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Chapter 1: Unsuitable

Chapter 1

"43%," the medic said, peeling the electrode pads off Y/N's temples with a detached efficiency that made her jaw clench.

She sat up from the examination table, smoothing her uniform where it had wrinkled under her. The numbers hadn't changed in months. The medic didn't even bother with false encouragement this time, just handed her the results slip with that same bland smile reserved for defective equipment. Outside the clinic window, the First Division's training grounds hummed with activity. Figures darted in perfect formations, weapons flashing under the afternoon sun.

The slip crumpled in Y/N's fist before she could stop herself. She forced her fingers to relax. No use drawing attention with petty outbursts.

"Thanks," Y/N whispered to the medic, slipping the crumpled paper into her uniform pocket like a smuggled secret. The corridor stretched before her, sterile and silent except for the distant hum of generators and the occasional muffled shout from the training yards. Her boots clicked against the linoleum, each step measured, Not too slow to betray hesitation, not too fast to suggest flight.

The slip burned in her pocket as she walked.

43%.

Not even halfway to release potential. Pathetic for someone who'd survived the academy's crucible, let alone someone as pathetic as her, being Narumi Gen’s partner felt like a mistake in itself. She knew the whispers: "How did she get promoted? Did the Captain pull strings?"

Never mind that she'd bled for every rank insignia.

The training yard's chain-link fence rattled as she passed. Inside, the Division's newest recruit, transferred in just three months ago, executed a flawless aerial flip, combat suit humming at 61% output. Y/N's nails bit into her palms. That kid had started at 38%.

The heavy weight of that 43% felt like a physical shackle as Y/N hurried past the training yards. She didn't look back at the soaring recruit. She needed the quiet of the residential wing. She needed the only person who didn't look at her like a broken gear in a machine, or so she desperately hoped.

She made a beeline for the Captain’s quarters. To the rest of the First Division, Gen Narumi was a god-tier combatant, a lazy gamer, or a terrifying commander. To Y/N, he was the man who had noticed her for the strangest of reasons.

It hadn't been a grand romantic gesture or a feat of valor that brought them together. It was a Tuesday Afternoon.

Y/N was still just an Officer, and had been heading toward the cafeteria, her mind occupied with the morning’s failed drills. She was a walking shrine to her obsession; she had Gundom charms clacking against her phone, stickers on her notebook, and a specialized fountain pen modelled after a mobile suit’s internal frame.

As she walked, the small metal link on her most prized possession, a Limited Edition Gold-Plated ZGMF-X20A Strike Freedom phone strap snapped. It hit the linoleum with a tiny, metallic tink.

Walking a few paces behind her was Gen. He was hunched over his handheld console, thumbs blurring across the buttons, completely oblivious to the world, until something shiny caught the light. He stopped mid-boss fight, his eyes snapping to the floor.

"Hey."

The voice was sharp, bored, and utterly commanding. Y/N froze. She knew that voice. It was the voice of someone she had always looked up to. Perhaps with a small, foolish crush. She immediately snapped into a rigid salute.

"Are you calling for me, Captain?" she asked, her voice trembling slightly. It was the first time he had ever addressed her directly.

Gen didn't look at her face at first. He was staring at the small golden figure in his palm. "This. Yours?"

Y/N’s eyes dropped to his hand. Her breath hitched. She frantically checked her phone, seeing the empty, broken loop where her masterpiece used to hang. "Oh, yes! It’s mine! It must have snapped off while I was walking. Thank you, Captain!"

She stepped forward, reaching out to take it back, expecting him to drop it into her hand and dismiss her with his usual grunt. Instead, he held it just out of reach, his ruby-red eyes narrowing as he finally looked at her.

"You’re... into Gundom?" he asked, his tone shifting from bored to suspiciously intense.

In a base full of meatheads who only cared about muscle density and kill counts, finding a fellow enthusiast was like finding a unicorn. Especially a girl who clearly didn't just 'like' the series, but collected the high-end, limited-run merchandise.

Y/N felt a flush creep up her neck. "Yes, sir," she replied bashfully, her professional veneer cracking. "That’s the 1/144 scale anniversary edition. The articulation on the wings is actually functional, and the gold plating is real 24k leaf—"

She stopped herself, realizing she was rambling to the strongest man in Japan. but Gen wasn't annoyed. For the first time, he looked at her not as a soldier, but as a person who spoke his secret language.

"and it has the unique serial number etched into the underside of the flight pack," Gen finished for her, his eyes widening.

Y/N froze, her salute completely forgotten now. "You know it?"

"Know it?" Gen let out a frustrated huff, looking down at the tiny golden figure in his palm with a mix of reverence and genuine irritation. "I was in the middle of a high-ranked raid when the pre-order window opened. By the time I cleared the boss and refreshed the page, the site had crashed. Sold out in forty-five seconds." He looked genuinely upset, a pout forming on his lips that seemed entirely too human for the God of the First Division.

Y/N felt a surge of sympathy, the kind only one collector can feel for another who missed a Holy Grail item. "Oh... I actually managed to get two," she admitted bashfully, twisting the hem of her jacket. "One for my phone and a backup for my display case. If... if you want it, Captain, I could give you the extra one?"

Gen’s head snapped up. If he had been a literal video game character, Y/N was certain she would have seen golden sparkles erupting around his head. His eyes practically sparkled.

"Serious?" He didn't even try to play it cool. "You'd just give it away?"

"Well, I'd rather it go to someone who actually appreciates the craftsmanship," she smiled, her nerves finally settling.

Gen checked his watch, his expression instantly souring back into his usual boredom. "Tch. Training drills start in ten minutes. I’ve got briefings until sundown." He looked at her, then back at the golden strap. "Bring it to my quarters after hours. 20:00. Don't be late."

That was the Beginning of them.

The hand-off that evening had turned into a three-hour debate over which Gundam series had the best political subplots. Y/N had arrived at his room nervously clutching the boxed limited edition strap, only to find the mighty Captain Narumi surrounded by snack wrappers and multiple monitors, mid-grind on an MMO.

There was no grand confession. No flowers, no stuttered requests, and certainly no romantic moonlight.

It started with Gen patting the floor next to his gaming chair, muttering, "Sit. You’re distracting me standing there." It evolved into Y/N becoming the only person allowed to touch his Special Edition shelves. Eventually, "bringing over a new release" turned into "staying for dinner," which turned into Gen naturally reaching out to tug her hair or rest his head on her shoulder while waiting for a game to load.

One night, while they were both hunched over their respective devices on his couch, Gen had simply grumbled, "You're the only one in this whole damn base who isn't boring. Don't go dating some meathead from the First Division or something. Stay here."

He hadn't looked up from his screen, but he had reached out and hooked his pinky finger around hers. In Gen-speak, it was as loud as a shout from a mountaintop.

"I'm not going anywhere, Gen," she had whispered back.

That night didn’t end with a polite goodbye at the door. Instead, the boundary between Captain and subordinate blurred into something unrecognizable between the glow of his monitors and the shared excitement of their niche world. There was no formal declaration or nervous asking of permission; it was simply the natural progression of two people who had finally found a frequency only they could hear. It was the night they officially became an "us," and the very first time they let the rest of the world and the Defense Force, fade into the background as they stayed together until the sun came up.

The memory of that night felt like a lifetime ago, a soft-focus dream that had slowly been sharpened into a jagged reality. Over a year had passed since the golden Gundom strap had brought them together, and the "us" they had built was now a routine of quiet rooms and flickering screens.

Y/N reached the heavy door of the Captain’s quarters. Her hand traced the cold metal of the spare key in her pocket. A privilege few in the First Division would ever dream of, and she slotted it into the lock. The mechanism clicked open with a familiar, heavy thud.

The room was exactly as she expected. It smelled of stale energy drinks. Gen was sprawled haphazardly over his futon, his long limbs tangled in the sheets. He was a stark contrast to the immaculate, lethal commander the public saw on the news; he was wearing an oversized white shirt with the word 'NEET' printed in bold, blocky kanji across the back, paired with grey sweatpants. His hair was down, a chaotic curtain of black and grey that completely obscured his eyes as he tilted his head toward the massive TV.

He was deep into a session on his BS5, his thumbs moving with rhythmic, bored precision over the controller. He didn't turn. He didn't offer a greeting. To anyone else, it would have seemed like he hadn't noticed the door open at all, though his senses were too sharp for that to be true. He simply didn't feel the need to break his concentration.

Y/N closed the door softly behind her, the click of the latch echoing in her ears. She slipped the key back into her pocket, her fingers brushing against the crumpled slip of paper that still felt like it was smouldering against her thigh.

43%.

She stood there for a long moment, watching him. The exhaustion wasn't just in her muscles anymore; it was in her bones. For months, the advice from the platoon leaders and the medics had been a broken record: Train harder. Push past the limit. But she had given everything. She had bled, she had skipped sleep, and she had pushed her body until it screamed, only for the machine to tell her she was still exactly where she started.

The room was silent, punctuated only by the aggressive sound effects of the game and the frantic tapping of buttons. It felt suffocating.

"Gen," y/n called out to him.

He didn't move. He didn't even grunt in acknowledgment, his entire existence poured into the digital world on the screen. To him, she was a constant. Something that would always be there when the console was turned off. But right now, standing in the shadow of his genius, she felt like she was disappearing.

She assumed he had heard her. His hearing was far too sharp for her to believe otherwise. So she took a few tentative steps closer, her boots silent on the floor mats. She just wanted him to look up. She wanted him to see the way her hands were shaking.

"Medics ran my numbers again," she said, her voice small but clear. She thumbed the crumpled slip in her pocket, the paper sharp against her skin. "Still 43%."

"Mm." Narumi's character reloaded with a digital click-click on the screen. "You'll get there."

The response was so casual it felt like a physical blow. She waited, her heart hammering against her ribs, hoping he would at least pause the game. She waited for him to turn around, to pull her down onto the futon, or to say something. Anything that wasn't a recycled platitude he’d probably said to a hundred underperforming recruits before.

The silence stretched between them, heavy and suffocating. It was broken only by the tinny, aggressive gunfire from the speakers and the occasional frustrated grunt from Gen when his avatar took a hit.

"You know the other Platoon Leaders call me 'Deadweight' now?" Y/N said abruptly. The words tasted like battery acid in her mouth, raw and corrosive.

Narumi's thumbs didn't falter. He didn't even blink. "Ignore them."

"Ignore them?" she repeated, her voice rising with a frantic edge she couldn't suppress. "Gen, they're saying I'm only here because of you. They're saying I'm a waste of a combat suit."

Finally, he let out a sharp exhale, but his eyes stayed locked on the BS5's display. "Then train harder," he muttered, his tone shifting into that clipped, distant commander voice. "Results are the only thing that shuts people up in the First Division. You know that better than anyone."

He made it sound so simple. As if 43% was just a choice she was making, a lack of will rather than a wall she had been slamming her head against until she was dizzy with the effort. To him, the man who breathed high-output combat power like oxygen, failure was just an inconvenience to be crushed. He didn't see the girl who was breaking apart right behind him; he only saw the numbers that weren't moving.

"You're not even listening," Y/N said, her voice tighter than she intended, vibrating with a high-pitched frequency of pure frustration.

The screen flashed GAME OVER in bold red letters. The harsh light reflected off Gen's pale skin as he finally set the controller down on the edge of the futon with a heavy sigh. He stretched his arms behind his head, the movement fluid and lazy.

"Look, if you want the numbers to move, train harder. That's it." His gaze flicked to her for half a second, a brief, clinical sweep before returning to the resetting screen. "It's not my fault you picked a specialty weapon."

Y/N’s whipsword, an elegant hybrid most officers dismissed as impractical, hung heavy against the small of her back. She had spent years mastering its fluid mechanics, trying to prove that precision could match raw power, while Narumi’s squadmates whispered about nepotism. The irony was almost funny. Almost.

The controller clicked again as Narumi restarted the match without a second thought. Y/N watched his fingers move with that terrifying, mechanical precision—the same way he dismantled kaiju. He was efficient, detached, and treating her like she was just another obstacle to clear in a level he’d already beaten.

"Gen!" she called out again, the word cracking in the middle.

Narumi’s character vaulted over virtual rubble on the screen. "I heard you. Numbers are stagnant. Other platoon leaders are dicks." A pixelated grenade exploded on-screen, bathing the room in a flickering orange glow. "What do you want me to do about it?"

The casual dismissal hooked under her ribs like a dull blade. One year. One year of shared meals, of him tracing the scar on her shoulder after missions, of pretending the whispers in the hallways didn't exist. She'd memorized the exact shade of blue his eyes were, when he wasn't wearing the Retinas, turned under fluorescent lights, but right now, they might as well have belonged to a stranger.

Before she could think, her hand shot out. The controller’s plastic creaked under her grip as she snatched it from Narumi’s hands mid-combo.

His character froze on-screen, abruptly vulnerable to the pixelated enemies now swarming the avatar.

"For once," she said through her teeth, her knuckles white as she squeezed the device, "could you pretend I'm more important than your fucking killstreak?"

The room went deathly still. The only sound was the repetitive thud-thud of his character taking damage on the TV. Narumi’s gaze flicked to the screen where his avatar was being torn apart, then slowly, agonizingly slowly, he turned his head toward her. A muscle jumped in his jaw.

"Give it back," he said. His voice wasn't loud, but it had dropped into that dangerous, low register that usually preceded a kill.

"Or what?" Y/N tightened her hold, the whipsword’s weight at her lower back suddenly feeling like the only solid thing in the room. "You'll bench me? Lecture me about 'unit cohesion' while your squad calls me deadweight behind your back? Saying how you pulled strings for me to be promoted as a platoon leader? Because that’s all I hear, Gen! That I’m your charity project!"

Gen sat up, the lazy posture vanishing as his shoulders squared. The annoyance was rolling off him now, sharp and cold. "What do you want me to do, Y/N? You want me to call them out? Make it worse? They'll just say you ran to your boyfriend the second things got tough. You know how that looks in the First."

"I didn't run to anyone." The controller plastic groaned, a tiny spiderweb crack appearing near the joystick under the pressure of her grip. "I came to my partner. Or at least I thought I did."

Narumi exhaled sharply through his nose, that clipped, rhythmic breath he took right before a high-stakes mission briefing. His eyes were flat, devoid of the warmth they usually held when they were alone. "You know how this works. This is the First Division. Numbers don't lie. If you can't cut it—"

"Can't cut it?" Y/N cut him off, her voice cracking as the dam finally broke. "I've been doing my damn hardest without sleep! I’ve been in the simulation rooms until four in the morning, pushing until my nervous system felt like it was on fire! I bet you didn't even notice. You've never even seen me, Gen. Not really."

She tossed the controller onto the bed. It bounced once on the messy futon and lay there, the silent screen behind it flashing a bright, mocking, 'RETRY?'

"You're too busy making sure everyone knows you'd never play favorites," she spat, her chest heaving. "You’re so obsessed with your 'strength is everything' image that you’ve turned into a wall."

Something dangerous flashed in his eyes. "You want special treatment now?"

"No, I wanted you!" The words ripped out of her before she could stop them, raw and jagged, echoing off the walls of the sterile room. "Just once, I wanted you to comfort me! To encourage me! To make me feel like I’m not alone in this god-damn forsaken world!"

Gen let out a long, weary sigh, the kind that made it clear he found this entire conversation more taxing than a Daikaiju raid. "Look, if you’re that unhappy here, just transfer out," he muttered, his voice flat.

He didn't wait for her response. He simply leaned over, his fingers hooking around the controller she had tossed onto the bed. He settled back into his spot on the futon, his eyes immediately locking onto the TV. The screen chirped as he clicked 'Retry', the familiar combat music swelling to fill the silence she had left behind.

The words hit like a sucker punch. Y/N actually took a step back, the whipsword's hilt digging into her lower back as she recoiled. "What?"

Narumi wasn't looking at her anymore. His thumbs were already back in motion, his character respawning in a burst of digital light. He was gone, retreated back into the only world where he felt he owed no one any explanations.

The words hung in the air like shrapnel suspended mid-explosion. Y/N didn't realize she'd stopped breathing until her lungs began to burn, a sharp, searing heat that spread through her chest. She watched the back of his head, the way his hair didn't even stir as he leaned into the screen.

"...Now I know your true feelings about me." Her voice came out disturbingly calm, as if someone had scooped out all the heat from her chest and left behind something hollow and precise. "Guess I was really just dead weight to you, huh?"

No reply came from Gen. Only the frantic click-click-click of his buttons.

A bitter, cold clarity washed over her. The man who had once reached out to hook his pinky with hers over a Gundom strap was gone.

Or maybe he had never really been there to begin with.

"...Fine."

Y/N turned on her heel and marched out of the room. She didn't look back to see if he flinched at the sound of the door slamming shut, a thunderous bang that echoed down the sterile hallway of the First Division headquarters.

She didn't stop until she reached her own quarters. A small, single room that felt more like a prison cell than a home. She went straight to her desk and pulled out the bottom drawer, her fingers finding the crumpled transfer form she’d kept hidden under a stack of tactical manuals for weeks. She had been too afraid to sign it, too desperate to prove she belonged by his side.

The pen shook in her hand as she smoothed the paper out on the desk. With jagged, aggressive strokes, she began to fill it out. She didn't care where they sent her, as long as it was far away from the shadow of the First. She looked at the regional options and checked the box for the Tachikawa Base. The heart of the Third Division’s territory. It was closer to her hometown, a place where the air didn't feel quite so heavy with expectations she couldn't meet.

When she reached the "Reason(s) for Transfer" column, she didn't write about the bullying. She didn't write about the stagnant 43% or the way her heart had been crushed into dust.

She simply wrote one word: Unsuitability.

The walk to the Vice-Captain’s office felt like wading through deep, freezing water. Every step Y/N took away from the residential wing was a severance, a slow tearing of the life she had tried so hard to build. The hallway lights flickered overhead, casting long, rhythmic shadows that seemed to mock her. To any other officer passing by, she probably looked the same as always, but inside, the hollow ache in her chest was so vast it felt like it might collapse in on itself.

She reached the heavy oak door of the command office. Unlike Narumi’s room, which was a chaotic den of digital escapism, this door represented the cold, hard reality of the Defense Force.

She raised a hand and knocked. The sound was flat and final.

"Enter," came the steady, disciplined voice from within.

Y/N pressed the handle down and stepped inside, closing the door softly but firmly behind her. She stood at attention, her back straight and her gaze fixed ahead, offering a formal salute that felt more like a goodbye than a greeting.

Vice-Captain Hasegawa didn't look up immediately. He was hunched over a stack of casualty reports, his glasses reflecting the harsh glow of his desk lamp. To the rest of the division, Hasegawa was the iron fist that kept Narumi’s chaos in check, the stern disciplinarian who accepted nothing less than perfection. But to Y/N, he was the only person who had ever offered a silent nod after a grueling session, or the one who had quietly adjusted her training schedule when he saw the dark circles under her eyes. He was the only true comrade she had in this place.

"At ease, Platoon Leader L/N," Hasegawa said, finally setting his pen down. He leaned back, his sharp eyes scanning her face with a perceptive weight. "It's late. What brings you here?"

Y/N didn't speak. She couldn't. If she opened her mouth to explain, she feared the calm facade she’d fought so hard to maintain would shatter. Instead, she walked toward his desk, her boots clicking softly on the floor.

She reached into her pocket, pulled out the transfer paper, and smoothed it onto the mahogany surface. With a trembling hand, she slid the document across the desk toward him.

Hasegawa’s brows furrowed as he looked down. He didn't pick it up at first; he simply stared at the header. When his eyes reached the bottom, where the word Unsuitability was written in jagged, desperate ink. His expression shifted from professional curiosity to a grim, heavy sort of disappointment. Not disappointment in her, but in the situation he had likely seen coming for months.

"The Third Division," he murmured, his voice low. "Tachikawa."

He looked up at her, his gaze searching hers for any sign of hesitation. He had been the one to mentor her when Narumi was too busy gaming; he had been the one to defend her specialized weapon choice in briefings. Seeing her give up was like watching a soldier drop their sword in the middle of a siege.

"Is this your final word?" he asked, his tone uncharacteristically soft. "You know there is no coming back from a transfer like this, Y/N. Not to the First."

Y/N nodded once, a sharp, jerky movement that felt like snapping a bone. "I've made up my mind, Vice-Captain. My presence here... it’s no longer efficient for the First Division. I'd like to be reassigned as soon as possible.

Hasegawa studied her for a long, agonizing moment. He was a man who lived by the numbers, but he wasn't blind. He saw the way her shoulders stayed hunched even at attention, the way the light had completely vanished from her eyes, leaving behind a dull, flat exhaustion. He knew about the whispers in the mess hall. He knew how the other platoon leaders looked at her when she struggled with her sync rate, the sneers, the "Deadweight" comments hissed just loud enough for her to hear, the way they’d conveniently leave her out of tactical briefings only to mock her for being behind.

He also knew who lived just down the hall from her. He knew the man she spent her nights with was the very person whose shadow was currently suffocating her.

"Unsuitability is a heavy word to put on your permanent record," Hasegawa said, his voice grounding and steady. "You’ve given this division years, Y/N. Your mastery of the whipsword is technically superior to half the frontline."

"Technique doesn't matter if the output is 43%," she countered, her voice dangerously thin. "I’m a liability here."

She didn't tell him about the bullying. She didn't tell him how the mocking had turned from professional critique into personal venom, or how they’d whispered that she was nothing more than Narumi’s "plaything" who was playing soldier. Most importantly, she didn't tell him that her one and only pillar of support, the man who was supposed to be her partner in every sense of the word, didn't even care enough to pause his game while she broke apart three feet away from him.

If she didn't have Gen, she had nothing in the First Division. And since Gen had essentially told her to leave, there was no reason to stay and be a punching bag for his subordinates.

Hasegawa looked at the form, then back at her, his expression unreadable behind his glasses. He picked up the paper, but he didn't reach for his seal. Instead, he set it down in the "Pending" tray on the corner of his desk.

"I understand your position," Hasegawa said, his tone professional yet carrying a hint of that familiar, silent sympathy. "However, despite the fact that I handle the majority of the administrative burden for this Division, a transfer of a Platoon Leader requires the Captain's direct input. I cannot authorize this without his final signature."

The mention of Gen's title felt like a cold splash of water. Y/N tightened her jaw, her fingers curling into her palms.

"I will present this to Captain Narumi tonight and get his thoughts," Hasegawa continued, his eyes meeting hers. "I will let you know the result of your transfer request by tomorrow morning. Until then, return to your quarters and rest."

"Thank you, Vice-Captain," Y/N whispered.

She offered one last, stiff salute before turning to leave. The walk back to her room was a blur. She had done it; she had put the paper on the desk. Now, the only thing left was for the man who had just ignored her for a boss fight to decide if he was finally ready to let her go for real.

Hasegawa waited until the late-night hum of the base had settled into a low thrum before picking up the transfer form. He made his way down the quiet corridor to the Captain’s quarters, the paper feeling unnaturally heavy in his hand. He didn’t bother knocking. Gen rarely responded to such formalities when he was "in the zone" and simply stepped inside.

The room was still bathed in the flickering blue light of the BS5. Gen hadn't moved from his spot on the futon, though the floor was now littered with a few more empty soda cans.

"Captain," Hasegawa’s voice was like a bucket of cold water. "Platoon Leader Y/N has submitted a formal request for transfer. Effective immediately."

Gen’s thumbs faltered for a fraction of a second. A nearly imperceptible hitch in his rhythm but he didn't look up. He felt a sharp, sudden wince in his chest, a momentary pang of something that felt dangerously like regret. But he shoved it down, burying it under layers of practiced apathy and the high-octane focus of his raid.

"Transfer?" Gen echoed, his voice devoid of any emotion. He finally let out a bored huff, refusing to show even an ounce of the irritation or hurt bubbling beneath the surface. "Tch. Fine. If she can’t handle the pressure here, she’s better off somewhere else."

In his mind, his ego was already crafting a different narrative.

'She’ll be back,' he told himself. 'Once she realizes the other divisions don't have the gear, the prestige, or me... she’ll be begging to transfer back within a month.' He convinced himself this was just a tantrum, a way for her to get the "attention" she had been whining about.

He reached out, blindly grabbing the pen Hasegawa offered. With a jagged, careless scrawl, he signed his name across the bottom of the form. He didn't even look at the "Reason" column.

"There. Done." He waved the Vice-Captain off with a flick of his wrist, his eyes already snapping back to the TV.

Hasegawa watched him for a moment, his jaw tightening. He saw the tension in Gen’s shoulders that contradicted his casual words, but he said nothing. He took the paper and left, the click of the door marking the end of an era.

The next morning arrived with a grey, unforgiving light. Y/N hadn't slept; she had spent the night staring at the ceiling, her ears straining for the sound of a knock that never came. She had half-expected Gen to burst in, to yell, to apologize, or even to mock her. Anything but the silence that had followed her departure.

A sharp, rhythmic rapping at her door broke the quiet.

"Platoon Leader?" a young cadet’s voice called out from the other side. "Vice-Captain Hasegawa is requesting your presence in his office immediately."

"Understood," Y/N replied, her voice sounding raspy even to her own ears.

She moved with mechanical efficiency. Pulling her uniform tight, she checked her reflection. Pale, tired, but resolute. She didn't look like a girl in love anymore; she looked like a soldier preparing for a long march.

She headed straight for Hasegawa's office, her heart a dull, heavy stone in her chest. Every officer she passed felt like a ghost, and the First Division already felt like a memory. When she reached the door, she took one deep breath, centered herself, and knocked.

"Enter," Hasegawa’s voice called out, sounding more tired than usual.

Y/N stepped into the office, the click of the door behind her feeling like the latch on a cage. She stood at attention, though the rigid posture felt like a lie compared to the hollow ache in her chest. Hasegawa didn't keep her waiting. He picked up the transfer form from his desk now bearing the jagged, unmistakable scrawl of Gen Narumi’s signature in the 'Approved' box.

"The Captain has granted your request," Hasegawa said, his eyes fixed on the paper rather than her face. "The transfer to the Third Division is official."

The words hit her with a strange, dual impact. For a heartbeat, a cold spike of grief pierced through her. The finality of it, the proof that Gen hadn't even fought to keep her, felt like a physical wound. But right behind it came a wave of pure, bone-deep relief. The suffocating pressure of the First Division, the 'Deadweight' whispers, and the weight of being Narumi’s 'charity case' suddenly felt like a heavy cloak falling from her shoulders.

"I see," Y/N whispered, her voice surprisingly steady. "Thank you, Vice-Captain."

She took a breath, the air in the room suddenly feeling easier to pull into her lungs. "When... when am I expected to leave? When can I begin packing my things?"

Hasegawa leaned back in his chair, his sharp gaze softening just a fraction as he studied her. He looked for a trace of regret, a flicker of 'maybe I should stay,' but all he saw was a woman who was already halfway out the door. He knew the regulations stated forty-eight hours for a transition of this rank, but he also knew that every minute she spent in these hallways was another minute she spent breaking.

He relented, a small, weary sigh escaping him. "The logistics are already being handled. Given the... circumstances, there is no need for you to linger. You are free to pack and leave at any time today. A transport vehicle can be ready for you by noon."

"Today," she repeated. It was fast. It was a clean break.

"Yes. Today." Hasegawa stood up, offering her a rare, genuine nod of respect. "Good luck in Tachikawa, Platoon Leader. Don't let them tell you what your limit is."

Y/N saluted one last time—not for the First Division, but for the one man who had actually seen her struggle. "Thank you, sir. For everything."

She turned and walked out, her pace quicker now. She had four hours to erase a year of her life. She didn't have much to pack. Mostly tactical gear, her whipsword, and a small box of Gundom models that she knew, with a stinging certainty, she wouldn't be taking with her.

The packing took longer than she had anticipated. Every time she reached for a stray tactical manual or a spare uniform, she found herself lingering on small, painful anchors to her old life. A stray charging cable they had shared, or the empty space on her bed where they used to sit. By the time the last zipper on her duffle bag was pulled shut, the afternoon sun was already beginning to dip, casting long, orange shadows across the sterile room. It was time to go.

She hauled her gear through the quiet corridors of the residential wing, her boots echoing with a finality that made her throat tight. When she reached the front of the First Division headquarters, a sleek black transport vehicle was idling, its exhaust huffing white plumes into the cooling air.

Standing beside the car was a single, solitary figure: Vice-Captain Hasegawa.

It was expected, yet the sight of the empty pavement still stung. In the year she had spent as Narumi’s partner, her social circle had systematically withered away. She hadn’t been able to keep a single friend. Before Gen, she’d had a life here. People to grab coffee with, comrades to vent to after a long drill. But the moment their relationship became public, the atmosphere had curdled.

The jealousy from the other officers was a palpable, living thing. They felt her promotion was a gift, not earned, and they had punished her with a slow, freezing exile. She had tried to treat them with indifference, hoping the storm would pass, but they had simply moved on without her. Lunch invites stopped. Group chats went silent. Off-day hangouts were planned right in front of her as if she were a ghost.

Even Shinonome, who had once been her closest confidante, had turned into a stranger. Shinonome’s crush on the Captain was the worst-kept secret in the division, and seeing Gen’s eyes, usually so bored and distant, fixate only on Y/N had broken something between them that no apology could fix.

Y/N’s gaze flickered toward the upper windows of the command tower, toward the room where she knew a BS5 was likely hummed to life. A small, stubborn part of her, the part that still remembered the boy who liked limited edition gold-plated straps, had hoped he might at least stand on the balcony. Just to watch. Just to acknowledge that she was actually leaving.

But there was no one. Just the wind and the hum of the engine.

Shaking the thoughts off with a sharp, jagged breath, she kept her steps steady as she approached the vehicle. She dropped her duffle bags by the trunk, the weight of her whipsword shifting against her back.

She turned to Hasegawa and snapped into a crisp, perfect salute. The best one she had given in months. It wasn't for the First Division, and it certainly wasn't for the Captain. It was for the man who had stayed.

"Thank you for everything, Vice-Captain," she said, her voice finally finding its strength. "For the support... and for the truth."

Hasegawa returned the salute with a stiff, solemn nod. "Take care of yourself, Y/N. Don't look back."

She didn't. She climbed into the back of the vehicle, and as the gates of the First Division drifted away in the rear view mirror, she felt the first breath of a different future.