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"Well he's out of season, out of sync, oh lord, what must his family think?
Well I dusted all the bones out in my yard, I fixed the screen door, raised the barn, but I've never seen life as a chore, a treasure for a find..."
The suitcase wheels caught in the grooves of the driveway and jerked sideways so hard that Boom nearly lost his grip.
He swore under his breath, yanked the handle upright again, and glared at the loose gravel as if it had done something personally offensive. The black aluminum case had looked sleek and expensive when it rolled across polished tile at Suvarnabhumi and even across the concrete outside the terminal in Khon Kaen. Here it looked ridiculous, glossy and urban and useless, dragging behind him like a bad decision in designer luggage form.
Behind him, the car engine shut off.
His father got out, not because he intended to help, but because he always moved like every place was his by right. Crisp white shirt, dark pants, polished shoes that would have lasted maybe six seconds in the damp edge of the yard. His mother stepped out more carefully, one hand pressing at the side of the car door, large sunglasses still on despite the fact that there was nobody here worth impressing except, apparently, the son they had chosen to dispose of for a month.
Boom let go of the suitcase handle. “We could still turn around, you know.”
Neither of them answered that immediately.
The heat did, though.
It pressed down from above and rose from the baked ground at the same time, closing around his body like wet fabric. Bangkok had heat, obviously. He wasn’t stupid. But this felt different, less filtered, less civilized somehow. There was no blast of air-conditioning waiting beyond a lobby door, no café with clean glass and iced coffee three minutes away, no smooth hum of traffic to make the world feel occupied by other people living sensible lives. There was only the farm.
It spread out past the yard in rows and low patches of green under a harsh white sky. A few strips of cloth tied to sticks fluttered over one section. There was a long low structure with a rusted roof off to the side, a water tank, coiled hoses, stacked blue crates, a shed half open with tools hanging inside. Beyond that he could see fencing and a flash of black hide shifting in shade. Cows. Real cows. Not a decorative, countryside-themed restaurant version of cows. Actual animals, heavy and slow and faintly alarming.
Something smelled like damp soil and grass cut hours ago. Something else smelled unmistakably like manure.
Boom turned back to his parents with the expression he usually reserved for service failures in expensive restaurants.
His mother took off her sunglasses. “Don’t start.”
“Start?” He laughed once, sharp enough to nick skin. “You flew me to a different province and then drove me here to dump me on a farm and I’m the one starting something?”
His father closed the car door with deliberate calm. That calm was worse than shouting. Boom had grown up inside it, had watched it flatten arguments, reduce other people’s anger into things that could be stepped over on the way to a meeting. “You are twenty-six,” he said. “You wake up at noon. You disappear with your friends every other night. You refuse every role we’ve offered you, every training program, every conversation about the company, and then you act insulted that we’re worried.”
“I said I don’t want to work there.”
“You said you don’t know what you want. Repeatedly.”
“Because I don’t.”
His father’s gaze flicked once over the yard, over the house, over the fields beyond. “Then perhaps a month here will help you understand how fortunate your confusion has been.”
Boom stared at him. “That is such an awful sentence.”
His mother pinched the bridge of her nose. “Boom.”
“No, say it again, actually. ‘Fortunate your confusion has been.’ That sounds like something printed on a brochure for a leadership retreat no one attends voluntarily.”
Her mouth tightened in a way that meant he was being funny at exactly the wrong time. “This is not exile.”
“It feels a lot like exile.”
“It is one month.”
“In a place with cows.”
“In a place where people work,” his father said.
Boom looked around again, not because he wanted to, but because he needed more evidence for the prosecution. The house sat a little back from the road and the yard in front of them, built low and plain, with a deep overhang casting shade across the front. Shoes were lined beside the steps. There was a woven mat hanging over the railing to dry, a broom propped against one wall, and three clay pots with basil or something like it gone slightly wild. A pair of rubber boots sat near the door, caked with old mud. The windows were open. No curtains, just the dark rectangle of interior shadow beyond them.
He could hear insects whining in the brush and, somewhere farther back, the metallic clang of something dropped or set down.
Then a cat slid out from under the house.
It was thin in the casual, self-satisfied way of cats that had no intention of starving, all white paws and orange patches with one torn ear and the kind of face that suggested deep personal criticism of everyone present. It paused in a blade of sunlight, blinked at Boom, and then walked straight toward him like an inspector arriving to assess the damage.
Boom crouched before he thought better of it. “Finally,” he muttered. “Someone decent.”
The cat sniffed his fingers, rubbed once against his wrist, and accepted him with insulting speed.
His father made a disapproving sound, as if even the cat’s timing was inconvenient.
Boom scratched under its chin. “I’m staying with you, by the way.”
The cat, to its credit, did not object.
A voice came from somewhere near the shed. “That one likes trouble.”
Boom turned.
A man stepped out of the shadow carrying a plastic crate against one hip. He was taller than Boom had expected from the stories his uncle used to tell, around Boom's age, lean but broad through the shoulders, forearms exposed by a faded dark T-shirt with the sleeves cut shorter than factory-made. His jeans were worn pale at the knees, one thigh streaked with dirt. A towel hung around his neck. His hair was pushed back carelessly, damp at the temples, and there was something infuriatingly unbothered about the way he took in the scene, crate balanced easy, expression flat.
This had to be Aou.
Boom stood up slowly, the cat brushing once around his ankle before wandering off again.
Aou set the crate down near the steps and looked first at Boom’s father, then at his mother, lifting his hands to wai at them. “Hope the journey wasn’t too bad.”
His voice was lower than Boom had expected. Not warm. Not hostile, either. Just practical, as though this was a delivery that had arrived on schedule.
His mother smiled with visible relief at the appearance of another adult. “Aou, thank you again for agreeing to this.”
He shrugged one shoulder. “No problem.”
Boom disliked him immediately.
Not because he had done anything yet, exactly, but because he had the kind of face that suggested he was already making judgments and finding them accurate. Strong nose, sharp brows, little moles at the corner of a mouth that looked like it knew how to smirk but hadn’t decided whether the current material deserved the effort. There was mud drying at the edge of his jaw, and the sight of it, stupidly, irritated Boom more than if Aou had shown up polished and smug. It was the ease of him that pissed him off instinctively. The fact that he fit here so completely that even the mess on him looked intentional.
Aou’s gaze shifted at last to Boom in a clean, uninterested sweep from hair to shoes to suitcase. His pause at the shoes was brief but devastating.
Boom had changed for the trip into loose cream pants and a charcoal knit polo because he had assumed he would be miserable and had wanted, at the very least, to be miserable in breathable fabric. He was now abruptly aware that the pants cost more than several farm tools probably should, and the suede loafers had become a strategic error the moment he’d stepped out of the car.
“Hi,” Boom said, because his parents were watching.
Aou nodded once. “Hi.”
That was it.
No welcome. No attempt at politeness. No pretense, even, that this arrangement was anything but inconvenient.
Boom’s father gestured toward him. “He’ll be your responsibility for the month.”
Boom turned his head. “I’m standing right here. You can stop discussing me like a badly chosen intern.”
Aou leaned down and picked up the crate again. “If you’re an intern, you can start making yourself useful tomorrow.”
Boom blinked. His mother let out a soft, horrified little breath. His father looked almost pleased. Aou carried the crate up the steps without waiting to see how that landed. Boom watched him go with a sudden vivid understanding that this month might, in fact, end in homicide.
His father reached into the car and pulled out an envelope. “This has the contact information you need,” he called after Aou. “And the monthly payment we discussed.”
Boom snapped back around. “Payment?”
His mother hesitated. “Boom- ”
“You’re paying him to babysit me?”
His father held the envelope steady. “We are compensating him for taking on the inconvenience.”
Boom gave a disbelieving laugh. “Inconvenience. Amazing. Really. I didn’t know I could be humiliated in new and exciting formats.”
Aou came back down the steps in time to hear that. He took the envelope from Boom’s father, tucked it without ceremony into the back pocket of his jeans, and said, “Then this should be a very educational month for you.”
Boom stared at him.
Aou stared back.
There it was, finally, not even hidden. The judgment. The impatience. The conclusion already reached.
Spoiled city idiot, that look said, in fluent silence.
Boom had one ready in return.
Stupid, rude country bastard.
His mother moved before the moment could sour any further. She stepped close, fingertips catching briefly at Boom’s sleeve. “Call me tonight.”
“I’m not twelve.”
“No,” she said softly, and for the first time that afternoon something less defensive crossed her face, something that almost looked like doubt. “You’re not.”
For half a second he nearly gave in. Nearly said he would come back with them, apologize later, tolerate dinner lectures and company tours and every suffocating conversation about the future as long as it meant not being left here under this crushing sky with a stranger who looked at him as though he had arrived pre-failed.
Then his father got back into the car.
That made the choice for him.
Boom stepped away from his mother’s hand. “Fine. Go.”
Her mouth tightened. She put the sunglasses back on like an armor and returned to the passenger seat without another word.
The engine started again. Gravel spat under the tires as the car turned, rolled back down the drive, and disappeared in a wash of dust that hung in the heat long after the sound had gone. Boom stood in it, breathing dry air and exhaust and the faint green smell of crushed leaves from somewhere underfoot.
When the dust settled, the silence felt enormous.
Not real silence, exactly. The farm was full of noise once the car was gone. Cicadas whining from the trees. The clank of a chain somewhere. A low animal sound from the far shed. Wind dragging across something metallic. But none of it was human, none of it familiar, and the absence of the car left him standing in the yard with a sensation he refused to identify too closely.
Aou took the handle of one suitcase without asking and hauled it toward the house.
Boom bristled on instinct. “I can get that.”
“Then get it.”
Aou let go.
The suitcase tipped sideways again and dragged at Boom’s wrist with all the dead weight of things he had packed in anger - shirts, chargers, skincare, two pairs of sunglasses, a laptop he probably wouldn’t be able to use properly here anyway, books he might not read, and one blazer packed entirely out of spite. He yanked it upright and followed, the second case bumping behind him in miserable rhythm.
At the top of the steps, the wood gave a little under his shoes. The shade under the roof helped, but only slightly. Up close, the house smelled like cooked rice, soap, old timber warmed through by years of sun, and something herbal drifting from the kitchen.
Aou pushed the door wider with his shoulder.
Inside, the main room was bigger than Boom expected and darker. Light filtered through the open windows in pale strips, catching on suspended dust. A table stood near the kitchen with two mismatched chairs and a bench. There was a standing fan in the corner, switched on low, turning its head with a tired click. A metal rack held bowls, glasses, a rice cooker, a kettle, jars of dried things Boom couldn’t identify. Along one wall stood a wooden cabinet with framed photographs on top - Aou as a teenager maybe, thinner, standing between a man and woman who had to be his parents, all three squinting into the sun.
Boom looked away before it could become private.
Aou pointed down a short hallway. “Last room on the left.”
“That’s where I’m staying?”
“Yes.”
Boom waited for more. A proper explanation, maybe, or a sentence shaped like welcome, or at least some acknowledgment that being deposited in a stranger’s house under family arrangement was inherently awkward.
Aou only leaned the suitcase against the wall and wiped one forearm across his forehead. Up close, there was a scratch near his elbow, half healed. He looked tired in a way that seemed structural, built into him, not dramatic enough to advertise itself.
Boom hated that he noticed.
He pushed the second suitcase into the hallway himself and found the room.
Small. Clean. Narrow bed under a plain sheet. Wooden wardrobe. Desk. Window with a screen that looked serviceable in theory and vulnerable in practice. The air was thick and still. A folded towel sat at the foot of the bed. There was a gecko on the wall above the window, translucent and obscene.
Boom stopped in the doorway.
“This is the guest room?” he called.
“This is the room,” Aou called back.
Boom closed his eyes briefly.
When he opened them, the gecko was still there, smug and prehistoric.
He went back out. Aou was in the kitchen pouring water from a steel pitcher into a glass. He slid it across the table without looking up.
Boom stared at it. “What’s this?”
“Water.”
“I know it’s water. From where?”
Aou finally looked at him. “Do you need the stream’s autobiography, or are you thirsty?”
Boom took the glass because refusing would have felt like defeat, and because his throat was dry enough to ache. The water was cool, not cold, and tasted faintly mineral, clean enough but unfamiliar. Another thing wrong with today.
Aou leaned one hip against the counter. “You should unpack before sunset.”
Boom set the glass down. “Should I?”
“Yes.”
“Or what?”
“Or you’ll do it in the dark.”
“Very funny.” Boom looked at him for a long moment. “You’re enjoying this.”
“No,” Aou said. “I’m working.”
The answer was so blunt Boom nearly laughed. Nearly. “That’s interesting, because from where I’m standing, it looks a lot like being rude.”
Aou folded his arms. “From where I’m standing, it looks like you’ve never had to do anything that made you uncomfortable in your life.”
There was a sting to that that landed harder than Boom wanted it to. He covered it the only way he knew how.
“Congratulations,” he said. “You figured me out in five minutes. Very efficient.”
Aou’s mouth moved, not quite into a smile. “Less than that, actually.”
The fan clicked in the corner and turned its head back the other way.
Outside, something knocked hollowly against metal in the yard.
Boom could feel sweat gathering at the back of his neck under the collar of his shirt, could feel travel grime on his skin, heat trapped in fabric that had stopped feeling breathable half an hour ago, dust on his shoes, annoyance under all of it like a fever. He looked past Aou through the open back door and saw a strip of yard running into green, saw a line of laundry move in the wind, saw a cow turn its massive head in profile beyond the fence.
This place was unbearable.
And Aou, with his tired eyes and rough hands and terrible attitude, was already looking at him like someone measuring how quickly exactly he would fail.
Aou pushed off the counter. “Dinner’s at seven. Don’t wander off.”
Boom lifted his brows. “I’m not a lost tourist.”
Aou headed for the back door. “Good. Then try not to act like one.”
He stepped out into the light and left Boom standing in the kitchen, one hand still curled around a half-empty glass, listening to the screen door slap shut behind him.
Boom stayed where he was for another few seconds, hand damp against the glass, staring at the rectangle of bright yard beyond the kitchen. Aou crossed it without hurry, one hand lifting to shield his eyes as he headed towards the shed. He did not look back once.
That was almost the worst part.
Not the rudeness. Boom could handle rudeness. He knew what to do with people who wanted to be difficult, and the answer was usually to become impossible in return. But Aou did not seem to be trying to win anything. He had simply looked at Boom, judged the package, and filed him under trouble.
Boom hated being dismissed more than he hated being insulted.
He set the glass down on the table with a little more force than necessary and went to his room to unpack, mostly because he needed to do something with his hands that did not involve marching back outside and starting a fight he was not yet equipped for in this heat.
The room had not improved on second viewing.
The bed was narrow enough to feel like a punishment to him. The wardrobe smelled faintly of old wood and something medicinal. There was no air-conditioning unit, no purifier, not even the mercy of a scented candle. He opened one suitcase and stared down at his own belongings arranged in expensive, orderly layers that now looked faintly absurd in the weak yellow light.
He unpacked in a bad mood, which meant the process took twice as long because every shirt felt like evidence. Linen pants. Soft cotton tees. A watch case. A bottle of serum wrapped in a sock because he had packed in fury and not logic. He stacked things in drawers that stuck halfway. He lined shoes along the wall and immediately saw dust settling on the suede loafers.
At some point the cat appeared in the doorway.
Boom looked up from draping a light jacket over the chair and felt an unreasonable amount of relief. “There you are.”
The cat sat down just inside the room as though it had been invited. In the fuller light he could see the little tear through one ear and a tail that curved at the end like a hook.
“You have excellent timing,” Boom informed it.
The cat blinked once, then hopped lightly onto the bed and turned in a small circle before settling in the exact center of the sheet, claiming the room with more authority than anyone else had managed.
Boom sat beside it. The mattress gave under his weight with a tired creak. “I know you live here,” he said, scratching carefully under its chin. “But I’d like to be clear that this is now a coalition. You and me. Against the farmer.”
The cat began to purr.
“That’s what I thought.”
He took out his phone, checked the signal, and got one wavering bar that vanished when he moved his wrist. He laughed once under his breath, joyless. Of course. Of course this place would also be geographically hostile to communication. He moved around the room like an idiot trying to catch a better signal near the window, then by the door, then holding the phone slightly above his head as if dignity had already become optional.
Nothing stable.
He texted two friends anyway.
Boom: I am in agricultural prison.
The first message sent after a delay. The second hung in limbo, unsent. He sat back down. The cat climbed into his lap without permission and kneaded the expensive fabric of his pants with complete disregard for cost. Boom let it happen.
By the time Aou called him for dinner, the light outside had softened from punishing white to something gold and slanting through the yard. It wasn't even seven yet.
Boom found him in the kitchen ladling soup from a dented pot into two bowls. Steam rose against the open window. The room smelled of vegetables fried in oil, pepper, and something green and sharp from torn herbs. A plate of omelet sat beside a dish of stir-fried morning glory slick with sauce. The rice cooker was open, breathing out heat.
Boom stopped just past the doorway.
Aou glanced at him. “You eat food, right?”
Boom looked at the table. “That depends on the food.”
Aou snorted and set a bowl down in front of the chair opposite his own. “Sit.”
Boom sat, partly because the smell had gotten to him and he doubted Grab Food delivered out here, partly because refusing now would feel childish even by his standards.
They ate in a silence that was not peaceful enough to qualify as comfortable, but no longer sharp enough to cut. The soup was simple and annoyingly good, broth rich with simmered chicken and white radish soft enough to break under the spoon. The omelet had crisp edges and a center still tender with herbs. Boom tried not to look too surprised by any of this.
Aou noticed anyway.
“What,” he said, scooping rice into his bowl. “Did you think farmers only eat leaves?”
Boom swallowed. “I thought you might be less smug for someone cooking with one pan.”
“It’s two pans and a pot.”
“Thank you for correcting the important part.”
Aou’s mouth twitched, then flattened before it could become anything useful. “Wake up before five tomorrow.”
Boom put his spoon down. “Absolutely not.”
Aou kept eating. “Good talk.”
“I’m serious.”
“So am I.”
Boom leaned back in the chair. “No one told me I’d be working tomorrow.”
Aou lifted his eyes at that, slow and unimpressed. “Then your parents left out the only part that matters.”
“I’m here for a month. That doesn’t make me your employee.”
“No,” Aou said. “It makes you my problem.”
Boom stared at him.
Aou set down his spoon and finally gave the conversation his full attention. “Listen carefully, city boy, because I’m only saying this once tonight. You are not here to rest. You are not here to ‘find yourself’. You are not here to sit in my house all day and act offended by dirt. Your parents sent you here because they think hard work might teach you something or whatever. I agreed because they asked, and because your uncle used to help my family when things were bad. So from tomorrow on, you work.”
Boom gave a short, incredulous laugh. “You really enjoy ordering people around.”
Aou wiped his mouth with the back of his wrist. “Only when they need it.”
Boom felt something hot flash under his skin, separate from the weather. “You don’t know me.”
Aou nodded once. “That’s true. I only know what I’ve seen. You arrived looking like you packed for a hotel, stared at the cows like they insulted your bloodline, and asked where the water came from as if I’d handed you poison.”
“That was a valid question.”
“Sure.”
“And I did not stare at the cows like that.”
Aou raised his brows. “You did.”
Boom hated that he probably had.
He folded his arms. “What happens if I say no?”
Aou’s answer came without pause. “Then I call your father in the morning and tell him you’ve decided to spend his money sulking in my guest room.”
There was a beat of silence.
Boom narrowed his eyes. “You would do that.”
“Yes.”
“You like me that little.”
Aou reached for the morning glory. “I don’t know you well enough to like or dislike you. But I know enough to not waste my time.”
Boom looked at the food, then at Aou, then away.
That somehow landed worse than the earlier insults had. Not because it was cruel, but because it felt true to Aou in a way that made arguing with it difficult. This was not someone who said things for effect. He said them because he had work to get back to.
The cat padded into the kitchen then, winding around Boom’s ankles before springing lightly onto the chair beside him.
Boom seized the opportunity instantly. “At least someone in this house has manners.”
Aou glanced over. “He steals food and bites people.”
“Still better company than you.”
“Then sleep outside with him.”
The cat rubbed its face against Boom’s forearm and sat down like it had chosen sides.
Aou looked at the cat for a long second. “Traitor.”
Boom smirked despite himself. “You see? Excellent instincts.”
Instead of replying, Aou just continued eating.
“Does he have a name?”
“I just call him cat,” Aou shrugged.
“That’s absurd.” Boom made a face and looked at the cat, who was trying to subtly fish a piece of chicken out of his bowl of soup. “I’ll find a name for you, friend.”
Aou scoffed into his food, then looked up and pointed his spoon at him. “Five o’clock. Be ready.”
Boom sighed theatrically enough to qualify as performance art. “I hate you already.”
“Good,” Aou said. “Maybe that’ll keep you awake tomorrow.”
Boom did not sleep well.
The mattress was too hard in some places and too soft in others. Night sounds replaced daytime ones but did not get quieter, only stranger. Crickets screamed in the grass. A gecko chirped outside, or maybe inside his room at some point. Once, in the middle of the night, a cow made a low, mournful sound from somewhere outside that made Boom sit upright in the darkness before he realized it was just a cow and not a supernatural event. Sometime during the night, the cat came through the open doorway and climbed onto his bed, circling twice before settling against his shin like a heated brick.
That helped more than he wanted to admit.
When someone banged on the door before dawn, Boom surfaced from shallow sleep feeling half dead and fully offended.
“Go away,” he called hoarsely.
“It’s five ten,” Aou said through the wood. “You have ten minutes before I start being annoying on purpose.”
Boom dragged the pillow over his head. “You say that like you’ve been restraining yourself.”
The door opened.
Boom sat up so fast the cat shot off the bed in disgust.
Aou stood in the doorway holding two folded bundles of fabric. The sky outside the hall window was still blue-black, the edges of things only beginning to separate from shadow. He looked infuriatingly awake.
“What is wrong with you?” Boom demanded.
“You sleep like someone who has never had responsibilities.”
“And you barge into rooms like someone raised by buffaloes.”
Aou tossed one bundle at him. Boom caught it against his chest on instinct. It was soft, faded, and smelled faintly of detergent and sunlight.
“Change,” Aou said. “Unless you want to ruin whatever those are.”
Boom looked down. Oversized t-shirt. Old jeans. “You expect me to wear your clothes?”
“I expect you to stop dressing like you’re on your way to an overpriced brunch.”
Boom stared at the clothes, then at Aou. “I would rather die.”
Aou leaned one shoulder against the frame. “Try the shirt first. Then decide.”
The shirt ended up being the least humiliating thing about the morning.
It hung loose enough to move in, the cotton worn soft from years of washing. The jeans had seen better days and sat awkwardly at the hips, but at least he was no longer facing manual labor in clothing that needed dry cleaning. He splashed water on his face in the tiny bathroom, and found himself in the cracked mirror looking less like a displaced heir and more like a university student who had lost a bet.
He resented that the change made practical sense.
Outside, dawn unfolded over the farm in layers. The air was cooler but carried the promise of heat later, damp against his skin. Mist hung low over the far edge of the field. Somewhere near the shed, chickens scratched and muttered to themselves in ugly little bursts of noise. Aou was already by the water tank filling buckets.
He looked up once as Boom approached. “You came.”
Boom took hold of the last scrap of dignity available. “I’m not giving you the satisfaction of reporting me before breakfast.”
Aou handed him a bucket. “There’s the work ethic.”
The metal handle bit into Boom’s palm immediately. He glared at it. “I’m going to drop this on your foot.”
“Then you’ll have to carry me to the clinic, which would actually be useful.”
The first task was feeding the chickens.
Boom hated it.
Aou walked him through it once, fast and unsentimental - scoop feed, scatter evenly, don’t fling it in one pile unless he wanted a riot, refill the water trays from the bucket without sloshing mud into them. The chickens swarmed his ankles in a blur of feathers and claws and ugly red faces. One flapped at him with such malicious confidence that he recoiled hard enough to splash water down the front of his borrowed shirt and almost drop the chicken feed.
Aou, carrying a heavy sack of something over one shoulder, stopped to watch. “Did it threaten your stock portfolio?”
Boom glared at the bird, then at Aou. “Why do they move like that?”
“Like what?”
“Angry little dinosaurs.”
Aou laughed then, sudden and low, caught off guard by it. For one brief moment he looked younger, less severe, the whole line of his face easing open in a way that made Boom stare before irritation caught up again.
“They are angry little dinosaurs,” Aou said. “Just pour the water.”
Boom did. Mostly onto the tray. Some onto his own feet.
The cows were worse.
Their size up close offended him on a philosophical level. One of them turned its heavy head and breathed directly across his arm, hot and grassy and damp. Boom made a noise of immediate rejection.
Aou, untying hay with competent hands, looked over. “You can’t insult them. They don’t care.”
“I’m not insulting them. I’m objecting.”
“To cows.”
“To this entire situation.”
“You’re standing in it either way.”
By midmorning Boom had learned several things. Hay and chicken feed got everywhere. Mud could get into shoes through routes that felt mechanically impossible. Isan mosquitoes were more annoying than Bangkok ones. Farm tools had weights and balances that mattered, which was unfair because they all looked deceptively simple. Chickens were vindictive. The sun rose fast and without mercy.
Aou handed him a hoe and pointed toward a row thick with weeds sprouting between young vegetables. “Pull along here. Not too deep. You’ll cut the roots.”
Boom took the tool with all the confidence of someone accepting a ceremonial weapon he did not know how to use. “You could explain this less like I was born in a penthouse, thanks.”
Aou gave him a long look. “Were you?”
“That is not the point.”
“It helps the visual.”
Boom planted the hoe badly, hacked at the soil, and nearly took out a line of seedlings on the first try.
Aou caught the handle before he could do more damage. “Do you have a personal grudge against these plants?”
Boom yanked the tool back. “Stop grabbing things.”
“Then stop using them like you’re losing a duel.”
Their hands had brushed on the handle, skin hot from the sun. The contact was brief, meaningless, instantly buried under annoyance, but Boom still felt it like an extra pulse in his palm. He blamed dehydration.
The next ten minutes went worse.
He pulled too shallowly and left roots intact. Then too deep and carved up the bed. He lost his footing once and stepped straight into a slick patch at the irrigation edge, one leg sinking to the ankle in mud cold enough to shock a curse out of him.
Aou stared.
Boom looked down at himself, at the brown smear climbing his borrowed pant leg, at one shoe now ruined in a way that felt biblical. Then Aou made the catastrophic mistake of laughing. Not a polite breath. Not a restrained little exhale. A real laugh, open and merciless.
Boom straightened slowly. “I need you to know,” he said, voice dangerously calm, “that this is the ugliest I have ever felt.”
Aou was still grinning. “That’s probably good for you.”
Boom yanked his foot free with a wet sound that almost turned his stomach. “You are such an ass.”
“And you’re holding the hoe upside down.”
Boom looked down. He was.
The silence lasted half a beat.
Then he said, “I hope your cat leaves you.”
Aou’s grin snapped into something brighter, meaner. “Now that’s too far.”
By noon Boom’s shoulders ached, his hands had raised two tender blisters, and he had become fiercely, irrationally determined not to let Aou see him quit.
That surprised him more than the rest.
He could have made this miserable in easier ways. He could have refused. He could have dragged his feet so hard the whole arrangement collapsed under its own inconvenience. He could have called his mother the moment the signal cooperated and demanded to come home.
Instead, when Aou handed him the hoe again and said, “Here. Like this. Watch the angle,” Boom watched. He watched the way Aou set his feet, the easy technique to his wrists, the line the blade cut through the soil. He took the tool back and copied it once, clumsy but closer.
Aou’s expression shifted, only slightly. “Better.”
Boom, breathing hard, hair sticking damply to his temples, looked down the remaining row and wanted to die. But he reset his grip anyway.
“Don’t sound so shocked,” he said.
Aou picked up a crate from the path. “Don’t make me regret it.”
Boom bent to the work again, jaw tight, sweat slipping down the side of his neck into the collar of the borrowed shirt while the sun shone down and the field shimmered and the cat watched from the shade of the water tank like a tiny white-orange supervisor with no practical contributions at all.
Boom hated that cat a little for looking so comfortable.
He drove the hoe into the earth again, this time at the angle Aou had shown him, feeling every muscle in his shoulders protest. The blade slid under the weeds instead of hacking blindly through the row. He pulled back, and the roots came loose in a small, satisfying clump. Dirt crumbled off them in dry flakes.
Aou, a few paces down, was stacking filled crates with the kind of easy strength Boom had already decided to resent on principle. He looked over once, glanced at the exposed roots, then at the row, and said, “Again.”
Boom frowned. “That sounded dangerously close to approval.”
“Don’t get excited. You managed one.”
“Which is one more than before.”
Aou clicked his tongue and turned away, but Boom caught the shape of it before it vanished - the corner of his mouth twitching as if it had almost given in.
That was enough to make Boom straighten and attack the next patch with renewed, deeply offended determination.
By the time the sun had climbed high enough to bleach the world flat and hard, he had stopped thinking in coherent sequences and started thinking in physical complaints. His hands burned. His lower back felt as if someone had replaced it with a rusted hinge. Sweat had dried on his skin and been replaced by fresh layers so many times that he had lost track of whether he still felt like himself under the grit.
Aou finally called a stop when the sun had turned too merciless even for him.
“Wash up,” he said, lifting a crate onto his shoulder. “Then eat.”
Boom leaned on the hoe for one dramatic second. “I can’t feel my spine.”
“You still have one. Move.”
The pump water behind the house came out cool enough to make him hiss when he splashed it over his face and neck. Mud loosened from his ankles in brown streams. He scrubbed at his forearms, the back of one hand where dirt had dried in the lines of his skin. The borrowed shirt clung damply to him until he peeled it off and wrung it out with unnecessary resentment.
The cat appeared on the edge of the concrete slab and sat down to observe his suffering.
“You’re enjoying this,” Boom told it.
The cat yawned in his face.
Aou had left food on the table by the time Boom came inside - rice, stir-fried minced pork with basil, sliced cucumber sweating onto a chipped plate, and a bowl of clear soup with cabbage gone silky in the broth. No speech. No explanation. Just lunch set out under the fan while the whole house held the heavy, drowsy hush of the hottest part of the day.
Boom sat and ate like someone recovering from a mild collapse.
Aou joined him a minute later, washed and changed into another old t-shirt, hair still damp around his temples. Up close, the sun had left a flush across the bridge of his nose and the tops of his cheeks. He looked cleaner, but not softer. There was still that dry alertness in him, as though some part of his body was always half-turned toward the next chore.
Boom set his spoon down halfway through the meal. “Do you ever stop moving?”
Aou glanced up. “Do you ever stop complaining?”
“Don’t answer a question with a question. It’s rude.”
“You’ll survive.”
Boom watched him tear a piece of basil leaf with his fingers and drop it into the rice. “That’s not an answer either.”
Aou chewed, swallowed, and reached for his glass. “There’s always something to do.”
“That sounds bleak.”
“That’s because you’re lazy.”
Boom gave him a flat look. “You are so attached to that theory.”
Aou took a drink. “You gave me a lot of supporting evidence.”
Boom wanted to argue. Instead he scooped more rice into his bowl and kept eating, because arguing required energy and the food was too good to waste on wounded pride.
After lunch, Aou pointed him toward a woven mat in the main room and said, “Rest for an hour.”
Boom, too tired to manufacture sarcasm at full strength, lowered himself onto it and lay back under the fan. Through the open windows he could hear insects droning in the yard, the occasional cluck from the chickens, the distant shift of something large in the cattle shed. The ceiling above him blurred.
He woke to the cat stepping on his stomach.
The shock of it punched the air from him. “Unbelievable.”
The cat stood there for another second, claws digging into his torso, considering his outrage, then hopped down and disappeared towards the kitchen.
Boom sat up slowly and discovered that rest had not cured the aches in his body so much as organized it. He could now identify every separate location of pain with appalling precision.
The afternoon brought more work, though less of it in the direct sun. Aou had him rinsing harvested vegetables at the side of the house, crouched beside a blue tub while water ran cold over his wrists and filled the grooves of his fingerprints. Long beans. Eggplants with glossy purple skin. Chili peppers that looked harmless and absolutely were not. Aou sorted nearby, rejecting damaged leaves, bundling the better ones with practiced fingers.
Boom fumbled one bundle badly enough that the stems slipped and scattered over the wet concrete.
Aou looked over. “Did they offend you too?”
Boom gathered them up with wet hands and a glare. “I’m deciding whether I can throw vegetables at you without ruining dinner.”
“That depends. Are you paying for the vegetables?”
Boom opened his mouth, then shut it again because, annoyingly, no answer improved his position.
The light outside shifted slowly. Shadows from the trees stretched longer across the yard. Somewhere in the late afternoon, the edge of the day softened just enough that the farm stopped feeling like a punishment and started feeling, if not bearable, then at least temporarily survivable.
That realization irritated him too.
By evening he was moving more slowly than usual, as if his body had become suspicious of all instructions. He showered in the little bathroom, stood too long under the cool stream, and still emerged feeling half asleep. Clean clothes helped only slightly. He sat down to dinner because Aou told him to, lifted his spoon because food was there, and listened to Aou saying something about waking up earlier tomorrow if Boom wanted enough time to eat first.
Boom intended to answer.
Instead his chin dropped to his chest for one brief, treacherous second.
He jerked upright at once, blinking hard. Aou was still talking, or maybe had stopped. The fan turned lazily overhead. Rice steamed in the bowl. The room smelled like garlic and fish sauce and the sharpness of sliced green onion.
Boom dragged his eyes open wider, fixed them on the table, and told himself with great dignity that he was absolutely conscious.
A soft thud sounded near his elbow. The spoon had slipped from his hand.
Humiliation rolled through him in a hot wave, but his body was too tired to do much with it. He reached for the spoon, missed, and heard Aou exhale through his nose.
“This is embarrassing,” Boom muttered.
Aou did not answer.
Boom managed two more bites. Then the fan’s slow turn, the warmth of the food, the heavy ache in his arms, and the fact that his day had started in darkness all folded over him at once.
When he next regained consciousnesss, his cheek was pressed against his own forearm on the table.
He did not move immediately. Someone was touching his shoulder.
Not shaking. Just a hand there, warm and steady through the thin fabric of his shirt, fingers spread lightly as if testing whether he was gone beyond recall.
“Boom.”
Aou’s voice, lower than usual.
Boom made a small, incoherent sound and lifted his head. The room had gone dimmer. Outside the windows, night had pooled thickly in the yard. The overhead light cast a soft yellow circle over the table, over the half cleared bowls, over Aou standing close enough that Boom could smell soap on his skin under the lingering kitchen scents.
For one disorienting second Aou’s face had none of its usual edges. No impatience, no mockery, just a tired, unreadable sort of pity that Boom, in his exhausted state, found almost worse.
“You fell asleep,” Aou said.
Boom blinked at him. “I gathered that.”
Aou’s hand slipped off his shoulder. “Go to bed.”
There was a pause long enough for Boom to notice the absence of the touch before Aou stepped back, and the whole moment shut like a door.
“You need to wake up earlier tomorrow,” Aou went on in his normal voice, crisp and flat as if the last few seconds had not happened at all. “If you want breakfast before chores, be in the kitchen before I have to come looking for you.”
Boom stared at him, hair falling into his eyes, hoping he hadn’t drooled earlier. “Did you just speak to me like a human being and then get embarrassed about it?”
Aou picked up Boom’s bowl. “Go to sleep before I change my mind.”
Boom pushed himself upright with the gracelessness of a man twice his age. Every joint objected. “For the record, this is your fault.”
“My fault that your body gave up?”
“My fault would imply a choice.” Boom dragged himself to his feet and reached for the back of the chair to steady himself. “This feels more like… industrial sabotage.”
Aou snorted softly, rinsing dishes at the sink. “Set an alarm.”
Boom left the room muttering, though the muttering lost force halfway down the hall because his legs felt unreliable and the bed had become, all at once, the most attractive thing he had ever seen in his life.
The cat was already on it.
Boom stopped in the doorway. “You are not paying rent, I don’t think.”
The cat blinked slowly in the dark and did not move.
He was too tired to negotiate. He lay down around it, one arm thrown over his eyes. The sheets smelled faintly of soap dried in sunlight. Beyond the open window, frogs had started up somewhere near water, and the sound rose and fell like the night breathing around the house.
He was asleep before he had properly finished being annoyed.
The next morning he woke before the banging on the door.
That alone felt like a moral victory.
He lay still for one surprised moment, staring up at the dim ceiling while the sky outside the window held only the first thin wash of gray. The cat, a dense, warm weight against his shin, opened one eye and closed it again.
Boom sat up carefully, every muscle reminding him that yesterday had been real, then swung his legs over the side of the bed and stood before his body could file any official protest.
By the time Aou came down the hall, Boom was at the table with damp hair, a mug of instant coffee, and an expression of fragile superiority.
Aou slowed.
Boom lifted the mug slightly. “Notice anything?”
Aou looked him over. “You’re vertical.”
“Before you had to drag me into consciousness, yes.”
“Hm.” Aou opened the rice cooker and checked inside. “The miracle deepens.”
But he set a plate in front of Boom without comment - toast browned on a pan, a fried egg, a few slices of tomato with salt. Boom looked at it, then at him.
“You made breakfast?”
“You wanted time to eat.”
“That almost sounded considerate.”
Aou sat down with his own plate. “Don’t ruin it.”
Something about that, delivered into the morning dim with both of them still too sleepy for full combat, made Boom smile into his coffee before he could stop himself.
The day went better.
Not well, but better.
He still dropped things. He still moved too slowly when Aou called for a hand lifting crates. He still got one pant leg splashed muddy enough to swear at it under his breath. But his hands started learning the shapes of objects before his mind had finished complaining. He fed the chickens with only minimal hostility. He carried water without sloshing half of it over himself. He even anticipated one cow’s lazy swing of the head and avoided getting snorted on, which felt like progress of a near-historic kind.
Then, late in the morning, Aou handed him a stack of shallow plastic trays and pointed toward the washing area.
“Sort the chilies. Red ones there. Green there. Rotten ones out. Don’t bruise them.”
Boom took the trays. “That sounds suspiciously possible.”
“Try not to make me regret believing in basic hand-eye coordination.”
“Your faith in me is deeply moving.”
Aou had already turned away.
Boom sat on the low stool by the basin and got to work. The chilies were cool and smooth under his fingers, some glossy, some slightly wrinkled, sharp green stems catching against his skin. He worked more slowly than Aou would have liked, probably, but he paid attention. Red here. Green there. Soft ones discarded. He adjusted the piles when one tray started to tip. The cat threaded around the legs of the stool and then settled nearby in a slash of shade.
When Aou came back twenty minutes later carrying a basket of basil, he stopped beside the trays and looked down.
Boom kept his face arranged in studied indifference. “Go on.”
Aou glanced at him. “Go on what?”
“Say I didn’t mess it up. I can hear the sentence trying to escape.”
Aou’s eyes dropped to the trays once more. Everything was sorted cleanly. No crushed skins. No mixed piles. Just neat rows of color under the late-morning light.
He gave one small nod. “You didn’t mess it up.”
Boom waited.
Aou sighed, as if dragged toward fairness against his will. “Good.”
The word landed stupidly well.
Boom looked back down at the trays too quickly. “That sounded painful for you.”
“It was.”
“Do you need a minute?”
“I need you to keep working.”
But there was no bite in it. Not much, anyway.
The next few days settled into a pattern rougher than routine but recognizable enough to live inside. Dawn. Breakfast, if Boom made it in time. Coffee, if he didn’t. Chores split between animals and the fields, vegetables and washing, carrying and sorting and learning where everything belonged. Heat thickening by midmorning. Lunch under the fan. Afternoon work in shade where possible. Evening shower. Dinner.
Boom got better.
Not by any dramatic leap. No sudden transformation into a farm prodigy. He remained slower than Aou, clumsier with tools, too precious about mud some days and not wary enough of chickens on others. But he stopped making the same mistakes twice. His hands toughened. His body adjusted enough that the exhaustion no longer felt like a public humiliation. He learned which latch on the chicken pen stuck unless lifted first. He learned how to hold the feed sack against one hip so the weight stopped fighting him. He learned that one particular cow would always try to nose at his shirt if he turned his back.
Aou noticed everything.
“You’re late,” he would say when Boom missed the kitchen by three minutes.
“You say that like I’m catching a flight.”
“You’d miss that too.”
Or:
“Don’t grip it so tight.”
“Sorry, I forgot the basil can sense fear.”
“It can sense stupidity.”
“And yet it thrives around you.”
The sharpness remained, but it had changed flavor. Less blade, more edge. Boom found himself answering without that hot flash under the skin, found Aou’s dry remarks drawing something almost pleasant from him before he had time to object.
One night, a few days in, they ate grilled chicken with rice and a plate of cucumber tossed in lime and chili. The windows were open. Night wind moved through the kitchen in warm, uneven breaths, carrying in the smell of damp soil after a brief evening rain. The cat had installed itself under Boom’s chair and was occasionally pressing its back paws against his ankles in sleepy complaint.
Boom picked carefully around a chicken bone and said, “You know, for someone who likes calling me useless, you keep feeding me surprisingly well.”
Aou, breaking apart a piece of chicken with his fingers, did not look up. “If you starve, you’ll work slower.”
“That’s touching.”
“It’s practical.”
Boom took another bite. The meat was smoky and tender. The rice was still hot. Rain ticked softly from the edge of the roof outside.
Aou glanced up then, brief and sideways. “You did alright with the cows today.”
Boom looked at him over the rim of his glass. “That almost sounded sincere.”
“Don’t make it weird.”
Boom smiled despite himself and drank.
The silence that followed should have been awkward. A week ago, it would have been. He would have filled it with some irritated comment, or Aou would have stood up and gone to check something outside, and the whole thing would have splintered back into separate corners.
Instead it stayed.
Aou kept eating, one forearm resting on the table. Boom leaned back slightly in his chair, listening to rainwater dripping from the roof and the soft scrape of chopsticks against a plate. The fan clicked as it turned. The cat breathed in small, contented bursts against his foot.
No one said anything.
But the silence no longer pressed in on him like rejection. It sat between them easier than that, warm from the food and the weather and the fact of another person being there at the end of a hard day, close enough to hear, close enough not to perform for.
Boom looked down at his plate for a second longer than necessary.
When he glanced up again, Aou was already looking at him.
Only for a moment.
Then Aou reached for the last piece of cucumber and said, “If you steal that, I’ll hit your hand.”
Boom reached for it anyway.
Aou smacked the back of his fingers with two quick knuckles, not hard enough to hurt, just enough to make him hiss and jerk back with offended dignity.
“That is assault,” Boom said.
“That is self defense.”
“The cucumber was not yours.”
“I cooked the food.”
“That is not how ownership works.”
Aou picked up the slice and ate it while looking directly at him.
Boom stared in disbelief, then looked down when the cat hooked a paw around his ankle under the table as if urging him to accept defeat with grace. Rainwater still ticked from the roof outside. The fan swung slowly through the kitchen, stirring the warm damp air just enough to keep it from settling too heavily on their skin.
The cat stretched against Boom’s foot, then wove out from under the chair and crossed to the kitchen counter with the confidence of someone under no illusion that rules applied to him.
“Get down,” Aou said automatically.
The cat did not.
“You’re teaching him terrible habits,” Aou said.
“He had those before I got here.” Boom rested his chin in one hand. “I respect that about him.”
“You respect bad behavior because it reminds you of yourself.”
Boom smiled without thinking about it. “That was almost clever.”
Aou took their plates to the sink.
There had been a time, not even a week ago, when Boom would have left him to it out of sheer spite. Not out of malice, exactly. More because he would have clung to the idea that lifting a finger voluntarily would mean losing something. Whatever that something had been, it had become harder to locate lately.
He stood up, carried the glasses over, and set them beside the sink.
Aou glanced at him. “What’s this?”
“Glass relocation.”
“I can see that.”
“You’re welcome.”
Aou’s mouth moved around the edge of a reaction, then settled. “Dry those.”
Boom looked at the rack. “You ask for things in a way that makes me want to do the opposite.”
“And yet.”
“And yet,” Boom repeated, picking up the dish towel.