can analyze games at a master level again, it's amazing."
"That's great news, it means the stem cells are actually regenerating neurons, just as they hoped!"
"I don't want to get too excited, maybe it's just temporary..."
"Or maybe it's the beginning of real improvement, allow yourself to be optimistic sometimes."
A month and two weeks after the therapy, Jungkook had a follow-up appointment at the clinic, and Dr. Mueller conducted a series of neurological tests, which he hadn't been doing very well for months.
"Touch my finger, then your nose, quickly, ten times."
Jungkook performed the task flawlessly.
"Draw a spiral."
The spiral was even and clean.
"List all the months of the year in reverse order."
"December, November, October, September, August, July, June, May, April, March, February, January."
Without hesitation, without mistakes.
Dr. Mueller smiled broadly, which was rare for his usually reserved face.
"This is a significant improvement, Mr. Jeon. I haven't seen such a spectacular response to the first round in a long time."
"Spectacular in a positive sense?"
"In a very positive sense. Your motor functions have improved by about forty percent, and your cognitive functions by thirty percent. These are remarkable results."
Jimin squeezed Jungkook's hand so hard it almost hurt.
"What does this mean in the long term?"
"It means that you belong to a group of patients who respond very well to therapy. If this trend continues in the second and third rounds, we can talk about stopping the progression of the disease and maybe even partially reversing the damage."
"Reversing?" Jungkook couldn't believe it. "I thought neurological damage was irreversible."
"It usually is, but in some cases, stem cells help the brain regenerate neural connections that seemed lost. We don't fully understand the mechanism, but the effects are documented."
After leaving the clinic, Jungkook and Jimin sat in a small park on Lake Geneva, watching the swans swimming indifferently to human dramas.
"I'm afraid to believe it," Jungkook admitted quietly. "I'm afraid it's a dream and I'll wake up back in a nightmare."
"It's not a dream, I saw the test results, I heard the doctor, it's real."
"What if the effects wear off? What if it's just a temporary improvement before another deterioration?"
"Then we'll keep fighting, but stop assuming the worst before it happens, let yourself be happy now."
Jungkook looked at his hands, which were holding steady, not shaking.
"I can't remember the last time I felt hope, real hope, not just desperate hope."
"Get used to that feeling, because it's going to stay with us."
Two months after the first round, Jungkook felt well enough to start training chess regularly again. He wasn't at tournament level yet, but it was enough to know that his skills were coming back.
He played chess online with anonymous opponents, winning most of his games. His style was perhaps less aggressive than before, but more thoughtful, more mature.
Jimin watched him on his laptop, sitting on the couch in their small rented apartment in Geneva, which had become their shared home.
"Do you miss tournaments?" he asked.
"Sometimes, but I don't miss the pressure and expectations that wore me out."
"Do you think you'll ever return to professional play?"
"Maybe, if the second and third rounds go as well, maybe in a year I'll be ready, but this time on my terms, for fun, not out of obligation."
"That would be great."
Three months after the first round, it was time for the second. Jungkook returned to the clinic with mixed feelings, his excitement about the results so far mixed with the fear that he might ruin everything.
"What if the second round doesn't go as well?" he worried
in the taxi on the way to the clinic.
"You'll still be in a better position than before the first round," Jimin reminded him. "You've already won, the rest is a bonus."
The second round was similar to the first—five days of hospitalization, stem cell IVs, mild fever, and nausea that quickly passed. Jungkook handled it all better this time, knowing what to expect.
A week after the second round, the effects began to appear even faster than after the first.
His sleep improved significantly, and he woke up in the morning feeling like a normal person, not a zombie.
His memory was sharper, and he could recall details from years ago that he thought were lost forever.
His coordination was almost perfect; he could tie his shoelaces, fasten small buttons, and write legibly with no problem.
"It's amazing," he told Jimin two weeks after the second round. "I feel like I did before my diagnosis, maybe even better, because I appreciate every little thing."
"You look better too, you have color in your cheeks and a sparkle in your eyes."
"That's thanks to you, not the therapy."
"It's a combination of both."
A month after the second round, during a follow-up visit, Dr. Mueller was clearly excited about the test results.
"Your improvement exceeds our most optimistic predictions. The MRI shows actual regeneration in areas that were damaged, which is rare, very rare."
"What does that mean in practical terms?"
"It means that if the third round goes as well, we can talk about long-term remission, maybe even decades of normal functioning."
"Decades?" Jungkook felt tears welling up in his eyes. "I thought I had a year, maybe two."
"Medicine sometimes surprises us. Your body is responding exceptionally well to the therapy."
After leaving the clinic, Jungkook and Jimin stood in the parking lot, unable to believe what they had heard.
"Decades," Jungkook whispered. "I can live a normal life, we can get married, maybe even have children someday..."
"Now anything is possible."
They hugged each other tightly, oblivious to the people around them, crying with relief, joy, and incredible gratitude for the second life they had been given.
Four months after the first round, two months after the second, Jungkook was living the most normal life he had had in a year.
In the morning, he woke up without trembling, ate the breakfast he had prepared himself without spilling anything, read books without forgetting the previous chapters, and went for walks around the lake without getting tired.
In the evenings, he played chess online, winning more and more, and his ranking slowly returned to championship level.
Jimin would come home from work at FIDE and find him smiling instead of exhausted, which was the best part of every day.
"How are you feeling?" Jimin would ask every day.
"Alive," Jungkook would reply. "For the first time in months, I feel truly alive."
One afternoon, five months after the first round, a month before the planned third round, Jungkook was sitting in their small living room analyzing the game when the doorbell rang.
Jimin was at work, so Jungkook opened the door himself.
Laurent stood in the doorway, looking uncomfortable.
"Hi, sorry for dropping by unannounced, can I come in for a moment?"
"Sure," Jungkook opened the door wider, despite an instinctive distrust that never completely disappeared.
They sat down in the living room, and Laurent clearly didn't know how to start.
"I heard from Jimin that the therapy is working great, I'm very happy."
"Thank you, your financial help literally saved my life."
"You don't have to thank me, I would do the same for any friend."
An awkward silence fell between them.
"I'd like to talk to you about something," Laurent began. "About Jimin."
Jungkook felt a tightness in his stomach.
"I'm listening."
"I know you don't trust me, and you have every right not to, but I want you to know that I'm giving up on hoping for anything more than friendship. I see how you look at him, how he looks at you. It's a love I can't and won't compete with."
"Why are you telling me this?"
"Because I want you to know that I'm not a threat. I can only be a friend to both of you, if you let me."
Jungkook stared at him for a long time, trying to gauge his sincerity.
"That must have been difficult to say."
"Yes, but it was necessary. I don't want you to spend your life worrying about my intentions."
"I appreciate that, I really do."
They shook hands, this time sincerely, without any hidden tension.
After Laurent left, Jungkook felt a strange relief, as if a weight he didn't know he was carrying had been lifted from him.
Maybe everything will work out after all.
Maybe they have a future ahead of them without drama and complications.
Maybe they'll just be happy.
In the evening, when Jimin came home from work, Jungkook said,
"Laurent came to see me today."
"What did he want?"
"To say that he's giving up on you, that he just wants to be friends."
Jimin smiled.
"I told him the same thing last week, I'm glad he reassured you too."
"Do you think everything will be okay? With us, with therapy, with life?"
"I think we have the best chance of our lives, the rest is up to us."
They kissed slowly and tenderly, and the future that once seemed impossible now stretched out before them, full of possibilities.
In a month, the third round of therapy.
In six months, perhaps complete remission.
In a year, perhaps a wedding.
In ten years, perhaps children and a normal life.
Now everything was possible.
Everything.
Chapter Text
When genius meets genius
Jimin was sitting in his office at FIDE headquarters in Geneva, reviewing documents for an upcoming junior tournament, when his assistant Claudia gently knocked on the door.
"Mr. Park, sorry to bother you, but there's a little boy here who really wants to see you."
"A little boy?"
"Yes, he's about six or seven years old. He came with his nanny and says he absolutely must speak to the chess ambassador."
Jimin smiled, intrigued.
"All right, please bring them in."
A moment later, an elegant woman in her forties, dressed in an expensive suit, entered the office, leading by the hand a little boy with dark hair and huge brown eyes that looked at Jimin with an intensity unusual in children.
"Good morning, my name is Madame Rousseau, I am Lucas Beaumont's nanny," the woman introduced herself with a distinct French accent. "We apologize for coming without an appointment, but Lucas insisted that he needed to see you."
The boy stared at Jimin without blinking, clutching something in his pocket with his small hand.
"No problem, please have a seat. Lucas, right? How can I help you?"
The boy finally spoke in a quiet but firm voice:
"I want to learn to play chess from the best master in the world."
Jimin was surprised by his directness.
"That's a very ambitious goal, where did you get that idea?"
Lucas pulled a crumpled photograph printed from the internet out of his pocket, showing Jimin and Jungkook standing on the podium after a tournament, holding trophies.
"I saw you on TV a month ago, playing in a simultaneous exhibition match for children in Geneva. I was there with my dad and I saw how quickly you moved the pieces, and every move made sense. It was like magic."
"That's nice, but I don't give private lessons, my job as an ambassador..."
"Please," Lucas interrupted, his eyes filling with tears, which he was clearly trying to hold back. "My dad doesn't understand, he thinks chess is a waste of time, he wants me to study business and finance like him, but I don't want to, I want to play chess, it's the only thing that interests me."
Madame Rousseau looked embarrassed.
"Mr. Park, his father, Philippe Beaumont, is a very busy man, he runs a pharmaceutical empire, he has specific plans for his son..."
"I don't want those plans!" Lucas burst out. "I hate business, I hate meetings, I just want chess!"
Jimin saw the desperation in the child's eyes, it reminded him of his own childhood in an orphanage, where chess was the only thing that gave him a sense of control.
"Listen, Lucas, I understand your passion, but I can't give private lessons, it would be unfair to the other children who also want to learn."
"But I'm not like other children," Lucas replied simply. "I'm good, really good, give me one lesson and you'll see for yourself."
"Lucas!" Madame Rousseau admonished him. "Don't be arrogant."
"It's not arrogance if it's true," the boy muttered.
Jimin couldn't help but smile; such confidence in such a young child was rare.
"Okay, I'll show you something," Jimin took out a small magnetic chessboard he kept in his desk. "This is a position from the famous game between Kasparov and Karpov in 1985, very complicated, Black's move, what would you play?"
He told Lucas to sit down, set up the position, and the boy stared at it intently for about twenty seconds, then without hesitation moved the knight to e4.
Jimin felt the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end.
"How do you know this move?"
"I don't know, I just see that it's the only sensible move, the knight attacks the rook and controls the center."
"But that was exactly the move Karpov used, a brilliant move that commentators have analyzed for years."
Lucas shrugged as if it were obvious.
"Any other move means defeat."
Jimin looked at Madame Rousseau, who looked equally shocked.
"Has Lucas ever formally studied chess?"
"No, his father forbade him. He only lets him play online sometimes, as a reward for good grades at school. He taught himself everything."
"And what is his online rating?"
"I don't know exactly..."
"1800 points on chess.com," Lucas said proudly. "I'm in the top ten in Switzerland in the junior category."
1800 points at the age of six without formal training was not only impressive, but downright impossible; most adult amateurs never reached that level.
"Lucas, can I ask you one more question? When you think about chess, what do you see?"
The boy thought for a moment.
"I see patterns, lines, connections between the pieces, like a spider's web. Every move changes the pattern, and I have to find the best new pattern."
This was a characteristic of true talent—the ability to see the chessboard not as individual pieces, but as a holistic system of connections.
Jimin knew he had found something extraordinary.
"Madame Rousseau, could you give me Lucas's father's contact information? I'd like to talk to him."
"Of course, but I warn you, Philippe is very stubborn in his views, it won't be easy to convince him."
"I understand, but I have to try, such talent cannot be wasted."
Lucas looked at him with hope in his eyes.
"So you'll teach me?"
"Not me personally, but I know someone who is a much better teacher, my partner Jeon Jungkook, he was a world champion, he currently lives here in Geneva."
"Really?! The one in the photo?" Lucas jumped up with excitement.
"Yes, but first I have to talk to your father, I can't do anything without his consent."
After Lucas and Madame Rousseau left, Jimin immediately called Jungkook.
"Hey, I have something interesting for you. Remember how you said you missed teaching?"
"Yes, why?"
"I just met a six-year-old boy who may be the greatest chess talent I've ever seen, and he needs a teacher."
"A six-year-old? Jimin, kids that age can barely concentrate for five minutes."
"He's not a normal child, trust me, you'll see for yourself."
That evening, Jimin arranged to meet Philippe Beaumont at an exclusive restaurant in the center of Geneva, a place where businessmen conducted negotiations over dinners worth more than an ordinary person's monthly salary.
Philippe Beaumont was a man in his forties, dressed in a perfectly tailored Italian designer suit, with slicked-back hair and cold blue eyes that assessed everything as an investment.
"Mr. Park, I hear you wanted to talk to me about my son," his voice was gentle but devoid of warmth.
"Yes, Lucas came to my office today asking for chess lessons."
"Oh, that boy and his obsession," Philippe sighed. "I thought he would grow out of it, but apparently I was wrong."
"With all due respect, Mr. Beaumont, it's not an obsession, it's a talent, an extraordinary talent. Your son has the potential to become a grandmaster."
"A grandmaster?" Philippe laughed. "So what? Grandmasters don't run international corporations, they don't manage billions, they play a game for absurd amounts of money."
"Not all success is measured in money."
"Easy to say to someone who doesn't have to worry about the future of a three-billion-franc empire."
Jimin felt his irritation growing.
"Your son is six years old, he has a right to his own dreams."
"My son has the privilege of being born into a family that can give him everything, but with that privilege comes responsibility, someone has to take over the company my grandfather built from scratch."
"What if Lucas doesn't want that responsibility?"
"He'll learn to want it, just like I did. My father didn't ask me either."
"And are you happy?"
Philippe hesitated, something flashed in his eyes for a second, perhaps regret, perhaps longing, but he quickly hid it behind a mask of professionalism.
"Happiness is a luxury, duty is a necessity."
"That's a terrible philosophy of life."
"It's a realistic philosophy of life."
Jimin leaned forward.
"Mr. Beaumont, in my career, I've seen hundreds of children playing chess. Most of them are average, some are good, maybe one in a thousand has real talent, and your son is one in a million. He has something that cannot be taught—natural intuition and vision of the board. It would be a tragedy to waste that."
"For whom? For him or for you?"
"For him. In ten years, when he's unhappy in a suit at board meetings, you'll regret not letting him try."
Philippe sipped his wine slowly, remaining silent for a long moment.
"Let's say I agree to these lessons. What can you guarantee me? That my son will become a champion? That he will find happiness?"
"I can't guarantee anything except that he'll have a chance to discover who he really is. Isn't it worth the risk?"
"Everything has a price, Mr. Park. What is the price of these lessons?"
"There is no price. My partner, Jeon Jungkook, is willing to teach Lucas for free, as a hobby during his recovery."
"Nothing is free."
"Sometimes people help because it's the right thing to do. I know that's a foreign concept in the business world."
Philippe almost smiled.
"You're very idealistic for someone in your position."
"And you're very cynical for the father of a little boy."
Silence fell again. Philippe was clearly considering his options as an investment.
"All right, I'll agree to a three-month trial period, two lessons a week. If after that time Lucas is still interested and making progress, I'll consider continuing."
"What if he makes tremendous progress?"
"We'll see."
They shook hands, the deal was done, although Jimin had an unpleasant feeling that Philippe would never allow his son to choose chess over the empire, regardless of his talent.
That night at home, Jungkook listened with growing interest to the stories about Lucas.
"He sounds like me at his age, except that I had a father who forced me to play, and he has a father who forbids him to do so."
"Exactly, but the same family pressure, the same expectations."
"Do you think I could really help him? After my illness, I don't know if I'm smart enough to teach at a high level."
"You're smarter now than you were before your illness, therapy works wonders."
"When should I start?"
"In a week, two lessons a week, Philippe has agreed to a trial period."
Jungkook thought for a moment, then nodded.
"Okay, I'll do it, but on one condition—if I see that Lucas is unhappy or his parents are putting too much pressure on him, I'll quit immediately."
"Agreed, we don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past."
A week later, Jungkook was waiting in a small conference room in the FIDE building for his first lesson with Lucas. He had a chessboard, a clock, and a notebook ready.
When the door opened and a little boy with big eyes full of excitement walked in, Jungkook felt something that was a mixture of nostalgia and determination.
"Hi Lucas, my name is Jungkook, I'm going to teach you chess."
"I know who you are!" Lucas almost shouted. "You won the world championship two years ago! I watched all your games on YouTube!"
"That's nice, so tell me, what do you already know about chess?"
"Everything!" Lucas sat down at the board. "I know all the openings, all the endgames, all the tactics!"
"OK, I'll show you a position, tell me what you see."
Jungkook set up a complicated position in the middle game, and Lucas looked at it for about ten seconds.
"White wins in eleven moves, starting with the knight on g5."
Jungkook checked it on the computer, Lucas was right.
For the next five minutes, he tested the boy, showing him various positions, each of which he solved correctly in a matter of seconds.
"Lucas, how old were you when you started playing?"
"Four. I found a chessboard in my dad's study, asked him how to play, he showed me once, and then I taught myself from the internet."
"And you never had a coach?"
"No, my dad wouldn't let me, he said it was a waste of time."
Jungkook felt a familiar twinge in his heart; it was his story, only reversed.
"Okay, Lucas, forget everything you learned from the internet. We're starting from scratch. I'll teach you not only how to play, but also why to play. The difference is huge."
"I don't understand."
"You'll see. Now show me your favorite game you've ever played."
Lucas began setting up the pieces, recounting a game in which he had beaten a computer rated 1900. His eyes sparkled, his hands trembled with excitement, and his voice jumped as he described each move.
Jungkook watched and saw himself twenty years ago, the same madness, the same passion, the same fire.
And he knew that regardless of his father, regardless of the empire, regardless of expectations, he had to give this child the chance he never had.
The chance to play for joy, not out of obligation.
A chance to be himself.
Chapter Text
When dreams collide with duty
During the first six weeks of lessons, Jungkook discovered something he hadn't expected—the joy of teaching someone who really wanted to learn. Lucas came twice a week for hour-long sessions, and every minute was filled with intense concentration and enthusiasm that Jungkook hadn't seen in anyone in years.
"Why is this move better than that one?" Lucas asked for the hundredth time during the eighth lesson, pointing with his little finger at two different squares on the board.
"Because this move," Jungkook moved the piece, "opens up a line for your rook in three moves, you see? Planning isn't a single move, it's a sequence of moves leading to a goal."
Lucas frowned, concentrating, then suddenly his face lit up.
"Oh! I get it! It's like building a bridge, every stone has to be in the right place so the bridge doesn't collapse!"
"Exactly, you're very smart for a six-year-old."
"Mom says I'm weird because I prefer chess to cartoons."
"You're not weird, you're special, and that's a big difference."
Lucas smiled broadly, revealing a missing tooth, then returned to the board, completely focused.
After the lesson, when Lucas left Madame Rousseau's room, Jimin, who had been watching everything from the sidelines, entered the room.
"Did you see how focused he is? It's amazing for a child his age."
"He has a natural talent I haven't seen in years, maybe since I was his age. With the right training, he could become the youngest grandmaster in history."
"Are you serious?"
"Of course. His vision of the board, his speed in calculating variations, his intuition—it's all innate. I can only sharpen and guide it."
"Do you think Philippe will let him continue after the trial period?"
Jungkook sighed.
"Honestly? I don't know. I saw him once when he brought Lucas here. He looked at his son as a future investment, not as a child."
"That's sad."
"I know the feeling, my father looked at me the same way, only the game mattered, only the results, never me as a person."
In the eighth week, everything changed.
Lucas came to class with red eyes, suggesting he had been crying. He sat down at the blackboard but didn't look at the figures. His usually lively eyes were empty.
"Lucas, what happened?" Jungkook asked gently.
"Dad says this is the last lesson."
"What? Why?"
"Because I have to go to business classes for kids, they teach how to run a company, numbers, charts, boring stuff."
"But we still have a month of the trial period left."
"Dad said he's seen enough, that chess is going nowhere, that I'm wasting my time."
Jungkook felt a familiar anger rising in his stomach.
"Wait here a moment, okay? I need to make a call."
He left the room and immediately dialed the number Philippe Beaumont had given him in case of an emergency.
"Mr. Beaumont? This is Jeon Jungkook, your son's chess teacher."
"Oh, yes, I wanted to contact you. Thank you for your time, but I've decided that the lessons are no longer necessary."
"Unnecessary? Your son has a talent that I see once in a decade!"
"A talent for board games is not a useful skill in the real world."
"The real world? Lucas is six years old, his real world should be full of passion and discovery, not business charts!"
"With all due respect, Mr. Jeon, you don't have children, you don't understand the responsibility of preparing a successor."
"You're right, I don't have children, but I had a father who treated me like a project rather than a human being, and I know exactly how that ends."
"How?"
"With trauma, anger, years of therapy to repair relationships. Is that what you want for your son?"
Philippe was silent for a moment.
"My relationship with my son is my business. Thank you for your services. I'll send payment for the lessons so far."
"I don't want your money. I want you to give your son a chance."
"A chance at what? To become a chess player? To earn an average salary playing in tournaments?"
"A chance at happiness, at doing what he loves."
"Love doesn't pay the bills, Mr. Jeon."
"But it builds a life worth living. Your son will be unhappy his whole life if you force him down a path he doesn't want to take."
"Or he'll be grateful to me for preparing him for reality. Time will tell."
Philippe hung up the phone.
Jungkook returned to the room where Lucas sat with his head down, his small shoulders shaking from suppressed crying.
"I talked to your dad."
"And what did he say?"
"That the lesson is over."
Lucas finally burst into tears, not quietly, but loudly and desperately, as only children can cry when their world is falling apart.
"I don't want to study business! I hate numbers! I just want to play chess!"
Jungkook knelt down next to him and hugged him, his small body trembling in his arms.
"I know, I know it's unfair."
"Why don't adults ever listen? Why do they have to control everything?"
"Because they're afraid, they're afraid that children will make mistakes, but sometimes the biggest mistake is not letting children try."
Lucas wiped his tears with his little fist.
"Were you happy when you were little?"
"No, my dad also forced me to play chess, but for a different reason, he wanted me to be the best, that was hard too."
"But at least you got to play."
"That's true, I'm sorry I can't help you more."
Lucas took a small chess king figurine out of his pocket, apparently handmade from wood.
"I made this for you to thank you for the lessons."
Jungkook took the figurine, feeling a lump in his throat. It was crudely made, but full of love and effort.
"This is the most beautiful gift I've ever received."
"Promise me something."
"What?"
"That when I'm older and can make my own decisions, I'll find you, and you'll teach me again."
"I promise that wherever I am, I'll always make time for you."
After Lucas left, Jungkook sat alone in the empty room, holding the wooden king and feeling a helplessness that reminded him of his own childhood.
Jimin came in and found him sitting in the room.
"I heard what happened, I'm sorry."
"I hate it, I hate seeing talent wasted because of my parents' stupid ego."
"Maybe we should try again, talk to Philippe together?"
"He won't listen. To him, Lucas is just the future CEO, not a person with his own dreams."
"Sounds familiar."
"Exactly, and there's nothing I can do. I have no right, I'm not a member of the family, I'm just a stranger who tried to help."
Jimin sat down next to him.
"You did what you could, you gave him eight weeks of joy and learning, that's more than nothing."
"But that's not enough. In ten years, Lucas will be an unhappy businessman thinking about what could have been."
"Or he'll find his own way despite his father. People sometimes do that."
"I hope so, I really do."
A week later, Jungkook received an unexpected message from Madame Rousseau.
"Mr. Jeon, I need to meet with you urgently. It's about Lucas. Please don't tell Philippe about this."
They met in a small cafe away from the city center. Madame Rousseau looked nervous and tired.
"What happened?"
"Lucas has stopped eating, he literally refuses to eat, he says that if he can't play chess, he doesn't want to live."
"My God, that's serious."
"Philippe thinks it's just a childish whim that will pass, but I've been with this boy for five years and I've never seen him so desperate."
"What can I do?"
"I don't know, maybe talk to him? Convince him that life is worth living even without chess?"
"But that would be a lie. For someone with such passion, life without chess is not worth living."
Madame Rousseau covered her face with her hands.
"I don't know what to do, his parents won't listen, the child is unhappy, and I'm just a nanny with no authority."
Jungkook thought hard, but none of his ideas seemed to lead anywhere.
"How about we talk to Lucas's mother? I hear she's more understanding."
"Isabelle? She loves Lucas, but she's completely dominated by Philippe, she never argues with him."
"Maybe if she saw how much her son is suffering?"
"I don't know if that will be enough, but we can try."
Two days later, Jungkook, Jimin, and Madame Rousseau were sitting in an elegant café across from Isabelle Beaumont, a woman in her mid-thirties with delicate features and sad eyes that suggested she herself was not happy in her life.
"Thank you for agreeing to meet with us," Jungkook began. "We want to talk about Lucas."
"I'm listening, but please hurry, my husband doesn't know I'm here."
"Your son has an extraordinary talent for chess, a talent I see once in a lifetime. With the right training, he could become a grandmaster before he turns twenty."
"I know Lucas loves chess, but Philippe says..."
"With all due respect, Mrs. Beaumont, what your husband says is irrelevant. What matters is what your son feels."
Isabelle looked at her coffee.
"Do you think I don't know? Do you think I don't see how unhappy he is?"
"So why don't you do anything about it?"
"Because I have no choice!" Her voice suddenly rose. "Philippe controls everything, the money, the house, decisions about Lucas. If I oppose him, what can I do? Divorce? I'll lose my son completely."
Jimin gently interjected.
"But you're already losing your son. Every day he can't do what he loves, a part of his soul dies."
Isabelle began to cry quietly.
"You don't know what it's like to live in a golden cage. From the outside, everything looks beautiful, but inside, you're suffocating."
"So maybe it's time to break out of that cage," Jungkook said. "For yourself and for your son."
"Easy to say, hard to do."
"Everything worth doing is hard."
Isabelle wiped her tears with a tissue, her hands shaking.
"What exactly are you suggesting?"
"Let Lucas continue his lessons in secret, twice a week. Tell Philippe it's French or math lessons. It will give Lucas something to look forward to."
"What if Philippe finds out?"
"Then we'll have a problem, but isn't it worth the risk for the sake of the child's happiness?"
Isabelle thought about it for a long time, her face showing her inner struggle.
Finally, she nodded.
"All right, we'll do it, but discretion is absolutely crucial. If Philippe finds out, he'll destroy us all."
"We understand."
The following week, Lucas officially returned to class as an "advanced math student with a private tutor," and his face lit up like the sun when he saw Jungkook.
"I knew I'd be back! I knew it!"
"Your mom is a brave woman."
"Mom is the best. Sometimes she cries at night, thinking I can't hear her, but I can."
"Why does she cry?"
"I don't know, probably because of adult stuff."
For the next few weeks, the lessons continued in secret. Lucas made tremendous progress, his online ranking rose to two thousand, which was incredible for a seven-year-old, and he began winning small online tournaments under a pseudonym.
For two months, everything went well.
Then Philippe found out.
Madame Rousseau called Jungkook in a panic.
"Philippe found the chess notes in Lucas's room, he knows everything, he's furious, he's yelling at Isabelle, threatening divorce, saying Lucas won't be watching chess for the next ten years."
"Where is Lucas now?"
"In his room, he locked himself in, I can hear him crying."
"I'm on my way."
"Philippe won't let you in."
"We'll see."
Jungkook drove to the Beaumonts' estate, a huge villa in the hills of Geneva, surrounded by walls and a gate, where he was denied entry via the intercom.
"Mr. Beaumont doesn't want to see you."
"Tell him I won't leave until we talk."
He waited at the gate for two hours until Philippe finally came out in person, his face red with anger.
"You have the audacity to come to my house after what you've done?"
"I helped your son be happy, that's not a crime."
"Lying to me, undermining my authority, that's a crime!"
"Your authority is based on fear, not respect. There is nothing valuable in forcing a child to live a life he doesn't want."
"Don't lecture me on parenting, you don't know my son."
"I know him better than you do, I've spent more time really listening to him than you have in his entire life."
Philippe moved closer, his voice quiet but threatening.
"If you come near my son again, I will destroy you, I will destroy your career, your relationship, everything. I have the money and the influence to do it, do you understand?"
Jungkook didn't budge an inch.
"I understand that you're a scared father who doesn't know how to love his son. I understand that you also live in a cage built by your father. I understand that you take your guilt out on an innocent child because it's easier than admitting your own failures."
Philippe hit him.
Not hard, more reflexively than intentionally, but enough for Jungkook to feel pain in his jaw.
"Get off my property."
Jungkook wiped the blood from his cut lip.
"I'm leaving, but you know what's the saddest thing? In ten years, your son won't hate you for not letting him play chess, he'll hate you for never really trying to get to know him."
He left, leaving Philippe alone in front of his large, empty villa.
At home, Jimin carefully bandaged his lip.
"What happened?"
"Philippe hit me."
"What?! We should call the police!"
"No, that would only make things worse for Lucas."
"So what now?"
"Now we wait. Maybe in a year, maybe in five, maybe in ten, Lucas will be old enough to make his own decision, and then he'll find him."
"What if he doesn't? What if he forgets?"
Jungkook took out the little wooden king Lucas had given him.
"He won't forget. People like us never forget their first love."
"Chess?"
"Freedom."
And even though Jungkook's heart ached for the little boy locked in a golden cage, he knew he had done everything he could.
Sometimes love means letting go.
Even if it hurts the most.
Chapter Text
When everything changes overnight
The phone rang at 1:37 a.m., which never meant anything good. Jungkook woke up first and reached for his cell phone on the nightstand, trying not to wake Jimin, who was sleeping next to him.
An unknown number from Switzerland.
"Hello?" His voice was hoarse from sleep.
"Is this Mr. Jeon Jungkook?" A woman's voice, professional, tense.
"Yes, who's this?"
"My name is Marie Dubois, I'm a nurse at Geneva University Hospital. I'm calling about Lucas Beaumont. His mother gave you as her emergency contact."
Jungkook sat up abruptly, now fully awake.
"What happened? Is Lucas hurt?"
"Lucas has not suffered any physical injuries, but his parents were in a serious car accident about an hour ago on the highway near Lausanne. The car veered off the road and hit a tree at high speed."
"My God, how are they?"
There was a silence on the other end of the line that lasted a second too long.
"Mr. Beaumont did not survive; he died at the scene of the accident. Mrs. Beaumont was taken to our hospital; she is in very serious condition, and we are preparing her for neurosurgery."
Jungkook's world came to a complete standstill. Philippe was dead, Isabelle was dying, and little Lucas had suddenly become an orphan, or almost an orphan.
"Where is Lucas now?"
"Here, in the hospital. He was with them in the car, but he was sitting in the back in a car seat. He only has superficial cuts and is in shock. He needs someone to come and get him. Madame Rousseau, his nanny, was also in the car. She has a broken leg and is hospitalized."
"We'll be there in twenty minutes."
Jungkook quickly woke Jimin up and explained the situation to him as they both hurriedly got dressed. Jimin looked shocked and confused.
"Philippe is dead? That's impossible, I saw him a week ago..."
"I know, but we have to go, Lucas needs us."
The trip to the hospital at two in the morning was surreal. The empty streets of Geneva were lit by orange lamps, everything looked normal, but nothing was normal. Somewhere out there, a family they knew had fallen apart in a second, hitting a tree.
At the hospital, nurse Marie led them to a small waiting room where Lucas sat in a chair that was too big for him, with a bandage on his forehead, torn clothes, and bloodstains that weren't his, staring blankly into space.
"Lucas," Jungkook knelt in front of him. "It's me, Jungkook, do you remember me?"
The boy looked at him slowly, as if he were underwater.
"Dad's dead," he said in a flat voice, like a child in shock. "I saw that he wasn't breathing, there was a lot of blood."
"I know, I'm so sorry."
"Mom was screaming, but then she stopped. I thought she was dead too, but the lady said Mom was in surgery."
"Your mom is fighting, she's strong."
Lucas finally started crying, quietly at first, then louder and louder. Jungkook took him in his arms, and the little boy clung to him like a drowning man to a raft.
"I don't want to be alone, please don't leave me alone."
"I won't leave you, I promise, I'm here."
Jimin stood by with tears in his eyes, not knowing what to say or do in the face of such tragedy.
An hour later, a doctor in a green surgical gown appeared, looking tired and serious.
"The Beaumont family?"
"We are friends of the family," Jimin explained. "Mrs. Beaumont listed us as her emergency contacts. How is she?"
"Mrs. Beaumont has suffered a severe head injury, intracranial hemorrhage, skull fracture, and spinal cord injury. We are now preparing her for urgent neurosurgery. The chances of success are fifty-fifty. It's a very complicated case."
"How long will the surgery take?"
"At least six hours, maybe more. We have the best team of surgeons in Switzerland. We will do everything we can."
"Can we see her before the surgery?"
The doctor hesitated.
"She is unconscious and on a ventilator, but maybe for two minutes. Follow me."
He led them to the intensive care unit, where Isabelle lay surrounded by machines that buzzed and pulsed, monitoring every function of her body. Her head was bandaged, her face swollen and bruised, barely resembling the woman they knew.
Lucas saw his mother and cried out.
"Mom! Mom, wake up!"
Jungkook had to hold him back to keep him from rushing toward the bed full of wires and needles.
"You can't touch her right now, Mom needs the machines to help her."
"But she's asleep, I have to wake her up!"
"You can't, I'm sorry Lucas, no one can do that right now."
The boy cried helplessly, looking at his mother, who was so close and yet so far away.
After two minutes, the nurse gently but firmly led them out of the room.
"We have to prepare her for surgery, please wait in the waiting room."
For the next seven hours, Jungkook, Jimin, and Lucas sat in the sterile operating room waiting room, and time passed like honey, each minute feeling like an hour.
Lucas finally fell asleep, exhausted by the emotions, on Jungkook's lap, his head resting on his chest, his small body instinctively curling up in search of warmth and security.
"What do we do now?" Jimin whispered so as not to wake the child.
"I don't know, we'll wait for Isabelle to wake up, see if she has family who can take care of Lucas."
"What if she doesn't? Philippe was an only child, his parents are dead, Isabelle... I don't know anything about her family."
"That will be a problem for social services, we can't..."
"We can't what? Put him in the system as if he were a nobody? Jungkook, look at him, he's a child we love."
Jungkook looked at the sleeping Lucas, whose face was full of worry even in his sleep.
"We love him, but that doesn't mean we can take him in. We're not prepared for a child, we can barely cope with your work and my therapy."
"What if we don't take him in and he ends up with strangers?"
"It would be difficult, but perhaps the right thing to do. We can't replace his parents."
"No one can replace his parents, but we can be someone who cares for him."
Before Jungkook could answer, the surgeon appeared, the same tired doctor, now even more exhausted after seven hours of surgery.
"The surgery went as well as it possibly could. We repaired the damage to her skull, stopped the bleeding, and reduced the swelling in her brain."
"So everything will be okay?"
"Physically, her body will survive, but there is one serious problem. She has not regained consciousness after the surgery, even though we have removed her anesthesia. Her brain activity is minimal. She has fallen into what we call a post-traumatic coma."
"Coma? For how long?"
"We don't know. It could last days, weeks, or months. In some cases, patients never wake up. It depends on how the brain regenerates."
Jimin felt his stomach tighten.
"So she may never wake up?"
"It's possible. The statistics for this type of injury are uncertain. Twenty percent of patients wake up in the first week, fifty percent in the first month, and the rest... it depends."
"What if she doesn't wake up at all?"
"Then in a few months we'll have to make some difficult decisions, but for now we're focusing on monitoring and waiting."
Lucas woke up during the conversation and listened with wide, frightened eyes.
"Is Mom asleep and might never wake up?"
The doctor knelt in front of him, trying to be gentle.
"Your mom is very sick, her brain needs a lot of time to heal, and sometimes that means a long sleep."
"But in fairy tales, they always wake up, right? Like Sleeping Beauty?"
"Sometimes we have to hope."
After the doctor left, they sat in silence, processing the information, Lucas hugging Jungkook and Jimin holding both of their hands.
Around 11 a.m., an elegant man in a suit appeared, carrying a briefcase. He looked like a lawyer, which turned out to be true.
"Mr. Jeon and Mr. Park?"
"Yes?"
"My name is François Mercier. I have been the Beaumont family's lawyer for fifteen years. Mrs. Isabelle left me special instructions in case of an emergency. I need to speak with you privately."
They left Lucas with the nurse, who promised to give him a Coke and cookies, and followed the lawyer to a private conference room.
Mercier opened his briefcase and took out several documents.
"Three months ago, Mrs. Beaumont came to me with an unusual request. She wanted to update her will and the documents concerning the legal guardianship of her son. She said she felt that something bad was going to happen, that Philippe was becoming increasingly aggressive and unpredictable."
"I don't understand what this has to do with us?"
"Everything. Mrs. Beaumont named you as Lucas's legal guardians in the event of her death or inability to care for him. You have full parental rights, effective immediately."
Jungkook and Jimin looked at him in shock.
"What? But we... we barely know Lucas, we were his teachers for a few months."
"Ms. Beaumont wrote a letter explaining her decision. Let me read an excerpt: 'Jungkook and Jimin are the only people who saw Lucas as a human being, not a project, the only ones who understood his passion and defended his right to dream. I entrust my son's life to them more than to anyone in my or Philippe's family, who see him only as the heir to a fortune.
"That's absurd, we can't take responsibility for a child."
Mercier pulled out another document.
"There's also a business issue. Mrs. Beaumont has also granted you temporary power of attorney to manage the Beaumont pharmaceutical empire until Lucas comes of age or she regains consciousness and revokes this decision. It is a company worth three billion francs, with two hundred and seventy production facilities around the world and fifteen thousand employees."
Jimin felt nauseous.
"We don't know anything about the pharmaceutical industry!"
"That's why there is a professional management team and advisors. You will act in a supervisory capacity, sign off on major decisions, and represent the company. I'll explain the details later."
"What if we refuse?"
"Then Lucas will end up in the welfare system, and the company will be placed under temporary court-appointed management, which will likely mean a legal battle between Philippe's relatives who want to take control. It will take years and destroy the boy emotionally."
Jungkook and Jimin looked at each other, their eyes asking the same question: are they ready for this?
"How long do we have to make a decision?" Jungkook asked.
"Formally, forty-eight hours before the court takes over the case, but practically, Lucas needs you now, today. He can't sleep in the hospital or go to strangers."
"Can we talk in private?"
"Of course, I'll wait in the hallway."
When they were alone, Jimin said immediately,
"We can't give him to the system."
"But we can't become parents overnight either, he's not a dog you adopt on impulse."
"I know, but think about Lucas. He lost his father, his mother is in a coma, possibly forever, and we are all he has left."
"That's exactly why he should have someone better, someone experienced, stable. We are two guys in a relationship, one of whom suffers from a degenerative disease."
"Which is in remission thanks to therapy."
"We don't know how long that will last."
"So what are you suggesting? That we give away a seven-year-old who loves us to strangers because you're afraid of the future?"
Jungkook stood up and walked over to the window, looking out at Geneva stretching below.
"I'm afraid I'll let him down, just like my father let me down, just like Philippe let him down."
"But you haven't failed him yet, you were the only one who fought for his right to dream."
"It was easy when I could give him back to his parents at the end of the day. Being a parent 24 hours a day is a completely different responsibility."
Jimin came over and hugged him from behind.
"No one is ready for parenthood. People have children without having a clue what to do. At least we know Lucas and love him."
"What if that's not enough? What if my illness returns and I can't take care of him?"
"I'll take care of him, and if I can't, we'll find help. You're not alone in this."
Jungkook turned and looked Jimin in the eyes.
"Are you sure you want to do this? Change our whole life for a child?"
"As sure as I'm sure I love you."
They returned to the room where Mercier was waiting patiently.
"We'll take care of Lucas," Jungkook said. "And temporarily manage the company. We can't promise we'll be perfect, but we promise we'll try."
Mercier smiled for the first time.
"That's all Mrs. Beaumont wanted—smart people who will try, not perfect people who pretend."
They signed documents, stacks of documents, powers of attorney, consents, legal documents that suddenly made them guardians and administrators.
When they returned to Lucas, the boy looked at them questioningly.
"Where am I going now?"
Jungkook knelt in front of him and took his small hands in his.
"To our house, if you want. We'll take care of you until your mom wakes up."
"What if she never wakes up?"
"Then we'll take care of you for as long as you want."
Lucas threw himself at him, hugging him tightly.
"Do you promise you won't leave me?"
"We promise, we're family now."
And so, in one night, Jungkook and Jimin ceased to be just a couple of young men living for each other.
They became parents.
And rulers of an empire.
Without instructions.
Without preparation.
Only with love and hope that it would be enough.
Chapter Text
When silence speaks louder than words
The first thing Jungkook thought when he opened the door to their small two-room apartment in Geneva, carrying the sleeping Lucas in his arms, was that this place was not at all prepared to welcome a child. There were chess books everywhere, laptops on the table, no toys, no colors, nothing that resembled a home for a seven-year-old.
"Put him on our bed," Jimin whispered. "We'll buy him his own tomorrow, but today..."
"Today we improvise," Jungkook finished, gently laying Lucas on the bed, not even taking off his shoes, because the boy was sleeping so deeply after two days without sleep in the hospital.
Then, at three in the morning, they sat in the living room drinking tea, which none of them wanted, but they needed something to do to keep from going crazy.
"What have we done?" Jimin finally asked. "We took responsibility for a child without having any idea how to be parents."
"No one knows at first, they learn as they go.
"But usually they have nine months of pregnancy to prepare, and we've had the baby for two hours."
"Then we'll learn faster."
Jimin laughed without humor.
"I'm a chess ambassador working sixty hours a week, you're in the middle of experimental therapy that requires regular visits to the clinic, how are we supposed to raise a child?"
"We'll find a way, people manage somehow."
"People don't usually run a billion-dollar empire at the same time."
It was a truth that neither of them wanted to admit out loud—they had taken on more responsibility than they could handle, and now they had to either rise to the occasion or fail the child who had lost everything.
At six in the morning, they heard a scream.
Jungkook was the first to reach the bedroom, where Lucas was sitting on his bed, screaming, his eyes wide open but seeing nothing because he was still in a nightmare.
"Lucas, wake up, it's just a dream!"
But the boy continued to scream, waving his little hands to ward off the invisible threat.
"Blood! There's blood everywhere! Dad isn't breathing!"
Jungkook grabbed him and hugged him tightly, despite his resistance.
"You're safe, you're with me, the nightmare is over."
Lucas finally woke up for real, his body shaking convulsively, crying so hard he could barely breathe.
"I saw... I saw Dad..."
"I know, you saw something terrible that no child should ever see."
"Why did they die? Why did I survive?"
It was a painful question with no answer.
"Sometimes bad things happen for no reason, it's not your fault, none of it is your fault."
Lucas hugged him and cried until he fell asleep again from exhaustion. Jungkook held him for the rest of the night, not daring to move.
In the morning, Jimin called his boss at FIDE.
"I need to take some time off, a family emergency."
"Jimin, we have a tournament in two weeks, you can't just..."
"I just became the legal guardian of a seven-year-old boy who lost his father and whose mother is in a coma, so yes, I can and I must."
There was silence on the other end.
"For how long?"
"I don't know, a month? Two? Until we get the basics sorted out."
"That's very inconvenient..."
"I know, and I'm sorry, but this child is the priority right now."
He was granted a month of unpaid leave, which was a financial problem, but they had no choice.
For the first three days, Lucas hardly spoke, ate only when forced, sat in the corner of the living room staring at the wall for hours, and responded to attempts at conversation with silence or monosyllabic answers.
The child psychologist they met on the fourth day told them what they already knew.
"This is classic post-traumatic stress disorder. He saw something traumatic, his brain shut down as a defense mechanism, and he needs time and safety to begin processing it."
"How long?"
"Weeks, months, every child is different, you can't rush the grieving process."
"What can we do to help?"
"Routine, safety, let him talk when he's ready, don't force him, just be there for him."
Easier said than done when the child had surrounded himself with walls like a fortress.
On the fifth day, Jungkook was making breakfast, and Lucas was sitting at the table in pajamas two sizes too big, which they had bought in a hurry, staring at his plate of cereal as if it came from another planet.
"You have to eat something," Jungkook said gently.
Silence.
"At least a little, your body needs energy."
"I'm not hungry."
"I know you don't feel hungry, but..."
"I said I'm not hungry!" The scream was so sudden and violent that Jungkook instinctively took a step back.
Lucas grabbed the plate and threw it against the wall, scattering cereal and milk all over the room, then began to cry and scream at the same time.
"I hate this! I hate this apartment! I hate you! I want to go home! I want my mom!"
Jungkook let him scream without trying to calm him down, because the psychologist had said that anger was part of grief and needed to be released before he could move on to the next stage.
After ten minutes, Lucas collapsed exhausted on the floor, and Jungkook sat down next to him, not touching him but staying close.
"You can be angry as much as you want, you can scream, throw things, I won't get angry."
"Why?" Lucas' voice was quiet and broken.
"Because I know what it's like to lose everything and not know what to do next."
Lucas looked at him for the first time in many days.
"Did you lose your parents?"
"I lost my health, my career, my faith in the future. It's not the same, but it hurt like hell too."
"You use bad words."
"Sometimes the situation calls for bad words."
Lucas almost smiled, but it was only a shadow of a smile that disappeared immediately.
"You were the world chess champion."
"I was, two years ago."
"And now?"
"Now I'm a guy who tries to be good to a child who needs it."
"I don't need anyone."
"We all need someone, it's not a weakness, it's just being human."
Lucas thought about it for a long time.
"Can we play?" he finally asked quietly. "Chess, like we used to?"
Jungkook felt something that could have been hope.
"Now?"
"Now."
He took out a small magnetic chessboard, set up the pieces, and Lucas watched with an intensity that hadn't been in his eyes since the accident.
They played in silence. Lucas started with a Sicilian Defense, which was an ambitious move considering his emotional state, and Jungkook responded with a standard variation.
After ten moves, Lucas said, without looking at the board:
"I saw my dad hit his head on the steering wheel, his eyes were open, but they were empty. I tried to wake him up, but he didn't respond."
Jungkook held his breath, not wanting to interrupt their first real conversation in days.
"My mom was screaming my name, but then she stopped too. I thought I was alone in the car with two dead people.
"That must have been the most terrifying experience."
"It was. I couldn't breathe, the doors were locked, I could hear sirens, but they seemed distant."
Lucas moved the knight with a slightly trembling hand.
"That day, before we left, my dad and I had an argument. He said chess was a waste of time and that I should stop dreaming of becoming a champion. I told him I hated him."
"Lucas..."
"Those were the last words I said to him, that I hated him, and now he's dead and I can never take it back."
Tears dripped onto the chessboard.
"Your dad knew you didn't mean it. Parents and children say bad things when they're angry, it's normal."
"But now I can't apologize."
"No, but you can remember the good times, not just that one bad one."
"There weren't many good times."
"It's sad, but true, your dad wasn't perfect, but he loved you in his own way."
Lucas wiped his tears and returned to the game. For the next half hour, they talked between moves, and small fragments of trauma slowly flowed out like poison from a wound.
Jimin, who was listening from the kitchen, cried quietly with relief that the healing process had finally begun.
On the ninth day, Lucas asked during dinner,
"How long can I stay here?"
"As long as you want," Jimin replied. "This is your home now."
"What if Mom wakes up?"
"This will be your home until Mom is ready for you to come back, maybe in a few months, maybe in a few years, there's no pressure."
"What if she never wakes up?"
Jungkook and Jimin looked at each other.
"Then you'll stay with us forever, if you want," Jungkook said. "We can't replace your parents, but we'll be your family."
Lucas thought about it, eating his pasta slowly.
"Can I call you... I don't know how..."
"You can call us by our names," Jimin suggested. "Or come up with something that's comfortable for you."
"At school, my friends have dads and moms."
"We're not fathers in the traditional sense."
"But you're parents now, right?"
"Technically, we're legal guardians."
"That sounds like something from official documents. Maybe I can call you Kook and Min? It sounds like family, but it's not so formal."
Jungkook felt warmth in his chest.
"Kook and Min, I like that."
"Me too," Jimin agreed.
On the twelfth day, Lucas had another nightmare, but this time, when Jungkook entered the bedroom, the boy said,
"Can you stay? Until I fall asleep?"
"Of course."
Jungkook lay down next to him on the bed, and Lucas moved closer, seeking warmth and security.
"Kook?"
"Yes?"
"Do you think Mom knows I'm safe?"
"If she feels anything in her coma, she certainly feels more at ease knowing that you're with people who love you."
"Do you love me? Really?"
"Really, ever since you showed me that wooden king during your first chess lesson."
Lucas fell asleep with a slight smile on his face.
On the fourteenth day, the first shipment arrived—twenty boxes of clothes, toys, books, and Lucas's things from his old house, which had been sold by a lawyer because no one lived there.
Lucas opened the first box and found his teddy bear, which he had had since infancy.
He hugged it tightly and cried, but this time they were not tears of despair, but of relief that a part of his old life had survived.
"Can we paint the room?" he asked, looking at the empty, white room that was now his.
"What color?"
"Blue, like a chessboard, and maybe we can hang posters of chess champions?"
"Sounds like a good plan."
They spent the weekend painting the room together. Lucas was given a paintbrush and allowed to paint one wall blue. Even though it was uneven and splattered, it was his, and that was what mattered most.
In the third week, Lucas asked:
"When can I go back to school?"
"I thought you didn't like school."
"I don't, but it's normal there, kids, lessons, things that don't remind me of the accident."
"If you feel ready, we'll enroll you on Monday."
The first day at the new school was difficult. The children asked why he lived with two men and not with his parents. Lucas had to explain without crying that his parents had been in an accident.
He came home sad but not broken.
"Some kids were stupid."
"People sometimes don't know what to say in difficult situations, so they say stupid things."
"One boy said it was weird to have two gay fathers."
Jungkook felt angry.
"What did you say to him?"
"That I'd rather have two gay dads who love me than one normal dad who would be mean to me."
"That's a good answer."
"The teacher made him apologize."
A month after the accident, Lucas sat down to dinner and ate normally for the first time in weeks.
"You know what's strange?"
"What?" Jimin asked.
"Sometimes I forget that Mom is in the hospital, sometimes I start the day thinking that everything is normal, and then I remember and it hurts again."
"It's part of the healing process, it will hurt less with time, but it won't go away completely."
"OK, I don't want to forget, forgetting would be like betrayal."
"No one expects you to forget, just to learn to live despite the pain."
Lucas nodded wisely for a seven-year-old.
"Do you think everything will ever go back to normal?"
Jungkook and Jimin looked at each other, not knowing the answer to that question.
"I think there will be a new normal," Jungkook finally said. "Different from before, but still good, maybe even better in some ways."
"How so?"
"You'll have us, you'll be able to play chess as much as you want, you'll be able to dream without limits."
Lucas smiled, a real smile that reached his eyes.
"That sounds like a good new normal."
And slowly, day by day, they built something that began to resemble a family.
Imperfect, non-standard, complicated.
But their own.
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When blood demands its due
Six weeks after the accident, when life with Lucas was beginning to settle into a rhythm and routine, François Mercier requested an urgent meeting in his office.
"We have a situation that I need to discuss with you," he said on the phone, his voice calm but serious.
Jungkook and Jimin sat in the notary's elegant conference room, with mahogany furniture and walls covered with diplomas and certificates, as François laid out a thick document in front of them.
"Marcel Beaumont isn't letting it go. He's gathered seventeen members of Philippe's extended family, and together they've filed an official legal protest challenging Isabelle's findings."
Jimin felt his heart race.
"What kind of protest?"
"A formal notarial protest addressed to me as the executor of the powers of attorney. They claim that Isabelle was not in a mental state that allowed her to make rational legal decisions when she drew up the document three months before the accident."
"On what basis?"
François turned over the first page of the document.
"They have statements from two psychiatrists who never examined Isabelle but are willing to testify that, based on descriptions of her behavior during the last years of her marriage, she was likely suffering from deep depression. They claim that handing over custody of her child and management of a billion-dollar company to two strangers was an act of desperation, not common sense."
Jungkook clenched his fists.
"That's absurd, Isabelle was completely lucid!"
"I know, and that's why I'm rejecting their protest in its entirety."
Silence.
"What?" Jimin wasn't sure he had heard correctly.
"I reject the protest as unfounded. I have spent the last four days analyzing each of their arguments, and all of them are easily refutable."
François pulled out another document, several pages long and looking official.
"This is my formal response, which I will send to the Beaumont family today. Allow me to read the most important passages."
He put on his glasses and began to read in a professional tone.
"After careful consideration of the protest filed by the Beaumont Family Collective, I, François Mercier, the notary responsible for executing Isabelle Beaumont's will, issue the following binding decision."
"Point one: the allegations of depression are unproven and based solely on speculation. Mrs. Beaumont underwent a standard legal capacity assessment conducted by independent psychiatrist Dr. Heinrich Zimmermann forty-eight hours prior to the drafting of the will. The assessment results showed full capacity to make informed legal decisions. no subsequent assumptions can undermine a professional medical diagnosis."
Jungkook felt relief mixed with disbelief.
"Second point: the argument that the beneficiaries of the will are persons outside the family has no legal significance under Swiss law. The person drawing up the power of attorney has the absolute right to choose legal guardians for minor children regardless of their degree of kinship. the only criterion is the welfare of the child. Witnesses, including Madame Rousseau, the guardian of the minor, testify that Mrs. Beaumont repeatedly expressed her belief that Mr. Jeon and Mr. Park were the most suitable persons to care for her son."
"Point three: the issue of qualifications to manage the company is irrelevant in the context of a power of attorney, which grants beneficiaries only temporary authority to supervise, not to directly manage. The company has a professional management team that remains in place, and the beneficiaries perform a supervisory role, which is standard practice."
"Point four: the claim that the decision was made on the basis of emotion is unfounded speculation without any concrete evidence. Ms. Beaumont consulted with three independent legal advisors over a period of three months, which demonstrates a thoughtful decision-making process."
François took off his glasses.
"Conclusion: the Beaumont Family Collective's protest is rejected in its entirety as lacking substantive and legal grounds, Isabelle Beaumont's will remains fully valid and enforceable, beneficiaries Jeon Jungkook and Park Jimin retain all rights granted to them by the will, this decision is final, the only possibility of appeal is a formal lawsuit in civil court, which requires the presentation of new relevant evidence."
The room fell silent.
"Does that mean we won?" Jimin asked.
"It means that their protest has been formally rejected by me as a notary. Technically, they can still file a lawsuit, but it would be very costly and almost certainly doomed to failure, as no judge would overturn my decision without new concrete evidence, which they do not have."
"What if they file a lawsuit anyway?"
"They have thirty days to make a decision. If they don't file a formal lawsuit within that time, the case will be closed forever, and my decision will become legally binding and irrevocable."
Jungkook took a deep breath.
"So for thirty days, we'll be living in uncertainty as to whether they'll go to court or not?"
"Theoretically, yes, but practically, I'm almost certain they won't. Marcel may be stubborn, but he's not stupid. He knows he'll lose and waste a fortune on legal fees. This whole thing was more about intimidating you and forcing a settlement than any real chance of winning."
"A settlement?"
"He was probably hoping you would get scared and offer some kind of compromise, maybe giving them some control over the company or agreeing to joint custody of Lucas, a typical legal tactic."
Jimin shook his head.
"There's no compromise. Isabelle has entrusted us with full responsibility, and we're going to stick to that."
"That's the answer I was expecting," François smiled. "I'll send them my decision by courier, you'll get a copy by email, now all we have to do is wait and see if Marcel is stupid enough to go to court."
After leaving the lawyer's office, Jungkook and Jimin sat in a small cafe across the street, unable to believe that a battle that had seemed so daunting could end so quickly.
"I thought it would be worse," Jungkook admitted. "Months of court battles, hearings, experts, uncertainty."
"Me too, but François handled it professionally and quickly."
"We still have thirty days of uncertainty."
"But at least we know the law is on our side."
Jungkook's phone rang—it was François.
"I forgot to mention one thing, Marcel just called me, he received my decision by email."
"And how did he react?"
"He was obviously furious, yelling on the phone that it was unfair and that I would challenge my decision in court, but at the end of the conversation he said something interesting."
"What?"
"He said, literally: 'Take better care of the boy than Philippe did. That's the only thing that really matters. If you prove that you deserve this trust, maybe I'll finally leave you alone.'"
"He really said that?"
"Really, I think that underneath all the greed and power struggles, he actually cares about Lucas in his own way, he just couldn't show it without trying to take control."
"That's strange... human for someone who attacked us so much."
"People are complicated, even those who seem to be just greedy sometimes have deeper motivations."
After hanging up, Jungkook relayed the message to Jimin.
"Maybe it won't be so bad, maybe Marcel will actually let it go if he sees that we're taking good care of Lucas."
"Or maybe it's just a tactic to lower our guard."
"You're a cynic."
"I'm a realist after everything we've been through."
In the evening, while Lucas was eating dinner, Jungkook decided to tell him the truth in a way that was appropriate for his age.
"Lucas, remember when I told you that some of your dad's family members aren't happy that you're living with us?"
The boy nodded slowly.
"The ones who never visited me but are suddenly interested in me?"
"Exactly them, so they tried to challenge the fact that your mom chose us as your guardians, but our lawyer François checked everything and said they were wrong, that your mom's decision was right and no one can change it."
Lucas looked worried.
"So no one will take me away from you?"
"No one, I promise, you're safe with us."
"What if those people keep trying?"
"François will stop them, he's very good at his job."
Lucas thought for a moment.
"Okay, because I don't want to live with people I don't know, I want to be here with you."
"And you'll stay here as long as you want."
Over the next few weeks, life returned to a new normal rhythm. Jungkook and Jimin checked the mailbox every day, waiting for a message from Marcel or his lawyers, but nothing came.
On the twenty-ninth day, François called.
"Tomorrow is the deadline for filing a lawsuit, and so far nothing has been filed with the court. I've checked with all the relevant authorities."
"So they probably won't file it?"
"Very likely. There are twenty-four hours left, but usually such lawsuits are filed earlier to allow time for formal procedures."
"What happens if the deadline passes without a lawsuit?"
"My decision will become final and binding forever, no one will be able to challenge Isabelle's will anymore, the case will be closed."
On the third day, Jungkook and Jimin sat at the laptop from the morning, refreshing their email every five minutes. Lucas, who noticed their nervousness, asked:
"Why are you guys so weird today?"
"Because today we'll find out if those people I told you about decide to keep fighting or not," Jimin explained.
"How do you know that?"
"If they don't receive any letter from the court by the end of the day, it means they've given up."
"So how much longer?"
Jungkook looked at his watch.
"Six hours until the end of the court's working day."
"That's a long time."
"A very long time."
The hours dragged on like honey, every ring of the phone made them jump, every new email caused panic until it turned out to be spam.
At 5 p.m., François called.
"The deadline has just passed, I checked all the courts in Geneva, Zurich, and Lausanne, no lawsuit has been filed by the Beaumont Family Collective or any of its members individually."
Jungkook turned on the speaker so Jimin could hear too.
"So it's over?"
"It's over, the case is officially closed, my decision is legally binding, Isabelle's will has been upheld, your custody of Lucas and management of the company are secure, no one can challenge it anymore without new extraordinary circumstances, which I do not foresee."
Jimin covered his face with his hands, tears of relief streaming between his fingers.
"Thank you, François, for everything you've done."
"It was my job and my pleasure. I rarely see cases where the law actually protects what is right. Isabelle made a wise choice in both the guardians for her son and the lawyers to protect her will."
After hanging up, Jungkook hugged Jimin tightly, both crying with relief and exhaustion after weeks of tension.
Lucas approached them uncertainly.
"Are you crying because it's bad or good?"
Jungkook laughed through his tears.
"We're crying because it's good, very good, you're staying with us, no one will try to change that anymore."
Lucas joined the hug, wrapping his little arms around their waists.
"That's good, because I like you guys."
"We like you a lot too."
In the evening, when Lucas was already asleep, Jungkook and Jimin sat on the balcony, looking at Geneva sparkling with lights below.
"It's really over," Jimin said quietly. "For the first time since the accident, I can breathe without fear that someone will take him away from us."
"I know what you mean, I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders."
"What are we going to do now?"
"Now we're going to live a normal life, without drama and legal battles, we'll raise Lucas, we'll run the company, maybe we'll even find time for ourselves."
"That sounds like a beautiful plan."
"That sounds like the life I want."
And for the first time in months, the future didn't look like a minefield to navigate, but like an open road full of possibilities.
The Beaumont family had given up.
The will was safe.
Lucas was theirs.
That was all that mattered.
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When Chess Meets Business
Two months after closing the Beaumont family case, life finally began to settle into a steady rhythm. Jungkook received an invitation to his first official Beaumont Pharmaceuticals board meeting as the owner's representative, not just as an observer, but as an actual participant.
"I'm terrified," he admitted to Jimin in the morning before the meeting. "These are people with years of business experience, and I barely understand the difference between EBITDA and net profit."
"Remember what Andreas said, you don't have to be an expert in everything, just ask the right questions and listen to the answers."
"What if I ask a stupid question?"
"Then you'll look like someone who wants to learn, not someone who pretends to know everything. The former is better."
The meeting took place in the conference room on the top floor of the headquarters building. Jungkook arrived an hour early with Lucas, whom he was supposed to leave in the HR department, where a play corner had been set up for him during the meeting.
"I don't want to sit with toys," Lucas complained in the elevator. "It's boring, I'd rather be with you."
"Board meetings are even more boring, trust me."
"But you're going to discuss company strategy, right? Sounds like chess, only with money."
Jungkook paused.
"That's a pretty accurate comparison."
"So can I listen? I promise I'll be quiet."
"Lucas, it's a professional business meeting, you can't bring an eight-year-old with you."
"But technically, I'm the owner of the company."
"You're a minority owner, which means you don't have a say until you turn eighteen
."
Lucas crossed his arms over his chest in a gesture that reminded Philippe of his worst moments.
"That's not fair."
In the human resources department, a young woman named Sophie had set up a colorful corner with LEGO blocks, books, and a tablet with games.
"Hi, Lucas! I have everything you could possibly like here!"
Lucas looked at it all with a clear lack of enthusiasm.
"I'm eight, not three. Is there anything more... interesting?"
Sophie looked surprised.
"Hmm, what do you mean?"
"Financial reports? Market analyses? Anything related to what the company actually does?"
Jungkook almost laughed.
"Lucas, be good, I'll be back in two hours, you can read a book or color."
"Color," Lucas repeated with a hint of mockery that an eight-year-old shouldn't be capable of.
The board meeting started promptly at nine. Twelve people sat at a long table, all in suits or elegant dresses, with tablets containing the agenda and documents in front of them.
Marcel Beaumont was, of course, present as vice president of the European division. His face remained neutral when Jungkook entered the room, but his eyes betrayed his hostility.
"Welcome, Mr. Jeon," began Robert Schneider, the chairman of the board, an elderly Swiss man with gray hair. "Thank you for taking the time to attend the meeting in person."
"It is my pleasure and my duty."
"Let's move on to the agenda, the first item is the quarterly report..."
For the next hour, Jungkook listened to presentations full of charts, numbers, and terminology, half of which he didn't understand, trying to take notes on the most important points, but quickly getting lost.
"As you can see on slide twelve," said the CFO, "our margins in the oncology segment have fallen by two percentage points due to aggressive competition from generic substitutes for our flagship product, OncoMax."
"What are our options?" someone asked.
"We can lower the price to compete, but that will further reduce margins, or we can invest in marketing that emphasizes the superior quality of our original product."
Marcel interjected.
"Both options are defensive; we are reacting instead of anticipating. What if, instead of fighting for the old product, we focus on launching a new oncology drug that is in phase three clinical trials?"
"That requires an additional investment of $200 million to accelerate the approval process."
"That's nothing compared to the billion dollars in annual revenue we're losing on OncoMax."
The discussion heated up, with different sides arguing for different strategies. Jungkook tried to keep up, but he felt like a drowning man watching people argue on the shore.
Then the conference room door opened slightly and Lucas's small head peeked inside.
Sophie ran after him with a red face.
"I'm sorry, he ran away before I could..."
Lucas entered boldly, ignoring the protests.
"Sorry to interrupt, but I heard through the door and I have a question."
The room fell completely silent, and twelve pairs of eyes stared at the eight-year-old boy in his school uniform, standing confidently at the end of the conference table.
"Lucas," Jungkook began warningly.
But Robert Schneider raised his hand.
"Wait a minute, I'm curious, what question does young Mr. Beaumont have?"
Lucas walked over to the screen, which was still displaying a graph showing OncoMax's declining market share.
"You talked about defending the old product or investing in the new one, but why can't you do both at the same time in different countries?"
The CFO looked confused.
"What do you mean, young man?"
Lucas pointed to a map showing global markets.
"It's like a chessboard, different pieces make different moves in different places. Here in Europe, where generic substitutes are available, you can lower the price of OncoMax to maintain market share. It's like defending the king. But here in Asia, where generics haven't arrived yet, you can raise the price of OncoMax to earn more before the competition arrives. It's like attacking with pawns. The extra money from Asia can be used to invest in a new drug for Europe. It's like exchanging pawns for a better position."
There was complete silence.
"That's..." someone began.
"Brilliant," Robert Schneider finished. "That's exactly the geographic differentiation strategy we should have developed a few months ago."
Marcel looked at Lucas with a mixture of shock and what might have been admiration.
"How does an eight-year-old know about geographic price differentiation strategy?"
"I don't know anything about differentiation," Lucas replied simply. "I just see that different places have different conditions, so you have to take different actions. It's obvious if you treat it like a game."
Jungkook sat stunned. His protégé had just solved a strategic problem that had been bothering the board for an hour and thirty seconds using chess logic.
"Lucas, where did you get this idea?" he asked.
"I eavesdropped through the door and drew it on a piece of paper resembling a chessboard," Lucas showed a crumpled piece of paper with a scribbled map of the world divided into sectors resembling chessboard squares. "See? Europe is one side of the board where you lose your advantage, Asia is the other side where you still have it. You have to use your strong side to strengthen your weak side."
Madame Fontaine, vice president of research, leaned forward.
"Lucas, what would you do with North America, where we're kind of in the middle?"
Lucas looked at his map.
"It's like the center of a chessboard, the most important square. Here you have to be most careful, you can't be too aggressive or too defensive. Maybe introduce OncoMax Plus, a better version of the old drug with minor improvements. People will pay a little more for the better version, but you won't lose the entire market to generics."
"Actually, we have OncoMax Plus in development," admitted the director of research and development quietly. "But we thought the market wouldn't be interested."
"The market is always interested if you show it why the new version is better. It's like showing your opponent a better piece to scare them."
Robert Schneider began to laugh, a deep, hearty laugh.
"Ladies and gentlemen, we have just received a lesson in business strategy from an eight-year-old, and frankly, it's the best analysis I've heard in months."
The other board members slowly began to nod their heads, and some took notes on what Lucas had said.
Finally, Marcel spoke up.
"The boy is right, a geographic diversification strategy using OncoMax Plus as an intermediate option in the United States could actually work, we should commission a full feasibility study."
"I agree," added Madame Fontaine. "Lucas, would you like to stay for the rest of the meeting? I have a few other strategic issues that could benefit from your... unique perspective."
Lucas looked at Jungkook with hope shining in his eyes.
Jungkook knew he should refuse, that it wasn't appropriate for an eight-year-old to advise the board of a billion-dollar corporation.
However, the part of him that was beginning to understand strategic thinking was curious to see what else Lucas would notice.
"Okay, but only on the condition that you sit quietly while the adults are talking."
"I promise!"
Lucas sat in a chair that was two sizes too big for him, his feet barely touching the floor, but the way he looked at the presentations and charts was intense and focused.
For the next hour, the board discussed various issues. Lucas mostly listened, but every now and then he would raise his little hand and ask a question that shed light on the issue from a whole new perspective.
"Why are you trying to sell heart medicine to young people? Older people need it more, so focus on them."
"Why are you spending so much on TV commercials? Young doctors learn from the internet, so that's where you should be."
"If this drug is cheaper to produce but more expensive to sell, you're doing something wrong; it should be the other way around."
Each time, the board paused, thought about it, and admitted that the child was right.
After the meeting, as everyone was leaving, Robert approached Jungkook.
"Your protégé is extraordinary, he has a natural strategic instinct that I've only seen in the best."
"He learns from chess, he sees everything as a game."
"Maybe that's the best method. We adults complicate things, but children see the essence."
Marcel, who had overheard the conversation, added reluctantly:
"I must admit I was skeptical about both of you, but if you can raise a child who thinks so clearly, you truly deserve the trust Isabelle has placed in you."
It was the closest thing to praise Marcel had ever given them.
That evening at home, Jimin listened to the story of the meeting with disbelief.
"Lucas solved their strategic problem in thirty seconds?"
"Less, maybe twenty, it was amazing and scary at the same time."
"Scary?"
"Because now the board will want Lucas to attend meetings regularly, and an eight-year-old shouldn't be exposed to that kind of pressure."
"Maybe not pressure, but the natural development of talent?"
Jungkook thought about it.
"Maybe you're right, but we have to be careful not to repeat Philippe's mistakes and force him to do something just because he's good at it."
"I agree, let it be his choice."
In his room, Lucas drew chessboards filled not with pieces, but with the names of countries and products, and his little brain worked on problems that adults had been struggling with for years.
But when Jungkook peeked in to say "good night," Lucas put down his drawing and took out a regular chessboard.
"Can we play one game before bed?"
"Of course."
They played in silence, and Lucas won in twenty moves, using a combination Jungkook hadn't seen in years.
"You're getting better."
"I'm learning from the best."
"Do you like to think of business as chess?"
Lucas thought about it sincerely.
"I like solving problems, whether it's in chess or business, it doesn't matter as long as I can find the best move."
"What if one day you have to choose between chess and business?"
"Then I'll have to think about which move is better in that situation," Lucas smiled. "Just like you teach me, always look a few moves ahead before making a decision."
Jungkook gave him a big hug.
"You're smarter than most adults I know."
"That's because adults think too much and see too little."
And maybe he was right.
Perhaps sometimes the best solutions come from those who look at the world without prejudice and complications.
From those who see life as a chessboard where every move counts.
From an eight-year-old genius who accidentally became the youngest board advisor in Swiss business history.
And from his teacher, who was just beginning to understand that maybe business isn't so scary after all.
Maybe it's just chess on a larger scale.
With higher stakes.
But still the same game.
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When home becomes a memory
Three months after Lucas surprised the board with his strategic talent, François Mercier called with a practical suggestion that changed everything.
"Gentlemen, I know you live in a two-bedroom apartment in the center of Geneva. It was fine at first, but now that you're running a corporation and raising a child, maybe it's time for something more... suitable?"
Jungkook, who was listening on speakerphone while preparing dinner, replied:
"The apartment is small, but it's enough for us. We don't need anything luxurious."
"I'm not talking about luxury, I'm talking about practicality. You now have board meetings, you receive business advisors, Lucas needs space to learn and grow, and your current apartment is simply not enough."
"What do you suggest?"
The silence lasted too long.
"The Beaumont estate."
Jimin, who was listening from the living room, came closer.
"The house where Lucas lived with Philippe and Isabelle?"
"Yes, it's been empty since the accident. Technically, it belongs to Lucas as the sole heir and is waiting for someone to move in."
"It's a house full of traumatic memories for Lucas," Jungkook pointed out. "The last time he was there was before the accident with his parents."
"I know, and I'm not suggesting this lightly, but from a psychological point of view, it might be healthier for the boy to return to that place with you to create new, happier memories, rather than leaving the house frozen in the past."
"We have to ask Lucas, it's his decision."
That evening at dinner, Jungkook cautiously broached the subject.
"Lucas, do you remember the house where you lived with your mom and dad?"
The boy stopped eating, his face immediately stiffening.
"The big house on the hill with the garden."
"Yes, well, François suggests that maybe we could all move there instead of living in this small apartment."
Lucas stared at his plate for a long time without saying anything.
"I don't want to go back there."
"It's okay, we don't have to, it was just an idea."
"Why do you want to move? It's fine here."
Jimin explained gently:
"It's fine here, but it's a little cramped. You don't have your own room, just a corner in our bedroom. Kook doesn't have room for his chess set. I work at the kitchen table. A bigger house would give us all more space."
"But it doesn't have to be this house, maybe another one?"
"It could be another one, but François is right that this house technically belongs to you, it's empty and waiting."
Lucas thought hard, frowning in concentration.
"Could we just see it first? Not to live there, but to see what it looks like now?"
"Of course, we'll go when you're ready."
Two days later, François met them at the gate of the Beaumont estate, a huge neoclassical villa located in the hills above Geneva, surrounded by a high wall and an iron gate.
Lucas squeezed Jungkook's hand tightly as the gate opened.
A long, tree-lined driveway led to the main building of white stone and columns, with huge windows and balustrades on the balconies. It looked like something out of a movie, not a house.
"It's huge," Jimin whispered.
"Twenty rooms, eight bathrooms, a library, a gym, a swimming pool, tennis courts," François listed. "Philippe liked to show off his wealth."
When they got out of the car, Lucas stood motionless, staring at the house, his small face unreadable.
"Are you okay?" Jungkook asked quietly.
"It looks smaller than I remember."
"Things from childhood always seem smaller when we return to them as adults."
François opened the large oak front door. The hall was marble-floored and cold, with a huge chandelier hanging high above and stairs leading symmetrically up to the first floor on both sides.
Everything was covered with white sheets to protect the furniture from dust. It looked like a haunted house from a ghost story.
Lucas entered slowly, his footsteps echoing in the empty space.
"It smells different," he said quietly. "It used to smell like Mom's perfume and Dad's coffee."
Jimin felt a lump in his throat.
They walked through the living room, which was larger than their entire current apartment, the dining room with a table for twenty, the professional restaurant-style kitchen, the library with ceiling-high bookshelves full of books that probably no one had ever read.
"Is this a house or a museum?" Jungkook asked.
"Philippe treated this place as a showcase of his success," François explained. "Everything was chosen to impress guests, not to provide comfort."
Upstairs, Lucas led them down the hallway to the room at the end.
"This was my room."
He opened the door and everyone froze.
The room was preserved exactly as Lucas had left it on the morning of the accident: the bed was made but rumpled, as if he had just gotten up, toys were scattered about, an open book lay on the table, and a game was in progress on the chessboard.
Lucas walked over to the chessboard and gently touched the pieces.
"I was playing alone that day, trying to solve a problem Kook had shown me a week earlier."
"Do you remember what the problem was?" Jungkook asked.
"Checkmate in four moves from a defensive position."
Lucas looked at the board, his eyes moving over the pieces.
"I see it now, I should have moved the knight, not the rook."
He sat down on his small bed, his legs dangling off the edge, not reaching the floor.
"This morning, Dad yelled that I was wasting my time on stupid chess instead of preparing for business school, Mom defended me, saying I was only seven years old, they argued very loudly, I came out to this room and closed the door so I wouldn't hear them."
Tears began to roll down his face.
"That was the last conversation I heard between them, an argument about me."
Jungkook knelt in front of him.
"It wasn't your fault. Parents argue about many things, not because their children are bad."
"But if I didn't love chess, maybe they wouldn't have argued, maybe they would have been happier, maybe..."
"Maybe nothing," Jimin interrupted him gently. "You can't change the past by thinking about what could have been. Your parents had problems that had nothing to do with you."
Lucas was now crying openly, releasing emotions he had suppressed for many months.
Jungkook took him in his arms and let him cry until there were no more tears left.
When he finally calmed down, Lucas wiped his face with his sleeve and looked around the room.
"I don't want this room if we move."
"No?"
"No, it's the room of a sad little boy, and I'm not that boy anymore, I'm different now."
"Who are you now?"
Lucas thought seriously.
"I'm a boy who has Kooka and Mina, who can play chess as much as he wants, who is happy even though his mom is asleep and his dad is dead. I'm a different person than the one who lived here."
"That's very wise for an eight-year-old."
"I learned that from you."
They went downstairs, where François was waiting patiently.
"So what do you think?"
Lucas answered first, to everyone's surprise.
"I want to move in here, but I want to change everything, paint the walls, rearrange the furniture, make it our home, not Dad's home."
"Are you sure?" Jungkook asked. "It's a big decision."
"I'm sure, the house isn't bad, it's the memories that are bad, if we create new ones, the old ones won't hurt so much."
François smiled.
"Smart boy, I'll give you the contact details of a good interior designer, you can change anything you want."
For the next six weeks, the house was a construction site. Lucas was involved in every decision about what each room would be, what colors, what furniture.
"I want my new room to be blue like a chessboard," he decided. "And I want a big desk where I can play and study at the same time."
"We'll turn the library into a chess room," Jungkook suggested. "With real chessboards for analysis."
"The living room needs to be warm and informal," Jimin insisted. "A place where you can sprawl out and feel comfortable."
The huge kitchen was simplified, the cold dining room for twenty people was transformed into a cozy space for family meals, and one of the guest rooms became a home office for Jungkook and Jimin.
The neglected pool was renovated, and Lucas was excited about learning to swim.
The garden, which had been stiff and formal, was transformed into a place to play with swings and a picnic area.
Moving day was chaotic, and the truck carrying their modest belongings from their apartment looked absurdly small compared to the vastness of the house.
"Everything we own fits in one room of this house," Jimin noted.
"That means we have a lot of space to fill with new things and memories."
On their first night in their new home, they sat on the living room floor, as their new furniture wasn't due to arrive until the next day, eating Chinese takeout straight out of the boxes.
"This is the most abnormal house I've ever eaten Chinese food in," Jungkook laughed, looking up at the high ceilings and crystal chandelier.
"We should make this a tradition," Lucas suggested. "Every first day of the month, we eat Chinese food on the living room floor to remember where we came from."
"That's a weird tradition."
"All good traditions are a little weird."
That night, Lucas had a nightmare, but this time it wasn't about the accident, it was about getting lost in the big house and not being able to find Jungkook and Jimin.
As soon as they heard the scream, they ran to help.
"We're here, we're here."
"This house is too big, what if I get lost?"
"You won't get lost, and even if you do, you'll always find us, we promise we'll never be further than a scream away."
"That's a strange promise."
"All good promises are a little strange," he repeated Lucas's words with a smile.
Lucas fell asleep between them in their big new bed in their big new house, which was slowly ceasing to be scary and starting to feel like home.
He woke up first in the morning and didn't know where he was for a moment, but then he heard Jimin singing out of tune in the bathroom, Jungkook cursing quietly because he couldn't find his socks in the new closets, and everything was fine.
This was their home now.
Full of life instead of silence.
Full of love instead of tension.
Full of future instead of past.
Philippe and Isabelle had built this house as a monument to success.
But Jungkook, Jimin, and Lucas had turned it into something better.
A real home.
Where a family that had chosen each other could grow up together.
No matter how unconventional it was.
No matter how different it was from Philippe's vision.
It was their home.
And that was enough.
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When joy finds its place
A month after moving into the Beaumont estate, Lucas sat at breakfast, intently drawing something on a napkin, which usually meant he had come up with a new idea.
"Kook, how many rooms in this house are empty?"
Jungkook counted in his head.
"Maybe ten? Twelve? We don't even use half of them."
"It's such a waste, we should do something with them."
"Do you have any ideas?"
Lucas showed him the napkin—he had drawn a room layout with rows of small tables and chessboards.
"I want to teach children how to play chess, children who don't have money for lessons but want to learn. We can set up a free academy here, at home!"
Jimin, who was just coming in with coffee, laughed.
"A free academy? That's an ambitious plan for an eight-year-old."
"But it's a good plan! Kook can be the head coach because he's a master, I can help the younger kids, we have plenty of space, we can buy chessboards..."
"Slow down," Jungkook interrupted him, laughing. "It's a really beautiful idea, but we have to plan it well."
"So let's plan it!"
Over the next few weeks, the planning was as fun as the idea itself, with Lucas leading "official meetings" at the kitchen table where he, Jungkook, and Jimin discussed the details.
"First item on the agenda," Lucas read from his notebook, clearly imitating the board meetings he had observed. "How many children can we accept into the first group?"
"Twenty sounds reasonable," Jungkook suggested.
"Item two: shall we serve snacks?"
"That's not an agenda item," Jimin laughed.
"It is! Kids think better when they're not hungry, it's a strategy!"
"All right, there will be cookies and juice."
"Item three, what will we call the program?"
They thought about it for a long time, and Lucas rejected anything that sounded too serious.
"Not 'Institute,' that sounds boring, not 'School,' that sounds scary, maybe... 'Happiness Chess Club'?
Jungkook burst out laughing.
"That sounds like a name for five-year-olds."
In the end, they decided on "Saturday Chess Adventure," which sounded fun and enjoyable.
François helped with the formalities, Marcel surprised everyone by donating money for chessboards, and local schools enthusiastically spread the word.
On the first Saturday, twenty children of various ages showed up, some knowing the rules, others seeing a chessboard for the first time in their lives.
Lucas greeted them, standing on a chair to be taller.
"Welcome to Saturday's chess adventure! Rule number one: everyone makes mistakes here, and that's okay; rule number two: there are no stupid questions; rule number three: if you win, you get a sticker!"
"What kind of sticker?" asked a small child.
Lucas showed them a sheet of stickers with chess pieces that looked like superheroes.
"I have a king-captain, a queen-Hercules, a rook-rocket..."
The children giggled, and the atmosphere immediately became relaxed and cheerful.
Jungkook started from the basics, showing how the pieces move, but instead of boring lectures, he did it through play.
"The knight jumps like a kangaroo, see? It jumps in an L shape!"
He demonstrated it dramatically, and the children laughed.
"And the king is like a superhero who can fly in all directions—whoooosh!"
Lucas worked with a group that already knew how to play, teaching them tactics through fun stories.
"This tactic is called a fork, but I call it a dinosaur attack because the knight attacks two pieces at once, like a two-headed dinosaur—raaawr!"
One of the girls raised her hand.
"Dinosaurs don't have two heads."
"This dinosaur does, it's a special chess dinosaur."
"That doesn't make sense."
"Chess doesn't have to make sense to be fun!"
After an hour, they took a break for snacks, and the children sat in the garden eating cookies and talking about their games.
"I did a dinosaur attack!" one of the boys boasted.
"And I got a Hetman-Hercules sticker!"
"Next time, I want a rocket tower!"
Jimin looked out the window and laughed.
"Lucas has infected them with his enthusiasm, it's beautiful."
"He has a talent for making everything fun," Jungkook agreed.
The second hour was a friendly tournament where the kids played against each other, and Lucas and Jungkook walked around, helping and encouraging them.
"Good move! Did you see how you opened up the line for your rook?"
"Oops, you left your pawn unprotected, but don't worry, you'll be more careful next time!"
"That was checkmate! Your first checkmate! You'll get a special gold sticker with a king on it!"
At the end of the day, one of the kids asked,
"Will there be a tournament next Saturday too?"
"Of course! Every Saturday at ten o'clock!"
"Can we bring our friends?"
Lucas looked at Jungkook, who nodded.
"You can, but we need to know how many people are coming so we have enough cookies!"
The children left happy and excited, their parents thanked him, and some offered to help.
"Can I bring more snacks next time?"
"My husband makes great homemade juices, can I bring some?"
"I have a friend who sells chessboards wholesale, can I get a discount?"
When everyone left, Lucas dramatically collapsed onto the sofa.
"I'm exhausted, but happy!"
"That was amazing," Jungkook said. "Did you see their faces? Pure joy."
"And fun! Chess doesn't have to be serious and boring, it can be an adventure!"
Jimin hugged them both.
"I'm proud of you, you've created something beautiful."
The following Saturday, twenty-three children came—three new friends had joined.
"My friends really wanted to come!"
"Okay, but we can't take any more people because it will be too noisy!"
But of course, the following week there were twenty-seven of them.
"This is getting out of hand," Jungkook laughed.
"Maybe we need assistants?" Lucas suggested. "The older kids can help the younger ones learn?"
This is how a mentoring system was spontaneously born, in which children who had been learning longer helped the new ones.
Twelve-year-old Sebastian became the "jump captain" responsible for teaching figure movements.
Ten-year-old Emma became the "pawn princess" and taught promotion tactics.
Lucas was, of course, the "commander-in-chief of fun," which he came up with himself.
After a month, they had forty children and a waiting list.
"We have to organize a second session," Lucas decided. "On Saturday morning and Saturday afternoon!"
"Are you sure you want to spend all Saturday teaching?" Jimin asked.
"It's not teaching, it's fun! It's the best Saturday I could have dreamed of!"
After three months, they organized their first big tournament, the parents came to watch, and they made trophies out of plastic cups from a toy store, painted with gold paint.
"The First Great Saturday Chess Tournament!" Lucas announced like a sports commentator. "In the left corner we have Sebastian, captain of the jumpers, and in the right corner Emma, princess of the pawns!"
The children played with such concentration and joy that their parents took pictures and videos of them.
Nine-year-old Sophie, who had only learned the rules two months ago, won.
"How did you manage to win?" the others asked.
"I remembered the dinosaur attack, the turtle defense, and the clever snake!" she listed all the funny names Lucas had come up with for each tactic.
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When the champions return
A year after completing his third round of stem cell therapy, when Jungkook was feeling better than he had since his diagnosis, an invitation arrived that made his heart race.
"The Monte Carlo International Chess Championship cordially invites Jeon Jungkook, former world champion, to participate in a prestigious invitational tournament with a grand prize of two hundred thousand euros, featuring twelve of the best players from around the world, to be held in six weeks."
Lucas, who was reading over Jungkook's shoulder, shouted so loudly that Jimin came running from the kitchen, thinking something had happened.
"Kook is coming back to the game! HE'S COMING BACK TO THE GAME!"
"Calm down, it's just an invitation, it doesn't mean I'm going."
"WHAT?! Of course you're going! You're healthy, you're brilliant, you have to show the world that you're back!"
Jungkook looked at Jimin for support.
"I don't know if I'm ready, a year off is a long time in chess, younger players train all the time, I might embarrass myself."
Jimin sat down next to him and took his hand.
"Or you can show that a true champion doesn't lose his skills, he just matures."
"What about Lucas? It's a week in Monte Carlo, I can't leave him."
"Then we're coming with you!" Lucas jumped up. "I'll be your coach! Just like you're my chess coach, I'll be your coach at the tournament!"
"Lucas, this is a serious professional tournament, there's no place for kids there..."
"But family can come to the audience, right? I've seen it in movies!"
Jimin laughed.
"He's right, we can fly there as support, make it a family adventure."
And so, six weeks later, they were sitting on a plane to Monaco, Lucas so excited he couldn't sit still.
"It's my first time on a plane! My first clouds! Oh, look how small the houses are!"
Jungkook, on the other hand, was quiet and tense, his hands not physically shaking, but emotionally he felt like he was about to take an exam he hadn't prepared for.
"What if I forgot how to play at a master level?"
"You haven't forgotten," Jimin assured him. "You played with me yesterday and crushed me in fifteen minutes."
"That's different."
"Hey! I'm pretty good!"
Lucas interjected seriously:
"Kook, remember what you always tell me? Chess isn't just about memory, it's about thinking, seeing, feeling, you don't forget that."
"When did you become so wise?"
"Ever since I had the best teacher."
At the hotel in Monte Carlo, Lucas announced the official plan.
"As your coach, I have to make sure you're in top form, so: point one - breakfast at eight, eggs and toast for brain energy, point two - chess warm-up at nine, point three - relax before the game, no stress!"
"That sounds like an Olympic coach's plan."
"I'm a championship coach, it's better!"
On the first day of the tournament, Lucas prepared a special surprise, a small purple plush chess knight figurine.
"This is Lucky Knight Stanley, he'll watch over you during the game, you have to keep him in your pocket for good luck!"
Jungkook took the plush toy with a smile.
"Stanley?"
"All lucky knights are named Stanley, it's a scientific fact."
"A scientific fact?"
"I made it up ten seconds ago, so it's very fresh science."
The tournament hall was impressive, with huge crystal chandeliers, mahogany tables, and an audience sitting in silence watching the world's best players.
Jungkook recognized the faces - Chen Wei, the current world champion, Dmitri Volkov, the Russian phenomenon, Maria Santos, the Brazilian star.
They were all younger, hungrier, more focused.
Lucas and Jimin were sitting in the front row of the audience, Lucas holding a sign that said "GO KOOK!" that he had made himself with colored markers.
First round, Jungkook was playing white against a young Frenchman he didn't know.
He opened standard, the Frenchman responded aggressively, and for the first ten minutes Jungkook felt stiff and uncertain.
Then he looked at the audience, where Lucas was making a funny face—tilting his head and sticking out his tongue.
Jungkook almost laughed.
Suddenly, he remembered—it was just a game, the best game in the world, the reason he started all this.
He relaxed, stopped thinking about what others thought, and just started playing.
Move twelve—a tactical combination that opened up the line.
Move nineteen – an exchange of pieces that gave him a positional advantage.
Move twenty-seven – a quiet pawn move that his opponent didn't notice, but which prepared for the finale.
Move thirty-two – checkmate.
The young Frenchman shook his hand respectfully.
Lucas jumped out of his chair shouting "I WON!" before remembering that he had to be quiet and covering his mouth with his hand, but it was too late – half the room was laughing.
After the round, Lucas ran up.
"Did you see your exchange on move nineteen?! It was like the Clever Snake Tactics I teach kids!"
"Clever Snake?"
"The figure looks like it's retreating, but in reality it's attacking, like a snake before it strikes!"
Jungkook hugged him.
"Thank you for Happy Stanley, it really helped."
On the second day, he played against Chen Wei, the current world champion, in a game that attracted the most media attention.
"The former champion versus the current champion - does Jeon still have what it takes?"
Before the game, Lucas gave Jungkook an extra surprise - he painted a small mark, a little jumper, on his wrist with a washable marker.
"If you get stressed, look at the jumper and remember - Stanley is with you!"
The game against Chen Wei was brutal, five hours of intense battle, every move analyzed, every exchange calculated.
In the middle of the game, Chen Wei had the advantage, Jungkook was desperately defending himself.
In the end, the position was almost lost.
Jungkook looked at his wrist, at the little drawn jumper, then at Lucas, who was sitting with his eyes closed as if praying.
And suddenly he saw it—a sequence of six moves that would result in a draw by perpetual check.
Not a win, but not a loss.
He made his move, Chen Wei frowned, analyzed it, and finally smiled and extended his hand.
"Draw, beautiful defense."
"Thank you, beautiful attack."
Lucas shouted, "DRAW WITH THE WORLD CHAMPION!" and this time no one asked him to be quiet because it was truly impressive.
Over the next few days, Jungkook played with mixed results—three wins, two draws, one loss.
Every day, Lucas had a new good luck ritual—special socks, a specific order for eating breakfast, a funny dance before leaving the hotel.
"It doesn't affect my game," Jungkook laughed.
"But it makes you smile, and a smiling Kook plays better!"
On the last day of the tournament, in the final round, Jungkook was third in the standings and could climb to second place if he won the last game.
His opponent was Dmitri Volkov, a young Russian genius known for his aggressive style.
This time, Lucas didn't give him any talismans. Instead, he hugged Jungkook before the game and whispered:
"You don't have to win, you just have to play beautifully, the rest will come naturally."
It was the most mature thing a nine-year-old had ever said to him.
The game was artistic, with both sides playing creatively, taking risks, and creating.
In the end, Jungkook won thanks to a brilliant combination, which the audience rewarded with applause—a rarity in chess.
Second place in the tournament, a hundred thousand euros in prize money, but more importantly, he proved to himself that he could still compete at the highest level.
On the podium during the award ceremony, Jungkook took the microphone.
"I would like to thank my coach, who gave me Happy Stanley and taught me that chess should be a joy, not a pressure. Lucas, can you come up here?"
Lucas approached shyly, suddenly in front of hundreds of people.
Jungkook lifted him up so that everyone could see him.
"This is Lucas Beaumont, the youngest and best coach I've ever had!"
The audience went wild, and photos of the moment made the front pages of all the chess newspapers.
"The champion and his little coach — the sweetest story of Monte Carlo."
On the plane home, Lucas fell asleep on Jungkook's lap, still holding Happy Stanley.
"Do you think you'll play in other tournaments?" Jimin asked quietly.
"Maybe a few times a year, nothing intense, I want to have time for Lucas and for you and for Saturday Adventures."
"Sounds like the perfect balance."
"Sounds like the life I want."
And somewhere over the Alps, flying home, Jungkook felt something he hadn't felt in years.
Complete peace.
He didn't have to be the best.
He didn't have to prove anything.
He could just play for fun.
With a family that supported him.
And a little coach who believed in him more than he believed in himself.
That was enough.
More than enough.
That was everything.
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When wheels mean freedom
Two weeks after returning from Monte Carlo, on a sunny Sunday, Jimin noticed something strange—Lucas was sitting in the garden, wistfully watching the neighbors' children riding their bikes down the alley next to the estate.
"Is everything okay?" he asked, sitting down next to him on the grass.
Lucas shrugged, trying to pretend he didn't care, but he wasn't very good at it.
"Yeah, just... nothing."
"Nothing is nothing, tell me."
"See those kids on their bikes?"
"I see them."
"I never learned how to ride a bike."
Jimin was surprised.
"Never? At all?"
"Dad said bikes were a waste of time, that I should be learning math or languages. Mom tried to teach me secretly once, but Dad found out and got mad, so we stopped."
"That's sad."
"It's okay, I don't need a bike."
But the way Lucas looked at the children riding by said something completely different.
That evening, Jimin told Jungkook about it.
"We have to teach Lucas how to ride a bike."
"Sounds like a good plan, when do we start?"
"We'll go to the bike shop tomorrow morning."
The next day, Lucas was surprised when they announced a trip to the store.
"Why are we going to the bike shop?"
"We'll see when we get there," Jimin smiled mysteriously.
The shop was huge, with hundreds of bikes in every color and size, and Lucas stared at them with wide eyes.
The salesman approached them in a friendly manner.
"Are you looking for something specific?"
"Three bikes," Jungkook said. "One for a nine-year-old, two for adults."
Lucas looked at them in surprise.
"Three bikes? For us?"
"Unless you want to ride alone, but we thought it would be more fun together."
Lucas rushed to hug them, not caring that we were in the middle of the store.
"Will you really teach me how to ride?"
"Of course, it'll be fun!"
Choosing a bike was a serious matter. Lucas tried out seven different models before finding "the one" — a blue mountain bike with white accents and a bell that sounded especially cheerful.
"This one is perfect!"
They also bought helmets, knee pads, and elbow pads, a small first aid kit ("just in case"), and water bottles.
On the way home, Lucas couldn't stop talking.
"When will we start? Today? Now?"
"How about tomorrow morning, when there are fewer people in the park?" Jimin suggested.
"Tomorrow is too long! Please, today!"
They couldn't refuse such enthusiasm.
The first lesson took place in a large, empty parking lot behind their property, perfectly flat and safe.
Jungkook held the bike while Lucas tried to get on it, but just getting on was a challenge.
"It won't move!" Lucas complained.
"That's because you're not pedaling yet. You have to pick up speed to keep your balance."
"That doesn't make sense! How am I supposed to pedal when I'm about to fall over?"
"Trust the process."
The first attempt ended in a fall after two seconds.
"Ouch! The ground is hard!"
"That's why you have pads, try again."
Second attempt - four seconds before falling.
Third - two seconds.
"It's getting worse!"
"It's part of learning, everyone falls a million times before they learn."
"A million? That'll take years!"
But Lucas was stubborn and, despite his frustration, he didn't give up.
After an hour, the longest ride lasted maybe ten seconds before Jungkook had to catch him.
"I don't have any hope," Lucas sighed, sitting down on the grass.
"It's your first lesson, give yourself time."
"How long did it take you to learn this?"
"Maybe a week? But I was five and had a lot of time."
"I'm nine and I'm worse than a five-year-old."
Jimin brought juice and cookies.
"Motivational break! Every good athlete needs breaks."
They sat on the grass drinking juice, and Lucas was clearly discouraged.
"Maybe I'm just not cut out for cycling."
"Maybe you need a different approach," Jungkook wondered. "In chess, when you can't solve a problem one way, you try another, right?"
"That's true."
"So let's try something else. Instead of worrying about balance, just pedal as fast as you can, and I'll run alongside you and hold you."
"Are you sure you can catch me if I fall?"
"I promise."
The next attempt was different. Lucas pedaled hard without thinking about balance, and Jungkook ran alongside him, holding the saddle.
"Faster! The faster you go, the easier it is!"
Lucas pedaled faster, the wind blowing his hair, and suddenly he felt it—balance, control.
"Are you holding me?!" he shouted.
"Yes!"
"Now?"
"Yes!"
"Now?!"
"...No!"
Lucas looked back and saw Jungkook standing ten meters away, riding alone, really alone!
"I'M RIDING! I'M RIDING ALONE! OH NO, HOW DO I STOP?!"
He tried to brake, but too hard, the bike stopped, but Lucas flew on, landing in a huge rose bush.
"Ouch! Thorns!"
But when Jungkook and Jimin helped him out, Lucas laughed through his tears.
"But I rode! Right? I rode alone!"
"You rode maybe twenty meters!"
"TWENTY METERS! That's almost a kilometer!"
"That's mathematically incorrect, but I understand your enthusiasm."
From that day on, Lucas was fearless, practicing every day after school, falling down, getting up, and trying again.
After a week, he was riding confidently in a straight line.
After two weeks, he could turn.
After three weeks, Jungkook announced:
"You're ready for a real adventure."
"What adventure?"
"Sunday bike rides. Every Sunday, we'll explore new places in Switzerland."
Lucas jumped up and down.
"Really?! Every Sunday?!"
"Every Sunday without exception. It will be our family tradition."
The first trip was to a small village on Lake Geneva, twenty kilometers from home.
Lucas was terrified by the distance.
"Twenty kilometers?! That's like a hundred million meters!"
"It's exactly twenty thousand meters, but who would count that?"
"I count, and a lot!"
But once they set off, Lucas forgot his fear. The road led through beautiful alpine meadows full of wildflowers, the wind was cool and pleasant, and the sun was shining.
"This is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen!" he shouted as he pedaled.
Every few miles, they stopped to take pictures, pick flowers, and drink water.
In the village, they found a small ice cream shop that served the best ice cream Lucas had ever tasted.
"Pistachio ice cream by the lake after riding twenty miles tastes like a reward from the gods!" he dramatized.
"From the gods?" Jimin laughed.
"From the Swiss ice cream gods!"
They returned home tired but happy. Lucas fell asleep in the car because they were too tired to ride their bikes back.
The following Sunday, they went to a mountain village. The narrow road wound like a serpentine, and Lucas had to stop every 500 meters to catch his breath.
"The mountains... are... difficult!" he gasped.
"But the views are worth the effort!"
And indeed it was. From the summit, they could see the entire valley, lakes,
and snow-capped peaks sparkling like diamonds in the distance.
"I feel like I'm on top of the world!"
"It's only a thousand meters above sea level," Jungkook pointed out.
"For me, it's the top of the world!"
In the village at the top, there was a small mountain restaurant where they ate fondue and drank hot chocolate.
"This is the best food I've ever eaten!" Lucas declared.
"Last week you said the same thing about pistachio ice cream."
"Because every adventure has its own best food!"
On the third Sunday, they discovered a hidden waterfall in the forest. They had to leave their bikes behind and walk the last kilometer.
Lucas led the way like an explorer.
"Maybe we'll find a dragon! Or treasure!"
"Maybe we'll find the waterfall that's in the guidebook."
"Guidebooks are boring, I prefer to imagine dragons."
The waterfall was spectacular, the water falling from a height of twenty meters, creating a rainbow in the mist.
Lucas did something unexpected — he took out a small notebook and started drawing.
"What are you doing?" Jimin asked.
"I'm drawing to remember. I'm going to create an adventure journal, one page with a drawing and description every Sunday."
"That's a beautiful idea."
"When I'm your age, I'll be able to show my children all the places I've been."
"My age? I'm thirty!"
"That's a lot!"
By the end of the summer, they had twelve Sunday adventures, and Lucas's adventure journal grew with each weekend — drawings of waterfalls, lakes, mountains, villages, stickers from restaurants, dried flowers, little notes like "here Kook fell off his bike," "here Min saw a cow and screamed," "here we ate the best cake ever."
One Sunday, as they were riding through a particularly beautiful valley, Lucas suddenly stopped.
"Are you okay?" Jungkook asked with concern.
Lucas had tears in his eyes, but he was smiling.
"I just thought... if my mom could see me now, riding my bike, happy, with my family... she would be proud, right?"
Jungkook also felt tears welling up in his eyes.
"She would be incredibly proud, the proudest mom in the world."
"What about Dad?"
"Your dad... he may not understand why you're riding a bike instead of studying business, but deep down, I think he would want you to be happy."
"I am happy, happier than ever."
"That's what matters most."
They rode on, three figures on bicycles against the backdrop of the setting sun, a family that was not formed in the traditional way, but became real through shared adventures.
That evening, Lucas added a new entry to his journal:
"Sunday, day twelve: Today I realized that family is not only the people who gave birth to you, but also those who teach you to ride a bike, pick you up when you fall, show you beautiful places, and love you even when you're tired and grumpy. Kook and Min are my real family. The end. PS: Mom, if you can hear me, I'm happy, I promise."
And somewhere in the hospital ward, Isabelle lay in a coma, hooked up to machines, unaware that her son was discovering the world on two wheels.
But maybe she could feel it somehow.
That he was safe.
Loved.
Happy.
And that was all she ever wanted for him.
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When words fill the silence
A year and a half after the accident, on an October evening, Lucas was sitting in his room doing his homework when he suddenly stopped in the middle of a math problem.
"Kook?" he called across the hallway.
Jungkook came in and found him sitting with his pencil suspended in midair, staring into space.
"What's wrong? Math problem?"
"No, it's not math, when was the last time I visited my mom in the hospital?"
Jungkook thought for a moment, feeling a lump of guilt in his throat.
"Maybe... two months ago?"
"Two months is a long time."
"I know, I'm sorry, life has been so busy with school, Saturday Adventures, and trips..."
"I'm not blaming you, I'm blaming myself, I'm her son, I should visit her more often."
Lucas closed his notebook with determination.
"I want to start visiting my mom regularly, every few days, so she doesn't feel so alone."
"Every few days? That's a big commitment, are you sure?"
"I'm sure, Mom's been alone in that room for months, maybe if I came regularly and talked to her, she'd be less lonely."
"Lucas, you know she probably can't hear you..."
"Probably doesn't mean definitely not, and even if she can't hear, maybe she can feel that someone is there, which is better than nothing."
The next day after school, they went to the hospital, Lucas carrying a small backpack, the contents of which were a secret.
"What do you have in there?" Jimin asked curiously.
"You'll see."
Isabelle's room hadn't changed since their last visit, the same buzzing machines, the same sterile smell, the same motionless figure in bed.
Lucas paused at the door, always needing a moment to prepare himself for the sight of his mother, who looked like a sleeping fairy-tale princess, but never woke up.
He took a deep breath and entered.
"Hi, Mom," he said quietly, approaching the bed. "I'm sorry I've been away for so long, I've been busy, but that's no excuse."
He sat down on a chair next to the bed and took a book out of his backpack - "The Little Prince" by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry.
"Do you remember reading this to me when I was little? It was my favorite book, I always fell asleep before the end and you had to read the same chapter the next night."
Jungkook and Jimin stood in the doorway watching, neither of them wanting to disturb him.
Lucas opened the book to the first page.
"I thought maybe now I could read to you, the opposite of how it used to be. I'll come every few days and read a bit, and you listen if you can."
He began to read in his childish voice, trying to be dramatic and clear.
"When I was six years old, I once saw a wonderful picture in a book about the forest..."
He read for twenty minutes, his voice filling the quiet room, sometimes pausing to explain something, as if his mother could answer.
"You see, Mom, the Little Prince didn't understand why adults are so strange. I don't understand it sometimes either, but Kook and Min are good adults. I think you would like them."
When he finished the chapter, he closed the book and put in a bookmark.
"That's all for today, I'll be back the day after tomorrow to read more, don't forget where we left off!"
He kissed his mother on the forehead, something he hadn't done in months, and left with Jungkook and Jimin.
He was quiet in the car.
"Was it okay?" Jimin asked gently.
"It was good, I felt like... I don't know, like I was doing something important."
"You are doing something very important."
Three days later, they returned, and Lucas continued reading from the bookmark, this time adding more comments.
"The Little Prince met a fox, the fox is wise, he said that 'taming' means creating a bond, I think you tamed me like a mother, and now Kook and Min are taming me too, it's a nice word, taming."
A week later, during another visit, Lucas brought drawings from school.
"I drew our house, see? This is my room, the blue one, and this is the garden where we teach children to play chess on Saturdays. There's a lot going on, I wish you could see it."
He showed the drawings to his mother as if she could see them, holding them close to her face.
Two weeks later, he brought photos from his bike trips.
"This is the lake where we ate pistachio ice cream, and here I fell off my bike into a bush. It was funny after the fact, but it hurt at the time."
The nurse who came in to check the machines smiled.
"You come here often now, that's beautiful."
"Every three or four days, I read her a book."
"I hear you have a nice reading voice."
"Really?"
"Really, and you know what? Studies show that comatose patients often hear the voices of their loved ones. Maybe your mom is listening to every word."
Lucas brightened up.
"You think so?"
"I think that even if she can't hear you consciously, part of her knows you're here."
From that day on, Lucas was even more committed to reading, adding more drama, doing different voices for different characters.
A month after starting his regular visits, Lucas finished "The Little Prince."
"It's over, Mom, the Little Prince has returned to his planet. It's sad, but also beautiful. Remember how you always cried at the end?"
He wondered what to read next.
"The next book... maybe Harry Potter? It's a long series, it will last us for months!"
And indeed, for the next few months, Lucas came religiously every three or four days, reading the next chapters of Harry Potter with enthusiasm.
"Today Harry gets his wand! It's an important scene!"
"Today they meet Hermione, you'll like her, she's smart like you!"
"Today they play Quidditch, it's like chess, but on broomsticks!"
Jungkook and Jimin sometimes stayed in the waiting room, giving Lucas privacy with his mom, sometimes they came in to listen.
"He's amazing," Jimin whispered during one of his visits. "So young, but so dedicated."
"He has a big heart."
"Do you think she can hear him?"
"I don't know, but even if she can't, he's doing it for himself too, processing, connecting, it's therapy for both of them."
Six months after starting the visits, Lucas entered his mother's room with an exceptionally joyful energy.
"Mom, guess what! Our Saturday chess adventure now has eighty kids! Eighty! We have to do two sessions every Saturday!"
He told her about the kids, the tournaments, the funny moments.
"One boy called the knight a 'horse hop,' and now everyone says it, it's adorable!"
During this visit, something strange happened—as Lucas talked about the children, Isabelle's finger twitched.
It was barely noticeable, maybe just a muscle spasm, but Lucas saw it.
He froze completely.
"Mom? Mom, did you... did you just move your finger?"
Silence, no movement.
"Please do it again if you can!"
Nothing.
Lucas called the nurse, who came quickly.
"I saw her move her finger!"
The nurse checked the equipment, everything looked the same as always.
"Sometimes there are involuntary muscle contractions, it's normal."
"But it was when I was talking about children, it can't be a coincidence!"
"Maybe not, but we can't be sure either, try to keep talking, let's see if it happens again."
Lucas continued speaking intensely, recounting every detail of Saturday's adventure.
But the finger didn't move again.
In the car, Lucas was torn between hope and disappointment.
"I saw it, I really saw it, she reacted!"
"Maybe she reacted," Jungkook said cautiously. "But we can't be sure."
"But what if she's waking up? What if my reading is helping?"
"That would be a miracle."
"In fairy tales, a kiss wakes up a sleeping princess, maybe in real life, reading wakes up a sleeping mom?"
Jimin hugged him.
"Maybe, or maybe you're just doing something beautiful regardless of the outcome, and that counts too."
From that day on, Lucas paid attention to every little movement, every change in his mom, but nothing obvious happened.
A year and nine months after the accident, during one of his visits, Lucas finished reading the fourth Harry Potter book.
"It was an intense book, Mom. Cedric died, it was sad, I cried a little, but it also shows that Harry is brave."
He put the book down and took his mom's hand.
"You know what's strange? When I started coming here, I was sad every time, but now... now it's nice, I feel closer to you, even though you don't answer."
"Kook says it's a bit like his chess, you don't always need an answer to feel a connection."
"So I'll keep coming, every few days, I'll read all the books you loved and tell you about my life, and maybe one day you'll wake up and have a lot to catch up on!"
He kissed her hand.
"See you next time, Mom, I love you."
And he left with a smile instead of tears.
Because he understood something important.
Love doesn't need an answer to be real.
It doesn't need confirmation to be important.
Sometimes love is just showing up.
Reading books to someone who may or may not be able to listen.
Sharing your life with someone who cannot respond.
And continuing despite the lack of response.
Because that is true love.
Unconditional.
Patient.
Chapter Text
When the fear finally ends
Two years after completing his third round of stem cell therapy, Jungkook sat in the waiting room of the Swiss Medica clinic with his heart beating so hard that he thought everyone could hear it.
It was a checkup that would decide everything.
Jimin held his hand so tightly that his fingers turned white.
"No matter the result, we'll get through this together," he whispered.
"What if the disease has returned? What if the last two years were just remission?"
"Then we'll fight again."
Lucas sat on the other side, drawing something in his notebook, too calm for the situation. When he noticed Jungkook looking at him, he smiled.
"I'm drawing a health certificate for you, in case you need it."
"I don't know yet if..."
"You'll need it, I know it."
The child's optimism was both comforting and terrifying.
"Mr. Jeon?" The nurse opened the door. "Dr. Mueller is waiting."
All three entered the office, where Dr. Mueller sat behind his desk with a thick folder of test results, his expression inscrutable, which only added to the tension.
"Mr. Jeon, Mr. Park, Lucas, thank you all for coming."
"What are the results?" Jungkook couldn't wait a second longer.
Dr. Mueller took off his glasses and slowly wiped them, which seemed to take forever, and finally looked at them with what could be... a smile?
"Mr. Jeon, in my thirty years as a neurologist, I have seen many cases of neurodegenerative diseases, most of which end in deterioration despite treatment, some stabilize over the years, and very few show improvement."
Jungkook held his breath.
"Your case is the first in my career where I can say with complete certainty a word that doctors rarely use."
Silence.
"You are completely cured."
The world stopped.
"What?" Jungkook whispered.
"Completely, completely, absolutely cured. The latest MRI scan shows not only no active degeneration, but actual regeneration of the damaged areas. Your brain has rebuilt neural connections that we thought were lost. All neurological tests are perfect. There are no signs of Parkinson's disease."
Jimin covered his face with his hands and began to cry.
Lucas jumped up, shouting, "I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT!" and waved his health certificate.
Jungkook sat in shock, unable to process the words.
"Completely? You mean... forever?"
"Statistically, given the type of regeneration and the time that has passed since your last therapy, the likelihood of recurrence is less than half a percent, which is less than the risk of Parkinson's disease in the average person."
"So I'm... normal?"
"You're healthier than normal. Your brain went through hell and came out stronger. It's a medical miracle that I will study for the rest of my career."
Dr. Mueller pulled out an official document.
"This is a medical certificate confirming your full recovery. You can return to professional chess without any restrictions. You can do whatever you want. There are no more 'buts,' no more 'for now,' no more fear."
Jungkook took the document with trembling hands.
For two years, he had lived with a shadow hanging over his head, checking every day to see if his hands were shaking, if his memory was failing, if the disease was returning.
Now that shadow was suddenly gone.
It just... disappeared.
"Thank you," he whispered through his tears. "You saved my life."
"Science saved your life, I just applied it, but I'm glad I could be part of this journey."
In the car in the hospital parking lot, Jungkook sat holding the certificate, unable to believe it was true.
Lucas excitedly talked about the party they had to organize, and Jimin called François to tell him the news.
But Jungkook felt a strange emptiness.
"Kook? Are you okay?" Jimin noticed his silence.
"I don't know... I should be happy, but I feel... weird."
"It's shock, a normal reaction after news like that."
"For two years, every day was a struggle to survive, every morning I woke up and checked if I was still myself, and now suddenly they say the struggle is over and I don't know what to do with myself."
Jimin hugged him.
"You'll learn to live without fear, it'll take some time."
Lucas added wisely from behind:
"Maybe you need time for your brain to understand what your heart already knows—that you're free."
That evening, when Lucas went to bed, Jungkook and Jimin sat in silence in their bedroom.
Jungkook looked at the certificate spread out on the bed.
"I thought when I heard those words, I would jump for joy, but instead I feel... lost."
Jimin came closer and cupped his face in his hands.
"Look at me."
Jungkook looked into those familiar eyes that had accompanied him through the worst moments.
"For two years, you've been living in survival mode, every decision, every day was a battle with illness, and now suddenly you don't have to fight anymore and you don't know who you are without that fight."
Tears began to roll down Jungkook's face.
"What if I'm nothing without this illness? What if it was the only thing that defined me in recent years?"
"You are everything," Jimin cried too. "You are a man who defeated the undefeated, who is raising a child who is not his blood but is his heart, who teaches eighty children to play chess every Saturday, who returned to tournaments and showed the world that you can be strong despite your weaknesses."
"But..."
"There are no buts. Listen to me very carefully, because I will only say this once—I love you not because you were sick and needed me, I love you because you are the bravest, most beautiful soul I have ever known. The illness was just an obstacle we encountered, it wasn't you. You are what remained when the obstacle disappeared."
Jungkook completely broke down, all the tension, fear, and relief of the last two years pouring out in an instant.
Jimin hugged him, letting him cry until there was nothing left.
"I'm sorry," Jungkook finally sobbed. "I should be happy."
"You are happy, you're just also scared, confused, and exhausted. You can feel all of these emotions at once, emotions don't have to be simple."
They sat like that for a long time, until Jungkook finally pulled away to look Jimin in the eyes.
"You know what's weird? All this time, I thought that once the illness was over, everything would be easy, but now I'm starting to understand that the hardest part is just beginning."
"What part?"
"Living without excuses. I can't say 'I can't do that because I'm sick' anymore. I have to really decide who I want to be, what I want to do, how I want to live."
Jimin smiled through his tears.
"That sounds scary and exciting at the same time."
"Exactly."
They kissed slowly, for the first time since the diagnosis, without a shadow of fear hanging over them. Jimin tasted Jungkook's tears on his lips, salty and sweet at the same time.
"I want you," Jungkook whispered. "Not like a celebration, not like a goodbye, just... I want to feel alive, that this is real."
"Are you sure?"
"I've never been more sure of anything."
That night, they made love differently than ever before, there was no desperation, no fear, no rush as if time was running out, there was only tenderness, presence, and gratitude for every touch, every breath, every moment.
Later, they lay entwined in the darkness, listening to each other's breathing.
"Jimin?"
"Mm?"
"Thank you for not leaving me when I was at my worst. I know we had to postpone our wedding and our plans and..."
"Stop," Jimin put his finger on her lips. "It wasn't a sacrifice, being with you even on the worst days was better than being without you on the best."
"That's the most romantic thing I've ever heard."
"It's true, damn true."
They kissed again, this time more slowly, more gently.
"What now?" Jungkook asked. "Now that we have a future without limits ahead of us?"
"Now we live," Jimin smiled in the darkness. "We really live, without fear, without shadows, just us, Lucas, and our whole lives ahead of us."
"Sounds like a plan."
"Sounds like a dream."
"Sounds like reality."
And for the first time in years, Jungkook fell asleep without checking if his hands were shaking, without worrying about tomorrow, without fearing that he would wake up as a different person.
He fell asleep as a completely free man.
Loved.
Healthy.
Happy.
And that was all he ever needed.
In the morning, he woke up with Jimin still in his arms, sunlight streaming through the window, birds singing, the world looking brighter than he could ever remember.
"Good morning," Jimin whispered, opening his eyes.
"Good morning," Jungkook replied. "The first day of the rest of our lives."
"Sounds like a T-shirt slogan."
"I don't care, it's true."
They kissed lazily, taking their time, with their whole lives ahead of them.
The bedroom door opened and Lucas peeked inside.
"Ew, you're kissing in the morning? Adults are weird!"
They both laughed.
"Come here," Jungkook called.
Lucas jumped on the bed between them and the three of them hugged each other.
"Today is going to be the best Saturday ever!" Lucas announced. "Because Kook is officially healthy and we have to celebrate!"
"What do you suggest?" Jimin asked.
"A party! A big health party! We'll invite everyone—the kids from the academy, the company board, Dr. Mueller, François, Seokjin from Korea, Mrs. Choi, EVERYONE!"
"That sounds like a lot of work."
"I don't care! We're doing it! There will be cake, music, and maybe fireworks!"
Jungkook and Jimin looked at each other and laughed.
"I guess we have to throw a party," Jungkook said.
"The best party," Jimin agreed.
And so began the first day of a life without fear.
A life they had waited patiently for two years to finally begin.
A life that belonged to them.
To all three of them.
Together.
Forever.
Chapter Text
When a child chooses you
A week after the spectacular and exciting "Health Party," on a rainy Thursday evening at 7:30 p.m., while Jungkook was preparing dinner and Lucas was doing his homework at the kitchen table, the doorbell rang.
"Who could be coming at this hour?" Jimin wondered as he went to open the door.
Outside stood a small, soaked figure—a girl of about six in a dirty pink jacket, with an Elsa backpack from the movie Frozen, her hair plastered to her face from the rain and her eyes red from crying.
"Emma?!" Jimin recognized her immediately—she was one of the kids from Saturday's chess adventure, always smiling, always loud.
But now she looked like a frightened animal.
"I'm sorry I came without warning," she whispered. "I had nowhere else to go."
"Come in quickly, you're soaked!"
Emma came inside, leaving a small puddle in the hallway, shivering from the cold or fear, or both.
Lucas ran out of the kitchen.
"Emma? What are you doing here?"
Emma looked at him and started crying.
"Mom and Dad were arguing really loudly, Dad was drunk and yelling, and Mom was crying and told me to run away, so I ran away and didn't know where to go, but I remembered where you live from the day you brought me home after chess and..."
The words flowed chaotically between her tears.
Jungkook knelt down in front of her.
"Emma, did someone hurt you? Are you hurt?"
"Not me, but my mom... my dad pushed her and she fell and..."
"Where was that? Where are your parents now?"
"At home, we live on Voltaire Street, number twenty-three."
Jimin was already pulling out his phone.
"I'm calling the police, it's an emergency."
For the next half hour, the house was in controlled chaos. The police arrived, along with an ambulance and a social worker. Everyone asked questions, and Emma clung to Lucas as if her life depended on it.
It turned out that the situation was worse than they thought.
Emma had always lived with alcoholic parents, domestic violence was a daily occurrence, Emma's mother was in the hospital with a concussion, and her father had been arrested.
"The child must be placed in temporary foster care," announced the social worker, Ms. Weber. "She has no other relatives in Switzerland."
"No!" Emma grabbed Lucas's hand. "I want to stay here!"
"Honey, the system doesn't work that way, you have to go with Ms. Weber..."
"NO! It's safe here! Lucas is my friend! Please don't take me away from here!"
Jungkook looked at Jimin, and the same thought appeared in both their eyes.
"Ms. Weber, could we be a temporary foster family?" Jimin asked. "At least for tonight?"
Ms. Weber frowned.
"I have to check your documents, the foster family certification process takes several weeks..."
"But this is an emergency, the child needs a safe place now, she knows us, she trusts us."
"It's not that simple, you have your own child, you run an international company, you are not a certified foster family..."
Emma was now crying quietly, and Lucas also had tears in his eyes.
"Please," Lucas begged. "Emma is my friend, you can't take her to strangers."
Ms. Weber sighed as she looked at the despair on their little faces.
"All right, I can make an exception for one night, but tomorrow I have to find a suitable foster family or you have to start the certification process."
"We'll do what we have to do," Jungkook said firmly.
When everyone left, Emma sat on the couch wrapped in a blanket, and Lucas sat next to her, holding her hand.
"Are you hungry?" Jimin asked quietly.
Emma nodded.
They made her macaroni and cheese, her favorite dish according to Lucas, and she ate slowly, as if she wasn't sure if she would have anything to eat tomorrow.
"You can eat as much as you want, no one will take your plate away," Jungkook assured her.
"At home, when I ate too much, my dad yelled at me for wasting money."
Every word broke Jungkook and Jimin's hearts.
After dinner, Lucas took Emma to the guest room.
"This will be your room for tonight. My room is right next door, so if you get scared at night, you can come to me."
"What if my dad comes looking for me?"
"He won't come, he's in prison, and even if he did, the door is locked and Kook is very strong, no one will hurt you here."
Emma looked around the room—clean, bright, with soft pillows and stuffed animals.
"This is the prettiest room I've ever seen."
"This is just the guest room, my room is even prettier, I'll show it to you tomorrow."
That night, Emma had nightmares and came to Lucas's room at three in the morning.
"I can't sleep, I'm scared."
"Come on, you can sleep here."
Lucas made room for her in his bed, and Emma fell asleep cuddled up to him, holding his hand.
In the morning, Jungkook and Jimin sat over coffee, quietly discussing the situation.
"What do we do?" Jimin asked. "We can't just keep her here."
"But we can't send her to strangers either, you saw how scared she was."
"The foster family certification process takes months, background checks, home visits, training..."
"Then we should start today."
Jimin looked at him.
"Are you serious? You want to become foster parents?"
"I want to help a child who needs help. Is that so strange?"
"It's not strange, it's beautiful, but it's also a huge responsibility. We already have Lucas, the company, the academy..."
"And room in our hearts for one more child who needs it."
Lucas and Emma came down for breakfast. Emma looked less scared, but still uncertain.
"What's going to happen now?" she asked quietly.
Jungkook knelt down to be at her level.
"Mrs. Weber is coming this afternoon and we'll talk about your options, but I want you to know that if you want, you can stay with us longer."
"Really?"
"Really, we have to go through the process to become an official foster family, but we're willing to do that if you want."
Emma looked at Lucas.
"Do you want me to stay too?"
"I really do! You'll be like my sister! We'll play chess, ride bikes, and..."
"I don't know how to ride a bike."
"We'll teach you! Kook is the best bike teacher ever!"
Mrs. Weber came at two in the afternoon, this time with more time to talk.
"Emma, your mom is in the hospital. She'll be fine, but she has to stay there for a week. Your dad is in custody and will likely go to prison, which means you need a place to live for at least a few months."
"I want to stay here," Emma said without hesitation.
"I understand, but it's not that simple..."
"We've already started the process of applying for a foster care certificate," Jimin interrupted, showing her the printed forms. "We've completed the preliminary paperwork and are ready for all the required training and visits."
Ms. Weber was surprised.
"That was quick."
"The situation requires quick action."
"I must warn you that the process can take two to three months; it is a thorough review and not everyone passes."
"We understand."
"In the meantime, Emma needs a place to live. I have a foster family that can take her in temporarily..."
"How about Emma stays here as a guest?" Jungkook suggested. "Not officially as a foster child, but as... a child staying for a longer period of time?"
"Technically, that's not in accordance with protocol..."
"But it's in the best interest of the child. She knows us, she feels safe, she has a friend in Lucas."
Ms. Weber looked at Emma, who was holding Lucas's hand and seemed calmer than yesterday.
"All right, I can make an exception for a two-week trial period while we consider your application, but I'll be coming by every three days to check on the conditions."
"Agreed."
And so Emma stayed.
The first few days were difficult. She had nightmares every night, was afraid of loud noises, and cried for no reason.
But slowly she began to open up.
Lucas was a wonderful big brother. He patiently taught her how to play chess, read her bedtime stories, and defended her when she had nightmares.
"It's just a dream, you're safe, I'm here."
Jimin and Jungkook learned to be parents to two children, which was a completely different challenge than raising one.
"Emma needs more structure," Jimin noted.
"Lucas has always been independent, but Emma needs clear rules to feel safe."
They created a schedule—meals at set times, time for lessons, time for play, time for family.
Emma thrived with this structure.
After two weeks, Mrs. Weber came for another visit and found Emma laughing in the garden, where Lucas was teaching her the basics of riding a bike.
"Wow, that's a big change," she remarked.
"She feels safe," Jungkook said. "She can finally be a child."
"Your certification documents have passed the first round of verification, the home interview will take place in a week, and if all goes well, you can become an official foster family in a month."
"What will happen to Emma in the long term?"
"It depends. If her mother recovers and completes the alcohol treatment program, she may regain custody of her daughter. If not, Emma will need a permanent foster or adoptive family."
"What if we want to adopt her?"
Mrs. Weber was surprised.
"That's a very serious step."
"We know, but Emma has become part of our family, and if there was a possibility for us to become her family forever... we would seriously consider it."
"We have to wait and see how the situation with her mother develops, but... to be honest, I've seen hundreds of foster families, and your concern for Emma is genuine, which is rare."
After she left, Jungkook and Jimin sat on the porch and watched the children playing in the garden.
"Do you really want to adopt her?" Jimin asked.
"I don't know yet, but it's not about whether we can, it's about whether we want to, and I think I want to."
"Me too, I feel the same way I felt with Lucas, that she's our child, brought to us by destiny."
"We have a ten-year-old boy and a six-year-old girl, we manage billions of francs, we teach eighty children to play chess every Saturday, it sounds like chaos."
"That sounds like life."
"That sounds like a beautiful life."
In the evening, when the children were already asleep, Jungkook checked on Emma before going to bed and found her lying with her eyes open.
"Can't you sleep?"
"I was just thinking... what if my mom gets out of the hospital and wants me to come back?"
"That's her right, she's your mom."
"But what if I don't want to go back? Does that mean I'm a bad daughter?"
Jungkook sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Honey, you're not a bad daughter because you want to be safe. Loving your mom and wanting to be away from her when she hurts you are two things that can be true at the same time."
"I feel like I'm in a real family here."
"This is your real family."
"Even if you're not my real parents?"
"Parents aren't just the people who gave birth to you, they're the people who love you and care for you every day."
Emma thought about that.
"Lucas said you're not his real parents, but you're the most real parents he's ever had."
"Lucas is very wise."
"Can I call you Dad and Dad, like Lucas calls Kook and Mina?"
Jungkook felt tears welling up in his eyes.
"You can call us whatever you want, whatever feels comfortable for you."
"How about... Dad J and Dad K? So there's no confusion?"
"Sounds perfect."
Emma smiled sincerely for the first time and fell asleep peacefully.
A month later, they passed all the checks and received their official foster family certificate.
Emma's mother remained in the rehabilitation program for a year.
Emma stayed with them.
Slowly, she stopped being a guest and became a daughter.
Not formally yet.
But in every way that mattered.
A family of two fathers and two children who had found each other.
Non-traditional.
Complicated.
Beautiful.
Theirs.
Chapter Text
When the dream finally ends
On Wednesday morning, Jungkook was preparing breakfast in the kitchen when the phone rang. It was an unknown number from Geneva, but something told him to answer it.
"Mr. Jeon? This is Dr. Mercier from the university hospital."
Jungkook's heart stopped.
"Yes?"
"Ms. Beaumont opened her eyes an hour ago. She is conscious."
The pot he was holding fell to the floor with a crash.
"What? She's... conscious? Aware?"
"Yes, confused, but conscious. Can you come right away?"
"We'll be there in fifteen minutes!"
Jungkook shouted up the stairs.
"JIMIN! LUCAS! MOM WOKE UP!"
Lucas ran down so fast he almost tripped, his face a mixture of disbelief and hope.
"Really? You're not kidding?"
"Really, get dressed, we're going!"
In the car, Lucas couldn't sit still.
"What if she doesn't recognize me? It's been two years, I'm bigger."
"She'll recognize you," Jimin assured him. "You're her son."
"What if she remembers the accident? What if she's sad about Dad?"
"She'll be sad, and that's okay."
"How are we going to tell her that I live with you? That my dad is dead?"
Jungkook looked in the rearview mirror.
"Slowly and gently, we'll give her time."
The hospital looked the same as always, but today was different; today, he had performed a miracle.
Dr. Mercier was waiting at the reception desk.
"Mr. Jeon, Mr. Park, Lucas, follow me, but I warn you—Ms. Beaumont is very confused, she doesn't remember the accident, the last thing she remembers is this morning two years ago."
"So she thinks Philippe is alive?" Jimin asked quietly.
"Yes, and that Lucas is eight years old. She'll be surprised by the changes."
They walked down a long corridor, each step taking ages.
Isabelle Lucas stopped in front of the door.
"I'm scared."
Jungkook knelt in front of him.
"What are you afraid of?"
"That it will be weird, that I won't know what to say."
"You'll say what you feel, and you'll figure out the rest as you go."
Lucas took a deep breath and nodded.
The door opened.
Isabelle was lying in bed, propped up with pillows. She looked thin and pale, but her eyes were open and alert, and she moved slowly, turning her head toward the door.
When she saw Lucas, her face lit up.
"Lucas?"
Her voice was hoarse after two years of disuse, but full of love.
Lucas froze for a second, then lunged forward, and Jungkook barely managed to catch him.
"Slow down, Mom is still weak!"
Lucas slowed down as he approached the bed, grabbed Isabelle's hand, and began to cry.
"Mom, you're awake, you're really awake!"
Isabelle looked at him with a mixture of joy and surprise.
"You're... you're so big, when did you grow so much?"
"It's been two years, Mom."
"Two years? What does that mean?"
Dr. Mercier came closer.
"Mrs. Beaumont, you were in a car accident and have been in a coma for twenty-four months."
Isabelle looked completely confused.
"Accident? Coma? The last thing I remember is... Philippe shouting about chess this morning and..."
She suddenly stopped, looking around the room.
"Where's Philippe?"
There was a painful silence.
Lucas looked at Jungkook with a pleading look.
Jungkook stepped closer, speaking in a gentle but firm voice.
"Mrs. Beaumont, my name is Jeon Jungkook, and I am Lucas's chess teacher. I'm sorry to inform you that Philippe did not survive the accident."
Isabelle blinked, trying to process the information.
"He didn't survive? You mean..."
"He died in an accident two years ago, on the spot, he didn't suffer."
Tears began to roll down her face.
"Philippe is dead? My husband is dead?"
"Yes, I'm very sorry."
She cried quietly for a few minutes while Lucas held her hand, not knowing what to say.
Finally, Isabelle wiped her eyes and looked at Jungkook, then at Jimin.
"And who are you?" she asked, looking at Jimin.
"My name is Park Jimin, I'm Jungkook's partner."
"Partner?"
"Life partner, we're together and... we've been taking care of Lucas since the accident."
Isabelle tried to understand.
"Lucas has been living with you? For two years?"
"Yes," Lucas replied. "You gave them power of attorney, remember? You went to a lawyer before the accident."
Isabelle frowned, concentrating.
"I remember... I remember thinking about it, worrying about you if something happened to me, but did I really do that?"
"Yes," Jimin said. "You gave us full legal custody of Lucas and management of the company."
"The company? Beaumont Pharmaceuticals?"
"Yes."
Isabelle tried to sit up straight, but she was too weak.
"This is too much information at once, my husband is dead, I've been unconscious for two years, my son lives with two strange men..."
"They're not strangers, Mom," Lucas interrupted her. "They're the best, they taught me how to ride a bike, they run a chess academy for kids, and they take care of me every day."
Isabelle looked at her son, whose eyes sparkled when he talked about Jungkook and Jimin.
"Are you happy with them?"
Lucas nodded vigorously.
"The happiest I've ever been. I know it sounds bad because Dad is dead and you were sick, but... they make me feel loved."
Isabelle gently touched his face.
"That's all I ever wanted for you."
The nurse came in to check the monitors.
"Mrs. Beaumont needs to rest. It's a lot of emotion for her to handle on her first day after regaining consciousness."
"No!" Isabelle protested. "I have so many questions..."
"We'll come every day," Jungkook assured her. "You'll have time for all your questions."
"Lucas," Isabelle grabbed his hand. "Will you tell me about these two years? I want to know everything."
"Everything? It's going to be a long story."
"We have time, honey, all the time in the world."
On the way home, Lucas was silent.
"What are you thinking about?" Jimin asked.
"I think my mom looks different than I remember her, she's older, more fragile."
"Two years in a coma are hard on the body."
"Do you think she'll want me to come back and live with her when she recovers?"
Jungkook and Jimin looked at each other.
"It's possible," Jungkook admitted. "She's your mom."
"But you guys are my parents now, too."
"It's complicated."
"I don't want to choose."
"Maybe you won't have to, maybe we'll find a way for everyone to be present in your life."
"How?"
"I don't know yet, but we'll figure something out."
The next day, they returned to the hospital. Isabelle looked a little stronger.
"Hi, Mom."
"Hi, sweetie, sit down and tell me about school."
Lucas talked about his classes, friends, and achievements, and Isabelle listened with a smile.
"It looks like you have a wonderful life."
"Yes, thanks to Kook and Min."
"Kook and Min?"
"That's what I call them, they're family nicknames."
Isabelle looked at Jungkook and Jimin, who were sitting to the side, giving them space.
"Can we talk in private?"
Lucas reluctantly left, Jungkook and Jimin stayed.
"I wanted to thank you," Isabelle began. "For taking care of my son."
"It was an honor," Jimin replied.
"I see how he looks at you, with love and trust, it means a lot to me."
"We love him like our own son."
Isabelle took a deep breath.
"I have to ask you straight out—what now? I plan to leave the hospital in a few weeks, I'll need rehabilitation, but I'll eventually regain my strength."
"And you'll want Lucas back," Jungkook finished.
"He's my son."
"We know."
"But... I can see that he loves you too, and I don't want to cause him any more pain."
The silence between them was full of unspoken questions.
"What do you suggest?" Jimin asked.
"I don't know yet. I need to understand what has happened over the past two years, who he has become, who you are, and then maybe we can find a solution that will be good for him."
"That's all we want," Jungkook said. "What's best for Lucas."
"So at least we agree on that."
Lucas returned to the room.
"Can I come back now?"
"Of course, come on, will you read to me? I heard you've been reading books to me for several months."
"I'm reading you Harry Potter, we're on the fifth book."
"Then let's continue."
Lucas sat down comfortably and began to read, his voice filling the room. Isabelle listened with her eyes closed.
After an hour, she fell asleep and Lucas closed the book.
"She sleeps a lot."
"Her body is regaining its strength," Jungkook explained.
They left quietly, and in the elevator, Lucas asked,
"You talked about me, didn't you? About what will happen?"
"A little."
"And?"
"And we'll decide together what's best, all four of us."
"Good, because I don't want to lose any of you."
"You won't," Jimin promised.
But none of them were sure if it was a promise they would be able to keep.
Life was complicated.
Love was complicated.
Family was the most complicated of all.
But at least Isabelle was alive.
That had to be enough for now.
The rest would have to wait.
Chapter Text
When death brings fortune
Friday evening smelled of rosemary and garlic. Jimin was cooking dinner in the kitchen, humming out of tune as always, in the living room a lamp cast a warm light on the documents Jungkook was looking through without enthusiasm, at the table Lucas was bent over his math homework, chewing on the end of his pencil, leaving small teeth marks on it.
Outside the window, the sun was setting over Lake Geneva, painting the sky with shades of pink and orange. Swans on the water were preparing for sleep, and somewhere in the distance, church bells were ringing, announcing seven o'clock.
An ordinary, peaceful evening.
The phone rang, interrupting the tranquility.
Jungkook looked at the display, François Mercier, their lawyer rarely called after hours, so it must be something important.
"François, how are you?"
The silence on the other end lasted a second too long.
"Jungkook..." The lawyer's voice was strangely fragile, as if it belonged to an old man rather than a man in his prime. "I have some very bad news."
Jungkook's heart beat faster, he put down his pen and sat up straight in his chair.
"I'm listening."
"Marcel Beaumont died an hour ago, heart attack in his office, instantaneous, the doctors tried, but..."
The rest of the words turned into noise. Jungkook could hear, but he couldn't understand. He could hear the ticking of the clock on the mantelpiece, suddenly too loud, Jimin's humming in the kitchen, suddenly too cheerful, Lucas's pencil scratching, suddenly too normal for a world that had just changed.
"How is that possible?" he finally whispered. "Marcel is forty-eight years old."
"He had an undiagnosed heart defect, no one knew, he just... collapsed at his desk."
Jimin came out of the kitchen, wiping his hands with a cloth, one look at Jungkook's face was enough.
"What happened?"
Jungkook covered the receiver with his hand.
"Marcel is dead."
The dishcloth fell from Jimin's hands.
Lucas looked up from his notebook, his ten-year-old face trying to comprehend the weight of the words.
"Uncle Marcel... died?"
"Yes, dear."
The boy put down his pencil very slowly, very carefully, as if this precision could somehow bring order to the chaos.
"But I saw him last week at the board meeting, he looked normal."
"Sometimes death comes without warning."
François continued on the phone, his voice regaining its professional tone, but fatigue was audible.
"There's one more thing I need to say now, before the media explodes tomorrow."
"What?"
"Marcel updated his will three months ago. He had no wife, no children, no close family."
Jungkook waited, feeling the tension mounting.
"He left his entire personal fortune to Lucas as the last surviving member of the Beaumont family."
For a long moment, Jungkook didn't know what to say, the words hanging in the air without meaning.
"The entire fortune? How much is that?"
"Five hundred and twenty million francs in cash and investments, real estate in France worth another hundred and fifty million, an art collection worth fifty million, cars, watches, personal items, a total of about nine hundred million."
The world spun.
"Almost a billion francs."
"Yes."
"For a ten-year-old child."
"For the only living Beaumont whom Marcel considered worthy of his name, he wrote in his will that Lucas had shown wisdom and character that he himself had lacked throughout his life."
Jungkook looked at Lucas, who was sitting at the table with a pencil still in his hand, completely unaware that his life had just changed.
"What does that mean in practice?"
"It means that as legal guardians, you will manage the estate until Lucas's eighteenth birthday, it also means that tomorrow morning the media will be besieging your home, a ten-year-old billionaire is a story everyone will want to tell."
After hanging up, Jungkook sat in silence, trying to process the information, while Jimin sat down next to him, putting his hand on his shoulder.
"Tell me everything."
Jungkook repeated the conversation word for word, and with each sentence, Jimin's eyes grew wider and wider.
"Nine hundred million? That can't be true."
"François doesn't joke about things like that."
Lucas, who had been listening silently, finally asked in a quiet voice,
"Does that mean I'm rich?"
Jungkook didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
"Very rich, honey."
"But I don't want to be very rich, I'm already rich enough thanks to my dad and grandpa's companies."
"Unfortunately, you have no choice, a will is a will."
The boy thought about it intensely, frowning in a way that resembled Philippe at his best.
"What if I say I don't want the money?"
"You can give it away, you can use it, but first you have to accept it."
"It's complicated."
"Very."
No one ate dinner that night, even though Jimin had prepared it. The pasta sat untouched on the stove; no one had an appetite.
Lucas went to bed early, saying he was tired, but Jungkook saw something more in his eyes, fear perhaps, or overwhelm, or both at once.
After the boy fell asleep, Jungkook and Jimin sat on the porch, looking at the dark lake, the stars reflecting in the water like diamonds.
"What do we do now?" Jimin asked quietly.
"I don't know, I've never been a guardian to a ten-year-old billionaire."
"This isn't funny."
"I know, but if I don't joke around, I'll start screaming."
Jimin took his hand, intertwining their fingers.
"Are you scared?"
"I'm terrified. It's not about the money, it's about what it will bring: media attention, people who will want to take advantage of Lucas, the pressure of being the richest kid in the country."
"Lucas is smart."
"He's a child, children shouldn't have to worry about billions."
"Maybe they don't have to, maybe we're the ones worrying, and he's just living a normal life."
Jungkook wanted to believe that, but he already knew that normality was over.
In the morning, he woke up to noise, looked out the window, and saw what he feared: TV vans in front of the gate, journalists with cameras, photojournalists with telescopes.
The media had arrived.
"Dad J?" a quiet voice behind the bedroom door.
"Come in, Lucas."
The boy came in wearing dinosaur pajamas, looking younger than ten at that moment.
"Why are there people in front of the house?"
Jungkook sat on the edge of the bed and hugged him.
"They came to see the richest child in Switzerland."
"Am I the richest child in Switzerland?"
"Yes, sweetheart."
Lucas thought about it as he looked out the window at the crowd.
"Yesterday, no one was interested in me, today everyone wants to see me, but I'm the same person."
"I know."
"It's weird."
"Very weird."
"Can I stay home today? I don't want to go to school if everyone is going to look at me differently."
Jimin, who had just woken up, agreed immediately.
"Of course, we'll all stay home."
François arrived in the afternoon, slipping in through the back entrance to avoid the reporters, bringing a stack of documents and a serious expression.
They sat in the library, Lucas insisting on being present.
"It's my money, so I want to know what's going on."
The lawyer nodded with the respect he reserved for adults, not children.
"I respect that, okay, let's see exactly what you've inherited."
He spread the documents out on the mahogany table, the numbers dancing on the paper, each one bigger than Lucas had ever seen.
"Five hundred and twenty million in liquid assets, meaning cash and easily sellable stocks."
Lucas listened intently, as if it were the most complicated chess puzzle.
"One hundred and eighty million in stocks of various companies, these will go up or down over time."
"Like the stock market?"
"Exactly like the stock market."
"I see."
François continued to review the list—a property in Lyon, an apartment in Paris, a collection of art by Monet and Picasso, cars Lucas couldn't drive yet, watches worth more than most people earned in a lifetime.
"A total of nine hundred million francs, maybe a little more, depending on the valuation of the art."
Silence filled the library.
Lucas finally asked the question no one expected.
"Why did Uncle Marcel do this?"
François took out the letter, the paper was cream-colored, expensive, Marcel's handwriting legible and decisive.
"Let me read an excerpt from the will."
He put on his glasses and began to read:
"I leave my entire personal estate to Lucas Beaumont, not because he is the last of the family, although that is true, but because in his ten years he has shown more wisdom than I have in forty-eight. Philippe tried to make him his copy, I tried to control him for my own purposes, but the boy found another path, a path of generosity and kindness that no Beaumont before me had known. If the fortune I have accumulated can be used by someone who will truly do good with it, let it be Lucas. I am not giving him this money as a burden, but as a tool. Let him use it more wisely than I ever could.
When François finished reading, everyone had tears in their eyes.
Lucas wiped his face with his sleeve.
"Uncle Marcel thought I was wise?"
"He didn't just think it, he knew it."
"But I don't feel wise, I feel scared."
Jungkook hugged him.
"Being scared is part of being wise. Stupid people are never scared because they don't understand the consequences."
"So what now?"
François closed the documents.
"Nothing now, the assets are safe in trust funds and investments, they can stay there for years, you're a child, you can just be a child."
"But the media..."
"The media will forget in a week if you don't give them new stories. Stay home for a few days and let them get bored."
And indeed, after four days, the vans began to disappear, journalists found new stories, and life slowly returned to normal.
But some things had changed.
Lucas now sometimes woke up at night worrying about money he hadn't asked for.
Sometimes at school he heard other parents whispering about him.
Sometimes he felt the weight of the Beaumont name more than ever.
But sometimes he also thought about Marcel's words in his will.
That money was not a burden, but a tool.
And he began to wonder.
What kind of tool could be built with nine hundred million francs?
What good could be done?
What lives could be changed?
These questions kept him awake at night.
But this time, not out of fear.
Out of hope.
Chapter Text
When giving becomes a legacy
Two weeks after Marcel's death, life slowly returned to normal. The journalists disappeared from the gate, and Lucas returned to school, where for the first few days he was the subject of whispers and stares. But children have short memories, and soon he was just Lucas again, playing chess and helping others with math.
However, in the evenings, he sat in his room with a notebook, trying to understand the numbers left behind by François, nine hundred million francs, an amount so huge that it lost its meaning, as if he were trying to imagine the stars in the sky.
On Saturday morning at breakfast, Lucas put down his fork and asked the question that had been on his mind for several days.
"Can I see Uncle Marcel's art collection?"
Jungkook looked up from his coffee, surprised.
"The art collection? Why?"
"Because it's the only thing I can touch, the rest is just numbers on paper, I want to see something real."
Jimin smiled over his cup of tea.
"That's wise. François said most of it is in the apartment in Paris."
"Can we go to Paris?"
"We can go wherever you want. Everything belongs to you now."
The idea of owning apartments, paintings, and a fortune still felt strange to Lucas. He didn't feel like he owned anything except his school backpack and his beloved chessboard.
A week later, they were sitting on a TGV train speeding through the French countryside, sunflower fields flashing by the window like a golden sea. Lucas pressed his nose against the window and watched the world rush by at 300 kilometers per hour.
"I've never been to Paris," he said quietly.
"It's a beautiful city," Jimin said, sitting next to him with a tourist guide. "Maybe after we see the apartment, we can go to the Eiffel Tower?"
"Really?"
"Really, you have an apartment with a view of it, it would be silly not to go."
Marcel's apartment was located in the sixth arrondissement on Rue de Seine, in an old building with an elevator so small that it could barely fit three people, on the fourth floor, with a heavy oak door with a brass handle.
François was waiting inside and solemnly handed Lucas the keys.
"Welcome to your Parisian home."
Lucas took the keys, feeling their weight in his small hand, the metal cold and unfamiliar.
He stepped inside and stood rooted to the spot.
The apartment was huge, with high ceilings covered with frescoes depicting angels and clouds, shiny oak parquet flooring, and large windows overlooking the Seine, where the Eiffel Tower glistened in the distance, gilded by the afternoon sun.
But it wasn't the architecture that took his breath away.
The walls were covered with paintings.
Dozens of paintings in heavy gold frames, from floor to ceiling, each worth more than most people earned in a lifetime.
Lucas slowly moved from one to the next, his ten-year-old eyes trying to take in the beauty he didn't fully understand but felt in his heart.
He stopped in front of a large canvas depicting a pond covered with water lilies, the colors so vivid that it seemed as if the water was really moving.
"It's Monet," François explained, standing next to him. "Water Lilies at Giverny, one of a series he painted at the end of his life."
"It's beautiful."
"Worth about ten million francs."
Lucas quickly turned away.
"Ten million? For one painting?"
"For one painting by a great master."
The boy looked at the lilies again, trying to see ten million in the colors and brushstrokes, but all he saw was water, light, and tranquility.
He moved on. The next painting was strange—women with twisted faces and sharply defined bodies.
"Picasso," François said before Lucas could ask. "Cubism, he tried to show a person from many perspectives at once."
"It looks like she's broken."
"Or like she's more complete than a normal portrait, depending on how you look at it."
"How much is this painting worth?"
"Fifteen million."
Lucas whistled softly, and the number that had once been abstract suddenly took on shape and color.
He walked on, passing Van Gogh, Renoir, and artists whose names he didn't know but whose works spoke the language of emotion rather than words.
At the end of the long corridor, in a small alcove, hung a painting that didn't fit in with the rest, small, perhaps thirty square centimeters, in a simple wooden frame, depicting a chessboard in the middle of a game, with the pieces casting long shadows in the candlelight.
Lucas stood in front of it and felt something he had never experienced before: recognition.
"This one," he whispered. "This one is my favorite."
François checked his notebook.
"This painting was painted by an unknown French artist in the 19th century. Marcel bought it at a flea market for a few hundred francs. It's worth maybe five thousand."
"Only five thousand?"
"Compared to the rest, it's practically nothing."
But for Lucas, it was everything. In this painting, he saw himself, the evenings spent playing chess with Jungkook, the silence of concentration, the beauty of the game.
"I want to keep it," he said firmly. "Only this one."
Jungkook, who had been walking around the room looking at other paintings, came closer.
"Only this one? What about the rest?"
Lucas turned, looking at all the works hanging around him, beauty worth millions of francs, locked away in a private apartment he visited maybe once a year.
"The rest should be where people can see them."
"What do you mean?"
"In a museum, they should hang in a museum where everyone can see them, not just rich people with keys."
François looked surprised.
"You want to donate your entire collection to a museum?"
"Yes, why do I need paintings worth millions in a place where I don't live? It's better if they bring joy to others."
Jimin knelt down to be at eye level with Lucas.
"That's very generous, but are you sure? This collection is worth fifty million francs."
"I'm sure. Uncle Marcel wrote in his will that money is a tool for doing good, and this is my first good deed."
François quickly took notes.
"I'll have to contact the museums. The Louvre would be interested in some of the paintings, the Musée d'Orsay in others..."
"No," Lucas interrupted. "All of them to one place, the Geneva Art Museum, so that people who live where I live can see them."
"The Geneva museum will receive the most important donation in its history."
"Good."
They sat in the apartment for another hour, François making a list of all the works and their estimated value, and Lucas walking around the room, gently touching the frames as if saying goodbye to them.
Before leaving, they took down a small painting of a chessboard, and Lucas held it carefully in both hands.
"This is the only thing I'm taking."
On the way to the Eiffel Tower, Jimin asked,
"Do you regret it? You're giving away a fortune in art."
Lucas thought for a long time before answering, holding the painting on his lap in the taxi.
"I don't regret it. Those paintings were prisoners in the apartment. Now they will be free. People will bring their children to see them, artists will learn from the masters. It's better than hanging in an empty room."
"When did you become so wise?"
"Ever since I had you two as teachers."
A week after returning to Geneva, they met with the director of the Art Museum, an elderly woman named Madame Rousseau, with gray hair and eyes that sparkled when she talked about painting.
"Mr. Beaumont," she began formally, looking at the ten-year-old boy. "I have heard of your extraordinary generosity."
"Please call me Lucas. Mr. Beaumont sounds like my dad."
She smiled warmly.
"Lucas, then. Do you understand that the value of the collection you wish to donate is approximately fifty million francs?"
"Yes."
"And you are certain of that?"
"More than anything else."
She showed him the plans for the new wing of the museum that could be built thanks to his donation.
"We will name it the Beaumont Wing in honor of your family."
Lucas thought about it.
"No, name it the Marcel Beaumont Wing. It was his collection, it deserves to be commemorated."
Madame Rousseau had tears in her eyes.
"That's a beautiful gesture, Marcel would be proud."
"I hope so."
A month later, the entire collection was transported from Paris to Geneva in special armored trucks with an armed escort. The media reported that it was the largest shipment of artworks in Swiss history.
"10-YEAR-OLD PHILANTHROPIST DONATES MILLIONS TO ART"
"YOUNGEST DONATION IN MUSEUM HISTORY"
"LUCAS BEAUMONT – THE NEW FACE OF GENEROSITY"
Lucas ignored the headlines, however, as he was more interested in something else.
"When will the opening be?"
"In three months, we need time to prepare the room and secure the paintings."
"Can I come to the opening?"
"You will be the guest of honor."
But before the museum opened its doors, Lucas had another idea.
He was sitting with François in the library, looking through documents relating to the rest of Marcel's estate.
"A mansion in Lyon," read the lawyer. "Twenty rooms, ten hectares of garden, worth about a hundred million francs."
"Too big for me."
"We can sell it."
"Or..."
Lucas took out a drawing he had prepared, a plan of the building with rooms marked according to their various functions.
"We can turn it into a home for children who don't have families."
François looked at the plan with surprise.
"An orphanage?"
"Not an ordinary one, but a special one, where children will have their own rooms instead of dormitories, where they can learn chess and art, where they will feel safe."
Jungkook, who was listening, felt pride filling his chest.
"Where did this idea come from?"
"From Emma. Remember how scared she was when she came to us? How many children are just as scared in ordinary orphanages, where no one has time to love them?"
"Many."
"So the estate could be a place where they have time, love, and opportunities."
François was taking notes.
"It would cost millions a year to maintain."
"I have millions, I can set up a foundation to cover all the costs."
And so, over the next few months, Marcel's estate was systematically transformed.
The art collection for the museum—worth fifty million.
The estate in Lyon was transformed into a "House of Hope for Children" with a chess academy and arts programs—one hundred million plus twenty million a year for operations.
The apartment in Paris was sold for forty million, and the money was donated to an educational foundation.
Most of the cash was invested in a fund financing scholarships for poor children throughout Switzerland—three hundred million.
The cars and watches were sold at auction—fifteen million was donated to children's hospices.
Of the nine hundred million, Lucas kept one hundred million for safe investments for the future.
The rest, eight hundred million, was earmarked to help others.
In the evening, when all the documents had been signed, Lucas sat down with Jungkook and Jimin on the porch, and next to them leaned a small painting of a chessboard.
"Do you think I did the right thing?" he asked quietly.
Jungkook hugged him.
"I think you did something most adults don't have the courage to do."
"What?"
"You chose people over money."
"It was easy. Money doesn't make anyone happy, people make people happy."
Jimin kissed him on the top of his head.
"How does a ten-year-old know such things?"
"From you. You taught me that family isn't money, but love."
"Smart boy."
"Smart because I have smart parents."
They sat in silence, watching the stars appear one by one over the lake.
Lucas thought of Marcel, who had spent his life amassing a fortune he never really used.
And of himself, who had received that fortune as a gift.
And he decided to give it away.
Because that was the only way money made sense.
Not to hold on to it.
But to let it flow.
Like a river that nourishes everything in its path.
It was a lesson Marcel learned too late.
But Lucas learned it early.
And that made all the difference.
Chapter Text
When the past demands recognition
The light of early spring poured through the windows of the kitchen of their Geneva estate, golden and warm, even though the air outside was still cool. Jungkook stood by the stove watching the eggs fry in the pan, the oil sizzling gently, the smell of butter and bread filling the space, an ordinary, peaceful morning.
Lucas sat at the table with his math notebook, his pencil scratching across the paper in rhythm with his thoughts. He would pause occasionally to chew on the end of his pencil, a bad habit he couldn't seem to shake, sometimes muttering numbers under his breath as he tried to solve a particularly difficult equation.
Jimin was in the garden, pruning the roses that were beginning to bud. Through the window, Jungkook could see him in his old jeans and flannel shirt, his hair blowing in the wind, smiling to himself because he loved gardening in the morning.
A normal day, ordinary, peaceful in a way that Jungkook had learned to appreciate through years of chaos.
The phone rang.
An unknown number, but with a Korean country code. Jungkook's heart beat faster with an anxiety he couldn't name. He answered after the third ring, slowly, as if delaying could change what he would hear.
"Hello?"
The voice on the other end was familiar in a way that made his stomach clench, a voice he hadn't heard in three years, his mother's voice.
"Jungkook-ah."
The spatula he was holding fell from his hand with a loud metallic clang as it hit the floor, the eggs in the pan began to burn, but he didn't notice.
"How... how did you get my number?"
His own voice sounded strange, cold, and sharp as a shard of glass.
"Your brother gave it to me. Seokjin visits me sometimes. You know, not everyone has forgotten about the family, even though you were apparently able to do so without any problem."
The venom in her voice was as familiar as an old sweater that no longer fits. She always managed to turn every sentence into an accusation, every conversation into a battlefield where she was the victim and everyone else was the tormentor.
"What do you want?"
He didn't ask how she was, he didn't ask about her health, there was no room for pleasantries between them, not after what had happened.
"I got out of prison last week, three years for good behavior, imagine that, me, who has never been good in my entire life, suddenly found goodness in prison, ironic, don't you think?"
Her laughter was bitter and metallic.
Jungkook felt all the muscles in his body tense up, fight or flight, an instinct that had developed in childhood when he learned to anticipate her moods.
"I'll go back to Korea, of course, there's nothing for me in Europe."
Relief washed over him like a wave. If she was going back to Korea, she would stay there, seven thousand kilometers between them, a safe distance.
"Good luck in your new life."
He began to move the phone away from his ear, ending a conversation that should never have started.
"Wait, Jungkook-ah!"
Her voice was sharper now, desperate, the tone she used when she wanted something badly.
"I didn't call to tell you where I was going, I called to tell you where I am now, at this moment, at this very moment."
A chill ran down Jungkook's spine like ice melting slowly.
"Where are you?"
He knew before she answered, he could feel it in the way she asked the question, in the tension in her voice.
"In Geneva, darling, in a small hotel three streets away from your beautiful home, the Hotel du Lac, if you must know, not as luxurious as your estate, of course, but comfortable enough for a woman who has just spent three years sleeping on a prison bunk."
The world stopped, the sounds of the kitchen—the sizzle of the frying pan, the ticking of the clock, the scratching of Lucas's pencil—all turned into a distant hum.
"How did you find my address?"
"The internet is wonderful, isn't it? A son who is a billionaire running an international pharmaceutical company, who appears in financial newspapers and business magazines, who lives in one of the most expensive neighborhoods in Geneva, such a man cannot hide very well, even if he wants to."
Jungkook heard the satisfaction in her voice, the small victory she had achieved in finding him despite his efforts to disappear from her life.
"What do you want from me?"
The silence on the other end lasted too long, he could hear her breathing through the phone, uneven and shallow.
"I want to meet my grandson."
Four words that made the room spin.
"You don't have a grandson, Lucas isn't my biological son, he's not your grandson by any means."
"But he's the boy you're raising, the boy you love like a son, if the articles written about you are to be believed, that makes me his grandmother technically, I read about him in the newspapers, you know, the ten-year-old billionaire who donated his fortune to charity, he sounds like an extraordinary child, I'd like to meet someone so impressive." .
Anger rose in Jungkook's chest like a fever, pulsing and hot.
"Listen to me very carefully, you haven't been a part of my life for three years, you weren't a part of it when I was sick and dying, you weren't a part of it when I was trying to rebuild my life after the destruction you caused, you're not a part of Lucas's life now or ever in the future, leave us alone and go back to Korea, where you belong."
He expected anger, he expected shouting, but instead her voice became soft and pleading, the tone she used when she wanted to manipulate emotions.
"I've changed, Jungkook-ah, I know you don't believe me, but it's true. Three years in prison gave me a lot of time to think about the mistakes I made, the son I hurt, the life I wasted through greed. I want to fix what I broke before it's too late, before I die without reconciling with the only child I ever had."
Some things can't be fixed no matter how much time you spend thinking about them. The trust you destroyed was built over twenty years and destroyed in one day. You can't rebuild it with a few nice words over the phone.
"I'm not asking for your trust right away, I'm just asking for a chance, one meeting, half an hour in a public cafe, and if after that you want me to disappear from your life forever, I promise I'll disappear without a fight, but give me this one small chance to show you that I'm telling the truth."
Every cell in Jungkook's body screamed to refuse, to say "no," to hang up, block the number, and never look back. It was the obvious choice, the safe choice.
But a small part of him, the part that remembered his mother singing him lullabies before bed when he was little, holding his hand on his first day of school, crying with pride when he won his first chess tournament, the part that still remembered that she had been a good mother before money and greed changed her, wondered if people could really change.
"One coffee, tomorrow at ten in the morning at the café on Rue du Rhône, a public place with many witnesses. If you try any manipulation, ask for money, or suggest that you need financial assistance, the meeting will end immediately, and you will never see me again."
"I won't do anything like that, I promise on everything that is sacred, thank you Jungkook-ah, you won't regret giving me this chance."
After hanging up, Jungkook stood in the kitchen feeling as if he had been hit by a truck, his hands trembling slightly as he held the phone, the eggs in the pan completely burnt black and smoking, he turned off the gas mechanically.
Jimin entered through the back door, carrying a basket of freshly cut roses, their scent sweet and intense. The smile disappeared from his face when he saw the look on Jungkook's face.
"What happened? You look like you've seen a ghost."
"Worse than a ghost, my mother called, she's in Geneva, she wants to meet."
The basket of roses almost fell out of Jimin's hands, he quickly put it on the counter.
"Your mother? The one who stole your money? The one who went to prison?"
"The same one, she got out last week, she came here, she says she wants to meet Lucas."
Jimin knew the whole story, Jungkook had told him everything during one of those long nights when his illness was at its worst and there was no room for secrets between them, he knew the betrayal, the pain, and the rage.
"And what did you say to her?"
"That I'd meet her tomorrow, just for coffee. I don't know why I agreed, I should have refused, I should have hung up."
Jimin gently touched his shoulder.
"You agreed because, despite everything she did, despite all the pain she caused, she's still your mother, and part of you needs to know if people can really change or if they just pretend to change."
"It's stupid, I know how it's going to end, she'll come and pretend to be sorry for fifteen minutes, and then she'll ask for money or come up with some plan to take advantage of us."
"Maybe, but maybe not, maybe prison actually changed her, it happens, you know."
Lucas, who had been listening to the whole conversation with his head raised above his math notebook, asked quietly,
"I didn't know you had a mom, Kook."
Jungkook turned around, forgetting that the child was in the room, now he had to explain things he would rather keep secret.
"Everyone has a mom, technically, but some relationships are... complicated."
Lucas closed his notebook, putting his pencil down very carefully.
"How complicated?"
Jungkook sat down at the table opposite him, Jimin joined them, sitting down next to him. It was a conversation that required closeness.
"My mom was a good person for most of my childhood, she loved me and cared for me and did the things good mothers do, but then my dad died when I was sixteen and left her with a lot of debt, suddenly we had no money, and she became obsessively focused on money. Every conversation was about how much we needed it, how I should earn more by playing chess, how everything would be better if only we had more money."
Lucas listened intently, his young face trying to understand the complexities of adult relationships.
"And then, when I got sick and had Parkinson's and needed money for treatment, she came to me saying she knew a specialist who could help, she asked me for money for a consultation, I gave her twenty thousand francs because I thought it would help me get better, but the specialist never existed. She took the money and ran away. She tried to leave for China before the police caught her. She went to prison for fraud."
Lucas's eyes widened.
"Your own mother stole from you when you were sick?"
"Yes."
"That's the worst thing I've ever heard."
Jungkook felt warmth in his chest, a child who understood without judgment.
"That's why we haven't talked in three years, I completely cut her out of my life, but now she's out of prison and says she's changed and wants to meet you."
"Meet me? Why?"
"Because she read in the newspapers that you're a billionaire, and I think she sees an opportunity."
Lucas frowned intently.
"An opportunity for what?"
"For money, to use you the way she used me."
Silence filled the kitchen, the clock ticked on the wall, the roses in the basket smelled too sweet in the tension of the moment.
Finally, Lucas said something unexpected.
"I want to go with you to the meeting tomorrow."
"Absolutely not, it's not safe."
"Why not? You said it's a public cafe, there will be other people there, what could happen?"
Jungkook didn't have a good answer because the truth was that he wasn't afraid for his physical safety, but for his emotional safety. He was afraid that his mother would do or say something that would hurt Lucas.
"I don't want you to be part of this mess, these are my family problems, not yours."
Lucas looked at him with a determination that resembled those moments when he was playing a difficult chess game and was not going to give up.
"But you teach me that family is people who support each other in difficult times, and this is a difficult time for you, so I should be there to support you. You can't face something this difficult alone. That's what family does, they stick together, even when it's hard, especially when it's hard."
Jimin smiled despite the tension.
"He's right, he beat you with your own logic."
Jungkook knew he had lost this battle before it even began.
"Okay, you can go, but if at any point I feel that the situation is becoming dangerous or unpleasant, we leave immediately, no discussion."
"Agreed."
And so, the next day at half past nine in the morning, they were sitting in Jimin's car, driving to the center of Geneva, Lucas wearing his best sweater and jeans because he said first impressions were important.
And so, the next day at half past nine in the morning, they were sitting in Jimin's car, driving to the center of Geneva. Lucas was wearing his best sweater and jeans because he said first impressions were important, even with grandmothers who might be con artists. Jungkook was wearing a black shirt and pants and felt like he was going to his execution.
The café on Rue du Rhône was small and cozy, with little tables with white tablecloths, the smell of freshly brewed coffee and warm croissants, windows overlooking the river where swans swam majestically, ignoring the dramatic human encounters.
They chose a table by the window, with a good view of the door so they could see when she arrived. Jungkook ordered coffee, which he knew he wouldn't be able to drink, and Lucas ordered orange juice and a croissant because he said his nerves were making him hungry.
At ten fifteen, the café door opened, letting in a gust of cool spring air and a woman who was and was not Jungkook's mother.
She was fifty-five, but she looked sixty; three years in prison had left marks that no cream or makeup could hide. The hair he remembered as black and shiny was now more gray than anything else, the face he remembered as round and full was now thin, with deep wrinkles around the eyes and mouth, the eyes that once sparkled were now tired and old.
But the smile was the same, sharp and calculating, a sincerity that never reached the eyes.
She approached their table in cheap shoes that had seen better days, in a coat that was clean but faded, a poor woman playing the role of a poor woman.
"Jungkook-ah."
Her voice trembled, as if just saying his name took all her strength.
He didn't get up, didn't reach out his hand, sat motionless with his hands folded on the table.
"This is Lucas."
He deliberately did not say "this is your grandson" or "this is my son," but "this is Lucas," as if introducing two strangers.
The woman shifted her gaze to the boy, and something flashed across her face, something that could have been tenderness or judgment, or a combination of both.
"So this is the famous Lucas Beaumont I've read about, the youngest billionaire in Europe, the boy who donated a fortune worth tens of millions to charity. He sounds like someone very extraordinary."
Lucas responded with the politeness Jungkook and Jimin had taught him, but with a coolness that showed he was not an easy target.
"Good morning, Ms. Jeon, it's nice to meet you."
She sat down without being invited, without asking if she could, took a chair as if she had a right to it, and ordered coffee from the waiter, who came immediately.
For a moment, they sat in heavy silence, each waiting for the other to start, until finally Jungkook decided that since she was his mother, she should suffer first.
"How was prison?"
There was no point in pretending to be polite, no point in asking about things that didn't matter.
She grimaced as if the question were a physical blow.
"How do you think it was? Horrible, every day for three years, a small cell I shared with three other women, a bed that was too hard and too short, food that was worse than dog food, a routine that never changed, wake-up at six in the morning, breakfast at seven, eight hours of work in the laundry room, dinner at five, lights out at eight, the same thing every day for 1,995 days."
"You said you got out for good behavior, so it couldn't have been that bad if you behaved well."
A bitter laugh escaped her lips.
"Good behavior in prison doesn't mean you were a saint, it means you didn't fight the guards, you didn't smuggle drugs, and you didn't attack other prisoners. It doesn't mean you were a good person, just that you were smart enough not to do things that would extend your sentence."
"So you learned to manipulate the system, just like you manipulated me."
Her face contorted as if those words were a blade.
"I deserve this accusation, I deserve every bad thing you think or say about me, but I came here today to say that I regret everything I did, that three years in prison taught me a lesson I couldn't learn on the outside."
Jungkook crossed his arms, looking at her with the skepticism that had developed over years of being lied to.
"What lesson?"
"That greed destroys everything it touches, that the money I stole from you wasn't worth losing my son, that a life spent chasing fortune is a life wasted. These are things I should have known before I went to prison, but sometimes people have to lose everything to understand what was important."
Lucas, who had been listening quietly, asked the question Jungkook didn't have the courage to ask.
"So what do you want from us now? Everyone wants something, even if they say they don't, that's just the truth about people."
The woman looked at the ten-year-old with what might have been respect.
"You're smarter than most adults I've known. You're right that everyone wants something. I want two things, and I'll tell you honestly what they are instead of pretending I don't have ulterior motives."
"We're listening," Jungkook leaned forward slightly.
"The first thing is that I want to get to know my grandson, not biologically, but emotionally. I want to know who the boy my son has chosen to love is. I want to be a part of his life, if he lets me, not as a grandmother who bought the right through blood, but as someone who has earned a place through respect and time."
"And the second thing?"
Her voice became quieter, more sensitive.
"The second thing is that I want my son's forgiveness. I know I don't deserve it, I know I destroyed every bit of trust we ever built, but I'm asking for a chance to rebuild it. I don't expect you to forget what I did, I don't expect you to trust me immediately or ever, but I'm asking for the opportunity to show you that I've changed, that the person who stole from you three years ago died in prison, and the person sitting in front of you now is someone else."
Jungkook felt emotions swirling in his chest like a storm, anger because he remembered the betrayal as clearly as if it were yesterday, pain because he remembered how much he loved her, and a small, dangerous spark of hope that maybe people can change.
"You gave me a million reasons not to trust you, every promise you ever made was broken, every word you spoke was a lie or manipulation, why should I believe that this time is different?"
She looked him straight in the eye, her hands, which were resting on the table, trembling slightly.
"Because I have nothing to gain by lying now. I'm an old woman coming out of prison with no money, no friends, no future. The only thing I have is the truth and the hope that my son will let me prove that this truth is sincere. If you want to test me, test me. If you want to set conditions, set them. I'll do everything I can to show that I'm telling the truth."
Lucas asked another question that was smarter than he should be at his age.
"What if Kook says no? What if he says he doesn't want you in his life, regardless of whether you've changed? What will you do then?"
Tears filled the woman's eyes, real tears, not fake ones.
"Then I'll go back to Korea and live with the knowledge that I lost the most important thing I ever had because of my own stupidity and greed, and I'll carry that regret for the rest of my life, which will be my punishment, greater than any prison."
The silence that fell was so thick you could cut it with a knife.
Jungkook looked at the woman who was his mother, and yet was not, trying to see signs of lies or manipulation on her face, but he saw only fatigue, sadness, and something that could have been sincerity.
He took a deep breath, feeling Lucas's gaze on him, waiting for his decision.
"I can't forgive you today, maybe I'll never be able to forgive you, the wound you left is too deep to heal with a cup of coffee and kind words, but... but I can give you a chance to prove that you're telling the truth about changing, a small, cautious chance."
Her face lit up with hope, making her look ten years younger.
"Really? You'll give me a chance?"
"Under conditions that are non-negotiable: meetings once a month, always in public places, never at my house until you've built trust, no talk of money, never, if I see any signs of manipulation, greed, or lying, everything ends immediately, no second chances, this is the only chance you get, so don't waste it."
She nodded so vigorously that her hair flew around her face.
"I agree to all the conditions, I won't waste this chance, I swear on my life."
Lucas added his own condition in a voice that was calm but firm.
"And if you want to get to know me as your grandson, you have to stop thinking about me as a billionaire. I'm not a fortune to be exploited, I'm a kid who plays chess, rides a bike, and goes to school. If you like that Lucas, we can try to build a relationship, but if all you see is money, there's no point in trying."
The woman looked at the ten-year-old with an expression that could have been pride.
"You have more wisdom than people three times your age. I agree to your condition. I also want to get to know Lucas, not the billionaire."
They sat for another half hour, the conversation cautious and stiff like two people learning to dance, no hugs or emotions, just slowly testing boundaries.
When they left the cafe, the sky was brighter than when they entered, the clouds had dispersed, revealing blue.
On the way home, Lucas asked the question that was hanging in the air.
"Do you think she's really changed?"
Jungkook stared at the road ahead, his hands gripping the steering wheel tighter than necessary.
"I don't know, sometimes people really change, sometimes they just pretend to change because they want something. The only way to tell the difference is to give them time and watch what they do, not what they say."
"That's a wise answer."
"I learned that from you."
"No, you taught me, I'm just repeating your lessons."
In the evening, when Lucas was already asleep, Jungkook sat with Jimin on the porch, watching the stars appear one after another over the lake.
"How do you feel after today's meeting?"
Jimin held his hand, warm and steady.
"Strange, as if an old wound that had healed over the years had reopened. I don't know if it's good or bad, maybe both at the same time."
"Are you afraid she might try to deceive you again?"
"Yes, all the time, I analyze every word she said, looking for hidden meanings, I check every gesture to see if it's sincere or calculated."
"That's normal after what she did."
"But it's also exhausting, I don't want to live in constant fear and suspicion."
Jimin gently kissed his hand.
"Then don't live in fear. You gave her a chance on clear terms. Now watch and let her prove or disprove her words. If she's changed, you'll get your mother back. If she doesn't waste the chance, you'll know you tried."
"What if her presence hurts Lucas?"
"Lucas is smarter than you think, he sees people very clearly, if she tries to manipulate him, he'll be the first to notice."
And that had to be enough.
Hope, cautious and fragile like the first bud on a tree after winter.
That maybe the past doesn't have to define the future.
That maybe people can change if they really want to.
That maybe a family can be repaired even after it has fallen apart.
Or maybe not.
Only time will tell.
But at least they tried.
And that was more than nothing.
Chapter Text
When hearts find a second chance
April came to Geneva and burst into colors that seemed impossible after the gray winter.
The gardens around the Beaumont estate exploded with pink and white, the cherry and magnolia trees that Philippe had once planted for prestige now blooming for joy, their petals falling on the lawns like snow scented with honey and promise.
Isabelle now lived in the east wing of the estate, in an apartment that had once been a guest suite but had been converted into her own space, two rooms with a private entrance off the terrace, close enough to be part of the family, far enough away to have the independence she needed after two years of total dependence on machines.
It was early afternoon, the fourth of the month, the sun pouring through the tall French windows of her living room, painting the parquet floor with stripes of gold and shadow. Isabelle sat in an armchair by the window with a book in her hands, but she wasn't reading; she was watching the garden, where Lucas and Emma were playing with a ball, their laughter drifting through the open window like music.
Since leaving the hospital, she had been rediscovering the world, each day a mixture of joy and pain, joy that she was alive, pain that Philippe was dead and would never be there again.
But today there was something different in the air, a slight tremor in her chest that was not just sadness or recovery, it was something new, someone new.
Antoine.
Just his name alone made her heart beat differently.
She had met him a month ago at the rehabilitation center she attended three times a week. Dr. Antoine Moreau, a neurologist specializing in post-coma patients, tall and slim, with brown eyes as warm as autumn leaves, with a calm and confident voice that made her feel safe.
At first, he was just a doctor, professional and distant, checking her progress, asking questions about dizziness and memory problems, taking notes in a thick folder with her medical records.
But one day he asked her about the book she was reading in the waiting room, Anna Karenina in French, and his face lit up in a way that changed everything.
"Tolstoy is my favorite writer, I've read Anna five times and I cry at the end every time."
They talked for twenty minutes about Russian literature, completely forgetting about rehabilitation, until a nurse came to remind them that other patients were waiting.
The next visit took place a week later. This time, Antoine brought her a book, a worn copy of War and Peace from his private collection.
"I thought you might like it if you haven't read this masterpiece yet."
She took the book, feeling not only its physical weight but also its emotional weight. It was a gift not from a doctor to a patient, but from one human being to another.
In the third week, he asked if she would like to go for coffee, not in the hospital, but somewhere normal, like two people who are not bound by medical protocol.
Isabelle said "yes" before her brain had time to find reasons to say "no."
The coffee turned into two hours of conversation in a small café on Boulevard des Philosophes. They talked about books and music, about his late wife, who had died of cancer five years ago, about her coma and awakening in a world that was foreign to her, about the loneliness of being a widow and a widower in a city full of happy couples.
"Sometimes I think that people who have lost a partner understand each other in a way that others cannot," said Antoine, stirring his coffee without looking at it, his eyes far away. "There is this shadow we carry, this shape of a person who is no longer there but who still occupies a place in our hearts."
"Yes," Isabelle agreed, feeling tears stinging behind her eyelids. "Exactly, I wake up in the morning and for five seconds I forget that Philippe is dead, I reach for his side of the bed, and it's empty, and the memory comes back like a blow."
"For me, it was like that for two years after Clara's death. Now it's better, but there are still moments, especially when Amelie does something that reminds me of her mother, when the pain returns as fresh as it was on the first day."
They sat in the silence of mutual understanding, a silence that was not awkward but full, the silence of people who did not need to fill every second with words.
The second coffee became the third, the third a walk by the lake, the fourth dinner in a small restaurant in Carouge.
And now, four weeks after that first coffee, Isabelle sat in her armchair, thinking about the man who had unexpectedly entered her life and wondering if she should tell Lucas.
The decision came easily—she had to tell him, secrets were what had destroyed her marriage to Philippe, she wasn't going to start a new relationship with a lie, even a lie by omission.
Lucas came to her apartment after dinner, as he did every evening, a ritual that had developed naturally. They spent an hour together before he went to bed, sometimes playing chess, sometimes Isabelle reading him books, sometimes just talking about their day.
Today he looked particularly happy, his cheeks pink from running outdoors, his hair tousled and full of grass.
"Mom, guess what! Emma learned the rook endgame I showed her last week, she played it perfectly!"
Isabelle smiled as she listened to his enthusiasm, but her heart was beating faster with nerves about what she had to say.
"That's wonderful, sweetheart, Emma is a very intelligent girl."
They sat down together on the sofa, watching through the window as the light changed from gold to orange as the sun began to set and the shadows of the trees lengthened across the lawn like dark fingers.
"Lucas, I need to tell you something, something important, and I want you to be honest about your feelings."
His face immediately became serious; ten-year-olds have a radar for "serious conversations."
"What's wrong? Are you sick again?"
"No, no, nothing like that, it's about... it's about someone I met."
He frowned, trying to understand.
"You met someone? A new friend?"
Isabelle took his little hand in hers, her fingers still too thin, but stronger than a month ago.
"More than a friend, I met a man who is special to me, his name is Antoine, he's a doctor at a rehabilitation center, we've been seeing each other for four weeks and... and I think he could be someone important in my life, if we both want it."
The words hung in the air between them, heavy with implication. Isabelle waited for Lucas's reaction, feeling her stomach tighten. What if he was angry? What if he considered it a betrayal of Philippe?
But Lucas's face lit up with a sincere and joyful smile.
"That's great, Mom! Tell me about him, what's he like?"
Relief washed over Isabelle like a warm wave.
"Are you sure it's okay? Don't you feel like... like you're betraying your dad?"
Lucas shook his head with a certainty that was unusual for someone so young.
"Mom, Dad's been dead for two years, you've been in a coma all that time, but now you're alive and you deserve to be happy. Dad would want you to be happy, even if that happiness comes from someone else. Kook and Min taught me that love isn't about possession, it's about wanting the best for the people you love."
Tears flowed before Isabelle could stop them, warm and salty, running down her cheeks.
"When did you become so wise?"
"I learn from the best," his voice was simple, without boasting.
Isabelle told him about Antoine, how they met, how their conversations flowed easily, that he had a daughter, Amelie, who was eight years old, that he had lost his wife to cancer and understood the pain of loss.
"He sounds like a good man," Lucas said when she finished. "I'd like to meet him, and his daughter too."
"Really? Don't you feel weird about that?"
"I'm glad you're not alone. For a long time, I was worried you'd be sad forever."
That night, Isabelle couldn't sleep. She lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, where the shadows of the trees outside danced in the moonlight, thinking about Antoine and a future that suddenly seemed possible.
In the morning, she called him early, her fingers trembling slightly as she dialed the number.
"Isabelle, bonjour, how are you?"
His voice was warm even over the phone.
"Fine, actually better than fine, I told Lucas about you yesterday."
Silence on the other end, she could hear him breathing.
"And what did he say?"
"He said he'd like to meet you, you and Amelie. I thought maybe we could meet on Sunday, maybe have a picnic in the park if the weather is nice?"
"Sounds perfect. Amelie will be excited. I told her about you and she was very curious."
"What did you tell her?"
"That I met an extraordinary woman who is strong and beautiful and makes me think about the future for the first time in years."
Isabelle's heart was beating like crazy.
"That's beautiful."
"It is."
Sunday was sunny and warm, as if nature had conspired to make it a perfect day. They met at the Parc des Bastions, where large trees formed green tunnels of shade and fountains sprayed water that sparkled in the sun.
Antoine arrived on time, his daughter Amelie holding his hand tightly, a little girl with long brown braids tied with pink ribbons, with big brown eyes that were exactly like her father's.
Lucas was excited in a way that was rare for him, usually so calm and serious, today he was bouncing lightly on his toes.
The introductions were polite and formal, the adults shook hands, the children said "nice to meet you," as their parents had taught them.
But when they spread out a blanket under a large chestnut tree and began to take food out of their baskets, the atmosphere began to relax like a taut rope slowly being loosened.
Antoine brought a quiche he had baked himself, Isabelle brought fruit and chocolate cake, and the children got juice and cookies.
They ate in the sunshine, listening to the birds singing in the trees and the distant voices of other picnicking families. The normality of the situation was stunning to Isabelle, who had spent so long in hospital wards where everything was sterile and controlled.
Lucas was the first to break the ice with Amelie, pulling a travel chess set out of his backpack.
"Do you know how to play chess?"
The girl shook her head shyly.
"No, my dad tried to teach me, but I was too young at the time."
"I can teach you now if you want, it's easy once you learn the basics."
Her eyes lit up.
"Will you really teach me? Everyone says chess is too hard for kids."
"People who say that don't understand children. I'll show you that it's like telling a story, each piece has its own personality and role to play."
For the next hour, Lucas patiently explained to Amelia how the pieces moved, his voice gentle and encouraging, not criticizing her when she made mistakes but praising her when she did something right.
Antoine and Isabelle sat watching the children, their shoulders almost touching on the blanket, the warmth of his presence palpable even without physical contact.
"He's wonderful for her," Antoine said quietly so the children couldn't hear. "Amelia is usually shy around new people, but she opened up to Lucas right away."
"Lucas has a gift for making people feel safe," Isabelle said, looking at her son with deep and overwhelming pride. "He learned that from Jungkook and Jimin, who gave him something Philippe and I were never able to give him—unconditional acceptance."
"Tell me about them, about the family they created for your son."
Isabelle told the whole story, the words flowing more easily than she had expected, about the accident, the coma, and the will, about the two men who took responsibility for a boy they hardly knew, about the love that grew between them all.
"That's extraordinary," Antoine shook his head in admiration. "To sacrifice your life for a child who is not biologically yours."
"But now he is ours in every sense, more than he ever was mine or Philippe's. We loved him, but we also saw him as the heir to a fortune, as an extension of our ambitions. Jungkook and Jimin see him as Lucas, just Lucas. That makes all the difference."
Antoine took her hand in his, a gesture that was simple but full of meaning, his fingers intertwining with hers.
"And you? What do you want for your life now?"
Isabelle looked at their intertwined hands, feeling her heart beat faster.
"I want to be part of Lucas's life, but not his whole world. I want to enjoy the simple things. I want... I want to be with someone who makes me feel alive and valued, not as the wife of a millionaire, but as Isabelle, just Isabelle."
"That's very beautiful and very sincere."
"You're honest with me too, you deserve honesty in return."
He sat in silence for a moment before speaking, his voice low and full of emotion.
"Isabelle, I know it's fast, we've only known each other for a month, but I feel something I haven't felt since Clara's death, I feel that the future can be not just about survival, but about living, about building something new, I would like... I would like to see where this takes us, if you give me a chance."
Isabelle turned to look at him, his face was open and sensitive, she could see hope and fear mixed together in his eyes.
"I want to see where it leads, too."
They kissed on a blanket in the park, surrounded by families and children playing. Their lips met gently, softly, tasting of coffee and promise, a first kiss that was a beginning, not an end.
When they parted, they both had tears in their eyes.
Lucas, who saw this, nudged Amelie.
"Look, my mom is kissing your dad."
Amelie giggled, covering her mouth with her hand.
"It's weird, are adults always this weird?"
"Always, but they're happy, so I think it's okay."
In the evening, after Antoine and Amelie had left, Lucas came and found Isabelle sitting on the terrace of her apartment, looking at the garden, where dusk painted everything in shades of indigo and purple.
He sat next to her without saying a word for a long moment, then asked:
"Do you love him, Mom?"
The question was direct in the way only children can be direct.
Isabelle thought carefully before answering.
"I don't know yet if it's love, it's too early to say for sure, but I feel something that could become love if we both have the time and courage to let it grow. I feel butterflies in my stomach when I see his number on my phone, I smile for no reason when I think about things he's said, I miss him when we don't see each other for a few days. These are signs of the beginning of something real."
"Sounds like love to me."
"Maybe you're right, you're usually right about these things."
Lucas moved closer, resting his head on her shoulder, a gesture that was rare now that he was older and more independent, but today he needed closeness.
"I'm glad you found someone, Mom. I was worried you'd be alone forever, that the sadness after Dad's death and your coma would kill the part of you that can love, but now I see that part is still alive, it just needed the right person to wake it up."
Isabelle hugged him, feeling her tears flow.
"How did you become so wise at such a young age?"
"I learned empathy from you, I learned from Kook and Min that love has no boundaries or rules, I learned from life that everything can change in an instant, so it's better to love loudly and boldly while we have time."
They sat together, watching the stars begin to appear one by one in the darkening sky, and the future, which a month ago had seemed empty and sad, now seemed full of possibilities.
For Isabelle, who had spent two years in darkness.
For Antoine, who had spent five years mourning his wife.
For their children, who deserved to see their parents happy.
A second chance at love.
Fragile and new, like the first bud on a tree after winter.
But real.
And beautiful.
And worth the risk.
Chapter Text
When healing brings choices
May arrived with a warmth that heralded summer, and the gardens of the Beaumont estate were now in full bloom. The roses that Jimin had tended for months finally opened their petals in every shade from white to pink to deep crimson, their scent filling the air with a sweetness that was almost intoxicating.
Emma had been living with them for a year and three months now. the little girl who had arrived on that rainy night, frightened and wet, was now part of the family in a way that seemed natural and inevitable. Her laughter filled the house, her drawings hung on the refrigerator, and her pink shoes always stood by the front door next to Lucas's shoes.
But on this warm May morning, the atmosphere in the house was different, tense in a way that everyone felt but no one spoke about.
Jungkook stood in the kitchen making breakfast, as he did every day, scrambled eggs sizzling in the pan, toast popping out of the toaster with a familiar click, and coffee brewed, releasing the aroma that usually woke the house, but today the routine felt mechanical, his hands performing movements they knew by heart while his mind was far away.
The phone call that came the night before had changed everything.
Ms. Weber, the social worker who had assigned Emma to them a year ago, was calling with news that was both wonderful and terrifying.
"Emma's mother has completed a year-long alcohol rehabilitation program, doctors say her progress is remarkable, she has been sober for fourteen months, she has a stable job as a hotel cleaner, she has rented a small but clean apartment in the Pâquis district, she is ready to return to being a mother."
The words hung in the air like a sentence.
"What does this mean for us?" Jungkook asked, even though he knew the answer.
"It means that in two weeks there will be a court hearing to decide whether Emma can return to her mother. The judge will want to hear from all parties, Emma will also be asked what she wants, ultimately it will be her decision, she is old enough to have a say."
After hanging up, Jungkook sat in the darkness of the living room for a long time, not wanting to turn on the lights, not wanting the day to end, because the end of this day meant the beginning of the next, and each day was a day closer to the potential loss of the girl who had become his daughter in every way except biologically.
Jimin found him there an hour later and sat down next to him in the dark.
"Do you think Emma will want to go back to her mother?" he asked quietly.
"I don't know, part of me thinks she will, of course, she's her real mother, flesh and blood, but another part remembers how scared she was that night when she came to us, how long it took before she stopped having nightmares."
"But her mother has changed, a year of sobriety is no small achievement."
"I know, and I'm happy about that, I really am, but I'm also afraid we'll lose Emma, it's selfish, isn't it?"
Jimin took his hand in the dark.
"It's human nature, we love her, we don't want her to leave, but we also love her enough to want what's best for her, even if that best isn't us."
Now, in the morning, Jungkook heard little footsteps on the stairs. Emma came down in her unicorn pajamas, her light hair tousled from sleep, her eyes still foggy.
"Good morning, Daddy J," she yawned, climbing onto a tall chair at the kitchen island.
Jungkook's heart tightened at the sound of "Daddy J," the name Emma had given him six months ago and which now felt as natural as breathing.
"Good morning, sunshine, did you sleep well?"
"I had a strange dream, I dreamed I was in the old apartment with Mom, but everything was pink and smelled like flowers."
Jungkook turned away from the stove to look at her.
"Do you dream about your mom often?"
Emma shrugged in a gesture that was meant to be indifferent, but wasn't.
"Sometimes, sometimes I remember how it was before she started drinking a lot, back then it was okay, she read me bedtime stories and made pancakes on Sundays."
"Sounds like she was a good mom before alcohol became a problem."
"She was, sometimes I miss that mom."
Jungkook sat down across from her, the scrambled eggs could wait, this conversation was more important.
"Emma, I have to tell you something. Your mom has completed a program for people who have a drinking problem. The doctors say she's healthy now and doesn't drink at all."
The girl's eyes widened.
"Really? Mom feels better?"
"Yes, sweetheart, she's feeling better. She has a job and an apartment, and she's ready to be a mom again if you want her to."
A thick silence fell. Emma looked at her small hands folded on the tabletop, her face going through emotions too quickly to name.
"What does it mean if I want to?" she finally asked in a quiet voice.
"It means that in two weeks, you'll talk to a judge who will tell you about your mom's situation and ask you where you want to live, with her in her new apartment or here with us. It's your choice, Emma, no one will force you."
"What if I don't know what I want?"
Jungkook moved closer, taking her small hands in his.
"That's normal, it's a very difficult decision for anyone, not just a nine-year-old, but you have time to think, you have two weeks to decide, and whatever you decide, we will support you."
"Even if I decide to go back to my mom?"
The words were like a knife, but Jungkook smiled through the pain.
"Even then, your mom is your mom, if you want to be with her, we understand."
Emma threw herself at him to hug him, wrapping her little arms around his neck.
"But I love you too, you and Dad K and Lucas, you're my family."
"And we always will be, no matter where you live, that won't change."
At that moment, Lucas entered the kitchen and stopped when he saw Emma hugging Jungkook with her face wet with tears.
"What happened?"
Emma pulled away from him to look at him.
"My mom is feeling better, she's not drinking anymore, I can go back to her if I want to."
Lucas's face went from shock to understanding to something that looked like sadness.
"That's good, right? That your mom is healthy?"
"Yes, it's good, but it's also terrible because now I have to choose."
Lucas sat down next to her, his ten-year-old wisdom shining in his dark eyes.
"You don't have to choose today, you have time to think it over, and we can help you weigh all the options if you want."
"How?"
"Maybe you could visit your mom first, see her new apartment, spend some time with her to see how you feel, then it will be easier to make a decision."
Jungkook looked at Lucas with immense pride; the child had more emotional intelligence than most adults.
"That's a great idea, we could arrange a few visits to your mom before the hearing, what do you think, Emma?"
The girl wiped her nose with her sleeve.
"I'd like to see my mom, but I'm scared."
"What are you scared of?"
"That she'll be the same as she was, drunk and yelling."
"But Mrs. Weber said she's been sober for fourteen months, that's a long time, people can change in that long."
"Do you really think people can change?"
Jungkook thought of his own mother, who had tried to change after getting out of prison.
"Yes, I think they can if they really want to and work hard. Your mom worked hard to become a better person. She deserves a chance to show you that."
The first visit was arranged for the following Saturday. Mrs. Weber drove Emma to her mother's new apartment in the Pâquis district. It was a small two-room apartment on the third floor of an old building without an elevator, modest but clean.
Jungkook and Jimin waited in a café downstairs for two hours that felt like an eternity, drinking coffee they didn't want and trying to read newspapers they couldn't see.
"How do you think it's going?" Jimin asked for the fifth time.
"I don't know, I wish I could see through walls."
When Emma finally came down, her face was difficult to read, she wasn't happy, but she wasn't sad either, something in between.
"How was it?" Jungkook asked cautiously.
"Strange, my mom looked different than I remembered her, she was thinner and older, but also calmer, she didn't yell or cry, she just talked normally, she showed me the room that will be mine if I come back, it's small, but it has a window overlooking the park."
"Was it nice to be with her?"
Emma thought before answering.
"It was okay, she cooked me lunch, macaroni and cheese, she remembered it was my favorite dish, we talked about school and friends, but it was also awkward, like talking to someone you know but don't know at the same time."
"That's normal after such a long time apart."
"She said she regretted everything that had happened, that she had been a terrible mother for a long time, but now she wanted to be better. She cried when she said that."
"How did you feel when she cried?"
"Sad for her, but also angry, because why couldn't she have been a good mom from the beginning? Why did she have to drink and hurt me before she decided to be better?"
Jungkook knelt down on the sidewalk at her level, not caring who was watching.
"That's a very fair question, Emma, and there's no easy answer. Adults sometimes make terrible mistakes before they learn to be better. That doesn't excuse what they did, but it explains why. Your mom was sick; alcoholism is a disease, not a choice, but she's better now and trying to make amends for her mistakes."
"But that doesn't mean I have to forgive her, does it?"
"No, forgiveness is your choice and your time. You can love your mom and still be angry with her for what she did. Both things can be true at the same time."
She visited her mother three more times over the next two weeks, each visit a little less awkward, a little more normal. Emma's mother was patient and gentle, not pushing, not demanding, just present and loving in a way that was new to both of them.
On the fourth evening, Emma came to find Jungkook and Jimin sitting in the library, her face serious.
"I need to talk to you about something important."
They sat down together on the big leather sofa, Emma between them, a little girl who had to make a decision bigger than she should at her age.
"I've decided what I want to say to the judge."
Jungkook's heart was beating so loudly that he thought everyone could hear it.
"Tell us, sweetheart."
"I want to go back to my mom."
The words hung in the air like a sentence, Jungkook felt as if something had broken in his chest, but he smiled through the pain.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I know my mom wasn't good before, but now she's trying very hard, she deserves a chance to be a mom again."
Jimin took her hand.
"I love you too, but it's a different kind of love than the love I have for my mom. My mom gave birth to me, carried me in her womb, and breastfed me. She was the first person to kiss me. That creates a bond that nothing can replace."
Lucas, who had been listening from the hallway, entered quietly.
"But you'll still visit us, right? This doesn't have to be the end."
Emma smiled through her tears.
"Of course I'll visit you, you're my family, just a different family."
The court hearing took place a week later in a small room where the judge sat behind a high desk, looking more like a grandmother than an arbiter of fate. Her eyes were gentle as she looked at Emma sitting between her mother and Jungkook.
"Emma, do you understand why we're here today?"
"Yes, ma'am, I have to decide where I want to live."
"And have you decided?"
"Yes, I want to live with my mom. I know she wasn't good before, but she's better now and deserves a chance."
"Are you sure? No one is forcing you to do this?"
"I'm sure, but I also want to be able to visit Mr. Jeon, Mr. Park, and Lucas because they are my family too."
The judge nodded slowly.
"That's a wise and mature decision for someone so young. Are you sure your mom will be able to provide you with a safe and loving home?"
Emma's mother, who sat with her back straight and her eyes clear, replied.
"I will do everything in my power, Your Honor. My daughter is the most important thing in my life. I have made terrible mistakes, but I am different now."
"I can see that from your counselors' reports. Fourteen months of sobriety is impressive, but you know that one slip-up and Emma will be taken away immediately?"
"I understand, and there won't be a slip-up, I swear."
The judge looked at Jungkook and Jimin.
"And you gentlemen agree with this decision?"
Jungkook spoke with tears in his eyes.
"We support every decision Emma makes, we want what's best for her, even if it means she won't be with us."
"That's very noble, and you agree to continue visiting?"
"Of course, Emma will always be welcome in our home, she is part of our family no matter where she lives."
The decision was immediate, Emma could return to her mother in a week, time to pack and say goodbye.
The last night at the Beaumont estate was difficult. Emma walked around each room, touching things as if she wanted to remember them through touch: her pink room that Jimin had painted, the chessboard on which Lucas had taught her to play, the kitchen where Jungkook made pancakes on Sundays.
"I'll miss you," she said during dinner, her voice quiet.
"We'll miss you too," Lucas took her hand. "But you'll come every Saturday for Chess Adventure, right?"
"Of course I'll come, I'll never miss a Saturday."
"And you can call whenever you want," Jimin added. "Any time of the day or night."
"And if you ever need anything," Jungkook looked her straight in the eye. "We're here, always."
When it was finally time to leave, Emma's mother was waiting at the door with a small car borrowed from a friend, and Emma stood with one small suitcase and a teddy bear that Jimin had bought her a year ago.
The goodbyes were full of tears and hugs, everyone hugging her as if they could keep her there through physical contact alone.
"Be brave," Jungkook whispered into her hair.
"Be happy," Jimin added.
"Be yourself," Lucas hugged her the hardest.
As the car drove down the long driveway, the three of them stood watching until it disappeared behind the gate.
The house suddenly became too quiet, too big.
"I feel like part of the family has just left," Lucas said.
"She's gone," Jungkook agreed. "But not forever, she'll be back, just in a different way."
And indeed, Emma returned the following Saturday, smiling and happy, telling stories about her new apartment, school, and her mother, who didn't drink and was gentle.
She came back every Saturday after that, sometimes staying for dinner, sometimes sleeping in her old room, which they had kept exactly as it was for her.
She became something new, not a daughter living with them, not a visiting guest, but something in between, an extended family that showed that love does not need the same address to be real.
Emma's mother kept her promise, she stayed sober, she stayed loving, she stayed present.
Healing was possible.
Second chances were real.
Families could take many forms.
And love, true love, survived the distance.
Chapter Text
When two broken hearts learn to beat together
June arrived in Geneva with a warmth reminiscent of an embrace, long days when the sun set after nine in the evening, painting the sky with shades of peach and gold, and nights that were warm and filled with the scent of jasmine blooming along the walls of the Beaumont estate.
Isabelle sat on her private terrace in the east wing, watching as dusk turned the garden into a place full of mystery and shadows. She held a book in her hands, but she wasn't reading; her thoughts were elsewhere, with someone who had become the center of her days.
Antoine.
Two months had passed since their first kiss in the park, two months that had been like discovering a new language, slowly learning how to be with someone in a way that was not based on duty or habit, but on choice, a conscious daily choice to be together.
With Philippe, it had been different; that marriage had begun with a passion that quickly faded, leaving behind the ashes of routine and dissatisfaction. They probably loved each other once, but that love was buried under layers of expectations and disappointments, under the cold shell of a life that looked perfect on the outside but was empty on the inside.
With Antoine, everything was slower, more delicate, like building something out of porcelain, knowing that the slightest mistake could destroy it.
The phone on the table next to her vibrated; it was a message from him, and Isabelle felt that familiar flutter in her heart.
"Are you watching the sunset? Me too. I'm thinking of you."
She smiled as she touched the screen before replying.
"I'm always thinking about you. It's becoming a problem, I can't concentrate on reading."
The reply came immediately.
"What book?"
"Tolstoy, Anna Karenina, I'm reading it for the third time."
"Why for the third time, when you already know the ending?"
Isabelle thought about her answer, her fingers hovering over the keyboard.
"Because I understand Anna differently each time. When I read it as a young woman, I thought she was stupid to give up everything for love. When I read it after marrying Philippe, I thought she was brave. Now, after everything I've been through, I think she was just desperately lonely and looking for someone who would see her for who she really was."
The dots indicating that she was typing appeared long before the answer came.
"Have you ever felt truly seen?"
The question was so direct, so intimate, that Isabelle had to think for a moment.
"Not by Philippe. He loved the version of me he had created in his head, the perfect millionaire's wife, but he never saw the real me, the woman who wanted to read books, grow roses, and have conversations that weren't about money or status."
"And now?"
"Now I feel seen by you when we talk about books or walk in silence by the lake. I feel that you see me, not a projection or a fantasy, but Isabelle with all her flaws and scars."
"I see you, and you are beautiful precisely because of your flaws and scars. They make you real."
Isabelle felt tears welling up in her eyes. Philippe had never said anything so beautiful in twenty years of marriage.
The next day, Antoine invited her to dinner, not to a restaurant, but to his apartment. For the first time, they would be completely alone, without the children, without the eyes of other people.
"I want to cook for you," he said on the phone that morning. "Nothing fancy, just coq au vin and salad, but in the peace and quiet of our own apartment, where we can talk without waiters interrupting us every ten minutes."
Isabelle agreed, feeling a mixture of excitement and nervousness. The intimacy of a private apartment was different from walks in the park.
Antoine's apartment was in an old building in the Eaux-Vives district, on the third floor with no elevator. The stairs were steep and narrow, and the walls were covered with photos, mostly of Amelie at different ages, but also a few of a woman who must have been Clara, his late wife.
She stopped in front of one of the photos, in which Clara was holding little Amelie on the beach, both smiling at the camera. The woman was beautiful in a simple way, her dark hair blowing in the wind and her eyes full of life.
"That was a year before she got sick," Antoine's voice behind her was quiet. "We were on vacation in Brittany, it was the happiest week of my life, I didn't know she would die a year later."
Isabelle turned to look at him, his face was open and sensitive.
"You don't have to hide her photos from me, she was part of your life, Amelie's mother, it's beautiful that you remember her."
Something in his eyes softened.
"I was worried it would be strange for you to see her everywhere."
"It's not strange, I understand the bond that doesn't die with the body. Philippe was a terrible husband in many ways, but he was Lucas's father. I can't erase him from history, even if I wanted to."
Antoine took her hand and led her into the living room, which was cozy and filled with books. Bookshelves covered all the walls from floor to ceiling, and some of the books looked so old that they might fall apart at the slightest touch.
"Welcome to my chaos," he chuckled softly. "Clara always said that one day the books would take over the apartment completely and we'd have to sleep in the library."
"It's a beautiful chaos. Philippe would never have allowed anything like this. Everything had to be minimalist and sterile. I hated it."
Dinner was simple but perfect: chicken braised in red wine until the meat fell off the bone, vegetables caramelized with butter and garlic, warm and crispy baguette, all prepared with palpable care.
They ate at a small table by the window, from where they could see the lake glistening in the light of the setting sun. They talked about everything and nothing, about the books they read as children, about the dreams they had before life became complicated, about the loneliness of a widow and a widower.
"The worst thing is not the suffering associated with loss," said Antoine, pouring more wine. "The worst thing is the feeling that half of you is gone. Clara and I were together for fifteen years. We met at university. All my plans for the future included her. When she died, I had to learn who I was without her. It was like learning to walk again."
Isabelle nodded, understanding deeply.
"In my case, it was different because Philippe and I hadn't been happy for years, but the coma took two years of my life that I'll never get back. I woke up to a world that had gone on without me. Lucas had grown up, Philippe had died, everything had changed, and I had to come to terms with the fact that lost time is simply lost forever."
"But now you have a new time, a new future."
"Yes, and I want to use it wisely, not waste it on things that don't matter."
Antoine reached across the table and took her hand.
"Isabelle, I know it's fast, we've only known each other for two months, but I feel something I haven't felt since Clara's death. I feel that life can be not only about survival, but also about joy, about building something new with someone who understands pain, but also hope."
Her heart was beating so loudly that she thought he could hear it.
"I feel it too. I wake up in the morning and my first thought is not what I've lost, but that I'll see you today. That's something new for me."
"Are you afraid of it?"
"Very much so. What if it's too good to be true? What if we build something beautiful and then life takes it away from us again?"
Antoine moved closer to her and took her hands.
"We can't live in fear of loss. Life will take everything away from us in the end anyway. We are mortal, but that doesn't mean we shouldn't love while we can. Clara taught me that. Her last words to me were, 'Don't waste your life mourning my death. Find someone who makes you happy and love that person boldly.' For five years, I couldn't, but now I can, with you."
Tears now flowed freely down Isabelle's face.
"I don't know how to love boldly. With Philippe, everything was cautious and controlled."
"We'll learn together, step by step, day by day."
They kissed at the table, amid the remains of dinner, their lips meeting with the desperation of people who had been alone for too long, but also with the tenderness of those who know that good things are fragile.
Later, they sat on his small sofa, her head resting on his shoulder and him stroking her back, listening to the music flowing quietly from the old record player, the melancholic and beautiful music of Chopin.
"Tell me about Clara," Isabelle said quietly. "I want to know who she was, not as a ghost between us, but as the person you loved."
Antoine took a deep breath, his chest rising under her cheek.
"She was a high school French literature teacher. She loved young minds full of questions. Every day she came home with stories about her students, their struggles and successes. She could see the good in everyone, even the most difficult children."
"She sounds like a wonderful woman."
"She was, but she wasn't a saint either. When she got angry, she had a terrible temper. She threw things. Once she threw a plate that smashed against the wall right next to my head. We laughed about it later, but at the time I was terrified."
Isabelle laughed, imagining the scene.
"That sounds very human."
"Exactly, she was human, she wasn't perfect, and I loved her for her imperfections, not in spite of them. I learned that lesson too late to tell her."
"Do you think she would have accepted me?"
Antoine thought about it sincerely.
"Yes, I think she would have liked you. You loved books too, and you had a strong will. She would have asked me to be happy after her death, which means she would have wanted me to be with someone who complements me. You do that, Isabelle. You complement the parts of me that I thought were dead with Clara."
They sat in silence, listening to Chopin, which filled the room with sadness and beauty. Outside, the city was falling asleep, and the lights in the windows opposite were going out one by one.
"I have to go back soon," Isabelle said reluctantly. "Lucas will worry if I'm late."
"I understand, but before you leave, I want to ask you something important."
She lifted her head to look at him.
"Ask."
"Amelie's birthday is in two weeks, she's turning nine, and I'd like you to come, not as my friend, but as someone important in my life. I want her to see us together so she knows this is serious."
Isabelle felt the weight of this request. Meeting the child as an official couple was a step that could not be reversed.
"I'm honored, but is Amelie ready to see you with someone who isn't her mom?"
"I talked to her about you yesterday. She asked if I loved you. I said not yet, but I think I could. She said that was okay, that her mom would want me to be happy."
"That's very mature for a nine-year-old."
"Pain forces children to mature faster than they should, but yes, she's smart and good."
"I'll come to the birthday party, and maybe Lucas could come too? He and Amelie get along well."
"That's the perfect plan."
As Isabelle drove home that evening through the quiet streets of Geneva, she felt something light in her chest that she hadn't felt in years.
Hope.
Not the naive hope of youth, which believes that love solves everything, but the mature hope of someone who knows that life is difficult but still worth trying, that happiness is possible even after loss, that hearts can heal if we give them time and tenderness.
At home, she found Lucas waiting in the living room, reading by the lamp.
"I'm sorry I'm back so late, honey."
He looked up from his book and smiled.
"No problem, how did dinner with Antoine go?"
"It was... beautiful, we talked about many things, about the past and the future, about loss and hope."
"Do you love him, Mom?"
The question was direct in a way that only children can be.
Isabelle sat down next to him on the sofa.
"I'm not sure yet if it's love, but I feel something deep and real, something that could become love if we give it time. Antoine is a good man who understands me in a way that Philippe never could."
"That's all you need to know."
"Where did you learn all this wisdom?"
"From you, I learned to look at people with empathy; from Kook and Mina, I learned that love has no rules; from life, I learned that happiness comes at unexpected moments, so it's better to be open."
Isabelle hugged him, feeling grateful for this child who had been through so much and come out stronger and wiser.
"Antoine wants us to come to Amelie's birthday party in two weeks. Do you want to go?"
"Of course, Amelie is a nice girl. Maybe I've finally taught her enough chess to play a real game."
"That would be nice."
That night, Isabelle lay in bed, staring at the ceiling and thinking about Antoine and the future that was beginning to take shape.
She didn't know where it was leading.
She didn't know if it would be forever or just for a moment.
But she knew it was real.
And that was enough.
At least for now.
Two broken hearts learning to beat together in a new rhythm.
Slowly.
Carefully.
But truly.
Chapter Text
Amelie's birthday was on the last Saturday in June, a hot and sunny day, the sky was intensely blue without a single cloud, and the air smelled of lavender and cut grass.
Antoine rented a small pavilion in Parc de la Grange, an open space overlooking a rose garden where hundreds of roses bloomed in every color imaginable. It was the perfect place for a nine-year-old's birthday, spacious enough for the children to run around and beautiful enough for the adults to sit and talk.
Lucas arrived with Isabelle around two in the afternoon, carrying a carefully wrapped gift, a real wood chessboard with hand-carved pieces. He had chosen it with Jungkook's help, who had said that a good chessboard was a gift for life.
"Do you think she'll like it?" he asked nervously in the car.
"I'm sure she will, you spent so much time teaching her how to play, it's the perfect gift."
But Lucas had this strange feeling in his stomach, a feeling that wasn't just about the gift, it was about something bigger, the responsibility he felt towards Amelie since he met her a month ago.
The girl was sad in a way he recognized, he had been the same after Philippe's death and his mother's coma, the kind of sadness that sits in your eyes even when your mouth is smiling, that makes the world seem gray despite the colors.
Amelie had lost her mother five years ago when she was only four years old. She was too young to fully understand death, but old enough to feel the emptiness. She grew up with a hole in the shape of her mother that nothing could fill.
Antoine did his best. He was a loving father who tried to be a mother as well, but there were things a man couldn't give his daughter: the delicate femininity that only a mother understands, the conversations about feelings that girls need.
When they arrived at the pavilion, the party was in full swing, maybe fifteen children from Amelie's class were running around on the grass, their screams and laughter filling the air, parents standing in groups, drinking lemonade and watching.
Amelie sat alone on a bench to the side, wearing a light blue dress that Antoine had probably chosen, her long brown hair tied in two braids, her face serious as she watched the children playing.
Lucas spotted her immediately.
"Why isn't she playing with the others?"
Isabelle looked in the direction he pointed and her heart sank at the sight of the lonely child.
"I don't know, honey, maybe she's shy?"
"Or sad, I recognize that look."
He approached her before Isabelle could say anything, sat down next to her on the bench, leaving a space between them.
"Hi, Amelie, happy birthday."
The girl looked at him, her brown eyes huge on her small face.
"Hi, Lucas, thank you for coming."
"Of course I came, we're friends, aren't we?"
She nodded but said nothing, her gaze returning to the children playing.
Lucas watched her for a moment, the way her shoulders were tense, how her hands gripped the edge of the bench, all signs of someone trying to hold back her emotions.
"Why aren't you playing with them?" he asked gently.
She shrugged, a small gesture that was meant to be indifferent, but wasn't.
"I don't feel like it."
"It's your birthday, you should be having fun."
"I don't like birthdays."
It was said so quietly that he barely heard it.
"Why not?"
Amelie looked down at her shoes, little white sandals with flowers on them.
"Because Mom always made my birthdays special, she baked a princess-shaped cake with pink icing, hung balloons everywhere, sang the birthday song so loud that the neighbors could hear it, now Dad tries, but it's not the same, it's never the same."
Tears filled her eyes, but they didn't fall. She held them back with the desperation of a child who had learned not to cry in public.
Lucas felt something break inside his chest. He recognized the pain; he carried it himself.
"I know how you feel," he said quietly. "My dad died two years ago, my mom was in a coma for a long time, I thought I'd never be happy again."
Amelie looked at him with wide eyes.
"Really?"
"Really, for a long time everything was gray, even the things I used to love, like chess, didn't bring me joy, I felt like an empty shell."
"How did you stop feeling empty?"
Lucas thought about his answer, he wanted to be honest, but he also wanted to give her hope.
"I don't know if I ever completely stopped, sometimes I still feel that emptiness, especially when I see other children with both parents, but I've learned that sadness and happiness can coexist, you can be sad that your mom isn't here and happy that your dad is, both things can be true."
"But it's so hard, sometimes I don't want to be happy because I feel like it's betraying my mom."
Lucas nodded, understanding deeply.
"I felt the same way, but then Kook told me something wise. He said that the people I lost wouldn't want me to be unhappy forever. They would want me to live, laugh, and find joy. That's the best way to remember them."
Amelie thought about this for a long time, frowning in concentration.
"Do you think my mom would want me to be happy, even if she's not here?"
"I'm sure no mother wants her child to be sad."
The girl finally let the tears flow, they ran down her cheeks leaving small wet marks.
Lucas reached out his hand cautiously, and when she didn't pull away, he took her small hand in his.
"Cry if you need to, it's okay. People who say crying is a sign of weakness don't understand anything."
He sat with her while she cried quietly, not trying to stop her or comfort her with empty words, just being there. Sometimes presence is the best comfort.
Antoine, who saw them from the other end of the garden, began to approach, concerned, but Isabelle stopped him with a gentle touch on his arm.
"Leave them alone, Lucas knows what he's doing."
"But she's crying."
"Sometimes crying is the beginning of healing."
When Amelie's tears finally dried, she lifted her face to Lucas.
"Does it ever get easier?"
"Yes and no. The sadness doesn't go away, but over time it becomes less intense. You learn to wear it like an old sweater that doesn't fit perfectly but is comfortable because it's yours. It's part of you now, and you don't have to hide it."
"Everyone at school thinks I'm weird because I'm quiet and don't smile very often."
"That's because they don't understand. People who haven't lost someone close to them can't comprehend what it's like, but that doesn't mean you're weird. It means you're strong, you've survived something difficult."
Amelie looked as if no one had ever told her she was strong.
"Do you really think I'm strong?"
"I know you are. Living without your mom for five years and getting up every morning, going to school, and trying to be normal takes a lot of strength."
For the first time that day, the girl smiled, a small, shy smile, but a real one.
"I brought you a present," Lucas said, pulling out a carefully wrapped package. "I hope you like it."
She unwrapped it slowly, her little fingers carefully removing the paper, and when she saw the chessboard, her eyes lit up.
"Is this for me? Really?"
"Really, I thought that since you're such a good student, you deserve a real professional chessboard. The pieces are hand-carved, each one is unique."
She touched the king delicately, as if it were made of glass.
"This is the most beautiful gift I've ever received."
"Do you want to play? We can play here if you want, you don't have to play with the others if you don't feel like it."
"Yes, I really want to play."
They set up the chessboard on a picnic table to the side, away from the noise of the other children, and arranged the pieces with the care Amelie had learned from Lucas.
They played slowly, Lucas patiently explaining each move, praising her good decisions, gently correcting her mistakes.
"See here? Your knight can jump and attack my rook. This is called a fork because you're attacking two pieces at once."
Amelie moved the knight with intense concentration.
"How so?"
"Perfect, you're a natural chess player."
"Really? You're not just saying that to be nice?"
"I never lie about chess, it's too important. You have real talent, Amelie. You see the board in a way that most people have to learn over years."
For the next hour, the world narrowed to the chessboard, all sadness and loneliness disappeared as Amelie focused on the game, her face coming alive in a way Antoine hadn't seen in months.
When the game was over, Lucas let her win, but in a way that wasn't obvious, teaching her that victory is sweet.
"I won! I really won!"
"You won fair and square, the last three moves were brilliant."
Other children began to gather around, curious about what they were doing.
"Can you teach me?" asked one of the boys.
"Me too!" added a girl.
Lucas looked at Amelie.
"What do you think? Do you want to help me teach them? You can show them the basics."
Amelie hesitated, her old shyness returning for a moment, but then she nodded.
"Okay, I can try."
For the next hour, Lucas and Amelie taught the group of children the basics of chess together. Amelie showed them how the pieces moved, her voice growing more confident with each explanation.
Antoine stood and watched with Isabelle, his eyes moist.
"What Lucas did for her today... For the first time since Clara's death, I see her truly happy, not pretending for me, but truly happy."
"Lucas has a gift for seeing people who are hurt because he himself has been hurt, he knows how to help because someone helped him."
"Jungkook and Jimin made him an extraordinary boy."
"They made him a healer, even though he himself needed healing."
As the party ended and the guests began to leave, Amelie approached Lucas and hugged him without saying a word.
"Thank you," she whispered into his shirt.
"For what?"
"For noticing me, for not treating it as something strange when I cried, for showing me that I can be sad and happy at the same time."
Lucas hugged her back, feeling the weight of responsibility and the pleasure of helping.
"You can always talk to me if you need to, about sad things, happy things, or nothing at all, I'm here."
"Do you promise?"
"I promise."
On the way home, Isabelle was quiet, watching her son looking out the car window.
"You did something beautiful for Amelie today."
"I was just being myself."
"That's what makes it beautiful, you didn't try to fix her or change her, you just were present in her pain, that's a rare gift."
Lucas thought about it.
"Do you think I really helped her, or did I just make her feel better for one day?"
"I don't know, but sometimes one good day is enough to remind someone that good days are possible, it can be a start."
And indeed, for Amelie, it was a beginning. Over the next few weeks, she was lighter, more open. Antoine said she laughed more often, that she began to talk about her mother without crying, that she participated in school activities she had previously avoided.
Lucas visited her twice a week. Sometimes they played chess, sometimes they just talked, and sometimes they sat in a comfortable, rather than awkward, silence.
One afternoon, three weeks after her birthday, Amelie said something that surprised them both.
"I think my mom would like you."
"Really?"
"Yes, my dad told me stories about her, she was kind and warm and saw the good in everyone, you're like that, you see the good in me, even when I don't see it."
Lucas felt tears stinging behind his eyelids.
"That's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me."
"It's true, thank you for being my friend, Lucas, I don't have many friends."
"Now you have one forever."
And it was a promise he intended to keep.
Two children who had experienced loss.
Who had experienced pain too deep for their age.
They found each other in the darkness.
And together they began to find the light.
In small steps.
One day at a time.
But real steps.
Forward.
Together.
Chapter Text
When old patterns reveal their true colors
August was a stormy month, with the sky over Geneva changing from blue to gray in a matter of minutes, heavy rains coming suddenly, without warning, leaving the streets flooded and the air heavy with moisture, and then the sun returning, as if apologizing for nature's wrath.
Jungkook stood at the window of his study in the mansion, watching another storm gather over the lake. The clouds were dark purple, almost black, and the afternoon light was strange and greenish, pre-storm.
The phone in his pocket rang, the number unknown but with a Korean country code. His heart beat faster with anxiety, which had become instinctive over the past few months.
He answered cautiously.
"Hello?"
"Jungkook-ah."
His mother's voice, but different than usual, weaker, trembling, lacking its usual sharpness.
"What happened?"
There was no longer any politeness between them; six months of regular monthly meetings had taught him to recognize the tone of her voice, and this tone meant trouble.
"I'm at the hospital, University Hospital. Yesterday, I fell down the stairs at my hotel and broke my leg in two places. The doctors say I need surgery and then weeks of rehabilitation before I can walk normally."
Jungkook felt a familiar chill run down his spine, a mixture of concern and suspicion that had become his default reaction to everything she said.
"I'm sorry to hear that, is the medical staff taking good care of you?"
"Yes, they're professional, but Jungkook-ah, I have a problem."
There was always a problem.
"What problem?"
"When I leave the hospital two days after the surgery, I won't be able to go back to the hotel. The room is on the third floor with no elevator, I can't climb stairs on crutches for weeks, and I don't have the money to rent something on the ground floor. All my savings are going to pay for medical bills that insurance doesn't cover."
Jungkook knew what was coming before she said the words.
"So what do you want from me?"
The silence on the other end was heavy and calculated.
"I was thinking... just for a week, maybe two... could I stay with you? You must have guest rooms in that big mansion, I won't be a burden, I'll be quiet, I just need a place to heal before I find another solution."
Every word was carefully chosen, the tone was pleading but not desperate, a careful balance meant to elicit sympathy without seeming manipulative.
"I don't know if that's a good idea."
"Jungkook-ah, I'm your mother, I broke my leg, I have nowhere to go, are you really going to leave me on the street?"
Guilt surfaced automatically, years of conditioning from a childhood where her pain was always his fault.
"I have to talk to Jimin, it's his home too, I can't make a decision without him."
"Of course, I understand, but please call him quickly, the surgery is tomorrow morning and I need to know where I'll be after I'm discharged from the hospital."
After hanging up, Jungkook stood holding the phone, feeling that familiar feeling of being trapped between duty and self-preservation.
He found Jimin in the library reading the company's financial report, his glasses perched on the tip of his nose in a way that made Jungkook love him a little more despite the situation.
"My mother is in the hospital, she broke her leg and wants to stay with us for a week or two while she recovers."
Jimin slowly took off his glasses.
"And how do you feel?"
"I don't know, part of me says it's a trap, that she's manipulating me again, but another part says, what if this time it's true? What if she really needs help, and I refuse and something bad happens?"
"It's classic emotional manipulation, it makes you feel guilty for protecting yourself."
"I know, but she's still my mother."
Jimin approached him, taking his face in his hands.
"Listen, if you want to help her, we'll help, but under clear conditions: one guest room away from our part of the house, no access to your office or financial documents, Lucas can't be alone with her, either you or I must always be present, the first sign of manipulation and she leaves, do you agree?"
"That sounds reasonable."
"And you? Do you agree to these conditions, or will you feel guilty about enforcing them?"
Jungkook took a deep breath.
"I'll try to be strong."
Lucas, who had been listening from the hallway, entered with a serious expression.
"Is Grandma coming here?"
"Maybe, for a week. She's sick and needs a place to recover."
"Do you think it's manipulation?"
The sincerity with which the 11-year-old asked this question was painful.
"We don't know, maybe yes, maybe no."
"I think she should come."
Jungkook was surprised.
"Really?"
"Yes, because if it's manipulation, we'll find out and you'll never trust her again, but if it's a real need and we don't help her, you'll regret it. It's better to give her a chance and discover the truth than to live in uncertainty."
The wisdom of a child was sometimes frightening.
The next day, Jungkook picked up his mother from the hospital. Her leg was in a heavy cast, she moved awkwardly on crutches, and she looked old and fragile in a way that evoked an unwanted wave of sympathy.
"Thank you for coming. I know it's a lot to ask after everything I've done."
"Don't talk about it now, let's go home."
The estate must have been impressive to someone who lived in a cheap hotel—a huge gate, a long driveway lined with trees, a building that looked like something out of a movie. His mother's eyes widened.
"Is all this yours?"
"Technically, it's Lucas's house, we just live here and manage it."
"Being the parent of a billionaire must be comfortable."
The first test, the venom in her words was subtle but present.
"I'm not the parent of a billionaire, I'm the parent of a child I love. And certainly not because he has money."
The guest room was in the east wing, away from their private part of the house, according to Jimin's plan, comfortable but not luxurious, with a bed with clean sheets, a bathroom with a shower, and a view of the garden.
"It's beautiful, thank you."
For the first two days, she was a model guest, quiet and polite, thanking them for every meal, asking for nothing, spending most of her time in her room reading books that Jimin had brought her.
Lucas was curious but cautious, peeking into her room from time to time to see if she needed anything.
"Is everything okay, Grandma?"
"Yes, dear, it's nice of you to ask, you're very well-mannered."
"Kook and Min taught me that."
"They're lucky to have you."
On the third day, the atmosphere began to change. Jungkook's mother began to leave her room more often, moving around the house on crutches, even though the doctors had recommended that she stay in bed.
On the fifth day, Jungkook found her in his study, standing at his desk, which was covered with company documents.
"What are you doing here?"
She turned around with an innocent expression that was too rehearsed.
"I got lost looking for the bathroom, this house is like a maze."
"The bathroom is in your room, this is my private office."
"I'm sorry, I didn't know, all these papers look important, do you run a big company?"
"That's none of your business."
"I'm just curious how my son became so successful."
On the sixth day, François called with alarming news.
"Jungkook, is your mother currently staying with you?"
"Yes, why?"
"Because someone tried to access your bank accounts pretending to be you. The bank blocked the attempt, but the details provided by this person suggest that they have access to your personal information."
Jungkook felt a tightening in his stomach.
"When was that?"
"Yesterday afternoon, around four o'clock."
Exactly when his mother was "napping" in her room and asking not to be disturbed.
Confrontation was inevitable. Jungkook waited until Lucas left for school, and Jimin sat next to him to support him as they entered the guest room where his mother was reading a magazine.
"We need to talk."
She put down the magazine with a theatrical sigh.
"It sounds serious."
"Someone tried to hack into my bank accounts yesterday, and the bank says that person had access to my personal information, information that is only in the documents in my office."
Her face didn't change a bit.
"And you think it was me? Your own mother, who's lying here with a broken leg?"
"I know it was you, no one else had access."
She stood awkwardly on crutches, but with impressive dignity.
"I have no idea what you're talking about, but if you're accusing me, then I'm clearly not welcome here."
"You haven't changed a bit, have you? All this time you were pretending, months of meetings where you were nice and remorseful, it was all a game to get in here, to find a way to get my money."
The mask finally fell, her face becoming cold and hard.
"What did you want from me? I'm a poor woman who came out of prison with nothing, and you live in a palace with millions in the bank. Is it so wrong that I wanted a small part of it?"
"It's not my millions, it's Lucas's money, which I manage as his guardian, and even if it were mine, you wouldn't be entitled to it after what you did."
"I'm your mother! I gave you life!"
"And you tried to rob me when I was dying, and you just tried to do it again. You're not my mother, you're the person who gave birth to me, and that's all."
The tears that appeared were real, but they were used as a weapon.
"How can you be so cruel? I'm sick, I have a broken leg, and you're throwing me out on the street?"
Jimin spoke for the first time.
"We'll pay for a hotel room on the ground floor for six weeks, long enough for you to recover, but you will never come near this family again."
"You can't forbid me from seeing my grandson!"
"Lucas is not your grandson, he is a child who has no biological or emotional connection to you, and even if he did, we will not allow a toxic person to be in his life."
They packed her things in silence, and François came to pick her up an hour later, taking her to a hotel he had already booked and paid for.
As her car drove away, Jungkook stood watching for a long time as it disappeared behind the gate.
"I thought maybe this time... that people can change."
Jimin hugged him.
"Some people can, others can't or won't. Your mother is someone who chooses greed over family every time. It's not your fault."
"I feel like a fool for believing her."
"You're not a fool for wanting to believe in the good in a parent, you're a person with hope, she wasted that hope, not you."
Lucas came home from school and found them sitting silently in the living room.
"Did Grandma leave?"
"Yes."
"Was she manipulative?"
"Yes."
Lucas sat down between them.
"I'm sorry, I know you wanted her to change."
"I did, but some people are just the way they are."
"Does that mean we'll never see her again?"
"It means we won't let her back into our lives. Maybe someday she'll really change, but we're not going to test her. We have to protect our family."
Lucas nodded, understanding.
"It's okay, family is people who are safe, and she wasn't safe."
That night, Jungkook couldn't sleep. He lay staring at the ceiling, feeling a strange sense of loss because he had lost something he never really had—a mother who loved him unconditionally.
Jimin, who was keeping watch next to him, took his hand.
"You know what I've learned over the years? The family we choose is more important than the family we were given. Lucas chose us, we chose him, that's the family that matters."
"You're right."
"I'm always right, you'll learn that eventually."
They laughed quietly in the dark.
Jungkook's mother never called to apologize.
She never admitted to trying to steal.
She just disappeared and returned to Korea a month later.
And Jungkook finally accepted the truth he had been avoiding his whole life.
Some people don't deserve chances.
Not because they're bad.
But because they choose to be.
Time and time again.
Without change.
Without growth.
Without love.
And that was their choice.
Not his burden to bear.
Not anymore.
Never again.
Chapter Text
When profit meets conscience
September arrived with a chill that was unexpected after the hot August. The leaves on the trees around the Beaumont estate began to change color, first subtly, with yellow streaks on the green leaves of the maples, then more dramatically, with reds and oranges that looked like fire against the blue sky.
It was Wednesday evening, almost seven o'clock, Jungkook was sitting in the library reviewing documents from the last Beaumont Pharmaceuticals board meeting, his forehead creased with deep lines that Jimin had learned to recognize as a sign of internal moral conflict rather than business.
Jimin entered, carrying two cups of tea, the warmth wafting through the air, mingling with the smell of old wood and leather-bound books. He placed one by Jungkook's elbow and sat down opposite him, waiting for his partner to look up.
Two minutes passed before Jungkook noticed his presence, his eyes so absorbed in numbers and charts that the outside world ceased to exist.
"You look like you're carrying a burden you shouldn't be carrying alone."
Jungkook finally looked up, his face pale in the lamplight, the shadows under his eyes suggesting he hadn't slept well in days.
"Because maybe I am, the company has developed a breakthrough drug, NeuronRestore, that treats a rare neurological disease in children called Krabbe syndrome. Without treatment, most children die before their fifth birthday, but with the drug, they can live normal lives."
"That sounds like a medical miracle."
"It is a miracle, but there is also a problem. Development cost eight hundred million francs over ten years of research, and the disease is so rare that it affects perhaps a thousand new children worldwide each year. The board wants to set the price at fifty thousand francs per treatment to recoup the costs."
Jimin felt a chill run down his spine despite the warm room.
"How many families can pay fifty thousand francs?"
"In Switzerland, maybe fifty percent with insurance, but in poorer countries? Maybe one percent, the rest watch their children die, knowing that there is a drug that could save them, but it is beyond their reach."
The silence that fell was heavy with moral implications, while outside the window the wind tugged at the branches of the trees, casting dancing shadows on the walls of the library.
"What are you going to do?"
"I don't know, I'm just the owner's representative, not the actual owner. Lucas is eleven years old, I can't ask a child about decisions that affect hundreds of millions of francs and the lives of people we'll never meet."
"But you can't let the board do something that is fundamentally contrary to your values either."
"Exactly, and I'm caught between those two things."
For the next few days, Jungkook walked around the house like a ghost, eating mechanically, not tasting his food, talking to Lucas about school and chess, but his mind was elsewhere. Jimin saw his suffering but didn't know how to help because the problem was too big to be solved easily.
On Friday, an extraordinary board meeting was held to finalize the pricing strategy, the final decision before announcing the drug to the global medical press next week.
Jungkook ordered the meeting to be held via videoconference in his office; he didn't want to go to headquarters, he didn't want to sit in a conference room surrounded by people who looked at children as sales units.
Lucas was supposed to be at Isabelle's after school, but he had come down with a slight cold that morning, nothing serious, just a runny nose and a slight cough, so he stayed home with a book and some tea with honey.
"I'll be in my office for two hours, it's an important meeting, don't disturb me unless it's really urgent, okay?"
"Okay, Kook, I have a book about Bobby Fischer that I wanted to read, I'll be as quiet as a mouse."
The meeting started at exactly three in the afternoon, twelve faces on the laptop screen, Robert Schneider leading with characteristic Swiss punctuality and efficiency.
"Thank you all for participating. Today we are finalizing the price for NeuronRestore. The finance department has a presentation."
Werner, the CFO, whose face was as emotionless as ever, opened slides full of colorful charts and tables with numbers.
"We recommend fifty thousand francs for the full treatment, which, with an estimated sales of one thousand units per year, gives us fifty million in revenue, a return on investment within sixteen years, which is acceptable for a pharmaceutical product treating a rare disease."
Madame Fontaine, whose conscience had always been closer to the surface than that of other board members, raised her hand.
"What about patients in developing countries? Africa, parts of Asia, South America—most families there don't have fifty thousand francs."
Werner shrugged in a gesture so indifferent that Jungkook felt anger rising in his chest.
"It's the sad reality of pharmaceutical economics, we can't save everyone and remain profitable, we had to choose a target market."
"So we just let children in poor countries die?"
"We're not letting them die, we just can't prevent every death, it's not our fault that the world is unfair."
Jungkook, who had been listening with growing frustration, finally spoke, his voice quiet but tense, like a string about to snap.
"It is exactly our fault if we have a solution and decide that only the rich can have access to it. This is not a matter of economics, it is a conscious moral choice."
Robert tried to soften his tone with the professional voice he had practiced for decades of conflict management.
"Jungkook, we all understand the emotional dimension of this situation, but as a company we have a fiduciary responsibility to our shareholders, we cannot act like a charity."
"So we operate as an organization that allows children to die for profit?"
"That's not a fair simplification..."
"It's exactly a fair simplification. A child is dying, we have the medicine, we don't give it to them because their parents don't have the money. Where's the complicated part?"
The discussion turned into an argument, voices were raised, arguments were repeated over and over again, morality versus economics, heart versus wallet, no one gave an inch.
Lucas sat in the living room, trying to read about Bobby Fischer, but the words on the page turned into an illegible mess, his mind preoccupied with the voices coming from Jungkook's office, at first just murmurs, then clearer words as emotions escalated.
He got up and quietly approached the study door, which was slightly ajar. He didn't intend to eavesdrop, but something in Jungkook's tone of voice was so desperate that he couldn't help himself.
"...you talk about sales units, but these are children, living children with parents who love them just as much as parents in Switzerland love theirs..."
"...responsibility to shareholders is clearly defined by law..."
"...but what about moral responsibility to humanity?..."
Lucas felt something tightening in his chest, he recognized the feeling, helplessness and anger mixed together, the same thing he felt when he learned about the injustices of the world that seemed impossible to solve.
He returned to the living room, sat down at the table where he usually did his homework, took out a blank sheet of paper, and began to think methodically, as if analyzing a chess game.
What is the problem? The drug cost eight hundred million to develop, it has to earn that money back, but the market is too small at a reasonable price.
What are the limitations? They can't just give it away for free, they can't lower the price to a globally accessible level without losses.
What are the resources? The company has intellectual property, the drug formula, the ability to produce, but also... what else do they have?
He thought intensely, his pencil drawing diagrams and notes, crossing out things that didn't work, drawing arrows between ideas.
After twenty minutes, he had something. He wasn't sure if it was feasible, but he was sure it was different from anything he had heard through the door.
He got up, took his paper, and knocked on the office door.
"Sorry to bother you."
Jungkook turned around, his face red with frustration.
"Lucas, I told you not to..."
"I know, but I heard about the problem and I think I have an idea that no one has mentioned yet."
Twelve faces on the screen looked at the eleven-year-old boy with a mixture of amusement and curiosity.
Robert laughed gently, but not without respect.
"Lucas, we appreciate your desire to help, but these are very complex economic and legal issues."
"I understand, but can I show you my idea? If it's stupid, you'll tell me and I'll leave."
Jungkook hesitated, looking into the child's determined eyes, then nodded.
"Five minutes."
Lucas stood in front of the camera holding his notes.
"You're all thinking about how to sell the drug to make your money back, but what if you don't sell the drug at all?"
Werner frowned.
"We don't sell it? Then how do we get our eight hundred million back?"
"You sell the right to manufacture the drug, it's called licensing, right? The company has a patent on the formula, instead of manufacturing and selling it for fifty thousand, you license local pharmaceutical companies in each country to manufacture locally."
Madame Fontaine leaned closer to the camera.
"Continue."
"Each company that buys a license pays you two million francs for the right to manufacture in their country, plus a small royalty, maybe five percent of each sale, but they can set their own price based on the local market. a company in India can sell for a thousand francs because production costs in India are low, a company in Switzerland can sell for ten thousand because costs here are high, every price is more affordable than fifty thousand."
Absolute silence.
"If you grant a license... how many countries are there in the world? Maybe 150 countries where medicine is sufficiently developed? Even if only 50 buy a license, that's 100 million in the first year, plus royalties that come in every year when they sell, you'll recoup your investment in eight years, not sixteen."
Werner, who always had an answer, looked like someone who had just been shown a chess combination he hadn't seen before.
"That... actually makes sense from a mathematical point of view, but we would lose control over the quality of production."
"No, if the license requires quality certification, every company that manufactures must undergo inspection and testing, and if it doesn't meet the standards, it loses its license. In fact, you have more control because you can revoke the license whenever you want."
Robert, who was listening with increasing attention, asked.
"What about companies in very poor countries that can't afford to pay two million for a license?"
Lucas had anticipated this question.
"You give the thirty poorest countries a license for free, you call it a 'humanitarian license,' the only condition is that they have to sell the drug at cost plus a maximum of ten percent, no profit, but also no loss. Beaumont doesn't make money from these countries, but the children get the medicine."
Jungkook looked at his child, feeling such intense pride that he thought his chest would explode.
"Where did you get this idea?"
Lucas shrugged modestly.
"From a book on the history of the pharmaceutical industry that I read a month ago. Once, the company that invented the polio vaccine did something similar. Jonas Salk didn't patent the vaccine for himself, he allowed everyone to produce it. I thought this idea could work here, but with licenses so that the company could still make money."
Madame Fontaine had tears in her eyes.
"It's the most ethical and practical solution I've heard of, combining profit with accessibility, allowing the company to recoup its investment, but also saving the maximum number of children."
"There's another good thing," Lucas added. "When you announce this, the media will write: 'Beaumont Pharmaceuticals democratizes medicine.' That's better PR than any advertising, and the company's value will increase thanks to its reputation, not just because of drug sales."
Robert, who had managed companies for forty years, looked at the eleven-year-old with an expression close to admiration.
"Lucas, have you ever worked in business strategy? Because you just presented a plan that is more innovative than anything our departments have come up with in recent years."
"No, I just play chess, read books, and think about how things could work better."
"Board, I propose a vote," Robert said. "We implement the licensing model presented by Lucas, sell manufacturing licenses to local pharmaceutical companies, free humanitarian licenses to the poorest countries, all in favor?"
Twelve hands went up without hesitation.
"Unanimously approved, this is a revolution in our business model, Werner, prepare the licensing documentation, Madame Fontaine, the communication strategy is to be ready by next week."
After the meeting, Jungkook hugged Lucas so tightly that the boy could hardly breathe.
"You just changed the way the company thinks about drug accessibility, do you understand that?"
"I was just trying to help you not look so sad. I don't like it when you're sad."
Jimin, who had been listening from the hallway, came in and joined the hug.
"You're the most extraordinary child we've ever met."
"That's because I have the best parents who taught me to think about others and not just myself."
Three weeks later, Beaumont Pharmaceuticals announced NeuronRestore at a global press conference, and Robert Schneider stood in front of hundreds of journalists explaining the revolutionary licensing model.
"We believe that medical breakthroughs belong to humanity, not to individual corporations. NeuronRestore will be available through a network of local manufacturers in each country, and prices will reflect the local economic situation. We estimate that within two years, ninety percent of children worldwide who need this drug will be able to receive it."
The media called it the "Beaumont model," a new paradigm in pharmaceuticals.
The company's stock rose thirty percent in a week.
Twenty-seven countries purchased licenses in the first month.
But for Lucas, the best part came six months later when they received a letter from a doctor at a hospital in Nairobi, Kenya, who included a photo of a little girl named Amara who had received the locally manufactured drug at a price her family could afford.
"Three months ago, this girl couldn't walk," the doctor wrote. "Today she was running around the ward laughing, a miracle that was only possible thanks to your access model. On behalf of her parents and all the families in Africa, thank you."
Lucas pinned Amara's photo on the fridge next to other mementos.
A reminder that even an 11-year-old can change the world.
As long as they have the courage to speak up.
And adults who listen.
Chapter Text
When fear returns in a different form
October brought endless rain, the sky over Geneva was gray for many days, clouds hung low over the lake like a heavy blanket, the streets glistened with constant moisture, and the falling leaves turned into a slippery carpet that made every step cautious.
It was Sunday evening, almost 11 p.m. Lucas was asleep in his room, dreaming of something he would forget in the morning. The house was quiet, which was typical for the late hours when the world slowed down.
Jungkook's phone rang, breaking the silence like a siren.
He woke up immediately, following an instinct developed over years of parenthood, reaching for the phone without opening his eyes. The number was unknown but local, from Geneva.
"Hello?"
"Am I speaking with Mr. Jeon Jungkook?"
The voice was professional, feminine, with a tone trained to deliver bad news without causing panic.
"Yes, who am I speaking with?"
"I am a nurse at Geneva University Hospital, and I am calling about Ms. Isabelle Beaumont and Mr. Antoine Moreau. An hour ago, they were involved in a car accident on the A1 motorway and are currently in our emergency room."
The world stopped.
Jungkook sat up so quickly that Jimin woke up next to him.
"How serious are their injuries? Are they... are they alive?"
"They're both alive. Mr. Moreau has a broken arm and three broken ribs. Ms. Beaumont has a concussion and was unconscious for twenty minutes. She's regained consciousness now, but she's confused. The doctors want to keep them both under observation for at least forty-eight hours."
The word "unconscious" hit Jungkook like a blow, and memories of Isabelle in a coma for two years came back with a force that took his breath away.
"We're on our way. Is there anyone from the family there?"
"Mr. Moreau's daughter, Amelie, is in the pediatric ward waiting room. She was in the car during the accident and has minor scratches, but she's in emotional shock and needs someone to take her home."
"We'll be there in fifteen minutes."
After ending the call, Jimin got up and put on the first clothes he could find.
"What happened?"
"Isabelle and Antoine had an accident. They're both in the hospital. Isabelle has a concussion and was unconscious."
Jimin turned pale.
"Oh my God, Lucas..."
"We have to tell him and pick up Amelie, who was left alone at the hospital."
Lucas's room was dark, and the boy was sleeping with his mouth open in a position that looked uncomfortable but deep. Jungkook gently touched his shoulder.
"Lucas, honey, wake up."
He slowly opened his eyes, confused.
"Kook? What time is it?"
"It's late, but we have to go to the hospital. Your mom and Antoine were in a car accident."
Lucas was fully awake in a second, sitting up so quickly that he almost hit Jungkook's forehead with his head.
"An accident? How serious? Is Mom... is she...?"
His voice broke on the last word, and the fear was so palpable that it filled the entire room.
"She's injured, but conscious. The doctors say she'll be fine. We need to be there for her and for Amelie, who is alone and terrified."
Lucas jumped out of bed, his hands shaking so badly as he tried to put on his jeans that Jimin had to help him. In the car, he sat in the back seat with his face pressed against the window, watching the city fly by in patches of streetlight and darkness.
"What if she falls into a coma again?" he whispered finally, his breath fogging up the window.
"She won't, the nurse said she was unconscious for a short time and now she's awake."
"But last time she was awake after the accident too, and then..."
"That was then, and now is now, they're different situations."
But Jungkook heard his own uncertainty in his voice, he couldn't promise something he didn't know.
The hospital was bright and sterile, like all hospitals, the smell of disinfectant mingling with something that could have been fear or illness, or both at the same time. Despite the late hour, the emergency room was crowded, and people sat in the waiting room with bandages and pale faces.
The nurse at the reception desk directed them to the pediatric waiting room on the second floor, a smaller room with brighter colors and toys in the corner that looked too cheerful for a place where children waited for bad news.
Amelie sat on a plastic chair, hugging a teddy bear that someone had probably given her. Her face was as pale as paper, and there was a small bloodstain on her shirt from a scratch on her arm. Her eyes were red from crying.
Lucas saw her and forgot his own fear for a moment. He ran up to her and hugged her so tightly that they both almost fell off the chair.
"Amelie, are you okay?"
The girl started crying again, her small body trembling in Lucas's arms.
"I was so scared, the car hit us from the side, your mom was screaming, dad tried to turn, but he couldn't, then there was a big bang and everything was spinning and spinning and..."
Her words turned into sobs, and Lucas held her, letting her cry on his shoulder.
Jungkook approached the nurse on duty.
"We're family, can we see Mrs. Beaumont and Mr. Moreau?"
"Mr. Moreau is in orthopedics, where they're stabilizing his fractures. You may be able to visit him in an hour. Mrs. Beaumont is in the neurological observation room. You can go in, but only two people at a time and for a short time. She needs rest."
Lucas and Jungkook went together, while Jimin stayed with Amelie, who didn't want to let go of her teddy bear.
The neurological observation room was quiet, the equipment was beeping regularly, Isabelle was lying in bed connected to monitors, with a bandage on her head, her face bruised, but her eyes open, staring at the ceiling.
"Mom?"
Lucas's voice was quiet, like when he first visited the hospital as a child many years ago.
Isabelle slowly turned her head, which looked painful, and when she saw her son, she smiled, even though it must have hurt her.
"Lucas, honey, I'm sorry I scared you."
He walked over to her and took her hand that wasn't attached to the needle.
"I thought... you were going to fall asleep again and not wake up for years."
Isabelle's eyes filled with tears.
"I won't fall asleep, I promise, it's just a concussion, the doctors say I'll have headaches for a week, but it's nothing serious."
"You promise? You really promise?"
"I promise on everything that's sacred."
Lucas laid his head on her shoulder and cried quietly, and Isabelle stroked his hair, even though every movement of her hand caused her pain.
"How's Antoine?" she asked, looking at Jungkook.
"He has a broken arm and ribs, but he'll be fine. Amelie is with Jimin in the waiting room, she's scared, but she's physically fine."
"Thank God the car hit us on the driver's side, if it had been a few centimeters further..."
She didn't finish, and the implication hung in the air like a ghost.
After five minutes, a nurse came in.
"It's time to go, the patient needs rest."
Lucas didn't want to let go of his mother's hand.
"I'll be back tomorrow morning, okay? And I'll come every day until you come home."
"I know you'll come back, you're the best son in the world."
In the waiting room, Amelie was still holding her teddy bear, Jimin was sitting next to her telling her a story to distract her, and Lucas was sitting on the other side, holding her little hand in his.
"Your dad is fine, the doctors are treating his arm and ribs, it will hurt, but he will recover."
"What if he dies, like my real mom?"
The question was so direct, so full of primal fear, that Jungkook felt as if something had broken inside his chest.
"He won't die, broken bones heal, it's not like your mom's illness."
"But you don't know that for sure, no one knows for sure."
She was right, and it was terrifying, no one could promise the future.
"You're right, I don't know for sure, but I know the doctors are doing everything they can to help him, and I know you're not alone, we're here."
Amelie looked at Lucas, then at Jungkook and Jimin.
"Can I stay with you? I don't want to be home alone without my dad."
"Of course you can stay, we have a guest room that will be yours for as long as you need it."
At three in the morning, they saw Antoine. He was drowsy from the painkillers, his right arm was in a heavy cast, and the bandages around his chest made it difficult for him to breathe.
"Amelie, ma petite..."
The girl approached him cautiously, as if afraid that touching him would break him.
"Dad, I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"For crying in the car, for screaming, for maybe distracting you..."
Antoine took her hand in his healthy left hand.
"It wasn't your fault, a drunk driver hit us, I couldn't do anything, you behaved perfectly."
"But I was so scared."
"I was scared too, it's normal that you were scared."
They stayed at the hospital until dawn. Amelie fell asleep in the waiting room, resting her head on Lucas's shoulder. Jungkook and Jimin drank coffee from a vending machine, which tasted like cardboard, but it was hot and kept them awake.
"It scares me," Jungkook said quietly, looking out the window, where the sky was beginning to brighten. "How quickly everything can change. One moment they're a happy couple returning from a weekend getaway, and the next they're lying in a hospital with broken bones."
"That's life, fragile and unpredictable."
"I hate it."
"Me too, but it makes every moment precious."
They returned home at six in the morning. Amelie was still asleep, so Jungkook carried her to the guest room, laid her on the bed without taking off her shoes, and covered her with a blanket.
Lucas stood in the doorway and watched.
"Will she be okay?"
"Yes, but she'll need a lot of support. It's a traumatic experience for a nine-year-old."
"Also for a twelve-year-old."
Jungkook hugged him.
"I know, I'm sorry you had to go through this again. I know it reminds you of your parents' accident."
"Every second I spent in that hospital reminded me of it — the smell, the sounds of the machines, the way the nurses spoke in hushed voices, as if their words could break her."
"But this time it's different, your mom is conscious and she'll be discharged from the hospital in a few days."
"Yes, it's different."
For the next forty-eight hours, Amelie hardly left Lucas's side. She slept in the guest room, but spent every moment with him. They ate together, watched movies, and Lucas read books to her to distract her from her thoughts.
On the evening of the second day, they were sitting in the library, Lucas was showing her how to play chess, when Amelie suddenly asked:
"What was it like when your mom was in a coma for two years?"
Lucas stopped the piece mid-move.
"It was terrible. Every day I worried that she would die, that she would never wake up, that I would be left alone."
"But you weren't left alone."
"No, Kook and Min took me in. They became my family."
"Do you think if something happened to my dad... could I stay with you?"
Lucas took her small hand in his.
"Your dad will get better, but if something did happen, of course you could stay with us, you're part of the family now."
"Really?"
"Really, you're like my sister, and sisters stick together."
Amelie hugged him tightly.
"Thank you for not leaving me alone in the hospital when the nurse said my parents were in surgery. I thought I was going to die of fear."
"I'll never leave you alone, I promise."
On the third day, Isabelle and Antoine were discharged from the hospital. They both moved slowly and carefully, Isabelle with a terrible headache that made light painful for her, and Antoine with a cast that made everything difficult for him.
For the next week, everyone stayed at the Beaumont estate. It was easier to have everyone in one place. Jungkook and Jimin cooked for everyone, Lucas and Amelie helped, and they spent their evenings together watching movies or playing board games.
Slowly, the atmosphere changed from fear to gratitude. Everyone was alive, everyone was recovering, it could have been much worse.
One night, Amelie couldn't sleep. At two in the morning, she came to Lucas's room and stood uncertainly in the doorway.
"Lucas? Are you asleep?"
"No, come in."
She sat on the edge of his bed.
"I can't stop thinking about the accident. Every time I close my eyes, I see the car hitting us."
"That's normal. I had nightmares for months after my parents' accident."
"How did you deal with it?"
"Not completely, but over time the nightmares became less frequent. Talking about it helped, rather than bottling it up inside."
"Can I stay here? Just until morning?"
Lucas moved over to make room, and Amelie lay down next to him, not touching him, but close enough to feel his presence.
"Lucas?"
"Mm?"
"I'm glad I have you, you're the best friend I've ever had."
"You're the best too."
They fell asleep like that, two young souls who had gone through trauma together, finding comfort in the presence of someone who understood without words.
In the morning, Jungkook found them in that position, smiled, and quietly closed the door.
Sometimes the best cure for fear was simply the presence of someone who understood.
Someone who was there for them.
In the darkness.
Holding their hand.
Until dawn.
Chapter Text
When friendship becomes something more
November brought the first snowfall. Flakes drifted lazily from the gray sky, covering Geneva with a white blanket that muffled all sound. The Beaumonts' garden was transformed into a winter wonderland that looked like something out of a postcard, with tree branches bending under the weight of the snow.
Three weeks had passed since the accident. Isabelle and Antoine had returned to their homes, and their wounds were healing well. Antoine still had his cast on, but he had learned to function surprisingly well with one hand. Life was returning to normal, as much as it could after such an event.
On Saturday afternoon, Lucas was sitting in his bedroom. He should have been preparing for tomorrow's Saturday chess adventure, but his thoughts were elsewhere. He thought about Amelia, who had been here every day for a week after the accident, about how she had slept in his room that night when she couldn't stop thinking about the accident, about how he had felt her hand in his.
Something had changed.
He couldn't quite put his finger on it, but the friendship that had been simple and innocent had suddenly become more complicated, his heart beating faster when he saw her number on his phone, his thoughts returning to her for no reason during math class.
It was confusing and exciting at the same time.
A knock on the door snapped him out of his reverie.
"Come in."
Jimin entered with a cup of hot chocolate, smiling in a way that suggested he knew something Lucas would rather not talk about.
"You look like you have a lot on your mind."
"I'm just thinking."
"About something or someone?"
Lucas felt a blush rising to his neck.
"I don't know what you're talking about."
Jimin sat on the edge of the bed, looking at him with a warm, understanding gaze.
"Lucas, I've lived with you for four years, I know all your expressions, and this particular one is 'thinking about a girl'. I've seen it a few times recently."
"Is it that obvious?"
"To someone who knows you? Yes. To the rest of the world? Probably not, so who's the lucky girl?"
Lucas stared at his hands folded on his lap, nervously interlacing and uninterlacing his fingers.
"Amelie, but it's stupid, right? We've known each other for months, she's like a sister to me."
"Feelings aren't stupid, they're just feelings, and sometimes people who start out as friends become something more, it's a natural evolution."
"But what if she doesn't feel the same way? What if I ruin our friendship by saying something?"
Jimin smiled at a memory Lucas didn't know about.
"Kook and I started out as rivals who barely tolerated each other, then we became friends, and then something more. I never knew if he felt the same way until I worked up the courage to ask. It was the scariest moment of my life, but also the best."
"What if she says 'no'?"
"Then she'll say 'no' and it'll be awkward for a while, but if your friendship is real, it will survive. And if she says 'yes'? It will be the beginning of something beautiful."
Lucas thought about this for a long time after Jimin left, and his words circled in his head like the chorus of a song he couldn't forget.
The next day, during his Saturday chess adventure, he couldn't concentrate. He taught the children mechanically, his gaze wandering toward the door every time someone entered. Amelie said she would come at two.
At 2:05 p.m., she walked in, her cheeks rosy from the cold, snow still melting in her hair. She was wearing a blue sweater that made her eyes look like chocolate with a hint of gold.
His heart beat faster.
"Hi, Lucas!"
"Hi, how's Dad?"
"Better, he's pissed off that he can't play the piano with his cast, but overall he's better."
For the next two hours, they taught the children together, their familiar routine interrupted by moments when their hands accidentally touched while setting up the chessboard. Each time, Lucas felt an electrifying sensation he had never experienced before.
When the last child left and they were cleaning up the pieces, Amelie asked,
"Do you want to do something now?"
This was the moment.
Lucas took a deep breath, gathering all his courage.
"Actually, I was thinking... would you like to go out somewhere? Just the two of us? There's a new dinosaur exhibit at the Natural History Museum, and I know you love dinosaurs..."
His voice broke at the end, and his uncertainty made his last words sound almost like a question.
Amelie looked at him with an expression that could have meant surprise, joy, or both.
"You mean... a date?"
The word hung between them, full of meaning.
Lucas felt a growing panic.
"It doesn't have to be a date if you don't want it to be! Maybe just as friends, forget I said anything..."
"Lucas."
Her voice was gentle.
"I'd like to go on a date with you."
The world stopped, then started spinning faster.
"Really?"
"Really, I thought you'd never ask, I've been waiting for weeks."
"You... you've been waiting?"
"Of course, do you think I came here every Saturday just to play chess?"
They laughed together, and the tension burst like a soap bubble.
The museum was a twenty-minute tram ride away. Lucas told Jimin where they were going, trying to sound casual, while inside he felt like fireworks.
"Have fun," Jimin said with a smile that meant he knew exactly what was going on. "Be back before six for dinner."
They sat next to each other on the tram, their knees almost touching. Lucas nervously followed her every move, the smell of her hair reminiscent of apples, her hand resting on the seat a few inches from his.
"Are you nervous?" she asked quietly.
"Very, I've never been on a date before."
"Me neither, so we can be nervous together."
The museum was warm and full of families with small children who shouted excitedly at the sight of dinosaur skeletons. The exhibition was impressive, and in the main hall stood a huge Tyrannosaurus rex with its mouth open, as if it were still roaring.
Amelie was in her element, reading every information plaque with the intensity of a scientist and explaining to Lucas the differences between the various prehistoric periods.
"This is a triceratops from the late Cretaceous period, look at the horns, they were used to defend against predators, and this is a stegosaurus from the Jurassic period, the plates on its back were probably used to regulate temperature, not for defense, as previously thought..."
Lucas listened more to her voice than to her words, to the way her eyes sparkled when she talked about something she loved, to the gestures of her hands as she described ancient creatures.
He was enchanted.
She paused for a long time in front of the velociraptor exhibit.
"It's been my favorite species since I was little. When I was six, my mom took me to a museum in Paris. I saw a velociraptor and fell in love with it. They were fast, intelligent, and hunted in packs."
"Your mom took you?"
Her face softened at the memory.
"Yes, it was one of the last good days before she got sick. I remember she bought me a stuffed velociraptor at the gift shop. After she died, I slept with it every night for a year."
"Do you still have it?"
"Yes, it's in my room. It's faded and has a loose eye, but I can't part with it."
Lucas impulsively took her hand, and their fingers intertwined naturally.
"Thank you for telling me that."
She looked at their intertwined hands, then at his face.
"Thank you for listening."
They walked through the rest of the exhibition holding hands, and that simple physical contact made everything seem different, more real, more meaningful.
In the gift shop, Amelie stopped at the small dinosaur models.
"Look, little velociraptors!"
Lucas bought her one despite her protests.
"It's so you'll remember today."
"How could I forget?"
When they left the museum, the sun was already setting, the sky was painted with shades of orange and pink, and the snow that had fallen in the morning now covered everything with a clean white layer.
They walked slowly, not wanting the day to end.
"Lucas?"
"Mm?"
"I'm glad you invited me, it was perfect."
"Really? It wasn't too boring?"
"Dinosaurs are never boring, and you... you're the least boring person I know."
They laughed, their breath forming little clouds in the cold air.
When the tram stopped at their stop and they began to get off, Amelie suddenly stopped.
"Wait."
She turned around, stood on her toes, and quickly and shyly kissed him on the cheek.
"Thank you for the best date of my life."
Lucas stood frozen, raising his hand to touch the spot where her lips had been, still feeling their warmth.
"I... um... thank you too?"
She laughed at his awkwardness.
"You're cute when you're confused."
At home, dinner was a cheerful affair. Jungkook had prepared Korean food, Jimin told funny stories, but Lucas only heard half of it because his thoughts kept circling back to the museum and the feel of her hand in his.
Amelie sat across from him, and every few minutes their eyes would meet, and they would smile at each other like conspirators sharing a secret.
After dinner, when Isabelle came to pick up Amelie, Lucas walked her to the door.
"It was a really nice day."
"Maybe we can do it again sometime?"
"I'd love to."
"How about next Saturday? After chess?"
"Sounds perfect."
As the car drove away, Lucas stood in the doorway and watched until the lights disappeared, the feeling in his chest so great that he thought he would explode.
Jungkook came over and stood next to him.
"How did the date go?"
"It was... it was the best."
"Did she kiss you?"
Lucas felt himself blush.
"On the cheek, does that count?"
"Of course, congratulations on your first kiss."
"It wasn't a real kiss."
"Every kiss from someone you like is real."
That night, Lucas lay in bed, unable to sleep, his mind replaying every moment: the way her eyes sparkled when she talked about dinosaurs, her laughter when he said something silly, the warmth of her hand in his.
He pulled out his phone and wrote a message before he could think.
"Thanks for today. It was perfect."
The reply came within seconds.
"I dreamed about dinosaurs. And about you. Good night, Lucas."
He smiled at his phone like an idiot.
"Good night, Amelia."
And so it began, that sweet, innocent first love, holding hands and shy smiles, late-night messages about nothing and everything, sharing secrets and talking about dreams.
Two twelve-year-olds learning what it means to like someone more than a friend.
Slowly.
Carefully.
Beautifully.
Just as it should be with first love.
Full of wonders.
Full of fear.
Full of endless possibilities.
Perfect in its imperfection.
Chapter Text
When the family discovers La Dolce Vita
June arrived with the promise of summer hanging in the air like the scent of flowers, schools were ending for another year, Lucas had passed all his exams with grades that made Jungkook and Jimin proud, even though they tried not to make a big deal out of numbers on paper, Amelie also ended the year with success, the world was open and full of possibilities.
François called on Saturday afternoon while Lucas was leading Saturday Chess Adventures, Jungkook answered the phone standing in the kitchen, where he was preparing lemonade for eighty children who were currently turning the garden into chess chaos.
"I have a gift for the whole family," François' voice was full of that special joy that comes when someone has a surprise. "Two weeks in Italy, a villa in Tuscany plus a week of sightseeing in Rome, Florence, and Venice. The company needs you for a one-day meeting in Rome, but the rest is pure vacation."
Jungkook almost dropped the lemonade jug.
"Italy? Two weeks?"
"Everything's paid for, first-class plane tickets, the villa has a pool and a vineyard, a car at your disposal, I think after the last few months you deserve a real family vacation."
"François, that's too generous..."
"Nonsense, the company had its best year ever thanks to Lucas's licensing model, the stock rose forty percent, it's the least I can do, and besides, I'm going too, I'll be in Rome for a few days for meetings, maybe we can have dinner?"
After hanging up, Jungkook stood holding the phone, feeling excitement building in his chest. Jimin came in from the garden, where he had been helping the children resolve a dispute over the en passant rule.
"Why do you look like you've won the lottery?"
"Because maybe we did. François is giving us two weeks in Italy, the whole family, a villa, sightseeing, everything."
Jimin shouted so loudly that the children in the garden stopped playing and looked through the window.
"Italy?! Really?! I've always wanted to see Rome!"
"Me too, we can invite Isabelle and Antoine from Amelie's, make it a real family vacation."
"Lucas will be in heaven, Amelie too."
And indeed, when Lucas found out after finishing his chess game, his reaction was exactly what everyone expected: he jumped so high that he almost hit his head on the doorframe, shouted with joy, and then immediately pulled out his phone to call Amelie.
"We're going to Italy! Two weeks! You and Dad can come too! It's going to be the best summer ever!"
They could hear her scream on the other end of the line.
The preparations took a week of frantic packing and planning. Lucas made lists of places he wanted to see based on the books he had read: the Colosseum, the Trevi Fountain, the canals of Venice, the Leaning Tower of Pisa, even though Jimin said it was a tourist trap.
"But I have to take a picture pretending to hold it up!" Lucas protested.
"Every tourist takes that picture."
"That's exactly why I have to! It's a tradition!"
The flight to Rome was Lucas's first flight in first class. His eyes were as big as saucers when he saw the seats that turned into beds, the meals served on real china, and the hot towels before the meal.
"It's like being a king," he whispered to Amelie, who was sitting next to him, equally fascinated.
"Better than a king, kings don't have movies on demand."
Rome hit them with a wave of heat as they left the airport, the air thick and hot, smelling of gasoline and what might have been baked bread or pizza from a nearby bakery, the chaos of Italian traffic dizzying after orderly Geneva.
The hotel in the center was an old stone building that remembered emperors, their rooms had balconies overlooking narrow streets where scooters drove like crazy bees, and the sound of horns, shouts, and laughter filled the air.
"It's the most vibrant city I've ever seen," Jungkook said, standing on the balcony. "Geneva is beautiful, but quiet, and this... this is pulsating."
On the first day, they went to the Colosseum, stood in a long line under the scorching sun, Lucas reading the guidebook aloud.
"It held fifty thousand spectators, gladiators fought here, lions ate Christians, it was like the world's largest sports stadium, but for death."
"Enough about eating," said Amelie, covering her ears. "I want to imagine beautiful things."
They stood in the middle, looking at the huge arena, imagining the crowds shouting two thousand years ago. Isabelle told Amelie about the history of Rome, and Antoine took pictures despite the cast he still had on his hand.
"To think that people stood exactly where we are standing, centuries before us," Jimin said quietly. "It makes you feel small and big at the same time."
In the evening, they ate at a small trattoria they found by chance while wandering through the narrow streets. The owner was a big man with a mustache who shouted at everyone as if they were family and brought them wine, even though Lucas and Amelie were children.
"In Italy, children drink wine with water!" he shouted cheerfully.
He gave them a splash of piccola, heavily diluted, of course.
The pasta was the best they had ever eaten, simple cacio e pepe, just cheese and pepper, but the taste was magical, warm bread from the oven, greenish and spicy olive oil.
"I could eat this every day for the rest of my life," Amelie sighed.
"Me too," agreed Lucas, his mouth full of spaghetti.
On the second day, they went to the Vatican. Lucas, who was not religious, was nevertheless struck by the Sistine Chapel. He lay on the floor, looking up at the ceiling where Michelangelo had painted the creation of Adam.
"How did someone paint that while lying on their back? It must have killed their neck."
"Art requires sacrifice," said Antoine, who, as a Frenchman, had a deep appreciation for art.
Amelie was more interested in the Swiss Guard in their colorful uniforms.
"They look like something out of a fairy tale!"
"They've been protecting the pope for five hundred years," Jungkook explained. "It's the greatest honor for a Swiss soldier."
On the third day, they rented a scooter and rode around the city like locals, with Jungkook driving and Jimin holding on behind, Lucas and Amelie on another scooter with Antoine driving (despite his cast, he insisted he could), and Isabelle in a taxi, because she was sensible.
The wind in their hair, the sun on their faces, the chaos of Roman traffic was terrifying and exciting. They stopped at the Trevi Fountain, where crowds of tourists were taking pictures.
Lucas and Amelie threw coins over their shoulders into the fountain, making wishes. They didn't tell each other what they had asked for, but they both wished for the same thing—that this day would never end.
They ate ice cream three times a day, different flavors, pistachio, which tasted like real nuts, not like a chemical flavor, chocolate, so dark that it was almost bitter, and creamy stracciatella with chocolate chips.
"I think I've gained five pounds," Jimin said on the fifth day, licking a lemon ice cream cone.
"Worth every gram," Jungkook replied, already on his second pistachio cone that afternoon.
They traveled from Rome to Florence by train, the Tuscan landscape flying by outside the windows like a living painting, hills covered with vineyards and rows of dark cypress trees, small villages perched on hilltops looking as if they had grown out of the ground itself.
The villa François had booked was an hour's drive from Florence. It was an old stone house surrounded by olive groves, with a turquoise swimming pool under the sky and a view stretching for miles of rolling hills like green waves.
"This is paradise," whispered Isabelle, standing on the terrace with a glass of local wine.
They spent three days doing practically nothing, swimming in the pool, reading books in the shade, Antoine playing the piano in the living room, inventing melodies with one hand despite his cast, Lucas teaching Amelie to dive in the deep end.
"Don't let go of me!"
"I won't, I promise, now take a deep breath and dive."
They spent their evenings on the terrace, eating meals cooked for them by Signora Maria, the owner of the villa, huge portions of lasagna and bistecca alla fiorentina, wine from the vineyard that was literally behind their garden.
"This is the life people dream of," Jimin said on the eighth evening, watching the sunset paint the sky with fiery colors. "Now I understand why people move to Tuscany and never come back."
"We have a life waiting for us in Geneva," Jungkook reminded him.
"Details," Jimin waved his hand.
They explored Florence in one intense day, and Michelangelo's David made Lucas stand in silence for a full ten minutes.
"Every muscle is perfect," he whispered finally. "It looks like it's breathing."
"A genius sees what is hidden in the stone and only that is released," said Antoine, standing next to him.
Venice was the last stop, an impossible city rising from the sea, with canals instead of streets, gondolas instead of buses, everything was like a dream from which they did not want to wake up.
They got lost on the first day, which was absolutely inevitable, as all the narrow streets looked identical. They ended up in a small square away from the tourist routes, where locals sat at café tables.
"We're completely lost," said Jimin, looking at the map, which was of no help.
"Or we found something better than what was planned," Jungkook smiled.
They ordered espresso and sfogliatelle and watched the life going on around them, an elderly lady feeding street cats, two men arguing heatedly about something that sounded like the end of the world but was probably about soccer.
"This is the best moment of the whole vacation," Lucas said. "Not planned, just found."
The gondola ride was touristy and expensive, but absolutely worth the price. The gondolier sang songs he probably sang a hundred times a day, but they still sounded beautiful. They floated through narrow canals where palaces were reflected in the water.
Lucas and Amelie sat together in the back of the gondola, their hands intertwining naturally, Jungkook and Jimin in the front, all in silent admiration.
On their last night in Italy, they all ate together at a restaurant on the Grand Canal, the tables on the outdoor terrace literally above the water, the sun setting, painting the sky and water in shades of flame.
The waiter brought prosecco for the adults and fresh orange juice for the children in elegant glasses. Antoine stood up to make a toast, holding the glass in his left hand because his right was still in a cast.
"To family," his voice was warm. "Not the one you get by birth, but the one you choose by love, to friends who become family, to children who teach us to see the world anew, to Italy, which has shown us that life is sweet when we share it with those we love."
"Salute!" they all shouted, clinking their glasses.
Lucas looked around the table, looking at the faces he loved: Jungkook and Jimin smiling with happiness in their eyes, Isabelle and Antoine holding hands, Amelie next to him, beautiful in the golden light of the setting sun.
This was his family.
Unconventional.
Complicated.
Perfect.
On the plane home the next day, Lucas wrote in the travel journal he had bought in a small Venetian shop.
"Italy taught me that life is about moments, not plans; it's about places discovered, not tourist attractions; it's about eating ice cream without guilt; it's about holding the hand of the person you love while watching the sunset; it's about a family that chooses to be together."
He closed his journal and looked out the airplane window, where the Alps flew by below, white and majestic.
Italy was beautiful.
But home was waiting.
And that was just as beautiful.
Because home wasn't a place.
It was people.
And those people were now sitting around him, Jungkook dozing with his head resting against the window, Jimin reading an Italian cookbook, Amelie sleeping with a new plush gondola in her arms.
His family.
His home.
Wherever they were.
Together.
Chapter Text
When love comes as a surprise
July was hot and lazy after returning from Italy, the days passed in a pleasant routine of lazy mornings and afternoons by the pool, Lucas and Amelie spent their time reading under the umbrella and swimming when the heat became unbearable, life returned to normal in Geneva, which was calm and predictable.
Lucas was sitting in his bedroom on Wednesday evening, looking through his vacation photos on his phone, when his gaze fell on the date in the corner of the screen and something clicked in his head like an alarm.
July 22nd.
Jungkook's birthday.
In nine days.
He ran down the stairs so fast that he almost tripped on the last step, finding Jimin in the living room reading an architecture magazine with his legs thrown up on the coffee table.
"Min! Kook's birthday is in nine days, and we don't have any plans!"
Jimin looked up from the magazine with the expression of someone who didn't see the problem.
"I know, I was thinking of baking his favorite chocolate cake and making a Korean dinner, maybe bulgogi and kimchi jjigae."
"Just a cake and dinner? But it's his thirty-fifth birthday! It's a milestone!"
"Kook doesn't like big parties, you know how he is, he'd rather have a quiet evening with us than a crowd of people."
Lucas sat on the edge of the sofa with a determination burning in his eyes that Jimin had learned to recognize as the beginning of something ambitious.
"That's exactly why we need to throw a big party. He never lets us celebrate his birthday, he always puts everyone else first. It's time for US to put him first."
A smile spread across Jimin's face slowly, like dawn.
"What exactly do you have in mind?"
"A surprise party, a big one, with all the people he loves, the kids from Saturday Chess Adventure, the company management, François, Isabelle and Antoine from Amelie, Emma, if she can come with her mom, everyone who is part of his life here."
Jimin looked at the eleven-year-old, whose eyes were so full of pure love and determination that he felt warmth spreading in his chest.
"Okay, let's do it, but we have to be very careful. Kook is observant, one false move and he'll discover the plan."
They spent the next hour planning every detail, Lucas making lists on paper in his neat handwriting, Jimin adding ideas and logistical details, the plan unfolding with every minute like a road map.
"I need to call François tomorrow, he can help with the management and decorations."
"And I'll start calling the parents of the kids from the academy."
"Where will we have the party? At home or will we rent a venue?"
Lucas thought intensely, frowning in concentration.
"Home, the garden is big enough for everyone and it will be more personal, we can put up tents in case of rain, tables under the trees, lanterns on the branches, like in Italy."
"Sounds beautiful, but how do we keep Kook away from home for the whole day of preparations?"
"I'll say I want to spend the day just with him, father and son, we'll go to a lake far away, maybe to Montreux, you stay and prepare everything with the help of others."
Jimin patted Lucas on the shoulder with palpable pride.
"You're a born conspirator, Kook won't stand a chance."
The next day, Lucas called François, who answered after the second ring.
"Lucas! What can I do for you, young man?"
"I'm organizing a secret surprise party for Kook for his twenty-second birthday, I need help inviting the entire company board and not saying a word to Kook."
François laughed loudly, his voice full of joy.
"That's a great idea, Jungkook deserves a big celebration, I'll take care of the board myself, I'll let them know it's a top-secret operation."
"How about helping with the decorations? Something elegant, but not too formal. I want it to be beautiful, but friendly."
"Leave it to me. I have contacts at the best event company in Geneva. They'll work wonders with that garden."
Isabelle was next on the list. She answered the phone immediately when she saw his name.
"Lucas, sweetheart, how are you?"
"Mom, I'm organizing a surprise party for Kook on July 22nd in our garden at 6 p.m. Can you help invite all the parents of the children from the chess academy? And of course, you and Antoine and Amelie have to come."
"That's a wonderful idea! Jungkook always does so much for others, it's time someone did something special for him. I'll email invitations to all the parents on my contact list, no one will tell Jungkook, I promise."
Emma was harder to persuade because she lived an hour away from her mother, who worked on weekends.
"Lucas! We haven't talked in so long. How was Italy?"
"It was amazing. I'll tell you all about it when we see each other, but I'm calling because I have a big favor to ask. I'm organizing a surprise party for Kook on the 22nd. Can you come with your mom?"
"Of course I'll come! Mom can take time off. Kook has been so good to us all these years, I want to be part of his celebration. Just tell me what time."
For the next week, the house was full of secret conversations and hidden plans. Lucas and Jimin communicated in whispers when Jungkook was around, using coded messages on the phone so as not to leave any traces.
"Operation Cake is underway" meant that the catering had been confirmed.
"Lanterns hung" meant François had taken care of the decorations.
"Eighty little agents ready" meant the children's parents had confirmed their attendance.
Jungkook noticed something was going on five days before the party.
"Why have you and Lucas been acting so strange lately?"
Jimin tried to look completely innocent, which was not his strong suit.
"Strange? I don't know what you're talking about, everything is normal."
"You stop talking when I enter the room, Lucas keeps writing something in that blue notebook and hides it immediately when I look, and you smile at your phone as if you have a secret."
"Maybe we're planning a birthday surprise for you," Jimin said, trying to sound sarcastic, but not very convincingly.
"My birthday? It's in a few days, you really don't have to do anything special, cake and dinner are enough."
"Exactly, so stop being so suspicious and let us live in peace."
On the morning of the twenty-second, Lucas sneaked into Jungkook's bedroom at seven a.m., carrying a tray with coffee and a croissant.
"Happy birthday, Kook!"
Jungkook sat up in bed, sleepy, but immediately smiled when he saw Lucas.
"Thank you, honey, you brought me breakfast in bed? That's a luxury."
"You deserve luxury, and I have a plan for today. I want to spend the whole day just with you, father and son. We'll go to Montreux, maybe rent a boat on the lake, have lunch at that restaurant where we went with Min."
"Where will Jimin be?"
"Min says he has urgent business matters to attend to, meetings all day, he'll be busy, so we can have time just for the two of us."
Jungkook looked moved, his eyes slightly moist.
"That sounds absolutely perfect, give me half an hour to get ready."
They left at eight o'clock, Lucas drove very slowly to make the most of the time, lunch in Montreux lasted two and a half hours because Lucas ordered each dish separately, then a walk along the lake, then ice cream, even though they had just eaten dessert.
"Are you trying to kill time on purpose?" Jungkook asked at four in the afternoon.
"No! I just... want this day to last as long as possible. It's your birthday, you deserve a whole day of celebration."
The house had been in controlled chaos since eight in the morning. François arrived at nine with a decorating company, three men began setting up white tents in the garden in case of rain, tables were arranged under the trees, and chairs were set up in a semicircle.
The decorators hung lanterns on the branches, hundreds of small lights that would sparkle after sunset, garlands of flowers wrapped around the tree trunks, everything was elegant but warm, exactly as Lucas wanted.
The caterers arrived at eleven with vans full of food, Korean dishes that Jungkook loved, bulgogi and bibimbap and kimchi and all the flavors of his childhood, but also Italian antipasti, because they had just returned from Italy, Swiss cheeses and breads, an international feast.
Jimin supervised everything like a general before battle, checking every detail, making sure nothing was overlooked.
The guests began to arrive at half past five, the children from the chess academy with their parents, eighty little people in elegant outfits excited about the party, the company's management in suits and dresses looking a little out of place among the noisy children.
Isabelle arrived with Antoine and Amelie, all dressed up for the occasion, Emma with her mother, who looked healthy and happy, François with his wife, whom few had seen.
At 5:55 p.m., the garden was filled with nearly two hundred people hidden behind tents and trees, waiting in tense silence, the children giggling nervously, covering their mouths with their hands, the adults walking on tiptoe.
Lucas sent a message to Jimin: "We're 5 minutes away."
Jimin replied to everyone gathered: "POSITIONS! ABSOLUTE SILENCE!"
Two hundred people tried not to breathe.
Jungkook's car pulled into the driveway at exactly six o'clock, and Lucas got out, stretching after a long day in the car.
"It was a really beautiful day, thank you for spending all this time with me, I know you probably had other things to do."
"There's nothing more important than you," Jungkook replied sincerely.
They entered through the front door, the house was strangely quiet, all the lights were off, which was unusual at this time of day.
"Jimin? Are you done with your meetings? Are you home?"
Jungkook headed to the living room, looking for the light switch.
He entered the room.
The lights came on all at once, blinding him.
"SURPRISE!"
Two hundred voices exploded simultaneously, Jungkook blinked in bewilderment, took a step back, almost bumping into Lucas, his face going through stages of shock, disbelief, and joy in three seconds.
Lucas was recording everything on his phone, capturing every emotion.
Jimin ran out first through the crowd, hugging him tightly.
"Happy birthday, darling, did we surprise you?"
"I... you... how...?"
No words came, only emotions.
Then the children from the chess academy surrounded him, shouting all at once, "Happy birthday, Mr. Jeon!" The board clapped and congratulated him, Isabelle kissed him on both cheeks in the French style, Antoine shook his hand, Emma hugged him, and François smiled broadly.
Madame Fontaine from the board handed him a bouquet of flowers.
"From the whole company, you are the most beloved boss we have ever had."
Jungkook was flooded with tears that wouldn't stop flowing.
"I can't believe it... is this all for me?"
Lucas stood in front of him with a huge smile.
"It's all for you because you deserve to be celebrated, Kook. You always give to everyone else, now we're giving to you."
The party moved to the garden, where the sunset painted the sky with flames, lanterns began to glow as darkness fell, everything looked like a fairy tale.
They ate, drank, and laughed, children ran between tables, adults talked and reminisced, music played softly in the background.
Lucas prepared a multimedia presentation, which he displayed on a large screen, "Ten reasons why Kook is the best dad," each slide had a photo and a funny or touching caption.
Slide 1: Photo of Jungkook teaching Lucas to play chess - "Because he taught me to think before I play."
Slide 2: A photo from a vacation in Italy – "Because he takes me on adventures."
Slide 3: A photo of Jungkook with the children from the academy – "Because he shares his love of chess with everyone."
Slide 4: A photo from the day of adoption – "Because he chose me even though he didn't have to."
Each slide elicited laughter or tears or both at once.
When the presentation was over, the whole garden gave a standing ovation, and Jungkook cried openly, making no attempt to hide it.
Then Lucas came out with an acoustic guitar he had borrowed from Antoine.
"I wrote a song, I warn you, I've only been playing for three weeks, so it won't be perfect, but it comes from the heart."
He sat down on a chair, took a deep breath, and began to play.
The melody was simple, just four repeating chords, but the lyrics were everything.
*"I remember the day you came*
*The world was dark and evil*
*But you showed me the light*
*That I could have a home again*
*You're not my dad by blood*
*But by every day*
*By every smile and every tear*
*You're my dad by love*
*Happy birthday*
*To the man who saved me*
*To the dad I chose*
*And who chose me"*
His voice broke in places, his fingers skipped notes sometimes, but no one noticed because everyone was crying too hard to hear the imperfections.
When he finished, two hundred people stood up, clapping, shouting, and crying.
Jungkook got up from his chair and walked across the garden, took the guitar from Lucas's hands and put it down, then hugged his son so tightly that the boy could barely breathe.
"That was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard."
"Really? It wasn't too awful?"
"It was absolutely perfect, I love you so much."
"I love you too, Kook, happy birthday."
The cake that Jimin had baked with the help of the caterers was monumental, three tiers of the darkest chocolate, thirty-five candles burning on top, creating a small forest of fire.
"Blow out the candles! Make a wish!" the excited children shouted.
Jungkook stood in front of the cake, looking at the crowd of faces he loved, his chosen family, friends, everyone who had come to celebrate his life.
He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and blew out all thirty-five candles in one long exhale.
The garden exploded with applause, cheers, and whistles.
"What did you ask for?" Lucas asked curiously.
"I can't say, or it won't come true, but I will say that it was for everyone here today to be as happy as I am right now."
The party lasted until late, the children fell asleep on blankets spread out on the grass, their parents carried them to their cars, and the adults drank their last glasses of wine under the lanterns, exchanging stories and laughter.
At eleven o'clock, when the last guests were leaving, Jungkook stood in the garden, looking at the beautiful chaos after the party, empty plates and glasses, slightly crumpled decorations, traces of two hundred people who had come to celebrate with him.
Lucas joined him in silence.
"Sorry for the mess, we'll clean up tomorrow morning, I promise."
"Don't apologize for anything, it was the best birthday of my life, you showed me something today that I didn't know."
"What was that?"
"That I am loved by more people than I thought possible, that we have created a family that is bigger than just you and Jimin, that my life has touched others in ways I didn't realize."
Lucas took his hand.
"You've influenced my life more than anyone else, you've changed me from a scared, orphaned child into a happy son with a family, that's your real birthday present, not the party, but the knowledge that you've changed lives."
They stood under the stars, listening to the quiet sounds of the Geneva night. Sometimes the best moments are those after a big celebration, when everyone leaves and only the people who really matter remain.
Jimin came out of the kitchen carrying three glasses of non-alcoholic champagne.
"One last toast, just for the three of us."
They raised their glasses under the lanterns that were still lit.
"To family," Jungkook said. "To the son who taught me what unconditional love means, to the husband who is my home, to a life that is more beautiful than I ever dreamed."
"To Kook," added Jimin. "To the man who deserves every happy moment."
"To us," Lucas simply concluded.
They drank under the stars, three people who were not family by blood, but were family by choice, by love, by every day they chose to be together, even though the world gave them a thousand reasons to be apart.
And that was all they needed.
Chapter Text
When time shows what is important
September brought with it that special light that can only be found in early autumn, golden and soft, the air smelling of ripening apples and freshly cut grass, the leaves beginning to change color, painting Geneva with shades of amber and copper.
Lucas stood at his bedroom window, looking out at the Beaumont estate garden, which he knew so well he could draw every tree with his eyes closed. It had been two years since he returned from his vacation in Italy, two years that had changed everything and nothing at the same time.
He was now fourteen, a good four inches taller, his voice had changed last winter, which had been a source of great embarrassment to him during a presentation at school, and the first signs of what Jimin delicately called "puberty" and Lucas called "a hormonal disaster" had appeared on his face.
But some things hadn't changed. He still loved chess more than anything, and his Saturday chess adventure was still the best part of his week, even though he now had assistants, older children who had learned from him and were now teaching younger ones.
A knock on the door snapped him out of his reverie.
"Come in."
Jungkook entered with two cups of hot chocolate, even though it was almost fall, not winter, but that was their tradition. Saturday mornings began with chocolate and conversation before the children arrived at the academy.
"Ready for today? We have twenty new kids."
"Always ready, Amelie is helping, so it will be easier."
Jungkook sat on the edge of the bed, his wedding ring glistening in the light streaming in from the window. It was a simple gold band that he had been wearing for eighteen months, ever since he and Jimin had gotten married in a modest ceremony in the garden right here.
Lucas remembered that day as if it were yesterday, last June, the cloudless sky, François as a witness, Isabelle and Antoine, who had been married for a year themselves, celebrating with them, Amelie as a bridesmaid, eighty children from the academy singing a song Lucas had written especially for the occasion.
"Do you remember how nervous I was before the wedding?" Jungkook asked, looking at his wedding ring.
"I remember you almost fainted while tying your tie, Min had to save you."
"I thought I would forget my vows, even though I had practiced them a thousand times."
"But you didn't forget, you said them perfectly, I cried like a baby."
"Everyone cried, even François, who claims he never cries."
They sat in pleasant silence, sipping chocolate. Through the window, they could see Jimin in the garden, talking on the phone, probably with someone from the UN, where he had been working as director of cultural programs for a year—a dream job he finally accepted after much persuasion from Jungkook.
"Do you think Mom is happy with Antoine?" Lucas asked suddenly.
"I think she's very happy. You saw them at the last dinner, they were laughing all the time."
Isabelle and Antoine got married two years ago in a modest ceremony at the church where Clara was once baptized. Amelie cried with happiness, and Lucas walked his mother down the aisle, feeling a mixture of joy and melancholy. Philippe had been dead for seven years, but Lucas still sometimes wondered what his life would have been like if the accident hadn't happened.
But then he looked at Jungkook and Jimin and knew he wouldn't trade this life for any other.
"Amelie called yesterday," Lucas said, trying to sound indifferent.
"I know, I heard you talking for two hours. What was it about this time?"
"Everything and nothing, school, friends, how much she misses me even though we see each other every other day."
Jungkook smiled broadly.
"You've been together for almost two years, that's a serious relationship for 14-year-olds."
"With her, I don't feel like a 14-year-old, I feel... I don't know, older? More like myself?"
"That means it's true love when someone makes you feel most like yourself."
The chess academy started at ten, as it had every Saturday for the past six years. The garden was full of children aged six to sixteen, some of whom had been there since the beginning and were now teenagers helping to teach the younger children, which Lucas watched with pride.
Amelie arrived on time, her hair now longer, reaching halfway down her back. Since last year, she had been wearing glasses, which Lucas thought made her look cute, although he wouldn't say that out loud because it would sound too sentimental.
"Hi," she kissed him quickly on the cheek, which had become a natural gesture, although at first they both blushed every time.
"Hi, ready for twenty new people?"
"Always, shall we divide them into two groups?"
They taught together for three hours, Lucas took care of the children who were completely new, Amelie took care of those who already had the basics, their teaching methods complemented each other, he was patient and methodical, she was energetic and creative.
At one o'clock in the afternoon, when the last child left, they sat down under the big chestnut tree where they usually sat, and Jimin brought them lemonade and sandwiches.
"There are two hundred and twenty children in the program now," Jimin said. "Do you remember when we started with twenty?"
"How could I forget? I was afraid no one would come."
"And now we have a waiting list and had to hire three additional instructors for weekdays."
Lucas looked at the garden, where traces of today's chess game were still visible: moved tables, a forgotten piece under a bush, a juice cup that someone had left behind.
"Do you think I should go to a high school with a chess program?" he asked suddenly, asking the question he had been carrying around for weeks.
Jungkook and Jimin exchanged glances.
"Is that possible?" Jimin asked.
"I got an invitation from the International Chess Academy in Lausanne, a boarding school for talented chess players, with the best coaches in Europe. I could go there when I turn fourteen and a half, in six months."
"But that means you'll be living there, not here."
"Yes, I would only come back on weekends."
There was a heavy silence.
"What do you want?" Jungkook finally asked.
"I don't know, part of me wants it because it's an amazing opportunity, but part of me doesn't want to leave home, you guys, Amelie, the academy, everything."
Amelie took his hand.
"If it's your dream, you should fulfill it, we'll survive the distance."
"But I don't want us to break up because I'll be far away."
"We won't break up, I'm sure of it."
Jungkook stopped.
"You don't have to decide today, you have time to think, talk to the coaches, visit the school, see how you feel."
"And if I decide to go, will you be sad?"
"We'll be very sad," Jimin admitted honestly. "But we'll also be proud. Parenting is about letting your children fly away, even if it hurts."
In the afternoon, after Amelie left, Lucas walked around the house, feeling a vague sense of unease. He entered the library, where he found Jungkook and Jimin sitting together on the sofa reading a report.
"Can we talk?"
They immediately put down their documents.
"Anytime."
Lucas sat down opposite them in a leather armchair that he remembered from Philippe and Isabelle's time.
"I've been thinking about the last few years, about how much has changed since you came into my life. Sometimes it's hard to believe that it's been seven years since the accident."
"Seven years is a long time for someone who's fourteen."
"It's almost half my life. I remember my previous life, but sometimes it feels like it was someone else's life, like the Lucas who lived with Philippe and Isabelle was someone I knew, but it wasn't me."
"That's natural, you were a child then, and now you're almost an adult."
"Have you ever regretted it? That you took me in?"
The question hung in the air like a heavy stone.
Jungkook answered without hesitation.
"Not once, not for a second. You're the best thing that ever happened to us."
"Even when I was difficult? When I had nightmares for the first year? When I yelled that you weren't my real parents?"
"Especially then," Jimin said. "Because those moments taught us how to be better parents, how to love in difficult times, not just the easy ones."
Lucas felt tears welling up in his eyes, but he didn't let them fall.
"I want you to know that even if I decide to go to Lausanne, it's not because I want to run away from you, but because you've given me enough love to feel safe trying to fly."
Jungkook stood up, walked over, and knelt in front of Lucas to be at eye level with him.
"That's the most beautiful thing you could have said to us. We're not here to hold you back, but to support you wherever life takes you."
That evening, Lucas lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, where the long-faded phosphorescent stars that Jimin had stuck on in the first weeks after they moved in were still visible. Most of them had fallen off over the years, but a few were still there, tiny points of light in the darkness.
His phone vibrated; it was a message from Amelie.
"Are you still thinking about Lausanne?"
"Yes, I can't stop."
"You know what I think? I think you should go. You're too good not to try, and I'll wait for you, I promise."
"What if you change your mind?"
"I won't. I love you, Lucas. That doesn't change with distance."
It was the first time she had written "I love you" in a message; they had always said it to each other face to face, but never over the phone.
Lucas stared at the words for a long time before replying.
"I love you too, more than I thought it was possible to love."
"It's decided, you're going to Lausanne, you're going to be the best chess player in the world, and I'm going to be your biggest fan."
He smiled in the darkness of his room.
Perhaps the future was scary.
Perhaps change was difficult.
But he had a family that loved him unconditionally, a girlfriend who believed in him, a life full of possibilities.
Seven years ago, he lost his parents and thought the world had ended.
Now he had two fathers, a mother who had awakened, an extended family that had chosen to love him, a passion that gave him meaning.
Life wasn't what he expected.
It was better.
Much better.
And whatever the future held, he was ready.
Because he wasn't alone.
He would never be alone again.
Chapter Text
When a second chance blossoms forever
Isabelle stood in the kitchen of her home in Champel, cutting vegetables for ratatouille. Antoine liked it when she cooked French dishes, even though he was a better cook himself.
"It's not about skill," he used to say. "It's about the love you put into the food."
Through the window, she could see the garden they had planted together two years ago, the roses she had chosen, the herbs Antoine insisted on keeping fresh, and the little fountain Amelie had found at a flea market.
The house was more modest than the Beaumonts' estate, with only four bedrooms instead of twelve, one living room instead of three, but it was warmer, full of life, and its walls remembered laughter instead of silence.
Two years of marriage to Antoine had changed her in ways she hadn't anticipated. When she came out of her coma seven years ago, she was like a ghost of her own life, empty and lost, her world had collapsed, but slowly life was returning to her like blood to frozen fingers, it hurt, but it was a good pain, the pain of healing.
Antoine came in through the back door, carrying a bag of groceries, his face flushed from the cold and his eyes sparkling.
"I found the perfect tomatoes. Madame Leroux had the last ones of the season. She said she saved the best for me because I'm her favorite customer."
"She says that to everyone."
"But in my case, it's true."
He kissed her briefly, a gesture that was now so natural that neither of them could remember life without these small signs of intimacy.
"Amelie called, she's staying for dinner at Lucas's, she says they have some chess project to finish."
"A project or an excuse to spend more time together."
"Probably the latter, they've been inseparable for two years."
Isabelle smiled, thinking of Antoine's daughter, who had become like a second daughter to her. Amelie was now eleven, smart and brave, and she loved dinosaurs, chess, and Lucas as much as ever.
"Do you remember how she reacted when you told her we were getting married?" Isabelle asked.
Antoine laughed out loud.
"She screamed so loud that the neighbors knocked on the door to check if everything was okay, then she cried with happiness for an hour, and then she asked if she could have a new dress for the wedding."
"And she got three."
"Because I couldn't refuse her anything that day."
The wedding took place two years ago in the small church where Clara was baptized. Isabelle wore a simple cream-colored dress instead of white because it was her second marriage. Antoine cried as he walked her down the aisle because her father couldn't do it, so Lucas volunteered.
He remembers holding her arm, a fourteen-year-old son leading his mother to a new life, his voice quiet as he whispered just before they entered the church.
Now they were sitting together at dinner, candles between them, wine carefully selected by Antoine, soft music playing in the background, talking about the day, about nothing important and everything at the same time.
"Isabelle Moreau sounds good?" Antoine asked suddenly.
She had taken his name after they got married; it was the first thing she did, not wanting to be Beaumont a minute longer than she had to.
"It sounds like a new beginning."
"Because it is, for both of us."
Antoine had lost his wife to cancer, Isabelle had survived a coma and a failed marriage, and they had both come together broken but healed, building something from the fragments of their previous lives.
"Sometimes I feel guilty," Isabelle said quietly. "That I'm so happy when Clara is dead, when Philippe is dead."
"The dead wouldn't want us to be unhappy forever. Clara told me a week before she died to find someone who would make me laugh again. Philippe... well, Philippe had his faults, but he loved Lucas. He would want you to be happy."
"Do you think so?"
"I know."
On Friday evening, as every week, Lucas came over for dinner, a tradition that had started a year ago and continued uninterrupted. Amelie was already there, helping Antoine in the kitchen, and their laughter could be heard through the door.
Lucas gave Isabelle a big hug.
"Hi, Mom, how are you?"
"Fine, sweetheart, and you?"
"I'm stressed, I have an important decision to make."
During dinner, he told them about the invitation to Lausanne, about the international chess academy, about the opportunity to train with the best.
"But that means I'll be living there and only coming back on weekends."
Isabelle listened with a mixture of pride and sadness. Her son was growing up, becoming independent. That was what she wanted, but at the same time it hurt her.
"What do you want?" she asked.
"I don't know. Chess is my passion, but so is my family. How can I choose?"
Antoine spoke with the wisdom of someone who had lived longer.
"You don't have to choose between them, you can have both, chess in Lausanne during the week, family in Geneva on the weekends, it's not an either/or choice."
"What if it's too difficult? What if I can't do it?"
"Then you'll come home," Isabelle said. "Home will always be here, we'll always be here."
After dinner, while Amelie and Lucas washed the dishes, talking quietly about something, Isabelle and Antoine sat on the terrace, wrapped in a blanket despite the chill.
"Do you think he'll take the challenge?" Antoine asked.
"I think so, he's braver than he thinks."
"Like his mother."
Isabelle rested her head on Antoine's shoulder, feeling grateful for this life she hadn't planned, but which was more beautiful than she could have imagined.
Seven years ago, she woke up from a coma in a strange world, Philippe was dead, Lucas was with strangers, and the future looked terrifying.
But she found Antoine, who understood loss because he had lost someone himself, she found Amelie, who needed a mother's love, she got Lucas back, who was now a happy teenager with a loving family.
Life didn't go according to plan.
But maybe plans are overrated.
Perhaps the best life is the one we build from the ruins of the old one, piece by piece, day by day, with people who see us for who we really are and love us anyway.
Later, as Lucas was leaving, Isabelle stopped him at the door.
"Whatever decision you make about Lausanne, I'm proud of you. You're the best thing Philippe and I have ever done."
"Mom..."
"Let me finish. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you during your two years in a coma. I'm sorry our marriage was cold and that you grew up in a home where love was conditional, but looking at you now, I see that you've become an extraordinary person despite it all."
Lucas hugged her.
"You don't have to apologize. Everything that happened led me here, to this family, to Jungkook and Jimin, to you, who is happy now. If I could turn back time and prevent the accident... I don't know if I would."
"Really?"
"Really, because then I wouldn't have this life, and this life is good, Mom, really good."
When his car drove away, Isabelle stood in the doorway, looking out at the Geneva night. Antoine joined her, putting his arm around her waist.
"Are you okay?"
"More than okay, for the first time in years, everything is exactly as it should be."
And that's how it was, every element of her life had fallen into place in a meaningful mosaic: a happy son, a loving husband, a stepdaughter who had become a daughter, a home full of warmth, a heart full of peace.
Her second chance at love turned out not to be a second choice.
It was simply love.
Real love.
Deep love.
Lasting love.
And that was more than enough.
Chapter Text
When two souls build a life worth living
Jimin sat in his office at the Palais des Nations, looking out the large windows onto the lake. The door bore the impressive title "Directeur des Programmes Culturels," but in practice, he spent most of his days in meetings, trying to convince diplomats that chess, music, and art were just as important as politics.
His phone vibrated; it was a message from Jungkook.
"Remember, we have dinner with Lucas at seven, don't be late like last time."
"I was late ONCE, and that was because of the French ambassador who couldn't stop talking."
"Once this week, three times last week."
Jimin smiled at his phone. Eighteen months of marriage had passed, and Jungkook still demanded punctuality from him, as always.
The ring on his finger was simple, white gold, no embellishments, matching Jungkook's ring, which they had bought together at a small jewelry workshop in the old town. The craftsman who made them said he had never seen a couple more in love.
"The way you look at each other," the old man said. "That's love that will survive anything."
And indeed it did survive—Jungkook's illness, Lucas's adoption, all the challenges life threw at them. Now, after eight years of living together, their love was different than it was in the beginning, less passionate but deeper, less desperate but more certain.
Jungkook was waiting for him at home when Jimin returned at half past six, cooking something that smelled Korean and made Jimin's stomach rumble.
"Kimchi jjigae?"
"And bulgogi, and japchae. I thought since Lucas is coming, we'd have a feast."
Jimin came up behind him and wrapped his arms around his waist.
"I love that you still cook for us, even though we could hire a chef."
"Cooking is my meditation, and besides, the house doesn't feel like home without the smell of food."
They kissed briefly, tasting salt and something sweet. After eight years, every kiss still felt like coming home.
"How was work?" Jungkook asked, stirring the contents of the pot.
"Long. The Chinese ambassador wants me to organize a traditional music festival, but of course without a budget. The Italian ambassador wants a Renaissance art exhibition. Everyone wants everything, but no one wants to pay."
"That sounds frustrating."
"It is, but I love it too. For the first time in years, I'm doing something I'm really passionate about, not just something that makes money."
Jungkook turned to look at him.
"I'm glad you finally took the job. I've been trying to convince you for a year."
"I was afraid to leave Beaumont. I felt responsible for Lucas, for the company."
"But François is doing a great job as CEO. The company has never been better."
It was true that a year ago, when Jimin received the offer from the UN, he had hesitated for many months, feeling that by leaving the company that was Lucas's legacy, he was betraying him, but Jungkook had convinced him that life was too short to do a job that didn't fulfill him.
"Lucas told me yesterday that since I started working at the UN, I'm happier."
"Because you are, I can see it in the way you talk about your day. Before, it was a job you had to do, now it's your passion."
Lucas showed up punctually at seven, now taller than Jimin, with a completely changed voice, and the first fuzz on his face soon turned into stubble.
"Something smells amazing."
"Your favorite dishes, sit down and tell us about your visit to Lausanne."
During dinner, Lucas talked about the academy, the students, the opportunities, and his eyes sparkled when he talked about chess in a way that reminded Jungkook of himself at that age.
"I feel like I should go," he said finally. "But I'm also afraid to leave home."
Jungkook and Jimin exchanged glances, as they had talked about this for hours the previous night in bed.
"We want you to go," Jungkook said. "Not because we want to get rid of you, but because this is your path, you have too much talent not to try."
Lucas stared at his plate, playing with his chopsticks.
"Do you remember how scared I was when I first moved in with you? I thought I would never be happy again."
"We remember, you had nightmares for months."
"And now, when I think about leaving you, I feel the same panic, but reversed—not the fear of losing everything, but the fear of wasting something wonderful."
Jungkook reached across the table and took Lucas's hand.
"You won't waste anything, we're building something more, family doesn't end when someone leaves, it expands, Lausanne is an hour away by train, you'll be home every weekend, we'll call every day."
"Do you promise?"
"We promise," they said in unison.
After dinner, when Lucas returned home to Isabelle, Jungkook and Jimin sat in the living room in silence, each of them digesting the reality that their son was growing up and becoming independent.
"I thought it would be easier," Jungkook said finally. "To prepare for it."
"Me too, but nothing prepares you for the emptiness when your child grows up."
"He'll be okay, right? In Lausanne? Without us?"
Jimin moved closer, resting his head on Jungkook's shoulder.
"He'll be more than okay, he'll be great, we taught him everything he needed to know."
"Did we teach him enough?"
"We taught him to love, to be good, to think of others, to play chess, that's all he needs."
They sat in silence, listening to the house that was full of Lucas's presence even though he was gone, his books on the shelves, his jacket on the hanger, his shoes by the door.
"Do you remember when François suggested we take him in?" Jungkook asked suddenly.
"How could I forget? I thought you were crazy when you said that."
"I thought I was crazy too, we had no idea how to be parents."
"We still have no idea, we're learning every day."
"But somehow it works."
"It's more than somehow, we've built something beautiful."
Jungkook turned to look at Jimin, touching the face he loved more than any other with his hand.
"Thank you."
"For what?"
"For agreeing to take Lucas in, even though it was crazy, for staying when I was sick and dying, for marrying me even though you could have had anyone else, for being the best man I know."
Jimin felt tears stinging behind his eyelids.
"I didn't have to stay, I wanted to stay, there's no place I'd rather be than here with you."
They kissed on the sofa where they had spent thousands of evenings, their lips meeting with the familiarity of years and the freshness of love that had never grown old.
"What will we do when Lucas leaves?" Jimin asked when they parted.
"For the first time in years, we'll have time just for ourselves, maybe we'll feel like a couple again, not just parents."
"That sounds dangerously romantic."
"Because it is. I thought we could travel more, you always wanted to see Japan."
"And you wanted to go back to Korea to visit your family."
"We can do both, now we have time."
However, despite their plans and excitement about the future, they both felt the same emptiness in their hearts, knowing that a chapter of their lives was ending, that Lucas was growing up and becoming an independent person.
"Do you think he'll remember?" Jungkook asked quietly.
"What will he remember?"
"Everything, all these years, how much we loved him, how hard we tried to be good parents."
Jimin took his face in his hands, forcing him to make eye contact.
"He'll remember because we live it every day, we don't just talk about it, we love him through actions, not just words, that kind of love cannot be forgotten."
That night, they lay in bed, their bodies entwined in the familiar shape that had accompanied them throughout their years of living together. Jungkook couldn't sleep, thinking about everything that had happened since the day Laurent brought him to Jimin's office eight years ago.
He was a young, arrogant chess master dying of Parkinson's.
Jimin was a lonely chess ambassador with no purpose.
Now they were husbands, parents, partners in the life they had built together.
"Jimin?"
"Mm?"
"If you could go back to the day we met, knowing everything you know now, all the difficulties and pain, would you do the same?"
A long silence, then:
"In a second, without hesitation, even if I knew about your illness, about the struggles with adoption, about all the difficult moments, I would choose this life a thousand times over."
"Why?"
"Because you taught me what it means to be loved, not for what I do or who I am, but simply for who I am. Together with Lucas, you gave me the family I never had, the purpose I was looking for, a home that is a feeling, not a place."
Jungkook pulled him close and kissed him on the top of his head.
"I love you too, I love the life we've built, and everything that connects us."
They fell asleep like that, entwined and peaceful, knowing that whatever tomorrow brought, whatever the future changed, they had each other.
And that was the foundation on which everything else was built.
Love.
Choice.
Commitment.
Family.
Not through blood ties.
Chapter Text
When every ending is a beginning
Lucas stood on the platform at Gare Cornavin station, holding a small suitcase, his heart beating so loudly that he thought everyone could hear it. Jungkook and Jimin stood on either side of him, silent, because words were not enough at that moment.
September 21, the first day of a new chapter.
He had made his decision two weeks ago after long conversations with everyone he loved, with Isabelle, who told him to "be brave," with Amelie, who promised to write to him every day, with the children from the chess academy, who made him a card with the signatures of all two hundred students.
However, the most difficult conversation took place three days ago with Jungkook and Jimin.
They sat in the library, the same place where they had solved problems, made plans, and shared dreams so many times.
"I'm going to Lausanne," Lucas said, his voice sounding confident despite his fear. "I know it's going to be hard, but I have to try, not for you, but for myself."
Jungkook nodded slowly, his eyes moist, but he smiled.
"We're proud of you, not because you're leaving, but because you have the courage to follow your passion."
"What if I fail? What if I'm not good enough?"
Jimin took his hand.
"You'll still be our son, we'll still love you. Success isn't about winning tournaments, it's about trying things that scare you."
The train to Lausanne was already at the platform, its engine purring, ready to depart. Other students were boarding the train, saying goodbye to their parents, tears and hugs everywhere.
"I have something for you," Jungkook said, pulling a small box out of his pocket.
Inside was a chess piece, a king carved from dark wood, with an engraved inscription on the bottom: "The king is not strong because of his solitude, but because of the army that supports him — Dad J and Dad M, always."
Lucas held the piece, feeling the weight not only of the wood, but also of the love it represented.
"I'll keep this by my bed to remember."
"Remember what?"
"That I'm not alone, I've never been alone since you came into my life."
The three of them hugged each other on the platform, ignoring the passers-by, a long hug that expressed what could not be expressed in words.
"Call every day," Jimin said as they parted.
"I promise."
"And come back on the weekends," Jungkook added.
"Of course."
"And eat well, get enough sleep, don't stress too much..."
"Min, he's fourteen, not four."
Lucas laughed through his tears.
"I'll miss your overprotectiveness."
After the final call to board, Lucas picked up his suitcase and turned around once more.
"Thank you for everything, for saving me, for loving me, for being the best fathers I could have ever dreamed of."
"Thank you for giving us the chance to be parents," Jungkook replied.
The train started slowly, Lucas stood by the window and waved until Jungkook and Jimin disappeared from view, then sat down, feeling a mixture of sadness and excitement.
He had a notebook in his backpack where he wrote down his thoughts, he opened it and started writing.
"Seven years ago, I lost everything in a car accident. I thought my life was over, that I would never be happy again.
I was wrong.
Life didn't end, it just changed form. I lost one family, but I gained another, not through blood ties, but through choice, not by accident, but through love.
Jungkook and Jimin taught me that family is not the people who created you, but the people who stay with you when everything falls apart, who love you in the worst moments, who believe in you when you don't believe in yourself.
Mom woke up from her coma and found a new life with Antoine, building happiness on the ruins of her previous marriage.
Amelie became my best friend and more, teaching me that love has no age, that hearts find each other when they are meant to.
Emma showed me that family goes beyond blood ties and documents, that people who share pain are connected forever.
The chess academy taught me that sharing your passion multiplies your joy, that teaching others is the best way to learn.
And now I'm going to Lausanne, not running away from my family, but following my dream, knowing that home will always be waiting for me.
Because home is not a place.
It's the people who choose to love you every day.
And I was chosen.
By the best people in the world."
He closed his notebook and looked out the window, where the autumn landscape of Switzerland flashed by.
---
In Geneva, Jungkook and Jimin returned to an empty house. For the first time in seven years, it was just the two of them, and the silence was loud.
"The house seems too big," Jimin said.
"I feel like it's the end of something."
"Or the beginning of something new."
They sat down in the library, where it all began. Jungkook pulled an old photo of Lucas from the first day out of a drawer, a small, frightened boy with big eyes.
"Look how small he was."
"Look how young we were," Jimin laughed, pointing to his face in the photo.
"Do you think we did a good job? As parents?"
Jimin looked at the photo for a long time before answering.
"I think we did everything we could, we loved him, we supported him, we gave him roots and wings, that's all parents can do."
Jungkook's phone vibrated, it was a message from Lucas.
"I'm in Lausanne, the room is small but nice, my roommate seems okay, I miss you already."
He replied immediately.
"We miss you too, but we're proud of you. Go conquer the world."
---
In Lausanne, Lucas was unpacking his suitcase in a small room at the academy. His roommate introduced himself as Viktor from Russia, a 15-year-old who had been playing chess since he was four.
"I've heard about you," Viktor said. "The youngest teacher in Geneva, impressive."
"It was just a small academy."
"A small academy with two hundred students? That's not small."
In the evening, he lay in his new bed in a new place, listening to new sounds. Viktor snored softly in the bed next to him, and the distant sounds of the city could be heard through the window.
He took out the king figurine he had received from Jungkook and Jimin and placed it on the nightstand where he could see it.
He thought of everyone who had brought him here.
Philippe, who had given him life and the will that had changed everything.
Isabelle, who had awakened and found the strength to rebuild her life.
Jungkook, who taught him that illness does not define a person.
Jimin, who showed him that love is a daily choice.
Antoine, who proved that a second chance is real.
Amelie, who was his first love and perhaps his last.
Emma, who remained a member of the family despite the distance between them.
François, who guided everyone with wisdom and care.
The children at the academy, who reminded him why he loved chess.
All these lives intertwined with his own, forming the fabric of his story.
He fell asleep with a smile, knowing that a new chapter would begin in the morning, but that the previous chapters would always be a part of him.
---
Three months later, December.
Lucas returned to Geneva for winter break. The train pulled into the station and he immediately saw them, Jungkook and Jimin waiting on the platform, their faces lighting up when they saw him.
He ran through the crowd and threw himself into their arms.
"I missed you guys so much!"
"We missed you too, every day."
Nothing had changed at home, but everything was different. His room was exactly as he had left it, but he felt like a guest rather than a resident.
During dinner, he talked about Lausanne, the tournaments he had won, the friends he had made, and how difficult the first month had been.
"I almost came back in October, I felt so lonely."
"Why didn't you come back?" Jimin asked.
"Because Amelie said something wise, that loneliness is part of growing up, that you have to learn to be alone before you can be with someone else."
"Amalie says things like that?"
"She reads too much philosophy."
On Saturday, Chess Adventure took place, Lucas returned to teach, the children screamed with excitement when they saw him, and the parents thanked him for coming back.
Amelie was there, helping out, as she had done every Saturday since he left, and when they saw each other, time stood still.
They hugged for a long time, ignoring the giggling children.
"I missed you," she whispered.
"Me too, every second."
"Do you still love me?"
"More than ever."
In the evening, the whole family gathered for dinner at the Beaumonts' estate, Isabelle and Antoine with Amelie, Jungkook and Jimin with Lucas, Emma came with her mother, François came with his wife.
The long table was full of food and laughter, conversations overlapped, glasses clinked during toasts.
François stood up with a glass of wine.
"I raise a toast to this extraordinary family that was born out of tragedy, to Lucas, who is growing into an extraordinary young man, to love that knows no boundaries or rules, cheers!"
"Cheers!" everyone shouted.
Lucas looked around at the faces he loved, each one telling a story of survival and choice, each one contributing in an important way to his life.
After dinner, as the guests were leaving, Jungkook stopped Lucas at the stairs.
"I have something for you. I've been waiting for the right moment."
He handed him an envelope. Inside was a legal document with the title "Final Adoption - Lucas Jeon-Park" at the top.
"What is this?"
"When we adopted you seven years ago, you were a minor, so the adoption was temporary and subject to court supervision. Now that you are fourteen, you can make the final decision. This document will make you our son forever if you sign it, officially changing your name to Jeon-Park."
Lucas looked at the paper, feeling his chest fill with emotion.
"Jeon-Park?"
"We are both your parents, you should have both names."
"What if I don't want to change my name? Beaumont is part of my history."
Jimin spoke gently.
"That's okay too, it's entirely your decision, you can keep Beaumont, you can take Jeon-Park, you can have all three, whatever you think is right."
Lucas thought for a long time, tracing the words on the document with his finger.
"I want to be Lucas Beaumont Jeon-Park, with all parts of my history together."
"That's beautiful," Jungkook said with tears in his eyes. "You can do that."
Lucas signed the document with careful handwriting, officially becoming a son in the eyes of the law, not just in his heart.
That night, he lay in his old bed in his old room, listening to the familiar sounds of home, Jungkook and Jimin talking quietly in the bedroom next door, the rustle of leaves outside, the distant sounds of the city.
He thought about the road he had traveled.
From a seven-year-old boy who lost everything in an accident.
To a fourteen-year-old who had more than he could have ever dreamed of.
A family that loved him.
A passion that filled him.
A future that was open and full of possibilities.
Life was not what he had expected when he was little.
It was better.
Much better.
Because he had learned that a real family is not about blood ties.
It's a choice.
Every day.
Every moment.
Every "I love you" spoken and shown.
He was loved.
By the best people in the world.
By his fathers.
By his mother.
By his extended family, which was large, chaotic, and perfect.
Lucas Beaumont Jeon-Park.
Not an orphan.
Not an heir to a fortune.
Not just a chess player.
But a son.
A brother.
A friend.
A student.
A teacher.
All of these things at once.
And that was enough.
More than enough.
It was everything.
---
**EPILOGUE – Five Years Later**
Lucas stood on the podium of the World Junior Championships in Oslo, holding the trophy. He was nineteen years old and the youngest finalist in the history of the tournament. He didn't win, but he came in second, and the silver medal sparkled in the flash of the cameras.
He saw them all in the crowd.
Jungkook and Jimin in the front row, crying with happiness.
Isabelle and Antoine right behind them, clapping.
Amelie in his club shirt, shouting louder than anyone else.
Emma with her mother, who had been sober for five years.
François, who had flown in specially from Geneva.
Dozens of children from the chess academy who had come to support him.
This was his army.
The people who supported him.
A king is never strong because of his solitude.
But because of those who stand by his side.
And Lucas had an army worth kingdoms.
When he stepped off the podium, he hugged Jungkook and Jimin long and hard.
"Thank you for believing in me."
"Thank you for giving us the chance to love you."
And so ended the story of a boy who lost everything and found more than he could have ever dreamed of.
This is not a fairy tale.
This is a true story.
About love that heals.
About the family you choose.
About a second chance that changes your life.
About how sometimes the worst things that happen to us lead to the best.
The end.
But also the beginning.
Because every ending is the beginning of something new.
And this story?
It was just the beginning.
