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you have a private chat tonight. with bigpurpledick666. he always sends you a lot of money, more than any of your fans. he’s a bit weird, sure, but what do you care? he pays your rent. and more than that. thanks to him you have the money to eat out at restaurants, buy yourself nice clothes.
you brush your hair and leave it open, that’s how he likes you. you put on makeup, finishing up with lipgloss.
then you open up your sparkly, pink macbook and start the chat.
”hey doll”, - bigpurpledick666
”hi, baby”, you say, smiling.
”how was your day?” - bigpurpledick666
”it was good, i was thinking about you…” you say, twirling your hair. a lie, of course. he knows that. right?
”yeah? wanna show me how much you were thinking about me?” - bigpurpledick666
”you know the rules, baby”, you say with a smirk.
*100*
”thank you, baby”, you say, taking off your top.
you start fondling your breasts on camera, moaning. of course, you don’t actually feel anything. it’s all for him.
behind the other screen, jimmy is watching you with his hand around his cock.
he’s panting hard, some drool falling down his chin.
his eyes are glued to the screen, to you, his girlfriend. at least that what he thinks you are.
he’s jerking himself off, eyes on your soft breasts. he’s imagining suckling on them, hearing you moan from his touch.
”baby… you wanna see more?” you ask.
*200*
”so generous today, baby”, you chuckle.
you lean back in your chair, exposing your cunt to him. you’re not wearing anything.
you start touching yourself, spreading yourself open for him.
”i wanna see you squirt”, - bigpurpledick666
”that’s gonna cost you”, you say.
*100*
”thank you, baby”, you say.
you start touching yourself how you usually would, making yourself feel good. you keep your eyes open so you can see the chat, but you’re imagining your celebrity crush. a tall, handsome man.
jimmy is stroking his cock watching you, pumping his hand up and down. precum sticks to his fingers.
you’re moaning loud, making it hard for him not to cum already.
”ahh, fuck, baby”, you moan.
that’s it. he can’t help himself anymore. jimmy lets out a loud grunt as he comes on his hand, making a mess. cum leaks on his hand and on his pants.
on the other side of the screen, you squirt on your laptop.
”i wanna hear you say it”, - bigpurpledick666
”say what?” you ask, grinning.
*50*
”i love you, baby”, you say, blowing a kiss to the camera.
”i love you too”, - bigpurpledick666
”i have to go, baby”, you say, mock-sad.
”don’t go, i’ll pay you”, - bigpurpledick666
”i’m sorry, baby”, you say. you have another chat set up.
you blow the camera another kiss and close the chat.
450. that’s a lot of fucking money. you smile to yourself as you check your bank account. stupid men. stupid losers. you’re so happy you get to do this for money. it’s so easy.
-
as the night falls you find yourself craving some cranberry juice and cigarettes. so you put on your jacket and head out.
it’s pitch black outside already, only street lamps guiding your way.
you get your juice and cigarettes. you decide to take a detour back home, a park road. it’s a bit shady, sure, but it’s not the weekend.
you light yourself a cigarette as you walk home. then you spot him. a man, walking towards you.
you prepare yourself to run.
but as you pass by him he grabs you, making you drop your cranberry juice.
”help!” you scream, but there’s nobody there to hear you.
”shh, baby”, the man whispers.
then you feel something cold and damp on your mouth. a cloth. you feel your body becoming numb as the chemicals make you drift to sleep.
-
you wake up in a dark room.
it’s fucking filthy.
empty beer bottles, pizza boxes, clothes laying around, ashtrays, balls of dust.
in the middle of the filth is a table, on top of it some notebooks and a purple bong.
”aye, looks like someone’s awake”, a voice calls out from the dark.
a man.
blonde, late thirties. much older than you. he wears a leopard-print tank with black jeans and golden chains hanging from his neck. rings on each finger.
”what the fuck?” you hiss, trying to stand up. but your body feels weird, your legs won’t budge.
”now i understand yer confused, baby”, the man says. ”ye haven’t actually seen me before”, he says. ”but it’s me, yer boyfriend”, he says.
”i don’t- i don’t have a boyfriend…” you answer.
the man chuckles. ”sure ye do, baby”, he says. ”big purple dick six six six, ring any bells?” he says.
your eyes widen.
”w-what…” you mumble, completely shocked.
the man kneels down in front of you. ”name’s jimmy, baby”, he says.
”finally”, he whispers. then he mutters your name. not your camgirl name, your real name.
”h-how do you know that?” you ask him, trembling.
”’f course i do, baby, i know everything about ye”, he says, like it’s obvious.
”i know where ye live, or used tae, anyways, now ye’re here with me”, he says, almost dreamily.
he leans in, going for a kiss.
”get the fuck away from me!” you yell. ”help!” you start screaming.
jimmy grins. ”no one can hear ye, baby. jus’ us”, he says.
then he grabs you. his hands lock on your waist and face, pulling you close to him.
he reeks. like old sweat, weed and beer. you actually gag a bit.
jimmy just chuckles. then he kisses you. a desperate, clumsy kiss. it’s like he’s trying to eat you. his lips are smacking wetly against yours, drool pouring from the corners of his mouth. he’s moaning while kissing you, grossing you out even more.
so you bite.
he doesn’t care, doesn’t pull away. just keeps kissing you with his now bloody lips.
you start squirming frantically, only resulting in him holding you tighter, smashing his lips even harder against yours.
”mmh, fuck”, he moans against your lips, forcing your mouth open. then he pushes his tongue inside your mouth, desperately twirling it against yours teeth and gums.
you’re gagging from his stench, his breath smells like iron and rot.
jimmy keeps kissing you for what feels like forever, never parting his lips from yours. you feel nauseous, like you could actually throw up.
when he finally parts from your lips it’s with a loud smack and a nasty grin. now you actually see his teeth. they’re rotten.
”ye have no idea how long i’ve waited fer that”, jimmy says, still holding you tight.
”let me go!” you cry, still squirming.
jimmy starts pouting. ”why are ye actin’ like that?” he asks. he seems genuinely hurt.
”why? you fucking kidnapped me!” you hiss, tears starting to form in your eyes.
jimmy chuckles. ”guess i did”, he says. ”but now we can be together!” he says cheerfully.
you start bawling.
”shh, shh, donnae cry, baby”, jimmy tries to calm you down.
”how about another kiss?” he says, puckering his lips.
you try to back off, but he quickly tightens his grip and forces his lips on yours again.
you’re crying against his lips, your whimpers muffled and weak.
jimmy’s moaning again, eagerly licking into you. loud smacking sounds fill the room as he explores your mouth and lips.
he’s a really bad kisser, it’s like he’s never done it before. he’s just aimlessly licking and sucking on your lips, drooling all over you. so you wouldn’t really even call it kissing.
his stink is filling your lungs as you desperately try to gasp for air in between kisses.
he keeps going for at least ten minutes, making you close to passing out.
but he doesn’t stop kissing you, just moves onto your face. he starts giving you back to back kisses on your cheeks, forehead and nose.
he’s smiling widely while kissing you, overjoyed to finally have you to himself.
”ye like smooches, baby?” he asks you, giving you a wet kiss on the cheek. mwah.
you shake your head, teary-eyed.
”aww, someone’s a wee bit shy?” jimmy cooes, continuing kissing you.
”stop!” you cry.
jimmy looks at you as if you’ve just said something offensive. ”ye told me ye loved me many times, now ye wanna act all fussy?” he says, kissing your lips again.
”that wasn’t real, you fucking creep!” you hiss at him.
”sure it was, baby. more real than anythin’”, he says. ”girls these days are jus’ fuckin’ slags”, he continues. ”but ye… ye’re different”, he says. then he gives you another kiss.
”i’m not any different, i’m a camgirl! i trick men into giving me money, you don’t really want me!” you say, desperately trying to get yourself out of there.
”i want only ye, forever”, jimmy says.
then he suddenly picks you up into his arms, carrying you into his bedroom.
you kick and scratch, but he doesn’t seem to mind.
the bedroom is filthy as well. dust, dirty clothes everywhere. the sheets look like they haven’t been washed in months, there’s some suspicious stains on them.
you feel dread as jimmy gently lays you down on the bed, climbing on top of you. the bed actually reeks.
”no no no, stop!” you cry.
”aww, baby, still feelin’ shy?” jimmy purrs.
his reek is making you nauseous, it’s worse now that he’s on top of you, sweaty armpits near your face.
”why don’t ye gimme a smooch?” he cooes, leaning in.
you quickly turn your head, but he just follows, forcing his lips on yours.
he moans into the kiss, cupping your cheek.
then he starts pulling up your top.
”no!” you scream.
he ignores you, exposing your breasts. he hungrily puts his mouth on them, sucking and licking eagerly.
you can’t help but just cry, you feel so scared and grossed out.
jimmy closes his lips around your nipple, sucking on it. he pulls his mouth away with a wet ”pop” and moves down onto the other breast.
”i wanna get ye pregnant, make these full of milk fer me”, he cooes.
then he starts pulling down your pants.
”stop!” you cry, desperate.
”i’ve seen that pretty cunt so many times, ye don’t need to be shy”, he chuckles.
he pulls down your underwear next.
he twirls his fingers on your cunt, testing.
”ye’re wet”, he says, triumphantly.
you freeze. you couldn’t be? not for him? but you are. him kissing and sucking your breasts aroused you, even though you hate to admit it.
jimmy starts placing wet, drool-filled kisses down your neck and shoulders, smacking loudly. you shudder.
then he goes for your breasts again, suckling on them.
he descends, placing non-stop kisses on your belly. ”i wanna put a baby in there”, jimmy cooes, continuing smooching on your belly.
mwah
mwah
mwah
he descends even more, putting his lips on your inner thigh. he gently bites on your soft skin.
he spreads your legs. then he inhales. ”ye been drinkin’ that cranberry juice fer me, right?” he chuckles.
”no i haven’t, fucking incel!” you hiss.
”so mean”, jimmy says, mock-sad. ”what happened to me sweet lass?” he asks. ”always so cute and kind, blowing me kisses”, he continues.
”that wasn’t me, you delusional piece of shit!” you cry.
”ye better start behavin’, i can be really mean”, jimmy says. ”i could make ye eat me shit if ye really piss me off”, he adds.
you freeze.
”say ye’re sorry”, jimmy says.
”i-i’m sorry”, you whimper.
”now say it”, jimmy says.
”i-i love you…” you cry.
jimmy smiles and kisses your inner thigh. ”i love ye too, baby”, he says.
then he licks. a long, wet stripe along your folds. you let out a whimper.
”please stop”, you cry.
”what did i jus’ say? ye better start actin’ like ye enjoy it”, jimmy hisses.
you keep crying, but decide to stop resisting. you know that he’d probably do it.
it’s like he’s never eaten a woman out before. he’s aimlessly flicking his tongue on your cunt, not even close to your clit.
he’s moaning as he sucks and licks, whole mouth on you.
”ye taste so goddamn sweet, me wee babe”, jimmy purrs.
”that feel good, baby?” he asks.
”y-yeah”, you lie.
he’s drooling all over your cunt, smacking his lips loudly against your folds.
then his tongue finds your clit. you flinch and moan. he notices. ”oh?” he chuckles. he closes his lips around your clit, sucking on it with a force so strong your legs shake.
he takes two thick fingers and shoves them inside you. you moan and squirt on his mouth and fingers. jimmy happily drinks it all. ”ye taste so good”, he purrs. ”i wanna drink yer piss next”, he says. you shudder.
he keeps pumping his fingers in and out of you while sucking on your clit.
you cry as your release is forced out of you. you squirt all over jimmy, legs shaking.
”ye’re perfect”, jimmy says, kissing your clit.
”c’mere”, he cooes, leaning in. the kiss is soft this time, gentle. you taste yourself on his mouth.
jimmy starts unzipping his jeans. you want to scream, want to say no, but you’re still scared of the threat he made.
”’m gonna make love tae ye so nice and sweet, baby”, he cooes.
you can’t help but cry as he pulls down his jeans and boxers. he’s wearing dark-purple boxers.
his cock is huge. it’s thick and long, already weeping precum at the tip.
jimmy takes off his tank, his stench becoming even worse now that he’s shirtless.
”i want ye tae smell like me”, he cooes, pressing his sweaty body against yours. you gag again.
he lines his cock with your cunt, gently rubbing the tip against your clit. you flinch.
then he pushes the tip in. it slips away.
he tries again, managing to push a bit more in. then it slips away again.
you chuckle.
jimmy lets out an annoyed huff and keeps trying. after a few tries he manages to bottom out.
”a-ahh fuck”, he moans. ”y-ye’re gonna make me cum already”, he says.
he starts moving, fast and needy. he’s moaning loud, fucking into you with a lot of force.
you squirt on his cock, whimpering.
”that’s it, baby”, jimmy cooes.
he kisses you again, moaning inside your mouth.
you’re crying, your vision blurry from all the tears. your head hurts from all the crying.
jimmy’s hips are snapping back and forth frantically, he’s almost like a humping dog.
”fuck, fuck fuck fuck fuck”, he moans. ”ye feel so good”, he whimpers.
he’s sweating on you.
”gonna cum-”, he moans. ”gonna make ye a mama”, he says.
”not inside, please!” you cry.
”yeah, baby, we’re gonna be a family”, he cooes.
then he stops, burying himself deep inside you. you feel his cum pouring inside your cunt in thick ropes.
he crashes on top of you, armpit against your face. you gag from the vile smell. old, dried up sweat mixed with new.
jimmy starts giving you constant kisses.
”ye were so good, baby”, he purrs. he doesn’t pull out, but lets his cock go soft inside you.
”i wanna give ye a million kisses”, he chuckles, continuing kissing you.
your face is wet with tears and his drool.
he finally pulls out, his cum leaking on the bed.
”d’ye wanna bath, baby?” he asks.
you nod, sniffing. you want to get away from his stench.
jimmy picks you up into his arms and carries you to the bathroom. it smells like piss.
he draws a bath and puts you in the tub, getting in behind you.
he’s squeezing you tight from behind, giving you kisses on the neck.
”i love ye so much, baby”, he says.
”say it back”, he demands.
”i-i love you too”, you say.
after the bath jimmy grabs you a towel from the closet. that’s when you act. you sprint to the door, successfully unlocking it.
you run outside, and are surprised to see that it’s an old apartment building. there’s needles and beer bottles all around.
but as you reach the stairs, jimmy grabs you from behind. he drags you back into the apartment, closing the door.
he tsk’s. ”i thought ye were gonna behave”, he says.
”fuck you!” you yell.
”ye jus’ did, baby”, he chuckles.
he then drags you into the kitchen. you keep squirming so he ends up tying you up to a chair.
he gets some pizza from the fridge.
”ye gotta eat, baby”, he says.
”say ahh”, he says.
you keep your mouth shut.
jimmy forces your mouth open, shoving the pizza down your throat. you gag.
”eat”, he demands.
you start chewing. it’s cold, but pretty good. you didn’t even realize how hungry you were.
”and i dinnae forget about this”, he says, taking your cranberry juice. he pours you a glass, making you drink it.
”i wanna smoke”, you say.
jimmy chuckles. ”greedy”, he says. but he ends up getting your cigarettes. he puts one in your mouth, lighting it for you. he then helps you smoke it.
you’ve managed to stop crying. now you’re just thinking of an escape plan. you’ve decided to entertain him, maybe then he’d let his guard down. he seems pretty gullible.
jimmy unties you from the chair and carries you back into the bedroom. the smell is making you nauseous, it’s so dirty.
the bath didn’t help but with his stench, he still smells horrible.
jimmy lays you down on the bed and takes you into his arms.
”gimme a kiss goodnight”, he says.
you hesitantly kiss his cheek.
”on the lips, baby”, he says.
you put your lips on his. he moans, squeezing you tight. he pushes his tongue inside your mouth again. you kiss him back, twirling your tongue against his. you’ve decided to pretend.
he parts with your lips with a smile. ”knew ye’d come around”, he says. ”what’s yer favorite thing about me?” he asks.
you freeze. fuck. how the hell are you supposed to answer that?
”y-you’re handsome”, you quickly say. a lie, of course. you don’t find him even remotely attractive. his hair is greasy, his teeth ate rotten, and he stinks.
jimmy chuckles and gives you a kiss on the cheek. ”wanna know me favorite thing about ye?” he asks.
you nod.
”ye act tough, but ye’re really sweet”, he says.
you kiss him again, cupping his cheeks. you try your hardest not to gag from his stench.
”good night, baby, i love ye”, he says.
”i love you too”, you lie.
jimmy falls asleep quickly, snoring loud. you can’t sleep, having just been raped. every time you close your eyes you see him on top of you.
eventually you cry yourself to sleep.