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K is used to being the one taking care of everything.

He is used to being the oldest, the strongest, the one worrying about others and pampering them. But he's never been on the receiving side.

Then comes Fuma. Big, broad-shouldered, solid, muscled Fuma, whom K can't take his eyes off, but eventually does because it's K and he has immaculate self control.

Sure, he wants to be soft and taken care of, he wants to be able to breath but he has way too many responsibilities on his shoulders to be able to relax, and besides, who would even want to take care of him?

So he can't help but daydream about Fuma, the man is tall, handsome and he knows it.

Then Fuma looks at him—right in the eyes, soft and steady. Not the way the kids look at him. No. Something else. Something K can't quite pinpoint.

It starts with his hand finds K's waist when they're close—broad palm curving around the dip, fingers pressing just slightly, warm even through the fabric. K feels it like a brand. He just swallows hard every time it happens, lips curving into a smile he doesn't feel, easy and practiced, like this is normal. Like he's used to it.

It's not normal at all. Not the weight of that hand, not the way Fuma stands so close, not the quiet hum in K's chest that won't stop. His heart is about to burst out of its cage any moment now, ribs barely holding it together.

K never knows how to react to Fuma being close.

He appears behind K when the man is just standing there, tall and still, arms bare in the warmth of his t-shirt. The late afternoon light catches the curve of his shoulders, the slight flex of muscle as he shifts his weight. He doesn't hear Fuma approach—doesn't sense him until warm fingers are already there, tracing slowly down his arm.

Fuma's touch is featherlight, deliberate. Fingertips drag from the swell of his shoulder down to the inside of his elbow, following the line of veins, the soft skin there. It sends shivers racing across K's skin—goosebumps rising in the wake of that touch, down his spine, through his whole body. His breath stutters.

Fuma smiles, watching the reaction. Watching him.

K doesn't move. Doesn't turn. Just stands there, back rigid, jaw tight, hoping Fuma can't feel how fast his heart is pounding beneath the skin he just touched.

K feels something touch the back of his neck and refuses to believe it's Fuma's lips, so he ignores it, erases it from his memory as if it never happened.

Things escalate.

Fuma gets bolder with his hands.

They're always finding K now—sliding around his waist for an unexpected back hug, tucking a strand of hair behind his ear with ridiculous gentleness, grazing his arm in passing like it's nothing. Featherlight touches that linger too long on his skin, fingers brushing his hand under tables, palm settling on his waist and staying there. Always staying just a breath too long.

And it's killing K.

He laughs, he smiles, he chats like everything's normal while his pulse races and his skin burns and his chest feels too tight. He's dying inside, quietly, beautifully, and no one knows. No one can know.

Fuma is everywhere now.

At K's job, waiting outside like it's coincidence. Walking him to his building each night. At his dance class, leaning against the wall watching. With his friends, slotting into the group like he's always been there. It would be creepy if Fuma hadn't genuinely made the same friends, if they hadn't started dragging them both to the same places. But K isn't fooled.

He sees the way Fuma's eyes find him across the room. The way conversations steer them together. The way group outings somehow end with just the two of them walking home.

Fuma is making an effort. Deliberate. Calculated.

And K still doesn't move. Still doesn't turn. Still pretends he doesn't feel any of it—while Fuma's hand stays warm on his waist, while his heart pounds loud enough to deafen him, while something in his chest cracks open a little more every single day.

Fuma opens the bottles, carries the weights and reaches for things before K can—long fingers wrapping around handles, broad shoulders taking the load without visible effort. He helps out without being asked, without making it a thing, just does it steady and quiet, like it's natural. Like breathing.

And K feels it building in his chest, that old familiar pressure coiling tight behind his ribs. He needs to do something. Needs to do his part.

Because K is the responsible one. He's the older one. That's how it's always been—the weight falls on him, settles into his bones, becomes him. Taking care is what he does. Who he is. His purpose etched into every scar of obligation he's ever carried.

So when Fuma reaches for another bottle, another bag, another thing K should be handling—K's hand darts out instinctively before he can think. "I've got it."

The words come out rougher than intended.

Fuma stops. Looks at him. Those dark eyes steady, questioning, searching K's face like he's trying to read something written too small.

K's jaw tightens. He doesn't know how to explain. Doesn't know what to say.

He reaches for what's needed to be handled himself.

It scares K. The way Fuma acts like K can lean on him. The way he's always there, steady and warm, like he actually wants to carry some of the weight—like K's burdens aren't too heavy for someone else's hands.

K has spent his whole life holding everything together. His back is broad enough, his hands steady enough, his shoulders strong enough. That's what he tells himself. That's what he's always told himself.

Those dark eyes, soft when they find K across the room. That broad frame, always positioned just slightly behind him like a shield. Those hands—god, those hands—gentle when they touch, firm when they steady, patient when they wait for K to finally, finally give in. And that—that terrifies him.

Because what if he lets himself go? What if he leans, just once, just a little, and Fuma is there to catch him? What if he forgets, for one dangerous moment, what it feels like to carry it all alone? To have that weight lifted, even briefly—would he survive knowing what he's been missing?

And then Fuma lets him down.

Not on purpose. Not cruelly. Just—people leave. People always leave. Or they stumble, or they have their own weight to carry, and suddenly K is on the ground with no one holding him up and no memory of how to stand on his own again. 

He can't be one of them.

So he stays rigid, upright and responsible. Even as Fuma's hand rests warm on his lower back, even as those dark eyes watch him like he's something worth catching.

K is terrified.

Because some small, starving part of him—the part he's kept locked away for years—wants to fall. Wants to be caught. Wants to know what it feels like to let someone else worry, just this once.

And that wanting is the most frightening thing of all.

It's after an outing at the beach that K sees the cracks.

The sun hangs heavy and golden, painting everything in warm light, the endless stretch of sand, the glittering water, the bodies moving across the shoreline. Seagulls cry somewhere distant. The smell of salt hangs in the air, familiar and warm. Sand shifts underfoot as the group disperses, the boys already racing toward the water, shouting, splashing, Taki tripping over his own feet and scrambling up laughing. 

K watches them automatically, instinctively, ready to move if someone goes under, if someone fights, or someone needs him.

But Fuma is already there.

Letting down the towels, broad hands spreading them neatly on dry sand, smoothing out the corners with careful attention. Carrying the bags—all of them, stacked over one broad shoulder like they weigh nothing, muscles shifting under sun-warmed skin. Reaching for the cooler in K's hand before K can protest, fingers brushing his in the exchange, deliberate and soft. Scolding the boys when they get too rough—voice firm but warm, the kind of authority that comes from caring, not controlling. Ruffling Yuma's hair as he runs past, the boy grinning up at him before darting away. Handing Nicholas sunscreen with a pointed look, waiting until the boy actually applies it, arms crossed, before nodding in approval.

K watches. Frozen. Something shifting in his chest.

These are things he does. These are his movements, his rituals, his way of loving. Hovering around the boys like a mother hen, stepping in like a strong father, making sure everyone is fed and safe and slathered in SPF 50. Counting heads, checking temperatures, smoothing down hair and tempers alike. This is who he is. This is what he does. The only thing he knows how to do.

Fuma settles beside him on the towel. Close enough that K can feel the warmth radiating off his skin, can see the droplets of seawater already glistening on his shoulders from when he'd waded in to retrieve one of the younger ones. He turns to K… handing him sunscreen too?

K takes the bottle. Their fingers brush again and K tells himself he doesn't notice the way his skin tingles afterward.

Then Fuma shifts closer. "Squeeze some in my hands?"

K does. Automatically. Obediently. He pumps sunscreen into those waiting palms, watches the white lotion pool against Fuma's skin, and doesn't realize what's about to happen until warm hands are already on him.

On his shoulders.

Fuma's palms press flat against the curve where neck meets shoulder, spreading sunscreen in slow, firm strokes. His thumbs work into the muscle there, finding knots K didn't even know he was carrying. K's breath catches. His eyes lock on the horizon, on the boys, on anything but the sensation of being touched—really touched, deliberately, like he's something to be cared for.

Then Fuma's hands slide lower.

Over the tops of his shoulders, down his shoulder blades. Tracing the lines of muscle, the dip of his spine. Spreading sunscreen with methodical care, like he has all the time in the world. Like this matters. His palms are warm, broad, slightly rough in a way that makes K's skin prickle with awareness.

His hands lower still.

Reaching the small of K's back, just above the waistband of his shorts. Fingers pressing gently, spreading lotion there, thumbs grazing the edges of his hip bones—

And K panics.

He turns, twisting away, hand darting out to catch Fuma's wrist. The movement is too fast, too sharp, sand scuffs under him and his heart hammers.

"I'll handle the rest." The words come out breathless, too quick. K's grip on Fuma's wrist loosens immediately, like he's been burned.

K squeezes sunscreen into his palm. The sound is loud in the quiet between them. He brings it to his face, spreading it over cheeks and nose and forehead, applying it to his arms and his torso, then his legs—movements he's done a thousand times, but now they feel different. Performative. Like Fuma is actually watching.

He is.

K's face is hot. From the sun. Definitely from the sun.

When he finally looks up, bottle still in hand, ready to offer it back—he stops. Fuma hasn't moved. Hasn't applied any sunscreen to himself. 

In an attempt to take control of the situation—to wrestle back some semblance of normalcy, of him being the one in charge, the one handling things—K clears his throat and holds up the bottle. His fingers grip the plastic maybe too tightly.

"I'll do yours." The words come out steadier than he feels. This is fine. This is just reciprocal. Nothing more.

Fuma looks at him for a long moment. That dark gaze, unreadable. Then—

He takes off his shirt.

The movement is casual, unhurried. Reaching behind his head, gripping the fabric, pulling it up and over in one smooth motion. Muscles shift and flex with the movement—lats spreading, shoulders rolling, abs tightening briefly before settling. The shirt lands on the sand beside them. Forgotten.

K's breath hitches.

He knew Fuma was fit. Everyone knew. The way his t-shirts stretched across his shoulders, straining just slightly at the seams. The way his arms filled out every sleeve, biceps pressing against fabric. The way he moved with that quiet, grounded strength, solid as a tree trunk, immovable as stone. It was obvious. K had noticed. Of course he'd noticed. He's not blind.

But this is different.

Fuma is robust. Not the lean, sculpted fitness of someone who works out to look good—though he does, god, he does, all symmetry and proportion and devastating lines. Not the cut, defined physique of dancers and models that K sees every day. Something else. Something older. Something functional.

His chest is broad, truly broad, pectorals thick and well-defined but not artificially so. They look like they could actually do something—push, lift, hold. His shoulders are massive, capped with muscle that speaks to years of real labor, real weight, real effort. His arms are thick in a way that has nothing to do with aesthetics—biceps that curve impressively, sure, but also forearms corded with veins, hands that look capable of crushing or caressing with equal ease. His stomach is ridged with muscle, but not aggressively so—just a natural consequence of a body built to work.

Actual huge muscles that aren't just for show. That don't just look pretty.

They look useful.

They look like they could hold someone. Protect someone. Carry someone who couldn't carry themselves anymore.

K swallows. Hard. His throat clicks audibly.

K himself was fit. He had to be—dancing demanded it, teaching demanded it, life demanded it. Lean muscle wrapped around a frame built for movement, for grace, for hours of practice without breaking. His body was a tool, a finely tuned instrument, and he maintained it religiously. Flat stomach, defined arms, shoulders that moved well under costumes and casual shirts alike. He looked good. He knew he looked good. It was part of the package, part of what he offered the world without thinking.

But not like Fuma.

Where K was cut, Fuma was built. Where K was lean, Fuma was solid. Where K's muscles were designed for extension and flexibility—long, elegant lines meant to stretch and bend and reach—Fuma's were designed for presence. For holding. For lifting. For standing firm while the world pushed against him.

K's body moves through the world beautifully.

Fuma's body makes the world move around him.

And sitting here on this towel, sand clinging to his skin, watching Fuma's broad hands slide over muscles that could probably bench press K without breaking a sweat—K felt the difference acutely. Deeply. In a place he didn't want to examine.

His own arms, toned and capable, suddenly felt almost delicate next to the sheer mass of Fuma's. His shoulders, flexible and strong for dancing, seemed narrow in comparison. Even his chest, defined from years of conditioning, looked almost slight against the breadth of Fuma's pectorals.

It wasn't a competition. It wasn't even a comparison, really. They were different bodies built for different purposes.

But K couldn't help noticing how Fuma's frame seemed designed to contain things. To hold them close. To shield them.

And he couldn't help wondering, for one dangerous moment, what it might feel like to be one of those things.

He moves before he can think about it even more, shuffling closer on the towel. The fabric rasps beneath his knees. Sand grits against his skin, tiny sharp reminders of where they are, what this is. He squeezes sunscreen into his palm and watches the white lotion disappear against his own skin.

Then his hands are on Fuma's back.

Warm. So warm.

The muscles shift under his palms as Fuma adjusts, settling forward to give him better access. K tries not to think about it, how his hands look almost small against all that muscle.

He works methodically. Spreading sunscreen in firm strokes, trying to make it clinical, trying to make it nothing. His palms glide over heated skin, leaving a sheen of protection behind.

But his hands are shaking. Just slightly.

Fuma's breathing is slow and even—K can see the rise and fall of his ribcage, can feel the subtle expansion with every inhale. Relaxed. Content. Like this is exactly where he wants to be.

When K finishes, he pulls back quickly, dropping the sunscreen onto Fuma's lap like it's burning him. The bottle lands with a soft thud against muscular thighs.

"Have some more," he says, voice rougher than intended. He gestures vaguely at Fuma's chest, his arms, the front of him that K absolutely did not touch.

Fuma looks down at the bottle. Then back up at K.

Something flickers in his eyes. Amusement? Warmth? Want? His skin is already pinking slightly across the nose over the parts K didn't reach.

He picks up the sunscreen. "You're right."

And then he's squeezing it into his own palms—generous amounts, white lotion pooling against his skin—and reaching for his chest, his arms, and K is watching, helplessly, unable to look away.

Fuma catches him looking and smiles.

K's heart stops, but Maki, ever the troublesome one, saves him.

One moment K is sitting there, wide-eyed and frozen, staring at Fuma like an idiot—mouth slightly parted, heart hammering, completely unable to form a single coherent thought. And the other, a body launches itself at K with the force of a small hurricane.

"K! K, come in the water with us!"

Maki wraps himself around K's torso like a monkey, sandy limbs clinging, grinning wide. He's not a child—none of them are, really—but there's something about Maki that remains forever youthful, forever energetic, forever ready to throw himself at people he loves. He's tall and lean, all gangly limbs and boundless enthusiasm, but right now he's curled against K like he's half his size.

K catches him automatically, steadying him with one broad hand on his back, the moment between him and Fuma shattering like glass.

"You're getting sand everywhere," He scolds, but his voice is warm, amused. 

Maki ignores him completely, already wiggling free and grabbing K's hand, tugging with all his strength. "Come on! You have to see how far I can swim now! Yuma said I couldn't go past the rocks but I can—"

"You absolutely cannot go past the rocks," K interrupts, but he's already moving, letting Maki pull him up from the towel. Sand falls from his skin in small showers. 

Then Taki is there.

"K!" The younger appears at his side, grabbing his wrist with insistent fingers, tugging. His grin is wide "You're coming ! Maki's gonna show off and you have to watch so he doesn't lie about how far he goes!"

K blinks. "I—"

Maki grabs one hand. Taki grabs the other, already pulling, determined as only he can be, and K's body moves before his brain catches up. Together, they drag him toward the water.

"Come on, you're so slow—"

"You're literally walking, Maki."

"This is my fast walk!"

K lets himself be pulled. Lets his feet sink into wet sand as they approach the shoreline. Lets the cool water lap at his ankles, his calves, his knees. Lets the chaos of the younger ones—splashing, shouting.

Behind them, he hears the shift of movement. The soft sound of Fuma rising from the towel. The splash of footsteps following.

He doesn't look back at the towel. But he knows Fuma is there. Following their steps.

Instead, he watches Maki as he releases K's hand the moment the water hits his waist, throwing himself forward into a wave with a yell of pure joy. He cuts through the water with surprising grace, watches Yuma dive under a wave and come up shaking water from his hair, watches Nicholas float lazily on his back further out. They're all tall, all strong in their own ways—Yuma with his dancer's physique, Nicholas with his quiet solidity, even Harua paddling near the shore with his smaller frame. They're not kids. They're young men, almost grown, capable and independent.

But to K, they've always been the younger ones. The ones to watch over. The ones to protect.

And now Fuma is among them, broad shoulders cutting through the water as he moves toward the group, fitting seamlessly into their chaos like he's always been there. 

Fuma catches his eye. Smiles again. And K lets the cold water hide the heat rising to his cheeks.

Euijoo appears at K's side, materializing quietly like he often does—one moment the space was empty, the next he's there, shoulder almost brushing K's, red hair curling damply against his temples.

Nicholas hovers close behind him, as he always does when Euijoo is near water.

Not because Euijoo can't take care of himself—he's capable, fiercely independent, stubborn in ways that have nothing to do with volume. But Nicholas hovers anyway, protective instinct wired into his bones.

Everyone knows Euijoo can't swim.

It's not a secret, not something hidden. He's admitted it casually, openly, with that slight shrug he does when something doesn't matter enough to pretend about. Never learned. Didn't have the chance. Now he's content to wade, to splash, to exist in the shallows while the others venture deeper.

It doesn't mean he can't have fun.

Maki cannonballs nearby, sending a wave crashing toward them. Euijoo laughs—actually laughs, bright and surprised—as water splashes his chest, his face, his laughing mouth. He pushes wet hair from his eyes and immediately splashes back, aiming for Maki but hitting Yuma instead, which starts a whole new war.

Nicholas watches. Smiles small and private. Edges slightly closer.

"Do you want to try?" Nicholas's voice is gentle, careful. He's looking at Euijoo with that focused attention he has, the kind that makes people feel like they're the only one in the world. "Just in the shallow part. I'll be right here."

Euijoo blinks at him.

"I won't let anything happen."

And suddenly Nicholas is in full swimming teacher mode, patient and encouraging, demonstrating how to float, how to kick, how to trust the water. His hands hover near Euijoo's waist, never quite touching, always ready. His voice stays low and calm, walking Euijoo through each step like they have all the time in the world.

Euijoo, for his part, is trying. Really trying. His body is tense, but he's listening, attempting, letting Nicholas guide him through the shallows.

Then Fuma appears.

He wades over from deeper water, droplets streaming down his chest, that broad frame casting a shadow across them both. He doesn't interrupt—just observes for a moment, taking in the scene with those dark, warm eyes.

Then he lowers himself into the water beside them. Demonstrates. Slowly, deliberately, showing Euijoo how his body moves, how the water holds him, how simple it can be.

"Like this," Fuma says, voice rumbling low. He floats effortlessly, all that muscle somehow relaxed. "The water wants to hold you. You just have to let it."

Nicholas nods along, adding his own encouragement. Between the two of them Euijoo takes a breath. Lowers himself back. Lets the water take his weight.

For one breathless moment, he floats.

Then he panics, flails, and both Nicholas and Fuma are there instantly—hands catching, steadying, holding. Euijoo comes up sputtering but laughing, breathless and bright-eyed.

"Did you see?" he demands, looking at K. "Did you see? I floated!"

K's chest tightens.

He saw. He saw everything. Nicholas's gentle patience, Fuma's quiet demonstration, Euijoo's moment of trust and triumph. He saw how naturally they worked together, how easily they caught him, how safe Euijoo looked between them.

K moves before he overthinks it.

He wades over, water sloshing around his hips, inserting himself into the space beside Nicholas. If Fuma can help, if Nicholas can help, then K can help too. Taking care, teaching, guiding—these are his skills, his purpose, his reason for existing in spaces like this.

"Try kicking more from your hips," K offers, falling easily into instructor mode. His voice is steady, warm, the same one he uses with his dance students. "Your legs are strong—use them. Like this." He demonstrates, lifting one leg, showing the motion. Water splashes gently.

Euijoo watches, nods, tries again. Nicholas hovers on one side, Fuma on the other, and K positions himself in front—ready to catch, to guide, to be useful.

Euijoo kicks. Flails. Goes under for a moment before three pairs of hands scoop him up.

He surfaces laughing, sputtering, wiping water from his eyes. "That was worse!"

"You're getting there," K says automatically, encouragingly. "Try again."

They try again. And again. Euijoo manages another brief float—shorter than the first, more panicked—before sinking with a dramatic sigh. But he's laughing. They're all laughing. Maki yells encouragement from deeper water. Yuma splashes over to offer unsolicited advice. Harua paddles nearby, watching with soft eyes.

Euijoo doesn't succeed. Not really. By the end of it, he's still not swimming, still can't trust the water to hold him. But it doesn't matter. He's having fun.

Then Maki yells something unintelligible and launches himself at Nicholas.

Nicholas, mid-sentence reassuring Euijoo, doesn't see it coming. Maki's full weight hits him from behind, arms wrapping around his neck, legs around his waist. Nicholas stumbles, catches himself, and then—instead of shaking Maki off—just... accepts it. Shifts his stance. Keeps talking like nothing happened, like he doesn't have a koala attached to his back.

Maki grins over his shoulder at the others. "Your turn, Harua!"

Harua, already moving, doesn't need encouragement. He cuts through the water toward them, but at the last second swerves. Heads for K instead.

K barely has time to register the shift before Harua's arms are around him from behind, warm and solid, the younger man's chin hooking over his shoulder just like Maki did with Nicholas.

Harua is smaller than the others, lighter. But no less enthusiastic, and his hold is secure, almost gentle despite the ambush. He's the only one who actually qualifies as small—slender, delicate-boned, with a pretty face and an even prettier laugh. But what he lacks in size he makes up for in sheer determination, clinging to K like a limpet as the water sloshes around them.

"Got you," Harua murmurs near his ear, quiet enough that only K can hear.

K blinks. Laughs despite himself, because Harua has always had that effect on him. "Harua—"

"I'm never letting go," Harua announces dramatically. "This is my life now. I live here. On K's back."

Before K can respond, another body wades toward them through the water.

Jo.

He's tall and carries himself with a calm that makes him seem older, more settled. His dark eyes are amused as he approaches, fixed on the smaller boy attached to K.

"Harua." Jo's voice is mild. "Let go."

"No."

"Harua."

"You can't make me." Harua tightens his grip, cheek pressing harder against K's spine. "We're one person now. K and Harua. Harua-and-K. You can't separate us."

Jo sighs. His hands find Harua's wrists. Gently, carefully, he starts to peel them away.

Harua whines. Actually whines, high and theatrical, as his fingers are pried loose one by one. "No—Jo—traitor—I'll remember this—"

"You can attach yourself to him on land," Jo says calmly, still working at Harua's grip. "In the water, he needs to breathe. And move. And exist without you glued to his spine."

"That's discrimination against people who want to be glued!"

K laughs again—can't help it, the sound bubbling up unbidden.

Finally, Jo wins. Harua's arms come free, and Jo immediately repositions—sliding an arm around Harua's waist, tugging him against his own side before the smaller boy can launch himself at K again.

Harua pouts. But he stays, leaning into Jo's hold with the ease of long familiarity. His pout lasts approximately three seconds before he's distracted by something Maki is doing nearby.

K swims by himself for a while. He drifts away from the group, not far—never too far, because someone might need him, because that's who he is, because old habits don't break just because the water is warm and the sun is golden—but enough. Enough to feel the water surround him without voices.

He cuts through the waves with clean strokes, body moving automatically, years of discipline turning movement into meditation. The water cools his heated skin. The salt stings his lips. The sun glints off the surface in shatters of light.

For a few moments, he breathes.

Then he hears the shouting. The laughter. The unmistakable sound of a splash war escalating into full chaos.

He turns. Watches for a moment and sees Maki launching a two-handed wave at Yuma, Yuma retaliating with equal ferocity, Taki abandoning all pretense of maturity to join the fray. Even Jo is involved now, using a shrieking Harua as a human shield while Nicholas circles like a shark.

K swims back.

By the time he reaches the shallows, chaos has fully erupted. Water flies in every direction. Voices overlap in a symphony of shrieks and laughter. Maki has somehow convinced Taki to double-team Yuma, who's calling for backup from Nicholas. Harua has abandoned shield-duty to launch a surprise attack on Maki from behind. Jo is right behind him laughing so hard he can barely stand, contributing exactly zero defensive maneuvers.

Euijoo hangs back near Fuma, both of them watching with matching expressions of fond amusement. Euijoo says something K can't hear. Fuma laughs low and warm, head tipping back slightly.

K's stomach flips. He wades in. And immediately gets hit in the face with a wave from Maki.

"Oh, it's on."

He doesn't think. Doesn't plan. Just reacts—scooping water with both hands, splashing back with precision honed by years of targeting specific students during dance corrections. Maki shrieks with delight and doubles his efforts, water flying everywhere. Yuma, noticing K's arrival, switches sides immediately, joining forces against their common enemy. Taki abandons Maki to his fate, teaming up with Nicholas instead. Euijoo, emboldened by the chaos, steps forward and manages to splash everyone equally badly with enthusiastic but wildly inaccurate form.

Even Harua gets in on it, cupping small handfuls of water and flinging them with surprising accuracy for someone laughing so hard.

They're all soaked, all shouting. All completely, utterly present in the moment. Water streams down faces, plastering hair to foreheads, catching light like liquid diamonds. Grins are wide and real. Laughter echoes across the waves.

K is laughing too. Then someone grabs his ankle.

He doesn't see who—everything happens too fast. One moment he's standing in waist-deep water, laughing at Maki's dramatic defeat. The next, he's being pulled off-balance, arms flailing, water closing over his head as hands drag him under.

More hands join in.

He feels them on his arms, his shoulders, his waist—pushing, pulling, submerging him completely. Through the muffled blue, he hears distant laughter, the thump of movement, the bubble of voices he can't quite understand. The boys have coordinated. Ambushed him.

The world goes quiet.

Bubbles stream from his nose, rising toward the surface he can't reach. He's not panicking—he can hold his breath, can handle this, can wait them out. Years of dancing have taught him control, patience, the ability to stay calm when his body screams otherwise.

Then the hands disappear. All except one.

Strong arms wrap around him from behind. Broad, solid. Warm even through the cool water, even through the shock of submersion. They slide around his torso—one arm crossing his chest, the other circling his waist—and pull him flush against something impossibly solid.

And then he's being lifted.

Pulled upward, breaking the surface, air rushing back into his lungs like a blessing. Water cascades down his face, his shoulders, his chest. The sun blinds him momentarily. He gasps, coughs, breathes.

Fuma.

Fuma has him.

K's back is pressed to Fuma's front— spine to stomach, every inch of contact searing through the wet fabric of his swim shorts.

And Fuma is lifting him.

Actually lifting him. Like he weighs nothing at all.

K's feet dangle free beneath the water, toes brushing uselessly against nothing. His full weight is completely supported by those arms, that body, that impossible strength. Fuma holds him like he's weightless. Like he's precious.

"K." Fuma's voice is low in his ear, rough with something that might be concern. The vibration of it travels through K's entire body, settling somewhere deep in his chest. "K, are you okay?"

K can't answer.

"K." Fuma turns him slightly, trying to see his face. The movement shifts K in his arms, water swirling around them, and suddenly K is angled just enough to meet those dark eyes.

Fuma's gaze searches his expression—worried, urgent, intense. His brow is furrowed. Water droplets cling to his lashes. His mouth is set in a firm line of concern.

"Say something." Fuma's voice drops lower, rougher. "Are you hurt? Did you breathe water? K—"

"I'm—" K'svoice cracks. He tries again, swallows, forces words past the obstruction in his throat. "I'm fine. I'm okay."

Fuma doesn't put him down. Instead, those dark eyes soften. The worry eases at the edges, replaced by something warmer, deeper, more terrifying. His thumb moves—just a small stroke against K's ribs through the thin fabric, a barely-there caress that sends electricity racing up K's spine.

The guys keep playing and laughing nearby, they know well enough that K can't be take down or harmed the way they played with him. K hears splashing, shouting, Maki's distinctive cackle. But it sounds distant, muffled, like hearing through water.

Then Fuma's voice, low in his ear. "Be gentle. Don't drown each other."

The words aren't for K. They're directed at the boys, a quiet reprimand carried on a warm breath that ghosts across K's wet temple. But K feels them anyway—feels the vibration of Fuma's chest against his back, feels the rumble of that voice through his own body, feels how close they are.

How they've drifted slightly away from the others.

"You sure you're good?"

K nods. Lies through his teeth. "Yeah." He's proud of how steady it sounds.

Because he's not fine. He's the opposite of fine. He's falling apart in Fuma's arms, cracks splintering through every wall he's ever built, every defense he's ever crafted, every reason he's ever had for staying upright and alone. And Fuma is just holding him like it's nothing, like it's everything, like K is something worth catching and keeping and never letting go.

Slowly, carefully, Fuma lowers him.

K feels the water rise around his body as he descends—up to his chest, his waist, his hips. His feet find the sandy bottom, sink in slightly. But Fuma's hands don't leave. They stay on his waist, warm and solid, fingers pressing into the dip of his hips. Grounding him. Steadying him.

He should move. Should pull away, put distance between them, return to the chaos of the group where it's safe. Where he remembers who he is and what he's supposed to do.

But Fuma's hands are still on him. Still warm. Still there.

And K doesn't move at all.

Instead, he turns.

Slowly, carefully, in the circle of Fuma's arms, K shifts until they're face to face. The water moves with him, swirling around their bodies, and suddenly there's no space between them at all—chest to chest, hips brushing, Fuma's hands still resting on his waist like they belong there.

K looks up at him and doesn't realize what his face is doing. Doesn't realize that he's looking at Fuma like Fuma is the only solid thing in a world made of water.

His eyes are wide. Sparkling with something he can't name—something that catches the sunlight and refracts it into gold. His lashes are still wet, clumped into dark spikes that frame irises gone soft and luminous. His mouth has fallen slightly open, lips parted on a breath he forgot to take, and they're reddening—from the sun, from the salt, from the way he keeps wetting them without realizing, nervous and wanting and completely exposed.

He looks like a dream.

Like something painted. Like something imagined. Like something Fuma might have conjured from his own wanting, given form by the sea and the sun and the sheer impossibility of this moment.

The water laps gently at their chests. The boys' laughter carries across the waves. Somewhere, a seagull cries.

K doesn't hear any of it.

He only sees Fuma. 

They end up deeper in the water without quite realizing how—drifting further out as the chaos continues, as the boys splash and shout and pull each other under. K swims properly now and Fuma stays close. Never quite touching but never quite far enough that K can forget he's there.

They swim until hunger gnaws at their stomachs, until Taki announces loudly that he's dying of starvation, until even Maki's endless energy begins to flag. One by one, they drift back toward shore, emerging from the water like creatures returning to land—dripping, laughing, shaking water from hair and ears and everywhere in between.

The food comes out—sandwich containers, fruit, snacks the boys had packed with their usual chaotic enthusiasm. Chips crunch. Water bottles are passed around. Someone's sandwich gets stolen before they can even take a bite.

The term "personal space" is foreign to the guys, everyone is glued to everyone.

Maki drapes himself across Harua's lap while eating, reaching up occasionally to steal food from Harua's container without even looking. Harualets him, too used to it to bother protesting. Taki sits shoulder-to-shoulder with Nicholas, their heads bent together over something on Taki's phone. Jo has Yuma tucked against his side, one arm slung loose around the smaller boy's shoulders, and Yuma keeps stealing Jo's strawberries with practiced ease.

Euijoo lies on his stomach nearby, head turned to the side, eyes closed as he soaks up the sun. His breathing has already evened out, relaxed and peaceful.

They're all close. All touching. All comfortable.

Fuma is sitting on the towel beside him when K feels bold, peeking at him. His broad shoulders are turned slightly away, catching the full force of the afternoon sun. And K notices, with a sharp twist of something in his chest, that they're turning pink, reddening. Burning.

Fuma hasn't reapplied sunscreen since the beach. Since K's hands had been on him. Since before the water, before the chaos.

So he grabs the sunscreen from the same bottle, still half-full, and squeezes a generous amount into his palm. The sound is loud in his ears, wet and obscene, but no one's paying attention. No one's watching.

The guys each do something different, one burries his legs in the sand, some run to the water again and some are tanning in the sun, closing their eyes.

No one is looking at K. Then he's moving, shifting, swinging one leg over Fuma's lap—

And then he's straddling him. His knees press into the towel on either side of Fuma's hips. His weight settles against Fuma's thighs. His chest is close enough that if either of them breathed too deeply, they'd touch.

K freezes.

What is he doing?

Fuma's hand comes up instantly, palm flat against K's hip, holding him still.

"Your shoulders," K blurts out. His voice sounds strangled. He holds up his sunscreen-covered hand like evidence. "They're—you're burning. Your shoulders. They're red."

Fuma looks at him, at the sunscreen in K's hand, at K's face, flushed from more than the sun. At the way K's thighs bracket his own, the way their bodies are pressed together through thin swimwear.

He hums. A low sound, accepting. Understanding.

His hand stays on K's hip.

"It's fine," Fuma says quietly. "Go ahead."

K swallows. Nods. Tries to remember how to function.

This is fine. Everything is fine. The guys are always like this—sitting on each other's laps, kissing cheeks, holding hands, even straddling each other when space runs short or moods run high. K was just doing the same because he cares. Or so he tells himself.

His hand never leaves K's hip. Just rests there, warm and heavy, thumb occasionally stroking small circles against the skin just above the waistband of K's shorts.

K works faster. He covers every inch of reddened skin, fingers trembling slightly, breath coming shorter than it should. When he's done, he pats Fuma's shoulder—playful, casual, a signal—and moves to get up.

Fuma's hand tightens as he holds him down. K looks at him with his impossibly large and bright pretty wide eyes again and Fuma just chuckles.

"I'll put some on you too." His voice is low and easy.

He squeezes a tiny amount of sunscreen onto his fingers—barely a drop, just enough. Then he lifts his hand to K's face, who goes completely still.

Fuma's fingers are gentle. So gentle. They touch K's nose first—the tip, where the sun has started to pinken—spreading the lotion in small, careful circles. Then his cheeks, one at a time, thumbs brushing over high cheekbones with impossible delicacy. His touch is light, almost reverent, like K is something precious.

"There," Fuma murmurs, withdrawing his hand. A small smile plays at his lips. "And all good."

K stares at him.His eyes are wide again—that same look from the water, that same helpless openness he can't seem to control around this man. His lips are parted. His cheeks are warm under the fresh sunscreen, under the memory of Fuma's fingers.

Neither of them sees the smile on Yuma's face as he's lying on his stomach a few feet away, head propped on his arms, eyes half-closed like he's dozing. But behind his sunglasses, his gaze is sharp.

The smile that curves his lips is small. Knowing and satisfied.

The day continues. The sun begins its slow descent toward the horizon, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink. The boys tire eventually—they pack up slowly, lazily. Sand gets everywhere—in bags, in hair, in places no one wants to find sand for days afterward. There's laughter, complaints about the walk back, someone losing a shoe and finding it buried three feet away.

By the end of the day, for one brief moment, it's only K and Fuma, alone.

K stands a few feet away from Fuma, heart already beating too fast for no reason. For every reason.

He needs to say this. Needs to make it clear.

"I'm not the boys," K starts. His voice comes out steadier than he feels. His back turned, he doesn't need to look at the younger to know he's staring right at him. "You don't need to take care of me."

"I don't mind."

"I'm older than you." K says as the words come out in a breath—barely there, fragile. He turns slightly, meaning to look at Fuma, meaning to make his point clear. But his eyes won't cooperate. They skip and skitter away, looking everywhere but Fuma's eyes.as the words come out in a breath—barely there, fragile. He turns slightly, meaning to look at Fuma, meaning to make his point clear. But his eyes won't cooperate. They skip and skitter away, looking everywhere but Fuma's eyes.

He blinks fast. Too fast. His lashes flutter like trapped birds.

"Do you want to be?" Fuma asks, one hand cuping K's face. His thumb moves, slow, gentle, tracing the curve of K's cheekbone in a caress that sends electricity down K's spine. The other hand finds K's waist, pulls him closer, until there's barely space between them.

K blinks again. Confusion knits his brow.

 "Hm?" He manages. The sound is small, lost and confused. He doesn't understand the question. He was older—it was a fact, as indisputable as the years they were born, as the sky being blue. Straight facts. Simple truths.

"Do you want to be the older one?" Fuma starts. His voice is low, gentle, each word deliberate. "The one who shoulders everything? Who worries and pampers everyone but never lets anyone worry about him?"

If K was a cat, he'd be drunk on his words like catnip.

Fuma's thumb continues its slow path across his cheek. "Or," he murmurs, "you can be as soft as pudding and melt in my hands."

K's eyes flutter. His body leans into the touch without permission, without thought. His cheek presses instinctively into Fuma's palm, nuzzling, seeking—an unconscious movement, pure instinct, pure wanting.

"Exactly like that." Fuma whispers softly.

"It's scary…." K lets out after a second, like something he's been holding so long it's gone fragile in his chest, continuing only when he is nudged by Fuma's hand. The thumb on his cheek presses gently, encouraging, patient. "To let someone else take control, i mean."

K was already slipping, slowly melting.

One moment there's space between them, the next, K's face is pressed into the crook of Fuma's neck. Warm skin. Steady pulse. The scent of salt and sun and something clean underneath. Fuma's arms wrap around him fully now, one hand rising to cradle the back of his head, fingers threading gently through his hair.

"It's not someone else," Fuma murmurs against his temple. His voice vibrates through K's entire body. "Just me."

K's eyes close.

His hands—still hanging at his sides, still unsure what to do with themselves—slowly, tentatively, rise. His fingers curl into the fabric of Fuma's shirt at his waist.

A thousand tiny moments that add up to something K can't quite name.

Fuma is still touchy. Still everywhere.

A hand on the small of K's back as they walk through doors. Fingers brushing his when they pass things between them. A shoulder pressed against his on the couch, warm and solid and staying far longer than necessary. Fuma finds reasons to be close—to lean in when K speaks, to sit beside him at every gathering, to appear at his side like he's always belonged there.

K tells himself it's nothing. They're friends. Close friends. The kind who touch without thinking, who gravitate toward each other in crowded rooms, who share silences that feel like conversations.

He lies to himself so convincingly that sometimes, for whole minutes at a time, he almost believes it.

But at night, alone in his room, he remembers the way Fuma looked at him on that street, the way his hand felt cradling K's face.

He presses his palms to his eyes and tells himself they're friends.

The word feels thinner every day, until he no longer believes it.

It wouldn't be so bad to just… let himself go, right? K finds out he doesn't care, he'll worry about the consequences when they happen, but right now with Fuma at hand's reach, closer than anyone else has ever been allowed, he'll lean in. He'll share the burden, and let Fuma take some of the weight, carry some of the endless responsibility that's bent his spine for years. He'll be soft, and selfish, and wanting.

As long as Fuma wants it, then K will indulge. And if his heart gets broken in the meantime, then that's a problem for future K.

He finds out his resolve has shaken for real when, a few days later, K approaches Fuma first.

It's such a small thing, but Fuma notices immediately—the way K seeks him out instead of waiting to be found, the way his feet carry him directly to where Fuma stands. The first time K has taken that step himself.

And Fuma is pleased, so pleased it settles warm in his chest.

"The kids are being stubborn." K's voice is different today. Softer, less guarded. He's pouting—actually pouting, lips pushed out unconsciously, brow furrowed in genuine frustration. It's so endearing Fuma almost misses the words entirely. "They're not listening to me."

Fuma doesn't hesitate, he slides both hands around K's waist, tugging gently, just enough to close the remaining distance, until K's chest is warm against his own and he can feel the slight huff of K's breath, the tension in his shoulders, the way he's already starting to relax into the hold.

He hums, understanding. "Do you want me to talk to them?"

It's an honest offer. The kids listen to him—they always have— they also listen better to K, but Fuma has never had any problems with either of them and if K needs him to step up and help, he'll do it gladly.

But K shakes his head.

"They will listen." A small pause followed by a softer admission. "I just wanted to rant."

And happiness blooms in Fuma's chest at how soft and willing K is now, how this is progress, moving from K refusing to let anyone carry a portion of the burden on his shoulders to openly complaining about it.

"Rant all you want!" Fuma softly whispers and K looks up at him from beneath those pretty lashes—still pouting slightly, still frustrated, but something else flickering in his eyes now and then he smiles at him.

They were doing so good in private.

K's default setting suddenly becomes soft.

It happens gradually, then all at once. Like something inside him finally snapped—or maybe finally relaxed—and now he can't seem to remember how to be any other way when they're alone.

Mushy is the only word for it. K goes liquid the moment the door closes behind them, melting into Fuma like he's been holding himself upright for years and can't anymore. He makes himself small—curls up on Fuma's lap, tucks his face into his neck, wraps around him like a koala seeking warmth. His limbs go loose, his voice goes quiet and sleepy, and he clings.

Every time. Anytime they're alone, Fuma notices. But he also notices something else.

Outside of that capable, responsible older brother persona—the one who takes care of everyone, who never complains, who carries the weight without staggering—there's another K. One the world doesn't get to see.

Not only K is the spoiled younger in his family but he's also bratty.

Not in a bad way, in a way that makes Fuma's chest ache with fondness. K pouts when he doesn't get what he wants. Whines about small inconveniences. Demands attention with little sounds and bigger eyes and the kind of casual entitlement that only comes from someone who knows, deep down, that they're safe enough to ask.

He steals Fuma's food, hogs the blanket, complains about the temperature of the room like Fuma can control the weather.

Fuma doesn't worry about being on the receiving end, he is exactly where he wants to be.

He also realizes that the older sometimes tests boundaries.

It's subtle at first—a pointed look here, a dramatic sigh there. K pushes, gently, carefully, like he's feeling for the edges of something he can't quite see. He wants to know how far Fuma is willing to bend for him. How much he'll accommodate. Where the line is, if there even is one.

It's funny, really.

Because Fuma can feel everything. Can feel K's crazy heartbeat pounding against his own chest from where he's holding him, can see both the panic and the hopes warring in those wide, pretty eyes every time he pushes. K is terrified—of asking for too much, of wanting too much, of being too much. But he's also desperate to know that he won't be.

So Fuma indulges, plays the part. Lets K test, lets him push, lets him see just how solid the ground beneath him really is.

When K insists on being stupid about something—refusing to eat, pouting about a show, demanding attention at unreasonable hours—Fuma pulls him away gently, redirects.

He says no and gives in immediately, and K's eyes go wide every time.

And then one day, K is mid-complaint, his lower lip pushed out in that way that's become so familiar, so endearing, so impossible to resist. His eyebrows are drawn together in faux frustration, his eyes bright with the performance of it all.

He is pouting about something small—something Fuma can't even remember five minutes later—and Fuma just leans in.

Catches the pout with his lips.

And the world goes silent around them.

K freezes for one heartbeat. When Fuma pull apart, K's eyes are shiny again. His lips are pink, his voice, when it finally comes, is barely a whisper.

"Oh."

Yes, oh. And Fuma doesn't know when to stop after that, pulling K for a kiss becomes a new routine, and K becomes pliant in his hand in ways he never knew he could.

His hand becomes used to cradling K's jaw, the touching it gently, deliberately. And then his lips are pressing against K's, soft and warm.

Fuma's mouth molds against K's, coaxing rather than demanding, tasting the sweetness underneath, because of course K's mouth is always sweet, he had a sweet tooth afterall and his lips are impossibly soft. He tilts his head slightly, deepening just barely, just enough to feel K tremble against him.

And K's hands rise, trembling, to clutch at Fuma's shirt—fisting the fabric like he needs something to hold onto everytime. His eyes flutter closed, lashes brushing against his cheeks.

Sometimes, K pulls Fuma back in into another kiss.

Fuma barely has time to breathe before K's hands are fisting in his shirt again, tugging. The space between them stretches for half a second—just enough for a thin strand of saliva to catch the light, connecting their lips like proof of what just happened—and then it snaps.

His lips part against Fuma's, eager and warm, and a small sound escapes him—something desperate and wanting that goes straight to Fuma's chest.

Fuma lets himself be pulled.

And more often than not now, it's K who starts them. K who turns his face up expectantly. K who tugs at Fuma's sleeve, his collar, his hand—silent demands for more. K who presses close and closer still, chasing Fuma's mouth like it's the only source of air.

He's becoming addicted. Fuma can see it in the way K's eyes follow his lips during conversations. In the way he leans in without realizing, drawn by some invisible gravity. In the way his pouts have shifted from testing boundaries to genuine disappointment when Fuma doesn't kiss them away fast enough.

Their kisses are always gentle, soft. There's no urgency between them, no desperate rush. Just slow, languid presses of lips that linger and part and come back together.

The guys of course don't know about it, any of it, but it doesn't matter, Fuma will live at K's pace, no matter how slow it is.

Fuma also learns that K is the prettiest no matter what.

In the shower, with water dripping down his skin—droplets catching in his lashes, sliding over his shoulders, tracing the lines of his body like they can't bear to let go. His hair plastered to his forehead, and he blinks against the steam with those wide, pretty eyes, and Fuma thinks he's never seen anything more beautiful.

After a sad movie, when K's eyes are red-rimmed and shiny, tears spilling over without permission. He tries to hide it, turns away, scrubs at his face with the back of his hand but Fuma catches him anyway. Sees the way his lips tremble, the way his breath hitches, the way tears cling to his lashes like tiny jewels.

A pretty crier.

Fuma files that away, even though he never wants to see K's tears unless they're happy ones. Unless they're the kind that come from being so overwhelmed with joy they have nowhere else to go.

And during sexy time... Fuma learns a lot during sexy time, when they're intimate like that.

The way K's eyes flutter closed, then open—half-lidded, hazy, focused on Fuma like he's the only thing in the world. The way his lips part on sounds he can't hold back, soft and breathy and perfect. The way his skin flushes, pink spreading across his chest, his cheeks, the tips of his ears. The way he reaches out, needing to touch, to hold, to pull Fuma closer.

K is a pretty crier during sex.

Fuma learns this slowly, like each moment is a gift he's unwrapping with careful hands.

The first time, it's barely there—just a shine in K's eyes, a wetness gathering at the corners as pleasure builds too fast, too much. K tries to blink it away, embarrassed, but Fuma catches his face gently and kisses each eyelid closed.

The second time, it's more. Tears spill over when Fuma moves just right, when the world narrows to nothing but the two of them, when K feels so full and held that his body doesn't know what else to do. They slide down his temples, disappear into his hair, and he makes a small, broken sound that Fuma swallows with a kiss.

Pretty. So, so pretty.

K's eyes go glassy, lashes spiked with moisture, cheeks flushed and damp. His lips part on shaky breaths, on sounds he can't control, and the tears keep coming—silent, endless, beautiful. He looks undone.

Fuma holds him through it every time. Whispers praises against his skin. Wipes tears away with gentle thumbs and kisses the tracks they leave behind.

And K keeps crying, keeps coming apart, keeps trusting Fuma with pieces of himself no one else has ever seen.

The way he looks when he falls apart—head tipped back, throat exposed, eyes squeezed shut as pleasure washes over his face. It's the most vulnerable K ever allows himself to be. The most open. The most beautiful.

Pretty crier. Pretty everything. Pretty when he falls apart and pretty when Fuma puts him back together.

Fuma catalogues every expression, every sound, every tiny shift of K's features.

He's pretty in the morning, sleep-soft and rumpled. Pretty in the evening, relaxed and warm. Pretty when he's happy, pretty when he's sad, pretty when he's frustrated and pouting and testing boundaries.

Pretty when he's Fuma's.

So when the whole group of friends is visiting K's house and he is sleeping so soundly and prettily, as they get inside the apartment, it isn't weird.

It's not unusual—they're always here, scattered across his living room like they own the place, arguing over a game controller on the floor or sprawled across one end of the couch.

Fuma is standing near the kitchen entrance, talking to someone. He's been sleeping over, which also isn't unusual. They're all used to sleepovers, to crashing at each other's places without warning. Fuma is the newest member of their group, the closest to K in age, the one who fits into their chaos like he's always been there.

None of this is unusual.

What is not normal is how sleepy K emerges from his bedroom—the bedroom where Fuma was supposed to be sleeping, where the bed is still warm and empty—and walks straight through the living room. Past the guys scattered across the couch and carpet, past Maki and Harua mid-argument, past Nicholas and Euijoo watching from their corner. He doesn't look at any of them. Doesn't register their presence at all.

He walks right up to Fuma, sleepy, hair mussed, eyes half-closed

His arms come up, looping around Fuma's neck. Both of them, crossing at the wrists, pulling himself close. And then his head drops, leaning forward, settling against one of his own arm like it's the most natural pillow in the world.

"You left the bed so early." He softly complains, muffled against the fabric of Fuma's shirt. Sleepy and small and entirely unguarded—the kind of words that only escape when someone is too far gone in drowsiness to filter them.

Because the bed was cold and Fuma was warm and big and solid, and K had curled into that warmth without thinking. And K enjoyed all that only to wake up without it.

He clearly doesn't realize the guys are there or that they all stopped talking and are looking at them with wide eyes.

What he does notice—what filters through his sleep-heavy senses—is that Fuma isn't touching him back. Fuma, who's always so eager, who never misses a chance to sneak his arms around K's waist, to pull him close, to find reasons to press their bodies together. Fuma, whose hands have become as familiar as his own.

Those hands are hovering now.

K can feel them near his waist—close, so close, but not touching. Hovering. Hesitating. Like Fuma is afraid to cross a line, afraid to make K uncomfortable, afraid of something K doesn't understand.

K wants to ask.

Wants to lift his head, open his eyes, figure out why Fuma has gone still when he's always been so warm. But he's too sleepy.

So instead, he presses closer. His arms tighten around Fuma's neck. His face burrows deeper into the curve where neck meets shoulder, nuzzling instinctively into that warmth. He breathes in, filling his lungs with the scent of Fuma.

"The guys are here." Fuma whispers q gentle warning, not an accusation. Just information, delivered as kindly as possible.

And oh.

He immediately feels K freeze, as he himself locks eyes with the guys, most of them have gotten over the shock of the scene unfolding in front of them, looking more amused than anything else.

K's face floods with heat. For a long, terrible moment, he's frozen. Completely exposed in front of everyone he knows, wrapped around a man he's been lying to himself about for weeks.

Then he lets out a breath. He moves one hand off Fuma's shoulder—the barest retreat, a token gesture. But the other stays. Looped around Fuma's neck, fingers curled into the fabric at his nape. He can't bring himself to let go completely. Can't make that final withdrawal.

Instead his whole body pivots within the circle of Fuma's still-hovering arms, until he's facing them directly. His face is red. Not a blush—a full tomato, burning from cheeks to ears to the tips of his ears. It's the red of utter mortification, of being caught in something he wasn't ready to share.

And Fuma wants to wrap his arms around him and engulf him completely. To shield him from those amused eyes, from his own embarrassment, to protect him from his thoughts and the world.

But he stays stuck in his spot, waiting for K to act first.

And K is strong, so he braces himself for confrontation. He wasn't doing anything wrong, he only had a man by his side and wouldn't be ashamed of it.

"Hi guys!" He swallows hard, his cheerfulness forced. "I- Fuma and I are still sleepy, so we'll go back to the room…"

The words hang in the air. We'll go back to the room. Together. Like that's normal. Like that's something they do.

Fuma slides a hand over his waist, biting a smile once he hears the words K uttered, because K said we. Because K is choosing, in front of everyone, to stay close instead of pulling away.

"Sure!" Nicholas says, bless him, being the only one with a little bit of tact. His voice is easy, casual, like nothing unusual just happened. "We won't make much noise."

"But when did you two start—" Taki's voice cuts through, curious and oblivious. Before he can finish his question, Euijoo's hand connects with his shoulder in a sharp slap.

"What?" Taki rubs the spot, genuinely confused. "I want to know."

Maki jumps in, equally curious, equally tactless. "Yeah, me too.

Fuma takes it as his cue to pull K away from the scene and back into the room.

His arm stays firm around K's waist as they move down the hallway, past the doorframe, into the quiet sanctuary of the bedroom. He closes the door behind them—soft click, sealing out the noise and K almost collapses in his hold.

His legs buckle, just slightly. His weight shifts, leaning heavily into Fuma's side. The bravado from earlier drains out of him all at once, leaving something trembling in its place.

"How are you feeling, baby?" Fuma asks, the words soft, uncalculated. Baby—like it's the most natural thing in the world to call him that. Like K has always been his to soothe.

K looks at him with shiny eyes, looking impossibly soft, bright with something that might be tears, might be relief. His lashes are wet at the edges. His cheeks are still flushed, but softer now, less mortification.

And Fuma doesn't think twice before his hands slide behind K's thighs—broad palms, steady grip—and he lifts. Easily. Like K weighs nothing, like he's always been this light in Fuma's arms. K's arms come up automatically, looping around Fuma's neck, holding on as he's carried across the room.

Toward the bed and warmth.

Fuma lays him down gently.

A few weeks later, Fuma asks K to go with him house hunting.

They look through two houses. The first is fine. The second is better. But it's the third where K's demeanor shifts—shoulders relaxing, steps slowing, a quiet curiosity in the way he trails his fingers along windowsills and pauses to watch sunlight pool on hardwood floors. He moves through the space pauses in a patch of sunlight streaming through the glass.

He looks carefree. Light. Like he belongs here without even trying.

And Fuma watches from a distance, something warm settling in his chest before he walks up behind him. Quiet footsteps. Then warmth—chest to back, broad and solid. His chin hovers near K's shoulder. His hands find K's waist, resting easy.

The realtor, sensing something, drifts away to give them space.

They stand together, looking out at the sun and Fuma explains that these houses they're now looking for are the last ones Fuma approved as the others wouldnt be as big or comfortable to their likings.

"So? Do you like it?" Fuma asks.

"Do you like it?" K asks back.

"If you like it then I like it. We're moving in together anyways." Fuma says casually, like it's obvious. Like 1 plus 1 equals 2, like the sky is blue, like this isn't monumental. "Your lease is ending soon, and a bigger place is much better than being cramped in a one bedroom studio, the guys would also have a place to stay comfortably and not just squish on the couch." He adds, his thumb stroking K's hip, slow and absent.

K's eyes are still wide.

He hasn't moved from where he stands, still pressed against Fuma's chest, still bathed in that golden light pouring through the glass wall. But his mind is spinning, caught somewhere between disbelief and something that feels terrifyingly like hope.

They haven't even put a label on this, on them, on whatever this is that's been growing between them for weeks—months, maybe. They haven't had a conversation, haven't defined anything, haven't said the words that would make this real.

And yet Fuma is already thinking ahead and planning for K's comfort. For him, it seems like the most logical thing in the world, K has always been part of his future, he just hadn't realized it yet. That this is simply what comes next.

He knows K needs sunlight—has watched him gravitate toward windows, toward warmth, toward any patch of gold he can find. He knows K enjoys lying down, sprawling out, taking up space in a way he never allows himself to in public. He's witnessed K's dramatics—the way he throws himself onto couches, the exaggerated sighs, the theatrical complaints about things that don't matter. He's listened to K talk, really listened, and remembered every throwaway comment about bigger TVs and bigger rooms and wanting something spacious for once.

K enjoys big things.

And Fuma, with his broad shoulders and steady hands and quiet certainty, seems happy to provide everything he can.

K's throat tightens.

He's never had this before. Never had someone who just assumed. Who looked at K's wants and needs and thought of course I'll be part of providing that. Who didn't wait to be asked, didn't hesitate, didn't make K explain why he deserved nice things.

Fuma just decided. Quietly, certainly. Like it was the most natural thing in the world.

K's eyes stay wide but his body stays pressed against Fuma's chest. His weight stays settled into those warm hands. His breath stays slow and even, matching the rhythm of the man behind him.

He doesn't pull away, he doesn't want to.

The guys roll off his back.

The younger ones, mostly—Maki and Taki and sometimes Yuma, who should know better but joins in anyway. They hover, they tease, they make comments under their breath that aren't quite quiet enough. It takes a sharp look from Nicholas or a gentle but firm redirect from Euijoo to get them to scatter, to pretend they're busy with something else.

But they don't stop glancing.

Every time K and Fuma are close—every time Fuma's hand finds the small of K's back, every time they exchange a look that lasts a beat too long, every time K leans just slightly into Fuma's space—the guys notice. Their eyes track the movement like magnets. Their smiles curve knowingly. They bite their lips to hold back comments that would definitely be too much.

And when Fuma gets up immediately the second K needs something—before K even says it, before K even realizes he needs it—the looks get even worse.

K pretends not to see.

He also doesn't tell them about the new apartment. About moving out. About the fact that he and Fuma have been house hunting, have found a place, have started planning a life together without a single conversation about what any of it means.

He doesn't know if they'll understand, or judge, or make it into something it isn't. So he says nothing.

That is, until Nicholas—who is supposedly the one with tact, the calm one, the one who handles things gently—corners him with Euijoo.

"I love this play pretend game," Nicholas starts as he sits on the carpet, settling cross-legged on the floor like he's preparing for a long conversation. He looks up at K, who's sitting right between him and Euijoo—sandwiched, trapped, completely at their mercy. "I really do. But when do we address the elephant in the room?"

K winces.

"It's okay. Take your time." Euijoo's voice is softer, kinder. His hand finds K's shoulder, warm and familiar, grounding. They've been friends since forever—the three of them, always together before adult life meddled in, before jobs took their long hours and scattered them across different schedules. But they never drifted away.

But one thing about them, they get things done, no matter how. And right this moment, Nicholas was a man on a mission.

"I think he took enough time." Nicholas says honestly, no cruelty in it, just the truth of someone who knows K well enough to know when he's stalling. "So. Fuma."

Straight to the subject, no running around the bush, usually K likes that, usually he is  the one doing this kind of talking—cutting through the noise, demanding answers, refusing to let things slide. But now, sitting on the receiving end, he almost feels bad. Almost understands why people squirm under this kind of attention.

"What Fuma?" He tries to play dumb, but his voice is high betraying him instantly and his shoulders are furrowed—tense, wrong, nothing natural about the way he's holding himself. The blush already blooming across his cheeks doesn't help. Neither does the way his eyes dart everywhere except at either of his friends. Still he plays the part, or tried. "We're close…"

Nicholas snorts loud and disbelieving. He doesn't even let K finish the sentence before cutting in.

"If you say friends I will actually scream."

K has heard his dear friend Nicholas scream before. In general—at concerts, during horror movies, the time Maki dropped a fake spider on his lap. And in his ear specifically, usually during moments of extreme excitement or frustration, usually far too loud for K's poor eardrums.

And truthfully he does not want to awaken the memory or create a new one.

Euijoo steps in at that moment.

"What we want to say is—" always so diplomatic, Juju, smoothing over Nicholas's sharper edges with that calm, measured voice— "You don't need to hide it from us. Whatever it is that goes on between the two of you."

"Let's call it what it is, yeah?" Nicholas presses. His eyes are sharp, completely unimpressed by K's attempts at deflection. "Being in love."

"Nicholas!" Euijoo scolds, smacking his arm.

Nicholas's face crumples instantly—eyebrows drawing together, lower lip pushing out, eyes going wide and wounded. He looks like a scolded kitten whose owner just refused a treat. Pathetic. Adorable. Completely ridiculous.

The sight gets a chuckle out of K.

Small at first, then bigger, bubbling up from somewhere unexpected. Nicholas blinks at him, confused but pleased to have gotten a reaction. Euijoo sighs, but the corner of his mouth twitches.

"Fine." K finally surrenders, the laughter fading into something softer, more vulnerable. He'll talk about it. They've cornered him fairly, and they're not wrong. "I don't know what exactly is going on. We never talked about it." He confesses, the words coming easier than expected. "It just... happened. And kept happening. And now—" He gestures vaguely, helplessly. "I don't know."

"You should." This time it's Euijoo, ever the voice of reason, stating it simply. No pressure, just truth. "Fuma looks at you with so much love he'd actually combust."

K knows that.

He's seen it. Felt it.

"And we've seen you." Nicholas add, quieter now.

They had seen him that time, when he thought no one was around and et himself be as usual in their private moment—soft and mushy and completely gone for Fuma. The memory makes K's cheeks heat. "

"Fuma basically lives here," Nicholas continues, ticking off points on his fingers. "He has more clothes in your closet than we both do." He gestures between himself and Euijoo, who nods in agreement. "And we're your best friends."

""Yeah... about that." K's voice trails off, then gathers itself. "I'm moving out."

The silence lasts exactly one second before Nicholas blinks at him. His brain for once in his life, works faster than it ever has—processing, connecting, landing on the only logical conclusion. His eyebrow lifts slowly, arching with dawning understanding, as he looks knowingly at K.

K averts his eyes. Stares at the wall. The floor. Anywhere but Nicholas's face.

"Together…" Nicholas articulates slowly and K realize he just can't lie about this, there was no way out, so he nods. "With Fuma…" Another nod.

"Oh, let him live." Euijoo bless his heart interferes. He shoots Nicholas a look that could tame wild animals, then turns to K with something soft and warm in his eyes. "That's amazing K, you no longer need to stay alone."

"You need to talk to him, K. Oh my god." Nicholas fully turns to him now, abandoning any pretense of subtlety. His eyes are wide, incredulous, like he's watching someone try to solve a math problem with their feet. "You're dating the guy without dating him, you're moving out with him, and he's taking care of all your kids."

"I don't have kids." K says. The absolute wrong thing to focus on, and he knows it the moment the words leave his mouth.

"That's what you're focusing on?" Euijoo asks, exasperated fondness in his voice.

At the same time, Nicholas steamrolls forward like K hasn't spoken at all.

"He drove me to another city for work when my car broke down." Nicholas ticks off on his fingers. "He took Taki to the hospital over a fever—at 2 AM, might I add, without being asked. He helps Maki plan his week's food because Maki cannot be trusted with a grocery store alone. He literally carries everything that belongs to Harua—bags, snacks, emotional support—every single time we go anywhere."

Nicholas pauses for breath. Euijoo nods along, confirming each point.

"And even Jo—calm, collected, doesn't ask anyone for anything Jo—can't not ask what Fuma-kun thinks about this and that. Let's not talk about Yuma, cause he'll actually combust if you ever tell him Fuma isn't one of us."

K bites his lips, hard.

Because Nicholas isn't wrong. Not about any of it. Fuma has woven himself into the fabric of their lives so seamlessly that K stopped noticing the threads.

"You're basically a married couple, why don't you take a step forward?"

"I don't know." The words come out louder than K intended—more like a shout than a confession, raw and abrupt. Both his friends snap to attention, eyes sharp with sudden urgency. "He never asked, okay? He's fine with just this so this is all we get."

"Yudai." Euijoo uses his real name. Not K, not the nickname everyone uses, but Yudai—the name only his oldest friends get to say, the one that means I'm talking to you, really talking, so listen.

And K looks at him with shiny eyes, he's never been this soft and easy to cry—he blames it on Fuma.

"Are you afraid of rejection?" Euijoo asks gently.

K shakes his head, it feels like a lie no matter what he tells himself.

"He's the one always taking the first step." K's voice cracks slightly. "He knows what to do and what to say. I can never—" He stops. Swallows. "I can never lead with him."

"Oh, Yudai." Euijoo pulls him into a hug, K's face presses into his shoulder, and then Nicholas is there too, wrapping around from behind, sandwiching him between the two people who've known him longest. "I know it's hard for you to let someone take care of you but Fuma does it so easily."

"Fuma worships the ground you walk on." Nicholas ships in, voice muffled against K's back.

"Have you ever thought, that he didn't ask you out cause you only ever indulge him and never ask for something yourself?" Euijoo pokes into it like a needle. "Maybe he just needs to know that you want more, for him to act on it, yeah?"

"Maybe." He answers, sound muffled.

"Okay, enough mushy time." Nicholas says with a hard slap on K's back that makes him get up and bicker with him as Euijoo laughs on the floor.

Nicholas and Euijoo show up with takeout and empty boxes, settling into K's chaos like it's their own. They sort through years of accumulated things but not without teasing.

"Wow, K." Nicholas holds up a truly ancient t-shirt, faded and hole-ridden. "Are you planning to wear this on your honeymoon?"

"It's comfortable."

"It's a tragedy."

Euijoo laughs from where he's folding sweaters, and K throws a pair of socks at Nicholas's head.

K tells the rest of the group about moving out.

He does it casually, over one of their usual gatherings—everyone sprawled across his too-small living room.The reaction is immediate, eyes light up, asking about seeing it soon and having a welcome party. K indulges them. Of course he does. Smiles and nods and promises they'll all see it soon, that there will be a party, that nothing will change except there'll be more space for all of them.

Fuma has been busy with work for the past few days, long hours, long nights but he makes time for K still, he always shows up with something in his hands for K, be it coffee or snacks, always remembering him.

"We need to furnish the apartment." K says one day as Fuma is about to pull the top of his pajamas, some silly pokemon ones.

Nicholas is right, Fuma was there more often than not, K doesn't want to think about it.

Fuma hums, and next thing K knows, few days later they're looking at all types of furnitures.

All types of furniture—beds and couches and tables and shelves, showroom after showroom, catalogs spread across every surface. The apartment is two bedrooms, but each room is huge. One even has its own bathroom, attached and private.

K guesses they'll each have their own room.

Not that it makes much difference—the second they're together, they end up in one bed anyway. Old habits. New comfort.

They choose a pull-out bed for the second room. For the kids, when they stay over. Then a pull-out couch for the living room. Also for the kids, when more than one wants to crash.

K realizes, with each addition, that Fuma doesn't joke about this.

He's all in. Sure and steady and genuinely worried about everyone's comfort—not just K's, but the whole chaotic group that comes with him. The kids, their friends. The family K has built around himself.

The beds and couch are delivered days later.

They keep adding things slowly—a table here, some shelves there, small touches that turn a house into a home. The boys start coming over to help, descending on the new space with their usual chaos. They carry boxes. Argue about where things should go. Eat all the food K bought for the week and complain about life and work and each other.

K wouldn't have it any other way.

His house has always been open for the guys, it won't close anytime soon.

K's lease finally ends. The last box is carried out, the last corner swept clean, the keys handed over with a small pang of something—nostalgia, maybe, or just the weight of closing a chapter. But then he's standing in the new apartment, surrounded by half-unpacked boxes and the smell of fresh paint, and the pang fades into something warmer.

The room is new. The apartment is new. But it's comfortable in a way that surprises him—like the space already knows it's his. Sunlight streams through the big windows. The floors are warm under his feet.

Yuma ends up spending the night with him.

It happens the way most Yuma things happen—whining, persistent, absolutely impossible to refuse. He shows up at K's door with a bag and a pout, complaining about boredom like it's a life-threatening condition.

They pull out the pull-out couch together and fluff the pillows until it's passably comfortable. Then they lay there, side by side, as the TV flickers through shows neither of them is really watching.

Yuma talks. About nothing, about everything, about work and friends and the small dramas of his life.

"So when's the wedding?" Yuma asks casually and K frowns.

"No, I need to know." Yuma shifts, propping himself up on one elbow to look at K with exaggerated seriousness. "I've been there since the start. I deserve to know."

"The start?" K's voice is careful, measured.

Yuma's eyes gleam with the particular mischief of someone who's been holding onto information for way too long. "Since you were ogling each other and you sat on his lap on the beach."

K freezes. The memory crashes over him—the sunscreen, the straddle, the way Fuma's hands had felt on his waist. And the realization that someone saw then.

But Yuma just hugs him. Arms wrapping around, pulling close, head settling onto K's shoulder like it's the most natural thing in the world, because it is for him.

His voice is softer now, stripped of teasing. "It was cute, watching you fall in love in real time. I wish you're always happy."

K smiles at that.

"You're cute. Let's get to sleep." He says as Yuma whines about just one more episode.

When Fuma finds them the next morning, he doesn't comment on it.

He walks in with coffee and pastries and pauses in the doorway of the living room. There they are, tangled together on the pull-out couch, Yuma curled into K's side with K's arm draped protectively over him, both of them still deep in sleep.

He sets the coffee down quietly and starts unpacking the pastries.

Yuma stirs first. Blinks groggily at the ceiling, then at Fuma, then at K. A slow smile spreads across his face, knowing, warm, a little bit smug. He extracts himself carefully, trying not to wake K. It doesn't quite work—K shifts, murmurs something, but settles back into sleep almost immediately.

Then Yuma moves to hug him.

It's quick, warm, the kind of casual affection they all share. But as he pulls back, Yuma leans in close. His voice is soft, meant only for Fuma's ears.

"Take care of him."

Fuma ruffles his hair and Yuma grabs his bag and heads out for class, throwing a last grin over his shoulder before the door clicks shut.

Fuma turns back to K, still sleeping peacefully on the couch.

He moves quietly, bending to slide one arm under K's knees, the other behind his back, lifting him like he's weightless. K murmurs, stirs, but doesn't wake, just turns instinctively into Fuma's chest.

Fuma carries him to the bedroom, he lays him down gently then pulls the covers up.

K gets used to the new place easily.

It surprises him, actually—how quickly the unfamiliar walls start to feel like home. But maybe it shouldn't.

Fuma moves in two days later. Two days after K first settled in, boxes still half-unpacked, the place still echoing with newness, he walks in with the rest of his bags.

They fall into a new routine without even trying. Mornings become sacred—kisses before leaving the apartment now mandatory, a rule neither of them ever voiced but both enforce religiously. Good night whispers too. Fuma, although a little bit shorter than K, makes a statement of kissing K's forehead every time he leaves the bed. It's a small thing but a deliberate one.

Back hugs appear out of nowhere—Fuma's arms wrapping around K while he's cooking, while he's brushing his teeth, K's arms around Fuma when he's standing at the window watching rain. Kisses land on cheeks, on temples...

K stops counting how many times a day he's touched. He just starts leaning into it instead.

One day after K slips. Arms wrapping around Fuma's waist, chest pressing to his back, chin hooking over his shoulder. He back hugs Fuma as he's making Nicholas and Euijoo something to eat because they're sprawled in the living room, catching up, K gets the talk a second time.

"You can't be having boyfriend duty without being a boyfriend." Softly scolds Nicholas when K's back to sit with them.

"Talk to him." Insists Euijoo.

So this time, he does.

He approaches Fuma like approaching prey.

It's funny, really—because Fuma does not resemble prey at all. Broad shoulders that fill the corner of the couch, solid thighs stretched out comfortably, arms draped along the back cushions like he owns the space. He looks relaxed, at home, utterly at ease in a way that should make K feel safe but instead makes his heart race.

K's steps are careful as he crosses the living room.

Fuma watches him approach, his eyes track every movement—the slight tremor in K's hands, the way he's biting his lip, the path his bare feet take across the soft carpet. When K reaches him, Fuma's arm lifts from the back of the couch—an invitation, an offering. His hand pats his own thigh gently, a silent 'come here' that K understands without words.

K settles onto his lap. Sideways at first, then shifting until he's tucked against Fuma's chest, face finding its usual spot in the curve of his neck. Fuma's arms wrap around him automatically, one hand settling warm on his waist, the other coming up to card gently through his hair.

"This is nice." K starts, easy and slow, testing the waters.

Fuma hums, low and warm against his ear. "Hm?"

"This… us, like this." K's voice is soft, muffled slightly against skin. He's not looking at Fuma yet, his fingers playing idly with the fabric of Fuma's shirt.

But Fuma's eyes are on him now. K can feel the weight of them, can sense the way Fuma's attention has sharpened even as his hands stay gentle.

"You want to say something." Not a question.

K swallows. His throat works against the words trying to form.

"I just… this is all nice and great and I know you like me."

"There's a but in here." Fuma's voice is gentle, nudging as his thumb traces slow circles against K's hip.

K pulls back just enough to look at him.

"But…" He approaches the subject carefully. "But I don't know what we are."

Fuma looks at him for a long moment. His eyes roam over K's face, taking in every micro-expression, every flicker of uncertainty. Then Fuma speaks.

"We can be anything you want." His voice is serious, absolutely certain. "If you want a label, we can put one on it. We can be boyfriends, we can be friends…" He pauses. His thumb stills on K's hip.

His eyes don't leave K's. There's no hesitation in them, just Fuma, offering everything he has and letting K choose how much to take.

"I can drop on one knee right now." His voice drops lower, intimate. "Get you a ring so we'd get married and be husbands immediately."

K's breath catches and his eyes go impossibly wide.

Fuma's thumb traces the shape of K's lower lip, barely touching, but always so gentle. "If you don't want us to be anything and just exist the way we are without naming it, then we can do that too."

His hand slides back into K's hair, fingers threading through the soft strands. He tugs gently, tilting K's face to makesure their eyes stay locked.

"So long as I have you with me," Fuma whispers, "we can do and be anything."

He brings K's head closer, tilting it gently until their foreheads touch. They breathe the same air, share the same space, and K—with his impossibly large, impossibly shiny eyes—bites his lip. Blush colors his face, pink spreading across his cheeks, the tips of his ears, the bridge of his nose. He looks like something out of a dream, vulnerable and wanting and utterly beautiful.

And then K's hand comes up, playfully slapping his chest. The sound is soft, barely there, but it breaks the tension like a laugh.

"Always so direct."

Fuma catches his hand, holds it against his chest. "One of us has to be."

K takes offense at that. His eyebrows draw together. His lower lip pushes out in a pout that's equal parts indignant and adorable. "Hey!"

Fuma kisses it away immediately, soft and quick. K's pout dissolves against his mouth, replaced by the ghost of a smile.

"So what do you say?" Fuma asks. "Boyfriends?"

K rolls his eyes. After that speech he's even ready to marry the man immediately. Consequences be damned. But he nods, a small movement that carries the weight of everything.

"Boyfriends."

Fuma's smile breaks open.

Minutes later, they're still tangled together on the couch. K is tucked against Fuma's side, legs draped over his lap, head resting on his shoulder. The conversation has drifted, settled into easy quiet, but something is nagging at K.

He tilts his head up, looks at Fuma through his lashes. Tries for casual, even though his heart is already picking up speed.

"So… what was that about dropping on one knee?" It's playful, a tease.

He doesn't expect the answer he gets as Fuma looks at him with no hesitation in his eyes. "I already have a ring."

K's breath stops.

He stares at him with his mouth slightly open, his eyes wide and a heart pounding so hard he's sure Fuma can feel it through his chest.

"You—" His voice cracks. He tries again. "You bought a ring?"

Fuma hums.

K blinks. Once. Twice. The words are still processing, still trying to fit into a world that suddenly feels much larger and much smaller all at once.

"You bought a ring before we even talked about what we are?"

Fuma's smile softens. His hand comes up to cup K's face again, thumb brushing his cheek.

"I knew what we were. I was just waiting for you to catch up."

K's eyes go shiny again. He wants to say something—witty, sharp, anything to break the weight of this moment. But all he can do is stare at the man who bought him a ring before he could even call him his boyfriend.

"You're insane," K whispers.

Fuma grins. "One of us has to be."