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First thing to describe Mike Wheeler: he had always been loud. Dramatic, oblivious, protective, loyal — all those were just as true, but the core of it all had always been the high volume of Mike’s expressiveness. He loved loudly, fought thunderously, thought out loud.
Mike needed the noise to match the intensity of the thoughts screaming in his head. There were too many. Always on the verge of too much. Like flies, they’d circle him from the inside, making it difficult to just exist.
It was only moments like this — moments with Will — when he felt like he could really catch a break. Usually, it helped Mike to just listen to him, or let it all out himself. Perhaps it was a little codependent, but Mike had only known rest when he fell asleep breathing in the blend of powdery-clean basic deodorant, paint, and something fruity. Will’s scent.
With Will’s comfort being Mike’s priority, it was hard for Mike to admit that sometimes he needed more. Needed something to sweep his mind clean when it threatened to outrun him.
But the benefit of knowing the love of your life for twenty years is that sometimes they see you more than you’ve ever seen yourself.
That evening, Will had seen the tension in his limbs the second he’d walked through the front door. After dinner, he’d walked Mike straight to bed and pinned him down. Made sure that there was nowhere for him to go before he nudged open Mike’s mouth and fucked his throat slow and deep.
Mike could still taste Will’s remains every time he swallowed, but he had missed Will’s weight the moment it had disappeared from his chest.
“W-will?” Mike called out, eager and slightly desperate. The quiet of the room became more and more jarring.
“Patience, Mike,” came Will’s voice, followed by some rustling and clatter. “Patience.”
Mike nodded, not knowing if Will could actually see him. The soft padding of his socked feet kept Mike on edge, but his words sounded like a promise. At least to Mike.
Right now, Will could walk out of the door, leaving Mike all throbbing and twitching, and Mike wouldn’t mind. He would whine, stir, and call for Will at first, but eventually he’d settle and be good. Will never left him aching when he was good.
After a while, the mattress dipped, telling Mike that something else was awaiting him tonight. His muscles relaxed, arms dangling as his wrists were held up by restraints. A consistent thrill of anticipation prickled under his skin, keeping him on guard.
Hands wrapped around his ankles in a solid grip. Mike’s breath hitched. Then Will’s hands moved upwards, rubbing the tight muscles through his skin.
The soft satin blindfold fixed onto his face deprived him of any visual input, but he could feel Will’s breath against his face when he leaned in. Suddenly, something shifted to his right. His right arm fell onto the pillows. After the same shift, so did his left one. Mike whined.
“Oh, don’t get all pouty,” Will said, hovering on top of Mike. “I know you like to be tied up, but I actually have something else in mind.”
Mike had to bite his tongue, squirming. A part of him wanted to know more. Wanted to know exactly what was about to happen to him.
But what he needed was for the storm in his head to calm, and to achieve that he had to accept the unknown. Will had never failed to find the right buttons to push to help him unwind. Mike trusted him.
Soft lips landed on Mike’s jaw as Will lowered himself fully onto Mike’s lap. Mike moaned when Will’s bare ass made contact with his thighs. Mike loved it when Will wore nothing but a soft pair of socks and a wide, well-worn T-shirt.
His hips bucked when Will’s palm rubbed soothing circles over his thighs. “God, Will,” Mike said, arching into Will’s touch.
“Nah-ah!” A sharp slap landed on Mike’s thigh, knocking the air right out of him. “First rule — no moving. Can you do that for me without those?” Mike heard the restraints flip above him.
Mike swallowed. “I— I’ll try.” His voice wavered. He tried to even out his breathing, forcing his muscles to relax.
Will’s hand settled lightly on his wrist, his thumb brushing once over Mike’s pulse point, slow and deliberate. “Well, trying is not good enough now, is it?”
“I will! I meant I will.”
Will leaned back in, just enough for his breath to ghost across Mike’s cheek. “Good boy,” he said, planting another soft, barely-there kiss at the corner of his mouth.
The praise landed like a lullaby, leaving Mike loose and pliable. Will let out a pleased sound, withdrawing his touch. Mike swallowed a whimper.
What came next made Mike gasp. Something soft and fuzzy replaced Will’s touch on his wrist, tickling his skin.
“Oh.”
Will smirked, dragging whatever that thing was towards the crook of Mike’s elbow. “You like that?”
“Y-yeah,” Mike’s eyes fell shut beneath the blindfold. “It’s soft. A bit ticklish, though.”
Will pulled back, humming. The sheets rustled somewhere to Mike’s right. Then the softness returned — more pointed now.
“Better?” Will asked, tracing Mike’s collarbone.
Mike whimpered. “What is it?”
“Guess.”
The sensation travelled lower, circling one of his nipples. Mike’s jaw tightened from the effort it took to stay in place. “A feather?”
“Hm, close enough,” Will said, moving to the other nipple. “It’s a brush. One of those fancy ones you’ve gotten me for Christmas.”
“Fuck.”
“Michael.” The touch was gone. “Behave.”
“Sorry, sorry. It’s… it’s just so hot, Will,” Mike’s voice dropped, careful, almost fragile. “Can I touch you?”
“Can you touch me without moving?”
Mike’s nose scrunched up. “N-no?”
“There’s your answer.”
Will’s lips brushed the side of his neck, a fleeting, controlled touch before he pulled back again and brought the brush back — now to trace Mike’s ribs.
Mike swallowed, holding himself still even when Will seemed to purposely tickle his sides. “C-can I speak?”
“Hm, I guess you can.” There was a hint of amusement now. “As long as you stay polite, though.”
“I… I can do that.”
Will hummed softly, leaning in again. “Of course you can.” He placed a gentle, rewarding kiss on Mike’s cheek. “Can you remind me of your words, please?”
The brush travelled lower, now circling his belly button. Halfway through the motion, it got caught up in the small puddle of pre, soaking up the liquid. Mike hissed from the subtle change in its glide.
“Y-yeah,” he squeezed out. “Shield if I need to check in or pause. Rout if I need to stop.”
“Good.” The word came quieter, accompanied by another soft kiss, this time lingering just a second longer. Will dragged the brush down to the coarse hairs of Mike’s groin, making his muscles lock in place.
