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Waking up in a dusty attic, tied to a chair, was never the way Jeff wanted to spend his Saturday.
Seeing Evan, no- Habit, walk in, didnt make the situation better. Habit turned on the floodlight as he walked in, making Jeff wince, screwing his eyes shut. After being in the dark so long, the sudden light hurt.
"Mornin, Jeffers~!" Habit grinned widely, almost unnaturally so. "How'd you sleep?"
Jeff didn't answer.
"Aw- that hurts." Habit crossed his arms, and Jeff finally noticed the large knife in his hand.
"If youre gonna kill me, just fucking do it.." Jeff scoffed. "You already killed my brother."
"Let's talk about your brother~" Habit moved to stand beside him, his arm resting on the back of the chair Jeff was bound too. "He didnt have to die. Well- yes, he had to die.. but he was gonna die anyways, I just made it fun~ I mean, come on- being ripped apart by the Rake isn't the best way to go out-" Jeff stayed silent, taking in each of Habit's words. "Anyways, back to you~"
"What about me?"
"Im gonna kill you! Obviously,"
Then Habit paused, looking Jeff over, then grinned.
"Youre avoiding me~"
Jeff stayed quiet. Of course he was avoiding looking at him. He was wearing the skin of his best friend, and, admittedly, the man he loved. He couldnt call it a crush, it felt too childish. But Evan never knew, he-
"You're ignorin' me again. I dont appreciate that~" Habit pressed the point of the blade against Jeff's bicep, pushing it in about halfway before pulling it out.
Jeff cried out in pain, but bit most of it back, not wanting to give the demon the satisfaction of having any control over him. He pulled at the restraints, but only got so far with the hole in his arm. Habit stepped to the side so he was standing in front of the restrained man.
"Yknow- he's still in here~"
"W-What?" Jeff muttered, keeping his head down. "Evan?"
"Evan? Oh yeah- I can hear his screams~ and let me tell you something, darlin'," Habit moved to lean the chair back slightly, causing Jeff to yelp in surprise. "They're fucking delicious~"
"Go to hell-" Jeff hissed, struggling again when Habit released the chair and it fell forward back onto all four legs.
"I'd rather not.. It's really shitty down there~" Habit grinned, and stepped away. Spinning the bloody knife in his hand, he slowly circled Jeff like a predator ready to pounce. "But this is interesting~" He paused, tilting his head slightly. "You wanna take a guess on what he's sayin' now?"
Jeff just scoffed, trying not to let Habit get into his head. It wasnt working.
Habit just laughed. "No? Aw- looks like you dont care for him as much as your eyes tell me you do~"
"I do-!"
"Then what do you think he's sayin-?"
"Fuck you."
Habit scoffed, pushing the chair back, causing Jeff to fall backwards onto his arms.
"Fuck-!" Jeff hissed in pain, and Habit moved to cut his restraints with the bloody knife.
"If you want to live, you'd better drop that fucking word." Habit glared at Jeff, who rolled his eyes.
"Well, how come you get to say it-?"
"Because I'm in charge here," Habit glared, stepping on Jeff's bloody arm. Jeff had to be a dumbass to admit that he found it hot as fuck. He bit back a short cry of pain. Habit grinned, staring at Jeff's face, twisted in pain and- something else. Habit caught it almost immediately. "Damn- didnt take you as the masochistic type, Jeffers~"
"F-fuck off-" Jeff turned his head away, but Habit pressed his boot harder into the wound in his arm, causing the taller man to wince. Habit just laughed.
"Admit it- you get off to this shit, dont ya~?"
Jeff went red, trying to move away, but his arm securely trapped under Habit's boot.
"Fuck you-" He repeated.
"What do you have to gain from that?" Habit snarled, crouching down to Jeff's level, his boot still on the other's wounded arm. "You're words cant hurt me, Jeff. Sticks and stones, as you humans say~" He paused, noticing that Jeff went quiet again, looking at the wall. "Hmm.. well, since this is no longer affecting you-" Habit stood back up, moving off Jeff's arm.
Jeff sighed softly in relief, but it didnt last long. Habit quickly moved to straddle his chest, grabbing the collar of Jeff's sweater.
"How about we play a game, mm~?" Habit grinned, getting up in Jeff's face. "How's this~? You dont pass out, and I'll let you talk to him." He didnt give Jeff a moment to think before stabbing him in the shoulder, pushing down until Habit felt the blade embed itself in the wood floor below them.
He soaked up Jeff's screams, and grinned madly, still straddling his chest.
"Just stay awake now~ he's anxious to see you again~"
Jeff sobbed out, but managed to keep his eyes open, and Habit nodded.
"Good boy.." Habit hummed, almost pleased at Jeff's obedience. Jeff noticed a change in Habit's eyes through the tears he tried so desperately to hold back. When he saw Habit's eyes widen in fear, he sighed.
"Evan, I-"
"Shut up- idiot.." Evan pulled out the knife, and Jeff gasped in pain. "Fuck- sorry.."
Before Evan could get off him, Jeff pulled Evan down into a messy kiss with his good arm. Evan froze before returning it, still straddling Jeff's torso.
As soon as it started, Evan pulled away, panting softly.
"Not the time.. youre bleeding-" Evan stood, and Jeff let him, his head spinning, either from the kiss or his blood loss, he couldnt tell.
Evan quickly returned with a roll of bandages and knelt beside Jeff, who sat up shakily. Evan silently helped him pull off his sweater, and Jeff followed that silence as his friend(?) bandaged him up.
Jeff's mind was racing. Why did Habit let Evan out? To torture him further? Why did he think it was a good idea to kiss Evan right as he was released? He probably made him hate him.
Evan's mind was also racing, with similar questions. Except, he wasnt wondering why Jeff kissed him, he was wondering how long he'd felt like this. And he wondered if it was the right move returning it.
"So..." Jeff started, and Evan let out a breath he didnt know he was holding.
"So.." Evan started, finishing bandaging Jeff's shoulder, and moved to his bicep. Jeff hissed in pain, and Evan muttered an apology as he started. "So when did this start?"
"When did what-"
"When did you start liking me?" Evan scoffed softly.
"Oh.. uhm.." Jeff mumbled. "About two years ago?"
"Damnit, Jeff-" Evan muttered, shaking his head as he secured the bandage. "Jeff- you should have-"
"I know."
"I wouldn't have-"
"I know-"
"Shut up and let me speak," Evan glared at him, but immediately softened his expression when he saw Jeff wince. "Sorry,"
"Youre fine.. just- what were you gonna say?" Jeff lowered his voice, allowing Evan to speak.
"Jeff, you should have told me- I wouldn't've rejected you," Evan smiled softly.
"Really?"
"Fuck, no, i wouldnt have." Evan laughed softly. "I liked you too. I just- didnt realize it until after Habit-" Evan paused, hesitant. "I dont want him to kill you.."
"Well, I dont really wanna die, so- I guess we agree on that." Jeff smiled softly, and Evan nodded.
"Im not going to let you go."
"I didnt expect you too."
"Seriously?"
"No. I wouldnt go even if you tried," Jeff turned to face Evan. "One, I'm not leaving you. Two, I know he'd just kill me to punish you."
"Right.." Evan nodded. "So let's make the most of the time we have together. Okay?" Jeff nodded, and Evan moved to sit on his lap, wrapping his arms around Jeff's neck and kissing him hard.
"Fuck-" Jeff mumbled, but kissed back with equal fervor.
Evan hummed softly, lightly grinding his hips downwards, testing the waters. Jeff gasped softly, eyes widening slightly.
"Fuck- Evan are you-"
"Stop talking.." Evan scoffed, kissing him again and dropping one of his hands to hold the waist of his pants. Jeff yelped softly, and Evan paused, pulling away. "Do you want me to stop? Shit, im sorry-"
"No- no-" Jeff shook his head, pulling Evan in again. "I- you just surprised me."
"Mm- well- If I go too far, then tell me, mmkay?"
"Deal." Jeff pulled him back against his lips, and Evan eagerly returned it. Jeff soon felt his partner's hand undoing his pants, sliding them down so he could hold Jeff's waist. "Fuck- eager aren't ya?" Evan paused, pulling away.
"Am i going too fast-?"
"Evan. I love ya, but youre overthinking this-" Jeff sighed. "Do you not want to-?"
"No- no, of course I want too- I just-" Evan groaned, resting his head on Jeff's shoulder, the one without a hole in it. "Youre my best friend, man- I- what if this goes badly and I lose you and shit-"
"Wow.. man, you've had too much time to think-" Jeff smiled, running a hand through Evan's hair, greasy and a mess from Habit's lack of care for the body he stole. "How about we go take a shower, mm? Would that be easier?" Evan nodded against Jeff's shoulder.
"Together-?"
"Yes. Unless youd rather me leave you alone-"
"No. No, dont leave me-" Evan said almost pathetically. Jeff smiled softly. He understood. So long being trapped in his own body, Jeff understood that Evan was afraid of being left alone. "Please.. I-"
"I understand," Jeff smiled, and Evan glanced up at him.
"Mm.. guess I have to get up if we want to shower, mm?" Evan sat up, rolling off Jeff's lap. Jeff frowned lightly, already missing Evan's warmth. Evan stood, holding out his hand to Jeff, who took it and pulled himself up. Evan noticed how Jeff's face contorted in pain, and his grin faltered.
"Sorry-"
"It wasnt you. Dont apologize." Jeff wrapped his good arm around the smaller man's shoulders, and he smiled. "Im just glad I got to see you again before I died."
"Dont say shit like that-"
"You know he's going to kill me-"
"No."
"Evan-"
"Stop talking like that." Evan hissed sharply, and Jeff hesitated, staring at Evan. "Stop it- I wont let him kill you-"
Jeff went quiet, and Evan led him out of the attic and towards the bathroom. The bathroom was practically untouched by Habit, meaning some of the previous owner's stuff was still there- including body wash and shampoo.
Jeff felt strange about using a dead guy's shower stuff, but since neither of them were able to leave the house, it was what they had.
Evan spent a moment trying to figure out exactly how the shower worked, and eventually got it warm enough for them both. Jeff was rummaging around the cabinets for anything he could make into a sling for after the shower.
"You dont suppose Habit has a scarf laying around anywhere, do you?" Jeff asked, only really half joking, but Evan laughed anyways.
"We'll deal with it later-" Evan slipped out of his shirt, and Jeff flushed red, staring at Evan.
"What?"
"You.. ah.." Jeff laughed softly. "You're hot-"
Evan grinned, stepping towards Jeff and putting his hands on the other's waist.
"Mm~ youre adorable when youre flustered." Evan watched Jeff practically short circuit, his pupils blown and cheeks red. "Youre so easy- now get in the shower, idiot~" Evan turned away, and Jeff whined softly. Evan perked up at the small noise, looking back at him. "Well, if you want to get close again, get in the shower. You stink almost as bad as I do, man-" He smirked, and started to untie his boots. He pulled them off, and glanced back at Jeff, who was staring at the ground, face red.
Evan smirked softly, pulling off his jeans as well, and then went up to Jeff, pulling him down and kissing him deeply. Jeff yelped in surprise, but easily melted into Evan's kiss.
"Fuck.." Jeff groaned as he felt Evan bite into his lower lip and release him just as fast.
"Shit- sorry- I tend to-"
"Its fine," Jeff smiled softly, moving to pull off his shoes and pants as well, obviously over his shyness. "Come on- I fucking hate cold showers-"
Evan returned the smile and stripped off the rest of his clothing, getting into the shower. Jeff followed easily, wincing as the water soaked the bandages.
"Dont worry- ill replace them when we're done, okay?" Evan glanced up at Jeff, who nodded, his curly hair now damp and Evan was definitely staring longer than he needed to. "Youre pretty.." He noticed Jeff's face go red again, and he turned away, flushed.
"Sh-should we even be... i mean- we just-" Jeff stammered and Evan rolled his eyes, grabbing a handful of Jeff's hair and pulling him into yet another kiss. Jeff moaned softly, and Evan smirked, biting Jeff's lip softly. "Fuck- Evan.."
Evan said nothing in return, pushing Jeff against the wall of the shower. His mouth found the spot where Jeff's neck met his shoulder, and he bit down softly, enough to mark, but not enough to harm. Jeff groaned softly, but rested his head against the shower wall.
"Evan- shit.." Jeff moaned, and Evan glanced up.
"Is it too much?"
"No- never.. youre not doin enough," Jeff hummed, pulling the other close to him. He hesitated when it came to touching Evan intimately. He didnt know why, he was standing naked in the shower with him.
Evan glanced up at him, tilting his head, trying to figure the other out. "Are you sure its not-"
"No, no- Evan, its fine.." Jeff laughed softly. "Just need to get over myself-" Evan thought for a moment, but nodded.
"Wash my hair.. please? We can talk, and then... maybe if you get more comfortable-?" Jeff nodded, grabbing the shampoo and putting a decent amount on his hand. Evan smiled softly, turning his back to him before trying to make light conversation.
"Hows life?"
"Shitty," Jeff laughed dryly, starting to massage the shampoo into his partner's scalp. "Vinney betrayed us- he's the one who killed Alex."
"I know," Evan bit at his chapped lip. "Habit's got him wrapped around his finger-"
"Surprised I havent seen him lurking around-"
"Lurking?" Evan laughed softly. "This is Vinney we're talkin' about, he doesn't 'lurk,'"
Jeff smiled at Evan's words, moving out of the way so the water could rinse his lover's hair. Is that what they were? Lovers? No, it was too early.. and he would be dying soon. He wouldnt have time to properly love Evan like he'd always imagined.
Evan eventually turned to Jeff, who was lost in thought again. He scoffed with a grin, and poked the taller's shoulder.
"Wake up-"
"Immawake-" Jeff muttered. "Im just- I dont know- depressed, I guess."
"Oh.. well- we dont have to do anything more. We can just go... sit on the couch or somethin'," Evan offered.
"Thats the issue- I want to do something with you- but- I dont want to- yknow- and then die tomorrow.."
"I wont let him kill you," Evan stared up at Jeff, who noticed the newfound look of determination in his eyes. "I wont- id rather die than let him kill you,"
"He might take you up on that if you dont watch out-" Jeff laughed softly, turning off the water, which was getting cold. "Come on. I'm sure he'll leave us alone until morning, at least."
The two stepped out of the shower, grabbing the towels that Evan laid on the side of the sink. Jeff was staring at Evan, for the most part. He wanted to hold him, to never let him go. He wanted so many things, but this was reality. He wasnt getting any of those things. He was going to die, and his best friend, if they could even be considered friends at this point, would be back to being imprisoned in his own mind while another worked the controls. He hated it.
"Jeff- stop thinking," Evan laughed softly, pulling on his boxers and pants again. "Fuck- I dont know where Habit put all my clothes-"
Jeff smiled softly, pulling his boxers on as well. "Be lucky you have extra clothes- I wasnt able to pack a bag," He smirked softly, and Evan frowned slightly.
"Yeah.. sorry about that-"
"Stop apologizing for it. Its not your fault-" Jeff smiled, turning back to Evan. "Trust me- I know you better than anyone-"
"Vinney."
"Youre putting Vinney over me? That hurts-"
"No-" Evan pulled away, flushed as he nodded to the door. "Vinney." Jeff turned to see, and his eyes widened, noticing that, yes, Vinney was peeking into the bathroom, obviously just as shocked as the other two.
"Habit?" Vinney tilted his head, looking the two of them over.
"Shit- Vinney, get-!" Evan hissed, and Vinney nodded, immediately retreating.
"Shit-" Jeff flushed deeply, grabbing his pants and bloody sweater, pulling them on quickly. Evan laughed softly, pulling on his t-shirt. "That-"
"Hope he didnt get the wrong idea-" Evan grinned.
"The 'wrong idea' is the right one, Evan." Jeff scoffed taking Evan's hand and pulling him out of the bathroom, leaving their shoes. They weren't leaving the house, they didnt need them.
Jeff glanced around for anything signs of Vinney, and Evan led him into Habit's bedroom.
"Whatever, he'll just have to deal with it," Evan hummed. "He stole my body, so im borrowing his bedroom." Jeff laughed, and closed the door, locking it.
Habit's bedroom was a mess, clothes all in a heap in the corner, weapons strewn across the floor, and the door had at least thirteen locks on it. Jeff only locked two of the locks. He didnt know how any of the others worked anyways.
Evan cleaned off the bed, of all his clothes and whatever Habit had on it. He slipped out of his shirt, going back up to Jeff, who turned to look at him.
"Oh- hey," Jeff said awkwardly, and Evan grinned.
"Hello," Evan cooed, and Jeff glanced down at his feet. "Still nervous? Im not even completely undressed,"
"Oh screw off-" Jeff huffed with a small smile, and took Evan's hand, pulling him towards the bed. The two easily climbed into the mess of a bed, and once they lay down, Evan rested against Jeff. He used Jeff's chest as a pillow, looking up at him lovingly.
Jeff rested his hand in Evan's hair, smiling softly as he carded his hand through his now-clean hair. Evan grinned, watching Jeff's expression soften.
"You're pretty..."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah," Evan hummed. "I cant believe you spent two years without confessing to me. Kinda hurts~" He joked lightly.
"Sorry- I didnt want to ruin anything between us. And I didnt want to put Vinney in a third-wheel position." Jeff's expression fell at the mention of Vinney. "Fucker.."
"He's doing what he can to survive. As are all of us," Evan sighed softly.
"He killed my brother."
"Not directly. Habit did the killing portion-" Evan muttered. "Im not trying to defend him, Jeff, you've just got to-"
"No. He's the reason my brother is dead." Jeff shook his head, still stroking Evan's hair as a way to calm himself. "He's the reason I'm here in the first place-"
"Shit-" Evan shot up and got out of the bed, searching for something.
"What're you looking for?"
"Clean bandages.. I said I'd change them for you-" Evan said, moving to unlock the door. "I've seen some in the bathroom. I'll be right back." Jeff sat up, getting out of the bed as well and following Evan into the bathroom.
What he didnt expect was to run into Vinney right outside the door.
"Shit- Vin-" Jeff muttered. "What do you want?"
"What do I- no, what i want to know is what youre doing with Habit-"
Jeff paused. He didnt know about Evan. Vinney thought he was still Habit.
"What does it matter what I'm doing with him?"
"Just answer the damn question, Jeff, are you fucking Habit or not?"
"No, why would I-?"
"To keep your sorry ass alive a bit longer."
"And who says im not allowed to do that?" Jeff crossed his arms, but winced. It hurt to move his right arm at all, but to spite Vinney, it was worth it. "You? Is it because you've got the hots for Habit?" Jeff accused.
"Maybe I do-!"
"You do know that's Evan's body, right? Fuckin asshat-!" Jeff stepped closer, but noticed Evan leaving the bathroom, and immediately cooled off. He could kick Vincent's ass later. Vinney obviously noticed Evan as well.
"Habit- damnit, whats up with you and him?"
Evan paused, staring up at Jeff with a confused expression. And then his eyes widened.
"Are you idiots fighting over me?" Evan laughed, and Jeff scoffed.
"No. Im just telling Vincent how fucking weird it is to be with a demon thats using your body-" Jeff hissed, and Vinney's eyes widened.
"Fuck- Evan, i-"
"You're with Habit?" Evan laughed softly. "Damn- I- dont know how to feel about that.."
"I know exactly how to feel about it." Jeff glared at Vinney, looking like he was about to hit something. Or him.
"Jeff, chill- I'll deal with it-" Evan sighed, going up to Jeff. "Later. For now, you need those bandages changed, youre bleeding through your shirt-" Jeff sighed softly, and nodded.
"Dont let me see you again. You can stay downstairs, we'll stay up here. If i see you again, its on sight." Jeff threatened, and Evan dragged him back to the bedroom, leaving Vinney speechless.
"Damnit, Jeff-"
"What? He started it. He thought I was fucking Habit! I'd never do that to you-"
"I know. Now take off your sweater-" Evan sighed, pushing Jeff lightly to have him sit on the bed. He obeyed and sat, pulling his sweater off, trying not to move his arm as much as possible.
Once Jeff's sweater was discarded on the floor, Evan moved to remove the bandages on his bicep and shoulder.
"They'll get infected.. I need to give you stitches of some sort-" Evan muttered mostly to himself.
"Bandages are fine for now," Jeff winced when Evan started wrapping the bandages around him again. "Im serious about Vinney. If I see him one more time, ill knock him the fuck out."
"Dont. You'll just anger Habit," Evan shook his head, moving to straddle Jeff's legs, giving him more access to the place he's bandaging. Jeff flushed lightly, watching Evan work.
Eventually, Evan finished, throwing the bandage roll on the nightstand and climbing back into the bed. Jeff did the same, going back to holding Evan against him.
"I'm gonna kill him-" Jeff huffed, and Evan moved up, burying his head Jeff's good shoulder.
"Mm- no, dont do that.." Evan mumbled, lightly peppering kisses against Jeff's neck and shoulder. "Dont wanna give Habit a reason to kill you-"
"Its gonna happen anyways, darling-"
"Shut up, it won't." Evan huffed, biting the skin on Jeff's neck. Jeff sighed softly at the affection, leaning back a bit, trying to relax.
"Habit's a fucking slut-"
"Shut up," Evan huffed, sucking at the bite until it turned into a hickey. Jeff groaned softly, his hand moving back into Evan's hair.
"Darling.."
"Mm-?" Evan perked up. "Too much?"
Jeff scoffed softly.
"No- no, youre- fuck- doing amazing-" Jeff bite his lip in pain, adjusting his shoulder so it wouldnt cause him more pain.
Evan nodded and continued, throwing one leg over Jeff's stomach so he could straddle him, kissing and sucking at the other man's neck.
"Fuck.. Evan-" Jeff whined softly, and Evan perked up, a shit-eating grin on his face. Then, he had an idea, and leaned back down.
"You sound so good like this.. wonder how fucking perfect youd sound if I went even further," Evan teased, grinding into the other man's hips. Jeff immediately felt his cheeks redden, and Evan's growing arousal wasnt helping much.
"Ah- fuck-" Jeff shuddered, feeling Evan's lips drag down to his chest. "Evan-"
"Mm-?" Evan glanced up, tilting his head. "Too much..?"
"N-not enough. Fuck- dont stop, Ev, please.." Jeff begged, and Evan grinned, deciding to rile him up some more.
"How bad do you want it, baby?"
Jeff flushed deeply, nodding.
"B-Bad.. so bad- I need you-"
Evan hummed at his answer, dragging his hands down Jeff's sides and down to his waist.
"Youre fucking perfect, you know that..?" Evan praised, and Jeff sighed shakily. "So perfect.." He cooed, sucking hickeys into his lover's stomach. Jeff didnt have much of a tummy, but Evan worshipped what was there.
Jeff whined softly, feeling Evan's hand move downward, and he flushed as the other felt him up.
"Already so excited.. just from a few words and small touches," Evan smirked up at Jeff. "Do you want me to go further?" He asked, making sure every bit of this was consensual. He wouldnt think of purposely hurting his best friend.
"Y-yes.." Jeff nodded eagerly. "Please.."
And who was Evan to deny him what he wants.
Evan moved his hands to the front of Jeff's pants, making quick work of the button, and paused, getting another idea. He bit on the zipper, glancing up at Jeff who was watching eagerly. He slowly unzipped the zipper with his mouth, and practically felt Jeff's breath hitch. He grinned, pulling away when it was undone, and stared at the other with love in his eyes. Jeff bit at his lip.
"Shit.. didnt think you could be like-" Jeff stammered out, and Evan shrugged, continuing. He gently tugged Jeff's pants down to his thighs, then paused, looking back up. Jeff nodded eagerly, staring at and watching his partner. Evan hummed, tugging Jeff's pants off. The other definitely had to help a bit since his legs were so long, another quality Evan loved about Jeff.
Once they got Jeff's pants off, Evan followed, quickly pulling off his jeans and discarding them on the floor beside the bed along with the other's.
Evan looked over his partner, admiring him in a way he'd never admired another person. Jeff's arm was slung over his eyes, trying to hide the red that littered his cheeks.
Evan moved to hold the waistband of Jeff's boxers, waiting until he was given the go-ahead to finish the job.
Jeff glanced down at him, removing his arm from his eyes. Evan looked irresistible looking up at him like that.
"Yours next-"
Evan tilted his head, but nodded, slipping out of his boxers, and then making quick work of his partner's. He easily moved up to kiss him softly. He didnt want to screw up, and he wasnt as experienced with guys as he was with women.
"Stop thinking-" Jeff muttered, and Evan snapped out of his own thoughts, realizing he had stopped kissing Jeff.
"Fuck.. sorry-" Evan shook his head, looking up at Jeff. "I just- are you sure you want to-"
"Not if you dont want to.." Jeff tilted his head. "Fuck- Evan if you dont want to-"
"I do," Evan groaned. "Just- I-"
"If I let you fuck me, would that make you feel better?"
"Yeah, a bit," Evan laughed softly, his hands on Jeff's thighs. "Shit- Its just- youre so fuckin' pretty.. I dont deserve you,"
"Oh, shut up," Jeff scoffed with a grin. "You deserve the world.. after all you've gone through-" Jeff moved his arm to hold Evan's cheek in his hand. "You deserve everything I could ever give you." Evan smiled softly, leaning into Jeff's hand.
"Im gonna take you up on that offer, darlin'," He kissed Jeff softly, using his free hand to push his thighs apart. He bit Jeff's lower lip softly, moving his hand down between his thighs.
"Shit-" Jeff cursed breathlessly, kissing Evan back softly as a finger entered him. "Fuck- shit.."
"You okay? Do you need me to-"
"No- please.." Jeff whimpered. "D-Don't stop-" Evan nodding in understanding, continuing. He easily slid down Jeff's body, adding another finger when he got where he wanted. Evan heard the most beautiful moans come from Jeff's mouth, stuff he'd never thought would ever be for him.
Habit wasnt going to take him away. Not when he just got him. He'd do anything to make sure Jeff stayed safe and stayed his.
Evan hummed softly, slowly scissoring him open. As he did that, Evan slowly lapped at Jeff's half erection, causing Jeff's breath to hitch. With that, Evan grinned, taking Jeff's tip into his mouth, sucking softly. Jeff moaned lewdly, immediately moving to cover his mouth. Evan laughed softly, reaching up and holding his hand, pulling it away from his mouth.
Jeff stared down at him, whining softly as Evan continued to touch him. He groaned softly as Evan moved to put Jeff's dick in his mouth, all while watching him, his eyes wide and Jeff could tell he was getting needy. He didnt think about it long as Evan's fingers brushed that one spot inside Jeff that made him moan like a slut.
Evan grinned, mouth still full of Jeff's cock, and he started moving, sliding it in and out of his mouth. Jeff shivered, gasping.
"Damn- Ev-" He muttered, and grabbed a handful of his partner's hair.
"Fuck.." Evan groaned, looking up as he slid his fingers out of Jeff, who whined softly at the loss. "Jeff, please.. if you fuck my face, ill fuck you so good.."
Jeff hesitated. "I-i wont hurt you-?"
"Nah- I've gone through worse than a dick down my throat, baby," Evan assured, and moved to take Jeff in his mouth again. Jeff tested the waters by holding Evan's hair, pushing him down hesitantly. Feeling Evan's moans vibrate around his cock, he continued.
Jeff rolled his hips upwards, breathing heavily. These sensations weren't new, Jessa used to do the same, but it was different. It was Evan.
He continued to tug Evan's hair, controlling him in a way he never thought he'd ever get the chance to do. Evan continued to suck gently, not wanting to be too rough. Jeff did the same, lightly moving Evan up and down, breathing heavily as he watched. The look in Evan's eyes, along with how gorgeous he looked with his mouth full of dick, turned Jeff on beyond belief.
Evan continued, allowing Jeff to control his pace, but when he noticed Jeff getting desperate, he pulled off.
Jeff groaned, throwing his head back onto the pillows.
"Fuck- what'd you stop for? Ass-" Jeff huffed, and Evan grinned.
"Don't want you finishing too soon," Evan cooed, kissing Jeff's hips. "Fuck- wanna kiss all of ya-"
"Thats sweet, hon, but please.. just fuck me-" Jeff laughed breathlessly, and Evan just smiled.
"If you insist-" He kissed Jeff's hip one last time before settling between Jeff's legs, sitting on his knees. "Have you ever been..?"
"No,"
"I'll be gentle then-" Evan hummed, hoping he had done enough with his fingers that it wouldnt hurt him. "Ready?"
Jeff gave a short nod and gasped when he felt Evan's tip enter him. "Shit.."
"Am I hurting you-?"
"No, no- more.. please, Ev.." Jeff begged, and Evan slowly pushed in the rest of the way. "Shit.. yes, k-keep going.."
Evan nodded, slowly pulling out and pushing back inside his partner.
"Does that feel-"
"Goddamn it... Evan, I'm fine-" Jeff laughed softly, and Evan huffed, but sped up slightly. Jeff moaned softly, and Evan put his hand on Jeff's chest, feeling his quickened heartbeat. Slowly, he started to pick up that pace, and Jeff moaned, loud enough that Evan might have thought that Vinney would be able to hear them from downstairs. He pushed Vinney out of his mind quickly.
"Fuck- Ev- Please.. damn.." Jeff moaned, and Evan smirked, angling himself in a different way. That must have done something, because Jeff only got louder, gasping and whining. "L-Like that- yes-"
Evan's breath hitched at every moan that falls out of Jeff's mouth, and continued to fuck him as best he could. With a few more rough thrusts against his gspot, Jeff came.
"Fuck- so quick~?" Evan teased, moving to lick his release off his stomach. Jeff flushed red, the realization of what they did, that Evan's cock was inside him, all flooded into his brain. It was overwhelming.
Evan continued for a few more moments, chasing his own release.
"Fuck- can I-?"
"Please-" Jeff muttered in response. "C-Cum inside me, please.."
"Aw, you beg so pretty for me.." Evan smiled, gasping as he finally reached his climax. He moaned softly, pulling out as he came. "Fuck-" Evan mumbled, moving to lay beside Jeff. "You okay-? I didnt hurt ya, did I?"
"No," Jeff scoffed softly with a smile. "You worry too much-"
"Well, sorry for trying to make sure you're comfortable-" Evan huffed, but stayed close to Jeff. After a few moments of silence, Jeff sighed softly.
"I dont want to die, Evan.."
"Youre not going to."
"How do you know?" Jeff looked down at him. "Habit's a psychopath, and-"
"I'll figure it out," Evan sighed, sitting up. "Fuck- I'll think of something-" He swung his feet over the edge of the bed and got down, pulling on his boxers. Jeff watched him start to pace and sighed.
"I- I'm sorry I really didnt want to stress you out-"
"No- its not your fault," Evan groaned softly, putting his face in his hands. "I just-" He paused. "I have an idea."
"What is it?"
"Dont worry about it," Evan said, and left the room, leaving Jeff confused and somewhat hurt.
"Okay Habit, what do you want from me?" Evan asked as he shut the door to the bathroom, locking it. "Anything of mine, you can have, just- don't kill him."
"Oh, now we're on speaking terms." Habit hummed in his head. "And anyways, I really wanna kill him. That should be reason enough~"
"No. Leave him alive. Have Vincent find you another kill."
"But I want Jeff~" Habit whined. "I want him to die."
"What do I have to do to get you to let him live-?" Evan asked, a pleading tone in his voice. Habit smirked, pretending to think.
"I want full control. And if you want out, I want permission, hell, I dont need your permission anyways, but I want permission to use him as a backup vessel."
"A backup? So-" Evan mumbled. "If you let me out, you'll take over him? We wont-"
"Nope!" Habit sang, and Evan grit his teeth in frustration.
"I fucking hate you.. you know that?"
"Yes~ you've made that clear." Habit paused, and if he had a physical form, Evan knew that he'd wear that shit-eating grin. "So do we have a deal? He stays alive, but you dont see him again."
"Fine. But you dont touch him again."
"Deal~"