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Everlasting dream

Summary:

You and your two attendings, whom you've been fantasising about go drinking togheter,they bring you home after you've had to much to drink,you've always hsd a problem with alcohol. You wake up, disoriented,but as soon as you remember the night before you feel ashamed and incredibly embarrassed

Notes:

Genuinely wanted a self inser fanfic to be written do bad,I just did it myself,this is my first EVER work,please bear with me- also English isn't my first Language so I'm SO sorry if my grammar is ass

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Second year of residency,been through the worst kinds of people,and yet you still keep on loving this job,no matter how stressed out you may get,you keep on coming into work with that determination that just stands out. So much so that two attendings,Doctor Robby and Doctor Abbot have taken note of. Ofcourse its nothing too personal,just friendliness,and occasional talks during those small breaks you happen to get during the day,when people are dying less than usual.

You can't deny that you do infact like the little extra attention you get by the older men,your mind wonders into some wild fantasies of a domestic life between the three of you,but ofcourse that would be highly against work ethics and rules,and the two men were already togheter, therefore it was just a thought you had for yourself.
Finding love these days, especially while being a Trans guy is though,the disgust others feel towards you is...a lot,not to mention all of the chasers around! Eugh,how utterly disgusting; the longing for love brings you into these fantasies,you think to yourself that it's nothing serious, you're not in love with your attendings... even of they're physical appearance makes you think otherwise sometimes.

Friday night shift, finally the very awaited weekend,you can feel yourself getting ready to rot in bed,while ordering take out with a couple of your friends,but as you head out you feel a hand on your shoulder stopping you,and the very typical "Ah ah!" Coming from Robby

"Hey buddy,me and Jack and some of the others are going to a bar,wanna join?"

He asked with a friendly smile

How cliche,you think to yourself,giggling tha thought away

"Oh uhm..yeah, sure— wait,Dr Abbot? Doesn't he work today?"

You ask curiously

"Oh,he made an exception to take the day off, c'mon it'll be nice to lay of some steam yeah?"

"Okay,I'm not exactly in the best attire,but a beer would be pretty nice"

You say,as you feel Robby's gaze piercing through your eyes,and his hand moving slightly lower,onto your upper back,as he guides you outside

"Less worrying, more walking,you just have fun, don't think of us as your attendings yeah?"

"Yes Dr Ro—"

He cuts you off

"Ah ah ah,outside of here im just Robby,kay?"

You nod embarrassed,he replies with a low,content tone

"Mhh,good good,now come on'

You,and Robby,as well as some other nurses head to a bar called "Cowboy's Ride",hu,not exactly the pick you expected,but booze is booze.

You walk in and Robby spots Abbot in a matter of seconds,gently pecking his lips,you simply nod and smile had he fists bumps you,it was kinda funny an almost fifty year old doing that.

As the night goes on you drink beer after beer...Gods you have a problem,you try to quit,but you always end up exaggerating evry time you take a sip kf that bittery goodness

"Hey"

Jack says,worried about you,seeing hoe much you drank

"You okay?"

You nod,as you giggled slightly,ready to drink another sip.
Jack stops you, and closes off your tab

"I think that's enough for you,eh?"

You try to protest,mumbling incoherent insults at him,but he cuts you off with the same "Ah ah ah" Robby always does when trying to get your attention

"Let's get you out of here,can you walk?"

He asks,you stand up,walking ehike holding onto him

"Good good,hey Robby? Can you call an uber for him?"

Robby turns around,he hadn't noticed just how much you had drank

"Oh man! Looks like someone had one hell of a drinking session,mh...I'm not sure I want him to go home in an uber hon,I don't think hed make it to the door of his appartament,you don't mind if he vomes to ours right?"

Jack grins wickedly

"Don't mind at all,I was hoping you'd say that"

You're not sure if you'll remember this in the morning,maybe bits of it,right now you're enjoying the feeling of Jack's strong arms,wrapped around you— Oh what you'd give to have them somewhere else!- no..this isn't a romance book,anf it's your boss!

Before you black out you,the last thing you remember is arriving at Robby's and Jack's place,and falling onto the couch,into a deep slumber.