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Context – Dearfies needs medication called antipsychosis because without them it causes him to have psychotic and taboo urges such as cannibalism and even insane breakdowns or unusual behaviour such as random laughter, random snapping, and voice rising.
He would also have personality splits and say hurtful things or send death threats.
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He had forgotten his pills, just great. They were in his office, right on his desk. He remembers putting them there! But now they were just gone! This was no good.. It was just like Sir Yangfies had wanted. "I hope they disappear." He still remembers those words. And now currently they are making chills travel up his spine.
He decided to ignore it, thinking that nothing bad would happen. If he could just control himself, nothing bad would happen right.....?? Or at least he thought so, but apparently he was wrong. He had done completely different from what he wanted to do. And he hates himself for it.
Apparently he had said some pretty hurtful things towards his fellow coworkers such as for them to die or that he'll be stabbing them all to death. It made him utterly guilty. He felt like the worst person alive, or well clone in this context. He was glad he didn't get punished by his boss or any other higher-up.
Most of them rather seemed concerned besides Sir Yangfies; he didn't seem so interested in his situation. But Dearfies didn't blame him as his boss obviously had bigger issues such as worrying where Sir Yinfies was!!
But he did manage to find his pills at least.. Seemingly luck is never on his side. But at least everything was alright at the end of the day... He had to end up apologising to every coworker individually about the things he told them, he didn't have a problem with being guilty and polite but apologising was embarrassing as he didn't want to be seen as a weakling.
He hates this. He hates that no one can find what's wrong with him, not even his creator can find the solution to his troubles besides the medication or perhaps he just doesn't care. Evilfies only cares if he's useful.
God but he's such a useless clone. There is nothing good about him, all he can do is just someone else's paperwork. Not to mention how soft he is or how nice he is apparently.
Too much of a trouble to be kept.
Too much helpful to be scrapped.
Not like he would speak up his mind though.
Who would care anyways.
Others have better things to worry about.