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Taehyung finishes the last step of his skin care routine, rubbing the moisturizer in small circles. It has been a long week, between the stress of his job- someone quit, and his workload doubled, trying to be a good friend to his best friend who was going through a hard time, and be a good uncle to his three nephews. He was ready to crawl into bed a sleep, hopefully until noon, but realistically he will be awake and moving before nine.
He walks over to his freshly washed satin sheets, rubs lotion on his legs, and climbs in. As soon as his head hits the pillow he can feel the week of stress start to melt from his body. He turns on his sound machine to play rain and then starts the part of his night that he has kept a secret to everyone around him.
For the last several months, after his break-up, in order to sleep, he found a side a YouTube he didn’t know existed; ASMR Boyfriend Audios.
The secret is not something intentional, he just didn’t feel as though his friends necessarily needed to know. He told them he sleeps to podcasts if anyone asks.
There were a few, some of them he couldn’t stand their voices, but there was one, GoldenNights ASMR, who went by J for anonymity, that was so comforting, it made falling asleep easy and a little less lonely.
Taehyung has been out of the dating game for a little over a year, but he has always hated sleeping alone. J had a way of talking that wrapped him up and held him tight. Of course, he knew there were limits. It wasn’t as far to say it was parasocial, he only relied on him for the sleep aspect, nothing else.
He had created an entire playlist full of all of J’s audios, even bought the premium version of YouTube to not have to listen to audios in the middle of the video, and he even memorized his upload schedule. There were new posts every Tuesday, and Friday, with the Friday audios being specifically for sleep. The posts on Tuesday varied, some where playful, others were reverse comfort; it didn’t matter everything got added to Taehyung’s playlist.
This Friday the audio was titled ‘I’ve Got You. It’s Okay’, which were words that Taehyung really needed to hear right now.
He double-checks that his alarms are off, clicks play, turns his phone over for the night, letting J talk him to sleep.
The sounds of sheets ruffling starts the audio.
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Hey baby, you still awake?
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I thought you were going to bed early though?
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Shhh it’s okay, come here.
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Do you want to talk about it?
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Just put your head on my chest, I’ve got you.
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You know, you don’t have to bottle everything in. I’m hear ready to listen.
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Yeah, I’ll play with your hair. Whatever you need.
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What happened at work?
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Baby, I’m so sorry. Your boss should know you better than that by now. It has been years, and they still passed you over for the promotion?
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Oh, honey, it’s okay, I don’t mind that you’re crying, let it out. You don’t have to be strong in front of me.
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Do you want to hear what we are doing this weekend?
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Well, I figured tomorrow we would sleep in, then maybe go see that new movie you’ve been wanting to see, before I have a little surprise for you.
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(J chuckles) No baby that defeats the purpose of a surprise
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Do not give me those eyes, no babe it isn’t going to work this time.
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And the pout? No, I will be stronger than that, nope, I’m going to tickle your side if you don’t stop.
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Oh, I would dare, want to find out?
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Ah, there is the smile I have been missing since I got in bed.
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Don’t hide from me love, I was so happy to see the smile.
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Hi again baby, is this helping?
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Would it help if I kissed you?
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(Kissing sounds) Better?
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Alright, it is time we actually try and sleep baby
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You have me all day tomorrow, just focus on my breathing, and the sound of my heart that beats for you.
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The sound of breathing and a faint heartbeat is what Taehyung drifts off to sleep to.
Waking up to another YouTube video playing, should throw him off but he has this one a time or two, so it was just background noise as he woke up slowly, and nearly fell back asleep had he not heard his phone chime.
Rolling over, he checks his phone to see a text message in his group chat, which consists of his best friends, and brother, Jimin, Namjoon, and Seokjin. Jimin, he has known since practically birth, Namjoon is his brother-in-law, and Seokjin is his older brother. They were asking if Taehyung wanted to get together at his brother and Namjoon’s house and watch a baseball game has him both groaning because today was going to be his do-nothing-day, but also, he loves watching baseball and seeing his family.
He likes the message and asks what time to be there, and if he needs to bring anything, before finally turning off the YouTube video that was still playing.
For as long as he has been listening to J, he never looked too hard at the video description, mostly relying on the titles to give him everything he needed to know. However, this morning, he randomly looked at the description of the audio, and he noticed a link in the description, to his Link List.
Like most other YouTubers or influencers, he assumed it might have been a link to the ASMRtists Instagram, or other social medias. A small part of Taehyung what a social media, specifically Instagram, would be like for a man who hid his face and name to avoid recognition.
Clicking the Link List, he was brought to the page where it had a link to his amazon storefront for products used, it was all microphones and editing software, a merch store, Spotify playlists based off the months, and an 18+ NSFW Creatavate- GoldenNightsUnmuted.
Of course he clicks the link, everything is locked but the description and the tier list:
I create boyfriend relationship videos both SFW and NSFW. Most of the SFW content can be found on my YouTube channel, however, early access can be found here along with my more mature content.
There were only two-tier options besides joining for free- Lovers and sweetheart. Taehyung decided he would join for free just to see what GoldenNightsUnmuted really was about.
Scrolling through the titles alone has Taehyung intrigued. I’m awake and all yours, Blindfolded, My dirty Plaything. All followed by tags such as: Caught playing with yourself, punishment, Cockwarming/Tongue Fucking, edging, breeding.
Taehyung feels hot all over, none of those things match the sweet tender voice he has fallen asleep to for a few months-but he can’t say he isn’t intrigued.
There were not many videos not behind the paywall, but he is convincing himself that it is just for a trial, and to satisfy his curiosity. However, one of the free audio’s titled ‘Better Than Coffee”, which is tagged as Sleepy boyfriend, waking up together, morning quickie, praise, and good boy, has him interest, so he clicks play.
The soft voice he is used to starts off much gravellier making Taehyung think he did record this first thing in the morning.
Mm good morning baby
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No, I don’t want to get up. No, I’m too comfy.
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He yawns. I know I know, we both have to go to work
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I don’t want to.
Have you thought about that.
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Come here, come here.
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There are sounds of kisses that sound like more than just a morning peck.
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See, isn’t this better than getting up. J chuckles.
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Yeah
Let’s just stay here in bed and lay around and do nothing.
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Oh, come on who would even notice if neither of us showed up to our jobs.
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Yeah, I know
I know. Why do you have to be so logical first thing in the morning?
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Hmm
Tell you what.
I will get up, if you could, help me out with something really quick
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Hm?
He laughs. Oh, I think you know what I need help with. I think you can feel it pressing up against you right now.
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Yeah. You feel my hard cock rubbing up against you.
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Yeah
Well, idk if I am going to be able to get up, until I have been. He stutters a breathy “fuck”. Taken care of.
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I just thought maybe you could, help me out.
Since I know you usually enjoy taking care of that.
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Hmm? What do you say baby?
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Yeah
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Kissing can be heard again. You’re too kind.
The kissing continues.
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He takes a deep breath. Well, I guess we should get to work if we are going to, well, get to work.
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Here you lay back, kissing is heard again.
Because I want to go down on you first.
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That sound good?
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Yeah? I thought you might like that.
Fuck, it looks like I’m not the only one feeling horny this morning.
Taehyung has to take a pause for a minute, he is feeling too hot, like he is wearing too many clothes, and he is starting to get hard in his pajamas.
He slips off him pajamas bottoms and unbuttons the top. He begins to stroke himself, while rubbing against his chest, while he hits play and hears the tale-tale noises of a blowjob coming out of his phone.
You taste so good
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Mmhmm.
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The sucking noises continue. Along with soft moans from J, and the occasional fuck, for a few minutes.
Does that feel good?
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Taehyung does not realize that he himself is nodding, while the noises continue.
You have me really turned on baby.
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Mmhmm, you feel that. Do you feel how hard you are making me?
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Yeah?
What are you going to do about it?
Hmm?
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Yeah? You want me to fuck you?
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Sounds like a pretty good way to star to the day to me.
Tell me how bad you want me to fuck you?
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You can beg better than that.
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Yeah?
Well, when you put it that way, who am I to say no to that? Huh?
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God, I want you so bad.
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Fuck, here turn over. Get on your hands and knees for me.
Yeah, just like that. Good boy.
Taehyung doesn’t get to the end of the audio. As soon as he heard J say in his deep morning voice, ‘Good Boy’, he came all over himself, stopping the audio that was playing.
Sitting in silence, his breathing heavy, and in desperate need of a shower, Taehyung puts the phone down. That was much hotter than Taehyung ever thought it could be.
He stands up from his bed, and gets in the shower, brain and body feeling like mush.
He goes through the motions of the shower, lost in his own head, until he gets out of the shower, wraps himself in a towel, goes to his phone, and looks at the UNMUTED tier options, before subscribing to the most expensive one, with all of the features.