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The moment Est entered the younger’s room, he headed straight for the bedroom. He found William there, rummaging through his closet for a fresh shirt, readying it after his shower. William’s hair and skin were still damp, a clear sign that he had only just made it back home.
“Phi Est—” William was cut off when Est straightly kissed him. Not even saying anything, just pouring out every bit of jealousy he had built up while thinking on the way to the younger’s condo.
William was shocked thus he was not able to kiss Est back. “Why are you not kissing me back, huh?” Est said, looking at William’s lips. He sounds a little hurt but more mad.
“Phi—” He did not wait for William to respond as he kissed him harshly.
Distance became a word without definition. It just vanished in their vocabulary as their lips collided. They moaned against each other’s lips, tongue fighting with one another.
They kissed as they walked through the bed, until the back of William's knee hit the mattress. One moment they were standing, and the next, he just found himself being on the bed, his partner being on top of him the moment Est pushed him. Their lips are still locked.
William gasped for air but before seconds passed, Est’s lips were on him again. They kissed ‘til their lungs burned. That William had to push Est’s shoulder to breathe.
Est caught William’s hands, pinning them above while getting something on the bedside table—a ribbon.
“Fucking hands,” Est whispered to himself.
At first, William doesn't know what’s happening as they never went this rough before. He’s a gentle lover, literally. Meaning, they never have rough sex since William as a top is so careful and soft. A boy full of love, indeed.
But when he looked at Est…
Jealousy. Rage. Possessiveness. Hunger. Lust. The emotions William is currently seeing in his Est’s eyes.
“Phi Est?” He is confused as fuck on what’s happening.
Est ignored him as he positioned William in the middle of the bed. This was a side of Est that William hadn't seen before since usually, their intimacy was defined by a soft, patient gentleness. While sex had never been the center of their relationship, it seems like fifteen days of aching distance had finally shattered the self-control, leaving no room for restraint.
“Phi, what are we doing?” William asked once again. For clarification, since he already has a hunch on what they will do.
“Shut up.” Est said as he tied Williams hands to the headboard of the bed using the ribbon.
Est finally looked at William from head to toe. Tied. Still fully clothed. Wet. Hair and Clothes. With an obvious bulge between his thighs.
Est felt a sudden pride. William looks like a mess. His mess. A masterpiece.
His.
They looked at each other’s eyes. One’s a prey and one is its predator.
Est crawled until he’s on top of William again. Sitting on him until their crouches are touching. William looked at Est, then to the restraint. He wants to touch Est.
“Look at me.” William’s breath hitched as Est moved above him. Eyes never leaving each other. “Hhngh.” William whined.
Est leaned down to kiss William. Starting from his forehead to the tip of his nose to his cheeks, purposely ignoring his lips. Est looks at William’s pleading eyes, then leaned to kiss him harshly.
Est’s hands went to Wiliam’s neck as he continued to kiss him down to his neck.
William hissed when Est bit him, “Baby… no marking. W-we have a shooting tomorro—” William gasped, didn’t manage to finish his sentence as he felt Est suck the skin between his collarbone and neck. A mark that only a turtleneck can cover.
“What were you saying?” Est’s voice was a low, dangerous rumble against William’s skin. Feeling his lips press against his neck, sinking his teeth in and sucking on his skin.
Est let his inner possessiveness take the lead, his mouth finding the sensitive curve of William’s neck with a hunger that was long overdue. He wasn't just kissing him—he was branding him. He worked slowly, his teeth grazing skin before his lips drew deep, dark marks along the column of William's throat.
He stayed focused on the spots that were hardest to hide, ensuring the world would see exactly who William belonged to the next morning.
Then to his chest. William’s sensitive there. William’s wearing a black long sleeves where the top buttons hung open in a deep, casual V, while the sleeves were rolled high, exposing the lean tension in his arms that he didn't have to remove completely, giving him more access to it.
He pinched and tugged his nipples a couple of times, continuing to rub them with his fingertips until he felt them harden. William’s hard everywhere.
He then focuses on his left nipple. He licks, then bites. Hard. “Fuck! phi..” Est then rubs the nipple he bit as an apology (not really) and goes to the other one. William’s nipple was at its peak as he continued to suck on it like an infant waiting for a milk to come up.
He looked at the blooming marks smugly. His marks. Soft gaps escaping through William’s parted lips.
Hickeys were everywhere, especially in William’s neck. Est don’t care anymore even though they have an unwritten rule to not put hickeys on each other because of their job.
“P-phi Est, please...” William begs with whatever as lust is already consuming his system.
Est came back on his lips, dominating the kiss completely. He wrapped his hand in Wiliam’s jaw, forcing his mouth to open.
Then Est did something that made William burn.
Est spit inside his mouth multiple times ‘til it is full.
“Swallow,” Est ordered.
William obeyed.
“Good boy.”
‘What do you want?” Est asked as he continued rubbing their clothed cocks.
“ahh~~” William's back arched.
A high shaky moan escaped William's lips even before he could stop it.
“Baby, what do you want?” Est asked again.
“You, phi,” William said, his eyes looking glassy. Lips numb and swollen.
William looks beautiful.
He continued moving above, their cocks hard and aching, both begging for release.
“Oh God… Willam,” Est gasped as pleasure finds him. His movements became relentless.
But before release consumed them, he stopped moving.
William blinked at Est, confused and something frustrated dancing in his eye. Est stood up and looked at William intently.
“Want you, phi,” William whined.
“Really?” Est asked as his hands found William’s clothed cock and palmed it.
“You really want me?” Est continued to taunt the latter. Palming the cock.
“Yes… please. need you,” William’s eyes locked with Est. The air is heavy.
William looked so good in his black button-down that Est couldn't bring himself to strip it off. Thus, he left it as it is when he removed William’s shorts and boxer. The younger’s cock sprang free, bouncing on his own stomach as he released it.
“Baby’s hard?” Est mocks as he wrapped his fingers around the swollen head of William’s leaking cock.
“Ahh, God,” William’s head fell back and hit the pillow hard when Est squeezed the head of his cock.
“Does the baby want to enter his phi?” Est’s hands pumped his cock fastly. William’s losing himself to pleasure. His mind’s hazy.
When Est thinks William was about to cum, he will go slower.
Then repeat.
Until William complains softly when Est stops again when he is about to cum. Obviously edging him.
To the point that William's hands, usually so controlled, began to fight the restraint. The ribbon dug into his skin, marking his wrists with every desperate movement as he fought the silk.
“Phi… please,” William is on edge, his cock aching, begging for release.
“You’ll follow what I say,” Est said as he kneeled on the bed. “You’ll cum as I say,” He followed.
Est’s grip on Will’s cock came back. “Do You understand?” He looked at William, provoking him to disobey.
“Y-yes… baby,” William managed to look into Est’s eyes when he was saying that. Trusting Est with all his might.
“William… you don’t know what you do to me,” Est looked at William with fascination.
He slid his tongue once again from his neck down to his abdomen sucking the skin that adds to the marks he did earlier. Finally, he reached the hard thing between William’s thighs. Erected. Swollen. Ready for action.
He looked up at William’s face and smiled a little before sticking out his tongue touching the tip of William’s cock. He then licked the pre-cum that escaped Will's cock. Then swirled his tongue around the head. Before he took him whole (or tried to). He knows William’s big but he still gets shocked when he sees him up close.
He bobs his head up and down. Despite being outside for a long hour, William still smells good. The sign of being a clean, hygienic person.
“Fuck, phi,” William moans when Est keeps on moving his head up and down as if he’s reaching for something.
Est moaned, creating a vibration in his throat that made William more closer to the edge.
“So good..” William’s voice became so needy that Est sucked harder. Faster. “Ahh! ohh, God.”
Est’s hands clasped around William’s hips to keep the younger from moving, then licked from the base to the head, then sucked the head like a lollipop.
William’s moans are getting louder the more he becomes nearer to the destination. And Est knows that, thus he stops right before William releases his juices. Est released his cock with a plop.
Will, out of overstimulation, keeps on pushing his hip into the air. Seeking friction.
“Est, please baby let me cum,” William plead, with pure desperation in his voice. As if he’ll trade anything just for his Est to let him cum.
“You’ll only cum when you’re inside me,“ Est said as he strips in front of William. He removes his top first, then his hard cock appears as he removes his bottom. Seductive eyes looking at the boy laying on the bed.
William groaned, “Phi, stop teasing me.”
Est climbed on top of William but the latter was confused on why Est directly sat on his chest. Then he saw Est looking intently at him, pumping his own cock.
“Baby… please. Let me touch you,” William tries to beg again, trying his luck. Showing the most puppy look he could muster. But to no use, Est’s a stone tonight.
“Open your mouth, puppy,” Est’s dominant voice filled the room, tapping the head of his cock on William’s lips.
Then he enters William’s mouth in one go, causing the younger to gag, making his eyes teary. He’s not the same size as William’s cock but he’s not small either so he knows it’s not also easy to suck him fully. “Look at you. So fucking beautiful sucking me like this.”
“Nghh,” Est looked up when he felt the vibration from William’s throat.
“You like being like this, huh?” He then held the back of the younger’s head—fisting his hair, pushing deeper, meeting his thrust, as he did it in and out of William’s mouth.
“Fuck.. ahh!” William feels like his throat’s bruising with the brutal movement.
Est feels that he’s close. His stomach’s tensing.
With a few more thrust, he came inside the younger’s mouth. Some involuntarily went straight to the younger’s throat “Open up,” Est said as he held the younger’s jaw, pulling out his cock on William’s mouth.
William opens his mouth, some of the cum spilling.
“Show me your tongue,” William follows, showing his tongue and the cum inside his mouth that is yet to be swallowed.
“Swallow,” He obeys, taking a deep breath after that.
“Good job.”
Seeing traces of semen sliding down the corners of his lips, Est clashes his mouth with William, tasting each other in their mouths. William’s tongue teased at Est’s lips, and Est welcomed the invitation immediately, meeting him with equal intensity.
Breaking the kiss with a playful tug on William’s lower lip, a string of saliva formed when their mouth parted. “You’re filthy,” Est said as he looked at the mess below him. “You made me like this, babe,” William, still panting when he said that, feeding Est’s ego.
He’s the one who made William like this. The only one.
“Yeah, who do you belong to?” Est said as he reached for his neck to wrap his fingers there, not enough to suffocate completely but enough to heighten William’s senses.
“You, phi,” William whispered into his lips. “Only you.” He answered with a stern voice although there’s a bit of coaxing in it to let William's hands be free from restraints.
Est noticed that, “You think I’m done with you?” He said smugly, taunting William with a smirk, “I am just starting, babe.”
“I’m yours, phi.” He whimpered when Est rubbed himself with William.
“Hmm,” Est, happy with William’s submission, reached for the lube inside the bedside table, completely ignoring the existence of the square foil beside it.
He opened it and squeezed directly onto William’s cock. Completely coating it. He held the cock from the base and began stroking it slowly, barely letting his hand touch the hardness.
“Stop teasing…” William was tickled with the action. Looking so desperate.
Est settled on the lap of William, slowly pumping William’s erected cock softly—warming the lube. He prepared himself earlier even though he did not know if they’ll fuck tonight.
Est felt the blunt head of William’s cock in his rim but before he lowered himself down, William stopped him, realizing something, “Phi… condom,” Ahh, always the sane one even in the middle of pleasure.
“Let’s do it raw,” Wiliam looked shocked as Est said those words. They never did it raw.
“But—” William was cut off before he even finished his statement.
“We’re clean. We don’t need those,” Est said with conviction. Suddenly remembering he is William's first and pride will bloom in his heart.
Est did not wait for William’s response and slowly sinked himself. “Haah,” both of them moaned, feeling a little foreign for not having a thin piece of plastic that hinders their skin to share a contact.
Est took long breaths and paused, then tried moving to see if the pain faded.
“Ahh… phi. You're fucking tight.” William said breathlessly. “I missed you, baby.”
Est moved up and down, already adjusted to the latter's size. William’s hips meet his hips as he starts bouncing on his cock, pleasure overtaking his mind.
“baby… you’re choking my cock,” William tried to pull his hands above his head but to no avail, he’s getting weak from the pleasure. His phi looks so beautiful above him.
“Fuck… William,” Est gasped, his fingers digging into William’s shoulders. William whimpers, feeling the pleasure and the pain of Est’s nails digging onto his skin.
Est’s hand finds William’s throat again, feeling the pulse rate going wild. He then squeezed the air pipe, adding enough pressure on his neck but not enough to cut his breathing completely. William’s eyes flutter close and a grunt escapes out of his throat as Est claims him repeatedly.
“You’re mine,” and Est leaned down to give William a wet kiss. “Mine alone,” Possessiveness laced his voice like a venom as they gasped into each other’s mouths.
“Yours, phi. Ahh!” William is a top-tier singer. But no one will top his voice inside the bedroom. His moan lingers inside the room. Est’s favorite rhythm to listen to.
“Fuck.. so big,” He looked at his stomach when he saw the bulge caused by William’s erection going in and out of him.
He touched the bulge and tried to push it. “Ahh!” Pleasure comes immediately. Making his untouched cock twitch.
“Phi.. harder. please,” William begs, chasing his pleasure.
Est can feel that William’s close but as a menace as he is, he slowed down making William let out a frustrated groan. “Baby, stop edging me. I love you, please…” William used the very phrase he knew to make his phi soft.
Est did not reply but rode William harder, faster. Moans filled the room. A beautiful duet only the four corners of the room will hear.
They are both so close.
“Pull out, phi. I-I’m close,” William informed him. Expecting him to pull out sooner.
“Come inside me.” Est replied, going faster.
William was stunned once more, knowing all too well how much of a clean freak Est could be. Because of that, the idea had never even crossed his mind before.
“Phi..” William moaned as his muscle weakened with the thought of him cumming inside his phi. It made wonders to his inside, his cock twitching.
“Paint my insides with your cum.” Est looked into his eyes seductively.
“Ahh!” Est felt William shuddered uncontrollably when he felt the liquid William released inside him. He didn’t stop bouncing on it as he feels so close now, not having an ounce of guilt if William’s getting overstimulated.
After a few thrust, he also came, causing him to clench his hole, forcing the boy below him to have a small orgasm. ”Ahh,” some of his fluid splashed on William’s chest and both of their stomachs.
Est dropped to the younger's chest, not minding the thick liquid between them,, William still inside him—preventing his cum from leaking outside his ass. Both panting softly.
He looked at William, still breathing hard. Eyes closed. Head stuck in the pillow. Sweat coated his body.
He looked ruined.
He got up after resting his body on William’s chest. Hiss coming out of their mouth as he pulled out. Some of the cum leaking from his hole, both are still sensitive.
Est leaned in to undo the restraints, his thumbs gently grazing William’s wrists to soothe the faint red marks left behind by the ribbon, “Does it hurt?” Est asked gently, far from the commanding tone earlier.
“No, phi, but my hands felt a little bit numb,” William replied as Est focused on kneading his wrist. William watched him through a lingering daze, a new realization settling in his chest, he absolutely loved this side of him—this dominant version of his P’Est in bed.
Est reached for the wipes in the bedside table and began wiping both of their bodies. Not saying anything anymore.
William knows something’s been bugging Est tonight and he’s the type of person who preferred to face problems head-on, refusing to let the day pass on an argument or leave things unsaid before they went to sleep.
“Baby, do we have a problem?” William asked softly, weighing if his Est was in the mood to talk.