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The digital clock on the dashboard read 11:45 PM as Pond pulled into his driveway.

The air was thick with the humid heat of the night, and his head was already buzzing from the two beers he’d had at the bar. Beside him, Joong was mid-laugh at something Santa had said, while Aou was busy trying to manage a snack delivery on his phone.

"I’m telling you, Pond’s fridge is a treasure trove," Joong joked, hopping out of the car. "He stocks up like he’s preparing for an apocalypse of thirst."

Pond chuckled, jingling his keys. "I try to be a prepared host. Go on in, the door’s probably locked—" he paused.

“Wait…”

He frowned, noticing the deadbolt wasn't fully locked. He brushed it off, assuming he’d been in a rush earlier that morning.

They stumbled inside, the living room still smelling faintly of Pond’s signature cologne and…something else.

Something expensive and floral.

"Alright, lemme get the drinks," Joong announced, heading straight for the kitchen while the others crashed onto the sofa, immediately arguing over which game to load up on the console.

A few minutes later, Joong returned, his brow furrowed. He held two four-packs of beer, looking underwhelmed.

"Why did you only bring eight?" Pond asked, looking up from the controller he was calculating.

"These were the only ones there," Joong said, setting them on the coffee table with a light clink.

Pond blinked, his brain stalling for a second. "What? I’m sure I had more. Especially since we were planning on hanging out today, so I had many stocked just in case we crashed here. I bought at least two dozen yesterday."

"Maybe you drank them in your sleep?" Santa teased, already cracking one open.

Pond didn't laugh.

He knew his habits, but more importantly, he knew his apartment.

A tingle of intuition.

The kind he only ever felt when a certain someone was involved.

He began to itch at the back of his neck.

"Stay here," Pond muttered, standing up.

"Where are you going? The game’s starting!" Aou called out.

"Checking something," Pond replied, though his feet were already leading him down the hallway toward his bedroom.

He pushed the door open quietly.

The room was dark, but the air was stifling. It was heavy, humid, and smelled strongly of a very specific, high-end gin and…Phuwin’s favorite shampoo?

Pond didn't even need to turn on the light to know what he’d find. His eyes adjusted to the dim glow from the streetlights filtering through the curtains. There, in the center of his bed, was a massive, shifting mound under the heavy duvet.

He walked over and sighed, the sound a mix of exhaustion and the unconditional patience he’d cultivated over a decade of friendship. He reached down and yanked the duvet back.

The heat radiating from the bed was like opening an oven.

There lay Phuwin Tangsakyuen.

He was flushed a deep, rosy pink from the combination of alcohol and the literal sweaty mess he’d created for himself. He was wearing Pond’s favorite oversized white dress shirt that was now wrinkled and damp and nothing else but a pair of tight black boxers that left very little to the imagination.

Phuwin squinted up at him, his eyes glassy and unfocused, his hair a chaotic nest of brown strands.

"You're late," Phuwin slurred, his voice thick and bratty.

He reached out a hand, grabbing Pond’s wrist and trying to pull him down into the stuffy heat. "And you're out of gin so I had to drink beer. Buy more."

Pond stared at him, his heart doing a complicated dance between ‘I should be angry’ and ‘He looks like a mess.’

"Phuwin," Pond said, his voice dangerously low. "What are you doing in my bed? And where is your girlfriend?"

Phuwin rolled his eyes so hard he nearly lost his balance while lying down.

"Gone. Boring. I broke up with her. Or she broke up with me. Who cares? It was hot, I couldn't sleep, and your bed is better." He pouted, kicking his legs out. "Now turn on the AC, I’m dying."

Pond stood over the bed for a moment, watching Phuwin’s chest rise and fall in shallow, drunken breaths. Despite the missing alcohol and the home invasion, Pond couldn't bring himself to be truly angry. He reached down, leaning over to pinch Phuwin’s heated, rosy cheek.

"You’re a menace," Pond murmured, his voice softening. "Just stay here and try not to move. I have guests in the living room, okay? I’ll come check on you in a bit."

Phuwin didn't argue.

He just let out a soft, dissatisfied huff and blindly grabbed Pond’s pillow, hugging it against his chest and burying his face into the fabric. He looked small, buried in a shirt that was clearly too big for him, smelling of Pond’s laundry detergent and expensive gin.

Pond sighed, reaching for the remote on the nightstand. He clicked the AC on, but set it to a moderate 25°C. He knew if he blasted the cold air now, Phuwin would wake up with a feverish chill or a pounding migraine.

Because a hangover, irritated, angry brat is harder to deal with or please than a normally already demanding brat.

After tucking the edge of the duvet around his friend’s feet, Pond stepped out and closed the door softly behind him.

Back in the living room, the chaos was in full swing.

"Finally! Did you find the ghost that ate your beer?" Joong asked, tossing a controller toward Pond.

"Something like that," Pond replied distractedly.

He sat down on the edge of the sofa, his thumbs moving over the joysticks by muscle memory alone. On the screen, his character was taking heavy damage, but his mind was back in that darkened bedroom.

‘I broke up with her,’ Phuwin had said.

Pond stared blankly at the TV. He felt a strange, heavy tug in his chest.

For the last few months, he had been distancing himself. It had been a slow, painful process.

Flash back Pond ver. (🐻)

It started when Phuwin’s girlfriend had cornered him at a party, her eyes sharp and voice cold, telling Pond that his constant presence was suffocating their relationship.

Because Pond was a ‘good friend’ and because he cared about Phuwin’s happiness more than his own. He had stepped back. He stopped calling first. He made excuses when Phuwin wanted to grab late-night ramen.

He let the space between them grow until it felt like an enormous wall.

He didn't know that Phuwin had been hurting. He didn't know that today, the tension had finally boiled over.

Inside the bedroom, Phuwin wasn't actually asleep.

The hum of the AC was helping, but his mind was racing through the memory of the fight from three hours ago.

Flashback Phuwin ver. (🐼)

"You're always choosing him!" she had screamed. "I told him to stay away, I told him to give us space, and he actually listened! Why can't you?"

The moment those words left her mouth, Phuwin had felt a cold clarity wash over him.

The reason Pond had been acting weird, the reason his best friend, his person, had gone cold, wasn't because Pond was bored of him.

It was because she had manipulated him.

Phuwin had ended it right there.

No tears, no second chances.

He had walked out, bought the strongest gin he could find, and headed to the only place that ever felt like home.

In the living room, the game ended with a loud "GAME OVER" screen.

"Pond, dude, you're playing like trash," Aou laughed, nudging him. "What's up with you?"

Pond rubbed his face with his hands. "I think...I think I need to wrap this up early, guys. I’m not feeling great."

Before anyone could respond, the bedroom door creaked open.

The hallway light spilled in, revealing a very drunk, very disheveled Phuwin leaning against the doorframe. He was still wearing nothing but Pond’s white shirt that failed to cover half of his thighs and those almost non viewable black boxers, his eyes still sleepy as he stared at the group of men in the living room.

"Pond," Phuwin whined, ignoring the stunned silence of Aou, Santa, and Joong. "I'm thirsty. And the bed is too cold now."

Joong’s jaw dropped. He looked at the beer in his hand, then at the half-naked boy in the doorway, then at Pond. "Uh...Pond? Is that where the other beers went?"

Joong, Aou, and Santa sat in a frozen state, their eyes darting between the drunk, sleepy, pouty Phuwin in the doorway and the back of Pond’s neck, which was rapidly turning a deep shade of crimson.

"Wait," Santa said, squinting through the dim light. "Is that...is he wearing your shirt, Pond? Without pants?"

"It’s a designer shirt," Phuwin corrected with a dignified stumble, though the effect was ruined by the way he clung to the doorframe for dear life. He looked at the three guys on the sofa with a look of pure bratty annoyance. "Why are you guys still here? You're loud. And you're sitting on the side of the couch I like."

Joong let out a low whistle, a smirk playing on his lips as he looked at Pond. "So this is the 'ghost' that ate your beer. I didn't know your house-ghost was a spoiled Tangsakyuen."

"Alright, that’s enough," Pond said, standing up quickly to block the view. He felt a protective instinct burn up. The familiar spark that he’d been trying to put to rest for months. "Guys, I think it’s time to call it a night. He’s...clearly not in a state to have company."

"Clearly," Aou laughed, standing up and grabbing his jacket. "We’ll leave you to your 'nurse' duties, Pond. Good luck. He looks like he’s about two minutes away from demanding a five-star meal or a foot rub."

As Pond ushered his laughing friends toward the door, he could hear Phuwin grumbling in the background about 'cheap beer' and 'bad lighting.'

The moment the door clicked shut, the silence of the apartment felt heavy and expectant.

Pond turned around, crossing his arms. "Phuwin. You’re supposed to be in bed."

Phuwin didn't answer.

He had wandered over to the sofa and plopped down exactly where Joong had been sitting, tucking his knees up under the oversized shirt. He looked up at Pond, his eyes shimmering with a mix of intoxication and something more…something like heartbreak and fury.

"She told you to stay away," Phuwin said suddenly. The bratty tone was gone, replaced by a raw, harsh edge. "Didn't she?"

Pond froze.

He stayed by the door, the distance between them feeling like a physical weight. "Phuwin, you’re drunk. We should talk about this tomorrow."

"No!" Phuwin snapped, slapping the sofa cushion. "I found out today, Pond. She bragged about it. She thought it was funny that she managed to 'tame' you. She told me she warned you off because we were 'too close.' And you...you actually listened to her? You just left me?"

The green flag in Pond finally flickered.

He walked over, his patience finally snapping under the weight of the months he’d spent lonely and confused.

"I didn't 'leave' you, Phuwin! I was trying to be a good friend!" Pond’s voice rose, though he immediately regretted it when he saw Phuwin flinch. He continued explaining with a softer tone, "I thought I was helping your relationship. I thought if I backed off, you’d be happy. How was I supposed to know she was lying to your face?"

Phuwin’s lip trembled.

The alcohol was making it impossible for him to keep his guard up. "You’re the only person who knows how I like my coffee. You’re the only one who knows I can’t sleep if the room is too quiet. You’re my person, Pond. And you let some girl who didn't even like me as much as you do dictate whether you could talk to me?"

He stood up, swaying slightly, and marched over to Pond, poking him hard in the chest.

"You're an idiot," Phuwin whispered, his eyes filling with tears. "A big, stupid, 'too nice' idiot. I broke up with her the second I knew. I don't want a girlfriend who hates my best friend. I don't want anyone but you."

The air in the room shifted.

The ‘best friend’ boundaries they (mostly Pond) had carefully maintained for years felt like they were dissolving in the heat of the apartment.

Pond looked down at the boy in his shirt.

The boy who had raided his fridge, stolen his bed, and shattered his heart by being avoided and felt a sudden, overwhelming urge to never let him go again. Lock him up. All his.

Then Pond snaps out of the thought.

"You're really drunk," Pond breathed, his hands hovering near Phuwin’s waist, unsure if he was allowed to touch him yet.

"I am," Phuwin admitted, leaning his forehead against Pond’s chest. "But I'm right. Tell me I'm right, Pond."

Pond didn't move.

Crap

He felt the damp heat of Phuwin’s forehead pressing against his collarbone, the scent of the gin and the familiar, floral scent of Phuwin’s skin swirling together. The anger from a moment ago had evaporated, leaving behind a throbbing ache that had been growing for months.

"You're right about one thing," Pond said, his voice dropping to a low, gravelly vibration. "I am an idiot."

He didn't pull away.

Instead, he finally let his hands settle on Phuwin’s waist, the thin fabric of the white shirt sliding under his palms.

He felt Phuwin shiver. Not from the AC, but from the contact.

"But you’re wrong about why I listened to her," Pond continued, his gaze fixed on the wall behind Phuwin’s head because looking down at him felt too dangerous, too… tempting. "I didn't stay away because she told me to, Phuwin. I stayed away because she was right about one thing."

Phuwin pulled back just enough to look up, his eyes wide and clouded with confusion. "What? What was she right about?"

"That I was suffocating you," Pond confessed, the words tasting like ash. "She told me that every time we were together, I was 'too much.' That I looked at you in a way that made her feel like an outsider in her own relationship. And I looked at us. I looked at how I always knew what you needed before you even asked, at how I’d drop everything if you called…and I realized I didn't know how to be 'just' a friend anymore."

Pond swallowed, fearing how the other boy will react to his confession.

Phuwin’s grip on Pond’s shirt tightened, bunching the fabric in his fists. "So you just...decided for me? You decided I didn't want you around?"

"I was unsure, Phuwin!" Pond finally looked down, his eyes raw. "I thought if I didn't back off, I’d end up ruining everything. I thought if I stayed that close, I’d eventually say something or do something that would make you realize I...that I want more than just being the guy who stocks your favorite drinks."

The silence that followed was heavy.

Pond was regretting his words.

But Phuwin’s mouth just parted slightly, his breath hitching.

The bratty, demanding persona he’d worn like armor all night finally crumbled. He wasn't just drunk anymore.

He was an intoxicated mess hearing a confession he hadn't realized he’d been starving for.

"You think you’re so smart," Phuwin whispered, his voice trembling. "But you’re so stupid. Why do you think I was so bratty to her? Why do you think I was so miserable the whole entire time?"

He leaned in closer, his nose brushing against Pond’s.

"I didn't go to her house tonight when I was upset, Pond. I didn't go to my parents'. I came here. I took your clothes and I got drunk on your drinks and I climbed into your bed because that’s the only place I get comfort. Your scent is the only thing keeping me from breaking down, Pond."

Phuwin’s hand reached up, his fingers tracing the line of Pond’s jaw.

And then with a sudden harshness, he digs his nails into Pond's jaw and forces the man to face him.

"If you ever 'distance' yourself from me again because of someone else," Phuwin threatened, though his eyes were soft and shimmering, "I’ll ruin you and find a way to be even more of a brat until you’re forced to come back. I will make sure of it. Do you hear me?"

The air grew heavy.

Pond let out a nervous, shaky laugh, his heart hammering against his ribs as he tried to play it down, fearing that he may just be hearing wrong, "Is that a promise?"

"It’s a warning," Phuwin muttered, before his eyes fluttered shut and he leaned his full weight into Pond. "Now...my head hurts. And you still haven't told me I look good in your shirt."

The mood shifted back to normal because of the sudden bratty complaint.

Pond sighed in defeat as he wrapped his arms firmly around Phuwin, pulling him stuck against his chest. "You look devastating in it. Now let’s get you some water before you pass out on my shoes."

Pond didn't wait for a response.

He hooked his arms under Phuwin’s knees and scooped him up in one fluid motion. Phuwin let out a startled, undignified yelp that quickly shifted into a contented mumble as he hooked his arms around Pond’s neck, burying his face in the crook of Pond’s shoulder.

"Too fast," Phuwin complained, though he was clinging to Pond like a koala. "The room is spinning."

"That’s the alcohol, not me," Pond countered, carrying him back toward the bedroom.

He set Phuwin down on the edge of the bed, but the second Pond tried to pull away to get water, Phuwin’s grip tightened. He looked like an unhappy kitten, his eyes narrowed and his lower lip thrust out in a classic, spoiled-rotten pout.

"Don't go. You said you'd stay."

"I'm going five feet away to the bedside table, Phuwin. You need to hydrate or you'll wake up tomorrow feeling like someone hit you with a truck."

Pond managed to free himself from the grip just long enough to grab a bottle of water and two aspirin. He sat on the edge of the mattress, making Phuwin lean up against his chest.

He held the bottle to Phuwin’s lips, watching as the younger boy drank obediently, his throat bobbing as he swallowed. A stray drop of water escaped the corner of his mouth, trickling down his chin and onto the collar of Pond’s white shirt.

Pond reached out, his thumb brushing the droplet away with a tenderness that felt far too intimate for ‘just friends.’

"Better?" Pond asked as he stood up.

"Mm," Phuwin hummed, his eyelids drooping.

He didn't move back to his side of the bed. Instead, he crawled toward the pillows and patted the empty space beside him. "Lie down. You're making me dizzy just standing there."

Pond hesitated, his brain trying to remain rational and restrained, reminding him that Phuwin was vulnerable and intoxicated. "I should probably sleep on the couch, Phuwin. Give you some space."

Phuwin’s eyes snapped open, a flash of that brat returning. "I just told you I hated the space! If you go to the couch, I'm going to the couch. And I’ll take the duvet with me."

Pond knew when he was beaten.

He sighed, kicked off his shoes, and climbed into the bed, lying on top of the covers at first. But Phuwin wasn't having it. He grabbed Pond’s arm and yanked him under the duvet, immediately curling into Pond’s side.

The AC was finally winning against the humidity, making the room cool, but the heat between them was undeniable.

Phuwin’s bare legs tangled with Pond’s jeans, and his hand settled right over Pond’s heart.

"Pond?" Phuwin whispered into the dark, his voice sounding smaller, more honest.

"Yeah?"

"Don't listen to anyone else again. If I'm 'too much,' that's for me to decide. Not her. Not you."

Pond paused for a bit to feel the steady rhythm of his own heart under Phuwin’s palm. He reached down, threading his fingers through Phuwin’s hair, gently massaging his scalp. "I hear you. No more distancing. I'm staying right here."

"Good," Phuwin breathed, his body finally relaxing as sleep began to take over. "Because you're really comfortable. And you still owe me a new bottle of gin."

Pond couldn't help but smile, closing his eyes as he inhaled the scent of his own soap and Phuwin’s presence. "Go to sleep, brat."

The room was quiet now, except for the low, steady hum of the AC and their synchronized breathing.

Pond stayed perfectly still, afraid that even a slight shift would break the peace. He looked down at the top of Phuwin’s head, the brown hair messy against the white pillowcase.

Phuwin wasn't asleep.

Far from it.

The alcohol had blurred his self control, but it had sharpened his sense of mischief.

Because he felt it.

He felt the tension radiating off Pond.

The almost desperate way he held himself, the careful distance he tried to maintain even while sharing a bed. It was the same ‘good guy’ wall Pond had built over the past months that Phuwin was in a relationship, and Phuwin was suddenly obsessed with tearing it down.

Break him down.

"Pond," Phuwin murmured, his voice a low, honeyed laced drawl. "I'm still hot."

Pond froze. He forced out the words,"The AC is on, Phuwin. Just close your eyes."

"No, it's the shirt," Phuwin complained.

He shifted, the movement causing the oversized white fabric to ride up his thighs. He began fumbling with the buttons of Pond’s shirt at his chest, on Phuwin’s skin.

"It’s too thick. Help me take it off."

Pond’s heart did a violent thud against his ribs.

He reached out, his hands catching Phuwin’s wrists to stop the stripping. "Absolutely not. You are drunk, and you are staying dressed. Don't be a brat."

Phuwin didn't pull away.

Instead, he leaned into Pond’s space, his wrists still held in Pond’s firm grip. He looked up through his lashes, his eyes dark and heavy with something Pond couldn't quite explain.

"Since when are you so shy? You’ve seen me at the pool, you've seen me in the locker rooms...or is it different now?" Phuwin provoked.

Pond’s grip tightened instinctively. "Phuwin..."

"Is it because of what she said?" Phuwin whispered, leaning in until his nose brushed against Pond’s ear. He felt Pond shiver. "Are you afraid that if you look too close, you’ll prove her right?"

Phuwin didn't wait for an answer.

He began to move, a slow, lazy stretch that was entirely too intentional. He dragged his bare leg over Pond’s denim clothed ones, the friction of skin against rough fabric sending a jolt through the bed. He settled his thigh firmly between Pond’s, hooking his ankle around Pond’s calf.

"Phuwin, stop it," Pond groaned, though he didn't push him away. He couldn't. The restraint was waving dangerously in.

"Stop what?" Phuwin pouted, his voice vibrating against Pond’s neck.

He shifted his weight, pressing his chest against Pond’s arm, his fingers slowly tracing the veins on Pond’s forearm. "I’m just trying to get comfortable. Why are you so tense? Your heart is beating really fast, Pond. Are you sick?"

It was a trap. They both knew it.

Phuwin was poking the hornet’s nest, testing the boundaries to see exactly how much pressure it would take to make the ‘good’ Pond snap. He nuzzled into the crook of Pond’s neck, his lips grazing the skin there. No. Not a kiss, but a breathy, lingering contact that was way worse.

Pond let out a shaky breath, his eyes squeezed shut.

He could feel the heat of Phuwin’s body, the scent of the gin, and the bratty entitlement of a best friend who knew exactly which buttons to press.

"You're doing this on purpose," Pond gritted out, his voice dropping dangerously low.

Phuwin hummed, a small, feline sound of satisfaction. He pulled back just enough to look Pond in the eye, his thumb trailing a slow, agonizing path from Pond’s wrist up to his elbow.

"And what if I am?" Phuwin challenged, his voice soft as silk. "What are you going to do about it, best friend?"

Pond stared at him, his patience finally falling off the edges.

The spoiled, demanding boy in his arms was looking at him with a mixture of defiance and a persistent need that may have gone beyond the alcohol.

"I'm going to give you exactly ten seconds to turn around and go to sleep," Pond warned, his voice low and stern, his hands finally moving from Phuwin's wrists to settle heavily on his waist. "Before I forget that I'm supposed to be the patient one."

Phuwin was surprised. But his smirk didn't fade. It widened.

He didn't turn around. Instead, he slid his hand up to Pond's chest, his fingers hooking into the collar of Pond's shirt, pulling him an inch closer.

"One," Phuwin counted softly, his eyes locked on Pond’s.

"Two...Three..."

"Four..." Phuwin whispered, his breath hitching as Pond’s grip on his waist tightened, the heat of Pond’s palms seeping through the thin white fabric of the shirt.

"Five...Six..."

Phuwin’s eyes were heavy, the lids fluttering as the alcohol finally began to pull him under.

He had intended to be a menace all night, to push Pond until the older boy finally admitted what was simmering between them, but the cool air of the AC and the steady, grounding warmth of Pond’s body were a dangerous combination.

"Seven," Phuwin slurred, his head dropping forward until his forehead rested against Pond’s collarbone. His hand, still hooked into Pond’s collar, went limp, his fingers curling loosely against the fabric.

"Eight...Ni..."

The counting stopped.

Pond held his breath, his body still wired for a confrontation that was no longer coming. He waited for the next number, for the next shift of a bare leg or a whispered provocation, but all he heard was the soft puff of Phuwin’s breath against his skin.

Phuwin had passed out mid-sentence, his body going completely soft and heavy against Pond. He was still draped over Pond’s legs, his face tucked into the crook of Pond's neck, looking for all the world like an innocent angel, despite the fact that he had just spent the last ten minutes playing a psychological game of chicken with Pond’s sanity.

Pond stared up at the ceiling, the silence of the room suddenly feeling deafening. His heart was still racing, a frantic thrumming in his chest that refused to settle. And even worse.

He had a hard on.

Fuck

"You've got to be kidding me," Pond whispered to the empty room.

He looked down at the boy in his arms.

Phuwin looked peaceful, his lips slightly parted, a faint trace of a pout still visible. He was the picture of comfort, blissfully unaware of the absolute torture he was putting his best friend through.

Pond was trapped.

If he moved, he risked waking the beast and starting the whole cycle over again. If he stayed, he had to endure the feeling of Phuwin’s bare skin against his, the weight of him, and the lingering electricity of that unfinished count.

With a low, pained groan, Pond reached out and carefully adjusted the duvet, pulling it up over Phuwin’s shoulders to hide the sight of his own shirt hanging off the boy's frame.

He tried to shift his legs, but Phuwin let out a small, dissatisfied whine in his sleep and clung tighter, his leg hooking even more firmly around Pond's thigh.

"Unbelievable," Pond muttered, closing his eyes and praying for the sun to come up quickly.

He was a ‘good’ friend. He was the patient one. He was the one who could handle anything Phuwin threw at him.

But as he lay there, pinned to the mattress by a spoiled, sleeping drunk who didn't even know he’d won the battle, Pond knew his patience wasn't just reaching the heavens.

It was about to burst through them.

Tomorrow was going to be a very, very longgggg day.

The sun was far too bright for someone who had spent the night as a human body pillow.

Pond was jolted awake not by his alarm, but by the relentless buzzing of his phone on the nightstand. His arm was completely numb, pinned beneath the weight of a sleeping Phuwin who had, at some point in the night, moved even closer.

Phuwin was now sprawled across Pond’s chest like he owned the property rights to Pond’s ribcage.

Pond fumbled for the phone, his eyes squinting against the morning glare. It was a group call from his friends from the previous night.

"What?" Pond croaked, his voice sounding like it had been dragged through gravel.

"Oh, he’s alive!" Joong’s voice boomed through the speaker, followed by Santa’s snickering. "How’s the 'nursing' going, Pond? Did the bratty spirit get exorcised, or did you have to order him a midnight feast?"

"Shut up," Pond hissed, trying to move his numb arm without disturbing the sleeping Phuwin on top of him.

"We’re coming over with breakfast in twenty minutes," Aou chimed in. "We figured you’d need the caffeine after dealing with a drunk Tangsakyuen. Plus, we want to see if he’s still wearing your shirt. It’s a good look for him, honestly—"

Pond ended the call before Aou could finish that thought. He looked down, and his heart skipped a beat.

Phuwin was awake.

He wasn't moving, but his eyes were open, staring blankly at the buttons of the white shirt he was still wearing. The flush of the alcohol had faded, replaced by the pale, slightly haggard look of hangover.

Slowly, the memories of the previous night seemed to click into place. The breakup, the gin, the bed, and the counting.

Phuwin’s eyes widened.

He didn't move away, though. Instead, he looked up at Pond, his expression shifting from shock to a classic, defensive pout.

"My head hurts," Phuwin croaked, his voice small. "And your friends are loud. Tell them to go away."

"I can't tell them to go away, they're already on their way with coffee," Pond said, his voice softening despite himself. He looked at Phuwin, really looked at him, waiting for the apology or the embarrassment.

It didn't come.

Instead, Phuwin shifted his weight, pressing his forehead back against Pond’s chest. "You let me pass out at seven," he muttered, his memory of the 'count' clearly intact. "You're a terrible best friend. You should have finished the count."

Pond let out a sharp laugh in disbelief. "I should have finished the count? Phuwin, I spent six hours paralyzed because you were using my leg as a pillow! I’m the one who deserves a medal here."

"I broke up with her," Phuwin said suddenly, his tone dropping the bratty edge.

He pulled back just enough to look Pond in the eye. "I know why you stayed away, Pond. I know everything. And if you think a little hangover is going to make me forget what you said last night, about wanting more…you're wrong."

Pond’s breath caught.

The restraint had officially dissolved.

He reached up, his hand cupping Phuwin’s cheek, his thumb tracing the line of his jaw. "I'm not trying to make you forget."

The front door suddenly swung open.

Pond had forgotten to lock it after the guys left the night before.

"Pond! We brought the extra-large lattes and—"

Joong, Aou, and Santa froze in the bedroom doorway.

They took in the scene.

Pond sitting up against the headboard, shirtless (having shed his own shirt in the heat of the night), and Phuwin Tangsakyuen, tangled in Pond’s sheets, wearing nothing but a rumpled white dress shirt, looking entirely too comfortable.

"Oh," Santa said, holding up a bag of donuts. "We...we should have knocked."

"You think?" Pond groaned, running his hands down his face.

Phuwin, a brat true to himself, didn't hide under the covers. He just leaned back against Pond’s shoulder, looking at the three intruders with a bored, uninterested expression.

“Did you get the iced americano with extra syrup? If not, you can leave the donuts and get out."

Joong started laughing, shaking his head as he backed out of the room. "Yeah, he’s definitely fine. Good luck, Pond. You’re going to need it for the rest of your life."

As the door clicked shut and the sound of his friends' muffled teasing drifted from the kitchen, Pond looked down at the boy in his arms.

"You're a menace," Pond whispered.

"You tolerate it," Phuwin countered, reaching up to steal a sip of Pond’s water. "Now, go get me that coffee. My head is killing me."

Pond stayed in bed for exactly three seconds more than he should have, savoring the way Phuwin didn't immediately scramble away. But the smell of fried chicken and strong coffee wafting from the kitchen was a siren call they couldn't ignore. The sign that his friends were currently making themselves at home.

"Fine," Pond sighed, giving Phuwin’s waist one last squeeze before sliding out of bed. "But you’re putting on pants. I am not letting them see you like that for another second."

Phuwin rolled his eyes, but he finally succumbed to the headache, dragging on a pair of Pond’s grey sweatpants that hung loosely around his hips and pooled around his ankles.

When they emerged into the living room, the trio was already spread out around the coffee table. Joong was mid-bite into a donut, but he stopped when he saw them. He looked at Phuwin’s oversized shirt, then at the sweatpants, and finally at Pond’s bare, broad shoulders.

"Wow," Joong said, whistling low. "I’ve seen some morning afters in my time, but the 'Best Friend to Bedfellow' transition is looking particularly...intense on you two."

"Shut up, Joong," Pond said, grabbing the iced americano with the extra syrup and handing it to Phuwin, who took it like a god receiving tribute.

"So," Santa leaned forward, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "Phuwin, we heard you're single. And apparently, you decided to celebrate by drinking half of Pond’s liquid assets and moving into his bedroom?"

Phuwin took a long, slow sip of his coffee, the caffeine seemingly reviving his bratty spirit. He sat down on the sofa, pointedly taking the middle spot and patting the space next to him for Pond to sit. "I didn't 'move in.' I’m just occupying the space until Pond admits he’s miserable without me. Which took about...five minutes?"

Aou barked out a laugh. "Five minutes? Pond hasn't been the same since you started dating that girl. He’s been like a moping golden retriever for months."

Pond felt his face heat up as he sat down, his thigh brushing against Phuwin’s. "I wasn't moping. I was giving him space."

"You were moping," Joong corrected, pointing a plastic fork at him. "You wouldn't even play Valorant with us if Phuwin wasn't on the discord. You’d just sit there staring at your phone like a tragic hero in a Lakorn."

Phuwin’s eyebrows shot up.

He turned his head to look at Pond, a slow, knowing smirk spreading across his face. "Staring at your phone? Really, Pond? I thought you were 'too busy' with work."

"I was busy," Pond muttered, suddenly very interested in his own black coffee.

"He was busy pining," Santa added, clearly enjoying the chaos. "But hey, the shirt says it all. We know who won this round. So, is this the part where we officially stop inviting Phuwin's 'plus ones' to dinner because we know he's just going to end up in your lap anyway?"

Phuwin leaned back, resting his arm along the back of the sofa, his fingers grazing the skin of Pond’s shoulder. The tension from the night before hadn't disappeared. It had just evolved into something more grounded and terrifyingly public.

"You can invite whoever you want," Phuwin said, his voice dropping into that smooth, confident tone that usually meant he was about to say something scandalous. "But just so you know, Pond’s lap is already fully booked for the foreseeable future. Right, Pond?"

The three friends groaned in unison, a chorus of "Get a room" and "We're literally eating breakfast" filling the air.

Pond reached up, catching Phuwin’s hand and bringing it down from the sofa back, holding it firmly in his own, warning maybe. He looked at his friends, then at the spoiled, brilliant, beautiful mess of a boy beside him.

Pond just sighed as an answer and leaned back on the sofa.

The cozy, teasing atmosphere of the breakfast table was shattered by a violent, rhythmic banging on the front door. It wasn’t the polite knock of a neighbor. It was the frantic, heavy thudding of someone who intended to break the wood down.

Pond frowned, standing up, but before he could reach the handle, the door flew open.

Phuwin’s ex-girlfriend stood there, her hair disheveled and her eyes rimmed with red. She didn't even look at the three stunned friends on the sofa. Her gaze locked onto Pond, and her face contorted with a hateful rage.

"I knew it!" she shrieked, pointing a finger at Pond’s bare chest. "I knew the second he walked out he’d come crawling to this pathetic apartment! You’ve been waiting for this, haven't you? You’ve been whispering in his ear, playing the 'loyal best friend' while you tried to steal him away!"

Pond stepped forward, his voice calm but firm. "You need to leave. You're making a scene."

"I'm making a scene? You're a parasite, you!" she spat, stepping into the living room. "You couldn't handle him having a life without you, so you manipulated him into breaking up with me. You’re disgusting. You’ve always been obsessed with him, clinging to him like a leech—"

"That's enough."

The voice was cold, sharp, and came from the sofa.

Phuwin stood up, the oversized white shirt hanging off his frame, Pond’s sweatpants dragging on the floor. He didn't look like a hungover brat anymore. He looked pissed. He was pissed off.

He walked over to where she stood, his eyes like ice. "Don't you dare talk to him like that. You don't even have the right to breathe the same air as him."

"Phuwin, baby, he’s brainwashing you—"

"Brainwashing me?" Phuwin let out a sharp, bitter laugh. "You want an explanation for why I left? Here it is! I only dated you because you wouldn't stop harassing him. You threatened to ruin his reputation at the faculty, you made his and my life hell every time he tried to hang out with me. I thought if I gave you what you wanted. A fucking relationship. I thought you’d finally leave him alone."

Pond froze, his heart dropping into his stomach. He looked at Phuwin, his mind racing. ‘He did it because of me?’

Phuwin took a step closer to her, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. "I tolerated you because I wanted to protect his peace. But the moment I found out you went behind my back to make him feel like he was the problem? The moment you tried to push the only person who actually matters out of my life? You became even more disgusting to me."

"You...you're choosing him?" she stammered, her face turning pale as she looked at the five men in the room, all of whom were now standing and staring at her with varying degrees of disgust.

"There was never a choice," Phuwin said, his voice flat. "There is only Pond. Now, get out before I call security. And if you ever speak to him again, I’ll make sure your 'harassment' is documented by a lawyer."

She stared at him, realized she had no cards left to play, and turned on her heel, slamming the door behind her so hard the pictures on the wall rattled.

The silence that followed was heavy.

Joong, Santa, and Aou looked at each other, then at the floor, realizing the fun morning had just turned into a deeply private moment.

"We'll...uh...we'll take the donuts and go," Joong muttered, grabbing the boxes and ushering the others out the door. "Call us later, Pond."

When the door closed for the second time, the apartment was still.

Pond turned to Phuwin, his chest tight.

"Phuwin," Pond began, his voice shaking. "Is that true? You dated her...to protect me?"

Phuwin didn't look away.

He looked tired, the adrenaline fading to leave only the raw honesty of the morning. "She was relentless, Pond. She knew you were my weakness. I thought I could handle her. I thought I could keep you safe in the damned 'best friend' zone while I dealt with her."

He looked down at his hands, his fingers trembling slightly. "But I hated every second of it. Because every second I was with her, I was just wishing I was here. With you."

Pond didn't hesitate.

He crossed the distance in one stride and pulled Phuwin into a crushing hug, his face buried in the crook of Phuwin’s neck. "You're an idiot," Pond whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "A brilliant, brave, spoiled idiot."

Phuwin clung to him, his hands gripping Pond’s bare back. "Yeah, yeah," he answered, finally letting out a long, shaky breath. "Now...can we please go back to bed? My head actually really hurts now."

Pond tried to maintain his ‘responsible best friend’ composure, but it was hard when his heart was still thundering from Phuwin’s confession. He gently detached Phuwin’s arms from his waist and led him toward the dining chair.

"Bed can wait," Pond said, his voice regaining that grounded, composed authority. "You’ve had a breakup, a hangover, and a screaming match in the span of twelve hours. You’re eating, taking a pill, and hydrating. Sit."

Phuwin hummed, a lazy, feline sound.

He sat, but instead of sitting normally, he draped himself over the chair sideways, letting one of Pond’s grey sweatpants legs hike up to mid-thigh. He watched Pond move around the kitchen, his gaze heavy and unblinking.

Pond set a plate of eggs and the remaining coffee in front of him. "Eat."

"Feed me," Phuwin demanded, propping his chin on his hand. "My arms feel like jelly. It's the trauma, Pond. Very taxing."

Pond gave him a flat look, but his hands were already picking up the fork. He blew on a piece of egg and held it out.

But Phuwin had other plans.

He didn't just take the food. He leaned forward slowly, his eyes locked on Pond’s, and let his lips linger over the fork a second too long, his tongue flicking out just enough to be a deliberate provocation.

Pond’s hand trembled. "Phuwin. Stop."

"Stop what?" Phuwin asked innocently, leaning back and licking his lower lip. "I'm just eating. You're the one being weirdly tense again. Are you still thinking about the count?"

"I'm thinking about how much of a brat you are," Pond grumbled, reaching for the medicine bottle.

As Pond leaned over the table to hand him the tablets, Phuwin didn't reach for them with his hand. Instead, he leaned in, tilting his head back to expose the long, pale line of his throat, silently demanding Pond place the pills directly into his mouth.

Pond’s breath hitched.

From this angle, the oversized white shirt slipped further off Phuwin’s shoulder, revealing the sharp line of his collarbone and the soft skin Pond had spent the night dreaming about. Pond placed the pills on Phuwin's tongue, his fingers accidentally or perhaps not, brushing against the warm, damp velvet of Phuwin's inner lip.

Phuwin swallowed, then caught Pond’s wrist, pulling his hand down so that Pond’s palm rested right over his beating pulse.

"You know," Phuwin whispered, his voice a low, vibrating silk. "The shirt is really itchy. I think I’d feel much better if I took a shower. A warm one. But I’m so dizzy...I might fall."

He stood up slowly, the sweatpants sliding dangerously low on his hips, held up only by the grace of his hipbones. He stepped into Pond’s personal space, the scent of the morning coffee and the lingering heat of sleep radiating off him. He reached up, his fingers tracing the edge of Pond’s jaw before sliding down to rest on Pond's bare shoulder.

"You should probably come with me," Phuwin murmured, his eyes dancing with a wicked, sober mischief. "To make sure I don't...slip."

Pond looked down at him, his patience finally hitting the absolute ceiling. He could see the challenge in Phuwin's eyes. The demand to be seen, to be wanted, to finally break the seal once and for all.

"Phuwin," Pond warned, his voice dropping to a tone that was anything but calm. "If I go into that bathroom with you, I’m not going in there to hold a towel."

Phuwin’s smirk was slow and devastating. He leaned in, his lips a breath away from Pond's ear.

"I certainly hope not," Phuwin whispered. "Because I’m tired of counting, Pond. I want you to do something."

He turned on his heel, the oversized shirt fluttering around his thighs as he walked toward the bathroom, not looking back once because he knew, with the absolute certainty of a boy who was loved, that Pond was right behind him.

The bathroom was small, the air quickly thickening with steam as Phuwin turned the shower on. He didn't lock the door. He never did with Pond. But this time, the open door felt less like a habit and more like an invitation.

Pond entered a moment later, the click of the latch sounding like a trigger in the quiet room. He stood by the sink, watching through the fog as Phuwin slowly reached for the hem of the white shirt. Every movement was agonizingly slow, calculated to test the exact breaking point of Pond’s self-control.

"The water’s warm," Phuwin said, his voice echoing off the tiles.

He pulled the shirt over his head and slid off his boxers and tossed them onto the counter, leaving him bare. He looked at Pond through the steam, his damp skin catching the light. "Are you just going to stand there and watch me, or are you going to be useful?"

Pond didn't say a word.

The bathroom was thick with white, swirling fog as Pond finally let the pretense of ‘best friend’ shatter.

He didn't just step into the shower. He claimed the space.

With a gaze that never left Phuwin’s, Pond reached down and stripped away his own soaked jeans and boxers, tossing them carelessly over the side of the tub. Standing fully exposed in the spray, Pond looked every bit the protector he had always been, but his eyes held a dark, predatory heat that Phuwin had never seen before.

Phuwin seemed to have bitten off more than he could chew.

Because the man was big. Big.

He stepped toward Phuwin, the water slicking over his broad shoulders and the flexing muscles of his chest. He didn't say a word as he reached out, his hands finding Phuwin’s waist and hoisting him up to sit on the edge of the marble vanity right beside the shower curtain.

"Pond," Phuwin breathed, his voice trembling as he looked at the sheer size and intent of the man before him.

Pond moved between Phuwin’s open knees, the heavy length of his cock pressing firmly against the sensitive skin of Phuwin’s inner thighs.

He didn't push inside.

Instead, he simply leaned in, letting the tip of himself graze the very entrance of Phuwin's heat, teasing the tight, puckered muscle without making a move to enter. The friction of skin on wet skin, combined with the rhythmic drumming of the water, made Phuwin’s head roll back against the mirror.

"You've been asking for this all night," Pond murmured, his voice a low, dangerous rumble. "You wanted to see how much I could take? Now I’m going to show you exactly what happens when I stop holding back."

Pond reached for a bottle of liquid soap on the counter, but then paused, grabbing a tube of personal lubricant he’d kept in the cabinet, a silent testament to the nights he’d spent thinking about this very moment. He squeezed a generous amount onto his fingers, the gel cool against the heat of the shower.

Phuwin’s breath hitched as Pond’s hand slid down.

Slowly, Pond pressed one finger against the tight opening, circling it with an infuriating, steady pressure.

He didn't rush. He watched Phuwin’s face, savoring the way his best friend’s composure crumbled.

"Relax for me," Pond commanded.

He pushed the first finger in slowly.

Phuwin let out a sharp, choked gasp, his fingers digging into Pond’s wet shoulders. The sensation was overwhelming. The stretch, the heat, and the way Pond was opening him up. Pond added a second finger, then a third, his hand moving in a rhythmic, curling motion that hit every nerve ending Phuwin didn't know he had.

"Please...Pond, I can't...I want you," Phuwin whined, his hips bucking instinctively toward Pond’s hand, his bratty attitude replaced by a desperate, raw craving.

Pond ignored the plea, his focus entirely on the way Phuwin was yielding under his touch. He continued to work his fingers, stretching him steadily, ensuring Phuwin was slick and ready for him. He leaned in, his mouth finding the sensitive part of Phuwin’s neck and shoulder, biting down just hard enough to leave a mark.

"Not yet," Pond whispered against his skin. "I want you to feel every second of this. I want you to remember that it was me who did this to you."

He withdrew his fingers slowly, the sound of the water filling the silence as he repositioned himself. He gripped Phuwin’s thighs, pulling them wider, and lined himself up perfectly against the entrance he had just prepared. He let the head of his cock rest there, the tip teasing the threshold, waiting for Phuwin to look him in the eye.

"Tell me you want it," Pond challenged, his voice thick with his own restraint. "Tell me you're mine."

Phuwin’s eyes snapped open, shimmering with tears and heat. He didn't hesitate. "I'm yours. I've always been yours. Please, Pond...put it in."

Pond gripped Phuwin’s hips with a white-knuckled intensity, his thumbs digging into the soft skin of his waist to hold him steady. The water continued to pour over them, but the only thing Pond could feel was the heat of Phuwin’s entrance against the tip of his cock.

He didn't shove. He didn't rush. He began a slow, agonizingly steady press, forcing his way past the initial resistance of the tight muscle.

Phuwin’s entire body arched, his head snapping back against the mirror with a muffled thud. A sharp, fractured cry escaped his throat, a sound that was half-pain, half-shock as he felt the size of Pond stretching him open.

"Pond—wait, it’s…too much," Phuwin gasped, his eyes squeezed shut, his fingers clawing at Pond’s wet forearms.

"Breathe, Phuwin. Look at me. Breathe," Pond commanded, his voice a low, strained growl. He stopped moving, staying buried only an inch or two deep, allowing Phuwin’s body the time to register the invasion.

He leaned in, pressing his forehead against Phuwin’s, sharing the same air. "I’ve got you. Just melt for me, brat. Open up prettily."

Phuwin let out a shaky, sobbing breath, his legs trembling where they were hooked around Pond’s waist. Slowly, the sharp edge of the pain began to blur into a heavy, throbbing fullness. The tight ring of muscle finally yielded, flickering with a desperate pulse as it began to slowly swallow him.

Pond felt the shift, the moment the resistance turned into a welcoming clench. With a low groan of victory, he pushed the rest of the way in, a single, deep slide that seated him completely.

Phuwin let out a long, broken cry, his eyes flying open and rolling back for a second as he felt Pond bottoming out against his core. He was completely filled, stretched to his absolute limit by the man he had spent years pretending was just a friend.

"There," Pond whispered, his own breath coming in ragged hitches. "You're so tight, Phuwin. So fucking pretty. You’re perfect."

Pond stayed still for a moment, letting the sensation of being buried deep inside his best friend sink in. Then, he began to move.

It started with slow, shallow pulls. Just enough to let the friction burn. He withdrew nearly all the way before sliding back in, the sound of wet skin slapping against skin echoing over the spray of the shower. Phuwin’s whines turned into rhythmic, high-pitched moans, his head tossing from side to side.

"More," Phuwin pleaded, his bratty nature returning as a demand for more sensation. "Pond, please…faster."

Pond didn't need to be told twice.

He increased the pace, his thrusts becoming heavier, more purposeful. He was no longer the cautious, patient friend. He was a starved man reclaiming what was his. Every strike was deep and punishing, the friction of the hot water making every slide feel like fire.

The pace shifted from a steady throb to a frantic, desperate rhythm. They were fucking like rabbits now, the desperation of the last few months fueling every movement. Pond slammed into him, his sweat mingling with the shower water, his hands moving from Phuwin’s hips to his hair, pulling his head back to expose his throat for more biting, more marking.

Phuwin was a beautiful, wrecked mess.

His eyes were glassy, his mouth was hanging open in a silent scream of pleasure, and his body was shaking with every impact. He was being ruined, stripped of his pride, his clothes, and his secrets. But he had never looked more alive. He clung to Pond’s shoulders, his nails leaving red crescents in Pond’s skin, his voice a constant, unclear song of Pond’s name.

Pond’s movements became a blur of raw power, his hips hitting Phuwin’s with a wet, heavy rhythm that shook the entire vanity. He was relentless, pushing Phuwin further and further into a state of pure, mindless sensation, refusing to let him find his footing.

"Pond! Pond!" Phuwin shrieked, his back arching as he hit a nerve that sent white hot sparks through his vision.

Pond didn't slow down.

If anything, he drove harder, his teeth baring in a snarl of pleasure, his focus entirely on the way Phuwin was coming apart underneath him. He wasn't ready to let it end yet. He wanted to keep Phuwin in this state of absolute, shattered bliss for as long as he could.

The bathroom mirror was completely fogged with steam, reflecting nothing but the blurred, frantic shadows of their bodies. The sound of the shower had become a background hum to the much louder, much more scandalous sounds of Pond’s relentless pace.

In a moment of pure, sensory overload, Phuwin subconsciously tightened his legs, his heels digging into Pond’s back to pull him even deeper. He let out a broken, high-pitched sob and tilted his head back, exposing the pale, arched line of his throat as his eyes rolled into the back of his head.

It was a look of total surrender, a raw display of how thoroughly Pond had claimed him, and it sent a jolt of pure, dark adrenaline through Pond’s veins.

Seeing Phuwin like that, completely undone and begging for more even as he trembled, made something in Pond snap.

He gripped Phuwin’s hair, pulling his head back to expose his ear. "You like being a mess for me, don't you?" Pond growled, his voice a filthy, low rasp that vibrated right through Phuwin’s skull. He began to fuck him with a new, punishing intensity, his thrusts coming so hard and fast that the vanity they were pressed against groaned under the weight.

"Pond—no, stop, please," Phuwin whined, the words breaking as they left his lips. He was crying now, tears of pure, overwhelming pleasure streaming down his face to mix with the shower water. "It’s too much...I can’t...you’re going to break me..."

"I'm not stopping," Pond grunted, slamming his hips into Phuwin’s with a wet, heavy thud that stole the air from Phuwin's lungs. "You spent all night acting like a brat, demanding my attention. Now you’ve got it. I’m going to fuck you until you forget your own name. I'm going to fill you so full of me that you’ll feel me every time you try to walk."

He leaned in closer, his lips brushing against Phuwin’s reddened earlobe, his breath hot and ragged. "Tell me, Phuwin. Who are you? Who do you belong to while I’m ruining you like this?"

Phuwin could barely think, let alone speak.

His brain felt like it had been short circuited by the overwhelming friction and the filthy things Pond was whispering.

He was being fucked dumb, his thoughts dissolving into nothing but the sensation of Pond’s thick length hitting his prostate over and over again.

"Yours..." Phuwin sobbed, his hands clutching at Pond’s wet hair, pulling him closer even as his body tried to pull back from the intensity. "I'm yours...Pond...please, harder...fuck me harder..."

Pond obeyed, his movements becoming a blur of raw, unrestrained power. He was relentless, his pace becoming animalistic as he mentally drove Phuwin into the edge of a cliff. He was marking him, not just with his teeth and his hands, but with the actual weight of his presence, ensuring that Phuwin would never be able to look at him as ‘just a friend’ ever again.

Phuwin was a wreck. His face flushed, his chest heaving, his voice reduced to broken, unclear pleas. He didn't know pleasure like this existed. It was a terrifying, beautiful kind of ruin that only Pond could give him.

"That's right," Pond whispered, his voice dark and possessive as he felt Phuwin’s walls beginning to quiver more from the sensation. "Stay just like that for me. Be my good, ruined boy."

Pond’s gaze dropped to the space between their bodies, seeing how Phuwin’s own length was weeping, dark and swollen, slamming against Pond’s stomach with every punishing thrust. The sight of Phuwin so utterly consumed, his body betraying his every attempt at a ‘bratty’ composure, sent a fresh wave of possessiveness through Pond.

Pond reached down, his wet, large hand wrapping firmly around Phuwin’s cock. He didn't just hold it. He began to jerk him with a rough, demanding rhythm that matched the pace of his hips.

The overstimulation was insane and instantaneous.

Phuwin’s eyes snapped wide, his pupils blown so large they swallowed the iris. He let out a strangled, high-pitched cry as the dual sensation of being filled and being stroked sent his nervous system into a total meltdown.

"Pond! No—stop! Stop it!" Phuwin shrieked, his head thrashing against the mirror. The friction was too much. It was a sensory explosion that he couldn't process. "Wait—don't stop! Harder! Fuck me harder!"

He was a walking contradiction, his mind shattered by the pleasure.

One second he was begging for mercy, his voice cracking with tears, and the next he was arching his back, his hole clenching around Pond’s thick length with a desperate, hungry greed. He didn't understand the sounds coming out of his own mouth. He only knew that his body was a slave to Pond’s touch.

Under the relentless friction of Pond’s hand and the deep, bottoming out strikes of his cock, Phuwin finally snapped. He came with a violent, full body shudder, his release splattering against their chests and mixing with the hot shower water.

But Pond didn't let him rest.

Even as Phuwin’s body was still recovering from the first wave, Pond kept the pace brutal, his hand never slowing, his cock driving deeper and deeper into the sensitive, spasming walls of Phuwin’s hole.

"Pond, please! I can't—I'm... again! I'm going again!" Phuwin sobbed, his voice raw.

He fell into a cycle of multiple, rolling orgasms, his body twitching in Pond's arms as he was forced over the edge again and again. Each time his hole spasmed, it seemed to swallow Pond even deeper, the tight heat of him gripping Pond’s length as if it wanted to pull him inside and never let him go.

"You're taking all of it," Pond hissed, his teeth bared as his own climax began to roar in his blood. He felt the way Phuwin’s walls were milking him, the desperate, involuntary contractions of a boy who had been completely ruined. "You’re swallowing me whole, aren’t you? You can’t get enough."

Phuwin couldn't answer.

He was beyond words, beyond thought.

He was just a vessel for the pleasure Pond was pouring into him, his cries echoing off the damp tiles in a heartbreaking, beautiful melody of surrender. He felt like he was drowning in the water and the heat, and Pond was the only thing keeping him from drifting away.

"Harder..." Phuwin whimpered, his voice a ghost of a sound, his fingers digging into Pond's shoulders until he drew blood. "Deeper...Pond...give me...everything..."

Pond felt the signs of his own release building. The sensation in his veins made his vision swim. He could feel Phuwin’s internal muscles milking him, a desperate, rhythmic pulsing that begged him to finish.

But Pond wasn't done playing the role of the ‘patient’ friend who had finally been pushed too far.

Just as he reached the absolute edge, Pond abruptly stopped his hips.

He froze, buried deep inside Phuwin’s quivering heat, but he didn't move an inch. He kept his hand wrapped tightly around Phuwin’s spent, sensitive length, squeezing just enough to keep the sensation agonizing, but he stopped the friction entirely.

The sudden silence, except for the drumming water, was deafening.

"P-Pond?" Phuwin whimpered, his eyes fluttering open, looking dazed and half-conscious. His chest was heaving, his skin flushed a deep, feverish pink. "Why...why did you stop? Don't stop..."

"You've had yours," Pond whispered, his voice dangerously dark, his own body trembling with the effort of holding back. He leaned in, his lips ghosting over Phuwin’s swollen, bitten ones. "But I haven't decided if I'm finished with you yet. You wanted to test my patience all night, didn't you? Let's see how much yours holds up."

"No...Pond, please," Phuwin sobbed, his hips twitching involuntarily, trying to coax Pond back into motion. He felt heavy, overstimulated, and desperately empty despite how full he actually was. "I'm...I'm sensitive. It hurts...it feels too good...please move. Just a little bit."

Pond stayed perfectly still, his thick cock acting as a literal plug, keeping Phuwin in a state of constant, high voltage tension. He watched as Phuwin’s eyes filled with fresh tears of frustration, the boy's spoiled nature coming out in a broken, needy whine.

"I'll do anything," Phuwin promised, his voice cracking. He was begging now, his pride completely washed away by the shower spray. "I'll be good. I won't be a brat. I’ll be your slut. I'll listen to you. Just...please, Pond...I need you to fuck me more."

Pond let out a low, satisfied hum. He reached up and turned the shower handle, shutting off the water. The sudden coldness of the air hitting their overheated skin made Phuwin shiver violently, his walls clenching even tighter around Pond in a reflex.

"Say it," Pond commanded, his grip on Phuwin’s thighs tightening until his knuckles were white. "Tell me exactly what you are to me. And tell me what happens if you ever try to push me away again."

Phuwin let out a broken, shaky breath, his forehead dropping onto Pond's shoulder. "I'm yours. Only yours. If I...if I ever try to leave, you...you lock the door. You keep me here. You ruin me like this. Fuck me until I remember."

Pond’s restraint finally shattered.

The raw honesty of the confession was the final spark. He started moving again.

He lunged back into the rhythm, his thrusts faster and more violent than before, the sound of their bodies connecting echoing like thunder in the now quiet bathroom. He drove into Phuwin with a frantic, singular purpose, his hand jerking Phuwin with a rough speed.

"Pond! Pond!" Phuwin shrieked, his voice hitting a note of pure, overwhelming ecstasy as the world finally, mercifully, ended for both of them.

Pond’s own name was a desperate, shattered sob on Phuwin’s lips as the final threshold crumbled.

With a low, guttural roar that tore from his throat, Pond drove himself into Phuwin one last time, bottoming out with a force that seemed to merge them together. He held himself there, buried to the hilt, as his climax ripped through him in violent, rhythmic waves. He felt every drop of his cum filling Phuwin, a hot, heavy branded mark of possession that made Phuwin’s entire body shake.

Phuwin’s vision went white.

His own release, already spent multiple times, found a final, weak spark as his internal walls clamped down on Pond in a series of agonizingly tight, milking spasms. He let out a long, trailing cry that faded into a breathless whimper, his head falling back as his strength finally, completely evaporated.

The only sound in the bathroom was the frantic, uneven heaving of their lungs and the occasional drip of the showerhead.

Pond didn't pull out immediately.

He stayed there, his forehead pressed against Phuwin’s damp hair, his arms trembling as they supported the weight of the boy who had been his best friend, his tormentor, and now, his everything.

"Pond..." Phuwin whispered, the word barely a breath. He sounded small, stripped of all the bratty armor he’d worn like a dress.

"I've got you," Pond rasped, his voice thick and raw.

Gently, Pond eased himself out, a move that earned a soft, pained whimper from Phuwin as his body tried to adjust to the sudden emptiness. Pond caught him before he could slide off the vanity, his large hands steadying Phuwin’s shaking legs.

With the same quiet devotion that had earned him the ‘green flag’ title, Pond grabbed a fresh, plush towel. He wrapped Phuwin in it, patting away the droplets of water and sweat with a tenderness that stood in contrast to the violence of the sex. He dried Phuwin’s hair, his face, and his trembling limbs, treating him like something fragile and precious.

Phuwin just watched him through heavy, half-closed lids, his eyes tracking every move Pond made. He was too exhausted to be a brat, too satisfied to be demanding.

Pond finished drying himself off quickly, then scooped Phuwin up into his arms. Phuwin immediately tucked his head into Pond’s chest, his fingers curling weakly into Pond’s skin. He was a dead weight, completely spent, his body humming with the aftershocks of the pleasure Pond had forced into him.

Back in the bedroom, the morning sun was still streaming through the curtains, but the room felt different now. The tension was gone, replaced by a heavy, comfortable intimacy. Pond laid Phuwin down in the middle of the bed that Phuwin had invaded the night before.

He pulled the heavy duvet over both of them.

Phuwin immediately sought Pond’s warmth, sliding his leg over Pond’s hip and resting his hand over Pond’s heart.

"You're still an idiot," Phuwin murmured, his voice slurred as he was drifting to sleep.

Pond chuckled, the sound deep and warm in the quiet room. He reached down, threading his fingers through Phuwin’s hair and pulling him closer until their noses touched. "And you're still a brat. But you're my brat. Get some sleep, baby."

"Don't go..."

"I'm not going anywhere," Pond promised, kissing the tip of Phuwin’s nose. "The door is locked, remember? I’m keeping you right here."

Phuwin hummed, a tiny, satisfied smile curving his lips before his eyes finally drifted shut.

Pond watched him for a long time, listening to the steady, peaceful beat of a heart that finally belonged to him, before he let himself fall into a deep, dreamless sleep beside the only person he had ever truly wanted.

The afternoon sun had shifted, casting long, golden honey-colored stripes across the rumpled sheets of Pond’s bed. The air was cool and quiet, smelling of clean laundry and the lingering scent of that expensive, floral shampoo.

Pond was the first to blink awake.

His body felt heavy, his muscles humming with a satisfied ache. He didn't move, mostly because Phuwin was still soundly asleep, draped across him like a possessive vine. One of Phuwin’s hands was hooked into the waistband of Pond’s boxers, and his face was buried so deeply in Pond’s neck that Pond could feel every warm, even puff of his breath.

The silence was broken by the frantic ping-ping-ping of a phone on the nightstand.

Pond groaned, reaching out with his free hand to grab the device before the noise woke the sleeping boy. He squinted at the screen.

Group Chat: JAsP.er 🍻

Joong: Guys, it’s been five hours. Is Pond alive or did Phuwin finally consume his soul?

Santa: I’m 80% sure they aren’t playing Valorant.

Aou: I left my favorite hoodie at Pond’s. I’m thinking of going back to get it. Who wants to bet on what state the apartment is in?

Joong: Don’t go in there without a hazmat suit and a priest, Aou. The tension when we left was enough to power the city’s electric grid.

Santa: Pond, if you’re reading this, send a ‘thumbs up’ if you’re a captive. Send a ‘heart’ if the Phuwintang finally won.

Pond looked down at Phuwin, who chose that exact moment to stir.

The younger boy let out a soft, annoyed moan, his eyelashes fluttering against Pond’s skin before he slowly looked up. His eyes were still glassy with sleep, his lips swollen and red from the morning’s activities.

"Your friends," Phuwin croaked, his voice a delicious, wrecked rasp. "I'm going to kill them."

"They're worried about me," Pond teased, though his thumb was already idly stroking Phuwin’s hip under the duvet. "They think you've kidnapped me."

Phuwin snatched the phone out of Pond’s hand, squinting at the messages. He rolled his eyes. The brat was officially back online. He didn't send a thumbs up. He didn't send a heart.

He took a quick selfie, mostly just his own bare, bruised shoulder and a messy haired Pond in the background, looking thoroughly used and satisfied and hit send.

The chat went silent for three seconds before exploding into a flurry of unreadable stickers and keyboard smashes.

"There," Phuwin said, tossing the phone back onto the nightstand. "Now they know you’re occupied."

"You're a menace," Pond laughed, pulling Phuwin back down so they were chest-to-chest. "They’re never going to let us hear the end of this. Joong is going to have a field day."

"Let them," Phuwin muttered, his fingers tracing the faint red scratches he’d left on Pond’s chest. He looked up, his expression shifting from playful to something much more serious. "Pond...I meant what I said. About the girl. And about everything else. I'm not going back to being 'just' the best friend."

Pond’s smile softened.

He leaned in, capturing Phuwin’s lips in a slow, deep kiss that tasted like a new beginning. "Good. Because I'm terrible at being 'just' a friend anyway."

Phuwin hummed into the kiss, but as Pond started to pull away, Phuwin gripped the back of his neck, pulling him back down. His eyes held a flicker of that same hunger from the shower.

"Wait," Phuwin whispered, his leg sliding up to hook around Pond’s waist again. "The coffee they brought...it’s probably cold now."

"Probably," Pond agreed, his hand finding Phuwin’s back.

"Then we have no reason to get out of bed yet." Phuwin’s voice was silky and provocative. He bit his lip, looking at Pond with that spoiled, demanding glint. "I think you missed a spot this morning. On my inner thigh. I need you to...investigate it."

Pond let out a low, rough chuckle. "Investigate it, huh?"

"It's a very serious medical concern, Pond. Don't be a bad friend."

Pond rolled over, pinning Phuwin to the mattress, the humor in his eyes darkening back into that possessive heat. "You're going to be the death of me, Phu."

"Maybe," Phuwin breathed, arching his back as Pond’s hand traveled downward. "But what a good way to go."

Pond didn’t need any more encouragement.

The playful banter evaporated, replaced by the heavy, magnetic pull that always existed between them, now amplified by the raw, physical intimacy they’d finally crossed.

"A medical concern?" Pond repeated, his voice dropping into that low that made Phuwin’s toes curl. "In that case, I should be thorough."

Pond slid down the bed, his hands gliding over the silk-smooth skin of Phuwin’s stomach. He didn't stop until he was positioned between Phuwin’s legs. The duvet was kicked to the foot of the bed, leaving them exposed in the warm afternoon light.

Phuwin’s skin was a map of the morning’s passion. Painted faint red marks on his collarbone, the slight bruising on his hips where Pond’s fingers had gripped him. He looked like a masterpiece that Pond had spent years trying not to touch, and now he couldn't stop.

Pond reached for Phuwin’s inner thigh, his thumb tracing the sensitive skin near the hem of his boxers. He leaned in, his breath hot against the flesh, before he pressed a lingering, open-mouthed kiss right there.

Phuwin let out a sharp, jagged gasp, his fingers tangling in the sheets. "Pond—"

"Shh," Pond murmured against his skin. "I'm investigating."

He worked his way upward, his tongue darting out to lick at the sensitive crease where his thigh met his hip. Phuwin was already reacting, his body remembering the high-voltage electricity of the shower. His breath became a series of short, needy hitches as Pond’s hands began to roam, kneading the soft flesh of his thighs before sliding under the fabric of his boxers.

Pond looked up, his chin resting on Phuwin’s stomach. He saw the way Phuwin’s head was thrown back, his throat arched, his eyes squeezed shut in a mix of agony and ecstasy. The ‘brat’ was gone again, replaced by a boy who was vibrating with the need to be touched.

"You're so sensitive here," Pond whispered, his hand closing around Phuwin’s length, which was already hard and weeping again. Pond began to stroke him with a slow, agonizingly steady rhythm, his eyes never leaving Phuwin’s face.

"Pond...please...I'm still...I'm still sore from earlier," Phuwin whimpered, though his hips were bucking upward, begging for the friction.

"I'll be gentle," Pond promised, his voice a lie they both wanted to believe.

He leaned over, taking Phuwin’s mouth in a deep, possessive kiss as he used his free hand to reach for the lube on the nightstand. The sound of the bottle clicking open was loud in the quiet room.

Pond didn't rush the preparation this time. He took his time, his fingers sliding back into Phuwin’s entrance with a practiced ease. Phuwin was already soft, his body welcoming the intrusion with a series of wet, rhythmic pulses.

"You're so ready for me," Pond grunted, his fingers stretching him open, his thumb rubbing against the sensitive spot of Phuwin's prostate until the younger boy was sobbing into the kiss.

"Now," Phuwin demanded, his voice breaking, laced with frustration. "Pond, right now. I don't want gentle. I want your dick inside me. I want you."

Pond didn't wait.

He shed his boxers in one fluid motion and lined himself up. He entered with a single, slow, deliberate thrust that filled Phuwin to the brim. The sensation of being stretched open in the dry heat of the bedroom was different from the shower. It felt more intimate, more permanent.

Pond began to move, his pace building from a slow grind to a heavy, rhythmic thudding. He watched the way Phuwin’s body reacted to every strike. The way his chest heaved, the way his eyes glazed over, the way his name sounded like a prayer on Phuwin’s lips.

"I love you," Pond whispered, the words slipping out mid-thrust, unplanned but undeniably true.

Phuwin froze for a split second, his eyes snapping open, wide and shimmering with tears. He didn't say it back with words. No. Not yet, but he wrapped his arms around Pond’s neck, pulling him down into a kiss that tasted like a vow.

He arched his back, taking all of Pond, his body shivering as he finally, truly let go.

The afternoon wore on, the golden light fading into the purple hues of dusk, but the two of them stayed lost in their own world, rediscovering each other one touch at a time.

By the time the shadows in the room had stretched into long, deep indigo, the hunger in their stomachs had finally overtaken the hunger for each other.

Pond was the first to emerge from the ‘den,’ looking ironically refreshed for a man who hadn't slept more than four hours in the last twenty-four. He was dressed in a clean black hoodie and sweats, standing in the kitchen and surveying the wreckage of the morning’s abandoned breakfast.

A few minutes later, Phuwin drifted into the living room.

He was a sight to behold. He was wearing a fresh set of Pond’s clothes, an oversized t-shirt that hung off one shoulder and shorts that he had to draw the string tight on and walking with a very specific, careful way that made Pond’s lips twitch with a hidden smirk.

"Don't," Phuwin warned, his voice still a low, honeyed rasp. He sank onto the sofa, wincing slightly as he settled into the cushions. "If you laugh, I’m moving back to my apartment and blocking your number."

"I wasn't going to say a word," Pond lied easily, leaning over the back of the sofa to press a kiss to the top of Phuwin’s head. "Hungry?"

"Starving. I want sushi. And wagyu. And I want you to pay for it because you’ve basically disabled me."

Pond reached for his phone to order, but the second he turned the screen on, it lit up like a Christmas tree.

342 Unread Messages from "JAsP.er 🍻"

"Oh, no," Pond muttered.

"What?" Phuwin asked, leaning his head back to look at the screen.

Just as Pond opened the chat, the phone began to vibrate. It wasn't a text. It was a FaceTime call from Joong.

"If we don't answer, they’ll show up here," Pond said, sighing. He hit accept and propped the phone up on the coffee table.

The screen immediately filled with three faces crowded into a single frame. Joong, Santa, and Aou were clearly at a bar, the background noise loud and chaotic.

"HE LIVES!" Joong shouted, pointing at the camera. "Look at him! Look at that glow! That is the glow of a man who hasn't seen the sun in ten hours because he was busy being a legend!"

"And Phuwin!" Santa cackled, spotting the brown hair on the sofa. "Phuwin, blink twice if you need us to bring you a donut. Or a wheelchair. You look like you’ve been through a car wash, man."

Phuwin didn't even flinch.

He leaned into the camera’s view, resting his chin on Pond’s shoulder, his expression returning to that peak ‘brat’ level of confidence. "Actually, Santa, I’m doing great. Pond’s bed is much more comfortable than mine. I might just stay here forever."

The trio on the other end of the line erupted.

"Is it official then?" Aou asked, leaning in close. "Are we changing the group chat name to 'Phuwintang and his Bodyguards'?"

Pond looked down at Phuwin.

The younger boy looked back at him, his eyes soft and filled with a secret, quiet warmth that was just for Pond. No more games, no more ex-girlfriends, and no more ‘just friends’ boundaries.

Pond looked back at the camera and pulled Phuwin closer, his arm settling possessively around his waist. "Yeah," Pond said, his voice firm and happy. "It’s official. Now leave us alone, we’re trying to order dinner."

"Wait, wait!" Joong yelled before Pond could hang up. "One last thing! Pond, we all put money on who would break first. I owe Santa five hundred baht because I thought you were too much of a 'green flag' to actually make a move."

"You lost your money then," Pond said, his eyes darkening with a playful, private memory of the shower. "Because when it comes to this brat, I’m not a green flag. I’m a territory."

He ended the call to the sound of their shocked cheering and tossed the phone onto the rug.

"A territory?" Phuwin raised his brow and teased, poking Pond’s chest. "That was very dramatic. Very 'alpha' of you."

"Shut up and pick your sushi," Pond grumbled, embarrassed by what he had said, though he was smiling.

Phuwin laughed, pulling Pond down onto the sofa with him.

As they scrolled through the menu, legs tangled together and the world finally quiet, the transition from friends to lovers felt as natural as breathing. The brat had met his match, and the patient man had finally found his prize.

Three weeks later, the ‘adjustment period' was technically over, though if you asked their friends, the only thing that had adjusted was the volume of Pond’s smugness and the frequency of Phuwin’s public demands.

The apartment was no longer just Pond’s.

It was a chaotic, beautiful combo of Pond’s minimalist organization and Phuwin’s high-maintenance clutter. Expensive skincare bottles sat next to Pond’s drugstore shaving cream, and a second gaming chair, a beautiful, white and gold thing that looked like a throne had been installed in the living room.

Pond was currently hunched over his laptop at the kitchen island, trying to finish a project, when he felt the familiar, weightless pressure of a chin settling on his shoulder.

"Nara," Phuwin murmured, his voice still carrying that sleepy, morning lilt even though it was nearly 2:00 PM on a Saturday. "I’m hungry. And the fridge only has those depressing protein shakes you like."

Pond didn't look up, but a small smile played on his lips. "I went grocery shopping yesterday, Phuwin. There’s fruit, yogurt, and that specific artisan bread you made me drive forty minutes for."

"I don't want yogurt," Phuwin pouted, his hands sliding under Pond’s hoodie to find the warm skin of his waist. He began to idly trace the line of Pond’s abs, his touch light and intentionally distracting. "I want the pasta from that place near the pier. The one with the truffle oil."

Pond finally sighed, closing his laptop.

He turned in his stool, catching Phuwin by the waist and pulling him between his knees. Phuwin was wearing one of Pond’s old varsity t-shirts again and nothing else.

"You're doing that thing again," Pond said, his eyes scanning Phuwin’s face.

"What thing?" Phuwin questioned, feigning innocence.

"The 'I'm a spoiled brat so you'll do what I want' thing. It’s been three weeks, Phuwin. I’m starting to see through your tactics."

Phuwin’s smirk was instantaneous. He leaned in, his nose brushing against Pond’s. "And yet, you’re already reaching for your car keys, aren’t you?"

Pond let out a low, defeated laugh. "I hate that you’re right."

He stood up, but he didn't let Phuwin go. Instead, he crowded him back against the kitchen counter, his hands sliding down to grip Phuwin’s thighs.

The air in the kitchen shifted instantly, the domestic sweetness sharpening into that familiar, electric tension that seemed to follow them everywhere.

"If we go get that pasta," Pond whispered, his voice dropping a dangerous low, "you have to promise to actually wear pants this time. Joong and Aou are meeting us there."

Phuwin rolled his eyes, his hands snaking around Pond’s neck. "They've seen me in your clothes before, Pond. They know the deal."

"I don't care," Pond grumbled, his possessiveness flaring up as he nipped at Phuwin's lower lip. "I don't like the way they look at the marks I leave on your thighs. It’s for my eyes only."

"Then stop leaving them so everywhere," Phuwin challenged, though he was already arching his body, offering the skin to Pond like a ritual.

The ‘green flag’ Pond was a distant memory. He was protective, territorial, and deeply, irreversibly in love. He took his time, marking Phuwin’s neck and shoulder with a deliberate, stinging bite that made Phuwin let out a sharp, needy sound.

"Better," Pond muttered, pulling back to admire his handiwork.

"You're a monster," Phuwin breathed, his eyes dark with heat. "Now, get the keys. I want my truffle pasta."

The lunch with their friends was exactly as chaotic as expected. Joong spent ten minutes complaining about the ‘PDA atmosphere’ radiating off them, while Santa kept trying to take photos of the hickey Pond had hidden under Phuwin’s high-collar jacket.

"So," Aou said, leaning back and watching Pond patiently cut Phuwin’s steak into perfect, bite-sized pieces. "Now that the drama is over and you two are basically a married couple, what's the plan? Are we moving the rest of Phuwin’s stuff in, or is Pond just going to keep buying him new clothes every time he 'forgets' to go home?"

Pond looked at Phuwin, who was currently chewing a piece of wagyu with an expression of pure bliss.

"His lease is up next month," Pond said simply, sliding a glass of water toward Phuwin. "He’s not renewing it."

The table went silent. Even Joong stopped mid-sentence.

"Wait, really?" Joong asked, his eyes wide. "The Great Phuwin Tangsakyuen is giving up his penthouse for Pond’s one-bedroom cave?"

Phuwin swallowed and wiped his mouth with a napkin, looking perfectly unbothered. "The cave has Naravit in it. My penthouse just has me. It was an easy decision."

He reached his hand to trace Pond's jawline. Pond just melts to his touch.

"Besides," Phuwin added, a wicked glint in his eye as he looked at his friends. "If I stayed at my place, who would be there to test Pond’s patience at 3:00 AM? It’s a full-time job, you know."

Pond shook his head, a genuine, happy laugh breaking through his patient exterior. "It really is. But I’m not accepting any other applicants."

As the group continued to tease them, the sun setting over the pier and the sound of laughter filling the air, Pond realized that the ‘suffocation’ he used to feel wasn't about the friendship. It was about the distance. And now that the distance was gone, he could finally breathe.

He had his brat. He had his territory. And for the first time in his life, his heart went exactly to where it was meant to be.

Written by a human in Ellipsus.