Work Text:
One year, 12 months, 365 days, precisely. Not that anyone was counting.
First anniversary of meeting the people who now became closest friends. It was special that Mel, Dennis, Trinity and Victoria joined Pitt on the same day. That, according to Trinity, was an important occasion to celebrate.
Trinity loved parties in general, she always offered to be the host. Birthdays, Halloween, even accomplishments like when Victoria passed a more challenging exam. Every reason for a meetup, and Trinity was getting the apartment ready. Her and Huckleberry still lived together and neither of them thought about changing that.
Samira would often join them, she was in charge of the drinks, usually wine, champagne or beer, depending on the event and their schedule. Absolutely no drinking before the morning shift (it happened just once and never again).
Javadi tried to make desserts, but after one ruined carrot cake, and a burned banana bread, Mel took charge of the treats.
So, everyone was responsible for something and Victoria felt guilty. That’s why she was always the one to stay after the party and help tidy up. She was a perfectionist when it came to that, Whitaker would say that she left the apartment looking ‘sanitary’.
Tonight was no different, Mel and Samira already left, needing rest before their next shift. Dennis, who also had to wake up early, was heading to bed as well.
Only Trinity and Victoria stayed up, they both had the next day off. This happened from time to time and Vic cherished these moments alone with Trin. At least then no one noticed the way she looked at her, even if most of them already knew about her crush.
Since she could remember, she had a very expressive face, unable to hide her emotions. That’s why she always lost at poker. It was only one of the reasons why they rarely played board games. The other was that she would get very competitive and sometimes the others would even let her win, which took the fun out of it.
Obviously, she did not say anything about her feelings for Trinity.
She has never been that scared of rejection. Well, of course she was nervous with others, the normal amount, but this time it was different, more intense. When boys would ignore her, she would get sad but was over it pretty quickly. (Which could have been a sign of her not really being into boys but she realized it way too late.) When it came to women, specifically to Trinity, suddenly it was not that easy.
That’s why she kept postponing confessing or even making a move. First, it was the time she needed to work through her comphet and come to terms with being a lesbian. Then, it was Trinity being in a hookup situationship with Garcia. Later, it was Trinity being sad about splitting with Garcia and Vic didn’t want to become a rebound or use her weak moment.
But it’s been months since Javadi was out and Trinity was single, so the girl was slowly running out of excuses.
She feared that any day Santos could just show up with some new girl and shatter her heart again. Vic knew she should act, but there was never a right moment.
Maybe there aren’t any right moments. Their first day wasn’t perfect either. When Victoria got her nickname ‘Crash’ and Trinity pissed her off all too often. She didn’t even register the time when the annoying comments became funny or even made her knees weak.
So, maybe some things just happen when you don’t wait and just do. She wished she were as brave as Trinity.
Now, when she was doing the dishes, Victoria seemed pretty relaxed.
Only the sound of raindrops hitting the window filled the room. She felt the presence of Trinity walking around the living room connected to the kitchen, and it felt so nice and warm she honestly lost track of time.
Suddenly, there was a loud noise from outside and Victoria jumped, one of the plates fell down from her hands and shattered on the floor.
“Crash?” Trinity rushed to her side.
“Sorry.. a thunder” she mumbled embarrassed and looked down at what was left of the plate.
“Leave it, I’ll clean it up” Trinity said and extended her hand, helping Javadi step away from the remaining parts.
She took a broom and a dustpan, to catch all of the ceramic shards without having to touch them.
Victoria approached another window and looked out. The rain was heavy, leaving at least two feet of water under the building. She feared they could be flooded if they weren’t on the fourth floor.
“Oh that’s no good” Trinity joined Victoria.
They watched another lightning strike the sky.
“You should stay, I’ll sleep on the couch” Trinity decided.
“Excuse me? Okay.. driving in these conditions wouldn’t be the best idea, you really don’t mind?” Victoria hesitated but she didn’t really have much choice.
She could not be able to see anything in such rain and waiting for it to pass could take so long. Trinity shook her head, as if it wasn’t a big deal.
“Come on” she guided her to the bedroom.
Victoria has been here before of course, but tonight it was more intimate. She watched Trinity open up her closet and look through her clothes.
Vic bit the inside of her cheek, observing Trinity’s fingers sliding on the fabrics. It was like looking into her life, she tried to recognize some of the clothing and imagined Trinity in it.
Victoria was so mesmerized, she didn't even register when the woman finally spoke.
“Here, you can sleep in this” Trinity handed her an oversized T-shirt.
—-
Trinity made the bed as Victoria took a shower. It felt so domestic, using Trin's shampoo like her own, sharing the same things.
Oh, how much she wanted it to last. She felt beyond jealous thinking of how Garcia got to experience that and didn’t appreciate it enough. It made her stomach sick, because even now, she wasn’t occupying the same space. Santos was not waiting for her in bed, it wasn’t even a sleepover, just a moment of convenience. Not much different from what Trinity did for Dennis. Victoria tried to push these thoughts away, and to let herself enjoy what she could.
When she walked back to the room, the bed was ready and so was Trin. Her sleeping shorts were revealing too much of her legs and Victoria had to restrain herself from looking.
“Damn Crash, if it wasn’t my favorite shirt I’d say you should keep it. Looks good on you” Trinity’s raspy voice was NOT what Victoria needed.
Added to the way she looked at her, gaze shamelessly moving up and down Victoria’s body. Besides, Trinity lent Vic her favorite shirt. She gulped.
“Thanks.. for letting me stay” Javadi whispered.
“Yeah, I just didn’t want you to catch a cold or something” She shrugged.
Javadi rolled her eyes at the fake nonchalance.
“Sure, goodnight Trin” Victoria mumbled.
“Goodnight Crash” she said.
Trinity took one last glance at Victoria, taking in how pretty she looked when her freed wavy hair fell down on her shoulders.
Only when the woman left the room Javadi could let out a sigh. She settled into bed, doubting that she’d be able to fall asleep but too tired to do anything else.
She lay down and closed her eyes, trying to calm down her beating heart. It was incredibly hard to do.
Trinity was just behind the wall. Even worse, she felt her everywhere.
Victoria was literally in her bed, wearing her clothes, smelling like her. It made Victoria’s head spin.
She lifted the fabric of the shirt to her nose, inhaling the scent of her crush. She felt embarrassed to do so but she was alone after all. No one to make fun of her, no one to even see this humiliation.
So, she let herself get a little carried away. She kept the shirt to her nose as her hand traveled down her body. She bit her lip when her fingers dipped into her panties. Slowly moved her fingertip over her clit, imagining it was someone else’s hand. What would Trinity think if she saw that? Would she call Victoria a slut in that tone? ‘Crash, you really have the nerve. So pathetic, smelling my shirt and touching yourself like a pervert’ Victoria imagined her voice.
“Mm..Trinity..” she whimpered, and moved her fingers faster.
She felt so desperate, grinding on her hand and thinking of Trinity making fun of her. It was so foolish to be this attracted to her. Why did it have to be Trinity? Why did she catch feelings for someone so.. her.
“Trin.. ah..” She moaned, feeling herself get closer.
She lifted herself up to adjust her hand and go further.
Just then Victoria looked up and there she was.
The object of her lust.
At first, Vic thought she might be hallucinating, but her hand stopped anyway.
“How.. How long have you been standing here..” Victoria gulped.
“Long enough to hear you say my name while you..” Trinity’s gaze moved down to where Javadi’s hand was and she covered herself instantly.
Trinity laughed, it was a little too late to hide it, she saw enough. Javadi did not get less turned on by Trinity’s laugh, the opposite actually.
“I wasn’t..” The girl tried to explain.
“Now you’re getting shy? Cut the bullshit. I heard you.. fuck, you were thinking about me, Crash? You sounded..” Her voice was shaking.
Victoria tried to hide her face against her knees, she couldn’t handle Trinity looking at her. This was the worst-case scenario but she was still so wet.
“Is there any way you could pretend this never happened..” She whispered.
“Hell no! You really have a nerve.. in my bed, seriously?” Trin smirked.
Victoria didn’t know if she wanted to slap her or fuck herself again.
“I thought you were asleep. I would never- I promise this never happened before I-“ Victoria tried to explain but nothing she could say would even be believable after this.
“I could help you out” Trinity murmured as she crawled onto the bed.
Victoria froze before lifting her face again slowly.
“You don’t have to- just because you found me like this. You could still turn around” Victoria mumbled, her heart now pounding in a sudden fear.. or was it anticipation?
“I know I could. But I want to hear you say my name like that again” Trinity’s slowly pulled down the blanket.
Her gaze dropped to bare legs, and soaked underwear that fell below Javadi's calves.
“But if you’re not sure about this..” She added.
Her fingers stilled, before making contact with Vic’s skin.
“I am.. I wanted to for a while” she whispered.
“Aww Crash, you have a crush on me?” Trinity’s smile widened, her hand now finding Victoria’s.
“Don’t make fun of me.. I embarrassed myself enough..” She whined.
“Why should I stop, don’t you like that? Admit it, part of you wanted me to catch you” Trinity whispered.
Trinity gripped her wrist and removed the hand from between Victoria’s legs.
“Let me take care of you..” Trinity continued, her hand now replacing Victoria’s.
Her finger slowly moved through her folds, making Javadi’s hips buck up.
“Trin..” she whimpered.
“Just like that.. you sound so good when you’re trembling” Trinity praised.
Trinity's fingers moved on her slit painfully slowly.
Her lips found Victoria’s neck, kissing and biting on the delicate skin as the woman under her squirmed.
“Faster.. faster..” she begged.
“So bossy.. is that how you ask or do you think you can tell me what to do?” Trinity teased and Victoria whined again.
“Oh.. it is turning you on.. when I speak like that? Come on, admit it. You love it when I tease you” She murmured.
“Trinity.. please..” Vic whined again.
“Admit it and I might consider giving you what you want” Trinity pushed, her thumb slowly stroking Javadi’s clit.
She knew she was right, with how Victoria’s body reacted when she called her out. She was practically dripping at being denied and spoken to that way.
“Yeah.. I love it” she admitted.
“That’s it.. say it again..” Trinity pressed onto the clit a little more.
“Yes! Love it when you tease me..” Victoria whined again.
“One more time, Crash” Trinity insisted.
One of her fingers slipped into Victoria.
“Ah- Shut up just.. shut..” She whimpered.
Her hand tangled in Trinity’s hair and pushed her into a heated kiss.
Victoria moaned into her lips as she took Trinity’s finger. Trin would love to punish her for this sudden disobedience but it turned her on too much. Trinity whimpered when Victoria bit on her bottom lip.
“Can you take one more for me?” Trinity whispered against her lips, giving the woman a second to take a breath and nod before kissing her again.
She pushed in another finger, slow but deep before curling them, causing Victoria's head to fall back. Trinity watched herself spread Victoria as the wet sounds mixed with Javadi's whimpers.
“You make the prettiest noises.. don’t hold back.. please” Trinity blushed at how needy her own voice sounded.
Javadi moved her thumb on Trinity's bottom lip.
“You have no idea how long I.. I was holding back..” she whispered weakly.
Her hand gripped Trinity’s hair tighter and the woman moaned.
“I’m not doing that anymore.. call me greedy but I want you to be mine” She hissed and Trinity’s pupils dilated.
“Fuck Crash- I..” Trinity shivered.
Victoria tilted her head to the side and pulled harder, winning another moan. She might have just discovered something in herself, Trinity seemed to love that.
“You want me to lead a little?” She asked carefully.
Trinity nodded enthusiastically.
“Are you sure you can handle that?” Victoria tasted the newly acquired confidence.
“Please Crash.. please let me eat you out” Trinity whimpered.
Victoria’s breathing hitched, she had never seen her like this, so.. starved.
“You want me to keep this smart mouth busy?” she gulped, not backing out despite how her mind was getting fuzzy.
“Yes..I’ll be so good” Trinity continued until Victoria nodded and loosened the grip on her hair.
Trinity lowered herself, placing kisses down Javadi’s abdomen.
“No teasing” Victoria pulled her hair again.
“Fuck.. yes.. take what you need” Trinity whined, letting herself be guided further.
“You’re gonna let me do what I want?” Javadi whispered.
She was a little surprised but mostly turned on. Trinity nodded with cheeks even more pink than before.
“You want to be a good girl for me?” Victoria continued, clearly getting used to being in charge.
It made Trinity whimper before being pushed against Javadi’s cunt. Not taking her time anymore, she licked every drop like a starved woman. Victoria held her hair tightly and rocked herself on Trinity’s tongue.
“Not too rough?” Victoria asked.
Trinity shook her head so she continued.
She looked at the woman, who kept sucking on her clit. Javadi played with her hair.
“You look perfect down there.. and making me feel so.. so good” She moaned.
Trinity blushed once more and rewarded her lover with a deep curl of her fingers.
Victoria was practically spilling on Trinity’s palm.
“I should have shut you up like this months ago..” the woman moaned.
Trinity rolled her tongue around her lover's clit and thrusted her fingers faster, feeling the sudden need to prove herself.
“If.. you keep this pace I’m.. gonna..” Vic whined, she could feel the pleasure build up in her abdomen.
“Can I? On your pretty face.. Trin..” the words just made Trinity pump her fingers faster and swirl her tongue more.
Not long after, Vic actually came, her thighs squeezed Trinity’s face as her eyes rolled back.
She let go reluctantly after a while, almost afraid that she could have suffocated the girl, but Trinity lifted herself up effortlessly. Javadi's gaze roamed over her face, lips, chin and cheeks covered in her arousal.
“Woah.. look at you” She whispered.
“I know I know, you made a mess” Trinity answered and licked her lips.
“Well, you were pretty good” Vic whispered.
“Just pretty good? Ouch Crash. I would be offended but you can't fool me with that look on your face” She said with a smirk.
When Trinity licked her still dripping fingers, Victoria felt hypnotized by the sight.
“You want a taste?” The woman whispered.
Victoria didn't even answer, just kissed her again, causing Trinity to gasp into her lips. She licked them open, and met the taste of her arousal mixed with Trinity's salvia.
She moaned into her mouth and pulled away just a bit to suck on the woman's bottom lip before kissing alongside her jaw.
“I wanna see you..” She whispered against the skin and gave Trinity goosebumps.
“Mhmm okay.. I usually close the blinds for this one tho but.. fuck that, just don't be weird” Trinity mumbled.
Victoria felt a sudden nervousness at the shift in tone but she didn't say anything. She watched Trinity wiggle out of her clothes, the sight captivated her. She had no idea why Trinity would be insecure.
She understood when the silver lines on her thighs got revealed. At first she thought they were just stretch marks, but they weren't.
Scars, not fresh but visible. So, she looked. Couldn't help herself, she was always too curious about everything.
“and.. you're being weird. It's fine, no one really likes to see them. Just don't look at me with those worried eyes. I hate talking about it. I can cover them up if..” She mumbled.
“No. don't. You.. you're so hot I just need a moment..” Vic mumbled, her gaze roaming up the body now.
“You're acting like you've never seen a naked woman before, which we both know is not true” Trinity huffed.
“Yeah but not you, and not like this.. how bad would it sound if I said I'm jealous of anyone who looked at you before?” She whispered.
Trinity's face softened, her breathing got shallow again.
“If it makes you feel any better, you're the kindest of them” Trinity answered softly.
“It does. I.. really want to touch you if that's okay..” She whispered, trying so bad not to stare at her revealed breasts and between her thighs.
“Hmm let me think.. Hmm why am I sitting with my tits out? Idiot” she commented, hiding how flustered she was behind sarcasm, as usual.
Victoria rolled her eyes.
“Come here” She said and pulled Trinity into her lap.
The woman rocked her hips almost instantly, spreading her wetness on Victoria's leg.
“All that for me?” Victoria asked and bit under Trinity's collarbone.
“Shut up and bite harder!” She hissed.
“Capillary damage is not good for your skin. What if I bite too hard?-” Victoria responded.
“Will you say yes if I let you leave marks like no one else did?” Trinity asked with a rather wicked smile.
“That must be some kind of emotional manipulation..” Victoria huffed but felt her heart almost jump out of her chest.
She knew this saying was incredibly stupid but she didn't understand it until then.
“If you keep complaining, the offer will be off the table..” Trinity added and Victoria groaned before biting so hard that Trinity almost screamed.
“You-” She hissed but another bite won a moan that interrupted the sentence.
Victoria soothed it with her tongue before sucking on it. Trinity whimpered and moved faster on her. Javadi thought she could come undone again just from listening.
She cupped Trinity's breast a little unsure. Her trembling fingers tried to copy what she liked herself, so she rolled the nipple. She kept biting and sucking all over Trin's chest and by then Trinity was straight up whining.
“Crash- don't stop.. please pl..” She pleaded as if Victoria was even able to hold herself back.
When both of her fingers played with Trinity's nipples, the woman was beginning to shake.
“Fuck.. M..Mahal! I'm gonna-” Trinity screamed out.
“Already?” Victoria asked, pulling away to look at her.
“Fuck you! been a while for me..” Trinity whined again.
Victoria grabbed her hips and helped her grind herself faster.
“You look so perfect.. look at me” Victoria whispered.
She took in the sight of Trinity's messy hair, her hard nipples, and half lidded eyes as she was riding her thigh. This might have been the best night of her life.
Trinity kept her eyes on Victoria until she couldn't hold it anymore and arched her back.
Victoria wrapped her arms around her, pulling her into a warm embrace as the woman came down from her high.
“So.. what was that word you called me ‘Mahal’?..” Victoria asked softly.
“Not telling you, it slipped out. Don't let it bother your big brain..” Trinity huffed into the crook of Victoria's neck.
“Oh? maybe I should ask Princess..” Victoria continued and Trinity's head lifted up in seconds.
“Oh that is blackmail. Don't you dare.. I'll tell you eventually” She mumbled and made the girl giggle.
“Deal, It can wait. I guess we should take a shower” She said, feeling how sticky her legs were, not that she didn't love that.
“Are you sure you’re good to walk? You’re not gonna pass out again?” Trinity teased.
“Fuck you” Victoria giggled, too satisfied to get offended.
“You just did” the woman said with another smirk.
Victoria smiled proudly, and looked over Trinity’s chest, covered in purple marks.
“I still can’t believe I did that” she said softly.
Her finger pressed to one of the marks and Trinity hissed.
“Mahal ko..” She whispered.
“Yeah?” Victoria lifted her eyes again.
Trinity tucked a strand of Vic’s hair behind her ear.
“We could do this again if you wanted. Not only that.. we could just hang out. Not in a ‘friends’ way..and not in a casual way” She mumbled.
“I’d like that. Did you know that you suck at asking people out?” Victoria tilted her head with a smile.
“Guess I’m lucky you can’t say no to that face, Crash” Trinity cupped her cheek, and the girl nuzzled her face to the touch.
“You really are” Victoria said and kissed her palm.
“Come on, take a shower with me because you stink” She added and loosed the grip around Trinity’s waist.
The woman groaned in protest but rolled off her.
“How could I say no to such a romantic invitation?” She answered when lifting herself off the bed.
Her legs still trembled as she followed Victoria to the bathroom.
—
/bonus/
Trinity started calling her ‘Crash’ less, she swapped it for different nicknames that annoyed Vic just as much but for a different reason. She did not understand, and she absolutely despised not knowing things. So, one time at work, she leaned over the desk where Princess sat.
“What does ‘Mahal ko’ mean?” She whispered.
The woman smiled, in a way that only she could, like she just got handed new gossip on a silver platter.
“If Trinity called you that, it means Perlah owes me twenty bucks” She answered cheerfully.
Mahal - love
Mahal ko - my love