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My parents were older when they married, and settled on a farm place near New Amsterdam, North Dakota, near the farm places owned by my Dad’s brother, and his brother’s son, and other close relatives. Walt was my first cousin, but since my parents had been so old when they married, I ended up growing up, for the most part, being contemporary with my cousin’s kids. This was the case with the children of Walt and his wife Shanon. Their children were a few years younger than me, but the age gap was reasonable, so we often played together on Saturdays or summer days when there was no school.
I grew up knowing very little about human sexuality, except for a very small booklet that my mother gave me when I was maybe 9 or 10 years old. I did, however, have a huge fascination with sex, and would often coax cousins into playing “show me yours and I’ll show you mine” games. I had done this with other children who were my First Cousins Once Removed, (sometimes inaccurately referred to as ‘second cousins’), but almost never with Walt and Shanon’s children – probably because they were a bit younger than me, there were several of them (thus very little privacy), and often the inconvenient presence of their mom, Shanon.
The particular memory that I want to share with my readers happened very late in this childhood relationship. I had reached the age of 14 and was about to go into high school, and had begun driving with a learner’s permit, which (in North Dakota) allowed you to drive during daylight hours and/or at night with an adult in the car with you. The privilege was often stretched, however, provided you didn’t break any laws or get into an accident.
On this particular Saturday, in the mid-1970's, I had wanted to go and play with Walt and Shanon’s kids, and be able to drive myself there and back. So, I showed up uninvited and unannounced. Upon arriving at their farm, Shanon informed me that the boys had all gone somewhere with their dad, leaving only Karmen, the girl of the family, home with her – but that Karmen and I could play together if we wanted. We thought that was fine, and we wandered around the farm place for a while, looking for things to do. We ended up playing near the dairy barn, especially the silos where the cattle feed was stored. We talked about various things while sitting on the different parts of the feed-handling equipment.
Karmen was several years younger than me, about 9 at that point. She was a precocious young lady – very intelligent and well spoken.
Our only previous private time together had occurred a couple of years earlier – the night Walt’s mother had been killed in a car accident. My parents and I had been the first people on the scene, so we ended up spending the next several hours ferrying family members around, doing death notifications, and being at the hospital where she had been taken by ambulance despite being already deceased. Shanon had asked me to take Karmen out to the car and sit with her, to keep her from getting in the way while the adults dealt with their emotional reactions to the death. I agreed to do so. Karmen at that point had been 6, going on 7, and I had been 12. She was a real handful for me, as she desperately wanted to run into the hospital and be part of the action, and I had to keep her from doing that.
During the hour or so that we spent together I was amazed at her intelligence and level of introspection. She kept making statements that articulated how much she had grown and changed since turning six – often starting her statements with the phrase, “Before I was six…” and contrasting that with her observations about her current characteristics and abilities.
Being introspective myself, I had long ago realized my predilection for initiating incestuous sex play with the children of my first cousins – as Karmen certainly was. I hadn’t said or done anything with her the night I had to keep her out in the car, but I’m fairly sure that I had an almost-constant erection during that time together. I was having to frequently hold her on my lap, and restrain her wrists, to keep her from bolting out the door of the back seat and running toward the hospital entrance. I remember thinking that having her cute little butt wiggle around on my lap was very sexy.
The afternoon that we were now sharing by the grain silos a couple of years later brought those stirrings back, and I began having erections, fostered by the level of face-to-face interaction and intimate conversation that we were experiencing – as well as the potential for what might transpire.
I remember asking her at one point if she wanted to move somewhere a little more private. I was concerned that we were in sight of the windows of the house, and that Shanon might glance out and check on us from time to time, which made me cautious about initiating anything. She thought for a moment and then replied, “No, I think we can just stay here and play.” I backed off that idea, but took another approach.
She kept asking me to pick her up and set her on different pieces of equipment – higher and lower, here and there, and so on. I did so many times, but at some point I began picking her up with one of my hands firmly in her crotch, and simultaneously pressing my fingers against her little pussy very firmly. The first time I did that, she responded by warming her voice a bit and saying, “Can you do that again?” I happily did so, and continued doing so every few minutes as we continued playing. She seemed to enjoy that, and made no complaint as I continued to follow that practice.
“You know,” Karmen began abruptly, not looking directly at me, but over my shoulder, “Maybe we could actually go up in the hay loft, if you still wanted to…”
I smiled, picking up on the shift in her tone and desire.
“Yeah… I think I’d like that. Are you sure you want to?”
Karmen thought for a moment and then nodded, sneaking a very brief sideways glance into my eyes.
I immediately helped her down off the grain auger and we began walking toward the nearby barn. I followed her into the entry, through the milk house where the bulk tank was located, and into the empty milking parlor. She made a hard left turn and approached a permanent wooden ladder, built to provide an access point to the hay loft above the milking area.
“My dad and brothers won’t be back for another couple of hours, and the hired man won’t start bringing the cows in for at least another hour,” she said over her shoulder as she began climbing. “My brothers and I play up here sometimes,” she continued.
I followed her up the ladder, mesmerized by the motion of her cute little butt moving just above me as we climbed.
We got to the top and emerged into a vaulted room, dusty, and with the strong smell of oat straw. The room was dimly lit by windows higher up on the wall, and the afternoon sun streamed through, creating a visible shaft of dust particles. There were straw bales stacked here and there, but there were gaps between the stacks in some areas, and in one of those gaps an old quilt had been thrown, presumably by the kids as a play area.
Karmen plopped down on a straw bale with her feet on the quilt and I took a seat across from her, on another bale. We nervously glanced at each other for a few seconds, and then she said, “So, what do you want to do?”
Taken aback by suddenly having to have a plan, I hesitated for a moment, wondering where to begin.
“You seemed to want to feel my vagina,” she began. “I thought maybe you’d want to see it too… and feel it without my shorts or underwear in the way…”
I swallowed hard and nodded.
“Yeah, I’d like that… would you like to see my penis too… and feel it…?”
Karmen nodded and grinned.
“Yeah, I’d like that…”
“Do you want to go first?”
A blush quickly rose in her cheeks as she pondered my question.
“Maybe we could both pull our pants down at the exact same time, and then I’ll let you feel me first, how’s that?” I offered.
“Okay,” she replied quietly, nodding with some enthusiasm.
We both stood to our feet and I unbuckled my belt and began unfastening the button and zipper of my jeans. Karmen’s disrobe was going to be easier as she had on only a pair of pastel shorts with an elastic waistband and a pair of panties underneath.
I had my pants loose and began sliding them down my hips.
“Ready?” I asked.
Karmen nodded.
“One… two… three…”
I shoved my jeans and underpants down past my knees, and looked up to see Karmen making similar motions. We stood there for a moment, transfixed by the sudden sight of each other’s genitals.
“Maybe we should step out of them,” Karmen suggested.
“Okay,” I agreed. “I’ll need to take my shoes off, I guess.”
I bent down and quickly loosened my shoelaces, and stepped out of my shoes, and then out of my jeans and underwear. Karmen was able to slip her articles of clothing over her shoes, and then we looked up again at each other and giggled. There was always that moment of nervous embarrassment when getting naked with cousins.
“Your penis looks really big and hard, Ted.”
“I guess that’s because I’m excited about doing this with you… showing it to you… I’ve never shown it to a girl before. You’re the first.”
“Really?” Karmen exclaimed, looking into my eyes for the first time since pulling her pants down.
“Yeah, It’s a lot of fun. I like being naked with other people… especially girls… apparently…”
“I’m glad I’m your first,” Karmen offered. “It makes me feel… special...”
“So, you want to feel it and inspect it, or what?”
Karmen nodded and took a step toward me, kneeling on the quilt so her face could be closer to my erection.
“You’re starting to get hair,” she said, reaching her hand out to run her fingers through my pubes. “It’s soft… My mom has hair on her vagina, I’ve seen it lots of times when she’s changing clothes…”
Karmen began gently touching the skin of my circumcised penis, using her fingertips to trace the length of the shaft and squeeze the tip. Shaking with excitement, I grabbed my pants from the floor, placed them on top of the straw bale behind me, and sat down on the fabric so I could better see what she was doing. She put her palm under my tightly-gathered scrotum, and rubbed her fingertips everywhere she wanted to explore. Having her little hands touch me sent tingles throughout my entire body, and drops of pre-cum began to form on my piss slit.
Karmen thought the presence of this slippery fluid was quite fun, and would get a drop between her thumb and forefinger and rub them together.
“Spread that stuff around the tip of my dick, Karmen,” I said. “It’ll feel really good for me.”
I showed her how to wrap her palm and fingers around the shaft and slide the loose skin up and down, as I had been learning to do while masturbating. She thought this was great fun, and it felt wonderful. At one point she held my shaft against her cheek, feeling the warmth of my member against her face and looking up at me with curious wonder as she did so.
Our intimate moment was suddenly interrupted by a woman’s voice, way too close by! Our hearts skipped several beats as we whirled toward the entry ladder, but it was too late. Shanon’s head was already visible above the floor of the loft, and she was calling our names as she began to turn to look our direction.
“Karm…Ted… Are you two playing… WHAT IN BLUE BLAZES ARE YOU TWO DOING?”
Karmen and I were dumbstruck. There was no time to cover up. We were caught red handed.
By now Shanon wasp fully standing on the loft floor and walking toward us with a furious look on her flushed face.
“I thought I’d find you two doing naughty stuff all right!”
Shanon stood about three feet from us, glaring back and forth at both of our guilty faces. She was clearly counting to ten to gather her wits before continuing her tirade.
Then she seemed to suddenly stop, mid-thought, and her head slowly began to tilt to her right. She held it there for several moments, as her head couldn’t go any lower toward her shoulder than it already was.
“Well, well… playing doctor are we?”
Karmen and I broke free from our frozen fright and both nodded.
“I thought so… I’m… very…” but her sentence trailed off into silence.
Shanon slowly sat down on the loft floor a couple of feet back from our straw bales. She was wearing pink sneakers on her sockless feet, a pair of khaki shorts, and a tank top. Her slender thirty-year-old figure was suddenly less threatening than it had been a moment earlier.
“Have you two ever done anything like this before… with each other I mean?”
Karmen and I both shook our heads silently.
“Whose idea was it to come up here?”
Karmen and I exchanged a quick glance and then Karmen replied, “Both of us, Mom.”
Shanon paused for a minute and just looked back and forth from me to Karmen and back again. Finally she spoke again.
“You know, lots of kids – often cousins – like to do this sort of thing with each other. I used to do it with kids when I was your age too… cousins… brothers… neighbors… a couple of them were quite a bit older than me too…” She licked her lips, took a deep breath, and pulled her knees up, folding her arms over her knees.
“Lots of people think this sort of thing is sinful – that God doesn’t want kids being naked together and exploring – but I tend to disagree with that idea. I think it’s very natural and healthy for kids to want to know about their bodies… and each other’s bodies… we often don’t do enough as parents – especially religious parents – to bring kids up to speed on sex.”
She took several more breaths as she continued to observe us. Karmen and I began to relax a bit. At least we weren’t being yelled at – or worse, and it was beginning to look like we might get off with only a scolding.
“I’ll tell you two what,” she began again. “Ted, I don’t think your mother would approve of this, do you…?”
I shook my head no.
“Well that’s her problem, I guess. I think you’re old enough to make up your own mind, so I won’t tell her, and I suggest that you don’t tell her either. And Karmen, I don’t know what your Dad would think about it – he’s not a huge fan of Ted – but I won’t tell him either, if you promise that you won’t tell either, okay?”
Karmen both shook her head and nodded, not sure which question she was answering.
“So, if you two agree, and promise to never, ever tell anyone about this, I won’t ever tell either, and I won’t punish either of you.”
“Some people think it would be extra wrong because you two are cousins – they call it incest – but I don’t agree with them either,” she continued. “In the Bible there were lots of cousins doing sex stuff with each other, so if it was good for them, I think it’s fine for us.”
“And other folks would say that you’re just too young to be doing sex stuff – that you have to wait for your 18th birthday – the ‘age of consent’ they call it, but I don’t believe that you magically get the ability to consent at midnight the day of your 18th birthday. I believe that consent should be a gradual thing that evolves over a period of years… and that parents should maybe be involved to monitor the situation on behalf of younger kids – like you, Karmen.”
Karmen and I took this opportunity to steal a glance at each other, and flash a quick grin.
“So, here’s what I’m really proposing, kids… How about if we agree to never tell anyone about this… and what if Mommy joins in on this little game of yours – to kind of make sure everything goes okay? I remember how fun it was when I was a kid… It was absolutely wonderful and exciting… the vast majority of the time, anyway… and now that I’m married and I know more about bodies and sex… I can help you two young people learn… What do you say? Do we have an agreement?”
Karmen and I both nodded and voiced our agreement to Shanon’s proposal.
“Okay… We agree… We’ll never tell… and you can join us…”
“That’s wonderful, kids… So what are we doing? Did you just get started?”
“Uh-huh… We came up here only a couple of minutes ago. We just pulled our pants down and showed each other our privates, and then I let Karmen touch my penis,” I offered. “We hadn’t gotten around to me exploring her yet.”
“I see…” Shanon replied. “Well, it looks like maybe Mommy needs to catch up then…”
With that, Shanon rose to her feet and pulled her shorts and panties down, exposing her full dishwater-blonde bush and crotch. The sight of her pubic hair was shocking to me, and I had to focus on not staring at it. At five-foot-two she no longer towered over me as she had when I was younger.
She then knelt on her shorts at the edge of our quilt and scooted a bit closer to us. She leaned back slightly on her heels and spoke kindly.
“Show me what you were doing, Karm…”
“I was just touching it and feeling how soft and warm the skin was… and how hard the inside of it was.”
“Show me.”
Karmen turned toward me and once again put out her hands and took my member into her grasp. My erection had gone completely away with the fright of being caught, but it had begun to return with the advent of Karmen’s mom playing along with us – and especially showing us her naked body.
I shivered with renewed excitement as Karmen’s little hands once again began caressing and exploring my hardening penis and tightening balls.
“Ted has a nice penis, doesn’t he, Karm?”
Karmen looked her mother in the eyes and responded. “Yes, I think it’s very interesting and exciting, Mom.”
“I was showing her how to stroke it, Shanon,” I offered. “There were drops of that slippery fluid coming out of the hole, and she was playing with that and spreading it around.”
“Oh, how fun!” Shanon replied, looking at me and beaming. “I remember the first time I did that with a boy. Have you started jacking off yet? Oh, I’m sure you have if you’re getting pre-cum out of your dick. How did you like doing that, Karmen?”
“Oh, Mommy, I really do like doing this. Are you sure I’m not a naughty girl for liking to play with Ted’s penis?”
“I’m very sure, sweetie… Mommy approves of you and Ted – as long as she knows about it. You do know you can do more than just stroke it, don’t you?”
“What do you mean, Mom?”
“Well, you can put it in your mouth and suck on it… and lick and taste the drops of pre-cum… go ahead and try…”
With little coaxing, Karmen did indeed put the tip of my dick in her mouth and gently began sucking on it, flicking her tongue over my piss hole to get the drops of fluid.
“Okay, good, sweetie… now with your one hand keep jacking – stroking – his shaft, and with the other hand cup his balls. That’ll feel wonderful for him, and he’ll give you lots of pre-cum.”
Karmen obeyed her mother’s instruction, and quickly got the hang of the maneuver.
“Oh, Fuck, that’s hot!” Shanon exclaimed. “You’ll be an expert in no time… Look at you go! Does that feel good, Ted?”
She smiled at me, and her eyes were shining with excitement.
I nodded, breathing heavily, grasping at the straw bales to steady myself lest I pass out with delight. Karmen continued pleasuring me for a couple of minutes.
“Can you give Mom a turn, Karmen? I’d like to play with Ted’s dick too… If that’s alright with you, Ted?”
I nodded eagerly, and Karmen turned to look at her mother, not letting go of my dick just yet. But Shanon was eager for a turn, so Karmen backed up a smidge and Shanon leaned in to take over.
Her somewhat larger hands were very warm, and she expertly began stroking, cupping, and sucking. I was so close to having an orgasm, and Shanon could tell. She let go of my dick and suggested they give me a little break, and that we turn our attention to the girl genitals in the room.
She had Karmen sit on her bale with her shorts under her bottom, and spread her legs wide so I could see.
“This is Karmen’s vagina – well, that’s what we call it at our house – actually the word you’ll probably learn soon is pussy. The vagina is technically the hole you put your dick in.”
She reached out and spread Karmen’s pussy lips so I could see into the gash.
“That little button at the top is her clit. I feels really good to have it rubbed and licked. Then under that is her little pee hole. You can hardly see it unless she’s actually peeing. Then, under that is her vagina, which is where your dick goes if you’re having sex, or you can put fingers and other things in it if you’re just playing around. Do you want to touch it now? Go ahead and explore all you want. I’ll be here if you have any questions. That’s okay with you, isn’t it, Karm?”
The girl nodded, but kept her eyes focused on her own genitals.
“Meanwhile, while you’re feeling up my daughter, I’m going to put my fingers in my own vagina and masturbate for a while. I am so fucking wet from catching you two… and watching you kids explore each other… that I can hardly stand it. I think I’m going to have an orgasm – I call it cumming – in just a minute or so. Don’t mind me. I’ll just be moaning and gasping over here next to you. FUCK this is so hot!”
As I began my exploration of Karmen’s little pussy, Shanon began shoving multiple fingers into her hole. True to her word, she began moaning and saying interesting words almost right away.
She started out quietly, but soon her fingers began sloshing in and out of her wet hole rapidly. For the moment I was lost in the wonder of exploring my little cousin’s pussy. The sounds of Shanon’s masturbatory efforts did provide a wonderful backdrop for my first time touching a real live pussy.
Karmen’s vagina had begun producing quite a bit of lubricant, so I started using that to coat my fingers as I pinched, poked, and prodded the girl’s private area. Karmen guided me as to how hard or soft she wanted my touch, and together we improved my technique and worked her into a bit of a froth.
Presently Shanon came hard, and began shouting, “Fuck! Shit! Holy Mother…! Fucking! Oh my GAWD!”
Karmen and I briefly paused our play to watch and listen as Shanon’s body shook and jerked and writhed with each passing wave of orgasm. We caught each other’s eyes and smiled huge grins in appreciation for the show her mom was giving us.
After a moment of silence, as we watched Shanon’s chest rise and fall as she gathered her breath and her wits while laying on her back, she began to come back to reality. She raised her head and looked at us and smiled.
“My Fucking God, I came hard! Shit, that was intense! God Damn!”
Growing up in a hyper-religious community, we rarely heard language like that – especially from a woman, and especially a mom. For the moment we chose to just accept it and go with the flow.
“Ted, you should try to give Karmen an orgasm. I’ll guide you through the steps.”
Shanon began rising up on her elbows, her crotch, with its now-drenched pubic hair, was still shamelessly pointed our direction.
“Sweetie, pull your top off and show your cousin your little titties! Go ahead, sweetie, do it now,” she said with a decisive set of nods. “I’m going to show him my tits too… right now!” Then, thinking for a moment she added, “It’s okay to act slutty when you’re being all naked with a guy that you like…”
With that, she crossed her arms in front of her chest and pulled up, taking her tank top off over her head in one motion. A light tan bra now covered her breasts, but she quickly reached behind her back, undid it, and tossed it aside as well.
I had never really thought about Shanon’s breasts before, or remembered even noticing that she had any, but now they were staring me in the face. She had probably somewhere between a B cup and a C cup, and medium-sized pink areolas. Her breasts were perky and showed no sign of sagging anytime soon.
I noticed movement in my peripheral vision and looked to Shanon’s left just in time to see Karmen’s bare little chest come into view as well. Being nine, she had not even a hint of boobs yet, and her little nipples were maybe a shade darker pink than her mothers. Her darker areolas were tiny. I stared at her cute little belly button for just an extra moment too.
I was smiling so hard that my cheeks began to hurt.
“Okay, Ted, have you had a chance to examine Karmen’s little pussy yet?”
I nodded. “I started to, yes.”
“Good… We’ll have more time to explore later, but I want Karmen to have some of the good feelings I just had… The best way to get there is for you to start using your tongue and lick her pussy… especially her little clit. Lick all over, though, especially at first… lick up and down her pussy lips, and put your tongue in her vagina hole, and just bathe her whole pussy… like you’re a mother cat and she’s your kitten, and you’re trying to get her clean… Then when she’s good and turned on, you can start focusing on her clit, and just keep licking it this way and that way until something magical happens… You’ll see, just go ahead and get started.”
“Oh, you should probably take off your shirt too, and show us your nipples… and once you get focused on licking Karmen’s clit, put a finger inside her vagina… that’ll help, and she’ll be wetter than hell by then, so it’ll slide right in.”
I took my hands off of Karmen’s thighs for a moment and removed my shirt. I then leaned forward and began to get into position to do my licking. As I did, Karmen took hold of my head, leaned forward, and kissed me tenderly on the forehead. This brought yet another idea to Shanon’s fertile mind.
“Oh my Gosh! I almost forgot about kissing! Have you two kissed each other yet?”
Not seeing an immediate response from either of us, she continued, “Oh shit… kissing is my favorite part – well, one of my favorites… You don’t need to kiss for a long time, but I’d like to see you two give each other a nice tongue kiss like big people do… Go ahead and put your lips on hers, Ted…”
I knelt down in front of the now nearly-naked Karmen and leaned forward to meet her lips. She tilted her head slightly upward and to the side, and met my lips with her warm little lips. We pressed in a bit and held the pose.
“Okay, now both of you, open your mouths just a bit and let your tongues start to play with each other’s… just start by licking each other’s tongues.”
A moment later I had the joy of welcoming Karmen’s wet little tongue into my mouth. To say that this was a heady moment in my life would be a tragic understatement, had I not already experienced the joys of seeing a naked woman, a naked girl, an orgasm, and playing touching games with Karmen. It had turned into quite an afternoon, and the revelations and new sensations just kept exploding in my mind and body.
After Karmen and I had kissed each other with growing passion for a couple of minutes, Shanon interrupted us.
“Okay… That’s enough for right now… we can do more kissing later… I just wanted you to try that… Oh, and I want to try kissing both of you too, just quick for a minute… Ted first…”
Karmen and I separated our faces and bodies from each other as Shanon scooched forward and met my face. Another moment and she was sharing a wet kiss with me. I felt like all the blood had drained from my head and that I was going to pass out. In retrospect, it had probably all gone to my dick. Shanon reached down and took my hand and placed it on her breast.
“Squeeze it,” she mumbled, barely taking her mouth from mine, and immediately resumed our passionate kiss.
I obeyed, and (I’m sure ineptly) practiced several squeezing motions, noting the firmness and jelly-like softness of her boob. I shifted my hand’s position once, to get Shanon’s nipple to touch my palm as I squeezed. I hoped that wasn’t a step too far. Clearly it wasn’t as I heard her moan.
After a minute or two, Shanon pulled her face back a few inches, looked deeply into my eyes, and smiled a huge smile.
“You turned me on, Ted,” she said warmly.
Just as quickly she turned to Karmen.
“Mommy wants to kiss you too, baby girl. Just like we always do, on the lips, but this time you can share your tongue with Mommy just like you did with your cousin. We’ll just do this now, but later whenever we kiss again, it’ll have to be the old way so Daddy and your brothers don’t notice. This will be a special kiss. You can feel Mommy’s boobs too, just like Ted did. Just put your hands on Mommy’s bare boobs and keep rubbing and squeezing them while we kiss.
Watching this beautiful nude mother and daughter give each other a long, passionate, loving kiss – and Karmen fondling her mother’s breasts with both hands – is a memory that is seared into my brain forever.
After a couple of minutes their passion subsided a bit, and Shanon pulled her face back from Karmen’s, and the two of them stared deeply into each other’s eye for a moment. Then Shanon leaned her face back in and gave Karmen a series of gentle, loving pecks on the lips, on her cheeks, and finally on the tip of her nose. Karmen giggled.
“Okay, that was wonderful,” Shanon said quietly. Then, looking over her shoulder at me she continued. “Now the two of you kiss each other again. If you’re going to make love to my daughter and give her those special feelings, the two of you need to have your energy focused on each other, not on me.”
“This time, Ted, I think you should feel Karm’s little titties – her nipples – while you kiss her. I know she doesn’t have any boobs yet, but her nipples should be sensitive anyway, and it’ll feel good. I want her to start learning to respond to sexual touch, and us girls like to have our tits noticed and touched during foreplay.”
Karmen and I looked at each other with eager anticipation for being able to continue our sexual play. We were both horny as fuck by this point, despite probably not being able to articulate that concept. I knelt in front of Karmen’s straw bale, put my hands on her little ass, and pulled her closer to me – such that her flat little chest and tummy could touch mine, I then leaned in for more kissing.
Remembering Shanon’s instructions, I quickly moved my hands to Karmen’s chest. Shanon piped up almost immediately, placing one warm hand in the middle of my bare back as she spoke quiet encouragement into my ear.
“Yeah, that’s it, Ted. Just keep doing stuff to her little titties. Rub your thumbs back and forth over the nipples… pinch them between your thumbs and forefingers… twist them both directions… gently, though… Someday maybe I’ll teach you about hurting each other’s nipples, but that’s an advanced lesson… not for today. Today everything has to be gentle and with loving tenderness.”
Karmen and I were enjoying our warm, wet kisses, with our eyes mostly closed. We took our time and just felt into the moment. We found ourselves experimenting with how much tongue was best, and sometimes just rubbing our wet lips together before resuming any tongue action. I could hear her breathing deepen as we kissed, and my breath was responding likewise.
Shanon’s hand rubbed slowly back and forth over my back, and on rare occasions when I opened my eyes for a quick peak, I could see that her other hand was likewise touching Karmen’s shoulder with warm encouragement. She was nurturing both of us as we learned to love each other intimately.
I continued to touch, pinch, and rub Karmen’s hard little nipples, which seemed to grow with her arousal. For her part, she was using her small hands to touch my face, or run her fingers through my hair, or sometimes she would go down to my chest to play with my nipples as well. Sometimes she would just place her small hands on either side of my chest, and pull me towards her so that our fronts touched each other a bit – like a tiny nuanced hug. I could sense that both of us were getting very turned on.
Shanon was close enough to both of us that, from time to time her left boob would brush against my elbow, or her right boob would bump against Karmen’s shoulder. That didn’t diminish my arousal the least bit either!
At long last my breathing became so heavy that I had to pull away from Karmen’s mouth and just hold her, with my chin on her shoulder and my cheek against hers. She placed her hands on my shoulders and held me tenderly.
Shanon’s voice was in my ear again.
“Okay, if you two are ready to move on, just take a minute to catch your breath, and then, Ted, just start kissing and gently nibbling your way down her front. Be sure to pause and worship each of her nipples with your lips and tongue. You can suck on them just a little bit, but don’t stay there forever. I think my little girl is ready to cum. Then kiss and nibble your way to her belly button… you can linger there for a moment and put your tongue in it and lick it a bit… and then continue down until you get to her pussy. She’ll spread her legs for you as you get closer, so your bigger head will fit between her little thighs.”
I followed Shanon’s instructions moment by moment as she spoke. I could feel my dick throbbing between my legs as it strained forward, eager for its own release.
“Okay, Karm… tell you what… do you want to turn just a bit so that your back is more toward me? Then I’ll straddle the bale and sit behind you. You can lean back against Mommy’s boobs so you can spread your legs and let Ted have access to your crotch so he can lick your pussy and clit. There… yeah…”
By the time Karmen had followed these instructions I was already at her pussy, inhaling the fragrance of her young sex, freshly aroused and ready to explode with joyful sexual energy. She spread her legs as wide as they would go, pulling her heels somewhat back toward her little ass, and rocked her pelvis to grant me access, transferring her weight to the front of her mother’s naked body.
I tilted my chin upwards to give my tongue every opportunity to reach into the folds of her vulva. My first lick over her outer lips was met with a small flow of lubrication from her vagina. She was so wet! I pushed my tongue into the cleft for my second lick, and was rewarded with another trickle of fluid. I swallowed the little bit she had offered me, and continued licking up and down between her labia. I heard her begin to moan softly, and heard her mother’s voice encouraging her to relax and enjoy the sensations she was feeling.
“Enjoy it, sweetie… just keep thinking about how wonderful it feels to have your cousin, Ted, lick your little kitty… After you cum you’ll help him feel wonderful too. Mommy will help you and teach you how… There… doesn’t that feel absolutely awesome?”
I glanced up momentarily to see Shanon’s fingers playing a bit roughly with Karmen’s nipples. Karmen’s eyes were mostly closed, and her head was moving slowly from side to side as she moaned. She was starting to experience little jerks and spasms, and sometimes her tummy would tighten for a second.
I moved my tongue upward to her clit, and simultaneously inserted my right index finger into her very moist vagina.
I began slowly and methodically lapping at the girl’s clit, remembering her mother’s instruction to pretend I was a mother cat cleaning her kitten. Karmen’s moans quickly became almost continuous as I did so.
“That feels SO good, Mommy!”
“Tell your cousin, sweetie… He’s the one doing it for you… He wants to know that he’s doing it right, and that you’re grateful…”
“Ted… you’re licking me SO GOOD! It… feels…”
That’s as far as she got. At that moment her little body began to jerk and spasm with an orgasm that was intense beyond her years. I rolled my eyes upwards to watch in fascination as she shook and quivered and said, “AAAAAAHHHHHRRRRRR!”
Shanon began pinching and twisting her nipples with more ferocity than ever, as she held her daughter’s frame as still as possible. Karmen’s hips were jerking this way and that, and I suddenly became aware that I needed to focus on keeping my tongue’s prey within reach so that I could continue to flick and lick it to keep the orgasm lasting as long as possible.
“That’s my good girl,” her mother purred in her ear.
Karmen’s young thighs had clamped down around my ears as she came, and for several seconds I had to focus on breathing through one nostril as pressure from her vulva and mucus from her vagina conspired to smother me. I kept licking, however, until Shanon told me she’d had enough and to back off. Karmen kept cumming, however. Her tummy tightened and relaxed repeatedly for what must have been almost a full minute as she tried to come down from her sexual high. Shanon released her grip on the girl’s nipples and she began just rubbing them softly with the palms of her hands.
“Fucking aye, that was hot!” Shanon whispered.
She caught my eye and made a kissing motion with her lips, quickly tossing it my way with her hand. “Good job!” she mouthed, holding my gaze with appreciation and admiration for giving her little girl so much pleasure.
Karmen was beginning to come back to life and open her eyes. She pulled her head to one side and looked up at her mother’s face silently.
“What do you think, Karm? Did you like the good feelings that your Cousin Ted gave you? Did you like that? Did you like having an orgasm?”
Karmen, still out of breath, nodded and smiled at her mom, and then remembered to look my way as she continued to beam a thousand-watt smile.
“Thank you, Cousin Ted! That was wonderful! I loved it!”
“Sure!” was all I could think to say as I returned her huge grin.
“Okay, sweetie, now it’s Ted’s turn… you need to return the favor and jack him off… sit up and take hold of his big, hard penis, and do just like you were doing before…”
Shanon swung her right leg over the bale, keeping Karmen sort of on her lap as she did, but allowing her to lean forward to reach for my dick and ball sack, which I quickly moved into position for her. Another moment passed and the nine year old girl once again had my dick and balls in her grasp. She began moving her right hand up and down on my shaft, which was now coated in pre-cum.
“Should I suck on it again, Mommy?” she said, glancing over her shoulder.
“Yes, if you want, baby. That’ll help him cum, although I think he’s been pretty close to cumming this whole time… I’m amazed that he lasted this long without just shooting his cum all over us. This won’t take long, I don’t think. Ted’s dick will start shooting his white stuff. When it does, I want you to watch it shoot out – that’ll be a special sight your first time. Just keep your face close, and maybe your mouth open in case any spurts want to land there. As he keeps shooting just keep stroking his shaft, and let it all drip onto your face and chest and tummy. We’ll deal with it later.”
Before Shanon had finished her instructions, my dick had erupted and Karmen did her best to follow her mom’s advice. Part of one of the early spurts did land inside her mouth, but most of it landed on her cheek. The rest, as predicted, fell onto the front of her body. Finally Shanon told her that I was done, and that she could stop stroking me. Her right hand was coated in slime from the final spurts. Karmen looked at it as she pulled her hand away, and giggled as she glanced up at her mom’s face.
“That’s funny, Mom! I like that! It’s not gross at all, it’s Ted’s stuff from his body!”
“That’s right, Karm! Now you can lick it off your hand if you want. I’ll lick off the sperm that landed on your cheek… You and I can use our fingers to scoop up what landed on you and stuff it in our mouths.”
Karmen giggled as she and her mom began to clean up the various globs of my semen. I watched delightedly as I recovered my breath and ogled these naked females as I appreciated their bodies in front of me.
“Thank you, Ted, for helping me cum! It was extra special that it could be with my favorite cousin…”
“Thank you too, Karmen,” I replied. You jacked me off really good. I wish we could do this more often.”
“Me too… I wish I was your girlfriend…”
Shanon laughed at the clear absurdity of that suggestion, and then looked at me. There must have been an interesting expression on my face, though, as her face changed slightly and she held my gaze longer than I expected would have been necessary for a throw-away comment.
Shanon’s gaze
became uncomfortable the longer it lasted, and finally I blurted out, “Well, why is that such a bad idea?”
There was another moment of silence as Shanon and I continued to hold each other’s eyes and Karmen looked from one of our faces to the other and back again.
I finally found words for the sentiment that was forming in my brain – which Shanon could see being written on my face.
“Well, Shanon, do you think anything like that would be possible?... I mean… me dating her, even though I’m… what… five years older than her… and almost in high school… I mean, I’d love that… if it could be possible…”
Shanon continued to hold my gaze without blinking for what seemed like a couple of minutes. I wasn’t sure if she was going to murder me or change her mind and call my mother and rat out the whole deal. I was, frankly, terrified the longer she looked at me without speaking.
Finally she took a very huge and long breath and let it out slowly, glancing down at Karmen’s upturned face as she did, holding that gaze for a while as well. Then she spoke… quietly and slowly…
“Well, I can see that you care for Karmen,” she began, as she slowly looked into my eyes once again. Then she looked back down at Karmen as she said, “And you seem to like Ted a lot as well, Karmen. Is that what you’d really like, sweetie?”
Karmen nodded as she held Shanon’s eyes, and then looked at me. “Yes.”
Shanon continued speaking.
“We’d have to find an arrangement where your dad and brothers – and everybody else – didn’t find out… or your folks either, Ted…”
She looked back at me thoughtfully.
“I wonder if I could get my mom to be a cover for this little arrangement? She’s a widow who lives alone, close to town, but her driveway is secluded. If I were to start taking Karmen there for a sleepover every weekend – say Friday night or Saturday night… or even maybe Sunday night if that needed to be…”
“And she’d know that you’d be there to pick her up soon after I dropped her off, then the two of you could go on a date and do whatever kids do on dates. You’d have to go to a bigger town, like Bismark, if you wanted to go eat or to a movie… You’d have to avoid places where your friends are likely to run into you by accident, and maybe pretend to be brother and sister, since you have the same last name. You could even go parking if the weather is nice, or back to my mom’s house to make out.”
“My mom seems like a normal religious person, but it’s a front. She’d really as forward-thinking as I am. She knew about my adventures with boys and cousins and brothers when I was growing up, and she didn’t mind, and she didn’t tell my dad or anyone else. She kept my sexy little secrets. In fact she encouraged me, and always gave me lots of information and good advice. If I tell her that the two of you have a special relationship, and that you need to see each other regularly – but that no one can know about it – I think she might agree to keep our little secret. Do the three of us agree that I can tell her about us – if she seems open and won’t judge us?”
Karmen and I both nodded our ascent.
“Let me have a talk with her and sound her out. I’ll get back to you with specific plans if she agrees… When I know more… I will warn you, however… there’s a chance she might want to watch the two of you… if you do stuff at her house. She sometimes wanted to watch what I did with boys, even if they knew… or didn’t know… she was there.”
Karmen and I looked at each other with growing smiles as Shanon began to articulate her idea.
“Let’s see,” she continued. “By the time you graduate from high school , Ted, she’ll be… what… thirteen? She’ll be old enough to get pregnant before then, if you’re still dating by then… so I’ll get her on the pill soon, just to play it safe. To be honest… I think this could be a perfect setup… for each of you… You’ll both get a lot of good sexual and loving experiences – with someone you know and can trust.”