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The first time Alex and Sebastian had ever kissed was in the bathroom during middle school.
One moment Alex was offering Sebastian one of his grandma's cookies, the next he was dragging the carpenter's son to the bathroom and locking them in a stall.
Maybe he was crazy for wanting to lick the cookie crumbs off his lip. Or maybe he was crazy in general. Regardless, he dragged Sebastian from the comfort of a lunch table and into a teeny, tiny stall.
Alex, even now, could still remember how wide Sebastian's eyes got when Alex had locked the door. Big, wide void eyes.
He could still remember the taste of the melted chocolate that still clung to his lips when he finally smashed their lips together.
Alex was too eager to slip in some tongue. But Sebastian sucked on it and that wasn't fair because that made him want to do it more.
More and more and more and-
He fell onto the toilet seat and Sebastian crawled into his lap. They were going to far for a public restroom. Really, they were going too far in general.
But Alex was thirteen, going on fourteen, and acting on his impulse. He had to keep kissing Sebastian forever. If he didn't, he'd probably die, or something.
And so what if he was kissing Sebastian Banks on a toilet seat in the bathroom? Clearly he wanted it! He was sitting in his lap!
Or maybe he was just really thankful for the cookie.
When they finally pulled away, there were a million sensations flowing through Alex's body. His heart was pounding so fast, he feared it would break a rib. His lips were wet, his head was dizzy, and Sebastian was still in his lap and pressed too deeply on his crotch for him to think clearly.
Obviously, they couldn't fuck in the bathroom.
One, bathrooms are gross and public. They were lucky nobody had walked in and noticed an extra pair of feet under the stall yet.
Two, how would Alex even fuck a boy? As all teenaged boys did, Alex had snooped in a few magazines in the adult section or found himself on a few dirty sites. They didn't exactly give any instructions, but it was clear how you'd have sex with a woman. But two men? How?
It was only after they'd wipe their lips and shamefully shuffled themselves back to their lunch table to pretend nothing had happened did Alex even consider sucking him off.
He considered the thought a lot more that night and within a month, he'd become quite familiar with it. Yet never brave enough to bring it up.