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Jax stretched out lazily against the couch, trying to act normal. “Man, this place gets more boring by every day.” he muttered, though his voice lacked its usual bite. Zooble, rolled their eyes but not trying to reply and ignore this time, since she thought it wasn't worth her time at all. All though, Jax has been feeling more and more restless lately. Which was weird, because he never felt something to get him more restless.
Usually, he was the one causing problems.. Poking, teasing, getting under everyone’s skin just to watch them get a reaction. But today, something was wrong in a way he couldn’t joke out of. Something sat under his fur like static, heat and words he can't describe.
But even he knew it wasn’t that.. bad. His ears flicked irritably, fingers fidgeting against his sides. Everything felt too loud, like TOO loud. Even the colors of the circus seemed sharper than usual, the contrast, everything. He felt like the whole circus was gonna collapse on him.
Pomni noticed his flushed face, she hovered nearby, hesitantly before speaking up. “Hey, jax.. Are you… okay?”
Jax scoffed automatically. “Obviously! I'm perfectly fine, as ALWAYS.” Normally, he would’ve teased her, made some snarky comment. Instead, he just stayed there, jaw tight, trying not to burst out. Pomni interrupts herself from saying something - but she's for SURE that he isn't okay. She gives a soft and concerned smile that gives a sign that he's always free to open up to her before walking away and sitting with the others.
Jax caught the smile, looking away as he crosses his arms, he always bottled up his thoughts, ever since one of his close.. ’Best friends’ abstracted. In his room, he sat on the edge of his bed, hunched forward, elbows on his knees. He pulled and tugged on his rabbit ears, the room filled with his soft panting.
“Stupid..” he muttered under his breath, he leaned back slightly, then forward again, like even sitting still felt uncomfortable. There was something under his skin, an itch he couldn’t scratch, a tingly sensation he couldn’t push away. It made everything feel too tight, too HOT. “Fuck fuck fuck...” His eyes widened. Did he just.. cuss? Well, that's the least thing he could worry about right now.
The realization hits him like a brick, his rabbit long purple ears flattening against his head. Pupils starting to dilate. ”H-holy.. I-..” He couldn't speak, he needed someone to stop it, someone to mate him. But no.. Everyone in the circus had no genitals at all. If they didn't have one then why is he in heat for a reason? Is caine doing this? Would caine do this? Just to annoy him? He couldn't think straight, back arching slightly.
He looked around the room, seeing one of his pillows. A struck of idea hits the brick in his head. He hurriedly grabbed one of them, straddling on it, grinding softly. His back arching as his fingers clench on the fabric. He lets out a moan - “Nhh.. ahh~..” His pace grew more faster, moaning. God, he was getting frustrated, really frustrated. Tears trickling from his eyes, he wanted to be fucked.. So hard, he whined quietly.
He squeezed his thighs a little tighter around it. Leaning his stomach down and humping it. Jax's whimper grew louder as his hips thrust faster, his tear-stained cheeks pressed against the pillow. His movements became more frantic, his whimpers turned into soft moans, his body aching with need. He didn't even care about his dignity anymore. He was just a rabbit in heat, humping a pillow desperately in his room.
Ten more minutes passed. Jax was crying into the pillow now, his movements slowing down but not stopping completely. The rabbit's fluffy tail twitched erratically, a clear sign of his worsening state. His hips were barely moving now, just trembling with each desperate thrust against the pillow. “I need to get fucked.. So bad.." He cries, the room stayed silent. No answer. No anything.
Jax curled tighter around the pillow, tears streaming down his face, moaning pathetically as he squeezed the cushion tight. His body was betraying him badly. “Nhhaaa..... mhnm.. I didn't ask for this..” Then pulls on his ears. His whimpers echoed in the dark room. He didn't know how long he could take this. His body ached, his mind was fuzzy with need. Until.. He felt something wet on his inner thighs, his avatar was suprisingly even simulating arousal fluids. But how..?
“Oh my god..” He groaned, his hands reaching to touch down there on his inner thighs. He couldn't believe it, he didnt have genitals yet he got these weird fluids on his thighs. He was losing his shit he thought. “What the actual fuck? Is this some error? Bullshit?..” Jax bit on his own bottom lip, turned on probably.
The rabbit flops back on the bed, rolling onto his back. The pillow still sitting between his legs, he couldn't process what was happening, he probably glitched out the system. Or something.. He lets out a long exhausted sigh, throwing his arm onto his forehead. “Fuck, am i losing my shit?” Jax closed his eyes trying to relax.
“This is stupid..” he muttered, it was better if he went to sleep. Atleast it's something that could clear and relax his mind - all though sleeping wasn't necessary in the circus, but whatever. It's his decision anyways. His breathing slowly starts to even out, body relaxing.