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To my dearest Yoo Joongyuk,
I don’t know how many days have passed, yet it feels as if it has only been a few minutes.
But it feels so empty. Travelling on this makes me remember the old days.
Sometimes I miss the past, not because it was perfect, but because I didn’t know how much it would change .
This is the train of our first encounter. Maybe the first place that intertwines our fates together.
The soft sound of the train passing feels so peaceful. But my heart won’t let me rest.
I know I sound so cringe right now. But I feel helpless.
I know how much I keep reading the web novel. The ending will not change, but I do not mind.
Reading like this gives me a sense of nostalgia for the old days.
However, I missed the sense of comfort you offer me. Please, I beg you to take care of your health.
I don’t want you to fall into despair over my loss. I want you to move on. This is the ending we or I always wanted.
As helpless as I am to be reluctant, forgotten, but not as much as I want your happy ending.
Yoo Joongyuk, move on. I do not regret the time we spent together; it was the happiest time I could have wished for.
But I do regret something, I regret not having a happy ending with you, us in a big house with everyone.
We may share the same story but not the same ending.
My eternal protagonist,
Yoo Joongyuk