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I’d been in the Fire Nation for nearly a year now—long enough for the smoke in the air to stop burning my throat, long enough for the language to roll easier off my tongue, long enough that the streets didn’t feel entirely foreign anymore. But not long enough to forget why I was here.

I lived in a shack—if it even deserved to be called that—wedged between two leaning buildings in the red light district. The wood was warped, the roof leaked when it rained, and the walls were thin enough that I could hear everything. Laughter, shouting, crying, the creak of beds, the clink of coins exchanging hands. It never really got quiet. Not here.

But it was mine.

Or as close to “mine” as anything could be in a place like this.

Getting by wasn’t glamorous. It wasn’t noble. It wasn’t anything I’d ever imagined for myself growing up in the Southern Water Tribe.

I picked pockets.

At first, I was terrible at it. Too slow. Too hesitant. I’d overthink every move, second-guess every step. My hands would shake, my breathing too loud. I got close to being caught more times than I like to admit—once by a merchant who nearly snapped my wrist, another time by a guard who was far too observant for his own good. I learned quickly though. I had to.

Now? Now it was almost second nature.

A brush of fingers. A shift of weight. A distraction at just the right moment. And then—gone. Coin purse in hand, tucked away before they even realized anything was missing. I didn’t take from the poor. Never from the girls who worked the streets, never from the vendors barely scraping by. Only from the rich, the drunk, the careless. The ones who wouldn’t even feel the loss.

At least… that’s what I told myself.

The girls in the district noticed me early on. I stood out, even when I tried not to. Too clean. Too… different. They’d tease me sometimes, leaning in doorways with knowing smiles, calling me over like I was just another lost girl waiting to be claimed.

More than one of them told me I had the perfect body for this place. Said I could make more money in a night than I did in a week if I just gave in. One of the madams even offered me a job outright because I had "exotic features". Easy money, she called it. A warm bed. Protection.

I turned her down.

Every time.

No matter how tempting it sounded on the coldest nights, when my stomach was empty and my fingers ached from the chill, I refused. I wasn’t going to survive like that. I couldn’t. I needed control—over my body, over my choices. Picking pockets might be dangerous, but at least it was something I could control.

Tonight had been another pointless festival, something about the Firelord—lanterns strung across the streets, music spilling out of every corner, people packed shoulder to shoulder in bright silks and louder laughter. Festivals were the best hunting grounds. Everyone distracted. Everyone careless. Drunk on celebration and rice wine.

I’d made more in a few hours than I usually did in days.

Happy, swaying idiots with heavy coin purses and slower reflexes. It would’ve been easy to just shove my hand into a bag and take whatever I wanted—but I wasn’t reckless. Reckless got you caught. Reckless got you beaten. Or worse.

No, I moved carefully. Patiently. I watched, waited, chose my targets. A noble too busy flirting to notice the light tug at his sash. A merchant arguing over prices while his coin pouch slipped just a little too loose. A soldier laughing with his friends, completely unaware of the way my fingers brushed his belt before disappearing into the crowd.

By the time the lanterns started dimming, I was already gone.

I slipped through the alleys, away from the noise and light, back into the narrow, shadowed streets I knew better than most. My feet moved on instinct now, weaving through familiar paths, avoiding patrol routes without even thinking about it.

When I finally reached my shack, it was just as I’d left it. Small. Bare. A thin mattress in the corner, a cracked basin, a few stolen candles melted down to their last inches. I shut the door behind me and slid the bolt into place.

I emptied my pockets onto the small wooden crate I used as a table. Coins clinked together, a decently satisfying pile. Enough for food. Enough for a few days, maybe more if I stretched it.

Not bad.

I sank down onto the mattress, staring at the money, then up at the ceiling where the faint glow of lantern light seeped through the cracks.

A year.

A whole year of this.

And somehow… I was still here.

My father—Chief Hakoda—banished me from the South Pole a little over a year ago.

That’s how I ended up here.

It still sounds unreal when I think about it. Like I’m talking about someone else’s life instead of my own. Like there should be more to the story—some explanation that makes it make sense.

But there isn’t.

The memory doesn’t come all at once. It never does anymore. It creeps in slowly, like cold water seeping through cracks, settling deep in my bones until I can’t ignore it anymore.

I had been attacked.

Not by some stranger passing through. Not by an enemy from another tribe. By one of our own. A man everyone knew. A man everyone trusted. A man who smiled too easily, who carried fish home to his family, who laughed with the elders and helped mend nets along the shore.

A “kind, gentle man.”

That’s what they called him.

That’s what they still call him, I’m sure.

But I remember the way his hand felt clamped around my wrist. The way his breath smelled when he got too close. The way his voice changed when no one else was around—soft, coaxing, like I was supposed to agree to it.

Like I owed him something.

I fought back with every ounce of strength I had.

Water came to me like it always had—fast, instinctive, sharper than anything I’d ever done before. I didn’t think. I didn’t hesitate. I just reacted.

And when it was over…

He was dead.

I can still see it if I let myself. The way the ice had pierced him. The way the snow around us turned red. The silence that followed—so heavy it felt like the whole world had stopped breathing.

I thought—stupidly—that once I explained, once they saw what had happened, they would understand.

They didn’t.

No one saw what he did. No one heard me. All they saw was him lying there and me standing over him, water still dripping from my hands like evidence I couldn’t wash away.

He had a wife. Children.

He had a reputation.

And I…

I had nothing but my word.

Even my father didn’t believe me.

That part hurt more than anything else.

Not the whispers. Not the looks. Not the way people stepped back when I walked past like I might snap at any moment.

Him.

Chief Hakoda. My father. The man who raised me, who taught me strength and honor and what it meant to protect your own.

He looked at me like I was something he didn’t recognize.

Like I was something to be feared.

“A danger to the tribe.”

That’s what he called me.

I remember laughing when he said it. Not because it was funny—because it was so unreal I didn’t know what else to do. Like if I didn’t laugh, I’d break right there in front of everyone.

And then he cast me out.

Just like that.

No trial. No second chance. No moment where he pulled me aside and asked me, truly asked me, what had happened.

Just judgment.

At first, I was angry.

Spirits, I was furious.

I remember standing at the edge of the water after I left, hands shaking, breath coming out in sharp bursts as the ocean churned around me. I bent without thinking—huge waves crashing against the ice, glaciers cracking and splintering under the force of it. I poured everything into it. Every ounce of rage, every bit of betrayal, every shattered piece of trust I had left.

The ice broke like it couldn’t hold me.

Like nothing could.

Then the anger burned out.

And what came after was worse.

Sadness, at first. A hollow, aching kind that settled in my chest and refused to leave. I missed them. Even after everything, I missed my home. The cold air, the quiet nights, the way the water used to feel calm in my hands instead of violent.

I missed who I used to be.

Then the anger came back. Sharper. Bitter. It twisted in my chest until I couldn’t tell where it ended and I began. I hated him. I hated all of them. For not believing me. For choosing him over me. For deciding what I was without even listening.

I held onto that anger for a long time.

It kept me warm when nothing else did.

But anger doesn’t last forever.

Not like that.

Eventually… it just faded.

Not all at once. Not in some dramatic moment where I suddenly forgave everything or found peace. It just… wore down. Like waves against stone, over and over until there was nothing left to break.

And when it was gone?

There was nothing.

No anger. No sadness. No longing.

I stopped caring.

About the attack.

About the tribe.

About my father.

About any of it.

That part of my life feels like it belongs to someone else now. Like a story I heard once but can’t quite remember the details of. The faces are blurred. The voices distant.

All that matters is now.

This place. These streets. This life I carved out of nothing with my own two hands.

It’s not pretty.

It’s not kind.

But it’s mine.

And I won’t let anyone take it from me again.

Before I let myself sleep, I reach beneath the thin mattress and pry up the loose floorboard with my fingers and pull out the small wooden box hidden beneath it. It’s nothing special—just something I took off a vendor months ago—but it does the job. It’s scuffed, the latch slightly bent, but it holds what matters.

My money.

Was it a good hiding spot? Yeah. Good enough that no one had found it yet. But the best? Not even close. If someone really wanted to search my place, they’d find it in seconds. That thought lingers longer than I’d like, sitting heavy in the back of my mind. I should move it. I always think that. I just… haven’t.

Careless, or maybe just tired.

I open the box to toss in tonight's haul and stare down at the coins inside. Copper, a few silver pieces mixed in, and a handful of gold—more than I usually have at once. 

Tonight had been good.

Really good.

I start counting out of habit, stacking them into small piles on the crate beside me. One for food. One for emergencies. One for things I don’t want to think too hard about but know I’ll need eventually.

It’s enough.

Enough to eat for the week without worrying about every single coin I spend. Enough to finally replace what I’ve been wearing.

My eyes flick down to the fabric stretched over my legs. The outfit I’d taken from a clothesline three months ago had been decent at first—simple, practical, easy to move in—but now? It was falling apart. Threads frayed at the seams, small tears that had turned into bigger ones no matter how many times I tried to mend them. The hem was uneven, one side hanging lower than the other, and the top had been stitched together so many times it barely resembled what it used to be.

I tug at one loose thread absently and it comes free too easily.

Yeah… it’s time.

Yari had offered to sell me something of hers. Not new, not perfect, but in better shape than anything I had. She always had something—girls like her went through outfits fast, switching between looks depending on the kind of clients they wanted to attract.

I can still picture what she showed me earlier.

A flowy red skirt, soft fabric that moved easily, light enough for the heat. Not too long, not too short. Practical, but still… noticeable. The matching halter top tied at the back, simple but fitted enough to keep everything in place if I needed to move fast.

Nothing too revealing. Nothing I couldn’t still run in.

That part mattered more than anything.

Blending in didn’t mean slowing down.

I push a few coins into a separate pile for her, already knowing I’ll go through with it. It’s a fair trade. More than fair, honestly. Yari could’ve charged me more if she wanted to.

She never does.

My fingers pause over the last small stack of coins.

The sun festival.

It was happening this weekend—two days from now. A full-day celebration that wouldn’t end until sunrise the next morning. I’d heard about it from the moment I got here, whispers of it in the streets, excitement building as the weeks passed. Lanterns, music, food, performances, crowds so thick you could barely move.

Perfect.

Festivals like that were goldmines. Packed streets, distracted people, heavy coin purses loosened by celebration and alcohol. I could probably make more in one night than I usually did in two weeks if I played it right.

But it also meant more guards. More eyes. More chances for something to go wrong.

I roll one of the coins between my fingers, the metal cool against my skin.

This would be my first time going.

The thought sends a small knot of nerves twisting in my stomach. Not fear exactly—just… awareness. The kind that keeps me sharp. Keeps me alive.

Too many unknowns.

Too many variables I can’t control.

Yari had noticed, she’d leaned against my doorway earlier, arms crossed, watching me with that knowing look she always had—like she could read every thought on my face if she tried hard enough.

“You’ll be fine,” she’d said, like it was obvious. “Just don’t be stupid.”

I’d rolled my eyes at her, but she’d just laughed.

“I mean it, Katara. Stick to the outer crowds at first. Watch how things move. There’s always a rhythm to these things. Once you get it, you’ll know exactly where to be.”

She always had good intel. Better than most.

If she said I’d be fine… I probably would be.

Still, I couldn’t shake the tension sitting just under my skin.

I glance back down at the coins, then carefully gather them back into the box, separating out what I’ll need for food and Yari’s outfit. The rest goes back inside, the small weight of it reassuring in a way I don’t like admitting.

Control.

That’s what this is.

What I’ve built.

I slide the box back under the floorboard, lowering the wood into place and pressing it down until it settles like it was never disturbed. My fingers linger there for a moment, tracing the edges, committing it to memory again.

Just in case.

Then I pull my hand away and shift back onto the mattress, lying down on my side as I stare at the wall.

The sounds of the district filter in again, steady and familiar. Someone laughing too loudly. Footsteps passing by. A door slamming somewhere nearby.

I close my eyes.

The festival.

The crowds.

The money.

The risk.

My grip tightens slightly against the thin blanket beneath me.

Yari says not to worry.

So I won’t.

Yari finished hemming the skirt with quick, practiced movements, her fingers flying through the fabric like she’d done this a thousand times before—because she probably had. She tugged the thread tight, then snapped it clean between her teeth, the sound sharp in the small space.

“Alright,” she said, smoothing her hand over the seam, inspecting her work with a critical eye. “That should do it.”

I stepped closer, running my fingers lightly over the edge she’d just finished. It felt secure—strong enough to hold, but still loose enough that I could move without restriction. That mattered more than anything.

“Thanks again, Yari.”

She waved me off like it was nothing, leaning back in her chair and stretching her arms over her head. “Don’t even worry about it. I’m sure I’ll have some more clothes for you soon.” Her lips curled into a knowing smile. “Perks of the job.”

I had met Yari the first week I got here, she worked the district and usually worked near my shack. She was a few years older than me, twenty-four to my twenty but she didn't treat me like a child like so many had before.

Yari was tall and curvy with long flowing black hair and golden eyes that looked like liquid gold, she was sought out almost every night because of her beauty.

I huffed out a quiet breath, shaking my head as I adjusted the waistband of the skirt. It fit better than I expected—snug at the hips, loose everywhere else. 

“I appreciate it,” I said, tugging the halter top into place and tying it securely behind my neck, “but I won’t have the extra money to spare.”

Yari’s eyes flicked up to me, amused. “Not with that attitude!” she shot back, pointing a needle at me. “Tonight is going to be a piece of cake.”

I raised a brow, unconvinced.

She just smirked.

“Trust me,” she added, lowering the needle and leaning forward slightly, her voice dropping just enough to feel more serious. “Sun festival crowds are different. Bigger. Louder. Sloppier. You won’t even have to try that hard.”

I crossed my arms loosely, shifting my weight as I considered that. “Bigger crowds also mean more guards.”

“Yeah,” she admitted with a small shrug. “But they’re watching for fights, not fingers.” Her gaze sharpened just a little. “Just remember what I told you—work from the outside, in. Don’t dive straight into the center like an idiot.”

“I know,” I muttered.

“Do you?” she challenged, tilting her head. “Because you’ve got that look.”

“What look?”

“That ‘I can handle it’ look,” she said flatly. “Which usually means you’re about to do something stupid.”

I rolled my eyes, but I couldn’t stop the small tug of a smile at the corner of my lips. “I’ll be fine.”

“Mm.” She didn’t sound convinced.

I turned away before she could say anything else and reached for my water skin, fastening it securely at my hip. It felt lighter than I wanted it to. I gave it a small shake, listening to the faint slosh inside.

Not much.

But enough.

I wasn’t stupid enough to walk into something like this without it. Even if I barely used my bending these days, even if I tried to rely on it as little as possible, I still needed that safety net. That edge.

Just in case.

I adjusted the strap, making sure it wouldn’t slip loose if I had to run, then smoothed my hands down the front of the skirt again, checking for anything that might snag or slow me down.

Everything felt… right.

Different.

I wasn’t dressed like the girls here—not really—but I wasn’t standing out either. The red blended well enough. Festive. Intentional. Like I belonged in the crowd instead of slipping through it.

Good.

“Alright,” I said, glancing back at her. “I’m off.”

Yari was already watching me, that same small smile on her face, but there was something softer in it now. Something quieter.

“Just be careful.”

I snorted lightly, pushing the door open. “I’m always careful.”

“Katara.”

Her voice stopped me just before I stepped out.

I looked back over my shoulder.

For a moment, she didn’t say anything. Just studied me like she was trying to decide whether or not to push it further.

Then, finally—

“Careful doesn’t mean invincible,” she said.

The words hung in the air for a second.

I held her gaze, something unreadable passing between us, before I gave a small nod.

“…I know.”

And then I stepped out into the night.

The air hit me first—warmer than usual, thick with the scent of smoke, food, and something sweet. The streets were already alive, more than usual. People moving in clusters, laughter spilling out into the open, lantern light casting everything in flickering gold and red.

The festival had already begun.

My fingers brushed lightly against the water skin at my hip, grounding myself, before I let my hand fall away.

Then I stepped forward, slipping into the current of people like I’d done a hundred times before.

Only tonight…

There were a lot more currents to get lost in.In order to blend in, I made sure I looked like any other festival attendee.

I bought a skewer of grilled meat from a street cart even though I wasn’t that hungry, just so I had something in my hand. I let the vendor overcharge me a little on purpose, muttering a complaint under my breath like everyone else seemed to do. I stole a cheap little souvenir from a crowded table—a painted sun charm on a red string, probably worth next to nothing—and looped it around my wrist to make myself look like I’d been there long enough to actually enjoy the night. I even paused every so often to admire the decorations I couldn’t have cared less about.

Bright silk banners fluttered overhead in shades of red, gold, and orange, strung between buildings and across the main streets. Lanterns shaped like suns and fire lilies glowed above the crowds, casting warm, flickering light over laughing faces and drunken smiles. Music drifted through the air from every direction—drums, strings, flutes, voices rising in celebration. Firebenders performed in open circles, sending arcs of flame spinning high above cheering spectators.

It was beautiful, I guess.

But beauty had nothing to do with why I was here.

Once I was sure I looked settled in, like just another girl wandering the festival, I got to work.

My first victim was easy.

A huge drunk man with flushed cheeks and unsteady legs, swaying where he stood with a bottle hanging from two loose fingers. He laughed too loudly at something his friend said, his head tipping back, and I slipped by him just close enough to brush his side.

My fingers found the pouch at his belt.

A quick tug.

Gone.

He didn’t even blink.

I kept walking, pulse steady, not too fast, not too slow, until I’d put enough distance between us to tuck the purse into the folds of my skirt. The familiar rush settled warm and sharp in my chest.

Too easy.

The next targets took a little more focus.

Two guards.

They stood near one of the outer lantern posts, half paying attention to the crowd and half to their own conversation. One was older, broad-shouldered and stiff, the other younger and clearly more interested in the women walking by than anything resembling actual work. Their uniforms should’ve made them harder to approach, but the festival had softened them. Relaxed them. Made them sloppy.

I circled once, pretending to watch a fire-dancing performance nearby while I waited for the right opening.

The older one shifted his stance, turning just enough.

The younger one laughed and leaned in.

I moved.

One by one, I lifted their pockets so smoothly it almost made me smile. First the younger guard, then the older, using the slight bump of bodies around us to cover the motion. By the time they turned back to their post, their coin purses were already gone and I was disappearing into the crowd.

That made my confidence spike.

Maybe too much.

Because after that, I started moving closer to the center.

Closer to the brightest lanterns, the richest fabrics, the most heavily adorned people in the crowd. The deeper I went, the heavier the purses became. Rich merchants. Nobles. Officials. Women with jeweled combs in their hair and men draped in embroidered robes. Every step inward meant more money, and every successful swipe sent my heart racing harder.

This was it.

This would be the best haul yet.

I could feel it.

The noise around me grew louder the deeper I moved into the heart of the festival. Music thundered from somewhere ahead. A fresh wave of laughter rolled through the street. Bodies pressed in tighter on all sides, the crowd warmer and denser, smelling of perfume, smoke, sweet wine, and sweat.

Perfect cover.

I brushed past a noblewoman first, lifting a silk pouch from the fold of her sash. Then a distracted merchant too busy arguing with a vendor to notice my hand ghosting at his side. Each purse was heavier than the last, and greed—hot and stupid—started whispering at the edges of my mind.

Just one more.

One more and I’d leave.

That’s what I told myself.

Then I saw it.

A purse hanging from the belt of a man dressed in dark red and black, the fabric of his clothes finer than nearly anything else around him. The pouch itself was simple, but heavy—so heavy it dragged slightly where it hung. Whoever he was, he was rich enough not to care about showing it off.

Exactly the kind of person who wouldn’t miss it right away.

I moved in close, letting the crowd do half the work for me. A couple stumbled past me laughing, someone bumped my shoulder from behind, and in that moment I reached out and slipped the purse free.

Spirits, it was heavy.

Heavy enough that excitement sparked straight through me so sharply I almost laughed out loud. My fingers tightened around it and for one stupid, reckless second I imagined how long that much money could last. Food for weeks. Maybe longer. New shoes. A better hiding spot. Maybe even—

A hand clamped around my wrist.

Hard.

I froze.

Shit.

“What do you think you’re doing?”

The voice was low and sharp.

“Hey! Let go of me!” I snapped immediately, yanking against his grip.

He didn’t budge.

“Not going to happen,” he said flatly. “You just stole from the Fire Lord.”

For a second, everything inside me stopped.

My stomach dropped so fast it made me dizzy.

No.

No, that wasn’t possible.

Why the hell would the Fire Lord even be out here in the middle of a public festival like this? Surrounded by civilians? Without some huge obvious escort? My first thought was that this man was fucking with me, trying to scare me into dropping the purse and running.

But then I looked up.

And the entire world seemed to narrow.

Golden eyes.

Not warm gold. Not soft. Piercing gold, intense enough that I felt pinned in place just by the force of them. And on the left side of his face, stretching over his eye and down his cheek, was a scar so unmistakable it made the blood drain from my body.

It was him.

It was actually him.

Fire Lord Zuko.

For one agonizing moment, I couldn’t breathe.

The crowd still moved around us, voices and music swelling, lantern light flickering over his face, but all of it felt far away now—muted, distant, unreal. The only thing I could focus on was the iron grip on my wrist and the fact that I had just stolen from the most dangerous man in the Fire Nation.

Brilliant, Katara.

Absolutely brilliant.

My heart was slamming so hard against my ribs it almost hurt. Every instinct I had screamed at me to run, but his hand was like iron. I tightened my fingers around the purse without meaning to, then immediately loosened them again, like maybe pretending I hadn’t done anything would somehow help.

His gaze dropped briefly to the pouch still in my hand, then lifted back to my face.

And somehow that was worse.

Because he wasn’t shouting.

Wasn’t making a scene.

Wasn’t calling guards over.

He was just… looking at me.

Studying me.

Like he was trying to figure something out.

My mouth went dry. “I…” I started, then stopped because what exactly was I supposed to say? Sorry, I didn’t realize you were the Fire Lord while I was robbing you?

I swallowed hard and tried again, forcing some heat into my voice even though panic was already clawing up my spine. “If you’re trying to scare me, it’s not going to work.”

His expression didn’t change.

Not even a little.

“If I was trying to scare you,” he said, his voice calm in a way that made me even more uneasy, “you’d know.”

My stomach twisted.

Yeah. That sounded like the Fire Lord.

Up close, he looked younger than I expected and somehow harsher too, like power had sharpened every edge of him instead of softening any of it. The scar should’ve made it easier to look away, but it didn’t. If anything, it only made him more impossible to ignore.

I forced myself to tug against his grip again, trying not to let the fear show on my face. “You’re hurting me.”

That finally got a reaction, though it was small. His fingers loosened just a fraction—not enough for me to break free, but enough that he’d heard me.

Good.

I lifted my chin, pretending I wasn’t one breath away from completely losing control of the situation. “You could’ve just asked for your purse back.”

His dark brow arched.

“Could have,” he said. “But I wanted to see if you’d run.”

Damn him.

Because I would have.

The worst part? He knew it.

I glanced around quickly, mind racing. The crowd was too thick to sprint through cleanly, especially if he shouted for guards. My water skin sat against my hip, there wasn't enough water to do much with unless I got desperate, maybe freeze his feet to the ground. I could try to twist free, could maybe throw my elbow into him and make a break for it, but if he really was here with hidden guards—and of course he was, because he wasn’t an idiot—then I’d never make it far.

Still…

I’d rather die running than be dragged off quietly.

My eyes flicked back to his face and found him already watching me, like he could see the calculations happening in my head.

“You’re thinking about bolting,” he said.

I said nothing.

His mouth twitched—not quite a smile, definitely not anything friendly. “That would be a mistake.”

The lantern light danced over the scar on his face as he tilted his head slightly, still studying me, still maddeningly calm while my heart threatened to beat right out of my chest.

I needed to get out of here.

Now.

My mind raced, every possible move flashing through my head and dying just as fast. He knew about the water at my hip—I saw it in the way his eyes had flicked down, the way his posture had subtly shifted. He was already expecting me to use it. If I tried to bend, he’d be ready.

And I didn’t have enough water anyway.

Not for a real fight.

Not for him.

Out of the corner of my eye, I caught movement—uniforms pushing through the crowd, hands on weapons, eyes scanning. Guards. Coming straight toward us.

Fuck.

My pulse spiked so hard it made my vision blur for a second. The crowd was still loud, still moving, but it felt like everything had narrowed down to this one moment. His grip. My wrist. The guards closing in.

No clean escape.

No easy way out.

I looked back at him.

He was watching me—head tilted just slightly, those sharp gold eyes locked onto mine like he could see every thought as it formed. There was something almost… expectant in his expression. Not tense. Not rushed.

Like he was waiting to see what I’d do.

Like this was a game.

That did it.

If he wanted a move?

Fine.

I’d give him one.

Before I could second guess myself, I reached up and grabbed the back of his neck, fingers tangling into his hair, and yanked him down toward me.

And I kissed him.

Hard.

It wasn’t soft. It wasn’t careful. It was desperate and sharp and completely reckless, my lips crashing against his with enough force to surprise both of us. For a split second, he went completely still—his grip on my wrist loosening just enough—

That was all I needed.

I tore myself away and ran.

I didn’t look back.

Didn’t hesitate.

I shoved through the crowd, ignoring the startled shouts as I pushed past people, ducking under arms, slipping between bodies, moving faster than I ever had before. My lungs burned almost instantly, legs screaming in protest, but I didn’t slow down.

“HEY!”

“STOP HER!”

The guards were coming.

I cut down a side street, nearly slamming into a vendor’s cart as I turned too sharply, sending something crashing to the ground behind me. Someone cursed. Someone else shouted. I kept going.

Left. Right. Through an alley I knew would spit me out near the outer district.

My feet hit familiar ground and I pushed harder, forcing my body to keep going even as my chest tightened with every breath. I could hear them—still behind me, still chasing. The sound of armor clinking, boots pounding against stone.

Too close.

Way too close.

I skidded around the last corner and my shack came into view.

Relief hit so hard it almost made me stumble.

I sprinted the final stretch, shoved the door open so hard it slammed against the wall, and burst inside. I bolted straight to the back, grabbing the tall, crooked closet and dragging it aside with a harsh scrape against the floor. The narrow gap behind it was barely visible unless you knew where to look—a thin opening between the walls just wide enough for me to squeeze through.

I slipped inside, pressing myself flat against the rough wood, pulling the closet back into place just as—

The door exploded open.

“SEARCH EVERYWHERE!”

The shout echoed through the small space, followed immediately by the heavy stomp of boots flooding into my shack.

I froze.

Didn’t breathe.

Didn’t move.

From my hiding spot, I could hear everything.

Drawers being yanked open.

The thin mattress tossed aside.

The crate knocked over with a dull thud.

The basin shattered against the floor with a sharp crack that made me flinch.

“Check the back!”

“Under the bed!”

“She couldn’t have gotten far!”

My heart pounded so violently I was sure they could hear it through the walls. Sweat trickled down my spine, my hands pressed tight against my sides to keep from shaking.

Please don’t look here.

Please don’t—

The closet.

Footsteps approached.

Close.

Too close.

The door creaked open.

I bit down hard on the inside of my cheek to keep from making a sound, the taste of iron flooding my mouth as panic surged up my throat.

If they moved it—

If they even nudged it slightly—

“Nothing!” the guard barked, sounding frustrated.

The door slammed shut again.

I nearly collapsed from the force of holding still.

But it wasn’t over.

Not yet.

“Sir! I found something.”

Everything inside me went cold.

No.

No, no, no—

“What’d you find?”

There was a pause.

Then—

“Money. Lots of it.”

FUCK.

My vision blurred, my chest tightening so sharply it felt like I couldn’t breathe at all. My mind raced, spiraling, grasping for anything—any way out—but there was nothing.

They found it.

They found the box.

Every coin. Every piece I’d taken. Everything I’d saved, hidden, protected.

Gone.

“This all hers?” another voice asked.

“Looks like it.”

“Thief,” someone muttered.

My hands curled into fists, nails digging into my palms so hard it hurt. I wanted to move. To do something. To stop them. To grab it back, to fight, to run—anything but sit here and listen.

But I couldn’t.

If I moved, I was dead.

If I made a sound, I was caught.

So I stayed.

Pressed into the wall, breath shallow, heart breaking itself against my ribs as I listened to them tear through what little I had left.

“All of it,” one of them said. “Bring it back to the palace.”

The faint jingle of coins followed.

Each sound felt like something being ripped out of me.

That was my food.

My survival.

My life.

And just like that—

It was gone.

“Sir, no sign of her.”

“Keep searching the area,” the commanding voice ordered. “She’s close.”

Footsteps began to move again, the noise slowly shifted from destruction to motion, the chaos spilling back out into the streets.

I stayed where I was long after the last set of boots faded.

And when I finally came out of my hiding spot, I wasn't even surprised.

My home had been destroyed, my money gone, and I was probably going to be hunted down by the entire fire nation army for what I'd done tonight.

Whether it be kissing or stealing from the Firelord I wasn't entirely sure.

“What did you DO?!”

Yari didn’t even knock. The door slammed open so hard it bounced off the wall, and she stormed in like a hurricane, eyes wide, hair barely pinned back, still half tangled from sleep—or maybe a client.

I shot upright from where I’d been sitting on the floor, back against the wall, my head pounding from a night with no sleep. For a second, I just stared at her, my brain slow, still stuck somewhere between panic and exhaustion.

“What—?”

“Have you been outside?!” she cut me off, hands flying up in disbelief. “Your face is PLASTERED all over the Fire Nation!”

That snapped me awake.

“What are you talking about?” I pushed myself to my feet too quickly, the room tilting slightly before I steadied myself against the wall.

Yari let out a sharp, incredulous laugh and pointed toward the door like she couldn’t believe I’d even ask. “Posters. Guards. People talking about it in the streets like it’s the only thing that matters right now. You—” she gestured wildly at me, “—are apparently public enemy number one.”

My stomach dropped.

“No,” I muttered, more to myself than to her, shaking my head like that alone could undo it. “No, that’s not—”

“It is,” she snapped, stepping closer, her voice dropping but no less intense. “Katara, what did you do?”

For a second, I considered lying. Saying it was just a bad job, that I got caught stealing from the wrong person, that things got out of hand.

But the look on her face—sharp, searching, worried—stopped me.

“…I stole a purse,” I said slowly.

Yari blinked.

“That’s it?” she demanded.

“…From the Fire Lord.”

Silence.

Total, stunned silence.

Her mouth opened slightly, then shut again, like her brain had just short-circuited.

“You…” She let out a breath that almost sounded like a laugh, but it wasn’t. “You stole—from the Fire Lord.”

“I didn’t know it was him!” I shot back quickly, running a hand through my hair. “He wasn’t—he didn’t look like—he was just in the crowd and I—”

“You PICKPOCKETED THE FIRE LORD?” she interrupted, louder now, pacing once across the tiny room like she needed to burn off the sheer disbelief. “Are you insane?!”

“I didn’t know!” I repeated, more defensive than I meant to be. “And I got away, didn’t I?”

Yari stopped pacing.

Turned slowly.

And stared at me.

“Did you?” she asked flatly.

“…I had to run,” I admitted, quieter now. “Guards chased me. They… they searched the shack.”

Her expression shifted immediately, the anger flickering into something sharper. “And?”

I swallowed.

“They found my stash.”

Yari went still.

“…All of it?”

I nodded once.

A beat passed.

Then she dragged a hand down her face and let out a long, slow breath. “Spirits, Katara…”

The weight of it settled in the room, heavy and suffocating.

All that money. Gone.

Every coin I’d fought for, risked for—just… taken.

Yari looked around the shack then, really looked at it. The overturned crate, the broken pieces still scattered on the floor, the mattress shoved halfway across the room.

“They trashed the place,” she muttered.

“Yeah.”

Another pause.

Then her eyes snapped back to mine. “Okay. Start from the beginning.”

I hesitated.

Not because I didn’t want to tell her—but because saying it out loud sounded worse.

“…He caught me,” I said finally.

Yari’s brows furrowed. “The Fire Lord?”

I nodded.

Her lips parted slightly. “You’re joking.”

“I wish I was.”

“What happened?” she pressed, stepping closer again, like she needed every detail.

I looked away for a second, jaw tightening.

“I panicked.”

“Yeah, no kidding—”

“I kissed him.”

Silence.

Yari didn’t move. Didn’t blink.

Didn’t breathe.

“…You what.”

“I had to get out of there,” I said quickly, heat creeping up my neck despite everything. “He had my wrist, the guards were coming, I couldn’t use water, I— it was the only thing I could think of!”

“You kissed the Fire Lord,” she repeated, like if she said it enough times it might start making sense.

“Yes.”

“On purpose.”

“…Yes.”

“To escape.”

“Yes!”

Her hands flew up again, pacing resuming in tighter, sharper movements. “You— you— that’s not— that’s—” She stopped, turning back to me with a look that was half horror, half something dangerously close to impressed. “That’s insane.”

“It worked,” I muttered.

“Yeah, until it didn’t!” she snapped back, pointing toward the door again. “Your face is everywhere, Katara! Do you understand that? Guards are asking questions. They’re describing you. If anyone recognizes you—”

“I know,” I cut in, my voice sharper than I intended.

Because I did know.

I’d felt it the second she said it.

The walls closing in.

The city shrinking around me.

No more blending in.

No more slipping through unnoticed.

I crossed my arms tightly, trying to hold myself together. “Then I lay low.”

Yari stared at me like I’d just suggested something unbelievably stupid.

“You think you can just wait this out?” she demanded. “This isn’t some merchant you pissed off Katara. This is the Fire Lord! You embarrassed him in the middle of a festival, stole from him, and then ran. They are not going to just forget about that.”

I didn’t answer.

Because I didn’t have one.

My mind was still spinning, trying to catch up to a reality that had shifted overnight.

Yari exhaled slowly, dragging a hand through her hair before looking at me again, more serious now than I’d ever seen her.

“You can’t stay here,” she said.

I glanced around the shack—the broken pieces, the thin mattress, the place that had barely been mine but had still been something.

“…I don’t have anywhere else to go.”

Yari’s expression softened, just a little.

“Then we figure something out,” she said. “Fast.”

Outside, I could hear it—

The distant echo of my own name being passed from mouth to mouth like a warning.

I tightened my arms around myself, forcing my breathing to stay steady.

One night.

That’s all it took.

One stupid, reckless moment—

And everything had changed.

But as I stood there, really stood there—not just looking, but seeing—something inside me shifted.

The shack wasn’t much. It never had been. Crooked walls, splintered floorboards, a mattress barely thick enough to soften the ground beneath it. But now it looked worse. Torn apart. Violated. The crate overturned, what little I owned scattered like it meant nothing. Broken pieces of glass glinting faintly in the morning light. The closet slightly askew from where I’d shoved it back into place in a panic.

It looked exactly how I felt.

Ripped open.

Stripped down.

Left with nothing.

And for a moment—just a moment—I wasn’t in the Fire Nation anymore.

I was back home.

Standing in the snow, the cold biting into my skin as the entire tribe watched me like I was something dangerous. Something wrong. I could still hear it—my father’s voice, steady and final.

A danger to the tribe.

The same feeling crawled up my spine. That same helplessness. That same moment where everything I had was ripped away and I was expected to just… accept it.

Leave.

Disappear.

Be nothing.

My jaw tightened.

No.

Not again.

I straightened slowly, my hands curling into fists at my sides as something hard settled in my chest.

“No.”

The word came out quiet, but it felt louder than anything else in the room.

Yari blinked. “What?”

I lifted my head, meeting her gaze, something solid settling into my chest where panic had been moments ago.

“No,” I repeated, stronger this time.

Her brows pulled together. “What do you mean no?”

“I’m getting my money back.”

Yari stared at me like I’d just grown a second head.

“…What?”

I didn’t answer.

Instead, I moved.

I grabbed my water skin from the ground and shoved it into her hands. “Fill this,” I said, already turning away. “I need as much water as you can get in there.”

“Katara—”

“Please,” I cut in, sharper than I meant to, but there was no time to soften it. “Just do it.”

She didn’t move.

I didn’t wait for her to.

I reached down and grabbed the hem of my skirt, the red fabric Yari had just fixed for me, and without hesitating, I tore it clean up to my knees.

“Excuse me?!” Yari’s voice shot up, disbelief turning sharp.

“I’ll leave later tonight,” I continued, pacing now, my mind already working through routes, timing, possibilities. “Once it’s dark enough that patrols start rotating and—”

“KATARA!”

I stopped.

Turned.

Yari was red.

Not just frustrated—furious.

Her hands were clenched around the water skin so tightly I thought she might tear it in half, her chest rising and falling quickly as she stared at me like she didn’t recognize me anymore.

“Have you lost your damn mind?!” she demanded, her voice cracking under the weight of it. “Breaking into the palace to steal from the Fire Lord again? I swear, you clearly have a death wish!”

Her words hit.

They should have shaken me.

They should have made me hesitate.

But they didn’t.

Because underneath the fear, underneath the risk, underneath everything—

There was something else now.

Something steadier.

“No,” I said, quieter this time, but no less firm.

I took a step toward her, meeting her eyes, forcing her to see me—not the reckless girl she thought I was being, but the one who had survived everything thrown at her so far.

“I don’t have a death wish,” I said.

My voice didn’t shake.

“I’m just done running.”

The room fell silent.

For a second, neither of us moved.

Yari searched my face, looking for something—doubt, maybe. Fear. Anything that would tell her this was a moment I’d snap out of.

But there was nothing to find.

Because I meant it.

“I ran when my father cast me out,” I continued, “I ran when I got here. I ran every time something got too close, too dangerous, too real.”

I gestured vaguely around the shack.

“And look where that got me.”

Yari’s grip on the water skin loosened slightly.

“I built something here,” I said, softer now. “It’s not much, but it’s mine. And they just walked in and took it like I was nothing.”

My jaw tightened.

“I’m not nothing.”

“Katara…” she started, her voice quieter now, less angry, more… worried.

“I know what I’m doing,” I said.

It wasn’t entirely true.

But I knew enough.

Enough to get in.

Enough to get out.

Hopefully.

“It’s the palace,” she said carefully, like she was trying to talk me down without setting me off again. “There are guards everywhere. Patrols, checkpoints, inner gates—you won’t even make it past the outer wall without being seen.”

“I don’t need the gate,” I replied immediately.

Her eyes narrowed.

“I’ve watched their patrol patterns,” I added. “Not closely, not like this—but enough. There are blind spots. There always are.”

“You’re guessing.”

“I’m adapting.”

“That’s not the same thing!”

“It’s enough.”

She let out a sharp breath, turning away for a second like she needed to reset before looking back at me again.

“And what happens if you’re wrong?” she asked.

I didn’t answer right away.

“…Then I deal with it,” I said finally.

Yari stared at me, then she looked down at the water skin in her hands.

For a moment, I thought she was going to refuse. Thought she was going to throw it back at me and tell me to figure it out on my own.

Instead, she sighed.

Deep. Frustrated. Resigned.

“You’re unbelievable,” she muttered.

But she turned anyway, heading toward the door.

“I’ll fill it,” she added over her shoulder. “But this is a terrible idea.”

I almost smiled.

“Yeah,” I said under my breath.

It was.

But as I stood there, adjusting the torn fabric of my skirt, mentally mapping out every step I’d need to take, every risk I’d have to survive—

It didn’t matter.

Because for the first time in a long time—

I wasn’t reacting.

I was choosing.

And tonight?

I was taking back what was mine.