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I pour your name on my lips, which get stained with blood. I look at you and I see my world. My world that rejects me now.
I close my eyes.
Let me love you.
I beg you to.
You refuse.
So I do what I've always known how to do, even if it involves the entirety of the forces that rule the universe.
I bury you.
In the abyss of silence, deep inside me, love has always been shouted. No one could hear, since the cries were only rustling, since I let die every sound, every tiny particle of voice that could have suggested that I had acquired the eight letters of love.
As these letters died, you would die with them, but I didn't mind. I wanted you to die. I've always hoped you would.
I wanted to bury my feelings and bury you with them.
Anyway, even if I wanted to keep you alive,
never
never
never
you would have let me.
