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The RMS Titanic gleamed under the Southampton sun like a promise carved in steel and ambition. Caitlyn Kiramman stood at the railing of the first class promenade, gloved hands resting lightly on polished wood, the April wind tugging gently at the wide brim of her hat. Below, passengers swarmed the docks in waves of finery and frayed cloth worlds already brushing against one another before the great ship had even left port.
She should have felt excitement. Most brides to be would.
Instead, she felt the quiet weight of silk and expectation pressing against her ribs.
“Caitlyn, darling, do stop drifting. The photographers are waiting.”
Her mother’s voice carried the familiar blend of affection and command. Caitlyn turned, offering a practiced smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. Lady Kiramman stood beside Adrian Hawthorne, both of them the picture of refined coordination. Adrian’s dark wool coat was impeccably tailored, his posture relaxed yet undeniably commanding. He watched her with that steady, unreadable gaze she had come to know well over the past year never demanding, never harsh. Simply… certain.
As if the future had already been written, and she was merely stepping into her assigned lines.
Adrian extended his hand. “They want a photograph of us together before we board. For the society pages, of course.”
His voice was smooth, cultured, carrying the faint trace of old money and private education. Caitlyn placed her gloved fingers in his. His grip was warm, confident, and completely devoid of hesitation. As they positioned themselves near the grand entrance, he leaned in slightly, his tone low and intimate.
“You look radiant today. The blue suits you. I told your mother it would.”
Caitlyn murmured a polite thank you, eyes flicking toward the chaos unfolding on the lower decks. Laughter, shouted greetings, children darting between trunks and porters. Life, raw and unfiltered. For one fleeting moment she envied them the freedom to be loud, to be messy, to exist without every gesture being measured.
The photographer arranged them with practiced efficiency. Adrian’s hand settled lightly at the small of her back, a gesture both possessive and protective. He smiled for the camera with easy composure, the kind of smile that came naturally to men who had never needed to question their place in the world.
“Perfect,” the photographer declared. “The future Mr. and Mrs. Hawthorne. The papers will eat this up.”
Caitlyn kept her expression serene, but inside something twisted. Mrs. Hawthorne. The name felt like a beautiful lock clicking into place.
As the session ended, Adrian offered her his arm. She took it out of habit. They walked a few paces along the promenade while her mother spoke with acquaintances nearby.
“You’ve been quiet this morning,” he observed, voice calm, almost gentle. “Nerves about the crossing?”
Caitlyn glanced up at him. Adrian was handsome in the way that wealth and breeding guaranteed strong jaw, clear grey eyes, dark hair swept back with precision. He never raised his voice. He never needed to. His power lay in certainty.
“A little,” she admitted. It wasn’t entirely a lie.
He nodded as though he understood, though she suspected he didn’t. Not really.
“You have nothing to worry about. Everything has been arranged. Our suites are connected, the itinerary in New York is set, and once we return…” His thumb brushed lightly over her knuckles. “We’ll begin building the life we’re meant for. You’ll want for nothing, Caitlyn. I’ll make sure of it.”
There was no question in his words. No real curiosity about what she might want. Only the quiet assumption that her desires aligned perfectly with his vision.
Caitlyn offered another polite smile, the one she had perfected over years of garden parties and charity galas. “You’re very kind, Adrian.”
He accepted the compliment with a small nod, satisfied. In his world, that was enough.
As they continued walking, her gaze drifted once more toward the lower gangways where third class passengers were boarding. A burst of raucous laughter rose up someone playing an accordion, voices raised in song and argument. The sound was chaotic, unpolished, and strangely alive.
For the briefest second, Caitlyn allowed herself to imagine what it would feel like to move through the world without the constant, invisible weight of expectation. Without someone calmly deciding her future in perfectly measured sentences.
Adrian’s voice pulled her back.
“Come, darling. We should settle in. The voyage is long, but our time together has only just begun.”
Caitlyn let him guide her toward the grand staircase, the golden cage of first class closing around her with every step. The ship’s horn sounded a deep, resonant call that vibrated through her bones.
She told herself it was the start of something grand.
But deep down, in a place she rarely allowed herself to visit, a small, stubborn spark of curiosity stirred.
And for the first time in a long while, it refused to be silenced.