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Pleasurable Fears

Summary:

Felix is terrified of hurting Chan during his rut.
Chan just wants to know what's wrong.

Will Felix's wants deter Chan? (Spoiler: they turn him on)

Notes:

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The growing fog in his head mocked him.

It was just another indicator that his rut would be here soon.

Usually, Felix would be excited for his rut, a perfect excuse to give the company as to why him and a few of the other members need a break. They usually complied with heats and ruts, letting almost half the group be off that week and the rest have a.. more available schedule.

Felix would always have a random alpha, an alpha or omega, and… Chan. He always picked Chan to be available with him, they all did. With Chan being the pack Luna, he gave the right amount of comfort (and relief) that each member needed to get past their rut. Besides that, Chan was with him when he first presented, and held him when he was scared of the changes happening to his body. He'd always want to share his rut with Chan, just like how he'd want Chan to share his heat with him.

But.. Felix was scared.

Minho and Hyunjin share a cycle almost, even though they presented at different times. Unlike other alphas, Minho only had a rut about twice a year, but they last almost a week unlike the usual few days. Hyunjin had a pretty typical heat cycle of every few months. The only "issue" (depending on who you asked) was his overproduction of slick. By the time Minho and Hyunjin left the pack nest, everything needed to be washed.. everything.

Seungmin liked to share his rut… for only a day. After that he wanted to be left alone in the middle of the pack nest- no no, they can't leave the room. But just don't touch him, bother him, or breathe too loudly. Yes, he will look over to make sure they are still there, so no sneaking off.

Jeongin is the opposite, he is actually glued to the others skin. Shower time? Oh yay, he can't wait to go! Hungry? Oh, he loves going to the kitchen with them, he would love to go anywhere with them. Jisung or Changbin is going to the studio? So is he! Well, he would, if being fully naked in public was legal. Instead, he pouts at the door while they leave.

But between the two of them, a common factor was they didn't really go all the way with any sexual intercourse while in rut. For Chan, it is just a bunch of whiny alphas rubbing against him, which could be pretty cute if they weren't covering his skin with cum. No cause for concern with them.

Jisung is the third omega in Stray Kids, and made sure everyone knew it. It could be a week, a month, hell even days after his heat, and he will swear up and down that he needs to be fucked. 'I swear hyung, what if this is like a post-heat, I need it badly.. you won't let me suffer will you?' The big cry baby. Chan didn't really have to lift a finger for Jisung's heat besides give him praise, since he was too busy getting fucked silly by the others.

Changbin was.. shy during his ruts, but extremely needy. He would walk up to Chan all shy, waiting for the okay, before picking up Chan like he weighed nothing and fucked him around the dorm. There wasn't any stress for Chan during Changbin's ruts, he just had to give the okay and would be treated like a princess.

But Felix.. Felix had a bit of a problem. Usually in his ruts, he was a bit over the top. From eating Chan out until he cried or knotting him about five times in one afternoon, Chan was usually spent by the end of the day, and it was only the beginning. But now with Chan pregnant, he's worried he is going to be even worse. Every time he looks at him and that beautiful body of his.. he gets hard. It takes all the willpower in him to not tackle Chan and try to breed him to the point of having twins.

So if he was like that in his rut- Chan could get hurt! He didn't want to hurt him, not when he would hardly be able to control himself. There was just too many cons, and not enough pros besides the ones his dick would enjoy.

He had hoped that with Chan's pregnancy, everyone would forget about his rut and he could just be best friends with his hand for a few days. Which they did forget… everyone besides Chan did.

There stands Chan, his usual big smile, and hands full with bags.

"I know I usually ask before I go shopping if you want anything specific, but you never change what you want during your rut and I was on a time crunch!" Chan tsks and places the bags on the couch beside Felix, and starts to go through them, showing Felix random things bought. "I feel like your rut just snuck up on us, have you been feeling okay, Lix?"

Felix swallows hard as he stares directly at Chan's bump, which was torturously visible in his tight shirt. "Mhm."

He stops and furrows his brows, before leaning down and giving Felix a quick kiss on the forehead, "Mmm.. not too hot yet. Gives me just enough time to let the company know you need time off and who is going to join you. Have you thought about it?"

"I…" you, I want you. Up, down, left, right. "Um.. just Hyunjin."

"Just Hyunjin?"

He forces himself to nod. A flash of sadness crosses Chan's face but he hides it with a smile. Felix saw it before he could hide it, so did his alpha. He made his Luna upset, all because he couldn't tell him that his dick was out of control. This was going to be a miserable rut, he just knows it.

 

Hyunjin walks over to the mini-fridge in the corner of the room and grabs them both a water. Slick covered his inner thighs all the way down to his knees, any other rut he joined in on with Felix would have his thighs and hole covered in spit. But not today, he felt like a damn fleshlight but somehow worse, at least a fleshlight could get a knot. Felix wasn't knotting at all, each orgasm and each thrust just turned into him getting pissy and claiming he was too tired to continue.

In all honesty, it was making Hyunjin upset. Felix was the one that wanted Hyunjin in here and now he is doing absolutely nothing.

He steps into the nest where Felix laid in the middle, "I got your water." the man sits up just enough to grab the water from Hyunjin, "Are you getting hungry? I can go make you something."

Felix chugs the bottle, emptying it in seconds and moving over to sit the empty bottle just outside the nest. He shrugs and lays back down.

"..Okay! I'll go see what's in the kitchen, be right back." It takes all of him not to groan and cuss at the man in rut. Instead, he turns his ass around and exits the room as quick as he can. He closes the door softly behind him and sighs in relief as he feels like warmth of the house, not the blasting AC that was in the pack room.

Hyunjin walks into the kitchen, which was inhabited by Changbin and Chan. Changbin looks over and puts his hand on his chest, "I think my heart just stopped-"

"Not the time, Changbin. I'm pissed."

This causes both men to look at him alarmed.

He knew he was being dramatic and obvious. Any hour of any day, Hyunjin would soak in one of Changbin's ridiculous shows of love.

"Hyunjin?"

"What's wrong?"

Hyunjin opens the fridge and closes it quickly, groaning as he feels the cold hit his bare skin. "I can't do it anymore! I'm so fucking cold. Let me tell you what!" he looks at the men and points in the direction of the pack room, "There isn't a hot thing in that room besides myself with how fucking icy Felix is acting."

"What is going on?" Chan sounds concerned while Changbin takes the moment to pull Hyunjin into his arms.. his warm arms.

He grabs Changbin's arms and pulls them tight around his naked body, "I don't know what is shoved up Felix's ass but it isn't enjoyable for either one of us. It has been almost twelve hours and he hasn't popped a single knot- also he hasn't eaten me out like once! He let us fuck a few times in the first two hours but after that was a bunch of nothing besides laying there."

Chan frowns at his words, "That doesn't sound like Felix at all."

The side eye Hyunjin gives him was valid, after all he's had to deal with the man for almost the whole day. But right when he opens his mouth, Changbin hurriedly brings his hand up and covers Hyunjin's mouth. "Nope, no saying something we regret later. Let's go to bed, hm? Let Channie-hyung take over."

The omega doesn't really get much of a choice as Changbin lets him go for a split second, only to turn him around and throw him over his shoulder. Hyunjin giggles and wraps his arms around Changbin's waist. They leave the kitchen, leaving Chan alone with his thoughts.

His thoughts eventually lead him to the pack door. He turns the knob and pushes the door open slowly, peeking his head in to see the blonde alpha 'soundly' asleep in the middle of the nest. His footsteps are silent as he sneaks in and closes the door behind him.

He didn't like what he was hearing from Hyunjin, he never wanted to see or hear that any of his mates were struggling, especially when one of them was actively pushing him away. He wanted to wait until after Felix's rut to confront him, but it seemed like it couldn't wait. Not when the poor thing couldn't even pop a knot.

Chan stops just at the edge of the nest and strips, shedding off all his clothes and adding them to the pile of fabric in front of him. He steps in, taking a few steps forward before kneeling down beside the alpha's sleeping body.

He slowly lays down behind Felix, wrapping his arm around him to pull him closer. Despite all of the packs scents surrounding them, he can get a good whiff of Felix's scent, at the moment a very soft peppermint. It's all he needs to push his face into Felix's neck and relax, closing his eyes in content.

 

There is movement beside him, then a gasp, "Chan?"

Chan opens his eyes slowly, letting them adjust to the soft light in the room. Felix is up now, staring down at Chan with big eyes. He smiles at him but doesn't receive one back.

"When did you get here?"

He pushes himself up so he is face to face with Felix, "Oh, Jinnie needed a break so I took over for him."

"Oh.."

Chan lays his hand on Felix's thigh, "I also took over because I figured we could have some fun.." his hand is now on Felix's cock, rubbing it slowly. It hardens immediately and he lets out a small groan.

He watches as Felix bites his lip and grabs Chan's hand, pulling it off his cock, "Um.." he looks everywhere but at Chan, "I think I just want to spend my rut by myself this time, Chan."

His smile starts to turn down into a frown, "Felix, please, you hardly talk to me anymore-"

"There is nothing to talk about."

Milk sours in the air, covering over all the amazing scents of their pack. He looks down at himself as he tries to think about the last time Felix and him even slept in the same bed. Almost five months ago, right when they found out he was pregnant. Maybe.. he was upset that he may not be the father? No, they all have talked about this way before Chan got pregnant, they've been over this. Then… is it him? His body has changed, his feet are swollen, his stomach is huge, and if he isn't getting that 'pregnancy glow' then his face is all puffy.

"Is it.. me? I know I look different now but-"

"No!" Felix keeps shaking his head, "Chan you are- you are so beautiful. God, you are pregnant with the packs pup, you are glowing."

"Then what is it, Felix? Because I can't figure out what changed between us."

Felix is silent. Chan feels his back start to ache and shifts in the nest, making his bump more prominent for just a moment. The moment is all he needs as he watches Felix's dick twitch. Felix's face is red instantly and he covers himself with one of the blankets in the nest. But it was too late, Chan already saw it.

He looks down at his bump and then at Felix. A light bulb shines above his head. He puts his hands behind him and leans back, spreading his legs to give Felix a nice view. He lets out a small huff, "I wish we could just talk about what's going on, Lix. Then.. we could have so much fun together."

Felix swallows hard and starts to get closer, leaning in with his hand creeping close to the middle of his thighs. Chan grabs his wrist and giggles, "Nope, no touching until we talk."

"Please Chan.. just a little?"

He tsks and pulls Felix closer until the alpha can lay his head on his bump. "Now talk. How is my big, strong alpha supposed to fuck me if he can't even talk about what's going on?"

A small whimper leaves Felix as he inhales the omegas milky scent, "Ever since you told me you were pregnant, it's like my brain can't work alongside my dick."

Chan giggles, making the alpha look up at him quickly, "Hey! I'm being serious! You know how hard it is to be hard almost all the time! You know how many cold showers I've had to take because of you-"

"Because of me??"

"Yes! You aren't innocent in this, I blame you for deciding to stay extremely hot while pregnant."

He giggles more, making Felix huff and push his face into Chan's bump. Chan runs his fingers through Felix's hair, "I'm not making fun of you, Lix. But I don't get why you kept this a secret when we could have just… well fucked."

"I'm usually rough during sex, and even rougher during my rut. I don't want to hurt you."

"I doubt that. Maybe a bit kinkier than usual but I don't believe you could ever hurt me."

He groans and starts to sit back up, "Oh god.. don't say stuff like that." at a small glimpse, he could see Felix's eyes full of need.

Felix was so cute, him trying to hold himself back from Chan. He didn't need to do all of that, all he needed was a little push, "Well.. if you are still worried, I guess I better leave." He makes a show of standing up, his ass directly in front of Felix's face. Felix could see his slick that coated his inner thighs.

For a moment, Chan doesn't think Felix is going to do anything and he actually goes to make his way out of the nest. He didn't want to actually pressure Felix into anything, he only ever wants the alpha to be comfortable. Suddenly, he's yanked down into the others arms and pinned into the nest.

His thighs are pulled apart and Felix sits in the middle of them. The air in the room suddenly hotter despite the AC on behind them. Felix leans down until he's at mouth level with Chan's cunt. He blows hot air on the omega's clit, before taking his hand and spanking it.

He gasps and tries to move his lower half away to protect his sensitive clit, but Felix just drags him back before smacking it again… and again. Felix makes his cunt turn into a nice bright red, with slick covering it and the fabric under him. He finally takes mercy on the moaning omega and digs in.

He starts at Chan's clit, taking long swipes at it with his tongue, and licking away at any slick he can find.

A purr leaves Chan's chest along with breathy moans, "P-please- oh fuck.." his thighs start to shake as Felix gives a small kiss to his clit before bringing it into his mouth and sucking, "Oh my god- f-fuck.. fuck!"

His hands grasp at the fabric underneath them, his thighs close around Felix's head. He lets out a small sob as he cums, slick soaking Felix's mouth and chin.

The alpha pulls away with a content smile, "Oh.. I fucking missed that." he moves slowly, giving wet kisses on Chan's bump as he makes his way to Chan's face. He grabs his cock and positions it in front of the omegas entrance. "I love you so much."

Chan gives him a smile, "I love you too." he pulls Felix closer and lets their lips collide. He feels Felix push in, letting out a small moan into the kiss as the alpha bottoms out.

Their skin was moist with sweat, it almost felt like the AC had stopped working. But he knew it hadn't, Felix's skin was just too fucking hot.

He pulls out, leaving just the tip inside before slamming back in. Chan gasps into the kiss, opening just enough to let Felix slip his tongue in. Slick covers Felix's groin, skin slapping against each other, making a wet noise with connected. He brings his hands down to Felix's back and starts to dig his nails into the skin, every thrust harder than the last.

Their lips separate, Chan staring into Felix's eyes that held a predatory gaze. A deep laugh leaves him, "You made a mistake, Channie-hyung."

A sound of confusion leaves his throat.

"I told you I wanted Hyunjin to spend my rut with me for a reason." Chan gasps as he feels Felix's knot start to form at the base of his cock, "I am going to breed you again.. and again.. and again. You will never be empty ever again, but you'd like that, wouldn't you?"

One hand holds Chan's tightly, their fingers interlocking as the other wraps around Chan's neck and squeezes it for just a moment. Felix buries his head into Chan's neck where the scar of his mating bite resides, nipping at it before biting down.

Chan cries out, his heels digging into the fabric under him as he squirms under Felix. Heat grew under his skin, it felt like something heavy laid across him, like a weighted blanket or even one of the members. The room blurs around him, the only thing he could consciously feel was each thrust and the intense pleasure that was growing in his lower gut. He thinks he is moaning, but he didn't know for sure. The heat reaches his brain, making him feel like he was melting into the nest, but it wasn't uncomfortable.

He knew he was safe, right here in his alpha's arms. He just needed to breathe… and float away.

That sounded nice.

Just..

Float away.

 

"Chan… Channie baby.. come back to me sweetie."

He hears someone whine, did one of the members join them?

"I know. Gosh, you look so beautiful like this, Channie. But you got to come back to me, we need to get some water in you."

A hand is caressing his bump. The voice keeps telling him to come back but he wasn't gone? It wasn't his fault the room was dark, he couldn't see.

Someone laughs, "Baby, your eyes are closed."

Mmm.. that could make sense. His eyelids felt so heavy.. but he pushed them open.

Felix is the first thing he sees, "There we go.. no no, keep your eyes open." he didn't even notice that he started to close them.

He shifts slightly, stopping when he feels the knot that's deep inside him. He tries to look down at where they are stuck together, only to see his bump. A giggle leaves him, "S-so did you breed me well?"

"I think a little too well." he pats the bump, "Got you about five months pregnant."

Another giggle as Chan slaps his hand down on Felix's, "Good alpha." he shifts slightly, whining as he feels the knot tug inside him, "Mmph.. now be a better alpha and cuddle me."

Felix laughs and shakes his head. He grabs Chan's hands and starts slowly pulling him up, moving himself back until he is laying down and Chan is on top of him. Chan giggles and bounces just enough to tug at the knot inside of him, making Felix groan, "Hey, no playing." he feels around the nest, finding the water bottle he had Hyunjin toss to him. He grabs it and forces it into Chan's hand, "Drink. Whole thing."

Chan twists the cap off and starts to drink. It doesn't stop him from bouncing yet again, who said he couldn't multitask.

Pleasure starts to swirl at the bottom of his stomach, begging him to continue for more. What stops him are the hands that grab onto his waist to keep him down. He lets out a whine and Felix just hums, "It's break time."

He takes the bottle away from his mouth, "You are the one that's in rut, why aren't you itching to fuck me all over?"

"Because while I'd love to fuck my pregnant, horny omega, you need to hydrate yourself."

Chan pouts and brings the bottle back to his mouth. He empties the bottle and shakes it to prove a point, "See, all finished."

"Very good, such a good omega taking care of yourself like that."

The praise makes his chest all warm and he places his hands on Felix's chest to start bouncing again. But after a few bounces, a wave of sadness washes over him, making his scent turn slightly sour. He couldn't stop the mood change even if he wanted to.

Felix looks at him in confusion, "What's wrong?"

A small sniffle leaves him, "I missed you so much."

Hands run up and down his arms, trying to soothe him, "I've been here?"

"No you haven't been!" he sniffles more as he tries to not shed any tears, "You've been so distant, I didn't know what was wrong."

"I know…" Felix adjusts them so they can try to be at eye level, which was slightly difficult due to his bump, "I should have talked to you, I don't know why I was so scared to." he uses his hand to wipe the tears that had fallen on his face, which Chan didn't even realize they had.

"You won't do it again?"

"I promise, Channie, I won't keep something like that again."

"Good.." he shifts his hips, noticing that Felix's knot has gone down almost fully.

Felix also notices and starts to slowly pull out, "Now, we rest."

"But we already rested!" he whines, pouting a little as Felix lays down and pulls him into his arms. A hand lays on his bump and the other on his lower back. "Feliiixxx.."

"Chrisssss.." he mocks back in his stupid fucking gremlin voice.

Chan slaps the bare skin of Felix's chest, making the other let out an annoying whine, "We haven't fucked in so long, we can go for round two!"

"Why are you trying to act like you are in heat, you are being as bad as Sungie." he brings his hand away from Chan's lower back and to his head, pushing it to his neck, "Just a few minutes, if we both close our eyes it will be a quick break."

He knew this was a trick, something you'd tell a toddler who didn't want to nap.. but Felix's scent just smelt so lovely.

Things are good between them now.. Chan is happy.

Shutting his eyes for just a few seconds won't hurt anything.

Just a few seconds..

Notes:

Thank you so much for reading, I hope you enjoyed it! <3
This is my first time writing smut so please be kind ^^

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