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Phainon wasn’t always like this.

Really!

In high school, he was popular, everyone knew him, everyone wanted to know him, he passed every class with flying colors - and that held true throughout college as well.

He was incredibly normal back then.

It wasn’t even supposed to change! He lived a comfortable life, he was perfectly happy just working his nine to five office job and then going home to enjoy his hobbies even if most people found them a bit.. Nerdy.. 

Only..

Only one day changed that. 

It’s not like it was supposed to, but the man looked like a supermodel - Phainon couldn’t help the way his eyes immediately had drifted to look at him. It wasn’t anything malicious he was just.. Really pretty! Phainon thought nothing of it as he moved through the crowd but he couldn’t help it..

Couldn’t help the way he stopped and paused again to stare and watch the man, staring as he seemed to be very intently inspecting some figurines at the convention. 

Honestly.. Phainon almost thought the man was there for someone else - though maybe that was judgemental of him.  Because that man was most assuredly looking for himself, that was obvious as Phainon dared to lurk closer.

He couldn’t help it! He had never seen someone as eye catching as this man who clearly wasn’t even wearing any cosplay! Well.. Minus the cat ears and the fake whiskers - but that was even more insane because why was this man wearing that!?

He looked like he could pick up Phainon with one arm, swing him around, and throw him if he wanted to. It was extremely impressive to think about!

But.. Phainon found himself only inching closer, doing his best to try to eavesdrop. It’s not his fault! He was just curious about why the man seemed so keen on looking at these figurines, every now and then turning his head to look at a man in a tux.

Phainon wasn’t sure what that cosplay was, but he certainly was fancy as he stood behind the beautiful cat eared man. 

Phainon knew he shouldn’t have done this - that he shouldn’t be moving closer and closer to him but.. He couldn’t help the next words out of his lips. 

“Can.. I get a picture? I’m a big.. Fan of the character you’re cosplaying!” 

A lie.

One that had left his mouth so immediately as he was finally close enough to that man - watching the way he turned slightly only to look at Phainon with an odd expression on his features. All before his eyes seemed to drop a little - giving Phainon the most obvious once over of his life. 

Golden eyes seemingly taking their time looking Phainon up and down before a small little smug looking smile graced his lips; “.. The character I’m cosplaying?”

Those were the echoed words as he moved to cross his arms over his chest - making his low cut black shirt tighten around his breasts, squeezing a bit and showing off just how heavy they looked next to his strong arms. 

Phainon was out of his depth - he knew that now as his throat went as dry as possible watching those breasts prop up so nicely on that man’s arms. Was he staring? Did this man notice? Phainon wasn’t even sure he cared as he forced himself to swallow and look at his eyes again - doing his best not to read into that smug look still on his face. 

“Y..Yeah!” Phainon curtly nodded - probably a few too many times and he kept trying his best to convince this man. Even though a piece of him knew he was assuredly having the opposite effect.. 

“Well,” That man mused out in such a silky smooth voice - deep and calm to where it was more than a little soothing, easily making Phainon fight back a shiver rolling down his spine as those eyes only watched him, “I don’t see why not. Any special poses you want me to do like I do in the show?”

Phainon’s mind was blank at that question - his own tongue rolling over his lips nervously as he knew he was sweating so much. He couldn’t help it as he moved to grab his phone out from his pocket - nearly fumbling it as his glasses trembled on the bridge of his nose with every shake his body gave.

“Ah.. Uh..” Phainon trailed off, already typing in his phone code and shakily moving to the camera app while scooting just a bit closer to him nervously, “Whatever.. You’re comfortable with!”

Not that it mattered as his phone was immediately stolen - taken from his hands without a warning by that guy, “W-”

“Take the photo for us,” That cat-eared man said as he already handed Phainon’s phone to the man in a tux who looked.. Less than pleased - but Phainon had to swallow over it all anyway. His own phone being stolen was less of his own worry as that gorgeous man only looked at him again.

“Do you mind being touched?”

.. Touched?

He wanted to beg for this man to touch him in so many different ways, he was more than a little willing to get on his hands and knees and beg for it if he needed to. 

“N-No! It’s fine,” Was instead what he did, trying his best to convince this man to touch him however he pleased and that.. 

That worked wonders as that golden and red fiery haired (or wig wearing..?) man encroached on his space immediately. His hand sliding around Phainon’s waist to yank him closer to him, sliding him to be pressed against those heavy looking pectorals without an ounce of mercy to be found. 

All while he bent over just a tiny bit - enough to still have his chest pressing against Phainon’s arm while also showing off his chest to the camera.

And the next movement was when Phainon knew he couldn’t do this. 

Not as a leg hiked up Phainon’s own leg, a thigh on his own thigh rubbing his leg so roughly all while his knee was dangerously close to Phainon’s crotch. Pressing just a ghostly amount of pressure against Phainon’s dick in his pants to make him swallow roughly. 

His hand on Phainon’s waist only found its way up to Phainon’s neck and shoulder to use him to stabilize himself.. All while giving a much too cute peace sign for how Phainon’s cock was throbbing and aching in his pants already. 

“Is this a good pose for you?” That beautiful man asked, but Phainon was pretty sure he was way too dizzy to actually comprehend what this man was even saying to him. 

“Y..Yes,” Phainon pathetically replied - unable to stop the way he felt that knee rubbing into him too much, or maybe it wasn’t moving at all. He really couldn’t tell as he felt like he was going to black out. 

The logical part of him knew it was just because he was getting hard and pressing more on him than that knee moving, and yet..

That tuxedo man only lowered his phone after a moment - instead moving to Phainon and making him sigh so painfully in relief as that beautiful man stopped being pressed against him as he received his phone again.

“Thank you so much..” Phainon weakly said - feeling more and more ashamed over the way he was acting and how uncool he must seem.

“Happy to help while cosplaying your favorite character,” That man laughed a little - a melodious sound that made Phainon look at him again and study the twinkle in those golden flaked eyes. Hauntingly beautiful all while they were staring at Phainon as if he wanted to devour him whole, “Ah, by the way..”

Phainon stopped breathing.

There was no way he was actually able to breathe as that beautiful man leaned closer to him again - humming a little as his brows knit together slowly in an expression of worry.

.. Or amusement, Phainon couldn’t tell, nor did he even care to figure it out as that man was too close to him for his thoughts to make sense. 

“Your nose is bleeding,” He pointed out in that same smooth voice, low and troubling to Phainon’s last remaining shreds of sanity, “Want some help with that?”

..? Help?

How could he possibly help?

This was more than a little embarrassing now, this was actually mortifying as Phainon swiftly shook his head - as quickly as possible without losing his glasses and with his own face feeling much too red. 

“N.. No, sorry! Good bye!” Phainon didn’t even hesitate before fleeing the other direction instantly - practically running away from the business of the convention hall. 

“.. Good bye?”

Phainon couldn’t bring himself to look back at that man - instead quickly moving to leave the convention hall because he.. He couldn’t breathe anymore. All he could do was feel the way his own cock was throbbing in his pants over such a quick encounter and the shake in his hands being relentless as he tried to walk. 

Hands dragging up to rub at his face that was.. Certainly bleeding, oozing out blood and dribbling down his face to draw the eyes of everyone around him. 

Embarrassing, but what was worse was how badly he just wanted to be home already and jerk himself off to the picture of that man.. 

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Mydeimos Kremnos.

That was his name and the true start of Phainon’s mental state tragically getting worse and worse by the day. Phainon felt so much shame over the fact he had gone home and immediately googled that man after easing his own painful boner. But he just couldn’t help it either. His hands were still trembling as he stared at that photo on his phone - his eyes taking in the sight again and again of how he was so obviously teasing Phainon.

The way he was bent over just so perfectly to show off his cleavage to the camera - giving a slight taste of how.. Well endowed he was in that region all while his leg had gone so high up Phainon’s thigh, clearly flexible in ways that made Phainon feel almost dizzy when he remembered how warm Mydeimos had felt against him. 

.. He didn’t want to even think about how many times he had looked at that photo to pleasure himself - instead sighing as he flipped his phone over and crumpled onto his desk again. Eyes staring up at the words on his screen as he continued to scroll them more and more. Reading everything he could about that man and coming to terms that he was more than a little lucky to have that happen to him..

Especially considering it had been a body guard taking their photo together, Phainon knew that now as the rich heir had been happily teasing him and playing with his heart.

.. Right?

Phainon kept telling himself that, but his mind kept getting stuck on the way Mydeimos had offered to ‘help’ with his bloody nose. To wipe it for him, right? Why would he even say that, though? Was he just.. Genuinely a nice person and Phainon was lucky?

He didn’t know - especially as he researched more and more into Mydeimos, going through threads about him from weird freaks online who were butting their head into Mydeimos’s personal life while trying to find things about his father.

.. But Phainon didn’t care about Mr. Kremnos or the Kremnoan company?! He just wanted to know about that fiery haired man that seemed to always be frowning in his photos, yet he looked so.. Happy in the photo he had taken with Phainon.. It was enough to make Phainon feel more and more delusional about himself as he looked at his phone again.

Every single thing he learned about that man online only worked to make him arguably worse as well, feeling his own sanity slipping away from him as his heart easily did flips over learning his extensive history of helping at animal sanctuaries in his free time. Seeing the photos of him handling little baby animals with a small smile on his face - as if those animals effortlessly draw smiles from him.

.. It was too cute, really, considering how Phainon couldn’t find many other paparazzi photos of him smiling otherwise. 

What Phainon had never thought to discover was an article from only a month ago asking about Mydeimos’ favorite places to go - his favorite activities.. And Phainon had to pause his scrolling as he stared at a ‘daily visit to his favorite cafe section’, his eyes on taking in the way the name of the cafe was named.

That was insanity.

There was absolutely no way Mydeimos actually went there daily, nor was it a possibility that he actually gave the name of the true cafe he went to..

Phainon was pretty sure he had lost his mind either way.

He had to have had lost his mind because why else would he be in a cafe he had never been to before until now sitting at a table alone just staring at that beautiful man again? 

Why was he already so down horribly that he was desperate to just.. See that man again? 

And why.. Why was his luck so bad that Mydeimos now was slowly walking so obviously over to him - a stern expression on his face as Phainon’s own face only burned over making eye contact with him.

“Don’t I.. Know you?” Mydeimos asked as he stopped and now stood at the foot of Phainon’s table - that drawing pad in hand with his other hand still holding his hot chocolate, a drink that made Phainon feel butterflies in his chest over how cute he seemed for ordering that. 

But that question made Phainon choke a little - his throat closing in as his eyes slowly rose, just enough to hesitate on Mydeimos’ chest area to take in the sight of them in person again.

.. It really was unfair how attractive this man was, even if Phainon was ignoring how.. Gifted he was in some areas. 

“No, I don’t think so..” Phainon slowly managed to say as he moved his hand to adjust his glasses a little - doing his best not to have his hand shake uncontrollably as that man only leaned a little forward on the table. The edge of it pressing against his thighs and making the fabric of his pants tighten around his crotch a bit.

.. Phainon was undoubtedly not normal for noticing that - but he tried his best to keep his eyes focused on Mydeimos’ face. 

“Are you sure?” Mydeimos only pressed, his voice sounding a bit.. Teasing? As if he already knew the actual answer and was bent on making Phainon admit to it.

Yet, Phainon only moved to rub at the back of his neck while he stood up rather quickly - not daring his own mind to look at Mydeimos for too long lest he.. Lose his own self control while seeing that gorgeous person up close again. 

“Yes, sorry. Have a good day!”

“Mm, make sure to take a photo next time. It lasts longer,” Mydeimos huffed out in a tone that even while Phainon was standing up - he had to pause. His eyes staring at the table as he stood beside it while his eyes slowly took in the sight of that flawless man only coyly looking right back at him with a warm smile on his lips still. 

Phainon swallowed.

That was all he could do as he tried to rein in his delusional thoughts of how gorgeous Mydeimos was and how perfect they would be together. His mind was already conjuring up scenes of their own wedding and how Mydeimos would probably be as a partner just like it had done so many times before.

“Hah.. Thank you! Can I.. Pay for your drink?” Phainon pushed himself to say, his throat closing up as he tried to convince himself this was a good idea. It made him seem like he had no idea about who Mydeimos was, right?!

Though, Mydeimos only slowly raised a brow over that inquisitively, “Oh? Are you sure about that?”

“Yes..” Phainon didn’t know why he was doing this when his drink was assuredly already paid for - his hands already reaching into his wallet to get out ten bells from the hit indie game An*mal Cr*ssing (Not Sponsored) which also happened to be the currency for the town they lived in. 

An odd thing, certainly, but Phainon knew better than to question the limits of his own reality.

.. The only thing he was really questioning was why he was giving money to a rich heir who was staring at him so very curiously as Phainon slid the money towards him. All he could do is pray it really did make him seem more innocent than he was in regards to Mydeimos..

Phainon was even less than powerless as his eyes met with those stark golden ones - blinking at the way Mydeimos’ head was tilted just a tiny bit. Enough to make his bangs cascade over his face rather beautifully all while that braid stayed so perfect at the side of his head.

“You’re cute when you feel guilty, you know?” Mydeimos asked with a small smile on his lips - as if he had fully expected something along these lines to happen and Phainon..

Phainon felt his throat closing over the way he had so easily been found out. Completely robbed of any chance of acting like he wasn’t exactly that and trying to pay off Mydeimos for his time.

All he could do was nod multiple times while pushing in his chair - fingers trembling as his knuckles turned white from how tightly he was gripping onto his wallet at the same time.

“I.. Have a good day, Mydeimos!” Phainon tried his best to sound happy as he said those words and bowed out quickly from the table Mydeimos had walked up to. Passing him by and praying for mercy as he quickly left, only to hear something quietly over that. 

“.. Mhm,” A hum.

So innocent that it burned Phainon’s ears as he refused to look back at that man - smooth and seductive in its nature that Phainon didn’t want to even think about it too deeply for his own safety. 

.. Until he was laying in bed, of course, staring upwards at his ceiling for what felt like hours on end as he sniffled his nose a little with his haunting realization he had made when he arrived home.

Mydeimos had never told him his name, and yet Phainon had used it when talking to him.

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“Are you lost, puppy?”

Phainon’s feet had to stop over that - pausing completely in their tracks as he cocked his head to the side to blink at that familiar and expensive car. One he had watched from afar so many times to try to see the man who was always in the back seat. Only now the window was down - exposing that beautiful man so easily to Phainon with his vibrant golden eyes peering at him.

.. Phainon would have tried to impress him, if not for the fact he was utterly soaked from the rain and standing in it still - being pelted as he stared at Mydeimos fondly. 

His mind could barely even comprehend the fact Mydeimos was listening to the hit indie song ‘Baby One More Time’ by Britney Spears as the line ‘My loneliness is killing me’ hit his ears. Over the rain it was kind of hard to tell, honestly, added on by the fact of Mydeimos leaning forward to appear to either turn it down himself - or to tell his chauffeur to turn it down..

All before he leaned back again to look at Phainon through his rolled down window. 

“Puppy?.. Who are you talking to?” Phainon asked, unsure if he would even be able to hear the reply over rain hitting his head and Mydeimos’ car, or over his heartbeat that was beyond deafening in his ears with how roaring it was currently. 

“You’re the only person on the side of the road, Phainon,” Mydeimos mused in a voice barely loud enough to be heard over it all.

But that was all Phainon needed anyway as his entire body felt like it had just frozen - stiffening up in the cold rain as he stared into those eyes that only continued to look at him as if Mydeimos was a lion on the prowl. Hunting for his meal and that.. That felt so wrong considering Phainon had been stalking Mydeimos everywhere.. 

Phainon couldn’t help the way his eyes went so round - widening with shock and complete awe towards Mydeimos who was still sitting in his nice car just looking at him, “You know my name?”

“You told me, don’t you remember? Are our talks forgettable to you?” Mydeimos countered with a look of utter shock on his expression - a thing that made Phainon want to curl up and clutch at his shirt over how agonizing it was to even consider him forgetting a conversation with this man.

There was no way.

He could never forget a single word Mydeimos had said to him, and yet.. He didn’t remember this. It was enough to make him feel like he was a goat running on a treadmill for some Kudzu to eat, wholly unaware it will never be his.. 

“No! No,” Phainon pathetically said, feeling shame devouring him so easily - his body trembling a little over forgetting or perhaps it was the rain drenching him,  “Sorry, it.. Must have slipped my mind!”

“Get in,” Mydeimos demanded without missing a single instant - words that made Phainon jerk his head a little to stare at Mydeimos in the eye.

“G.. Get in?” Phainon echoed out, unable to even convince himself to breathe while he was trying to understand if he had heard Mydeimos correctly or not..

“It’s raining and you’re pathetically wet,” Mydeimos explained but Phainon really wasn’t sure if he was daydreaming those words being said or not - only to watch Mydeimos’ door open without another word, “Get in.”

Phainon was frozen at that - staring at how Mydeimos slid over to make room for him and he.. He had to move and accept the nice gesture. Ducking to sit in a car that looked much too fancy and above his own paygrade, sweating a little as he closed the door after himself and felt how warm the nice plush leather he was sitting on now felt.

.. Mydeimos’ body heat, right? 

He had been sitting here and.. Something about that was making Phainon’s skin burn as he looked to Mydeimos, feeling the car immediately beginning to drive again.

“.. Thank you,” Phainon pushed himself to choke out - immediately moving to try to wipe his glasses off a little, now painfully aware of how blurry everything had become with the new lighting inside the back of his car. 

His eyes only wandered a tiny bit to the front - taking note of the way there was a little panel separating the two of them from whoever was actively driving before dipping his eyes right back to Mydeimos who was still watching his every single move with a smile on his lips. Not appearing bothered at all that Phainon was soaking his fine leather and rubbing his glasses with the cuff of his shirt nervously. 

“Mhm,” Mydeimos hummed out, sounding a little amused as he did so,  “Where do you live?”

That question was enough to make Phainon’s train of thought not stop, but instead fly off a cliff completely as he jerked his hands a little - blinking his eyes through the rain coating his face before he moved his shirt to wipe that away as well. Doing his best to pray Mydeimos wasn’t too angry as he settled his glasses back onto the bridge of his nose.

Only a piece of him regretted the act of cleaning his glasses - feeling his body heat up over how Mydeimos was now staring at him with such an enticing smile on his lips with welcoming eyes.

.. Too much, his xp bar was much too low for this.. 

“Huh?” Was all Phainon could intelligently manage, feeling himself choking at that question that he never once had thought Mydeimos would ask of him - all to hear Mydeimos softly chuckle. Such a minute thing that Phainon wasn’t even sure if he had heard that silky smooth voice correctly or if he had been imagining such a laugh leaving his lips. 

“So I can take you home,” Mydeimos purred as if it was the most logical thing in the world - looking almost coy as he spoke, like he had some other type of idea in his mind that only made Phainon twitch in his own delusions towards it. 

“Oh! Right.. It’s.. The apartments on the next road to the right,” Phainon choked out, his eyes moving to look out the window in mourning of how short of a drive it was - though his eyes didn’t linger there for long.

How could they when Mydeimos only seemed to spread his legs a little in his shorts - as if he were relaxing more and demanding Phainon’s attention be back on him. Almost looking a bit smug as Phainon obeyed so instantly. 

“What were you up to today to be out in the rain without an umbrella?”

That.. Question was innocent enough to where Phainon felt himself heating up in guilt - he had been looking at Mydeimos, of course.. That man always did daily jogs in shorts in public - and today before the rain had been no different, and until now Phainon had been doing his best not to look at those thighs with just the right amount of fat and muscle on them. 

.. Not to mention the red tattoos that snaked up his legs and disappeared under his sinfully short shorts, a thing Phainon was doing his best to ignore in favor of not getting a hardon while being politely driven home by Mydeimos, mind you. 

“Just.. People watching and getting some fresh air!”

People watching was true! Though it was more like singular person watching.. 

“Cute,” Mydeimos only hummed out, and that made Phainon feel even more guilt over how he had been stalking this nice man, “Can I ask you something?”

“Yes!” Phainon chirped out regardless of feeling shameful for following Mydeimos around and keeping his distance while watching him run and live his daily life. Sitting in the park just to watch from afar all until the rain started and Mydeimos disappeared into his own car..

.. And now Phainon was in that same car, just how bad was his luck? 

“Want to make out?”

Phainon could only stare at his man as he began to debate that;
One: He may actually be extremely lucky and this was the best day of his life, actually.
Two: He got struck by lightning while watching Mydeimos run to his car and died while taking peeks at Mydeimos’ asscheek barely hanging out of the back of his shorts.

Or three: Mydeimos was just teasing him. 

“I’m.. Sorry? Did I hear you correctly?” Phainon choked out after a moment, staring at the way Mydeimos only so sweetly tilted his head to the side - still staring at Phainon as if he were some kind of tasty snack all before he gave a quiet little laugh over Phainon’s reaction. 

“Kissing? Do you want to kiss?”

Somehow, those words from Mydeimos were not easily making him understand - and now he was leaning more towards either three or two being the true options here.

“N-Not to say I don’t want to, but is.. That a joke?” Phainon asked with a sheepish chuckle leaving his throat - unable to look away from the way Mydeimos seemed to smile even more over that type of reaction. 

“No,” Mydeimos rather flatly told him - sounding more amused than before,  “Surely you don’t mind indulging me for being so nice to help you out of the cold rain, do you?”

.. Indulging Mydeimos? He had no idea who would actually be indulged in this situation considering how this was Phainon’s wet dream becoming reality.

Though, this wasn’t even just in his nightly dreams, but his daydreams as well when he got home and now..?

“M-Mydeimos..” Phainon forced himself to breathe out - unable to look away from the way Mydeimos was still taking him in, looking as if he were fully devouring Phainon with his eyes all before Mydeimos laughed a little.

“It’s just a kiss,” Mydeimos offered as if that were the most obvious thing in the world, not something that well.. Meant the whole world to Phainon.. 

Phainon however couldn’t even stop himself as his next words left his lips instantly, “Yes.. Kiss me..”

“Good boy,” Mydeimos breathed out in a husky tone that made Phainon’s breath leave him - only able to feel his hand twitch but that.. That didn’t help him at all as Mydeimos undid his own seatbelt under Phainon’s gaze.

An action that Phainon wanted to call unsafe and make Mydeimos sit back down and buckle up - yet he never got to say those words. Not as Mydeimos effortlessly moved to straddle Phainon, trapping him down with such a smug smile on his lips as Phainon blinked upwards at him. Phainon could barely even force his eyes to stay up there considering how badly he wanted to look down at those thighs pressing down on him.

Warm..

Mydeimos was so warm that Phainon barely could even function as Mydeimos gripped at his chin - almost roughly, but it was more.. Demanding. Greedy as he held Phainon in place only to immediately move and press his lips to Phainon’s own, an action that made his entire body sear in embarrassment over how he.. Didn’t know how to kiss.

He wasn’t much of a lover growing up, nor had he ever felt much attraction to other people - his practice in this field was incredibly low and a piece of him wanted to apologize.

.. Not that it was possible, however, as Mydeimos only immediately squeezed his cheeks to force his mouth open - not wasting a single moment as his tongue passed Phainon’s lips and slipped into his mouth swiftly. Phainon couldn’t help the quiet whine the let out over that - knitting his brows together as his eyes only.. Remained open.

He couldn’t help it.

He wanted to watch Mydeimos, he wanted to take in the sight of that man on top of him kissing him as those golden eyes fluttered closed softly. Seeming as if he was melting into the kiss as his hand’s grip on Phainon lessened just a bit, enough to send shivers down Phainon’s spine as those fingers trailed down his neck slowly.

All while Mydeimos only continued to massage their lips together, his tongue rolling over Phainon’s own to make him hear his own heartbeat in his ears. Phainon almost wanted to apologize for being so wet as well, wondering a little if it was uncomfortable for Mydeimos’ bareskin that was rubbing against Phainon’s thighs, but.. 

There was no time for that, not as Mydeimos only seemed to be making himself more comfortable on Phainon’s lap anyways - both of his hands finding their way around Phainon’s neck as he pressed into the kiss more and more. Phainon could only feel himself twitching under Mydeimos’ warmth as well - swallowing a little as Mydeimos seemed to be drooling into his own mouth.

Not that Phainon minded, instead feeling himself so desperate to taste more of Mydeimos as he tried his best to return those sweet kisses. Only.. This wasn’t enough.

How could it be enough as Mydeimos was trusting him so much? Sitting in his lap with closed eyes all while his blonde locks of hair were swaying with the movements of the car, or well..

Not the car.

It took Phainon a sharp intake of air and friction to realize it wasn’t the car at all. Instead Mydeimos was moving his ass back and forth, rubbing against Phainon with purpose that made Phainon choke on his own breath and Mydeimos’ tongue as his cock twitched more and more to life. 

He knew he was hard and that Mydeimos could feel it - but he also didn’t think he cared considering Mydeimos looked almost angelic. Golden hair worked to be a halo around his head with the light behind him, all while his tongue was being so sinful in Phainon’s mouth - his ass grinding down on Phainon in a steady teasing rhythm. 

.. Would it be embarrassing for Phainon to orgasm in his pants from Mydeimos kissing him, or was that fine? He really didn’t know as his hands only found their way to Mydeimos’ thighs, no longer feeling ashamed as he felt that warm skin under his fingers as he drooled a little into that kiss. Feeling his own slobber leaking from his lips as Mydeimos only seemed to smile a little out of amusement in the kiss.

All before Mydeimos withdrew his own tongue a little, an action that made Phainon want to whine - if not for the way Mydeimos’ teeth instead snapped down, biting into Phainon’s lip and dragging out a pained groan that made his hips buck upwards into Mydeimos’ ass solely from instinct. An action that made him moan a little into that kiss breathily as he fought against thinking of how good Mydeimos’ bare ass would feel against his cock. 

Only for Mydeimos to break away with a small line of drool connecting them both from Mydeimos’ tongue messily, just the slightest bit for a shaky breath shared between the two of them. 

“Put your tongue in my mouth, Phainon,” Mydeimos grumbled out softly, all before he immediately put their lips back together as if they fit perfectly against each other. 

Phainon didn’t even think straight at all after that demand, instead doing just as that man asked of him while watching the way Mydeimos only seemed to hum happily over it. Instantly returning back to melting against Phainon and leisurely grinding on him, every movement only adding to the adrenaline in Phainon’s veins as his tongue lapped into Mydeimos’ mouth. Only to drink in the way Mydeimos hungrily accepted him, his own tongue mashing against Phainon’s before he seemed to suck on it a little - as if he wanted to devour him whole and Phainon could barely even focus as his cock pulsed in excitement.

He wanted to look and see if Mydeimos was just as excited, to look and check if Mydeimos also was enjoying himself too much and that was why he was dryhumping Phainon currently. But Mydeimos’ fingers only testingly wrapped into his choker - tugging it a little as if he knew and was demanding Phainon’s attention on their delicious kiss.

And who was Phainon to ever deny Mydeimos? Only able to whine a little and move his lips more - chasing after Mydeimos’ own to try to make that man as happy as he could with his passion. 

All to feel Mydeimos break off that kiss again - panting a little before he chuckled smoothly. 

“Ah,” Mydeimos purred, all before he dipped down a little to lick at Phainon’s lips slowly - as if he was so desperate to lick up all of Phainon’s drool, “We’re at your apartment, time for you to go.”

.. It was over? That was enough to drive Phainon to insanity as his cock throbbed under Mydeimos’ ass - staring upwards at that man who looked so smug. So teasing; so aware that Phainon was hard for him, and was so blatantly proud of the fact he had this much control over Phainon.

The worst was how Phainon couldn’t even deny it, if anything.. He would be more than a little happy to thank Mydeimos for the way he had teased him, and gleefully jerk off to the thoughts and memories of today. 

“Thank.. You for the ride and the kiss..”

Mydeimos only laughed a little over that - moving one of his hands to brush his own bangs back all while his eyes never once left Phainon’s own. Steadily watching him before cracking quite the smug grin towards him, “I’ve barely given you much of a ride yet, have a good night, puppy.”

Mydeimos moved off of his lap at that - instead moving to the other side of the car once more as if nothing had even happened and.. 

Phainon.. Did not know what that meant! All he could do was leisurely blink at Mydeimos, trying his best to figure out what those words meant. All while his mind only kept stalling over that sultry and seductive tone calling him ‘puppy’. 

Phainon nodded a few times, moving to open that door and step out of the car slowly, “W.. You too!”

That was all he said as he closed the door after himself - not risking his sanity to try to see if Mydeimos had a boner over today as well, instead swallowing and stepping away with a slight sway from how aching his cock was in his pants now. 

Phainon barely could even force himself to move as he watched that car drive away with Mydeimos in the back of it - his eyes only watching it fade into the distance as he stood on the sidewalk yet again getting soaked.

Yet he wasn’t cold.

Of course he wasn’t cold - he felt numb and so painfully hot with what had just happened, a piece of him didn’t even know if it was actually reality outside of the way his lips still could feel Mydeimos’ teeth biting them and the ache in his pants from Mydeimos rubbing his ass into him.

.. Surely Mydeimos had noticed he was erect, it was impossible to ignore with how Mydeimos had been fully putting his weight on his dick, but he hadn’t acted on it..

Phainon really, really, didn’t know how to take any of this - and that was exactly why he merely walked back into his room languidly. Sopping wet, and feeling as if he was being forced to eat cement every time his mind thought back to how nice and warm Mydeimos had felt in his lap.. 

This was going to haunt him, that was for sure, but more than anything he needed to jerk off and cum a few times..

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This day was when Phainon knew he was truly gone - absolutely lost his cheerios and was sailing up a derangement river with no beaver to make a safety damn for him with how he was standing in the dark staring at Mydeimos’ house. His hood was up, pure black, his pants were black.. His mask was black.. Everything was helping to conceal him so perfectly as he only.. Stared.

The lights were still on - still showing signs that Mydeimos was still awake and carrying out his day as nicely as possible. 

.. That was fine, Phainon didn’t mind at all as he stood there and merely.. Waited.

His eyes only able to stare at the light in Mydeimos’ house, waiting for what felt like hours before that light finally went off - a sign that Mydeimos’ home had fully gone to sleep and Phainon was more than a little ashamed to admit he knew which room was Mydeimos’, anyway. Not that it mattered when his first job was to try to figure out how to get into the house in the first place.

Slowly moving at a snail's pace to remain as silent as possible as he inspected it, all before pausing over the windows. If an alarm went off, he would run, if it didn’t.. It was fine, right? 

That was his thought process as he moved to open one of them - feeling a little bit insane over how it was unlocked, as if someone had been hoping for him to do this, all before it snagged. Only opening a quarter of the way and making him huff a little - if he was as.. Gifted in the chest as Mydeimos, he may have gotten stuck, but instead he managed to worm his way in through that window. Squirming a little to force himself in before rather skillfully catching himself as he dropped into the hallway. 

Even as he was now in there - his heart felt like it was going to explode as he slowly straightened himself out - moving to close that window again with shaky and clammy hands. All while he slowly looked both ways, hesitantly moving towards the room where that light had gone off at. A bit thankful that they seemed rather fond of keeping their halls lit up, all before he paused at his first doorway.

A bathroom, and really.. 

He shouldn’t.

That was the first thought as he stared at that pair of used boxers on the edge of the bathroom laundry basket. He absolutely shouldn’t touch them.

.. And yet he couldn’t help the way his fingers ghosted over to them, numbly moving to grasp on the soft cotton fabric of those red underwear with timid fingers in the dark. 

Soft.

They were soft, and more than any other physical feature that mattered - they were Mydeimos’. These belonged to Mydeimos, and the worst part of it was how they still felt warm in Phainon’s hands, as if Mydeimos had only recently taken them off to do laundry later with them. A thought that was driving Phainon insane, and that..

That was why he felt all the shame in the world as he slowly brought them up to his nose, timidly burying his nose into the fabric to sniff at how they smelt of Mydeimos. His natural musk.. His sweat from the day that had collected down his legs and his crotch.. Everything in Mydeimos’ most private region, Phainon wanted to smell all of it. Barely able to stop the throbbing in between his legs as he sniffed at it deeply.

Taking in the notes of musk, not a bad smell, sweaty from his daily workout, surely, but outside of that - it was such a deep scent on Phainon’s nose. A smell he hadn’t smelled before and could only imagine this was just utterly Mydeimos.

.. Perfect.

It was too perfect, Mydeimos himself was too perfect - his shaky hands couldn’t help but move to hug that pair of red underwear as close to his body as possible. His head tilted a little to look into those empty hallways only illuminated by fancy nightlights as he stared towards where he could only assume bedrooms were.

.. He couldn’t put it down.

He didn’t want to.

These were Mydeimos’ dirty underwear,and Phainon wanted to keep them so badly - he wanted to treasure them. That.. Was precisely why he instead moved to tuck them into his own underwear - sickenly finding himself being more turned on over knowing Mydeimos’ cock had been in them and leaking precum maybe throughout the day, only for it now to be pressed against Phainon’s own aching cock that had hardened with his own deranged thoughts.

But they were safe in his pants, that's all. Even if he was caught, they surely wouldn’t check in his own boxers to find Mydeimos’ cute missing red underwear, right?

.. That was surely his thought process and not at all because he wanted to jerk off into them!

That..

Phainon had to sigh as he stuck his hand into his pants again, wrapping his hand in that fabric before grabbing onto his own shaft and moving more into that large fancy bathroom. His fingers worked a bit too quickly for his own liking - rubbing that cloth tightly around his cockhead before slipping his pants down to his own knees. 

Only to frustratedly add his own boxers as well - even if he was caught jerking off with his pants down, his life was doomed anyway if he was caught normally. Did it matter? Phainon had to say no right now as his cock oozed out messily into that fabric - leaning onto the counter sink a little as he moved to stroke himself roughly.

Every movement of his hand made his body twitch - his tongue lashing over his lips as he stared in the dim lighting at himself masturbating. 

It was messy.

Quick, not at all satisfying, and yet he kept pumping his cock into his fist - messily seeking out his own high as he bit at his own lip. His hips swaying to meet his own fist as he wanted to cum in that pair of underwear so badly - making sure his cum would drench where Mydeimos’ own flaccid cock would rest and that..

That was why he was doing this - he wanted to know that sometimes Mydeimos would be wearing this pair of underwear, even if washed.. It was still the pair Phainon had put cum into and soaked, claiming Mydeimos in such a way that man may never be privy to. The thought was addicting, and that was why there was no fanfare as he felt his cock pulsing and throbbing. 

Aching to spill into Mydeimos’ underwear, all while he sighed and tilted his head back as his orgasm slowly came - pleasure drenching his bones as he felt his cock start pumping into that fabric that was pressed into his tip. Making sure to not hold it so close and tightly so it could easily make more of a mess and spill nicely on his underwear.

Even as his hands sat on the counter behind him - knuckles turning white while his vision blurred from his pleasure, he couldn’t help but think of Mydeimos with him cum warm against his cock.. Wearing these sullied underwear without even knowing.. 

His eyes slowly lowered as his cock stopped twitching and cumming, eyes staring as he slowly moved that soaked cotton a little to stare at the white mess of semen slowly forming wet spots on Mydeimos’ underwear. Unable to look away as he heaved a slow and steady sigh - moving to put that pair of underwear right back where he had found it.

And then he pulled his own underwear up along with his pants, pausing a little as he looked at how messy his cum looked on that red fabric - but surely Mydeimos wouldn’t find it until the morning and by then it would be dried.. Surely.. He wouldn’t know.

It was fine.

That was what Phainon told himself as he turned and immediately left - feeling his own shame mounting up to choke him, but it couldn’t compare to the sickening adrenaline knowing Mydeimos would wear those again one day and be unaware Phainon had cum in them.

.. The second thought was much more addicting than his own shame, he had to admit that much. 

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“You always sit so far from me,” Phainon had to jerk his head a little over those words - not because he needed to see the speaker to know who it was. No, he would always recognize that voice, but he also just wanted to drink in the sight of who was speaking to him as he quickly shut off his phone.

All to watch Mydeimos give him an oddly smug and knowing smile, “Are you shy?”

“No, I just..” Phainon stammered a little, trailing off due to the fact he.. Was absolutely lying, “Uh..”

When it came to Mydeimos, he was more than a little shy as he stared at the way Mydeimos was looking at him as if he wanted to eat him yet again. Staring downwards and leaning on the table a little, just enough to make Phainon swallow at his unfinished drink as Mydeimos only gave a little chuckle to that. 

“You never seem to know how to speak around me, either,” Mydeimos pointed out, that smug smile still dancing on his lips as he seemed to take in the sight of Phainon blatantly wiggling in his chair to get more comfortable, “Am I that distracting to you?”

“Distracting?” Phainon echoed out, and that seemed to be the wrong option as Mydeimos whistled quietly - all before he moved off the edge of the table. All to pull out the chair across from Phainon and just.. Sitting down for once - staring at Phainon with such a knowing look on his face. 

“You stare at me a lot,” Mydeimos pointed out almost lazily, moving to put an elbow on the table before smiling even more, “And don’t think I don’t notice you taking my photos obsessively. What do you do with them?”

.. That..

Surely he didn’t actually spot Phainon doing that, did he? Phainon had tried so hard not to slip up and be seen with all the times he had taken photos of Mydeimos - every shot of him was a treasure that he desperately wanted to tuck away and admire in his own time and now.. Mydeimos was saying he knew? 

“I don’t.. Take your photos,” Phainon had to lie, even though he felt the shame of it all burning into his face - red and boiling, he couldn’t just admit to that.

Though, his eyes watched the way Mydeimos’ free hand raised to the table - his index finger making a lazy circle on the wood as he pressed out a sigh. 

“Do you not? That’s a shame, I rather liked how bad you seemed at stalking me,” Mydeimos so hushedly said, almost to the point where Phainon wasn’t even sure if he was hearing the man correctly or not. It felt.. Insane to think Mydeimos knew, and also enjoyed being stalked.

Surely he.. Didn’t? Phainon knew he was weird and creepy for doing this, Mydeimos couldn’t actually find it attractive, could he..?

Phainon couldn’t help but ask, “W.. What do you mean?”

“Phainon Elysiae.. It’s a pretty name,” Mydeimos mused rather quietly - seeming as if he was thinking deeply on something as his golden eyes jerked upwards to meet Phainon’s own,  “I was curious about a man who suddenly started popping up everywhere where I was getting hate due to my father’s company.”

.. That.. Was his online activities? Mydeimos had found his online profiles and gone through them? 

“It was amusing to me,” Mydeimos only continued, all before laughing a bit quietly, “All until I actually went through your profile and realized it was that big stammering nerd who wanted to take a photo of me in cat ears. I couldn’t help myself but to go through all of his social medias..”

Phainon was pretty sure he was losing his mind, only able to stare at the way Mydeimos didn’t seem angry - he didn’t even seem like he was upset or frightened, if anything.. That beautiful man slowly licked his tongue over his own lips - almost seductively as he brought a hand to his chin to seem like he was attempting to cover a growing grin. 

“How long have you been my stalker?”

.. The honest answer was from the moment he had met Mydeimos - that as soon as he had seen him he wanted him so desperately, and that had only gotten worse over the weeks of stalking him and learning more about him. Mydeimos was more than beautiful, he was shockingly kind and a vibrant color Phainon wanted in his life so desperately.

That was why Phainon hadn’t been able to help himself, that greedy and needy feeling of wanting to take Mydeimos home and make him his. That jealous feeling of watching him speak to others and wishing they spoke often. That odd feeling that had compelled Phainon into buying custom made plush chains to hold Mydeimos’ body type in..

“I.. I’m not stalking you,” Phainon forced himself to say, a lie yet again - and maybe Mydeimos knew that from how his smile only seemed to grow as Phainon’s eyes dipped away in his shame,  “I’m merely watching you from a very respectable distance and doing my best to learn about your hobbies.”

.. Stalking.

Even he knew that was just him beating around the bush from saying stalking - his tongue feeling like cotton in his mouth as he feebly said those words. Idiotic, that was what he was as Mydeimos only laughed a tiny bit. A hushed sound as if he truly was enjoying the show Phainon was putting on for him right now. 

“Oh? Like what?” Mydeimos pressed - and Phainon had to swallow roughly, shaking his head a little. 

“You went into culinary instead of engineering like your father and still pursue cooking for fun,” Phainon began, not even sure how this was proving his point of not stalking Mydeimos, and yet.. He couldn’t refuse this man and had such a deep desire to answer any question he had for him, “You like to stop to pet every cat you see even if your body guards dislike it, you smile really cutely when doing so..”

Mydeimos said nothing to that - only lowering a hand from his lips to keep his eyes on Phainon. Head still in his hand propping it up as he seemed to give Phainon such a twinkling look - one that made Phainon very aware he was deranged to think it was out of mischief or amusement towards the topic of him being stalked and Mydeimos asking for more information about why Phainon liked him. 

“You really love sweets, and come to this cafe daily to act like you’re getting morning coffee but it’s really hot chocolate,” Phainon continued even against his better judgement, feeling his hands trembling a little as he tried to think of what was perfectly sane to say,  “You’re really good at art and usually start the day by sketching people you see in the cafe t-”

“And you never took any photos?” Mydeimos cut in, sounding almost offended to where Phainon had to blink wildly over that - his mind running rampant for any excuses.

Photos.

He took too many of those, he had an obsession with them in regards to Mydeimos, actually, and he wasn’t proud of how many times he had masturbated to the new ones he would collect every day. 

.. His favorite was still the convention one where Mydeimos was rubbing his crotch, though!

“I..” Phainon coughed a little fakely, moving his hand up to his shirt’s collar to tug at it a bit nervously as he looked around - making sure no one had been listening all while he felt like he was sweating buckets, “Well..”

“Did you?” Mydeimos only asked again, raising a brow slowly as he seemed to be so very interested in this specific topic.

.. Only Phainon could feel how sweaty his own hands were, praying that he wasn’t seeping through his shirt and staining his pits as well as he nervously shook his head yes. 

“I’ve.. Taken a few, yes. I’m sorry,” Phainon admitted, looking anywhere but at Mydeimos’ eyes - especially as he took in the way he seemed to be still smiling at him. Such a soft and welcoming expression that Phainon didn’t think he deserved that kindness at all. 

Not when he was admitting to stalking him and taking photos of him out right. 

“Show me,” Mydeimos demanded, and that made Phainon hang his head a little bit more in his mounting shame - unable to help the way his face was burning so very much over this line of questioning.

Even more so as a knot seemed to form in his throat, one that was weighing him down effortlessly as he closed his eyes a little - doing his best to swallow all his emotions down as he leisurely shook his head again over that. 

“I.. I deleted them, I’m sorry..”

That wasn’t a lie.

He always printed them out and then deleted them to keep his phone clean; he didn’t want anyone to accidentally find out about his collection of Mydeimos photos and.. The safest way was to simply keep them in his room. Cherishing them and never letting anyone else be lucky enough to see them..

Only, Mydeimos scoffed dreadfully loudly over that, “So they’re not good enough to keep and look at when you’re lonely?”

Phainon’s head jerked upwards at that, immediately waving both of his hands dismissively over the way Mydeimos’ smile had faded immediately, “It’s not your fault!”

Those words left his lips so quickly that he had basically sputtered them out as easily as water - only to take a slight moment to think on Mydeimos’ words right after.

.. When he was lonely?

What did that have to do with his photos of Mydeimos, and why.. Did Mydeimos look almost depressed or sullen over hearing his photos were deleted off Phainon’s phone? 

Phainon had to be missing something..

At least, that was what he assumed before Mydeimos sighed so painfully loudly. 

“You should let me drive you home,” Mydeimos easily said - as if that was something that just made the most sense in this situation, as if they were always doomed to take a car ride together but..

Phainon had to imagine this was different from the first car ride, right? That one had been due to the rain and how soaked he was and it was out of the goodness of Mydeimos’ heart! The.. Kissing and grinding on Phainon had just been some type of payment, right? There was no way it would be the same type of trip together when Phainon had just admitted to stalking Mydeimos.. 

“H.. Huh?” Phainon asked regardless of his own feelings - swallowing harshly as he lowered his hands again, feeling the way he was undoubtedly sweating visibly now.

.. Wouldn’t anyone be sweating in this situation though, especially in public? Phainon had to assume he was actually perfectly normal for once in this type of situation..

“And then maybe you could invite me in,” Mydeimos only considered - looking a little bit bored all before he laughed a quiet huff, “To learn more about you myself, naturally.”

“That’s.. A really bad idea! There’s nothing you need to know about me,” Phainon had to shake his head and try his best to make Mydeimos know he didn’t need to know anything about Phainon. 

.. Mainly due to Phainon’s room.

If that was normal, he absolutely would have jumped at the chance to take Mydeimos home and hang out with him like Mydeimos wanted. Maybe they were just going to have their first date if Phainon’s luck was really so good? 

“Phainon,” Mydeimos only sighed out again, sounding more and more like he was in disbelief as their eyes met, “I’ve been letting you stalk me for weeks. Surely you’re not against getting lucky with me, are you?”

..?

“Lucky..?” Phainon echoed out, feeling his entire body go practically rigid as he tried to understand what this man was offering to him. He knew.. Fully well what ‘getting lucky’ normally meant, but Mydeimos probably meant something else?

There was no actual reality in which this perfect man was willing to do anything sexual with Phainon. 

“Sex,” Mydeimos disagreed rather vocally, wholly unaware of the way Phainon felt all of his thoughts stalling over that simple word, “I want to have sex with you.”

.. That was not what Phainon expected at all - he never once thought his stalking of Mydeimos could lead to anything other than a restraining order, let alone having sex with him..?

All he could do was open his mouth - the words falling flat on his tongue as he tried to process just how badly he wanted Mydeimos’ hands on him. To touch him so lovingly and enjoy every inch Phainon could offer to him - it was enough to make his cock twitch in his pants just by thinking of it just the tiniest of bits.

That was precisely why his mouth only opened and closed stupidly - unsure of how to say how badly he wanted this and a piece of him just wondered if he should give up and beg for it already.. 

“Not sure what to say? Alright,” Mydeimos started with another laugh, shaking his head a little as his eyes wandered away from Phainon’s own, “I’ll make you a deal.”

Those words made Phainon’s breath halt in his chest again - watching as vivid sunset eyes jolted right back to him with his own words being spoken. A smile only played on Mydeimos’ lips again as if he already knew he was winning this conversation so easily. 

“I’ll leave, and you can stay here and act like I didn’t say this at all; you can ignore it all and forget it happened, and I’ll forget about it too and never bother you again,” Mydeimos began, and that.. That already was the impossible choice. Phainon couldn’t stomach the idea of Mydeimos forgetting about him or leaving him alone, even if they rarely spoke - even if it actually meant nothing at the end of the day to Mydeimos..

.. It meant everything to Phainon. He craved that beautiful man more than anything else - feeling himself clenching his hands into fists so much that his dull and blunt nails dug into his skin so painfully. 

Mydeimos only leaned forward a little however, pleasantly unaware of Phainon’s inner struggles, “Or, I’ll get up, leave, and you can follow me to my car. Get in, and I’ll come home with you and let you have your fun with me.”

Have.. His fun with Mydeimos? That meant sex with him, right? To go off of what he had just said? That sounded insane to Phainon, but he also felt his leg bouncing in his own thoughts as he blinked at Mydeimos. 

“I..”

Mydeimos didn’t waste a single moment however, at that one word he had instantly stood up and moved to push his chair in. 

“See you around, maybe,” Mydeimos mused, sounding almost wistful as Phainon could feel the nerves mounting in his veins. Nerves that were threatening to make him sick as his eyes watched Mydeimos walk away from him. Not even looking back at Phainon to see if he was coming with him yet..

.. Phainon had gotten out of his chair and immediately followed that man - he would have been a fool or insane to not do such a thing. His own feet moving automatically after the subject of his affections without a single thought in his mind. His hand trembled just the slightest bit as he walked up to Mydeimos’ car, but it didn’t seem to matter once he opened that door.

Staring at the way Mydeimos was sitting on the other side, so clearly waiting on him that it almost made him feel idiot for how predictable he was.. But this was Mydeimos.. He couldn’t refuse him.

“So that’s your answer?” Mydeimos so smoothly asked - sounding pleased as Phainon shakily crawled into that familiar car. Moving to sit down as he closed the door behind him. 

“Yes..” That was all Phainon could think to say. 

“I’m glad,” Mydeimos told him, making him more than a little aware that it was all he needed to say anyways - instead that car kicked into drive at the same time Mydei only encroached on Phainon, pausing a little, “You don’t mind another kiss, do you?”

Phainon could barely help the laugh that left his throat, shaky and unsteady as he immediately felt light-headed over the last ‘kiss’ he had gotten from this man came back to his mind. 

“I want it,” Phainon whined out in a breathy voice, barely able to stop himself as Mydeimos only immediately moved back to straddling him - just like he had done before. Moving as if he absolutely owned Phainon’s lap - and honestly.. He did if he wanted to.

This position of having Mydeimos on his lap absolutely never got easier - especially as Mydeimos locked eyes with him with such a cocky expression on his face. Leaning in so closely that it made Phainon’s breath leave him so instantly all while he could watch the way Mydeimos’ gaze slid down to Phainon’s own lips.

Phainon couldn’t help but to melt into Mydeimos more as Mydeimos moved to brush their lips together in such a teasing light peck - so soft and gently pressed to Phainon’s lips before he rubbed their noses together slowly. A sweet thing that Phainon felt as if he were so painfully unworthy of it, all before Mydeimos didn’t waste a second more before diving right back down to tangle their mouths together.

An action that Phainon found himself whining over and doing his best to reciprocate as he felt Mydeimos’ hands on the nape of his neck - caressing him in a way that made Phainon’s hands move to Mydeimos’ waist all the same. Unable to help himself from holding so tightly onto the meat of Mydeimos that it made him dizzy as Mydeimos’ tongue licked at his lips. So intricately asking for permission to slide deeper that Phainon was powerless to do anything but open for him.

Phainon wasn’t even sure if he was good at kissing, but Mydeimos seemed to enjoy it anyway with how his eyes shut every time and whined a little as Phainon tried to swallow and suck at any drool he could find entering his mouth. Desperate to drink that sweet nectar from Mydeimos’ mouth as if he were a man in the desert.

Either way, even if these kisses were messy and wet more than anything - Phainon couldn’t help but to lose himself in them effortlessly. It felt so sweet and utterly delightful to feel both of their mouths pressed together - warm and enticing with the sensations it gave as he shivered a little. 

Mydeimos’ lips were so very soft that it felt so comfortable to Phainon, savoring it as he tried for more and more - wanting to take everything Mydeimos could ever offer to him all while feeling Mydeimos hooking fingers into his choker.

An action that made Phainon whimper a little over the squeeze it gave around his neck, but he could never bring himself to pull away and complain. Not when it was Mydeimos doing as he pleased to Phainon while indulging him in a way Phainon had never once expected in his life.

Not that he could complain as he felt himself twitching in his pants - aching for the warmth that was settled into his lap all while his tongue moved against Mydeimos’ own to feel how soft and wet it was. 

Mydeimos oddly tasted.. Sweet.

Maybe it was due to his daily hot chocolate, or maybe it was Phainon’s own delusions, but it only worked to make Phainon feel more eager to taste more and more. Practically shoving his  tongue into Mydeimos’ mouth to feel that man sweetly suckle on his tongue and accept him so easily as their lips massaged at such a steady rhythm. 

They had only done this a few times now, and Phainon already felt himself becoming helplessly addicted to the feeling of Mydeimos accepting him like this.

.. It was enough to make odd feelings stir inside of Phainon, feelings that screamed at him to lock this man up and keep him for himself so he could always be satisfied with him near him. To hold him captive and safe in his own house..

And yet all he could do right now was whimper into that kiss as Mydeimos slowly pulled away, breaking it and making Phainon’s tongue sloppily slide out of his mouth as Mydeimos placed a kiss to it. 

“Such a good kisser,” Mydeimos purred as his hands moved to Phainon’s chin, squeezing a little - all before he hummed, “Spit in my mouth.”

Those words barely registered to Phainon.. Instead he blinked widely at Mydeimos in his confusion.

“W-”

“Spit in my mouth, Phainon,” That demand was spoken so sternly that Phainon could barely stop the throb of his cock as he watched Mydeimos only open his own mouth, seeming to wait for his desired spit as Phainon swallowed roughly over it. 

He wanted it, right?

That was why Phainon obeyed - taking a moment to gather his slobber before immediately spitting at Mydeimos. Feeling shame brewing in his stomach over how nasty it was, all while Mydeimos only closed his own lips and swallowed - an action that Phainon couldn’t look away from at all as he let out such a shuddering breath.

“You’re awfully obedient,” Mydeimos whispered after a moment, his tongue washing over his own lips as he gave a little laugh, “It’s alright, you should relax more.”

That was easy for Mydeimos to say, but Phainon felt like he was going insane over spitting at the man of his dreams. Let alone spitting into his own mouth and having him enjoy it - though Phainon would never say any of that. Nor did he have the time as Mydeimos effortlessly slid off of his lap with an amused twinkle in his eyes.

“We’re been parked at your apartment building for a while, you know?” Mydeimos pointed out, all before nodding towards the door and opening it - moving out of the car so quickly that Phainon wasn’t sure if he should even tell him that his legs were jello.

.. Regardless, he forced himself to move all while thinking about how Mydeimos had known they were here and was just enjoying himself.. It felt insane, and yet.. 

There was a bigger issue on his mind now as he realized his bedroom was a mere few minutes away from being in Mydeimos’ sight and that.. 

Phainon could barely control the tremble in his legs as he moved out of Mydeimos’ car and followed behind him - swallowing a little as Mydeimos shut the door for him though.. He had to lead now, slowly walking up to his apartment’s entry way and stopping next to the num-pad beside the locked gated door.

“Mydeimos, my house.. It’s not..” Phainon hesitated and struggled with his own thoughts - unable to even think of what to say as he paused from typing in his code to the building. Looking at Mydeimos a bit nervously as he swallowed - his apartment was nice. He knew that much for a man who lived alone and worked a stable job, but.. 

“Not what? Clean? I doubt that, you smell like soap most of the time,” Mydeimos pointed out, making Phainon resist the urge to sniff himself and see if he needed to buy a different brand of cologne or something.. Regardless, he had to sigh. 

“No, I.. My room is just really.. Bad,” That was the only word Phainon could think to describe his bedroom, his mind stalling a little bit as all his photos of Mydeimos were now haunting to him. Beloved, yet so dreadfully horrifying to think about now that Mydeimos wanted to go home with him.

“Bad?” Mydeimos echoed out, not sounding convinced at all by that simple adjective Phainon had chosen so blatantly.

“B.. Bad, It’s bad,” Phainon confirmed, his fingers only nervously tapping in his passcode and forcing the gate to open with metallic gears whirling to life. 

“Mm,” Mydeimos hummed, moving a little bit closer to Phainon - effortlessly making him feel more nervous over the closeness of them both, “I’m just feeling eager to see it.”

Phainon sighed over that, “Mydeimos.. I just..”

He didn’t know what to say as his words trailed off - swallowing a little as he slowly walked through his apartment’s halls, sweating over the idea of anyone seeing the beautiful man behind him walking through here. But Mydeimos didn’t seem to mind at all as he instead laughed. 

“I want you six inches deep inside of me at the least, and you’re worried about your unmade bed?”  Those words were enough to make Phainon trip a little over his own feet - struggling to keep himself upright as Mydeimos continued to purr behind him, “I’ll make sure your bed comes out even messier, Phainon.”

.. That sounded so nice, and yet Phainon only felt the back of his neck sweat more and more with the promise.

“T.. This way..” Phainon choked out over that, feeling his own cock throb and ooze precum with those words so effortlessly that he almost felt ashamed as he turned to open his apartment door with his keys shakily. Vaguely aware of the way Mydeimos was watching him so keenly as his hands trembled embarrassingly. 

Though, the worst part was how as Phainon moved into his apartment, kicked off his shoes - and closed the door behind Mydeimos.. That man was a bit quiet - only slowly looking around as if he was checking for something curiously.

“It’s a nice place,” Mydeimos said as he moved out of the entry way and a bit timidly into Phainon’s living room,  “Perfect amount of space for a single man.”

“Y.. Yeah, should we just stay in the living room? The couch is pretty nice,” Phainon chuckled out nervously, only shaking a little at the speed Mydeimos turned to look at him with a smile on his lips. Smug and confident, but a smile. 

“No,” Mydeimos flatly refused, “I intend to have you for hours tonight, surely we need a bed for that.”

Phainon was doomed.

He knew that much with how he couldn’t tell Mydeimos no anyway - instead hanging his head a little in shame as he walked past him now; “Right..”

Phainon’s movements were sluggish as Mydeimos followed so closely behind to a door that was shut - one that made him take in such a deep breath as he opened the door languidly. 

“Oh,” Mydeimos began, his voice sounding quiet for obvious reasons, “This is..”

“I told you my room isn’t..” Phainon trailed off as his own eyes ran over his bedroom - it wasn’t a bad bedroom. 

Not at all!

He had a comfortable bed and it was properly made every single day - his desk was organized and well taken care of. His clothes were neatly put away and really, next to nothing looked out of place! It was just a proper bedroom!

.. Minus the hundreds of photos of Mydeimos lining the walls, of course. He supposed those were things Mydeimos himself couldn’t really look past as he nervously stood behind Mydeimos. 

“So you printed them out before deleting them?” Mydeimos asked, only moving deeper into Phainon’s room as his head tilted a little - clearly looking around at the printed out photos of himself lining the walls, plastered absolutely everywhere that his own eyes could see. 

“.. Yes,” Phainon whimpered out, feeling more ashamed as he spoke once more, however,  “Please don’t leave.”

That little plea was enough to make Mydeimos turn on his heel - looking at Phainon for a moment to let his gaze burn into his skin, searing him with his own shame as he tried to not look at Mydeimos which was.. Easier said than done, considering if he looked away, he only saw more Mydeimos on the walls as well. 

“You’re rather precious when you beg,” Mydeimos mused, so smoothly as he moved a finger to Phainon’s neck - hooking his finger effortlessly in Phainon’s choker to yank him slightly, “Is that why you wear this collar?”

Phainon swallowed so harshly over that - fully aware of the way Mydeimos could probably feel that with his finger on Phainon’s neck, but he had to whimper over it anyway.

“It's a choker..” Phainon corrected, as if that mattered at all - only to feel Mydeimos yank at that choker once more, more demanding as he hummed in his own  thoughts. Golden eyes lowering from Phainon’s own eyes to blatantly look at Phainon’s neck, as if he was studying it closely. 

“Really? Looks like a nice collar for my pet dog,” Mydeimos spoke seductively low, his eyes flitting back upwards to Phainon’s own who.. Could only choke a little over that.

“Are you.. Sure you’re not uncomfortable with all the photos of you?” Phainon asked quietly, doing his best to ignore the way he watched Mydeimos crack a smile over that - a welcoming thing that seemed to be considering that question in almost a fond way.

“I’m pulling on your collar calling you my dog, and you’re still worried about me?” Mydeimos asked, giving such a soothing laugh as he did so, “Your skin is so hot and flushed under my fingers, and your mind only cares to ask about me..”

Phainon.. Didn’t know how to reply to that - only whining a little inaudibly as Mydeimos yanked him forward more, walking to Phainon’s bed with his fingers still coiled around Phainon’s choker. Using it to drag him along, all before Mydeimos looked over his shoulder at Phainon - enough to pull him to the front of Mydeimos and that.. All Phainon could do was shift his weight nervously. 

“Aren’t you just the sweetest?” Mydeimos asked in a tone that made Phainon feel goosebumps on his skin - not to be easily swayed as Mydeimos only moved to crowd Phainon down on the bed, borderline forcing him to sit down, “You let me in your home after I said I wanted to have sex with you, so surely you don’t mind me tasting you more, do you?”

“Tasting me?” Phainon echoed out, unable to help himself but that didn’t matter as Mydeimos immediately found his way into Phainon’s lap now that he had plopped down. And Phainon could barely even register his own thought process and Mydeimos’ knees dipped into the bed - pressing against Phainon’s own sides of his ass and Mydeimos sat on him. 

Though, Phainon wasn’t stupid enough to say no to this man - instead blinking as Mydeimos ducked his head down to press a kiss to Phainon’s lips. Chaste, teasing, and more than likely.. Testingly, trying to see if Phainon was wanting this just as much as he did.

But that was silly.

As Phainon gulped down air before pressing their lips together hungrily - moving to grasp at Mydeimos’ back to lock him into the kiss; Phainon knew he wanted this more than anything in the world.

He wanted to taste Mydeimos, not hesitating this time to put his tongue into Mydeimos’ mouth and roam around - feeling the way that blonde haired man seemed to smile into the kiss at that. All while Mydeimos’ hands moved to comb through the back of Phainon’s head. Fingers nimbly moving to card against his scalp and soothingly thread through it.

A rhythmic and addicting feeling as Mydeimos returned that kiss - letting Phainon do as he pleased with his tongue while massaging their lips together slowly. Mydeimos appeared to Phainon like he was taking his  time, enjoying this with eyes fluttering closed.

.. Where Phainon was the opposite.

His own eyes stayed open through glasses that were now fogging up to blind him - still staring at the way Mydeimos seemed rather content in this position. 

Though, Mydeimos did break away much too early, holding his mouth open to let Phainon’s tongue attempt to reclaim him before he laughed a little. Closing his lips and denying Phainon’s needy advances. 

“Mydeimos..” Phainon whined, unable to help himself as the kiss ended and left his mind floating in the bliss of how warm Mydeimos was on top of him. His mind was vaguely aware of the way he was throbbing under Mydeimos’ ass, and this time.. That man hadn’t even grinded on him; it was just a kiss, and Phainon was absolutely rigid..

“Mydei,” Mydeimos huffed out, looking at Phainon with mute amusement before his tongue dipped out to lick his own lips, “You’re supposed to call me Mydei.”

.. A nickname?

That was enough to make Phainon feel himself swaying a little - much too happy over obtaining new information about Mydei and this.. This felt like he was leveling up and unlocking a new thing! They had really leveled up their relationship!? It was enough to make him swoon.

Yet, instead, all he could manage to say was one feeble and whimpered out word; “Mydei..”

Though, Mydei only stared at him over that, leaning away slightly before he chuckled, “Have you ever gotten a blowjob?”

.. That.. That was quite the topic change that Phainon had never expected to hear from Mydei - feeling his own sanity threatening to bite into his skin and ebb away the more he thought about it. 

Was.. Mydei offering him right now?

“No..” Phainon admitted, feeling embarrassed over it.

“Would you like one?” Mydei was in fact offering him one right now, making Phainon feel his cock twitching so much in his pants - coming fully to life as his eyes dipped down a little. Enough to look at Mydei’s lips and imagine what it must feel like to be sucked off by someone so pretty.. So perfect.. 

“Please.. Will you touch me, Mydei?” Phainon whined out, unable to help himself but to beg as his hands tightened around Mydei’s back eagerly, “Please?”

He didn’t care if he was pathetic. He didn’t care if he could barely see out of his glasses - he needed this. He wanted Mydei to give him a blowjob so bad, or even just a handjob he.. He wanted whatever he could get from Mydei!

Though, Phainon only let out a quiet yelp as Mydei’s fingers found their way to his choker again - yanking on it to choke him slightly. 

“Would you like one, Phainon? I want you to gag me,” Mydei growled out as their faces were much too close now. Golden eyes glaring and boring into Phainon’s very soul as he peered at him - so obviously asking for permission, even though Phainon was pretty sure he could never deny this man anything. 

“I..” Phainon began - swallowing harshly as he rolled his tongue over his bottom lip to wet it, “I want a blowjob, Mydei.”

“Good boy,” Mydei hummed with a smile on his lips - pulling himself off of Phainon’s lap and releasing his choker. Making Phainon immediately regret the fact he had released his hold on Mydei.. He was so warm and.. Well..

That thought didn’t really last too long as Mydei instead got down on his knees on the floor - grabbing Phainon’s legs to spread them wide enough to make room for himself between them. And that.. That sight alone was enough to make Phainon drag a hand up to his face. Breathing hard as he tried to control himself as Mydei seemed to barely even notice.

Instead, he was working on the buttons of Phainon’s pants - undoing them easily before copying with his underwear. No foreplay, no fully dragging his pants down - merely leaving them on and forcing Phainon’s red and angry cock to pop free. 

A sight that made Mydei immediately hum as his hand found its way to Phainon’s shaft - giving it a rather lazy pump before his eyes flickered upwards to Phainon. 

“I could feel you were big, but this is.. You’re already hard from just kissing?” Mydei asked as his hand stroked lovingly at the tip of Phainon’s cock, using his precum there to wet more and more of his cockhead with calculated fingers. 

Soft.

Mydei’s hand was so soft.. It made Phainon’s legs twitch a little to think of how well he must take care of his hands for them to feel this soft and warm on Phainon’s skin while he also worked out.. 

“You’re in a room full of pictures of you and you’re surprised I got hard from you yanking me around and kissing me..?” Phainon breathed out, unable to take his eyes away from that hand that was lovingly pumping more and more of his precum out of him so easily. Fingers working to twist at his cockhead and give him so much needed attention that it was beyond addicting.

Though, Mydei only offered him a slightly amused smile upwards over that; “Oh, so you do have some bite in you?”

“No, sorry,” Phainon immediately whimpered out, doing his best to not make any problems for Mydei even as he felt that hand on his cock tighten - gripping on to his dick as if he was threatening him a little. 

“Are you sure? You should show me more of it,” Mydei hummed out, sounding like he was more than a little perturbed by that,  “Use my throat, alright?”

That was enough to make Phainon blink his eyes, “Use? What do you mean?”

“Be rough. Thrust into me,” Mydei explained as he scooted a little bit closer - worryingly so as Phainon felt himself swallowing over that demand. Feeling his cock twitching desperately in Mydei’s hand over the new closeness. 

“I don’t want to hurt you?” Phainon croaked out, unable to look away as Mydei only inched his head into Phainon’s crotch - not seeming bothered by the fabric of his pants at all. 

“I want you to,” Mydei didn’t even hesitate at all as he moved to press such a gentle kiss against Phainon’s balls - giving them a nice lick at the same time that made Phainon’s legs twitch in his excitement, “You’re so sweaty down here..”

Mydei said those words, but he didn’t move away - instead he seemed to be taking his time licking up Phainon’s balls leisurely. As if he was working on cleaning the sweat from them with his mouth and Phainon.. He couldn’t look away.

Not while Mydei was kitten licking him with fingers running up and down Phainon’s base - blocking some of his face and messily making him ooze out precum onto that gorgeous man’s forehead who didn’t even seem to mind it. Mydei seemed much too focused on licking currently, and Phainon was powerless to do anything but dribble out more and more as he watched him work.

“Sorry..” Phainon croaked out, but he wasn’t sure if Mydei cared at all as he instead popped one of Phainon’s balls completely into his mouth to get it a slow roll with his tongue - rubbing the skin of it before those golden eyes flicked upwards to look at Phainon and that.. That was too much.

Mydeimos down on his hands and knees sucking at him.. His lips slowly massaged against Phainon’s skin.. He could only pray Mydei couldn’t feel the way his cock was twitching over just this - weakly licking his own lips as his glasses were making it harder and harder to see with every heavy pant that left his kiss-bitten lips now.

“It’s nice,” Mydei mused in a quiet tone as if he was thinking fondly of it while releasing Phainon from his mouth - all before his fingers lazily pumping Phainon gave up on that. And Phainon could only watch as Mydei licked his lips so painfully slowly - as if he was savoring the taste of Phainon’s sweat on them, “You’re so wet too, are you that excited?”

Phainon had to swallow over the question - his eyes watching Mydei’s index finger rub at his slit on his tip slowly, just to drag his finger away with a line of precum still connecting to the tip there. 

“Yes, you’re so pretty..” Was all Phainon could manage to say - choking a little over how Mydei seemed so at home between his legs as Mydei only pressed a chaste teasing kiss to the sensitive underside of Phainon’s length.

Mydei gave a quiet little laugh at that - gripping at Phainon’s dick to slap it on his own face a little to send jolts of pressure down Phainon’s spine while staring up at him before he hummed, “Good, use my ‘pretty’ throat too, then.”

Phainon didn’t reply to that - instead he found himself frozen as he watched Mydei move his head back a little, just enough to line up his lips with Phainon’s cockhead before giving it a nice and slow lick across the slit. As if he was taste testing Phainon all before his lips only moved closer - giving Phainon no time to think before his mouth opened to press a kiss there.

.. A gentle thing that didn’t line up with Mydei immediately putting the entire tip of Phainon’s cock into his mouth to make him hiss a little. The sight alone was enough to make Phainon dizzy as he moved his hands to his side on his bed to try to prop himself up - eyes unable to look away from the way Mydei was rubbing his lips against the ridge of his dick.

So loving in the way he worked that Phainon could barely think as he felt Mydei’s tongue rubbing at his tip again with a sucking force. Rough and delicious to make Phainon groan a little - feeling his leg jerk over how good Mydei was at this all while trying to stave off the dread of him practicing on someone else.

Not that it mattered since Mydei himself didn’t seem too keen on letting Phainon think about that for too long - giving up on his nice suckling on Phainon’s tip to instead nudge his own head forward. Swallowing up more and more of Phainon and that.. That was an insane sight for Phainon, one that made his entire body shake slightly as Mydei only buried more and more into his mouth.

All before it was tight.

So tight that he could see Mydei wincing over it - his throat rubbing against Phainon as Phainon came to terms that this.. Was Mydei’s throat his tip was in. Making Mydei struggle around his leaking and oozing tip all while he didn’t stop forcing more into his own mouth - seeming a little affected by it rubbing against his squeezing airway, but continuing regardless. 

Every movement made Phainon’s breath hitch - feeling the way Mydei’s throat was so tight on him all while it seemed to twitch and squirm over how far Phainon was reaching down it. It felt more than a little unfair that he eventually ran out of length to give to Mydei - instead feeling his chest heave as Mydei nosed into his crotch a little and his groin, acting as if he was only hungry for more.

And Phainon felt himself whimper as Mydei’s tongue still rubbed at him lovingly, pressing against his base and making him groan so easily over the tight pressure of Mydei’s throat and the way he seemed to be gagging himself and convulsing on his cock due to his tongue movements.

Yet - he didn’t stop, not as Phainon panted so languidly and glanced at that man devouring him, only to feel his own cock twitch over the way Mydei was staring upwards at him with drool seeping from his lips around Phainon. 

This couldn’t be real. There was no way Mydeimos was actually sucking his entire cock and staring at him..

.. That was why Phainon wasn’t too shocked as he felt Mydei’s hands on his thighs as he slid that entire cock out of his throat with a heaving breath leaving him as soon as Phainon’s length exited. A sight to take in, assuredly, considering how red in the face Mydei looked and how slobbery his own cock was while he already was mourning the feeling of being dick deep in his throat. 

“Phainon,” Mydei began, throat hoarse and sounding as if he was struggling to talk - and all it did was make Phainon’s head feel foggier as he swayed a little over his name being said like that. Unable to look away from those scolding eyes glaring at him, “I told you I want you to be rough with me. Do something, my throat feels good when it’s used.. Make me feel good too..”

It.. Feels good for him?

Was that possible?

Phainon didn’t know, and he certainly didn’t have time to think about it as he hissed out a moan as Mydei hungrily pushed him back into his mouth, bobbing a little as he slid down - but seeming like he was more than eager to have Phainon deep in his throat yet again as well.

Though.. That’s all he did. 

Not to say that wasn’t more than enough to drive Phainon insane, but he had to stare at the way Mydei was looking up at him - looking as if he was waiting for Phianon to do something. To take charge or control of him and .. ‘use’ him.

“Mydei..” Phainon started with a shake in his voice - moving to brush fingers through Mydei’s hair and pushing his bangs back as those golden eyes only narrowed at him again, “Make sure you.. Pinch my leg if you want me to stop, okay?”

There was an odd noise from Mydei over that - something that made Phainon groan just a little over the vibrations of Mydei’s throat against him before Phainon felt himself swallowing harshly. 

.. Only to feel his breath freeze in his throat as he watched Mydei move a bit - wiggling as his hands found their way behind his own back and knitted together. A statement to blatantly tell Phainon ‘there is no safeword’ for him as golden eyes only stared and waited for whatever Phainon desired to do to him. 

Phainon felt his fingers shakily moving to that choker on his neck - timidly yanking it off of himself all while keeping eye contact with the man who was still obediently swallowing him up. Staring at his fingers with a mute level of curiosity as Phainon worked and tugged it off of himself. Only to move it to Mydei’s own throat instead, gently wrapping it around his throat and feeling his own cock twitch over it.

He wanted more.. More of the sensation of Mydei’s throat squeezing on him like he had earned by putting that collar on Mydei gently - working to tighten his throat and that.. That was why Phainon slowly made that choker tighter on Mydei’s throat - watching and waiting for Mydei to pinch him and tell him to stop.

But he didn’t.

Mydei only remained there with his arms behind his back - eyes wincing a little over the tightness all before Phainon groaned over Mydei’s throat convulsing a little on him from being choked. That was enough to make Phainon pull on that collar - delighting in the way it forced Mydei’s throat to rub him deliciously while sliding his cock out a little, all while Phainon jerked his hips back into that hungry mouth to force his cock right back down his throat.

The noises that action earned were beautiful to Phainon’s ears - wet and sloppy that echoed against his room’s walls, choked noises from Mydei that made him only repeat the action desperately. So eager to feel the way Mydei was drooling down his cock and his throat stroking him with every bump in it while he was forced to bob on his dick. 

Phainon couldn’t help but to spread his legs more, giving Mydei’s mouth easier access all while he groaned and bucked his hips into him - feeling whatever shreds he had on his sanity snapping as he heard such a sweet noise from Mydei over Phainon’s cock rubbing down his throat. 

A quiet mewl of pleasure from Mydei that made him want to stare at Mydei even more - his hand not holding Mydei’s collar to instead thread through his hair roughly for a nice hold on him to force his head down again and again on his cock. Fingers brushing against his scalp so tenderly to comb through before grabbing some of it into his fist. 

Only..

Mydei’s hands came undone at that, making Phainon pause with heavy breaths dick buried deep into him - a piece of him worried he had hit his limit. Just.. For Mydei to slowly remove that hand in his hair - a demanding grab as he instead led Phainon’s fingers lower.. Down to his neck.

.. To be choked?

He wanted Phainon to choke him while already doing so with his dick? That felt insane, but what was more insanity to Phainon was the way he could feel his cock bulging in Mydei’s throat. The tip of it made such a sinful bump beneath the line of that collar that Phainon only chuckled shallowly, hoarsely even as he licked his own lips. 

Phainon testingly squeezed at that warm skin under his fingers - his other hand still paused on his hold of his choker, but that.. That was good.

A cute wince from Mydei, a shudder in his breath that made him try to swallow around Phainon’s cock hungrily, an endearing twitch that made Phainon shakily breathe all before his fingers tightened around his neck more. Phainon failed to hold himself back at that, instead moving to lazily tighten that collar again before laughing a little.

“You like being choked that much, Mydei?” He asked, but he didn’t expect a reply as he jerked his hips backwards to jerk them forward, facefucking him without a moment's delay. His head hung a little to watch the way Mydei was struggling - to watch him wince and choke on his cock all while wet obscene and sloppy noises spilled out of his mouth with his own slobber coating Phainon’s dick.

Every movement felt like insanity to Phainon to where he was becoming more than a little addicted to feeling his own cock through Mydei’s throat - squeezing every time his cock shoved in past that collar to force more pressure onto himself when he thrusted inwards. No longer caring for the way Mydei gagged or sputtered, if he wasn’t pinching Phainon - then he didn’t want it to stop either, right?

That was why Phainon didn’t stop at all - making Mydei’s head move back and forth on his cock and devouring him more and more all while he ignored the way his head was so light. Foggy and a blur as he used Mydei as if he were his more cherished toy while blood dripped down and onto Mydei’s face.

A sight that Phainon didn’t care to address, and he wasn’t sure if Mydei himself could even notice through his tears streaming down his face at the same time.

A nosebleed was fine - Phainon didn’t care, he needed to feel Mydei on him more, he wanted to feel that man whining on his cock and begging for it to continue. He wanted to yank that collar back more - drinking in the groan Mydei would give over Phainon’s thumb rubbing up his throat before being forced to swallow him again sloppily. 

This was everything Phainon had ever wanted as he panted so hard - staring at the way Mydei was still letting him jerk him around using that choker around his neck. He was so cute with his mouth full and gagging, too perfect with a red face from how abused his airway was - and yet Mydei still was sucking when he had a chance.

Still working to give Phainon sparks of pleasure all while Phainon felt himself squeezing his neck more as a reward for how good Mydei was being. After all, he liked being choked, right? It was only fair for Phainon to grip his neck and force Mydei’s head down on his shaft, feeling the bulge of his cockhead make Mydei’s throat swell so deliciously under his fingers. 

But Phainon couldn’t help the pulsing of his cock as he stared at Mydei’s screwed shut eyes - heavy with tears on his eyelids all while his mouth stayed open so obediently to take Phainon however he pleased.

.. It was a sight that was too much.

“I’m.. Gonna cum,” Phainon whined as his fingers finally released Mydei’s neck, panting so heavily as he pulled Mydei closer with his choker still, “Lick my sack while I do..”

Not that Phainon really needed that extra pleasure as Mydei made an odd whining noise over being slid down Phainon’s cock more - up to the base where Phainon let out such a heavy groan. A groan that was matched with one of his legs crossing to hold Mydei’s mouth in place as he released that collar finally. 

Instead tilting his head back to feel his coiling pleasure sparking up his veins in such a delicious way - only to feel his entire cock twitching against Mydei’s tongue that was doing as instructed. So earnestly trying to lick his balls with all of Phainon shoved down his throat with weak muffled whines leaving him.

Cute.

Mydei was way too cute and good at this as Phainon only stared at the ceiling - feeling his own cock starting to pump into that hungry mouth that immediately stopped his licking as hot cum began to push into his throat and belly. Earning a whine from Mydei and his head trying to move instinctively - a cute attempt really considering Phainon’s leg against the back of Mydei’s head politely sitting on his other leg to headlock him down.

Not that it mattered as Mydei only seemed to greedily gulp down whatever he was given - struggling just a tiny bit before seeming comfortable again choking down Phainon’s cum. 

Phainon had to take a minute to groan over how his pulsing cock felt inside of Mydei’s mouth, head tilted back as he only felt his mind stalling over how pleasurable his orgasm was. Feeling the way Mydei’s throat was convulsing and swallowing around him to only work to bring more pressure to his cock.

Phainon had to heave out such a heavy sigh as the dots of pleasure left his vision blurry - but that was fine.. His head only slowly lowered to look at Mydei again, taking a moment to drink in the way his eyes were narrowed to Phainon’s crotch - clearly just focused on swallowing his seed and choking him down yet..

Phainon found him gorgeous.

His hands moving on their own to wipe tears from Mydei’s face - drinking in the way Mydei slowly looked up at him as his fingers stroked Mydei’s warm cheeks timidly. 

“You’re so pretty like this, Mydei..” Phainon breathed out, unable to stop the shake in his words before his fingers found their way back to Mydei’s hair - combing through it lovingly before another sigh left his lips. Eyes still staring at the way Mydei’s own mouth was packed to the brim with Phainon’s cock, cum and drool now blatantly oozing out of the corners and onto Phainon’s pants.

Phainon didn’t want to move - he only wanted to keep his leg pressed against the back of Mydei’s head and be cockwarmed for hours. Especially with how those golden flaked amber eyes looked when he was staring upwards at Phainon so sweetly. 

.. But that was precisely why Phainon felt so hungry, as if he couldn’t ever get enough of Mydei and only wanted.. More. Not just his mouth or throat, he wanted to feel everything that was Mydei.

Phainon pressed himself to sigh, moving to uncross his leg - freeing Mydei before roughly tugging that collar backwards. His fingers pausing before shoving him back down one last time to hear his sloppy mouth whine over the abuse with wet messy noises as well - so sweetly made that Phainon felt his body shiver over those sounds alone.

.. Yet he yanked that pretty man back again - feeling his cock finally slip out of Mydei’s lips with a heavy hacking cough immediately sounding from Mydei over it. A noise that made Phainon drop his hand from Mydei’s choker to instead watch him immediately move to gulp air - the back of his hand moving to wipe slobber and spilled cum from his chin.

“You’re.. Really good at deepthroating, Mydei,” Phainon pushed himself to say as he watched that man only heave and cough a few more weak times - looking almost dazed as his fist now gripped at Phainon’s pants leg so tightly, “Have you done it before to someone else?”

“No,” Mydei’s voice came out so painfully hoarsely, sounding like he was struggling to speak all while he sounded so.. Breathless, raw and choking.. Phainon couldn’t help the way his cock was twitching again - not even seeming to mind the chill of the open air against his wet dick now, “Just.. Toys.”

Phainon felt his mind blanking over that as he stared at Mydei still on his knees - still with his chest heaving so blatantly. Phainon wasn’t feeling too ashamed to stare at his breasts now that he had cum down his throat too - taking in how nice and tight his shirt looked to show off those perfect tits that made Phainon get hard so many times before.

And yet, all he did was echo out one singular word, “Toys?”

“Dildos to see how far I could go,”  Mydei gave a little laugh over that - one that sounded more than melodic to Phainon’s ears with how scratchy Mydei’s voice was, “Is that strange?”

“I feel light headed..” Phainon mumbled as he blinked over the idea of Mydei deepthroating toys just for the fun of it - barely able to stop the twitch in his hands as he shook his head leisurely. 

“.. I’m the one that just got choked, why are you light headed?” Mydei teasingly asked as he slowly stood up - making Phainon’s eyes fall a bit downwards to look at Mydei’s pants. Eyes unable to ignore the way there was such an obvious.. White wet spot on his pants - something that Phainon almost wrote off as precum. 

Yet.. He couldn’t help but suck in a deep breath over that sight, “Did.. You orgasm too, Mydei?”

“I told you,” Mydei began in a tone that made Phainon snap his eyes upwards - blinking at Mydei as he only smiled over their eyes meeting, “My mouth is erogenous zone, and you fucked it nicely.”

Phainon knew he was dying now - barely able to even think straight as Mydei fully straightened himself out with a lazy stretch. And Phainon had to swallow to even try to breathe as he watched Mydei’s tongue roll over his own lips - so sinfully slowly that Phainon almost thought that was a tease as well.. 

“A-Ah..”

“Your glasses are fogging up again, Phainon..” Mydei mused in a voice that was much too husky and soft - too endearing for the way Phainon was panting and feeling his own cock twitching like he hadn’t just abused Mydei’s mouth and orgasmed in him. 

Though, it’s not like Phainon could even think of a reply as Mydei instead moved to straddle him again - dragging Phainon’s cock across his ass as he settled so perfectly into Phainon’s lap. Phainon was in agony over that, feeling his own cock rubbing into his ass all while wishing Mydei’s pants and underwear were off already - but that wish wasn’t heard by Mydei.

At least, kind of, instead Mydei had immediately moved to remove his own shirt - pulling it over his head and tossing it to the side with a chuckle.

 “If you like my tits so much that you can’t help but stare,” Mydei started, making Phainon wince a little all before melting over feeling Mydei’s hands grabbing his own and raising them to his pectorals, “Touch me, then.”

That demand was more than enough as Phainon found his hands on such a warm part of Mydei’s body - hungrily accepting grabbing onto him as Mydei’s lips returned to his own almost desperately. As if he was so very greedy and wanting to lose himself in Phainon’s mouth - a thing that Phainon couldn’t help but want just as much. 

Especially as his fingers caressed Mydei’s skin softly - feeling the perkiness of his breasts while feeling how oddly soft they were, nice, warm, and heavy.. And so perfect in Phainon’s hand as he found his own eyes trying to flicker down and look at his breasts, whining into the kiss as his lips were locked into it. 

Mydei was so cute.

The way his eyes always closed during kisses was so very adorable to Phainon - sweet and a showing of how much he was enjoying himself. Though, that showing of enjoyment became more and more obvious when Phainon pinched a perky nipple - feeling how hard it was in his fingers, and listening to Mydei gasp into their leisurely kiss. A sharp intake of air that only seemed to work to make Mydei kiss at Phainon harder and make his glasses move askew slightly.

This was some level of bliss - Phainon knew that much with his cock throbbing under Mydei’s ass, all while his hands were now openly rubbing Mydei’s chest. So well toned and muscular on his fingers the lower he explored, and it was beyond addicting to feel how oddly soft and supple his pectorals were.

Phainon had almost expected them to be hard with how much Mydei worked out, but apparently Phainon was blessed with good luck that Mydei’s tits were so kneadable under his fingers.

It made him only want more and more, even if the kiss was salty and tasting of his own cum - he wanted it. His own tongue pushing against Mydei’s mouth only to be denied, the smallest of grins on Mydei’s lips instead as he moved to nip at Phainon’s tongue slowly.

A teasing bite, not hard enough at all as Mydei instead pulled away - a hum in his throat all while he seemed to be panting a little.

“Put your tongue to use, if you’re that wanting,” Mydei growled out as he moved his hands to the back of Phainon’s head, pushing him closer immediately and Phainon almost questioned it. Almost..

If not for the fact Mydei brought his head instantly to his breast, and that.. That was why Phainon found himself obeying without letting inquiries leave his mouth - instead ducking his head a little to wrap his lips around those nipples he had been pinching and pulling at during the kiss. 

Taking his time to slowly roll his tongue over the one in his mouth to feel how hot Mydei’s skin was.. And sweaty. It tasted salty from Mydei’s sweat, but that didn’t matter at all as Mydei made such a heavy sigh of delight - fingers combing against Phainon’s scalp soothingly yet demandingly. Holding him there and making such Phainon sucked his tit, but it’s not like Phainon would ever complain as his hand gave Mydei’s ignored breast some massaging as well.

Though, he had to admit, he wasn’t really sure how to pleasure Mydei through his tits, only praying that his slight bobbing and sucking to pull at his nipple was pleasurable and that Mydei’s breathed out pants were a good sign. Every movement was driven solely by Phainon’s desire to hear Mydei’s noises, after all..

“Phainon..” Mydei breathed, though Phainon didn’t stop his tongue from slowly rolling around the skin in his mouth - fondly thinking of how hard and rigid that nipple was now in his mouth, “The other one, too..” 

Well, Phainon was nothing but obedient for this man if anything - popping that skin free and ignoring his own drool running down Mydei’s breast in favor of moving to the other and putting it into his mouth with hungrily lips. Massaging his nipple to the best of his abilities all while listening to Mydei whisper something inaudible over it and awkwardly move on Phainon’s lap to get comfortable.

Not that Phainon minded as Mydei’s ass slid against his now once again achingly hard cock - making him whine a little all while running his teeth against Mydei’s rosy bud. Suckling at it with a whine leaving his throat over the way Mydei was petting him so sweetly. His hands working to soothingly stroke Phainon’s hair in such a mesmerising way that Phainon felt so relaxed now.

His mouth working with a mind of its own as he sucked at Mydei’s breast, desperate to see if this man could lactate for him - all while moving his legs a little. Enough to rub into Mydei and feel his cock ooze out precum while Mydei’s sweat seemed to roll down his breast and onto Phainon’s lips.

.. A gift, really, Phainon could only lick that up as well - thankful for everything Mydei’s body was offering to him as that man made an odd noise of pleasure. A delicious thing that Phainon was growing more and more addicted to as he whined against Mydei’s skin, sucking just a bit more to make sure that nipple was teased fully.

And with how big it felt in his mouth - he had to assume he was doing a good job of it, listening to the way Mydei was grunting a little with his rough and hard sucks to try to dance on the line of pain and pleasure with his nipples. 

“Phainon,” Mydei breathed out, but his hands were still pressing Phainon to his breast - obvious with how much he didn’t want him to stop, “Undo my pants, I..”

Mydei trailed off, but Phainon didn’t need to be told twice as his fingers easily found their way to Mydei’s waistband. Navigating to roughly undo buttons as his lips only stayed firmly on Mydei’s breast, although..

“I’ll cum,” Mydei finished his words, making  Phainon’s fingers jerk a little and pause - his mind blanking over the idea of Mydei orgasming from just his nipples being sucked but.. He also had orgasmed from sucking off Phainon - was he just.. That talented?!

Phainon decided he didn’t care abruptly after that thought, honestly.

He wanted to see it, his fingers working again to move and undo whatever was keeping Mydei’s cock in his pants before snarling a little a licking a stripe up Mydei’s nipple as his fingers merely tore into Mydei’s underwear that he couldn’t work out to find the buttons. Hearing a breathy little laugh fall from Mydei’s lips as Phainon’s hands finally found it.. 

A cock springing free and already feeling soaked just like his pants and underwear were - so wet in Phainon’s hands and Phainon wanted to look so badly.. He wanted to see Mydei’s more intimate parts so much that he couldn’t help the pathetic whine that left his lips over how hard Mydei pushed him back down onto his breast.

“Naughty, I’m not done,” Mydei hummed, and that was more than enough to make Phainon go back to his teasing sucks and licks on Mydei’s chest and his nipple - doing his best to earn Mydei’s pleasure, “Don’t stroke me, put your hands down. I want to cum from my breasts..”

Phainon wanted that too, feeling his hands shakily move away from Mydei’s cock that was assuredly aching for more attention since it had been ignored so far. But Mydei himself didn’t seem to care - only working to make sure Phainon’s mouth stayed so nicely on his tits and worked to suck them for all they were worth.

“Here, a reward for you,” Mydei cooed in such a soft breathy voice, one that made Phainon’s mind race as he felt one of Mydei’s hands leave his head while the other made sure he didn’t release the nipple from his mouth. All while Mydei seemed to move a little - too much, even, and Phainon gave a whine over his cock being free from Mydei’s warm butt only..

Wet.

Hot and wet, that was enough to make him shiver so much as he whimpered over that on his cock - mind racing as he tried to figure out what exactly the sensation was. Only.. With the quiet and steady moans of Mydei, he didn’t have to question it much. Not as he felt Mydei’s cock rub into his own with more wet sloppy warmth spilling over his skin.

That.. Mydei was cumming on his cock, and Phainon didn’t mean from anal sex.. He was literally spilling onto Phainon’s dick.. The thought alone was enough to make Phainon whine a little, struggling as he heard Mydei laugh sweetly over it - melodious as he seemed so very amused.

“Do you like that, puppy?” Mydei asked, but he wasn’t letting Phainon reply anyway - his hand still splayed to the back of Phainon’s head to make sure he kept his tongue lapping against his sensitive nipples instead. 

Though, it didn’t last much longer as Mydei seemed to stop spilling cum onto Phainon - instead sighing a little and massaging his fingers into the back of Phainon’s head. 

“Enough,” Mydei hissed - knitting his fingers into Phainon’s hair to yank him back a little, an action that made Phainon whine as Mydei’s swollen and abused nipple left his mouth. Feeling his own slobber running down his chin in an embarrassing way - but he didn’t think he cared considering the way Mydei seemed to be flustered and panting over his own orgasm.

An orgasm that Phainon had to flick his eyes downwards to, taking in the sight of white cum wet on his dick and that.. That made Phainon whine a little over how precious it was to him.

“Can we have sex now? You said you wanted to have sex, can we have sex Mydei?” Phainon breathlessly asked, unable to help himself as he stared upwards at the man on his lap. Moving a little as he felt that hand holding his hair loosen up, “Please, I want to have sex with you..”

Phainon was whining out his words all while he could feel his own dick twitching - unable to stop his own thoughts from thinking of how he was coated in Mydei’s cum, all while Mydei chuckled a little. Moving fingers to his own neck only to undo the choker there, instantly moving to put it right back onto Phainon as he made an odd whining noise over it being removed from Mydei’s throat. 

“Be a good dog and keep your collar on yourself, I would much rather have your hands on my throat squeezing if you want to choke me,” Mydei growled out, more seductive than angry sounding to Phainon, “Finally.. Yes, we can have sex..” 

“Wait, I need to prepare you..” Phainon murmured as Mydei already was moving off his lap a little - pausing before giving a bark of laughter, so blatantly enjoying himself as he waved a hand dismissively all while his eyes dipped back to looking at Phainon’s own as he stood up fully. 

“It’s cute how you care,” Mydei purred to him, and that made Phainon resist the urge to whimper a little - feeling himself squirming over the wetness on his cock becoming colder and colder.

But that was fine, he wanted to take care of Mydei.. 

“I’m worried, I don’t want to hurt you, Mydei.”

“Mm,” Mydei hummed soothingly, already moving to settle down on the bed beside Phainon, “But some pain is good, just ask my throat..”

“Not back there.. You deserve to feel good from the start,” Phainon argued as he instead immediately stood up in a bit of a hurry - feeling himself getting more and more nervous as he thought of the way he needed lube for Mydei, “Can you.. Get into a position for it?”

Phainon asked that a bit nervously as he moved to take off his own shirt - trying his best to ignore the way he could feel Mydei’s eyes devouring him as he moved. Keenly watching him as Phainon undid his pants fully and borderline ripped them off - only to hear Mydei start shuffling around more to copy probably, and Phainon had to huff over that.

His feet moved instantly to his nightstand, fumbling a little to grab bottles of lube and some condoms - trying his best to force his hands to be more steady with their trembling. How could he not be trembling though? Anxiety mixed with excitement over that man who was making himself home on Phainon’s bed. 

“Is that so..? I wish I had a leash for you, my puppy,” Mydei hummed out softly, and Phainon had to close the drawer over that - darting his eyes over to swallow so harshly over the sight of Mydei laying down with a pillow against his chest. Hugging onto it all while his head was laying down on it as well - eyes playful as he stared at Phainon in the full nude.

.. Ass raised and propped up for Phainon to do as he pleased.

“I.. I’ll buy one,” Phainon choked out - feeling his hands sweat as he forced himself to move back onto his bed with his newly obtained items. Plopping them down all while he leisurely moved behind Mydei - taking note of the bed dipping a little under his weight, but it was hard to focus on anything but those red vivid tattoos trailing all over Mydei’s exposed skin.

“Such a good boy for me,” Mydei purred - and Phainon knew he was losing his mind with how much his own cock was leaking and oozing out over the sight of Mydei’s ass being raised for him.

A sight that was sinful, especially as Phainon only swallowed once more before moving to uncap the bottle of lube to generously pour it onto his hands.. He had.. Never done this - he had no idea how to make Mydei feel good in his ass, but he at least knew he had to loosen him up slowly..

That was why he moved a hand to Mydei’s cheek - pushing it to the side to pry him open more and have that ring of muscle exposed to him. Only to find himself slightly stunned over the way it fluttered, already seeming like it was clenching down on nothing in such a teasing way and Phainon knew he was a much too lustful man in this moment.

Only able to choke a little as he moved a soaked finger to rub against that fluttering hungry hole - not pressing in, just coating the outside generously with lube first; “Is.. The lube too cold?”

“You don’t need to ask me for permission about everything,” Mydei told him in a tired sounding voice, “It just makes me want to shove you back down my throat.”

.. How was Phainon supposed to take that as he felt his own cock twitching over the idea of that - trying his best to remove that thought from his own mind considering he would much rather be inside of Mydei’s ass.. Especially when he glanced down to see his own aching red tip no longer wet with Mydei’s cum - a sad sight, but he had to laugh a little.

“.. Is that a no?”

“It’s fine,” Mydei huffed out with a shallow laugh - breathy as if he found it just a little bit humorous to himself, shaking his head and relaxing more into the bed. As if he was giving up on trying to convince Phainon. 

That  made Phainon feel his throat closing a little - blinking as he flitted his eyes back down to that layer of flesh he was teasing with his finger. Slowly rubbing it still all before forcing himself to push his index finger in testingly. Marveling over the way Mydei’s insides squeezed down so honestly on him - as if giving him a nice warm welcome..

“How slow should I go?” Phainon asked as he already was slotting in a second finger - scissoring into Mydei a little as he felt those warm insides twitching and clenching down around him. Clearly doing his best to adapt, but it didn’t matter.

Not as Mydei only laughed over that question; “What did I just say? Are you wanting me to deepthroat you again?”

“I want to have sex with you! I just.. Don’t want to hurt you,” Phainon immediately replied, unable to help the panic in his voice mainly due to the fact he did in fact want that badly. He wouldn’t mind being in Mydei’s throat for hours, but he also just.. He wanted to have more fun with Mydei.

.. He wanted to have anal sex with Mydei, really. That was why he couldn’t help but pump those fingers in and out of Mydei - watching the way he was becoming so slick and feeling Mydei’s body squeeze and twitch his walls around his fingers in reward. 

“Do what you want,” Mydei hummed in a tone that sounded more and more amused the longer this went on for, “You could shove it in raw and dry and I would bite the pillow and let you.”

Phainon couldn’t help the choking noise that left his mouth over that - a quiet little whine as his cock twitched in excitement over Mydei’s words. The idea of just slamming it in was so appealing, but so was the idea of ruining Mydei in ways he had never expected.

It was enough to make Phainon wrinkle his nose a little to try to stabilize his glasses on the bridge of his nose with a heavy breath. 

“.. Can I fist you?”

Silence.

There was silence as Phainon pushed in a third finger - watching the way Mydei only seemed to be taking a moment to fully digest the question before he laughed again. Playful golden eyes flicking backwards to look at the man who was stretching his ass currently. 

“Now,” Mydei purred out, “That’s an interesting question. Push me to whatever limits you want to test.”

Phainon couldn’t help the heavy breath he took over that - feeling how shaky it was as he leisurely curled those three fingers inside of Mydei. Testingly all while he stared at how nicely Mydei’s ass was clinging to him when he would move his fingers forward and back - Mydei’s entire body acting as if it never wanted to say goodbye to Phainon’s thick fingers.

The sight was addicting as Phainon looked at Mydei’s sweet neglected cock, staring at the mix of precum and leftover cum oozing out of him so messily. Dripping down onto Phainon’s bed from having his ass fingered - and Phainon almost felt saddened that he couldn’t lick up that little wet spot forming on his bedsheets..

.. Another time, he supposed as he panted a little over the sight and the throbbing of his own dick.

“I want.. To feel you..”

Mydei laughed over that, “.. Fisting me is certainly a method to do that, I’ll give you that much.”

“How many fingers are inside you, Mydei?” Phainon found himself asking as his eyes slowly trailed up the beautiful arch of Mydei’s back - taking in the way he seemed to be clinging onto Phainon’s pillow so tightly yet he made time to glance over his shoulder. Looking straight at Phainon with narrowed eyes. 

“.. Three,” Mydei grumbled, making Phainon flick his gaze back to his hand stretching Mydei open - staring at the lube that was oozing out around his three fingers sufficiently. 

His hole already looked abused, and Phainon almost felt guilty.. Almost. 

“How many now?” Phainon purred out instead as he slipped in his index finger into that warmth - feeling Mydei’s velvety walls clench around his fingers over being spread open even more. Probably in slight pain, but if Mydei wasn’t giving their safe word; Phainon would do as he pleased..

“Four,” Mydei breathed out after a moment of his ass kissing onto Phainon’s fingers, squeezing on him to try to feel them, and Phainon could only chuckle as he slid out two fingers. 

“Now?”

“Two,” Mydei growled, making Phainon hum over how Mydei was guessing these - but that was fine. He would simply keep asking until his perfect Mydeimos guessed incorrectly, anyway.. That was enough to make Phainon turn his hand a little as he curled his fingers - rubbing them into Mydei’s soft sensitive walls as two fingers slid inside. 

“Now?”

“Three,” Mydei growled, sounding somewhat annoyed - but that was fine considering Phainon felt himself stiffen over that.

Wrong.

Mydei was wrong..

“Wrong.. It was four,” Phainon corrected in a quiet voice, all before removing his fingers and extending them a little - making sure they wouldn’t be too big for Mydei all before plunging his entire fist into Mydei’s soft muscle rim. Watching the way it succumbed so easily and let him inside, only to hear a sharp whine and noise from Mydei over that.

Somewhat sounding like he was in pain, but Phainon only chuckled softly as he watched Mydei’s biceps flex from how hard he was gripping a pillow to his chest. Writhing a little as his insides squeezed onto Phainon’s fist so deliciously - making lube ooze out of him messily as Phainon only hummed and watched. Staying on his knees to watch the way Mydei was acting so beautifully and cutely over his ass being stretched so much. 

“It’s so warm.. How deep.. Can I push in?” Phainon asked, moving his hand a little to slide deeper, but his eyes only stared at the way Mydei jerked forward - a groan leaving his lips as he jerked his head to the side to look over his shoulder.

A fiery glare dancing in his eyes, “Phainon!”

Phainon couldn’t help but laugh at that - sharply moving a hand to grip at Mydei’s hip as that man tried to pull away a little, jerking forward but that simply wasn’t allowed! He hadn’t given their safeword and was still needing to be loosened up!

“Don’t squirm,” Phainon chuckled out, shaking his head as he pulled Mydei’s hip back a little - drinking in the way he could feel Mydei’s wet insides sloppily shifting around his hand, “You need to stay still for this, Mydei..”

The sound Mydei made over that was adorable - whiny and almost seeming like he was in agony but his ass didn’t lower. Instead staying nicely propped up as Phainon swayed his fist in and out a little - just enough to watch his cute reddened and swollen rim struggle and cling to Phainon’s hand. As if begging him not to leave and kissing onto his fist to clench and plea for more silently. 

“It’s-”

“Do you want me to stop? I haven’t heard a ‘no’ or a ‘stop’, Mydei. Almost like you’re just whining to whine..” Phainon pointed out with how Mydei sounded so weak and breathy - his eyes still looking over his shoulder to glare at Phainon so darkly. 

A threat, but not one that actually meant much for Phainon. 

“You’re..Such a different guy when you get going..”

.. Was he? Phainon couldn’t stop the laugh that fluttered out of him - giving a lopsided smile towards Mydei over how that still wasn’t a plea for him to actually stop. His hole only squeezing now and then to feel Phainon’s hand resting inside of him and that.. That was sinful for Phainon.

Leaning back just a tiny bit to see the heavy amount of lube oozing out of Mydei - so sloppy and wet that Phainon felt his own cock twitching as he wondered just how good Mydei’s tightness would feel on his own cock..

.. He had a thing for tightness, anyway!

“I’m sorry,” Phainon purred out, moving his hand to slowly pull it out of Mydei all while hearing a groan leave Mydei’s lips as his rim struggled to release Phainon. An act Phainon couldn’t look away from as his muscles contracted and tried to squeeze at Phainon’s fist while he leisurely removed it, “Let’s start, okay?”

“I wasn’t complaining,” Mydei pointed out in a tired tone, but Phainon wasn’t listening to him. If Mydei wanted to be fisted, he would love to do that more to him later, but right now his own cock was aching too much. 

Besides, he wanted to feel Mydei’s ass clinging to him tightly - a pang of regret was already settling into his bones over the fact he had fisted him first, really.. 

Now he had to look at the other items he had settled onto the bed, moving for one of his favorites.. 

Condoms.

Phainon knew he was odd, that much was obvious considering how much he liked condoms.. But he wasn’t alone in thinking he was odd, however. Not as he was sitting behind Mydei and rolling one down his cock and feeling that sickening sweet tightness squeezing his cock. Forcing him to bite into his own lip over how good the pressure felt - all to pause. 

“What.. Are you doing?” Mydei asked - making his eyes flicker upwards and blink nervously at that beautiful man who was still arching so perfectly and presenting his ass for Phainon to claim. 

“Putting on a condom..?” 

“How.. Sexually active are you?”

That.. Phainon felt himself sweating over the question a little - surely Mydei wouldn’t be too angry at him, right..?

“I’m a virgin..”

“So am I.. Take that off,” Mydei growled out without missing a moment, huffing a little though Phainon’s mind was already pausing in its tracks. Struggling fully over the idea of Mydei himself being a virgin while his own dick was twitching so much more now.. Mydei.. Had never had sex? 

He was giving his virginity to Phainon..?

“But-”

“Raw.. Have sex with me raw,” Mydei told him in a tone that only made Phainon’s head spin more and more, “You spent weeks stalking me, surely you’re not against breeding me, right?”

B.. Breeding Mydeimos? Of course Phainon wasn’t against that! He just.. Liked condoms.. They felt good for him, but if Mydei wanted to be pumped full, he couldn’t deny that, either.. 

“If you get me pregnant, you get to keep me forever,” Mydei pointed out - all before chuckling and giving Phainon a toothy little grin over his shoulder - appearing much too cocky and aware of how easily he had Phainon wrapped around his fingers, “Doesn’t that sound nice, Mr. Stalker?”

“Mydei..” Phainon instantly whined, not hesitating as he tore off his condom - no longer caring for whatever bonus pleasure he would feel. It didn’t matter if Mydei himself wanted to feel him raw inside, “That sounds so good...”

It did sound good, it sounded fantastic, honestly. A dream come true of breeding Mydei and making sure they were together forever - how could he ever refuse that? 

“Such a good boy for me,”  Mydei purred out, sounding as seductive as ever and turning more and prop himself up more comfortably with Phainon’s pillow - seeming as if he were so very aware that he was going to be treated like royalty today, “Be as rough as you want with me.”

.. Rough.

Phainon wanted to do that, he wanted to be rough and pound into Mydei relentlessly - yet more than anything.. He now sickeningly wanted to take his virginity nice and slowly. To mark Mydei’s body as his and make sure his insides knew they belonged to Phainon; to make sure his insides molded to Phainon’s cock and craved him..

“I can’t.. I treasure you too much, let’s just be lovers,” Phainon offered instead - feeling his own head swimming with worry that he may still lose himself to pleasure, “It’s not sex, I want to make love with you.”

“Cheesy, but I accept it,” Mydei hummed out, moving a little to look Phainon in the eyes with a twinkle dancing in his golden ones, “Show me the depths of your love for me then, Phainon.”

Phainon took a small breath at that - moving to put some more lube into his own hands before slathering it onto his own cock. Moving languidly to make sure he was fully coated before scooting closer to Mydei - moving onto his knees as his eyes danced upwards to look at Mydei. Staring at the way Mydei had returned to not looking at him - instead relaxing onto his pillow he had claimed all while Phainon sighed over it.

His hand moving to Mydei’s cheek to spread him open a little - watching that ring of muscle flex and twitch around nothing as Mydei waited for him to fill him up again. But Phainon couldn’t help but admire how red and swollen it looked from his hand already, so cutely abused that Phainon almost felt sorry for it.

Almost.

How could he feel too sorry as his other hand guided the tip of his cock to that hole and pushed himself into it? Feeling a layer of that hot soft flesh slowly stretching open again to envelop Phainon’s cockhead into such a searing warmth with slick oozing around his cock and Mydei’s hole. 

Such an intense suction that he felt himself twitching over how warm those walls were as they squeezed down on him - pressing and constricting around him all while he forced the tip of his cock in. Pausing as the ridge of his cock popped into Mydei and earned a quiet groan over it. 

“Are.. You okay, Mydei?” Phainon asked, staring at that man who still was so sweetly presenting himself to Phainon - huffing over the line of questioning. 

“.. You had your entire hand up my ass,” Mydei growled out, “Yes, I’m fine with the tip.”

.. Right.

Phainon had to sigh over that, “I’m going.. Slow, okay?”

That was his promise as he pushed his cock in deeper - feeling the way those velvety walls of Mydei’s insides squeezed so constantly around him. Feeling so much more insane on his dick than his hand by far, the pleasure sparking up through him feeling so intense that his scalp was tingling a bit from it. 

“You’re.. Really thick..” Mydei managed after a few moments, making Phainon pause with a little laugh over how he seemed to be struggling.

And Phainon was only halfway..

.. Cute.

It was so cute that Phainon couldn’t help but feel those emotions of wanting to ruin Mydei creeping back into his mind - to make sure Mydei knew who was his husband now. 

“You sound out of breath, Mydei,” Phainon purred out as he only offered Mydei more, moving his hips to push into him all before.. Mydei moved.

He tried to move away - just a little, edging himself forward with a quiet whine that only made Phainon laugh, his hands moving to Mydei’s hips to effortlessly yank him back and force him to keep taking him nice and deep - making sure to yank Mydei’s ass back enough to where he had to fit in a few more inches inside nicely. 

Mydei tries to squirm away and phainon pulls him back to insert himself deeper

“Is it really that much? You’re squirming, Mydei!” Phainon laughed out - feeling that way Mydei’s insides were wriggling so much against him, massaging his cock all while Mydei let out such a pathetic noise. Obviously not enjoying the feeling of having to be stuffed full of Phainon now, but still not giving their safe word..

Mydei made an odd garbled noise before managing to find his voice; “You’re.. Seriously too big..”

“You weren’t complaining when you were sucking me off..” Phainon pointed out before pushing his full length into Mydei - pressing his balls against him and letting out a quiet groan over how good it felt.

Completely engulfed in Mydei’s tightness and simply enjoying feeling Mydei’s body stroking his cock without even meaning to - a sweet sensation of Mydei trying to adapt to how big Phainon is, all while pleasuring Phainon with every twitch and squeeze. Tender insides contracting around Phainon’s cock all while Mydei himself groaned again over being stuffed to the brim now. 

“My mouth was full! Trust me, my jaw hurts from how big you are!” Mydei growled out, sounding more than a little angry - all while he wasn’t even trying to move anymore. Not that it mattered considering Phainon’s grip on his hips to hold him where he pleased, but he certainly was clinging to his pillow for support now.

Emotional, and physical, it seemed. 

“You were so pretty like that, too!” Phainon pointed out, his thumbs rolling around the skin of Mydei’s hips all before he shallowly pulled out and pushed back it. Feeling the way Mydei’s body wasn’t ready for that, and yet Mydei whined regardless - making Phainon only more excited.

It was too good, feeling the way Mydei’s insides were clenching and squeezing, squelching wetly around Phainon even with this lazy pace. Every movement was not enough for Phainon as he looked to where they were connected, watching the way Mydei’s insides were reluctantly sucking on his cock to beg him not to leave every time he pulled out. 

“You feel so good inside.. Can I move more?” Phainon asked, begging practically as he forced his cock as deep as he could - leaving it in there to grind a little and whine over how good it felt inside Mydei when he did that. Phainon couldn’t help but rock his hips back and forth to try to rub his tip against whatever soft wetness he was feeling inside. 

“You’re already moving!” Mydei pointed out, and Phainon couldn’t help but to laugh over that as he watched Mydei’s hands move to grab at the bed instead anyway - tossing his head over his shoulder to glare so sharply at Phainon. 

“Your body is so lewd.. Can you hear how wet you are?” Phainon asked as his hips slowly moved in and out - listening to the sweet music of Mydei’s body sloppily wanting to be filled up, “Harder.. I want to go harder..”

Every time Phainon pushed all the way into Mydei he couldn’t help but feel more turned on as wet lewd noises were drilled into his ear. From Mydei’s insides squirming to cling to him, to Mydei himself groaning as his guts were pushed around and his prostate was rubbed - it was all too.. Cute, to Phainon.

So precious and cute, so undoubtedly Mydei in his rawest form; and Phainon only wanted more of it for himself. 

“Just hold still, Mydei..” Phainon purred as he tightened his grip on Mydei’s hips - unable to help himself as he slowly pulled out to his tip to bottom back out inside of him again. Listening to Mydei yelp over that - all before he decided to speed up. Moving at a more erratic pace to buck his cock in and out of Mydei - drinking in the way that made Mydei cry out so easily.

“You’re.. Drooling like a dog!” Mydei pointed out in a yelped tone, making Phainon dart his eyes upwards to see Mydei watching Phainon fuck him - only to look away again.

He didn’t mind if he was drooling, it was only natural for him to be drooling now that he finally had Mydei in his bed and was letting this happen. Every thrust only sent shivers of pleasure down his spine and made him twitch more and more inside of Mydei. 

“It feels so good..” Phainon breathed out, not slowing at all even as Mydei only whined a little bit - an adorable sound that Phainon ignored as he listened to Mydei’s heavy breathing between thrusts of pleasure for both of them. His own heart pounding wildly in his ears as his eyes stared at the way Mydei had his head in his pillow.

“Can you feel it, Mydei? The way your body is molding around me to take the shape of me so perfectly..” Phainon asked as he forced his cock into the hilt, burying himself nice and deep as he felt Mydei’s body quiver over being speared open - waiting there as he licked his lips slowly, “Can you feel how much I throb inside of you?”

Phainon didn’t actually care about the answer, only chuckling a little as he rolled his hips to snap into Mydei’s body - delighting in the jerked moan from Mydei in response; “You’re squeezing so much, it almost hurts.. But it’s so you I just want to take everything you give me..”

He loved this - the way Mydei was just panting under him and letting him do as he pleased. The way Mydei wasn’t trying to move away - just letting Phainon bury himself fully inside and enjoy Mydei’s body twitching around him. 

“You moan so nicely too, does it feel that good to lose your virginity to me?” Phainon asked as he resumed his pace of fucking into Mydei - his eyes moving to watch Mydei’s plump ass bounce against his legs as their bodies slapped together. Roughly making his cheeks red, but Phainon only found that endlessly attractive with those red tattoos on him as well..

“Phainon..” Mydei whined out over the ecstasy that he seemed to be suffering from with Phainon’s unending thrusting into him - rutting into him with full force as he forced Mydei to be opened again and again. 

“I’m happy to take it.. I wanted.. I wanted to claim you so badly.. And now..” Phainon hummed as he released one of his hands from Mydei’s hips, instead moving down to Mydei’s slicked and soaked hole to drive his thumb into it. Hearing the way Mydei made an odd groaning noise - all while Phainon curved his thumb up, pulling him open more and slamming his pelvis down into Mydei more. 

Every movement was addictive as pleasure only pumped through his veins, adoring the way Mydei was borderline whimpering over how wide Phainon was forcing him to be. 

“Now you’re so tight and warm on my cock.. You’re leaking so much precum too, you like having your ass full, huh?” Phainon asked as he only continued - finding himself unable to stop as he kept pushing and pulling his cock from Mydei, listening to the wet squelches of their love as Mydei only held onto the bed and took what he was given so sweetly.

“I’m so thankful, Mydei… I’m so happy..” Phainon cooed as he leaned forward a little - pulling his thumb to force Mydei to whine in his ears, licking his lips as he found himself unable to slow his pace at all. Every rutted movement to slam their hips together only made Phainon want more and more, watching the way Mydei’s hole was overflowing with lube messily..

Though, Phainon couldn’t help himself but feel his heart strings struggle as he looked at that man who was arching so obediently for sex. His back moving up and down in a dizzying way as Phainon watched those tattoos move like paint on his body beautifully with his pants. 

“So.. Please don’t leave me..”

That made Mydei rouse a little bit with a breathy groan as he turned his head a bit slowly, “.. Leave?”

His voice was so precious right now - strained and airy as he gulped down air between being fucked roughly, but Phainon couldn’t help himself from biting onto his bottom lip. 

“Don’t.. Don’t think about leaving me, okay?” That was his plea as he bucked his hips into Mydei - savoring the yelp that action earned as Mydei’s hands gripped the bed hard. Phainon’s eyes only looked to take in the sight of Mydei’s legs quivering from pleasure and the force of Phainon sliding into him. 

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry.. No words can ever tell you how sorry I am!” Phainon whined, removing his thumb from Mydei’s hole to instead grab onto his waist again. Feeling the urge to make sure Mydei stayed nice and pliant for his pounding soon. 

“Mydei, I’m sorry,” Phainon jerked his hand upwards as his slammed his hips into Mydei’s own - drinking in the way Mydei groaned over the fullness of his cock burying into him again all while Phainon’s hand found its way to his neck. Tightly wrapping around it to slam Mydei down into the bed - moving his hand immediately to the back of Mydei’s head instead to force him down.

Head down in the pillows, all while Phainon couldn’t stop his hips from snapping into Mydei’s hole - listening to the wet sloppy noises of their love, all while he felt his own throat tightening, “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry I’ve been stalking you.”

That was the confession he had to give, all while he couldn’t stop himself from bucking himself in and out of Mydei’s still propped up ass - taking what he was offered while his eyes only stared at Mydei’s head. Watching and feeling the way he wasn’t struggling to raise his head or fighting at all, only letting out huffs of pleasure when Phainon ran his tip over and massaged his prostate. 

“I’ll make it up to you, okay? Just hold still, you don’t need to do anything!” Phainon promised, but he knew Mydei didn’t have a single choice as he held his hips still. His voice was shaky to even his own ears..

“I’ll make you feel so good you won’t remember or think about it, okay?” Phainon could only hope he was going to make good on his words as he slammed his hips into Mydei’s ass - feeling his balls slap his taint and draw out more whines from Mydei in his pleasure from having Phainon so deep inside of him. 

Phainon could feel the burn in the corner of his eyes from tears welling up in them - swallowing as he had to continue his pleas, “Please.. I’m sorry, I’ll be a good puppy for you..”

He meant it.

He only hoped that Mydei understood that as his hips kept forcing his cock nice and deep into Mydei - bottoming out and rubbing his velvety warmth and making his body tremble from being pried open so widely and carnally. Claimed so easily by Phainon who wanted nothing more than to make sure Mydei’s body knew who loved it, and Mydei in general, the most. 

“I’m sorry, Mydei, I’m sorry..” Phainon whined out - feeling tears escaping him now as he whimpered out his words. Not pausing his pace of bucking into Mydei and ripping sweet moans from his lips, but crying nonetheless. 

“Pha.. Phainon, I-”

“Don’t speak! It’s okay! Just lay there!” Phainon interrupted as he jerked his body forward, lunging for Mydei’s head that was trying to turn and look at him. Instead putting his hand on the back of his head and forcing him to face down on the pillow as Phainon kept drilling his cock into him.

“I can make you happy, I can do anything you want me to do for you..” Phainon couldn’t even focus on anything but his own blubbering - listening to a sharp moan from Mydei and how his insides began to spasm and clench so much as he kept pounding into him. 

His hips only became more desperate with the way Mydei was whining so much more now, as if Phainon had hit his prostate so nicely and made his insides beg for more abuse. 

“Don’t.. Don’t be angry at me..” Phainon begged between his thrusting - not even sure if Mydei could hear him as Phainon put more weight on his hand as he sloppily thrusted into Mydei. Erratic and without any reasoning as his hips bucked in and out, just pounding away at his insides that were milking him so nicely.

Squeezing and trembling around him to act as if his body was doing its best to suck an orgasm out of Phainon - but he could barely even focus on how pleasurable it all was as he whined a little. Lowering his hand down to Mydei’s soft neck - feeling just how nice and sweaty Mydei was under his fingers before he gave a little laugh. 

“I love you, maybe too much.. Maybe a sickening amount,” Phainon admitted, feeling his hand tighten around Mydei’s throat as he brushed his thumb against it - unable to stop the whine that fell from his lips as Mydei squeezed onto his entire cock so nicely, “I love you so much..”

Phainon couldn’t even focus correctly with how tightly Mydei was hugging onto him - his eyes staring at the way Mydei was arched to take his cock so perfectly while being forced to put his head down and moan into the bed. It was a beautiful sight, especially with how Mydei was spasming on Phainon’s entire length still - trying his best to feel as good as possible as he lost his virginity.

And that.. That was why Phainon could only whine as he let go of Mydei’s neck - moving his hands back to Mydei’s waist to hold him steady and admire the way his moans immediately became so much louder as he was freed. 

So sweet and honest that Phainon couldn’t help but do the same, “Don’t leave me.. I’ll make sure you can’t leave me due to pleasure..”

Every clamp of Mydei’s insides only worked to make Phainon whine more as he lowered his head - his body jerking a little over just how good the electricity felt in his veins as he continued rutting into him. Though, he did feel nervous as Mydei moved his head a little - enough to look over his shoulder and give a shuddering groan before he..

.. Grinned?

He was grinning so wickedly that Phainon felt his voice freeze in his throat - only to feel his entire body stiffen and pause all the same as well. 

“I followed my crush home today and broke into his house through his window before using his used underwear to jerk off,” Mydei began to quote something, making Phainon freeze even more - unable to move all while he was buried into Mydei, only able to stare at him as that blonde continued, “Ham and cheese sandwich without the ham because I don’t deserve good things in life.”

That..

.. That was familiar, and that was precisely why Phainon was horrified as he stayed there dick deep in Mydei - staring at golden eyes that were still looking more amused than anything. Mischievous really, and that was probably the only reason why Phainon was managing to still stay erect.

“W.. What?” He choked out, still not moving as his fingers nervously dug into the soft milky skin of Mydei’s thigh - his breath struggling with the fact he.. That was.. His..

“I left.. The door open for you, and you climbed in through the window instead..” Mydei breathed out, sounding as if he was savoring the fact Phainon had stopped slapping their bodies together to tear pleasure into both of them.

“I.. I don’t understand what you’re saying to me?” Phainon hushedly confessed, unable to help himself as his voice shook leaving his lips. Shaky and uncertain as Mydei’s legs still matched him in the trembling fashion - still having to put up with having all of Phainon’s dick stretching him nice and wide as they spoke. 

“After I heard you leave, I helped myself to jerking off with your cum in my underwear too..” Mydei purred out, as if it was simply the easiest of things for him to confess - all while Phainon felt like he was losing his mind over it,  “I felt rather upset not to have it while it was fresh and hot.”

His.. His underwear..? The pair of Mydei’s used underwear that.. He had jerked off too? Mydei had also..?

His thoughts were only interrupted by the way of Mydei swaying his legs a little - swinging his ass back and forth to ride Phainon a bit awkwardly. A nice tease before pushing Phainon back in and grinding against him a little, “So make sure you bury your cum nice and deep inside me this time, yeah?”

That.. Phainon still felt insane as his mouth fell open and closed multiple times - struggling to collect his own thoughts before he swallowed so very harshly. 

“W.. Were you quoting my.. My Redd-”

“You think you’re the only one allowed to yearn and stalk someone?” Mydei cut in instantly, laughing a little as he moved to make his elbows into a nice little pillow for his head. Still staring backwards and Phainon with a teasing and so very knowledgeable smile on his lips.

But this.. This was insane. 

Mydei had known Phainon broke into his house and.. Also used his cum to pleasure himself as well..? That knowledge was making Phainon’s cock pulse so hard that he swore he could hear his own heartbeat in his ears in such a painful way. 

“I’m.. Sorry.. I..” Phainon breathed out, unsure of what he was supposed to say in such a situation where his own Reddit posts were being read to him.. And really.. Why did Mydei have to read his r/kitchencels (not sponsored) posts if anything!? 

Why couldn’t he have read his..

..

Actually, Phainon was coming to terms that all of his Reddit posts would have been awful for Mydei to read out loud - especially the ones in the relationship sections.. 

“Just.. Keep going,” Mydei muttered over the fact Phainon still was in such an obvious daze with his dick buried so warmly that he was being cockwarmed while they spoke,  “Make me unable to walk like you promised.”

That.. That was what Phainon wanted to do, too. He wanted to make Mydei feel so good that he couldn’t walk again, that he couldn’t leave Phainon and if anything.. He wanted more sex that only Phainon could give to him. That was why Phainon nodded over that demand - watching the way Mydei seemed so bored. 

“R-Right..”

Phainon’s fingers gripped at Mydei’s skin while nodding a little,  not even hesitating as he pulled his cock out to the tip of it. Eyes only watching the way Mydei’s hole squeezed around his tip and the rim stretched to try to suck him back in so sweetly. A little plea that he wouldn’t be left empty - and Phainon didn’t want him to be empty either as he slammed himself back inside.

Groaning over how good it felt to be moving inside of him as Mydei’s insides twitched and squeezed to welcome his rough pace of pounding him back. Every movement working like a jackhammer to try to rip any pleasure he could from Mydei, all while his mind was still burning. 

“If you stalked me too, tell me about it, Mydeimos..” Phainon told him, practically begging to learn why Mydeimos of all people had chosen to stalk someone so.. Normal. Phainon wasn’t impressive like Mydei, he was a nerd with glasses that currently were struggling for their life to stay perched on his face.

“My schedul-”

And yet, as Mydei opened his mouth - Phainon only angled himself a bit, forcing his cock to rub and grind right into his prostate. Stealing such a sweet moan from his lips over being pleasured suddenly through anal, all while he sucked in a heavy breath. 

“It was.. Mainly-!”

Another attempt that Phainon couldn’t help but ruin - pushing his cockhead’s ridge to rub that spot and milk him so easily. Watching the way Mydei spasmed on his cock a little as his hands left their relaxed position - gripping onto the bed with such a cute whine of delight leaving his throat shaky and pathetic.

Begging for more, even if his words weren’t. 

“You bastard!”

“You wanted this, didn’t you?” Phainon asked with a hum, watching the way Mydei shot him a glare over his shoulder. Weak, but more than enough to make Phainon keep pushing his cock into that spot to watch Mydei groan over it, “Play nice then, Mydei..”

“Buy.. A leash,” Mydei breathed out, though with how hard his fists were curling into the bed, Phainon found himself a little bit in awe that Mydei could even speak. His knuckles were turning white from his own mind being lost to the pleasure all while Phainon couldn’t help but chuckle over it.

“A.. Leash?” He asked innocently, fully aware it was for himself - but he wanted to hear it.

He wanted to know what his beloved Mydeimos would do to him, and only him. What Mydei wanted such a possessive thing for, a leash that would belong to him and be attached to Phainon’s neck.. 

“For my puppy.. To yank you around more,” Mydei growled out, sounding a bit amused or even happy to say those words - regardless of if they were through gritted teeth, “Even when you’re inside of me..”

Phainon couldn’t help himself at that, burying himself as deeply as possible with a groan leaving his lips - those words making his cock pulse too much. Words that only worked to make Phainon whimper a little as he pulled Mydei’s hips to keep him nice and in place..

“Did that excite you?!” Mydei gasped out - probably able to feel the way Phainon was twitching and pushing inside of him. 

“Sorry, I..” Phainon started, unable to help the way his cock was at its limit as the boiling heat of pleasure in his stomach started to spill out, “You feel so good..!”

Mydei.. Wanted this, that was the only thought in Phainon’s mind as his vision became dotted over his own orgasm. His head tilted back just a tiny bit as he rolled his hips forward - feeling himself cumming inside of Mydei and unable nor willing to stop himself. 

“I can’t help it..” Phainon whimpered out - feeling the way he was pumping into Mydei messily, entire body quivering just a tiny bit before he slowly began to thrust in and out, “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry!”

He wasn’t done cumming, but he could help himself but to keep pounding into Mydei - desperate to hear that man plea instead of feeling his own pleasure. Only wanting to serve him as his own cock made such a horrible white mess of Mydei’s insides and worked to slick him up even more.

And that was enough to Phainon as Mydei gave him such a sweet and seductive sound of encouragement, moaning and convulsing his insides around Phainon to reward him for breeding Mydei so nicely.. That was what Phainon had convinced himself of, at least.

“I’ll be good! I’m your puppy, Mydei! Only yours..” Phainon whined as tried his best to make Mydei happy - unable to stop his movements even as he felt such warm liquid seeping out of Mydei now, “I’m only yours.. Please, please be only mine.. Please..”

“Messy.. Dog..” Mydei laughed out - and Phainon couldn’t bring himself to look away from the way Mydei’s muscles were straining a little to grip at the bed still. Roughly holding on all while Phainon hummed over it.. 

“You’re.. So wet for me,” Phainon panted out as he moved to push into Mydei - slowly pulling back out to watch lube mixed with his own cum ooze around his cock so beautifully.. All before Phainon shoved it all back in to make sure Mydei is taking his breeding nicely. Eager to make sure it was pounded deep into him and stayed inside of his deepest parts. 

“That’s your cum..” Mydei pointed out in a tired voice, but Phainon couldn’t stop his movements - only rocking his hips in and out, listening to the unadulterated and loud squelching of Mydei’s insides with his movements. 

“Please.. Mydei.. Please..” Phainon begged as Mydei’s insides only continued to sing such sweet praises alongside Mydei’s groans of pleasures,  “Get pregnant.. I need you pregnant..”

“Hah,” Mydei breathed out a fake little laugh, “Is that why you’re still thrusting?”

Phainon couldn’t even deny it as he kept rutting his pelvis into Mydei’s ass - watching the way Mydei’s entire body moved a little to make room for him. Flinching almost as if he was struggling to take all of him, all while Phainon felt himself choking out a whine again as he moved his hand to his nose for once. 

Unceremoniously grabbing his glasses and tossing them off the bed - wholly giving up on trying to keep them on his face anymore as he listened to Mydei sharply whine as he pushed into something deeply. 

“Don’t leave me,” Phainon whined out, his fingers moving to Mydei’s stomach curiously - keeping one on his hip while the other found his abdomen and splayed across it nicely, “I’m sorry, I love you.. Don’t leave, I want to feel our child inside you here..”

That was an interesting thing.

Under his fingers he could.. Feel it. A bump that was moving in time with Phainon’s cock, growing and shrinking based on where Phainon currently was - and that was enough to make him press down. Feeling the way that bump got even bigger against his hand as Mydei’s insides tightened down on his cock due to the pressure. 

A sensation that made Phainon groan so lowly as he bucked his hips desperately, now eager to feel more of Mydei’s spasming insides beneath his hand.

“Don’t press my stomach!” Mydei reprimanded, however, moving a little to where Phainon couldn’t help but grip him even harder and force him to settle on his cock with Phainon’s hand pressing harder. 

“You’re squeezing so much when I do, though!” Phainon pointed out, delighting in the way Mydei was moaning as if he were in heat now with every thrust into Mydei, “Don’t squirm! I don’t like holding you down!”

“Phainon, I can’t-” Mydei choked out as his entire body succumbed to quaking under Phainon - making him give a little laugh as he roughly pushed on Mydei’s stomach while slowing his pace a little bit. Helping him ride out his orgasm, all while he leaned a little to look at Mydei’s cock spilling onto the bed.. Only.. 

“Ah.. You’re cumming?” Phainon asked as he slid out a little to look - only tilting his head at Mydei’s precious cock twitching wildly. 

“You-” Mydei breathed out, sounding as if he were struggling to find any words of substance, “It.. No..”

.. There was nothing.

His entire body was shuddering, convulsing wildly with his toes curled and his back arching so nicely. His cock was bouncing even without Phainon pushing and pounding into his insides - flopping and twitching as if.. He should be cumming.

He should be painting Phainon’s bed white and dirtying his sheets, and yet.. 

“Dry.. Orgasm? You’re having a dry orgasm, Mydei? Nothing is coming out?” Phainon asked, unable to take his eyes off that cute cock that was doing nothing of use. Nothing at all, really, only enjoying its anal orgasm so freely and putting on a show for Phainon to watch with his full attention given to it. 

“Stop.. Don’t look..” Mydei breathed out, but how was Phainon supposed to look away..?

Well.. 

“You’re twitching so much.. Here..” Phainon purred as he pushed his cock right back into Mydei - forcing himself to rest in his depths before crowding down on Mydei with his own body as well. Borderline trapping Mydei under him as his hand on Mydei’s abdomen lowered.. 

Right to that twitching cock that was wet, sure, but not cumming and Phainon.. He couldn’t help himself as he wrapped his hand around Mydei’s cock. Roughly pumping it and jerking him off to feel the way Mydei’s insides instantly rewarded him at the same time Mydei cried out instantly. 

“Stop! I came not too long ago when you shoved my head down!” Mydei whined out, but this was only so very cute to Phainon as he felt Mydei trying to escape him. Attempting to move and make the overstimulation end all while Phainon trapped him more and more while dragging him back on his cock. Pushing him down against the bed with his free hand as he remained stroking Mydei off lovingly, “Phainon..!”

Music to his ears.

The whines and his cries for mercy were nothing more than sweet lullabies to Phainon as he moved his lips to press a kiss onto Mydei’s shaking shoulder. Drinking in the way Mydei was still rocking his hips back and forth out of sheer instinct in his blissed out pleasure. His cock rutted against Phainon’s hand so sweetly that he almost felt sorry for him.

Almost.

“Doesn’t that feel good? You’re shaking so much..” Phainon cooed out as he leaned away - slowing his pumping on Mydei’s useless cock before moving to his phone he had left to the side of the condoms, sweating a little as he looked at Mydei’s face again, “You’re so pretty when you cry, too..”

That wasn’t a lie. Mydeimos was truly so beautiful with tears seeping down his face from pleasure ruining him, fat and wet to where Phainon could feel his cock pulsing and throbbing with want while still inside of Mydei already. 

Adorable.

Perfect and adorable, and that was why Phainon’s hand shakily left Mydei’s cock and moved to type in his phone’s passcode instead as he licked his lips. 

“I.. Mydei..” Phainon trailed off as he lined his camera up to get a nice view of Mydei’s face, “Look at me.”

“W.. What?” Mydei asked as his head turned to look over his shoulder weakly - making Phainon’s breath escape him as he took note of how cute Mydei looked with puffy cheeks and reddened eyes.. So sweet and precious to where his fingers were trembling as he took so many photos of him. 

His mind only paused as he looked at how red Mydei’s lips looked - as if he had been biting them to keep his voice down, all in failure as he cried and moaned so much from his pleasure. It was too much for Phainon, yet he breathed in slowly as he moved his phone down, leaning back a little to slide his cock out just a tad..

Enough to make his own cum ooze out around his dick - a sight that made Phainon take a few more photos of that as well as he found himself shaking more and more. Only before raising his phone to get photos of how nicely Mydei was arching for his ass to be rawed and bred - golden eyes only watching him take photos of him and.. Saying nothing about it. 

“Unreal.. Unreal.. I actually have these photos now..” Phainon mumbled as his fingers moved to flip through his photos - looking at how good Mydei looked in these and feeling his cock twitching so excitedly over them,  “This can’t be real..”

Phainon couldn’t find it in himself to stop however - instead sliding his own cock out of Mydei before moving to manhandle him just a little. Flipping him onto his back and delighting in the way Mydei’s eyes were so widened and adorable from such a simple change of positions.

“Wait-”

“Let’s change positions! I want more photos of you!” Phainon purred - though he himself had already forced Mydei to move into a new position.

Though, Mydei still seemed choked up over something, “Phainon, I’m still-”

“It’s okay, you don’t need to be hard. You just showed you can cum dry from just anal! You’re so beautiful and talented, Mydei!” Phainon cooed out, though he wasn’t putting himself back inside - not yet, not as he only leaned forward to beam a little at Mydei. 

“Mydei… Can you tell me which photo is your favorite?” Phainon asked as he eagerly watched Mydei’s face flicker through some brief emotions - as if he was trying to digest those words all while seeming as if he didn’t know exactly what to make of them as his chest heaved a little 

“Of.. Myself?”

“Yes.. I’m fond of them all, but which do you like of yourself..?”

It was a genuine question that Phainon had been dying to know - especially as he dragged his eyes away to admire.. Mydei. To admire all of his photos of Mydei doing the simplest of things, from drawing in his sketchbook, to walking and sipping on his drink.. They were all so precious to Phainon! He adored them all..

“I..” Mydei breathed out - making Phainon’s eyes dart back to the actual Mydei himself, “Is this the time?”

“Yes!”

“I.. I like the convention photo.. Where you’re in it too.. I wanted it, but you left..” Mydei confessed - as his eyes darted away a little, blatantly trying to look away from Phainon but that.. That was so sweet to him as he felt his heart strings tighten with a harsh swallow over the idea of himself accidentally denying anything at all from Mydei..

“You.. Wanted it?”

“Yes..” 

That..

.. Phainon could fix that! Easily!

“It’s right here on the wall.. I do keep this one on my phone, here..” Phainon hummed as he moved a little on his knees, moving across the bed to gently tug it free from his wall. Unable to stop the way he found this so very amusing as he moved right back to Mydei - making room between his legs for himself all while he slowly lifted up Mydei’s leaking and softened cock, tucking that paper with their photo under it.

“Wait..” Mydei breathed out quietly, but Phainon wasn’t paying any attention to that as he was making sure Mydei could easily see that photo. 

“Now it’s yours, just try not to make a mess on it,” Phainon purred out, already taking note of the way Mydei’s cock was wet at the tip - working to make a ‘mess’ already as a wet spot formed on the printed out photo.

.. But really, that only made Phainon feel more excited, more eager to frame such a work of art - especially if Mydei came on it.

“Phainon, I.. I don’t know..” Mydei huffed out, almost sounding nervous but Phainon couldn’t help but to find that almost.. Endearing. Sweet as he looked at Mydei’s eyes and took note of the way he was staring at the photo on his abdomen.

.. Was he embarrassed over it?

Phainon didn’t know, nor did he think he wanted to ask - instead moving a little to make himself more comfortable in between Mydei’s legs as he guided himself right back to Mydei’s hole. Biting back a hiss of breath over how tight Mydei felt as he pushed himself into Mydei’s warmth that snugly clung to him immediately. 

“Your cock is already leaking from me just entering you again,” Phainon mused as his eyes only watched the way Mydei’s cock seemed to ooze out over his insides being filled again, “Try harder, you’re soaking the paper..”

Phainon was sweetly saying those words - but he couldn’t resist but to begin to shallowly thrust himself in and out of Mydei again. Now fondly staring at Mydei’s face with a new angle, so expressive that Phainon just wanted to grind into him and watch what Mydei’s lips would do. 

Every time he sank in nice and deep he could only sit there and admire the way Mydei’s mouth would fall open. Panting over being filled up to the brim with Phainon, all while his stomach seemed to swell just a little under that photo - so clearly getting a bump from how deep Phainon reached into his soft velvety walls. 

Though, Phainon found himself to be a greedy man - that much was only becoming more and more true as he thought of Mydei’s discarded pants behind him.

.. And underwear. 

The underwear was the more important thing, so private and intimate that Phainon found himself rolling his hips while twisting a little to grasp at Mydei’s pants behind himself. Yanking them over all to retrieve his underwear - red.

Red again. For some reason red was beginning to be a color that made Phainon feel his cock throbbing with excitement over. And today was no different as he slowly turned back to Mydei - looking at those half-lidded eyes that only stared at him in a lustful state. 

“Do you mind?” Phainon asked as he held the fabric up - watching the way Mydei’s eyes immediately flitted to it curiously. 

Mydei took just a moment before his eyes narrowed, “My.. Underwear?”

“Can I have it?”

“I.. I don’t care,” Mydei huffed out after a moment, looking as if he was just confused over the fact he was being asked this in general as his head fell back into his pillow. 

“Good,” Phainon purred out as he brought it up to his face, feeling the wetness of Mydei’s own cum that was now a bit cold - but that was fine. He didn’t care. He only cared that he could sniff it - smelling Mydei so deeply to where he couldn’t help but to buck his hips into Mydei with a new passion while pressing it to his nose.

His eyes only watching the way Mydei was shaking so sensually as he thrusted into him again and again - staring at how Mydei’s cock was so obviously hardening again all while Phainon only kept his damp underwear against his face. 

“You.. That’s.. You’re such a mangy dog..” Mydei hissed out, but Phainon didn’t find himself caring to hear him out - only pounding into him in such a sloppy manner, desperate to feel Mydei clenching on him more and more. 

“You smell so good.. Mydei, Mydei..” Phainon whined out, moving his hips as much as he could to watch the way Mydei was twitching on him. Golden eyes watching the way Phainon still kept his underwear against his face.

.. This was too much for Phainon’s brain, really. The fact that he was smelling Mydei’s cum and sweat from the day, all while jackhammering himself into Mydei to make sure his body remembered Phainon’s shape.. Though, for some reason Mydei’s cum almost smelled.. Fruity, sweet, but a little bit salty against Phainon’s nose.

Not  that it mattered, he would have adored whatever Mydei smelled like - all while he whined a little as Mydei squeezed down on him. 

“Can.. I cum on your face, later? For a photo,” Phainon asked, unable to stop himself from wanting more and more from Mydei - his own greediness only rising as Mydei moaned and leaned his head back. Blatantly enjoying getting fucked all while he gave a quiet laugh over that question. 

“You’re..” Mydei breathed, and Phainon couldn’t look away from how good Mydei looked when Phainon shoved himself all the way inside - his body bouncing a little as Phainon’s pelvis slapped into his ass and made his tits jiggle teasingly, “You’re dick deep inside of me, and worrying about taking more photos of me in lewd poses?”

“I want them,” Phainon whined out, unable to help himself as he kept his hips moving - eyes flicking downwards to look at what a nice large wet spot Mydei had given to that photo, “I want you.”

“Why?” Mydei hissed out through obviously gritted teeth as he seemed to be trying to keep his mind intact all while his body quivered with pleasure from Phainon snapping his hips into him, “You have me now, you don’t need photos of me to masturbate with.”

“I have you now? That’s a bold claim.. I can be a little insatiable with my libido,” Phainon purred out, though he was so very turned on by those words.

He had Mydei now.

He actually had Mydei now, and he still wanted more from Mydei - he wanted everything from him. 

“I.. I’m becoming aware of that, but..” Mydei trailed out with a heavy groan leaving him - his legs trembling so much that Phainon found it so endlessly sweet as he admired how Mydei seemed to be enjoying this position so much.

“But?”

“If it feels this good.. I don’t mind helping you nightly..”

Those words were such a sweet promise to a man like Phainon that he couldn’t help but speed up a little - moving his hips more and more to feel the way Mydei arched his back just a tad off the bed. A garbled noise being ripped from his throat all while Phainon couldn’t help but grab his hips to hold him still for his cock to slide in and out easily. 

“Mydei, Don’t tease me.. If you say something like that, I don’t know if I can let go of you..” Phainon whined out, finding it hard to stop when Mydei was being so receptive right now - even if he was mourning the fact he had lowered Mydei’s underwear from his own face to instead focus on ripping pleasure from him. 

“Good,” Mydei breathed out - making Phainon dart his eyes upwards to stare at how smug Mydei looked while he was panting so hard. Chest rising and falling so much to where Phainon couldn’t bring himself to look away from that grin on Mydei’s lips, “I was hoping you wouldn’t.”

.. Phainon was a weak man, he knew that much as he hung his head down a little bit - feeling his own hands tremble as he bit into his bottom lip. 

“Mydei.. Get pregnant.. Please..” That was Phainon’s little prayer as he slowly moved a hand to rest on top of Mydei’s abdomen and that photo that was now sticky with precum. Finding the bump of his own cock inside of  Mydei before slowly pushing down on him, “Here..”

That was maybe the best idea he had ever had as his other hand stayed on Mydei’s hip with his underwear in hand - feeling the way Mydei’s insides rewarded that new pressure with such a delicious squeeze on Phainon. Convulsing as Mydei stiffened and jerked over it. 

“Stop pushing there!” Mydei hissed - though all he was doing to help himself was throwing his head back onto his pillow so sweetly, thrashing a little but.. Otherwise still remaining nice and pliant for Phainon to drill into him. 

Phainon couldn’t find it in himself to listen to Mydei, either -  pushing down a bit harder now that he knew Mydei was being so good for him due to it too, “But you like it, don’t you? You squeeze so much when I push on your stomach.. You’re so cute..”

Phainon found this more than a little addicting - watching the way Mydei was squirming over how good he felt, especially when Phainon pushed himself into him up to his own balls and pushed on his stomach. As if Mydei was delighting in feeling his own guts being rearranged so much that he couldn’t help but squirm on Phainon and shake his own hips to vibrate against him..

.. Apparently it really was too good for Mydei. 

“Ah.. You’re cumming,” Phainon hummed as he watched white spurt out of Mydei so deliciously - wetting his own hand as he stayed there on his stomach, merely driving his cock in nice and deep to watch how Mydei was enjoying it so much.  “Not dry this time, either.. You’re making a mess of your favorite photo, Mydei!”

“Phainon..” Mydei whined, “Wait a minute..”

Phainon wasn’t listening however as he slowly pulled out of Mydei - watching how sweetly Mydei’s own body was still orgasming and enjoying him, but he.. He wanted something so very badly. 

“Mhm.. Mydei,” Phainon hummed as he discarded Mydei’s underwear for a moment, pulling out and moving to look at his cock that was soaked with lube and cum from Mydei’s insides already,  “Can I wear a condom?”

Mydei didn’t reply instantly, seeming as if he was still doing his best to come down from the high of his orgasm. All before he made an odd little laughing noise,   “Why.. Do you want to?”

Why?

Phainon felt himself laughing as he already retrieved that condom he had put on earlier - wasting no time to slide it back onto himself, “I’m putting one on..”

“But you.. Already came inside of me? Why..?” Mydei asked so sweetly - sounding as if he really didn’t understand why Phainon suddenly didn’t want to pump him full of semen. 

.. Phainon almost felt bad, but he couldn’t help how much his scalp was tingling with pleasure as his tip strained against the rubber - licking his lips all while he moved to line himself back up with Mydei’s hole and that..

That was too good as he pushed himself back inside - giving a low groan as his hands flew to Mydei’s hips over how tight it all was. With Mydei’s warmth clinging onto him, moving as if he was trying to honestly suckle at Phainon’s cock with his walls and how tight his condom was..

He couldn’t help but to push all the way in - moaning a little as he felt himself cumming so easily, twitching and pumping warmly into his condom and whining over it. 

“Fuck.. Mydei.. Don’t.. Don’t move, okay?” Phainon groaned out, unable to stop himself as he felt his cock pumping so much - leaning his head back to breathe out a heavy sigh over how good it felt to spill into that condom and just how much he wanted to keep feeling like this forever.

All while Mydei only sounded.. Confused, “Are.. You cumming from just sliding into me with a condom on?”

“I can’t stop..” Phainon whined as he kept feeling his own balls straining to release as much as they could into that condom inside of Mydei. Desperate to make sure he was giving such a good amount all before he slowly moved to pull out of him. Humming a little over his own cock sliding out with ease - yet..

The heavy load of cum was stuck inside of Mydei, straining against the tip of Phainon’s cock to make him hiss with pleasure from how tight it was as Mydei’s body seemed so cute and desperate to keep all of Phainon’s cum inside of him. Even if it wasn’t warmly poured into his deepest parts, but instead was pushed into a condom. 

“Here..” Phainon hummed as he pulled it out of Mydei - watching the way Mydei’s rim fluttered and clenched on nothing in response, making him chuckle a little over how insatiable that part of Mydei seemed as well. Though, Phainon wasted no time as he moved to slide that condom off - eyes only taking note of how much cum he had put into it before leaning towards Mydei. 

“What are you doing?” Mydei warily asked, but Phainon could only innocently tilt his head - staring at golden eyes as his hand with his used condom moved towards Mydei’s gorgeous face. Watching the way Mydei’s sharp gaze moved to it, all before Phainon smiled at him as politely as he could. 

“I want.. My photo..” Phainon explained before he moved that condom to Mydei’s forehead and moved to dump his cum out onto him - gripping Mydei’s chin a bit rougher when he tried to flinch away to hold him into position as he moved to spread it nicely. Watching the way white painted down Mydei’s face messily and slowly - all while Mydei seemed to be on the fence about killing him. 

“You..”

“So pretty.. You’re so pretty..”  Phainon cooed out as he threw that empty condom to the side now, scrambling to get his phone to take his photo - watching the way cum was still seeping down Mydei’s face and dripping down his neck so seductively. Enough to where Mydei seemed more than a little perturbed over beads of white going down his eyelashes, but.. He still was licking the bit that hit his lips so sweetly. 

.. Mydeimos was going to be the death of Phainon, he knew that much.. 

“Can I try something?” Phainon breathed out after a moment of taking Mydei’s photos before dropping his phone to the side - watching the way Mydei moved to grasp and bunch up the sheets before pulling them to wipe at his face.

Not exactly the most sexy way to clean himself, but considering he let Phainon do that and take photos.. He didn’t think he was in any position to ever call anything Mydei did unsexy. 

“.. You already dumped cum on my face, what more do you want?” Mydei growled out, but Phainon couldn’t help but think he was so cute when he was feigning anger. If he had truly been angry, he wouldn’t have sat there and let Phainon take photos, nor would he be staring at Phainon as if he still wanted to devour him whole. 

Phainon moved a little - moving a bit quickly and sloppily over to grab the discarded box to his side that.. He had never used it but it had interested him so much. A purchase for the future, he had told himself, and now as he ripped it open and moved to Mydei, he felt like it was a good purchase!

“This.. I have different kinds of condoms..”

“W.. What is that?” Mydei asked as Phainon held up the different condom in his hand - trying to understand what Phainon was showing him all while Phainon couldn’t help but to beam a smile at Mydei’s innocence. 

“A ribbed condom, it's supposed to feel really good for the bottom!” Phainon purred out, doing his best to try to convince Mydei because he had heard this, at least! There were so many bumps and ridges on it that bottoms said it gave them a lot of pleasure and intensified their sexual experiences!

Why would Phainon not want to feel that with Mydei? 

Mydei only breathed out a little over that, clearly enjoying the short intermission from being stuffed full of Phainon, “Why do you have that..?”

Ah..

That..

Phainon felt himself growing red in the face for the first time in a long time today due to that question - feeling shame burn into him as he cleared his throat a little; “.. I like how condoms feel squeezing my tip..”

Those words were enough to make Mydei remain rather quiet - all before he scoffed a little, “I wasn’t aware a condom fetish was a thing..”

“Sorry.. Please? I’ll put the cum inside of you after,” Phainon whimpered out, unable to help himself as he shifted his weight a little - doing his best to not be too pathetic while he begged… Even though he knew he wasn’t winning that fight, “Please..” 

“What a cute puppy begging to have safe sex with me, only to say he would still make sure to breed me..” Mydei sighed out a bit dramatically, shaking his head slowly all before he gave Phainon a soft looking smile - a reassuring and welcoming one all while he moved a hand slowly down his own stomach..

.. Just to pluck that photo and move it off his own chest - wet and soaked in his own cum and yet Mydei was being so gentle with it. As if he was fully aware of how treasured it was to Phainon as he moved to the side. All to make room for his own hand sliding down himself - pausing to pull himself open with his own hand, “If it’s you, I’ll let you try anything, Phainon.”

.. Too seductive, the sight of Mydei opening himself for Phainon was way too much as he let out a choked sound - doing his best to move so quickly as he slid that spiked and odd feeling condom onto himself, shivering a little as he rolled it down until his tip nicely pressed against it. 

Phainon was careful though, he had to be as he moved to pour some more lube onto the condom as well - doing his best to make sure Mydei would be as comfortable as possible all while he watched white ooze out of Mydei slowly. His own cum from earlier that had been staying nice inside and that..

That was enough to make Phainon whine a little as he stroked himself through his condom to move the lube around, “Thank you.. Thank you.. It will feel so good, Mydei..”

Phainon didn’t waste anymore time as he accepted Mydei’s offer, pushing himself into Mydei’s hole while Mydei kept himself open for him - hearing the way Mydei’s breath seemed to struggle as he slid deeper into him once again. 

“God..” Mydei hissed as his hand left his own body - no longer working to hold himself open as Phainon’s cock alone was doing enough to stretch him wide. 

“What is it?” Phainon asked through gritted teeth, doing his best to enjoy the way Mydei squeezed on him so rhythmically, twitching and clenching as if he was trying to welcome Phainon back with all of his wet and obscene squelches. 

Mydei huffed over it though, “You’re still way too big..”

Phainon couldn’t help but to laugh a little over that, “You’re sloppy inside now, Mydei.. Shouldn’t you be happy you’re so perfect for taking me?”

Phainon didn’t slow however - instead pushing himself into the depths of Mydei to feel those insides twitch around him. A piece of him mourned no longer feeling them against himself, but there was something new there.. As if Mydei was jerking a little every time he squeezed or moved around Phainon’s cock, a slight movement that made Mydei’s breath halt so visibly.

“This feels..” Mydei trailed off - making Phainon hum a little in amusement as he slowly started to push in and out of Mydei. His eyes were only able to watch the way Mydei’s face screwed up before feeling his insides seemingly writhing over the new pressure inside of him.

Every thrust into Mydei that Phainon did was something for him to marvel over - watching the way Mydei would jerk and sputter out some type of noises in either curses or prayers and it.. Was so addicting to Phainon as his eyes only watched Mydei grasp at the bed roughly - as if he was trying to stabilize himself while glancing down at where Phainon was sharply pounding away into him. 

“Does it feel good, Mydei? Talk to me..” Phainon whined, begging to hear more praises from Mydei - but that seemed like a useless request as Mydei only threw his head back onto the pillow and let a moan rip through his throat so sweetly. A moan clearly showing just how good he really felt from having this new condom inside of him - whimpers leaving him every time Phainon pushed himself all the way in.

“You’re moaning so much but not saying words,” Phainon pointed out with a huff of laughter over how cute and responsive Mydei was to having anal sex, “You sound perfect.”

That wasn’t a lie at all - to hear how needy and wanton Mydei was as he unraveled was so delicious to Phainon that he was borderline ignoring his own pleasure. Only working to serve as a toy for Mydei’s pleasure as he held him still with his hands, making sure that Mydei was nice and open for him to abuse internally all while Mydei kept spilling out sweet little whines.

“Mydei..” Phainon breathed out as Mydei made such a delicious noise - sounding as if he were struggling so much as he whined a little as well, “Mydei, can I record you?”

“No..” Mydei hissed out, a refusal that made Phainon feel a little stunned over how quick he had growled that - seeming almost unhappy as his hips jutted out of pure ecstasy. 

“No?” Phainon echoed - still doing his best to continue to slam his entire length into Mydei, every attempt trying his best to press into all of his spots he could possibly want to hear Mydei fall apart more and more. Choking out noises of pure pleasure as his hands only gripped at the sheets more, ruffling them with every snapping thrust Phainon offered to him. 

“Photos.. Are okay..” Mydei told him as he seemed to leave his mouth open to gulp down some air between his own words,  “If you want.. My voice, you.. Have to earn it..”

That.. Didn’t even sound bad to Phainon as he pushed himself into Mydei again - effortlessly doing just that as Mydei’s body quivered under the feeling of being filled by Phainon’s entire length. Though, he had to hum a little over it. 

“Earn.. It..” Phainon echoed out as his eyes lowered to Mydei’s pink angry cockhead - looking at how it was seeping and oozing out precum already again. Such an honest piece of Mydei that made Phainon only ever feel more and more eager to earn his voice like Mydei had hissed about. 

“Mydei, when you say things like that.. It makes it hard to think,” Phainon breathed as he leaned forward a little, feeling so desperate to be closer to Mydei even while buried inside of him,  “I just.. Want to keep you..”

“Good,” Mydei shallowly huffed out, his hand moving so swiftly to Phainon’s neck before threading his fingers into his collar so easily and yanking him forward, “Then show me how much you want to keep me, Phainon..”

.. Phainon was pretty sure his mind was going completely blank with those words as he slowly stared at Mydei. His eyes only meeting amber ones flaked with gold - staring at the way Mydei seemed to know how much power he held over Phainon and Phainon..

Phainon adored it.

He absolutely adored the way Mydei seemed to know how badly Phainon wanted to love him, and he used that to his advantage and Phainon could only find himself more and more in awe over it. Desperate to be loved by Mydei that he didn’t even mind, so long as Phainon could be used by him, he didn’t care. 

Phainon whined a little as Mydei released his choker - no longer seeming as if he needed to keep a hold on Phainon when he knew his grip on Phainon was much deeper than physical. And Phainon only moved leisurely - leaning back again to pull his cock out and listen to the sigh Mydei gave over it.

Sweet and gentle, and one that had Phainon scrambling to tear that ridged condom off of himself - fingers trembling with how much he wanted to breed Mydei. He wanted to impregnate him and have Mydei be his forever, he needed to trap him here.. That was why Phainon had to push himself back into Mydei raw this time, feeling how slick and soaked he was inside with a groan all while his fingers returned to Mydei’s hips - tightening to hold him still. 

“Mydei, please.. Don’t leave me,” Phainon whimpered out, unable to help himself but to start babbling weakly as he resumed his pace of rutting into Mydei like a wild animal, “I’ll do anything.. I’ll be your puppy, I’ll wear a collar, I’ll beg..”

Phainon didn’t want to cry again, but at the very least he could feel his voice shaking over his own emotions. Unable to help himself as he kept forcing his entire cock in and out of Mydei erratically - drinking in the way Mydei replied with such sweet gibberish in his own lust and sinful delights.

Mydei’s moans were more than enough to make Phainon feel his own cock throbbing so much inside of Mydei, “Please don’t.. I need you.. Mydei..”

Phainon was chanting those words like a prayer - singing them under his breath as he fucked into Mydei as hard as he could. He needed Mydei to know how much control he had over Phainon - he wanted Mydei to know what a mess he made of him so easily.

And that was why Phainon found himself choking over Mydei speaking to him in a hoarse and breathless voice. 

“Tell me.. What do you like about me, Phainon?”

“What do I.. Like about you?” Phainon quoted out as he slowly moved his eyes to look at Mydei - staring at the way Mydei was drooling a little from his own bliss, while still seeming as if he were just trying to study Phainon, “You’re.. Everything to me, where should I start?”

“Somewhere..?” Mydei replied with a scoff - making Phainon huff a quiet little laugh and shake his head. Dropping his eyes from Mydei’s gaze to instead focus on the way he could see such a precious bump in Mydei’s stomach when he bottomed out. His mind only felt like it was unraveling more and more when he let himself imagine it was their own children in there already.. 

“I.. I’m sorry for stalking you online and in person, but I think I fell in love with you from the very moment you smiled at me. I couldn’t help but to yearn for more..” Phainon began, choking out his words as he squeezed Mydei’s waist a little, feeling his voice struggling as he tried to figure out how to say this without being.. Weird. 

“I wanted more.. So I.. Googled your looks..” Phainon confessed as he felt Mydei’s insides squeeze on him right back - clenching down on him and making Phainon whine a little over that delicious pressure so tight on him, “Sure, an anime man and a train may have popped up first, but then an heir came up..”

Phainon had to shake his head a little over that - sighing as he moved himself a little. Pushing Mydei’s legs against his own chest all while bending down more on top of him - humming over how natural it felt to be forcing Mydei beneath him and feeling Mydei squirm a little over it. Trapped and forced to take the pleasure he deserved, all while Phainon couldn’t bring himself to look away. 

“Mydeimos Kremnos.. What a pretty name, I thought.. But it was strange,” Phainon mumbled as he thought about his earlier days of stalking Mydei’s online presence,  “You never smiled in photos posted online - you always looked so unhappy.”

Those photos haunted Phainon, it made him feel like most of Mydei’s life was him just being dragged everywhere by his father. And that was why Phainon found himself so desperate to make Mydei happy - to make sure he was enjoying himself..

“Phain-”

“Shh, Mydei,” Phainon whined out, moving to grasp at Mydei’s own underwear he had discarded to the side to roughly force them into Mydei’s mouth - watching the way Mydei’s eyes widened before he seemed to come to terms with being gagged, “I’m speaking.”

Phainon had to sigh over that - shaking his head a little as his hips only continued to move roughly, watching the way Mydei seemed to strain and close his eyes a little with a whimper. But that was fine, Phainon didn’t need to hear his moans as loudly as possible right now - the muffled versions of them were just as sweet as Phainon moved his hands to touch Mydei's face.

Brushing back sweaty locks of hair as he hummed a little over the sight of Mydei looking as if he was such a horrible wreck..

“Where was I..? Right, you looked unhappy.. I wanted to fix that, since you were smiling in our photo; I hoped I could do something..” Phainon murmured as he felt his own insides boiling with pleasure as his slammed his hips downwards into Mydei - ripping out such a nice groan from Mydei even through the fabric in his mouth as well, “I just needed to figure out how to get you to be mine, to make you submit to me..”

Phainon only delighted in the way Mydei looked at him at that - a weak and pathetic type of stare that didn’t seem to understand what Phainon was saying at all. Only keeping quiet as Phainon rocked their bodies together back and forth slowly - feeling the way Mydei’s insides were still convulsing around him in such a sinful way..

“That’s when I started stalking you.. Learning your routes.. Watching a man who I just.. I wanted more from,” Phainon confessed with a laugh leaving him - shaking his head slowly,  “More of that look you gave me at the convention center over my nose bleeding.. More of the way your eyes seemed to know, but you were too polite to comment..”

Phainon couldn’t forget that gaze that had been so full of lust - not when Mydei had been giving him those looks all night long now. Seeming as if he was doing his best to lure Phainon in deeper, all while Phainon was head over heels for Mydei anyway. His fingers only worked to comb through Mydei’s hair slowly as he bottomed out inside of him, whimpering over the sparks of pleasure that crept up his own spine over that. 

“Slowly.. I watched you, learned your hobbies, watched how dazzling your smile was when you were alone cooking in your home,” Phainon mused, his eyes moving just a little to glance as the walls idly - staring at his collection and the rare times he had caught Mydei smiling to himself,  “How sparkling your personality was when you thought no one was looking.”

It was so very precious to him as his eyes darted right back to Mydei - hungrily devouring the way he seemed to be panting through his own underwear. Tears at the edges of his eyes from his own pleasure and mounting ecstasy, and Phainon only moved his hands to brush at those soft cheeks slowly - fondly tracing his finger across the tattoo under Mydei’s eye.

“And that.. That was a curious thing, Mydei..” Phainon cooed out so softly before he moved away - leaning back as he went back to working on pleasuring Mydei fully. Instead grabbing at one of Mydei’s hands and yanking it a little, forcing him to feel his own stomach as he pushed himself to sheathe fully into Mydei. 

“Hand here and press down,” Phainon purred to him, unable to stop the feeling of sheer glee he felt inside of him over the way he could feel Mydei listening to him. So sweetly obeying as Mydei’s insides pressed down on Phainon’s cock - dragging out a hiss from him over the pressure and making an odd garbled noise leave Mydei’s own throat. 

“Don’t whine, feel me inside of you, okay?” Phainon hummed, moving his hands back to holding onto Mydei’s hips instead as he started moving again and again. No longer wanting to give Mydei any mercy as he heard that man cry out so deliciously - a sound that was music to Phainon’s ears alongside his own heartbeat thudding like thunder in them. 

After all, he was supposed to show Mydei the depths of his love, wasn’t he..?

“But just learning that.. I don’t know if it’s enough Mydei..” Phainon admitted as he knit his brows a little - flicking his eyes upwards to stare at the way Mydei was writhing a little, jerking and trembling over his own pleasure,  “I just.. I want to learn more and make your smile mine.”

.. Ironic considering Phainon couldn’t see Mydei’s mouth too well around the fabric of his underwear in his mouth currently. A sad thing, and yet it only made Phainon throb more and more to think about how Mydei was letting him ruin him in such a foul way.. Choking on his own cum soaked underwear just because Phainon wanted him to..

It was enough to make Phainon feel his own legs shaking - a shallow and almost manic laugh escaping him over it, “I want you to only look at me and erase everyone else from your memories, is that okay?” 

Phainon couldn’t help himself but to whine out those words - begging for Mydei to want him just as much as Phainon wanted Mydei.. To pray he would be kept and cherished just like Phainon wanted to do with Mydei, and that was why Phainon couldn’t help himself as he rutted the tip of his cock roughly into Mydei’s hand on his abdomen. Feeling that man pressing down so nicely and just like he was told.. 

“Would you forgive me if I did that to you? If I made you mine and kept you here? I just want you so much..” Phainon asked, hanging his head a little as he felt a whine escape his own throat - unable to help it as he felt his entire shaft twitching and pumping so easily, “I’m cumming again..”

Though he doubted Mydei needed to be told that as Mydei made an odd noise over it - sounding as if he were almost out of breath all the same but Phainon couldn’t be bothered to look up. Instead his own eyes were glued to Mydei’s splayed out hand on his own abdomen, still pushing down like he had been told - even being as devilish to slowly be moving in circles in almost a teasing way.

.. As if he was enjoying getting bred, and something about that made Phainon feel more than a little light-headed the more he considered how much that probably was true.. Mydei probably had.. A breeding kink, right? With how much he whined over Phainon putting on condoms and not cumming inside of him, that was probably a big flag he enjoyed feeling Phainon spilling wet and hot inside of him.

Cute… That was such a cute thought to Phainon who could only find more reasons to adore Mydei. 

“Get.. Pregnant this time, Mydei.. Press nice and hard on your stomach for me,”  Phainon purred out, only to immediately groan over the way Mydei’s hand moved right to the bump of Phainon’s cockhead - pressing harshly down onto him with his insides squeezing as well, “Fuck.. Just like that..”

That was too much, if Phainon hadn’t already been orgasming, he knew that he would have been at his climax from that pressing alone. His own teeth gritted together as he felt the way Mydei was pushing softer and rougher randomly - as if he was doing his best to move his own guts to make Phainon feel better and milk out more of his cum.

.. The idea of him having a breeding kink was really becoming more and more obvious the longer Phainon thought about it.

“Can you feel my cock pulsing inside of you to breed you? Do you like it?” Phainon asked, genuinely wanting an answer from the man who was torturing him so sweetly, “Mydei..”

Phainon leaned up a little at that - doing his best not to sway over how much his body felt like jelly as he moved to pull Mydei’s underwear from his mouth. Fondly watching the way Mydei left his mouth open with his tongue out as if he was expecting something more while Phainon merely discarded his underwear to the side.

All to hear Mydei laugh softly over it, “I love you, Phainon.”

Those words only served to make Phainon stiffen up completely, jerking his eyes to look at Mydei who smiled right back at him so innocently. As if he didn’t know how quickly and instantly he had gotten Phainon wrapped around his fingers - staring at him as if he was merely waiting for Phainon to say it back to him.

“W-What?” Phainon choked out instead, feeling his own cock aching to raw Mydei more with those words - but he wanted.. He wanted to know how Mydei would come to such a conclusion.

He wanted to know if Mydei’s love for him went to the same depths, and that Mydei would be his forever. He wanted to know if Mydei adored him just as much, or if those words were just being said in the heat of the moment between them both.

He wanted.. He wanted Mydei.. 

“My stalker sucks at stalking..” Mydei hummed out, seeming as if he was a little amused as he lapped his tongue over his lips - wetting them from where his underwear had stolen their moisture, probably, “There were so many times when I purposefully left my windows open at night in the shortest pairs of underwear and pants I could, and you never dared come close.”

.. Left his.. Windows open.. 

Phainon couldn’t help the way he found himself sucking in his breath - staring as he was completely unable to think of a reply as he instead waited for Mydei to say something else. 

“It was cute, in a way, thinking that you didn’t want sex and were interested in other things..” Mydei obeyed his thoughts, sighing a little as he continued on much to Phainon’s own joy in the matter, “But a bit frustrating due to how many times I imagined you pushing me against the counter..”

.. Mydei had imagined Phainon taking him against his own counter..? Phainon had watched Mydei so many times before and imagined how it would be to talk to Mydei while he cooked.. What he would say.. How he would explain what he was cooking or doing..

.. And Mydei just wanted him to raw him against the counter!? He could have been doing this to Mydei days ago!? 

Mydei didn’t stop however - his hand returning to his slow lazy circles on his abdomen in such a teasing motion as he dropped his voice a bit lustfully, “Hearing you were just happy to see me happy.. How sweet is my poor little puppy? I’ll make sure to give you lots of children like you want, Phainon..”

Those words were enough to make Phainon whine pathetically, unable to help himself as he leaned forward to push his own lips to Mydei’s, “Mydeimos..”

That was all that managed to escape him before he moved to push his tongue into Mydei’s mouth - taking a dull note of the way he tasted a little bit salty from his own cum being in his mouth. But somehow, in some sick way, it only made Phainon feel so much eager to devour everything of Mydei’s and replace it with his own taste. To feel the way Mydei reciprocated so easily only made him grind his hips a little.

Unable to focus on the way he could feel his own cum oozing out around his sloppy movements all while Mydei hungrily licked him back. Not seeming at all bothered that Phainon was slowly moving again, if anything - it seemed like Mydei was being just as eager for more. Pushing on his own stomach with a hum into their kiss as Phainon gulped down every taste of Mydei he could.

He wanted everything of Mydei. He had said that before, and he would say it again and again until he had claimed every part of this man. He wanted everything Mydei could ever give to him, and he only felt more and more desperate to make sure he managed just that.

.. All before Mydei pulled away a little - forcing Phainon to give such a pathetic sounding whine over Mydei angling his head away from being kissed more. His lips moving to suck down air before he laughed a little - his hand now moving to Phainon’s chest from his own body, a warm feeling hand that wasn’t even shy as he groped Phainon’s pectorals a little playfully. 

“Phainon,” Mydei mused softly, watching Phainon much too keenly that Phainon couldn’t help but blink widely at him - feeling himself much more innocent and unaware than he had been in quite some time today. 

“Y-Yes?”

“Will you lay down on the bed instead? I’ve been thinking about riding you for days,” Mydei purred out in such a soft tone that Phainon could barely believe it was aimed at him - let alone the words Mydei was saying as his hands only moved down to his abs to feel him a little. As if Mydei was finally taking his time to admire Phainon’s body all while still under him. 

“Y.. Yes!” Phainon nodded swiftly - feeling a bit of remorse as he pulled himself out of Mydei before scrambling a little to instead lay down beside Mydei. Only to feel his breath immediately leave him a Mydei didn’t waste a single second. Instead pressing Phainon’s legs down to the bed before moving to straddle him - both his knees trapping Phainon beneath him all while he hovered a little above Phainon for a moment. 

“You’re such a good boy for me..” Mydei cooed out - making Phainon feel himself twitching as he looked up at Mydei, unable to look away from how beautiful that man looked when taking what he wanted,  “Look at this.. All your cum is oozing out now.. Make sure to fill me up again, alright?”

Phainon’s eyes drooped at that - staring at drips of white messily seeping out of Mydei and onto Phainon, a sight that made him swallow and nod his head so happily over it. 

“Yes!” Phainon agreed without a second thought - finding himself more and more eager as Mydei’s hand moved to Phainon’s cock, angling him to be more in line with Mydei’s hole only.. 

“Naughty,” Mydei hissed out - tightening his grip on Phainon’s cock as he slowly lowered himself down to take Phainon’s tip back into himself, “Don’t move, you’re my toy for now.”

Those words made Phainon feel as if his head was swimming even more and he watched Mydei so slowly lower himself - letting his body take his time as he took in more and more of Phainon. 

“Mydei..” Phainon whined over how slow Mydei was going - as if he was taking his  time now that he finally had Phainon right where he wanted him. And that thought was very addicting, but also Phainon felt like he was slightly losing his mind with how much he wanted Mydei to feel good as well.

It felt almost unfair that he was being buried into Mydei’s warmth and was twitching over it - yet Mydei was only looking like he was amused over something, not blissed out of his mind like Phainon wanted..

“Just sit there and let me enjoy you,”  Mydei argued against those thoughts he couldn’t hear regardless, “You can rub my legs or chest if you want, but no thrusting. Be good and let me have my fun.”

Phainon found himself whimpering over that - not wasting a moment before moving his hands to gripping Mydei’s thighs. A thing he had always dreamed about doing, and now he felt like he was doing it to stay sane as Mydei took him all the way to the hilt and simply waited there,“Yes sir..”

“Sir? That’s nice..” Mydei mused as he cocked his head to the side - all while slowly starting at such an agonizing pace that made Phainon want to whine and buck his hips into Mydei for more. Yet, instead, all he could force himself to do was look up at Mydei with all the admiration he could muster - trying his best to steady himself and his own breathing.

“You’re so pretty, Mydei..” Phainon breathed out, unable to stop himself from complimenting such a perfect man, “Every piece of you.. I feel like I shouldn’t even be allowed to see you naked..”

His eyes only trailed around Mydei - looking at all those beautiful tattoos Mydei had on his body. They were so beautiful that Phainon found himself regretting not taking more time to memorize every single one of them - though.. He had to pray there would be other chances, anyway.. 

“Saying that.. While I’m squelching with your cum..” Mydei hissed out as he continued his rather languid pace of moving his hips back and forth - working to sink Phainon in and out of him all while being so lazy with it.

.. As if he was trying to make Phainon suffer as golden eyes only watched Phainon so keenly. 

The thought was enough to make Phainon whimper already, “Mydei.. Please.. I want to move and help..”

“No,” Mydei snapped back - not speeding up or anything, merely continuing his nice deep strokes. Slow and steady as if he was just enjoying the feeling of being full before moving again and repeating the action. 

“But I-”

“Be a good puppy, I’m riding you how I want,” Mydei growled out, and those were words to make Phainon bite his own lips. Eyes dropping down to look at where Mydei was riding him, staring at how deep he was going - but feeling his own legs twitch over how slow it was to where Mydei didn’t even seem like he was struggling to breathe at all.

As if he was toying with Phainon more than anything else. 

“Nn.. Mydei..”

“You’re so whiny.. Even when your cock is rearranging my guts and bulging my stomach, you’re still whimpering,” Mydei sighed out, shaking his head slowly as he spoke,  “Here.. Let’s muzzle you.”

Those words were odd to Phainon - half expecting a familiar pair of underwear to be forced into his mouth, only to watch Mydei bend down slowly. Fingers immediately grasping onto Phainon’s neck to yank that choker off of him - only to move it upwards. 

Phainon couldn’t resist Mydei - opening his mouth willingly to accept Mydei tying his choker around him as if it were a gag. A sensation that was uncomfortable to Phainon as it clicked into place and kept his mouth open, but not unwelcomed as Mydei only moved closer with a soft humming sound.

That was when true agony began.

A pace of Mydei going so very slowly - all while his tongue slowly licked Phainon’s bottom lip teasingly. Fully knowing Phainon couldn’t even do anything back, only working to make Phainon whine a little over how much he wanted to kiss that man - feeling his own tongue pressing awfully against his choker as Mydei sank him in deep again. 

Only to bite at Phainon’s lower lip softly - just enough to make Phainon aware of it happening before placing a sweet kiss there as well.

All while Phainon couldn’t return it at all - feeling Mydei’s hand gently petting through his hair so lovingly slowly, as if he was doing his best to soothe his puppy that he knew was upset. 

“I like this.. A nice quiet puppy is stuffing me full..” Mydei purred as he slowly raised his thighs while still lazily laying on Phainon’s chest - just barely sliding Phainon out before sinking him right back in teasingly and achingly slow, “You’re cute, Phainon.”

.. Phainon was cute?

Phainon couldn’t help but whine as Mydei seemed to lazily move with his knees back and forth - slowly riding Phainon in such a leisurely way that it felt almost like utter torture.

But too good at the same time, so very good as Mydei only stared him in the eyes and watched him breathe so heavily through his makeshift muzzle. His eyes watched as if Phainon was a sweet little piece of prey, and Mydei was simply a lion indulging in his own meal as he sank Phainon in and out of himself.

“Very cute when you’re just laying there and letting me use you, too,” Mydei purred at him softly - a hand moving slowly to find Phainon’s own, “Your hands are so needy, why don’t you do what you made me do?”

Those words made Phainon squint a little as he tried to understand, but nothing mattered as long as Mydei was enjoying himself. Feeling drool seeping out of his own lips as he watched Mydei with his full attention - whimpering just a tiny amount of Mydei’s insides squeezing him nicely. 

“Feel my stomach again.. Feel yourself inside of me,” Mydei’s fingers threaded into one of Phainon’s hands at that, moving them both to his stomach while holding hands so sweetly, “Press.. And feel how you make my insides struggle to fit you.”

Phainon could do nothing but obey whatever he wanted - pressing down on Mydei’s stomach as Mydei only rocked himself back and forth. A soft mellow and melodious laugh sounding through Phainon’s ears and making him dizzy from Mydei over it.

“You’re twitching so much I can feel it inside of me, you know?” Mydei cooed and asked, and Phainon couldn’t help the noise that left his throat - he was barely aware of the way it felt so good,  “Whining and whimpering, only to be really enjoying this.. My poor puppy, be more honest with me.”

Not the sex.

But being used by Mydei as if he was simply a toy.

He loved this - to know Mydei was using him as he pleased, to know that Mydei was doing what he wanted and being so greedy. That was why he couldn’t help himself as he felt his cock pumping into Mydei - whining as he pushed his head into the pillow a little with his hand on Mydei’s stomach pressing down more to feel his cock breeding him inside. 

“Oh..” Mydei hummed out, pausing as well as he leaned away a little, sinking Phainon in deeper before moving their hands together to rub his abdomen slowly - as if massaging him with how he was still making sure Phainon was pushing on his lower abdomen, “I didn’t say you could cum, Phainon?”

Phainon only whine over it - feeling his face burn from embarrassment all while he couldn’t stop how much he was pushing into Mydei. Pumping him full of his cum all while Mydei was cruelly just sitting on him now - not even using him for his own pleasure but instead just letting Phainon cum into him so messily.

His legs kept twitching under Mydei - wishing that he was being ridden for all he was worth to Mydei, all while he couldn’t help biting into his choker. His face was so very wet from his own drool as he felt a warmth on his crotch as well. His eyes dipping down curiously to see his own cum seeping out of Mydei slowly due to him sitting on top of him and watching Phainon beneath him. 

“How will I punish you for this..? You seem immune to being overstimulated..” Mydei mused into the air, clearly not wanting a reply from Phainon since he was still very muzzled.. 

“Here..”  Mydei sighed after a moment, shaking his head just a tiny bit, “I’ll keep you nice and deep.. Surely you’ll enjoy being cockwarmed, right?”

That..

Phainon could only find himself whining over it - groaning against his muzzle as he bit down on it a little, trying his best to ignore how Mydei’s insides felt like home now as Mydei fully took him into his core. Settling down on his cock all the way to hit hilt as Phainon whined over it, unable to fight back as his own cock betrayed him and spurted out more cum inside of Mydei over the new warmth on the rest of his length.

“Don’t whine.. Doesn’t it feel so good inside of me?” Mydei purred out, teasing as Phainon twitched beneath him and let out another strained noise as Mydei’s insides only massaged him more, “You’re squirming so much, come on now, Phainon.. You’re breeding me so deep, getting cockwarmed can’t be that bad?”

Phainon could barely even think straight as he looked up at Mydei who only stared down at him with a tilted head. Amused as he watched Phainon beneath him, all while their hands stayed conjoined - pressing on Mydei’s belly bulge together and forcing it to feel even better for Phainon.

But that.. Phainon felt himself arching a little under Mydei - feeling his body stiffen as he wiggled just a little bit, unable to get his mind off of the fact Mydei wasn’t moving. His own cock was merely leaking wet precum onto Phainon’s chest sweetly, oozing out and forming a small puddle onto Phainon but he wanted more.

He wanted to see Mydei cum on him from this, he wanted Mydei to struggle and moan while on top of him - he wanted to watch Mydei feel so good just from having Phainon inside of him. And that was why Mydei wasn’t wrong, this was torture in an odd way. A mean and cruel move from Mydei where he was denying himself pleasure - and making Phainon watch as he hummed a little. 

.. All before Phainon broke his hand from Mydei’s - unable to help himself as he gripped onto Mydei’s hips roughly to thrust upwards into him a bit like a wild animal. Not willing to stop himself as Mydei sharply cried out over that and moved a hand to Phainon’s chest to stabilize himself as well. 

“Bad dog, I told you no thrusting!” Mydei growled out, but Phainon couldn’t help but make an odd noise over it as he tried to offer a few more pushes into Mydei - doing his best to hold him down instead of letting him get up as Mydei attempted to move up and make his cock reach only shallowly, “Phainon!”

Phainon couldn’t help himself as Mydei’s hands moved to his wrists instead, fumbling a little as he gave such a deep groan - clearly from Phainon’s sloppy attempts to buck into him hitting his prostate nicely as Phainon found himself making noises right along with him. His mind only wanting to hear more and more of Mydei, praying his own voice would make him give in..

“You’re whining too much,” Mydei grumbled, breathing out in a heavy pant all while Phainon’s fingers released their hold on him slowly - instead moving to knit their hands together in a sweet hand holding position, “.. That’s rather cute.”

Phainon paused his attempts to pleasure Mydei at that - instead giving him such a pathetic look as he stared Mydei in the eyes. Praying that he would fully understand what Phainon was trying to convey as he felt the wetness of his own slobber seeping out of his mouth as he whimpered a little.

.. He really did feel like he was becoming more and more like a dog for this man - and only this man.

“Fine,” Mydei conceded as his hands tightened on Phainon’s gripping onto his handholding so sweetly that Phainon couldn’t help but return the favor as he stared at that beautiful man that was smiling down at him, “I’ll milk you for all your worth, though.. With how easily you cum, I doubt that’s much more.”

That.. Was all Phainon wanted to hear.

He just wanted to be used by Mydei, and have him enjoy himself - for Mydei, he didn’t mind anything. 

That was why this was a new level of bliss as Mydei moved a little - readjusting himself to more easily ride Phainon, shuffling his weight around to better suit bouncing on Phainon and that.. That sight was more than enough to make Phainon feel light-headed.

Nothing had prepared him for the sight of Mydei actually riding him nice and hard - bouncing himself up and down and forcing Phainon’s cock to wetly smack into his ass and rearrange his guts. All while his own cock flopped around so cutely - so uselessly to where Phainon couldn’t help but admire it.

That, and the sinfully delicious bounce of Mydei’s tits every time he moved. Seeming more and more like heavy breasts as his beautiful nipples seemed so hard and rosy, as if they were aching for Phainon’s mouth back on them. And he probably would have grabbed them at the least if not for Mydei still holding onto his hands.

His eyes only drooped a little at that - feeling his own legs quiver every time Mydei sank his cock in all the way to the hilt, forcing that nice little bump in his stomach to bulge out so effortlessly while making Phainon whine in pleasure over it. Still so tight and warm, and maybe that was due to Phainon’s size being hard to adapt to, but Phainon preferred thinking Mydei’s body was just designed to milk him and only him. 

Every movement was enough to make Phainon think he was the luckiest man in the world - but that emotion only became so much stronger as his eyes trailed upwards again. Looking at that beautiful braid at the side of Mydei’s head flopping with his movements and smacking into Mydei’s shoulder every time he forced Phainon into his depths. 

Reddened sweet lips were parted, halfway open as Mydei seemed to be panting as he worked on riding Phainon - eyes narrowed in either his own concentration, or a sweet little tease to Phainon as he met that gaze. Whatever it was, Phainon could feel himself pulsing inside of Mydei over it - whining a little as Mydei’s insides twitched around him.

.. That wasn’t all.

The way Mydei slowed a little, his legs quivering just a bit as he lowered his head to look at where they were connected before he almost slowed down completely. Almost stopping all while Phainon listened to his pathetic pants and gulps of air, unable to look away from Mydei’s cock that was twitching so much and so obviously wanting to orgasm.

But Mydei wasn’t moving..

“I..” Mydei breathed out, sounding so shaky as he barely managed that word - all while his head was hung low as he was completely stopped now. No longer moving as he was just holding onto Phainon..

But that wasn’t good enough.

Phainon wanted to see Mydei cum in this position. Of course he did, that was why Phainon couldn’t resist but to yank his hands free to return to Mydei’s hips - not hesitating as he immediately returned to thrusting his pelvis into Mydei.

Every movement was rough - but he knew that was what Mydei wanted as that man only let him, not even chastising him that time but leaning his head back a little to groan over the pleasure. Seeming as if he had given up on snarling at Phainon in favor of letting his orgasm be forced from him with Phainon’s sloppy movements to push their bodies together.

Even lowering himself a little to help Phainon reach deeper as he hung his head forward once more, saying a little curse under his breath all before Phainon got just what he wanted. 

“Phainon!” Mydei cried out after a minute, and it’s not like Phainon had to try to spend long to figure out why as Mydei’s cock began to messily spill onto his chest. Twitching and pumping all while Phainon couldn’t bring himself to slow down very much - instead feeling himself being more than a little delighted that Mydei was cumming from his attempts.

All he wanted was to make sure Mydei rode out his orgasm nicely - whining a little as he watched Mydei heave such heavy breaths as he came. Every movement of Phainon’s slowing just a tiny bit, just enough as his thumb rolled little circles comfortingly into Mydei’s hips while he stabilized him - doing his best to watch the way Mydei was spilling so cutely onto him.

.. Precious.

The sight of him cumming from riding Phainon was so adorable and sweet to Phainon that it made him feel dizzy as he laid there under Mydei. All before blinking as he watched Mydei slowly move - leaning back down towards him. 

“Good.. Puppy..” Mydei breathed out, and Phainon had to whine as Mydei pressed a soft kiss to Phainon’s wedged open mouth. Kissing him so sweetly to where Phainon only wanted to return it as he felt Mydei licking his mouth softly, “Knowing just what his owner wants..”

Those words were enough to make Phainon feel an odd sense of pride as he watched Mydei’s hands move to the back of his head - slowly undoing the choker around him and gagging his mouth all while he gave a little sigh. And Phainon was polite enough to wait for a moment as Mydei returned it to his neck so easily. Clipping it back into place for Phainon.

.. That was when Phainon couldn’t control his hands anymore, instead moving to the back of Mydei’s head to grip him and yank him forward. Hungrily pressing his lips into Mydei’s own and whining as he felt Mydei nipping at his lips, but he didn’t mind that. Not when Mydei let him easily into his mouth again.

An action that always made Phainon feel like he just couldn’t get enough of Mydei - desperate to feel Mydei’s lips more and more against his own. All while Mydei pulled away much too quickly - laughing a little most likely due to Phainon’s eagerness, but that was fine.. Phainon didn’t mind when he had so much to say to that man. 

“Calling yourself my owner means I belong to you, and vice versa, you know..” Phainon told him as he tried to clear his throat from how odd it felt from being muzzled, “No other pets, I get jealous easily..”

“Easy.. Enough,” Mydei mused softly - seeming like he was a bit amused over it, but also sounding so very… 

“You sound tired, Mydei..”

“I am..” Mydei confessed as he leaned back onto Phainon - sighing rather obviously as he moved a hand to his bangs to push them back slowly. Probably due to his own sweat, but Phainon didn’t find himself minding at all as his ears only savored the wetness coming from Mydei sinking onto him again. ..

“Mm..” Phainon couldn’t help himself as he moved a little - enough to pick up Mydei off of himself a bit awkwardly,  though Mydei himself didn’t seem to mind as he made an odd huffing noise. Instead Mydei seemed to almost.. Enjoy being moved around by Phainon, as if him showing off the fact he went to the gym too was some sort of turn on.. 

But whatever the case, Phainon couldn’t help but swap their positions, putting Mydei a bit onto his side for a new pose of sex as Phainon stared down at him and admired just how pretty he was, “Don’t move, Mydei..” 

Phainon moved a little to straddle one of Mydei’s legs - moving the other to give him enough room to slide back inside of him. But for now, he found himself moving to grasp his phone again now that Mydei was on his side and merely staring at Phainon with a drowsy yet seductive expression dancing in his eyes. 

Phainon didn’t waste a single moment before flipping to the camera app, taking a photo of how gorgeous Mydei was before humming. 

“Give me your hand,” Phainon demanded, already offering his own as he blinked at Mydei who only obeyed his request rather sweetly. Letting Phainon take ahold of his hand once more all while Phainon took more photos of that. Humming a little as he tried to angle himself better to take photos of his own cum seeping down the backside of Mydei as well.

“Cute, now then..” Phainon hummed as he moved to try to push his own cock back into Mydei with no hands - pausing as he slid his eyes upwards to Mydei, “Can you give me one more round, Mydei..?”

That seemed to be quite the heavy question as Mydei knitted his brows over it immediately, “I’m..”

“You don’t have to move,” Phainon told him all while he moved to throw his phone down, regretfully pulling his hand away from Mydei’s as well as he got a condom out. Just one.. That was all he needed as he slowly moved to grab Mydei’s barely hardened cock - humming as he rolled a condom onto it rather leisurely, “Just sit there and let me pleasure you..”

Phainon adored the way Mydei seemed so responsive to the condom - his cock twitching so cutely to life in Phainon’s hands that it was simply adorable to see.. 

“That’s.. The condom is so.. Tight..” Mydei whined after a minute, sounding more strained than tired now - and Phainon couldn’t help but laugh a little as he made sure it was secure on Mydei. Dragging it to his base and humming as he moved his hands away to guide his own dripping and eager cock right back into Mydei’s warmth. 

“Feels good, doesn’t it? You must be so sensitive,” Phainon purred out as he slowly rocked his hips - aiming for Mydei’s prostate due to how much he wanted Mydei to cum one last time, “It’s okay, you’re squeezing so much.. It must feel good..”

Phainon couldn’t help but to praise Mydei - his insides still felt like bliss for Phainon as he rolled his hips back and forth. Such a leisurely pace considering Mydei.. Seemed to be struggling to keep up now. 

“Why.. Is the condom so tight?” Mydei breathed out as his hands only gripped at the sheets - looking as if he was fighting for his life not to cum already and Phainon found that endlessly endearing.. 

“I buy them in smaller sizes to make it feel better on me,” Phainon explained, chuckling a little over how it must feel for Mydei to be experiencing his cock being squeezed so much by a condom, “Sorry. Just bear with it, you should have some room in there - right? You’re not nearly as big as me, anyway..”

“Phainon, It’s..”

Phainon didn’t care to hear out those cute whines however - instead moving his hand to rub at the tip of Mydei’s cock lovingly - stroking his sensitive neglected part with a hum on his lips as he angled himself a bit more inside of Mydei. Making sure every push into Mydei was nice and precise, desperate to hear more moans from Mydei as his legs already were quivering over it.

“It’s okay.. Come on, Mydei..” Phainon cooed as he kept up his efforts, his thumb pressing against Mydei’s cockhead before rolling around his slit slowly, “This is your prostate, right?”

Phainon asked that too sweetly - too genuinely as he forced his hips to buck into Mydei, listening to how Mydei whined and moaned every time over his cock rubbing into him at that angle. So honest in his vocalized praises when Phainon hit him just right..

“I’m doing my best to milk you!” Phainon tried to answer those sweet praises, doing his best to keep going as he felt Mydei only twitching and convulsing on 

“Phainon..!” Mydei cried out yet again, music to Phainon’s ears as he continued his nice and unrelenting onslaught on Mydei’s body. Listening to the heavy breaths Mydei was trying to take all while he was nearing his limit so obviously. 

His entire body was trembling now, shaking from Phainon’s abuse, and that only made Phainon want to try harder to make him feel even better..

“You’re so talented to cum without being touched,” Phainon purred to him sweetly, jerking his hand up and down Mydei’s cock now while being careful not to pull his condom off, “But I’m trying to help you so you can sleep!”

“Bastard!” Mydei hissed out, thrashing as much as he could but Phainon couldn’t help but to laugh at his attempts a little - shoving himself all the way inside as Mydei sweetly rewarded all of his attempts. His insides moving so wildly that Phainon couldn’t help but groan a little with the intense sparks of pleasure that made his scalp tingle so deliciously. 

“You’re so good, Mydei!” Phainon praised him again, humming as he moved his hand to now watch the way Mydei’s cock was pumping into that condom wetly, “Cumming so quickly, wow..”

Mydei only barely replied to that - only gripping onto the sheets more as he tried to curl his legs a little. His body heaving and twitching as Phainon only remained deep inside of him, staring fondly at the white liquid gathering in that condom nicely. 

“Come on.. Give me a nice big load,” Phainon mumbled a little quietly, unable to help the greed he was feeling coiling up inside of him as he watched Mydei’s cock slowly pumping out more cum,  “I want it, Mydei..”

“What are.. You going on about?” Mydei asked after a few moments, sounding as if he was so out of breath and trying for the life of him to get a grip. Though, Phainon couldn’t help but be amused by that.

His hands were now both tending to Mydei’s cock, slowly stroking him from the shaft to tip - working to coax all the cum to bunch up into the condom nicely. Humming a little over how nicely Mydei’s cock was reacting to his touches - still spurting a little bit more out when Phainon touched him just right. 

He couldn’t even deny how happy this was making him.

Perhaps just a bit too happy as he felt his own vision become oddly dotted with black - blinking a little over the way he was.. Cumming? From this? That felt almost embarrassing, but Mydei wasn’t commenting on it so maybe he was just too full of cum already to notice a new load being painted inside of him..

“I want it.. This is mine..” Phainon breathed out - unable to stop himself nor wanting to as he slowly started to sway his own hips during his own orgasm. His mind was still focused on Mydei’s cum, but.. He wanted to make sure Mydei went to bed nice and deeply well bred, anyway.. 

Mydei didn’t comment on it either way, only sighing a little, “What.. Is?”

Phainon couldn’t stop his fingers and their work - honestly slowly moving to massage Mydei’s cock and trying to milk every single drop out of him. Squeezing his cock a little to listen to how sweetly Mydei would whine over the pressure and feeling how his cock twitched in his hands..

Though, as nothing more came out, Phainon could only laugh happily over it. 

“This condom,” Phainon purred, as he carefully took that heavy used condom off of Mydei slowly, “It’s mine.”

Phainon didn’t waste a single second before he moved to tie many small tight knots there - doing his best to make sure all of Mydei’s cum was securely inside before he looked at it a bit fondly. Staring at the milky liquid locked in there as his cock only felt Mydei twitching around him - surely watching Phainon admire his cum and being unsure of what to make of that sight.

“You’re.. Keeping it?” Mydei asked after a moment, and Phainon couldn’t help but to laugh over that - nodding his head happily to Mydei as he looked past the condom and hummed. 

“Yep!” Phainon admitted without an ounce of shame as he flitted his eyes back to the condom in his hand, “Next time I should get your first orgasm of the night.. This amount is so much less than how much you wasted..”

Mydei only laughed at that, “You’re.. A freak, and yet I think it’s attractive.. What’s wrong with me?”

That was a silly question to ask Phainon of all people, “Nothing.. You’re so perfect for me..”

“Good night..” Mydei softly replied over that - only making Phainon jerk his head up a little.

Staring at Mydei as he tilted his head, “M.. Mydei?”

“Ah..” Phainon purred over the sight of Mydeimos already just laying on the bed with such sweetly closed eyes - the embodiment of bliss seeming to take over his feature softly and Phainon.. He could only move his eyes to the used condom that was full of Mydei’s warm cum. 

A price of his own - and one that only made him feel giddy as he brought the sweet liquid to his lips, pressing a kiss to it chastly. 

.. All before he moved it into his mouth - feeling the taste of sweat flooding his tongue all while he popped it into his lips a bit too happily. It was still so warm, a nice load of cum sitting on his tongue yet not making a mess at all. A precious gift from his beloved, and Phainon merely wanted to lick it clean. Working around the knots ties on it to the opening - tonguing that a little to taste Mydei’s sweat and cum more and more.

His eyes drooped from Mydei’s sweet face however, leaning back a bit to look at how Mydei’s hole was still clinging to him - white around the rim from all the cum that had been bred into him. Yet still so tight and snug on Phainon’s cock. As if even while asleep Mydei’s body was begging Phainon to stay inside him - a cute thing, really. 

Especially when Phainon considered how it only made sense. Mydei’s hole is his to breed and enjoy, anyway. 

Though he had to force himself to slide out of that sweet hole - watching the way it clung and begged him to stay inside. His insides instinctively twitching over the pressure ebbing away all while Phainon pressed his tongue against the condom in his mouth - humming almost inaudibly over how no one, no one else would ever see or experience Mydei like this.

No one.

His cock popped out full of life still - but that was fine, he was more than a little willing to stare at Mydei and fill up a few more condoms to push into him later.. 

But for now, he merely moved to push Mydei onto his back so he could at least sleep more comfortably - all before moving a hand to his own mouth to spit out that prized condom of his. Instead staring at the drips of sweat beading on Mydei’s chest - messily rolling down him still as his sleeping chest slowly stopped its heaving from exhaustion. Phainon couldn’t help himself as he ducked his head down a little to Mydei’s chest - lapping his tongue against the salt on his skin to collect that sweat. Licking stripes up him like a dog much too happily as his free hand moved to grope one of his breasts fondly.

.. Pretty.

That was the only thought Phainon had as he pulled away and pushed Mydei’s breast up - watching the way Mydei didn’t even react and instead remained peacefully asleep. Beautiful, and so very pretty with how his face was so soft and sweet right now - head turned the slightest of bits with his hair thrown every which way so perfectly..

Though, Phainon had to sigh as he slowly moved off the bed - skipping sleeping with Mydei for now, because well.. He had some items to acquire before his Mydeimos awoke, after all! 

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“You’re awake!” 

Phainon couldn’t help the way his voice was practically singing out as he moved closer to the bed - watching the way Mydei seemed to be languidly trying to sit up a little. All before his eyes flicked to Phainon, clearly trying to look and scope out who was speaking to him all before he paused beneath Phainon’s royal blue blanket laying on him.

“What.. Are those?” Mydei instead asked instead of greeting Phainon right back - words that made Phainon blink a little and move his weight between his feet. Idly shuffling a little as he tried to focus on the way Mydei sounded so rough - as if he was struggling to find his voice and Phainon couldn’t help the way his heart ached for him!

He wanted Mydei to be in tip top condition all the time!

“Ah, your voice sounds so hoarse.. Should I buy you some medicine?” Phainon asked innocently, tightening his hands before looking away slightly at his phone on his desk - he could order something right now if needed. Anything, for Mydei. 

“I can be trusted giving you drugs!” Phainon added as he jerked his head back to focusing on Mydei - beaming a smile towards him in hopes of relaxing that man, only to watch him look a little.. Embarrassed?

Or was it flustered..?

Phainon really couldn’t tell as a fresh and new hue of pink brushed onto Mydei’s features so easily. 

“No.. I.. It’s from deepthroating..” Mydei mumbled out, clearing his throat a little dramatically as he did so.

That was enough to make Phainon tilt his head to the side a little as he watched Mydei only dart his eyes right back down to Phainon’s hands; “Oh!”

“Answer my question,” Mydei growled, not sounding as if he was in the right mood for Phainon’s silly little games right now. But that was fine! Phainon hadn’t intended on teasing him or anything, he just had genuinely been worried about his beloved!

“These? They’re chains,” Phainon answered as he flicked his own eyes back down to his hands - staring at the chains he was holding with his mouth becoming more and more dry. Completely feeling parched as he tried his best to brace himself for whatever Mydei wanted to say about this. 

“.. Yes,” Mydei only agreed flatly as he flopped his head a bit more lazily onto Phainon’s pillow - seeming almost uninterested as he heaved out a sigh,  “Go on?”

.. Go on?

That was such an odd request that Phainon found himself sweating over it for some reason. 

“They’re to handcuff you to my bed and keep you nice and safe with me,” Phainon explained as he tried his best to sound completely normal - even though he could hear the chains jingling together a tiny amount with his own shaky hands,  “I’ll tend to everything you need.”

That was a promise as his eyes flitted back to Mydei - doing his best to give a smile as he did his best to sound convincing. Mainly because he knew nothing about what he had just said was ‘normal’ at all, and a deeper part of Phainon was dreading the idea that Mydei had snapped out of whatever lust had consumed him last night. 

That Mydei was now in a clear mind and would want to leave and never speak to Phainon again - and he.. He wouldn’t be able to blame him. Not as he stood in his underwear and blinked at Mydei, doing his best not to move his eyes away to admire any of the photos lining the walls that probably were not aiding Mydei's desire to leave from growing..

“.. I’m disappointed, you should have put those on me while I was still asleep,” Mydei sighed out so painfully dramatically - shaking his head in a way that made Phainon’s body freeze,  “It would have reassured me how much you loved me..”

That was enough to make Phainon’s feet move to the side of his bed as quickly as possible - so very thankful that Mydei didn’t put up a fight at all as he approached; even going as far as to offer his wrist with a tired little yawn falling out of his lips as if he were bored.

“I.. I’m sorry! Hold still!” Phainon whined out, unable to help himself as he quickly moved to secure those soft plush inside handcuffs around Mydei’s wrist - feeling his hands trembling over how Mydei sounded so very upset over this.

And Phainon wanted nothing more than to make him happy - that was of course why he already had these custom made.. Comfortable and firm on Mydei’s wrists, yet they would be soft enough on the inside to not hurt his skin - if he struggled too much it may hurt, but since Mydei was begging for it.. It was fine, right? 

Phainon hoped that was the case as he clicked them into place, not wasting a single second as he moved to the bed post to hook the other end to it securely. 

“You’re too kind, really,” Mydei began, making Phainon’s hands shake even more as he moved his eyes away from what he was looking at to see Mydei only staring at him from his lazy pose on the bed. Golden red hair strewn about in a way that made Phainon feel more than a little dizzy with those eyes focusing on him.

“I confessed to stalking you too, I wouldn’t have minded being woken up due to you having sex with my sleeping body,” Mydei reminded him, though Phainon didn’t even fully know how to process those words, instead all he could do was hang his head a little in his shame.

.. Shame towards not locking Mydei up without permission..? He really didn't know what to feel over that, he had to be honest. Surely that wasn’t a bad thing, but now he was feeling delusional enough to imagine Mydei wanted Phainon to be even worse for him. 

“I.. I’m sorry..” Phainon could only apologize as he moved away from that chain that was now attached to the bed - his eyes staring at the way Mydei was still staring him down. A substantial lack of deep emotion as he seemed to just be.. Studying Phainon, if anything. 

“You’ll just have to make it up to me later..” Mydei mused, sounding as if his mind was already somewhere else and not on this topic at all.

“I.. I will!” Phainon promised, but he couldn’t look away from how Mydei was looking around for something - his head tilting around as he seemed to be searching. 

“.. I need to text someone,” Mydei eventually mumbled, his eyes turning to Phainon as if he had just finally riddled out Phainon had stolen his phone from him while he was asleep. Digging through Mydei’s pant’s pocket until he found it, all to sweat a little as he worked on it. 

“No,” Phainon breathed out, feeling his throat choking him as he forced himself to deny Mydei that. 

Not yet.

Mydei didn’t need anyone else or to text them, he needed to stay with Phainon; he needed to rest and eat breakfast with Phainon..

Though, Mydei only stared at him for a moment before raising his brows rather curiously, “No?”

“You’re mine, you don’t need to talk to anyone else again, okay?” Phainon was begging.

He needed Mydei to understand those chains he had asked for were not just a kink or a BDSM invitation - Phainon wanted Mydei to stay with him.

.. Forever.

“Phainon,” Mydei sighed out, sounding a bit amused over Phainon’s whimpering and refusal, “While I agree, I believe my bodyguards would actually kill you if they found out I wasn’t exactly where I wanted to be.”

Phainon had to blink over that - staring over the way Mydeimos seemed.. Genuine, gentle and sweet in the way he was keenly and amusedly watching Phainon. Not begging for his phone, but merely asking.

And Phainon was a weak man when it came to Mydei, he knew that much as he sighed a little. 

“I.. Right.. I forgot you’re.. A rich heir..” Phainon muttered as he moved to his desk a bit lazily - picking up Mydei’s rather sleek phone before turning back to that man laying on his bed as if he were a prince still. So lazy and sprawled out as if he was waiting for Phainon to return to him, and that was all Phainon could do. 

Moving onto the bed with Mydei and feeling it dip around his weight as he offered Mydei his phone - only to wince a little at how fast Mydei had taken it from him and then paused immediately. 

“Good boy.. W.. What is this?” Mydei asked as he stared at the chip on the back of Mydei’s phone case - a thing that made Phainon move to rub the nape of his neck worriedly. 

“.. A tracker in case you get out,” Phainon explained as if it was the most normal thing in the world for him to be talking about, “I wasn’t done hiding it so..”

Mydei kept his gaze on Phainon for a moment before flicking his eyes down to his own hands - working to type up a message on his phone with a laugh in his throat, “Wow.. So honest, that’s alright. No need to hide it, I’ll keep it safe.”

“Mydei..” Phainon breathed out, feeling more and more pathetic as he sat slightly to the side of him awkwardly - hanging his head in shame as he waited to hear what Mydei would want from him next.

He knew Mydei liked cooking, but if anything he himself would love to cook a nice meal for Mydei! After all, Phainon didn’t want Mydei moving around too much.. Not yet.. He could work up to longer chains, but for now, they were short until Phainon knew Mydei truly was his and only his.

“Tell me again, Phainon.”

That was enough to make him snap his head upwards, staring at those golden eyes that looked so mischievous, “Tell you what?”

“That you love me,” Mydei mused without even looking up from his phone - and Phainon was so painfully helpless towards this man he couldn’t help but to swallow and nod over the demand.

“I love you, Mydei. I adore you and admire you.. I would argue I’m obsessed with you, if anything..” Phainon couldn’t help the way he was inching closer to Mydei, “I love you.. Please stay..”

“Good boy,” Mydei mused immediately, only seeming to tap something on his phone before flashing Phainon such a smug smile, “That’s a good ringtone..”

“W.. So you can record but I can’t?”

“Does that upset you?”

.. As much as Phainon wanted to hear Mydei’s moans all the time, he couldn’t help but enjoy the fact it had been Mydei telling him to have sex with him to hear it again if he wanted it that badly. And Phainon.. Would be more than happy to do whatever Mydei would want!

“.. No, I’m happy I’m your ringtone!” Phainon instead chirped out - unable to even deny the fact he would be more than a little happy to know Mydei treasured his words that much. 

“Such a whiny puppy,” Mydei hummed as he moved to drop his phone at the side of the bed - not seeming like he cared too much to actually look at where it landed as he focused his eyes entirely on Phainon.

A thing that made butterflies swarm Phainon’s stomach so easily. 

“I’m not ‘a’ whiny puppy, I’m ‘your’ whiny puppy,” Phainon corrected with a slight pout in his voice - knitting his brows together over the way Mydei only seemed to consider that fondly for a brief moment between them both.

“Ah.. My mistake,” Mydei’s fingers found their way to Phainon’s choker at that - moving like they knew Phainon belonged to him heart, body and soul as he gave a yank to drag Phainon closer, “Come here.”

Phainon would always obey Mydei, feeling his body moving on its own to crowd around Mydei just like he wanted - watching that blonde man smile at him so sweetly all while Phainon could feel a hand on his thighs so teasingly. 

Mydei only gripped his collar rougher - pulling him down more to be directly hovering over Mydei’s own face, “I feel like I can still walk.. Surely you’re going to show me how nice these chains sound when I’m pinned beneath you, aren’t you?”

Phainon couldn’t even help the way he was nodding immediately over that request from the very second it left Mydei’s lips.

“Yes! Anything you want!”

“.. Your glasses are fogged up again, Phainon.”