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The fluorescent lights of the morgue hummed with an almost mocking cheerfulness at 3:47 AM—a time when decent people were either dead or pretending to be asleep in their beds. Qiu Dingjie was neither. He was elbow-deep in someone's chest cavity, humming a tune that definitely didn't belong in a place where people came to be catalogued as evidence.
*"Hm hm hm, just a little bit~"*
"Qiuqiu, I swear to every deity that exists, if you don't shut up, I'm going to file a formal complaint," Chief Wang's voice crackled through the intercom, sounding like he'd been mainlining espresso for the past six hours and was rapidly approaching the "concerned but also ready to murder his subordinate" stage of sleep deprivation.
Qiu Dingjie's scalpel paused mid-incision. He tilted his head, dark hair falling across his forehead in that artfully messy way that made nurses swoon and detectives want to punch him in their feelings.
"Chief," Qiu Dingjie responded with exaggerated patience, "formal complaints require paperwork. Paperwork requires you to be awake enough to hold a pen without drooling on it. Are we confident in your current pen-holding capabilities?"
Silence. Then, grudgingly: "...No."
"Then we're good." Qiu Dingjie went back to his work, his gloved fingers moving with the kind of practiced precision that came from eight years of making dead people tell stories they never wanted to tell. "Besides, John Doe Number Forty-Seven doesn't mind. Do you, Johnny? No, you don't. You're very understanding for a guy who got stabbed seventeen times. Very considerate of your murderer's schedule."
The corpse, predictably, did not respond.
Qiu Dingjie was used to that. The dead were excellent listeners—terrible conversationalists, but excellent listeners. They never interrupted, never judged his questionable music choices, and certainly never called him by nicknames that made him sound like a children's cartoon character.
*Qiuqiu.*
God, Qiu Dingjie hated that name.
(He didn't. Not really. It had started as an accident—some rookie officer misreading his name tag during his first week—and somehow stuck until now, three years later, when even the chief used it like it was his actual god-given name. Qiu Dingjie pretended to find it infuriating. He made faces every time someone said it. He filed mock complaints. He once created a presentation titled "Why Calling Me Qiuqiu Is Destroying My Professional Credibility" and forced the entire department to sit through it during a staff meeting.
But secretly, in the part of his heart Qiu Dingjie kept locked away behind walls of sarcasm and scientific detachment... it felt almost like belonging. Like having people who cared enough to give you a stupid nickname. Like family, if family was a bunch of overworked cops who survived on bad coffee and worse decisions.)
He was just about to make note of the interesting pattern of defensive wounds on the victim's forearms when the morgue doors slid open with a *whoosh* that sounded suspiciously like the opening notes of a horror movie soundtrack.
Qiu Dingjie didn't look up. "If this is about the coffee machine again, Chief, I already told you—I didn't break it. It broke itself out of sheer existential dread from having to exist in this precinct."
"It's not about the coffee machine."
The voice that answered wasn't Chief Wang's.
It was lower. Rougher. Carrying the kind of weight that made the air in the room feel three degrees colder, like someone had opened a window into a February night. It was the kind of voice that belonged to people who didn't introduce themselves at parties because everyone already knew who they were—and usually wished they didn't.
Qiu Dingjie's hand stilled on the scalpel.
Every instinct he had—the ones honed by years of working with violent deaths, of reading case files about the city's underbelly, of knowing exactly what kind of evil lurked in the shadows—screamed at him to *freeze*.
Instead, Qiu Dingjie turned around.
And there he was.
Standing in the doorway of the morgue like he owned it. Like he owned everything inside it, including the breathing, bleeding man currently holding a very sharp surgical instrument.
Huang Xing.
Eliot. The name whispered in back alleys and police briefing rooms alike. The head of Black Lotus. The man whose face appeared in more wanted posters than any gang leader in the city's history—and who had somehow evaded capture for five years running.
He was tall. Taller than Qiu Dingjie had expected from photographs. Broad-shouldered beneath a black coat that probably cost more than Qiu Dingjie's annual salary. Sharp features arranged in an expression of complete, utter calm—the kind of calm that came from being absolutely certain no one in the room could hurt him.
His eyes found Qiu Dingjie's immediately.
Dark. Absorbing. Predatory.
*Oh*, some part of Qiu Dingjie's brain thought distantly. *Oh, he's much more dangerous in person.*
Another part of Qiu Dingjie's brain—the part that had kept him alive through med school bullies, toxic relationships, and one memorable incident involving a malpractice lawsuit and a very angry lawyer—screamed: *THREAT. THREAT. THREAT.*
Qiu Dingjie's hand tightened on the scalpel.
"You're not supposed to be here," Qiu Dingjie heard himself say. His voice came out steady. Almost bored. Good. That was good. "This is a restricted area. Police facility. Lots of cameras. Armed officers. The whole deal."
"The cameras have been disabled." Huang Xing stepped forward, leather shoes silent on the linoleum. "For eleven minutes now."
"Eleven minutes. You've been standing there for eleven minutes?" Qiu Dingjie's eyebrow twitched. "That's creepy. That's genuinely creepy. Did you enjoy watching me work? Because I have to say, that's a new level of weird, even for a guy whose Wikipedia page includes the phrase 'allegedly responsible for seventeen unsolved murders.'"
Something flickered across Huang Xing's face. Surprise, maybe. Or amusement. It was gone too fast to identify.
"I wasn't watching you work. I was waiting."
"Waiting for what?"
"For you to notice me."
Qiu Dingjie's grip on the scalpel went white-knuckled. "I notice everything. I just choose to ignore things that aren't relevant to my current task. And you—" Qiu Dingjie gestured with the blade, a sharp little motion, "—are not relevant. You're a disruption. An annoyance. A problem for the homicide detectives, not the forensic department. So if you'll excuse me, I have a corpse to finish, and you have somewhere else to be. Preferably a jail cell, but I'm flexible."
Huang Xing moved.
One moment he was six feet away. The next, he was *close*—too close, inside the radius of personal space that Qiu Dingjie guarded like a dragon hoarding gold. Close enough that the doctor could smell cigarette smoke and something darker underneath. Leather. Gunpowder. The metallic tang of old blood that never quite washed out of skin.
Qiu Dingjie didn't think.
He *reacted*.
Eight years of self-defense classes. Three years of working late nights in dangerous neighborhoods. A lifetime of being the weird kid, the small kid, the kid who got targeted because he looked easy—and learning, painfully, systematically, how to make sure he wasn't.
The scalpel came up.
Fast. Precise. Aimed for the throat, because if you're going to attack a gang leader, you might as well commit to the bit.
Huang Xing moved like water.
Qiu Dingjie's strike met empty air as the gang leader pivoted sideways—an impossible, liquid movement that put him exactly where Qiu Dingjie's blade *wasn't*. And before the doctor could recover, before he could adjust his stance or prepare a follow-up attack, there was a hand on his wrist.
Steel fingers wrapped around bone and tendon.
Twisted.
Qiu Dingjie's arm wrenched backward, pain lancing from shoulder to fingertips as his own momentum was used against him. His body followed the motion, spinning off-balance, and then—
*Back.*
His spine collided with something solid. Warm. Alive.
Huang Xing's chest.
The gang leader had stepped in behind him during the spin, using Qiu Dingjie's own force to pull him close, and now the doctor's back was pressed flush against that broad torso. He could feel the steady thrum of a heartbeat against his shoulder blades—calm, unhurried, utterly unfazed by the violence of the last three seconds.
But that wasn't the worst part.
The worst part was his own arm.
Huang Xing had twisted Qiu Dingjie's wrist upward, forcing his arm to bend at an angle that sent fire screaming through the joint. And the scalpel—the scalpel that Qiu Dingjie had been holding, the scalpel he'd intended to bury in this bastard's throat—was now pressed against his *own* neck.
Cold steel kissed the hollow of his throat, right over his racing pulse. One push. One slip. One moment of pressure from his own trapped fingers, and Qiu Dingjie would open his own carotid artery.
He'd kill himself with his own weapon.
"Oh," Qiu Dingjie breathed, the word escaping before he could stop it. "Oh, that's... that's really fucked up."
"Is it?" Huang Xing's voice came from directly behind his ear, low and rough and entirely too close. His other arm had wrapped around Qiu Dingjie's waist, locking him in place like iron bars. "I think it's rather elegant. You chose to bring a weapon into this conversation. Now you live with the consequences."
Qiu Dingjie's mind raced. His free hand—that was still free, he could use that—he drove his elbow backward, aiming for Huang Xing's ribs.
The gang leader absorbed the blow like it was nothing. Didn't even grunt.
Okay. Fine. Plan B.
Qiu Dingjie slammed his heel down toward Huang Xing's instep.
Missed. The bastard shifted his footing like he'd seen it coming.
*Plan C, then.*
He drove his heel **backward** and **upward**, aiming between Huang Xing's legs for the one target that would drop any man regardless of training or size—a vicious stomp straight toward the gang leader's groin.
This time, Huang Xing *did* react—but not in the way Qiu Dingjie expected. Instead of trying to block or dodge the incoming heel, the gang leader simply shifted his hips, turning Qiu Dingjie's body with the movement like they were dancing rather than fighting. Qiu Dingjie's foot met only air and thigh muscle, the intended target suddenly inaccessible thanks to the clever pivot.
And then Huang Xing's leg hooked around his, tangling them together, throwing him further off-balance and ensuring he couldn't try again.
"That," the gang leader murmured against his ear, breath warm on sensitive skin, "was rude."
"I'm known for my manners," Qiu Dingjie snarled through gritted teeth. His wrist throbbed where it was still twisted at an agonizing angle. The scalpel hadn't moved from his throat—if anything, the pressure had increased slightly, a reminder of exactly how precarious his position was. "Let me explain how this works: you release me, I agree not to press charges, we pretend this awkward encounter never happened, and everyone goes home happy."
"Do I look happy to you?"
"I don't know. I can't see your face. You're standing behind me like some kind of villainous parrot."
A huff of air against his ear—not quite a laugh, but close. "Villainous parrot."
"It's the shoulder-perching. Very pirate movie."
"You have a death wish."
"Allegedly. My therapist has notes."
They stood there, frozen in that horrible intimate position—Qiu Dingjie's back plastered against Huang Xing's chest, the gangster's arm banded around his waist like a cage, his own weapon held to his own throat by his own trapped hand. The fluorescent lights hummed overhead. Somewhere in the building, a clock ticked toward 3:52 AM.
And Johnny the corpse was witnessing everything.
Qiu Dingjie refused to acknowledge this.
"Okay," Qiu Dingjie said, forcing his voice to stay level despite the adrenaline screaming through his veins. "New plan. We talk. Like civilized people. Without the imminent threat of involuntary self-disembowelment."
"The knife stays."
"Of course it does. Wouldn't want you to feel insecure."
Huang Xing's grip tightened fractionally around Qiu Dingjie's waist—a warning. Or maybe something else. "You attacked me first."
"You invaded my workspace! In the middle of the night! After disabling security! What did you expect, a welcome basket?"
"I expected you to be smart."
"And instead you got..." Qiu Dingjie gestured vaguely with his free hand, the motion limited by their tangled position. "This. Whatever this is. A forensic doctor having the worst Thursday of his life."
"It's Friday."
"What?"
"It's Friday morning. 3:52 AM on Friday." Huang Xing's lips were close enough to Qiu Dingjie's ear that he could almost feel them move. "Your sense of time is impaired. Probably the adrenaline."
"My sense of time is fine. My sense of which day of the week it is is irrelevant when I'm being held hostage by China's most wanted criminal!"
"Second most wanted."
"Oh, my apologies, I'm sure whoever's number one on the list will be thrilled to hear they're beating you."
The scalpel pressed slightly harder against Qiu Dingjie's throat—not enough to cut, but enough to make him swallow, feeling the blade shift against his Adam's apple.
"Doctor Qiu," Huang Xing said, and the title sounded different in his mouth. Less professional. More... something. "I'm not here to kill you."
"Could've fooled me. The using-my-own-scalpel-as-a-threat thing is usually a strong indicator of murderous intent."
"If I wanted you dead, you'd be dead already. You're fast, but you're not faster than me." The arm around his waist shifted slightly, and suddenly Qiu Dingjie was achingly aware of every point of contact between them. The solid warmth of the chest against his back. The thigh still hooked between his legs. The fingers wrapped around his wrist like a shackle. "I'm here because I need something from you."
"Obviously. People don't break into morgues for the ambiance." Qiu Dingjie forced himself to breathe evenly despite the chaos of his heartbeat. To think past the panic clawing at the edges of his mind. "What do you want, Eliot? Autopsy results? I publish those reports. They're public record. Well, police-record. Whatever. Point is, you didn't need to—*" Qiu Dingjie gestured with his chin at their current position, "*—do all this to get them."
"I don't need the report on my man."
The words landed like stones in still water.
Qiu Dingjie's eyes narrowed. "Your man."
"The body you're examining. Wei Chen." Huang Xing's voice changed—something raw passing through it before the mask slid back into place. "He was one of mine. And whoever killed him wanted to send a message."
"The Dragon Syndicate."
"Not a question."
Qiu Dingjie's mind raced. The body—the defensive wounds, the overkill, the specific pattern of stab wounds that suggested rage rather than professionalism. He'd noted all of it. Catalogued it. Written it up in neat clinical language for a report that would end up gathering dust in an unsolved cases file.
But this was different. This was personal.
"He suffered," Qiu Dingjie said quietly. "Before he died. The wounds weren't immediate. Whoever did this wanted him to feel it."
Huang Xing's arm tightened around Qiu Dingjie's waist. The scalpel trembled—almost imperceptibly—against his throat.
"Yes."
"I'm sorry."
The words escaped before Qiu Dingjie could stop them. Professional detachment warred with something older, deeper—the part of him that had become a forensic doctor because he believed the dead deserved someone to give a damn, even when everyone else had stopped.
Huang Xing went still behind him. Absolutely, completely still, like Qiu Dingjie had just done something unexpected.
"You're apologizing to me," the gang leader said slowly. "While I'm holding your own knife to your throat. Using your own hand to threaten you."
"It seemed appropriate." Qiu Dingjie stared straight ahead at the morgue wall, refusing to turn his head, refusing to give Huang Xing the satisfaction of seeing his face. "Your guy died badly. That sucks. Doesn't matter which side of the law he was on. Death is death. Suffering is suffering. I'm not going to pretend otherwise just because you're technically the enemy."
Something cracked in the silence between them. Something that felt almost like wonder.
"You're either very brave," Huang Xing murmured against his ear, "or very stupid."
"Definitely stupid. My IQ tests confirm it regularly." Qiu Dingjie tested his trapped wrist again. Still no give. Damn it. "Now are you going to let me go, or are we going to stay in this position until Chief Wang comes looking for me and has an aneurysm? Because I should warn you—he's protective. In a gruff, emotionally constipated way. He might try to fight you."
"He'd lose."
"Obviously. But it would be embarrassing for everyone involved."
For a long moment, nothing happened.
Qiu Dingjie could hear Huang Xing breathing behind him—slow, measured, controlled. Could feel the expansion of his chest against his back with each inhale. The intimacy of the position was absurd, ridiculous, completely inappropriate for a morgue filled with corpses and the lingering smell of formaldehyde.
And yet.
Some treacherous part of Qiu Dingjie's brain—noted it. Catalogued it. Filed it away for later examination.
(The same part of Qiu Dingjie's brain that noticed the exact temperature difference between Huang Xing's body heat and the cold morgue air. The same part that registered the faint scent of sandalwood cologne underneath the smoke and gunpowder. The same part that was having a complete and utter crisis about the fact that he hadn't actually tried to escape in the last forty-five seconds.)
Finally, slowly, the pressure on his wrist eased.
Not released. Just... eased.
"I'm going to let you go," Huang Xing said, voice low against his ear. "And you're going to stay quiet. Listen to what I have to say. Then—you can decide what happens next."
"Decide? That sounds suspiciously like agency. I thought this was a hostage situation."
"This is a conversation." The word carried weight. Meaning. "Between two people who want the same thing."
"And what's that?"
"Justice."
Qiu Dingjie blinked at the wall in front of him. "I'm sorry, did the head of a criminal organization just say 'justice' with a straight face? While holding me hostage? Against my own scalpel? Because I feel like that should be documented. Photographed. Framed and hung in a museum of ironic statements."
Huang Xing's chest vibrated against Qiu Dingjie's back—another almost-laugh, suppressed but present.
"You have a mouth on you."
"I've been told. Usually by people who want me to shut up. Hasn't worked yet."
The gang leader released Qiu Dingjie's wrist.
Qiu Dingjie's arm dropped immediately, blood rushing back into cramped muscles with a painful tingle. The scalpel slipped from his nerveless fingers, clattering to the floor—and suddenly he was free, no longer forced to participate in his own threat.
But Huang Xing's arm stayed around his waist. Holding him in place. Keeping him close.
"Don't move," the gang leader murmured. Not a request.
"Or what? You'll pin me again?"
"Yes."
Qiu Dingjie believed him.
Huang Xing reached into his coat with his free hand—the movement awkward given their position, but he managed—and withdrew something small. Metallic. He held it in front of Qiu Dingjie's face so the doctor could see it.
A USB drive.
"Information," Huang Xing said. "About who killed Wei Chen. About what the Dragons are planning. Things your police friends won't find on their own because half of them are compromised and the other half are too scared to look."
Qiu Dingjie stared at the drive. At Huang Xing's fingers holding it in front of his face. At the absurdity of receiving intelligence offerings while being held captive against a gang leader's chest.
"You're giving me intelligence," Qiu Dingjie said flatly. "A gang leader is giving me intelligence. In my morgue. After using my own scalpel to threaten me."
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because I need someone on the inside who isn't corrupt. Someone whose only loyalty is to the truth." Huang Xing's voice dropped, serious now. Intense. "Every cop in this precinct has been bought, threatened, or compromised. Every single one. Except you."
"That's either a compliment or a very elaborate setup for a trap."
"Take it however helps you sleep at night." The USB drive pressed into Qiu Dingjie's free hand—Huang Xing guiding his fingers to close around it. "The drive is encrypted. Password is the date of your first published paper. I did my research, Doctor Qiu."
That stopped Qiu Dingjie cold.
"My first published paper isn't public information." He turned his head slightly—finally, finally looking at Huang Xing's face from the corner of his eye. The gang leader's features were close enough to count. "It was my doctoral thesis. Archived in university records that require authorization to access."
"I have resources."
"You hacked academic databases. For a *gang leader*."
"Yes."
"Just... yes? No explanation? No 'it was actually very difficult and required extensive social engineering'?"
"I paid someone to do it." Huang Xing's lips curved—small, sharp, dangerous. "Money is surprisingly effective at overcoming academic security protocols."
Qiu Dingjie opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again.
"That's..." Qiu Dingjie shook his head. "You know what? Fine. Sure. Why not. Gang leaders hacking university databases. This is my life now. This is happening."
The arm around Qiu Dingjie's waist disappeared.
Qiu Dingjie stumbled forward slightly, suddenly without the support he hadn't realized he'd been leaning against. He caught himself on the edge of the autopsy table, putting distance between himself and Huang Xing for the first time since the attack began.
The gang leader stepped back too. Gave him space. Watched him with those dark, unreadable eyes.
"Read what's on that drive," Huang Xing said, moving toward the door. Coat swirling. "Then decide if you want to keep being a passive observer in this war, or if you want to actually make a difference."
"And if I take it to the police? If I hand it over as evidence and pretend this never happened?"
Huang Xing paused at the doorway. Glanced back over his shoulder. The lighting carved shadows under his cheekbones that made him look like something out of a painting of fallen angels.
"Then I'll know you're exactly what I think you are. Someone who follows the rules, even when the rules are rigged against the truth." A pause. Something flickered in his expression—amusement, maybe. Or anticipation. "But something tells me, Doctor Qiu, that you've never been very good at following rules."
The door began to slide closed.
"Wait."
The word escaped before Qiu Dingjie could stop it.
Huang Xing paused, silhouetted in the doorway.
"Why me?" Qiu Dingjie asked, genuine curiosity breaking through everything else. "Out of all the forensic doctors, all the investigators, all the people with actual power in this city—why come to the weird guy in the basement who talks to corpses and gets nicknamed Qiuqiu by his boss?"
The silence stretched. Filled with humming lights and the distant sound of Chief Wang yelling about something in the main office.
Then: "Because you're the only one who isn't afraid of me."
Qiu Dingjie laughed—sharp, disbelieving. "I'm sorry, *what*? I literally just tried to stab you. With a scalpel. That's not exactly behavior indicative of fearlessness."
"You tried to stab me because you *were* afraid. But you fought anyway." Huang Xing's voice carried through the narrowing gap of the door. "Fear doesn't stop you. That's rare. That's valuable."
The door closed.
Qiu Dingjie stood alone in the morgue, heart still pounding, wrist still aching, the ghost of warmth lingering where Huang Xing's body had been pressed against his back.
On the floor near his feet, the scalpel lay gleaming under artificial light—a reminder of how close he'd come to dying at his own hand.
In his palm, the USB drive sat heavy with promise and danger.
*Password: March 15, 2021.* The date of his thesis defense. The day he'd proven himself worthy of calling himself a doctor, of dedicating his life to giving voices to the voiceless.
And now a gang leader knew it. Remembered it. Used it as a key.
The intercom crackled. "QIUQIU. ARE YOU ALIVE? I HEARD NOISES. CONCERNING NOISES. CHIEF WANG IS CONSIDERING CALLING IN A WELFARE CHECK."
Qiu Dingjie pressed the response button. "I'm fine, Chief. Just... dropped an instrument. Very dramatic. Lots of clattering."
"Instrument? What kind of—wait, did you just call me Chief? You only call me Chief when something's wrong or you're being sarcastic. Which is it?"
"Can't it be both?"
Silence. Then, with heavy resignation: "I'm coming down there."
"Please don't. I'm indecent. Covered in... medical fluids. Very unseemly."
"Qiuqiu, I've seen you covered in worse. Remember the explosion incident?"
"We don't talk about the explosion incident."
"We absolutely talk about the explosion incident. It's my favorite story. I tell it at parties."
"No one invites you to parties."
"Exactly why I have to tell stories about my subordinate causing minor laboratory fires. It's all I have."
Qiu Dingjie released the button, a reluctant smile tugging at his lips despite everything. Despite the adrenaline crash. Despite the lingering sensation of a body pressed against his back, an arm around his waist, breath against his ear.
He picked up the scalpel from the floor. Examined it. No blood—thank god for small mercies.
Then he looked at the USB drive in his palm.
Turned it over. Felt the weight of it—the weight of choice, of consequence, of stepping off a cliff and hoping there was water at the bottom.
"Well, Johnny," Qiu Dingjie said to the corpse behind him, finally resuming his position at the table like nothing had happened. Like he hadn't just had a life-or-death confrontation with the city's most dangerous man. Like his hands weren't shaking slightly as he pulled on a fresh pair of gloves. "Looks like our night just got interesting."
Johnny, predictably, offered no opinion.
But somewhere in the back of Qiu Dingjie's mind—in the place where he kept the things he didn't want to examine too closely—a voice that sounded like smoke and gunpowder and dark, dark eyes whispered:
*We'll meet again soon, Doctor Qiu.*
And the terrifying part?
The part that Qiu Dingjie wouldn't admit to anyone, not even himself, not even under threat of another scalpel-to-his-own-throat situation?
He couldn't wait.