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SM Town was always a fun gig. He got to reap all the benefits of world travel but without having to work as hard as he would on a tour of his own. He just performs two of his best songs, does the group goodbye with all the other SM artist on the tour, and peaces out. Not a bad gig at all.

Plus his friends are there. Suho and Minho are some of the highlights. He’s been doing a lot of activities with them between shows. Then he has close acquaintances from the other groups, and it’s nice to see them. Like right now, for example, as they all gather together backstage for the finale. He’s just finished a brief conversation with Doyoung about a reality show they both like and is now just gazing around, trying to see where Suho got off to. They usually walk out on stage together.

Then a familiar small figure comes into his line of sight: Yushi.

Kai hasn’t talked to him all that much since they met back in April. They met on a blind chat show, which was more hilarious than awkward. For Kai at least. He’s pretty sure the young man was in on the verge of cardiac arrest during their entire day of content together. Kai had heard about how Yushi looked up to EXO, which wasn’t too out of left field. It was always great to hear from a musician that they were a fan of the work he had curated with his members over the years, but not out of the ordinary. What was new for Kai was the fact that, not only was a dongsaeng on his same label obsessed with EXO, but that Kai was his bias! It’s not the same as with the other boys, like Jisung and Sion. They just like him as a singer and performer. But for Yushi…well he admitted that Kai is one of the reasons he even became a performer in the first place. It was crazy to him, but in a good way.

He wanted to get closer to the guy, to actually get to know him away from the flashing lights and cameras. Honestly, when they were talking on the blind chat show, Yushi seemed pretty cool even before Kai figured out who he was. They have a lot of similar hobbies. They both like interesting food, soccer, fishing, nature docs, and probably others. He does seem painfully shy, but Kai is sure it’s something they can work around.

Yushi is just a few steps behind the rest of his Members, having bent down to tie his shoe. Without another thought, Kai maneuvers through some other performers to get to him. His dongsaeng doesn’t even notice him until he’s standing right next to him. Yushi looks up from where he’s kneeling, the slight shock in his eyes apparent as they sparkle in the light.

Kai snickers down at him, but not in a mean way. He’s just so dang cute. “Need a hand, OoYoo?” Kai asks, referring to the blind chat name Yushi chose for himself as he holds his hand down for Yushi to grab. Yushi smiles up, his expression looking a little tight with nerves still as he responds. 
  “Oh, uh, hi!” Yushi stammers out, his voice as sweet and small just like he himself seems to be. “Yeah, sure,” he then says accepting Kai’s offer to help him up. He grabs Kai’s hand and gets to his feet. They both know he could have managed on his own but that the gesture was the significant part. Kai is glad he didn’t shy away from it.

Kai sighs. “I feel I’ve failed you as a hyung again,” he says, hoping Yushi can get pick up on the slight mirth in his tone.
   Yushi smirks a bit as he replies which is a good sign. “What? How have you failed me, ever?” He asks.
   “Well,” Kai begins, “I was teasing you during the chat show for your slow texts, and now I haven’t hung out with you since! I feel like I barely ever even see you backstage.”
   Yushi rubs the back of his neck. “Oh, well, you know…I kinda keep to myself. Plus w-we’re always shooting content.” Kai narrows his eyes, something about Yushi, demeanor gives him pause. He has no doubt that Yushi does keep to himself and that WISH does shoot a lot of content, but he also can’t help but wonder if him not haven’t run into Yushi a whole lot backstage during SMTown is by design.

He smirks at the boy knowingly and Yushi ears start to turn red as he looks at his shoes. “Anyway,” Kai says mercifully, “I plan on making it up to you. What say you and I go fishing together? I have a boating license, you know. We could rent one when we get back to Korea and go out for a few hours. I think it’d be fun!” Yushi’s mouth is ajar. Bewildered would be the right term. Kai just looks at him expectantly, hoping he won’t reject him out of turn. He genuinely wants to know the guy, which by the way has nothing to do with how pretty he is: jet black hair with bangs that part in the middle and sweep to the sides, tickling his brow, eyes so black the reflect all the colors around him, alabaster skin, nice legs…

Yes, yes, nothing to do with any of that, Kai assures himself. Yushi scratches the back of his head, grimacing and unsure.

“Oh, I don’t know…” he says half heartedly, eyes darting between Kai and an invisible person next to Kai. Kai decides to pull out the big guns. He looks down at their own shoes.
   “Come on…please?” At the “please,” Kai looks up at him from under his eyelashes, pouting his lips slightly, making his eyes doe-like and bright as he looks up into the younger man’s pupils. It may be easier for Yushi to reject the gregarious version of Kai, he thinks to himself, but the cutesy innocent version? Much harder.

Yushi’s own eyes widen and he stops scratching, seemingly stunned. Then a second later he puts his head down and clasps both his hands together in front of his pelvis, bright red as he holds back a grin.
   “Ok,” he agrees, barely loud enough for Kai to hear. “Fishing sounds fun.” Kai smiles big.
   “Yay!” He responds cheerfully. “Ok, I still have your KakaoTalk, so I’ll message you and solidify plans.”
   “Ok, sounds good,” Yushi replies with a nod, still blushing, his eyes darting between Kai’s face and the floor. He’s so goddamn cute! Kai can’t help but think to himself.

A moment later, Chanyeol approaches him with aggressive enthusiasm.
   “Yo, where the hell have you been?!” He asks and a scolding tone but with bright eyes, giving him a hard time like always.
   “In my skin!” Kai replies getting up in Chanyeol’s face like he might fight him. Everyone knows they’re just playing. Even Yushi looks like he’s holding back laughter.
   “Well bring your ass out on stage with me,” he then says, grabbing his hand forcefully beginning to pull towards the stage. “We got fans to greet.”
   “I’ll see you later, OoYoo!” Kai calls out to Yushi, waving goodbye with one hand and being dragged by the other. Yushi waves back coyly before he disappears from Kai’s view.

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Two weeks later, they’re back in Korea. Kai set up pretty much everything. He managed to pack a tackle box, lunch, snacks, and even brought an extra fishing rod in case Yushi didn’t have one here in Korea (he did).

Yushi was shy when he came to the dock, flushed pink and pretty, barely able to make eye contact with him when he began to approach Kai. He was wearing a long-sleeve, all black wetsuit top that displayed his sinewy form, paired with black swim trunks and rubber boots that came up to the ankle. He looked very ready and extremely adorable.

Kai is wearing something somewhat similar: grayish-blackish wetsuit, black trunks that are shorter than Yushi’s, coming to his mid thigh. It was quite warm out, after all. While Kai valued avoiding wrinkles, he was also hoping to get just a little sun-kissed today. He did decide to where a fitted baseball cap at the very least.

Now they were finally out in the water, anchor down, poles in the water, lawn chairs comfortable enough to lounge as they sat a comfortable distance apart. Kai’s was propped up against the side of the boat, waiting to see some movement while Yushi was holding onto his, reeling it slowly and lazily, as if just needing something for his hands to do.

Kai refused to let the time pass in awkward silence. Comfortable silence, yes. It was the joy of fishing. But Kai could tell that Yushi felt awkward around him. He knew any silence between them would be uncomfortable right now. He wouldn’t let it continue like that.

However, in an unexpected turn of events, after about five minutes Kai letting him settle in, it was Yushi who decided chortle.

Kai turned to Yushi, seeing that crooked little smile on his face as he looked out onto the water. “What?” Kai asked, unable to keep but smiling in response.

   “I just…” he started, his voice still as delicate and light as tissue paper, “I can’t believe I’m here with you. You! Kai, of all people. On a boat. Fishing like you’re one of my close coworkers or something. It’s insane.” Kai laughs at this, feeling a bit shy all of a sudden.

   “Well, that’s kind what I am,” he responds, looking at Yushi even though the younger man is still looking out at the ocean. “Sure, we’re not exactly close yet, but you shouldn’t think of me as ‘Kai, the idol.’ I’m just…Jongin.” Yushi raises his eyebrows in…what…shock? Curiosity, maybe? He glances at Kai without turning his head. “You can call me that if you want, by the way.” Kai continues, referring to his real name. He usually never lets his dongsaengs use it, but something about Yushi makes him feel like he wants to put every single wall he has down. Very out of character for him. Yushi looks for a moment like he’s considering it. “I think I’ll stick to Kai,” he replies, a cheeky little smirk gracing that delicate face.

Kai scoffs dramatically, looking put out even as mirth dances in his eyes. “How bout ‘hyung?’” He offers. Yushi smiles bigger than Kai’s ever seen in his presence. He finally looks over at Kai, right into his eyes. “I’d like that,” he replies, holding onto his gaze a bit longer than normal before once more gazing out at the water. Kai feels stuck, just looking at him. That smile, the way he looked at Kai when he said he liked it. It makes something warm move through his chest. Something he doesn’t dare name.

Kai snaps his head down into his own lap, shaking off whatever the hell that was.

Suddenly, Yushi’s line moves rapidly, unspooling out and making a whirring sound. Both men rise to their feet in a split second and Yushi grabs the pole with both hands. “Hyung!” Yushi says, eyes wide and full of excitement, “I think I got one!”

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Today has been a fantastic day. Kai caught a pretty sizable fish. It was always a good day if he caught at least one. But Yushi…Yushi caught three! Two pretty small fish, and one big one. Bigger than Kai’s. Kai couldn’t even find it in his heart to be jealous. All four of the fish were nestled into the cooler Kai brought along with him. It had wheels and Kai was pulling it behind him, the tacklebox on top while Yushi held onto the fishing rods. Anyway, the kid was incredible. Kai told him as much.

   “You’re incredible, Yushi!” He said in disbelief as they walked through the wooded path back to Kai’s car. Kai discovered Yushi had the company car drop him off and offered to drive him back to the Wish dorms so he wouldn’t have to wait for a driver to become available again. Yushi shook his head in response to Kai’s compliments regarding the fish.
   “No, no, no,” he replied, as if the very idea was ridiculous. “I just got lucky. We all have lucky days, hyung.”
   “Well yeah,” Kai conceded, “there’s good and bad fishing days for sure, but you really handled yourself well out there! You caught one bigger than mine.”
   Yushi rolls his eyes, “Hyung, you helped me catch that one,” he reminds his sunbae.

It was true. Kai did help him reel it in. He held Yushi by his (surprisingly muscular) forearms and helped him pull back as Yushi reeled it in.  It was about a twenty-pound fish all in all.

“I mean yeah,” Kai conceded again, “but still. It’s impressive. Plus, if you know how to debone it and everything, that gonna be a good amount of fish.”
   “Yeah I’m excited!” Yushi confessed, that luminous smile lighting up his face again. “I’m thinking of seeing if the kitchen Emos will debone and cook it for everyone at the dorm. It’ll be a nice dinner.”
   “That’s a great idea,” Kai said, clapping him on the shoulder with one hand, making sure not to be as heavy-handed as some hyung’s are. Yushi just looked so fragile, even if the feeling of his deltoids through his wetsuit told a different story. The man was light but not weak. Once again, Kai tried not to analyze how he felt about that.

Yushi looked a little bit shy about the new form of contact, his head ducking down and his ears a bit red as he tried to hide a smirk, but didn’t pull away.

   “So when is the last time you played soccer?” Kai decided to ask. Yushi looked upwards, his brow furrowed in such concentration that he didn’t notice the rock protruding from the ground. Kai noticed it too late to warn Yushi before his foot hit it.

Yushi shrieks, the fishing go poles flying out of his hand as he stumbles forward. Kai acts fast, letting go of the cooler and catching Yushi before he can hit the ground. Kai held onto Yushi’s torso, both stunned. With the way Kai caught him, Yushi was facing away from him, his back to Kai’s torso, trembling in his grasp.

“Are you ok?” Kai asked quietly, somewhat breathless himself.
   “Uh, I…I think so…” he replied in a tiny voice. Kai pulled him up and fully onto his feet, turning him around gently to face him. He bent down slightly to look into the younger man’s eyes. So deep and jet black. He tried not to get distracted by them. His main goal was figuring out if Yushi was truly alright.

Yushi’s eyes were wide, his mouth ajar. He seemed almost entranced. He looks…

Something warm moves through Kai’s chest again when the word “beautiful” is the only descriptor that comes to mind. Once again he tries to shove it down. Kai opens his mouth once again to ask Yushi is he’s sure he’s ok.

That’s the moment Yushi kisses him.

Kai’s breath hitches as Yushi’s silky lips meet with his own plush ones. The kiss is firm, urgent, as if he couldn’t resist doing it, his eyes closed, lost to the moment. Kai’s own lips move without him even thinking, closing his own eyes and, shockingly…kissing Yushi back?

The kiss must last all of five seconds. He feels Yushi pull back before Kai opens his own eyes. The younger man staggers backwards out of Kai’s arms, his face redder than he’s ever seen it. His eyes dart around, looking anywhere but at Kai, looking like me may even cry of embarrassment.
   “I’m—I’m sorry,” Yushi voice utters out, voice barely louder than the light breeze outside.
   “Sorry…” Kai says, more as a reflex than anything else. He’s still stunned, trying to figure out what the hell just happened.

Yushi turns around to gather up the fishing poles. He starts down the path again, and Kai walks a few steps behind him, seemingly on autopilot, dragging the cooler behind him. They move in silence, but the tension is more than tangible the whole way back to the car.

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The pair ride the first half of the trip back to the Wish dorm in complete silence as well. Yushi’s gaze is directed either towards his knees, the floor, or out the window which is where they are now. Kai is driving, eyes fixed on the road. Thinking…

Kai’s always been the type who needs to think things through thoroughly before he comes to a conclusion. The drive has given him some clarity as they sit in traffic. He lets himself admit that he is, indeed, attracted to Yushi. He’s beautiful, adorable, his body is seemingly nice, and a great listener. He let Kai yammer on and on about the old days with EXO, his dreams, soccer, and Yushi didn’t seem bored at all. Quite the contrary. He added interesting input, asked engaging questions, smiled at him…honestly Kai was a complete goner for that smile.

So his attraction to Yushi was no longer a question, but how he felt about the kiss was. It was so quick to be honest. Kai barely knew what was happening until it was over. He couldn’t gauge if this kiss was good, if Yushi did it because he actually wanted to, or if he thought Kai wanted to, or if it was just a misguided way of saying thank you to Kai for making sure Yushi didn’t eat shit by falling in the woods face first. So many unknowns.

He decided to ask himself what was perhaps a better question: if he wanted to kiss Yushi again. He glanced over at Yushi, the back of his head being all he could really see. Kai suddenly became frustrated that he couldn’t see the young man’s face. It was nice to look at. He knew what he would find there: beautiful eyes, slender nose, delicate lips…Kai might not be able to process the quality of the kiss, but he remembers how Yushi’s lips felt. They were silky. Kai couldn’t really say much else. You can’t get a lot from five seconds. He realized he was disappointed about that, that he wished it would have been longer so he could really decide—

With that revelation, Kai realized that the answer was yes. He did want to kiss Yushi again.

   “You know what?” Kai suddenly says, cutting through what must have been a solid thirty minutes of silence at this point as Yushi looks over at him finally, “I’m not sorry.”
   “What?” Yushi says softly. Kai only glances at him, trying to focus on the road, but sees his cute little furrowed brow. It makes him smile a bit despite the tension.
   “I’m not sorry,” he repeats. “I’m not sorry that we kissed.” Yushi’s eyes go to the floor of the car again. Kai can’t see him super well out of his periphery, but he can bet Yushi is bright red again.
   “I kissed you, hyung,” Yushi reminds Kai. “Without asking.”
   “Well, I kissed you back,” Kai replies with a casual lilt in his voice. “Where does that leave us?” Yushi remains silent for a while, but Kai doesn’t push. If he’s learned anything about Yushi by now, it’s that he also needs time to process and think things through.

   “Did you…” Yushi suddenly says after ten seconds, “did you like it?”
   “I don’t know,” Kai admits readily. “It was so short. I didn’t really know what was going on.” Yushi fidgets in his seat a bit. “Why’d you do it?” Kai then asks. He wants to know Yushi’s motives before he can seriously consider his next words.
   “I…” Yushi starts and the pauses. Kai waits patiently yet again. “I guess…objectively I knew you were handsome before I met you. It’s just one of those things you know to be true. Then I met you that day on the KODE show, got to talk to you, dance with you…that’s when I think…” Yushi stops, eyes down and looking off into space. Kai was running out of patience a little.
   “‘That’s when you think’ what?” Kai says as calmly as he can.
   Yushi sighs. “That’s when I think…I began to develop a crush on you. That’s why I avoided you during SM Town.” Yushi speaks much faster now. “You were just too handsome, and sweet, and kind, and hot,” Kai blushes at that last bit, “and you like fishing and soccer and dancing just like me and it was driving me crazy because I knew you wouldn’t go for me. I’m just…your skinny dongsaeng who’s looked up to you since I was little. So I just…decided not to torture myself and keep my distance.”

Kai feels like he got caught it a dust devil of information and confessions being thrown his way. He first wanted to clear the misconceptions. “I just wanna say for the record, there have been multiple occasions during this outing alone that I’ve tried not to get distracted by how beautiful you are.” Yushi’s head snaps up to look at Kai, eyes bugged out and mouth ajar. Kai blushes again but continues. “That’s might sound dramatic but it’s true,” he says trying to will away the heat in his face. “And since we met on the KODE show, I may have thought of you as my dongsaeng, sure, but I actually did want to get to know you. You seemed cool. And you are, it turns out. I didn’t expect to…become attracted to you...”

Kai doesn’t know what to say now. All his cards laid out. He doesn’t know what outcome saying all this will have, he just knew he had to say it. There are about five seconds of silence again.
   “You’re attracted to me?” Yushi says barely above a whisper.
   They get to another full stop in traffic so Kai gets the opportunity to fully look at Yushi when he replies, “Yes.”

More silence, but he thinks he sees Yushi smile in his periphery. Yushi turns to the window again, trying to hide it, if Kai had to guess. Kai can’t help but smile too. He’s just so damn cute! It makes Kai curious and bold.

   “Have you ever kissed a guy before this?” Kai asks. It’s not uncommon for idols to be secretly gay, but he wonders how much experience Yushi has had.
   “Yeah,” Yushi answers in a way that lets Kai know it’s true. He decides to push even further. He got him to confess a lot during KODE. Maybe he can replicate it here.
   “Have you ever had sex with a guy before?”
   Yushi fidgets. “Yes,” he answers after a beat.
   “Just once?”
   “Several times.”
   “With more than one person?”

Yushi pauses at this question. He sighs as Kai waits.

   “Just my bandmate, Riku. We…experiment a lot.” Kai is somewhat familiar with Riku. Pretty boy and a hell of a dancer. Kai can’t decide whether he’s jealous or turned on by the idea of the two of them. He definitely can’t judge Yushi though. God knows he used to fool around with Chen a ton back about seven years ago, when he was just discovering maybe he’s not strictly into girls.

   “Are you a top or bottom?” Kai asks brazenly. Yushi scoffs next to him but is smiling too, bewildered and perhaps delighted by the older man’s shamelessness in asking such a personal question.
   “I’ve done both,” he says with a smirk. “I prefer to bottom though.” Silence passes briefly again as Kai tries to tamp down the smile that wants to form. He tries not to picture Yushi underneath him. Crazy how he went from trying to suppress mere attraction to suppressing unadulterated lust.

   “What about you, hyung?” Yushi says, his voice innocent enough but with a sly undertone. Kai glances at him, eyes narrowed and smirking at him. He knows Yushi knew exactly what he was doing when he emphasized the word “hyung” like that.
   “Well I’m pansexual,” Kai says, responding to Yushi’s question, “but I’ve always been a top.” Yushi faces front, simply nodding, a smirk dancing along his face as well.

Kai suddenly becomes worried Yushi may have the wrong idea. “I don’t want you to think I’m just trying to have sex with you, by the way,” Kai says, his brows furrowed. “I definitely want to get to know you still. First and foremost. I really like spending time with you, so I mostly want to do that for now. The other stuff can come later, if it’s meant to go that way.” Yushi snickers.

   “Yes, hyung, it’s good to know that you’re not just trying to have sex with me,” he says, his voice filled with mirth. Now it’s Kai’s turn to scoff, rubbing one hand to his forehead as he blushes again. Yushi merely laughs at him. “But no honestly,” he says after he’s calmed down, “I really like spending time with you too, and I like learning more about you. We can take it as slow as you want.” Kai nods in agreement, but he can’t help but think about that last sentence. As slow as you want. I makes Kai feel like he’s the younger one, that he’s the one whose innocence Yushi is trying to protect. It could be him simply saying he respects Kai’s boundaries, but is Yushi also trying to imply that they could be going faster?

Kai finally gets him to the Wish dorm. It’s an apartment building and Yushi already told him they live on the uppermost floors. They drive into the underground parking and Kai snags a spot in the corner next to a wall. He could’ve just dropped him at the private elevator that Yushi told him was somewhere around here, but he wouldn’t do that on a date, which is what this feels like it’s morphed into somehow.

He pushes the engine button to turn off the car, the sparse lighting of the garage being the only thing illuminating them now. It’s mostly dark down here. They both unbuckle their seatbelts, Kai ready and willing to help him carry and stow the fish.

   “I had a really nice time today,” Kai says truthfully.
   “I did too,” Yushi replies, eyes bright and his face earnest. Kai just stares at him. Now that he doesn’t have to lie to himself, he really lets himself take in Yushi’s beauty, his eyes scanning all over his face. His skin looks so soft. Yushi blushes and looks down at his knees again, his smile big and Kai can’t tell if Yushi is being shy on purpose or if he simply can’t help it. Either way, he feels himself start to lean over the center console.

Yushi looks back up again, eyes filled with shock but not looking away as Kai stares into them. Kai lets his instincts lead. He gently cups Yushi’s jaw, stroking the skin there with his thumb. It’s just as soft as he thought it would be. He continues to gaze at him, from the darkness of his brows to the scar on his left cheek. Yushi does his own gazing. Kai hopes he likes what he sees. He sees Yushi’s gaze go to his lips and can’t help but do the same. They lean in at the same time before their lips connect in a kiss.

It begins chaste, their lips moving softly against each other’s. Yushi’s lips are somewhat thin, but not too thin. Just as silky as Kai remembered. He’s especially enjoying his more plump bottom lip, which Kai decides to suck on. Yushi moans at that, and the warmth that was moving through Kai’s chest earlier has intensified tenfold. The kiss gets more heated. Kai presses in more and Yushi is just as enthusiastic. He fists his fingers in his hair and now it’s Kai’s turn to moan. Kai flicks his tongue in Yushi’s open mouth, making him whimper. Kai’s immediately obsessed with the feeling of his mouth. He can’t stop kissing him, touching him. His hands go down to Yushi’s waist, feeling up his sides. It’s even more muscular than he expected. He’s suddenly glad about how tight the wetsuit is, but sad about it too. He wishes he could get his hands underneath, feel how far down the soft skin goes.

Kai suddenly becomes very annoyed about the fact that he has a center console. He wants to grab him more, hold him closer, but there’s a barrier between them. To Kai’s surprise, Yushi seems to read his mind. Without warning he pushes up to his feet and manages to maneuver his way up and over onto Kai lap, straddling him, his knees bent as his calves lay under his thighs. Kai barely has time to process the carnality of the gesture before he’s being kissed again.

It’s crazy how Yushi, the shy, slender man who runs away when he’s too happy and blushes when he’s getting too much attention, can kiss Kai so unabashedly and ravenously right now. Kai is loving every second of it, hands roaming all over the expanse of his back as Yushi’s tongue glides in and out of his mouth. Yushi grabs onto Kai’s pecs on top of his wetsuit, which makes Kai smile into the kiss briefly. He’s worked hard to make them appealing so he’s glad someone can appreciate them, especially if it’s the beautiful man now gripping his shoulders, letting himself explore.

One of Kai’s hands now goes up Yushi’s back and into his hair, making the younger man moan as Kai cards his fingers through it. It’s silky and soft, just like the rest of him so far. Kai loves the little sounds he makes. Such a quiet guy up til now. He wanted to hear him make more. Kai tugs his head back lightly, making his neck accessible before kissing him there. “Hyung…” Yushi pants out as Kai moans in response, kissing him slowly all over his neck enjoying every reaction, stroking Yushi’s back as he does it. Yushi is trembling on top of him, breathing hard, gripping Kai’s shoulders for dear life.

Suddenly Yushi grabs Kai’s face with both hands and kisses him on the mouth, more urgently than before. Kai feels like he’s been lit on fire as Yushi takes control back, pouring every ounce of himself into the kiss, pressing Kai as close to his body as possible. Kai answers in kind, holding onto the back of Yushi’s head, letting himself get lost in his lips, his sound, his smell, the taste of him. Then all of a sudden Yushi’s hips start to move. Kai’s breath catches as he slowly grinds on top of him. The friction on his most sensitive place feels so damn good. He can feel Yushi’s hardness through their trunks, pressing against his own. Kai isn’t full hard but at least half mast and growing. Once again Kai moves on instinct, meeting his thrusts, his hands moving down to grip to top of Yushi’s ass, enjoying the tightness of it as he forces him down on his cock even more. He wants to devour this guy, he realizes. Wants to take him apart piece by piece until he’s screaming his name.

But weren’t they supposed to take it slow?

Kai’s brows furrow as the thought crosses his mind. He doesn’t want to do too much too fast. He meant what he said about wanting to get to know Yushi more, wanting to take is time.

As much as he hates to do it, Kai grabs Yushi’s shoulders and forces them to break the kiss. Yushi’s eyes burst open in surprise as Kai sighs.
   “Sorry, I got a little carried away there,” Kai says bashfully. “I really don’t wanna move too fast…” Kai’s eyes scan Yushi’s form as he nods his assent innocently, like he wasn’t just grinding on top of him two seconds ago. “…as hard as that may be,” Kai finishes his sentence. Yushi’s face flushed, still looking quite appetizing in that wetsuit. He smiles coyly and turns away from Kai’s gaze, which he’s sure must be intense from lust. It makes Kai laugh lightly. Kai gives him one quick peck before letting him ease back into the passenger seat.

“Ok,” Kai says with a sigh, trying to get his head back on straight, “so I was thinking, I should take my fish out of the cooler and you should just keep it for now, since you have the heavier fish. Then I’ll help you wheel it up and you can just bring it back when you come to my place.”
   “Your place?” Yushi says with bright eyes.
   “Yeah,” Kai says with a smile. “I’m not sure if we can be trusted in public places at the moment.” They both laugh. “If you’re uncomfortable with that though, we can just grab dinner out or something.”
   “No…your place sounds good,” Yushi says with a tiny voice.
   Kai can’t help but snicker. He’s still so cute it’s insane. “Ok, great. Let’s go.”
   “I just…need a second,” Yushi declares. Kai  pauses then looks down and realizes what happening. While Kai’s erection has gone down enough not to be noticeable through his trunks, the same cannot  be said for Yushi. The younger man turns his head to the window again, looking at nothing, trying to rid his mind of wayward thoughts no doubt. Kai smirks and tries to look straight ahead through the windshield. He just can’t help but think about how he sort of wishes Yushi would show it to him, how badly he wants to see it, to feel it. To taste it.

Thank god Kai doesn’t pop another boner before Yushi announces he’s ready to get out. They shuffle to the trunk, the air electric as Kai takes his fish out of the cooler and puts it in a gallon bag with ice. Yushi takes charge of his fishing rod and tries to drag the cooler as well, but Kai insists on helping him with it. They ride the elevator up to Yushi’s dorm, casting shy glances at each other and snickering like teenagers.

They get off the elevator and they head into Yushi’s dorm, a spacious penthouse with high ceilings, walls white and decor unintentionally minimalist. Young guys their age don’t have the time or care to personalize a communal area, Kai thinks to himself. He has about a thirty second conversation with Jaehee and Sion, who just so happened to be playing video games in the living room, before helping Yushi stow the all the fish in the kitchen fridge. He’s happy when Yushi immediately texts the emos to let him know about the fish they can cook up and serve the hungry household.

Once everything is squared away Yushi walks Kai to the elevator. He resists kissing Yushi again as he bids him farewell and the doors close. As Kai rides back down, he can’t help but think how it’s only been five seconds but he already wants to see Yushi again.

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A torturous two weeks pass before their next reunion. Kai has been slammed as he gets prepared for his U.S. tour, while Yushi is doing tons of recording for the next WISH album and music videos.

Thankfully, they’re able to coordinate a rendezvous at Kai’s house on a random Wednesday. Chelsea is playing tonight, and Kai thought it would be nice to order some takeout and watch the game.

Kai is determined to be a good boy. Like he’s said to himself before, he doesn’t wanna rush things. Not only is there a significant ten-year age gap between the two of them, but Yushi is young and, by what Kai has gleaned, much less experienced than he is. I mean, it’s not like Kai has had as many tryst as Chanyeol or anything, but he’s definitely been around the block. The last thing he wants to do is push Yushi into anything he’s not ready for.

Kai would be lying to himself if he didn’t admit he was kind of nervous for Yushi’s arrival. He had the maid come yesterday to clean the house instead of Friday morning, made sure chips were on the table while they waited for whatever food they would decide to order, he’d showered an hour ago, and was wearing a nice white long-sleeve t-shirt with black sweatpants. Everything was as it’s should be, but Kai was still keyed up with nervous energy.

Kai was watching some Animal Planet video on YouTube, drumming his fingers on his own thighs before stopping himself. Tapping his own foot and then stopping himself. He sighed, annoyed by his own behavior.

Mercifully, he heard the doorbell buzz and rose to his feet like someone electrocuted him. He looked at the video intercom and saw the nervous boy wave at him with a shy smile. Kai felt his own face heat. He couldn’t help but smile big and say a quick hi before buzzing Yushi in. He felt his heart begin to race.

Kai’s house was an actual house. Pretty tough to get in Seoul, but not impossible. It was a two bed, one-and-a-half bath with a spacious living room, a small kitchen, black and white decor throughout. Kai was proud of it and sought to stay here for a long time. There was a gate out front that Kai had to buzz Yushi into before he could walk the five steps up the stairs to his door. Kai opened it as Yushi approached with the empty cooler, shy smirk still on the young man’s face.

Evening was just starting to settle, the sky  transitioning into a nice navy color as the seven o’clock hour approached. Yushi looked absolutely breathtaking with this darkened backdrop behind him. He was dressed in a light blue jean jacket, black t-shirt with a white graphic stripe on it that almost looked like it was painted on, black jeans, and black and white Vans. So simple, so cute.
   “Hi!” Kai says again, just so happy to see him but trying to calm down. “Welcome!”
   “Hi,” Yushi responds, bowing out of habit. “Thanks for having me.” As Yushi crossed the threshold Kai shut the door behind him and locked it. “I, uh, washed your cooler out and brought it back,” Yushi said, voice sweet  like candy as usual, looking up at Kai with bright eyes. Kai smiled even bigger.
   “Thank you for doing that,” Kai replied, taking it from him. Their hands brushed lightly. He heard Yushi’s breath hitch lightly and Kai’s mouth went ajar. They both felt it: that rush, that buzz between the two of them. It was the same as it had been on the day they went fishing, and that light touch alone brought all those feelings right back.

They stared at each other for three long seconds before Kai swallowed, pleading with his beating heart and fervent emotions to calm down. “I’ll, uh, I’ll put this away,” he says to Yushi, who still just stares at him. “You can take your shoes off and put them there.” Kai points to a shoe rack to Yushi’s left. Yushi simply nods once in understanding and Kai turns to his right and opens the coat closet. The cooler was light as a feather now that there was nothing in it, and he puts it next to the tackle box in the far back before closing the door. He looks at Yushi briefly, who is just slipping out of his shoes and putting them gently on the shoe rack, looking down decidedly it seems. Kai is still trying to get his heart to stop hammering. He turns away from the younger man and towards the nearby wall, trying to think straight.

“So, what do you wanna do before the game starts?” Kai bellows out casually. At least he hopes it’s casual. “Should we watch YouTube, or pl—“ Kai’s words are cut off when he feels a gentle hand on his back. It makes him turn around only to be met with Yushi’s face two inches away from his own. Kai gasps and before he knows it Yushi’s lips connect with his. It’s not hard but it is urgent, like Yushi’s been waiting a long time to do this, backing Kai up against the wall, his body flush against his as he puts his hands on Kai’s shoulders and moves his smooth lips with skill and passion.

Kai can’t help but immediately fall into him, one arm wrapping around Yushi’s waist while his other hand threads in his hair. Yushi whimpers and it makes Kai moan. His body is on fire now. All he can feel is heat as he continues to kiss Yushi like he needs it in order to survive. Yushi flicks his tongue lightly against Kai’s lips, and Kai doesn’t hesitate to open his mouth for him, flicking his own tongue as well. Kai explores the expanse of Yushi’s side, still cradling his head with his right hand but his left hand moving up his rib cage, down his waist, back up and then back down until he brushes past his hip all the way to his ass cheek, gripping it tight. Yushi moans at this, and Kai can’t get enough of that sound. Then, without warning, Yushi grinds his hardened length against Kai’s, just once, before gasping and pulling back.

Kai’s eyes shoot open, looking at the young man. “Oh my god, I’m sorry!” Yushi then says, withdrawing completely from Kai’s body and running over to the front of the kitchen counter, facing away from him. Yushi’s hand is on his forehead in shame. “I’m sorry.” He says again. “I know you want to take it slow and get to know me, and I feel like I keep pushing you. It’s just that I see you and I just…” Yushi huffs out a breath, seemingly unable to say more.

Kai is still standing about twelve feet away against the wall by the closet, stunned. He can’t decide what’s crazier: the fact that he and Yushi just attacked him like an animal as soon as he set foot in the house, or the fact that Yushi is now talking about how he’s sorry for pushing Kai too far? Like Kai is someone whose honor is to be protected, a delicate flower. Kai. A man who made a conscious choice to pair his singing and dancing with his sex appeal.

Kai can’t help but snicker out a laugh as he rubs his face, still reveling in how good that kiss was. He saunters over to where Yushi is still standing, craning his head slightly when he hears Kai’s footsteps but not turning his head or body towards the older man. Kai walks up until he’s standing right behind him, his chest almost flush with Yushi’s back, leaning over his shoulder. He gets his lips as close to the shell of his ear as he can without brushing it. “You’re right,” Kai rasps out, is voice low and enticing. “I do wanna take it slow but…” Kai slowly lifts his hands up to grip Yushi’s waist, hearing the young man’s breath hitch, his body tremble, “I think I can meet you halfway.”

Slowly and carefully, Kai brings his lips to Yushi’s delicate neck, kissing the side of it softly. Yushi moans and gasps, leaning back into Kai’s body. Kai grips more firmly onto Yushi’s waist, wanting to have almost total control. Kai works his way up Yushi’s neck to his jawline, then to his earlobe, softly biting before moving back down. Yushi’s hands grip the counter top in front of him, as if he needs something to steel himself.    
   “Hyung…” he whispers out, panting irregularly.
   “Is it good, baby?” Kai asks just above a whisper as he grips onto Yushi’s hips, just barely causing friction between Yushi’s backside and Kai’s growing erection. Half of him is wanting to check in with Yushi, the other half wants his validation.
   “It’s so good,” Yushi breathes out, forcing his ass harder against Kai, making the older man hiss before making eye contact with him. Kai then kisses him on the lips, deeply and passionately, wanting to unravel him, take him apart. Yushi whimpers into his mouth again. Kai gets what Yushi is talking about now. It’s hard not to want to touch him like this when they’re alone together. He’s quickly becoming obsessed with the feeling of him in and around his space, so intimate.

Suddenly Kai reaches his hands down, still kissing Yushi, to palm him over his crotch. Yushi gasps in Kai’s mouth, but Kai doesn’t let him break the kiss. Not yet. He keeps working his hands over the front of Yushi’s jeans messaging over the hard bulge. Yushi is practically grunting into Kai’s mouth, the contact obviously feeling good to him. Kai could listen to his sweet sounds forever, feel his lips against his own for a millennia.

He decides to give Yushi more. Kai breaks the kiss in favor of looking down to where his hand is placed over Yushi’s jeans. Kai undoes the button and zipper calmly, feeling so turned on but in his element, wanting to give Yushi a preview of good things to come.  Yushi, on the other hand, is still panting and trembling, watching Kai’s hands as he pulls down Yushi’s underwear and pants just enough to free his cock. Yushi whimpers as he’s exposed to the cold air. Kai smiles down when Yushi is presented to him in all his glory. Honestly he’s bigger than Kai thought he would be. And slightly more girthy as well. Kai licks his hand and begins stroking Yushi’s cock, relishing the way it looks when the foreskin gets pulled back and the perfect mushroom head is revealed.
   “In case Riku’s never told you, you have a really nice cock, Yushi-ah,” Kai rasps out again, still slowly stroking it, enjoying the feel of it in his hand.

Yushi’s hands are practically white with how tight he’s gripping the counter top now, stiff and huffing out breaths. “Thank you,” he strains out in ecstasy. It makes Kai giggle a bit before he speeds up the pace a bit, concentrating on how his hand looks moving across his dick, trying to find out what Yushi enjoys most. Kai is involuntarily still rubbing himself gently against Yushi’s posterior. “Fuck!” Yushi exclaims, almost sounding like he’s going to cry. Kai loves seeing him like this. Yushi, so buttoned up and serious sometimes, trying to hide his emotions, but he can’t hold back from the pleasure. He can’t hold back from Kai.

He works his hand over his pink cock even faster, rubbing his thumb over the tip every so often. His noises are driving the older man crazy. He wonders what his face looks like. “Look at me,” he whispers to Yushi. As Yushi looks up at him he’s a sight to behold: cheeks flushed pink to match his pretty cock, eyes watery, teeth gritted, almost pleading. He looks absolutely breathtaking like this. Kai can’t help but to kiss him once, long and hard. He then focuses back on Yushi’s pulsating dick, precum leaking out in copious amounts. And Kai can tell he’s close. “Oh shit, I’m gonna…Kai…hyung…” Yushi’s voice gets higher and higher as his climax approaches. Kai doesn’t want to miss this, but he does want to make it as good for him as possible. Kai brings the hand that was on Yushi’s waist all this time up under the younger man’s shirt. He brushes his finger over Yushi’s bare nipple. Just once.

Once is enough, apparently, as that’s all it takes for Yushi to finally release, cumming in thick white ropes all over the side of Kai’s kitchen counter. He half cries,  half grunts halfway through his orgasm that seems to go on forever. Kai strokes him through it, in awe of the spectacle, pride swelling up, happy he could make Yushi feel so good.

Yushi puts a hand on top of the one Kai has on his softening penis, a silent plea for him to stop. Kai takes that as a cue to release his grip around the younger man and step back from behind him. He goes to Yushi’s side. He’s still panting like he’s run a long race . Yushi is holding on to the counter top with one hand, shoulders slumped in exhaustion, his eyes closed. Kai looks down at his had and sees a bit of cum still on the side of his pointer finger. He lifts his hand up looking at it as if in awe. Yushi opens his eyes in that moment, and Kai takes the opportunity to kiss and suck it off in one go, smiling deviously. Yushi’s eyes are wide, his face pink as he watches Kai taste him. He sighs out a laugh. “Are you trying to kill me?” He asks breathlessly. Kai laughs low and deep.
   “Hmmm…metaphorically, yes,” Kai replies. Yushi casts his eyes down, smiling while biting his lip. It’s crazy and adorable that he can still be so shy while his cock is out after just having partaken in sexual debauchery.

Yushi then looks down at Kai’s bulge. “What about you, hyung?” He then asks. It’s a fair question, Kai decides. He’s about seventy percent hard but softening.
   “I’m ok,” Kai replies nonchalantly. Yushi looks unsure. “No really! I swear. Seeing you cum? For me? That was…amazing. And it’s as far as I wanna go tonight. Plus the game starts pretty soon. Someday, when I take you to bed, I’ll plan on taking my time with you.” Yushi’s eyes darken in response. Kai flashes him a similar look before forcing himself to turn away.

“I’m gonna get something to clean that up with,” Kai says referring to the cum now running down the white counter side. Kai grabs a sponge from under his kitchen sink and dampens it before returning to the side of the counter that Yushi is still on. Yushi has pulled his pants up and is back to looking decent, even if his face is still flushed and his hair is a bit of a mess.
   “Here,” Yushi says reaching for the sponge in Kai’s hand, “let me. It’s the least I can do.” Kai shrugs and hands the sponge to Yushi before going to wash his hands. Kai suddenly can’t help but smile to himself as he stands at the sink. The night has barely even started, but it’s already a night to remember.

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Watching the Chelsea game with Yushi was so fun! They ordered Dan Dan noodles from this Chinese place and cheered on Kai’s favorite team. Yushi got surprisingly vocal, responding to Kai’s color commentary and adding his own, hooting and raising his voice louder than he thought it could go. Plus, even though Yushi said he didn’t know much about the team, he was actually pretty knowledgeable about who was who and who played what position. Yushi ended up confessing he studied up on Chelsea beforehand so he could keep up and Kai felt his heart swell at that.

Chelsea managed to win 2-0, and after the game Yushi and Kai were just still on the couch. Sitting and talking. He got Yushi to open up about living in Tokyo, his parents, how his tours have been, the good and the bad, it was nice to hear him talk at length about himself. Turns out the shy boy is actually interesting. They have quite a bit in common.

“You should come on an episode of Jeongwaja,” Kai says to Yushi between sips of beer. “I think it would be fun.”
   “Oh no,” Yushi says, shaking his head and smiling bashfully. “I’ve seen clips from the show. It looks like it can be kind of embarrassing.”
   “Maybe a little bit,” Kai says with an eye roll, “but you move past it.” Yushi gets a mischievous twinkle in his eye.
   “Oh really?” He says, his voice dripping with the falseness of his curiosity. “Did you move past it when you were doing the baking classes and you made the chocolates wrong and they wouldn’t come out of the tray?” Kai gasps dramatically, pretending to be appalled by Yushi’s teasing while the young man holds back his laughter.
   “Ok first of all, I think the tray was rigged,” Kai explains, pretending to be indignant, “and second, of all the episodes you could’ve watched, I can’t believe you watched that one!”
   “That one’s my favorite,” Yushi says, his smile still full of mirth, inching a bit closer to him. “I thought of having a picture of you in the little chef’s hat as my phone wallpaper.” Yushi can’t help but giggle now. Kai just shakes his head and smiles at him.
   “You’re the worst,” Kai responds.

The movement from Yushi doesn’t go unnoticed by him. He doesn’t mind it one bit. He likes being close to Yushi at any time but especially when he’s so happy and unguarded like this. He can’t help but give Yushi a quick kiss. Short as it was, Kai feels his blood heat just off of that. He sees Yushi’s eyes darken. He leans into Kai, and Kai feels completely hypnotized by him. Yushi is mere inches away from his face. Just as Kai begins to close his eyes, he hears the TV change channels. He opens his eyes and sees Yushi with the remote that was behind Kai in his hand, his eyes dancing with mischief.
   “Sorry, hyung,” he says, trying to look serious but with the corner of his lips quirking up. “I just hate listening to the recap stuff.”

Kai’s jaw drops in disbelief. This little bastard! He knew exactly what he was doing.
   “You!” Kai grits out, a playful smile on his face before grabbing Yushi’s waist and pulling him, manhandling the young man who squirms and laughs. He tries (not really) to push Kai off and thrash away, declaring that it tickles. Eventually Kai gets him on his back, Yushi’s arms at loose right angles with his hands by his head. Kai is laying on top of him, having successfully “overpowered” him. They’re face to face, the remote still in Yushi’s right hand. Kai grabs the remote and turns the TV off before setting it on the coffee table that’s within reach.

He holds onto each of Yushi’s wrists loosely. “You’ve lost TV privileges,” Kai says narrowing his eyes. Yushi just smirks up at him, his mouth seemingly hiding secrets, his eyes bright and beaming. He looks too beautiful not to kiss. Kai leans down and presses his lips to Yushi’s, who kisses him back. Kai finds himself drowning in Yushi again, getting lost in the feeling of his silky lips, his toned frame beneath him, the soft, delicate skin on his face, every nerve in his body is desperate for this man.

His grip moves from Yushi’s wrists to his hands, intertwining each one in his own and holding them tight. Yushi moans and Kai quickly starts to harden again. Their kiss goes from rather languid to deep and passionate. He can feel Yushi filling out his jeans beneath him. He doesn’t even realize he’s begun to rub up against Yushi until he’s done it a few times. Yushi is trying to hold back his whimpers and it just makes Kai want to go even harder. It feels impossible for him to hold back.

Yushi opens his mouth and Kai takes is as an invitation to flick his tongue in his hoobae’s mouth as they kiss, grinding down on him forcefully. Their breathing becomes more ragged. Yushi’s grip on Kai’s gets even tighter. Again the thought comes to Kai’s mind that they should be taking things slow. Kai, is this close to saying “fuck it” and having his way with Yushi on the couch. He’s tired of holding back when it’s so clear that they both want it so badly.

Thankfully for him, Yushi’s phone chimes on the coffee table. They break the kiss wordlessly and Kai hinges up and off of Yushi so he can attend to his phone. The younger man grabs it and reads the text that came in. He sighs.
   “I should go,” he declares, his mouth forming a tiny frown. “Jaehee is asking where I am, and we have a shoot early tomorrow morning.”
   “Ok, I’ll call you an Uber,” Kai states, whipping out his phone without hesitation. He remembers Yushi’s address and schedules the ride. “Should be here in about ten minutes.” Kai says after a long pause, looking back up at Yushi who is now smirking at him. “What?”
   “Nothing…” Yushi says, looking at his own knees and blushing. “You’re just…so sweet.” Kai laughs a little at that.
   “I’m not that sweet,” he rebuts. It’s eleven o’clock and Yushi was kind enough to come over to Kai’s house for a date. Any decent person would do the same.
   “Yes you are,” Yushi says back with a smile. Then it falters slightly. “Well, mostly…”

Kai quirks an eyebrow. “Mostly?” He pries.    
   “Well…when you wrestled me to the couch and got on top of me, that wasn’t very sweet.” Yushi is trying to hold back a smile, his eyes darting between Kai’s eyes and down towards his own thighs. Still shy, even after everything. But bold too. It doesn’t cease to surprise Kai.
   “I guess you’re right,” Kai concedes. “You make it hard to be one hundred percent sweet, what with you grinding on top of me in cars and making out with me up against walls and whatnot.” Their expressions darken again. Yushi looks at him with an intensity his never seen, and Kai is pretty sure he’s matching him.
   “If you’re still taking things slow for my benefit, you don’t have to,” Yushi says with a serious tone. “I’m not…some blushing virgin or anything.”
   Kai can’t help be laugh at that. “You were literally just blushing, like, two minutes ago!” Yushi doesn’t laugh with him. Kai’s smile fades. He doesn’t want Yushi to feel like he’s making fun of him. “Listen I know…” Kai’s trying to find the words. He starts over. “This whole thing? Between us? It just kind of caught me off guard. I didn’t expect to get so…enamored of you.”

Yushi’s expression softens as Kai continues. “I just happened so fast. One minute I’m just trying to be your friend and let you know you can trust me, the next I can’t keep my hands off you. Plus I am older than you. I just wanted to be sure that if we were gonna go…there…it would be something neither of us had any doubts about.” Yushi looks a bit crestfallen. He looks down again.

   “And you have doubts about me?” He says meekly. Kai sighs. “I have doubts about me. Pushing you. Pushing myself, but I…that’s starting to go away. You’re…breaking me down…” It’s a lot for Kai to admit but it’s true. Every look, every laugh, every touch from Yushi is causing him to let go of all resolve, all rules about how he should be conducting himself. He just wants Yushi. Badly.

Yushi smirks again. “I think I like breaking you down,” he says in that cotton candy sweet voice of his, making Kai feel like he’s about to lose his damn mind. Kai covers his face with his own hands and moans out in half-sincere anguish. The anguish of a man realizing he’s being subdued by an incubus. Yushi laughs at him again, removing Kai’s hands from his face. “Look, I understand you wanna get to know me,” Yushi says, a little more lighthearted. “I want that too. I mean, me knowing you. But I don’t think we have to torture ourselves while doing it. I think we can prioritize both our friendship and our…desires.” Yushi blushes again. For the millionth time Kai can’t get over how cute he is, and smiles at him.
   “Ok,” Kai, agrees. “As long as you’re sure—”
   “I am sure,” Yushi declares without hesitation. Kai’s heart beats like crazy, seeing Yushi’s bright eyes lock in on his. Once again he can’t help himself. He grabs the younger man’s head and connects their lips feverishly together. Yushi responds in kind, holding onto Kai’s shoulders while kissing him back like he can’t get enough.

Kai doesn’t hold back this time. He presses forward making Yushi lean back until he’s again the couch again with Kai on top of him. Yushi massages his hands up and down Kai’s shoulder blades. Kai loves the feeling of Yushi touching him, taking enjoyment from his physical form. He just wants to give him whatever pleases him.
   “I love when you touch me,” Kai can’t help but gravel into Yushi’s ear, letting his thoughts leak out before biting softly on his earlobe. Yushi’s breath catches before he moans.
   “Well I’ll make sure to touch you more then,” Yushi says breathlessly. Kai brings his lips back to Yushi’s, wanting to taste him. Every inch of him.

He grinds down on him only once before Kai’s phone dings. It dawns on him that he requested an Uber for Yushi and now it must be here. This man is making Kai lose all sense of space and time.
   “Fuck, that’s your ride,” Kai says beginning to move. Yushi’s hands press down on Kai’s back to stop him, his arms squeezing tight.
   “This is my ride,” Yushi says coquettishly, looking up at Kai with a sly smirk. Kai guffaws, tilting his head up in disbelief. He didn’t think being so amused and so horny could coexist like this. Yushi’s breaking all the rules. He thinks for a second about canceling the Uber, just taking him apart right on this couch, fucking him until he forgets his whole life, but then he remembers what Yushi said earlier.

   “But your shoot tomorrow,” he urges, still holding his face aloft, making it harder for Yushi to kiss him. The younger man pouts, grumpily groaning because Kai knows Yushi knows he’s making sense. Kai giggles at how cute he looks right now. He gives him a light peck on the lips before getting up off of him. He holds out a hand to help him to his feet and lead him to the entrance.

“What are you doing tomorrow after the shoot?” Kai asks, his arm wrapped around the smaller man’s shoulders.
   “Um, it ends around three, but nothing else on the docket.” Yushi says as he puts on his shoes.
   “Well…if you’re not too tired afterwards, would you wanna come over again?” Kai tries to ask as if he’s not absolutely thrilled by the idea.
   Yushi looks down at the ground, but the biggest smile graces his face. “That’d be nice.” He says softly, shy again apparently. Kai can’t help but smile at him. He’s just so damn adorable it’s insane. He grabs Yushi’s face in both hands and tilts his head up, giving him one last kiss. Yushi tries to deepen it. Kai can’t help feel the pressure of his lips, opening his mouth wider and leaning into him. Kai practically has to pull the young man’s face away.
   “Go,” he commands breathlessly, an exhausted smile on his face. Yushi giggles before he heads out the door. Kai watches him until the car disappears from sight. Yushi really is going to be the death of him. 

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Kai’s face almost hurts from how much he’s been smiling all day. He kept up his normal morning routine: wake up, breakfast, workout, shower, get dressed, but his mind is stuck on last night. More accurately, his mind is stuck on Yushi. Last night was so perfect. Talking with him, laughing with him, kissing him, touching him…

He wanted a repeat. He wanted more, and lucky for him Yushi also wanted more. Pretty much demanded more, if Kai was being honest. Kai was more than happy to meet those demands.

Now Kai was in his living room, watching YouTube but kind of not really. His mind was swimming with thoughts of the young man who would be here soon, racing with all the things he would do to him once he locked the door behind them.

Kai gets a text.

Yushi

Ok hyung, just finished the shoot. On my way over. Should be about twenty minutes.

Kai’s smile gets even bigger, if that was even possible. He feels his face heat as he texts back.

Kai

Ok awesome. Can’t wait!

Yushi then takes it upon himself to send his location to Kai so he can see how close he’s getting, which Kai appreciates. He has to hold himself back from just staring at it. He forces himself to lock the screen and at least get through the video he’s watching and then brush his teeth, just to be sure he’s fresh for him. After that he can longer hold back, his eyes flicking down to his phone every twenty seconds as Yushi gets closer and closer.

Finally he’s two minutes away and Kai makes his way to the door, opening it just in time to see the car driving up to the gate (from Kai’s vantage point Kai can see the company van over the gate but the van can’t see Kai). He’s already reaching his hand around the inside of his door to buzz the younger man in.

Yushi steps inside and looks…breathtaking.

Anyone else would probably think he looks average right now, outfit wise. He’s just wearing a white flannel with a light gray plaid pattern, thin white tank top underneath, light khaki shorts, and a pair of white Air Force Ones to complete the look. He looks cool, casual, and downright angelic.

Kai is downright stunned as Yushi finally comes to meet him at the top of the outside steps. Yushi smiles big standing just inches from Kai’s face.
   “Hey,” he says, sweetly and quietly, as is his nature.
   “Hey,” Kai says, his expression now darkening. He’s about to eat this man alive. 

“Come inside,” Kai then says, putting a hand on Yushi’s back, guiding him in first. He looks around outside to make sure no saesangs or paparazzi were following Yushi before he stepped inside and locked the door behind them. Yushi had begun to take his shoes off and Kai was just waiting for him, leaning with one arm again the wall, neither of them saying anything. Yushi did seem to be taking his time untying his shoes. Kai could just barely see a mischievous smirk as Yushi was kneeling down. Kai didn’t give in. He just leaned against the wall, giving a smirk of his own.

Finally Yushi made to stand up. Kai wasted no time, grabbing the younger man by the shoulders and turning him towards him. He then immediately brought one hand to the small of his back and threaded the other in Yushi’s hair, kissing him square on the mouth. Yushi whimpered and Kai relished the sound, continuing to kiss him like he needed Yushi to breathe. Yushi is just as desperate, his hands sliding hungrily up and down Kai’s back, seemingly holding back from ripping off Kai’s shirt all together. It makes Kai moan. He doesn’t know what it is about Yushi touching him in any sort of way, but it makes him fall quickly into madness.

He pulls back from Yushi’s lips to look into his eyes. “I missed you,” he says before beginning to kiss his neck. He immediately regrets saying it. They just saw each other yesterday! He must sound like a psycho. Yushi moans.
   “I missed you too, hyung,” he pants out breathlessly as he puts a hand in Kai’s hair now. Ok, so maybe it wasn’t too crazy of a thing to say, Kai thinks happily, still kissing Yushi’s delicate neck, trying not to get too excited and leave hickeys all over the young starlet. Yushi keeps whimpering and hissing. It’s driving Kai insane to hear him so desperate for him.

Suddenly Yushi pulls on Kai’s hair a little bit to direct him back over to his mouth. Kai falls into his silky lips gladly and effortlessly. He’s about to put his arms around Yushi but before he can Yushi is pushing back on him, guiding Kai towards the closest wall without breaking the kiss. As soon as Kai’s back makes contact with the wall, Yushi grabs Kai by the crotch, making Kai gasp as be begins massaging a hand over Kai’s balls. “Fuck…” he rasps out. He was already half chubbed up in his sweatpants, but now he’s fast approaching rock hard. Yushi wastes no time and sinks to his knees without warning.

Kai gasps. “Are you really…” he starts and trails off. Here he was contented to blow Yushi’s mind, service him in any way Yushi wants, be in total control. However it seems that Yushi has no plans of simply being a pillow princess.
   “I wanna suck you off, hyung,” Yushi says in a breathy tone, taking off his own flannel, revealing those toned arms as he sports his tank top proudly. “I’ve been thinking about it since we made out in the car. I’ve been dying to see your dick.” Kai sighs out roughly, his breath more and more shallow with every dirty word that falls out of Yushi’s mouth.

He’s speechless, but apparently Yushi doesn’t need permission before reaching for the waistband of Kai’s sweatpants and boxer briefs. He slides them both down in one slow, fluid motion. Kai’s dick hits the younger man in the face, flicking the tip of the younger man’s nose, and Yushi gasps. “Sorry,” Kai mutters, his breath still uneven as he thinks about what Yushi will do to him next, hoping he won’t be intimidated by his size.
   “I’m not,” Yushi says, wide-eyed and just staring at Kai’s cock. “It’s just so big. I didn’t realize.” Yushi looks up at him, almost looking frightened. Kai’s about to offer solutions, say he doesn’t have to give him head, he doesn’t have to do anything that makes him uncomfortable, but then Yushi’s Cheshire Cat smile appears again and Kai goes from panicked back to anxious and horny.

Yushi grabs Kai’s length and immediately deep throats him. His wet mouth envelops Kai as he feels his dick touch the back of the younger man’s throat. All the breath is snatched from Kai’s lungs. He feels like he’s about to implode as Yushi just holds him there. Not gagging at all.

“Ah, Yushi-ah…” he whispers out, wishing there was something to grab hold of but finding nothing but the door handle of the closet for purchase, which is next to nothing. Yushi pulls back just enough to catch the tip on his lips before thrusting forward again, taking Kai’s dick to the hilt once more. He then speeds up, not taking him all the way every time but just about, bringing his hand in where his mouth didn’t reach, adding a new sensation.

Kai couldn’t believe how fucking good it felt. He’s received a fair amount of head but none, absolutely no other blowjob he’s received, compares to this one. The sucking of his lips so tight, wet but nothing overly messy, moaning on Kai’s dick like it’s his favorite thing to have in his mouth, looking up into his eyes to check if he likes it. Kai doesn’t like it. He loves it. He closes his eyes, getting lost in the ecstasy, letting Yushi take him apart. He tries to grab onto his own hair for stability, the sensation becomes overwhelming, but it doesn’t work. He then decides to put his hands in Yushi’s hair instead. A much better solution. Yushi moans as soon as Kai takes hold of his head. “Fuck, you’re so good, jagi,” Kai breathes out, still mesmerized by Yushi’s enthusiasm. Yushi moans out, short and soft, focused on Kai’s dick only. Or so Kai thought. The younger man brings his hand up to softly stroke his balls, which makes Kai’s breath catch. It feels so good he could die.

He thrusts forward involuntarily, and Yushi moans even louder, like he actually likes it.

   “Yeah?” Kai decides to ask. “You like when I fuck your face?” Yushi, at long last, pulls off of Kai and nods, his eyes teary and his pupils blown wide open. Kai bites his bottom lips, his dominant side beginning to come out. “Open your mouth,” Kai orders with gravel in his voice. Yushi does so immediately. The grip Kai has in Yushi’s hair tightens as he begins to force Yushi down onto his dick. “Jesus Christ,” Kai growls out when he starts moving Yushi’s head back and forth and a moderate pace, using the younger man as a fleshlight. It feels so goddamn unbelievable. He still can’t get over how good Yushi’s mouth feels around him, how he’s just taking it without complaint. The exact opposite, really. He’s downright enthusiastic. He grabs onto Kai’s thighs, stroking them up and down, adding to the amazing feeling. Kai is still obsessed with the feeling of Yushi touching him in any way.

The whole thing is brought to a head when Yushi takes one of his own knuckles and presses it firmly against Kai’s perineum, nudging his prostate. Kai almost comes right there on the spot, grunting as he throws his head back, almost concussing himself against the wall.

Kai finally decides he’s had enough. He needs to be inside Yushi, and he needs it as soon as possible. He pulls Yushi off his dick with a pop sound, Yushi drops his hand, looking surprised and dazed even. He looks so hot. So pretty. So beautiful. “Stand up for me,” Kai says, panting still. Yushi does as he’s asked, rising slowly on slightly wobbly legs. Kai simply stares at Yushi as he steps out of his bottoms fully. Then without warning, Kai hinges over and throws Yushi’s tiny body over his shoulder.  
   “Ah!” Yushi yelps, not out of fear but shock. “What are you doing?!” Yushi asks as Kai starts carrying him further into the house.
   “What does it look like?” Kai rasps out, smacking Yushi’s little ass, making him yelp and laugh in disbelief as he carries him up the stairs to his bedroom. Kai thinks from an outsider’s perspective it may look silly for him to be carrying a grown man through his house wearing a shirt and no pants, but he was way too turned on to let those thoughts be a distraction.

They finally make it into Kai’s bedroom, where he lays Yushi down on his California King, slowly and with reverence. Kai straddles him and kisses him again before he props himself up on his knees, taking his own shirt off, completely naked before the younger man. Yushi’s breath hitches and his eyes become wide as he reaches for Kai’s abs, taking his finger tips and running them down the defined eight pack. Yushi almost seems in disbelief of what he’s seeing and feeling. He was speechless, his eyes glazed over like he was hypnotized. It makes Kai grin down at him. He takes one of Yushi’s hands and makes him press it fully against his taut stomach. “You can touch me more,” he encourages, looking down at this precious creature of a man.

Yushi takes his gentle instruction to heart, being more firm with his touches, more assertive, really taking him in. Kai bites his bottom lip, holding back a smile, getting tingles anywhere he touches him. Yushi then smiles back, clearly growing more confident as one hand glides up even further, brushing over one of his nipples a few times. Kai exhales sharply, his nipples always having been sensitive. Yushi doesn’t spend much time up there though, gliding his hand back down his stomach to where Kai’s happy trail would be if he had one. Yushi’s mischievous smirk reappears as he grabs onto Kai’s cock again, forming a loose circle with his hand to stroke Kai up and down lazily.

Before Yushi can continue his pleasurable torture, Kai hinges over to grab both of Yushi’s hands, pressing them down beside either side of his head. He kisses Yushi deeply, letting his lips press against him slow and deliberate, pouting his lips so that Yushi can feel the passion come through. Kai hears him whimper before he decides to pull away, smirking down at him. “My turn,” Kai gravels at before grabbing the hem of Yushi’s white tank top and beginning to draw it up, trailing kisses up his abs as he continues to push the fabric further and further up his body. Yushi moans, rubbing Kai’s shoulder blades, grabbing him, just barely digging his nails in to Kai’s skin. Kai stops when he gets to his nipples, sucking on one then the other in quick succession. Yushi whimpers at that, sounding helpless beneath him.

When Kai has rolled the shirt up to Yushi’s neck, he pushes up and gets back on his knees. He smirks ever so slightly as he extends his pointer finger and curls in and out rapidly, beckoning Yushi to sit up. The young man sits up almost like a zombie, mindlessly, just looking up into Kai’s eyes like an anime character. Kai pulls off his shirt and then gently pushes the man back down. Yushi looks completely at his mercy.

Kai scoots back on the bed, lining his face up with Yushi’s pelvis. He unfastens the button on Yushi’s khaki shorts, easing down the zipper soon after, eyes on the younger man the whole time. He looks transfixed, his eyes glassy and his pupils blown wide. Kai pulls down the shorts and underwear with Yushi’s help, just enough that his dick is now on full display. Kai smiles down at Yushi’s nice, perfect cock briefly before looking up at the younger man. “Can you come more than once?” He asks his dongsaeng, his eyes bright and hopeful.
   “I think so,” Yushi answers with a trembling voice. “I’ve only been able to do it one time though.” Kai smiles big. That’s about to change.

Kai grabs Yushi’s pretty pink cock in his hand, licking all around the tip, slowly and methodically. Yushi hisses at the first point of contact. Then the moans follow as Kai slowly drags his tongue along the underside of his shaft. Kai wants to slow things down, wants to tease him just a little more. And it’s working. Yushi’s dick is so hard, twitching in his mouth and in his hand. He grits his teeth as if trying to hold back. Kai has yet to swallow him whole yet. He knows what Yushi wants, but he wants him to ask.

“Please…” Yushi suddenly gasps out, his eyes closed.
   “Please what, jagiya?” Kai says nice and low, his voice all smoke. Yushi looks down at Kai, so much want in his eyes.
   “Please…hyung…” Yushi whimpers as Kai’s tongue traces his tip again, “whatever you’re gonna do to me, please do it all the way. I want it…I want you…”

Jesus…Kai is so glad he’s not a teenager anymore because he would’ve come right then and there. Without another word he takes Yushi in the hilt. The younger a moan is punched out of the younger man as Kai sucks Yushi’s dick sloppy and fast. There’s no more tact, no more slow seduction. Kai lets his mouth envelop him, letting his saliva drip down Yushi’s length as he pulls on and off of him. Yushi cries out loudly when the head of his cock is pressed up against the back of Kai’s throat. He’s taking him down fully every time. Kai is tearing up but loving every second. Yushi’s nails are digging into his shoulders in a way that will definitely leave marks. Kai is relishing the taste of him, how his cock fits in his mouth, the weight of him on his tongue. He wants to taste more. He brings one hand up to Yushi’s taint and glides slowly up, dryly swiping Yushi’s hole ever so slightly. Yushi screams and tries to push Kai by his forehead, but Kai won’t ease off. He wants it. He wants Yushi’s release. He wants to taste Yushi’s cum in his mouth.

Yushi screams again and then cums, wave after wave of it filling Kai’s mouth with the saltiness of him. Kai can’t help but moan as white coats his mouth. Yushi is panting now, coming down from his orgasm. He chances a look down at Kai, who takes the opportunity to open his cum-filled mouth for Yushi to see before swallowing him down. It takes some effort. Kai isn’t in love with the texture, but he manages without gagging which he’s counting as a win.

Yushi whines at the sight of Kai taking his release down, furrowing his eyebrows as his eyes flutter shut, absolutely ruined and panting. Kai lays down on top of Yushi to plant kisses all over his jawline. “You taste so good,” he whispers into the young man’s ear. He hears Yushi moan before he plants kisses all over his neck, waiting for Yushi to give him a sign that he’s ready for more.

After half a minute, Yushi grabs Kai’s head and starts kissing him seductively, moving his lips slowly again Kai, melting against each other. Kai is losing his mind.
   Yushi separates their lips, holding Kai’s head just above his before saying “I wanna ride you.”Kai’s world spins on its axis in a split second.
   “What?” He asks, eyes big and bewildered.
   “I wanna ride you, hyung,” Yushi confirms. “I wanna…stuff myself full of you,” Yushi turns his head shyly. It makes Kai breathe out a laugh. So crazy how he can say the most insane shit to him but somehow succeed at being absolutely adorable.
   “You wanna stuff yourself full of me?” Kai repeats his words back slowly, teasing the younger man. Yushi blushes and covers his face with both hands. “Hey, no, come back!” Kai urges playfully, kissing the tops of Yushi’s hands, making the younger man giggle.
   “Ah, I sound dumb, don’t I?” Yushi says, bringing his hands down but pouting slightly. Kai is still smiling but his eyes darken significantly.
   “No, I think it sounds hot,” Kai answers with a deep voice. Yushi’s face grows serious and transfixed again before their lips connect in another slow and sultry kiss.

“I need to prep you first though,” Kai reminds him, his voice filled with heat still.    
   “I prepped myself before I came here,” Yushi states breathlessly. While the thought of Yushi perhaps prepping himself in the shower makes his dick twitch, Kai still narrows his eyes.
   “Hmmm…I’ll have to check your work,” he replies before pressing up off of Yushi. “Put your feet on the bed,” he instructs and Yushi does just that. A sly smile graces Kai’s face. “Such a good boy,” he praises, making Yushi’s breath hitch. He then gets off the bed to grab the lube he keeps in the nightstand drawer. He uncaps it and put a generous amount on his fingers, rubbing them together to warm it up. He leaves the lube bottle on top of the nightstand before getting back on the bed, putting his head between Yushi’s spread legs. His asshole looks perfect and pink and beautiful. “Ooh, baby, did you shave for me here?” Kai asks, his voice sugar sweet as he gently and quickly brushes his finger between Yushi’s cheeks. The younger man’s breath hitches, his hole winking at Kai.
   “I, uh, I get everything waxed every so often,” Yushi discloses, voice still mostly air. Kai licks his lips. He knows eventually he’ll have to eat this man out, but he decides to table that for next time.

Without another word, Kai eases his pointer finger into Yushi. Yushi gasps then moans, his eyes fluttering shut as Kai presses in, his finger being able to glide in all the way smoothly. It’s already loose and Kai spreads the lube inside before adding a second.
   “Wow, you weren’t kidding, huh?” His fingers in and out of Yushi, mostly for the fun of it, loving the little sounds the young man makes, his hands clenching and unclenching from what Kai can see in his periphery.  He chances a glance up at the younger man, whose faces is flushed, his dick red and angry, fully hard again. Yushi has begin to subconsciously grind against Kai’s fingers. Kai giggles again. “You say you prepped properly, yet you’re so reactive, baby,” he teases.
   “It’s…it’s different wh-when it’s you,” Yushi just barely manages to get out, eyes closed, looking absolutely wrecked.

Kai’s expression darkens, deciding internally he needs to speed things up for both their sakes. He adds a third finger and Yushi’s jaw drops.
   “Does it hurt?” Kai asks in genuine concern.
   “A little but—oh, it’s already starting to feel good again. Fuck…” Yushi says, moaning, eyes still closed, sweat gathering in the divet of his neck. He looks so gorgeous the older man could die. He warms him up like that for a little bit longer before Yushi is thrusting down on his Kai’s fingers again.
   “Do you feel ready, sweetheart?” Kai asks delicately, trying look up into Yushi’s eyes to be sure of his answer, but they’re still closed.
   Yushi then opens them and looks down at Kai. “Yes,” he replies. “Yes, I’m ready.”

Kai takes his fingers out slowly as not to hurt the young man too much. He then goes back to the nightstand to where he’d placed a towel earlier specifically for the purposes of clean up (the Capricorn in him took over today). After he’s done, he discards it on the ground and grabs one of the condoms inside the drawer as well. He puts it on and notices the young man watching him.
   “I’m starting to think all you ever wanted from me was this,” Kai says with a smile so Yushi knows he’s just teasing as the condom grips into place. Yushi smiles bashfully.
   “No it’s just…really nice,” Yushi says in all his cotton candy softness. Which is why it blows Kai’s mind when the younger man then says, “I can’t believe I get to put that inside of me.”

Kai bites his lip and his eyes darken. He’s absolutely done playing around. He leans over Yushi and gives him a ravenous kiss, filled with nothing but lust as his tongue explores every inch of Yushi’s mouth. He makes sure not to make it go on too long.    
   “Scoot over,” he gravels out as he pulls back from the younger man’s mouth. Yushi shuffles his body towards the center of the bed, making room for Kai to lay down on his back. “Come here, baby,” he mumbles out, voice barely above a whisper, which Yushi understands is his cue to straddle Kai. He’s on his knees above his sunbae, hinging forward ever so slightly, reaching behind him for with a trembling for Kai’s dick.

Both their eyes are wide open, pupils dilated, Yushi’s breathing shallow. “Whenever you’re ready,” Kai says quietly, brushing an errant hair behind Yushi’s ear. Yushi looks deep into his eyes before Kai feels his tip brushing against Yushi’s lubed-up backside. Kai’s breath stutters but he refuses to break eye contact. Yushi sinks down quickly like he just can’t wait, wincing as he gets Kai halfway in. “Ah, you don’t need to go so fast!” Kai strains out, unable to keep his eyes on Yushi after all, whipping his head to the side. He wants the younger man to be gentle with his own body, but it just feels so fucking good he can’t outwardly protest.
   “S-so big…” Yushi whimpers out as he eases on and off of it, back and forth until he’s able to fit all of Kai inside.

   “Fuck!” Kai growls out, just now able to look at Yushi again who looks down at him, panting. He grabs Yushi’s waist with trembling hands. They just stare at each other for about while. “Usually I would ask you if you’re ready to start moving,” Kai says breathlessly, “but I think it’s me that needs a second.” The younger man titters, still clearly getting used to being on Kai, his length filling him up. Kai feels overly excited, trying to calm is breathing down and get himself together.

Finally he manages to settle down, as does Yushi, apparently. He starts grinding in little circles on top of Kai. Kai sighs out, enjoying the movements and the way Yushi looks down at him, eyes wild.

   “Is this ok?” He asks Kai. “Can I do more?”

   “God, yes,” Kai says, voice nearly climbing into a whine and the mere idea of it. “Do whatever you want.” Yushi takes that as his cue to lean over, putting his hands on Kai’s chest as he hinges forward, pulling most of the way off his cock slowly before sinking back down. Kai can’t help but groan in response.

Yushi starts slow, repeating the movement, hinging up and sinking down on Kai’s cock again and again. Kai looks down at where their bodies join. “God, you’re so tight,” he can’t help but breathe out, relishing the friction of his cock gliding in and out of Yushi’s little hole. It feels so amazing. He can’t decide if it feels better because they waited longer than either of them wanted to, or if it was always going to feel this good and Kai was just an idiot for making them wait so long. Yushi’s brow furrows and he moans out, like he was trying to hold back but just couldn’t anymore. Kai encourages him. “You sound so sexy like that,” Kai says to him, gripping his waist tight. “I wanna hear you.”

“Fuck, hyung,” Yushi whines out, “you feel so good inside me. I knew it would be good but…oh…” Yushi can’t even fully get his thought out. He leans back a bit and uses his knees and the strength of his legs to move faster and harder, really riding him, using that dancer’s core for balance as he takes control of Kai’s being. His breath quickens with his pace, working hard to take Kai deep inside himself each and every time, like he needs every inch of Kai’s cock that he can get in order to be satisfied. Kai is obsessed with the noises he’s making as he’s bouncing on Kai’s cock, the slapping sound echoing around the room as Yushi gets filled up with him just like he wanted.

Kai grows tired of being a bystander. He hold Yushi’s hips down, getting him to stop moving. Yushi mutters in confusion before Kai bends his legs to put his feet flat on the bed. He smiles and nods at Yushi, allowing him to continue. Yushi starts bouncing on it again but by the third time he makes to push back down on him, Kai thrust his hips up to meet him, going deeper, forcing Yushi to take even more of his cock. Yushi yelps and throws his head back.
   “You like that?” Kai asks with a smile, feeling almost crazed.
   “Yes…yes…” Yushi answers his voice climbing to a height Kai wasn’t aware it could, looking blissfully overwhelmed but he doesn’t stop riding Kai, meeting him thrust for thrust. Kai is making him take it all, grunting as he goes to the hilt each time, fucking him like it’s his job, digging his nails into Yushi’s haunches, claiming him as he fucks right into Yushi’s spot. At some point Yushi barely rides him, submitting to Kai’s onslaught as he wrecks his hole. Kai wants a special place carved out just for him inside Yushi. One that only he can fill. And that he will, again and again. He watches the younger man’s dick bob, his length almost long enough to slap against Kai’s stomach every time Kai thrusts up.

Suddenly Yushi looks winded, tired, dazed. His movements have pretty much halted.  He’s been riding Kai, taking him so well and so deep for so long now that the fatigue must finally be getting to him. Perfect, Kai thinks to himself. Kai snarls before putting his legs down. He grabs Yushi’s shoulders and brings them chest to chest before using all his strength to flip them over without having to pull out. Now that Yushi is underneath him, bodies so close, Kai finally has him right where he wants him.

Their faces are inches apart as he pulls almost all the way out and slams back into Yushi, his hole gripping around him so nicely still. Yushi yelps again as he fills him up, obliterating his hole, sliding in and out while he feels Yushi’s hard dick sandwiched between them, getting its own friction. Kai loves this, loves having Yushi completely covered in him, unable to get away, unable to hide, opening him up, looking into this beautiful black eyes of his, his flushed skin. He doesn’t slow down. He fucks into Yushi hard and fast, giving him every inch, giving him everything. Yushi keeps grunting, panting, making all those fucking noises that Kai can’t get enough of. Kai is so close to coming, but he’s content to piston in and out of Yushi’s tight little hole until the younger man coats his stomach.

   “Mmm, baby,” Kai whispers into his mouth, “I’ve wanted you like this since we hooked up in my car. You’re so good for me. The perfect boy.” Yushi has been fucked into non-verbal communication, sounding utterly helpless, his mouth ajar, looking hypnotized. “Are you gonna come for hyung?” He asks, now slowing down only so really drive into that spot. Yushi moans, his voice ragged.
   “Yes, hyung, I’m so close,” the younger man answers, his voice pure gravel and sounding possessed. “Right there! Please…”

Kai goes as deep as he can into that spot, filling him up a few more times before Yushi closes his eyes, his breath hitching before he cums and moans loud. Kai feels the warmth coating their stomachs. He looks down between their bodies as he continues to thrust in and out of Yushi nice and slow, knowing he’s not done, forcing more cum out of the younger man, Yushi grunts as more comes out of him, his hole clenching down tighter and tighter around Kai’s cock until Kai can’t hold back anymore. His orgasm slams into him like a brick wall, his moan stuttering before it turns into a long grunt as he comes while buried inside of Yushi. He cums hard. Maybe the hardest he’s ever cum. It wracks his body, sending shivers through him as he comes down, the only thing mooring him to this earthly plane is the feeling of Yushi’s soft warmth beneath him. Once he’s finished, he slumps down on top of Yushi, tucking his face into his neck.

Kai doesn’t know for how long, but they lay there for quite a while just panting, trying to get control of their breathing. When he feels more like himself he kisses the side of Yushi’s neck. Yushi jolts in shock. Kai snickers and decides to go it again. The younger man just jolts again and giggles.  
   “You’re so sensitive, baby,” Kai says as he  props himself up on his hands, gazing down at the beautiful man beneath him.
   “Hyung, that was…” Yushi starts but doesn’t finish, starting into Kai’s eye as he slow-blinks up at him like a baby doll.
   “Amazing? Incredible? Life-changing?” Kai teases, filling in the blanks for him. Yushi turns his head and giggles before turning back to look at Kai.
   “All of that and more.” Yushi confirms. Kai is so happy he could die.
   “I feel the same way,” Kai replies warmly. “And there’s more where that came from.”
   “I’m counting on it,” Yushi responds. Kai smiles before kissing him slowly, relishing the warmth of his body. He wonders already how long he’ll have to wait before he can be inside of Yushi once again.