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Summary:

Pester.

I'm pestering my lover to remove this ache, this sin.
...How horrible have I become? This is disgusting.

I apologize, my nightshad-

"No need to say sorry".

Your body looks like heaven itself. Please, let me have this one night where lust will be accepted.
-This is love

- Azure

Azure has an unbearable ache... so he requests his lover's help, to finally help it receive the pleasure it needed. The Spawn would definitely be angry... But the sweet angel, the highest form and rank, chose desire over devotion.
...Desire isn't the right word actually.

It's just lust and love, nothing much.

(THIS IS MY FIRST SMUT!!)

Notes:

This is my first time writing smut... so don't really expect much. As much as how unsatisfactory this sex might be, I threw a LOT of research into it because I never had sex before..?? If that wasn't obvious already.

It is a questionably long and horrible smut, considering it takes around 3.9k words to get to the oral sex part (the start of the actual smut) but I feel like the introduction is worth it. I wanted it to be some what similar to the characters' canon personalities so yea..

Thank you @yeouchieheadhurts for betareading (and yes too but like.. you don't have an ao3 account) Everyone say WE LOVE YEOUCHIE

Also the 'a seraphim's poetry stuck in a state of pathetic(tism)' is my work, it's actually poetry! As of now while I'm writing this, it only has two chapters in which the second chapter is like some sort of.. "promotion" for this smut if you could call it that. It's just a poem about having sex with a person you don't know if you hate or love. As for the 'Just Us Two', I really HIGHLY recommend looking at their work! in fact that smut led me to write this. I adore how they've written smut and I'm so happy that work exists <3

I worked on this for ONE MONTH STRAIGHT. OH MY GOD? I don't know, I lost the sense of time. But it is an honor that you read this story I'm so happy. Thank you! :D Please remember again to check out the works I've linked here because they are amazing and I hope you enjoy the smut.
- You CAN criticize me in the comments, but it should be helpful and sugarcoated cause I'm pretty sensitive TwT

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Night. The black ink that seeped through a god's eyes with another lord's heart being dispersed into little white dots we referred to as stars, yes, it was 'night'. And a dark one in fact, Azure's vision was obscured, it felt like a pitch black void had engulfed him whole, trying to mess with sounds and deliberately causing an echo every time he touched his foot to the floor, he wished these noises would fall on deaf ears. He searched for support, as he desperately touched any sort of object he could come into contact with to make him traverse through his dormitory inside the building where the Spawn was worshipped. He kept his eyes open and narrow, following the diamond shape pattern on the walls before finally encountering light.

Night and Light are polar opposites, yet they mix together well, tastefully in fact that one must consider it as a inseparable duo. Light itself was responsive to words such as 'ethereal' or 'glorious'. But that's because Azure always used to think of somebody angelic.

As the windowpane showed the moon's generous grace by conferring the world with a soft hue of white against the ground that feels absent, Azure quieted his footsteps down, standing on his toes as he opened his eyes fully. He allowed himself to pass by quickly as getting caught at this time would give Azure a punishment. It was a sin to stay up this late, as stated in the holy carvings of the Spawn. Azure left the light, as the window could only elongate so much that it couldn't follow Azure. Back again did Azure get on his feet and touch the walls to gain support.

As he walked through the long halls, he thought about the ache down there, the feeling, a sensation to be touched... their dearest flower would know something, a venture out to solve this issue would surely be worth it, right?

In Azure's eyes, he knew he was a sin, a sinner who shouldn't have such thoughts at all. But the way a finger must have felt when gliding down his body.. it was this lust he couldn't let go. It had been interrupting with the sermons for quite some time now, focusing more on how needy they were rather than actually praying to the Spawn. And surely their generous God would understand! To receive prayers from their highest disciples, devotees, sometimes it just needed to be worsened a bit to make it better in the future. The ache spread towards Azure's mouth, his voice becoming more breathless day by day.

For a week this ache was present, and the need to get rid of it was unbearable. One misdemeanor would surely go unnoticed, right? He'd understand. Two time was becoming distant lately to, usually being too busy to even talk to Azure. Just one night he could beg... It wouldn't cause much of a hassle anyways.

While a disciple has their responsibilities, their advantages and perks are also increased, the main advantage being the ability to be able to go anywhere regardless of permission. However, one single sin done and you would get a punishment, a harsher one every rank. This risk looming above his conscience felt like it was plummeting down on his esteem. But for him; this ache, the pleasure he could possibly get was enough to dissolve the fear of this risk.

The thing is, he was endangering his lover.

"Nightshade..." Azure mumbled breathlessly, his voice becoming husky every single second that mysterious ache lingered. It was like an itch that kept coming back, except it was starving for some sort of feeling. A feeling Azure rightfully feared. It was too much now, he placed his free hand against the other side of his hip as he struggled to walk properly. It became so intense like an ebb tide merging with a hurricane. The urge couldn't be denied, and as he slowly crept towards Two time's room, he felt disgusting.

"I... need you.." He whimpered out, finally arriving at Two time's dormitory. Surprisingly, the room was unlocked, but Azure didn't have the energy to dwell on it. They slowly opened the door and saw Two time praying obeisance to the Spawn. Azure didn't interrupt Two time's session as he sat on the bed, and Two time didn't look up, however, they sensed the presence of someone's entrance, so they would greet them later. After all, the Spawn comes first! Azure kept his knees up to his chest and kept his hands under his thighs as he stared at Two time with eyes usually full of love. But this time it was of primal lust, a fire being lit next to a flowerbed.

"May the Spawn live on forever, to his glory, duty, prosperity. Take ye' thy hands off cuffs and guide us thy way. Followed by one's devotion, shall I be your lamb. Glory to the Spawn. Glory to the Spawn. Glory to the Spawn..." Azure watched Two time, a gaze that screamed out lust, how sinful he was! Azure quickly shook his head as he went on to observe the decor of Two time's room again for the thousandth time. They didn't have any windows, and the room was made out of mostly wood. It was identical to Azure's cabin, but just filled with scented candles, notes of Spawn, rule books and trinkets everywhere instead of Azure's abundance of plants and jewelry. Azure dared not to gaze at Two time, instead he looked down on his legs, and saw a bulge in his pants. Azure gulped as he blushed and held back a few tears, he was a disgrace, how could Two time ever love someone as him? He was the wrong, the hell the Spawn warned about.

Two time had got up and looked at Azure, a bit surprised to see him at this time now.

"Dear...? What are you doing here this late?" Two time asked in the soft, gentle tone of their voice, adjusting their robe in surprise. But Azure could only focus on the dear part. The way Two time said it.. something had awakened in him, every single sound of their beloved Nightshade's voice made his ache increase in such torture. Azure breathed heavily, looking at Two time with hunger.

"Azure? Answer please.." Two time said, sitting next to Azure on the bed as they tilted their head. Azure gulped as he eyed Two time from top to bottom. He never truly appreciated his partner's beauty, had he?.

"I... I need help..." Azure moaned out in that same breathless, husky voice. Two time's lips parted a little as he heard Azure's voice. They never heard such a tone come from Azure before... but.. some dark desire in them wanted more. Two time quickly snapped out of it, giving an ear to Azure's vents as they had a feeling on concern replace the desire. They however couldn't accommodate Azure's request of help, as they assumed. They had already been stressed with many responsibilities, and a sermon was supposed to be arranged by afternoon tomorrow! Whatever Azure had would just have to wait...

"I'm sorry Az.. I have work to do and I-.. I just can't help you this week and-" Two time tried to reject but Azure's dejected moan caught them off guard. Azure placed the back of his hand on his mouth as his hazy eyes darted away from Two time's face. Azure's other hand gripped his cloth in between his inner thighs, slouching as he tried to muffle his sounds.

"P-please... hear me out..." Azure uttered quietly, with his best impression of the voice he used to have. Two time was worried, why was Azure acting like this?

"Chrysanthemum? Why.. Why are you acting like this? Do you have a fever?" Two time asked. Azure had something similar.. a huge, pent up heat pooling inside his gut which needed to be released. The ache throbbed as his erection became noticeable now, but yet he tried his hardest to hide it, putting his hand in between his thighs. Azure shook his head, while Two time leaned in closer, taking a strand of hair in between their thumb and index fingers, trying to look at Azure's eyes more clearly. However, Azure's pupils had widened as he fought out to control himself. He was trembling, his hand was gripping anything he could find on the bed, sheets, pillows and the mattress.

"Azure. Answer me." Two time spoke in such a voice that sent a trail of fire down Azure's spine. It felt.. dominating... but he loved it. It was so thrilling to hear his partner like this and he didn't know why. Azure couldn't say anything however, he was still embarrassed. He didn't want to make Two time mad but... he wanted that tone again. Azure felt his erection growing harder as he finally started to pant, he was touch starved and he needed any sort of contact...

...

"Azure, I have work to do. I need to rest and I can't deal with your cryptic messages. Just tell me what's wrong.." That tone again.. Azure looked down at his bulge again and then finally spoke up in his breathy voice.

"I.. need you.. to cure me..." Azure moaned as he teetered on the edge of his breaking point. Two time leaned in closer, their annoyance replaced with curiosity.

"Like.. Medicine?.. Which one? Did Amarah not have any-" Two time spoke but Azure's whine cut them off. He was sweating and feeling hot, trembling as clutching their hands together like they had their own prayers to be memorized.

"No it's not that.. it's.. ugh... thoughts..." Azure took a pause before finally committing.

"Nightshade I... I've been facing lustful thoughts for a past week and.. I can't bear them any longer.. please I just need you..." Azure finally vented out his frustration, as he removed one hand in between his thighs and used it to cover his face. Two time's expression changed to shock, their eyes widening and their mouth agape. They never thought Azure would be the one to 'sin' but.. they were proved wrong.. And now they were being dragged into this..

"...A sin?... You want me to remove a sin, Azure? Why must I be endangered like this?" Two time asked, disgusted by their partner and their actions. But some sort of carnal, lecherous feeling was growing in the bottom. Azure's had already bloomed and it was evident, now all that was needed is theirs. But to give into sin; desire, it would displease the Spawn. Azure felt tears to his eyes, he felt so angry with himself on how he could have such thoughts, but he couldn't bear it, he needed some sort of assistance to remove this impure ideology inside his deepest places. Two time felt ashamed, they couldn't even look at Azure in the eyes as they turned to walk away.. but..

"Please... Please help me I.. I can't take it anymore... You're the only one who could save me..." Azure grabbed Two time's hand, still not bringing himself the courage to gaze at his partner again. Save... that single word made Two time stop in their tracks. Was he that hopeless? To consider himself in danger to this sin? It would be a sin not to help either! But to give into such desires and fantasies will lead to the Spawn being disgusted by them.

"No. The Spawn shall be disgusted with my actions." Two time punctuated their words with clear avoidance. But then they heard a choked cry, another one, and soon they heard some sniffs and quiet sobs come from Azure's mouth. Was this sin hurting him that much? Of course not. Azure must be overreacting. But to see their partner like this was just going to take a toll on them. That same image of Azure crying would probably replay in their mind, even during prayers!... Apart from that.. Azure was clearly hot, they were burning up with this unbridled lust that they couldn't hide.. and the thought of that lust being acted on.. Azure being on the bed, sprawled out while he begged-

NO! focus, Two time. You need to know what to do.







But.. one touch wouldn't hurt.. maybe multiple.. but it will all lead to eloping their dearest Nightshade...

Just do it.

Azure was still holding on to Two time's hand as he muffled his cries. The heat inside his body, looming over his head like guilt wasn't going to be cured. What was the point of making such an effort to come to Two time's room just to be met with rejection? It's not like he could do anything about it because his touch was vastly inferior to whatever spark their dearest flower had. Azure prepared to leave, as he scrunched up the sheets in his hand and turned his neck away. Until Azure heard Two time say something.

"...I've been feeling a bit stressed lately too." They paused, hesitating to forward the conversation, Azure didn't look back but he stayed put.

"And It's true, I'll never sin again. But for you, no matter what path I must take, it will lead to the Spawn being upset by my actions." A sigh came out of their throat as they stayed silent. Azure went to get up, he couldn't deal with this rejection and had to subside this ache somehow, but if even their dearest partner didn't help them, then it was time to give up. But he heard a little ruffle of clothes before he went. Two time was still facing the Spawn's portrait in the room, their hands were gripping on one sleeve of their robe and their back was turned away from Azure's sight.

He looked at Two time, but his eyes felt unfocused, like it was frantically searching for some sort of help. The heat inside him was big enough to be completely fine with only his own touch, but he knew that every effort would be futile, so he just had to go back to his room and touch himself. It wouldn't make any sort of difference anyways... his body wanted to feel like it was traced with a finger on flames, yet feeling like a soothe and serene like a waterfall. And as much as the moon would have looked beautiful tonight, Azure knew he couldn't force Two time, and he didn't want to. Even if this ache consumed him whole and took over his entire body to the point he couldn't move, he still wouldn't force anyone. It would be more annoying then actually pleasuring him.

But then Azure heard a ruffle again, and he saw Two time's robe fall down to their chest length, exposing their bare shoulders.

 

"..."

 

"...Where are you going?" Two time asked, turning around while holding their robe. Azure's lips were separated from each other, looking at Two time with a gaze that even the definition, the epitome of intensity couldn't match. Two time felt blush rising to their cheeks as they sat down on the bed, against Azure's back and let the robe drop down completely, leaving them in their underwear. Azure's ache now entirely took over and needed to be.. 'Saved'. Two time was still glaring at the portrait of their beloved God, the Spawn.

"You.. You really want to do it...?" Azure responded, sure, Two time was offering, but taking a double check for consent was always better then making their lover feel uncomfortable.

"I want to. Even if it means disobeying the Spawn, I'm sure that he'll grant me one night of pleasure with you..." Two time whispered as they touched Azure's hand, waiting for a reply.

"Please..." Azure moaned, holding their hand and turning their body to face Two time's back. He was trembling, that single touch, needing to be "cured".. he wanted it, wanted it more than whatever praise Amarah had, wanted it more than the highest form of respect, he wanted it more than whatever the Spawn could bless. Two time looked at Azure, changing their position to finally adore their lover with all of their senses, and their first sense was sight.

"My nightshade," Two time said, cupping Azure's cheek.

"...May I?" They asked. There was no smile on their face, but the amount of passion inside both of their hearts was enough to even suggest the closest rendition of pure love by the first humans to exist.

 

"I've been waiting.. Please.." Azure whimpered out, putting their hands on the bed while leaning in to reciprocate Two time's touch, whatever firecracker was there on one single atom in contact was like a drug to Azure.

Two time immediately took Azure's lips into a kiss, grabbing his head and run their fingers through his hair. Their lips crashed against Azure's like the fuse had finally been lit up. The dim light from the moon, the scented candles' aroma, the messy bedsheets and almost all of Two time's clothes being off already.. it was like it was meant to be.. Azure could barely make out Two time's face, because he was bombarded with passionate kisses every single second, and he couldn't change it for more.

Two time pushed their tongue inside Azure's mouth, letting saliva dribble down their chin while Azure softly whimpered inside the kiss, taking all the air they could breathe while finally removing the ache once and for all. Azure kept his hands behind Two time's neck, his eyes half lidded as his mouth was covered in spit. It felt divine, like heaven itself was eloping with the epitome of pleasure. Two time was able to pin Azure down on the bed, but they never stopped the kiss, in fact they pushed their tongue deeper. They tasted like cranberries and the soft copper tinge of blood, but it was so addicting that Azure couldn't care. The hunger for Azure was growing by every single shock passing through their mouths. The sweet secrets and whispers which were once full of giggles were now trapped in both of their lips, a sensual dance between them both.

Azure's skin was flushed, sweat beads dripping down his forehead while he had finally shut his eyes, savoring the moment for as much time as he could. Two time skimmed Azure's hair, tangling it inside their grasp as they put their free hand in between Azure's thighs, slowly stroking Azure's clothed erection and quieting down his whimpers with a harsh, rough tongue that Azure craved.

Azure pulled away after some time, a thick string of mixed saliva connecting their lips while he finally came back to his senses. Drool had been dripping from the side of his chin as he caught his breath and looked at Two time's face above him, they were beautiful... like an angel in stagnant water, like a faded scar, like a smudged painting. Two time narrowed their eyes, putting a lock of Azure's hair behind his ear and giggling at how shocked he looked.

"You look like a muse..." Azure said, studying the face above him with ardency. He cupped one of Two time's cheeks while using his free hand to explore the back of their lover. Two time leaned closer, their warm breath hitting Azure's throat.

"You are my artist." Two time instinctively replied, tilting their head and kissing Azure's earlobe. He groaned in a low voice, adjusting his neck so that Two time could get a better canvas. It felt like all the shades of red came out of their mouth and slowly painted Azure into their ideal of perfection. And the irony; the muse being the one to hold the pallet? Azure didn't dare to object, and he loved the warmth on their skin covered in saliva and sweat.

Two time left a trail of kisses from Azure's ear to his neck, wedging one of their fingers between Azure's skin tight shirt and drawing their tongue on his collarbone. Azure shivered at the wet touch on his skin, he gripped the sheet tighter, small wrinkles forming on the silk like laugh lines on a blurred face full of memories. He shut his eyes, gently whining and biting his lips hard enough to draw blood as Two time worked with their magical ministrations.

"T-time..." Azure breathed out, gripping Two time's free hand. Two time lowered their eyelids as they removed their hand out of Azure's grasp and putting their finger over his mouth. Two time slowly started to trace Azure's neck with their thumb, a circular, tantalizing motion which made Azure's breath hitch.

Two time whispered a 'Shh' in his ear, their lips brushing against the neck and wetting the already made trail. Two time held Azure's hand as they pushed their thumb inside Azure's mouth, using the pad of their thumb to push Azure's tongue back. He whimpered, eyes dazed in utter pleasure as he stared at the ceiling while avoiding Two time's soul-seeking pupils. Two time's iris was dark, hollow yet full of devotion for the Spawn- yet... a red glint, mistaken as a tear, would look like pure love. Love so cowardly that it couldn't take a step on a crossing without a hand,

 

 

 

 

 

 

So why was it different this time?

It was almost like the normal grey eyes were a bright maroon, like the orange sun setting and passing through red fabric. Why, that is love itself in those eyes. Love and lust go hand in hand.

...

"Azure..." Two time muttered out in their hoarse voice, removing the thumb from Azure's mouth which was now covered in spit, and retracting their tongue to speak. Azure moved his head up, to suggest confusion. He looked like sin. A disaster, a naked wretch, a foe. But oh how this sin was their life, how they loved him like a mother did to her child, how they loved him like rain gushed herself for her plants, how they loved him like they loved the Spawn. Two time changed their position and sat directly up again, positioning themselves on Azure's thigh, leaning their leg to rest on the side of his hip to let his bulge rest on their inner thigh.

 

 

 

 

 

 

This was wrong.

They shouldn't be doing this.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Two time pressed their lips together, holding Azure's hand while going through hurdles in their mind. Did they want to disobey the Spawn? They had promised Azure they would... but..

"Az," Two time started to speak.

"...Can I remove your clothes?" They mumbled, Azure's face was warped into a flustered pink. He nodded as he looked away, too embarrassed to even process what he was doing. But he wanted this, so there was nothing to be ashamed of.

Two time started to move Azure's shirt up, revealing his abs. They blushed and went on removing the shirt, trying to ignore whatever they saw. They started going down, pressing their lips on Azure's clothed bulge and making him moan. They trailed their fingers up on Azure's thigh, going to his hips and tugging at the waistband of his pants and wedging in their digit between Azure's skin and boxers. There was only three layers between them, yet Azure felt the heat radiating from both of them. He kept the back of his hand on his mouth while his pants came down, leaving his boxers and Two time's fingers caressing his skin.

"Ah..." Two time muttered. They were... shy, but Azure was too. They stared at Azure's bulge before taking his chin and bringing him to their lips. One last kiss before it all could happen. Azure kept his eyes half lidded, trying to capture everything before they were completely perished from any innocence they were brought upon. Two time cupped Azure's cheeks and took Azure's hand, making it roam across their ribcage where all their lust and love lied. Two time smiled, looking down at the hand and slowly, quietly giggling.

"This.... This is whatever I feel right now... Do you feel like your body may reciprocate it too?.." Two time asked, with Azure's instincts making him nod swiftly on the question he should have pondered on

Two time finally removed Azure's boxers, pinning him down and sliding it up to his knees. They gazed at the length of Azure's erection, not to be disgusted, but they had imagined Azure's bulge ever since they had got together. They shouldn't be so intimate, not yet, but it felt like they were forever. Azure's cock had a bead of precum drip down his shaft, leaving a white, translucent and damp trail. Two time gulped, lowering their head to.. "observe" if you could say.

"Mhn.."

Two time moaned around Azure's cock, slowly taking his length inside their mouth. Azure felt the heat and blushed, his breath hitching with every movement Two time made. Their mouth was stretched wide on Azure's dick, slowly moving their mouth up and down, taking in Azure's shaft. They sucked up the drop of precum, lapping and brushing Azure's head with a kiss. A slight, guttural whimper came from Two time's throat as they sucked off Azure's member and bobbed their head and held Azure's hip with their fingers, leaving marks with their nails as they started taking him in deeper. Drool came trickling down the corner of their mouth, using their thumb to trace veins and opening their hazy eyes to see Azure's reaction.

"T-timey..." Azure moaned, putting the back of their hand on their eyes and using the other hand to scrunch up Two time's hair, tangling it in the process. Two time's mouth left Azure's cock as they smirked, starting to enjoy making Azure flustered. They always used to tease Azure, but to see his reaction to this... being shy and muddy for no reason.. it really made Two time chuckle. They put their mouth on Azure's cock again, but this tip their started sucking his head, taking their tongue all the way from base to tip and circling his sensitive veins. And Azure twitched, blushing as he heaved and groaned, trying to keep his voice low because he didn't want anyone to hear him; so he grabbed a nearby pillow and squished his face into it, muffling his whines as Two time continued to give Azure's aching erection the pleasure it needed.

Azure's breath came in short gasps, like dull sparks from a molten core in glass. The way they were getting handled by their partner made them finally experience what "passion" was. Every sound that came from his mouth made Two time further their intensity, making him shudder as he tugged on Two time's hair as some sort of support. A burning fire pooled inside Azure's gut, and he felt the heat rising as it flowed inside his body, waiting to release.

"I'm.. ah.. I'm gonna cum..!" Azure moaned out, but Two time didn't stop, in fact, they started moving their dexterous hand faster, pumping Azure's cock while licking the tip, making Azure release faster. They moved their hand and made circles on Azure's shaft, trying to take Azure's member in fully. And Azure just whined, pulling Two time's hair as he finally came.

"F-fuck..." Azure cussed. Thick, hot ropes of white pleasure came from Azure's dick, flowing inside Two time's mouth as they swallowed and removed their hole from his cock with a lewd pop and strings of mixed semen and saliva forming on their tongue. They licked their lips, savoring every drop from Azure's release while their beautiful flower above tried to maintain their composure. But seeing Two time like this... all flirty and satisfied with whatever they made Azure do.. his cock started getting hard again.

"Azzy~" Two time taunted, pinning Azure against the bed frame and smashing their lips against Azure's in increased fervor. This carnal desire inside their hearts... it couldn't be ignored. But then the decision was made, Azure would have Two time all night for himself. He didn't want or need any breaks, he didn't want to stop, he wanted it to go till dawn. Till the early morning their touch would linger and then finally calm down in dusk, leaving the night for rest and the next morning of him finally releasing that ache from the chains of his body. Alas, that wouldn't happen... so the night is enough for him.

'He wants more...'

'I'm too far in sin, so to plunge myself deep in the art of carnality would still be the same as being banished for even a small kiss.'

'I need him. I need his body.'

I. don't. care.

Lustfulness, Physicality, Worldliness... they all were words full of scum. This was love to both of them.

"Nightshade..." Azure groaned out, sweat dripping down both of their bodies while saliva was exchanged. He put his hand under Two time's breast, fondling with their nipples as he allowed Two time to deepen the kiss. The spot in Two time's underwear was becoming damp, dripping with arousal.

Further.

...

"Az..." Two time sighed, pulling away with strings of mixed spit and mingled breath. They put their knee in between Azure's thighs and their hand behind his neck. Azure gulped, supporting Two time's waist with his hands and flickering his eyes from top to bottom. They looked amazing, their nude body, their self inflicted scars and their unmistakable giggle... it was like they were from the Spawn themselves. Azure was right about his partner being a muse, because truly, anyone would probably capture this beauty. Two time tugged the waistband of their black underwear, moving it down slowly to tease Azure while grinding against Two time's knee. They finally removed their panties, dropping it down to their ankles and throwing it on the floor while taking in Azure's mouth again.

"I.." Azure couldn't say anything, even if he wanted to speak something it would just come out as a stutter. He saw Two time's naked form, and finally realized the importance of light. The shadows which were cast from the moon's glow made them look like a sprawled angel in their hands. The soft shine on their thighs, the way the celestial being lit up their face, the highlight on their breast as they took heavy breaths and their eyes glistening, featuring their arousal and thirst for such a lecherous thought in their head.

"Chrysanthemum... don't be shy.." Two time said, taking Azure's wrist in their delicate fingers and guiding them down towards their folds. The heat inside them was enough to make Azure's crave be awoken again.

Azure put one finger in the wet folds, pushing it inside and taking it out before repeating it again in the same motion. Two time's brows furrowed, whimpering as Azure started to finger them. The slickness started to drip down on Azure's finger, while lewd noises could be heard from the genitals contact. Azure blushed, adding another finger and going faster inside the clit. He focused on Two time's face, seeing the sweat from their forehead drip down to their collarbone and then to their chest; while they bit their lips in a futile effort to muffle their moans.

"..Ah...Your doing.. good.." Two time mumbled in broken words. Azure finally added a third finger and stretched Two time's hole taut, then started to curl his fingers inside, brushing his knuckles on the walls while Two time's back off the bed. They let out a low hum as they scratched Azure's back from all of the stimulation their cunt was receiving and started feeling a fluid forming inside their body. The wet sounds started becoming prominent, echoing off the walls and into Azure's ears as the fire inside them increased. The fingers went in deep, the pad of the thumb pushed against a particular spot inside Two time's clit that made them see the Spawn itself, saliva immediately dribbling down their chin as they tried to form a coherent sentence to that tempestuous sensation.

Two time kept making sounds of utter pleasure until their orgasm came crashing down and flowed outside their clit. Translucent, white and slimy liquid coated Azure's fingers as his partner laid spread on the messy bed, the sheet crumpled at the corners, exposing the mattress and pillows thrown to the side to peg Two time down on the blanket. The liquid dripped down Two time's folds with a subtle hint of them being unsatisfied. They wanted more, needed more.

"...Azure." Two time spoke, regaining their breath as they panted under Azure's grasp. They choked, admiring their boyfriend's body as they ran a finger down Azure's abs.

"Whole. Take me whole." Two time mumbled, taking Azure's dick in their hand and lining it up with their wet cunt. The warm, musky scent travelled across Azure's length, making him have another ache, an ache to satisfy them both. Two time finally pushed the tip of the cock inside and closed their eyes, sweat dripping down their body.

"Oh Spawn... Forgive me..." Two time said, changing their position to pin Azure down on the dirty, winkled bed. They cupped one of Azure's cheeks, moving their fingers across his neck and starting to lower themselves down on Azure's member as it's thick girth stretched Two time's hole wider, making them whimper. Azure put his hands on Two time's hips, guiding them downwards carefully so that it wouldn't pain, but Two time assured that they could do it on their own.

They shuddered as they reached Azure's shaft, their velvet folds molding against the veins of his dick and starting to become impatient for pleasure. A wanton moan came out of their mouth, looking down at their progress while they blew their damp hair out of their face. Azure whined, the feeling of those wet folds on his length made him sensitive and took him into a state of bliss, and he gripped the sheet tightly, daring not to let it go as Two time finally bottomed out and took in Azure's member fully. They could feel it twitching inside their cunt, waiting for any sort of movement so that it could finally satisfy it's ache. Two time looked at Azure with loving eyes, giving a kiss on his lips before starting to move.

They moved themselves up and down, fluids secreting on his dick as they moaned in pleasure. Every time his nightshade met with his balls, it only made it seem like they were taking it in deeper. It felt euphoric, to see their sensitive lover below them, mewling as he held Two time's hips as a way to support his towering ache inside his cock. Two time groaned, arching their back and leaning their mouth closer to Azure's neck; a few warm breaths landed on Azure's throat before they started kissing Azure, licking their Adam's apple and leaving marks on Azure's skin, all while granting Azure's cock the stimulation it needed. They smirked, a slight giggle coming out of their mouth as they leaned up to kiss Azure on the lips.

"Did.. hah... you get that... ah~... Idea now?.." Two time purred out, allowing Azure to take the lead. Their beloved flower nodded, changing the position to lay Two time sprawled on the bed, and their legs resting on Azure's shoulders while he lined his cock up with their hole again.

Azure moved his member in slowly, making Two time moan loudly as they clenched themselves around Azure's cock. It felt slick, wet and tight inside, and Azure's dick twitched again, his flesh finally meeting Two time's thighs as they took him fully in. Azure's eyes hovered up and down as he opened his mouth to speak, to ask if he could start moving. But Two time shut him up with a kiss again, a slight nod from their head as Azure started moving.

He moved his dick in and out of Two time's cunt, going softly and gently and picking up the pace in small amounts. Every single thrust made Two time even more aroused, their hands gripping the sheets, their sweat beads gliding across their skin, their face a flushed pink, their clit becoming tighter.... it was like Azure was seeing a fallen angel in a lowly form. Their body was lithe, their face was gentle and their eyes told a story of such enliven voracity that he couldn't comprehend it around even the most knowledgeable Cherubim. The

This was sin. They went far enough to detach themselves from the guilt... and lust was never a myth..

And neither is love.

"Ah~... Hibiscus.." Two time wailed, grabbing Azure's wrists and forcing him to look at their face. They memorized every feature, eyes frantically looking everywhere on Azure's body as he started to go faster. Azure wanted his dick to be ruined, to make his lover understand what the meaning of 'carnal' was. Such depraved hunger in both of their mouths, thirst in both of their bodies, minds being unsatiated... and to all think that this was in one night was mind breaking to Azure.

"Fast. Go faster." Two time begged in one breath, feeling like their brain was melting from all the elation inside their barely processing head. Azure stuttered, before complying with their angel's request; and he started to intensify his thrusts, pin pointing his tip at specific spots which would make Two time splutter out words, trying to keep up with the tandem Two time expected and wanting his ferocity to be taken to the heights of even the Spawn's glory.... The Spawn's fierce.

And then Azure started thrusting inside Two time with a merciless rhythm, flesh slapping against flesh, moans spiling out from both of their mouths, the heat rising to a fathomable level; This was what they both wanted, to have such a ecstasy defined exhilaration while committing such a vile sin in middle of the holy grounds, the sacred places to worship... the risk fueled Azure more, his thrusts became harder, more aggressive and frantic while Two time whimpered and mewled under him, trying to keep a focus on their sight. But.. in the end they lost it, they lost it all; all their senses were ruined, the way Azure had such control over their voice, making them moan when they could, their nose could only be able to sniff out the scent of Azure's skin, their eyes couldn't stare at anything or let alone gaze, and their body... oh their body was like of a goddess. They would have the figure of an angel, but the way they felt like their blood was bubbling, their skin was tingling and their insides were getting rearranged was amazing. Sin never had felt this good before. Guilt never entered their mind once, because that devoir yearning that had plagued their heart ever since they met Azure was being fulfilled.

But then something hit, the way Azure's tip grazed at that specific spot... the way Azure hit hard and deep inside them.. it shot out. Their soul felt like it glowed shades of hot, bright pink inside, like their bones had been cracked of all of their stress, like their blood had started to flow faster.. and their mouth uttered a loud cry of unbridled bliss. Azure roamed his hands around Two time's body, quieting them down as he started to lightly thrust and hit Two time's g spot. Two time bought Azure close to their face, touching their forehead against his and whispering out a sentence that weighed above both of them.

"I love you." They muttered quietly, before leaving Azure's forehead and gripping the nearby blankets that were thrown out of the way. Azure felt adrenaline boost through him, the pace now being faster than Two time could process, drool from their mouth and coating their tits with a wet trail, their eyes rolling up more than they could even see, their mouth opening with saliva strings connecting both of their plump yet thin lips... Oh how erotic their lovely angel looked. Now Azure finally knew why Two time referred to themselves as a fallen angel, because this lust would be enough to get them executed from heavens; but yet they were addicted to it. And lust is the greatest sin.

Azure rolled his hips, hitting Two time's g-spot multiple times and making shockwaves course through their body like a ripple through waves of a stormy coast. Two time felt like they were in Eden, like they had been accustomed to such a pleasurable feeling it only made them act like they were hypnotized in a trance. The way their mouth slightly opened, and how their mind was acting like a pulse for even more "sinful" thoughts.. Azure could only be mesmerized by their beauty. How awfully lustful they looked when carnality clouded their goal of obtaining the greatest blessing from Spawn! Azure went faster, trying to seek out more sides of their partner while maintaining his position.

"You look beautiful..." Azure muttered under his breath, his hair was now covering his eyes, his mouth had saliva dribbling from the corner of his chin, his lips were slight upturned; to mildly suggest a smirk, his torso was drenched in sweat and Two time could swear that the moon made him look like a dominican.

And then Azure felt his release close, the fluid slowly flowing in his dick and ready burst out. Two time felt the same, their wet folds tolerance crumbling swiftly and this stimulation inside them becoming more rougher with ever second. He grabbed Two time by the shoulders, panting as he asked swiftly:

"Can I come... inside.. ahn... you..?" As he ran his hands through Two time's hair, his thrusts messy and deep with every second. Two time's eyes became wide, almost like they never expected him to ask such a question. And their wanton, appetite to be filled up was impossible to remain ignorant about.

"Please do.. I need you.. I need your essence.. I need.. ah.. Ah.. I'm.. I'm gonna.. fuck.." Two time wailed, their release waiting like doom to this sin which would be caught by the Spawn's devotees. The sounds became louder, more aggressive and passionate as both of their flesh slapped together, an echo of this memory.

"Fuck!.. I.. I love you..." Azure moaned, emptying out his impending orgasm in Two time's cunt, a small whine coming from his mouth as the fluid inside covered the walls in white. He heaved, catching for his breath as his dick throbbed inside the creamy mess he had made while it mingled with the velvet walls. He leaned closer, whispering sweet nothings in Two time's ear as he felt Two time cum on his spasming cock, ragged breaths and pants mingling with each other.

Azure pulled out his cock as his slapped against his thigh, finally becoming limp. Two time's cunt was filled with Azure's liquid, and their head was filled with so much pleasure that they couldn't even begin to start thinking. The essence dripped down Two time's hole, covering the rim with a slimy texture. A small string of leftover residue had splattered against Azure's stomach, and he was soaked in between his thighs. Looking at the outrageous sin he committed, the guilt came back, stabbing his brain like a sacrifice.

"Night...shade..." Two time grunted out, finally getting back to their senses and sitting up, looking at the sopping mess they had created. They should have been mad about their room being nasty, disgusting like this but.. instead they smiled. Azure turned to stare at Two time, with a illusional condescending voice whispering in his ear behind him.

"Oh Spawn that was.. that was amazing...." Two time whispered, moving themselves closer to Azure. Their thighs were covered in sap and their hair was tangled, their smile had never faded but it had turned slightly crooked, and their pupils; the pupils that showed whatever divinity Azure was following.. they were covered in a mist of wonder.

"I..." Azure spoke.

Now that I've endangered you...

Yet you still lean on me?

I don't deserve your pure heart, better you stab mine instead

"I'm.. sorry for dragging you into this.." He murmured, wrapping his hands around Two time and resting his head on their shoulder.

"..."

"Azure... You don't need to apologize." Two time responded, their voice becoming lower, hesitant and monotonous. They knew that they were desperately trying to cover themselves from the Spawn's all knowing sight. But, Oh how their dear Spawn was a god! It would be futile to do so. The only reason they didn't speak anything is because to be clouded with guilt after intruding the basks of heaven would certainly ruin the mood between the two.

Azure squinted his eyes, knowing that something was wrong but he didn't want to pry. So he let it dissolve into the air of sweat and sex, brushing his hand over Two time's and molding their face to form an expression of such an intense question smeared across their lips. Two time kept quiet, cupping Azure's cheek and leaning in to kiss him again. But this kiss wasn't full of lust or love. They both knew it was of guilt; Guilt of what a heinous sin they committed, Guilt of how they disobeyed the Spawn and Guilt of how they endangered both of their lives for a mere hour of pleasure.

"I wouldn't trade anything to forget this hour.." Azure muttered into the kiss, closing his eyes as he imagined the consequences if even the youth found out.

"...Nothing will happen, my nightshade. I promise to keep this sin to our hearts." Two time punctuated, pulling away from the kiss and moving towards the edge of the bed, leaving Azure on the sheets.

"Where are you going?" He questioned.

"I assume we need to clean ourselves up, so I was just making some preparations." They replied.

"So.. you're heating up the water?" Azure asked.

"Precisely." Two time said.

Such short dialogues between them, a pitiful effort to withhold a conversation. Azure sighed, tracing the edge of the bedframe with his finger while looking at Two time put on their robe. The way the moonlight peeked through the curtains and casted it's sparkle against Two time's body had his mouth slightly agape. His nightshade was a seraphim in the past life, as an assumption obviously; looming over such measly creatures and unable to comprehend if they had taunted them there or never did utter a word of his wrongdoings. He wanted to hold their waist and mutter sweet with such in their ear, but instead he just gazed with such ardency that even a blind man would give Azure an opia.

Two time looked at Azure, their hair strands kissing their cheek as they showed their face with guilt. And it was true, with these cuffs of theirs- they had ruined their devotion. The guilt inside would consume them... but the love itself had nestled deep into their roots, for it to vanquish such a regret in their heart.

They left Azure alone in the warm room. Even the cold bowl of offerings looked like it would melt, but Azure just felt cold inside. The stinging freeze spreading, making his heart into an icicle while waiting for the other half of aphrodite's reincarnation to take care of him. How hopeless he was... even after the most purest, raw form of love; he still felt empty. Because the guilt inside always wanted to cover him like the sweat he hated.

Meanwhile in the bathroom- Two time filled up a wooden tub full of hot water, the steam rising up and hitting Two time's cheek like a hand had caressed them. They dipped their fingers in the water, slowly, their nails becoming wet with such a natural essence, their fingertips tingling with one more depth, their knuckles being released of tension, their palms experiencing the fumes from the ripples caused by the running tap... and a few moments later, their full hand was inside the hot water. It felt comforting to say the least, even if it burnt a bit. That was thing with Two time... they liked it sometimes; being in pain to receive even more pleasure, because that's how everything worked.

"To earn, you must pain. To gain, you must obey."

Two time mumbled the Spawn's rule of avoiding desire under their breath. The highest devotee, the one who could obtain salvation in a matter of few days, the one who could finally achieve nirvana, the one who could become a seraphim in this life too... it had all went away in one night. Because the yearning won and defiled them to ever be called as "pure" again, and oh... how this dearest nightshade despised yearning.. the Spawn says one is only there for themselves.. to lean on their lover was just selfish for them both and that is what made the Spawn hate them for an eternity and eternities beyond-

Cara mia?

Azure walked up to Two time, his feet dragging across the tile floor. They gulped as he kneeled down and put a strand of hair behind their ear; squinting his eyes from the amber lightbulb above them.

"The water is ready." Two time said, punctuating their sentence with a cold silence, almost like if it was a jab. Azure didn't respond, he just... stared. Stared into the obsolete arrogance behind their teeth that was decorated with a condescending regret. Because he knew that it wasn't true, the only reason why Two time was harsh was because they didn't want to admit that they loved it, that they were a devil behind the lies that covered them in the name of sincerity.

Azure went inside the tub, his knees up to his chest as he felt the warm water splash against his thighs, how it rippled with a flow that seemed to move in a fashion that was custom made for them. He waited for Two time to enter the tub, usually because they bathed together. But for some reason.. they waited, hesitated to go in the same tub as Azure.

"If you'd like it... I can take a bath at my own dorm... you don't need to do all of this." Azure said, grabbing a spare towel on the rack haphazardly placed above the tub. Two time stopped him as they removed their robe and joined Azure.

"No need." They replied.

They both sat down in the tub, avoiding eye contact and letting the water underneath them slowly turn lukewarm. Azure wanted to break the silence but he thought it was better like this. For Two time to be in their own thoughts about whatever 'sin' they had committed.

"I just don't understand." Two time broke the silence, staring up at the ceiling.

"It's the fact that I enjoyed every single second of it. How I wish to do it again. And I know it's heinous but I still keep having thoughts in my mind that the Spawn would forgive me."

"Why do you think he won't?" Azure replied, tilting his head and tracing Two time's fingers.

"Because I committed a sin Azure. A sin which I do not repent." Two time had mumbled, leaning in Azure's arms and the amber lightbulb finally losing it's energy, making the bathroom turn dark as they only the scented candles' light illuminated one side of their cheeks.

"There is no need to repent for something as pure as making love." Azure replied spontaneously, like an outburst of pent up frustration about the Spawn. He didn't truly hold the Spawn to the same rank as his lover, and he knew that they didn't look at him the same way, but the mere knowledge of them at least acknowledging how he felt was almost enough to say curses at the Spawn. If it wasn't for that upper god, he would have been able to be even closer with Two time. He would have deep, heartfelt conversations instead of continuous lectures about the almighty. Two time looked up at Azure, their face forming into an expression of confusion.

"How is making love 'pure'?" Two time questioned.

...

"I've always seen it like this... the fact that you are vulnerable to the person who you love the most, and how it's the method of creating a new life.. I find it pure and intimate. Making love is truly the most purest thing in the world because it's being with your only one and the peak of any sort of relationship. You trust that they would handle you properly, you trust that they would cherish your body, you trust your physical self to them and in return get the pleasure of whatever reason you had wanted to start it in the first place." He gulped, turning to look at the candle's flame.

"I never thought about it that way..." They couldn't disagree on how much they adored that interpretation, regardless if it was wrong in the Spawn's eyes.

 

"Azure." They called out in a whisper like voice. Azure turned his head to face at his lover again, moving his face closer as the candle started dimming.

"I love you." Finishing the sentence, they held Azure's cheeks with their wet hands; barely being able to make out the features of their flower's face as opposed to basking in the moonlight. Azure almost suggested a smile, placing his hands around Two time's waist.

"I love you too." He replied.

They bought their lips together again, tasting each other's tongues that was dotted with horrible words. The breath remained hot, warmth arriving on their cheeks from the now turned cold water surrounding their lower half. Their mouths exchanged whatever 'innocence' they had left and their chin had been wet with mixed spit. The candle extinguished, leaving them in the dark room with only their heat between them. It was sweet, like a small promise in their teeth to never leave each other, or the impression that both of them would die together.

"You taste like flower petals on my tongue. It's a shame this moment would never last forever." Azure thought, pulling away with a string of saliva and finding his angel opening their eyes again.

Notes:

Thank you for making it to the end! I'm so happy you read it fully! Really, thank you!... Don't forget to comment and leave kudos though cause hits aren't gonna make me popular (sigh) /lh

Again I hope you enjoyed this smut, and I appreciate any criticism but it has to be said nicely, or like.. I'm just removing your comment lmfao

This is a gift for Spin_me! :D (sorry it took so long TwT)

- istaelle (<3)