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Everything the Moon Can’t See

Summary:

What do you do when the person you’ve been mourning for a decade just... shows up?

Ryo spent eleven months in a space capsule and eleven years as a "deceased" file in a government database. Coming back to Earth was supposed to be the end of the story, but learning how to be a real person again is a lot harder than falling from space.

Across the alley, Sakuya is still there. He’s spent the last eleven years keeping the light on for a ghost, and now he has to figure out how to handle the very real, very complicated man who finally came home.

Notes:

This story has been a month's worth of tears, caffeine, and genuine survival while trying to finish the semester. Between this and a Yuriku AU, I honestly thought I wouldn't make it to summer and with a summer class still looming, please pray for my soul, haha.

This work is heavily inspired by the manhwa Sahan by Greeeneer/GRU. That story stayed with me and fueled weeks of erasing, second-guessing, and rebuilding this storyboard from scratch. It’s been a long process of trying to do justice to the source material while finding my own rhythm for Ryo and Sakuya.

A quick disclaimer: I really put my heart into the sci-fi elements here, but math and I have a complicated relationship. If any of the numbers or orbital mechanics seem a bit "creative," let’s just call it space-time logic and blame my tired brain! ><

It’s not perfect, but it’s been a labor of love. I hope it resonates with you. Please enjoy!

Chapter 1: Prologue

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Hasn't everyone experienced this as a child? That moment when, walking down a nighttime road, you suddenly look up at the sky and realize the bright, clear moon is following you.

Of course, eventually we realize the moon isn't following us, but is simply incredibly far away. Nevertheless, just as a bird hatching from an egg imprints on the first creature it sees as its mother, and just as every drunken lapse brings back the memory of a budding first love, I believe the moon has always existed to shine upon us, embracing us in every moment.

But if the moon truly loved humans, something terrible would happen.

Just as the sea, tossed between Earth's gravity and the moon's pull, crashes as waves upon the sandy shore, every substance composing the very ends of our small, fragile bodies would be violently shaken. For any being built from the universal components of the human body, death would come in a form too horrific to even imagine.

So if the moon doesn't care about you in the slightest, or even if it doesn't recognize your very existence in the universe, don't be too disappointed.

It's simply because you and I are too small and light for the moon to perceive.

And that is why we can go about our everyday lives as if nothing is wrong.

— Hirose Tsubasa, Everyone Has an Unrequited Love for the Moon