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Akito was mad.It’s been 2 weeks since Toya started to act like this.
Toya was clearly ignoring Akito.
The worst part is Akito didn’t know what happened.He thought they were getting close.
“Hey Toya.” Akito said.Trying his best to hide his anger.
“Sorry.I should go.”
Toya didn’t even made eye contact with Akito.He waved to An and Kohane and left.
“Well…That was weird.” An said.Looking to Akito.”Did you guys had a fight?”
“No!Jesus Christ!” Akito punched the wall next to him.Made An and Kohane startled.
“Akito,you should calm down-“ Kohane said.But she decided to stay quiet after seeing Akito’s eyes.
“Calm down?! I am calm.” Akito said.His voice saying otherwise.
“Hey.Be nice to Kohane.Don’t take your anger out on us.” An said.Pinching her nose and sighing.
“I’m leaving.” Akito didn’t made any eye contact with the girls.
———
Just two weeks ago.They were so…
They were perfect.
Toya usually came to Akito’s classroom and invited him to rooftop for lunch.
They even talked about deep things.Feelings for example.
“Feelings…” Akito murmured.He tried his best to remember if he said something wrong.
“Why do I care this much anyways?” Akito thought to himself.Taking a bite from his sandwich.
———
“I’m leaving the group.” Toya said with a straight face.
“Ha?” Akito gave him a look.Expecting it to be a joke.
“It was nice working with you all.I have to go now.”
An was about to say something but Toya decided to walk away.
Akito was fast enough to catch him by the wrist.
“You are not going anywhere.” Akito said.It was obvious that he was angry.
“Let me go.” Toya said.His voice was almost like a robot.
“No.Talk with me.”
“There is nothing to talk about-“
“Bullshit!” Akito shouted.Still holding Toya’s wrist.
After a minute of silence.
“I hate doing this.” Toya said.Making eye contact with Akito.
Akito’s green eyes started to crystallize.
“This can’t be right.” Akito thought to himself.
But maybe it was the right thing?
Maybe this explains why he was acting so weird lately?
Thoughts went on and on until Akito realized he loosened his grip and Toya just left.
An stood up.” Well if he hates this then there is no need to-“
“I will go after him.” Akito said.Wiping his eyes.
———
He ran.He ran as fast as he could.
After finding the right person, he can’t just let him go like this.
Right person?What did he mean by that?
He never felt this much peace when spending time with someone.
“Fuck.” Akito sighed.
And he didn’t know where to go.He ran so much that he was almost about to faint.
He paused to breathe.Looked to the sky.It was a beautiful night tonight.
“Akito?”
Akito’s eyes lit up.He was not lost.
“Toya!”
“What are you doing here?” Toya asked.He sounded not like a robot this time.He was more like… surprised.
“I don’t want to lose you.” Akito said.Didn’t breaking eye contact.
Toya’s expression was so weird.Akito couldn’t figure out how he felt.
“Please.Talk with me.” Akito said.
Toya broke the eye contact.
“I don’t want to.” Toya said.Almost ready to cry.
Akito started to walk towards him.He was so tired.
He didn’t realize but he put forehead to Toya’s shoulder.
Toya raised his hand.He was gonna touch to Akito’s hair but hesitated.
“Sorry.I’m tired.” Akito murmured.Taking deep breathes.
Toya’s scent…It was addictive.
“Akito.”
Akito looked up.Their eyes met.
Akito realized.Toya was sad too.He was hurting.
“Please Akito.Don’t give me hopes.”
Huh?
Akito didn’t understand what this meant.
“What?” Akito said.Looked so confused.
Toya sighed.And stepped back.
“I can’t.” Toya said.
“What hope? I don’t understand…” Akito said.
“Don’t play the fucking dumb.You must know what I’m talking about.” Toya said with anger.
This was the first time Akito heard him cursing.
“I swear I don’t-“
“I love you.” Toya said with teary eyes.
Akito laughed.”I love you too.”
Toya sighed.”You don’t get it,do you?I love you so much that it hurts.I can’t be just friends with you.Even being around you…Oh my god…”
Oh.
Love huh?
Akito was shocked.He felt like his mouth was not even there.
“I thought I can just… act like I don’t love you.It’s so obvious that you are straight.You probably like An or something.And you will never see me that way…”
Akito held Toya’s shoulders.Toya finally looked up to Akito.
“First of all.I don’t like An.Gross.We are friends-“
“You must be thinking the same for me then.” Toya said.
“No.”
Toya’s eyes lit up.
“Akito.You don’t have to pity me.Also-“
Toya was about to finish his sentence but Akito was fast.He grabbed Toya’s face and quickly gave him a kiss.
He didn’t know what he was doing.He just felt like doing it.
They both started to clumsily breathe as they lips parted away.
“I never kissed someone before.” Akito said.Smiling.
Toya laughed.”Me neither.”
“I love you.I’ve been going crazy these past 2 weeks because of you.I can’t live without you.” Akito said.
Toya smiled.”This feels like a dream.”
“You are my dream.” Akito said.