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Red team is living the live due to winning alot, BLU team is just like every man for themselves after so long BScout seen RScout and RMedic how they’re genuinely a happy couple while him and his medic is like going through rough patches where Bscout is just desperate for BMedics approval wanting to be buddies and more, Bscout genuinely couldn’t take it that day and just curled up sobbing at respawn, usually when he just sat in the benches durnjng breaks the other mercs would tell him to get on point and he would listen especially if it was the doc,, though the BMEDIC was having more of a one sided rivalry with Rmedic, jelous more of his score
so when it was Bscout crashing out he just sat there frustrated knowing there’s no use that they’ll loose for who knows what the time is.
BMEDIC barks at him to get his butt moving to point but BScout sobs louder
(HC of Bscout having blonde hair, softer face shape, rounder buck teeth, more like panicy like almost like a scared prey bunny, mindset horrible doubting himself. While Rscout has his brown hair , sharp or rough face shape, his buck teeth being more sharp, being a cocky little hare maybe cocky for his own good, but good mood and everything)
(Rmedic being more cheery and like in a way like romantic if that makes sense idk. BMEDIC too focused on his 1 sided rivalry where he’s just in more a grumpy state ignoring his Bscout who CRAVES his attention just like asking him shit every once in a while like a servant not realizing he doesn’t do this much shit for the other mercs not understanding he’s only like this for him)
(I see them having like almost identical fave shapes maybe like a few more frown lines on blu doc but like they both have sharpish teeth in my hc but BMEDIC is more that jagged sharp kind)
For like the first time bmedic kinda notices his Bscout reaction he never saw the man happy it was like that like I wanna say fake smile but not like fake like tryinghis best to be cheery and „cool” like the other scout hoping it would make the other medic notice..
The doc kinda stops, I mean they were loosing anyways whatever same old thing.. his like sharp scowl kinda just goes flatline, he sat next to the Bscout and genuinely just looked into his eyes for once,
Tears in the runners eyes numerous stains of tears, blood and some dirt , the jacket was crappy but he recognized it, it’s when this whole thing started, where everyone was fine till if wasn’t.
He sat there in silence till the scout calmed down blinking away his tears.. the administer calling out how they were loosing. Overtime.
Scout kinda stood up.. „sorry doc, I’ll go n-“ he didn’t get to finish till the medic pulled him down..
“Jeremy.. I think. It’s fine, it’s pointless most of the times… it’s, whatever you know?.” He spoke soft with that rough tone still..
The scouts shoulders tensed but he slumps down back into the spot just plopping there, tapping his fingers nervously to his thighs.. this was new.. his head stuttered but doubt and even fear still was there,
He finally responded, “y-yeah, it feels like an endless loop, no one, works together- and like… it’s, almost like annoying!- like I just want the team back like it used to! I want it where everything was fine, where either team could have a win, where we had a chance..”
The medics mind could hear him but zoned out, the scout was ranting and getting worked up again salty droplets falling fast and hard
Then something that snapped the medic out of his state. “I mean why is it so wrong , what went wrong! I’m jealous! For god help me ! I can’t. I’m fucking loosing it, I see the other scout and medic they’re friggin lovey dovey! I want that! I want that praise, he’s always cocky! But that stupid red gets the softer just like that! He’s so fucking stupid! Then at the same time. It feels wrong to want you, I mean.. likez.. I heard the shit in the past, being trans is wrong, gay is wrong?! I do t get it why is it WRONG?! WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!” The BLU tugged on his hair out of anger.. medic pulls scout making the man infront of him calm down his little head. Jeremy just started and almost lets out a chocked sob realizing what he finally admitted, his wants, his fear, his past.
Medic just, stares.. “scout?.. I-.” He took a quick breath, he wasn’t used to being a comforting person, “your fine.” He spat out awkwardly… “fine as in your not in the wrong. That’s.. not wrong..” he continued, “it’s… I. I wish I genuinely paid attention, I feel stupid.” His hand burried into his short black hair, “I mean, I’m just taking it all in for once, the red medic doesn’t even notice my hatered, and if he does, he probably just mocks or laughs about it, I been making myself so… miserable.” He was choosing his words carefully though he knows he didn’t have to be careful around the man.. he listened a lot, he wished he was more appreciative. Though he wouldn’t say that, it’s already awkward.
“TOU LOOSE” the speakers played. Both men just sighed, almost relieved for once, maybe it was letting go for once, talking to someone not being so hyper focused on the game.
“Do you…” the doctor rubbed his neck awkwardly.. “still need like… the stuff to be trans or…” he mumbles.. he wanted to help..
“I mean.. I got my t shots and shit.. just, not surgery I guess, hate friggin tits sways in my damn way of running. Wish I was like the other scout.. he’s a normal friggin guy and I’m just a scared bitch.. he got the confidence, the stand ups..” he huffs frustration coming back as he talks about his jealousy
“Well I find you just adorable, like your so, panicky in a good way, your really nice, a push over I must admit, but your, really.. nice..” medic was finally noticing the scout up close. His dirty blonde hair with small lighter streaks, his blue eyes that would look around nervously as if he had googly eyes, and a lot of freckles… he knows what scout worded of wants. “Can I, kiss you?” He asks looking away. The question was blunt maybe even rude for coming out of nowhere,
The scouts eyes practically sparkled his mouth agape showing his buck teeth.. he nodded not able to form a proper response. Medic took the sign and started with small kisses on the forehead and cheek then smaller ones on his lips pulling away to a just his glasses, he’s getting nervous for the first time.
Scout practicly squeaked pulling the doctor into a new kiss. A burst of confidence as his face is extremely red
“Haahh..” he pants pulling away from the kiss that lasted a few seconds..
Medic helped scout get transitioned fully and like they lived happily ever after the end c: