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Cosmo struggled with manyyyy issues. Not even physical issues. As he was a healthy toon, it was mental. He used to get the teased for being even slightly chubby. just cause it wasn't in their standards of cute, nice, or hot, it was instantly shut down. He got told to cut, so he did. He got told to jump, he really, REALLY wanted to. oh but never did it for that love of his. He knew if he lived on for a little longer he would finally know if astro loved him
Cosmo was so in love, oh how obvious it was. Sprout teased him endlessly.
But as soon as Cosmo mentioned his crush on a curtain someone it shut him up so fast, really. The chocolate Swiss roll always being nervous but also calm? He wasn't the type to always be nervous he really could be "sassy" at times.
Maybe just maybe you could guess who this love of his really is?....
*(Kitchen)*
Sprout:"heh.. cosmo you know-"
Cosmo: "hey look it's looey-"
Sprout:"w-what! Where?! I wasn't prepared... Oh shiiiittttttt..."
Of course Cosmo was playing like usual.
Oh then the moment really had to be ruined as dandy and astro came in.
Cos': "oh h-hi! Astrohowwasyourday?mistvebeengoodhopeyouhadagooddayhahahahyeahyeah.."
Annnddddd Cosmo started mumbling again. This was his usual he always was nervous near astro, specially because it was his lovely little crush.
Astro:"oh dear, Cosmo.. you're mumbling again.."
Cos':"o-oh! Hahahah look at the t-time! I must go! Y-Yeah! Heh..."
Ast:"oh sweetie..."
Astro said in his soft tone. The pale blue toon was always a little concerned for Cosmo as he also liked him. Sprout and dandy just had a side conversation... Used to the way Cosmo was around astro. The light red strawberry toon and the flower, pale cream/green toon paying no mind to how nervous cosmo was near astro.
And Cosmo left the room. He was very nervous around astro maybe you can tell who he likes perhaps? Isn't obvious right? Yeah. *It's astro if you don't get the hint(s)*
As the brown toon covered in small star freckles entered his room he thought how the pale blue moon toon always look so cute. He thought how tall and kind he was and how nice he was to others, how his skin glistened in the light when it hit the right spot and how he would love for that same toon to hold him... Cosmo was.. getting.... aroused in his room alone.. . He closed his door trying to find a way to make not much noise... He decided to hide under his blanket and try to stay quiet. He eventually saw the bulge in his pants...
That part wasn't a complete issue with cosmo..
He just .. Always felt disgusted with himself.. Very disgusted.
It made his self worth crumble into pieces.. So he thought.. "should I?" He said think aloud. Overall he decided to do "it"..