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The carriage smelled like jasmine and desperation.
Qiu Dingjie adjusted his chest bindings for the fourth time that hour, scowling at his reflection in the bronze mirror bolted inside the cabin. The face staring back was too soft—cheekbones dusted with powder, lips painted red, eyes lined with kohl until they looked enormous.
Disgusting, he thought, and pinched his cheek to make sure the color stayed high.
Outside, the capital's bells tolled noon. The Imperial Palace gates would open for the Tribute Selection in two shichen. Forty-eight new concubines from twelve conquered territories, paraded before the Dragon Throne like livestock at market. Twelve would be chosen. The rest would become servants, or worse—sent to the army camps.
Qiu had no intention of being either.
His fingers found the thin chain around his neck, hidden beneath layers of silk robes. At its end sat a ring—not decorative. The hollow compartment inside held enough nightshade to drop an ox, compressed into a powder so fine it dissolved in wine without trace. Backup plan. The blade strapped to his thigh under the flowing skirts was plan A.
Gege is going to kill me if he sees how short this hem is.
The thought of Li Peien made his chest tight. His older brother by six years, currently posing as a low-ranking eunuch in the Outer Court, had argued against this plan for three days straight. "Let me go," Peien had said, jaw tight. "You're—you look too much like Mother. They'll notice."
They always notice. That was the problem. Twenty years old and Qiu had spent his entire life being noticed for the wrong reasons. Too beautiful for a boy, too sharp for a girl, too strange for anyone. The village children had thrown stones. The assassin trainers had leered. Now an Emperor would leer, and then Qiu would bleed him dry.
Fair trade.
The carriage stopped. A eunuch's voice, nasal and bored: "Lady Qiu. We have arrived. Please disembark with grace befitting your station."
Grace. Right.
Qiu lifted his chin, arranged his expression into something vacuous and shy, and stepped out into the sunlight.
The concubine quarters were a gilded prison.
Forty-eight women—and Qiu, holding his breath—crammed into a pavilion surrounded by artificial lakes and carefully pruned trees. The air smelled of incense and fear. Servants bustled through corridors, measuring waists, checking teeth, applying more makeup to girls who already looked like painted dolls.
Qiu kept his head down, shoulders hunched, playing the part of the timid southern tribute. He'd chosen his disguise well: Lady Qiu from the Kingdom of Yue, known for its delicate beauties and submissiveness. The robes were white silk embroidered with peonies, layered but thin enough to show the curve of his waist when he moved. He'd deliberately left his hair loose except for a single jade pin, strands falling past his shoulders.
If I have to look like a whore, I might as well look like an expensive one.
"You're the Yue tribute," someone said beside him.
Qiu glanced up. A girl—no, a young woman perhaps two years his senior—with sharp eyes and a crooked smile. She wore the colors of the northern territories, deep blue with silver trim.
"I am," Qiu said, pitching his voice higher. Soft. Breathless.
"I'm Lady Mei. Northern border." She sat down on the cushion next to him, uninvited. "You don't sound scared."
Shit.
Qiu laughed, covering his mouth with his hand like his mother taught him for polite company. "I'm terrified. I shake so hard inside that I feel calm outside."
Mei's eyes narrowed. Then she grinned. "Liar. But a good one." She leaned closer. "Word of advice—the Emperor hasn't chosen anyone since Consort Lan died last winter. They say he killed her himself."
Qiu's heart stuttered. "Killed?"
"Slit her throat in the bedchamber. Or maybe she killed herself. Depends on who's gossiping." Mei shrugged. "Point is, whatever you're here for—ambition, revenge, family pressure—make sure it's worth dying for."
Oh, it is.
Before Qiu could respond, trumpets blasted. The eunuchs snapped to attention, herding the forty-eight candidates toward the Audience Hall. The Selection was beginning.
The Audience Hall could have held ten thousand people. Today, it held perhaps two hundred: court officials, generals, the candidates themselves, and at the far end, elevated on a dais of black lacquer and gold—
The Emperor.
Huang Xing didn't look like Qiu expected.
The stories said he was a monster. A tyrant who'd seized the throne from his own brother, bathed in blood, built an empire on bones. Qiu had imagined scars, or cruelty carved into features, or at least some physical marker of inhumanity.
Instead: a man.
Huang Xing sat on the Dragon Throne in robes of midnight blue, embroidery of golden dragons coiling up his chest. His hair was long—longer than Qiu's, which was saying something—pulled back half-up with a crown of jade and gold that probably cost more than Qiu's entire village. Sharp jaw, sharper eyes, lips pressed into a line of utter boredom.
He looked tired.
He also looked like he wanted to be anywhere else.
Good, Qiu thought. Bored men make mistakes.
The candidates were presented one by one. Each girl knelt, announced her name and territory, raised her face for inspection. Most trembled. Some wept. A few tried to flirt, batting eyelashes, swaying hips.
Huang Xing's expression didn't change. Not once. He waved them forward like flies, occasionally gesturing to a eunuch to mark a name on the roster. After twenty candidates, he'd selected exactly zero.
The tension in the hall thickened.
"Lady Qiu, of the Kingdom of Yue."
Qiu's turn.
He rose from the kneeling line, movements practiced and graceful, and walked toward the dais. Each step deliberate. Not too fast (desperate), not too slow (arrogant). Just a frightened girl doing her best.
He stopped at the base of the dais, sank to his knees, pressed his forehead to the cold floor.
"This subject greets Your Majesty. May the Emperor live ten thousand years."
Silence.
Then: "Raise your head."
The voice was deeper than Qiu anticipated. Rougher. Like gravel wrapped in silk.
Qiu lifted his chin.
Their eyes met.
Huang Xing was looking at him. Actually looking—not through, not past, but at Qiu with something that wasn't boredom. His gaze swept over Qiu's face, the painted lips, the kohl-lined eyes, the loose fall of black hair, the slope of neck visible above the robe collar.
Something flickered in those dark eyes. Interest? Annoyance? Qiu couldn't tell.
Don't you dare pick me yet, Qiu thought frantically. I'm not close enough to kill you.
"You," Huang Xing said slowly, "are very small."
The court gasped. Someone behind Qiu stifled a laugh.
Small?!
Qiu kept his expression placid through sheer force of will. "This subject is... of modest stature, Your Majesty."
"Hmm." Huang Xing leaned back, fingers steepled. "Your hair is unbound. Improper for presentation."
"This subject's territory customs allow—" Qiu started.
"I didn't ask for a lesson in customs." The words were mild. The edge beneath them was not. "I asked why you're presenting yourself to your Emperor looking like you just rolled out of a brothel bed."
Oh, you absolute bastard.
Qiu smiled sweetly. "Perhaps this subject hoped to catch Your Majesty's eye, since rumor says nothing else has succeeded in three years."
Dead silence.
A general near the front choked. The Head Eunuch's face went pale.
Huang Xing stared at him.
For one terrible, exhilarating moment, Qiu thought he'd gone too far. That he'd be dragged out and executed right there, mission failed, Gege left alone in the enemy court—
Huang Xing laughed.
It wasn't a nice laugh. It was low and startled and almost... genuine? As if Qiu had said something unexpected for the first time in years.
"Mark her name," Huang Xing said, still looking at Qiu. "Lady Qiu. Yue territory. Selected."
No no no no no—
"Your Majesty," Qiu blurted, "this subject is honored but surely there are others more worthy—"
"Did I ask?" Huang Xing stood. The audience was clearly over; he was leaving. "Welcome to the Inner Court, Lady Qiu. Try not to die of boredom. Or I'll kill you myself for wasting my time."
He swept out. The court erupted into chaos.
Qiu remained kneeling on the floor, heart pounding, mind racing.
Too soon. Way too soon. I need to find Gege, I need to reassess, I need—
A servant touched his shoulder. "Lady Qiu? Please come with us. Your chambers have been prepared in the Western Pavilion."
The Western Pavilion. Close to the Emperor's personal quarters. Isolated from the other concubines.
He chose me because I talked back.
Qiu smiled, sweet and poisonous, and followed the servants toward his gilded cage.
Let the game begin.