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Giyuu Tomioka had spent his life chasing two dreams, though only one ever made it past his lips.
On paper, he’d already won. At twenty-nine, Giyuu was a genuine phenomenon in the art world. He’d managed to take the messy, tempestuous storms of emotion inside him and bleed them onto canvas for the world to see. It worked—his pieces hung in the most prestigious galleries on the planet, sparking bidding wars among collectors who would pay almost anything for a Tomioka original. He was a household name, his talent undisputed, his success absolute.
But standing alone in his massive, sterile studio, surrounded by the literal proof of his fame, the silence felt heavy.
Underneath the accolades and the paint-stained clothes, Giyuu’s realest, most guarded desire was a lot less complicated: he wanted a family. He wanted a mate who saw Giyuu, not the prodigy, and loved him for it. More than anything, he wanted pups.
Lately, that quiet longing had sharpened into a physical ache. With his thirtieth birthday looming, his Omega biology seemed to have hit an overdrive button. It was a primal, restless pull under his skin that he couldn't shake. The scent of baby powder or the sight of a toddler in the park made his chest tighten; the urge to nest was becoming a constant, distracting hum in the back of his mind.
But he didn't want a clinical solution. He couldn't imagine sitting in a sterile office, flipping through donor profiles and picking out a stranger’s traits from a catalog.
His instincts had already made a choice, and they were stubborn about it. He wanted pups with fiery silver hair and fierce, protective eyes. He wanted a father who was irritatingly loyal—someone who already knew every single one of Giyuu’s flaws and stayed anyway.
He wanted Sanemi.
Just thinking the name made a warm, nervous knot tighten in Giyuu’s stomach. He could face a blank canvas or a room full of critics without blinking, but the idea of looking his best friend in the eye and asking this? It made his hands shake. It was the kind of question that could give Giyuu everything he ever wanted, or permanently shatter the most important relationship he had.
Giyuu’s spiral was cut short by the heavy clack of the studio door. He jumped, a guilty jolt hitting his ribs like he’d been caught doing something he shouldn't. He didn't even have to look up; Sanemi was the only person with a spare key and the right to use it.
A second later, the sharp scent of oil paint was cut by something much more grounding: the distinct, warm pull of an Alpha. It came wrapped in the savory steam of takeout.
"Sorry I'm late," Sanemi’s gruff voice echoed down the hall, followed by the familiar thud of his boots hitting the floor. "Traffic was a bitch, and I had to swing by that place you like. You eat yet?"
Sanemi stepped into the studio doorway, balancing a couple of heavy plastic bags. His pale hair was windblown and messy, and those sharp eyes immediately locked onto Giyuu—scanning him with that intense, protective focus he never seemed to turn off. Just looking at him made the knot in Giyuu’s stomach pull even tighter.
Giyuu grabbed a rag, scrubbing at a nonexistent paint smudge just to give his shaking hands something to do. He was suddenly hyper-aware of his own scent, praying the spike of Omega nerves wasn't bleeding into the air too obviously.
"Ah, no..." Giyuu mumbled. He forced his gaze away, gesturing vaguely at a dry, empty canvas. "Just... finishing up."
Sanemi let out a low, knowing scoff. He wasn't buying it for a second. He walked over to the small kitchenette attached to the studio and started thumping containers down on the table.
"Knowing you, you haven't touched food in hours," Sanemi said, his voice dropping into that bossy, protective cadence he only ever used with Giyuu. He started unlatching the lids, the steam rising between them. "Come on. The salmon daikon is still hot."
"Thanks, Nemi. You eaten yet?" Giyuu asked, finally giving up the act with the brushes to join him.
"Nah, not yet. I'm eating here," Sanemi said. He was already efficiently tearing into the bags, snapping apart wooden chopsticks and lining up the steaming containers of salmon daikon on the island counter like it was his own home.
Giyuu slid onto the stool across from him, letting the domestic rhythm of it all settle his nerves, if only by a fraction. He watched Sanemi’s hands—large, scarred, and surprisingly steady—move with practiced ease. "How was your day?"
Sanemi let out a sharp, jagged exhale, nearly stabbing a piece of daikon. "Clients are being a pain in the ass again. Can’t make up their damn minds. I had to let Iguro handle the talking before I lost it and shoved the blueprints down their throats."
"That bad, huh?" Giyuu murmured. A small, faint smile pulled at the corner of his mouth; Sanemi’s fiery temper was familiar, grounding, and a welcome distraction from the storm in his own chest.
"Yeah," Sanemi grunted through a mouthful of rice. His sharp gaze softened as it landed on Giyuu, that protective streak of his instantly overriding his work frustrations. "What about you?"
Giyuu looked down at his container, suddenly finding the salmon intensely interesting. He poked at it aimlessly. "The usual... just trying to work through an art block."
"Must suck," Sanemi said quietly. He took another bite, studying Giyuu for a long beat before his expression shifted into something more focused, a bit more curious. "Anyway, what’s up? Why’d you have me come over today? Usually, when you're blocked, you hole up and ignore the rest of the world."
The question hit Giyuu like a bucket of ice water.
The panic was instant, a violent spike that tightened his throat so much he had to swallow hard just to find his breath. This was it. The opening he’d been agonizing over all week, handed to him on a silver platter, and suddenly he felt like he was standing on the edge of a sheer cliff.
He looked up, taking Sanemi in: the dust of pale lashes over those striking eyes, the relaxed set of his broad shoulders, the way he just fit in this space. Sanemi was the only constant Giyuu had, the only person who made him feel entirely safe.
Giyuu slowly set his chopsticks down. His hands were trembling again, so he hid them in his lap, curling his fingers into tight fists. The air in the room began to change—the soft, sweet scent of his Omega thickening, now tinged with the sharp, unmistakable edge of distress and nerves.
Sanemi froze, his chopsticks halfway to his mouth. His Alpha instincts caught the shift immediately. The casual slouch vanished, his spine straightening as his eyes narrowed with sudden, intense concern.
"Giyuu?" Sanemi’s voice dropped an octave, low and heavy. "What’s wrong? You’re shaking."
Sanemi dropped his food entirely, his chopsticks clattering against the ceramic bowl. The domestic bubble they’d been sitting in didn't just pop—it vanished, replaced instantly by the sharp, electric intensity of an Alpha sensing a threat. Even without a bond, Sanemi’s protective streak for Giyuu was deep-seated, practically hardwired into his DNA.
"Hey," Sanemi said, his voice dropping to a low rumble. He didn't wait for an answer, rounding the kitchen island to stand right in Giyuu’s space. He reached down, his warm, calloused hands covering Giyuu’s white-knuckled fists. "Look at me. You sick? Did someone say something to you?"
Giyuu shook his head fast, his eyes locked on Sanemi’s hands. The heat from them was the only thing keeping him from floating away. "No. Nothing like that. I’m not sick."
"Then why do you smell like you’re standing in front of a firing squad?" Sanemi pressed. He was gruff, but his thumb began to rub a soothing, rhythmic circle over Giyuu’s knuckles.
Giyuu took a breath so deep it shuddered in his lungs. He forced his hands to uncurl, palms up, so he could catch Sanemi’s fingers. Finally, he forced himself to look up into those worried, violet eyes.
"I’m turning thirty soon," Giyuu whispered.
Sanemi blinked, clearly caught off guard by the change in direction. "I know. I’ve been helping you dodge your agent's party plans for weeks. What about it?"
"My... my instincts, Sanemi. They’re getting louder. I can't ignore them anymore." Giyuu swallowed hard against the lump in his throat. "Lately, I’ve been feeling... things," Giyuu started, his voice barely a whisper. "Whenever I see a pup, or even catch a faint scent of baby powder, something inside me just... yearns."
Sanemi went rigid. His mind scrambled to process what he was hearing, a sudden, tight squeeze gripping his chest until the air left his lungs.
"...I want pups, Nemi. My own pups," Giyuu confessed, finally let out the breath he’d been holding like a physical weight.
Sanemi just stared. The silence in the kitchen stretched a beat too long before he managed to force words past the lump in his throat. "...Pups? Oh." He swallowed hard. "So... you’re seeing someone then? A new relationship?"
"I'm not dating anyone," Giyuu said quickly.
A wave of selfish, profound relief washed over Sanemi, instantly loosening the knot in his chest. "Oh. Right. So, a clinic?"
"No."
Sanemi’s heart plummeted straight into his stomach. "Then what—you're just hooking up with someone?"
"It’s not just hooking up, and... I don't want just anyone," Giyuu stammered, his fingers knotting together in his lap.
Sanemi stepped back, running a stressed, calloused hand through his pale hair. "Look... clinics? I can handle that. I’ll help you vet the files, whatever. But setting you up with some guy, Giyuu... I can’t do that."
The unspoken truth burned in his throat. He’d rather chew glass than hand the man he loved over to another Alpha.
"I'm not asking for that," Giyuu said, shaking his head.
"Giyuu, you're not a miracle Omega. You can't just pull a pup out of thin air," Sanemi sighed, his frustration barely masking the internal panic. "What, adoption? I can probably help you look into—"
"No adoption, Nemi. I..." Giyuu stood up, closing the small gap between them. He looked up, his blue eyes locking onto Sanemi’s with a sudden, startling intensity. "I want your pups."
Sanemi stopped dead. The studio seemed to fall away entirely, leaving nothing but a ringing silence in his ears.
"What?"
Giyuu didn't look away. His voice had a terrifying, crystalline clarity now. "Yours."
Sanemi just stared. His brain, usually sharp and reactive, completely short-circuited. The words hung in the air, echoing through the quiet studio, but they violently refused to make sense.
"What do you mean, my pups?" Sanemi asked. His voice cracked, losing every bit of its usual gruff authority. He took an unsteady step back until his lower back hit the edge of the kitchen counter.
Giyuu didn’t flinch. Despite the way his hands were shaking, his blue eyes remained fiercely determined. "I mean exactly what I said, Sanemi. I want you to be the father."
Sanemi’s chest heaved as he tried to drag air into his suddenly useless lungs. His Alpha scent flared—a sharp, jagged spike of bewilderment and pure shock. "Giyuu, have you lost your damn mind? You can’t—I’m your best friend! We don’t... we aren’t..."
"That’s exactly why I’m asking you," Giyuu cut in. He stepped closer, refusing to let Sanemi retreat. "You are my best friend. I’ve known you my entire life. I know your temperament. I know how loyal and protective you are. Why would I roll the dice with a clinic and a stranger when the best Alpha I know is standing right in front of me?"
Sanemi squeezed his eyes shut, gripping the counter so hard his knuckles turned white. It was too much. It was the most pragmatic, clinical reasoning delivered in the softest, most devastating tone. Giyuu was breaking his heart and offering him the world all at once, and he didn't even realize it.
"It’s..." Giyuu swallowed hard, his voice dropping to a vulnerable pitch. "We wouldn't have to be together. We wouldn't have to change anything about us. We could just... co-parent. You wouldn't even have to be involved if you didn't want to be—though I know you wouldn't be able to stay away. I just... I want my pups to have a part of you."
Sanemi opened his eyes, staring at the Omega standing so close. His throat felt like it was lined with sandpaper.
"You’re asking me," Sanemi said slowly, the reality finally crashing down on him with the weight of a physical blow, "to get you pregnant."
"How else am I supposed to say it, Giyuu?" Sanemi dragged a rough hand down his face, his fingers catching on the familiar ridges of his scars. His silver hair was a mess, standing up in every direction. "You’re asking me to... to..."
He couldn't even force the sentence out a second time. The sudden, vivid imagery of what that actually meant was burning too bright in his mind, making his blood run hot and his Alpha instincts roar to life in a way that genuinely terrified him.
Giyuu crossed his arms protectively over his chest. A faint, uncharacteristic flush crawled up his pale neck, staining the tips of his ears. "I’m asking for your help as my best friend. To sire my pups."
"Sire your—" Sanemi let out a breathless, incredulous laugh. He paced a few erratic steps toward the sink before spinning right back around. "You make it sound like we’re breeding prize-winning hounds! Giyuu, do you even get what you’re asking? The logistics? The... the actual biological reality of it?"
Giyuu’s flush deepened, but he lifted his chin, stubbornly standing his ground. "I know how biology works, Sanemi."
"Do you?" Sanemi closed the distance between them again, his voice dropping to a low, intense rumble. The raw, unfiltered scent of a stressed Alpha spiked in the small kitchen, sharp as ozone and pine. "Because to give you pups, Giyuu, it’s not a handshake and a sterile donor cup. I’d have to sleep with you. I’d have to knot you. I would have to be with you through your heat."
He gestured vaguely between them, his own face burning now. "Are you actually prepared for that? With me?"
Giyuu looked away, staring stubbornly at the scuffed floorboards. The heavy, sweet scent of an embarrassed but resolute Omega flooded the room, mingling dizzyingly with Sanemi’s sharp pine.
"I know," Giyuu whispered, his fingers gripping his sleeves so tight his knuckles were white. "I know exactly what it means. And I don't care. I trust you."
I trust you. The words felt like a physical blow. It was the most beautiful, devastating thing Giyuu could have possibly said, and it just twisted the knife deeper into Sanemi’s chest. Because trust had never been the issue. The issue was that Sanemi had been hopelessly in love with him for the better part of a decade. Now, Giyuu was asking for the exact thing Sanemi wanted to give him more than anything else in the world—but as a transaction. A biological favor between friends.
Sanemi let out a ragged exhale and slumped back against the counter, his legs suddenly feeling like lead. The sharp, distressed pine of his scent mellowed into something heavier—thick with a quiet, aching resignation he prayed Giyuu couldn't read.
"You’re an idiot," Sanemi breathed. The words had zero bite. He just sounded defeated.
Giyuu’s head snapped up, a flash of defensive hurt in his eyes. "Sanemi—"
"No, listen to me," Sanemi interrupted softly. He pushed off the counter and reached out, letting his heavy hands come to rest on Giyuu’s shoulders. He could feel the fine tremor shivering through the Omega's frame. "You think you can just compartmentalize this. You think we can share a bed, share a heat, make a pup, and then go right back to eating takeout on the couch like nothing changed."
"We can," Giyuu insisted, though his voice wavered. He looked up with that stubborn, wide-eyed determination that always managed to dismantle Sanemi’s defenses. "We're us. Nothing breaks us."
Sanemi closed his eyes. Without thinking, his thumbs began tracing slow, soothing arcs against the curve of Giyuu’s neck, right near his scent gland. The Omega leaned into the touch, letting out a soft, involuntary sigh.
"Sex changes things, Giyuu," Sanemi murmured, opening his eyes to meet that striking blue gaze. "Pups change things. You're asking me to cross a line we've spent our whole lives strictly observing. Once we cross it... there’s no going back. If we do this, and it ruins what we have..." Sanemi swallowed hard, the thought alone making his chest ache. "I wouldn't survive losing you. I won't do it if it costs me my best friend."
Giyuu’s expression softened, the last of his defensive tension melting away. He lifted his hands, wrapping his paint-stained fingers around Sanemi’s wrists. His grip was warm and anchoring.
"You won't lose me," Giyuu promised, his voice dropping into a fierce, quiet vow. "Sanemi, look at me. You are the only constant thing in my life. A pup wouldn't ruin us. It would just... be an extension of us. Another piece of our family."
Sanemi stared at him, completely undone by the earnest, raw hope on Giyuu's face. He knew he was doomed. He’d been doomed the exact second Giyuu asked the question. He could never say no to him—not when Giyuu was looking at him like he held the entire universe in his hands.
Sanemi let out a long, slow breath, his broad shoulders finally slumping in surrender. "I need a drink."
Giyuu’s eyes widened a fraction, his grip on Sanemi's wrists tightening. "Is that... a yes?"
"It’s a ‘let me process the fact that my best friend just asked me to breed him before my brain short-circuits completely,’" Sanemi grumbled. He gently pulled his wrists free and turned around, aggressively rummaging through the upper cabinets for the expensive whiskey he knew Giyuu kept hidden in the back.
He didn't even need to look to know Giyuu was smiling. The sudden, overwhelming sweetness of the Omega's scent—pure, unadulterated relief—flooded the small kitchen, washing out the heavy tension like a tidal wave.
"Thank you, Nemi," Giyuu whispered to his back.
Sanemi's fingers closed around the neck of the bottle, but before he could pull it down, Giyuu lightly caught the back of his shirt.
"Don't drink yet," Giyuu said. His voice was back to its usual calm cadence, but there was a rare thread of quiet amusement dancing through it. "We haven't finished dinner."
Sanemi froze, staring blankly into the cabinet. He slowly turned his head to look over his shoulder. Giyuu had already stepped away and was calmly sitting back down at the island. He picked up his chopsticks, smoothly returning his attention to his half-eaten salmon daikon like he hadn't just completely upended Sanemi's entire universe.
"You've gotta be kidding me," Sanemi muttered. His heart was still hammering a frantic rhythm against his ribs. He let go of the bottle and shut the cabinet door with a soft click, staring at his best friend in pure disbelief.
What the hell did I just agree to?